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* I met the darkness *
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* Said, how do you do? *
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* And I danced on water *
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* With the weight on my shoulder
Fell right down *
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* In the water I see *
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* Everything that lies beneath *
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* In the water I see *
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* Who I'm trying to be *
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* In the water I see *
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* Everything I want *
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* Comes at a cost *
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* Everything I want *
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* Comes at a cost *
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* And I want *
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* It all *
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* So ring me up *
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* Put it on my tab *
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* Whatever the cost *
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* I'm good for it *
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* So ring me up *
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* Put it on my tab *
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* Whatever the cost *
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* I'm good for it *
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* So ring me up *
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* Put it on my tab *
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* Whatever the cost *
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* I'm good for it *
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What's happening? Is she okay?
Is she waking up?
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It's just time to change her IV bag.
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Oh.
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She hit her head on the ice,
but she'll be okay.
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Hey. Look who's finally up.
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How did I get here?
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I told you, honey. You had an episode.
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Justin found you in his bathtub, shaking.
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He said you kept asking for me.
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It's all kind of fuzzy.
-I know it is.
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But the good news is Justin called me
and not the hospital.
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And I got you right back on your lithium
so your secret's safe,
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and that's really all you can ask for
when you have an episode.
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Oh, and this time I told everyone you have
pneumonia, so no one will think twice
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when you don't show up
at Sectionals tomorrow.
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Tomorrow?
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How long have I been asleep?
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Three... four. Four days.
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I mean, I can't even keep track,
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and I'm not the one
adjusting to the lithium.
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I need to call Justin.
He must be freaking out.
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Has he come by or...
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He didn't come see me?
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It's a lot to take in.
Why don't you give him a minute.
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Well...
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What does he know? What did you tell him?
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Well, he knows you have bipolar.
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But I made him promise
not to say anything.
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I can't believe I was so stupid.
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Hey! Look, our disorder's hard enough
without beating ourselves up about it
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every time the symptoms come back.
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Except I had it under control.
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At least I did until I fell.
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Mistakes happen. Skaters fall.
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You know? But right now,
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all you need to worry about
is putting the past in the past
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and focusing on the long game.
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Hi, Mandy. How's that baby doing?
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Two more ounces? That's great!
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Yeah, she's okay. Yeah, she's hating
she's missing Sectionals tomorrow,
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but what are you gonna do?
Pneumonia's a bitch.
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Get up.
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How did you get in here?
-It's my hotel.
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We need to talk.
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About what a disappointment I am?
There... We just did.
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Cut it out!
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I wanna make sure I got this right.
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You threw a huge party
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while your girlfriend had pneumonia.
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I'm a bad boyfriend.
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Yeah.
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Because Mandy doesn't think so.
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She thinks you're crazy about this girl,
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that you've been turning a corner lately,
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finally growing up.
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But you don't.
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I promised her I'd give you
the opportunity to prove me wrong.
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Well, I'm sorry I can't help you out.
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You've got 24 hours to get outta here.
-Are you serious?
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Where am I supposed to go?
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I don't care.
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I'm done.
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I just hope
I don't fuck the new kid up too.
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Eye drop delivery!
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I made us reservations
for dim sum tomorrow
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at this place my mom's obsessed with.
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Prepare to have your mind blown.
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Have you still not friended Tatiana?
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Sack up. Her husband is dead,
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she lives in the US, and...
-And she's happy.
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She has children, grandchildren.
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She takes cruises.
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I don't know if I want to upset
that cart of fruit.
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Everyone seems happy on social media.
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Just today, I posted ten selfies,
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which would indicate
that I'm living my best life
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instead of hobbling around in a body cast.
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Stop complaining!
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At least you have legs.
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I could have won Sectionals!
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Now I can't even go!
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Can I have a minute to wallow in the loss
of my future career?
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No! It's tiresome.
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What are you doing?
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Helping you out.
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"Hi, Tatiana. It's me, Dasha.
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Hit me back?!"
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First thing that came to mind.
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I haven't seen this woman in 40 years.
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And it'll be 40 more if it were up to you.
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I literally have no idea who I am
or what I'm supposed to be doing anymore,
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but your destiny is still out there
just waiting for you.
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At least one of us deserves to be happy.
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See you!
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Morning!
-Good morning!
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I made you beans on toast.
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Oh, good.
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You look nice.
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Thanks!
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I just got off the phone with Mandy,
and God knows,
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I wouldn't wish a preemie on anyone...
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As she's out of commission,
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she needs me to handle
this big client today.
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I'm so excited, I could pee myself!
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That's great!
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Not about the peeing, but...
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you deserve it.
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Thank you.
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Speaking of real estate,
my Airstream rental contract is almost up,
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and I was thinking that...
-That you should move in here.
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I mean,
I hadn't really thought about it, but...
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God! I mean, we're in a really good place.
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Why the fuck not? Let's do it!
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I was actually...
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going to ask you
to be my real estate agent.
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Well, do you want to move in here?
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Um...
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I don't know. Can I think about it?
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Yeah. Uh...
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Of course you c... Yes.
-Hey...
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I will think about it.
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Okay.
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Get some rest today, Kat!
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Love you, Serena!
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Love you, too!
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Just a sec!
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Serena, what are you doing?
I need to talk to you.
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Just give me minute.
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Do you ever wait?
-Nope.
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How are you feeling?
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Tired.
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Stupid.
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You're first up for the short program.
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You okay with that?
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I mean, I'm landing everything,
and that girl from Boise,
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the one with the triple axel,
has shin splints, so she's out.
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Basically, it's mine to lose.
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And then on to Nationals.
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I'm really proud of you.
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Thanks.
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I'm sorry you're not skating.
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Yeah.
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But if we can keep this quiet,
there's always next year, right?
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It's all about the long game.
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Okay, enough. Who's texting?
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Harley.
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Bullshit! You're a terrible liar.
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Promise you won't tell Mom?
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I'm kind of...
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dating Drew.
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W... Wait. As in Justin's brother?
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Oh, okay.
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Which one's he? The dumb one
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or the dumber one?
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Come on! He's nice.
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He's not that dumb.
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Who am I to give advice, anyway?
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Completely freaked my boyfriend out,
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and now he won't call me back.
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Well, you did throw a huge party
in his room.
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Actually, it was more like a rager.
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A rager?
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Mom told me nobody saw anything.
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Mom didn't know.
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Like what I'm seeing.
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I knew it.
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I'm the Bionic Woman.
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So, basically, what you're saying
is that I can skate again.
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Sorry.
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You should be ready to start
physical therapy pretty soon,
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which means
you won't be my patient anymore.
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So...
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do you drink coffee?
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Why?
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Is there some kind of healing property
to caffeine?
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Because I'll inject it
straight into my veins.
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No! I was thinking, uh...
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more of a two people
sitting across a table
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making awkward conversation
sort of situation.
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Are you asking me out on a date?
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Obviously not very well.
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Oh! Uh...
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Um...
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I, uh...
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I actually can't.
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Uh, okay.
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Jenn!
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How's the hip?
-It's shit.
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What are you doing here?
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I thought your wrist was getting better.
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Yeah, I just wanted to get it checked out
once more before Sectionals, just in case.
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Serena, I can see you now.
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Bye, Jenn. I'll make sure
the office gets you that referral.
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Give me all the shots.
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It's not even noon.
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You think I fucking care what time it is?
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I just turned down a date
with a really great guy
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who isn't drilling my ex-best friend.
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If he's so great, why'd you turn him down?
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Have you met me lately?
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I'm basically a failure
with no self-esteem.
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Literally, the only bright spot in my life
is that Kat has pneumonia
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and can't go to Sectionals either.
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Pneumonia?
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Hm.
-Huh.
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That sucks.
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I got you beat.
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I turned down medical school to ski,
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and then I got myself kicked off
the ski team.
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What? When did that happen?
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Around the same time Kat got pneumonia.
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To shattered hips and shattered dreams.
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You know what?
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I think I'll join you.
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Was I right, or was I right?
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There's not another property
like it in Sun Valley.
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You'll have a wait list on every unit.
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Mandy was not exaggerating.
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What do you mean?
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Well, I told her,
"If you're not gonna show me around today,
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you'd better send your best."
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And she picked me.
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I get a sense about someone
as soon as I meet 'em.
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I get a hell of a sense about you, Carol.
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And I have a hell of a sense
that this is the right property for you.
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So much so
that I drew up the offer papers.
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Oh, I thought
you were just being a gentleman
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and showing me back to my hotel.
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Look, full disclosure, I'm also interested
in some investment property
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in Park City and Vail.
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Which is why I have to convince you
that Sun Valley's the right choice.
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Or maybe you should get me liquored up,
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and I'll be more interested
in signing your papers.
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A bottle of champagne.
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Take that!
-Kat!
264
00:15:48,322 --> 00:15:51,081
Hey. What are you doing out of bed?
I thought you had pneumonia?
265
00:15:51,158 --> 00:15:53,288
I've been trying to reach you.
-Have you?
266
00:15:53,369 --> 00:15:55,119
Sorry, I've been kind of busy.
267
00:15:55,788 --> 00:16:00,207
Look, my sister told me
I threw a rager the other night, and...
268
00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:04,092
I just need to know
if anyone else saw me like that.
269
00:16:04,171 --> 00:16:07,010
Just the weird randos you invited over.
270
00:16:07,758 --> 00:16:10,008
Marcus and Alana
kinda showed up later, too.
271
00:16:11,010 --> 00:16:12,890
So they know too?
272
00:16:13,721 --> 00:16:14,721
I guess.
273
00:16:15,182 --> 00:16:17,101
Listen, I can't really talk about this
right now.
274
00:16:17,142 --> 00:16:19,351
Kinda in the middle
of my going-away party.
275
00:16:19,436 --> 00:16:20,975
You're going away?
276
00:16:21,062 --> 00:16:23,273
I mean, we definitely can't skate
after what happened,
277
00:16:23,691 --> 00:16:27,400
and my dad is kicking me out
after the rager I threw, so...
278
00:16:28,861 --> 00:16:31,951
I'm sorry. I wasn't myself, and...
279
00:16:32,365 --> 00:16:35,595
He and I were in a pretty good place there
for a minute, but that all went to shit.
280
00:16:35,619 --> 00:16:36,619
Oh, well.
281
00:16:40,039 --> 00:16:41,669
Justin, I...
-It's cool.
282
00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,710
Anyway, you do you. I'll do me.
283
00:16:44,419 --> 00:16:46,049
Good luck.
-Wait...
284
00:16:47,463 --> 00:16:48,844
You're breaking up with me?
285
00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:53,346
Hey, is it my turn yet?
286
00:17:16,326 --> 00:17:19,615
So... are you drunk enough to tell me
what happened with the ski team?
287
00:17:20,329 --> 00:17:21,329
Nope.
288
00:17:21,664 --> 00:17:22,664
Fine.
289
00:17:23,041 --> 00:17:24,172
Then I gotta pee.
290
00:17:34,302 --> 00:17:36,932
What the hell? I saw that.
Why the fuck did you miss the race?
291
00:17:38,015 --> 00:17:39,595
Dude, I'm at work!
292
00:17:40,183 --> 00:17:41,183
I overslept.
293
00:17:41,226 --> 00:17:42,516
What you told Coach is bullshit.
294
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:45,813
Do you know that I vouched for you to
even get on the team in the first place?
295
00:17:45,897 --> 00:17:47,959
You fucked up,
right before we were supposed to train
296
00:17:47,982 --> 00:17:48,982
in Argentina this summer.
297
00:17:49,067 --> 00:17:51,028
That makes me look bad.
-Can't have that.
298
00:17:56,491 --> 00:17:59,541
You startin' shit,
but I'll be the one who pays for it.
299
00:18:01,829 --> 00:18:03,000
Yeah, whatever.
300
00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:11,718
Marcus!
301
00:18:11,798 --> 00:18:13,429
Hey, can we talk?
302
00:18:13,509 --> 00:18:16,598
Justin told me that you and Alana
showed up to the party the other night.
303
00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:18,929
I was probably acting a little weird.
304
00:18:19,013 --> 00:18:20,144
A little weird?
305
00:18:21,432 --> 00:18:22,432
A lot weird.
306
00:18:23,309 --> 00:18:24,309
I don't know...
307
00:18:24,728 --> 00:18:26,438
I think maybe I just had
too much to drink.
308
00:18:26,521 --> 00:18:27,521
That's not why.
309
00:18:28,022 --> 00:18:30,942
Alana has a cousin with the same thing.
She figured it out.
310
00:18:33,028 --> 00:18:35,028
Can we just keep this between us...
311
00:18:35,739 --> 00:18:38,028
and tell Alana to do the same thing?
312
00:18:39,492 --> 00:18:40,952
Please don't be mad at me.
313
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:44,326
You don't understand how hard this is.
-You're right. I don't.
314
00:18:44,914 --> 00:18:46,474
Because you didn't give me that option.
315
00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:48,960
If you'd just told me the truth,
maybe I could've helped out
316
00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:50,384
before shit got so fucked up.
317
00:18:50,461 --> 00:18:51,882
I'm sorry...
-For what?
318
00:18:51,963 --> 00:18:53,673
For getting me kicked off the ski team?
319
00:18:53,757 --> 00:18:56,967
Or maybe because I got arrested
for trying to protect you.
320
00:18:57,051 --> 00:18:59,322
Or is it because I had to spend
the entire weekend in jail
321
00:18:59,346 --> 00:19:02,306
because the judge didn't show up
until Monday morning? Or...
322
00:19:03,057 --> 00:19:06,147
because the asshole
you got into a fight with pressed charges.
323
00:19:07,104 --> 00:19:08,523
Oh, my God. I...
-Just...
324
00:19:09,647 --> 00:19:10,647
I gotta go.
325
00:19:19,031 --> 00:19:21,332
All that's left to do is sign the papers.
326
00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:22,410
Oh, you need a pen.
327
00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:34,545
I'm not a bad mother.
328
00:19:36,549 --> 00:19:37,720
I'm not a bad mother.
329
00:19:38,676 --> 00:19:40,507
I'm not a bad mother.
330
00:19:46,143 --> 00:19:48,653
We'll have to do this another time.
-Is everything okay?
331
00:19:54,401 --> 00:19:56,000
What the hell do you think you're doing?
332
00:19:56,068 --> 00:19:57,909
People with pneumonia
don't go walking around.
333
00:19:57,988 --> 00:20:00,657
We have to get you out of here
before anyone sees.
334
00:20:12,794 --> 00:20:15,763
You sure you don't wanna come?
His dad's like a sheikh or something.
335
00:20:16,214 --> 00:20:18,174
Nah, you go ahead. I gotta get packed.
336
00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:20,178
All right. Fine.
-Later!
337
00:20:26,182 --> 00:20:27,813
So Kat doesn't have pneumonia.
338
00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:29,482
Oh, hey.
-Did you know that?
339
00:20:29,978 --> 00:20:32,188
I don't know what that girl's
up to anymore.
340
00:20:32,271 --> 00:20:35,362
She's your girlfriend and skating partner.
Don't you think you should?
341
00:20:36,734 --> 00:20:38,565
Wait. Are you two broken up?
342
00:20:39,947 --> 00:20:41,366
Yeah, basically.
343
00:20:42,281 --> 00:20:43,912
Oh, my God.
344
00:20:44,284 --> 00:20:47,453
I can't believe
I was obsessed with you.
345
00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:49,576
I'm gonna say yes to coffee.
346
00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:54,750
Wait. Are you leaving?
347
00:20:55,711 --> 00:20:56,711
Yeah.
348
00:20:57,506 --> 00:20:59,006
Because of Kat?
349
00:21:05,388 --> 00:21:06,558
You really liked her.
350
00:21:14,564 --> 00:21:15,574
Come here.
351
00:21:22,154 --> 00:21:23,404
Fucking Kat.
352
00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:26,784
Yeah.
353
00:21:27,827 --> 00:21:30,407
I am not having this conversation
right now.
354
00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:32,866
But if I'd just told
Justin and Marcus the truth, then...
355
00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,718
Then they would have only
walked away sooner.
356
00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:37,045
Thanks.
-I can't believe you went to the lodge
357
00:21:37,128 --> 00:21:38,298
where anyone could see you.
358
00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:40,019
You have no idea the shit that can happen
359
00:21:40,089 --> 00:21:42,130
if you don't manage the fallout
after an episode.
360
00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,737
Okay, I've fucked up and done things
that I can never take back.
361
00:21:45,136 --> 00:21:48,517
I don't want that to happen to you.
You have to trust me on this.
362
00:21:48,932 --> 00:21:51,142
Remember, it's all about the long game.
363
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:55,019
God!
364
00:21:56,565 --> 00:21:58,894
Oh, God. It's like pulling teeth with her.
365
00:21:59,776 --> 00:22:03,486
If this gets out, it won't be,
"Olympic Champion, Kat Baker."
366
00:22:03,571 --> 00:22:06,912
It'll be, "That poor, crazy skater girl
with bipolar disorder."
367
00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:09,285
God!
368
00:22:09,577 --> 00:22:10,998
How'd it go today with Serena?
369
00:22:11,078 --> 00:22:11,959
Uh...
370
00:22:12,038 --> 00:22:13,209
Could have been better.
371
00:22:13,289 --> 00:22:17,380
Serena's biggest competitor,
Bethany Strokenfeld, is back in.
372
00:22:18,545 --> 00:22:20,835
What, that chick from Boise
with the triple axel?
373
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,261
I thought she had shin splints.
374
00:22:22,340 --> 00:22:23,181
Oh, she does.
375
00:22:23,258 --> 00:22:25,637
She told Serena, and I quote,
376
00:22:25,719 --> 00:22:27,298
"I am, like,
377
00:22:27,386 --> 00:22:31,057
totally hopped out
on extra-strength ibuprofen. It's insane."
378
00:22:31,474 --> 00:22:35,055
Anyway, Serena's in her room
texting up public sympathy.
379
00:22:35,854 --> 00:22:37,273
Well, good. Let her skate.
380
00:22:37,730 --> 00:22:39,411
Serena's gonna
take that little bitch down.
381
00:22:39,941 --> 00:22:42,490
Thank you for driving her today.
382
00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:44,861
You made this shit day easier to handle.
383
00:22:44,945 --> 00:22:45,945
Of course.
384
00:22:50,826 --> 00:22:51,656
I...
385
00:22:51,744 --> 00:22:53,454
I know you're looking out for Kat,
386
00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:55,622
but, um...
387
00:22:56,290 --> 00:23:01,090
public perception is changing around
mental health issues, even in sports.
388
00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:03,050
Not in figure skating. You know that.
389
00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:05,757
It's all about being perfect.
390
00:23:05,842 --> 00:23:08,801
I mean, the image is just as important
as landing the jumps.
391
00:23:10,012 --> 00:23:12,853
When people find out,
they can't walk away fast enough.
392
00:23:16,144 --> 00:23:17,314
I'm not running away.
393
00:23:18,396 --> 00:23:20,436
Well, you're not exactly moving in here,
are you?
394
00:23:20,523 --> 00:23:22,653
We never even spoke about this
until this morning.
395
00:23:22,733 --> 00:23:24,921
Let's talk about it now.
Do you want to move in with me?
396
00:23:24,944 --> 00:23:27,444
There is middle ground between moving in
and running away.
397
00:23:27,530 --> 00:23:29,280
Look, I'm not an idiot, Mitch.
398
00:23:29,365 --> 00:23:31,655
Okay? You saw me at my worst.
399
00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:33,826
It scared you. Admit it.
400
00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:37,501
No! I... I wanted time to think about it.
Your disorder has nothing to do with that.
401
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:39,381
What's your reason then?
402
00:23:40,335 --> 00:23:41,335
Oh, come on!
403
00:23:42,837 --> 00:23:43,837
Are you serious?
404
00:23:44,964 --> 00:23:48,255
You expect me to commit to a life together
based on a random conversation
405
00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:49,343
over beans on toast?
406
00:23:49,427 --> 00:23:51,637
We haven't even said "I love you",
for fuck's sake!
407
00:23:51,721 --> 00:23:53,431
Fine. I love you!
408
00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:55,805
There! Now what's your excuse?
409
00:23:59,729 --> 00:24:00,729
You should go.
410
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:19,500
Oh, good. You're here!
411
00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:21,914
I need your help.
412
00:24:22,877 --> 00:24:24,337
Is everything okay?
413
00:24:24,421 --> 00:24:25,461
Is it your eyes?
414
00:24:26,589 --> 00:24:31,220
So if Kat messaged you "hello"
after not speaking for 40 years,
415
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:33,143
how would you respond?
416
00:24:33,221 --> 00:24:36,480
I'd probably say, "Fuck you, Kat." Why?
417
00:24:37,976 --> 00:24:40,935
Don't answer questions with questions,
and watch your mouth.
418
00:24:42,230 --> 00:24:45,690
Also, you cannot
be mad at Katarina for being sick.
419
00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:48,234
She'll be better in a week
and will skate again.
420
00:24:49,945 --> 00:24:51,105
Actually, uh...
421
00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:54,913
I'll be leaving town tomorrow for a while.
422
00:24:56,411 --> 00:24:59,580
Now that we're not going to Sectionals,
I thought it'd be a good time.
423
00:25:00,457 --> 00:25:01,457
Where are you going?
424
00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,789
I don't know.
425
00:25:05,586 --> 00:25:06,586
Anyways...
426
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,836
thanks so much for everything, and, uh...
427
00:25:12,051 --> 00:25:13,221
Yeah.
428
00:25:13,303 --> 00:25:14,303
Justin...
429
00:25:16,972 --> 00:25:18,643
what is it you're not telling me?
430
00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:21,727
Nothing.
431
00:25:23,896 --> 00:25:24,896
I'll see ya.
432
00:25:29,903 --> 00:25:32,492
I'd probably say "hello" back.
433
00:25:35,991 --> 00:25:37,041
If that helps.
434
00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:49,375
I would like to see Katarina.
-What? You can't just walk in here!
435
00:25:49,463 --> 00:25:50,554
Yes, I can.
436
00:25:53,593 --> 00:25:55,472
Are you really sick, Katarina?
437
00:25:56,387 --> 00:25:59,325
Of course she's sick. Look at her!
-I'm talking to your daughter, not you.
438
00:25:59,348 --> 00:26:00,729
Do you have pneumonia?
439
00:26:03,269 --> 00:26:05,559
I'm giving you one more chance
to tell me the truth.
440
00:26:05,980 --> 00:26:08,280
For your safety
and the safety of your partner,
441
00:26:08,357 --> 00:26:12,317
the relationship between coach
and student must be based on total trust.
442
00:26:18,367 --> 00:26:19,488
I have pneumonia.
443
00:26:20,996 --> 00:26:21,996
That's too bad.
444
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:25,461
I had such hopes for you.
445
00:26:27,376 --> 00:26:28,497
I'm no longer your coach.
446
00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:30,344
What?
447
00:26:30,422 --> 00:26:33,221
Good! Maybe if she had a better coach,
she wouldn't have got pneumonia.
448
00:26:35,634 --> 00:26:36,464
It's fine.
449
00:26:36,552 --> 00:26:39,563
Okay? You survived losing Vicky and Liz.
You'll survive the Russian.
450
00:26:42,558 --> 00:26:45,729
Shit. I gotta take this, but I'll be back
to check on you in a little bit, okay?
451
00:26:45,811 --> 00:26:47,061
Maybe we'll do our nails.
452
00:27:05,373 --> 00:27:06,373
Hi, Mandy.
453
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:09,535
Look, I fucked up. I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have just left like that.
454
00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:11,711
Is it true Kat's blood went so deep
455
00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:14,256
they finally had to cut out
a whole section of the ice?
456
00:27:14,340 --> 00:27:16,181
What? No! Who told you that?
457
00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,259
Bethany.
458
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:22,640
She said that I'm brave for skating
where Kat cracked her skull open.
459
00:27:22,723 --> 00:27:24,433
She thinks that our family's cursed.
460
00:27:24,517 --> 00:27:26,477
Mandy, can you just give me one second?
461
00:27:27,686 --> 00:27:29,646
Our family is fine. Okay?
462
00:27:29,730 --> 00:27:32,710
Bethany is trying to psych you out
because she doesn't want you to beat her.
463
00:27:32,733 --> 00:27:33,864
What if I freak out?
464
00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:36,282
Oh, my God!
465
00:27:36,654 --> 00:27:37,734
I just wish Kat never fell.
466
00:27:37,822 --> 00:27:39,031
And you think I don't?
467
00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:42,361
Now, go pack for Sectionals.
I gotta finish this call.
468
00:27:45,829 --> 00:27:48,670
Hey. I'm sorry, Mandy. Kat was coughing.
469
00:27:49,166 --> 00:27:51,457
No, honestly, it's been horrible.
470
00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:18,107
This fucking day.
471
00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:20,952
Hmm.
472
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,207
A guest complained to me
that her toast wasn't toasted enough,
473
00:28:28,288 --> 00:28:29,828
and I had to pretend to care.
474
00:28:33,127 --> 00:28:34,958
Kind of like you're doing right now.
475
00:28:39,299 --> 00:28:41,180
So, did you talk to your coach?
476
00:28:41,635 --> 00:28:42,635
And say what?
477
00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:46,019
That I had the wrong day
marked on my calendar?
478
00:28:46,098 --> 00:28:48,638
Or that I got so sick
that I couldn't even call?
479
00:28:49,644 --> 00:28:51,814
There's nothing I can say
that'll make it okay.
480
00:28:52,271 --> 00:28:53,481
You could try the truth.
481
00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:55,355
Okay. Yeah.
482
00:28:56,317 --> 00:29:00,356
"Hey, Coach. I got arrested for punching
a drug addict in the middle of a rager,
483
00:29:00,446 --> 00:29:01,737
but it's not my fault."
484
00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:05,694
It's been a hard week on both of us.
485
00:29:07,578 --> 00:29:08,749
I didn't do anything.
486
00:29:08,829 --> 00:29:09,960
I know you didn't.
487
00:29:10,582 --> 00:29:12,332
No matter how hard I work,
488
00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,294
no matter how much I accomplish,
489
00:29:14,376 --> 00:29:18,207
at the end of the day, I'm just another
black man who landed himself in jail.
490
00:29:20,383 --> 00:29:21,383
Marcus...
491
00:29:25,137 --> 00:29:28,057
You ran in there without even thinking
about it to help your friend.
492
00:29:28,516 --> 00:29:31,226
You did the right thing.
493
00:29:31,810 --> 00:29:33,270
Look what good it did me.
494
00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:39,237
I'm scared.
495
00:29:46,326 --> 00:29:48,445
So, I reset the bone,
496
00:29:48,536 --> 00:29:50,996
and I made a splint out of sticks.
497
00:29:51,580 --> 00:29:53,830
My mom...
498
00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:57,054
told the doctor
what I'd done for my brother,
499
00:29:57,127 --> 00:30:00,048
and he looked me in the eye,
and he said, "Kid...
500
00:30:01,007 --> 00:30:01,876
I'm paying for you
501
00:30:01,965 --> 00:30:04,635
to go to medical school."
-Whoa! Are you serious?
502
00:30:04,719 --> 00:30:05,719
He was also my dad.
503
00:30:06,054 --> 00:30:06,933
Oh!
504
00:30:07,012 --> 00:30:08,182
That helped.
505
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:15,614
Is that the standard emergency call
506
00:30:15,688 --> 00:30:17,367
to get you out of here
if I was too boring?
507
00:30:17,397 --> 00:30:19,228
No!
508
00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:24,817
I have a couple of concierge patients
who need a lot of reassurance,
509
00:30:25,490 --> 00:30:29,289
but I am finally hanging out with someone
510
00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:32,040
I've kinda had a crush on
511
00:30:32,121 --> 00:30:34,040
for a very long time, so...
512
00:30:34,999 --> 00:30:35,999
it can wait.
513
00:30:40,630 --> 00:30:42,009
I'm really glad you called.
514
00:30:45,300 --> 00:30:46,300
Me too.
515
00:30:47,761 --> 00:30:48,971
So...
516
00:30:49,055 --> 00:30:53,174
I wanna hear more about Grandma Yu.
Is that your mom's or dad's side?
517
00:30:53,684 --> 00:30:54,684
Uh...
518
00:30:55,185 --> 00:30:56,185
both.
519
00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:58,863
Did I not mention my parents
are brother and sister?
520
00:30:58,940 --> 00:31:00,400
It's why I have bad hips.
521
00:31:02,652 --> 00:31:04,201
That's... No, no. That's cool.
522
00:31:04,278 --> 00:31:07,778
If that's the story you want to go with,
that's fine.
523
00:31:10,535 --> 00:31:12,365
I made you some hot cocoa.
524
00:31:13,078 --> 00:31:14,159
What are you doing?
525
00:31:14,247 --> 00:31:16,076
Justin and I are still on the schedule.
526
00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:17,583
Well, of course you are.
527
00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:19,664
It made it more believable
that you had pneumonia.
528
00:31:19,751 --> 00:31:21,342
That's what I thought. You're a genius.
529
00:31:21,421 --> 00:31:23,090
But you can't skate.
530
00:31:23,172 --> 00:31:26,221
You're still adjusting to your lithium.
-I've skated tired before.
531
00:31:26,968 --> 00:31:28,258
Not after an episode.
532
00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:30,721
You're not thinking rationally.
533
00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,595
Look, it's perfect. Okay?
534
00:31:32,682 --> 00:31:34,061
I'll find Justin and Dasha.
535
00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:36,731
I'll tell them I'm feeling better.
I'll say I'm sorry.
536
00:31:36,810 --> 00:31:38,480
I'll beg them to forgive me.
537
00:31:38,563 --> 00:31:40,692
No one at the competition
will know I'm bipolar,
538
00:31:40,772 --> 00:31:42,452
and we can go through our routine tonight.
539
00:31:42,525 --> 00:31:43,684
I'll be ready.
-No.
540
00:31:44,109 --> 00:31:47,029
Okay? It's too dangerous.
You can go to Sectionals next year.
541
00:31:47,113 --> 00:31:50,073
Not without a coach, Mom,
and not without a partner.
542
00:31:50,157 --> 00:31:52,488
If I don't do this, it's all over!
543
00:31:52,993 --> 00:31:56,753
There's no point in keeping
this huge secret if I can't skate.
544
00:31:57,582 --> 00:31:59,001
Kat, please.
545
00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:01,042
Why are you so obsessed with me not going?
546
00:32:01,126 --> 00:32:03,586
The last time you were
at that rink, you almost fucking died!
547
00:32:05,882 --> 00:32:07,592
Look, I know I shouldn't yell.
548
00:32:08,050 --> 00:32:09,260
It's just... I can't...
549
00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:13,005
I can't bear for anything else
to happen to you.
550
00:32:13,096 --> 00:32:16,636
Okay? And if you see where you fell
and you're not fully yourself yet,
551
00:32:16,726 --> 00:32:18,266
it could take you back.
552
00:32:18,853 --> 00:32:21,153
You have to think of the long...
-The long game.
553
00:32:21,230 --> 00:32:22,230
I know.
554
00:32:25,108 --> 00:32:26,108
I'm sorry, Mom.
555
00:32:26,611 --> 00:32:28,490
I'm going. You can't stop me.
556
00:32:31,156 --> 00:32:35,497
Look, I will lock you in this house for
the rest of your entire life if I have to.
557
00:32:35,994 --> 00:32:37,035
Hey!
558
00:32:37,955 --> 00:32:38,955
That's it.
559
00:32:39,414 --> 00:32:41,954
I'm not going with Serena to Sectionals.
-What?
560
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:43,960
You're not gonna be there?
561
00:32:44,045 --> 00:32:46,795
I could win this weekend.
I could go on to Nationals.
562
00:32:46,881 --> 00:32:49,526
Serena, honey, let's just stop thinking
about yourself for a second.
563
00:32:49,549 --> 00:32:51,970
You have no idea what it's like
to live with mental illness.
564
00:32:52,052 --> 00:32:53,222
Yes, I do.
565
00:32:54,888 --> 00:32:58,308
I'm the one that suffers
whenever you or Kat goes crazy.
566
00:32:58,809 --> 00:33:00,650
This will never end for me, will it?
567
00:33:01,061 --> 00:33:04,021
She's just as fucked up as you are,
and she's never not gonna be fucked up.
568
00:33:04,523 --> 00:33:05,443
Serena!
569
00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:07,144
I'm tired of it, Kat.
570
00:33:08,193 --> 00:33:12,324
Of being second,
of no one ever giving a fuck about me!
571
00:33:12,406 --> 00:33:13,696
Oh, please!
572
00:33:13,782 --> 00:33:17,202
Of keeping your stupid secrets!
573
00:33:20,455 --> 00:33:22,934
Ask Mom why Vicky made you change
your lutz at the last minute.
574
00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:24,249
Shut up, Serena!
575
00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:28,256
Vicky didn't want to. She said that it was
too risky to lift your arms.
576
00:33:28,338 --> 00:33:29,919
Wait. What are you talking about?
577
00:33:30,008 --> 00:33:31,484
Mom said she'd fire her...
-Shut up!
578
00:33:31,509 --> 00:33:33,259
If she didn't make you do it.
Stop, Mom!
579
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:36,433
I was there! Okay? I heard everything.
580
00:33:38,182 --> 00:33:39,892
It's your fault she fell.
581
00:33:45,105 --> 00:33:47,826
When Kat wakes up, we're going to tell her
that Vicky made her do it.
582
00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:49,150
Do you understand me?
583
00:33:49,234 --> 00:33:51,734
Hey. Promise me
that you're never gonna tell her.
584
00:33:52,154 --> 00:33:53,275
Promise me!
585
00:33:59,537 --> 00:34:01,116
Guess the secret's out now, huh, Mom?
586
00:34:01,913 --> 00:34:03,124
Look, I am so, so sorry.
587
00:34:03,207 --> 00:34:07,166
I... I didn't take my meds that day,
and I wasn't thinking clearly.
588
00:34:07,586 --> 00:34:10,257
You had to have known
that lifting my arms at the last second
589
00:34:10,338 --> 00:34:11,668
would throw off my lutz.
590
00:34:11,757 --> 00:34:14,797
I never practiced it like that.
You knew that was dangerous!
591
00:34:14,885 --> 00:34:16,989
You weren't gonna win
if you didn't have those points!
592
00:34:17,012 --> 00:34:18,103
I did it for you.
593
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:20,219
I never meant for you to get hurt.
594
00:34:20,599 --> 00:34:23,059
Everything went wrong after that fall!
595
00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:27,981
You're a bad mother.
596
00:35:17,739 --> 00:35:18,780
Dear Dasha...
597
00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:21,829
I want you to know who I am.
598
00:35:22,369 --> 00:35:23,619
No more hiding.
599
00:35:23,704 --> 00:35:24,873
No more secrets.
600
00:35:25,873 --> 00:35:27,132
You were right.
601
00:35:27,208 --> 00:35:28,498
I don't have pneumonia.
602
00:35:29,293 --> 00:35:30,592
But I was sick.
603
00:35:31,211 --> 00:35:33,092
I have bipolar disorder.
604
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:37,010
I was scared that
if you knew the truth, Marcus,
605
00:35:37,092 --> 00:35:38,802
that's all you'd see me as...
606
00:35:39,344 --> 00:35:41,215
a girl with a mental disorder.
607
00:35:42,431 --> 00:35:45,271
I thought that if I stopped
taking my meds, we could win,
608
00:35:45,809 --> 00:35:47,440
but I was putting you in danger.
609
00:35:48,019 --> 00:35:50,769
You gave me your trust,
but I didn't deserve it, Justin.
610
00:35:51,481 --> 00:35:53,481
I just hope you can forgive me.
611
00:35:54,610 --> 00:35:59,239
I kept my secret because I didn't want
anything to change between us, Jenn.
612
00:36:00,782 --> 00:36:03,163
But by not telling you the truth,
613
00:36:04,202 --> 00:36:05,793
that's exactly what happened.
614
00:36:07,581 --> 00:36:11,342
I don't remember everything
that happened during my mania,
615
00:36:12,878 --> 00:36:14,208
but I do know that...
616
00:36:15,297 --> 00:36:16,668
even at my worst,
617
00:36:18,467 --> 00:36:19,717
Justin was there for me.
618
00:36:22,597 --> 00:36:24,556
I just thought you needed to know that.
619
00:36:26,141 --> 00:36:27,391
Thank you for telling me.
620
00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:35,777
I should, um...
621
00:36:36,568 --> 00:36:38,199
I should go talk to my son, huh?
622
00:36:49,456 --> 00:36:50,496
My guy!
623
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:52,132
All right, man. I'm outta here.
624
00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:54,503
Do your thing.
625
00:37:00,009 --> 00:37:02,088
You're back on the ski team?
-Yeah.
626
00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:05,949
You know, your note made me realize
I should tell my coach the truth
627
00:37:05,972 --> 00:37:07,393
about why I missed the race.
628
00:37:08,351 --> 00:37:10,271
I leave for Argentina tomorrow morning.
629
00:37:10,353 --> 00:37:11,603
I've got to keep training
630
00:37:11,686 --> 00:37:14,476
if I'm gonna have any chance
of making it to the Olympics.
631
00:37:15,148 --> 00:37:16,568
And what did Alana say?
632
00:37:17,108 --> 00:37:18,239
"Took you long enough."
633
00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:23,568
So I guess this is goodbye.
634
00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:26,826
I'm happy for you.
635
00:37:28,871 --> 00:37:29,871
Me too.
636
00:37:31,581 --> 00:37:32,922
I'll see you in the fall.
637
00:37:47,931 --> 00:37:48,931
Hi.
638
00:37:50,309 --> 00:37:51,309
Hi.
639
00:37:53,478 --> 00:37:54,608
Bipolar.
640
00:37:55,690 --> 00:37:57,150
That's a big word.
641
00:37:58,818 --> 00:37:59,818
I know.
642
00:38:01,778 --> 00:38:04,989
Not gonna lie,
I've got a lot of questions.
643
00:38:14,291 --> 00:38:15,541
Ask me anything.
644
00:38:18,545 --> 00:38:20,795
This is why you disappeared last year.
645
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,806
So...
646
00:38:29,181 --> 00:38:31,101
when did this start happening?
647
00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:46,114
Can I come in?
648
00:38:47,574 --> 00:38:48,824
It's your hotel, right?
649
00:38:52,329 --> 00:38:53,329
You, uh...
650
00:38:53,998 --> 00:38:55,168
come to check up on me?
651
00:38:56,458 --> 00:38:58,789
Don't worry.
I'll be out of here in the morning.
652
00:39:05,634 --> 00:39:06,634
Uh...
653
00:39:07,010 --> 00:39:08,010
Kat...
654
00:39:09,012 --> 00:39:10,012
came to see me.
655
00:39:12,516 --> 00:39:13,806
She told me everything.
656
00:39:17,313 --> 00:39:18,313
Um...
657
00:39:20,523 --> 00:39:21,523
I'm sorry...
658
00:39:22,108 --> 00:39:23,818
for what I said to you earlier.
659
00:39:26,947 --> 00:39:29,617
You remind me so goddamn much
of your mother.
660
00:39:30,076 --> 00:39:32,746
The twins, they're... they're all me...
661
00:39:32,827 --> 00:39:35,327
straightforward, rough around the edges...
662
00:39:38,501 --> 00:39:39,960
but you're your mother's son.
663
00:39:42,088 --> 00:39:43,547
I look at you, I see her.
664
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,505
I said things to you
that I shouldn't have
665
00:39:46,592 --> 00:39:48,891
'cause I was so angry at her
for leaving me.
666
00:39:50,054 --> 00:39:51,103
For leaving you.
667
00:39:54,974 --> 00:39:56,304
What you did for Kat,
668
00:39:58,813 --> 00:39:59,813
protecting her,
669
00:40:01,523 --> 00:40:03,074
that's your mother's goodness.
670
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:05,855
Her self-sacrifice.
671
00:40:06,903 --> 00:40:10,574
But if I could've got over my anger,
I would have seen that in you sooner.
672
00:40:17,373 --> 00:40:18,543
So, uh...
673
00:40:22,001 --> 00:40:24,092
you still want me out in the morning,
or...
674
00:40:30,677 --> 00:40:32,637
Yeah, of course you can stay...
675
00:40:32,721 --> 00:40:33,721
for now.
676
00:40:39,311 --> 00:40:40,311
Hey...
677
00:40:40,813 --> 00:40:41,943
You gotta talk to Kat.
678
00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:44,898
You can't be mad at her for being sick.
679
00:40:46,818 --> 00:40:48,528
It's not why I'm upset, Dad.
680
00:40:56,536 --> 00:40:57,536
Do you have kids?
681
00:40:59,873 --> 00:41:00,873
I do.
682
00:41:02,418 --> 00:41:03,958
Best fucking thing I ever did.
683
00:41:12,635 --> 00:41:13,885
Look who's back.
684
00:41:16,222 --> 00:41:17,523
Yes, hi.
685
00:41:18,057 --> 00:41:20,137
Sorry I had to rush off like that.
It was...
686
00:41:20,643 --> 00:41:21,773
There was something...
687
00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:24,514
personal I had to deal with.
-Oh.
688
00:41:25,523 --> 00:41:27,233
Not a boyfriend, I hope.
689
00:41:28,152 --> 00:41:29,322
No.
690
00:41:29,402 --> 00:41:31,362
Nope, not at all. No boyfriend.
691
00:41:33,072 --> 00:41:34,913
Then what do you say we finish that drink?
692
00:41:35,409 --> 00:41:36,409
Yeah.
693
00:41:40,914 --> 00:41:44,164
Everything is so fucked up with my family,
and Sectionals is a disaster,
694
00:41:44,251 --> 00:41:47,313
and I didn't have anyone else to talk to,
and I just really wanted to see you.
695
00:41:47,338 --> 00:41:51,717
Feels like we had sex, and then you
didn't wanna hear from me anymore.
696
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:53,840
And why haven't you been answering me?
697
00:41:53,927 --> 00:41:56,507
I'm so sorry, Serena. I...
698
00:41:57,972 --> 00:41:59,932
I was in surgery all afternoon. I...
699
00:42:00,016 --> 00:42:03,146
One of my patients
got in a skiing accident.
700
00:42:04,521 --> 00:42:05,521
Oh.
701
00:42:06,815 --> 00:42:07,934
Sorry I got weird.
702
00:42:11,653 --> 00:42:13,664
Tomorrow's supposed to be
the best day of my life,
703
00:42:13,739 --> 00:42:16,199
and it just feels like
everything's falling apart.
704
00:42:19,744 --> 00:42:23,414
I wish you could come watch me skate,
you know?
705
00:42:27,293 --> 00:42:28,293
Okay.
706
00:42:32,048 --> 00:42:33,048
Okay?
707
00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:35,545
Really?
-Yeah.
708
00:42:35,635 --> 00:42:36,846
You would do that?
709
00:42:36,929 --> 00:42:38,759
I'll say I'm there for a patient.
710
00:42:41,266 --> 00:42:43,097
I'm so lucky I have you.
711
00:42:48,606 --> 00:42:49,606
Okay.
712
00:42:49,692 --> 00:42:51,942
I should get you home.
You've got a big day tomorrow.
713
00:42:54,237 --> 00:42:56,367
Yeah, please buckle up. Thank you.
714
00:43:26,603 --> 00:43:27,614
Is Kat here?
715
00:43:38,990 --> 00:43:40,201
I'll be upstairs.
716
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:57,840
I'm so sorry.
717
00:43:58,969 --> 00:43:59,969
I know.
718
00:44:03,139 --> 00:44:04,559
Can we still skate together?
719
00:44:05,516 --> 00:44:07,766
It can be like nothing ever happened.
720
00:44:07,853 --> 00:44:09,652
Except it won't, Kat.
721
00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:12,273
Not really.
722
00:44:17,445 --> 00:44:19,155
When did you stop taking your meds?
723
00:44:20,324 --> 00:44:23,664
Was it before the night when you wanted
to change our program before Regionals?
724
00:44:24,702 --> 00:44:25,833
What?
725
00:44:25,913 --> 00:44:27,922
'Cause that's the night
you said you loved me.
726
00:44:30,291 --> 00:44:31,672
Did you mean it, or...
727
00:44:34,128 --> 00:44:35,449
was it just a part of your mania?
728
00:44:35,838 --> 00:44:36,838
Justin...
729
00:44:37,173 --> 00:44:38,224
'Cause I meant it.
730
00:44:45,516 --> 00:44:46,596
I don't know.
731
00:44:49,596 --> 00:44:53,596
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