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One of the benefits of showing up
at a hospital with a kidney infection
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is the first thing they do...
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Take this with water.
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...is give you something
to bring down your fever
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and subdue
the agonizing pain you're in.
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- Is this a Vicodin?
- Yes.
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- Five milligrams?
- Yes.
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I know what you're all thinking.
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I had my wisdom teeth out
a few years ago
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and they gave me Vicodin
and it's not good for me.
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It really upsets my stomach.
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Okay.
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I'd rather take Tylenol instead.
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Are you sure? Kidney infections
are extremely painful.
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I'm sure.
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Unless... I forget
what they put me on instead...
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It sounded like a candy name...
Like Rox... something?
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- Roxicet?
- Yes. That's it.
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- Roxicet. 7,5 milligrams.
- Let me check with the doctor.
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Thanks.
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It's not a relapse if it's warranted.
It's a hall pass.
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God please don't get in the way!
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According to the paperwork
your mother filled out,
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it appears you have some pretty
extreme substance abuse issues,
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so I think you're right,
we should just stick with Tylenol.
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OK. If I come back someday with cancer,
I really hope you're not my doctor.
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Yeah, I'm serious!
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Can I still get the Vicodin?
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They put me on Cipro. They give it
to people that are exposed to anthrax,
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started me on Lexipro,
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which is one of the few antidepressants
that doesn't make me crazier,
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and kept me there for three days.
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It was actually really nice.
I love hospitals.
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If I could spend the rest of my life
in a hospital I would.
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Because when you're in a hospital,
you have zero responsibilities.
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They make sure you eat.
Sleep. Stay hydrated.
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And if anything bad happens,
there's always a doctor nearby.
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Thank you!
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It's also the best place to be
in the event of a mass shooting,
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unless a gunman kills all the surgeons.
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Point is, I had zero anxiety.
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At nighttime, when everyone's asleep,
if I close my eyes
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and imagine all the little beeps
to be the sounds of birds,
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and the lukewarm air blowing through
the vent to be a warm breeze,
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your hospital bed
can sort of feel like a poolside chair
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on a hot summer night
in the Caribbean.
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Plus Jules came to visit.
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- Did all this happen because I left?
- No.
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You promise?
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Yeah.
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I've kinda been this way my whole life.
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Not all the time, but sometimes.
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But you do make it better.
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I'm sorry.
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For what?
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For not telling you the truth.
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For everyone who was calling me manic,
I was like 92 percent correct.
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But something
was different about Jules.
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Rue, you look fucking amazing.
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Jules, I'm deeply uncomfortable
right now.
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You look hot and the fact that
you usually dress like Seth Rogen
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although you make it cute sometimes
it crushes my soul.
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I don't dress like Seth Rogen.
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When was the last time you didn't wear
a hoodie or sweatpants?
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- I don't know. Now?
- Exactly.
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Which is why are we gonna finish.
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It was the most amazing weekend ever.
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I can't stop thinking about it.
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It was like the first time
I've ever felt like I had a family.
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That wasn't my Dad, or like you kind of.
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My God!
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- Rue, you would die for Anna.
- Who's Anna?
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She's just like next level.
I don't know...
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And you hooked up or something?
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Yeah. It was kinda crazy.
We went to the club...
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And the energy was like crazy.
And I was feeling it.
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And she just like grabbed me
and sort of like pushed me down.
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And like kissed me.
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- And she fucking bit me.
- What do you mean she bit you?
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When we were hooking up,
she fully bit me.
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Look!
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- Did it like feel good?
- Yeah, it felt amazing.
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Does anyone ever done that to you?
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- No.
- You wanna see what it feels like?
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I don't know.
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What?
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- You don't like it?
- I don't think so.
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- Did you like it?
- I liked it.
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You gotta meet this kids.
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'Cause I swear you would
fucking flourish in that energy.
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I've never felt anything like it.
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There!
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I missed you so much!
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You look beautiful.
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Thanks. You, too.
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- By the way, fuck Nate Jacobs!
- Fuck Nate Jacobs!
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I know you're not supposed
to say things like this out loud,
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but if I ever got the chance
I'd fuck him.
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What a fucking pussy!
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- Hi, I'm Leslie, Rue's Mom.
- Hi Leslie!
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They asked me to write a letter
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about what your addiction
has cost us as a family.
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And as I sat down last night
to write it...
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...I couldn't stop thinking
about the day you were born.
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Holding you in my arms
for the first time.
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Looking down at you.
Your sweet beautiful face.
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I had never felt so much love
and joy in my entire life.
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And I thought that
what if in that moment,
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I heard a voice,
some omniscient narrator who said:
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"Here's what's going to happen..."
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Your daughter is going to be funny,
and smart and outgoing.
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You'll see it from a young age.
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- Are you guys drinking wine?
- I mean, barely.
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We're waiting for you to leave
so we can get to the hard stuff.
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Relax. I'm not triggered or anything.
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- I'm joking.
- Let's take some pictures. Come on!
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She'll be charismatic
and make friends easily.
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She'll be kind and sensitive...
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Maybe too sensitive.
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She won't be an easy child.
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She'll struggle.
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Just walk in
and hold your head up high, baby.
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And in turn,
you'll struggle to understand her.
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- You look beautiful!
- I don't know...
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To understand
what's going on inside her head.
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The night terrors
that can't be interrupted.
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The times after dinner
when she'll sit at the kitchen table
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and count the tiles over and over
until she hyperventilates.
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- Do you have a date?
- No.
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The fight to hold her in your arms.
To tell her it's okay.
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It makes me look stupid?
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No. Not in the least.
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To calm down
the kicking, the screaming.
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The anxiety of being harmed.
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The transitions from day to night.
From home to school.
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From meal to meal.
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Of losing her mother
or father or little sister.
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- You have a beautiful house.
- Thank you!
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- Hi!
- Hi!
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- You look beautiful.
- Thanks.
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That's an understatement.
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...of being alone.
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I already like her.
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The panic attacks. Mood swings.
Confusion. Disorganization.
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- Have fun!
- I will!
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My God!
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And all that rage,
not just at you but at herself.
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And the tough part is...
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...you'll feel as helpless to help her
as she does herself.
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- What is it?
- Gatorade and Everclear.
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You'll make mistakes.
Small ones. And big ones.
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You'll look for help
from people who aren't helpful.
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Or who don't understand
what's happening.
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And the guilt will never leave you.
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Love you, Grandma!
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But if you remain calm and patient,
if you listen closely,
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you'll understand her more.
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- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm having an asthma thing.
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The counting, the repetition,
the need for symmetry.
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That if you kiss her left cheek
before bed,
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you have to kiss her right cheek.
and her forehead, then her chin.
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That it's about balance. Stability.
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The need to organize her feelings
and thoughts so she can breathe easier.
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- I feel really good tonight.
- Really? Why?
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I was thinking this is the first time
since the beginning of high school
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that I haven't been in love
with someone.
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I love that for you.
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I've always really been
into pick-up trucks.
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Can you take your shoes off the dash?
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And there will be moments of relief.
In her and in you.
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Moments that feel so normal
and calm and rewarding
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that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever.
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Even though she's only a child.
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And all the hardest parts
have yet to even come.
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What if these are
the big moments in life?
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My mom talks about high school like
it was this monumental part of her life.
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But I cannot imagine being 40 and
looking back on this moment like: wow.
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That's because most people
peak in high school.
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- I definitely haven't peaked.
- I'm not even a person yet.
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I'm definitely like 25% peakness.
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I'm at a hundred percent.
But I can definitely get to one fifty.
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- I never thought I'd make it this far.
- What do you mean?
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I've always had this anxiety
that something bad would happen.
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Last summer, there were 3 weeks
where I actually thought you were dead.
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She's been sober for 3 months.
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Weren't you in rehab
like six months ago?
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Maybe people get nostalgic
about high school
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because it's like the last time
in your life you get to dream.
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After is like, bad jobs,
and bills, and bad husbands...
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Maybe I'm generalizing.
But you know what I mean?
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I kinda feel the opposite.
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I feel like high school's
super suffocating.
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- Really?
- Yeah!
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I'll be right back.
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First of all, ew! Second of all, ew!
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- Just a second.
- Are you not hard?
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No, I am. Fuck!
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It doesn't really feel
like you're hard.
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- I am. I'm... I am hard.
- This isn't something you lie about.
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Maddy, I just got
a lot of shit on my mind.
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- Like during sex?
- Stop!
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- Stop what?
- Talking. Stop talking. Fuck!
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I'm officialy turned off! Get off me.
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- Why are we even having sex?
- We weren't.
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You know what your problem is?
You can't keep your mouth shut.
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- And you can't keep your dick hard.
- Maybe I can't keep my dick hard
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because everyone at school
is spreading rumors about me.
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They're not rumors. They're facts.
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You had forty different guys' dicks
in your phone.
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- I told you not to tell anyone.
- I told people before you told me.
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- You told them out of context.
- What is the context?
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I'd tell you
but I don't even trust you anymore.
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Kinda like how you'd fuck me
but you're not hard anymore?
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Keep talking! Keep fucking talking!
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- I don't mind if you're into guys.
- I'm not into fucking guys, Maddy.
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- Sexuality is a spectrum.
- What are you talking about?
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It's not like anyone's 100% straight
or 100% gay.
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That is 100% bullshit.
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I don't know you. You might be
a good girl. You might not.
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- But I do know my son.
- Do you?
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I'm not defending him.
But I do wanna protect him.
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And what I know is this relationship
you two have is not sustainable.
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And it's only a matter of time
before it takes the both of you down.
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Sometimes the two people who aren't
meant for each other find each other.
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You're a beautiful girl.
And a smart one. It's time to let go.
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Your whole family is so fucking weird.
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Ladies and Gentlemen, this is
the game you've all been waiting for.
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This is the first game back for
the Hawks starting QB Nate Jacobs.
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It could be the final game
of his high-school career
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unless he can bring home the W and
get this struggling team to regionals.
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Speaking of struggles,
he's had a lot off the field.
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It's been a topic of conversation
around the team and in this community.
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Can he overcome those struggles?
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I think Nate Jacobs
is gonna unify this ball club.
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Thankfully,
his teammates have his back.
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How much of the game
is he going to put on his back?
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Here we go. It's game time!
239
00:21:25,630 --> 00:21:29,175
Red twelve. Hut!
240
00:21:48,569 --> 00:21:50,530
Maddy, don't!
241
00:21:56,410 --> 00:21:59,372
- Maddy, don't do it!
- Fuck this!
242
00:22:06,837 --> 00:22:08,422
Can you dance?
243
00:22:13,010 --> 00:22:15,471
- Can you dance?
- Fuck yeah.
244
00:22:35,700 --> 00:22:38,492
I guarantee you Maddy and Nate
are gonna get married.
245
00:22:38,494 --> 00:22:44,081
Probably divorce three times and in some
strange way live a pretty happy life.
246
00:22:44,083 --> 00:22:46,667
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
247
00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,421
Yeah.
248
00:23:15,156 --> 00:23:16,991
Jules?
249
00:23:22,413 --> 00:23:24,165
Jules?
250
00:23:25,499 --> 00:23:27,750
- What're you doing?
- Nothing.
251
00:23:27,752 --> 00:23:30,171
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.
252
00:23:32,715 --> 00:23:34,340
I like the way I dressed you,
253
00:23:34,342 --> 00:23:37,803
but I'm worried I fucked
with your gender expression.
254
00:23:39,055 --> 00:23:41,013
Thank you.
255
00:23:41,015 --> 00:23:44,060
I feel a little stupid. So...
256
00:23:48,856 --> 00:23:52,318
- Can I ask you a question?
- Yeah.
257
00:23:53,903 --> 00:23:55,738
Why don't you kiss me?
258
00:23:57,990 --> 00:23:59,492
I kiss you.
259
00:24:00,743 --> 00:24:04,455
No, why don't you like,
kiss-kiss me?
260
00:24:06,916 --> 00:24:10,962
I mean did you want me
to like, kiss-kiss you?
261
00:24:14,674 --> 00:24:20,721
I want you to wanna kiss me so bad
that you don't even ask.
262
00:24:29,397 --> 00:24:31,983
Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.
263
00:25:14,191 --> 00:25:15,818
What?
264
00:25:20,448 --> 00:25:24,200
I feel like love is super dark
and like no one ever talks about it.
265
00:25:24,202 --> 00:25:28,120
Yeah, but that might be specific
to their kind of love.
266
00:25:28,122 --> 00:25:30,416
Or my kind of love.
267
00:25:50,686 --> 00:25:52,394
I'm gonna do everything in my power
268
00:25:52,396 --> 00:25:55,397
for at least the next three years
to not fall in love.
269
00:25:55,399 --> 00:25:59,862
- What if you do?
- Intervene and fucking destroy it.
270
00:26:18,839 --> 00:26:21,507
- Hey!
- Hey.
271
00:26:21,509 --> 00:26:25,763
- Can I talk to you for a second?
- Yeah.
272
00:26:54,250 --> 00:26:56,127
What's up?
273
00:26:57,753 --> 00:27:02,715
I don't really know what else to say
other than I'm so sorry.
274
00:27:02,717 --> 00:27:06,760
But that night at the carnival
when you were flirting with that girl,
275
00:27:06,762 --> 00:27:09,932
I had this reaction,
and I just like hated you.
276
00:27:11,434 --> 00:27:14,687
Whether that's fair or not I don't know.
277
00:27:16,856 --> 00:27:23,277
I guess I wanted to hurt you as much
as I'd imagined you'd hurt me.
278
00:27:23,279 --> 00:27:25,946
I know that sounds juvenile.
But it's true.
279
00:27:25,948 --> 00:27:28,324
And I wouldn't even be saying this
to you.
280
00:27:28,326 --> 00:27:31,118
Because you're actually not like this.
You're actually really kind.
281
00:27:31,120 --> 00:27:33,746
And you're actually really nice
and I just...
282
00:27:33,748 --> 00:27:37,958
I'm so shitty
and I wish I could go back.
283
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:41,462
Kat, I liked you
since I sat down next to you.
284
00:27:41,464 --> 00:27:45,927
You think there's like zero chance
that we're gonna be together forever.
285
00:27:47,136 --> 00:27:51,599
I don't know, I guess were both juniors
so you're probably right about that.
286
00:27:53,142 --> 00:27:55,937
I mean like is one of us
gonna get hurt?
287
00:27:57,605 --> 00:28:00,191
Yeah, probably.
288
00:28:01,984 --> 00:28:05,530
But I'll do my best
to make sure that it's me.
289
00:28:09,450 --> 00:28:13,287
- I'm crying. Sorry.
- It's okay.
290
00:28:29,262 --> 00:28:31,722
- Sorry, was that awkward?
- No.
291
00:28:40,231 --> 00:28:44,110
- Wanna get the fuck out of here?
- Yeah.
292
00:28:46,362 --> 00:28:48,362
What did you say?
293
00:28:48,364 --> 00:28:51,574
I started to say one thing
and then I said something else.
294
00:28:51,576 --> 00:28:54,036
But she knows what I meant.
295
00:29:37,038 --> 00:29:39,457
- I'll be right back.
- Alright.
296
00:29:54,931 --> 00:29:58,559
- Can I ask you something?
- Yeah.
297
00:29:59,685 --> 00:30:02,980
How do you decide
who you wanna hook up with?
298
00:30:04,982 --> 00:30:09,443
- They usually just come to you.
- Yeah, but what if they don't?
299
00:30:09,445 --> 00:30:12,532
Then go and do
whoever the fuck you want.
300
00:30:13,741 --> 00:30:17,453
Yeah. Okay.
301
00:30:21,332 --> 00:30:23,209
I'm gonna do that.
302
00:30:25,670 --> 00:30:29,840
- I love you, Lex.
- I love you, too.
303
00:30:48,401 --> 00:30:49,986
Cassie?
304
00:30:52,780 --> 00:30:55,408
- I'm okay.
- You sure?
305
00:30:56,534 --> 00:30:59,287
- Yeah.
- Okay.
306
00:31:15,469 --> 00:31:22,641
- Any history of depression?
- I guess, the normal amount.
307
00:31:22,643 --> 00:31:26,228
- But not diagnosed?
- No.
308
00:31:26,230 --> 00:31:28,649
Family history with depression?
309
00:31:29,942 --> 00:31:32,276
Yeah. My mom.
310
00:31:32,278 --> 00:31:36,780
- Any history with drugs or alcohol?
- No. Not really.
311
00:31:36,782 --> 00:31:41,245
Any family history with addiction,
alcohol, other substances?
312
00:31:44,081 --> 00:31:47,960
Yeah. My mom with wine.
313
00:31:50,129 --> 00:31:54,467
And then my dad with painkillers
and then heroin and stuff.
314
00:32:06,646 --> 00:32:09,398
How do you feel
about being here today?
315
00:32:13,277 --> 00:32:14,820
Nervous, I guess.
316
00:32:16,072 --> 00:32:20,618
Do you have any reservations about
the procedure? Any second thoughts?
317
00:32:25,915 --> 00:32:27,458
No.
318
00:32:28,709 --> 00:32:30,169
Come with me.
319
00:32:35,925 --> 00:32:38,759
Welcome back! Fourth quarter.
Time running down.
320
00:32:38,761 --> 00:32:41,554
Hawks trailing 23 to 27...
321
00:32:41,556 --> 00:32:44,890
Here we go it's first and ten
on the twenty.
322
00:32:44,892 --> 00:32:48,686
A minute and a half left to go
in what is a very close game.
323
00:32:48,688 --> 00:32:51,814
Green 13. Hut!
324
00:32:51,816 --> 00:32:56,610
Here we go. Jacob steps back.
He's looking. He sees...
325
00:32:56,612 --> 00:32:59,031
He's got a guy! He throws it up.
326
00:33:01,784 --> 00:33:05,995
A perfect ball by Jacobs goes right
through the hands of the receiver.
327
00:33:05,997 --> 00:33:08,749
Jacobs threw up a perfect ball.
328
00:33:12,753 --> 00:33:16,171
My gosh. Again right
through the receiver's hands.
329
00:33:16,173 --> 00:33:18,382
Let's fucking go!
330
00:33:18,384 --> 00:33:22,054
The wide receivers have got
to give their QB some help tonight.
331
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:42,323
Why do I feel like you're the reason
Fez's house got raided?
332
00:33:42,325 --> 00:33:49,580
Sometimes when you do illegal shit,
bad things happen to you.
333
00:33:49,582 --> 00:33:52,291
You ever done anything illegal?
334
00:33:52,293 --> 00:33:56,505
- You talking about your friend Jules?
- Actually I'm talking about your Dad.
335
00:34:01,093 --> 00:34:04,053
I just wanna make sure
you've given it some forethought.
336
00:34:04,055 --> 00:34:06,805
I know over the years
you've lost some brain cells.
337
00:34:06,807 --> 00:34:09,308
I wouldn't want you
to say something you might regret.
338
00:34:09,310 --> 00:34:14,563
You gonna ruin my life?
I can do that a lot better than you can.
339
00:34:14,565 --> 00:34:17,691
- What do you want, Rue?
- I want you to leave Fez alone.
340
00:34:17,693 --> 00:34:22,615
And Jules. If you ever fuck with
them again, I'll destroy your life.
341
00:34:23,741 --> 00:34:26,742
I'll destroy your dad's life.
I'll burn your whole shit to the ground.
342
00:34:26,744 --> 00:34:29,995
Because I personally have no problem
walking into any police station
343
00:34:29,997 --> 00:34:35,503
and telling them that Nate Jacob's
daddy likes to fuck little kids.
344
00:34:39,131 --> 00:34:41,715
You look very pretty tonight.
345
00:34:41,717 --> 00:34:46,053
Are you sure
that Jules told you everything?
346
00:34:46,055 --> 00:34:49,890
You know what I like about her?
She has these very real dreams.
347
00:34:49,892 --> 00:34:53,938
And I seriously think
that she's gonna achieve them.
348
00:34:56,065 --> 00:35:00,192
If you look at everyone inside,
most of them are gonna go on
349
00:35:00,194 --> 00:35:04,323
and live these lives that aren't
even fucking worth mentioning.
350
00:35:05,408 --> 00:35:07,825
Not Jules.
351
00:35:07,827 --> 00:35:09,952
What about you?
352
00:35:09,954 --> 00:35:15,418
- Honestly, I don't really give a fuck.
- I gathered that.
353
00:35:16,586 --> 00:35:19,503
It's why you're spending all your time
with someone who's gonna leave you
354
00:35:19,505 --> 00:35:23,384
and won't even remember
who the fuck you are in ten years.
355
00:35:26,888 --> 00:35:31,350
I really meant what I said.
You look really beautiful.
356
00:35:37,690 --> 00:35:40,484
Alright, here we go.
Ten seconds left on the clock.
357
00:35:42,278 --> 00:35:44,361
Can Nate Jacobs do it?
358
00:35:44,363 --> 00:35:48,490
It could be the final play of the game,
could be the final play of his career.
359
00:35:48,492 --> 00:35:50,328
Set!
360
00:35:51,412 --> 00:35:56,373
Blue 36. Hut!
361
00:35:56,375 --> 00:36:00,127
And there's the snap. Nate Jacobs.
He steps back. He's looking.
362
00:36:00,129 --> 00:36:03,839
He's off! He's running.
He's taking the game into his hands.
363
00:36:03,841 --> 00:36:06,967
There he goes. He breaks a tackle.
He's at the thirty.
364
00:36:06,969 --> 00:36:10,471
He's at the 20. He's gonna do it!
He's at the ten. He's at the five!
365
00:36:10,473 --> 00:36:11,891
He's in!
366
00:36:18,231 --> 00:36:22,443
Let's go! Let's fucking go!
Let's go! Get the fuck up!
367
00:36:24,111 --> 00:36:27,112
And the East Highland crowd
going bananas.
368
00:36:27,114 --> 00:36:30,910
He has warmed this place up.
This kid can get it done!
369
00:36:41,045 --> 00:36:45,130
You may have won the game.
But you lost control of the team.
370
00:36:45,132 --> 00:36:48,469
And in the long run if you don't lead,
you're gonna lose.
371
00:37:09,156 --> 00:37:14,120
You need to take a step back, Nate.
I said take a step back.
372
00:37:17,707 --> 00:37:20,374
Get the fuck off me!
373
00:37:20,376 --> 00:37:23,377
Get your fucking hands off me you
fucking faggot! Get the fuck off!
374
00:37:23,379 --> 00:37:25,421
- Stop fighting!
- Get the fuck off!
375
00:37:25,423 --> 00:37:30,092
- Stop fighting!
- Fuck you! Fuck you!
376
00:37:30,094 --> 00:37:33,014
- You had enough?
- Get the fuck off me!
377
00:37:35,099 --> 00:37:38,561
- Keep it up!
- Get off!
378
00:37:40,980 --> 00:37:45,443
Do you wanna keep fighting?
You think you're tough now?
379
00:37:46,694 --> 00:37:48,529
Come on Nate!
380
00:39:50,067 --> 00:39:54,947
- What?
- I fucking hate this town.
381
00:39:56,407 --> 00:39:59,450
If I could I'd burn it
to fucking the ground.
382
00:39:59,452 --> 00:40:01,829
And salt the earth behind you.
383
00:40:08,252 --> 00:40:10,504
Jules, are you in love with Anna?
384
00:40:15,843 --> 00:40:18,262
Yeah.
385
00:40:23,226 --> 00:40:24,977
Are you...
386
00:40:26,771 --> 00:40:28,981
Are you in love with me?
387
00:40:32,860 --> 00:40:35,196
Yeah.
388
00:40:36,656 --> 00:40:39,158
Do you wish I was different?
389
00:40:44,705 --> 00:40:47,375
This will help with the discomfort.
390
00:40:53,089 --> 00:40:56,175
Some patients like to listen to music.
391
00:41:06,435 --> 00:41:09,230
And just a little pinch.
392
00:42:10,917 --> 00:42:13,211
CERTIFICATE OF RECOGNITION
DR. PHILLIP REDMOND, MD
393
00:42:39,904 --> 00:42:46,075
What if we just fucking left?
We just fucking left this dance.
394
00:42:46,077 --> 00:42:49,705
We went home, grab a bunch
of our shit and just went to the city?
395
00:42:50,873 --> 00:42:52,750
That's fucking crazy.
396
00:43:21,904 --> 00:43:27,199
I ain't here to hurt you. If you fuck
around, I swear to God I'll kill you.
397
00:43:27,201 --> 00:43:30,913
- Where's the money at?
- It's in the table.
398
00:43:42,133 --> 00:43:44,343
We're almost done.
399
00:44:10,953 --> 00:44:12,663
Move slow!
400
00:44:31,891 --> 00:44:38,105
Jesus fucking Christ!
You're a fucking doctor?
401
00:44:44,946 --> 00:44:47,281
Hurry the fuck up, man!
402
00:45:12,932 --> 00:45:16,267
What the fuck you doing?
Drop the fucking gun.
403
00:45:16,269 --> 00:45:21,148
Bitch ass motherfucker!
Motherfucker! You're fucking dead!
404
00:45:38,791 --> 00:45:43,210
Stop! Let go of my fucking gun!
Bitch ass motherfucker!
405
00:45:43,212 --> 00:45:46,716
I told you to fucking be calm!
Bitch! Why would you do that?
406
00:45:48,926 --> 00:45:52,471
Let's get the fuck out of here.
Come on!
407
00:45:58,561 --> 00:46:00,185
But we didn't bike here.
408
00:46:00,187 --> 00:46:03,357
- Let's go!
- My god!
409
00:46:15,953 --> 00:46:17,663
Hold on!
410
00:46:20,708 --> 00:46:22,710
What the fuck did you do that for?
411
00:46:23,836 --> 00:46:25,920
Fuck!
412
00:46:25,922 --> 00:46:30,509
Fuck! Shit! God damn!
413
00:47:50,756 --> 00:47:53,215
Jules...
414
00:47:53,217 --> 00:47:55,303
Is this a bad idea?
415
00:48:00,349 --> 00:48:02,143
No.
416
00:48:12,278 --> 00:48:13,696
What the fuck?
417
00:48:15,364 --> 00:48:17,783
How do you feel?
418
00:48:21,954 --> 00:48:24,415
Better.
419
00:48:54,654 --> 00:48:57,613
- Maddy get up.
- No. Why?
420
00:48:57,615 --> 00:49:00,449
Could you stop being such a cunt
and just come dance with me please.
421
00:49:00,451 --> 00:49:04,078
- You don't even know how to dance.
- It's a slow song. Let's go. Get up.
422
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:06,791
Firstly, your despicable, but fine.
423
00:49:17,635 --> 00:49:20,930
- I really fucking hate you.
- I know.
424
00:49:22,265 --> 00:49:25,933
You're abusive. You're psychopathic.
425
00:49:25,935 --> 00:49:30,062
And most of the time I really hate
the way you make me feel.
426
00:49:30,064 --> 00:49:34,569
- I know.
- It's not good for us.
427
00:49:37,738 --> 00:49:40,281
I know.
428
00:49:40,283 --> 00:49:43,202
No, but like, we shouldn't be together.
429
00:49:49,959 --> 00:49:51,836
I know.
430
00:50:08,185 --> 00:50:09,604
Hi!
431
00:50:11,314 --> 00:50:13,065
Hi.
432
00:50:15,651 --> 00:50:21,530
I thought this was gonna be
a night I'd remember forever.
433
00:50:21,532 --> 00:50:27,411
I think you will remember it forever.
Like, not in a bad way.
434
00:50:27,413 --> 00:50:31,834
Just in a way that stays with you.
435
00:50:36,172 --> 00:50:37,840
Yeah.
436
00:50:46,474 --> 00:50:48,724
You're late.
437
00:50:48,726 --> 00:50:51,687
I got caught up
dealing with some bullshit.
438
00:50:53,648 --> 00:50:56,526
I heard you got raided.
439
00:50:59,862 --> 00:51:04,408
But they didn't find nothing though.
They ain't got shit on me.
440
00:51:06,827 --> 00:51:08,746
Let's hope not.
441
00:51:34,021 --> 00:51:36,232
So, we all good?
442
00:51:48,494 --> 00:51:51,829
Here you go. Deck seven,
departing in two minutes.
443
00:51:51,831 --> 00:51:53,875
Thank you.
444
00:52:07,555 --> 00:52:11,265
Jules, I just realized
that I didn't bring my medication.
445
00:52:11,267 --> 00:52:13,809
We can get medication like everywhere.
446
00:52:13,811 --> 00:52:18,147
Yeah, but I don't think it's...
I can like miss a day.
447
00:52:18,149 --> 00:52:21,944
Rue, we'll figure it out. I promise.
448
00:52:31,245 --> 00:52:34,079
Jules, I don't think
this is a good idea.
449
00:52:34,081 --> 00:52:36,624
- Rue, it was your idea.
- I know it was my idea.
450
00:52:36,626 --> 00:52:39,501
But I don't think
it's a good idea anymore.
451
00:52:39,503 --> 00:52:41,670
It was a fucking great idea.
452
00:52:41,672 --> 00:52:44,340
Can you just slow 'cause I'm thinking,
you know my mom,
453
00:52:44,342 --> 00:52:46,717
I don't want her to fucking freak out.
454
00:52:46,719 --> 00:52:51,597
Rue, it's not that far and we're good.
We can call.
455
00:52:51,599 --> 00:52:56,270
What am I gonna tell Gia though?
She's gonna think I'm missing.
456
00:52:58,147 --> 00:53:01,609
We're good. Come on!
It's gonna be amazing.
457
00:53:04,111 --> 00:53:05,947
Rue!
458
00:53:18,167 --> 00:53:20,044
Come on!
459
00:53:25,591 --> 00:53:29,637
Please! I love you!
460
00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:51,991
And there will be moments of relief.
In her and in you.
461
00:53:51,993 --> 00:53:56,078
Moments that feel so normal
and calm and rewarding
462
00:53:56,080 --> 00:53:59,709
that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever.
463
00:54:01,210 --> 00:54:04,712
Even though she's only a child.
464
00:54:04,714 --> 00:54:08,050
And all the hard parts
have yet to even come.
465
00:54:09,635 --> 00:54:15,097
And at the age of sixteen,
she'll overdose,
466
00:54:15,099 --> 00:54:19,645
spend four days in a coma and you
won't know if she'll live or die.
467
00:54:20,980 --> 00:54:25,985
But when she wakes up, she'll
be given the opportunity to get clean...
468
00:54:27,236 --> 00:54:31,282
...to become a different person.
A better person.
469
00:54:32,909 --> 00:54:35,242
Here's the toughest part.
470
00:54:35,244 --> 00:54:41,624
No matter what you say or do or wish
the decision will be all hers
471
00:54:41,626 --> 00:54:47,089
and all you can do is hope she gives
herself the chance that she deserves.
472
00:57:04,143 --> 00:57:06,185
Did you take my money out of the wallet?
473
00:57:06,187 --> 00:57:08,520
No, ma'am.
474
00:57:08,522 --> 00:57:10,606
- Rue?
- What?
475
00:57:10,608 --> 00:57:13,943
- I asked you a simple question.
- You make everything worse.
476
00:57:13,945 --> 00:57:16,489
It's fucking forty dollars.
477
00:57:18,866 --> 00:57:21,827
- What the fuck do you want?
- Get out of my face!
478
00:58:17,967 --> 00:58:21,802
- Mom, you're such a fucking bitch?
- I'm a bitch?
479
00:58:21,804 --> 00:58:24,263
Yeah, you're a fucking bitch
because you just fucking sat...
480
00:58:24,265 --> 00:58:26,015
Please stop. Stop!
481
00:58:26,017 --> 00:58:30,477
There's something wrong with her.
She's trying to get better.
482
00:58:30,479 --> 00:58:33,981
She's fucking mental. And I'm tired
of you using it as an excuse.
483
00:58:33,983 --> 00:58:37,486
- Do you think this helps?
- It doesn't matter. I'm done.
484
00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:12,313
Leave! I don't care! Go!
485
00:59:16,442 --> 00:59:19,779
Fucking psychotic bitch.
You fucking make me wanna go.
486
00:59:21,030 --> 00:59:22,865
Fucking crazy!
487
00:59:25,243 --> 00:59:31,121
- Are you proud?
- Go after your sister.
488
00:59:31,123 --> 00:59:35,461
- You wanna be like her. Okay?
- I don't wanna be like you.
489
01:03:56,390 --> 01:04:01,390
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