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Meredith: We give children
stickers and lollipops
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after they visit the doctor.
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Bear attack,
Longfellow State Park.
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I got him.
His wife arm's shredded.
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Scott? Scott?
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Scott!
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We congratulate them
for putting on a brave face.
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Scott!
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♪ Just like a tambourine
won't ever stop ♪
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Needles in their arm,
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strangers inspecting their body
for signs of illness.
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"Here's some candy, kid.
Try to smile."
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♪ When we got that magic
pumping through our veins ♪
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♪ Ooh, la, la, la ♪
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We do it to adults, too.
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Maya:
Are you Helm?
Is this the --
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This is the nose.
Can you take that to Dr. Avery?
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Mm-hmm.
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It's considered impolite
to discuss
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your cancer diagnosis
at a dinner party.
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♪ So roll with it, roll with it,
roll with it ♪
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You're supposed to smile,
make small talk,
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suck on the invisible lollipop.
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♪ Ooh, la, la ♪
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♪ New wave, new wave, new wave ♪
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Because for some reason,
someone decided a long time ago
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that naming pain is impolite...
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♪ Hey, nothing's gonna stop us ♪
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...that hiding it and hiding
from it makes more sense.
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♪ New wave, new wave ♪
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♪ Ooh, la, la, la ♪
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♪ Ooh, la, la ♪
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♪ New wave, new wave ♪
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It doesn't.
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It's a lie,
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a lie that both comforts
and destroys us.
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♪ This is the new wave ♪
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[ Sighs ]
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Matty?
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Can you get me
a soda?
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[ Monitor beeping steadily ]
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[ Retches ]
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[ DeLuca sighs ]
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Okay, okay.
Okay.
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Alright.
[ Coughing ]
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[ Sighs ]
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Okay.
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DeLuca: [ Sighs ]
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I know you said
no medicine, but...
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I will speak
with Dr. Riley.
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♪♪
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Interpreter:
Do you mind calling pathology
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to get the lab results?
Woman: No problem.
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Hey, c-can we give her something
for the nausea, please?
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We are not
suppressing her symptoms --
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we're studying them.
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Okay,
but she's suffering.
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Suffering is better than dying.
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We need the diagnosis,
DeLuca.
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Stay the course.
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♪♪
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[ Retches ]
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[ Sighs ]
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[ Sighs ]
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[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]
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[ Cellphone swishes ]
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[ Knock on door, door opens ]
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Thought the baby
might be hungry...
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even if you aren't.
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[ Clears throat ]
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You sure we can't,
um, send a doctor
to check in on you?
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An OB?
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An orthopedic surgeon?
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No. But thank you.
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Amelia.
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Maggie. [ Sighs ]
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Pretty recently,
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you were
going through something.
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And you hid
in your room,
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and you rejected
both food and company.
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And we wanted to bury you
in love all day, every day,
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but you locked the door
and --
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and we grudgingly respected
your desire for privacy.
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I appreciated that.
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I needed it.
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Fine.
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Eat the toast...
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and I'll spare you
the comfort.
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[ Telephone rings ]
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Still haven't found
the perfect apartment?
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I've given up
on perfect.
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Now I'm just hoping for
four walls and a floor.
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Unless you've reconsidered
letting me just stay with you.
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I thought
we were past that.
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Right. We are. So I'm looking
at something tonight.
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You want to come?
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Tonight?
Uh, I can't, sorry.
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You can't
because you think I'm needy
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and you're secretly
over me or...
[ Chuckles ] No.
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Um, my -- my parents
are in town, actually.
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Oh.
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Finally
get to meet 'em.
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Uh, no,
you do not want that.
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They're super critical and have
impossibly high standards.
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But good luck
on that apartment.
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♪♪
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Schmitt. Plan on
doing any work today,
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or are you just gonna
stand and stare?
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Levi: [ Sighs ]
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Morning, Joey.
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Ready to do some PT?
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Again?
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Every eight hours.
[ Sighs ]
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Okay.
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Let's check
your range of motion.
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[ Clears throat ]
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Okay.
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[ Groans ]
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Abduction's to 45 degrees,
same as last two days.
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I'm not really
feeling this.
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Could we just
try again tomorrow?
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Joey, if you don't do
your PT every day,
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you might never
regain your mobility.
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Okay,
that's enough for today.
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We'll be back
to check on you later, Joey.
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That's it?
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He's obviously
feeling discouraged.
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So you're just gonna
let him off the hook?
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No, we need to find a way
to make it feel less daunting.
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[ Telephone rings ]
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Hey.
Anything from Amelia?
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No.
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Alex?
No.
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There was a bear attack
last night, did you hear?
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Avery was out camping,
and this bear just --
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just came out of nowhere
and ripped this guy's nose off
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and severed his wife's
brachial artery.
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Whoa.
Yeah.
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But that's not
what this is, right?
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What what is?
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Amelia? Alex?
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I'm not following.
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Do we have bears, Link,
and not know it?
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Are we just
sleeping soundly
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and they're gonna jump out of
nowhere and rip our noses off?
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Alex is going through something
with his family
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that he will tell you about
when he's ready
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because he's a good guy
and he loves you.
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And you just
got married.
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Right. Right.
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And Amelia
just does this sometimes.
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What?
[ Sighs ]
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Wait. What?
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Well, she and Owen were once
fighting over having kids,
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and then
she just ghosted him
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and camped out
at my friend Stephanie's house.
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Drove her crazy,
but she couldn't say anything
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because Amelia was
her boss, so...
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Oh.
[ Papers slam ]
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Uh, in all fairness, there was
a brain tumor back then
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that has since
been removed.
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[ Scoffs ]
Think the brain tumor's back?
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We can hope.
[ Elevator bell dings ]
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[ Sighs ]
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Well, what am I supposed to do?
Just wait it out?
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Avoid Owen and Teddy?
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Lock up your food,
zip up your tent?
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Jo: Too dark?
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Never.
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[ Elevator bell dings ]
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Woman over P.A.:
Dr. Brandy to the blood bank.
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Dr. Brandy to the blood bank.
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[ Clears throat ]
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All: Good morning,
Dr. Webber!
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These doctors
need your help.
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They need more training --
your training.
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Um...you'll excuse us.
W--
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Is, uh, this you
worrying about me
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because my marriage
fell apart?
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Richard Webber.
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You have a gift
for spotting emerging talent
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and guiding them
to excellence,
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and, yes, your marriage
fell apart, and...
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of course I'm worried
about you, Richard.
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[ Sighs ]
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I'm fine.
But thank you.
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Okay.
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But if you need to come by
for dinner this week --
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Alright, let's go!
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♪♪
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Scott Burke,
admitted last night
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for multiple
chest lacerations,
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left hemothorax,
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and deep soft-tissue injuries
to the face
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from a bear attack.
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Don't sugarcoat it.
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Damn animal
took off my nose.
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And we put it
into your arm.
Jackson:
Alright, Scott.
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Ready to
take a look?
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♪♪
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Thing of beauty.
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Oh.
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So, it's just gonna
sit there?
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For how long?
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Well, we need your facial wounds
to heal first
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before we can
reattach it.
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Got really good
blood flow
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coming in
from your radial artery here.
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And that'll keep it viable
until we're ready to reattach.
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And...
my wife, Rachel?
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Can I see her?
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Jo: Okay, can you squeeze
my fingers?
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Okay, she still has weakness
in median nerve distribution.
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Okay, Rachel.
[ Sighs ]
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We repaired the artery
last night,
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but today we need to
do a washout to prevent
infection, okay?
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We, uh --
We had j-just woken up,
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and Scott was gonna make
some coffee.
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And out of nowhere,
there was a-a-a bear.
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A h-huge bear.
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And S-Scott
jumped in front of me,
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tried to protect me.
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He jumped in front of
a bear for me.
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Yeah.
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And the good news is
we found his nose
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and we were able
to salvage it, okay?
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[ Sighs ]
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Do you want us
to take you to see him?
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Rach?
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Oh, my God.
You scared the hell out of me.
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[ Smooches ]
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Are you okay?
Yeah.
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I love you.
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I love you so much,
baby.
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Oh, God.
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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Hayes:
Nurse Karen.
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Do you have any idea where
the video-game cart might be?
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I have a patient
who doesn't want to do his PT,
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and I think
it might help.
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Let me look.
Thank you.
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Did you have any idea
you'd be in the arcade business
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when you took up peds?
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I'd be a lot more popular
with my kids if I was.
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All they want to do
is play video games.
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I think I might just see
the top of their heads
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until they're
[Chuckles] 25.
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[ Laughs ]
What are
you guys working on?
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We are organizing
a pro bono surgery day
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for people
who can't afford insurance.
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Ah. Good.
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Uh, there's a-a game room
on the fourth floor.
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What, like a whole room
just for PT?
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Well, it's not exactly
just a room for that --
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Uh, hey, hey, do you remember,
uh, a Fred --
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uh, sorry, Frank --
Fred Mercer?
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You did a lap appy on him
two years ago.
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You remember that?
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Kind of in the middle
of a conversation here, bud.
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[ Speaking Italian ]
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[ Speaking Italian ]
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You speak Italian?
You speak Italian?
263
00:09:50,170 --> 00:09:52,380
Fourth floor, you said?
Yeah, it's, um --
264
00:09:52,380 --> 00:09:54,830
it's in between the blue
and the green room. Yeah.
Okay. Thank you.
265
00:09:54,830 --> 00:09:57,380
And, uh, count me in for
that pro bono surgery day, okay?
Yes!
266
00:09:57,380 --> 00:09:59,210
Hey, a Fred Mercer, okay?
Stay with me.
Put him down. Yes.
267
00:09:59,210 --> 00:10:01,170
I was going through some
of the transcripts from
a lecture that you gave.
268
00:10:01,170 --> 00:10:02,790
You said he had
post-op rashes
269
00:10:02,790 --> 00:10:04,420
and electrolyte
abnormalities.
270
00:10:04,420 --> 00:10:06,670
Now, I need to know if his
appendix had a carcinoid tumor
271
00:10:06,670 --> 00:10:08,750
because he already shares two
symptoms with Suzanne Britland,
272
00:10:08,750 --> 00:10:10,540
so I'm thinking maybe she's got
a carcinoid tumor
273
00:10:10,540 --> 00:10:12,500
and, you know,
we just can't see it.
274
00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:14,290
Okay.
275
00:10:14,290 --> 00:10:16,580
You've been going through
transcripts of my old lectures?
276
00:10:16,580 --> 00:10:18,210
Well, yeah, I'm going
through transcripts from
everyone's lectures.
277
00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:21,120
When's the last time
you slept, Andrew?
278
00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:22,580
What's that have to do
with anything?
279
00:10:22,580 --> 00:10:24,960
You can't help Suzanne
if you're exhausted.
280
00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:27,170
You took Suzanne off the meds
three days ago.
281
00:10:27,170 --> 00:10:28,580
Mm-hmm.
Have you
taken a break?
282
00:10:28,580 --> 00:10:31,380
Look, c-can you just...
answer the question, please?
283
00:10:31,380 --> 00:10:33,380
♪♪
284
00:10:33,380 --> 00:10:36,250
I think the rash
was, um,
285
00:10:36,250 --> 00:10:38,330
propofol-infusion syndrome.
286
00:10:38,330 --> 00:10:39,580
Propofol infus--
Okay.
287
00:10:39,580 --> 00:10:41,080
You could try to run
a CgA.
Thank you.
288
00:10:41,080 --> 00:10:42,540
It didn't need to be
that hard.
289
00:10:42,540 --> 00:10:45,380
DeLuca, the pericardial biopsy
290
00:10:45,380 --> 00:10:47,790
came back negative
for carcinomatosis.
291
00:10:47,790 --> 00:10:48,830
Okay.
Thank you.
292
00:10:48,830 --> 00:10:50,830
Excuse me.
293
00:10:50,830 --> 00:10:53,580
Is there any progress?
294
00:10:53,580 --> 00:10:55,620
Everything I rule out
is progress.
295
00:10:55,620 --> 00:10:57,250
Are you working
in shifts?
296
00:10:57,250 --> 00:10:58,830
Because he seems
pretty fried.
297
00:10:58,830 --> 00:11:02,420
By the time I brought
someone else up to speed,
298
00:11:02,420 --> 00:11:05,420
Suzanne could be dead,
and DeLuca, he's a machine.
299
00:11:05,420 --> 00:11:08,540
He isn't a machine.
He's a resident.
300
00:11:08,540 --> 00:11:09,670
And he seems like
he could use a break.
301
00:11:09,670 --> 00:11:10,670
He's obsessing.
302
00:11:10,670 --> 00:11:14,580
I'm relying on that,
303
00:11:14,580 --> 00:11:17,250
and Suzanne's life
may depend on it.
304
00:11:17,250 --> 00:11:20,920
♪♪
305
00:11:28,170 --> 00:11:29,120
Hi, there.
I called in sick.
306
00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:30,460
Amelia: What?
307
00:11:30,460 --> 00:11:32,210
[ Door closes ]
I thought we had a deal.
308
00:11:32,210 --> 00:11:34,040
I'm backing out
of our deal.
309
00:11:34,040 --> 00:11:36,380
See,
I appreciated the space
310
00:11:36,380 --> 00:11:38,580
because I grew up
an only child
311
00:11:38,580 --> 00:11:41,540
and I am better
at solving problems on my own,
312
00:11:41,540 --> 00:11:44,330
but you grew up
in a wolf pack,
313
00:11:44,330 --> 00:11:45,790
and wolves
only retreat from the pack
314
00:11:45,790 --> 00:11:47,880
when they are
going off alone to die.
315
00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:50,080
So, I'm backing out
of our deal.
316
00:12:00,250 --> 00:12:01,420
[ Sighs ]
317
00:12:01,420 --> 00:12:02,620
Well, the only way
I've ever seen you
318
00:12:02,620 --> 00:12:04,620
get yourself out of
a really deep spiral
319
00:12:04,620 --> 00:12:07,620
is to spiral out loud
until you land on something
320
00:12:07,620 --> 00:12:10,250
that is healthier than whatever
is happening inside your head.
321
00:12:12,290 --> 00:12:15,040
[ Breathes deeply ]
322
00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:19,080
For an only child,
you are an excellent sister.
323
00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:24,330
♪♪
324
00:12:24,330 --> 00:12:26,210
Hi!
325
00:12:26,210 --> 00:12:30,500
Your, uh,
husband wants to see you.
326
00:12:30,500 --> 00:12:32,830
I-I sh--
I should go, right?
327
00:12:32,830 --> 00:12:35,120
I mean, I-I go?
328
00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:36,580
He jumped in front of
a bear for me.
329
00:12:36,580 --> 00:12:38,380
Babe.
330
00:12:38,380 --> 00:12:39,880
You have to tell him
sooner or later.
331
00:12:39,880 --> 00:12:41,790
Oh, God.
Helm.
332
00:12:41,790 --> 00:12:43,580
I-I love him,
o-okay?
333
00:12:43,580 --> 00:12:46,380
He's -- He's my husband,
and I-I love him,
334
00:12:46,380 --> 00:12:49,380
but I'm not in --
in love with him anymore.
335
00:12:49,380 --> 00:12:51,040
I'm -- I'm in love
with Brian and...
336
00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:54,250
We went
to high school together.
337
00:12:54,250 --> 00:12:56,080
Uh...
[ Breathing shakily ]
338
00:12:56,080 --> 00:12:57,540
We reconnected online,
339
00:12:57,540 --> 00:12:59,920
and, well,
one thing led to another.
340
00:12:59,920 --> 00:13:01,080
I was gonna tell Scott
341
00:13:01,080 --> 00:13:03,420
on the -- on the camp--
camping trip.
342
00:13:03,420 --> 00:13:06,380
I th-- I thought
the nature would be c--
343
00:13:06,380 --> 00:13:09,380
be comforting for --
for him, and then --
344
00:13:09,380 --> 00:13:11,380
And then he jumped
in front of a bear for you.
345
00:13:11,380 --> 00:13:13,040
W-What --
What do I do?
346
00:13:13,040 --> 00:13:14,750
I mean, what --
what do I say?
347
00:13:14,750 --> 00:13:16,620
Neither one of you needs
any more stress right now,
348
00:13:16,620 --> 00:13:18,380
so we'll just --
we'll let him know
349
00:13:18,380 --> 00:13:19,790
that we're prepping you
for surgery.
350
00:13:19,790 --> 00:13:21,540
Helm,
prep her for surgery,
351
00:13:21,540 --> 00:13:23,790
and bite your tongue.
352
00:13:23,790 --> 00:13:26,790
[ Breathes shakily ]
353
00:13:26,790 --> 00:13:28,880
Jo: We will clean the wound
to help her heal,
354
00:13:28,880 --> 00:13:30,290
but she should be fine.
355
00:13:30,290 --> 00:13:33,040
But can I see her
before you take her?
356
00:13:33,040 --> 00:13:35,330
I'll sit in a wheelchair,
I-I-I'll be careful,
357
00:13:35,330 --> 00:13:36,460
what-- what--
whatever you want.
358
00:13:36,460 --> 00:13:39,120
I mean, I don't --
I don't see why not.
359
00:13:39,120 --> 00:13:40,790
No, I'm -- I'm sorry.
360
00:13:40,790 --> 00:13:43,830
The operating rooms
are on a strict schedule today,
361
00:13:43,830 --> 00:13:45,790
um, but we can update you again
when we're done.
362
00:13:45,790 --> 00:13:48,250
[ Sighs ]
363
00:13:48,250 --> 00:13:50,330
You'll tell her
I-I love her?
364
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:55,670
♪♪
365
00:13:55,670 --> 00:13:57,460
His wife is in love
with someone else.
366
00:13:58,750 --> 00:14:01,080
Got it.
O-kay.
367
00:14:01,080 --> 00:14:02,830
His wife is in love
with someone else.
368
00:14:02,830 --> 00:14:05,040
I just lied to him
while he has a nose in his arm
369
00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:07,000
because he saved her
from a bear.
370
00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:09,960
Alright, well,
sometimes patient care
371
00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:11,960
is -- is complicated.
372
00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:13,790
[ Elevator bell dings ]
[ Sighs ]
373
00:14:13,790 --> 00:14:15,000
[ Cellphone chimes ]
374
00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:16,540
Hey,
little bunnies.
375
00:14:16,540 --> 00:14:18,040
It's Mom.
Oh, stop.
376
00:14:18,040 --> 00:14:19,380
It's doing something.
[ Chuckles ]
[ Sighs ]
377
00:14:19,380 --> 00:14:21,420
Alright, well,
we've, uh --
378
00:14:21,420 --> 00:14:22,380
we've ruled out
a lot of bad things,
379
00:14:22,380 --> 00:14:23,830
which is a-a good sign,
380
00:14:23,830 --> 00:14:24,960
but I do need
to draw some more blood
381
00:14:24,960 --> 00:14:26,830
for a few more tests.
382
00:14:26,830 --> 00:14:27,670
Does she have
any left?
383
00:14:27,670 --> 00:14:29,210
Suzanne: Hadley.
384
00:14:29,210 --> 00:14:31,120
Come on.
385
00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:32,580
I barely have enough energy
for this.
386
00:14:32,580 --> 00:14:33,790
Sorry.
387
00:14:33,790 --> 00:14:35,380
Okay, um,
I got it.
388
00:14:35,380 --> 00:14:36,750
Let's do it again.
Okay.
389
00:14:36,750 --> 00:14:38,210
[ Cellphone chimes ]
Okay.
390
00:14:38,210 --> 00:14:40,040
Hey, little bunnies.
It's me.
391
00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:41,540
I'm just checking
to make sure
392
00:14:41,540 --> 00:14:43,380
that you're eating
all your carrots and --
393
00:14:43,380 --> 00:14:45,380
No, wait. It's doing something
to your mouth.
394
00:14:45,380 --> 00:14:46,790
Huh?
What?
395
00:14:46,790 --> 00:14:48,210
Oh, my God.
396
00:14:48,210 --> 00:14:49,620
Oh, my God.
Her mouth is bleeding!
397
00:14:49,620 --> 00:14:51,880
What? What?
398
00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:53,750
Open your mouth
for me, Suzanne.
399
00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:55,420
No, no, no,
no, no, no, no.
400
00:14:55,420 --> 00:14:56,960
What's happening?
I-I'm not sure.
401
00:14:56,960 --> 00:14:59,330
[ Sighs ]
Oh!
402
00:14:59,330 --> 00:15:02,040
Platelet count went from
250 to 5. All of her
cell counts are down.
403
00:15:02,040 --> 00:15:03,620
Well,
what does it mean?
I just said
I don't know, okay?!
404
00:15:03,620 --> 00:15:05,290
I just --
I-I'm sorry.
405
00:15:05,290 --> 00:15:07,120
[ Sighs ]
I'm sorry.
406
00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:09,380
I-- C-Can someone page
Dr. Riley, please?
407
00:15:09,380 --> 00:15:11,920
We need to prep for
a bone-marrow biopsy right now.
408
00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:13,830
[ Keyboard clacking ]
409
00:15:13,830 --> 00:15:15,540
[ Indistinct conversations ]
410
00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:18,040
Can I have her chart?
Yeah.
411
00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:21,250
Oh.
D-Dr. Grey?
412
00:15:23,580 --> 00:15:26,120
Hi.
Hi.
413
00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:27,540
I know you're worried
about him, right?
414
00:15:27,540 --> 00:15:29,170
Yes,
for a long time now.
415
00:15:29,170 --> 00:15:30,750
Yeah.
He's exhausted.
416
00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:32,080
Riley is working him --
417
00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:33,960
Meredith,
I came to Seattle
418
00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,380
because Andrew is now
the same age as our father was
419
00:15:36,380 --> 00:15:38,330
when his symptoms
started.
Ohh.
420
00:15:38,330 --> 00:15:40,210
It -- It runs
in the family.
421
00:15:42,250 --> 00:15:44,170
I mean, he's been --
he's been fine.
422
00:15:44,170 --> 00:15:46,580
It's just his patient's
circling the drain,
423
00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:48,000
he can't figure it out,
424
00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:49,330
and we've all
been there.
425
00:15:49,330 --> 00:15:51,290
It's not just
this patient, though.
426
00:15:51,290 --> 00:15:53,750
There have been warning signs --
high highs, low lows.
427
00:15:53,750 --> 00:15:55,170
Do you remember
when Sam left
428
00:15:55,170 --> 00:15:57,380
and he couldn't get off
your sofa?
429
00:15:57,380 --> 00:15:59,330
A-And then he went
and threw himself on the fire
430
00:15:59,330 --> 00:16:00,420
in Dr. Webber's
operating room.
431
00:16:00,420 --> 00:16:01,790
He was very low,
432
00:16:01,790 --> 00:16:03,210
and he was suddenly
the opposite.
433
00:16:03,210 --> 00:16:05,210
Well, he does feel things
very deeply.
434
00:16:05,210 --> 00:16:07,670
Failing to understand
or properly consider
435
00:16:07,670 --> 00:16:10,460
the consequences of your actions
is a sign of mania.
436
00:16:10,460 --> 00:16:12,620
He aggressively pursued
a relationship with his boss,
437
00:16:12,620 --> 00:16:13,920
he claimed credit
for your crime,
438
00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:15,460
and then he went...
439
00:16:15,460 --> 00:16:16,710
to jail,
440
00:16:16,710 --> 00:16:18,500
prepared to lose
his medical career.
441
00:16:18,500 --> 00:16:21,580
I mean, we're all a little manic
when we're in love.
442
00:16:21,580 --> 00:16:24,080
Yes, but you don't all have
his family history.
443
00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:26,040
He's not sleeping,
he's not eating.
444
00:16:26,040 --> 00:16:28,750
Okay, so how do you tell
a healthy obsession from mania?
445
00:16:28,750 --> 00:16:30,000
He's a resident,
446
00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:31,580
and you're
chief of general surgery.
447
00:16:31,580 --> 00:16:32,960
Would you even think
to ask that question
448
00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:35,540
if you didn't love him?
449
00:16:35,540 --> 00:16:38,120
[ Sighs ]
450
00:16:44,580 --> 00:16:46,710
[ Sighs ]
451
00:16:47,620 --> 00:16:48,880
[ Knock on door ]
452
00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:51,210
Bailey,
do you have a second?
453
00:16:51,210 --> 00:16:53,120
[ Sighs ]
454
00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:55,040
You okay?
[ Fan whirring ]
455
00:16:55,040 --> 00:16:57,000
[ Sighs ]
I'm perimenopausal, Grey.
456
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,250
You know
what that means.
457
00:16:58,250 --> 00:16:59,620
I go to bed freezing,
458
00:16:59,620 --> 00:17:02,210
and then I wake up in the middle
of the night broiling.
459
00:17:02,210 --> 00:17:04,580
I'm in an all-night battle
with my blanket.
460
00:17:04,580 --> 00:17:06,670
I'm happy, then I'm sad,
I'm laughing,
461
00:17:06,670 --> 00:17:09,330
and then I want to
throw this fan at the wall.
462
00:17:09,330 --> 00:17:10,620
Am I okay?
463
00:17:10,620 --> 00:17:13,170
I mean, what, women are
51% of the population,
464
00:17:13,170 --> 00:17:15,120
and every single
one of them
465
00:17:15,120 --> 00:17:17,080
have or will experience
this joy
466
00:17:17,080 --> 00:17:18,960
at some time
in their lives,
467
00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:21,380
so in that sense,
I guess I'm just fine.
468
00:17:21,380 --> 00:17:22,420
Talk.
469
00:17:23,710 --> 00:17:25,920
I'm worried about
our chief resident.
470
00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:31,580
You waiting for me
to put this fan down?
471
00:17:31,580 --> 00:17:33,080
'Cause that's not
gonna happen, Grey.
472
00:17:33,080 --> 00:17:35,460
Sit down.
Tell me more.
473
00:17:35,460 --> 00:17:37,080
Okay, so, you're familiar
with this case.
474
00:17:43,540 --> 00:17:45,000
You're holding it
sideways.
475
00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:46,920
Don't come for me.
476
00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:48,830
The tips of the Maryland
should be pointing down,
477
00:17:48,830 --> 00:17:49,620
right, Dr. Webber?
478
00:17:52,290 --> 00:17:53,330
Uh, what's that?
479
00:17:53,330 --> 00:17:54,830
The tip should be
pointing down --
480
00:17:54,830 --> 00:17:55,960
the Maryland dissectors?
481
00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:57,040
Uh, yeah, yeah.
482
00:17:58,830 --> 00:18:00,540
Is this a mind game?
483
00:18:00,540 --> 00:18:03,120
Maybe he doesn't like
know-it-alls.
484
00:18:08,580 --> 00:18:10,620
Do you get this involved
with every patient?
485
00:18:10,620 --> 00:18:12,420
[ Sighs ] Most patients
aren't this difficult.
486
00:18:12,420 --> 00:18:14,750
Yeah. Just the fun ones.
487
00:18:14,750 --> 00:18:16,000
[ Chuckles ]
488
00:18:17,460 --> 00:18:22,290
So, are you still
dating your boss?
489
00:18:22,290 --> 00:18:25,120
I observe people closely
because I have to
490
00:18:25,120 --> 00:18:27,620
as a doctor and as a person,
491
00:18:27,620 --> 00:18:31,250
and the way people
who have slept together argue
492
00:18:31,250 --> 00:18:34,040
is very different
than people who have not.
493
00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:37,210
Their bodies have a completely
different language.
494
00:18:37,210 --> 00:18:39,000
We're still dating,
I think.
495
00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,790
Hmm.
That would explain her concern.
496
00:18:41,790 --> 00:18:43,120
Concern? What, did she
say something to you?
497
00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:47,750
Just wants to make sure
I don't work you to death.
498
00:18:47,750 --> 00:18:49,210
It was nice.
499
00:18:50,170 --> 00:18:51,670
[ Sighs ]
500
00:18:53,460 --> 00:18:55,250
Hayes: You see, Joey?
It couldn't be easier.
501
00:18:55,250 --> 00:18:57,170
It's exactly like
your PT exercises, so go on.
502
00:18:57,170 --> 00:18:58,670
Give it a try.
No, thanks.
503
00:18:58,670 --> 00:19:00,170
Just try it.
No.
504
00:19:00,170 --> 00:19:02,620
Joey, you could lose
your ability to use your arm.
505
00:19:02,620 --> 00:19:04,170
I can't play
video games!
506
00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:08,420
I'm here
with video games
507
00:19:08,420 --> 00:19:10,330
and people
taking care of me.
508
00:19:10,330 --> 00:19:13,040
I sleep in a warm bed,
and I have no idea
509
00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:15,380
if my little sister
and brothers are okay
510
00:19:15,380 --> 00:19:17,710
or if they're safe
or if they're scared.
511
00:19:17,710 --> 00:19:20,170
Uh, you guys
are all worried about my arm,
512
00:19:20,170 --> 00:19:21,830
but I'm shaking.
513
00:19:21,830 --> 00:19:23,420
Look, I'm so scared for them,
I'm shaking.
514
00:19:23,420 --> 00:19:25,540
Why doesn't anyone care
about that?
515
00:19:25,540 --> 00:19:27,120
Why doesn't anyone
try to fix that?
516
00:19:30,880 --> 00:19:33,000
Owen: Okay,
more irrigation.
517
00:19:34,880 --> 00:19:37,170
What if you,
uh [Clears throat]
518
00:19:37,170 --> 00:19:40,540
found out
Amelia's baby was yours?
519
00:19:40,540 --> 00:19:41,960
What? [ Scoffs ]
520
00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:44,000
Why would you
say that?
521
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:46,250
It's --
It's a hypothetical.
522
00:19:46,250 --> 00:19:48,540
That's not something
I want to consider.
523
00:19:48,540 --> 00:19:50,000
Why not?
524
00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:51,960
Would it change things
for you and Teddy?
525
00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:53,330
Karev,
why are you asking me this?
526
00:19:53,330 --> 00:19:55,920
[ Sighs ]
Alex went home to Iowa,
527
00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:57,460
and I've barely
heard from him,
528
00:19:57,460 --> 00:19:59,460
and my worst-case-scenario meter
is off the charts right now
529
00:19:59,460 --> 00:20:01,330
because this patient
is cheating on her husband
530
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:04,500
right under his nose,
which is in his arm.
531
00:20:04,500 --> 00:20:06,000
And you think
Alex is...
532
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,330
She reconnected with an ex
from high school,
533
00:20:08,330 --> 00:20:09,380
and then one thing
led to another.
534
00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:10,540
So what if he just
535
00:20:10,540 --> 00:20:12,880
ran into some old girlfriend
from high school
536
00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:14,580
and one thing
led to another?
537
00:20:14,580 --> 00:20:15,880
[ Sighs ]
[ Sighs ] Okay.
Ready to pack.
538
00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:17,290
[ Instrument thuds ]
539
00:20:19,080 --> 00:20:20,500
Jo, it took me
a long, long time
540
00:20:20,500 --> 00:20:22,580
to get to this place in my life
with me and Teddy,
541
00:20:22,580 --> 00:20:25,790
you know,
just like you and Karev.
542
00:20:25,790 --> 00:20:27,500
I'm not gonna screw that up
for anything.
543
00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,380
And neither is
your husband.
544
00:20:34,790 --> 00:20:37,170
Chief, i-if this can wait,
please, I got to...
545
00:20:37,170 --> 00:20:40,710
Dr. DeLuca, all surgeons
occasionally have patients
546
00:20:40,710 --> 00:20:41,880
that get under
their skin.
547
00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:43,330
What, uh --
But...
548
00:20:43,330 --> 00:20:44,540
Hmm.
No, no, no.
549
00:20:44,540 --> 00:20:46,330
What did she tell you?
550
00:20:46,330 --> 00:20:48,250
That I'm making mistakes?
Because I'm not.
551
00:20:48,250 --> 00:20:50,580
Uh, Meredith Grey
will be taking over
552
00:20:50,580 --> 00:20:52,620
Suzanne Britland's care.
[ Scoffs ]
553
00:20:52,620 --> 00:20:55,750
Every test, every treatment
will be approved by her.
554
00:20:55,750 --> 00:20:57,000
She's my patient.
555
00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:59,420
She's the hospital's
patient.
556
00:20:59,420 --> 00:21:01,250
And you need
to get some rest.
557
00:21:01,250 --> 00:21:03,000
[ Scoffs ] So what's your plan,
then? Do you even have one?
558
00:21:05,210 --> 00:21:07,210
I have instructed
Dr. Grey
559
00:21:07,210 --> 00:21:09,960
to put Suzanne Britland
back on her medication
560
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:11,960
while she continues
to seek a diagnosis.
No, no.
561
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,500
So your plan
is to kill her, then.
562
00:21:13,500 --> 00:21:15,170
Dr. DeLuca,
do I need to remind you
563
00:21:15,170 --> 00:21:16,330
to whom
you are speaking?
564
00:21:16,330 --> 00:21:17,620
Just because
this hasn't worked yet
565
00:21:17,620 --> 00:21:19,170
does not mean
that it won't, okay?
566
00:21:19,170 --> 00:21:20,380
We are on the verge
of something.
567
00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:22,460
I-I know it.
I can feel it. Please.
568
00:21:22,460 --> 00:21:25,000
Meredith Grey is
the chief of general surgery.
569
00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:26,380
You should be grateful
570
00:21:26,380 --> 00:21:28,380
she's taken an interest
in your case.
571
00:21:28,380 --> 00:21:29,500
Get some sleep.
572
00:21:29,500 --> 00:21:31,420
Dr. Bailey, please.
573
00:21:31,420 --> 00:21:32,540
DeLuca, walk away now
574
00:21:32,540 --> 00:21:34,540
before you say something
you'll regret.
575
00:21:34,540 --> 00:21:38,330
♪♪
576
00:21:38,330 --> 00:21:40,080
[ Sighs ]
577
00:21:46,120 --> 00:21:48,330
Dr. Bailey.
[ Mutters ]
578
00:21:48,330 --> 00:21:49,500
I've been working
with Joey Phillips.
579
00:21:49,500 --> 00:21:51,210
Oh, let me guess.
He doesn't want to do PT.
580
00:21:51,210 --> 00:21:52,580
How'd you know?
[ Sighs ]
581
00:21:52,580 --> 00:21:54,620
'Cause he doesn't want to do
much of anything.
582
00:21:54,620 --> 00:21:56,210
Yeah, well, the poor kid
was living on the street
583
00:21:56,210 --> 00:21:57,500
before they brought him
in here.
584
00:21:57,500 --> 00:21:58,920
I'd like to try
to find a way to help him.
585
00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:00,750
[ Scoffs ] You don't think
I want to help him?
586
00:22:00,750 --> 00:22:02,580
I mean, all I think about is,
you know,
587
00:22:02,580 --> 00:22:04,670
what happens when he's ready
to be discharged?
588
00:22:04,670 --> 00:22:05,670
Then what?
589
00:22:05,670 --> 00:22:07,420
Do we put him back
on the street?
590
00:22:07,420 --> 00:22:08,920
And th-- Okay,
and then let's say
591
00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:11,380
he manages to find
a place to live,
592
00:22:11,380 --> 00:22:13,790
finish high school,
go to college.
593
00:22:13,790 --> 00:22:16,580
Well, who visits him
on parents' weekend?
594
00:22:16,580 --> 00:22:18,080
Where does he go
for Thanksgiving?
595
00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,420
Who shows up
at his graduation
596
00:22:20,420 --> 00:22:22,790
with embarrassing signs
and a foghorn?
597
00:22:22,790 --> 00:22:24,790
Um...
598
00:22:24,790 --> 00:22:28,620
I actually wasn't thinking
that far ahead.
599
00:22:28,620 --> 00:22:30,790
I was thinking more like
how can I help him today.
600
00:22:30,790 --> 00:22:32,670
Sure, uh, oka-- Oh.
601
00:22:32,670 --> 00:22:34,580
H-He'd like to talk
to his brothers and sister.
602
00:22:34,580 --> 00:22:36,460
Do you know
anyone we can call?
603
00:22:41,420 --> 00:22:43,580
So, he's healthy.
604
00:22:43,580 --> 00:22:45,250
[ Chuckles ]
605
00:22:45,250 --> 00:22:47,330
And that feels like
a miracle.
Mm.
606
00:22:47,330 --> 00:22:51,620
And, uh, he's already
the size of a cabbage,
607
00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:56,380
uh, which means that I am
further along than I thought.
608
00:22:56,380 --> 00:23:00,460
So, um, the baby
might be Owen's,
609
00:23:00,460 --> 00:23:01,880
not Link's.
610
00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:03,380
Might be, or is?
611
00:23:04,790 --> 00:23:05,880
Might be.
612
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,920
Um, I don't know.
613
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:11,000
There wasn't
a ton of time
614
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:13,000
between the breakup
and the hookup.
615
00:23:16,580 --> 00:23:18,330
Link and I
are really good together,
616
00:23:18,330 --> 00:23:23,170
um, like,
almost painfully good.
617
00:23:24,830 --> 00:23:26,380
You know, it felt like
618
00:23:26,380 --> 00:23:30,420
that thing that we'd both earned
in this life.
619
00:23:30,420 --> 00:23:34,580
It was accidental
and it was perfect, and...
620
00:23:37,580 --> 00:23:39,080
And now it's not.
621
00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:41,790
Because he wants to know
the baby's biology?
622
00:23:41,790 --> 00:23:43,120
Because he's, um,
623
00:23:43,120 --> 00:23:45,960
not sure that he wants
to be with me
624
00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:48,710
if the baby isn't his.
625
00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:51,620
And that makes me
not so sure
626
00:23:51,620 --> 00:23:53,120
that I want
to be with him
627
00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:56,790
[Sniffles]
if the baby is his.
628
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:03,120
You and Owen have
a complicated relationship.
629
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:04,210
[ Chuckles ]
Mm-hmm.
630
00:24:04,210 --> 00:24:05,210
Yeah.
Yeah.
631
00:24:05,210 --> 00:24:07,830
Um, that's what he said.
[ Chuckles ]
632
00:24:07,830 --> 00:24:09,670
But I want him
to love me enough
633
00:24:09,670 --> 00:24:11,790
that that doesn't matter.
634
00:24:13,210 --> 00:24:15,790
I love you more than
my biological sisters.
635
00:24:15,790 --> 00:24:18,380
Biology doesn't matter.
636
00:24:18,380 --> 00:24:20,040
Love matters.
637
00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:21,580
[ Sniffles ]
638
00:24:21,580 --> 00:24:23,500
Okay.
639
00:24:23,500 --> 00:24:26,790
And, still,
640
00:24:26,790 --> 00:24:29,380
if I were Link,
I would be terrified.
641
00:24:31,210 --> 00:24:34,830
I would terrified
that the baby is Owen's
642
00:24:34,830 --> 00:24:38,540
and that, if it is,
that connection might reignite
643
00:24:38,540 --> 00:24:41,330
whatever embers still exist
between you and Owen.
644
00:24:41,330 --> 00:24:46,380
If I were Link,
I would want to know, too.
645
00:24:46,380 --> 00:24:48,120
And it wouldn't have
anything to do
646
00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:49,120
with how much
I love you.
647
00:24:53,420 --> 00:24:56,170
Okay, but can you stop
pretending that you're Link?
648
00:24:58,790 --> 00:25:00,170
Can you pretend
that you're me for a minute?
649
00:25:02,580 --> 00:25:05,460
Okay.
Okay, okay.
650
00:25:05,460 --> 00:25:07,960
[ Sniffles ]
Okay.
651
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,500
Okay,
if I'm you...
652
00:25:10,500 --> 00:25:12,960
[ Exhales shakily ]
653
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:17,000
...imagine that the hormones
coursing through my body
654
00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:18,580
would be overwhelming.
655
00:25:18,580 --> 00:25:21,080
[ Crying ]
656
00:25:21,080 --> 00:25:23,620
They might overwhelm
rationality,
657
00:25:23,620 --> 00:25:25,210
and I just might
want to be held...
658
00:25:25,210 --> 00:25:27,830
[ Sighs, sniffles ]
659
00:25:27,830 --> 00:25:31,420
...and, um,
loved no matter what...
660
00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:36,540
...and reassured that
I'm not going to be alone.
661
00:25:36,540 --> 00:25:38,750
[ Crying ]
662
00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:40,880
Hey,
I love you.
663
00:25:40,880 --> 00:25:43,210
I got you.
I got you.
664
00:25:43,210 --> 00:25:45,460
You're not
gonna be alone.
665
00:25:45,460 --> 00:25:46,790
[ Sniffles, sighs ]
666
00:25:46,790 --> 00:25:49,170
I love you.
667
00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,080
[ Indistinct conversations ]
668
00:25:56,380 --> 00:25:58,750
[ Sighs ]
[ Elevator bell dings ]
669
00:25:58,750 --> 00:26:00,000
Owen: Oh.
Hey, how you doing?
670
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,170
[ Button clicks ]
671
00:26:01,170 --> 00:26:02,580
Uh, great.
672
00:26:02,580 --> 00:26:04,170
Yeah. You?
673
00:26:04,170 --> 00:26:05,540
Uh, Teddy's still got
the flu,
674
00:26:05,540 --> 00:26:08,460
so I'm in single-dad mode,
but I can't complain.
675
00:26:08,460 --> 00:26:10,500
Everything okay?
Not freaking out?
676
00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:11,620
[ Chuckles ]
677
00:26:11,620 --> 00:26:13,620
Trying not to.
678
00:26:13,620 --> 00:26:17,000
Amelia's -- what, she's --
she's halfway there, right?
679
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:19,290
Yeah,
something like that.
680
00:26:19,290 --> 00:26:20,540
I noticed
she missed a couple days.
681
00:26:20,540 --> 00:26:22,420
Everything okay?
There's no complications or...
682
00:26:22,420 --> 00:26:23,710
[ Sighs ]
683
00:26:23,710 --> 00:26:26,000
Things are
definitely complicated,
684
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:27,580
but, uh --
but the baby's healthy.
685
00:26:27,580 --> 00:26:28,580
Good, good.
686
00:26:28,580 --> 00:26:30,540
That's good.
[ Sighs ]
687
00:26:30,540 --> 00:26:33,290
♪♪
688
00:26:33,290 --> 00:26:34,790
Yeah,
when Teddy was pregnant,
689
00:26:34,790 --> 00:26:37,080
I remember feeling useless
most of the time.
690
00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,330
[ Chuckles ]
Definitely feel useless.
691
00:26:39,330 --> 00:26:40,460
Yeah.
How can you not?
692
00:26:40,460 --> 00:26:41,830
I mean,
women go through something
693
00:26:41,830 --> 00:26:43,330
that we can't
ever comprehend.
694
00:26:43,330 --> 00:26:45,880
Best we can do is just listen,
sympathize,
695
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:48,670
and just
keep trying to help...
[ Elevator bell dings ]
696
00:26:48,670 --> 00:26:51,500
...even if
you're not sure how.
697
00:26:51,500 --> 00:26:52,750
[ Doors close ]
698
00:26:52,750 --> 00:26:54,460
[ Sighs ]
699
00:26:54,460 --> 00:26:58,580
♪♪
700
00:26:58,580 --> 00:27:01,960
I'm the one who got
kicked off the case, not you.
701
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:03,580
You can stay,
so stay.
702
00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:04,790
Please. Consult.
703
00:27:04,790 --> 00:27:06,790
Consult?
704
00:27:06,790 --> 00:27:09,580
Your chief of surgery gave an
order that undoes everything.
705
00:27:09,580 --> 00:27:12,000
I was --
706
00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:14,210
We were making progress.
707
00:27:14,210 --> 00:27:18,710
But now we've really made that
poor woman suffer for nothing.
708
00:27:18,710 --> 00:27:21,580
[ Cellphone chimes, buzzes ]
709
00:27:21,580 --> 00:27:23,290
Just e-mail me
the autopsy report,
710
00:27:23,290 --> 00:27:26,380
and maybe we'll know
what happens then.
711
00:27:28,210 --> 00:27:30,040
Are you even listening to me?
I-It's Suzanne's
bone-marrow results.
712
00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:32,250
Th-They're showing something
called hemophagocytosis?
713
00:27:32,250 --> 00:27:34,210
Have you heard
of that?
714
00:27:37,580 --> 00:27:41,210
That's MAS,
macrophage activation syndrome.
715
00:27:41,210 --> 00:27:42,710
[ Raps table ]
716
00:27:42,710 --> 00:27:46,250
Her white cells are eating
her other blood cells.
717
00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:48,500
Okay, okay.
It's a complication I've seen
of Still's disease.
718
00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,000
I've never seen it before
in person.
719
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:52,460
MAS or Still's?
Either.
720
00:27:52,460 --> 00:27:54,290
It's extremely rare.
721
00:27:54,290 --> 00:27:56,420
Okay, so -- so this is it?
We -- We figured it out?
722
00:27:56,420 --> 00:27:58,170
Yeah!
[ Laughs ]
723
00:27:58,170 --> 00:28:00,210
But we don't have much time
724
00:28:00,210 --> 00:28:01,500
before her organs shut down.
Yeah. Right.
725
00:28:01,500 --> 00:28:04,880
Okay, let's go,
let's go. Come on.
726
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:06,380
She'll need
a few weeks' downtime
727
00:28:06,380 --> 00:28:07,790
and some
physical therapy,
728
00:28:07,790 --> 00:28:11,620
but she should make
a full recovery.
729
00:28:11,620 --> 00:28:14,210
[ Mr. Spades' "While I've Still
Got Hope" plays ]
730
00:28:14,210 --> 00:28:17,170
I used to judge people who,
uh...
731
00:28:17,170 --> 00:28:21,620
people like me,
home-wreckers.
732
00:28:21,620 --> 00:28:24,960
I never in a million years
thought that I would...
733
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:26,620
thought that I could.
734
00:28:26,620 --> 00:28:28,420
What happened?
735
00:28:28,420 --> 00:28:29,960
Why did you?
736
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:33,580
Life came in and taught me
not to judge others.
737
00:28:33,580 --> 00:28:36,880
Life came in and turned me
upside down and shook me.
738
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,120
♪♪
739
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:42,920
I'm so in love with her
that I don't care who gets hurt.
740
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:46,330
I just don't want it
to be me.
741
00:28:46,330 --> 00:28:48,790
Now, look,
I know how that sounds,
742
00:28:48,790 --> 00:28:50,790
but I'm not
a terrible person.
743
00:28:50,790 --> 00:28:52,830
I-I take care
of my parents.
744
00:28:52,830 --> 00:28:55,830
I-I mentor my students.
745
00:28:55,830 --> 00:28:57,460
I plant trees
on the weekends,
746
00:28:57,460 --> 00:28:59,580
and I -- and I buy groceries
for homeless people.
747
00:28:59,580 --> 00:29:02,210
I'm not
a terrible person.
748
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:06,250
I'm just a person
who's terribly in love.
749
00:29:06,250 --> 00:29:10,830
♪♪
750
00:29:10,830 --> 00:29:13,000
[ Monitor alarm ]
751
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:14,580
V-fib. Paddles.
752
00:29:14,580 --> 00:29:16,080
What the hell happened?
753
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:17,170
He was talking,
754
00:29:17,170 --> 00:29:18,960
and he coded
right in front of us.
755
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:21,290
Uh, chest tube put out
about 400 ccs of blood.
756
00:29:21,290 --> 00:29:23,000
He's bleeding
into his chest.
Alright, I got it.
Move, Helm. Thank you.
757
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:25,620
Okay, charge to 120.
And...clear.
758
00:29:25,620 --> 00:29:27,250
[ Paddles thump ]
759
00:29:27,250 --> 00:29:28,830
Still V-fib.
Alright, push another epi.
760
00:29:28,830 --> 00:29:30,880
Charge to 200.
[ Paddles whine ]
761
00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:32,210
Okay, and clear.
[ Paddles thump ]
762
00:29:32,210 --> 00:29:33,710
Come on, Scott!
Come on!
763
00:29:33,710 --> 00:29:34,920
I'm gonna open his chest.
Where? Here?
764
00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:36,580
Owen:
Yeah. Here.
765
00:29:36,580 --> 00:29:37,540
Here, let's go.
Alright. Come on.
766
00:29:37,540 --> 00:29:38,710
Betadine.
767
00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:42,380
♪♪
768
00:29:42,380 --> 00:29:44,000
[ Breathing heavily ]
769
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,750
[ Indistinct conversations ]
770
00:30:00,210 --> 00:30:02,670
Hey. Um --
[ Clears throat ]
771
00:30:02,670 --> 00:30:04,830
Brian, could you
give us a minute?
772
00:30:04,830 --> 00:30:05,880
I need to talk to Rachel,
773
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:06,880
and I think
it would be better i--
774
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,380
What is it? Is it --
Is it Scott?
775
00:30:09,380 --> 00:30:11,830
Is it -- Does he know?
Did he see Brian?
776
00:30:11,830 --> 00:30:15,080
No.
777
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,960
No, he didn't see Brian.
778
00:30:19,500 --> 00:30:22,040
I'm sorry.
Scott, he --
779
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:24,830
he had major bleeding
inside his chest.
780
00:30:24,830 --> 00:30:27,540
We tried to resuscitate him,
but we couldn't.
781
00:30:27,540 --> 00:30:28,750
He died.
782
00:30:28,750 --> 00:30:31,250
W-W-W-What?
783
00:30:31,250 --> 00:30:32,380
Sweetie, I'm --
784
00:30:32,380 --> 00:30:34,040
Don't -- Don't --
Don't touch me.
785
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:35,380
Rachel, I...
786
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:40,040
[ Sighs ]
Please.
787
00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:41,880
Please, please.
788
00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:44,330
[ Crying ]
789
00:30:44,330 --> 00:30:46,120
Please, you need to leave.
Please.
790
00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:51,040
[ Sighs ]
791
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,250
[ Door opens, closes ]
[ Sighs ]
792
00:30:53,250 --> 00:30:55,580
[ Sobbing ]
793
00:30:55,580 --> 00:30:58,830
[ Regina Price's
"Hide and Seek" plays ]
794
00:30:58,830 --> 00:31:01,290
♪ Fragile ♪
795
00:31:01,290 --> 00:31:05,000
♪ The things we hide ♪
796
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:06,920
[ Line ringing ]
♪ 'Cause when they're broken ♪
797
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:08,670
You've reached Alex Karev.
Leave a message.
798
00:31:08,670 --> 00:31:09,960
[ Beep ]
Hey, Alex.
799
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:11,920
I...
800
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:14,040
I need you to call me.
801
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,040
I need to hear your voice.
802
00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:17,580
I need to know
what's going on,
803
00:31:17,580 --> 00:31:19,540
whatever it is.
804
00:31:19,540 --> 00:31:21,620
[ Crying ]
805
00:31:21,620 --> 00:31:23,380
♪ I wanna break down ♪
806
00:31:23,380 --> 00:31:26,210
Whatever it is, I need to know.
807
00:31:26,210 --> 00:31:27,710
I want to know.
808
00:31:27,710 --> 00:31:29,460
Because...
809
00:31:29,460 --> 00:31:32,040
Because I would jump in front
of a bear for you, Alex.
810
00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:33,710
♪ Oh, I know I can see it ♪
811
00:31:33,710 --> 00:31:35,960
Please call me.
812
00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:37,540
[ Cellphone clicks ]
813
00:31:37,540 --> 00:31:42,500
♪ Oh, how long has the light
been gone? ♪
814
00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:44,540
Hey, Joey.
815
00:31:44,540 --> 00:31:45,960
We thought maybe you could
use a little company.
816
00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:47,460
I just want to be alone.
817
00:31:47,460 --> 00:31:48,620
You sure about that?
818
00:31:48,620 --> 00:31:50,040
[ Children giggle ]
819
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:54,620
You guys are here?!
Levi:
Careful of your arm.
820
00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:56,120
I can't believe it!
821
00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:58,960
Well, Dr. Bailey made a few
calls, pulled a few strings.
822
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:00,380
♪ Till I can see it ♪
823
00:32:00,380 --> 00:32:02,080
Are you guys okay?
824
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:03,460
How are your new
foster parents?
825
00:32:03,460 --> 00:32:05,670
I have a pretty nice lady
who makes pancakes.
826
00:32:05,670 --> 00:32:07,790
Ours is actually okay.
827
00:32:07,790 --> 00:32:09,710
I know you told us
not to get help,
828
00:32:09,710 --> 00:32:11,750
but I was scared,
and I'm sorry.
829
00:32:11,750 --> 00:32:14,000
No. Hey, it's okay.
830
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,210
You did the right thing.
831
00:32:15,210 --> 00:32:16,960
I'm just glad
you're all okay.
832
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,670
I have my own room
with a purple bed.
833
00:32:18,670 --> 00:32:20,210
[ Laughing ] Oh, yeah?
834
00:32:20,210 --> 00:32:21,790
Now, they can't
stay all night,
835
00:32:21,790 --> 00:32:23,960
but they can
stick around for pizza.
836
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:25,170
-Yes!
-Ooh.
837
00:32:25,170 --> 00:32:28,040
And video games, 'cause
that PT is nonnegotiable.
838
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:34,420
♪ I can feel it,
I'm ready to begin ♪
839
00:32:34,420 --> 00:32:36,250
Hmm.
840
00:32:36,250 --> 00:32:38,920
Woman over P.A.:
Dr. Evans to the psych ward.
841
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:40,880
Dr. Evans to
the psych ward.
Perez?
842
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:42,750
What, aren't you supposed to
be with Dr. Webber?
843
00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:44,330
Oh, he said we could
leave early.
844
00:32:44,330 --> 00:32:46,790
Good night, Chief Bailey.
You're an icon.
845
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:51,080
It's not even 5:00!
846
00:32:56,750 --> 00:32:58,000
Hey, Suzanne.
847
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,460
Dr. DeLuca.
What are you doing?
848
00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:02,670
Interpreter: Suzanne,
you have Still's disease.
849
00:33:02,670 --> 00:33:04,710
It's rare, really rare.
850
00:33:04,710 --> 00:33:06,500
Fewer than one in a million
people have it.
851
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:08,420
Meredith: Dr. DeLuca,
what are you doing?
I don't have time,
Dr. Grey.
852
00:33:08,420 --> 00:33:09,790
I don't have time to ask
your permission
853
00:33:09,790 --> 00:33:11,040
to treat a patient
that I've been monitoring
854
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:12,250
around the clock.
855
00:33:12,250 --> 00:33:14,250
DeLuca, let's step away
from the IV, please.
856
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:18,920
What did he just do?
What did you give her?!
857
00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:20,750
Suzanne, there's no cure
for Still's disease,
858
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:22,080
but it can be managed,
859
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,330
and I just gave you
high-dose steroids,
860
00:33:23,330 --> 00:33:24,960
and if I'm right, you should
start feeling better
861
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:27,120
almost immediately, okay?
862
00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:28,790
Dr. DeLuca,
out in the hallway, please?
863
00:33:28,790 --> 00:33:30,290
Wait, what
if you're wrong?
864
00:33:30,290 --> 00:33:31,960
He's not.
I'm not.
865
00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:36,170
Andrew, we couldn't
have had a conversation
before you did that?
866
00:33:36,170 --> 00:33:37,460
Andrew!
867
00:33:37,460 --> 00:33:42,710
♪♪
868
00:33:42,710 --> 00:33:44,710
Well, if you're wrong,
the steroids could kill her.
869
00:33:44,710 --> 00:33:46,210
I'm not wrong.
870
00:33:46,210 --> 00:33:48,750
You were wrong to take
our case away from us.
871
00:33:48,750 --> 00:33:50,290
He is my resident.
872
00:33:50,290 --> 00:33:52,040
I am his supervisor.
873
00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:53,790
You're also
his girlfriend.
874
00:33:53,790 --> 00:33:55,880
It's muddy.
875
00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:57,580
She'll need supervision.
876
00:33:57,580 --> 00:34:02,120
♪♪
877
00:34:09,670 --> 00:34:12,080
[ Laughter ]
...make you sleepy.
878
00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:13,580
You look like
a new person.
879
00:34:13,580 --> 00:34:14,920
I feel like one.
880
00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:16,920
God, I feel alive again.
881
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:18,960
So, um, was it
the appendectomy
882
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,250
that gave her
the Still's disease?
883
00:34:20,250 --> 00:34:22,120
Oh, no, we suspect
she had it before.
884
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:23,620
The flu-like symptoms
and the fatigue,
885
00:34:23,620 --> 00:34:24,790
that's all a part of it.
886
00:34:24,790 --> 00:34:26,080
Oh. And I thought
I was just tired
887
00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:27,540
from chasing my kids around.
888
00:34:27,540 --> 00:34:30,040
Your innate immune system
was in overdrive,
889
00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:31,250
and the high-dose steroids
890
00:34:31,250 --> 00:34:32,960
are bringing that
back to normal,
891
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:34,250
but you can't stay
on those forever.
892
00:34:34,250 --> 00:34:35,580
So, then what's next?
893
00:34:35,580 --> 00:34:37,500
We're going to set you up
with a rheumatologist.
894
00:34:37,500 --> 00:34:39,790
People with Still's disease
can live very full lives.
895
00:34:39,790 --> 00:34:41,290
We just need to get you
on the right medication.
896
00:34:42,540 --> 00:34:44,420
Can you set me up with my kids?
897
00:34:44,420 --> 00:34:47,120
Yes. Now that your counts are
up, that's next on the list.
898
00:34:47,120 --> 00:34:49,290
I don't know how you all
figured this out, but thank you.
899
00:34:49,290 --> 00:34:51,620
Of course.
Let me go work on that for you.
900
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:52,620
Excuse me.
901
00:34:56,620 --> 00:34:59,210
You should get in there
and let them thank you.
I'm good.
902
00:34:59,210 --> 00:35:00,750
Why don't you go in there
and take the credit?
903
00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:02,420
You took the case over,
right? It's your patient.
904
00:35:02,420 --> 00:35:04,830
Andrew, that was
an amazing diagnosis.
905
00:35:04,830 --> 00:35:05,750
You saved her life.
906
00:35:05,750 --> 00:35:08,250
Yeah, no thanks to you.
907
00:35:08,250 --> 00:35:11,210
Andrew, but if you
had been wrong,
908
00:35:11,210 --> 00:35:12,380
those steroids
could have wiped out
909
00:35:12,380 --> 00:35:14,330
her entire bone marrow.
910
00:35:14,330 --> 00:35:16,000
[ Sighs ]
If you had been wrong,
911
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:17,460
your decision to go rogue
912
00:35:17,460 --> 00:35:19,420
could've cost you
your entire career.
913
00:35:19,420 --> 00:35:21,250
Okay, i-if I had asked
your permission
914
00:35:21,250 --> 00:35:23,040
to administer the steroids,
would you have granted it?
915
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:24,330
I would have asked
a few questions.
916
00:35:24,330 --> 00:35:26,170
Yes, and she could've
died when you did.
917
00:35:26,170 --> 00:35:27,670
Okay, listen, Andrew,
you saved her life.
918
00:35:27,670 --> 00:35:29,460
No one is trying to
take that away from you.
919
00:35:29,460 --> 00:35:31,790
All I'm saying is you
could've taken a moment
920
00:35:31,790 --> 00:35:34,000
to just tell me
what you were giving her.
921
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:35,750
Because at that time,
922
00:35:35,750 --> 00:35:37,460
you were not
in the right state of mind
923
00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:39,290
to be making life-or-death
decisions.
924
00:35:39,290 --> 00:35:41,750
Right decisions.
Life-saving decisions, Mer.
925
00:35:41,750 --> 00:35:44,580
Andrew, you're not sleeping,
you're not eating --
926
00:35:44,580 --> 00:35:47,120
What?
You are not acting
like yourself.
927
00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:49,540
[ Groans ]
You are unbelievable!
928
00:35:49,540 --> 00:35:51,540
You're such a hypocrite!
All -- All -- All the rules
929
00:35:51,540 --> 00:35:53,460
apply to everybody else
except for you, is that it?!
930
00:35:53,460 --> 00:35:54,580
[ Speaking Italian ]
931
00:35:54,580 --> 00:35:55,790
Hey.
[ Speaking Italian ]
932
00:35:55,790 --> 00:35:57,960
Okay, Hayes, it's fine.
We're fine.
933
00:35:57,960 --> 00:35:58,790
I saved her life!
934
00:35:58,790 --> 00:36:00,500
I did that, okay?!
935
00:36:00,500 --> 00:36:03,920
Against all odds, it was a
one-in-a-million diagnosis!
936
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:05,540
I did the job
that needed to be done!
937
00:36:05,540 --> 00:36:08,250
Andrew,
listen to yourself!
938
00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:09,830
You sound like
your father.
939
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:16,120
Just please, can you just
go home and get some sleep?
940
00:36:16,120 --> 00:36:18,460
You just need to
go get some sleep.
941
00:36:18,460 --> 00:36:21,250
I don't need this,
and I don't need you.
942
00:36:22,710 --> 00:36:25,040
So we're done.
943
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:26,250
I'm done.
944
00:36:26,250 --> 00:36:31,790
♪♪
945
00:36:31,790 --> 00:36:33,580
You should write him up, Grey.
That's not okay.
946
00:36:33,580 --> 00:36:35,170
Yeah, thanks.
947
00:36:35,170 --> 00:36:41,040
♪♪
948
00:36:47,710 --> 00:36:50,080
I told you I don't need
you checking up on me.
949
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:52,250
And I don't need
my residents leaving early
950
00:36:52,250 --> 00:36:54,670
because they've
"done enough for the day."
951
00:36:57,750 --> 00:37:00,120
I don't have it in me,
Bailey.
952
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,290
I mean, that set...
953
00:37:02,290 --> 00:37:04,040
they aren't
Grey-Sloan caliber.
954
00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:06,330
They shouldn't be here.
955
00:37:06,330 --> 00:37:08,170
I mean, at Pac-North,
trying to teach them
956
00:37:08,170 --> 00:37:10,620
felt...like a challenge.
957
00:37:10,620 --> 00:37:12,040
But this...
958
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:15,710
This feels
like punishment.
959
00:37:15,710 --> 00:37:18,540
Feels like Catherine won
960
00:37:18,540 --> 00:37:22,080
and she's rubbing my nose
in it all day every day.
961
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:26,290
I know this isn't
an easy time.
962
00:37:26,290 --> 00:37:28,380
But I want to help.
963
00:37:28,380 --> 00:37:30,120
Tell me how to help you.
964
00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:35,920
I'm just tired.
965
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:38,210
Just bone tired.
966
00:37:38,210 --> 00:37:39,420
[ Sighs ]
967
00:37:39,420 --> 00:37:41,120
Well, that sounds
like depression.
968
00:37:45,540 --> 00:37:47,120
I appreciate the concern.
969
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:51,580
I'll be okay.
970
00:37:51,580 --> 00:37:53,380
[ Scoffs ]
971
00:37:53,380 --> 00:37:56,750
[ Jackson Guthy's "Giants"
plays ]
972
00:37:56,750 --> 00:37:59,420
♪ Stay with me ♪
973
00:37:59,420 --> 00:38:00,830
I did it!
974
00:38:00,830 --> 00:38:02,750
I got Joey to do PT
975
00:38:02,750 --> 00:38:05,120
because I am
an excellent doctor.
976
00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:07,620
♪ ...with you ♪
977
00:38:07,620 --> 00:38:09,460
And I want to meet
your family.
978
00:38:09,460 --> 00:38:11,790
It doesn't have to
be a whole dinner.
979
00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:14,250
I can just meet
for dessert, or coffee --
980
00:38:14,250 --> 00:38:16,120
Please don't make this
a thing.
981
00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:18,670
You met
my neurotic mom.
982
00:38:18,670 --> 00:38:20,040
You met my Uncle Saul
983
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:21,880
as he was gasping
for his last breath.
984
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:26,420
You met my Aunt Gertie --
Levi, I told you,
they're critical.
985
00:38:26,420 --> 00:38:29,960
Newsflash -- I know how
to take criticism.
986
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,290
I've been doing it
my whole life.
987
00:38:33,380 --> 00:38:36,330
If they think I'm not good
enough, I can deal with that.
988
00:38:36,330 --> 00:38:39,460
No, they're critical
of me all the time,
989
00:38:39,460 --> 00:38:43,170
no matter what I do, which
is why I haven't told them.
990
00:38:43,170 --> 00:38:44,620
♪ When we're not at all? ♪
991
00:38:44,620 --> 00:38:46,790
About me?
992
00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:48,960
♪ But even giants need someone ♪
993
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,420
That I'm gay.
994
00:38:50,420 --> 00:38:52,750
♪ To land on when they fall ♪
995
00:38:52,750 --> 00:38:53,880
I haven't told them.
996
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:55,960
Um...
997
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,960
You -- You called me
a baby gay.
998
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,120
You said that you wanted
no part in my shame spiral,
999
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:02,210
you said --
I-I-I know --
I know what I said. I --
1000
00:39:02,210 --> 00:39:05,330
♪ The shadows that we cast
could've made us feel ♪
1001
00:39:05,330 --> 00:39:07,920
I have to go
to dinner now.
1002
00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:10,920
Meredith: A survey showed the
typical adult says "I'm fine"
1003
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:12,580
14 times a week...
1004
00:39:12,580 --> 00:39:15,500
♪ And we're giants ♪
1005
00:39:15,500 --> 00:39:18,330
♪ And we're giants ♪
1006
00:39:18,330 --> 00:39:21,710
But less than 1 in 5
of them means it.
1007
00:39:21,710 --> 00:39:24,330
Our default is to put on
a brave face.
1008
00:39:24,330 --> 00:39:26,790
Have you heard
from her at all?
1009
00:39:26,790 --> 00:39:28,790
I'm really worried.
1010
00:39:28,790 --> 00:39:33,040
Yeah, I'm -- I'm --
I have heard from her.
1011
00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:34,880
She's okay, Link.
1012
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:36,710
She's okay.
1013
00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:39,380
She just doesn't
want to talk to me.
1014
00:39:39,380 --> 00:39:42,330
She just doesn't want to tell me
what the test said.
1015
00:39:42,330 --> 00:39:43,330
She doesn't know
what they are.
1016
00:39:43,330 --> 00:39:44,710
She didn't pick up
the test results.
1017
00:39:44,710 --> 00:39:46,210
Amelia:
And I'm not going to.
1018
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:50,960
She was here.
1019
00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:52,670
Sorry I lied.
[ Clears throat ]
1020
00:39:52,670 --> 00:39:54,750
But sometimes it's braver
to admit something's wrong.
1021
00:39:59,380 --> 00:40:01,920
I'm growing a whole
human in my body,
1022
00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:04,960
and I want to raise him with
someone who is gonna love him
1023
00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:07,210
and me no matter what
a blood test says.
1024
00:40:09,620 --> 00:40:13,120
And it turns out
that's my sisters.
1025
00:40:14,710 --> 00:40:17,120
And I'm gonna be pushier
next time you're sad,
1026
00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:18,540
because you were raised
an only child,
1027
00:40:18,540 --> 00:40:20,540
but you are not one
anymore.
1028
00:40:20,540 --> 00:40:23,380
You are everything that
I never knew I needed.
1029
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:26,580
-Amelia...
-Amelia.
1030
00:40:29,210 --> 00:40:30,500
Go home, Link.
1031
00:40:32,460 --> 00:40:34,750
We're over.
1032
00:40:34,750 --> 00:40:40,170
♪ When time is up
and the sun it dies ♪
1033
00:40:40,170 --> 00:40:41,670
♪ Do the rivers flood ♪
1034
00:40:41,670 --> 00:40:43,960
I really think it's mostly
just the hormones.
1035
00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:46,920
Does she plan on telling Owen
that the baby might be his?
1036
00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:49,120
Doesn't seem like it.
1037
00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:50,540
[ Clears throat ]
Okay.
1038
00:40:50,540 --> 00:40:51,830
Um, I...
1039
00:40:51,830 --> 00:40:52,750
♪ I will love you ♪
1040
00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:54,000
[ Scoffs ]
1041
00:40:57,250 --> 00:41:02,420
♪ When I'm oh so old
and I lose my mind ♪
1042
00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:05,000
[ Knocking on door ]
♪ I'll still look at you
like it's the first time ♪
1043
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,000
Because pretending
everything's fine
1044
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:09,210
eventually catches up to you.
1045
00:41:09,210 --> 00:41:11,670
I shouldn't have left you
alone in the woods.
1046
00:41:11,670 --> 00:41:13,080
I shouldn't have
walked away.
1047
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:15,170
I should not
have done that.
1048
00:41:15,170 --> 00:41:16,880
And I've owed you
an apology
1049
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:20,460
that I've just been
too proud to give.
1050
00:41:20,460 --> 00:41:23,420
So I do apologize,
Maggie.
1051
00:41:23,420 --> 00:41:25,420
♪ Make it through the day ♪
1052
00:41:25,420 --> 00:41:26,830
Plus, you were right.
There were bears.
1053
00:41:26,830 --> 00:41:28,710
♪ You gimme the reason, oh ♪
1054
00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:30,210
Thank you.
1055
00:41:30,210 --> 00:41:31,210
You're welcome.
1056
00:41:31,210 --> 00:41:32,290
♪ To let on my ways ♪
1057
00:41:32,290 --> 00:41:37,420
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1058
00:41:37,420 --> 00:41:41,000
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1059
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:42,830
[ Cellphone clicking ]
1060
00:41:42,830 --> 00:41:47,750
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1061
00:41:47,750 --> 00:41:53,750
♪ I will love you ♪
1062
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:58,960
♪ When time is up
and the sun it dies ♪
1063
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:01,330
♪ Till the rivers flood
and the ocean dries ♪
1064
00:42:01,330 --> 00:42:03,830
And when it does...
1065
00:42:03,830 --> 00:42:05,670
♪ Hand in hand under
the falling sky ♪
1066
00:42:05,670 --> 00:42:07,380
...you better hope you can
repair the damage
1067
00:42:07,380 --> 00:42:08,790
that's already done.
1068
00:42:08,790 --> 00:42:12,960
♪ I will love you ♪
1069
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:27,080
♪♪
1070
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:35,120
♪♪
1071
00:42:37,170 --> 00:42:43,170
♪♪
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