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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:45,875 --> 00:00:50,875 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:52,399 --> 00:00:55,944 Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. 3 00:01:03,493 --> 00:01:06,413 For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. 4 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:17,339 She never knew exactly what it was. 5 00:01:17,341 --> 00:01:19,009 She just knew that she had something special. 6 00:01:20,093 --> 00:01:23,513 Something intangible. Something immeasurable. 7 00:01:29,436 --> 00:01:31,396 And it gave her confidence. 8 00:01:36,610 --> 00:01:38,777 That's why she loved pageantry, 9 00:01:38,779 --> 00:01:41,655 because you didn't have to be the prettiest, or the tallest, 10 00:01:41,657 --> 00:01:44,741 or the blondest, or the whitest. 11 00:01:44,743 --> 00:01:47,162 You just had to have fucking confidence. 12 00:01:48,664 --> 00:01:52,082 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe. 13 00:01:52,084 --> 00:01:54,918 If it weren't for this guy. 14 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:56,962 A beauty pageant coach, Marcus Cutler, 15 00:01:56,964 --> 00:01:59,923 was arrested today on 18 counts of child molestation. 16 00:01:59,925 --> 00:02:03,593 That's it, you're done. No more pageants. This is sick. 17 00:02:03,595 --> 00:02:07,347 Her dreams were dashed by some random 50 year old creep who didn't molest her, 18 00:02:07,349 --> 00:02:09,641 let alone ever meet her. 19 00:02:09,643 --> 00:02:13,230 She refused to eat for a week out of protest. 20 00:02:15,524 --> 00:02:20,151 But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything. 21 00:02:20,153 --> 00:02:21,945 Maddy would never say it out loud, 22 00:02:21,947 --> 00:02:24,781 especially not today because everybody's so political, 23 00:02:24,783 --> 00:02:31,162 but she never really had any desire to have a career or job. 24 00:02:31,164 --> 00:02:33,832 She was just interested in doing what she did, 25 00:02:33,834 --> 00:02:37,794 just without school and the other bullshit. 26 00:02:37,796 --> 00:02:39,796 Her mother was an esthetician, 27 00:02:39,798 --> 00:02:43,883 which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people. 28 00:02:43,885 --> 00:02:46,136 And her dad was a drunk who was always pretending 29 00:02:46,138 --> 00:02:48,305 to hold jobs longer than he did. 30 00:02:48,307 --> 00:02:51,766 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world. 31 00:02:51,768 --> 00:02:55,520 The people who sit in the chairs, with their feet in the foot bath. 32 00:02:55,522 --> 00:02:59,151 And the people who kneel in front of the foot bath. 33 00:03:01,278 --> 00:03:04,404 She used to sit and study the women who came in. 34 00:03:04,406 --> 00:03:08,366 She'd pay attention to what they wore and what they'd talk about. 35 00:03:08,368 --> 00:03:12,037 And what she realized was that none of them actually did anything. 36 00:03:12,039 --> 00:03:16,124 I mean, they may have had children to raise or like, homes to decorate, 37 00:03:16,126 --> 00:03:19,919 but at the end of the day, they literally did nothing. 38 00:03:19,921 --> 00:03:24,674 They literally did nothing. 39 00:03:24,676 --> 00:03:27,971 And strangely, none of them had confidence. 40 00:03:29,389 --> 00:03:33,975 She had had a thing for Nate for a while before he finally asked her out. 41 00:03:33,977 --> 00:03:38,271 At first he was a gentleman. Like, flowers every day kind of gentleman. 42 00:03:38,273 --> 00:03:39,856 And he was smarter than most guys. 43 00:03:39,858 --> 00:03:41,399 Maddy. 44 00:03:41,401 --> 00:03:43,610 Plus Nate like, really loved her. 45 00:03:43,612 --> 00:03:47,781 - I love you. - I love you too. 46 00:03:47,783 --> 00:03:51,284 And she did love Nate. She loved her relationship with Nate. 47 00:03:51,286 --> 00:03:54,329 She was also a really good girlfriend. 48 00:03:54,331 --> 00:03:56,206 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth. 49 00:03:56,208 --> 00:03:57,749 Are you a virgin? 50 00:03:57,751 --> 00:04:00,502 Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14, 51 00:04:00,504 --> 00:04:05,006 on vacation in Panama City Beach, she met a guy who was like, 40. 52 00:04:05,008 --> 00:04:07,509 Hey, you from around here? 53 00:04:07,511 --> 00:04:10,220 Which in retrospect, seems kind of rape-y and weird, 54 00:04:10,222 --> 00:04:12,514 but honestly, she was the one in control. 55 00:04:12,516 --> 00:04:14,057 Yeah. 56 00:04:14,059 --> 00:04:16,851 She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes how much it meant to him. 57 00:04:16,853 --> 00:04:19,020 - Like fully? - Yeah. 58 00:04:19,022 --> 00:04:20,897 That she was 100% his. 59 00:04:20,899 --> 00:04:24,486 What about, like, have you ever been fingered? 60 00:04:26,363 --> 00:04:27,904 Only on my own. 61 00:04:27,906 --> 00:04:30,701 Plus it's not like anyone could feel the fucking difference. 62 00:04:32,703 --> 00:04:35,956 But that's the thing about guys like Nate. 63 00:04:38,875 --> 00:04:41,209 They don't actually want a person. 64 00:04:41,211 --> 00:04:46,256 They want something they can own and possess. 65 00:04:46,258 --> 00:04:49,301 Like Sharon Stone in Casino. 66 00:04:49,303 --> 00:04:51,970 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino 67 00:04:51,972 --> 00:04:54,306 is that she ran the fuck over De Niro. 68 00:04:54,308 --> 00:04:56,641 I'd fucking kill for that coat. 69 00:04:56,643 --> 00:04:59,644 - And she did the same to Nate. - How much do you think it costs? 70 00:04:59,646 --> 00:05:04,316 Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was like, Maddy's spirit animal. 71 00:05:04,318 --> 00:05:06,401 She also watched a lot of porn. 72 00:05:06,403 --> 00:05:09,529 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't. 73 00:05:09,531 --> 00:05:14,244 But if you analyzed it really closely, there were a ton of really good secrets. 74 00:05:19,541 --> 00:05:21,750 Sometimes during sex she would imagine 75 00:05:21,752 --> 00:05:24,669 she was a ventriloquist controlling her body, 76 00:05:24,671 --> 00:05:28,423 moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way. 77 00:05:28,425 --> 00:05:30,927 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked. 78 00:05:32,054 --> 00:05:35,889 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful... 79 00:05:35,891 --> 00:05:38,975 - Well, they'll do anything. - That one. 80 00:05:38,977 --> 00:05:41,311 - I got you a present. - Really? 81 00:05:41,313 --> 00:05:43,482 Yeah, after dinner. It's in the car. 82 00:05:49,863 --> 00:05:52,364 Oh, my God, it's perfect. 83 00:05:52,366 --> 00:05:54,451 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you too. 84 00:05:58,372 --> 00:06:02,415 She did worry about the whole monogamy thing though. 85 00:06:02,417 --> 00:06:05,543 It's not like she ever, cheated-cheated. 86 00:06:05,545 --> 00:06:09,130 Every now and then she'd find herself, in like, a gray area. 87 00:06:09,132 --> 00:06:13,385 - I'll do anything to fuck you. - You're sweet, but no. 88 00:06:13,387 --> 00:06:16,513 Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris. 89 00:06:16,515 --> 00:06:19,057 And that stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street. 90 00:06:19,059 --> 00:06:22,104 And the hot dude who ran the roller rink. 91 00:06:25,899 --> 00:06:30,110 But honestly, those were all times when Nate and her were on a break. 92 00:06:30,112 --> 00:06:33,738 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole. 93 00:06:33,740 --> 00:06:37,534 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate. 94 00:06:37,536 --> 00:06:41,663 But because of who he was as a person, she was afraid he'd hit her back. 95 00:06:41,665 --> 00:06:44,541 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality. 96 00:06:44,543 --> 00:06:46,418 You're fucking dead to me. 97 00:06:46,420 --> 00:06:49,631 It's like, the root of a lot of violence. 98 00:06:50,966 --> 00:06:55,844 And when she got home that night, she felt sick to her stomach. 99 00:06:55,846 --> 00:06:58,307 Like enough to throw up. 100 00:07:00,642 --> 00:07:03,351 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 101 00:07:03,353 --> 00:07:06,980 It was the fact that she knew, no matter what he did, 102 00:07:06,982 --> 00:07:09,276 she'd still love him. 103 00:07:26,918 --> 00:07:30,045 Nothing in the world comes close to opiates. 104 00:07:30,047 --> 00:07:33,340 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin? Fuck. 105 00:07:33,342 --> 00:07:38,970 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had is Fentanyl. 106 00:07:38,972 --> 00:07:44,059 There's not a thing on planet Earth that compares to Fentanyl. 107 00:07:44,061 --> 00:07:48,772 Except Jules. Jules is a close second. 108 00:07:48,774 --> 00:07:50,901 Jules. Jules. Jules. Jules. 109 00:07:52,194 --> 00:07:54,736 And you know what would be better? Jules and Fentanyl. 110 00:07:54,738 --> 00:07:57,405 But I can't do both, because Jules won't have me. 111 00:07:57,407 --> 00:08:01,244 So for now, I'll choose Jules. 112 00:08:05,123 --> 00:08:09,334 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay. 113 00:08:09,336 --> 00:08:11,711 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No. 114 00:08:11,713 --> 00:08:14,381 Yeah. For... Yeah, for dinner. 115 00:08:14,383 --> 00:08:17,594 - Just give me a second. - Okay. 116 00:08:21,807 --> 00:08:24,476 You two have a good time at the carnival? 117 00:08:25,894 --> 00:08:29,062 - Yeah. It was cool. - It was all right. 118 00:08:29,064 --> 00:08:33,110 - Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron. - I don't wanna talk about it. 119 00:08:36,571 --> 00:08:41,326 So Jules slept over last night? 120 00:08:43,704 --> 00:08:45,497 Yeah, so? 121 00:08:48,125 --> 00:08:53,588 - Are you two in a relationship? - I don't know. Yeah. Kind of. 122 00:08:54,923 --> 00:09:00,095 It may not matter what I think. But I really like her. 123 00:09:02,222 --> 00:09:03,724 Me, too. 124 00:09:11,231 --> 00:09:15,360 Baby, just take your time, you've come a long way. 125 00:09:17,279 --> 00:09:19,696 You're delicate. 126 00:09:19,698 --> 00:09:23,952 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are. 127 00:09:25,787 --> 00:09:29,247 It's fine, Mom. We... 128 00:09:29,249 --> 00:09:32,709 We had a very long conversation about everything, and... 129 00:09:32,711 --> 00:09:36,173 We're just gonna take things really, really slow. 130 00:09:47,225 --> 00:09:51,271 Yo, looks good. You ready? 131 00:09:54,232 --> 00:09:58,610 - How bad does it hurt? - It doesn't hurt at all. 132 00:09:58,612 --> 00:10:01,112 It's all good, I've been doing this for years. 133 00:10:01,114 --> 00:10:04,284 I love you, Rue, but there's no fucking way I'm doing that. 134 00:10:07,037 --> 00:10:10,372 I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler. 135 00:10:10,374 --> 00:10:13,416 I knew it wasn't good. But I was afraid to pry. 136 00:10:13,418 --> 00:10:17,045 And selfishly, things had been going really well. 137 00:10:17,047 --> 00:10:20,298 Show me exactly where the hold-up is. 138 00:10:20,300 --> 00:10:23,551 Granted, after the carnival, things got really fucking weird. 139 00:10:23,553 --> 00:10:26,932 Hey, can I call you back? Slow down. 140 00:10:28,016 --> 00:10:31,728 Slow down, what's happening? 141 00:10:35,774 --> 00:10:37,693 I'll meet you out front. 142 00:11:00,257 --> 00:11:01,881 Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs. 143 00:11:01,883 --> 00:11:06,513 - Do you mind telling me what's going on? - Let's talk once we get inside. 144 00:11:29,661 --> 00:11:32,998 - Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Give me a second. 145 00:11:39,379 --> 00:11:45,844 Now what had happened was that morning, Maddy went to school. 146 00:11:46,970 --> 00:11:48,762 What are you, the Unabomber? 147 00:11:48,764 --> 00:11:52,641 - What are you, a dominatrix? - No. 148 00:11:52,643 --> 00:11:57,020 - I didn't mean for real, bitch. - Obviously. 149 00:11:57,022 --> 00:12:01,608 - Seriously, are you okay? - Yeah, I just have my period. 150 00:12:01,610 --> 00:12:03,860 - Okay, bye. - Bye. 151 00:12:03,862 --> 00:12:07,864 And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in Room 202. 152 00:12:07,866 --> 00:12:10,825 Which, unfortunately, was in the upper left wing of the school. 153 00:12:10,827 --> 00:12:13,453 Is the air conditioner like, not working? 154 00:12:13,455 --> 00:12:16,247 It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie. 155 00:12:16,249 --> 00:12:20,085 Now, if it was a normal day, Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie. 156 00:12:20,087 --> 00:12:22,504 But since Nate choked her... 157 00:12:22,506 --> 00:12:26,174 Maddy woke up three hours early, applied more concealer than a burn victim, 158 00:12:26,176 --> 00:12:27,928 and tried her best to cover up. 159 00:12:30,931 --> 00:12:34,641 To compound the problem, she also suffered from a drop in serotonin 160 00:12:34,643 --> 00:12:36,518 from the Molly she took at the carnival. 161 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:39,646 Got depressed, and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink 162 00:12:39,648 --> 00:12:41,481 the entire weekend. 163 00:12:41,483 --> 00:12:43,858 Plus, she actually was on her period. 164 00:12:43,860 --> 00:12:47,322 Maddy? Maddy? 165 00:12:50,534 --> 00:12:52,867 She's in here! 166 00:12:52,869 --> 00:12:54,661 I'm fine. 167 00:12:54,663 --> 00:12:57,205 Why is everyone like, so dramatic? 168 00:12:57,207 --> 00:13:00,542 Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend. 169 00:13:00,544 --> 00:13:03,795 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck. 170 00:13:03,797 --> 00:13:05,755 There is no bruising on my neck. 171 00:13:05,757 --> 00:13:10,093 - The paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying. 172 00:13:10,095 --> 00:13:13,054 Madeleine, look... 173 00:13:13,056 --> 00:13:18,268 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt. 174 00:13:18,270 --> 00:13:20,729 But I want you to know that it's not your fault. 175 00:13:20,731 --> 00:13:23,940 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this, 176 00:13:23,942 --> 00:13:26,693 but this doesn't concern you. 177 00:13:26,695 --> 00:13:31,948 It does concern me, Madeleine. You're 17 years old. 178 00:13:31,950 --> 00:13:37,414 If I suspect that you are being abused, I am mandated by law to report it. 179 00:13:38,915 --> 00:13:41,001 Is it someone you know? 180 00:13:42,377 --> 00:13:44,377 Was it Nate Jacobs? 181 00:13:44,379 --> 00:13:47,756 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili 182 00:13:47,758 --> 00:13:49,924 and called his mother the c-word. 183 00:13:49,926 --> 00:13:52,802 I mean, he did like, grab her by the arm. 184 00:13:52,804 --> 00:13:55,013 Yo, straight up, that chick is crazy. 185 00:13:55,015 --> 00:13:57,641 But do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting? 186 00:13:57,643 --> 00:13:59,517 I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer. 187 00:13:59,519 --> 00:14:01,978 You're not being charged with anything. 188 00:14:01,980 --> 00:14:05,523 - Look. Nate's gay. - I'm being serious, Barbara. 189 00:14:05,525 --> 00:14:09,527 No, I'm telling you, he's actually gay. That's why Maddy was upset. 190 00:14:09,529 --> 00:14:11,071 I don't know about the carnival, 191 00:14:11,073 --> 00:14:14,908 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's. 192 00:14:14,910 --> 00:14:16,451 Smashed? 193 00:14:16,453 --> 00:14:19,955 - That's why he attacked the new girl. - What new girl? 194 00:14:19,957 --> 00:14:23,794 The one who cut herself. 195 00:14:26,171 --> 00:14:28,674 I have no idea what you're talking about. 196 00:14:30,384 --> 00:14:33,426 Mr. Jacobs, can you please come with me? 197 00:14:33,428 --> 00:14:35,263 - What? - Come with me. 198 00:14:39,977 --> 00:14:43,563 - You wanna tell me what the problem is? - Don't worry, we will. 199 00:14:51,738 --> 00:14:53,280 What was that about? 200 00:14:53,282 --> 00:14:55,657 Probably because Nate tried to kill Maddy. 201 00:14:55,659 --> 00:14:57,826 What? 202 00:14:57,828 --> 00:14:59,494 Because she found all the gay porn on his phone. 203 00:14:59,496 --> 00:15:01,121 - Who told you that? - You did. 204 00:15:01,123 --> 00:15:02,956 - When? - At the carnival. 205 00:15:02,958 --> 00:15:07,129 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that, because, literally, none of that is true. 206 00:15:18,724 --> 00:15:23,184 Daniel, I can't. I'm sorry. 207 00:15:23,186 --> 00:15:27,856 I just... I'm dating somebody and I really don't wanna fuck it up. 208 00:15:27,858 --> 00:15:30,567 It's cool. Don't worry. 209 00:15:30,569 --> 00:15:33,695 I just like you, and I kind of thought you liked me. 210 00:15:33,697 --> 00:15:36,656 I do. I just... 211 00:15:36,658 --> 00:15:38,952 I have a boyfriend. 212 00:15:40,912 --> 00:15:42,914 Please don't say anything. 213 00:15:44,666 --> 00:15:50,005 If I promise to not say anything, can we hang out again? 214 00:16:03,477 --> 00:16:07,979 - Hey, did you get my texts? - No. 215 00:16:07,981 --> 00:16:11,983 Really? I sent you a bunch of texts. 216 00:16:11,985 --> 00:16:15,070 I didn't get them. 217 00:16:15,072 --> 00:16:17,238 It says like delivered on my phone. 218 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:20,285 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 219 00:16:21,995 --> 00:16:23,956 Wait, are you for real? 220 00:16:27,209 --> 00:16:28,877 Did I like, do something? 221 00:16:30,379 --> 00:16:32,839 I don't know, Ethan, did you? 222 00:16:34,800 --> 00:16:38,510 So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten, 223 00:16:38,512 --> 00:16:40,178 Kat had an epiphany. 224 00:16:40,180 --> 00:16:42,389 She was fucking Luke Kasten. 225 00:16:42,391 --> 00:16:45,185 Luke motherfucking Kasten. 226 00:16:46,687 --> 00:16:51,147 And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland... 227 00:16:51,149 --> 00:16:53,900 Luke Kasten was a fucking God. 228 00:16:53,902 --> 00:16:56,861 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him. 229 00:16:56,863 --> 00:16:59,239 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen. 230 00:16:59,241 --> 00:17:01,324 And I was looking at him while he was fucking me, 231 00:17:01,326 --> 00:17:04,619 I can see his face scrunching up, and he was cumming all over my stomach, 232 00:17:04,621 --> 00:17:08,707 and I had this, like, realization. You know, like this epiphany. 233 00:17:08,709 --> 00:17:15,005 That no matter how cool or sexy or smart, you think a guy is, 234 00:17:15,007 --> 00:17:18,091 they're actually just fucking pathetic. 235 00:17:18,093 --> 00:17:20,971 It's true, KittenKween. 236 00:17:23,181 --> 00:17:27,058 By the way, if you wanna cum, I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list. 237 00:17:27,060 --> 00:17:30,230 - I may need you to buy it for me. - Yes, KittenKween. 238 00:17:31,940 --> 00:17:34,065 - Can I be honest with you? - Always. 239 00:17:34,067 --> 00:17:36,568 - What I realized is that like... - Where're you going? 240 00:17:36,570 --> 00:17:39,487 ...my whole life, all I've tried to do is take up less space. 241 00:17:39,489 --> 00:17:41,364 - To the mall. - Tried to hide from guys like, 242 00:17:41,366 --> 00:17:45,660 who might like, whisper to their friend, under their breath, as I walked by. 243 00:17:45,662 --> 00:17:49,247 I spent my whole life afraid people were going to find out that I was fat. 244 00:17:49,249 --> 00:17:51,583 But honestly, who gives a shit. 245 00:17:51,585 --> 00:17:53,376 I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween. 246 00:17:53,378 --> 00:17:56,923 There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl who doesn't give a fuck. 247 00:18:21,073 --> 00:18:22,449 Hey. 248 00:18:24,868 --> 00:18:27,621 - I thought you weren't from around here. - I'm not. 249 00:18:30,123 --> 00:18:33,335 I get off work at 7:00. You wanna hang out? 250 00:18:42,094 --> 00:18:43,929 Why are you suddenly being so mean? 251 00:18:49,643 --> 00:18:51,518 You don't understand, Mom, he didn't do it. 252 00:18:51,520 --> 00:18:53,061 - Then who did? - It wasn't Nate. 253 00:18:53,063 --> 00:18:55,272 - Maddy stop lying. - I'm not lying! 254 00:18:55,274 --> 00:18:58,441 I'm not gonna let this son of a bitch attack my daughter and get away with it. 255 00:18:58,443 --> 00:18:59,985 - Right? - Absolutely. 256 00:18:59,987 --> 00:19:01,528 He needs to know that there are consequences. 257 00:19:01,530 --> 00:19:03,571 - Mom! - I would like to press charges. 258 00:19:03,573 --> 00:19:05,240 - You're not fucking pressing charges. - I am gonna press charges. 259 00:19:05,242 --> 00:19:06,825 - No, you're not pressing charges. - This is for your own good. 260 00:19:06,827 --> 00:19:10,495 - No, you're not pressing charges. - Okay. 261 00:19:10,497 --> 00:19:13,709 I will have to press charges. 262 00:19:16,628 --> 00:19:20,007 - Are you okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine. 263 00:19:23,552 --> 00:19:27,514 Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs. Thanks for getting here so quickly. 264 00:19:28,765 --> 00:19:31,349 So it appears that your son and Ms. Perez 265 00:19:31,351 --> 00:19:33,977 had a physical altercation on Saturday night, 266 00:19:33,979 --> 00:19:36,104 in which he allegedly strangled her. 267 00:19:36,106 --> 00:19:38,857 - What? - There are multiple eye witnesses. 268 00:19:38,859 --> 00:19:43,572 Ms. Perez has extensive bruising. And her family will be pressing charges. 269 00:19:45,449 --> 00:19:47,907 There must be some misunderstanding. 270 00:19:47,909 --> 00:19:50,910 This doesn't sound like something my son would do. 271 00:19:50,912 --> 00:19:53,330 I would like to talk to the Perez family. 272 00:19:53,332 --> 00:19:56,082 Actually, Mr. Jacobs, I think it would be best for you 273 00:19:56,084 --> 00:19:59,294 to speak with your son before we take him to the station. 274 00:19:59,296 --> 00:20:01,423 He's just this way. 275 00:20:35,624 --> 00:20:37,501 Did you do it? 276 00:20:40,796 --> 00:20:42,798 Not really. 277 00:20:44,132 --> 00:20:49,179 - Did you admit to it? - No. 278 00:20:52,683 --> 00:20:54,518 Did you do it? 279 00:21:04,444 --> 00:21:06,571 No. 280 00:21:08,991 --> 00:21:11,034 That's good to hear. 281 00:21:14,871 --> 00:21:16,665 Her family's going to press charges. 282 00:21:19,501 --> 00:21:21,753 - Fuck. - Hey. 283 00:21:24,381 --> 00:21:27,048 Listen to me. 284 00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:31,594 You need to stay composed. Don't get angry. Don't make a scene. 285 00:21:31,596 --> 00:21:34,808 You walk out of this school with your head held high. 286 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:40,188 Look at me. Hey, look at me. 287 00:21:43,275 --> 00:21:48,778 What's about to happen to you, to me, to our family, 288 00:21:48,780 --> 00:21:51,408 is not gonna be easy. 289 00:21:53,368 --> 00:21:57,539 You walk out first. I'm right behind you. 290 00:21:58,874 --> 00:22:00,626 Come on. 291 00:22:15,307 --> 00:22:17,184 I love you. 292 00:22:57,557 --> 00:22:59,266 Okay. One, what was that about? 293 00:22:59,268 --> 00:23:03,061 Two, can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad? 294 00:23:03,063 --> 00:23:06,982 Rue, swear to God, like on your life that you will never tell anyone. 295 00:23:06,984 --> 00:23:09,943 - That you fucked Nate's dad? - I'm serious. 296 00:23:09,945 --> 00:23:11,820 This is like... 297 00:23:11,822 --> 00:23:16,574 Even if you decide you hate me one day. Like, you can never tell anyone. 298 00:23:16,576 --> 00:23:22,080 - Why would I ever hate you? - That's not the point. 299 00:23:22,082 --> 00:23:25,542 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit. 300 00:23:25,544 --> 00:23:27,713 I promise! 301 00:23:32,259 --> 00:23:37,220 - Do you think Nate knows? - No. Why would Nate know? 302 00:23:37,222 --> 00:23:40,890 Well, when you went up to the chili booth, Nate was there. 303 00:23:40,892 --> 00:23:42,644 Did he look like he knew? 304 00:23:44,229 --> 00:23:47,774 No, like, literally, like I didn't even notice. 305 00:23:51,361 --> 00:23:52,738 Nate's scary. 306 00:23:54,990 --> 00:23:57,409 The whole fucking family is scary. 307 00:23:59,953 --> 00:24:03,373 I don't wanna have this conversation. 308 00:24:06,335 --> 00:24:07,876 You know what'd be amazing? 309 00:24:07,878 --> 00:24:09,836 If they paid you off with a bunch of money, 310 00:24:09,838 --> 00:24:11,673 and then we'd do a bunch of really cool shit. 311 00:24:15,385 --> 00:24:17,721 Rue. This is not a joke. 312 00:24:29,691 --> 00:24:34,110 I don't know why Jules didn't trust me. Or why she'd think I'd ever hate her. 313 00:24:34,112 --> 00:24:38,239 There's literally nothing in the world that Jules could do to make me upset. 314 00:24:38,241 --> 00:24:39,783 I even told her that. 315 00:24:39,785 --> 00:24:43,288 - Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true. 316 00:24:46,625 --> 00:24:50,963 So like, do you have a lot of one night stands? 317 00:24:53,548 --> 00:24:56,009 Define a lot. 318 00:24:57,177 --> 00:25:01,888 - Like more than five? - Yeah. 319 00:25:01,890 --> 00:25:06,643 - More than 10? - I don't know. 320 00:25:06,645 --> 00:25:09,020 More than 20? 321 00:25:09,022 --> 00:25:12,482 - Why does it matter? - It's just a question. 322 00:25:12,484 --> 00:25:14,653 Who cares? 323 00:25:15,737 --> 00:25:17,737 Is the sex, like, good? 324 00:25:17,739 --> 00:25:21,783 I don't know, it's like, it's not even the point, you know? 325 00:25:21,785 --> 00:25:26,246 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it. 326 00:25:26,248 --> 00:25:29,207 That's the good part. 327 00:25:29,209 --> 00:25:33,128 I mean you've had one night stands, right? 328 00:25:33,130 --> 00:25:34,671 No. 329 00:25:34,673 --> 00:25:38,133 But you've, like, hooked up with people that you just met, right? 330 00:25:38,135 --> 00:25:40,218 Not, not like... I don't know. 331 00:25:40,220 --> 00:25:44,431 Wait. How many people have you slept with? 332 00:25:44,433 --> 00:25:47,561 - Not many. - No like, what's your number? 333 00:25:49,021 --> 00:25:50,897 This is so embarrassing. 334 00:25:55,861 --> 00:25:58,320 I had my first kiss at the age of 12, 335 00:25:58,322 --> 00:26:03,658 with a boy I didn't really like, but I just wanted to get it over with. 336 00:26:03,660 --> 00:26:05,869 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade, 337 00:26:05,871 --> 00:26:10,248 two blow jobs in ninth, one of which I was emotionally coerced into. 338 00:26:10,250 --> 00:26:12,542 I'm literally going to tell the entire school that you sucked my dick, 339 00:26:12,544 --> 00:26:15,879 so you might as well just suck my dick. 340 00:26:15,881 --> 00:26:18,298 And there was the time that Lexi got asked to the Freshman formal 341 00:26:18,300 --> 00:26:21,470 by Tucker Blake, and I tried to teach her how to French kiss. 342 00:26:24,056 --> 00:26:28,308 Is this like, really weird and uncomfortable for you? 343 00:26:28,310 --> 00:26:30,018 No, not really. 344 00:26:30,020 --> 00:26:33,607 Okay. I'm gonna get ready. 345 00:26:38,153 --> 00:26:40,570 Also, at 15, 346 00:26:40,572 --> 00:26:45,283 I ate two xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous, 347 00:26:45,285 --> 00:26:47,621 and lost my virginity. 348 00:26:49,164 --> 00:26:53,083 - Did you cum? - Yeah. 349 00:26:53,085 --> 00:26:54,753 Weird. 350 00:26:57,673 --> 00:27:00,715 You look like you came hard. 351 00:27:00,717 --> 00:27:06,471 All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel. 352 00:27:06,473 --> 00:27:09,226 - That's it? - Yeah. That's it. 353 00:27:11,561 --> 00:27:16,191 Wait, so like, have you ever been in love? 354 00:27:22,656 --> 00:27:26,535 Fucking pigs! Fuck you! 355 00:27:27,786 --> 00:27:29,452 Hi Maddy, I'm detective Riley. 356 00:27:29,454 --> 00:27:32,247 I understand this is traumatic, but you're going to have to cooperate. 357 00:27:32,249 --> 00:27:35,417 If you literally step any closer I will fight you. 358 00:27:35,419 --> 00:27:38,086 Miss, this is procedure, I need you to remove your sweater now. 359 00:27:38,088 --> 00:27:40,672 And if you don't, we will remove it for you. 360 00:27:40,674 --> 00:27:44,009 Really, bitch? How? 361 00:27:44,011 --> 00:27:47,554 - Calm down. - Take a deep breath, take a deep breath. 362 00:27:47,556 --> 00:27:51,433 - Look, we don't wanna hurt you. - Get off of me. 363 00:27:51,435 --> 00:27:53,768 - Please. - Relax. 364 00:27:53,770 --> 00:27:55,856 There we go. 365 00:28:21,006 --> 00:28:24,215 I know you're really upset right now, and you don't want to hear this. 366 00:28:24,217 --> 00:28:29,929 But trust me when I tell you that the person that did this... 367 00:28:29,931 --> 00:28:32,225 ...doesn't love you. 368 00:28:42,861 --> 00:28:44,569 So you grabbed her? 369 00:28:44,571 --> 00:28:48,951 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away, I didn't choke her. 370 00:28:51,119 --> 00:28:56,208 I asked her why she was acting that way and what she was doing. 371 00:28:59,670 --> 00:29:03,880 I don't want to get her in any trouble, but she had taken a lot of drugs. 372 00:29:03,882 --> 00:29:09,511 - What drugs? - I don't want to get her in trouble. 373 00:29:09,513 --> 00:29:12,182 She's not going to get in any trouble. 374 00:29:13,767 --> 00:29:15,976 Molly. 375 00:29:15,978 --> 00:29:20,397 - As in MDMA? - Yeah. 376 00:29:20,399 --> 00:29:25,696 But I don't know if it was pure. I don't do drugs. So I don't know. 377 00:29:29,324 --> 00:29:30,907 And after that conversation, 378 00:29:30,909 --> 00:29:34,911 was that the last time you spoke to Ms. Perez that evening? 379 00:29:34,913 --> 00:29:36,456 Yeah. 380 00:29:46,550 --> 00:29:50,885 I know we don't have the healthiest relationship. 381 00:29:50,887 --> 00:29:53,221 I know that. 382 00:29:53,223 --> 00:29:57,769 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction and he's right. 383 00:30:01,231 --> 00:30:04,190 I love her, I really love her. 384 00:30:04,192 --> 00:30:08,655 No matter how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her. 385 00:30:15,704 --> 00:30:19,207 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but... 386 00:30:21,543 --> 00:30:23,835 In the times when we've broken up, 387 00:30:23,837 --> 00:30:27,341 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys. 388 00:30:29,676 --> 00:30:32,804 And it's possible that, that night... 389 00:30:38,185 --> 00:30:40,103 It doesn't matter. 390 00:30:41,438 --> 00:30:44,942 - What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter. 391 00:30:46,485 --> 00:30:48,360 I love Maddy. 392 00:30:48,362 --> 00:30:51,363 And I wouldn't do anything to hurt her. 393 00:30:51,365 --> 00:30:53,949 The fallout from Nate's assault was swift. 394 00:30:53,951 --> 00:30:56,201 We're suspending your son until the investigation is completed. 395 00:30:56,203 --> 00:30:59,955 - But that could take months. - And harsh. 396 00:30:59,957 --> 00:31:03,333 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy. 397 00:31:03,335 --> 00:31:06,711 I am a survivor of abuse. 398 00:31:06,713 --> 00:31:10,090 It took me 10 years to admit that. 399 00:31:10,092 --> 00:31:12,717 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse, 400 00:31:12,719 --> 00:31:19,099 is the inability to admit that what you are enduring is not normal, 401 00:31:19,101 --> 00:31:23,397 not okay, and not love. 402 00:31:24,439 --> 00:31:27,274 Those are the moments that keep me up at night. 403 00:31:27,276 --> 00:31:33,154 Thinking about all the times that I ignored that voice in my head. 404 00:31:33,156 --> 00:31:36,618 You know, they told me, "What are you doing?" 405 00:31:38,078 --> 00:31:41,496 And what happens a month, six months, a year, 406 00:31:41,498 --> 00:31:44,416 when she moves away, and goes to college? 407 00:31:44,418 --> 00:31:49,421 When she tells you she just wants to be friends? 408 00:31:49,423 --> 00:31:53,260 - You mean “if.” - No, Rue, I mean “when.” 409 00:31:54,303 --> 00:31:57,304 I mean, I don't know we talked about living together. 410 00:31:57,306 --> 00:31:59,514 Like, if she goes to school in New York, I'll just go with her. 411 00:31:59,516 --> 00:32:03,935 - I'll go anywhere she goes. - I think you're missing my point, Rue. 412 00:32:03,937 --> 00:32:08,150 Nothing in high school lasts forever. 413 00:32:11,945 --> 00:32:13,905 You should meet her. 414 00:32:18,035 --> 00:32:20,702 Go ahead, Rue. 415 00:32:20,704 --> 00:32:24,541 What the fuck are you talking about? 416 00:32:25,626 --> 00:32:28,710 Hey, everyone. I'm Rue, and I'm an addict. 417 00:32:28,712 --> 00:32:30,881 Hi, Rue. 418 00:32:36,011 --> 00:32:40,972 I guess, I just wanted to make amends with everyone. 419 00:32:40,974 --> 00:32:46,730 Because most... Every time I've shared, I was lying. 420 00:32:48,774 --> 00:32:50,774 Yeah, every time I've collected a chip, 421 00:32:50,776 --> 00:32:56,073 whether it be 30 days, or 60 days, or 90 days, I was lying. 422 00:33:03,121 --> 00:33:07,084 But I met someone. 423 00:33:09,336 --> 00:33:12,253 And she's helped. 424 00:33:12,255 --> 00:33:15,966 And now I want to stay clean. 425 00:33:15,968 --> 00:33:20,387 And shit! Maybe that's... Maybe that's me being selfish. 426 00:33:20,389 --> 00:33:23,348 And Ali just scared the shit out of me 427 00:33:23,350 --> 00:33:26,518 because he told me that it wasn't gonna last. 428 00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:28,689 And, fuck, you know what? 429 00:33:30,774 --> 00:33:32,776 Maybe you're right. 430 00:33:34,319 --> 00:33:37,656 But I really, really, really, hope you're wrong. 431 00:33:40,409 --> 00:33:45,247 Because I've been clean for 13 days. 432 00:33:47,666 --> 00:33:52,170 And it's been okay. I've actually been really happy. 433 00:33:54,673 --> 00:33:56,339 So... 434 00:33:56,341 --> 00:34:00,927 Yeah, I don't know, I guess that's why I wanted to come here 435 00:34:00,929 --> 00:34:03,265 and tell you guys the truth. 436 00:34:07,019 --> 00:34:08,562 Thank you. 437 00:34:11,356 --> 00:34:12,941 Thank you. 438 00:34:17,029 --> 00:34:21,656 So is this like a friend thing with Rue? Or is it like a... 439 00:34:21,658 --> 00:34:25,035 I don't wanna talk about it. 440 00:34:25,037 --> 00:34:27,370 I'm just wondering. 441 00:34:27,372 --> 00:34:31,460 Are you two, like, a thing? 442 00:34:34,004 --> 00:34:38,048 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is. 443 00:34:38,050 --> 00:34:40,842 Because I've been thinking, you know, if it was... 444 00:34:40,844 --> 00:34:43,178 If you two were a thing, 445 00:34:43,180 --> 00:34:45,972 we could all just do, like, a family thing together. 446 00:34:45,974 --> 00:34:47,599 Maybe go out to dinner or something. 447 00:34:47,601 --> 00:34:51,519 No, I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue. I'm sorry. 448 00:34:51,521 --> 00:34:57,319 Why, because you're embarrassed of me or is it because you're a thing? 449 00:35:00,072 --> 00:35:04,076 - You're hilarious. - Fair enough. 450 00:35:05,327 --> 00:35:07,412 Is she still going to meetings? 451 00:35:08,914 --> 00:35:10,666 That's great. 452 00:35:11,959 --> 00:35:14,044 You're a good influence. 453 00:36:15,230 --> 00:36:17,897 McKay had heard the news about Nate. 454 00:36:17,899 --> 00:36:21,568 He had a bunch of dick pics on his phone. 455 00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:24,195 And was like what? Sending them to other girls? 456 00:36:24,197 --> 00:36:27,117 No. McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks. 457 00:36:28,243 --> 00:36:29,784 I'm confused. Who told you that? 458 00:36:29,786 --> 00:36:31,870 What dick pics? 459 00:36:31,872 --> 00:36:34,080 The ones you told me about, on his phone. 460 00:36:34,082 --> 00:36:37,917 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled from all the Molly you take. 461 00:36:37,919 --> 00:36:39,794 But I never said that. 462 00:36:39,796 --> 00:36:43,381 If you ever spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you. 463 00:36:43,383 --> 00:36:47,218 - We good? - Yeah. 464 00:36:47,220 --> 00:36:48,762 Anyway, look, Cassie. 465 00:36:48,764 --> 00:36:52,225 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival. 466 00:36:53,685 --> 00:36:56,394 It's okay. 467 00:36:56,396 --> 00:36:59,149 No, I should've said something to Nate. 468 00:37:01,818 --> 00:37:05,528 It just really hurt my feelings. 469 00:37:05,530 --> 00:37:09,451 I mean, I feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend. 470 00:37:13,997 --> 00:37:15,749 Cass. 471 00:37:18,210 --> 00:37:19,962 Give me a kiss. 472 00:37:22,673 --> 00:37:26,093 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me. 473 00:37:29,346 --> 00:37:33,725 - I'm sorry, too. - What do you have to sorry about? 474 00:37:39,773 --> 00:37:43,650 I love making music. Yeah, I mean, but to be honest, 475 00:37:43,652 --> 00:37:47,404 I don't think I'm good enough yet to like, just do music. 476 00:37:47,406 --> 00:37:50,951 But that's like, my dream, you know, whatever. 477 00:37:54,121 --> 00:37:58,415 - What about you? - What about me? 478 00:37:58,417 --> 00:38:02,335 You look like you're creative or something, you know. 479 00:38:02,337 --> 00:38:05,422 - Creative? - Yeah. 480 00:38:05,424 --> 00:38:09,509 I don't know, just like the way you dress and stuff. 481 00:38:09,511 --> 00:38:12,347 I just thought you might be an artist or something. 482 00:38:14,850 --> 00:38:18,562 Look, if you want to hook up we can hook up. 483 00:38:23,191 --> 00:38:27,444 - I wasn't expecting that. - Really? 484 00:38:27,446 --> 00:38:30,280 I was just making conversation. 485 00:38:30,282 --> 00:38:34,411 I think that's my point, you really don't have to. 486 00:38:40,834 --> 00:38:43,501 Maddy wasn't doing well. 487 00:38:43,503 --> 00:38:45,462 Over the course of the last five days, 488 00:38:45,464 --> 00:38:50,383 Maddy had sent Nate a total of 273 text messages. 489 00:38:50,385 --> 00:38:53,553 None of which he answered. 490 00:38:53,555 --> 00:38:55,889 Plus, everyone in her life was against her. 491 00:38:55,891 --> 00:38:58,266 It's not real love, Maddy. 492 00:38:58,268 --> 00:39:00,894 - Who the fuck are you to judge? - Don't swear! 493 00:39:00,896 --> 00:39:04,814 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was 10 years old. 494 00:39:04,816 --> 00:39:08,234 - Don't be cruel, Maddy! - I'm not. 495 00:39:08,236 --> 00:39:10,278 I'm just saying, love is a million things. 496 00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:13,740 Sometimes it feels good and sometimes it doesn't. 497 00:39:13,742 --> 00:39:16,451 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. 498 00:39:16,453 --> 00:39:19,496 He'd fucking kill for me, and I'd kill for him. 499 00:39:19,498 --> 00:39:23,833 It feels good to know that there's one person in this whole fucked up world 500 00:39:23,835 --> 00:39:25,502 who has my back. 501 00:39:25,504 --> 00:39:27,295 You think I want this? 502 00:39:27,297 --> 00:39:31,883 You live in the same house and you don't even say one word to each other. 503 00:39:31,885 --> 00:39:34,469 That's the difference between me and you. 504 00:39:34,471 --> 00:39:40,141 You're right. I felt the exact same way about every person I ever dated. 505 00:39:40,143 --> 00:39:42,560 The same! 506 00:39:42,562 --> 00:39:46,564 Kat, I need to come over like right now. 507 00:39:46,566 --> 00:39:49,609 - I'm not home. - What? Where are you? 508 00:39:49,611 --> 00:39:52,028 With a... friend. 509 00:39:52,030 --> 00:39:55,073 - Who? - It doesn't really matter. 510 00:39:55,075 --> 00:39:57,033 I'm in the middle of something, can I call you later? 511 00:39:57,035 --> 00:40:01,746 Can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now. 512 00:40:01,748 --> 00:40:04,584 I can't, I gotta go. 513 00:40:06,461 --> 00:40:10,257 - Sorry about that. - It's all good. 514 00:40:14,553 --> 00:40:16,346 So, like... 515 00:40:57,054 --> 00:41:01,058 Fuck. It was just... 516 00:41:03,769 --> 00:41:05,729 That was really good. 517 00:41:10,609 --> 00:41:13,360 Seriously, that was like... 518 00:41:13,362 --> 00:41:15,572 one of the best blowjobs I've ever had. 519 00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:33,690 One more time, okay? One more time. 520 00:42:33,692 --> 00:42:39,738 - Rue seems really good. - Yeah. She does. 521 00:42:39,740 --> 00:42:41,992 It's because of you, you know? 522 00:42:49,916 --> 00:42:53,128 - I'm gonna go to the bathroom. - Okay. 523 00:43:16,234 --> 00:43:21,698 I'm so sorry I'm late, my landlord is just such a fucking cocksucker. 524 00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:25,367 You know, that type of person that, like, just tries 525 00:43:25,369 --> 00:43:28,703 to get under your skin for like no reason? 526 00:43:28,705 --> 00:43:32,542 Whatever, you don't care. I can breathe. 527 00:43:33,585 --> 00:43:37,337 Oh, my God. You're actually hot. 528 00:43:37,339 --> 00:43:39,214 Can I... 529 00:43:39,216 --> 00:43:41,132 Would you like a glass of champagne? 530 00:43:41,134 --> 00:43:44,012 Honey, no, I don't do alcohol. 531 00:43:51,103 --> 00:43:52,688 You from around here? 532 00:43:53,730 --> 00:43:56,316 I'm from planet Venus, baby. 533 00:43:59,820 --> 00:44:04,241 I'm Minako. But all the boys call me Mina. 534 00:44:31,143 --> 00:44:32,603 I'm... 535 00:44:34,813 --> 00:44:36,521 Can you please stop the music? 536 00:44:36,523 --> 00:44:41,111 Jeez, what is up with you? 537 00:44:47,743 --> 00:44:50,871 - You wanna popper? - No. 538 00:44:54,207 --> 00:44:56,585 Well, then what do you want? 539 00:44:59,504 --> 00:45:01,340 I just want to talk for a little bit. 540 00:45:02,674 --> 00:45:04,718 What do you want to talk about? 541 00:45:05,802 --> 00:45:08,347 I've just had a really long week. 542 00:45:09,431 --> 00:45:12,142 - Wife? - No. 543 00:45:13,310 --> 00:45:16,521 - Kids? - Yeah. 544 00:45:23,070 --> 00:45:26,406 - Boys or girls? - Boys. 545 00:45:33,747 --> 00:45:35,999 Do you think this stuff affects them? 546 00:45:37,668 --> 00:45:39,920 Even if they don't know it? 547 00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:43,465 I don't know. 548 00:45:45,425 --> 00:45:49,094 You think hiding it creates the same thing in them? 549 00:45:49,096 --> 00:45:53,308 Honey, I don't know. Everyone knows who I am. 550 00:46:03,235 --> 00:46:04,778 You know... 551 00:46:07,155 --> 00:46:10,993 I've spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate. 552 00:46:13,745 --> 00:46:17,457 But I feel like it's poisoned everything. 553 00:46:18,500 --> 00:46:25,463 I thought that I was doing what was best for everybody. 554 00:46:25,465 --> 00:46:31,763 And then I look at my boys and they have so much anger. 555 00:46:33,473 --> 00:46:34,850 Not just anger... 556 00:46:36,768 --> 00:46:38,520 ...but rage. 557 00:46:39,730 --> 00:46:41,565 And it scares me. 558 00:46:44,026 --> 00:46:48,071 Because it's too late. 559 00:46:49,656 --> 00:46:52,034 It's always gonna lived inside of them. 560 00:46:54,077 --> 00:46:56,622 All of problems you have, baby... 561 00:46:58,248 --> 00:47:00,375 ...I'm here to fix them. 562 00:47:02,044 --> 00:47:08,423 All that bad energy, you can give it to me. 563 00:47:08,425 --> 00:47:10,552 I can handle it. 564 00:48:14,449 --> 00:48:18,118 I think we never do this anymore. 565 00:48:18,120 --> 00:48:19,788 Yeah. 566 00:48:28,964 --> 00:48:32,882 - You wanna stay the night? - Ah, I should probably go home. 567 00:48:32,884 --> 00:48:36,305 Okay. Is it cool if I just go with you? 568 00:48:39,224 --> 00:48:41,268 Yeah, sure. 569 00:48:51,528 --> 00:48:53,071 Chris. 570 00:48:57,284 --> 00:48:59,077 What's up, bro? 571 00:49:01,330 --> 00:49:03,749 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up? 572 00:49:05,417 --> 00:49:08,420 Can you please can tell Maddy to download Signal? 573 00:49:19,431 --> 00:49:21,224 Fuck him! 574 00:50:55,027 --> 00:50:56,903 Hey, handsome. 575 00:51:47,981 --> 00:51:52,981 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 47512

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