All language subtitles for Party of Five s06e11 Fear and Loathing.eng

Hey. Claud, thanks for
checking Owen's homework.

I thought I'd be home
to do it myself but...

What's with the suitcase?

My East Coast college
trip, remember?

Yale, Columbia, a few others.
I fly out tomorrow morning.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Tomorrow morning?

I thought we were still
talking about the date.

Well, yeah. That was before
I called all the schools.

There's a chance I can get
into some of them midyear,

-but I have to apply right away.
-Hey.

-What's with the suitcase?
-Did you know about this?

What?

Claudia thinks she's
going to New York

tomorrow morning to
check out schools.

What? Without me? I thought
we were going together.

We were going to visit
Justin at Yale.

-You did?
-Yeah.

Because I thought I
was going with you.

Look, you guys are busy.
You're busy.

I didn't want you to have
to change your schedules.

Claud, we talked
about this already.

It's not a problem. I got a bunch of
free time coming up in a couple weeks.

Or I can make time even sooner.

There's no need to worry.
I'm staying in dorms.

I have, like, a million tours booked.
I'll be fine.

Okay. You're not going alone.

But I already have the ticket.

So you can change your ticket.

But I've made all these
appointments, Bailey.

You can change
those, too, Claud.

So you're just forbidding
me from going?

Okay, y-you know what? Easy solution.
I'll just...

I'll spend all my miles I
saved up going to Europe.

I'll go with her. I'll
book it right now.

Okay. Works for me.

You don't have to, Jul. I--

Oh, I've got to call
Justin, make sure he's in town.

Claud, this is so exciting.
We're taking a trip together.

It's better for everyone
this way, Claud.

Really.

Yeah.

Great.

? Everybody wants to live ?

? Like they wanna live ?

? And everybody wants to love ?

? Like they wanna love ?

? Everybody wants to be ?

? Closer to free ?

? Closer to free ?

Hey, we're almost caught up

on those end tables
for Home Central,

but we're still behind
on those bookshelves.

Yeah, I was thinking, listen.

What if we cut both
orders at the same time?

We'd save... We'd save
time resetting the saws,

and then we could double
up on the finish work.

Yeah, that could work.

Now, on those bookshelves--

Aren't you going to answer that?

Oh, right.

Still can't get used to
carrying this thing.

Thanks for the fix, Charles.

Yeah.

Yeah!

Well, the insurance company
finally processed our appeal

on the laparoscopic surgery.

Bet I can guess what they said.

Good thing you're
not a gambler then.

-You mean they--
-They're going to cover it.

They're going to cover
90% of the operation.

Are you kidding me?
Ninety percent?

We might even be able to have
a baby the old-fashioned way.

You know, like, no more drugs,

no more wacky regimens.

We can just live our lives.

And-and keep doing our
work stuff, and you know,

whatever happens, happens.

-Well, did you call Dr. Vasquez and
schedule the surgery? -Not yet.

I mean, do you think
that I should...

I should have it right away?

No time like the present, right?

Okay.
I'm going to call.

Do that right now.
Hang up and call him.

Oh, but wait, wait. Um,
you haven't told me yet.

What did... What did they say?

Are they going to go ahead with
your design on the bedroom set?

Not yet. I, uh, still, got a
couple of bugs to work out,

And I'm totally swamped running
the line right now, so...

But I thought that you had
to get that going, you know,

in order to make the
design expo date.

Kirsten, we'll make it.

What are you doing
talking to me?

Call Dr. Vasquez right now.

Okay, I'm calling.

-Okay.
-Okay. Bye.

Hey. Prepare for the best
after-school snack of your life.

Krispies ala Victor.

I'm not hungry.

Trust me. They will
knock your socks off.

Speaking of which,
where are your shoes?

Morgan Twombley's got 'em.

You gave some boy your shoes?

It was more like, "Give me your
shoes or I'll beat your face in."

Is this the same boy who's been pushing
you around at soccer practice?

Owen.

But promise you
won't tell Bailey,

'cause he'll just call Mrs.
Winer.

That'll just make things worse.

You have to get those
shoes back, Owen,

to show this Morgan
you're not scared of him.

But I am scared of him.

That doesn't matter.

You can still stand your ground.

And I'll bet he'll
leave you alone.

But what if he doesn't?

Hi, guys.

Where's your shoes, O?

You want to tell him?

Victor.

Tell me what?

Okay, then I will.

-Mud frisbee at recess.
-God.

They're being steam cleaned.

Hey, Rice Krispy Treats.

I'm starving.

Thanks.

So this note says that your
roommate had to go home,

so you're going to
be on your own.

You sure you don't want to stay
with me at Justin's apartment?

No, I'm sure.

I want to see how the
students live here.

-Julia, I'll be fine.
-Okay, so...

So thanks for the ride, Justin.

-See ya.
-Yeah. She's trying to lose us.

Old folks are
cramping her style.

You call and check in. Do
you have Justin's number?

-Did you give her your number?
-I have it here and here.

Yeah. Come on. If we
hurry, we can catch Laura.

I want you to meet her.

What about food? How
are you going to eat?

You know, you gave me
this thing called money.

I think they take American
dollars here, right, Justin?

Mm-hmm. She's going to be fine.

When are we going to see you?

Oh, I have, like,

lots of, you know, interviews
and tours set up so...

Yeah. Come on. We have a schedule, too.
Let's go.

I'll see you guys
maybe tomorrow night.

Maybe? Not maybe.
You'll see me--

-Come on. Let's go.
-Call me. You promise?

Promise.

Hello.

Yeah.

No kidding.

That was...

That was...

No, I meant hello.

I don't think we
actually said that bit.

Right. Hi.

Hi.

No, wait a second.

I'm dizzy.

Let me just get some
blood to my head.

Sorry. I couldn't help myself.

It's been almost a
whole 48 hours.

I know.

Absence certainly
makes the heart grow.

How does it make it grow?

I don't know, but
trust me, it grows.

Mmm.

I was just wondering.

What if we spent
less time apart?

Who wants to risk it?

Yeah, well, I can't
help remembering

that tomorrow's one
of our nights off,

And... I'm missing you already.

What if we just threw
caution to the wind

and spent two whole
nights together?

-Holly--
-What?

Listen...

You know, okay, I
know that we are, uh,

casual and nonexclusive or
whatever, but I can't help it.

I just want to get naked
with you, like 24/7.

Yeah, but see, the
problem with that is...

What?

This. You. Right now.

This whole sexual
desperation thing.

Why would
I want to lose that?

Don't push it.

No, I'm not. I'm not.

I mean, that's the
whole point, really,

is that I don't want to...
push things.

You know?

Okay.

So just tonight?

I'm all yours.

Mmm.

From now until dawn for...
whatever you want.

Aha. You know what I want.

Okay. Let me just get
these groceries.

Bailey...

Forget the groceries.

Ahem.

Who is it?

- It's me.
- Okay.

-Hey.
-Hey.

I'm sorry to come by so late.

Oh, no, it's okay. I was wiped.

I didn't think you were
coming, so I just crashed.

What time is it anyway?

Mmm, a little before midnight.

I was working on these designs.

I kind of lost track of time.

Oh, that's okay. That's fine.

Anyway, I'll just grab Diana
so you can go back to bed.

Everything okay, baby?

Yeah, Charlie's just
picking up the baby, baby.

Hey, Luke. I'm sorry
to wake you up.

I didn't know you
were staying over.

Well, actually, um...

To tell the truth...

Uh...

Well... um, Luke is...

He's not really staying over.

Charlie.

-He's not?
-No.

Because, well, cause we kinda...

You know, We sort of
moved in together.

Moved in?

As in, you two are
living together?

I really had meant to
talk to you and Kirsten.

But you guys, you've both
been so busy, you know.

And...

Pretty trippy, huh?

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, it sure is.

Oh, I am so sorry.

My heart monitor's set to go off
as soon as I enter the zone.

Hey, Just! Are you almost ready?
I'm in the zone!

Coming!

-So you must be Julia.
-Yeah, and you must be--

Laura. Exactly. It is
so great to meet you.

Justin talks about
you all the time.

I feel like I already know you.

I must say, I think it's amazing
that you wrote that book

about that horrible
relationship you had.

-When's it being published?
-Oh, actually, it's kind of not.

Oh. Well, I guess the most important
thing is you wrote it, right?

A guy I dated freshman year tried
to get tough with me once, too.

Yeah, what'd you do?

Oh, I fractured his larynx. I'm
a third degree black belt.

Oh, good for you.

Hey, hey, hey.

I see you guys have met, huh?

You are right. She
is really great.

How can you tell? I'm
not even conscious yet.

Oh, hey, while you're up,
why don't you come with us?

We're gonna do a quick eight
miles, then grab some green tea.

You're going to run eight miles?

Yeah! Laura's got
me hooked on this.

It's amazing what
you can accomplish

when your body's at peak
metabolic performance, right?

-Mm-hmm.
-Yeah.

Oh, boy! Okay.

I'm in the zone.

You, uh, you want to come?

Oh, you know, thanks, but I'm
still on California time.

Okay. Bye-bye.

Okay, listen. I
made reservations

at this amazing Mandarin place.

You and I have so
much to talk about.

Good. That sounds totally--

Hmm.

Well, do the best you
can with the guys you got, okay?

I'll be in soon.

Hey.

How's it going?

Well, three
guys on the early shift

just called in with the flu,

so I got to find replacements.

I mean, the designs.
Any progress?

Well, I found out a few
ways to save some money,

but I'm nowhere near figuring
out how to produce this stuff

with the money we have to spend.

You'll make it work, Charlie.

I guess.

Sure doesn't help I
was up half the night

stressing about
this Daphne thing.

Look,
Daphne's a big girl.

If she wants to
move in with Luke--

What about Diana?

Daphne just met this guy.

He seems great, but what's
it been, a few weeks?

-Charlie--
-Then I started reading these.

Those risk disclosure things?

Those are all worst
case scenarios.

It says in here that the surgery can
damage your bowel, your bladder.

Well, yeah, that's
incredibly rare.

There's also a bigger chance
of ectopic pregnancy.

Charlie, we knew that.

That's part of why
we went for the IVF.

But after the operation, for
as long as we're trying,

they're going to check
up on me every month.

So please stop worrying.

You can't stop someone
from worrying, Kirsten.

Well, try. Okay?

You've got to focus.

This project could
launch you, Charlie,

If you could just--

Yeah.

Hey, Tommy, thanks
for calling back.

Listen, is there any
way you can, uh,

you can work a double today?

Hey! I didn't know
you were home.

So how'd it go with
Morgan Twombley?

Got my shoes back.

Aha, see? Didn't I tell you?

All you have to do is stand up for...
Oh, no.

No, your pants?

He said something about
the flood being over.

Didn't you take him the Victor
Krispies as a peace offering?

Guess he wasn't hungry.

Uh, Claudia Salinger?

Yes.

Hi. I'm Peter Carlton, your student host.
We spoke on the phone.

Right. Right. Hi.

So a-are you by yourself?

Yes. Well, I mean,
technically, no.

My sister came with me,

but she's hanging out
with her ex-boyfriend.

Ah, you're lucky. My
dad's an alum, right?

So he just had to come
along when I visited.

I got to hear about
every lamppost

he kissed some debutante under.

Anyway, these are the places
that I really wanted to visit.

I marked them on the map.

Uh, Sterling Library,
Linsley-Chit.

Yeah, okay. I mean,

if this is what you want to see.

What do you mean? Those are
the recommended places.

Yeah, I-I know. It's the
standard freshman tour.

A bunch of boring buildings.

It's, uh, no, it-it's fine.

It's just it really won't
tell you anything.

It won't?

Why don't I give you
the insider's tour?

You know, all the stuff they
don't put in the brochures.

At least that way, you'll know

what you're getting
yourself into.

Okay.

All right, cool. Let's,
uh, let's hit the road.

Owen, what's wrong with
your banana split?

I changed my mind.

I want banana soup.

You know, you spent the
whole afternoon with Owen.

If you want to go see her,
I can take him bowling.

Go see who?

Holly?

Why? Why would you assume--

Oh, maybe because every other
word you say these days

starts with "H" and
ends with Olly.

I mean, why not just go see her?

Thursday's our night off.

So make Friday your night off.

-Can't do that.
-Why not?

Because-because I know
exactly what would happen.

We'd just turn Friday
into Saturday,

then Sunday we'd come up
with some other excuse,

and pretty soon, we wouldn't
have a night off at all.

And this would be bad because...

Because we're keeping
things casual.

Nonexclusive, no commitment.

You can't get together
an extra night or two

and still keep things casual?

This is our system.

Thursdays off, Fridays on,

and Saturdays and
Sundays we alternate.

Oh, I see. Casual.

Makes perfect sense.

Hey, I'm flexible.

I can... I can call her
whenever I want to call her.

I'm going to call her right now.

Okay, that's it.

Food is not a toy.

Clear your tray,
go get cleaned up,

or you can kiss the
bowling alley good bye.

Whoa.

Sorry.

Hey, what do you
think you're doing?

Hey, is this your kid?

Uh, yeah. Look, uh, I'm sorry.
Um--

No, I like getting ice
cream dumped all over me.

I said I'm sorry.

Look, uh, why don't you let
me pay to have that cleaned?

Stupid kid. Somebody
should smack him.

He said he was sorry.

So just let it go at that.

You know, maybe I'm wrong. Maybe
somebody needs to smack you.

We apologized.

And I offered to
make things right.

Is there anything else
you feel you need?

No, forget it.
I'm good.

Great. Come on. Come on.

Let's get Bailey and...
go bowling.

Who cares about bowling?

I want to learn how to
do that wrist thing.

Here he is. Surprise.

Hey, uh, I need
to call you back.

Okay.

-Hey.
-Hi!

What are you guys doing here?

Well, uh, me and Miss Diana

were on our way
back from the park,

and we thought we'd
say hi to Daddy.

Great. It's just, uh...

It's kind of crazy
around here right now.

Hmm. Yeah, I knew that actually.

It's... always sort of just...
been the arrangement

that, you know, she sleeps
over at your guys' place.

But I was thinking, you know,

both of you are working
your butts off so much that

maybe it would make sense, you
know, if she were to stay

a few nights in
the week with me.

You know, what? Uh...

we're okay with the
way it's working.

It's no problem for us.

Yeah, I know. It just...

you know, it seems
silly to wake her up

so that she can go
sleep at your place.

Well, I just...

feel better knowing the kind
of environment she's in.

What, uh, what is that
supposed to mean?

Daph, look, I...
It's nothing against him.

It isn't, but I mean, how
well do you really know Luke?

-What?
-You like him. I get that.

I like him, too, but I mean

what about Luke and Diana?

What about it? Luke
is not her father.

He's living with you now.

What happens when you
go take a shower

or run some errands and
she's with him alone?

I mean, do you know how
he's going to handle

a discipline situation?

Or-or what if she chokes?

I mean, has he taken
baby CPR like we have?

Charlie, Luke is
so great with her.

You have no idea how good he is.

That's exactly my point.
I have no idea.

I mean... Look,
you're always saying

how you want to be this
responsible parent,

and most of the time you are,

but this time, I'm
sorry, I just...

I don't think it's the
most responsible move.

But the most amazing thing
about Kenya was the people.

I lived with the Masai
tribe for six weeks.

I, uh, I helped them build
huts made of cow dung.

I watched them sacrifice goats.

Wow, that must've been--

Incredible. It was. It was.

I mean, these people... They
have no mall to shop in.

They are completely
self-sufficient!

I have to use the restroom,

but remind me to show you
my photo albums later.

And I have slides, too.

-Hmm, hmm, miss me.
-Yeah.

I tell you
she's amazing?

You told me. She's really...

I know. She's a force of nature.

I mean, just being around her
is like being on a drug.

Mm-hmm.

You know what? I
should try Claud again

before Laura comes back.

Actually, Julia, I kind of wanted
to talk to you about Laura.

You do? What about her?

Well, see, the thing is that...

I mean, she has changed my life.
Really.

And being with her,
my GPA has gone up.

I'm finally headed
in one direction.

Well, that's great, but
give yourself some credit.

I mean, it's not all her.

See, the-the thing that I
love most about Laura is

she doesn't have one of these
five-year plan things.

She has a plan for the
rest of her life.

-I believe it.
-And I've seen it, too.

You know what she has penciled
in there after graduation?

What?

-Me. As in me and her.
-Wow.

I know, so I'm thinking,
you know, why wait?

Why sit around and
talk about something?

You just go ahead and you do it.

So you're saying what, that...
you might propose?

I might. Yeah.

But I wanted to see
what you thought first.

I-I wanted to see if I'm crazy.

But you get it, don't you?

I mean, you see why
I love her so much.

Well, yeah.

I mean, yeah. I mean, Justin,
how-how could I not,

- when she's just so...
- Well, you know.

She's... Yeah. Yeah.

I can't tell you how much
it means to me to...

hear you say that.

Really.

Charlie.

Hey.

Hey.

Must've just dozed off.

I was up all night trying
to work these numbers.

Where's Diana?

She was just playing
on that rug.

Diana?

Diana?

Sweetie, where are you?

There you are, you silly girl.

Okay, you've made quite a
mess here, haven't you?

I was only asleep for a second.

Well, she's way into
toilet paper these days.

Aren't you, boo?

Aren't you? Yes.

Okay, wave goodbye to Daddy.

-Look, Daph, uh...
-Goodbye.

...this-this never
happens, okay?

I've just been so exhausted

trying to figure out
this problem with work.

Yeah, I know. Stuff happens.

Even to responsible parents.

So, you all clear on
the social landscape?

I think so. Let's see,

Durfee's is where the sugar and
caffeine addicts hang out.

Check. And for your
salt and fat fiends?

Uh... Naples? Right?

Hey, there's hope
for you, Salinger.

So, are you sure it's no hassle
if I tag along to your class?

Not as long as you promise
to take good notes.

Oh, okay, so that's why you
give these tours, huh?

To find good note-taking slaves?

What slave?

I just bought you a
double-mint latte.

Ooh, we gotta go.

-Oh, okay.
-Here. Put this on.

No, I'm okay.

Trust me, we gotta walk all
the way to Science Hill.

That blazer alone won't cut it.

-Thank you, but--
-Come on, take it.

I get in big trouble if
visitors die of pneumonia

before they fill out
an application.

-It's a long walk, you said?
-Yeah.

I should just use the restroom.

Yeah, there's one on the way.

See, it's not about kicking
as hard as you can.

It's about foot placement.
Like ballet.

Okay, forget ballet.

You try.

Yeah. Not bad.

You're gettin' it. Now,
what's rule number one?

Only use self-defense
to defend yourself.

That's right.

Violence is always
the last resort.

You use your words, and
you use them again.

And then, and only then--

Can you show me a
flying scissor-lock?

Excuse me?

Will and I saw the Asian assassin
do it on The Wrestling Death Match.

Just in case my
words don't work.

Whoa, what are you
doing in here?

Uh, I was waiting for you.

Why?

Well, class is an hour and
I just couldn't wait to...

Whoa, wait.

I smile at your jokes
and I take your scarf

and suddenly I'm
your girlfriend?

No. No, C-Claudia,
that's not what I--

I mean, why can't a girl
just be friendly with a guy

without asking him
to come after her?

Wait, what are you...

This is a co-ed bathroom.

I came in here to pee.

Oh, man, what
is the matter with me?

No, it-it's okay.

You know, a lot of girls get freaked
out when they see guys in here.

-I have to go.
-Claudia...

Come on, Claudia.

Hey, you're home early.

Yeah. Been missing my...

two best girls lately.

Well, give me a couple of
minutes to eat some dinner

and then I'll take her so
that you can work, okay?

Uh, there's no rush.

-I'm not gonna work tonight.
-Really?

Does that mean you figured
out how to build it?

Um... No, actually, I didn't,

So I, uh, told Gus to put
it on hold for a while.

On hold? Till when?

Just till, uh, things
settle down a little bit.

Well, I don't understand.

You were taking that
stuff to the expo.

The expo's next week, right?

Yeah. Well, I tried to find a
way to make this thing work

without machining the headboards

or buying prewelded frames

or 100 other shortcuts.

I'm just...

out of ideas.

So you're just giving up?

No, I'm not giving up.

I just, uh, I just don't
have the time right now.

I mean, I've already
got a full-time job.

And then there's your
surgery tomorrow

and there's Diana
to think about.

But those things can all
be worked out, Charlie.

I mean, okay, so
it's a challenge.

So what?

You can't just drop out

the first time it looks
like it might not work.

Kirsten, what is your problem?

I mean, you've been on my case
about this for weeks now.

How long have you been
dreaming about this? Years.

Since before your company
went to Seattle.

And how many chances
have you had since then?

Just this one. Am I right?

Look, I'm not trying to tell
you how to live your life.

I just...

I hate to watch you let
this opportunity go by.

If you're giving up on this one,

I hope it's for a good reason.

What is that supposed to mean?

You know what, Charlie?

You figure it out.

-Hey.
-Hey.

-Ready to hit the town?
-Uh, just about.

Just finishing up here.

Mmm. So how was your day?

Uh, it was good.

I have... I have to
ask you a question.

Mm-hmm.

What exactly is our
policy on dating?

Oh, um, as often as possible

up to the maximum permitted

within a casual,
nonexclusive relationship.

Oh, really? It's that open?

Oh, yeah. Open
between each other.

Oh, right, yeah. Of course.

You meant between other people.

No, I didn't. I didn't.

I just... I couldn't
remember what we had said.

Do you want to ask someone
else out, Bailey?

No, not at all. I don't.

Why, do you?

No. I'm sorry to say that you're
the best I've come up with so far.

But if you did...

If you did want to ask somebody
else out, would you tell me?

Well, would you want me to?

Yeah, I would.

Well, then I will.

Okay.

What?

Holly, where were
you last night?

I tried calling three times.

I was out with a
friend from work.

A C T resident, actually. Why?

So you work with him?

Who says that he is a him?

Holly, I saw him.

Okay. Hey, I'm not saying that
you don't have the right.

It was within our agreement, but
you just got finished saying

that you would tell
me the truth--

-You were spying on me?
-No, I wasn't "spying" on you.

I wanted to see you.

And I called and I
got your machine,

so I figured I would just
come by and surprise you.

What, you were lurking
around outside my house?

-Holly, relax.
-And what?

I mean, I kissed a colleague
good night on the cheek,

and now I get all these
weird innuendos.

-Holly, I'm only--
-No. God, this is...

This is just fantastic.

I mean, it's so nice
to know you have

all this deep,
invested faith in me.

No. God, I'm going to leave

before I say something
I don't regret.

Holly, wait. Holly.

So I'm sitting there
thinking, "No, don't do it.

Please don't propose to her."

I mean, God, he
only just met her.

And Laura, I mean, she's fine.
She's just a little pushy.

But it's like he's obsessed
with her or something.

Not that I'm j-jealous.
I'm-I'm not.

I mean, if he's
happy, that's great,

But the thing is I
still feel like

I should've been honest with him.
You know?

I-I feel like he's
rushing into it,

because I just sat there and
I didn't say anything--

Julia. I really don't care.

What?

I've had a very bad
day, and I just...

I don't even know why I'm here.

Okay, I'm-I'm sorry,
what happened?

You don't want to hear this.

Well, of course I do.

Well, anyway, I just figured
you should know that

I'm flying back
tomorrow morning.

What? Claudia, tomorrow?
What about Columbia?

What about NYU?

I changed my mind. I just...

I want to go back,
so you can come

or you can stay with
Justin, whatever.

Wait. Hold on. I don't understand.
What happened?

Could we not?

Okay, I'm tired and I just
want to go back to my room.

Claudia, talk to me. Tell me
what I can do and I'll do it.

Can you travel back in time

and stop me from going
into that room with Derek?

Can you do that, Julia?

No, I can't.

Then you can't help me.

-Hey.
-Hey.

Um, Daphne's at the store,

but she's going
to be right back.

Okay.

Hey, there, lady bug.

- Hi.
- Here.

Hi. Hi.

So, uh, how's it going?

Not bad, you know. Okay.
No complaints.

What's that?

Well, um, I guess I
should get going then.

Oh, um, Kirsten left
her diaper bag here,

so you-you want to come get it?

Okay.

It's right... Here we are.

This one right here.

Good girl.

Wow.

Did you do all this?

Oh, yeah. I was going to get some
of them glow-in-the-dark stickers,

but, yeah, it's
getting there, huh?

This must've taken some time.

Oh, it's no big deal.

Uh, so, listen, if it's easier,

I can just drop Diana by your
place tonight, you know.

Save you a trip.

Uh...

You know what? Actually...

Kirsten could probably use a
good night's sleep tonight.

So, uh, would you and Daphne
mind taking her overnight?

Sure you're okay with that?

Yeah. Yeah, that'd
help us out a lot.

Yeah, sure. Yeah.

Okay.

So if you could just
tell Daph, uh...

Just tell her that
I said thanks.

Okay.

She took off for her
informational interview.

She going to be all right?

How would I know? She
won't talk to me.

Well, if you want to go find
her, you know, Laura won't mind.

We can have lunch later or
we can just meet for dinner.

Yeah, you know what?
Maybe I should do that.

-Okay? Yeah.
-Okay.

Oh, Julia. Um, thank you.

Why? What for?

Well, for what you
said last night.

Uh, it really helped
me make a-a decision.

-It did?
-Yeah.

I think I made up my mind.

I'm gonna ask Laura to marry me.

Wow, Justin.

When?

Who knows? Maybe at lunch.

No time like the present, huh?

Congratulations.

-Hmm.
-Thank you.

I love you.

I love you, too.

-Hey.
-Hey.

You're home early.

That's because I had to
pick Owen up from school.

From the principal's office.

Seems he kicked another
kid in the chest

on the playground today.

Oh. Um...

That would be Morgan Twombley.

If there was a problem at school, Victor,
why didn't you tell me about it?

Well, you've been a
little distracted lately,

being with Holly or whatever.

Plus which, Owen
asked me not to.

He didn't want you
calling the school.

Great. So instead the
school calls me.

What were you thinking anyway,
teaching him how to fight?

I don't know. It
just felt right.

It felt right to tell
him that it's okay

to solve his problems that way?

Yeah, if he's tried everything
else, yeah, I think that's okay.

-Well, I don't--
-Look.

I've been there, you know?

I mean, I look at
a kid like Owen

walking around afraid.

I spent too many years that way,

scared to look at other
kids in the eye, ashamed.

I mean, maybe you don't
see it that way,

but... I think a person
should face their fears,

no matter what.

It's the only way I
made it through.

They told me you canceled
your meeting with the dean.

Yeah.

Listen, Claud, last
night you left

without telling
me what happened.

Now, I don't know, maybe...

Maybe if you explain
it to me, then--

I can't.

Why not?

'Cause I can't, so
please stop asking me.

Just leave me alone.

No, I won't leave you alone.

I won't let you say nothing. You
have to say something, Claudia.

-Just go away.
-Claudia, will you stop?

Just stop for a minute.

Don't you think I
want to talk to you?

Okay, so talk to me then.
I'm right here.

I can't.

I can't talk to you because...

I don't know what to say.

I'm a mess and...

I'm so confused.

Okay, so don't...
Don't talk.

I don't know what to say.

It's okay.

Hey.

Hi.

How do you feel?

Um, kinda tired, but okay.

I spoke to Dr. Vasquez,

and, uh, he said the
procedure went really well.

Does he think that I might
be able to get pregnant?

He didn't make any promises,

but, uh, he thinks
we've got a real shot.

You know what's weird?

For some reason...

that scares me.

It does? Why?

Well... the doctors
have done their thing.

There's no more excuses.

It's all up to me now.

Kirsten, you shouldn't
feel that way.

Like you need excuses.

Come on. You've done
everything you possibly can

to make this happen for us.

You've been so brave.

In fact, I could stand to
take a lesson from you.

What do you mean?

Well... last night
you were right.

It's been five years since I've had
the shot that I have right now.

And... somewhere along the line,

I started to wonder
if I could do it,

if the luck I had
back then was just...

luck.

Don't start doubting.

Always having all these
huge obligations,

this family to take care of,

has always been the perfect
reason not to try.

But now there's nothing
keeping me from this.

I have no more excuses.

You don't need excuses, Charlie.

You just need to do it.

I know that.

What if I can't?

Hey. I'm not spying on you.

Okay? I just came
here to talk to you.

Okay?

I've been thinking a lot about
what happened last night.

Yeah, me, too.

Okay. Well, let me go first.

Please.

I've been acting like an idiot.

Okay? I know that, but there's
the reason that I have.

I've been scared,
Holly, that's all.

I've been scared of losing you.

Listen, Bailey--

Which is harder for me than
it is for some other people

for a lot of reasons, but
especially because...

I mean, let's face it,
I'm-I'm just getting over

the last relationship
that I lost.

Yeah.

I've been aware of that.

Which is why I know now that I
want to change all of that.

Okay? Just face that fear.

I want us to be exclusive now.

Holly, I-I don't want us
to be casual anymore.

Okay? Because whatever it is
that I have been hiding from,

hiding from it is not
going to fix anything.

Neither is this.

You just said it a second ago.

You're not over her.

I know, but I'm getting there.

Okay? Which is why I
want us to do this.

Do what?

Have a rebound relationship

-to dull the pain?
-No. Holly, wait.

It's okay. I mean, I have
been as naive as you have.

I mean, I honestly believed that
if I stuck around long enough,

that time would
take care of this.

-And it will.
-Yeah, eventually, maybe.

But right now... I
can't take this.

You know, it's been stopping and
starting for the last few weeks.

And it's nobody's fault.

But it's breaking my heart.

-Holly, listen to me--
-No.

Please, don't.

'Cause there's nothing
that I want more

than to believe whatever it
is that you're about to say.

We're breaking up, aren't we?

You need time.

So take it.

And... when you're ready...

to fall for someone...

really ready...

I just hope I'll
still be around.

Hey, what's up?

I was just having this, uh...

this dream, this
factory dream, and...

-And?
-Well, I've been

trying to find a way
to afford this finish

that'll make this stuff
feel high-end, right?

And in my dream, all
of a sudden, I just...

I just saw it.

Frank Gehry left his stuff
unfinished all the time

as a choice, so...

why can't I?

Hmm.

That's great, Charlie.

Yeah, that's really...

That's really...

-Jul?
-Yeah?

Can I ask you something?

Of course.

After Ned...

did it take you a long time

before you felt like you
could really trust someone?

Yeah, it did.

That's the thing.

I feel like...

I don't really know anyone.
You know?

I think I do, but I can't
really trust my feelings.

You know what I mean?

I know.

You want to tell
me what happened?

Yeah. He was this boy,

this very friendly boy,
like I thought Derek was.

Anyway, the first day he
showed me all the cool stuff

that wasn't on the regular tour.

He sounds really nice.

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