All language subtitles for Jamie, Drag Queen at 16. BigJ0554

This programme
contains some strong language.

I've got a secret.
I've had to hide it my whole life.

It started when I was very young.

I remember doing it
when I was five years old even.

And hardly anybody knows.

Even my dad doesn't know.

I only really do it
in the house now.

It's not really accepted.

People look upon it
as something seedy

or something disgusting
because they don't understand,
but I'm sick of hiding.

In a few weeks' time,
I'm planning to tell everybody
at my end of school prom.

Of course, I'm worried. Some people
might be really nasty about it.

But I want everybody to know.

At 16 years old,
I want to be a drag queen.

Jamie lives in a small,
northern, ex-mining town.

In four months' time, he will take
his GCSEs and leave school.

He is openly gay,

but no-one at school knows
his secret plans
for the end of year prom.

Everyone's got their prom dresses
now. There's only a few people
that don't.

He has told everyone he will be
going in a flamboyant suit.

I want lights on the suit.
I want to see it with lights
and diamantes on. Yes.

But Jamie is hiding the truth.

I'm going to prom in a dress.

That's a wrap. Whoo!

Sit!

Dougal, sit...

Run, Forrest.

I really can't remember
a single day in my life

that I have not been told that I'm
gay or I'm different or I'm a freak.

In primary school, it was like,
"You're a girl," cos no-one knew
what "gay" was then.

They were pushing me
in the girls' toilets.

Then when you get older, it's more,
"Oh, God, Jamie, you're so gay.
Oh, God!"

If I'm walking with my friends,
they'll be like, "He's just called
you gay." I'm like, "Oh, really?"

It does bottle up inside you.

Why not wait?
Why not go to the prom in a suit

and then go out the weekend later
when nobody knows you
and wear what you want to wear then?

Why let them win?
Why let them have drilled me down
and put me in a suit?

I want them to see me
and know that they haven't won

and that I will do
what I want anyway.

All of the pushing and putting down
they've done over the years will
just be a slap in the face for them.

# Everything that happens... #

I can only imagine what the Willies
are going to be like
when they see me.

They'll probably just, like,
literally die, like...

"My God, he is actually in a dress.
As if he couldn't get any worse!"

How did I tell you?
You went, "Mam..." I said, "What?"
"I think I'm bisexual."Mam, don't!

An only child, Jamie lives
with his mum Margaret...
Bisexual is just greedy.

..dogs Charlie and Dougal

and Dita Von Teese, the rabbit.

Have you heard anything from your dad
lately? No, not really, like...

Jamie's parents broke up when
he was seven. His dad lives nearby
with his new partner.

We are almost opposite people,
like...

I like wearing heels.
He likes looking at women in heels.

He hasn't told his dad
about his passion for drag.

His mum Margaret didn't need
to be told.

There's one that we remember,
trying my shoes on.

The first time I think I realised
was I'd gone up stairs
to put some washing away

and he sort of ran in his bedroom.

And when I asked him to come out,

he was making a lot of racket
and then came out quite sheepish.

He just said he was playing.

But when I went in his bedroom,
he had one of my dresses
and he hid it under the bed.

I saw it sticking out
and I thought, "Oh..."

Lights sort of switched on and things
started to make a bit more sense.

When Mam was downstairs,
I'd sneak upstairs.

She obviously knew I was doing it.

Then I'd put her dresses on and,
of course, they'd be a lot bigger
than me,

so I'd tie them in at the waist
with, like, dressing gown cords
and stuff, and parade around.

He never really went out to play
as in boys running around
and climbing trees.

If I put make-up on,
he wanted to copy

and a few times, we had to scrub it
off his face and hide it
in case his dad saw it.

It's such a slutty wedding dress.
It's my type of style.

Are you the only person
that sees the real Jamie?
I would say so, yes. Definitely.

My whole life has been hiding

and leading up to this one moment
which is prom.

I'm eventually coming
out of the closet again,

but instead of coming out
as a gay person,
it's coming out as a drag queen.

At the moment,
Jamie's drag queen alter ego

only dares to venture outside
under the cover of darkness.

# I go out walking

# After midnight... #

When I put those heels on,
I just totally transform.

# Like we used to do

# I'm always walking after midnight

# Searching for you... #

I feel sexy and beautiful
and fierce.

# I walk for miles
along the highway... #

It's the sound as well...

..that you associate
with women in heels.

It's so amazing
when it's, like, coming from you.

# ..after midnight
searching for you... #

Just in the confines of your house,
you're free and there's, like,
no boundaries.

You look up at the sky
and there's stars and everything.

I keep losing my balance.
You don't smile. You just...

It's such a thrill
and so exhilarating.

# ..out in the starlight
just hoping... #

I just love it.

# ..somewhere walking after midnight

# Searching for me... #

With three months to go
till prom night, Jamie still has
a huge amount to do.

What do you say
when you go into a wig shop?

He has enlisted
the help of a trusted few
to help him realise his ambition.

I'm wanting a wig, but...

His friend Sam.

I think it makes me look like a man
from the '80s or something.

'I told her because
she's a very trustworthy person.

'So I know my secret's safe.'

His grandma May.
Hallo, ich heisse Jamie.

CONTINUES IN GERMAN

Hello!Hiya.

Close family friend Leigh.

You're amongst people
who are very accepting and loyal.
The world isn't like that, pet.

And his mum Margaret.

We're just trying to prepare you
for what's going to happen.

We have to go, Jamie.
Yeah, I like that.

Is it realistic?
You need to start somewhere.

I wouldn't take the money off Mam
cos she doesn't have it
to start off with.

'With the boobs that I got
some time last year,
it was like an investment.

'Like me, Mam, Leigh all chipped in
together to get them.'

There's someone walking past. So
what?And I've got boobs in my hand.

Stop playing with them.
That's every man's dream!

Margaret has also agreed
to pay for Jamie's wig...

I'll be back another time with Mam.

..shoes and make-up.

Can you mix pink and orange? I love
pink and orange together.Oh, no.

But the next big investment
is the dress.

I've put some dresses aside if
you want to have a look. Thank you.

Three, two, one, oh, God.

SINGS TO HIMSELF

I actually do like that one, yeah.

Is this the first time you've been
in front of strangers in a dress?
Yeah. How lucky do you feel?

You look good.
Especially with no boobs.

Do you want to see the boobs in
with that dress?

Aagh!

Stop screaming.

That's more kind of glam,
isn't it?Yeah.

We'll have to do something
about those nipples!

Everyone will be wowed by it
if you wear that one. Yeah.

It makes your boobs look
really good as well.

I think it's very brave.
That's what I was going to say.

You've got to do it while you're
young and make yourself happy.

If you can't be true to yourself now,
where will you be in ten years' time?

Aagh! Oh, my God,
that was like waxing!

Can I feel those?Yeah.

They're realistic, aren't they?

Do you want a go?
LAUGHTER

There are so many nice dresses.

Has anyone ever seen you in drag
before? No. Mam has...

Not even a single one
of your friends at school
will know about it. God!

Bye.See you later.
See you later.Bye.

Jamie also needs to work
on his make-up technique.

He has been learning
from professional drag queens
on the internet.

He's just so talented. Some people
are born to put make-up on and he's
obviously one of those people.

But while they effortlessly achieve
that polished look,

Jamie is far from happy
with what he sees in the mirror.

You cover your eyebrows,
so you can draw them on
a lot more higher and defined.

I wouldn't go out to prom
with my make-up like this.
Oh, no, no, this is wrong.

I need someone to show me
how to do it properly,
so it doesn't go like this.

Yeah, even this side
I'm not happy with.

Mam!

I literally want to cry.
Why? What's wrong with you?

Look! It looks disgusting.
I'm just...

Look up straight. I can't see.

Even the side with my natural brows
is horrible.
That is, but it's too dark.

If you don't like it, take it off.
I am taking it off.

Get on with it.

I'll have to be shown how to do this
properly. I'm not doing it any
more until I know what I'm doing.

I do not feel ready for prom
right now. I don't want to look
like a man in drag.

I want to look like a pretty woman.

I want the girls to be jealous.

Do you want to sit forward?

'So do you want to be a girl?'

No, I don't want to be a girl, like.

I want to be a boy when I'm out
of drag and look like a gorgeous
hot girl when I'm in drag.

I don't want an operation
to be a woman.

I just want to perform as a girl,
like, for a cover, yeah.

Jamie has come to
a drag cabaret show in Newcastle.

MUSICAL INTRO

# A kiss on the hand
may be quite continental

# But diamonds are
a girl's best friend

# A kiss may be grand

# But it won't pay the rental
on your humble flat

# Or help you feed your pussycat

# Cos that's when those lasses
go back to their spouses

# Diamonds

# Are a...

# Girl's best...
Diamonds are a girl's best...

# Friend... #

CHEERING

Jamie is going backstage
to meet the star of the show,

Betty Legs Diamond,
also known as Simon.

Hello, Sam. Nice eyelashes.
Thank you.Take a seat.

Did you enjoy the show?Fabulous.
Yeah.Absolutely fabulous.
Oh, super.

So how did you start?
Probably like you, I used
to dress up in Mum's clothes.

I went to theatre school
and I ended up
in the West End of London.

I worked with a brilliant make-up
artist and he taught me how
to pluck your eyebrows out.

I can do everything but that.
With the back of your nail,
you apply it to the brow of there

and draw in the brow, but always
incorporate your brow line.
Any other questions for me?

How do you tuck properly?

I hope they're clean.

One of these pushes you all in and
back. It feels very uncomfortable.

Yeah.But you can pee backwards!
LAUGHTER

So, basically, the plan is in
about a month's time or something,
high school prom.

Instead of going in a suit,
I'm going in full drag.
Is that a bad idea?

To your school? Yeah.
There are two sides to this.

It's either a good thing cos
you're saying, "This is who I am,"
and you've got to be strong,

but you've got to be able to have
a comeback and an escape route
cos it could get very ugly.

Inside, I want to wear a dress
and be fabulous.I'm sure you will,
but life isn't always a film.

My dad doesn't know.

Should I tell him before?

I never told my dad.

He always... He probably always
knew I was gay. Then I said,
"I'm in a show in Blackpool."

At the end of the show, I said,
"There are two people who are
very special to me in the audience.

"It's my mum and dad.
Give my mum and my fabulous dad
a great round of applause."

He was as pleased as Punch. Sit him
down, tell him man to man, "I love
you. This is what I want to do."

I've always said honesty is the best
policy, Jamie. Absolutely. That is
a great way to live - honesty.

Why not put a show on here, get
some friends to come and see you?

That would be so good, like, oh...

Yeah. Could I, like...?

Yeah. You could put a little
ten-minute thing together.Yeah.

If you need any help
putting it together,
I'll help you as much as I can.

Thank you.All right,
look after yourself.

Bye.Ta-ra. Bye.

# Man wanted... #

Within a few weeks, that could be
Jamie up there on the stage.

# Who'll kiss me till I cry... #

And there is one person more
than any other who he would love
to see in the audience.

# About this much across
and just about ye high... #

'It's a massive moment,
telling my dad.

'I think if you ask any drag queen
out there, they'll agree.'

In your dream scenario,
what's your dad going to tell you?

The dream scenario would be
if I told him and he was like,

"Oh, wow, when can I go
and see the first show?"
That would be the perfect scenario.

It would just be like such a relief
if he was happy
and supportive of it.

Because that's sort of like
what I've been wanting
my whole life, like,

to make him well and truly proud.

There are eight weeks till prom,
but only six till Jamie's drag show.

Rehearsals begin in secret
at the village hall.

Jamie has asked his 19-year-old
friend Sam to be his backing dancer.

Today, she will see him in heels
for the first time.

Yeah, size women's eight. Boo-yah!

Can you walk in them
absolutely fine? Yes.
Can you dance in them though? Yes.

It just makes it a bit more real.

Are you shocked as well?

POP MUSIC INTRO

# I've been bitten by the bug
and I'm coming down... #

Oh, is it jumping?

CD STICKS IN MACHINE

Right, I'm not having it!

Why is my song jumping?

It's not my fault.

# I've been bitten by the bug
and I'm coming down

# With something
that can't be cured... #

Run, run, run.

This side.

And then this comes in front of us.

I'm going to kick you.

Roll. Then the chorus.

A bit more sexy this time.
Powerball, go on, ow!

'When he put them on, he sort of like
came alive sort of thing.

'It's quite emotional, really,
seeing that.'

You saw the real Jamie then
and it was really good to see.
I'm really happy for him.

Aagh!

'I'm really close to Jamie. I think
of him as like my little brother.'

Is there anything you're worried
about for him?His safety, I think.

Although a lot of people will think
he's really good, a lot of people
will totally disagree with it

and I am worried
about what could happen about that,

but...I've just got to hope
everything goes OK for him, really.

# Baby, when I heard you

# For the first time I knew

# We were meant to be as one... #

Hi!

Ooh, it's Christmas!

# Was tired of running
out of luck... #

They look more slutty
than I thought they would.

# Didn't know what to do... #

Pull the shoe. Do you like it?

# And everything went
from wrong to right... #

Oh, look at ya!

# ..really blew my mind
It was love at first sight... #

Wow!

# Cos, baby, when I heard you... #

KNOCK AT DOOR
Help!

I'll just go and get this.

You can hide here as well.

Good morning, Margaret.

Why are you hiding?
There's a man at the door.

What would he think? You don't
just turn up to someone's house
and see a boy in a dress!

Jamie is back at the theatre
to show Simon what he plans to do
in his drag performance.

Have you been up on one before?
I've been on a stage, but not mine.

Have you tried heels on a stage?
Put 'em on. Snowman socks.

Show me your bevel.What?

That's called a bevel. Drop
your foot in, drop your knee over,
then give the attitude.

Anything else you want to use?
Your little entrance.
I never do a little entrance.

If it gets too high, shout "stop"
and we'll bring you back down.

Just like a roller-coaster.

How fierce is this?

I feel like Kylie Minogue.

Jamie can't rely on a flashy
entrance alone. It's what he does
next that will really count.

Hit it.

MUSIC INTRO PLAYS

Just lying on a table, casually.

Then the legs go up in the air
and do a little choreographed thing
with my legs.

Then still lying down.

# I've been bitten by the bug
and now I'm coming down

# With something
that can't be cured... #

Turn over.

Stand up on the table,
then we need something
choreographed here, don't we?

# Don't you feel the fever
like I do?

# Feel the fever... #

At the moment, it's shit. I wouldn't
want to pay to watch that.

The routine's got to stand up
and be good on its own, all right?

I won't put my name to that.

Oh, God!

I'm really scared now.

If there's nothing to back it up,
you're just a pretty boy in a frock.

Finish your lines off.

'I feel disappointed
of what I've shown him.

'I think he is thinking, "Why have
I agreed to let him on my stage
and use my silver loop?"'

You want to finish it - bang,
and then go on.

Give it a bit of attitude
with that shoulder.

'He tells me the real things
and not just what I want to hear

'which a lot of people
like Mam and Sam do.

'I need someone like that
to hit home that I do need
to make myself a better act.'

Whoa, and go! There you are.

Are you going to watch me get ready
tonight? Yeah.Ask questions,
give you a few tips on make-up?

So this is the stuff you use?Yeah.

How's it all been going?
It's all right, yeah.

We went back to watch him
getting ready for the show.

Rub it in. 'The whole atmosphere
in the changing room...

'You know how you imagine with the
light bulbs and mirrors? It was so
good.You felt completely at ease?'

Yeah. I could just imagine me being
there and getting ready and getting
involved in the bitchiness.Mm-hm.

See you later. Bye.Bye.

Good luck. I want to see you
rehearsed and polished next time.
Oh, God!

Pass me that pen and pad.

He is visiting
his mum's best friend Leigh
with whom he shares a close bond.

She has agreed to help him
formulate his drag queen persona,
starting with the name.

What about Shaquille?

Lil-Lil, as in Lil...Lil?

Charisse?

Lady Laura...

Linguine. Linguine?

Charlotte...Shallot.

Charlotte Shallot.

Charlotte Shallot?
Likes it a lot.

Think about it.

And now appearing here
for the first time tonight,

it's Lady Charlotte Shallot!

No.

Lady Leigh...Feelfree.

LAUGHTER

Delphine Del Rio.

Dappy Delphine.

She's a bitch,

like in a corset and her big,
massive heels and big hair.

She's a bit violent at times.

She's not afraid...not to use
her face, to use her claws.

Like nails and stuff. Her talons.
Yeah, her talons.

This is the start.

But there is a long road ahead.

The next step on that road
will involve telling his dad
all about his plans

for the drag show and prom.

Jamie is calling to arrange
a meeting where he hopes
to tell his dad face to face.

'I do feel like I have let him down

'because it's sort of like my fault
for, like, our relationship
not being as good

'as a proper son and father's
relationship would have been.'

Hi!

'I just want to be successful
and that's so I can make up
for not being the son

'that he wanted or imagined.

'If I could step out on to a stage'

and just have Dad there...

..all happy and clapping
and proud of what I've been doing,

that would just be so amazing.

Do you want to, like,
do something tomorrow,

like take the dog out or something?

Would you swap that for an audience
full of strangers?

I think I would, yeah.

I've just got something
I need to talk to you about.

He doesn't see a lot of his dad
or hear from him now

and I think it might be a case of...
He might never see his dad again.

What am I going to say?

But the next day, before he has
a chance to meet his dad,
there is another problem.

Mam...Uh-huh?

I am absolutely, actually furious.
Why? What's happened?

His secret plans for prom
seem to have leaked out.

He was called in for a meeting
at school with his head of year.

She was just all normal
and then she was like,

"The reason I've come in...
I've got you here

"is we've had parents on the phone
that have heard rumours that
you're going to prom in a dress

"and they think it's disgusting,"
and stuff like that.

It's the word "disgusting",
ever since she's told me,

the word "disgusting"
has been running in my head
and it's making me boil.

I can... I don't know...

I think "disgusting" is the worst
word you could call somebody.

Am I saying, "You can't do this
because I think it's disgusting?"
No, I'm not.

They're discriminating against me.
Why should they be allowed to?

Hello! Just me!

Are you all right? Not really.

How's it OK for people
to discriminate
against gays and crossdressers?

What's going on?

One of the teachers has said
some of the parents have heard that
he's going to the prom in a dress.

And it disgusts them.
They want reassurance
it's not going to happen.

Oh, for fuck's sake!

Honest to god, it boils my piss!
They don't even understand and
they're not getting the chance to.

What are they actually referring to
as disgusting? I mean,
what planet do they live on?

Don't cry, Dappy Delphine.

All right, I'm going, then.
Bye for now. Bye for now.

If this has come out now, you have
to have this conversation with
your dad sooner rather than later.

I really do need to come
and speak to you tonight.

Mm-hm.

Hello?The school have
returned a call from Margaret

and confirmed they have received
an anonymous complaint from someone

saying they would be disgusted
if the school allowed a boy to go to
prom in a dress. It's a bad word.

This has hurt him more than anything
and that's why I'd like to come in
and have a discussion tomorrow.

With Jamie present as well.
..Thanks very much. Bye now.

She said she'd asked you
and you had said no.

Should I have said that,
that it wasn't true? Well, no.

But it was spur of the moment.
I was scared.I know, I know.

She'll understand that tomorrow,
but I think you need to tell her
the truth.

Give us a love.

You all right, sweetheart?

Jamie's dad is on his way
to pick him up, giving him
just enough time to change.

I've tried to be all casual
and boyish.

Jamie, you don't have to be boyish,
darling. You are who you are.

Track suit bottoms,
creased top and white plimsolls
I haven't worn in about two years.

Are you happy?That's what you wear
walking, isn't it?

I just want his acceptance.
That's all I want.

'This moment's been building
for years and years, coming, like.'

Pretty much as much as I can
remember, like, from when
I started doing it,

I knew this day would come
eventually and it's going to happen
in a matter of minutes.

Here he is.

Oh, my God!

Help!

Be honest. Tell him everything.

Deep breath,
don't let him walk away. OK?

Bye!

Be brave.

How do you feel? Sick.

Come on, you two.
Let's go for a walk.

How long's he been gone?

About 20 minutes.

Nineteen and a half!

At least he hasn't turned the car
round and brought him immediately
back! So that's a bonus.

Mam!How's it gone?

It was quite good, actually,

but can I go to the toilet
before I fill you in?

I'm desperate.Right, hurry up.

SHE EXHALES NERVOUSLY

It was more positive than negative.
Basically, I got in the car
and he was like,

"What's this about?"
Then, basically, after a while
I just came out and said, "Yeah,

"I want to be a drag queen."
And he sort of, like,
looked a bit taken aback for a bit.

Then he was like,
"To be honest, it would be a lie
to say that I didn't see it coming."

Did you think he supported you? Did
you tell him how he made you feel?
I told him about the performance.

I don't think he wants to come.

SHE SIGHS

And then...

I went on to prom
and that's where he was like,
"I don't think you should do that.

"That's like slapping people
in the face, like." I sort of
do understand what he's saying.

Well, are you going to prom?

I don't think so.

I just feel as if
you're giving in too easy.
You've had this planned for months

and now you've had 10 minutes
of your dad and you're like,
"Oh, I don't want to do it."

I'm not going to be able to get in!

Well, can't say any more
than that, can I?

You're just always going to find
an excuse to say he's in the wrong.

I just think you should be as honest
with him as you are with me.

The next day, Jamie and his mum
have had their meeting
with the Head of Year.

The school said they want to ensure
that all students are able to enjoy
equal attention at prom

so they have discouraged Jamie
from wearing a dress.

Hi.

What now?No...

The people who I'm listening to now
are telling me, like,
reasons why I shouldn't do it

and not many people
have really said it's a good idea.

I think you need to seriously decide
what you want to do now.
Well, I am. That's what I'm doing.

I can't talk to you when you're in
this mood.Well, you're talking
to me like I'm an idiot.

Well, stop acting like one.I'm not!

For God's sake.

You always say things like that
and make me sound stupid, then you
go off storming like I'm wrong.

Because, Jamie,
it's things you knew.
I just don't understand now why...

Because I'm not going to get in!
It's not as if it's the first time
it's been mentioned.

Are you the person running prom?
The person that lets people in?

No, just there to pick the bits up
as usual.I'm just being sensible!

You should have thought about
this...Well, I'm sorry! I didn't!

And that's my fault.Cos I was
blinded by what I wanted to do.

Now I've thought about it,
now I know what'll happen,
now I know the consequences.

Now I've thought differently.

DOOR CLOSES

What are you thinking at the moment?

Today, at this moment in time,
I'm thinking of not going through
with it,

but I think I really do need
to clear my head and think about it
cos it is a really big decision.

Like, I knew there was going to be
people against it, but until
I was called into that office

to say they'd had a complaint
about it, it hasn't really sunk in
until now.

It's easy saying it's going to be
a challenge and it'll be hard
and I'll fight it,

but when it does come
it's hard to, like, fight it.
It's harder than just saying it.

How long do you leave it on for?

It stinks!

I need a wee.

Yeah, some's coming off.

RUNS TAP

'It doesn't matter if you love him
or capital H-I-M...'

Despite his confusion over prom,
Jamie is still committed to going
through with his drag show.

Drop.

Quite a lot of it's not working.
It's cos I'm nervous. You don't know
how nervous I am.It's all right.

So...Take a breath.

MUSIC PLAYS

I can't...

Running into there's not going to
help. No.They'll laugh at you.

You've got to own the stage
and be bigger than life.
As big as Texas.

None of these, right?

Now that his drag plans
have leaked out at school,
he's taking another big step.

After years of secrecy, he has
decided to tell his school friends
exactly what he's doing

and invite them to the show.How did
you feel when you pressed "send"?

Like, it took me a while.
It took me about five minutes.
I was sat like...

My God. Oh, my God.

And then I sent it and went, "Ohh!"
Like, it was so...dramatic,
obviously, cos it's me,

but that's basically
the first time people finding out.

Dad rang me. He was like,
"So you've put it out in public."

I was like, "Are you going to come
to the show?" He was like, "No."

So I was like, "OK."

I'd say about that.

'I suppose if I give him time
maybe he'll come round
and come and see it.'

Come here.Get on Mammy.

Stop laughing and just do it.

MUSIC PLAYS

'Tomorrow, everyone's going to
see me wearing a dress
for the first time in public.'

Ow! Chihuahua!

Back to my song...

'Her name is Fifi Latrue.

'Fifi is the little creature

'that has been trying to get out
of me for all these years.

'And she's going to be born
on the stage in Boulevard tomorrow.

'She's finally, like, coming out
the closet, not hiding any more.'

Boom! Kick ahead! Fall back into my
man off the bed who has caught me.

And then I will kiss him
because he's attractive.

Ah!

My God. What is that?

Oh, God. This is so amazing.
I sat and watched them last time
and now it's me.

I got a text off Dad.

"Good luck for today. Remember,
relax and enjoy the time onstage."
Aww.

Hello, everybody.

Hi!

Are you strapped in?

Oh, my God...You all right?

Enjoy it. That's all
you've got to do. Enjoy it.

Don't. Don't make me cry.
No. Smile.

'He really hopes that this day
is going to be the beginning
of his new life.'

You're going to be fabulous!

Come on. 'A mother's love
is unconditional. He's my boy.'

Don't, Mam...
'It's what makes him who he is.

'And I love him.'

How many people's there?About 50.

Miss Lori!
Come on, make some noise!

All right, down there
in the canary yellow?

You ever seen a lady
that looks like me before?

It's showtime, guys.

Welcome to the stage,
in a debut performance,
the one and only Miss Fifi Latrue!

Three, two, one, here we go!

CHEERING

MUSIC PLAYS

LIP SYNCHS TO MUSIC
# I've been bitten by the bug
and I am coming down

# With something that can't be cured

# So tell me what do you prescribe
for these symptoms

# A heart beating faster
and work is a disaster

# I'm lovesick when you're not around
Check me over

# Strong hands are healing
I'm dancing on the ceiling

CHEERING

# Tell me what do you prescribe
for these symptoms

WHOOPS AND CHEERS

# I'm lovesick when you're not around
Check me over

# Strong hands are healing
I'm dancing on the ceiling

# Fever sure has got me good

# What do you do
when fever takes hold?

# I can't help but need this drug

# Don't you feel the fever
like I do?

# Feel the fever! #

What about that?!
Absolutely sensational!

It's Miss Fifi Latrue!
And her dancers - yes!

That went so bad, it went so bad...
It was really amazing.

And everybody loved it.
You could hear them wowing.

I wish I'd a pair of legs like that!

Were my nipples out?

He didn't fall down in them heels!

Oh, my God! I've done it!

He's a good-looking woman.
I'd go for him."I'd go for him"!

Then it's showtime.
I can't even walk in these heels.

LOUD CHEERS

'Every day, as soon as I walk out
the door, I'm trying
to be somebody who I'm not.

'My dream is to be in drag
and feel totally free.'

# My mama told me when I was young

# We are all born superstars... #

'I don't have to be anybody else.
I can just be myself and not have to
worry what other people say.'

# I'm beautiful in my way
Cos God makes no mistakes

# I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way.

# No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made

# I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

# I'm beautiful in my way
Cos God makes no mistakes

# I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

# Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set

# I'm on the right track, baby
I was...

# Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way

# Baby, I was born this way

# Born this way
Baby, I was born this way

# I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way. #

CHEERING

There you go!

The one and only,
Miss Fifi Latrue!

How fabulous was that, everybody?
Keep it going, keep it going!

Hello!

That was rubbish!
LAUGHTER

Fabulous. Give me a little kiss.
Oh, how are you feeling?

It's so tiring.
I'm so nervous as well! Oh, my God!

I'd like to thank Betty.
Where is Betty?

APPLAUSE

And I'd like to thank Leigh.

And then, finally...

I'd like to thank my mum who's...

Oh, pull yourself together,
woman!

I've a bus to catch! She's supported
me through everything, helping me.

It costs a lot of money
to look this cheap

and somebody needs to pay for it
and she's done that for me.

CHEERING

I'll come back out
so you can look close at my makeup
and pick faults with it.

So I'll be out with youse
in a few minutes.

The one, the only Miss Fifi Latrue!

CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

Oh, my God, Sam!

That was... Oh, it was amazing.

That was fantastic.

It was amazing, son.
You were amazing.
Everyone thinks you're fabulous.

I thought it was phenomenal.
Just so fluid.

One of the other performers is
so impressed by Jamie that he has
a surprise proposal for him.

How would you like to perform
at Newcastle Pride in the cabaret
tent? When's that?16th July.

You have thousands of people there.
It's a lot of exposure.
You never know.

So just keep your makeup on. Yeah!
We do that all the time!

I'm glad you had a nice time.

You'll knock them dead.

Now your audience awaits you,
darling.

Hello!

Whoo!

He looked really natural.
We're very proud.

Don't feel anything.
Jamie, you look beautiful.

What is that digging in my back?
My hand.

I know if I don't go to prom now
I'll look back in even a week's time

and go, "I wish I'd done that!"

So I'm gonna do it.

Two weeks later, the day
of the prom has finally arrived.

Still unsure whether the school will
let him through the door,

Jamie is preparing for
the biggest night of his life.

I've wanted this day for so long.
Now I'm doing this for me even
before I get to face the critics.

I'm not gonna let those people think
they've changed me.

You've tried to make me weak and you
haven't. You've made me stronger.

That's what this is about.

Jamie, I've got this for you.
Aww...It's not a present. It's
just a little letter. Thank you.

I wanted you to have it before prom.
Oh, you're so cute.

'Dear Jamie, writing letters isn't
something I do very often,
so count yourself lucky.

'Looking back over the years,
I can't believe how much
you've developed as a person,

'but the real change started
only a few months ago.'
Don't cry! Your makeup!

I don't know what to say!

'I can't forget the first time I saw
you dancing around in your heels.

'There are no words to express
just how proud I am of you
and how much you mean to me.'

Oh, it's not a good idea any more!
Help!

'You're like my best friend and
the brother I never had, all in one.'

I'm going to pass out.'You're
brave, strong and more courageous
than any other boy I've ever known.'

Jamie's meeting friends
to have photos taken in the park
before going on to prom.

Jamie!

You're gorgeous. I am so dying
right now!Here we are.

No, Jamie, you look gorgeous.
They're lush.

Are you ready? Yeah.

It's not Jamie! It's Fifi, everyone!

No haters, please, no haters.

You look gorgeous, Jamie.
Hi!I can't believe I'm doing this.

Hi, Jamie.

Do you think he'll get in?Yes.

I'll give him a dance.

At least I'm the only one in black.
We just all accepted him.

# Where are we? #

But these are Jamie's friends.

# What the hell

# Is going on? #

What will his teachers
and the rest of the year think?

# The dust has only just
begun to form

# Crop circles in the carpet... #

From this point on, the crew
do not have permission to film.

But one of his friends has
a small home video camera.

SHRIEKS AND CHEERING

Hi, guys!

Everyone's getting a hug.

Jamie has told his teachers
that he would come in a suit.

He's turned up and all the kids
are dead excited.
They've all come to see him.

One of the teachers spoke to Jamie
and said he was told not to come.

Before the teachers can deliver
their verdict, parents and students
jump to defend Jamie's actions.

The kids are saying that if he
doesn't go in, they're not going in.

At last, Jamie has his answer.

Fifi will go to the ball.

Oh! Wig!

All the kids kicked off
and they wanted him in.

She was a bit adamant about it,
but she's come back and she said,
yes, he can go in.

Oh, excellent, excellent.
So that was it. Great.

Oh, good, good. His mam
will be dead pleased, then. Yeah.

Hello?

I've got so much more than I wanted.

People are more accepting
than I thought they were gonna be.

Everybody, the parents, all of
the students outside, stood up
for me. "You have to let him in."

I'm not alone, like.

I had these people fighting for me
and it just felt great
that I have got support.

'Well, this morning I just woke up
and I had two messages.'

One was off Orange
and, em, one was off Dad.

Basically saying that
he's not happy at my decision

to go to prom the way I did

and, apparently,

I've ruined everybody's night

for my own...self gain.

And, at the end...

it sounds like he doesn't really
want to see me again.

I told him this big thing
about me wanting to be a drag queen,

face to face with him,
and he's done this over text.
How childish is that, eh?

I'm not bothered. I'm not gonna cry
in my room that I haven't got his
support. I'm not gonna fight for it.

He'll come round when he's ready.

MUSIC: "Hey, Big Spender"

# Wouldn't you like to have fun... #

'Doing this the whole way through,
I thought people would stereotype me
as this seedy drag queen.'

# ..good time

# Let me show you a... #

'But it's been me
that's been stereotyping people.'

# The minute you walked in... #
'I was the wrong one,
thinking the worst of people.'

# A real big spender... #
'I looked at prom as the end.

'It's not really.
It's just the beginning.'

# ..going on in my mind?

# So let me get right to the point

# I don't pop my cork
For every guy I see

# Hey, big spender

# Hey, big spender

# Hey, big spender

# Spend

# A little time with me! #