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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:58,475 --> 00:02:00,885 It is so good to see you. 2 00:02:01,058 --> 00:02:03,388 I - I was afraid you'd cancel. 3 00:02:22,182 --> 00:02:27,512 - Hello. We have a reservation for a double room. - Your name? 4 00:02:27,640 --> 00:02:31,979 - Emilie Thompson. - Ines Thompson. 5 00:02:40,223 --> 00:02:44,303 - So... Let me know if there's anything you need. - Thank you. 6 00:02:46,848 --> 00:02:51,347 - What a place. - I wanted to treat us. 7 00:02:58,721 --> 00:03:00,802 It's huge. 8 00:03:00,930 --> 00:03:03,380 Yeah. It's so nice to get out of New York. 9 00:03:05,429 --> 00:03:09,612 I read some reviews this morning about your new exhibition. 10 00:03:11,288 --> 00:03:12,386 That's fine... 11 00:03:12,387 --> 00:03:16,037 I thought they were mean. I'm sure you worked very hard. 12 00:03:17,137 --> 00:03:19,937 They used to love you. 13 00:03:20,929 --> 00:03:23,719 That's how it goes. 14 00:03:23,929 --> 00:03:28,297 People don't like my work, but at least they feel something. 15 00:04:16,384 --> 00:04:18,634 It's very fancy. 16 00:04:18,800 --> 00:04:22,431 I got more than I was expecting for my flat. 17 00:04:24,843 --> 00:04:31,221 - You've sold your apartment? - Yeah. I moved out last week. 18 00:04:31,424 --> 00:04:36,295 If I'm gonna go back to my studies, a student room will be just fine. 19 00:04:39,175 --> 00:04:41,215 Ladies, may I take your order? 20 00:04:41,417 --> 00:04:43,217 Umm... 21 00:04:43,841 --> 00:04:47,011 I'll have the Lobster and champagne. 22 00:04:51,506 --> 00:04:53,506 The same. 23 00:04:55,298 --> 00:04:57,899 I found this. 24 00:04:58,090 --> 00:04:59,323 Look! 25 00:05:08,505 --> 00:05:09,916 - What's this? - Mum's ring. 26 00:05:11,493 --> 00:05:15,056 I found this when I went through my stuff, I thought you might want it? 27 00:05:15,380 --> 00:05:17,591 No, keep it. 28 00:05:34,214 --> 00:05:36,044 Cheers. 29 00:05:38,922 --> 00:05:43,142 I'm so glad you came. Grateful, that you took the time. 30 00:05:44,468 --> 00:05:46,468 Of course. 31 00:05:53,921 --> 00:05:57,790 - Excuse me? - Yes? - Please... 32 00:05:57,921 --> 00:06:01,500 Would one of you beautiful ladies care to dance? 33 00:06:03,588 --> 00:06:05,188 - Yeah. - No. 34 00:06:05,281 --> 00:06:08,410 - Why not. 35 00:06:09,419 --> 00:06:11,209 Emilie. 36 00:06:33,586 --> 00:06:36,716 So... Tell me about yourself, Emilie. 37 00:06:38,502 --> 00:06:40,791 What is there to say? 38 00:06:42,793 --> 00:06:46,423 I'm nobody. Alone, unimportant. 39 00:06:46,626 --> 00:06:49,006 Full of unfulfilled dreams. 40 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:57,001 Actually, I'm here on holiday with my sister. 41 00:07:00,418 --> 00:07:06,206 Now, when her career isn't going so well, she finally agrees to see me. 42 00:07:06,374 --> 00:07:08,925 I don't have time to lie. 43 00:07:10,834 --> 00:07:13,624 And why is that? 44 00:07:15,291 --> 00:07:18,291 Just dance with me please... 45 00:07:28,107 --> 00:07:30,728 You've got sensitive hands. 46 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:40,619 I'd love to go to bed with you, but... 47 00:07:40,791 --> 00:07:43,920 I don't think that's possible I'm afraid. 48 00:07:44,040 --> 00:07:46,289 Good night. 49 00:07:57,415 --> 00:08:01,034 - Emilie? - What happened to you? Is everything fine? 50 00:08:01,206 --> 00:08:05,206 What happens? What... Get the fuck... 51 00:08:06,706 --> 00:08:09,826 I probably shouldn't have drunk champagne. 52 00:08:17,163 --> 00:08:20,163 There's just been a lot going on in my head. 53 00:08:21,913 --> 00:08:24,493 I just need to relax. 54 00:08:26,413 --> 00:08:30,202 This place we're going to will be so nice. 55 00:08:30,412 --> 00:08:32,412 So calm. 56 00:08:32,579 --> 00:08:34,830 So peaceful. 57 00:08:36,287 --> 00:08:38,788 It'll be perfect. 58 00:08:38,996 --> 00:08:42,115 Just perfect. 59 00:09:05,119 --> 00:09:07,288 - Look! - Oh! 60 00:09:09,161 --> 00:09:11,610 That's so gorgeous! 61 00:09:16,494 --> 00:09:18,464 - c'mon - no. nope. Emilie? 62 00:09:19,285 --> 00:09:21,705 - Tell me! Tell me! 63 00:09:21,828 --> 00:09:23,788 Where are we going? 64 00:09:26,576 --> 00:09:30,497 We are going to the most beautiful place in the world. 65 00:09:30,617 --> 00:09:33,367 Yeah, you already said that. C'mon. 66 00:09:33,492 --> 00:09:36,993 It's, it's... very special. 67 00:09:37,160 --> 00:09:39,909 The question is, can I have a massage there? 68 00:09:41,992 --> 00:09:47,032 - Of course, madame. As many as you wish - Oh! Good! 69 00:09:47,200 --> 00:09:49,781 Then I am happy. 70 00:10:28,198 --> 00:10:30,409 Hello?, Hi! 71 00:10:32,573 --> 00:10:35,203 Hello, can you hear me? 72 00:10:37,781 --> 00:10:40,492 Well, I umm... 73 00:10:40,699 --> 00:10:46,357 I saw the, the press photo you're using and... 74 00:10:46,488 --> 00:10:48,779 That's what you chose. 75 00:10:48,905 --> 00:10:52,775 Well, I want you to use the other one. 76 00:10:52,906 --> 00:10:56,905 The one where I'm not smiling. 77 00:10:58,197 --> 00:11:00,277 Hello? 78 00:11:12,987 --> 00:11:16,357 We're leaving the country. 79 00:11:16,487 --> 00:11:22,607 I thought I told you? Don't worry. It's not far now. 80 00:12:08,401 --> 00:12:10,901 This is it. 81 00:12:11,026 --> 00:12:13,856 Shouldn't they have a sign-post or something? 82 00:12:14,276 --> 00:12:17,117 They probably want to keep it as anonymous as possible. 83 00:12:17,884 --> 00:12:21,304 Well they've definitely succeeded with that. 84 00:12:36,692 --> 00:12:40,193 - You must be Emilie. - Yes. 85 00:12:40,358 --> 00:12:42,908 And you must be her sister? 86 00:12:44,774 --> 00:12:50,354 - And you are? - I'm Marina. I'm Emilie's personal companion. 87 00:12:50,482 --> 00:12:55,982 I'm so glad you made it. Most of our guests prefer the helicopter option. 88 00:12:56,149 --> 00:13:00,689 It's a bit of a walk, but if you get tired, we'll help you. 89 00:13:09,690 --> 00:13:12,270 Are we going through here? 90 00:13:12,481 --> 00:13:15,561 It's not so far. You'll manage. 91 00:14:52,185 --> 00:14:54,595 Here we are. 92 00:15:03,558 --> 00:15:07,599 - Is it like you imagined? - Even better. 93 00:15:11,184 --> 00:15:15,554 This is where most of the guests love to come when they're alone. 94 00:15:15,684 --> 00:15:19,094 Or with their partners or friends. 95 00:15:19,267 --> 00:15:23,265 Just sit here, play chess, be quiet. 96 00:15:45,890 --> 00:15:50,889 You have to sign in first. Reception is through there. 97 00:15:51,015 --> 00:15:53,895 Let me know if there is anything you need. 98 00:16:04,181 --> 00:16:07,761 Hello? Hi! Welcome. 99 00:16:07,972 --> 00:16:10,342 Please, come in. 100 00:16:10,472 --> 00:16:13,142 Hi. Aaron. 101 00:16:13,264 --> 00:16:15,194 - And you must be Emilie. -Yes. 102 00:16:15,296 --> 00:16:17,222 Please, sit down. 103 00:16:21,347 --> 00:16:24,896 So, first things first. Passports please. 104 00:16:28,762 --> 00:16:30,593 Thank you. 105 00:16:30,763 --> 00:16:33,343 Here you go. 106 00:16:43,761 --> 00:16:48,471 We have a medical certificate, lawyer's documents, and proof of payment. 107 00:16:48,595 --> 00:16:51,475 So everything seems to be in order. Thank you. 108 00:16:55,887 --> 00:16:59,257 I'm sure you know how everything works here - 109 00:16:59,387 --> 00:17:03,435 - but I'm legally required to run it all through with you - 110 00:17:03,521 --> 00:17:06,918 in person, before we can continue. 111 00:17:07,886 --> 00:17:14,586 Unlike other organizations, we offer our guests a service created for, and by the individual. 112 00:17:14,761 --> 00:17:20,390 Freedom of choice is our utmost concern, and serving that choice is our aim. 113 00:17:21,885 --> 00:17:25,754 There are a selection of activities you can chose from - you'll find a schedule by the front entrance. 114 00:17:25,885 --> 00:17:28,884 We try to accommodate our guests' unique desires and wishes - 115 00:17:29,092 --> 00:17:34,262 - in order to make their final days as fulfilling and comforting as possible. 116 00:17:34,385 --> 00:17:36,754 Emilie. Should you choose to continue - 117 00:17:36,885 --> 00:17:41,674 - your leaving will take place in six days from now. 118 00:17:41,801 --> 00:17:45,011 Each leaving, is preceded by a bell. 119 00:17:45,176 --> 00:17:50,276 The individual is taken to the leaving cabin and is offered a drink containing a strong sedative - 120 00:17:50,326 --> 00:17:51,758 - that will put them to sleep. 121 00:17:51,783 --> 00:17:53,444 What do you mean? 122 00:17:53,676 --> 00:17:57,966 The choice to drink is left entirely to the individual. 123 00:17:58,176 --> 00:18:02,755 A week later, the body will be transported to the address you have provided.. 124 00:18:02,966 --> 00:18:06,385 Photographs are not permitted. 125 00:18:06,590 --> 00:18:07,970 Do you have any questions? 126 00:18:11,882 --> 00:18:14,173 Where are my bags? 127 00:18:14,383 --> 00:18:19,883 - I don't know. - well can you go and get somebody to get my bags. 128 00:18:20,007 --> 00:18:22,887 Try to calm down. I'm not well. 129 00:18:23,089 --> 00:18:26,390 Your bags are already in your room. 130 00:18:26,590 --> 00:18:29,049 - I will take you there. - What are you doing? 131 00:18:29,266 --> 00:18:30,448 - It's ok - what the... 132 00:18:30,673 --> 00:18:32,664 Don't you fucking touch me! 133 00:18:37,089 --> 00:18:40,590 You do not have to do anything. You just have to stay with me. 134 00:18:40,757 --> 00:18:42,465 What do you mean you're not well? 135 00:18:46,339 --> 00:18:49,679 What are you talking about? 136 00:18:49,797 --> 00:18:53,887 I'm gonna have a shower. We can talk when you have calmed down. 137 00:18:54,006 --> 00:18:56,255 I'm not going to calm down! I want you to tell me what is going on! 138 00:18:56,381 --> 00:18:59,171 I just want a bath! 139 00:19:05,005 --> 00:19:08,544 I was diagnosed three years ago. 140 00:19:08,671 --> 00:19:13,081 I had chemo, but it didn't work. 141 00:19:13,254 --> 00:19:15,754 It's everywhere. 142 00:19:18,379 --> 00:19:20,748 I don't have long left. 143 00:19:29,961 --> 00:19:33,672 Why didn't you tell me? 144 00:19:33,878 --> 00:19:37,248 I didn't want to scare you. 145 00:19:37,379 --> 00:19:41,168 I didn't want to give you a reason not to come. 146 00:19:43,460 --> 00:19:47,170 I had the right to know. 147 00:19:47,335 --> 00:19:48,965 Really? 148 00:19:50,795 --> 00:19:53,254 I dont 'think so. 149 00:20:02,168 --> 00:20:04,328 I tried. 150 00:20:04,459 --> 00:20:06,669 I tried to call. 151 00:20:06,876 --> 00:20:09,076 But you didn't pick up. 152 00:20:11,085 --> 00:20:15,085 I waited, but you never called back. 153 00:20:19,169 --> 00:20:23,457 A while later you emailed saying that you were busy. 154 00:20:25,375 --> 00:20:27,325 And then... 155 00:20:30,542 --> 00:20:32,793 I do not know. 156 00:20:34,168 --> 00:20:40,129 Time went by and... I lost the words. 157 00:20:55,374 --> 00:20:57,875 And this place? 158 00:21:04,456 --> 00:21:07,666 This is how I want to leave. 159 00:22:09,370 --> 00:22:11,160 Emilie? 160 00:22:58,868 --> 00:23:00,867 Sugar Puffs? 161 00:23:01,075 --> 00:23:05,665 Yeah. We always had them when we were little. Don't you remember? 162 00:23:05,867 --> 00:23:07,777 No. 163 00:23:07,950 --> 00:23:10,950 Mum's Blueberry Pancakes. 164 00:23:11,160 --> 00:23:13,739 I sent them the recipe. 165 00:23:18,660 --> 00:23:20,658 Perfect. 166 00:23:23,366 --> 00:23:26,066 I'm sorry if you feel like I do not respect you - 167 00:23:26,241 --> 00:23:30,451 - but I really think that we should get out of here. 168 00:23:30,574 --> 00:23:33,954 You need proper care. 169 00:23:34,116 --> 00:23:37,566 If you leave, I'll still do it. 170 00:23:46,532 --> 00:23:49,872 Have some pancakes. They're good. 171 00:24:10,739 --> 00:24:12,569 jezuz... 172 00:24:18,946 --> 00:24:21,365 Good morning. 173 00:24:22,738 --> 00:24:24,948 - Did you sleep well? - Yes. 174 00:24:25,112 --> 00:24:28,153 And breakfast was wonderful. Everything, just as I wanted. 175 00:24:28,363 --> 00:24:30,363 Oh, I'm glad to hear that! 176 00:24:30,530 --> 00:24:33,530 And Ines, how are you today? 177 00:24:33,655 --> 00:24:35,985 Fine. 178 00:24:36,154 --> 00:24:39,984 - Well I thought that... - Excuse me, umm... 179 00:24:40,154 --> 00:24:43,944 What are you doing with these people? 180 00:24:44,112 --> 00:24:46,942 - We're helping them. - Really? 181 00:24:48,945 --> 00:24:52,945 We can't save their lives, but these last days are important. 182 00:24:53,154 --> 00:24:58,114 So people can leave in the right way for them. 183 00:24:58,236 --> 00:25:00,446 This is a free zone. 184 00:25:00,653 --> 00:25:03,653 Without the world to judge. 185 00:25:07,236 --> 00:25:11,566 So Emilie, what would you like to do today? 186 00:25:11,736 --> 00:25:16,236 I was hoping the three of us could sit and talk. 187 00:25:16,444 --> 00:25:18,653 Of course. 188 00:25:18,860 --> 00:25:21,150 - Follow me. - Emilie... 189 00:25:40,317 --> 00:25:42,447 No music, thank you. 190 00:25:54,942 --> 00:25:58,111 So... Emilie? 191 00:26:01,650 --> 00:26:05,730 There's some I wanted to talk about, umm... 192 00:26:05,858 --> 00:26:08,437 I wrote them down. 193 00:26:14,565 --> 00:26:18,655 I have never been able to control my feelings. 194 00:26:18,857 --> 00:26:21,727 Everything has always flooded straight into me. 195 00:26:24,231 --> 00:26:27,732 My sister, on the other hand - 196 00:26:27,940 --> 00:26:30,980 - has always been very clear. 197 00:26:31,148 --> 00:26:35,458 She can turn her emotions on and off feeling exactly what she wants to feel - 198 00:26:35,723 --> 00:26:39,723 - when she wants to feel it. 199 00:26:40,148 --> 00:26:43,858 It all began when dad left with another woman. 200 00:26:43,981 --> 00:26:47,231 I was nine, my sister was seven. 201 00:26:47,356 --> 00:26:51,526 Mum, never got over it. 202 00:26:51,655 --> 00:26:57,564 I stayed by her side. I tried to stop her from slipping through the gaps. 203 00:26:57,937 --> 00:27:01,438 - but there was no way... 204 00:27:01,563 --> 00:27:06,442 Five years ago she hung herself in the woods. 205 00:27:06,646 --> 00:27:08,557 Just stop it. 206 00:27:15,729 --> 00:27:18,229 What are you doing? 207 00:27:21,937 --> 00:27:25,107 What could she possibly say about that? 208 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:33,306 You told me yesterday that you were dying, and now you want me to sit here in this place - 209 00:27:33,436 --> 00:27:37,646 - in front of this woman and talk about our childhood. Is that what you want? 210 00:27:37,853 --> 00:27:40,643 You never wanted to talk about it. 211 00:27:46,728 --> 00:27:49,227 I don't need to listen to this. 212 00:28:09,143 --> 00:28:11,143 This is not going to happen. 213 00:29:36,847 --> 00:29:39,967 Those charming bells of death. 214 00:29:56,346 --> 00:29:58,926 I do not think that is allowed. 215 00:30:01,096 --> 00:30:03,755 It's personal. For inspiration. 216 00:30:13,553 --> 00:30:16,433 So you're above the rules, are you? 217 00:30:18,637 --> 00:30:21,046 Art's above the rules. 218 00:30:23,844 --> 00:30:27,424 I don't dislike rules. 219 00:30:27,636 --> 00:30:31,966 It's just that I have never found any sufficiently worthwhile to follow. 220 00:30:35,635 --> 00:30:40,435 - I understand everything. - hmm.. 221 00:30:43,094 --> 00:30:46,543 But I have yet to find the meaning in anything. 222 00:30:52,968 --> 00:30:55,718 Can I take a photo of you? 223 00:30:56,425 --> 00:30:58,925 It's alright. 224 00:31:21,841 --> 00:31:25,042 I have a stage three terminal brain tumour. 225 00:31:26,091 --> 00:31:31,341 - What about you? You do not look sick. - I'm here with my sister. 226 00:31:33,134 --> 00:31:36,093 Is she artistic too? 227 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:40,841 No. 228 00:31:42,715 --> 00:31:44,925 It's just me. 229 00:31:48,758 --> 00:31:51,347 It keeps me together. 230 00:31:54,215 --> 00:31:57,215 I don't understand this place. 231 00:32:00,131 --> 00:32:04,211 People tend to think that there's some kind of meaning. 232 00:32:04,340 --> 00:32:07,959 Something they should be able to understand before they die. 233 00:32:09,632 --> 00:32:11,841 There is nothing to understand. 234 00:32:11,964 --> 00:32:14,214 You just die. 235 00:32:16,547 --> 00:32:20,756 They refuse to accept that their lives are completely meaningless. 236 00:32:20,921 --> 00:32:23,961 Especially women. 237 00:32:24,130 --> 00:32:30,921 I mean, why would a life suddenly become important only because you are about to die? 238 00:32:35,296 --> 00:32:38,215 People come here and give up. 239 00:32:40,213 --> 00:32:41,922 It's pathetic. 240 00:32:43,546 --> 00:32:46,045 So what's the alternative? 241 00:32:47,962 --> 00:32:52,132 Carry on with futile hospital treatments? 242 00:32:52,337 --> 00:32:56,126 More suffering, for even higher bills? 243 00:32:56,294 --> 00:32:58,714 I don't think so... 244 00:33:00,337 --> 00:33:06,627 Thankfully, places like this allow those of us who can afford it - 245 00:33:06,837 --> 00:33:09,336 - to pay for a comfortable death. 246 00:33:11,628 --> 00:33:15,747 In the end, we're all pathetic. 247 00:33:15,918 --> 00:33:18,708 That's quite artistic, don't you think? 248 00:33:46,334 --> 00:33:50,204 Yes, to be one with the night 249 00:33:51,834 --> 00:33:53,834 one with myself 250 00:33:55,916 --> 00:33:59,336 with the candles flame which looks me in the eyes... 251 00:34:01,291 --> 00:34:04,841 unfathomable and still 252 00:34:05,958 --> 00:34:08,628 one with the aspen 253 00:34:08,751 --> 00:34:11,340 like trembles and whispers 254 00:34:13,041 --> 00:34:18,040 one with the crowds of the flowers leaning out of the darkness 255 00:34:18,207 --> 00:34:21,917 and listening to something I had on my tongue to say 256 00:34:23,290 --> 00:34:25,420 but never got said... 257 00:34:27,624 --> 00:34:32,414 something I don't want to reveal, even if I could. 258 00:34:35,289 --> 00:34:37,339 I'm sorry. 259 00:34:40,956 --> 00:34:43,416 And the flame rises 260 00:34:44,206 --> 00:34:48,286 It is as though the flowers crowded 261 00:34:48,414 --> 00:34:55,205 nearer, nearer and nearer the light 262 00:34:55,330 --> 00:34:58,830 in a rainbow of shimmering points 263 00:35:00,538 --> 00:35:04,918 Aspen trembles and plays, the evening roots go on. 264 00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:07,280 I will do my best. 265 00:35:10,955 --> 00:35:16,534 And all that was inexpressible and distant 266 00:35:16,704 --> 00:35:21,492 and inexpressible and near. 267 00:35:24,286 --> 00:35:27,537 I sing about the only thing that reconciles 268 00:35:29,287 --> 00:35:34,530 only of what is practical To all alike... 269 00:35:35,703 --> 00:35:40,703 I'm tring to think about the things that have been beautiful in my life. 270 00:35:43,078 --> 00:35:45,078 Like what? 271 00:35:46,620 --> 00:35:52,408 Just small... everyday things, really. 272 00:35:54,535 --> 00:35:56,535 Sunrises. 273 00:35:58,409 --> 00:36:01,480 When it's cold in winter and you come into the warm. 274 00:36:03,619 --> 00:36:06,079 Soft things. 275 00:36:08,827 --> 00:36:13,116 I've never had particularly great sex. 276 00:36:13,284 --> 00:36:15,914 - No? - No. 277 00:36:17,325 --> 00:36:20,946 Maybe I was just scared. 278 00:36:21,118 --> 00:36:24,698 I think I've spent my entire life being scared. 279 00:36:29,493 --> 00:36:31,532 Of what? 280 00:36:32,701 --> 00:36:34,910 Come on. 281 00:36:35,074 --> 00:36:39,905 Tell me about the best sex you've ever had. 282 00:36:42,908 --> 00:36:47,378 - Uh, I don't know... - Umm... 283 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:53,119 Well there was this time, in Madrid. 284 00:36:53,282 --> 00:36:58,532 It was after a dinner with this gallery artist after an exhibition. 285 00:36:58,699 --> 00:37:04,278 You have sex with the gallery artist? - No, it wasn't. 286 00:37:04,407 --> 00:37:07,277 It was his son. 287 00:37:08,699 --> 00:37:13,618 And the son also had a very cute girlfriend. 288 00:37:15,322 --> 00:37:17,323 Go on. 289 00:37:17,531 --> 00:37:20,281 Go on?? What do you want me to say? 290 00:37:20,406 --> 00:37:23,526 Details. I want details. 291 00:37:24,405 --> 00:37:27,076 They drove me to my hotel - 292 00:37:27,198 --> 00:37:31,828 - and I guess had way too much to drink - 293 00:37:32,031 --> 00:37:35,950 - and definitely.. I couldn't guess what... 294 00:37:37,489 --> 00:37:42,908 well, they just asked if they could join me up to my room, really... 295 00:37:43,113 --> 00:37:45,524 - They did? - Yeah. 296 00:37:47,489 --> 00:37:49,909 Did you like it? 297 00:37:51,947 --> 00:37:53,826 Yes. 298 00:37:53,945 --> 00:37:56,276 Come on. I want to know. 299 00:37:57,946 --> 00:38:00,526 Really, what do you want me to say? 300 00:38:00,695 --> 00:38:07,405 Details? Details, you want me to tell how she unbuttoned my blouse and how she kissed my breasts? 301 00:38:07,529 --> 00:38:10,829 Yes, you tell me! I want to know everything. 302 00:38:10,945 --> 00:38:13,114 Why? 303 00:38:13,277 --> 00:38:15,528 Becasue, you owe me 304 00:38:23,612 --> 00:38:25,612 We went up to my room. 305 00:38:29,277 --> 00:38:32,117 She took my hand... 306 00:38:32,319 --> 00:38:35,398 and she laid me down on the bed. 307 00:38:35,610 --> 00:38:39,730 And then she pulled my knickers aside and let her tongue slide in. 308 00:38:43,319 --> 00:38:50,069 He unbuttoned his trousers and walks across the room... 309 00:38:51,819 --> 00:38:56,687 towards the bed and I turned around and I pulled her up her skirt... 310 00:38:56,900 --> 00:39:00,901 and licked her beautiful, wonderful cunt... 311 00:39:04,068 --> 00:39:07,478 while her boyfriend penetrated me from behind. 312 00:39:16,399 --> 00:39:18,520 Oh my God !!! 313 00:39:23,192 --> 00:39:27,732 - Happy? - When was this? 314 00:39:27,900 --> 00:39:31,070 I do not know. 315 00:39:31,191 --> 00:39:34,900 Summer, like four or five years ago. 316 00:39:35,107 --> 00:39:38,317 August. Five years ago. 317 00:40:18,397 --> 00:40:20,896 How long have you been awake? 318 00:40:23,021 --> 00:40:25,902 - Coffee? - Yes please. 319 00:40:31,813 --> 00:40:34,472 What are you doing? 320 00:40:34,605 --> 00:40:38,725 Do you have any idea how much work it is to arrange a funeral? 321 00:40:41,688 --> 00:40:44,397 - You won't be arranging mine, will you? - Emilie 322 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:50,520 You'll just hire some party planner to sort it all out. 323 00:40:50,687 --> 00:40:57,513 No... So while I was burying Mum alone - 324 00:40:57,687 --> 00:41:02,607 - were you in Madrid having the best sex of your life. 325 00:41:02,812 --> 00:41:07,681 I just can't stand what goes through someones head when they don't turn up to their own mothers funeral 326 00:41:13,061 --> 00:41:15,601 Maybe it was a case of being constructive. 327 00:41:15,811 --> 00:41:18,181 She was dead already. 328 00:41:18,936 --> 00:41:25,815 You don't automatically become a better person just because you've lived your life in floods of tears. 329 00:41:28,811 --> 00:41:31,099 What the fuck!! 330 00:41:33,684 --> 00:41:35,895 Stop it! Stop it! 331 00:41:36,102 --> 00:41:38,811 What is it? What happens? 332 00:41:38,934 --> 00:41:43,395 - I cannot breathe. - Yes, you can. Yes you can. Shhhhh... 333 00:41:43,517 --> 00:41:45,897 Gently... Gently 334 00:41:46,101 --> 00:41:49,181 I don't want to feel this like this!! 335 00:41:49,392 --> 00:41:52,892 I do not want to be the kind of person who who feels like this! 336 00:41:53,101 --> 00:41:58,601 Emilie, you can do this. You know you can. Don't be afraid. Come on. 337 00:41:58,809 --> 00:42:02,388 Come on, you can do this. Come on. Come on, we'll go to a quiet place. 338 00:42:11,474 --> 00:42:14,395 No point talking when you're like this, you have to calm down. 339 00:42:14,515 --> 00:42:17,916 - I want to know why. - What? 340 00:42:17,933 --> 00:42:22,473 - Why don't you respect me? - Here we go... 341 00:42:22,599 --> 00:42:24,810 You treat me like shit! 342 00:42:26,808 --> 00:42:29,007 You left me to take care of mum. 343 00:42:29,183 --> 00:42:33,892 In and out of hospital just trying to keep her alive. 344 00:42:34,056 --> 00:42:38,217 I waited for you to call. She asked for you, do you know that? 345 00:42:38,508 --> 00:42:39,064 No. 346 00:42:39,889 --> 00:42:42,679 And I lied. Different lies all the time... 347 00:42:42,889 --> 00:42:49,179 "She swamped at work. Yeah, she called yesterday, but she's broken her leg." 348 00:42:49,307 --> 00:42:52,385 I just couldn't tell her you didn't give a fuck about us. 349 00:42:55,181 --> 00:42:59,180 You know I can't be responsible for your happiness! 350 00:42:59,305 --> 00:43:01,926 It just doesn't work that way! Life doesn't work that way. 351 00:43:02,098 --> 00:43:06,177 You're not human. You think like a machine. 352 00:43:06,305 --> 00:43:11,804 You don't get any bonus points in heaven, just because walk around feeling so bloody sorry for yourself! 353 00:43:12,012 --> 00:43:16,062 Maybe that's not the world you want to live in, but that's how it is. 354 00:43:16,179 --> 00:43:22,620 That's reality. That's what it's like to ge a grown-up. Sometimes you have to shut things down to survive. 355 00:43:25,596 --> 00:43:28,596 That's what everything has always been about. 356 00:43:30,386 --> 00:43:33,926 You, and your fucking survival. 357 00:43:46,303 --> 00:43:52,092 Scroll down.. Scroll down... Stop. Take out any reference to that woman. 358 00:43:52,302 --> 00:43:54,922 Barking mad. Now... 359 00:43:55,094 --> 00:44:00,054 down to this, umm, you know, all those poor people. Can we get into that? 360 00:44:07,052 --> 00:44:09,092 May I...? 361 00:44:16,718 --> 00:44:21,598 Yes. now. Can we make it look as if I am hugging refugee? 362 00:44:24,093 --> 00:44:25,803 What are you doing? 363 00:44:25,927 --> 00:44:29,505 She can tweak things about you on the net. 364 00:44:29,676 --> 00:44:33,806 So that if anybody googles you in a few years time 365 00:44:33,925 --> 00:44:39,255 - you'll appear to be much nicer than the person you perhaps really are... 366 00:44:39,383 --> 00:44:40,883 Emilie? 367 00:44:41,092 --> 00:44:43,092 Look. I'm sorry. 368 00:44:45,300 --> 00:44:48,710 Google Ines Thompson. 369 00:44:48,883 --> 00:44:51,382 - What are you doing? - Ines Thompson... 370 00:44:53,591 --> 00:44:58,711 Uh, there are some photos here, serveral reviews... 371 00:44:58,882 --> 00:45:02,672 Was there something specific you wanted me to change for you? 372 00:45:05,049 --> 00:45:08,089 Go ahead. You know how to handle this. 373 00:45:09,507 --> 00:45:12,176 Wait... Wait! 374 00:45:13,298 --> 00:45:16,378 I understand that you must be going through hell right now. 375 00:45:16,590 --> 00:45:19,880 You have no FUCKING idea!! 376 00:46:41,669 --> 00:46:43,919 I was miles away. 377 00:46:50,293 --> 00:46:52,583 Would you like a drink? 378 00:47:10,042 --> 00:47:12,452 Your sister is scared. 379 00:47:15,584 --> 00:47:18,584 I was naive to bring her here. 380 00:47:18,792 --> 00:47:23,791 You are not naive, Emilie. You are thoughtful, kind, and intelligent. 381 00:47:25,250 --> 00:47:28,169 And, you've done everything you can. 382 00:47:37,083 --> 00:47:38,582 Here. 383 00:48:03,165 --> 00:48:05,585 Why are you here? 384 00:48:09,581 --> 00:48:12,081 I came with my husband two years ago. 385 00:48:13,372 --> 00:48:17,241 - Where is he now? - He left here. 386 00:48:19,497 --> 00:48:21,707 And you've been here ever since? 387 00:48:23,872 --> 00:48:27,491 I found no reason to go back. 388 00:52:32,858 --> 00:52:34,648 Stop. No. 389 00:52:34,858 --> 00:52:38,148 Emilie? Tell me. Tell me. 390 00:52:38,358 --> 00:52:40,649 Where are we going? 391 00:52:43,025 --> 00:52:46,274 We're going to the most beautiful place in the world. 392 00:52:46,482 --> 00:52:48,572 Yeah, you already said that, c'mon. 393 00:52:48,692 --> 00:52:51,231 It's. It's very special. 394 00:53:36,355 --> 00:53:39,275 Excuse me but uh... 395 00:53:39,439 --> 00:53:43,479 - When does the helicopter leave? - Tomorrow morning. 396 00:53:43,647 --> 00:53:46,776 Is there room for one more person? 397 00:53:46,979 --> 00:53:49,359 There you are. 398 00:53:49,479 --> 00:53:51,440 Grab a drink. 399 00:53:52,646 --> 00:53:56,476 - What's going on? - It's my farewell party. 400 00:53:59,146 --> 00:54:04,027 I paid them so much money they couldn't possibly refuse. 401 00:54:04,146 --> 00:54:07,275 Do not be party pooper! Relax! 402 00:54:08,437 --> 00:54:17,446 ♫ 403 00:54:23,771 --> 00:54:27,769 You're on your way to making an old man very happy! It's True! 404 00:54:37,353 --> 00:54:41,472 Are you enjoying yourself Just take care of you. 405 00:55:28,849 --> 00:55:32,269 Great... Fireworks!!! 406 00:55:36,558 --> 00:55:38,638 Cheer up. 407 00:55:40,741 --> 00:55:42,242 Wooo !! 408 00:55:42,766 --> 00:55:45,215 OH! Look at that... 409 00:55:56,765 --> 00:55:59,265 I'd like to sleep with you. 410 00:56:02,640 --> 00:56:05,349 What? 411 00:56:05,472 --> 00:56:08,473 Sorry... Nothing. 412 00:56:09,265 --> 00:56:12,134 You do not know me. 413 00:56:12,264 --> 00:56:14,844 Does that matter? 414 00:56:21,056 --> 00:56:25,425 I look ridiculous. I have scars everywhere. 415 00:56:28,055 --> 00:56:30,465 My dick doesn't work. 416 00:56:32,263 --> 00:56:37,345 So I can't... fuck. 417 00:56:41,846 --> 00:56:43,766 I do not know... 418 00:56:46,262 --> 00:56:48,552 But when I saw you here... 419 00:56:50,637 --> 00:56:52,967 You were just so beautiful. 420 00:57:04,761 --> 00:57:06,761 Fucking hell. 421 00:57:09,678 --> 00:57:13,968 It's like everything I'm thinking's just coming out of my mouth... Sorry. 422 00:57:21,344 --> 00:57:23,264 Okay. 423 00:57:26,635 --> 00:57:30,215 I didn't mean to force my self on you in any way. 424 00:57:38,052 --> 00:57:40,342 Right... More music!! 425 00:57:40,552 --> 00:57:45,761 Go on, play my favorite, the one I like. It's what your paid for, come on. 426 01:00:32,333 --> 01:00:36,123 Uh, yeah, enough. That's enough, enough, enough, enough enough... 427 01:00:38,667 --> 01:00:41,128 Talk about flogging a dead horse.... 428 01:00:42,750 --> 01:00:45,120 Oh, nevermind. 429 01:01:07,207 --> 01:01:09,547 I want you to comfort me. 430 01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:11,955 Just give me s... put the fucking macaroon down 431 01:01:12,124 --> 01:01:18,004 Comfort me! It's what you're paid for. Give me some comfort you FUCKING wanker! 432 01:01:21,456 --> 01:01:24,876 You're just a, a fucking amateur! 433 01:01:25,040 --> 01:01:26,949 y... christ ! 434 01:01:30,747 --> 01:01:33,038 Alright, Alright, Alright. 435 01:01:44,997 --> 01:01:46,827 Oh God... 436 01:02:05,746 --> 01:02:07,945 Okay. 437 01:02:08,121 --> 01:02:10,411 Okay. 438 01:02:15,621 --> 01:02:18,040 I'm ready. 439 01:02:50,993 --> 01:02:53,244 Are you gonna let him go out like this? 440 01:02:53,411 --> 01:02:58,660 Our job, is to allow him to make his own decisions. 441 01:02:58,826 --> 01:03:01,445 He's free. 442 01:03:11,325 --> 01:03:16,242 I was, umm... professional football player. 443 01:03:19,534 --> 01:03:22,244 ...going straight to the top. 444 01:03:25,741 --> 01:03:28,401 I could have been so fucking good. 445 01:03:30,742 --> 01:03:33,321 What happened? 446 01:03:37,992 --> 01:03:40,241 Car crash. 447 01:03:41,323 --> 01:03:43,944 That's all? 448 01:03:49,449 --> 01:03:52,829 It might not mean much to you. 449 01:03:53,033 --> 01:03:57,402 - But for me... - But, you're healthy otherwise 450 01:03:57,533 --> 01:03:59,862 You are not sick. 451 01:04:00,032 --> 01:04:03,111 It's just your legs? 452 01:04:05,990 --> 01:04:09,940 My whole life went down the drain when I lost them. 453 01:04:11,614 --> 01:04:13,614 Everything I was. 454 01:04:13,822 --> 01:04:17,033 But the rest of your body... 455 01:04:17,240 --> 01:04:19,820 I hate this body. 456 01:04:21,989 --> 01:04:23,818 It's fucking... 457 01:04:25,863 --> 01:04:28,443 disability... 458 01:04:32,405 --> 01:04:35,245 I don't know what to do with it. 459 01:04:37,989 --> 01:04:40,397 It disgusts me. 460 01:04:43,612 --> 01:04:46,192 How can you say that? 461 01:05:31,527 --> 01:05:34,527 I can't do this anymore. 462 01:05:34,735 --> 01:05:36,605 I can see that. 463 01:05:42,860 --> 01:05:46,610 Can we go somewhere? 464 01:05:46,817 --> 01:05:49,527 Just you and I. 465 01:05:49,651 --> 01:05:51,532 Before I leave. 466 01:06:03,608 --> 01:06:05,438 So... 467 01:06:07,441 --> 01:06:10,441 What will you do when you get home? 468 01:06:16,108 --> 01:06:19,987 - I do not know. - Of course you do. 469 01:06:20,107 --> 01:06:22,107 Tell me. 470 01:06:23,232 --> 01:06:26,102 What are you doing next week? 471 01:06:36,024 --> 01:06:40,313 I've ordered some, umm... some new... 472 01:06:40,523 --> 01:06:42,813 walls for my studio. 473 01:06:44,523 --> 01:06:48,733 But I do not know if they're gonna fit through the back door. 474 01:06:51,106 --> 01:06:53,026 What else? 475 01:06:58,731 --> 01:07:01,390 Sleep. Sleep, Maybe... 476 01:07:05,438 --> 01:07:07,818 I'm gonna... 477 01:07:09,105 --> 01:07:13,435 start to... look for my next.. project 478 01:07:15,731 --> 01:07:20,522 After those reviews... Something new. 479 01:07:24,104 --> 01:07:26,814 I guess there'll be... 480 01:07:27,021 --> 01:07:29,431 just a lot of work to do. 481 01:07:48,020 --> 01:07:51,750 You've always left me! You've always left me! 482 01:08:03,019 --> 01:08:05,428 Emilie? 483 01:08:05,602 --> 01:08:07,432 I'm sorry. Emilie? 484 01:08:07,601 --> 01:08:12,847 Come here. So... Hey. Wake up. Emilie? 485 01:08:13,019 --> 01:08:18,180 Hey... Emilie? 486 01:08:18,310 --> 01:08:20,929 Help! 487 01:08:21,101 --> 01:08:23,021 Help! 488 01:08:29,976 --> 01:08:32,426 She doesn't have much time left. 489 01:08:33,601 --> 01:08:36,231 But she's not going to die today. 490 01:08:37,518 --> 01:08:40,017 The helicopter is ready. 491 01:08:50,183 --> 01:08:52,603 So you're leaving. 492 01:08:55,183 --> 01:08:57,643 I just make things worse. 493 01:09:00,848 --> 01:09:04,598 There's something I wanted to show you before you go. 494 01:09:04,807 --> 01:09:07,517 Just come with me. They'll wait for you. 495 01:09:20,598 --> 01:09:22,598 Come on in. 496 01:09:35,223 --> 01:09:37,423 Open it! - Open it! 497 01:10:27,845 --> 01:10:30,725 She drowns in her emotions 498 01:10:32,512 --> 01:10:35,721 She's always been like that. 499 01:10:38,219 --> 01:10:41,719 Dad left, and she and mum just clung to each other - dragged each other down. 500 01:10:41,927 --> 01:10:44,017 I refuse to live as a victim. 501 01:10:44,176 --> 01:10:46,977 Your mother died of a broken heart. 502 01:10:47,718 --> 01:10:50,219 Mum died because of weakness. 503 01:10:51,177 --> 01:10:55,307 She died because she couldn't handle life, as it is. 504 01:10:58,426 --> 01:11:00,925 She stopped going to work. 505 01:11:03,092 --> 01:11:05,173 She woudn't eat. 506 01:11:05,300 --> 01:11:07,221 She couldn't... 507 01:11:07,425 --> 01:11:10,015 She couldn't pay the bills She couldn't go and buy cigarettes. 508 01:11:10,182 --> 01:11:11,987 So you had to go and do that. 509 01:11:12,053 --> 01:11:16,716 You had to go out and buy cigarettes and milk for the money that you got from social services - 510 01:11:16,717 --> 01:11:21,967 because your mother was no longer a mother because your family was no longer a family 511 01:11:24,008 --> 01:11:26,299 She failed. 512 01:11:40,299 --> 01:11:44,839 drowning herself in the bath, putting her head in the oven... sleeping pills 513 01:11:45,008 --> 01:11:49,297 Do you know what? When she actually succeeded, that was a relief. 514 01:11:53,215 --> 01:11:54,795 Yes. 515 01:11:58,297 --> 01:12:01,507 That's how it was when mum died. 516 01:12:02,923 --> 01:12:04,842 A relief. 517 01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:38,108 - Come here. - No... 518 01:14:39,404 --> 01:14:41,533 Shhh... Shhhh... 519 01:14:42,719 --> 01:14:45,058 shhhhh.... 520 01:14:59,498 --> 01:15:01,787 It is okay. 521 01:15:10,830 --> 01:15:13,410 I miss my mum. 522 01:15:19,955 --> 01:15:22,614 I miss her so much. 523 01:16:28,284 --> 01:16:31,494 Do you remember that summer in the house? 524 01:16:36,992 --> 01:16:39,702 That houses out on the island. 525 01:16:46,700 --> 01:16:49,360 Mum borrowed it from someone. 526 01:17:03,407 --> 01:17:07,497 - Do you remember? - It was so hot. 527 01:17:12,491 --> 01:17:15,151 You taught me to swim. 528 01:17:16,823 --> 01:17:19,783 That was summer before dad left. 529 01:17:24,823 --> 01:17:28,703 There was a piano upstairs. 530 01:17:28,906 --> 01:17:31,907 And dad used to sit and play. 531 01:17:32,948 --> 01:17:36,487 The window was open. 532 01:17:36,614 --> 01:17:39,074 All night, yeah. 533 01:17:41,573 --> 01:17:43,782 It was so hot. 534 01:17:55,488 --> 01:17:58,068 I was happy then. 535 01:18:06,404 --> 01:18:09,284 Everybody was happy that summer. 536 01:18:20,987 --> 01:18:23,697 You used to braid my hair in the morning. 537 01:18:29,403 --> 01:18:34,202 There was a kiosk we used to walk to, to buy ice cream. 538 01:18:34,361 --> 01:18:36,491 Remember? 539 01:18:40,986 --> 01:18:43,566 We were bare foot. 540 01:18:46,194 --> 01:18:48,944 Sometimes we passed a tractor. 541 01:18:54,568 --> 01:18:56,898 I held your hand. 542 01:18:59,068 --> 01:19:01,778 You held it tight like mum said you should. 543 01:19:05,943 --> 01:19:08,603 You held my hand. 544 01:20:50,687 --> 01:20:53,807 - Emilie Thompson? - Yes. 545 01:20:53,979 --> 01:20:56,889 Please... 546 01:21:59,559 --> 01:22:05,689 I hereby ask you, Emilie Thompson, if you are absolutely certain - 547 01:22:05,892 --> 01:22:11,692 - answering of your own free will that you wish to leave 548 01:22:11,809 --> 01:22:14,478 Yes. 549 01:22:18,558 --> 01:22:21,187 As you know, it tastes bitter. 550 01:22:21,350 --> 01:22:26,390 After you drink it, I will offer you a sweet to take away the taste. 551 01:22:26,557 --> 01:22:29,887 Then, a few seconds later you will fall asleep. 552 01:22:30,057 --> 01:22:35,477 And, in a few minutes, your breathing will cease. 553 01:22:35,598 --> 01:22:39,889 Are you sure this is what you want? 554 01:22:40,057 --> 01:22:41,477 Yes. 555 01:27:43,167 --> 01:27:45,576 I have something for you. 556 01:28:02,582 --> 01:28:06,043 Tell me. What are you going do with your material? 557 01:28:09,540 --> 01:28:14,539 - What do you mean? - The images you took here. The films. 558 01:28:14,664 --> 01:28:16,914 Are you going to use them in your work? 559 01:28:19,581 --> 01:28:21,921 I don't know. 560 01:28:23,247 --> 01:28:26,748 Just be honest with yourself, that's all... 561 01:28:54,870 --> 01:28:56,580 Off you go now. 562 01:28:59,245 --> 01:29:00,955 Go on. 563 01:29:29,160 --> 01:29:30,740 Thank you so much. 41443

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