All language subtitles for Party of Five s04e16 I Give Up

It's a lot better

than any of the junk

they'll rent ya

down there.

it's got

fog-resistant lenses

and fitted flanges.

(sniffs)

no. For your nose.

'cause I don't wanna see

too clearly, you know?

I mean, there's

lots of scary stuff

in that water, right?

sharks and stuff.

Charlie, could you

sign this?

or is all that shark talk

just people trying

to scare me?

off the tip of Baja?

no. That's pretty much

great white central.

anywhere.

anywhere's fine.

then are you saying

I shouldn't snorkel

down there? I mean-

do what you want.

it's your vacation.

hey, what's

with the tone?

I really gotta

get to school,

so if you could just

sign it, Charlie.

you come over here

and bum vacation gear

from a sick person.

Charlie, you insisted!

you didn't

have to accept.

god!

here.

I know how to write

my own name, claud.

and we're all

very proud.

thank you.

wait a minute.

is that an "f"?

you got an "f"?

Claudia,

you don't get fs.

I know. I kind of thought

it'd be more of a kick,

to tell you the truth.

Kirsten: Claudia.

claud, you know what?

what?

I don't know. Just

don't do it again, ok?

never.

good.

that's all you're

gonna say to her?

look, do you want

the snorkeling gear

or not?!

well, that was the spirit

of the armistice,

but what was the reality?

what were the forces

that doomed the koreas

to a permanent state of war?

Mr. salinger...

you seem

deep in thought.

anything

on the subject?

um, oh, uh...

the-what were the forces

that were, um...

mm-hmm.

that were doing that?

(cell phone rings)

that's me. I have it

for emergencies,

so that's what it must be.

it must be an emergency.

hello.

yep, a definite emergency.

I should probably...

mercy. Yeah, I'm here.

yep.

ok, tell her-tell her

the seafood bisque,

but do the cheese pastries,

too, 'cause we're nowhere

on appetizers today.

yeah. No, don't apologize.

you did the right thing

by calling.

you have no idea.

in fact, I have a question.

um...

why would you say

the Korean

peace agreement failed?

Why can't I find the ad

for the shop?

I see boats for sale,

computers, planes.

wow, someone's

even selling used cats.

look under "business

opportunities."

"pathetic failures."

hey-ha ha-

Griffin, I found it.

it's in a perfect place.

come and take a look

at this.

ah-choo!

Griffin: Let me see.

on second thought,

I'll describe it to you.

it's got "holbrook

cycle repairs"

in bold face

right above the fold,

and next to it, it's got this

practically pornographic

lingerie ad,

which, as a woman, doesn't

make me very proud, but-

ah-choo!

you know, you've been

sneezing for days.

have you talked

to Dr. rabin?

it's a cold, Julia,

not cancer.

so what do you think

you can get for the shop?

I don't know.

not much.

that is not true.

it's a choice lease,

with really valuable

tools and equipment,

and you add

all that up...

minus transfer fees,

plus what I owe Howie.

we could net almost,

I don't know...

zero.

right, which is...

incredibly sad.

(coughs)

no, Griffin, no.

that is not true.

because if you

think about it,

zero means

we're out of debt,

which means from now on,

whatever we make,

we can keep.

so now we can

stop working overtime

to keep that place running,

and we can start...

we can start being

married to each other

instead of that shop.

Wouldn't that be nice?

I still want those reports

by Friday.

this was a pop quiz,

not an extension.

Claudia.

Claudia.

well, I've got the parts

stocked by manufacturer

rather than model.

I know some guys

like to do it

the other way around.

mm-hmm. (Chuckles)

I see belt-wise, you're set

until the next millennium.

yeah, well,

they ran a special.

I figured

I'd be in business

a little longer.

whatever. It's not like

I can't use 'em.

well, so,

what do you think?

is this what

you're looking for?

uh-huh. Of course,

I'm gonna have

to noodle the price

a little bit.

wait a second.

you work for those guys?

no, I don't

work for 'em.

it's my franchise.

I own it.

you gotta be kidding.

why would I sell to you?

well, because

I could always use

the extra floor space,

and, uh, money's money,

and there's

a "for sale" sign

on your door.

but you're the guy that-

you lowered your prices

below cost so you could

put me out of business.

i-i put everything I've got

into this place.

uh-huh.

and now who are you

gonna sell it to?

another independent

like you?

he's gonna see me

down the street,

and he's gonna know

I'm gonna do

the same thing to him

that I did to you.

now, I'm sorry if

this troubles you, son,

but I you wanna

get out of this thing

with your shirt,

I'm it.

I'm the only game

in town.

we couldn't rent this stuff

when we got there?

we could,

but this stuff's free,

and Charlie

says it's better.

it's got lenses

and flanges and stuff.

wait a minute. The guy's

laid up with cancer,

and you take his

recreational equipment.

he offered, Paul.

oh.

in fact,

he pretty much insisted.

uh-huh.

(telephone rings)

he did.

I know.

hello.

Charlie...

Kirsten-

will you please

tell Paul

Kirsten-

that you made me take

that snorkeling stuff?

'cause he thinks I'm-

Kirsten.

what?

I just-i wanna ask Paul

a medical question

because if I call

my own doctor,

she's gonna charge me,

like, 50 bucks

for a phone consultation.

is it the cold?

(sighs) Yeah.

it's, uh,

it's getting worse.

how much worse?

Charlie: Well, headache,

sneezing, fever.

headache,

sneezing, fever.

and, uh, it hurts

when I breathe.

uh, painful breathing.

what?

painful how?

uh, painful how?

like it hurts.

like it takes

a little extra work.

mmm. Listen, I don't want

to panic you or anything,

but you really ought

to get to the hospital.

hospital? Do I really-

look, just to be

on the safe side,

why don't you

get in the car

and go, ok?

uh...

(sighs)

ok.

Charlie, do you need

someone to take you?

Charlie:

no, I'm all right.

are you sure?

yeah. (Sniffs)

ok.

all right.

ok.

Kirsten, where are

you going?

I'm going to meet him

at the hospital.

I'd never ask,

except it's nattie's

third-grade class,

you know?

I told you, I'd love to.

just tell me when

I'd have to be there.

9:00.

9:00. 9:00

tomorrow morning?

ok, you know what?

so what if i-

if I make 30 little

kids yawn at me.

ok? They're

7 years old,

so I will just

have to find a way

to make insurance

interesting.

no. Stop. I'll do it.

I can do it.

I'll just-I'll check on those

gas leaks before breakfast,

and I'll cram

for my midterm tonight,

and I'll get another

extension on the paper.

would you?

sure.

you know what?

I'm a lousy typist,

and you're gonna have

to check for spelling

and grammar,

but I would love it

if you would let me

type that paper for you.

great. That's a deal.

Jeff, table 12.

(telephone rings)

one second.

salinger's.

Kirsten?

what? What's the matter?

where are you?

he is?

what? Bailey.

(sighs)

I'll be right there.

what, so all of a sudden

you care where the money

comes from?

it's not all of a sudden.

you took money from Howie,

and he's like a criminal.

jule, come on.

it's bad enough

that I have to sell.

if I sell to this guy,

how pathetic am I?

Griffin, that is

not what I mean.

just-you know, if you'd

already made up your mind,

why did you even ask me?

because it's

your money, too.

I just needed you

to back me up on this.

guys, uh, listen,

I'm sorry to just, uh-

I tried to call,

but the phone here

was disconnected.

what is it?

Kirsten called the apartment

looking for Bailey,

and I tried you guys

at the house.

Claudia was

the only one there.

I tried here,

but the phone-

what's going on?

Charlie's

in the hospital.

Claudia's on her way.

why? Why is he

in the hospital?

I don't know.

Kirsten didn't-

which hospital?

Bailey. Where is he?

I don't know.

all the rooms on this floor

are even-numbered.

did you talk to Kirsten?

do you know why-

I mean, does it

have something to do

with the cancer?

I don't know.

Kirsten.

hey.

he just fell asleep.

but why is he-

how is he?

the doctors say

it looks like pneumonia.

pneumonia? How did

he get pneumonia?

I guess he was more susceptible

because of the radiation.

yeah.

wait. That cold he had?

so now he's on

heavy antibiotics.

and what does that mean?

he's gonna be ok?

I don't know. If they

caught it early enough-

if? Is it

that serious?

I don't know.

what do

the doctors say?

I don't know. I mean,

nobody knows. Not yet.

I want to see him.

(Charlie coughs)

Bailey, he's awake.

(coughs)

hey, Charlie.

how do you feel,

Charlie?

not good.

but how's your

breathing feeling?

is it feeling

any better?

guess.

yeah.

are Owen and claud ok?

they're fine.

Owen's at home

with Sarah.

and claud was worried

about school,

so I told her

she should just go.

probably doesn't want

to get another "f."

sorry I'm late.

are you ok?

how's the patient?

Does that

answer your question?

well, the congestion's

loose.

that's a good sign.

(pager beeps)

what? Is it

an emergency?

no. It, uh, well,

it's the travel agent.

we told her we might

want to take off early,

which obviously

we're not. So...

how long am I gonna

be stuck in here?

you really ought to talk

to your internist

about that.

honey, come on.

well, what can

I tell you?

um...your color's got

room for improvement.

but it's not-

is it that serious?

no. He's just

got a ways to go

before

the infection's gone.

but judging

from his energy

and the fact

that he's alert,

I'd say it looks,

you know...

not that bad.

Claudia.

oh. Mrs. ramos.

aren't you coming

to class today?

sure. Why?

well, it starts

in 5 minutes,

and you're going

in the wrong direction.

I'm sorry. I'm sort

of out of it today.

what's the matter?

well, actually...

my brother is-

he's not feeling well,

and I thought that

I'd be ok, you know?

that I'd be able

to concentrate-

well, that's

the sort of thing

you should've

gotten a note for,

but, well, maybe

I can have a word

with the office.

thanks a lot.

I can replace

those missing sockets.

I'm going to, so don't

take off for those.

all right.

and don't forget

the fixtures

'cause I own everything

right down to the walls.

yeah, you said that.

so what's it worth?

all in-

like a ballpark?

that all depends.

on what?

your reasons for selling.

what difference

does it make?

the stuff's worth

what it's worth.

not necessarily.

for instance,

your tools-

they're valuable, sure,

but only as long as

they're part of the shop.

as piecemeal, the market's

not too hot for used tools.

the same goes

for everything in here.

your fixtures,

your lease-

you sell it all together

as a business,

I can get you something

for that.

that's why I ask

why you're selling.

'cause unless

there's some good reason

not to sell it as a shop,

I can get you 10 times

as much for your stuff.

I'll take one,

please.

shouldn't you

be in school?

it's a half day.

I'll take one,

please.

sir?

Hey.

hey. He said he had

5 more minutes.

it's already

been 6 1/2.

don't you have

a cell phone?

my battery's dead.

I been on with

the restaurant

all morning,

and I really have

to get to school.

are you calling

Griffin?

about the shop?

Annie?

about the kid?

how's that going?

how's that going?

oh, don't ask.

oh, don't ask.

hey, phone's free.

Bailey.

hey, it's Dr. rabin.

she's goin' in.

what does that mean?

Charlie,

try not to worry-

yeah, but I don't

feel that sick.

I know. It's

just a precaution.

what's just

a precaution?

what's going on?

they wanna change

my radiation schedule.

they wanna radiate me

for an extra...

god knows how long.

doctor: I didn't say that.

I said maybe,

depending on your recovery

from the pneumonia.

but I thought

he was doing better.

we got his culture back,

and it turns out the bacteria

he's been fighting

is a tough one.

but what's that got to do

with his radiation?

I'm worried about

his white count,

frankly,

so I'm stopping

his treatments

while he's in here,

and that means

more radiation

on the other end.

how much more?

days?

I don't know yet.

weeks?

it's possible.

Charlie:

but that is...

6 weeks is

what you told me.

I know.

you're pacing yourself.

I'm supposed to be done

a week from Thursday.

that was the date.

that's what I can

handle.

it's just

a little while longer.

a little while.

doctor, every day

of that stuff-

Charlie-

why didn't you

say anything to me?

you never...

mentioned a word

about pneumonia or...

or any of this.

Charlie, I can't predict

every complication.

tell me how I'm supposed

to deal with this.

tell me how I'm supposed

to deal with this thing

when no one knows

what the hell's

gonna happen.

Got a message you wanted

to talk to me.

yeah.

thought I was

the antichrist.

you want to talk

about price,

let's talk about price.

you wanted to talk to me?

yes.

I still don't have

my paper done yet,

if that's-

2 ds, a zero

on this paper

average out to an "f,"

Mr. salinger.

I talked

to your advisor.

you're still

on probation.

that means if you

want to stay enrolled

at this college,

you have to get

this paper done,

and you have to get it

done right away-

actually,

what I have to do,

I have to go

to the hospital now

because my brother's there

with pneumonia,

and then I have to cover

for him at his work.

then I have to go

to a parent conference

at my little brother's day care

because he doesn't have

any parents.

and then after that,

I have to go to my other job,

the one that actually

pays my rent.

so you'll get the paper

when you get it, ok?

that's the best I can do.

all right. Let me make sure

he's ready for visitors, ok?

ok.

excuse me. Can you watch him

for a second? Thanks.

hey, Charlie, you up?

ok, grab onto your tubes

'cause the little monster

is here.

hey, you didn't

touch your dinner.

are you done with it?

looks like

its been here forever.

what, are the orderlies

on strike or something?

jule, could we not

right now?

look, I know you're tired.

ok? I know, but

this will be quick.

he just needs

to see your face,

to see you're ok.

but I'm not, Julia.

I'm not ok.

Charlie-

I don't wanna

see him, all right?

I don't

wanna see anybody.

I don't want anybody

coming into my room

trying to clean it up

or bring me stuff

or try to cheer me up.

I just...

I just want to sleep.

all right?

I just wanna sleep.

You're making a big deal

out of nothing.

it's not nothing.

I am really worried.

why? Because

he's in a bad mood?

he is depressed.

he is really depressed,

and that's not a good thing

for a sick person to be.

it doesn't help you

get better any faster.

come on, Julia.

the guy has tubes

coming out of everywhere,

he's coughing all the time,

and every part of his body

hurts.

but as soon as those

antibiotics kick in-

ok, listen, listen.

I'm gonna go by there

today, ok?

and I'll-I'll try

and distract him

and cheer him up.

I bet he's feeling

better today, ok?

ok.

hey, claud, you wanna

come with me?

you know what?

the thing is

I'd like to,

but I can't.

you sure? I haven't seen you

over there since-

oh, I've been

over there.

yeah. I was over there

last night.

you guys were probably

just in the cafeteria

or something,

and Charlie was asleep.

ok. Well, then, come now.

he'll probably be up.

oh, I know, but...

well, I just have

this really big

school project thing,

this biology thing,

and Charlie just gave me

this whole big lecture

on not flunking out,

so, you know, I don't think

he'd really appreciate it

if I was there

during school hours,

but...I'll go later,

ok? I will.

ok. Starting at 10:00,

it's a stooges marathon.

I know you've got

the boxed video set,

but I'm pretty sure that

stooges go around the world

in a daze isn't in it.

hey.

hey, Bailey,

check the hall.

are there any nurses

out there?

no.

I smuggled in some

peanut brittle.

perfect, 'cause I snuck in

some lattes.

I'm not hungry.

when was the last time

you ate?

I don't know.

the nurse says

that it was yesterday.

oh, here you are.

hi.

I woke up this morning,

and you weren't there,

which was-here you are.

hey, Paul,

will you do me a favor

and look at his chart?

the doctor says that

he's doing better,

so he should

be feeling better.

well, the doctor's right.

your temperature's down.

your oxygen's

in the mid-90s.

your chest pictures

look much better.

you hear that, man?

you're doing great.

you're getting better.

Dr. Thomas, I thought

you were on vacation.

yeah, me, too.

Paul, could I talk to you

for a minute?

What is going on

with you?

I mean,

are you upset?

"I woke up,

and you weren't there."

what was that?

well, you weren't.

ok, but what about

that stuff with his chart?

what about it?

I don't know.

it just feels weird.

you keep saying

this or that thing

is a good sign

or that the numbers say

he's getting better.

which is true.

but I just keep

getting this feeling.

it's like you're

putting a spin on things.

a spin?

yeah.

I mean, you're not

playing this down,

are you?

why would I do that?

I don't know.

so I won't worry so much.

so I won't spend

so much time here.

because of the trip.

I don't know.

wow. That's

really nice.

that's really

flattering.

Paul...

I never said

he was healthy.

I said he was

getting better,

and he is.

but he doesn't

look any better.

well, he is.

Look, I understand

why you're worried.

he's your friend,

and it's hard

to see him so sick.

but he's surrounded

by doctors.

and he's got his

whole family here.

and the truth is,

there's really

nothing you can do.

so when I think of

how long we've waited

for this vacation-

he is depressed, ok?

what you're

seeing in there-

that is depression.

maybe I don't know

what chest pictures mean,

but I know what

depression means,

and I know how scary

that is, ok?

ok, honey, ok.

(Kirsten and Paul arguing)

hey, did you hear

about hunter's grill,

place across the street?

they're closing up,

turning the place

into a pet shop

or something,

which means now,

for continental cuisine,

we own the block.

(arguing continues)

you know what?

why don't I close this door?

could you close it

behind you?

what, you mean...

well, I was...I was

gonna help you...

pick out something

to read or-

go.

yeah, but-

please.

ok.

well, I'm gonna

come by later on.

I'm gonna bring Owen

to see you.

Bailey, don't. I-i

don't wanna see him.

ok.

(Laughter)

Hey.

you're back. Thank god.

the restaurant's

called about 6 times.

they're having some kind

of fridge crisis.

whatever.

I'll call them later.

but they're, like,

totally freaking out.

listen, listen, you were

right about Charlie.

he's in really

bad shape.

he's really depressed,

and I'm worried

about him.

I know.

and those nurses

over there, they have

no idea what he wants.

they keep

bringing him food

and asking him whether

he's comfortable or not,

so, I mean, one of us

should be over there.

we should take shifts

or something

so one of us can

be there all the time.

ok.

ok, so then, we're gonna

have to figure out

what to do with Owen.

and...what about-i mean,

you still have the apartment

and the restaurant

and school.

we don't have to worry

about that anymore.

school...'cause

I made a decision.

I'm gonna quit.

I'm gonna quit school.

Bailey, you-you can't.

you can't do that.

why not?

what's the difference?

I'm barely there now.

it's-it's a joke.

it's like "oh, you've

decided to join us today,

Mr. salinger."

come on. Just because

things are out of hand

at the moment-

no. It's-you know what

I'm workin' on right now?

some paper

on the Vietnam war.

and you know what?

just between you and me,

it's gonna suck.

and the professor's

gonna read it

and take pity on me

and give me a c-plus

for trying, but why

am I bothering doing that?

what am I getting

out of that?

I don't know.

an education?

no, jule, no.

'cause I'll tell you

something else.

I am really tired of being

the guy who's just...

"no sweat. Bring it on.

I can handle it.

I can handle everything."

because you know what?

I can't.

I can't handle everything,

so it's easier to just...

not.

all right, here also-

date it-

this one lists

all the shop's assets.

just your initials there.

this one is a release

of liability-did I get

your social right on that?

uh, full name

on this one...

You want to hang around

for a while?

what?

oh, uh, no.

I just...

if this air pump

ever freezes up,

just, uh, play with

the pressure valve.

that's all it needs.

no...no, what I mean is,

we're gonna have to staff

this place up.

you know

where everything is.

you're kidding, right?

I mean, you're not-

you're not actually-

I just figured that, uh,

you're sellin' the place.

you probably

need the money.

I'm sorry.

did you not get what

just happened here?

I just lost

my business...

and I lost it to you.

hey, if I'm wrong...

if you don't

need the work...

ok, Charlie, you want

some peace and quiet.

and you know what?

we get that, so...

we brought you...

some of these

white noise tapes.

here.

the surf at stimson.

your basic babbling brook.

and, in case you get

really overstimulated,

desert sounds.

which is...You know,

pretty much...Silence.

guys, please, just-

wait. Well,

because the doc says

you're doing much better

and what you really need now

is some high quality

rem sleep.

and-and-

and what?

I'll only have cancer?

all anybody tries to do

is buck me up, you know?

you can do it, Charlie.

you can fight it.

(laughs)

what is that? I mean,

I'm gonna knock out

cancer with optimism?

I mean, I didn't

make myself get it.

how am I gonna make

myself get rid of it?

I've been doing

the positive thinking

thing for months, ok?

every single day

since I found out.

and you know what?

now I'm in the hospital.

so, is that my fault?

didn't I think

positively enough?

well, I'll tell you

what, you guys,

I'm done with that.

I don't know

if it works or not.

I just know that

I spend so much time

eliminating

any possibility

of anything going wrong.

I mean, I even pushed

people out of my life

to make sure of it.

and now I'm just...

(sighing heavily)

I'm just too tired

to keep it up.

Charlie, come on-

don't. Please,

just-just let me be ok

with whatever happens

is gonna happen.

it's so much better

that way.

if I get better...

I get better.

that's great.

if I die...I die.

it's not so great.

but you know what?

it's there, so please,

just let me

stop pretending

that it's not.

So I cashed

the check today,

gave it all to Howie.

really? Where does

that leave us?

well,

we're out of the hole.

actually, we've

got about $300 left

in the bank, all ours.

huh.

what, that's it?

I thought

you'd be more excited.

oh, I'm-I'm sorry.

I'm just, uh...

I missed the doctor

yesterday, and I don't

want to miss her again.

anyway...the guy

was ok about it,

except...except

for one thing.

what?

well...

as soon as it's over,

as I'm handing him

my keys to the place-

or my used-to-be place-

he asked me

if I want a job.

he did?

can you believe that?

I mean, the guy puts me

out of business,

practically steals

my place from me,

and then thinks

I want to work for him.

so, uh, are you gonna

take the job?

what, are you kidding?

well, if we're ever gonna

get our own apartment-

up until yesterday,

the place was mine,

Julia.

yeah, but you know what?

we need the money.

and it's working

on motorcycles,

which is exactly why

you bought the shop

in the first place.

you're not getting me

here, all right?

you're not getting

what I'm saying.

I'd be working for him.

there she is.

I'm sorry. Can we-

just stay here for

a second. I'll be back.

Of course, that's assuming

he keeps getting better,

the way he's been doing.

I'm sorry.

I missed what you said.

can you start again?

I was just saying,

I've been studying his charts,

and Charlie's doing

really well.

if he stays on track, he should

be out of the hospital

in a couple of days.

wow! Really?!

that's-

which also means we're safe

to start back up with

the radiation treatments.

and he can stay

on schedule?

no extra radiation

on the other end?

oh, god!

that is fantastic.

isn't that great,

Charlie?

see, Charlie?

people do bounce back

from these things.

I guess so.

see? We told you

you'd beat it, huh?

yeah.

Hi.

hey.

he doesn't seem

any better, does he?

I don't know.

I mean, you get news

like that...

she practically told him

that he's going home.

and that doesn't make

him feel any better?

give it time, Bailey.

he's still gettin'

over this thing.

maybe.

no. I mean it.

let him get

out of the hospital

and let him feel normal

for a while.

yeah.

So I guess it's

your turn to make me

feel better now, huh?

(laughs)

I guess that's

how we work, huh?

one of us gets crazy.

the other one calms 'em down.

it's gonna take a while

for us to see how

all this turns out.

so...

I don't think any of us

should make any big,

sudden moves.

don't...don't quit

school yet, Bailey.

jule-

wait and see how things are

when Charlie gets home,

and if you're still

too busy, then get

some help from someone.

that's-

like, I don't know,

I could help you.

I could.

I could take classes for you

and take notes or whatever.

it might even be fun,

you know?

assuming that you're taking

something more challenging

than remedial macrame.

I'm done with school,

jule.

ok?

what, that's it?

you're not even gonna

think about it?

I have. I have

thought about it.

and you know what?

it's like what

Charlie was saying.

it's so much easier

to stop pretending.

and it's the same thing

with you and Griffin

with the bike shop.

that's not working out

for you, so instead of

pouring more into it,

you cut it loose.

that's how school

is with me.

it's not how I wanna

spend my time,

so...I'm cutting

my losses,

and I'm moving on,

and I'll tell you

something, jule.

it feels good.

It's late. He must have

turned the phone off.

yeah, probably.

it sounds like

he's getting better,

though, right?

he's better, but...

he's still in there,

you know?

listen, I've got to tell

the travel agent something.

we're almost halfway

through the week,

so if you're

thinking about-

I'm not going, Paul.

you're not?

I just...If I went,

I would be

at that pay phone

every 5 minutes.

it wouldn't be

fair to you.

it wouldn't be

any fun for you.

you need this,

I know that,

so you should go.

you should go

and take the vacation

that you need.

don't even say that, ok?

just look at the position

you're putting me in.

I'm a jerk if I tell you

not to worry about Charlie,

and I'm an idiot if I don't

use this vacation time.

I'm sorry.

I don't want your apology,

Kirsten.

I just want your...

I want-i want...

you!

Paul!

you can't be jealous!

I can't?! Are you kidding?

how many times have you

been near or at an altar

with this man?

I mean, I'm not an idiot.

I know those feelings

just don't disappear.

you're right.

they don't.

what does that mean?

I know that you want me

to tell you exactly...

how I care about him.

like-like

I love him this way

but not that way.

but...i don't know

how to do that.

I just-i just

love him...

enough so that

I can't go.

So the magazines

and your mail.

and here's some quarters

for your vending machine

needs,

'cause if Charlie's

feeling better,

he's gonna want

some junk food.

and then I have

a surprise.

I went

a little overboard

with the leatherette

cover, but...

Annie...

you shouldn't have.

why? You needed it

typed, didn't you?

well...

This is Mr. bigham from

the principal's office

at Grant high school.

I'm calling about

Claudia salinger.

she's been

absent from school

for several days.

we've called all

her contact numbers,

but no one's

gotten back to us.

I'm afraid we can't

overlook her truancy

any longer

without some kind of

word from her family.

so if somebody-

erase this message.

you have no messages.

Bailey: Hey.

the nurse said

you wanted to see us?

yeah.

Julia: Hey,

you actually ate your...

what was that?

I have no idea,

but it was bad.

hey...you seem...

you're sitting up,

and you're eating.

I feel a lot better.

that's...

that is so great.

yeah, I've been thinking

about stuff, a lot.

and, um...

I need to see Emmett,

so could you call him up

and get him

over here for me?

Emmett? Why would you...

I want to write a will.

Charlie, a will,

why would you want-

you just said that

you were feeling better.

guys, it's not just-

listen, it's not

a horrible thing, ok?

because, yeah,

I guess the pneumonia

is getting better,

which is fine, but...

that's not

my biggest problem here.

Charlie-

and please don't tell me

that I'm gonna beat

the cancer, too.

I know you think that,

but...

really, no one knows.

and I've gotta look

at those odds,

and I've gotta be straight

with myself.

I've gotta accept

that there is a chance

that I might not make it.

so if the worst happens,

you know...

what next? Do I just sit here

and let it come?

'cause I've been doing that.

I've been trying to be ok

with whatever happens to me,

but...it feels wrong.

and you know why?

you guys.

because of you guys.

I have to be ok

with whatever happens to me,

but you guys

are another story.

I want to know about that.

I want to know that

you're gonna be ok.

and...it's not like

I haven't spent enough time

figuring out how I'm gonna

live through this.

I've also gotta

spend some time

figuring out

how I'm gonna die.

which is why...

in a weird way...

planning for the worst,

it's actually...

for me, it's...

it's a good thing.

it feels good.

so, please just get Emmett

over here, ok?

and, um...

bring Owen and claud, too.

I want to see them.

ok?

(Banging) Woman:

stupid, stupid, stupid!

damn stupid server!

uh, hello?

uh, who are you?

um...I'm Griffin,

and I'm...Supposed

to work here.

oh, um...

ok, the time clock's

not installed yet,

so I'll just take

your name and the time.

time clock?

Griffin what?

oh, um...Holbrook.

I know that name.

that's on the vendor

agreements.

you used

to own this place.

yeah, it's...

ancient history.

wow. Well,

I'm-I'm Rosalie.

man, that must be-

I'm sorry if I was

rude before.

is that horrible, coming

back to work here after...

a little.

I feel like I should get you

a cup of coffee or something.

you used to be the boss.

well,

don't worry about it.

I didn't really have

time to get used to it.

Charlie's still

a little sick, owe.

that's why he has

to stay in bed.

but he's getting better.

he's in bed, and

he looks pretty tired,

but he's getting better.

and he's got some

tubes and stuff,

so we gotta be

careful of that.

there's no

roughhousing, ok?

ok.

ok.

Charlie!

hey, munchkin.

how ya doin'?

fine.

where's Claudia?

oh. Uh, I think

she had to take off

for school early.

next time.

hey. Want me to show you

around my room?

Bailey says

your bed has tricks.

that's right, it does.

get up there and I'll

show you, all right?

all right. I'll show

you this little

remote thingy here.

all right, now,

you push this one...

whoa-ho-ho-ho.

push this one,

and it goes down.

(bed motor hums)

push this one...

and your feet go down&

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