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WOMAN: Go ahead, Rue.
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- ♪ (MUSIC PLAYS) ♪
- RUE: I met someone.
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She's helped.
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Now, I want to stay clean.
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- So, thank you.
- (APPLAUSE)
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LESLIE: I'm really proud of you, Rue.
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- You've come a long way.
- (SCREAMING)
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Just take your time.
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You're delicate.
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RUE: Every time I feel good,
I think it'll last forever.
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These states will wax and wane.
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I think I need your help.
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RUE: In bad times, there
would be good times.
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(GIGGLING)
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But also, in the good times...
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NATE JACOBS: You're fucking dead to me.
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RUE: There would be bad times.
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You look different.
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I miss the old Kat.
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FEZCO: Leave Rue and her friends alone.
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Is that a threat?
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RUE: I guess it's true.
Life is always this way.
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You're okay, baby. You're okay.
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♪ ♪
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RUE: One of the benefits of
showing up at the hospital
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in the middle of the night
with a kidney infection
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is that the first thing they do...
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NURSE: Take this with
a full cup of water.
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RUE: ...is give you something
to bring down your fever
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and subdue the agonizing pain you're in.
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- Is this Vicodin?
- Yes.
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- Five milligrams?
- Uh, yes.
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RUE: I know what you're all thinking.
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(SIGHS)
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I, um, I got my wisdom teeth
taken out, like, a year ago,
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and they gave me Vicodin.
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It... It just wasn't...
It wasn't good for me.
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It really, really upsets my stomach.
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- NURSE: Oh. Okay.
- Yeah.
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I think I'll just go with plain Tylenol.
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Are you sure?
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Kidney infections are extremely painful.
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I'm sure.
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Unless... (SIGHS)
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I can't quite remember what
they put me on instead.
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It was, like... I don't know,
it sounded like a candy name.
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It was like, uh, like Roxi...
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- (WHISPERS): like Roxis...
- Roxicet?
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Yeah. Yeah, that's it. Roxicet. Yeah.
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I'll go with that. 7.5 milligrams.
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NURSE: Okay. Let me
check with the doctor.
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Thanks.
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RUE: It's not a relapse
if it's warranted.
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It's a hall pass.
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(WHISPERS): God, please
don't get in the way.
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DOCTOR: According to the paperwork
that your mother filled out,
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it appears that you have some pretty
extreme substance abuse issues.
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So, I think you're right.
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We should just stick with Tylenol.
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(EXHALES) Huh. Okay, yeah.
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You know, if I ever come
back here with cancer,
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- I really hope you're not my doctor.
- (DOCTOR LAUGHS)
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- Uh-huh, yeah, I'm serious.
- (DOCTOR LAUGHS)
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Wait. Can I... Can I
still get the Vicodin?
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They put me on Cipro, which is the
antibiotic they give to people
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that are exposed to anthrax,
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started me on Lexapro, which is
one of the few antidepressants
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- that doesn't make me crazier.
- (GULPS, SIGHS)
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And kept me there for three days.
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- It was actually really nice.
- (IMITATES IV DRIPPING)
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I love hospitals.
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If I could spend the rest of my
life in a hospital, I would.
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- Hey.
- Because when you're in a hospital,
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- you have zero responsibilities.
- (LAUGHS SOFTLY)
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They make sure you eat,
sleep, stay hydrated,
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and if anything bad happens,
there's always a doctor nearby.
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Thank you.
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It's also the best place to be
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in the event of a mass shooting,
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unless the gunman kills
all the surgeons.
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The point is, I had zero anxiety.
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WOMAN (ON TV): Gel enhancement,
gel enhancement nails.
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WOMAN 2 (ON TV): What are gel
enhancement nails? Fake nails?
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- WOMAN (ON TV): Yes, fake nails.
- (BABY SCREAMING)
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RUE: Then at nighttime,
when everyone's asleep,
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I close my eyes and imagine all the
little beeps to be the sounds of birds,
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and the lukewarm air blowing through
the vent to be a warm breeze.
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Your hospital bed can sort of
feel like a poolside chair
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on a hot summer night in the Caribbean.
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(WAVES SWASHING)
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(SIGHS)
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Plus, Jules came to visit.
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Did all this happen because I left?
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No.
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You promise?
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Yeah, I promise.
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I've felt like this
my whole life, Jules.
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Not all the time, but sometimes.
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You make it better, though.
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(MONITORS BEEPING STEADILY)
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I'm sorry.
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For what?
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For not telling you the truth.
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RUE: For everyone who
was calling me manic,
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I was, like, 92 percent correct.
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But something was different about Jules.
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Rue, you look fucking amazing.
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Jules, I am deeply
uncomfortable right now.
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Listen, you look hot.
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And the fact that you usually
dress like Seth Rogen,
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although you make it cute sometimes,
like, it crushes my soul.
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RUE: I don't dress like Seth Rogen.
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When was the last time you didn't
wear a hoodie and sweatpants?
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I don't know, like... now.
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Exactly. Which is why
we're gonna finish.
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(RUE GRUNTS)
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It was, like, the most
amazing weekend ever.
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I legit cannot stop thinking
about it, you know.
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It was, like, the first time... (SNIFFS)
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I ever felt like I had a family,
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that wasn't my dad, or,
like, you, kind of.
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And, oh, my God. Rue...
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you would die for Anna.
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- RUE: Who's Anna?
- She's just, like, next level.
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I don't know.
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Did you guys, like,
hook up or something?
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(SNIFFS) Yeah. It was kind of crazy.
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We went to the club,
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and the energy was,
like, crazy in there.
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It, like, matched hers, and
then I was feelin' it.
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And she just, like, grabbed
me and sort of like,
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pushed me down, and like, kissed me.
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And... she fuckin' bit me.
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What do you mean she bit you?
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Like, when we were hooking
up, she, like, fully bit me.
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- (UNZIPS)
- Look.
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Oh. Okay.
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- Did it, like, feel good?
- Yeah, it felt amazing.
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- (ZIPPING)
- That's it, she just...
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Has anyone ever done that to you?
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No.
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- Do you want to see what it feels like?
- I don't know. (LAUGHS)
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- Ow!
- What?
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- Ow!
- You don't like it?
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I don't think so.
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I see.
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But you like it.
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I liked it.
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I don't know. You've
gotta meet these kids.
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'Cause I swear, you would fuckin'
flourish in that energy.
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I've never felt anything like it.
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There. Mm.
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I missed you so much.
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You look beautiful.
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Thanks. You, too.
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By the way, fuck Nate Jacobs.
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- Fuck Nate Jacobs.
- Mm-hmm.
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I know you're not supposed to
say this kind of shit out loud,
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but if I ever had the
chance I would fuckin'...
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- (NATE SCREAMING)
- (GUN FIRING)
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- (FLESH SIZZLING)
- What a fuckin' pussy.
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(BOTH CHUCKLE)
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♪ Oh! Feel the beat of the
rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Dance until the morning light ♪
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♪ Forget about the
worries on your mind ♪
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♪ You can leave them all behind ♪
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♪ To the beat of the
rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Oh, the rhythm of the night ♪
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♪ Oh! ♪
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Sync and corrections by btsix
www.addic7ed.com
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Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom.
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ALL: Hi, Leslie.
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They asked me to write a letter
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about what your addiction
has cost us as a family,
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and as I sat down last
night to write it,
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I couldn't stop thinking
about the day you were born.
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Holding you in my arms
for the first time,
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looking down at you,
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your sweet, beautiful face...
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I had never felt so much love
and joy in my entire life.
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And I thought that...
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what if in that moment I heard a voice,
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some omniscient narrator who said,
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"Here's what's going to happen.
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Your daughter is gonna be funny,
and smart, and outgoing,
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You'll see it instantly,
from a young age."
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- Are you guys drinking wine?
- I mean, barely.
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We were waiting for you to leave
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so we could get into the hard stuff.
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- (CHUCKLES)
- (RUE CHUCKLES)
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That's cool. I'm not
triggered or anything.
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Aah. (CHUCKLES) It's a joke.
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Okay, let's take some pictures. Come on.
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LESLIE: "She'll be charismatic
and make friends easily."
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Aw, you guys look so cute.
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LESLIE: "She'll be kind and sensitive.
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Maybe too sensitive.
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She won't be an easy child.
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She'll struggle."
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Just walk in,
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and hold your head up high, baby.
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LESLIE: "And in turn, you'll
struggle to understand her."
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- SUZE: You look beautiful.
- I don't know.
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LESLIE: "To understand what's
going on inside of her head.
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The night terrors that
can't be interrupted.
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The times after dinner where
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she'll just sit at the kitchen table
and count the tiles over and over,
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until she hyperventilates."
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- Do you have a... a date?
- KAT: No.
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LESLIE: "To fight to hold her in
your arms, to tell her it's okay."
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Do you think this makes me look stupid?
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No, not in the least.
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LESLIE: "To calm down. The
kicking. The screaming.
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The anxiety of being harmed.
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The transitions from day to night,
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from home to school, from meal to meal.
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Of losing her mother or
father or little sister."
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CAL: Hey.
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NATALIE: You guys have
such a beautiful home.
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MARSHA: Aw, thank you.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- You look beautiful.
- Thanks. (LAUGHS)
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- That's an understatement.
- LESLIE: "Of being alone."
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(WHISPERS): Hey. I really like her.
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LESLIE: "The panic attacks, mood
swings, confusion, disorganization."
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- SONIA: Have fun, mija.
- I will.
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(GIRLS LAUGHING, CHATTERING)
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- Look at you!
- Oh, my God!
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LESLIE: "And all that rage.
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Not just at you, but at herself.
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And the tough part is..."
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Aah!
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You want some, Cass?
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LESLIE: "...you'll feel as helpless
to help her as she does herself."
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- What is it?
- Gatorade and Everclear.
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LESLIE: "You'll make mistakes.
Small ones and big ones."
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Fuck it.
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MADDY: Fuck it. Aah.
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LESLIE: "You'll look for help
from people who aren't helpful.
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Or who don't actually
understand what's happening."
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(CLICKS)
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LESLIE: "And the guilt
will never leave you."
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(SOFTLY): Love you, Grandma.
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LESLIE: But if you
remain calm and patient,
245
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if you listen closely,
246
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you'll begin to understand her more."
247
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You okay?
248
00:13:19,834 --> 00:13:22,165
Yeah, I'm just having an asthma thing.
249
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LESLIE: "The counting, the repetition,
250
00:13:25,698 --> 00:13:27,390
the need for symmetry.
251
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That if you kiss her
left cheek before bed,
252
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you have to kiss her right cheek.
253
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And her forehead. Then her chin.
254
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That it's about balance, stability.
255
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The need to organize her
feelings and thoughts, so...
256
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she can breathe easier."
257
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- I feel really good about tonight.
- MADDY AND LEXI: Really?
258
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Yeah. I mean...
259
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I was thinking this is the first time
260
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since the beginning of high
school that I haven't, like,
261
00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:57,541
been in love with somebody.
262
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Honestly, I love that for you.
263
00:14:00,999 --> 00:14:02,416
(RAP MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO)
264
00:14:02,417 --> 00:14:05,917
I've always, like, really
been into pickup trucks.
265
00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,624
You can take your shoes off the dash.
266
00:14:11,625 --> 00:14:13,458
(SCOFFS)
267
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LESLIE: "And there will
be moments of relief...
268
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- ...in her and in you."
- (LAUGHING, CHATTERING)
269
00:14:23,190 --> 00:14:26,957
"Moments that feel so normal
and calm, and rewarding
270
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that you'll find yourself
praying they last forever."
271
00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:33,624
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
272
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LESLIE: "Even though she's only a child,
273
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and all the hard parts
have yet to even come."
274
00:14:44,625 --> 00:14:45,999
Kat. Hi.
275
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Wow.
276
00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:57,625
(DOGS BARKING)
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♪ ♪
278
00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:13,958
(BARKING CONTINUING)
279
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(ENGINE STARTS)
280
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♪ They jaws dropping ♪
281
00:15:28,458 --> 00:15:30,916
♪ He take me shopping, Robin jeans... ♪
282
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CASSIE: What if these are,
like, the big moments in life?
283
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Like, my mom always talks
about how high school was
284
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like this big, monumental
part of her life.
285
00:15:39,450 --> 00:15:43,316
But I cannot imagine being 40 and
looking back at this, like, "Wow."
286
00:15:43,317 --> 00:15:46,086
Yeah, but that's because most
people peak in high school.
287
00:15:46,087 --> 00:15:48,290
I definitely haven't peaked, so...
288
00:15:48,291 --> 00:15:49,957
I feel like I'm not even a person yet.
289
00:15:49,958 --> 00:15:53,124
Yeah, I'm definitely at,
like, 25 percent peakness.
290
00:15:53,125 --> 00:15:54,812
I feel like I'm at a hundred.
291
00:15:56,302 --> 00:15:58,458
But I can definitely get to 150.
292
00:15:59,168 --> 00:16:01,416
Honestly, I never thought
I'd make it this far.
293
00:16:01,417 --> 00:16:03,290
What do you mean?
294
00:16:03,291 --> 00:16:04,916
I don't know. I just always had, like,
295
00:16:04,917 --> 00:16:07,708
this overwhelming anxiety that
something bad would happen.
296
00:16:07,709 --> 00:16:09,666
MADDY: In all fairness, last
summer, there were, like,
297
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three weeks where I
thought you were dead.
298
00:16:11,667 --> 00:16:14,416
Okay, but she's been sober
for, like, three months.
299
00:16:14,417 --> 00:16:17,708
Weren't you in rehab,
like, six months ago?
300
00:16:18,958 --> 00:16:22,499
Uh, yeah. (CHUCKLES)
301
00:16:22,500 --> 00:16:24,624
CASSIE: Maybe people are
nostalgic about high school
302
00:16:24,625 --> 00:16:27,666
'cause it's, like, the last time in
their life that they get to dream.
303
00:16:27,667 --> 00:16:29,332
(PHONE BUZZES)
304
00:16:29,333 --> 00:16:34,917
CASSIE: After this is just bad
jobs, and bills, and bad husbands.
305
00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:40,833
Maybe I'm generalizing, but...
306
00:16:40,834 --> 00:16:43,208
I don't know. Do you
guys get what I mean?
307
00:16:43,917 --> 00:16:46,249
I don't know. I kind
of feel the opposite.
308
00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:50,082
I feel like high school's
super fucking suffocating.
309
00:16:50,083 --> 00:16:53,041
- CASSIE: Really?
- Yeah.
310
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Hmm.
311
00:16:57,083 --> 00:16:58,874
(PHONE BUZZES)
312
00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:00,874
I'll be right back.
313
00:17:00,875 --> 00:17:03,499
♪ When we land, they clear port ♪
314
00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:06,624
♪ Tell the driver I got a
show, Fifth classy shot ♪
315
00:17:06,625 --> 00:17:08,416
♪ Versace stomp... ♪
316
00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:11,792
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
317
00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:15,458
(MOANING)
318
00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:18,583
(COUGHING)
319
00:17:31,593 --> 00:17:34,499
♪ My wrist dancing, neck dancing ♪
320
00:17:34,500 --> 00:17:36,957
♪ Nails dancing, my ears dancing ♪
321
00:17:36,958 --> 00:17:39,999
♪ These bitches dance,
they pussy poppin' ♪
322
00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,082
♪ They jaws droppin'... ♪
323
00:17:42,083 --> 00:17:45,083
First of all, ew.
324
00:17:45,708 --> 00:17:48,124
Second of all, ew.
325
00:17:48,125 --> 00:17:51,541
- NATE (PANTING): Just a second.
- MADDY: Are you, like, not hard?
326
00:17:51,542 --> 00:17:53,082
(PANTING)
327
00:17:53,083 --> 00:17:55,124
NATE: Not yet. Fuck.
328
00:17:55,125 --> 00:17:57,990
It... It doesn't really
feel like you're hard.
329
00:17:57,991 --> 00:17:59,290
NATE: I am. I'm...
330
00:17:59,291 --> 00:18:00,463
I am hard.
331
00:18:00,464 --> 00:18:02,249
Nate, this isn't something
you just, like, lie about.
332
00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:04,124
Maddy, I just got a lot
of shit on my mind, okay?
333
00:18:04,125 --> 00:18:06,290
MADDY: Like right now? Like, during sex?
334
00:18:06,291 --> 00:18:07,791
- Maddy, stop.
- Stop what?
335
00:18:07,792 --> 00:18:10,290
Talking. Stop talking. Fuck.
336
00:18:10,291 --> 00:18:12,541
Okay, I'm officially turned
off. Just get off me.
337
00:18:12,542 --> 00:18:15,749
- Why the fuck are we even having sex?
- We weren't.
338
00:18:15,750 --> 00:18:17,499
NATE: You know what your
fucking problem is?
339
00:18:17,500 --> 00:18:19,874
You can't keep your fucking mouth shut.
340
00:18:19,875 --> 00:18:21,457
Yeah, and you can't keep your dick hard.
341
00:18:21,458 --> 00:18:23,416
Maybe the reason I can't
keep my dick hard is because
342
00:18:23,417 --> 00:18:25,749
everyone at school is spreading
these fucking rumors about me.
343
00:18:25,750 --> 00:18:27,957
MADDY: They're not
rumors. They're facts.
344
00:18:27,958 --> 00:18:31,040
You literally had, like, 40 different
guys' dicks in your phone.
345
00:18:31,041 --> 00:18:33,582
- I told you not to fucking tell anyone.
- Yeah, well, I told people
346
00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:34,999
before you told me not to tell anyone.
347
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,749
Yeah, but you told them
out of fucking context.
348
00:18:36,750 --> 00:18:38,999
Really? What is the context?
349
00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,499
I'd tell you, but I don't even
fucking trust you anymore.
350
00:18:41,500 --> 00:18:44,040
Kind of like how you fuck me,
but you're not hard anymore?
351
00:18:44,041 --> 00:18:47,957
Huh? Keep talking. Come
on, keep fucking talking.
352
00:18:47,958 --> 00:18:50,040
Keep talking. Huh?
353
00:18:50,041 --> 00:18:54,083
- (BREATHING HEAVILY)
- (SOBBING)
354
00:18:55,375 --> 00:18:56,792
(SNIFFLES)
355
00:18:57,249 --> 00:19:00,457
Look, Nate, I don't mind
if you're into guys.
356
00:19:00,458 --> 00:19:03,957
- I'm not into fucking guys, Maddy.
- Sexuality is a spectrum.
357
00:19:03,958 --> 00:19:05,484
Fuck. What the fuck are
you talking about?
358
00:19:05,485 --> 00:19:06,656
It's not like anyone's
359
00:19:06,657 --> 00:19:09,040
100 percent straight or 100 percent gay.
360
00:19:09,041 --> 00:19:11,552
Oh, that is 100 percent bullshit.
361
00:19:15,458 --> 00:19:17,958
- (DOOR SLAMS)
- (SOBS)
362
00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:21,499
- (FAUCET SQUEAKS)
- (WATER RUNNING)
363
00:19:21,500 --> 00:19:23,500
(MADDY SOBS)
364
00:19:26,792 --> 00:19:28,917
♪ ♪
365
00:19:36,999 --> 00:19:38,999
(WATER RUNNING)
366
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,708
(DOOR OPENS)
367
00:19:50,875 --> 00:19:52,875
(DOOR OPENS)
368
00:19:58,625 --> 00:20:00,708
Hey, look, I don't really know you.
369
00:20:00,709 --> 00:20:03,040
You might be a good girl, you might not.
370
00:20:03,041 --> 00:20:05,083
But I do know my son.
371
00:20:05,750 --> 00:20:08,541
- Do you?
- I'm not defending him.
372
00:20:08,542 --> 00:20:11,624
But I do want to protect him, and
what I know is this relationship
373
00:20:11,625 --> 00:20:14,083
you two have is not sustainable,
374
00:20:14,541 --> 00:20:17,916
and it's only a matter of time before
it takes the both of you down.
375
00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:21,791
Sometimes two people in the universe
who aren't meant for each other
376
00:20:21,792 --> 00:20:23,833
find each other.
377
00:20:23,834 --> 00:20:25,599
You're a beautiful girl,
378
00:20:26,266 --> 00:20:27,668
and a smart one.
379
00:20:28,500 --> 00:20:31,708
- It's time to let go.
- (SCOFFS)
380
00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:35,509
Your whole family is so fucking weird.
381
00:20:49,124 --> 00:20:51,375
(WATER RUNNING)
382
00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:01,667
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
383
00:21:04,861 --> 00:21:06,913
(MOANS)
384
00:21:06,914 --> 00:21:08,957
ANNOUNCER: Ladies and
gentlemen, this is it.
385
00:21:08,958 --> 00:21:11,164
This is the game you've
all been waiting for.
386
00:21:11,165 --> 00:21:13,124
ANNOUNCER 2: That's right, Bart.
This is the first game back
387
00:21:13,125 --> 00:21:15,457
for the Hawks starting QB Nate Jacobs.
388
00:21:15,458 --> 00:21:18,249
It could be the final game
of his high school career
389
00:21:18,250 --> 00:21:20,124
unless he can bring home the W,
390
00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,124
and get this struggling
team to regionals.
391
00:21:22,125 --> 00:21:25,124
ANNOUNCER 1: Speaking of struggles,
he's had a lot off the field.
392
00:21:25,125 --> 00:21:27,422
It's been a big topic of conversation,
393
00:21:27,423 --> 00:21:29,624
not only around the team,
but also in this community.
394
00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:31,624
Here's the big question...
Can he overcome this?
395
00:21:31,625 --> 00:21:34,332
ANNOUNCER 2: I think Nate Jacobs
is gonna unify this ball club.
396
00:21:34,333 --> 00:21:36,457
ANNOUNCER 1: Thankfully his
teammates have his back.
397
00:21:36,458 --> 00:21:38,207
We know the community has his back.
398
00:21:38,208 --> 00:21:40,457
How much of the game is he
going to put on his back?
399
00:21:40,458 --> 00:21:41,538
REFEREE: Play!
400
00:21:41,539 --> 00:21:43,498
ANNOUNCER 1: Here we go. It's game time.
401
00:21:43,499 --> 00:21:44,999
Red, twelve.
402
00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:47,249
Red, twelve. Hut.
403
00:21:47,792 --> 00:21:50,333
(PLAYERS GRUNTING)
404
00:21:51,541 --> 00:21:54,208
- (THUDS)
- (WHISTLE TRILLING)
405
00:21:57,999 --> 00:22:01,208
(LATIN POP ELECTRONIC SONG PLAYING)
406
00:22:06,500 --> 00:22:08,375
CASSIE: Maddy, don't.
407
00:22:10,333 --> 00:22:12,416
♪ ♪
408
00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:17,458
- Maddy. Don't do it.
- MADDY: Fuck this.
409
00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:22,958
♪ ♪
410
00:22:24,166 --> 00:22:26,083
Can you dance?
411
00:22:26,500 --> 00:22:28,083
Um...
412
00:22:30,875 --> 00:22:33,708
- Can you dance?
- Fuck, yeah.
413
00:22:34,016 --> 00:22:38,572
♪ ♪
414
00:22:53,399 --> 00:22:56,082
I guarantee you Maddy and
Nate are gonna get married.
415
00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:59,082
And probably, like, divorced three
times, and in some strange way,
416
00:22:59,083 --> 00:23:01,667
live a pretty happy life.
417
00:23:02,166 --> 00:23:04,624
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
418
00:23:04,625 --> 00:23:06,291
Yeah.
419
00:23:11,208 --> 00:23:13,291
♪ ♪
420
00:23:20,792 --> 00:23:24,083
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
421
00:23:24,657 --> 00:23:28,115
_
422
00:23:28,709 --> 00:23:31,922
_
423
00:23:33,291 --> 00:23:34,667
Jules!
424
00:23:39,776 --> 00:23:41,317
Jules.
425
00:23:43,041 --> 00:23:45,624
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.
426
00:23:45,625 --> 00:23:48,541
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.
427
00:23:50,792 --> 00:23:52,749
I like the way I dressed
you, but I'm worried
428
00:23:52,750 --> 00:23:54,999
I fucked with your gender expression.
429
00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,833
(LAUGHS) Thank you?
430
00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:02,625
- I feel a little stupid, so...
- (CHUCKLES)
431
00:24:06,483 --> 00:24:08,204
Can I ask you a question?
432
00:24:09,249 --> 00:24:12,818
- Yeah.
- Why don't you kiss me?
433
00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:17,239
I kiss you.
434
00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:22,138
No. Why don't you, like, kiss-kiss me?
435
00:24:23,701 --> 00:24:29,034
Um, I mean, did you want me
to, like, kiss-kiss you?
436
00:24:32,583 --> 00:24:34,499
I want you...
437
00:24:34,500 --> 00:24:37,635
to wanna kiss me so bad
that you don't even ask.
438
00:24:47,249 --> 00:24:49,667
Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance.
439
00:24:57,958 --> 00:25:00,207
(ENGINE SHUTS OFF)
440
00:25:00,208 --> 00:25:02,416
(CRICKETS CHIRRING)
441
00:25:09,249 --> 00:25:11,458
(GATE RATTLES)
442
00:25:18,708 --> 00:25:20,040
♪ You know I'm hood ♪
443
00:25:20,041 --> 00:25:21,916
♪ I don't need no friends,
I don't need no man ♪
444
00:25:21,917 --> 00:25:23,999
♪ But I love them haters
'cause they all my fans ♪
445
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,874
♪ Want a autograph or
you want a follow ♪
446
00:25:25,875 --> 00:25:27,499
♪ Got a heavy flow, that
these hoes could swallow ♪
447
00:25:27,500 --> 00:25:29,499
♪ You don't want no beef,
better keep it cute ♪
448
00:25:29,500 --> 00:25:31,541
♪ 'Cause Quay Dash
takin' all your loot ♪
449
00:25:31,542 --> 00:25:33,749
♪ It's a fucking promise,
it's a fucking deal ♪
450
00:25:33,750 --> 00:25:35,040
♪ I don't give no fuck... ♪
451
00:25:35,041 --> 00:25:37,458
(JULES GROANS)
452
00:25:38,041 --> 00:25:41,957
I feel like love is super dark
and no one ever talks about it.
453
00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:45,623
Yeah, but that might be
specific to their kind of love.
454
00:25:45,624 --> 00:25:47,541
CASSIE: Or my kind of love.
455
00:25:47,542 --> 00:25:49,541
♪ Show y'all really how to
do it, bitch, bump that ♪
456
00:25:49,542 --> 00:25:51,582
♪ I'm the queen of this
shit, bitch, fuck that ♪
457
00:25:51,583 --> 00:25:53,957
♪ Bitch, I'm on top now,
where your funds at? ♪
458
00:25:53,958 --> 00:25:55,916
♪ Click, click, pow,
where your guns at? ♪
459
00:25:55,917 --> 00:25:57,749
♪ Show y'all really how to
do it, bitch, bump that ♪
460
00:25:57,750 --> 00:26:01,249
♪ I'm the queen of this
shit, bitch, fuck that ♪
461
00:26:01,250 --> 00:26:02,874
♪ To the grave ♪
462
00:26:02,875 --> 00:26:04,999
♪ ♪
463
00:26:08,124 --> 00:26:10,082
CASSIE: I think I'm gonna
do everything in my power
464
00:26:10,083 --> 00:26:13,165
for at least, like, the next
three years to not fall in love.
465
00:26:13,166 --> 00:26:14,666
But what if you do?
466
00:26:14,667 --> 00:26:18,666
Then intervene and fucking destroy it.
467
00:26:18,667 --> 00:26:21,082
- ♪ What's my favorite word? ♪
- ♪ Bitch! ♪
468
00:26:21,083 --> 00:26:23,582
- ♪ Why they gotta say it like Short ♪
- ♪ Bitch ♪
469
00:26:23,583 --> 00:26:25,249
♪ You know they can't play on my court ♪
470
00:26:25,250 --> 00:26:27,666
♪ Can't hang with the big
dogs, stay on the porch ♪
471
00:26:27,667 --> 00:26:29,749
- ♪ Blow the whistle ♪
- (WHISTLE TRILLS)
472
00:26:29,750 --> 00:26:32,374
- ♪ Blow the whistle ♪
- (WHISTLE TRILLS)
473
00:26:32,375 --> 00:26:34,708
- ♪ Blow the whistle ♪
- (WHISTLE TRILLS)
474
00:26:34,709 --> 00:26:36,666
- ♪ Blow the whistle ♪
- (WHISTLE TRILLS)
475
00:26:36,667 --> 00:26:38,416
Hey.
476
00:26:38,417 --> 00:26:41,500
- Hey.
- Um, can I talk to you for a second?
477
00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:44,207
Um, yeah.
478
00:26:44,208 --> 00:26:47,124
♪ Keep spittin' that P to the I-M-P ♪
479
00:26:47,125 --> 00:26:49,833
♪ Bun-B that's Texas baby ♪
480
00:26:49,834 --> 00:26:52,040
♪ Ball and G, that's Memphis baby ♪
481
00:26:52,041 --> 00:26:54,374
♪ Short Dog, that's Oakland baby ♪
482
00:26:54,375 --> 00:26:56,833
♪ Ain't nothin' but
pimpin' these days, G ♪
483
00:26:56,834 --> 00:26:58,791
♪ My nigga C got locked up ♪
484
00:26:58,792 --> 00:27:01,374
♪ But these real hoes still
know they gots to fuck ♪
485
00:27:01,375 --> 00:27:03,957
♪ Give a fuck, nigga, what you say ♪
486
00:27:03,958 --> 00:27:06,332
♪ Short Dog fuck with UGK ♪
487
00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:08,249
♪ Do you really wanna be like me? ♪
488
00:27:08,250 --> 00:27:11,333
♪ Spit game like Snoop and T.I.P. ♪
489
00:27:12,083 --> 00:27:13,875
ETHAN: What's up?
490
00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:18,207
Um, I just... I don't really
know what else to say,
491
00:27:18,208 --> 00:27:20,332
and I'm so, so sorry. It's...
492
00:27:20,333 --> 00:27:21,846
But that night at the carnival
493
00:27:21,847 --> 00:27:23,834
when you were flirting
with that girl, I just...
494
00:27:24,416 --> 00:27:28,083
I don't know. I just had, like, this
reaction, and I just, like, hated you.
495
00:27:29,166 --> 00:27:32,333
Whether that's fair or
not, I don't know. I...
496
00:27:34,576 --> 00:27:36,787
But, um... I guess I just...
497
00:27:36,788 --> 00:27:41,192
I guess I just wanted to hurt you as
much as I imagined you'd hurt me.
498
00:27:41,193 --> 00:27:43,749
And I know that sounds
juvenile, but it's true,
499
00:27:43,750 --> 00:27:45,666
and I wouldn't even be
saying this to you,
500
00:27:45,667 --> 00:27:47,290
because you're actually not like this.
501
00:27:47,291 --> 00:27:49,916
You're actually really kind, and
you're actually really nice,
502
00:27:49,917 --> 00:27:53,249
and I'm just... I just... I'm so shitty,
503
00:27:53,250 --> 00:27:55,791
and I just wish I could go back...
504
00:27:55,792 --> 00:27:58,416
Kat, I liked you since I
sat down next to you.
505
00:27:59,179 --> 00:28:01,332
You know, and I know that you
think there's, like, zero chance
506
00:28:01,333 --> 00:28:04,041
that we're gonna be together
forever, and, uh...
507
00:28:05,041 --> 00:28:06,708
I don't know. I guess,
we're both juniors,
508
00:28:06,709 --> 00:28:09,083
so you're probably right about that.
509
00:28:10,375 --> 00:28:13,917
You know, I mean, like, is
one of us gonna get hurt?
510
00:28:15,249 --> 00:28:18,083
Yeah. Probably.
511
00:28:19,708 --> 00:28:23,708
But I'll do my best to
make sure that it's me.
512
00:28:27,208 --> 00:28:29,082
I'm crying.
513
00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,458
- Sorry. (SNIFFLES)
- It's okay.
514
00:28:33,541 --> 00:28:35,625
♪ ♪
515
00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,186
- Sorry. Was that awkward?
- No.
516
00:28:49,667 --> 00:28:51,797
(LEXI SHOUTS INDISTINCTLY)
517
00:28:53,124 --> 00:28:54,457
(GIRLS LAUGHING)
518
00:28:54,458 --> 00:28:57,416
♪ Take my hands now ♪
519
00:28:57,417 --> 00:28:59,916
- Want to get the fuck out of here?
- Yeah.
520
00:28:59,917 --> 00:29:01,416
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
521
00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:06,082
What did you say?
522
00:29:06,083 --> 00:29:07,916
I started to say one thing,
523
00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:11,582
and then I said something else,
but she knows what I meant.
524
00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:13,374
- (LAUGHS) Lexi!
- (CHUCKLES)
525
00:29:13,375 --> 00:29:14,791
♪ Take my hands... ♪
526
00:29:14,792 --> 00:29:18,165
♪ You understand, I got a plan for us ♪
527
00:29:18,166 --> 00:29:23,290
♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪
528
00:29:23,291 --> 00:29:27,207
♪ It must be fate, I
found a place for us ♪
529
00:29:27,208 --> 00:29:31,833
♪ I bet you didn't know
that I was dangerous ♪
530
00:29:31,834 --> 00:29:33,999
♪ ♪
531
00:29:49,041 --> 00:29:50,958
♪ Dangerous ♪
532
00:29:54,541 --> 00:29:57,208
- Yo, I'll be right back, all right?
- Okay.
533
00:30:01,999 --> 00:30:04,083
♪ ♪
534
00:30:06,999 --> 00:30:12,166
♪ How could they know, how could
they know what I've been thinking? ♪
535
00:30:12,750 --> 00:30:14,708
Can I ask you something?
536
00:30:15,416 --> 00:30:16,792
CASSIE: Yeah.
537
00:30:17,291 --> 00:30:21,041
How do you decide who
you wanna hook up with?
538
00:30:22,333 --> 00:30:24,833
I don't know. They usually
just come to you.
539
00:30:24,834 --> 00:30:27,124
Yeah, but what if they don't?
540
00:30:27,125 --> 00:30:30,041
Then go and do whoever
the fuck you want.
541
00:30:31,541 --> 00:30:33,041
Yeah.
542
00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:36,083
Okay.
543
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:41,917
- I'm gonna do that.
- (LAUGHS)
544
00:30:43,458 --> 00:30:45,416
I love you, Lex.
545
00:30:46,124 --> 00:30:47,917
I love you, too.
546
00:31:06,291 --> 00:31:07,792
NURSE: Cassie?
547
00:31:10,416 --> 00:31:13,041
- I'm okay.
- You sure?
548
00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:17,166
- Yeah.
- Okay. Okay.
549
00:31:33,333 --> 00:31:35,625
NURSE: Any history of depression?
550
00:31:36,458 --> 00:31:40,207
CASSIE: Um, I guess the normal amount.
551
00:31:40,208 --> 00:31:44,040
- NURSE: But not diagnosed.
- No.
552
00:31:44,041 --> 00:31:46,333
NURSE: Family history of depression?
553
00:31:47,792 --> 00:31:49,625
CASSIE: Yeah, my mom.
554
00:31:50,166 --> 00:31:52,667
NURSE: Any history
with drugs or alcohol?
555
00:31:53,291 --> 00:31:54,582
CASSIE: No, not really.
556
00:31:54,583 --> 00:31:56,916
NURSE: Any family
history with addiction?
557
00:31:56,917 --> 00:31:59,375
Alcohol? Other substances?
558
00:32:01,999 --> 00:32:06,166
Yeah. My mom, with wine.
559
00:32:07,583 --> 00:32:10,999
And then my dad with
painkillers and then,
560
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,999
heroin and stuff.
561
00:32:20,999 --> 00:32:21,999
Okay.
562
00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:26,833
How do you feel about being here today?
563
00:32:31,291 --> 00:32:33,208
Nervous, I guess.
564
00:32:33,833 --> 00:32:36,290
NURSE: Do you have any
reservations about the procedure?
565
00:32:36,291 --> 00:32:38,166
Any second thoughts?
566
00:32:43,625 --> 00:32:44,875
No.
567
00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:48,124
NURSE: Come with me.
568
00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:50,708
♪ What I've been hiding ♪
569
00:32:50,709 --> 00:32:53,457
♪ They're right under my bed,
they're in control... ♪
570
00:32:53,458 --> 00:32:57,658
Welcome back. Fourth quarter. Time
running down. Hawks trailing.
571
00:32:57,659 --> 00:33:00,666
23 to 27, red. Here we go.
572
00:33:00,667 --> 00:33:02,541
It's first in ten, on the 20.
573
00:33:02,542 --> 00:33:04,594
A minute and a half left to go,
574
00:33:04,595 --> 00:33:06,457
in what is a very close
game. We need a good play.
575
00:33:06,458 --> 00:33:09,416
- Green 13. Hut.
- (BAND PLAYS)
576
00:33:09,417 --> 00:33:11,833
ANNOUNCER 1: Okay, here
we go. Jacobs steps back.
577
00:33:11,834 --> 00:33:14,165
He's looking. He's looking...
578
00:33:14,166 --> 00:33:17,208
ANNOUNCER 2: He's got a guy.
He's got a guy. He throws it up!
579
00:33:18,249 --> 00:33:21,290
- Oh! A perfect ball by Jacobs.
- Fuck!
580
00:33:21,291 --> 00:33:23,082
Goes right through the
hands of the receiver.
581
00:33:23,083 --> 00:33:26,583
- Jacobs threw him a perfect ball.
- Hut!
582
00:33:30,249 --> 00:33:32,207
ANNOUNCER 2: Oh, my gosh, again!
583
00:33:32,208 --> 00:33:34,040
- Right through the receiver's hands.
- Let's fucking go!
584
00:33:34,041 --> 00:33:35,207
Let's fucking go!
585
00:33:35,208 --> 00:33:37,457
ANNOUNCER 2: Bottom line,
the wide receivers
586
00:33:37,458 --> 00:33:39,999
have got to give their
QB some help tonight.
587
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,249
(MUFFLED VOICES MURMURING FROM INSIDE)
588
00:33:57,075 --> 00:33:59,957
Why do I feel like you're the
reason Fez's house got raided?
589
00:33:59,958 --> 00:34:03,236
You know, sometimes, when
you do illegal shit,
590
00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:06,570
bad things happen to you.
591
00:34:07,284 --> 00:34:09,916
You've never done
anything illegal, Nate?
592
00:34:09,917 --> 00:34:11,584
You talking about your friend Jules?
593
00:34:11,585 --> 00:34:13,518
No, actually, I'm
talking about your dad.
594
00:34:19,030 --> 00:34:21,582
I just want to make sure you've
given it some forethought.
595
00:34:21,583 --> 00:34:24,290
I know over the years you've
lost some brain cells.
596
00:34:24,291 --> 00:34:27,082
I wouldn't want you to say
something you might regret.
597
00:34:27,083 --> 00:34:28,801
What are you gonna do?
You gonna ruin my life?
598
00:34:28,802 --> 00:34:32,348
I fucking promise you I can do
that a lot better than you can.
599
00:34:32,349 --> 00:34:35,510
- What do you want, Rue?
- I want you to leave Fez alone.
600
00:34:35,511 --> 00:34:37,314
I want you to leave Jules alone.
601
00:34:37,315 --> 00:34:40,287
If you ever fuck with them
again, I'll destroy your life.
602
00:34:41,083 --> 00:34:42,872
I'll destroy your dad's life.
603
00:34:42,873 --> 00:34:44,685
I'll fucking burn your
whole shit to the ground.
604
00:34:44,686 --> 00:34:47,874
'Cause I personally have no problem
walking into any police station
605
00:34:47,875 --> 00:34:50,305
and telling them that
Nate Jacobs's daddy
606
00:34:51,290 --> 00:34:53,620
likes to fuck little kids.
607
00:34:56,833 --> 00:34:58,917
You look very pretty tonight.
608
00:34:59,667 --> 00:35:02,209
Are you sure that Jules
told you everything?
609
00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:05,124
You know what I like about her?
610
00:35:05,125 --> 00:35:07,722
She has these very real dreams.
611
00:35:07,723 --> 00:35:11,375
And I seriously think that
she's going to achieve them.
612
00:35:13,875 --> 00:35:16,316
If you look at everyone inside,
613
00:35:16,317 --> 00:35:18,040
most of them are going to go on
614
00:35:18,041 --> 00:35:22,402
to lives these lives that aren't
even fucking worth mentioning.
615
00:35:23,249 --> 00:35:24,648
Not Jules.
616
00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:27,144
What about you?
617
00:35:27,844 --> 00:35:29,375
Honestly,
618
00:35:30,216 --> 00:35:33,508
- I don't really give a fuck.
- Yeah, I gathered that.
619
00:35:34,083 --> 00:35:36,092
That's probably why you're
spending all your time
620
00:35:36,093 --> 00:35:37,421
with someone who's going to leave you
621
00:35:37,422 --> 00:35:40,041
and won't even remember who the
fuck you are in ten years.
622
00:35:44,667 --> 00:35:46,728
I really meant what I said. You, uh...
623
00:35:47,625 --> 00:35:49,999
You look really beautiful.
624
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,708
RUE: Mm.
625
00:35:55,636 --> 00:35:58,416
All right, here we go. Ten
seconds left on the clock.
626
00:35:58,417 --> 00:35:59,999
CHEERLEADERS: Let's go, Blackhawks!
627
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,916
ANNOUNCER 1: Can Nate Jacobs do it?
628
00:36:01,917 --> 00:36:03,833
This could be the final
play of the game.
629
00:36:03,834 --> 00:36:06,457
- Could be the final play of his career.
- Let's go, Blackhawks!
630
00:36:06,458 --> 00:36:07,916
Stay!
631
00:36:07,917 --> 00:36:09,457
CHEERLEADERS: Let's go, Blackhawks!
632
00:36:09,458 --> 00:36:11,499
Blue 36!
633
00:36:11,500 --> 00:36:14,040
Blue 36! Hut!
634
00:36:14,041 --> 00:36:17,249
ANNOUNCER 1: Nate Jacobs, he
steps back. He's looking...
635
00:36:17,250 --> 00:36:19,708
- Oh, he's off, he's off! He's going!
- (CROWD ROARING)
636
00:36:19,709 --> 00:36:22,457
He's taking the game into his
own hands. There he goes!
637
00:36:22,458 --> 00:36:26,082
He's at the 30, he's at the
20. I think he's gonna do it.
638
00:36:26,083 --> 00:36:29,708
He's at the line! Yes! He made it!
639
00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:34,499
- (CROWD CHEERING)
- (ANNOUNCER CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY)
640
00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:36,207
(ROARING)
641
00:36:36,208 --> 00:36:39,541
Let's go! Let's fucking go! Let's go!
642
00:36:39,542 --> 00:36:41,999
Get the fuck up!
643
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:44,791
ANNOUNCER 1: East Highland
crowd going bananas.
644
00:36:44,792 --> 00:36:46,999
He has warmed this place
up in a heartbeat.
645
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:49,207
This kid can get it done.
646
00:36:49,208 --> 00:36:51,333
(DOOR OPENS)
647
00:36:58,625 --> 00:37:00,082
CAL: You may have won the game,
648
00:37:00,083 --> 00:37:02,291
but you lost control of the team.
649
00:37:03,124 --> 00:37:06,166
And in the long run. If you
don't lead, you're gonna lose.
650
00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:15,124
(SIGHS)
651
00:37:26,917 --> 00:37:29,416
You need to take a step back, Nate.
652
00:37:30,833 --> 00:37:33,124
I said take a step back.
653
00:37:33,125 --> 00:37:35,291
(GRUNTING)
654
00:37:35,999 --> 00:37:38,082
Get the fuck off me! Get the...
655
00:37:38,083 --> 00:37:40,582
Get your fucking hands off
me, you fucking faggot!
656
00:37:40,583 --> 00:37:43,124
- Get the fuck off! Get the fuck off!
- Stop fighting.
657
00:37:43,125 --> 00:37:46,124
- Stop fighting!
- Fuck you! Fuck you!
658
00:37:46,125 --> 00:37:47,957
- You need to stop!
- Fuck you!
659
00:37:47,958 --> 00:37:49,332
- You had enough?
- Fuck you!
660
00:37:49,333 --> 00:37:51,207
- Get the fuck off me!
- Huh? Keep fighting.
661
00:37:51,208 --> 00:37:53,165
(NATE PANTING)
662
00:37:53,166 --> 00:37:55,957
- Keep it up. Huh?
- Get off!
663
00:37:55,958 --> 00:37:58,249
Motherfuck...
664
00:37:58,250 --> 00:38:01,290
- (GROANS)
- Do you wanna keep fighting? Huh?
665
00:38:01,291 --> 00:38:04,124
Oh, you think you're tough now, huh?
666
00:38:04,125 --> 00:38:07,290
- Huh? Come on, Nate.
- (SOBBING)
667
00:38:07,291 --> 00:38:09,624
(CAL GRUNTS)
668
00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:13,166
- (BANGING)
- (GRUNTING)
669
00:38:17,041 --> 00:38:20,708
- (NATE SCREAMING LOUDLY)
- (BANGING CONTINUES)
670
00:38:28,541 --> 00:38:30,957
(SCREAMING CONTINUING)
671
00:38:30,958 --> 00:38:34,583
- (DOOR SLAMS)
- (SCREAMING CONTINUES)
672
00:38:35,291 --> 00:38:38,583
- (CAL PANTING)
- (NATE SCREAMING)
673
00:38:40,875 --> 00:38:44,625
- (PANTING)
- (BANGING CONTINUES)
674
00:38:45,249 --> 00:38:50,375
- (MUFFLED BANGING, GRUNTING)
- (CAL PANTING)
675
00:38:51,291 --> 00:38:53,041
NATE: Fuck!
676
00:38:56,083 --> 00:38:57,624
(CRASHING)
677
00:38:57,625 --> 00:38:59,416
(DISC DRIVE WHIRS)
678
00:39:14,999 --> 00:39:18,208
(CRICKETS CHIRRING)
679
00:39:41,875 --> 00:39:44,249
♪ In from the bottom,
with dreams of the top ♪
680
00:39:44,250 --> 00:39:46,541
♪ I'm a beginner, now I'm
the cream of the crop ♪
681
00:39:46,542 --> 00:39:48,957
♪ A fiend for the green,
lookin' mean in the drop ♪
682
00:39:48,958 --> 00:39:51,582
♪ Put up game strong, make
a scene on the block ♪
683
00:39:51,583 --> 00:39:53,124
♪ Now you seen what I got ♪
684
00:39:53,125 --> 00:39:56,291
♪ Be no scheming or I'll
clean your clock... ♪
685
00:39:58,041 --> 00:40:01,750
- (MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING)
- (MUFFLED VOICES MURMURING)
686
00:40:07,999 --> 00:40:09,458
JULES: What?
687
00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:12,999
I fuckin' hate this town.
688
00:40:14,041 --> 00:40:17,207
If I could, I'd burn it
to the fucking ground.
689
00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:19,833
And salt the earth behind you.
690
00:40:26,124 --> 00:40:28,667
Jules, are you in love with Anna?
691
00:40:33,750 --> 00:40:35,166
Yeah.
692
00:40:40,899 --> 00:40:42,375
Are you, um...
693
00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:46,458
Are you in love with me?
694
00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:51,833
Yeah.
695
00:40:54,416 --> 00:40:57,041
Do you wish I was different?
696
00:41:02,659 --> 00:41:04,712
NURSE: This will help
with the discomfort.
697
00:41:11,041 --> 00:41:13,270
Some patients like to listen to music.
698
00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:27,667
And just a little pinch.
699
00:41:28,583 --> 00:41:29,999
(GASPS)
700
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:34,332
♪ My body is a cage that keeps me ♪
701
00:41:34,333 --> 00:41:40,541
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
702
00:41:40,542 --> 00:41:44,291
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
703
00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:49,374
♪ My body is a cage ♪
704
00:41:49,375 --> 00:41:55,249
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
705
00:41:55,250 --> 00:41:58,375
- ♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
- (VACUUM WHIRRING)
706
00:41:59,917 --> 00:42:04,165
♪ I'm standing on the stage ♪
707
00:42:04,166 --> 00:42:07,165
♪ Of fear and self-doubt ♪
708
00:42:07,166 --> 00:42:10,040
♪ It's a hollow play ♪
709
00:42:10,041 --> 00:42:13,375
♪ But they'll clap anyway ♪
710
00:42:14,708 --> 00:42:18,999
♪ My body is a cage ♪
711
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:24,999
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
712
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:28,249
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
713
00:42:31,208 --> 00:42:33,958
♪ Standing next to me ♪
714
00:42:37,124 --> 00:42:39,958
♪ My mind holds the key ♪
715
00:42:41,166 --> 00:42:45,416
♪ I'm living in an age ♪
716
00:42:45,417 --> 00:42:48,416
♪ That calls darkness light ♪
717
00:42:48,417 --> 00:42:51,165
♪ Though my language is dead ♪
718
00:42:51,166 --> 00:42:54,792
- ♪ Still the shapes fill my head ♪
- (INDISTINCT CHATTERING ON TV)
719
00:42:55,792 --> 00:42:58,082
♪ I'm living in an age... ♪
720
00:42:58,083 --> 00:43:01,792
RUE: What if we just fucking left?
Like, um, what if we just...
721
00:43:02,375 --> 00:43:04,540
We just fucking left this dance,
722
00:43:04,541 --> 00:43:06,145
we went home, grabbed
a bunch of our shit.
723
00:43:06,146 --> 00:43:07,791
Just went to the city.
What if we fucking left?
724
00:43:07,792 --> 00:43:10,708
(LAUGHS) That's fucking crazy.
725
00:43:10,709 --> 00:43:14,957
♪ My body is a cage ♪
726
00:43:14,958 --> 00:43:20,999
♪ That keeps me from dancing
with the one I love ♪
727
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:23,999
♪ But my mind holds the key ♪
728
00:43:26,833 --> 00:43:29,708
♪ Standing next to me ♪
729
00:43:33,249 --> 00:43:36,957
♪ My mind holds the key ♪
730
00:43:36,958 --> 00:43:39,290
♪ My body is a... ♪
731
00:43:39,291 --> 00:43:41,374
- (GUN COCKS)
- I ain't here to hurt you.
732
00:43:41,375 --> 00:43:44,667
But if you fuck around, I swear
to God, I'll fucking kill you.
733
00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:47,165
Where's the money at?
734
00:43:47,166 --> 00:43:48,874
It's in the table.
735
00:43:48,875 --> 00:43:51,041
♪ ♪
736
00:43:59,833 --> 00:44:01,999
We're almost done.
737
00:44:06,541 --> 00:44:10,833
♪ My body is a cage ♪
738
00:44:10,834 --> 00:44:13,874
♪ We take what we're given ♪
739
00:44:13,875 --> 00:44:16,833
♪ Just because you've forgotten ♪
740
00:44:16,834 --> 00:44:20,500
♪ That don't mean you're forgiven ♪
741
00:44:21,291 --> 00:44:25,374
♪ I'm living in an age ♪
742
00:44:25,375 --> 00:44:28,124
♪ That screams my name at night ♪
743
00:44:28,125 --> 00:44:30,750
- ♪ But when... ♪
- FEZCO: Move slow.
744
00:44:41,708 --> 00:44:44,249
(BEEPING)
745
00:44:47,416 --> 00:44:50,040
(WHIRRING)
746
00:44:50,041 --> 00:44:52,917
FEZCO: Jesus fucking Christ.
747
00:44:53,335 --> 00:44:56,003
You're a fucking doctor?
748
00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:04,731
Hurry the fuck up, man.
749
00:45:26,458 --> 00:45:28,770
(CLATTERING)
750
00:45:28,771 --> 00:45:30,290
- (SMACKS)
- (THUDDING)
751
00:45:30,291 --> 00:45:32,249
FEZCO: Motherfucker,
what the fuck you doing?
752
00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:35,332
Ass, drop the fucking gun!
Bitch-ass motherfucker!
753
00:45:35,333 --> 00:45:37,582
- (SMACKS)
- Hey! Motherfucker!
754
00:45:37,583 --> 00:45:39,499
Drop the fucking gun!
755
00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:43,958
♪ And I would die or stay ♪
756
00:45:45,541 --> 00:45:48,833
♪ For you right now ♪
757
00:45:48,834 --> 00:45:53,041
♪ But you still don't know my name ♪
758
00:45:54,999 --> 00:45:56,457
♪ Eh ♪
759
00:45:56,458 --> 00:45:58,707
FEZCO: Stop! Stop! Stop
going for the fucking gun!
760
00:45:58,708 --> 00:45:59,457
(THUDDING)
761
00:45:59,458 --> 00:46:00,957
Bitch-ass motherfucker!
762
00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:04,833
I told you to fucking be cool!
Bitch! Don't be doing that!
763
00:46:06,583 --> 00:46:08,500
Let's get the fuck out of here.
764
00:46:08,917 --> 00:46:10,833
- Come on.
- (LAUGHS)
765
00:46:16,166 --> 00:46:18,791
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
766
00:46:18,792 --> 00:46:20,290
- Rue!
- Let's go.
767
00:46:20,291 --> 00:46:23,500
(LAUGHING): Oh, my God! Bitch!
768
00:46:24,041 --> 00:46:27,208
(CHATTERING, LAUGHING)
769
00:46:33,833 --> 00:46:35,500
All done.
770
00:46:38,458 --> 00:46:40,999
FEZCO: What the fuck
did you do that for?
771
00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:43,666
- (MAN GRUNTING)
- Fuck!
772
00:46:43,667 --> 00:46:46,208
Fuck. Shit.
773
00:46:47,208 --> 00:46:48,708
(WHISPERS): Goddamn.
774
00:46:50,750 --> 00:46:54,249
♪ Still don't know my name ♪
775
00:46:57,875 --> 00:46:59,916
- RUE: Woo!
- (JULES LAUGHING)
776
00:46:59,917 --> 00:47:03,708
♪ You still don't know my name ♪
777
00:47:21,124 --> 00:47:25,249
♪ Still don't know my name ♪
778
00:47:30,458 --> 00:47:34,458
♪ You still don't know my name ♪
779
00:48:02,416 --> 00:48:05,333
(HANGERS CLATTERING)
780
00:48:08,291 --> 00:48:10,249
RUE: Jules.
781
00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:13,458
Is this a bad idea?
782
00:48:18,208 --> 00:48:19,458
No.
783
00:48:27,875 --> 00:48:29,791
(SIGHS)
784
00:48:29,792 --> 00:48:32,083
What the fuck?
785
00:48:33,291 --> 00:48:35,291
How do you feel?
786
00:48:39,958 --> 00:48:41,208
Better.
787
00:48:56,589 --> 00:49:00,895
_
788
00:49:02,291 --> 00:49:03,708
(SIGHS)
789
00:49:09,291 --> 00:49:12,124
♪ ' Cause I'd rather be alone now ♪
790
00:49:12,125 --> 00:49:14,124
- Maddy, get up.
- No.
791
00:49:14,125 --> 00:49:15,332
- Just get up.
- Why?
792
00:49:15,333 --> 00:49:16,624
Could you stop being such a fucking cunt
793
00:49:16,625 --> 00:49:18,332
and just come dance with me, please?
794
00:49:18,333 --> 00:49:20,708
- You don't even know how to dance.
- It's a fucking slow song.
795
00:49:20,709 --> 00:49:23,624
- Let's go. Get up.
- Mostly you're despicable.
796
00:49:23,625 --> 00:49:24,999
But fine.
797
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:28,666
♪ No, I don't want to be a cigarette ♪
798
00:49:28,667 --> 00:49:33,040
♪ Use me up and toss me, step on me ♪
799
00:49:33,041 --> 00:49:35,332
♪ I don't want to be an option ♪
800
00:49:35,333 --> 00:49:39,249
- I really fuckin' hate you.
- I know.
801
00:49:40,041 --> 00:49:43,829
You're abusive, psychopathic.
802
00:49:43,830 --> 00:49:47,833
Most of the time I really hate
the way you make me feel.
803
00:49:47,834 --> 00:49:49,917
- I know.
- (SNIFFLES)
804
00:49:50,541 --> 00:49:52,708
It's not good for us.
805
00:49:55,428 --> 00:49:56,742
I know.
806
00:49:58,291 --> 00:50:01,249
Meaning, like, we shouldn't be together.
807
00:50:03,416 --> 00:50:04,541
(SNIFFLES)
808
00:50:07,632 --> 00:50:09,006
I know.
809
00:50:11,792 --> 00:50:13,708
(MADDY SNIFFLES)
810
00:50:14,583 --> 00:50:17,249
(SOBBING)
811
00:50:20,291 --> 00:50:21,374
(CLATTERS)
812
00:50:21,375 --> 00:50:23,979
♪ I don't even wanna know ya ♪
813
00:50:26,124 --> 00:50:27,750
Hi.
814
00:50:29,291 --> 00:50:30,583
Hi.
815
00:50:33,249 --> 00:50:37,499
I thought this was gonna be, like,
a night I'd remember forever.
816
00:50:37,500 --> 00:50:38,630
(SNIFFLES)
817
00:50:38,631 --> 00:50:41,874
Well, I think you will
remember it forever.
818
00:50:41,875 --> 00:50:45,249
Like, not in a bad way.
819
00:50:45,250 --> 00:50:50,124
Just... in a way that stays with you.
820
00:50:54,124 --> 00:50:55,792
Yeah.
821
00:51:04,458 --> 00:51:06,041
MOUSE: You're late.
822
00:51:06,792 --> 00:51:09,792
FEZCO: I got caught up
dealing with some bullshit.
823
00:51:11,416 --> 00:51:13,583
I heard you got raided.
824
00:51:17,620 --> 00:51:19,624
But they ain't find nothin', though.
825
00:51:19,625 --> 00:51:21,833
Ain't got shit on me.
826
00:51:24,458 --> 00:51:26,124
Let's hope not.
827
00:51:51,875 --> 00:51:53,833
So, we all good?
828
00:52:06,166 --> 00:52:09,749
STATION CASHIER: Here you go. Deck
seven. Departing in two minutes.
829
00:52:09,750 --> 00:52:11,583
JULES: Thank you.
830
00:52:19,375 --> 00:52:22,208
(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA)
831
00:52:25,416 --> 00:52:28,582
Jules, I just realized that I
didn't bring my medication.
832
00:52:28,583 --> 00:52:31,332
We can get medication, like, everywhere.
833
00:52:31,333 --> 00:52:33,025
Yeah, but I don't think it's...
834
00:52:33,026 --> 00:52:34,918
you know, I can, like,
miss a day, you know?
835
00:52:35,875 --> 00:52:40,041
Rue, we'll figure it out. I promise.
836
00:52:48,750 --> 00:52:51,833
Jules, I don't... I don't
think this is a good idea.
837
00:52:51,834 --> 00:52:54,374
- Rue, it was your idea.
- I know it was my idea,
838
00:52:54,375 --> 00:52:56,256
but I just... I don't think
it's a good idea anymore
839
00:52:56,257 --> 00:52:58,424
- is what I'm trying to tell you.
- It was a fucking great idea.
840
00:52:58,425 --> 00:52:59,707
I don't know what you're talking about.
841
00:52:59,708 --> 00:53:01,957
Can you slow down? 'Cause I'm
thinking, you know, my mom,
842
00:53:01,958 --> 00:53:04,374
I don't want her to fucking freak
out, all right? I don't want...
843
00:53:04,375 --> 00:53:07,999
Rue, it's not that far,
and, like, we're good.
844
00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:09,111
It's... You can... We can call.
845
00:53:09,112 --> 00:53:11,165
Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia,
though, you know, like...
846
00:53:11,166 --> 00:53:12,815
She's gonna wake up in
the fucking morning.
847
00:53:12,816 --> 00:53:14,584
She's gonna think I'm missing.
848
00:53:15,791 --> 00:53:17,998
We're good. Come on.
849
00:53:17,999 --> 00:53:19,750
It's gonna be amazing.
850
00:53:21,917 --> 00:53:24,083
Rue! (LAUGHS)
851
00:53:35,917 --> 00:53:37,792
Come on.
852
00:53:38,124 --> 00:53:41,083
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
853
00:53:43,500 --> 00:53:45,458
Please.
854
00:53:46,124 --> 00:53:47,750
I love you.
855
00:54:04,041 --> 00:54:06,352
LESLIE: "And there will
be moments of relief,
856
00:54:07,250 --> 00:54:09,166
in her and in you.
857
00:54:09,708 --> 00:54:14,666
Moments that feel so normal, and
calm, and rewarding that...
858
00:54:14,667 --> 00:54:18,041
you'll find yourself
praying they last forever.
859
00:54:19,208 --> 00:54:21,792
Even though she's only a child,
860
00:54:22,625 --> 00:54:25,667
and all the hard parts
have yet to even come.
861
00:54:27,500 --> 00:54:30,457
And at the age of 16,
862
00:54:30,458 --> 00:54:32,666
she'll overdose,
863
00:54:32,667 --> 00:54:35,457
spend four days in a coma,
864
00:54:35,458 --> 00:54:38,500
and you won't know if
she'll live or die.
865
00:54:39,124 --> 00:54:41,124
But when she wakes up,
866
00:54:41,125 --> 00:54:44,624
she'll be given the
opportunity to get clean,
867
00:54:44,625 --> 00:54:47,624
to become a different person,
868
00:54:47,625 --> 00:54:49,833
a better person.
869
00:54:50,875 --> 00:54:52,957
Here's the toughest part.
870
00:54:52,958 --> 00:54:56,833
No matter what you say, or do, or wish,
871
00:54:56,834 --> 00:54:59,416
the decision will be all hers.
872
00:54:59,417 --> 00:55:01,833
And all you can do is hope
873
00:55:01,834 --> 00:55:05,500
she gives herself the
chance that she deserves."
874
00:55:06,416 --> 00:55:09,708
♪ ♪
875
00:55:15,792 --> 00:55:18,541
(SOBBING)
876
00:55:23,375 --> 00:55:25,416
(LAUGHING)
877
00:55:28,875 --> 00:55:32,124
♪ I've been so many places ♪
878
00:55:32,125 --> 00:55:36,249
♪ In my life and time ♪
879
00:55:38,583 --> 00:55:42,624
♪ I've sung a lot of songs ♪
880
00:55:42,625 --> 00:55:46,917
♪ I've made some bad rhymes ♪
881
00:55:48,124 --> 00:55:51,625
♪ I've acted out my life in stages ♪
882
00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:56,750
♪ With 10,000 people watching ♪
883
00:55:58,583 --> 00:56:01,207
♪ But we're alone now ♪
884
00:56:01,208 --> 00:56:05,750
- ♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪
- (CHATTERING, LAUGHING)
885
00:56:08,083 --> 00:56:14,208
♪ I know your image of me
is what I hope to be ♪
886
00:56:17,541 --> 00:56:21,791
- (INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
- ♪ I treated you unkindly ♪
887
00:56:21,792 --> 00:56:24,833
♪ But darling, can't you see ♪
888
00:56:26,083 --> 00:56:29,458
♪ There's no one more important to me ♪
889
00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:35,750
♪ Baby, can't you see through me ♪
890
00:56:36,875 --> 00:56:39,999
♪ 'Cause we're alone now ♪
891
00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:44,791
♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪
892
00:56:44,792 --> 00:56:48,874
♪ You taught me precious secrets ♪
893
00:56:48,875 --> 00:56:51,582
♪ Of a true love ♪
894
00:56:51,583 --> 00:56:54,500
♪ Of holding nothing ♪
895
00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:58,082
♪ You came out in front ♪
896
00:56:58,083 --> 00:57:02,333
♪ When I was hiding ♪
897
00:57:04,875 --> 00:57:07,958
♪ But now I'm so much better ♪
898
00:57:09,333 --> 00:57:13,667
♪ And if my words don't come together ♪
899
00:57:14,917 --> 00:57:17,457
♪ Listen to the melody ♪
900
00:57:17,458 --> 00:57:20,279
♪ 'Cause my love is in there ♪
901
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:21,954
♪ Hiding ♪
902
00:57:21,955 --> 00:57:24,124
Did you take my money out of the wallet?
903
00:57:24,125 --> 00:57:25,667
No, ma'am.
904
00:57:26,541 --> 00:57:28,124
- LESLIE: Rue?
- Yeah?
905
00:57:28,125 --> 00:57:30,082
LESLIE: I asked you a simple question.
906
00:57:30,083 --> 00:57:32,124
- You make everything fucking worse.
- Back up.
907
00:57:32,125 --> 00:57:33,666
- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.
908
00:57:33,667 --> 00:57:35,666
- It's forty fucking dollars!
- I don't care...
909
00:57:35,667 --> 00:57:37,249
- It's fucking forty dollars.
- I don't care.
910
00:57:37,250 --> 00:57:38,749
- What do you want?
- What do you mean, what do I want?
911
00:57:38,750 --> 00:57:40,667
- What the fuck do you want?
- Get out of my face.
912
00:57:51,999 --> 00:57:55,582
♪ I love you in a place ♪
913
00:57:55,583 --> 00:58:00,375
♪ Where there's no special time ♪
914
00:58:02,541 --> 00:58:06,499
♪ I love you for my life ♪
915
00:58:06,500 --> 00:58:10,375
♪ You're a friend of mine ♪
916
00:58:11,375 --> 00:58:15,208
♪ And when my life is over ♪
917
00:58:16,333 --> 00:58:21,166
♪ Remember when we were together ♪
918
00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:25,290
♪ We were alone ♪
919
00:58:25,291 --> 00:58:29,958
♪ And I was singing this song to you ♪
920
00:58:35,625 --> 00:58:38,207
You can't be any more of a bitch.
You're such a fucking bitch.
921
00:58:38,208 --> 00:58:39,804
Oh, I'm a bitch?
922
00:58:39,805 --> 00:58:42,040
Yeah, you're a fucking bitch,
because you just fucking s...
923
00:58:42,041 --> 00:58:43,951
GIA: No! Stop! Stop!
924
00:58:43,952 --> 00:58:45,874
Obviously there's
something wrong with her,
925
00:58:45,875 --> 00:58:48,290
and she's trying to get better.
926
00:58:48,291 --> 00:58:50,249
LESLIE: She's fucking mental,
927
00:58:50,250 --> 00:58:51,929
and I'm tired of you using that excuse.
928
00:58:51,930 --> 00:58:53,249
GIA: And you think this helps?
929
00:58:53,250 --> 00:58:55,625
LESLIE: It doesn't matter. I'm done.
930
00:58:56,249 --> 00:58:58,582
(SNIFFLING)
931
00:58:58,583 --> 00:59:04,457
♪ I love you ♪
932
00:59:04,458 --> 00:59:06,792
♪ In a place ♪
933
00:59:07,875 --> 00:59:12,500
♪ Where there's no space or time ♪
934
00:59:14,208 --> 00:59:17,625
♪ I love you for my life ♪
935
00:59:18,792 --> 00:59:23,124
♪ You're a friend of mine ♪
936
00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:26,916
- Leave.
- Mom!
937
00:59:26,917 --> 00:59:29,999
Leave. I don't care. Fucking leave!
938
00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:31,833
Leave. Yeah, leave.
939
00:59:31,834 --> 00:59:33,957
- Go.
- RUE: You're fucking crazy.
940
00:59:33,958 --> 00:59:36,916
RUE: Fucking psychotic bitch.
You fucking make me wanna...
941
00:59:36,917 --> 00:59:39,958
Fuck this shit, man.
You're fuckin' crazy.
942
00:59:42,708 --> 00:59:44,957
- LESLIE: What?
- You proud?
943
00:59:44,958 --> 00:59:48,169
- You proud?
- Go after your sister.
944
00:59:48,170 --> 00:59:50,957
You wanna be like her.
945
00:59:50,958 --> 00:59:53,667
I don't want to be like you.
946
00:59:55,124 --> 01:00:01,333
♪ We were alone and I
was singing this song ♪
947
01:00:02,541 --> 01:00:04,708
♪ Mm-mm-mm ♪
948
01:00:07,708 --> 01:00:13,290
♪ Singing this song to you ♪
949
01:00:13,291 --> 01:00:15,541
(SOBBING, SNIFFLING)
950
01:00:24,333 --> 01:00:26,500
(SOBBING)
951
01:00:29,208 --> 01:00:31,249
(SOBBING CONTINUING)
952
01:00:41,374 --> 01:00:43,915
("ALL FOR US" BY LABRINTH PLAYING)
953
01:00:43,916 --> 01:00:46,999
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
954
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:50,457
♪ Taking it all ♪
955
01:00:50,458 --> 01:00:54,375
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
956
01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,166
(SNORTS)
957
01:01:14,416 --> 01:01:16,541
(MOANS)
958
01:01:18,583 --> 01:01:21,457
♪ Oh ♪
959
01:01:21,458 --> 01:01:24,290
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
960
01:01:24,291 --> 01:01:27,708
♪ Taking it all ♪
961
01:01:27,709 --> 01:01:31,583
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
962
01:01:32,208 --> 01:01:34,666
♪ Oh ♪
963
01:01:34,667 --> 01:01:37,833
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
964
01:01:37,834 --> 01:01:41,207
♪ Doing it all ♪
965
01:01:41,208 --> 01:01:45,416
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
966
01:01:48,249 --> 01:01:51,708
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
967
01:01:51,709 --> 01:01:54,833
♪ Taking it all ♪
968
01:01:54,834 --> 01:01:57,332
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
969
01:01:57,333 --> 01:02:01,541
♪ Taking it all for us, all ♪
970
01:02:01,542 --> 01:02:04,416
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
971
01:02:04,875 --> 01:02:06,916
(CRASHING)
972
01:02:06,917 --> 01:02:09,625
♪ Yeah-aye, yeah-aye ♪
973
01:02:12,333 --> 01:02:15,749
- ♪ Too much in my system ♪
- ♪ Famine, famine ♪
974
01:02:15,750 --> 01:02:18,916
- ♪ Money MIA ♪
- ♪ Pockets hella empty ♪
975
01:02:18,917 --> 01:02:22,416
- ♪ Mama making ends meet ♪
- ♪ Making ends meet ♪
976
01:02:22,417 --> 01:02:25,916
- ♪ Working like a slave ♪
- ♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪
977
01:02:25,917 --> 01:02:29,290
- ♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪
- ♪ Father, father ♪
978
01:02:29,291 --> 01:02:32,457
- ♪ Gotta be a man ♪
- ♪ Michael Corleone ♪
979
01:02:32,458 --> 01:02:35,791
- ♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪
- ♪ Sisters, brothers ♪
980
01:02:35,792 --> 01:02:38,624
- ♪ Do it for the fam ♪
- ♪ Yeah ♪
981
01:02:38,625 --> 01:02:40,290
- ♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪
- ♪ Hey ♪
982
01:02:40,291 --> 01:02:41,874
♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
983
01:02:41,875 --> 01:02:45,374
- ♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
984
01:02:45,375 --> 01:02:49,124
- ♪ Give you the world ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
985
01:02:49,125 --> 01:02:52,957
- ♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
986
01:02:52,958 --> 01:02:55,541
- ♪ Hey ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
987
01:02:55,542 --> 01:02:58,457
- ♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
988
01:02:58,458 --> 01:03:02,582
- ♪ If it makes me a king ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
989
01:03:02,583 --> 01:03:06,416
- ♪ A star in your eyes ♪
- ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪
990
01:03:06,417 --> 01:03:09,957
♪ Guilty or innocent, my love
is infinite, I'm giving it ♪
991
01:03:09,958 --> 01:03:11,332
♪ No need for prisoners ♪
992
01:03:11,333 --> 01:03:12,957
♪ Bitch please, hands
up This is a stick up ♪
993
01:03:12,958 --> 01:03:15,625
♪ Hey, yeah ♪
994
01:03:21,166 --> 01:03:22,999
♪ Yeah-aye ♪
995
01:03:25,333 --> 01:03:29,457
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
996
01:03:29,458 --> 01:03:32,667
♪ Doing it all for love ♪
997
01:03:34,958 --> 01:03:37,541
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
998
01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:43,374
♪ Guess you figured my two times two ♪
999
01:03:43,375 --> 01:03:45,916
♪ Always equates to one ♪
1000
01:03:45,917 --> 01:03:48,708
♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪
1001
01:03:49,875 --> 01:03:53,541
♪ When it all comes down to it ♪
1002
01:03:53,542 --> 01:03:59,791
♪ I hope one of you come back
to remind me of who I was ♪
1003
01:03:59,792 --> 01:04:03,249
♪ When I go disappear ♪
1004
01:04:03,250 --> 01:04:07,916
♪ Into that good night ♪
1005
01:04:07,917 --> 01:04:11,750
(CHOIR CRESCENDOS)
1006
01:04:12,667 --> 01:04:14,165
MAN: Until then...
1007
01:04:14,166 --> 01:04:16,708
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1008
01:04:16,709 --> 01:04:20,207
♪ Taking it all ♪
1009
01:04:20,208 --> 01:04:23,165
♪ Taking it all ♪
1010
01:04:23,166 --> 01:04:26,708
♪ Taking it all for love ♪
1011
01:04:26,709 --> 01:04:28,917
(CRICKETS CHIRRING)
75175
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