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Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
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Effective immediately,
you are stripped of your title
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as co-chair of oncology as well
as deputy medical director.
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- We're adopting?
- I can explain.
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You could if you
were coming home tonight.
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These women are our patients.
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They need our help,
so we are going to Rikers.
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Table three is now open.
Don't make me repeat myself.
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- Thank you.
- Jackie Conner.
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- Get off me!
- Four injured!
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- We need the medic.
- Get 'em to New Amsterdam.
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You're here from Rikers.
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You overdosed and it damaged your heart.
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This is because I turned state's witness.
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Someone's trying to kill me.
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Guard?
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Came as soon as I heard.
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If Brantley thinks
that she can demote you...
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She can, Max. And she did.
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No, no, no, no, I'm gonna fix this.
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All right, I'll call HCC.
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I will make an appeal to the board...
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The vote was unanimous.
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I'm lucky that I wasn't fired.
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Fired? Do you think I would
let that happen to you?
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If Brantley doesn't
reinstate you immediately,
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then she can demote me, too.
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Oh, Max, I don't need you to fix this.
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I don't need you to threaten people.
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I just need some time to think.
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What is there to think about?
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What...
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what am I still doing here?
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Okay, listen to me.
By the end of the week,
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you're gonna have everything back, okay?
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Your department. Deputy medical director.
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In the meantime, there's your patients,
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your committees.
We still need you here, okay?
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I... I need you here.
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And what about what I need?
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'Cause I don't think I'm gonna
find it at New Amsterdam.
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So what are you...
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you're gonna leave?
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I'm...
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I'm looking for a reason to stay.
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And right now, I can't find one.
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Max.
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What they did to Helen is just...
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Yeah, I know.
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We were a team.
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If Helen hadn't brought you my way,
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your cancer wouldn't be in remission.
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And all that money
she raised for my research,
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she didn't deserve this.
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Frankly, I don't know
how I can fill her shoes.
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I can't replace what she brings.
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But do you think you could help me reset?
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- Rally the troops?
- Of course.
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There's going to be a lot
of tough decisions to make.
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I'm glad you have my back.
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So when you say
that you are moving to Idaho,
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do you mean after having the baby?
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I actually just gave
my two weeks' notice.
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So soon?
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Well, the pregnancy's really
doing a number on my OCD.
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All my fears are heightened,
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my compulsions are more vivid,
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so I can't really do this without help,
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without my parents.
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Of course.
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It's just that...
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Idaho is so very far away.
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I know.
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But I have to do
what's best for the baby.
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All surgical residents to OR 6.
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All surgical residents to OR 6.
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Zach, Zach, I won't be mad.
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I just... I feel like I'm going crazy.
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Just tell me that you took my pill
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to teach me a lesson or to demonstrate...
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I didn't take your pill.
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And the more you accuse me,
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the more you sound like a drug fiend.
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I'm in agony. Please.
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Please, just give me my meds.
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I can't do that.
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But I'm not gonna make it.
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You are gonna make it.
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May be the worst day of your life,
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but you're gonna make it.
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Fine.
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Fine. Then I am gonna make this
the worst day of your life.
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Oh.
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Yeah.
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Hi. Hey.
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I'm so glad you came. Thank you.
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You texted 52 times, so of course I came.
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Yeah, I just wanted to explain myself.
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And I want to give you
the space to do that,
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but I still feel...
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You're upset. I know, I know.
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I hear you. Believe me.
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I've had plenty of time to
think on the new bed over here,
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and the good news
is that this has all just been
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one big misunderstanding.
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Iggy, you tried to adopt another child
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without discussing it with me.
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That's not a misunderstanding.
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Martin, I just... hi.
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Dr. Frome, sorry to interrupt.
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Yeah, now's not really
the best time, Dr. Park.
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Sorry, yes. Sorry.
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Um, I'm here for my performance review.
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Right. Um, yes, you are.
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This will just take about an hour, tops.
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Take all the time you need. Ah, man.
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Excuse me. Martin, hey, hey, hey.
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Martin, Martin.
Hey, Martin, wait, wait, wait.
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It's just that I have to give
Tabitha some bad news.
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She can't assert herself,
and I don't think she's cut out
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to be a therapist,
and I've been putting off
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telling her for as long as I can.
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I can't put it off anymore.
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Please.
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Good-bye, Ig.
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So if Evie takes a job in San Francisco,
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are you gonna have
a long distance marriage?
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That's not a thing, right?
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Long-distance marriage is an oxymoron.
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My friend met his fianc�e on Asian Charm,
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and they still haven't even
met each other in person.
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Well, with the right data plan,
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I predict a lifetime
of happiness for them.
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I'm just saying distance
doesn't mean no connection.
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Some of my deepest conversations
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have been over text.
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See, that's why my generation
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is better than your generation.
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Good.
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Guard!
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I need help here now!
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- Is he...
- He's got a pulse.
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- Where are your friends?
- I don't know.
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They told me... they told me
to go to the bathroom.
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Please, I don't know anything else.
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His sidearm's missing.
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Code silver. I repeat.
We have a code silver.
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This is a code silver.
Please evacuate the hallways.
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Central, we're en route.
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This is a code silver.
Please evacuate the hallways.
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This is a code silver.
Please evacuate the hallways.
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This is a code silver.
Please evacuate the hallways.
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Hey, what's going on?
What's a code silver?
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It's a combative person with a weapon.
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- All right, all right.
- Get back in my office.
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- Let's go.
- Move to the nearest room.
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Hey, wait. In there.
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Code silver. Move to the nearest room.
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That's not gonna work, darling.
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No one's coming or going.
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Dr. Hiiji said if the pain got worse
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to press the call button.
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Push me over.
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Where's the pain?
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Dr. Hiiji was monitoring your appendix?
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Yeah.
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Well, it's about to rupture.
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This is a code silver.
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Max.
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It's okay. They're with me.
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Dr. Goodwin, you ready?
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This is a code silver.
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Yeah.
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Lock this door,
and do not let anyone in or out
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under any circumstances
until I get back, okay?
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Please evacuate the hallways.
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Copy that.
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This is a code silver.
Please evacuate the hallways.
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Ella.
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Ella?
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This is a code silver.
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Move to the nearest room. Code silver.
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Move to the nearest room
and wait for authorities.
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This is a code silver.
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Okay, listen up.
We still have a job to do.
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Everybody needs to maintain
their focus on the patient
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and the operation at hand.
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We may be on lockdown,
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but it's nothing we can't handle.
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High levels of catecholamine.
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Cardiotoxicity indicated.
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Likely a combination of...
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We have three Rikers
inmates on the loose.
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Overtook a guard in the ED,
and Corolla stole his gun.
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The guard, how is he?
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- Stable.
- Good.
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We interrogated the fourth inmate.
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She said that killing the guard
wasn't their motive.
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Well, then what do they want?
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She didn't know or wouldn't say.
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Our culprits are Dominique Ann Reed,
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Suzan Parker, Jackie Conner.
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- Jackie Conner?
- You know her?
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No, I... we had a team at Rikers today,
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and she helped us.
Are you sure that she...
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Positive. We've got officers
on every exit and stairwell.
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Shut down all the elevators.
Now we need to do a sweep.
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I'll come with you. I need to triage
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who's stable enough to stay
and who needs to be evacuated.
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Max, where are we releasing people?
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I need to get my patient to Baptist.
She needs constant care.
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How about establish
a single egress point?
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So we can clear everyone properly,
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but keep the prisoners contained.
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Uh, basement.
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Basement.
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Ella, come with me.
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It's okay. We are safe in here.
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I don't... I don't feel safe.
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No. Sorry.
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Is there anything
I can do that might help?
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I, um...
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I like to organize things
from largest to smallest.
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Okay.
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I know that sounds stupid, but...
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No, no, it's not stupid. It's not stupid.
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Oh.
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Threes are better.
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Three?
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This is a code silver.
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Oh, I hate this so much.
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These kids have enough trauma
in their lives
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- without alarms blaring and...
- They're safe.
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There's nothing more you can do for them.
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And you said you wanted to talk to me,
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so talk.
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Martin, forgive me I can't
focus on us right now.
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No, now seems like
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the perfect time to focus on us,
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considering we're gonna be
locked in a room together,
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alone for the first time
in God knows how long.
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This is a code silver.
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Please evacuate the hallways.
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Okay, right this way.
Let's line up over here,
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and make sure that you show your ID bands
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on the way out, okay?
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How did this happen?
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Jackie from Rikers.
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- What?
- Dr. Goodwin.
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- We need you over here.
- Yeah, okay.
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I know this isn't your responsibility,
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and I can understand
why you'd want to just
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check out of here right about now,
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but I can really, really use your help.
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No, of course, go.
I'll keep things moving down here.
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I'm so sorry, Lenore.
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Security won't let me leave my office,
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but Dr. Bloom will take good care of you.
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Okay, I'm gonna need clamps, retractors.
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00:12:02,196 --> 00:12:03,957
Supply cabinet.
262
00:12:04,632 --> 00:12:06,600
Are you out of your mind?
Are you even a surgeon?
263
00:12:06,634 --> 00:12:07,901
I did my rotations.
264
00:12:07,935 --> 00:12:11,137
Okay, I need that tray.
265
00:12:11,172 --> 00:12:12,405
If you put any weight
on that leg of yours,
266
00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:13,440
the bone will snap.
267
00:12:13,474 --> 00:12:14,587
I am not the patient right now.
268
00:12:14,621 --> 00:12:15,933
- Yes, you are.
- Gloves?
269
00:12:15,967 --> 00:12:18,680
You're my patient.
You're my responsibility.
270
00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:25,353
You might as well take a second pill.
271
00:12:26,287 --> 00:12:27,320
You're sure as hell gonna need it.
272
00:12:32,526 --> 00:12:35,495
I can't operate on narcotics.
273
00:12:35,529 --> 00:12:36,830
Besides...
274
00:12:36,864 --> 00:12:38,765
she's gonna need this more than me.
275
00:12:38,799 --> 00:12:40,700
Come on.
276
00:12:40,735 --> 00:12:44,271
Okay. Lenore, here.
277
00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,999
Now swallow.
278
00:12:48,743 --> 00:12:51,087
Now give her a few more.
279
00:12:58,653 --> 00:13:00,654
Security asked me to clear
the oncology department.
280
00:13:00,688 --> 00:13:02,724
I'll come with you.
281
00:13:06,527 --> 00:13:08,495
Helen.
282
00:13:40,728 --> 00:13:41,861
Are you okay? What happened?
283
00:13:41,896 --> 00:13:44,264
I got separated from my group, so I hid.
284
00:13:44,298 --> 00:13:46,032
Okay, we've got you.
285
00:13:46,067 --> 00:13:49,235
There you go. Easy, easy.
286
00:13:51,272 --> 00:13:53,775
We're gonna get you out of here.
287
00:14:04,652 --> 00:14:07,053
I need a wider field of vision, please.
288
00:14:07,088 --> 00:14:08,873
On it.
289
00:14:29,155 --> 00:14:30,321
How are you feeling?
290
00:14:30,355 --> 00:14:31,689
Just want to get out of here.
291
00:14:31,723 --> 00:14:33,190
How did you get injured?
292
00:14:33,225 --> 00:14:35,526
It was all so scary.
293
00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:37,128
Wait, wait, wait, whoa, just lay down.
294
00:14:37,162 --> 00:14:38,229
Just say down.
295
00:14:38,263 --> 00:14:40,164
Just lay down, okay?
296
00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:44,101
She's clammy, and her pulse is rapid.
297
00:14:44,136 --> 00:14:47,168
I need to examine your injuries.
298
00:14:47,202 --> 00:14:49,006
- Do you mind?
- Mm-mm.
299
00:14:52,010 --> 00:14:53,778
Mm, sutures are broken.
300
00:14:53,812 --> 00:14:55,613
She could go into hypovolemic shock.
301
00:14:55,647 --> 00:14:57,948
I can keep pressure on it.
302
00:15:00,018 --> 00:15:01,919
Okay. Uh...
303
00:15:01,953 --> 00:15:03,287
there's no signal.
304
00:15:03,322 --> 00:15:04,588
I'm gonna grab gauze and tape.
305
00:15:04,623 --> 00:15:06,223
Okay.
306
00:15:07,659 --> 00:15:09,559
I just want to go home.
307
00:15:14,533 --> 00:15:16,774
What happened to your ID band?
308
00:15:17,669 --> 00:15:19,872
Thought I was leaving.
Didn't need it anymore.
309
00:15:38,690 --> 00:15:41,215
You know I never would've gone
through with it, right, Martin?
310
00:15:41,827 --> 00:15:43,828
Actually adopt
a child without telling you?
311
00:15:44,260 --> 00:15:46,964
I was gathering information
so that we could discuss it.
312
00:15:46,998 --> 00:15:48,833
But we never did discuss it.
313
00:15:48,867 --> 00:15:50,601
What, were you just hoping
I wouldn't notice
314
00:15:50,635 --> 00:15:52,768
an extra kid at the breakfast table?
315
00:15:54,740 --> 00:15:55,873
I think you're overreacting.
316
00:15:55,907 --> 00:15:56,874
Am I?
317
00:15:56,908 --> 00:15:57,908
Yes.
318
00:15:58,274 --> 00:16:01,779
All of our responsibilities,
our social life,
319
00:16:01,813 --> 00:16:05,316
everything we do is on your terms.
320
00:16:05,350 --> 00:16:07,651
You obviously don't care what I think.
321
00:16:07,686 --> 00:16:09,220
That is not true.
322
00:16:09,254 --> 00:16:10,488
Never mind. You don't get it.
323
00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:11,989
What, Martin? What...
324
00:16:12,023 --> 00:16:13,581
What don't I get?
325
00:16:17,729 --> 00:16:18,829
Dr. Frome?
326
00:16:18,864 --> 00:16:20,297
Yes?
327
00:16:20,332 --> 00:16:21,365
Um...
328
00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:23,300
sorry, nothing. Never mind.
329
00:16:23,335 --> 00:16:24,702
No, no, no. What?
330
00:16:24,736 --> 00:16:25,870
What is it?
331
00:16:25,904 --> 00:16:31,142
Okay, I think maybe
Martin is saying that sometimes
332
00:16:31,176 --> 00:16:35,186
maybe you make him feel
like he's not enough for you.
333
00:16:36,948 --> 00:16:39,316
Which is none of my business.
I'm so sorry.
334
00:16:39,351 --> 00:16:40,569
Shouldn't have said anything.
335
00:16:40,604 --> 00:16:42,720
No, that's fine, Tabitha.
336
00:16:42,754 --> 00:16:43,936
You're entitled to your opinion.
337
00:16:43,970 --> 00:16:46,190
I just happen to think that you are way,
338
00:16:46,224 --> 00:16:47,990
way off base.
339
00:16:52,097 --> 00:16:53,704
She's right.
340
00:17:02,207 --> 00:17:03,707
She's out.
341
00:17:06,144 --> 00:17:08,302
If you're really gonna do this...
342
00:17:09,214 --> 00:17:11,415
now's the time.
343
00:17:17,823 --> 00:17:18,956
I think I need to be standing.
344
00:17:18,990 --> 00:17:21,232
What, like an actual surgeon?
345
00:17:22,093 --> 00:17:23,985
What if you were to hold me up?
346
00:17:24,796 --> 00:17:27,029
It's the only thing that might work.
347
00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:30,067
All right. Here we go.
348
00:17:30,101 --> 00:17:31,268
Okay.
349
00:17:31,303 --> 00:17:32,770
Three, two, one.
350
00:17:35,907 --> 00:17:37,775
All right. I got you.
351
00:17:37,809 --> 00:17:39,243
I got you.
352
00:17:39,277 --> 00:17:40,811
Okay.
353
00:17:40,846 --> 00:17:43,948
Well, this isn't awkward at all.
354
00:17:43,982 --> 00:17:45,382
If you drop me...
355
00:17:45,417 --> 00:17:46,884
You'll probably be in that wheelchair
356
00:17:46,918 --> 00:17:48,886
for the rest of your life.
357
00:17:58,330 --> 00:18:00,297
Okay, I got what we need.
358
00:18:00,332 --> 00:18:01,320
- Max...
- Yeah?
359
00:18:01,355 --> 00:18:02,405
We need to talk.
360
00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:04,168
- What?
- We need to talk.
361
00:18:06,705 --> 00:18:08,738
None of this was my idea.
362
00:18:09,274 --> 00:18:10,741
I didn't touch that guard.
363
00:18:10,775 --> 00:18:13,300
I've never hurt anyone in my life.
Please.
364
00:18:14,846 --> 00:18:16,480
I don't want my daughters
thinking I'm some...
365
00:18:16,515 --> 00:18:19,950
Okay, um, listen. We're gonna help you.
366
00:18:19,985 --> 00:18:22,920
But you have to tell us
where the other inmates are.
367
00:18:22,954 --> 00:18:25,756
If you fix me up,
they're gonna send me back to Rikers.
368
00:18:25,790 --> 00:18:27,043
If we don't stop the bleeding,
369
00:18:27,077 --> 00:18:28,577
you won't be going anywhere.
370
00:18:32,030 --> 00:18:34,098
It all started when
Fran didn't die from the OD.
371
00:18:34,132 --> 00:18:36,033
They had to figure out another way.
372
00:18:36,067 --> 00:18:38,168
So Jackie made us
all fight to get us over here.
373
00:18:38,203 --> 00:18:39,436
Who's Fran?
374
00:18:39,471 --> 00:18:40,571
I don't even know.
375
00:18:40,605 --> 00:18:44,231
Some state's witness who
wanted to snitch on someone.
376
00:18:45,076 --> 00:18:46,110
That's Reynolds's patient.
377
00:18:46,144 --> 00:18:47,344
Max, we have to warn him.
378
00:18:47,379 --> 00:18:48,712
- Are you...
- Yeah, no, go.
379
00:18:48,747 --> 00:18:50,214
Hurry.
380
00:18:52,551 --> 00:18:56,186
Dominique, this is gonna hurt.
381
00:18:58,156 --> 00:18:59,790
So when I am scared,
382
00:18:59,824 --> 00:19:02,293
I say the alphabet backwards, you know?
383
00:19:02,327 --> 00:19:05,729
Zed, Y, X, W...
384
00:19:07,065 --> 00:19:08,866
Hello. Hello, is anyone in there?
385
00:19:08,900 --> 00:19:10,383
Don't.
386
00:19:11,002 --> 00:19:13,537
Can you let me in?
387
00:19:13,572 --> 00:19:15,372
Protocol is not to open any doors
388
00:19:15,407 --> 00:19:17,875
until the danger has been cleared.
389
00:19:17,909 --> 00:19:20,344
Please, let me in!
There's nowhere else to go!
390
00:19:20,378 --> 00:19:21,399
Vijay.
391
00:19:21,434 --> 00:19:23,213
Don't open it.
392
00:19:23,248 --> 00:19:25,022
Let me in!
393
00:19:33,024 --> 00:19:34,782
Did you warn Reynolds?
394
00:19:35,860 --> 00:19:37,194
No.
395
00:19:39,531 --> 00:19:41,330
Can you walk?
396
00:19:42,367 --> 00:19:44,234
I don't know. Why?
397
00:19:44,269 --> 00:19:46,335
Dr. Goodwin's got a plan.
398
00:19:47,606 --> 00:19:50,107
Getting you both out of here.
399
00:19:53,278 --> 00:19:55,112
Note the WBP request.
400
00:19:57,949 --> 00:19:59,353
Heart rate's a little fast.
401
00:19:59,387 --> 00:20:01,552
Hang another bag of normal saline.
402
00:20:01,586 --> 00:20:03,954
Grab a liter bag of normal
saline from the cabinet.
403
00:20:03,989 --> 00:20:06,924
Re-warming agents in the line.
404
00:20:06,958 --> 00:20:10,260
Oxygenator pressure normal.
405
00:20:10,295 --> 00:20:13,030
One dose.
406
00:20:13,064 --> 00:20:14,363
Excuse me.
407
00:20:16,167 --> 00:20:17,434
What's your name?
408
00:20:25,076 --> 00:20:26,110
Oh!
409
00:20:26,144 --> 00:20:27,177
Someone stop her.
410
00:20:27,212 --> 00:20:29,413
No, Duke, Duke, Duke!
Get back to the patient.
411
00:20:29,447 --> 00:20:30,524
- Call security.
- All right, you heard him.
412
00:20:30,558 --> 00:20:32,049
We've got several lacerations.
413
00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:33,217
Get the fluids going wide open.
414
00:20:33,251 --> 00:20:34,451
Multiple stab wounds.
415
00:20:34,486 --> 00:20:36,954
Adipose tissue and obliques involved.
416
00:20:36,988 --> 00:20:38,288
- Boss?
- No arterial spurt.
417
00:20:38,323 --> 00:20:40,457
- You're bleeding.
- Capillary leak only.
418
00:20:40,492 --> 00:20:43,527
Need a fresh suture kit. Let's go.
419
00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:50,765
You really think that you
can sneak them out of here?
420
00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:51,800
It's the safest way.
421
00:20:51,834 --> 00:20:53,034
Safest for who?
422
00:20:53,069 --> 00:20:54,803
- How much farther?
- Jackie.
423
00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:56,771
Don't act like you know me.
424
00:20:56,806 --> 00:20:58,807
Dominique needs help.
If you just let me take her...
425
00:20:58,841 --> 00:21:01,576
I don't care about her
or about you, okay?
426
00:21:01,610 --> 00:21:03,330
So after all the help
that you gave us in Rikers,
427
00:21:03,364 --> 00:21:05,580
after everything, you were just using us?
428
00:21:05,614 --> 00:21:07,263
Yeah, that's show you survive.
429
00:21:07,297 --> 00:21:08,983
Her gang uses me, I use you,
430
00:21:09,018 --> 00:21:10,388
everyone has a price,
431
00:21:10,422 --> 00:21:12,053
and everything is for sale, right?
432
00:21:12,088 --> 00:21:14,554
We don't get the luxury of caring.
433
00:21:16,859 --> 00:21:18,426
Give her your phone.
434
00:21:18,461 --> 00:21:19,961
Come on, give her your phones right now.
435
00:21:19,995 --> 00:21:21,896
Hand them over.
436
00:21:22,223 --> 00:21:23,665
What do they say?
437
00:21:23,699 --> 00:21:24,733
Uh, both the same.
438
00:21:24,767 --> 00:21:27,102
"Attack in OR 7. Patient critical.
439
00:21:27,136 --> 00:21:29,980
Request 6 units of AB plus ASAP."
440
00:21:30,639 --> 00:21:31,840
That means Suzan didn't get it done.
441
00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:33,942
Fran's still alive.
442
00:21:33,976 --> 00:21:35,443
We have to go back in.
443
00:21:35,478 --> 00:21:36,951
Jackie, I can't do this.
444
00:21:36,985 --> 00:21:38,580
Look, we don't have a choice.
Where's OR 7?
445
00:21:38,614 --> 00:21:39,759
Jackie, think about this, all right?
446
00:21:39,793 --> 00:21:41,116
The hospital is on lockdown.
447
00:21:41,150 --> 00:21:42,684
That means there will be cops,
guards everywhere.
448
00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:43,991
They will recognize you.
449
00:21:43,992 --> 00:21:45,791
Now, I am willing to get you out of here,
450
00:21:45,816 --> 00:21:47,455
but there is no way
that I am taking you back
451
00:21:47,490 --> 00:21:49,858
- to my hospital...
- Take me to OR 7.
452
00:21:50,404 --> 00:21:51,926
Right now.
453
00:21:53,662 --> 00:21:55,463
I can take you there.
454
00:21:55,498 --> 00:21:58,933
I know a way to get you past
the cops and into the OR, but...
455
00:21:58,968 --> 00:22:02,437
But first, I'm gonna need you
to put the gun down.
456
00:22:06,976 --> 00:22:08,777
Okay. Start walking.
457
00:22:10,913 --> 00:22:12,103
Come on.
458
00:22:15,851 --> 00:22:17,786
Go, go, go, go, go, go.
459
00:22:19,555 --> 00:22:22,700
Love, when I look at us,
I don't think that you're...
460
00:22:23,859 --> 00:22:26,661
not enough or anything like that.
461
00:22:26,695 --> 00:22:29,063
I don't know how to explain it.
462
00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:32,667
Can you think of an instance
where you felt like that?
463
00:22:34,837 --> 00:22:36,171
Barney.
464
00:22:36,205 --> 00:22:38,139
The dinosaur?
465
00:22:38,174 --> 00:22:40,975
No, it was a goat that we rescued.
466
00:22:41,010 --> 00:22:44,179
And guess where Barney the goat lived.
467
00:22:44,213 --> 00:22:47,549
He lived in the house
for... for a minute.
468
00:22:47,583 --> 00:22:49,518
And the weird thing is that...
469
00:22:50,531 --> 00:22:52,104
it was kinda great.
470
00:22:53,689 --> 00:22:57,892
He was strangely well mannered,
a great companion for the kids.
471
00:22:57,927 --> 00:23:01,563
Iggy adorably dressed him up
as a dog for Halloween.
472
00:23:01,597 --> 00:23:02,897
Mm.
473
00:23:02,932 --> 00:23:04,066
Made all his meals,
474
00:23:04,100 --> 00:23:05,834
even found him this cute little goat bed.
475
00:23:05,868 --> 00:23:07,069
In the spirit of full disclosure,
476
00:23:07,103 --> 00:23:08,537
it wasn't really a goat bed
477
00:23:08,571 --> 00:23:11,206
because they don't actually make those.
478
00:23:12,241 --> 00:23:15,844
Yeah, but as I watched Iggy
take care of this animal,
479
00:23:15,878 --> 00:23:17,588
I realized...
480
00:23:18,581 --> 00:23:20,849
I'm jealous.
481
00:23:20,883 --> 00:23:22,617
Of a goat.
482
00:23:22,651 --> 00:23:24,219
And I'm not even a jealous guy.
483
00:23:24,253 --> 00:23:26,788
It's just, he looked so happy.
484
00:23:26,822 --> 00:23:28,056
He always does.
485
00:23:28,090 --> 00:23:30,124
When he's helping, volunteering,
486
00:23:30,159 --> 00:23:31,960
and that is so beautiful.
487
00:23:31,994 --> 00:23:33,695
But I wonder,
488
00:23:33,729 --> 00:23:36,731
do I ever make my husband look like that?
489
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,379
Am I even capable?
490
00:23:39,413 --> 00:23:40,861
Martin.
491
00:23:41,770 --> 00:23:43,905
Of course you are.
492
00:23:43,939 --> 00:23:45,449
I...
493
00:23:46,008 --> 00:23:49,711
helping people is just
fundamentally part of who I am.
494
00:23:49,745 --> 00:23:51,813
And, um, Dr. Frome,
495
00:23:51,847 --> 00:23:54,792
how do you think that you help Martin?
496
00:23:56,619 --> 00:23:58,128
I, um...
497
00:23:59,755 --> 00:24:01,256
I love him.
498
00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:04,301
With all my heart.
499
00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:06,345
Well, that's...
500
00:24:06,996 --> 00:24:09,063
what I asked...
501
00:24:09,098 --> 00:24:11,299
did you help Martin tell the kids
502
00:24:11,333 --> 00:24:13,977
that they couldn't keep
the goat as a pet?
503
00:24:14,703 --> 00:24:17,005
Martin's at home with the kids, so...
504
00:24:17,039 --> 00:24:18,339
And Martin had to tell a lawyer
505
00:24:18,374 --> 00:24:20,975
that he can't take in a needy child.
506
00:24:21,010 --> 00:24:24,679
Do you think
that was maybe painful for him?
507
00:24:24,713 --> 00:24:25,980
Yeah.
508
00:24:26,015 --> 00:24:29,918
How often do your efforts to mend hearts
509
00:24:29,952 --> 00:24:33,497
wind up with Martin having to break them?
510
00:24:34,690 --> 00:24:36,658
Martin has asked you
to change your behavior,
511
00:24:36,692 --> 00:24:39,920
and you love him, right?
512
00:24:41,697 --> 00:24:44,799
So, I mean, maybe it's not
that you won't stop,
513
00:24:44,833 --> 00:24:47,261
and more that you can't.
514
00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:56,144
Why can't you stop, Dr. Frome?
515
00:25:02,318 --> 00:25:03,885
Stop moving.
516
00:25:03,919 --> 00:25:05,853
Trying to retract the far edge
517
00:25:05,888 --> 00:25:08,790
to make sure the omentum is clear of pus.
518
00:25:08,824 --> 00:25:10,191
In English.
519
00:25:10,225 --> 00:25:11,508
I can't bend forward.
520
00:25:11,542 --> 00:25:13,661
I need you to move to the other side.
521
00:25:13,696 --> 00:25:15,630
- But your leg...
- Forget about my leg.
522
00:25:15,664 --> 00:25:17,065
I won't die, but if you don't do this,
523
00:25:17,099 --> 00:25:18,959
then Lenore will.
524
00:25:20,235 --> 00:25:21,903
You ask me to monitor your medication,
525
00:25:21,937 --> 00:25:23,371
and then you accuse me of stealing it.
526
00:25:23,405 --> 00:25:24,839
You ask me to hold you up,
527
00:25:24,873 --> 00:25:26,808
and then a minute later to drop you.
528
00:25:26,842 --> 00:25:28,309
Do you even care about getting better?
529
00:25:28,344 --> 00:25:31,346
Yes, I want to get better so I can help.
530
00:25:31,380 --> 00:25:33,557
Otherwise, what's the point?
531
00:25:34,116 --> 00:25:36,101
Who am I getting better for?
532
00:25:40,055 --> 00:25:41,856
All right.
533
00:25:43,792 --> 00:25:45,113
I'm gonna set you down.
534
00:25:45,147 --> 00:25:46,728
Okay.
535
00:26:03,812 --> 00:26:05,631
I think I got it.
536
00:26:06,115 --> 00:26:07,841
I got it.
537
00:26:09,678 --> 00:26:11,637
Now we just need to close her up.
538
00:26:16,158 --> 00:26:17,792
- That's her!
- She has a weapon!
539
00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:18,860
Freeze!
540
00:26:18,894 --> 00:26:19,961
Drop the weapon!
541
00:26:21,463 --> 00:26:23,931
Shot fired, shots fired. Inmate down.
542
00:26:23,966 --> 00:26:26,034
Ella, we are safe. The door is locked.
543
00:26:26,068 --> 00:26:27,035
No, I...
544
00:26:27,069 --> 00:26:29,937
I usually... I usually
feel movement, but I don't.
545
00:26:29,972 --> 00:26:31,806
I put too much stress on the baby.
546
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,041
What if...
547
00:26:33,075 --> 00:26:34,826
what if I...
548
00:26:36,078 --> 00:26:38,079
I can't feel the baby, Vijay.
549
00:26:39,448 --> 00:26:40,782
All clear.
550
00:26:44,787 --> 00:26:48,156
O2 sat's 98. Pressure 130/88.
551
00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:51,092
Dopamine at 7.
552
00:26:51,126 --> 00:26:52,160
Flushes are ready.
553
00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:55,333
Dr. Reynolds, can I help you?
554
00:26:57,299 --> 00:26:59,167
Boss, you okay? You want me to take over?
555
00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:01,836
Can I get a sponge count?
556
00:27:01,870 --> 00:27:03,438
We're not hitting
our hemodynamic targets.
557
00:27:03,472 --> 00:27:05,406
L-sac's steady.
558
00:27:05,441 --> 00:27:06,841
More irrigation, please.
559
00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:09,027
BP's dropping.
560
00:27:09,378 --> 00:27:11,572
There's a pumper in here somewhere.
561
00:27:12,114 --> 00:27:14,415
Now we're at 6.
562
00:27:16,285 --> 00:27:18,537
Are you okay?
563
00:27:29,298 --> 00:27:31,550
Retract the lung.
564
00:27:33,202 --> 00:27:35,387
There. There it is.
565
00:27:35,904 --> 00:27:37,472
Femoral map is the most accurate.
566
00:27:42,144 --> 00:27:44,378
Pushing 4 milligrams of fentanyl.
567
00:27:44,413 --> 00:27:45,880
BP's stabilizing.
568
00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:47,482
Eluting stent is in place.
569
00:27:47,516 --> 00:27:49,884
Sternal wires and plates are ready.
570
00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:52,112
Sternum set on the tray.
571
00:27:52,921 --> 00:27:54,889
Helen, please don't do this.
572
00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:56,584
- Do you trust me?
- It's not about trust.
573
00:27:56,619 --> 00:27:57,943
It is all about trust.
574
00:27:57,977 --> 00:28:00,828
If we don't have that,
then I truly don't belong here.
575
00:28:09,004 --> 00:28:11,172
- Who's there?
- Helen Sharpe, oncology.
576
00:28:11,206 --> 00:28:13,541
We were helping escort
patients to the evac route,
577
00:28:13,575 --> 00:28:15,042
but she's too critical to make it.
578
00:28:15,077 --> 00:28:17,845
We need to get her to the OR at once.
579
00:28:23,519 --> 00:28:24,787
This is Dr. Goodwin,
580
00:28:24,822 --> 00:28:27,188
the hospital's medical director.
581
00:28:35,964 --> 00:28:38,266
It's all right.
You need to let us through.
582
00:28:43,038 --> 00:28:44,647
Go ahead.
583
00:28:58,135 --> 00:28:59,822
How do you feel when you help someone?
584
00:28:59,856 --> 00:29:01,348
Um...
585
00:29:02,372 --> 00:29:04,239
like I'm here for a reason.
586
00:29:04,273 --> 00:29:06,728
So how do you feel when you don't?
587
00:29:08,811 --> 00:29:10,512
Everyone in the department
heard about the time
588
00:29:10,546 --> 00:29:13,527
that you gave your shoes
to a homeless man.
589
00:29:14,617 --> 00:29:17,322
Well, Imagine that
you just walked by him.
590
00:29:17,854 --> 00:29:19,658
How would you have felt?
591
00:29:21,024 --> 00:29:22,702
Like a bad person.
592
00:29:23,526 --> 00:29:26,028
And I would've been. He needed shoes.
593
00:29:26,062 --> 00:29:27,582
That's what you do.
594
00:29:28,498 --> 00:29:30,966
Well, a lot of people walked by him.
595
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,601
Are they all bad people?
596
00:29:32,635 --> 00:29:34,870
No. Not at all.
597
00:29:35,311 --> 00:29:37,312
So why are you?
598
00:29:39,409 --> 00:29:43,278
Can you try and list three
good things about yourself
599
00:29:43,312 --> 00:29:44,946
that have nothing to do with helping?
600
00:29:44,981 --> 00:29:46,882
Three things that would
be great about yourself
601
00:29:46,916 --> 00:29:49,351
if you never adopt another kid,
602
00:29:49,385 --> 00:29:52,107
or rescue another goat.
603
00:29:59,715 --> 00:30:01,549
Okay, how about one thing?
604
00:30:11,340 --> 00:30:13,086
Dr. Frome...
605
00:30:13,753 --> 00:30:17,479
what do you think would happen
if you stopped helping people?
606
00:30:19,776 --> 00:30:21,595
They'd see...
607
00:30:25,254 --> 00:30:27,189
Iggy...
608
00:30:27,223 --> 00:30:28,590
what would they see?
609
00:30:35,098 --> 00:30:37,068
They would see...
610
00:30:38,034 --> 00:30:40,947
what a complete loser I am.
611
00:30:41,471 --> 00:30:43,158
Just...
612
00:30:44,273 --> 00:30:50,011
corny, nerdy, fat, worthless, nothing.
613
00:30:50,046 --> 00:30:51,625
- Baby...
- No, I... Martin,
614
00:30:51,654 --> 00:30:55,417
I know it's not healthy, and I...
615
00:30:57,153 --> 00:30:59,454
I have this voice in my head,
616
00:30:59,489 --> 00:31:02,010
and it's a really loud one.
617
00:31:05,394 --> 00:31:07,224
And it's saying...
618
00:31:08,397 --> 00:31:11,144
that one of these days,
you're gonna realize...
619
00:31:14,170 --> 00:31:16,471
That you can do so much better than me.
620
00:31:22,578 --> 00:31:24,824
My ability to help people...
621
00:31:26,415 --> 00:31:28,912
that's all I have. That's the...
622
00:31:29,418 --> 00:31:31,706
that's the only thing
I even like about myself.
623
00:31:38,261 --> 00:31:40,562
Without that,
I just can't think of a reason
624
00:31:40,596 --> 00:31:43,231
why you would keep me around.
625
00:31:43,266 --> 00:31:44,803
I can't.
626
00:31:46,669 --> 00:31:49,938
Dr. Frome, I'm gonna ask
Martin to do something now,
627
00:31:49,972 --> 00:31:52,307
and it would great if you
could just sit and listen.
628
00:31:52,341 --> 00:31:53,341
Is that okay?
629
00:31:53,376 --> 00:31:55,230
Yeah, okay.
630
00:31:55,978 --> 00:31:59,281
Martin, will you tell your husband
631
00:31:59,315 --> 00:32:02,654
three things that you think
are good about him?
632
00:32:07,156 --> 00:32:08,743
You're kind.
633
00:32:09,625 --> 00:32:12,289
You are a wonderful father.
634
00:32:13,396 --> 00:32:15,096
And you are beautiful.
635
00:32:17,333 --> 00:32:19,965
You're hilarious. You're patient.
636
00:32:19,999 --> 00:32:21,102
You're smart.
637
00:32:21,137 --> 00:32:23,672
You make friends everywhere you go
638
00:32:23,706 --> 00:32:25,802
'cause they see what I see.
639
00:32:27,510 --> 00:32:29,180
You shine.
640
00:32:30,580 --> 00:32:32,480
You're amazing.
641
00:32:33,977 --> 00:32:35,937
You're the love of my life.
642
00:32:36,519 --> 00:32:38,453
And my life is so much better
643
00:32:38,487 --> 00:32:40,188
than I ever thought it was gonna be
644
00:32:40,223 --> 00:32:44,259
because of you, Iggy.
645
00:32:47,163 --> 00:32:48,700
I love you.
646
00:32:51,300 --> 00:32:53,121
I love you.
647
00:32:55,171 --> 00:32:56,705
If I could've stayed calm,
648
00:32:56,739 --> 00:32:58,306
this wouldn't have happened.
649
00:32:58,341 --> 00:33:00,709
If I were normal,
I could've been a mother.
650
00:33:00,743 --> 00:33:03,144
You will still be a mother.
651
00:33:03,179 --> 00:33:05,240
A good mother, a wonderful mother.
652
00:33:05,274 --> 00:33:06,359
How?
653
00:33:06,394 --> 00:33:07,816
Because your baby is okay.
654
00:33:07,850 --> 00:33:10,051
You don't know that.
655
00:33:10,086 --> 00:33:11,486
Okay.
656
00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:14,756
I will listen to your baby's heartbeats,
657
00:33:14,790 --> 00:33:17,425
and that will tell you.
658
00:33:17,460 --> 00:33:19,227
Okay. Do you hear anything?
659
00:33:19,262 --> 00:33:22,430
You need to slow down your breathing.
660
00:33:22,465 --> 00:33:25,612
I can't, I can't.
661
00:33:26,535 --> 00:33:28,670
You said your OCD makes you imagine
662
00:33:28,704 --> 00:33:31,840
the worst possible circumstances.
663
00:33:31,874 --> 00:33:34,409
What if you imagine the best?
664
00:33:34,443 --> 00:33:38,166
Hm? Close your eyes and try.
665
00:33:39,282 --> 00:33:40,919
Okay.
666
00:33:41,784 --> 00:33:43,184
What do you see?
667
00:33:43,219 --> 00:33:45,215
My baby.
668
00:33:45,788 --> 00:33:48,290
My healthy baby.
669
00:33:48,324 --> 00:33:49,970
Where are you?
670
00:33:50,393 --> 00:33:52,097
In New York.
671
00:33:52,582 --> 00:33:55,984
In a cozy nursery. In a cozy apartment.
672
00:33:56,009 --> 00:33:59,158
It doesn't have to be fancy.
I'm not picky.
673
00:33:59,183 --> 00:34:03,483
You can be picky. It's your best life.
674
00:34:04,740 --> 00:34:09,210
Okay, so then I have a job that I love,
675
00:34:09,245 --> 00:34:11,613
even if I don't know what that is.
676
00:34:11,647 --> 00:34:14,683
And I can support my family.
677
00:34:17,286 --> 00:34:21,122
And everything's okay.
678
00:34:21,157 --> 00:34:23,670
I have something for you to hear.
679
00:34:47,783 --> 00:34:49,150
Are we getting close?
680
00:34:49,185 --> 00:34:51,586
Yeah, the OR is just through these doors.
681
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:53,655
Good, okay.
682
00:34:53,689 --> 00:34:56,624
- Do you trust me?
- With my life.
683
00:34:56,659 --> 00:34:58,111
- Gun!
- She's got a gun!
684
00:34:58,146 --> 00:34:59,294
Drop your weapon!
685
00:35:01,297 --> 00:35:02,764
Drop your gun!
686
00:35:02,798 --> 00:35:04,199
- Drop your weapon!
- Put it down!
687
00:35:04,233 --> 00:35:06,134
Hands up!
688
00:35:07,470 --> 00:35:09,170
Hands behind you.
689
00:35:09,205 --> 00:35:12,140
David 1-5, we've got one in custody.
690
00:35:12,174 --> 00:35:14,509
Got any more weapons?
691
00:35:14,543 --> 00:35:16,556
Let's go.
692
00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:29,157
- All right.
- Yeah.
693
00:35:29,191 --> 00:35:30,458
All right, folks, it's all over.
694
00:35:30,493 --> 00:35:31,626
Come on in. Let's go.
695
00:35:31,660 --> 00:35:33,031
Come on.
696
00:35:33,529 --> 00:35:35,530
It's all over. That's right.
697
00:35:38,567 --> 00:35:40,635
Hey, hey.
698
00:35:40,669 --> 00:35:43,371
I got you.
699
00:35:51,914 --> 00:35:55,583
You said you don't need
a fancy apartment.
700
00:35:55,618 --> 00:35:58,720
Maybe you can move in with me.
701
00:36:05,428 --> 00:36:07,429
- I love you.
- I love you.
702
00:36:07,463 --> 00:36:10,498
- See you at home.
- Yeah.
703
00:36:14,036 --> 00:36:16,838
So, Tabitha, it goes without saying
704
00:36:16,872 --> 00:36:18,406
that you passed your performance review
705
00:36:18,441 --> 00:36:20,995
with flying colors.
706
00:36:21,610 --> 00:36:23,511
Well, in that spirit,
there's actually something else
707
00:36:23,546 --> 00:36:25,346
I'd love to share with you.
708
00:36:25,381 --> 00:36:26,681
Yeah, of course.
709
00:36:26,715 --> 00:36:28,783
Well, the pattern of your behavior
710
00:36:28,818 --> 00:36:30,718
can actually be indicative
711
00:36:30,753 --> 00:36:34,456
of a more substantive diagnosis
per the DSM-5.
712
00:36:34,490 --> 00:36:36,024
Such as?
713
00:36:36,058 --> 00:36:39,027
Narcissistic personality disorder.
714
00:36:42,731 --> 00:36:44,365
Well...
715
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:45,767
- have a great night.
- Yeah.
716
00:36:54,743 --> 00:36:56,698
Dr. Bloom...
717
00:36:57,613 --> 00:37:01,616
you are actually
a very decent human being.
718
00:37:02,818 --> 00:37:05,386
Don't tell anyone.
719
00:37:05,421 --> 00:37:07,055
Um...
720
00:37:07,089 --> 00:37:10,420
I thought that...
721
00:37:11,594 --> 00:37:14,591
I could be there for you, but I...
722
00:37:16,098 --> 00:37:18,933
I... I can't.
723
00:37:18,968 --> 00:37:20,969
You were great.
724
00:37:24,039 --> 00:37:25,640
I took the pill.
725
00:37:27,776 --> 00:37:30,732
In fact, I took quite a few.
726
00:37:31,614 --> 00:37:34,194
I know what I've done is...
727
00:37:35,618 --> 00:37:37,780
beyond.
728
00:37:38,487 --> 00:37:39,750
I know that I need help.
729
00:37:39,784 --> 00:37:41,356
I've already lost all my family,
730
00:37:41,390 --> 00:37:43,825
and my friend.
731
00:37:43,859 --> 00:37:46,895
I can't afford to lose everyone else.
732
00:38:11,554 --> 00:38:13,650
When you finish rehab...
733
00:38:16,992 --> 00:38:18,613
Don't call me.
734
00:38:19,728 --> 00:38:21,950
Don't email me.
735
00:38:22,765 --> 00:38:24,452
Don't text me.
736
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:27,121
I can't ever see you again.
737
00:38:27,770 --> 00:38:29,832
But you know that, right?
738
00:38:40,082 --> 00:38:42,717
- Stand right here, please.
- All right.
739
00:38:42,751 --> 00:38:44,919
Feet still.
740
00:39:00,536 --> 00:39:02,370
Are you okay?
741
00:39:04,974 --> 00:39:06,374
Thank God those criminals were caught.
742
00:39:06,408 --> 00:39:08,176
Today's been a nightmare.
743
00:39:08,210 --> 00:39:11,512
Yeah, well, every day's
a nightmare for those women.
744
00:39:11,547 --> 00:39:13,681
Are you defending them?
745
00:39:13,716 --> 00:39:16,796
Nope. But it's still our job
to help them.
746
00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:19,424
Is it?
747
00:39:33,936 --> 00:39:35,803
Don't scare me like that again.
748
00:39:37,740 --> 00:39:40,141
It's all good. I'm right here, baby.
749
00:39:40,175 --> 00:39:42,610
Life's too short for long distance.
750
00:39:42,645 --> 00:39:45,146
I'm turning down the job
in San Francisco.
751
00:39:45,180 --> 00:39:46,743
Don't.
752
00:39:47,750 --> 00:39:51,786
San Francisco's sounding
really good right about now.
753
00:39:54,123 --> 00:39:56,591
Let's get out of here.
754
00:40:19,982 --> 00:40:21,749
I'm...
755
00:40:21,784 --> 00:40:24,447
I'm sorry that I put you in danger.
756
00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:27,588
But I didn't know what else to do.
757
00:40:27,623 --> 00:40:29,535
It was the only thing to do.
758
00:40:30,959 --> 00:40:32,371
It was brave.
759
00:40:33,228 --> 00:40:35,096
And selfless.
760
00:40:35,130 --> 00:40:37,460
Smart. It was you.
761
00:40:38,033 --> 00:40:43,137
And you deserve to be
at a place that sees you,
762
00:40:43,172 --> 00:40:45,134
that appreciates you.
763
00:40:45,641 --> 00:40:47,261
100%.
764
00:40:49,845 --> 00:40:51,179
And if that place isn't New Amsterdam,
765
00:40:51,213 --> 00:40:52,934
then you should go.
766
00:40:53,515 --> 00:40:55,019
You should go.
767
00:40:55,818 --> 00:40:57,518
No matter how much I want you to stay,
768
00:40:57,553 --> 00:40:59,107
and I...
769
00:41:00,155 --> 00:41:04,158
It's not about what I want.
770
00:41:07,162 --> 00:41:09,617
And, yeah, it'll be weird not...
771
00:41:10,332 --> 00:41:12,300
seeing you every day,
772
00:41:12,334 --> 00:41:16,904
and I will miss you, but...
773
00:41:16,939 --> 00:41:18,261
we live in the same city, right?
774
00:41:18,296 --> 00:41:22,543
So we can always get a coffee
or eat, you know, something,
775
00:41:22,578 --> 00:41:24,674
food together, or...
776
00:41:25,347 --> 00:41:27,426
- Max.
- What?
777
00:41:28,684 --> 00:41:29,851
I'm not going anywhere.
778
00:41:29,885 --> 00:41:31,886
You're not?
779
00:41:35,023 --> 00:41:36,824
So you just let me do that whole awkward
780
00:41:36,859 --> 00:41:38,993
rambling speech for no reason?
781
00:41:39,027 --> 00:41:41,983
- Yes.
- Okay, well, great. Thanks.
782
00:41:42,865 --> 00:41:43,831
It's not cool.
783
00:41:50,205 --> 00:41:52,340
So you...
784
00:41:52,374 --> 00:41:54,542
found a reason to stay.
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