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(whoosing)
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(jingle)
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I will sail the seven seas
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Through every
storm and breeze
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With tropic heat
and arctic cold
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The precious
cargo in the hold
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This is the life,
the life for me
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A sailor gay on
the roaring sea
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(heavy breathing)
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We could go anywhere,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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We could go anywhere
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
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We could go anywhere
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Let's get it
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We can go to LA
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Miami to Philippines
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Conversation plus the way
that you fill them jeans
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Got me head first
like guillotine
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Know what, so
what, I don't know
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Plus single
mother on the solo
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Just being in her PJs
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Most really no show
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Your ambition alone
got me motivated
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Stick with me and
we go the distance
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And we can see
the whole globe
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You hittin' books you
can better yourself
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Like we want more than
what's daily in front of us
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Yellowstone Park
in the mountains
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Lettin' our lungs stretch
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Wowee Maui and we wowin'
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Tequila looking great
with your sundress on
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- [Mrs. Mitchell] Okay,
this waiting around
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is driving me crazy.
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I'm going out for some air.
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- I think I'll join you.
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- Jilly okay?
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- She's resting.
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Mr. Mitchell, where's your wife?
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- She went for some air.
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- I need to speak to
you both together.
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- Fine, may I see Jilly?
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- Briefly, she's sedated.
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(machines beeping)
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- My beautiful, sweet
Jilly, what happened to you?
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It seems like yesterday
I was just taking you
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to your first ballet class.
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You hated it.
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You hid your slippers in
my briefcase, remember?
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Little did you know, your
mother had an extra pair.
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Ended up top of your class.
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No matter what you
did, you always lit up
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our world, my world.
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I could use some of
that light right now.
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From the moment you
were placed in my arms,
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I promised that I would do
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everything in my
power to protect you.
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We love you Jilly.
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I'm so sorry.
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- Ma'am, ma'am, I'm looking
for my daughter's room,
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Jilly Mitchell.
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- Okay, hold on one second.
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589, this way.
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- Right.
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- I'm so sorry.
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God, please, don't
let anything happen,
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please don't.
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- Why didn't you text me sooner?
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Jilly, oh my god.
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Oh baby, mommy's here,
mommy's here honey.
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- And grandma's
here too pumpkin.
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- Not a scratch on
you my precious baby.
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- Mr. and Mrs. Mitchell,
may I have a word with you?
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- Doctor.
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- Your daughter is
extremely lucky to be alive.
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- Was anyone else hurt?
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- [Doctor] No.
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- Thank god, we don't
need another law suit.
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- [Doctor] You mean this
has happened before?
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- Not to this extent
but there have been.
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- Let's stick to my
daughter's condition please.
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- Mild concussion, no
broken bones and bruising.
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She'll be very sore for a while.
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- Oh, a blessing.
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- [Doctor] Jilly will be
discharged after we complete
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our observations and tests.
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And I strongly recommend she go
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immediately into treatment.
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- Of course, we'll
get her the best
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physical therapy
there is, right honey?
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- [Doctor] No, I'm talking about
drug rehabilitation, ma'am.
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- What?
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- [Doctor] Your daughter
had a drug overdose,
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EMT techs brought
her back with Narcan.
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- What?
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- I think somebody else is
on something in this room.
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- [Doctor] I know
this is a shock.
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- That's an understatement.
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- We found traces of heroine
and fentanyl in her blood.
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- Are you sure you
have the right chart?
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My granddaughter is an
intelligent, prayerful child.
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- Ma'am, I'm sorry to interrupt
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but intelligence can
make matters worse,
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addiction doesn't discriminate.
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Bottom line, people are
over-prescribed morphine
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to Xanax for pain all too often.
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People simply aren't
built to manage
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these types of powerful drugs,
as is the case with Jilly.
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- After her riding
accident last year,
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she was prescribed pain meds.
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- Empty bottles from
two different pharmacies
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were found in her possession.
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- That's impossible.
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- No, it's not, Mrs. Mitchell.
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- She stopped seeing
Dr. Bevan months ago.
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- He's an expert
on pain management,
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he's been treating
Jilly for some time.
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- That's quite the
problem, for years.
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Right now, let's focus
on Jilly's addiction.
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- Stop calling it that.
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I can't believe we're
in this position.
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- Well, we are.
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- I'm afraid being in denial
won't help, Mrs. Mitchell.
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Unfortunately, I see multiple
scenarios like this everyday
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and it's getting worse.
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Hospitals and emergency
rooms are overwhelmed
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with the opiod pandemic.
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The drugs are highly available
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with very limited
medical resources.
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Your daughter dodged
death tonight.
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She may not be so lucky next
time if she doesn't receive
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immediate professional help.
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- Wait, wait, who said
anything about a next time?
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- Throughout a relapse is
constant, if not probable, sir.
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- I think I've heard enough.
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- No, no, no, please,
please, no don't go,
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you need to hear
this, we all do.
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- Addiction is progressive.
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We believe Jilly recently
turned to the streets
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for something stronger
once she couldn't
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get the pills she craves.
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Happens all the time.
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- She probably got
that rat poison
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from that boy she's been seeing.
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My granddaughter
is not an addict.
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I suggest we get
some more tests.
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- Yes mother, I agree.
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- Your reactions
aren't surprising
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but the test results
are indisputable.
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The sooner she gets into
a treatment facility,
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the sooner she'll be on
the road to recovery.
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I might add.
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- You may not.
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Let's consult another doctor.
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- [Mrs. Mitchell] Mother,
let's hear Dr. Cooper out.
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- If she starts treatment now,
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Jilly has a shot at
beating her dependency.
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She'll need all of your support
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and she's fortunate to have it.
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- My granddaughter is
getting her college degree
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and you expect us to believe
that she's been strung out
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with this diagnosis of yours?
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- Ma'am, the stereotype of
what addiction looks like
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has changed, it
looks like Jilly.
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It looks like you and me.
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High functioning people go
undetected for a long time
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until something like
this, or worse, happens.
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- How did we miss this?
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- If there's a silver lining,
it's that it was detected.
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There are excellent
rehabilitation facilities
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in Virginia but beds are scarce
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and qualified
psychotherapists, even scarcer.
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- Doctor, our daughter
isn't going to any rehab,
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furthermore she's old enough
to make her own decisions
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around this recovery thing.
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- There's always
legal receivership
or power of attorney.
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I have another patient to see.
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Think about what I said and
consider a parent support group.
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You're gonna need all
the help you can get.
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Ma'am, sir.
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- [Mr. Mitchell]
We'll be in touch.
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- I thought that man
would never stop talking.
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He ran his mouth
like a bell clapper.
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Honey, we're gonna get you up
and on your feet in no time.
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- [Mrs. Mitchell] Yes, honey.
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- [Grandmother] Going to be
alright with some prayer,
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we're gonna.
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- We're gonna pray over
here, right mother?
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- Yes, let's right now baby.
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- Here we go honey, my
baby, my precious baby.
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(slow funky music)
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- Good morning.
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- [Mrs. Mitchell]
What's good about it?
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- How'd you sleep.
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- I didn't.
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I can't believe we're
dealing with this.
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How did fentanyl get
in Jilly's system?
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- I assume she put it there.
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- I'm not in the mood
for your sarcasm Magnus.
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Jilly has everything a
person could possibly desire
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and she turns to drugs
as a coping mechanism.
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I am so embarrassed
for our family.
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I am mortified.
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- Never mind caring how
we look on the outside.
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We need to hunker down
'cause I think we're in
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for a long hard bloody battle.
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- Okay, Mr. Pessimism.
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- I'm serious Jackie,
this is gonna be
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tougher than we think.
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- I'm not raising
this child twice.
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We put everything we have
in her and if she thinks.
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- Are you deaf woman?
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Did you hear what
the doctor said?
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Our daughter had fentanyl
and traces of heroin
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in her system, not
to mention alcohol.
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- And mother and I demanded
another set of tests
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to be sure.
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- This is gonna be a bigger
battle than I thought.
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- Very funny.
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- Jilly overdosed, was
revived at the scene
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of the crash with Narcan
and you still think
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they got it all wrong?
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- Oh, shut up.
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- No, not this time.
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What more proof do you need?
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And we should look
to ourselves as well.
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- Don't start pointing
your fingers at me.
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I'm the one that
told you months ago
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that my medication was missing,
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not to mention our
Tiffany spoons.
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- Yes, and you blamed the
cleaning lady and fired her.
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- See, you know, sometimes
I can't stand you.
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- Mostly for the same reasons
you married me no doubt,
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for keeping you safe and
your feet on the ground.
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Let's face it.
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We've always been more
focused on our careers
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and social status than Jilly.
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Well maybe.
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- Maybe what?
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- Maybe it was gonna happen
no matter what we did.
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- I just want her home.
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- She's not coming home.
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Jilly's going to
rehab, she's an addict.
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- Stop saying that.
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Even with the proof?
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- Not now.
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Done.
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- When would be a
better time, huh?
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After she overdoses again
and doesn't wake up.
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- Out of my way.
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- Jackie.
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- [Jackie] I'm sick of it.
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Jackie.
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Can't run away from this Jackie.
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Stop being in denial.
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You can't ignore this like
you done me all these years.
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Jackie.
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00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:48,519
Last night we almost
lost the one person
258
00:10:48,515 --> 00:10:49,675
that's holding this
family together.
259
00:10:49,683 --> 00:10:51,223
Now I spoke with Dr. Cooper
260
00:10:51,218 --> 00:10:52,688
and it's all done.
261
00:10:52,686 --> 00:10:54,086
- What's all done?
262
00:10:54,087 --> 00:10:55,687
- Jilly's transferring directly
263
00:10:55,689 --> 00:10:57,089
to the rehabilitation center.
264
00:10:57,090 --> 00:10:59,160
- You did that without
me, how dare you?
265
00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:00,859
- She's my daughter
too, don't you forget
266
00:11:00,861 --> 00:11:02,131
and she agreed.
267
00:11:02,129 --> 00:11:02,959
We only got a bed
because a patient
268
00:11:02,963 --> 00:11:04,163
checked out prematurely.
269
00:11:06,934 --> 00:11:09,604
(Jackie crying)
270
00:11:13,741 --> 00:11:14,811
- Hey.
271
00:11:14,808 --> 00:11:16,378
- How's my baby doing today?
272
00:11:16,376 --> 00:11:18,076
You scared me.
273
00:11:18,078 --> 00:11:19,078
- I'm sorry.
274
00:11:21,749 --> 00:11:22,749
- It's okay.
275
00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:27,822
- Promise me that you
won't leave me Paul.
276
00:11:27,821 --> 00:11:29,661
- Hey, stop tripping.
277
00:11:29,656 --> 00:11:32,056
I'll be there every Sunday.
278
00:11:32,059 --> 00:11:34,189
Somebody's gotta
get you in check
279
00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,334
while you're in rehab.
280
00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:37,769
- Yeah, actually I
was thinking about
281
00:11:37,765 --> 00:11:42,535
something a little
more permanent.
282
00:11:43,771 --> 00:11:45,241
- Whoa, slow down
Jilly, slow down.
283
00:11:45,238 --> 00:11:48,438
- Well, you love me right?
284
00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:50,011
- Of course I love you.
285
00:11:50,010 --> 00:11:51,980
- Well, people get
married all the time
286
00:11:51,979 --> 00:11:56,479
and I have money and my
parents bought me the loft.
287
00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:57,823
- Jilly, stop, stop, stop.
288
00:11:57,818 --> 00:12:00,948
First, I don't need your money.
289
00:12:00,954 --> 00:12:02,694
I make my own way and
second, we've never even
290
00:12:02,689 --> 00:12:04,419
talked about marriage.
291
00:12:04,424 --> 00:12:07,464
Listen, you need
to concentrate on
292
00:12:07,460 --> 00:12:09,430
getting this stuff together.
293
00:12:09,429 --> 00:12:11,499
'Cause if you don't it's
gonna ride along with us
294
00:12:11,498 --> 00:12:12,968
whether we're married or not.
295
00:12:14,101 --> 00:12:15,101
- I love you Paul.
296
00:12:15,102 --> 00:12:16,672
- I love you, too, Jilly,
297
00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:19,811
but what you're dealing
with is above my pay grade.
298
00:12:19,807 --> 00:12:21,807
You gotta kick this stuff first.
299
00:12:21,809 --> 00:12:23,539
- I am not a junkie.
300
00:12:23,543 --> 00:12:26,353
I take the damn pills for pain.
301
00:12:26,346 --> 00:12:28,146
They just don't work anymore.
302
00:12:28,148 --> 00:12:31,018
I am so sick of everyone
treating me like I'm crazy.
303
00:12:31,018 --> 00:12:32,318
- So you think driving
to West Virginia
304
00:12:32,319 --> 00:12:33,589
to get more pills isn't crazy
305
00:12:33,586 --> 00:12:35,216
or hurting yourself on
purpose to scam drugs
306
00:12:35,222 --> 00:12:36,862
from the emergency room.
307
00:12:39,526 --> 00:12:40,986
I'm not going anywhere Jilly.
308
00:12:41,862 --> 00:12:42,862
Jilly.
309
00:12:44,297 --> 00:12:46,497
Took making you 37 double
macchiatos to get you.
310
00:12:46,499 --> 00:12:51,499
- And 37 times for you
to get my drink right.
311
00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:58,214
- I got your
pineapple, who's this?
312
00:12:58,211 --> 00:12:59,681
- [Jilly] This is Paul, Mom.
313
00:12:59,679 --> 00:13:00,979
- Paul?
314
00:13:00,981 --> 00:13:02,251
- How do you do, Mrs. Mitchell.
315
00:13:02,249 --> 00:13:04,579
Wish it were under
different circumstances.
316
00:13:04,584 --> 00:13:09,224
- Jilly and I have some private
family matters to handle.
317
00:13:09,222 --> 00:13:11,122
So if you'll excuse us.
318
00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:13,594
- Mom, no, he's
not going anywhere.
319
00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:14,763
- What?
320
00:13:14,761 --> 00:13:16,201
- Daddy and I spoke
to Dr. Cooper,
321
00:13:16,196 --> 00:13:17,866
I'm going to rehab.
322
00:13:17,865 --> 00:13:19,095
- No, no.
323
00:13:19,099 --> 00:13:20,029
- There's no need for
you to make a fuss.
324
00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:21,303
- Please listen to your mother.
325
00:13:21,301 --> 00:13:23,771
All you need to do is
come home, precious,
326
00:13:23,770 --> 00:13:26,370
so we can deal with this
situation privately.
327
00:13:26,373 --> 00:13:27,573
- With all due
respect Mrs. Mitchell,
328
00:13:27,574 --> 00:13:29,314
it seems like Jilly's
made up her mind.
329
00:13:29,309 --> 00:13:30,939
- No one asked for your opinion.
330
00:13:30,944 --> 00:13:32,354
You know gangsters
like you aren't
331
00:13:32,345 --> 00:13:33,675
our type of people.
332
00:13:35,415 --> 00:13:36,575
And now I know why
my daughter never
333
00:13:36,583 --> 00:13:38,693
introduced you to us.
334
00:13:38,685 --> 00:13:40,185
- Yes, it's quite clear.
335
00:13:40,187 --> 00:13:42,287
- By virtue of you being
here visiting my daughter
336
00:13:42,289 --> 00:13:43,519
in the middle of
the day tells me you
337
00:13:43,523 --> 00:13:44,933
have no legitimate job.
338
00:13:44,925 --> 00:13:45,755
- Mom!
339
00:13:45,758 --> 00:13:46,588
- What?
340
00:13:46,593 --> 00:13:47,903
- Just leave.
341
00:13:47,895 --> 00:13:49,025
- I'm not gonna leave.
342
00:13:49,029 --> 00:13:50,429
- [Jilly] I can
handle this by myself.
343
00:13:50,430 --> 00:13:51,100
- Would you go, no you
cannot handle it by yourself.
344
00:13:51,098 --> 00:13:52,298
- Yes, I can.
345
00:13:52,299 --> 00:13:53,499
- You know I don't
understand who you are
346
00:13:53,500 --> 00:13:54,300
or why you're here, but
I need you to leave.
347
00:13:54,301 --> 00:13:55,271
- Mom, just get out.
348
00:13:55,268 --> 00:13:56,098
- [Jackie] I will not get out.
349
00:13:56,103 --> 00:13:57,073
You tell him to get out.
350
00:13:57,070 --> 00:13:58,310
- Is everything all right?
351
00:13:58,305 --> 00:13:59,805
We can hear voices
down the hall.
352
00:13:59,806 --> 00:14:00,936
- I'm sorry ma'am.
353
00:14:00,941 --> 00:14:02,241
- Then please keep it down,
354
00:14:02,242 --> 00:14:04,012
we have other
patients on the floor.
355
00:14:04,011 --> 00:14:05,811
- Yes, ma'am, it
won't happen again.
356
00:14:13,220 --> 00:14:14,690
- Probably should go.
357
00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:15,617
- Probably.
358
00:14:15,622 --> 00:14:17,222
Don't make me call security.
359
00:14:17,224 --> 00:14:18,434
- [Paul] Wow.
360
00:14:18,425 --> 00:14:19,355
See you later babe.
361
00:14:20,327 --> 00:14:21,157
- Okay.
362
00:14:25,832 --> 00:14:27,072
- Baby.
363
00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,197
Mommy loves you.
364
00:14:29,736 --> 00:14:31,536
- Can't buy control
of this Mrs. Mitchell,
365
00:14:31,538 --> 00:14:33,538
better we work together.
366
00:14:38,778 --> 00:14:41,208
- That boy has some nerve.
367
00:14:44,051 --> 00:14:47,791
We're trying to protect you
from that kind of thing.
368
00:14:47,787 --> 00:14:49,217
We're heartbroken.
369
00:14:50,357 --> 00:14:52,157
- Don't you mean embarrassed.
370
00:14:52,159 --> 00:14:55,099
I can always just kill myself.
371
00:14:55,095 --> 00:14:57,795
- Jilly, don't you
ever say that again.
372
00:14:57,797 --> 00:14:59,197
But you need to take
some responsibility
373
00:14:59,199 --> 00:15:00,399
for your actions.
374
00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:02,000
What you've done has
caused a tremendous rift
375
00:15:02,002 --> 00:15:03,202
in this family.
376
00:15:03,203 --> 00:15:05,613
- Yeah, I thought
there was one already.
377
00:15:06,974 --> 00:15:10,314
(heart monitor beeping)
378
00:15:24,057 --> 00:15:25,187
- Excuse me.
379
00:15:25,192 --> 00:15:26,392
Mother.
380
00:15:26,393 --> 00:15:27,333
- I don't guess you
met Chris Brown.
381
00:15:27,327 --> 00:15:28,557
I saw him down in the lobby.
382
00:15:28,561 --> 00:15:29,801
- I can't, I can't
do it today mother.
383
00:15:29,796 --> 00:15:31,626
- I'm praying for you girl.
384
00:15:31,631 --> 00:15:32,671
- Thank you.
385
00:15:35,635 --> 00:15:37,335
Oh, hi, sorry.
386
00:15:37,337 --> 00:15:42,337
Drives me crazy.
387
00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:49,815
- You're making
good progress Jilly,
388
00:15:49,816 --> 00:15:52,046
but you should
share more in group.
389
00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:54,392
- Yeah, well, it's hard for me.
390
00:15:54,387 --> 00:15:56,457
- I understand but holding
on to individualism
391
00:15:56,456 --> 00:15:59,026
and secrets won't help
your treatment or recovery.
392
00:15:59,026 --> 00:16:02,026
- I know, but it's, it's
like I told you before,
393
00:16:02,029 --> 00:16:03,759
my family doesn't
believe in discussing
394
00:16:03,763 --> 00:16:06,803
personal business
with strangers.
395
00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:08,739
I was raised to believe
that we're enough,
396
00:16:08,735 --> 00:16:11,165
that prayer is enough.
397
00:16:11,171 --> 00:16:13,311
- And what do you believe?
398
00:16:16,676 --> 00:16:18,876
- Jilly, prayer
is very powerful,
399
00:16:18,878 --> 00:16:20,148
no one is disputing that.
400
00:16:20,147 --> 00:16:22,117
It's in our literature,
but it's not the soul
401
00:16:22,115 --> 00:16:23,675
antidote for serious addiction.
402
00:16:25,885 --> 00:16:27,115
If you thought you could kick it
403
00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:28,320
on sheer willpower,
you wouldn't be here.
404
00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:29,521
- I'm trying.
405
00:16:29,522 --> 00:16:31,062
- I know, but just going
through the motions,
406
00:16:31,058 --> 00:16:32,488
biding time won't get
the results you deserve
407
00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:34,062
and that could save your life.
408
00:16:34,061 --> 00:16:35,831
- Is the hour up yet?
409
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:39,171
- Sure.
410
00:16:49,842 --> 00:16:51,412
- [Mrs. Hubert] Girl
nothing beats a sale.
411
00:16:51,411 --> 00:16:53,111
- [Jackie] Girl,
who you telling?
412
00:16:53,113 --> 00:16:54,353
- Except a rainbow.
413
00:16:54,347 --> 00:16:55,347
- [Jackie] Mom.
414
00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:57,148
- [Mother] Beautiful.
415
00:16:57,150 --> 00:16:58,420
- Mrs. Stewart.
416
00:17:01,088 --> 00:17:02,218
You're looking well.
417
00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:04,662
- Thank you, thank
you very much.
418
00:17:04,657 --> 00:17:05,887
- What brings you back?
419
00:17:05,892 --> 00:17:08,102
- I just wanted to see
what you were up to.
420
00:17:08,095 --> 00:17:11,625
- Well, we went to the
store and we picked
421
00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:14,001
up some things for Jilly.
422
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,900
Thank God this fiasco's
gonna be over soon.
423
00:17:16,903 --> 00:17:18,743
- Personally I just don't know
424
00:17:18,738 --> 00:17:20,208
how Magnus made all
those arrangements
425
00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:21,467
as quick as he did.
426
00:17:21,474 --> 00:17:23,314
- Maybe Magnus had a
little bit of help.
427
00:17:24,911 --> 00:17:26,751
- Tell the truth.
428
00:17:26,746 --> 00:17:29,646
Did you have anything to do
with Jilly's arrangements?
429
00:17:29,649 --> 00:17:32,119
- Does it matter?
430
00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:33,789
It's what Jilly wanted
and it's almost done
431
00:17:33,786 --> 00:17:36,786
and she got the help
that she needed.
432
00:17:38,691 --> 00:17:41,261
Reputations are intact.
433
00:17:41,261 --> 00:17:44,731
- That they are Mother, you
never cease to amaze me.
434
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:47,131
- Honey, amazement has
nothing to do with it.
435
00:17:47,134 --> 00:17:49,374
I just did what you couldn't.
436
00:17:55,475 --> 00:17:58,945
- Just take this last pin
off of here, take that.
437
00:17:58,945 --> 00:18:00,305
- These are really beautiful.
438
00:18:00,313 --> 00:18:01,413
- Aren't they though.
439
00:18:02,315 --> 00:18:04,245
- [Paul] Jilly, I miss you.
440
00:18:04,251 --> 00:18:05,421
I've been leaving you messages
441
00:18:05,418 --> 00:18:07,488
and you haven't
responded in a while.
442
00:18:07,487 --> 00:18:10,417
What's up, I thought
we were cool.
443
00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:12,393
Whatever it is, we
can work it out.
444
00:18:12,392 --> 00:18:15,362
Hit me back, don't shut me out.
445
00:18:15,362 --> 00:18:16,232
I love you, Paul.
446
00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:43,319
- You okay?
447
00:18:46,326 --> 00:18:47,526
- You been here a minute.
448
00:18:47,527 --> 00:18:50,497
- Yeah, 'bout to
get out though, so.
449
00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:53,272
- I'm Rita.
450
00:18:54,367 --> 00:18:55,597
This here's Marvin.
451
00:19:00,340 --> 00:19:01,670
So what brings you here,
452
00:19:01,674 --> 00:19:03,014
did you hit up one
too many mini-bars
453
00:19:03,009 --> 00:19:04,309
at the Ritz-Carlton?
454
00:19:07,314 --> 00:19:09,324
You know, I see
fancy chicks like you
455
00:19:09,316 --> 00:19:10,776
come and go all the time.
456
00:19:11,884 --> 00:19:13,454
- And how long
have you been here.
457
00:19:13,453 --> 00:19:16,423
- The question is how many
times have I been here.
458
00:19:16,423 --> 00:19:18,023
But hey, I ain't complaining.
459
00:19:18,024 --> 00:19:19,634
This place is heaven
compared to where
460
00:19:19,626 --> 00:19:20,956
I'm going to next.
461
00:19:21,861 --> 00:19:23,961
The Crowbar Hotel honey.
462
00:19:23,963 --> 00:19:26,233
Reservations bought
and paid for.
463
00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:27,303
- Well, what'd you do?
464
00:19:29,502 --> 00:19:31,242
- Involuntary manslaughter.
465
00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:37,082
I didn't mean to.
466
00:19:37,076 --> 00:19:37,936
I was high.
467
00:19:39,312 --> 00:19:43,782
Hailey, that's my baby,
she, she was crying
468
00:19:45,252 --> 00:19:49,462
and put her in the car
to go get some milk
469
00:19:49,456 --> 00:19:54,286
and anyway, next
thing I know crash
470
00:19:54,294 --> 00:19:57,834
and my baby girl's gone
and I broke my back.
471
00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:02,839
And I get to live with that
for the rest of my life.
472
00:20:02,835 --> 00:20:03,665
- I'm sorry.
473
00:20:06,706 --> 00:20:07,906
- So what's your story?
474
00:20:10,109 --> 00:20:11,509
Oh, with the attitude like that
475
00:20:11,511 --> 00:20:12,611
you ain't never
getting out of here.
476
00:20:12,612 --> 00:20:14,712
- Pills, okay.
477
00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:17,354
- Oh, but there's always more.
478
00:20:17,350 --> 00:20:19,520
Family, a man.
479
00:20:19,519 --> 00:20:23,519
- I have a man, okay, and
my folks are still together.
480
00:20:24,757 --> 00:20:25,587
Sort of.
481
00:20:27,294 --> 00:20:32,304
You know I was gonna
be an Olympian.
482
00:20:32,932 --> 00:20:34,572
- Right.
483
00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:39,567
- I was and was a bad
ass equestrian for real
484
00:20:41,007 --> 00:20:45,177
until I fell off my horse
and messed up my back.
485
00:20:49,582 --> 00:20:51,982
Since then I've been
in two kinds of pain.
486
00:20:51,984 --> 00:20:55,394
Physical and psychological
and I don't know,
487
00:20:55,388 --> 00:20:59,228
I guess it was just
easier to check out.
488
00:21:00,660 --> 00:21:03,060
- You know that sounds
like a fairy tale, right?
489
00:21:03,062 --> 00:21:05,572
I mean people around
here have real problems.
490
00:21:05,565 --> 00:21:07,765
They're not sitting
around crying over
491
00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:09,397
some horsey dream.
492
00:21:09,402 --> 00:21:10,372
- I just meant that that.
493
00:21:10,370 --> 00:21:11,900
- I killed my kid.
494
00:21:11,904 --> 00:21:14,974
I will never walk again.
495
00:21:14,974 --> 00:21:18,654
I contemplate suicide
every single day.
496
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,750
So from where I sit you
have every opportunity
497
00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:25,220
to overcome this crap.
498
00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:35,059
(gentle music)
499
00:21:41,033 --> 00:21:45,073
I was afraid of
climbing mountains
500
00:21:45,071 --> 00:21:47,411
But now I'm willing to fly
501
00:21:47,407 --> 00:21:49,437
My tears have
filled fountains
502
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:53,382
Left me empty inside
503
00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:56,750
Finally it came
to me I was being
504
00:21:56,749 --> 00:22:00,289
My worse enemy and the
battles I been fighting
505
00:22:00,286 --> 00:22:04,386
Were against me
506
00:22:04,391 --> 00:22:06,691
Positivity, I'll
chip me mood
507
00:22:06,693 --> 00:22:10,103
I'll rock this
brand new attitude
36390
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