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[DAVID] Can't sleep?
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No, me neither.
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Must be all the excitement.
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All these people.
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Here...
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Is that better?
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I'll leave you now.
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But know one thing.
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If you ever tell your mother...
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or anyone else, about today...
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I will snap you in two.
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[BIRDSONG]
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[CLOCK TICKING]
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- _
- [TICKING CONTINUES]
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[PILLS RATTLE]
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[KETTLE STARTS TO BOIL]
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[KETTLE CLICKS OFF]
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[MOTORCYCLE PASSING BY]
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[CRUNCHING]
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[TV THEME TUNE]
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[MALE PRESENTER ON TV] Hello,and welcome to Telethon Tuneup.
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Now there's lots to tell
you about in the program.
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But right now I'm waiting for a bus.
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In fact, this is the bus now.
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I suppose it looks a fairly
ordinary kind of bus to you,
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but believe you me, this
bus is pretty special,
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because inside it's got fun
and sun, for Telefun.
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Not bad, eh? Here we go.
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Hello. One ticket, please,
to the Telefun spots
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of Yorkshire-by-the-Sea. Thank you.
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Aha, a bargain.
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[HEAVY ROCK MUSIC]
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[METALLIC CLANGING]
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[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
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[CHORAL MUSIC]
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Madam.
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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
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Bridget, darling, what's
this in Dempster this morning?
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"200 guests, 10,000 acres,
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party of the year."
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Sounds like we're made of money!
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I told you not to talk to the press!
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I didn't talk to the press!
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"'I'm just having a few friends over
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to celebrate my husband's
birthday, ' says Lady Gravesend.
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Guests include Princess Margaret."
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Frankly, I wish I hadn't bothered.
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It's so gray out there!
If it was May or June,
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we could be out on the big
lawn, but November...
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One can't help when one's born.
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No. It's extremely aggravating.
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I've asked Tony to come
early to help brighten it up.
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God. That appalling man
shouldn't be coming at all.
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Jumped-up painter and decorator.
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Just keep him away from Princess
Margaret. Little popinjay!
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What is a popinjay, I wonder?
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Darling, haven't you
forgotten something?
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- Happy birthday!
- [MAKES KISSING SOUND]
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- [KEYPAD BEEPS]
- [MUTTERS]
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[DOORBELL RINGS CONTINUOUSLY]
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[PATRICK] Yes, hello?
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[NICHOLAS] Now, why haven't
you replied to Bridget?
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You simply must come. Open the door!
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[PATRICK SIGHS]
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Do you have any idea
how difficult it was
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to get you invited in the first place?
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I'm very grateful, but
I don't think I'm ready
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for the world just yet.
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Why are these curtains drawn?
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[GRUNTS] There.
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Better than a psychiatric
ward, I suppose.
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Theoretically. I need a drink.
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Do you have a drink, a proper drink?
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No, that's one of the reasons
I was on the psychiatric ward.
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- I can offer you herbal teas.
- Don't be absurd.
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You know, you might
at least open a window,
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or take a step outside once in a while.
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And your mother, she's almost
as reclusive as you are.
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Amazing, isn't it?
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She thinks there might be more
to life than going to parties.
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[SCOFFS] Yes, I always thought
she was a little peculiar.
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- Where is she?
- As far as I'm aware
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she's driving a consignment
of 10,000 syringes to Poland.
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Everyone says it's marvelous of her,
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but I still think
charity begins at home.
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I wish she'd bring them round here.
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I thought you'd er...
put all that behind you.
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Behind me, in front of me.
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You're very melodramatic today.
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Yes, well, I've realized
I've given up everything
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- and taken up nothing.
- You've taken up the law.
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You're going to "work for a living".
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Yes, that's the intention.
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In fact, it's a necessity
now with the medical bills.
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- But I still feel as if life...
- That's enough. Sit down.
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- I beg your pardon?
- Sit down.
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Offended as I am by the
very idea of a "pep talk",
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I'm left with no choice.
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You can't rot in this hovel.
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Quite apart from how depressing it is,
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I owe it to your dear
papa to get you back
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- into the swim of things.
- But the fear is, Nicholas,
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- that I might drown.
- Nonsense.
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Pull yourself together,
find something to wear,
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and if you must talk about
life, you can do so at the party.
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I'm sure someone will listen to you.
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And remember, it's a party:
you're not meant to enjoy it.
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[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]
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Oh, God.
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I know what you're
thinking, not enough color.
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That's why I've bought you these.
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I thought tents, I thought
poles, I thought ribbons,
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- I thought maypoles.
- They look like er...
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Sonny's regimental tie.
I had them specially made.
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- Wonderful. How much?
- Oh, 20 and the dreaded.
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I see. [CHUCKLES] What's the dreaded?
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- V. A. T.
- Goodness.
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[FEMALE SCOTTISH ACCENT]
You are a naughty, naughty girl!
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- Oh, dear.
- Running out here without...
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I do wish Nanny wasn't
quite so horrid to Belinda.
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Why don't you just sack the old hag?
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She's terrifying.
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Tony, just... make it better, will you?
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Darling.
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[SHE EXHALES]
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[NANNY] Where did you get this?
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Tell me! Where?
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- Did you steal it?
- Nanny,
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I'm sure she didn't steal it.
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One of the security
men will have lost it.
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Here. I'll find out who it belongs to.
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Mummy, will you come and play?
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Your mummy's much too busy
to play with the likes of you!
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Maybe later, darling.
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[CLICK, STATIC WHINES]
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Hello? Hello, can you hear me?
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Hello, I've got your walkie-talkie.
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[WHINING AND CRACKLING]
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[SONNY] Of course I'll tell her.But it can hardly be tonight
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after all the trouble she's gone to.
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[WOMAN] But all thisskulking around and lying.
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- And at your party too.
- I know, I know, I know.
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But let's not think
about that now, my love.
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The important thing is I
get to see you in the flesh,
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even if it's just a glimpse.
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[PHONE RINGS]
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[WOMAN] Who is that, d'you think?
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[MAN GROANS]
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- [YAWNS]
- [MAN GROANS]
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- [PHONE RINGS]
- Aren't you going to answer it?
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- Not this second.
- [CLICK AND BEEP]
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Bridget's party tonight, I
need you to come as my guest.
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- It's Patrick! Go and answer!
- Debbie's going to be there.
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Debbie, who I need to
apologize to but I can't,
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not without taking drugs,
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which is the very thing
I need to apologize for.
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And Julia. Julia will be
there and her bloody husband.
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- Hello?
- Oh, hello, you are there.
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Look, what do you think? Should I go?
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If you think you're up to it.
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No, of course I'm not, but
Nicholas Pratt's been round here
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practically marching me out of the door
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saying I need to get back
in the swing of things.
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Is he coming? Tell him he has to come!
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Sorry, are you with someone?
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I hate to agree with Nicholas
Pratt, but perhaps he's right.
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Well, look, can you help me?
Can you come? Can you drive us?
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Yeah, of course, but I have
to go to my meeting first.
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What meeting? Oh, that meeting.
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I don't know how you
put up with those things.
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Isn't it full of the
most ghastly people?
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- Isn't any crowded room?
- Yes!
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Yes, which is exactly why I
mustn't go to this bloody party!
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It's three o'clock. I'll see you there.
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It's open to everyone, by the way.
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[SIGHS]
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[JULIA] Patrick Melrose. He'll be fun.
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Have you told him about us?
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No, you told me not to. Have you?
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I haven't seen Patrick for years.
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What did he say about me?
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He said... he's very much looking forward
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to meeting your husband.
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- So am I.
- Christ, I hate parties.
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[EXHALES DEEPLY]
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[CHORAL MUSIC]
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Mm.
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[INHALES] Okay.
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- [CAB DRIVER] 20 pounds.
- 20 pounds?
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That seems rather a... lot.
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My daughter said she'd erm...
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Excuse me. Sorry, what
are you doing here?
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I'm sorry?
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Are you looking for the kitchens?
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No, no, erm... I'm Mrs. Watson-Scott.
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Bridget's... erm...
Lady Bridget's mother.
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Oh. Really?
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[CHUCKLES] Well, better
follow me. Come along.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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[SIGHS]
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[DOOR CLOSES]
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[CHEERFUL WHISTLING]
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[NANNY READING A STORY]
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- How's my favorite girl?
- Daddy!
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[NANNY] What a lucky girl you are.
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And on a busy day like this.
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- [SONNY] What are we reading?
- [BELINDA] This one.
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But you've already read this.
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Please, Dada, it's my favorite.
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Hm. Very well.
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"For many generations, families
of mice have made their homes
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in the roots and trunks of
the trees of Brambly Hedge..."
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Both parents in one day! We are honored.
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We haven't time for this. I
need you to speak to security.
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The Princess will be here soon.
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You keep leaving these
things lying around.
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Right you are.
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- Hello, Virginia.
- Hello, Sonny. Happy birthday.
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Granny! I didn't know you were coming!
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Here I am!
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Hello, Bridget, darling.
Everything alright?
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Absolutely perfect.
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[CLASSICAL MUSIC]
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Okay, everyone, welcome.
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My name's Harry. If we
can all start, please,
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with a moment of silence.
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[CHATTER DIES DOWN]
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[WOMAN] I should really begin
with the childhood stuff.
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I mean, that's when it
all starts, isn't it?
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But I don't want to go into
all that so, fast-forward:
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I'm 16 years old and I
go on this school trip.
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I can't actually remember where
it was, Belgium or France...
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[MAN] ...but when I was using, I
found it easy to cross the road
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because I genuinely didn't
care if I was run over or not.
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But now I'm in recovery
I'm fucking terrified.
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I walk for miles for a zebra crossing.
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Just this morning I found myself
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chopping out lines of
Colman's Mustard Powder.
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Little neat lines.
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I make tea, and I find myself worrying
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that I've put too much
sugar on the spoon.
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00:14:45,218 --> 00:14:48,703
I watch TV and I start to
think I'm controlling it.
245
00:14:48,706 --> 00:14:50,846
I couldn't watch last night
'cause I was worried about
246
00:14:50,848 --> 00:14:52,723
putting the weatherman
off by staring at him.
247
00:14:52,725 --> 00:14:54,562
So...
248
00:14:54,565 --> 00:14:58,614
Sometimes I think, "Fuck
it, what's the point?
249
00:14:58,617 --> 00:15:02,191
Just... start... using again,
250
00:15:02,193 --> 00:15:04,562
What's to stop you?"
251
00:15:05,355 --> 00:15:09,506
Is... saying this out
loud meant to help somehow?
252
00:15:09,517 --> 00:15:11,936
Am I meant to feel better now?
253
00:15:15,689 --> 00:15:19,276
Anyway. [EXHALES HEAVILY]
254
00:15:19,279 --> 00:15:22,837
- Thanks.
- [OTHERS] Thanks, Peter.
255
00:15:22,839 --> 00:15:26,320
So, anybody else? Anyone
who hasn't spoken yet?
256
00:15:29,804 --> 00:15:31,895
Yeah. Hi. I'm Johnny. I'm an addict.
257
00:15:31,898 --> 00:15:33,328
[OTHERS] Hi, Johnny!
258
00:15:33,331 --> 00:15:36,266
I'm going to a party
tonight with a good friend,
259
00:15:36,269 --> 00:15:38,687
also in recovery, not in NA.
260
00:15:38,690 --> 00:15:42,648
And I know there'll be lots
of drugs around, alcohol too...
261
00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:45,234
I'm going too!
262
00:15:45,236 --> 00:15:47,945
- Hi, Johnny!
- Hi.
263
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,739
Anyway, it's a big party
264
00:15:50,741 --> 00:15:53,742
and I just feel... [EXHALES]
265
00:15:53,744 --> 00:15:56,873
under threat, I suppose.
266
00:15:57,873 --> 00:16:02,542
And I wanted to reaffirm my
desire to stay clean today,
267
00:16:02,545 --> 00:16:05,464
and hopefully keep my friend clean too.
268
00:16:08,259 --> 00:16:10,217
Okay. Thanks.
269
00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:12,263
- [OTHERS] Thanks, Johnny.
- [HARRY] Thanks, Johnny.
270
00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:16,246
Now before we finish,
it's newcomer time.
271
00:16:16,249 --> 00:16:19,656
Newcomers only, please. Anyone?
272
00:16:20,521 --> 00:16:22,351
Anyone?
273
00:16:22,354 --> 00:16:25,921
Okay, if you could all join
me in the Serenity Prayer.
274
00:16:28,054 --> 00:16:31,653
[GROUP] God, give me grace
to accept with serenity
275
00:16:31,656 --> 00:16:34,241
the things that cannot be changed.
276
00:16:34,243 --> 00:16:38,395
Courage to change the things
which should be changed...
277
00:16:38,398 --> 00:16:40,233
? ?
278
00:16:47,298 --> 00:16:49,258
[CIGARETTE LIGHTER CLICKS]
279
00:16:58,374 --> 00:17:00,543
[DOOR OPENS AND SQUEAKS]
280
00:17:03,460 --> 00:17:05,934
[WOMAN] I knew you were
talking about Cheatley!
281
00:17:05,937 --> 00:17:08,886
Hey, but is it true that
Patrick Melrose is coming?
282
00:17:08,889 --> 00:17:10,818
'Cause I'm not sure it's
good for people like us
283
00:17:10,821 --> 00:17:12,821
- to be around that negativ...
- And here he is!
284
00:17:12,823 --> 00:17:15,449
- Hello, Patrick!
- Amanda.
285
00:17:15,451 --> 00:17:17,743
Nice to see you out and about.
286
00:17:17,745 --> 00:17:20,653
Amanda was just wondering if
you were coming to the party.
287
00:17:20,656 --> 00:17:23,457
- You know, I think I may.
- Great!
288
00:17:23,459 --> 00:17:25,109
I'll see you there!
289
00:17:25,112 --> 00:17:27,252
Might need you for an emergency meeting.
290
00:17:27,255 --> 00:17:28,879
I'll feel safer knowing you're there.
291
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:31,509
Okay. Bye. Patrick.
292
00:17:34,367 --> 00:17:38,030
She's not an addict, she just
likes a bit of coke. Amateur!
293
00:17:39,892 --> 00:17:41,850
Honestly, I don't know how you stand it.
294
00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:44,311
The slogans, the fatuous jargon...
295
00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:46,085
That's not a reason to hope they fail.
296
00:17:46,088 --> 00:17:47,156
I don't hope they fail.
297
00:17:47,159 --> 00:17:49,597
I just don't know how anybody
can bear the hypocrisy.
298
00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:52,267
They have a slogan for that
too. "Fake it to make it."
299
00:17:52,270 --> 00:17:53,821
Christ, it's worse than I thought.
300
00:17:53,823 --> 00:17:55,390
- It's just a place to confess.
- Fine.
301
00:17:55,393 --> 00:17:57,685
If you confess to things that
matter and people never do.
302
00:17:57,688 --> 00:17:59,910
Even so, if it helps to say
these things out loud...
303
00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:03,330
- But it's just so unnecessary!
- Why?
304
00:18:03,332 --> 00:18:05,541
Don't you find it
hard not to take drugs?
305
00:18:05,543 --> 00:18:08,762
Of course. It's a fucking
nightmare, being lucid.
306
00:18:08,765 --> 00:18:12,464
My inner-life, Johnny, is an
endless reel of decapitations
307
00:18:12,466 --> 00:18:13,966
and dogs fighting over the liver
308
00:18:13,968 --> 00:18:16,302
that I'd quite like
back, thank you very much.
309
00:18:16,304 --> 00:18:18,887
Oblivion would be wonderful,
310
00:18:18,889 --> 00:18:21,390
if I didn't have this
horror of forgetting.
311
00:18:21,392 --> 00:18:24,727
- Forgetting what?
- Don't try and make me share.
312
00:18:24,729 --> 00:18:29,312
Don't try to recruit
me to your little cult.
313
00:18:31,260 --> 00:18:33,594
There are things I haven't
told anybody, and never will.
314
00:18:33,597 --> 00:18:36,389
Including you.
315
00:18:36,392 --> 00:18:38,311
Well, fine, then. I won't ask.
316
00:18:39,327 --> 00:18:42,536
I'd just like some Earl Grey
tea. Thank you very much!
317
00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:44,330
[LOW CONVERSATION]
318
00:18:44,332 --> 00:18:46,749
Mummy! Look what Granny got me!
319
00:18:46,751 --> 00:18:48,825
- Would you like one?
- You mustn't give her sweets.
320
00:18:48,828 --> 00:18:50,294
They're very bad for her teeth.
321
00:18:50,296 --> 00:18:53,343
Nanny disapproves
terribly. Don't you, Nanny?
322
00:18:53,346 --> 00:18:55,471
Yes, I do. What are we talking about?
323
00:18:55,474 --> 00:18:59,203
No! Absolutely no
sweeties in the nursery!
324
00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:03,197
I'm not in the nursery anymore!
325
00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:04,660
And now she's over-excited!
326
00:19:07,623 --> 00:19:09,832
Perhaps she could just have
one or two after dinner.
327
00:19:09,835 --> 00:19:11,778
Ah, yes, now, the dinner.
328
00:19:11,781 --> 00:19:13,609
Erm... I meant to tell you,
329
00:19:13,611 --> 00:19:15,611
you're going out for
supper with our neighbors,
330
00:19:15,613 --> 00:19:17,257
- the Bossington-Lanes.
- Oh.
331
00:19:17,260 --> 00:19:18,905
It's just gonna be so stuffy
332
00:19:18,908 --> 00:19:20,911
and formal here with Princess Margaret.
333
00:19:20,914 --> 00:19:22,785
Oh, you don't mind, do you?
334
00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,286
We just thought it'd be nicer,
335
00:19:24,288 --> 00:19:26,705
more relaxed, round their dinner table.
336
00:19:26,707 --> 00:19:29,500
And then you can join us
later for the big party,
337
00:19:29,502 --> 00:19:33,328
- you know, the exciting bit.
- No, no, that sounds very nice.
338
00:19:33,331 --> 00:19:35,812
Erm... Will you excuse
me? I must just...
339
00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:40,678
- [SIGHS]
- You deserve an Oscar.
340
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:42,999
- I'm thinking of her too!
- Of course.
341
00:19:44,407 --> 00:19:46,031
Is Granny upset?
342
00:19:46,034 --> 00:19:47,848
What on earth makes you say that?
343
00:19:47,851 --> 00:19:49,437
She looked sad when she left.
344
00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:53,564
That's just the way her
face looks when it relaxes.
345
00:19:53,567 --> 00:19:55,929
Well, must get on. So much still to do!
346
00:20:03,953 --> 00:20:06,036
[DISTANT VOICES]
347
00:20:06,038 --> 00:20:08,165
[BIRDSONG OUTSIDE]
348
00:20:13,462 --> 00:20:14,714
[EXHALES]
349
00:20:17,898 --> 00:20:19,885
[TEASPOON CLATTERS]
350
00:20:25,516 --> 00:20:29,898
"Book early to avoid
disappointment." Hm.
351
00:20:31,593 --> 00:20:33,031
[TV ON]
352
00:20:33,034 --> 00:20:35,156
...a man who's run six marathons,
353
00:20:35,159 --> 00:20:37,609
has run from John o'
Groats to Land's End.
354
00:20:37,611 --> 00:20:39,695
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
355
00:20:39,697 --> 00:20:41,309
- Good evening.
- [CHANGES CHANNEL]
356
00:20:41,312 --> 00:20:44,132
But as night falls, so
will those temperatures.
357
00:20:44,135 --> 00:20:46,093
Nothing unusual for this time of year,
358
00:20:46,096 --> 00:20:50,309
and it's gonna be a dry night
but with temperatures of one...
359
00:20:53,984 --> 00:20:56,088
temperatures of erm...
360
00:20:58,903 --> 00:21:00,947
- Tomorrow, we're looking at...
- [TV OFF]
361
00:21:05,420 --> 00:21:07,297
[INHALES SHARPLY]
362
00:21:13,575 --> 00:21:15,785
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
363
00:21:27,787 --> 00:21:31,156
[DAVID] Good God, what an appalling dump.
364
00:21:32,750 --> 00:21:34,418
You see what I'm reduced to?
365
00:21:36,212 --> 00:21:38,676
Now: left or right?
366
00:21:38,679 --> 00:21:40,964
[DISCORDANT MUSIC]
367
00:21:40,966 --> 00:21:42,601
Don't mind.
368
00:21:46,096 --> 00:21:49,391
I'm a very tired man.
369
00:21:51,643 --> 00:21:53,645
Come and talk to me, Patrick.
370
00:21:58,078 --> 00:22:01,726
Patrick. Come and talk
to your dear old dad.
371
00:22:07,437 --> 00:22:09,411
Please.
372
00:22:30,187 --> 00:22:32,268
I'm going to the bathroom.
373
00:22:34,945 --> 00:22:37,022
Well, don't be long.
374
00:22:41,986 --> 00:22:44,947
[DOOR CREAKS]
375
00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:56,041
Patrick?
376
00:23:01,255 --> 00:23:05,328
Patrick, where are you? Patrick!
377
00:23:06,002 --> 00:23:07,962
[BREATHES HEAVILY]
378
00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:12,683
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
379
00:23:17,311 --> 00:23:20,106
Johnny, can we get out of
here, as soon as possible?
380
00:23:21,395 --> 00:23:23,854
[BRIDGET] Lines. Gloves.
381
00:23:23,857 --> 00:23:26,691
Now we'll let you know
when it's time to come back.
382
00:23:26,694 --> 00:23:28,098
- Yes.
- Not too early!
383
00:23:28,101 --> 00:23:30,574
- Righty-o!
- Oh, don't say righty-o.
384
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,659
I'm sorry. Must have
got it from your father!
385
00:23:32,661 --> 00:23:34,912
- Do you have some money?
- Yes, yes, I think so.
386
00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:37,581
The taxi was a lot more expensive
than I thought from the station.
387
00:23:37,583 --> 00:23:39,082
Here comes the Princess! She's here!
388
00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:41,877
For goodness sake, I'll
pay you back later. Just go!
389
00:23:41,879 --> 00:23:43,797
Drive, drive!
390
00:23:48,280 --> 00:23:50,739
- Remember. Don't fawn.
- Righty-o.
391
00:23:50,742 --> 00:23:52,891
Oh, not you too.
392
00:23:54,652 --> 00:23:58,512
- Bloody hell, Bridget.
- Only the best for Sonny.
393
00:23:58,515 --> 00:24:00,397
[PATRICK SCOFFS]
394
00:24:01,398 --> 00:24:04,066
Stay close. Don't go
too far away, will you?
395
00:24:04,068 --> 00:24:05,390
I won't.
396
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:09,404
Hold your nerve. It's gonna be fine.
397
00:24:09,406 --> 00:24:12,528
So this old flame of
yours, Bridget Gravesend,
398
00:24:12,531 --> 00:24:15,160
- she's bien n�e?
- Oh, dear me, no.
399
00:24:15,162 --> 00:24:17,601
Father was very used-car-salesman,
400
00:24:17,604 --> 00:24:19,830
mother pure Surrey Pines.
401
00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:22,621
"Not quite from the
top basket," as you say.
402
00:24:22,624 --> 00:24:24,920
- [LOW CONVERSATIONS]
- [PATRICK] All the old faces.
403
00:24:24,922 --> 00:24:26,797
I wouldn't be surprised
if my fucking father
404
00:24:26,799 --> 00:24:29,036
leapt out from behind
one of these pillars.
405
00:24:29,039 --> 00:24:31,145
- "Boo!"
- Champagne, gentlemen?
406
00:24:31,148 --> 00:24:33,492
- No.
- No, thank you.
407
00:24:33,495 --> 00:24:36,390
Years since I've talked
to strangers without drugs.
408
00:24:36,393 --> 00:24:37,851
Even when we did take drugs,
409
00:24:37,854 --> 00:24:39,520
all we ever saw was the inside of loos.
410
00:24:39,523 --> 00:24:41,982
Yes. Nowadays when I go to
the loo, I say to myself,
411
00:24:41,985 --> 00:24:43,986
"What are you doing here?
You don't take drugs anymore."
412
00:24:43,988 --> 00:24:47,476
It's only after I've stormed out
that I remember I need a piss.
413
00:24:47,479 --> 00:24:50,778
Oh, I suppose "the young" will
be taking ecstasy this evening.
414
00:24:50,781 --> 00:24:53,198
[JOHNNY] Ecstasy, the non-addictive high.
415
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:56,284
Call me old-fashioned, but I
don't really see the attraction
416
00:24:56,286 --> 00:24:57,869
of a non-addictive drug.
417
00:24:57,871 --> 00:25:00,872
If it doesn't fuck you
up, what's the point?
418
00:25:00,874 --> 00:25:03,914
Oh, Christ, I need a drink!
419
00:25:03,917 --> 00:25:06,077
- No, thank you.
- No, thank you.
420
00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:08,200
Look, I feel a bit
stupid, saying this to you,
421
00:25:08,203 --> 00:25:10,716
but... if you did want to talk...
422
00:25:10,718 --> 00:25:13,010
Oh, for fuck's sake,
stop trying to recruit me.
423
00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:16,847
- Purely as a friend.
- I'm sorry.
424
00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:19,832
Patrick Melrose. I
kept hearing you'd died.
425
00:25:19,835 --> 00:25:21,768
Only once or twice.
426
00:25:21,770 --> 00:25:24,371
- Bridget, you look lovely.
- It's true, you do.
427
00:25:24,374 --> 00:25:26,090
Oh. Thank you, both of you.
428
00:25:26,093 --> 00:25:28,025
Now, I've put you next to someone
429
00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:29,593
- who'll keep an eye on you.
- Oh.
430
00:25:29,596 --> 00:25:30,929
My cousin, Mary.
431
00:25:30,932 --> 00:25:33,036
[ANNOUNCER] Her Royal
Highness, Princess Margaret.
432
00:25:33,039 --> 00:25:34,948
Here she is! Oh. Remember:
433
00:25:34,950 --> 00:25:36,994
don't sit down until P. M. sits down!
434
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:40,456
- [LOW CONVERSATION]
- Ma'am!
435
00:25:41,423 --> 00:25:43,340
Of course I love the countryside,
436
00:25:43,343 --> 00:25:45,570
but I do wish everything
would stay still.
437
00:25:45,573 --> 00:25:48,184
I'm so aesthetic. I
want to arrange the cows
438
00:25:48,187 --> 00:25:50,172
and then glue them to the spot.
439
00:25:50,174 --> 00:25:52,114
[CHUCKLES] Tony, you are funny!
440
00:25:52,117 --> 00:25:55,135
What's he doing here,
anyway? Bloody Rasputin!
441
00:25:55,137 --> 00:25:57,781
You're ridiculous, a ridiculous snob.
442
00:25:57,784 --> 00:26:00,514
- Ma'am, if I could just...
- Oh. Why?
443
00:26:00,517 --> 00:26:03,896
- Where am I sitting?
- Next to the French Ambassador.
444
00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:09,867
I think it was Marcel Proust who said
445
00:26:09,870 --> 00:26:11,653
that the number of guests at a dinner
446
00:26:11,656 --> 00:26:15,322
should be more than the
Graces, but less than the Muses.
447
00:26:15,324 --> 00:26:17,661
But this is absolutely extraordinary.
448
00:26:17,664 --> 00:26:19,910
I don't know what you're talking about.
449
00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,955
Shall we get started?
450
00:26:29,838 --> 00:26:31,338
[EXHALES]
451
00:26:31,340 --> 00:26:33,634
[PATRICK] Fuck.
452
00:26:39,306 --> 00:26:41,558
[LOW CHATTER]
453
00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:46,812
My lady-in-waiting turned
to to the taxi driver and said,
454
00:26:46,814 --> 00:26:48,828
"Take us to the Royal Garden Hotel."
455
00:26:48,831 --> 00:26:51,233
Which, as you know, is at
the bottom of the drive.
456
00:26:51,235 --> 00:26:54,254
And the taxi driver
nodded at me and said,
457
00:26:54,257 --> 00:26:56,404
[COCKNEY ACCENT] "I know where she lives!"
458
00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:59,903
[SONNY LAUGHS] What a wonderful story!
459
00:26:59,906 --> 00:27:02,699
What wonderful people!
Salt of the earth.
460
00:27:02,702 --> 00:27:05,078
[PRINCESS MARGARET]
One does like to travel...
461
00:27:05,916 --> 00:27:08,161
- I saw you earlier.
- Hm?
462
00:27:08,164 --> 00:27:10,919
In reception. We're
staying at the same hotel.
463
00:27:10,921 --> 00:27:13,922
Ah! Home of the famous Cotswold Carvery.
464
00:27:13,924 --> 00:27:17,457
[CHUCKLES] "Book early
to avoid disappointment."
465
00:27:17,460 --> 00:27:19,970
Yes, if only I'd known it was so easy.
466
00:27:19,972 --> 00:27:22,097
[CHUCKLES]
467
00:27:22,099 --> 00:27:24,778
Would you rather be there than here?
468
00:27:24,781 --> 00:27:27,269
Almost anywhere.
469
00:27:27,271 --> 00:27:30,835
Except if I wasn't here, this
is the only place I'd want to be.
470
00:27:30,838 --> 00:27:34,179
So... how do you manage?
471
00:27:35,410 --> 00:27:38,580
- Hm?
- To avoid disappointment?
472
00:27:40,158 --> 00:27:42,409
It's impossible.
473
00:27:42,412 --> 00:27:45,195
Salvation crumbles the
moment you touch it.
474
00:27:45,885 --> 00:27:48,038
I mean, look at all these people.
475
00:27:48,041 --> 00:27:50,458
Snobs, social climbers,
476
00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:52,588
museum pieces.
477
00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:57,007
I must say, I'm not
sure why I'm here either.
478
00:27:57,009 --> 00:28:00,804
I think Bridget likes the
family to know she's arrived.
479
00:28:00,807 --> 00:28:03,781
I'm sure. But arrived where?
480
00:28:06,475 --> 00:28:09,268
What is this? Venison?
481
00:28:09,271 --> 00:28:11,929
It's hard to tell in this murky sauce.
482
00:28:11,932 --> 00:28:14,629
Yes, it is venison. I'm
awfully sorry about the sauce.
483
00:28:14,632 --> 00:28:16,484
- It's perfectly disgusting.
- [CHUCKLES]
484
00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:20,530
Do you like it? It's venison.
485
00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,199
Really, it is something
absolutely marvelous.
486
00:28:23,201 --> 00:28:26,328
And the sauce, it's so subtle.
[INHALES AND EXHALES]
487
00:28:26,330 --> 00:28:29,748
I didn't know one could find
such cooking in this country...
488
00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:33,168
Ma'am. Oh, Ma'am.
489
00:28:33,170 --> 00:28:35,547
- I'm sorry. The sauce.
- Wipe.
490
00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:40,773
- I beg your pardon?
- I said wipe.
491
00:28:45,515 --> 00:28:47,349
Yes. Sure.
492
00:28:47,351 --> 00:28:49,140
Excuse me.
493
00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:53,647
[SOME GIGGLING]
494
00:28:53,649 --> 00:28:55,945
I thought I couldn't
dislike the sauce more
495
00:28:55,948 --> 00:28:57,692
when it was on my plate.
496
00:28:57,694 --> 00:29:00,867
The sauce has been a
disaster, Ma'am, I'm so sorry.
497
00:29:00,870 --> 00:29:03,121
There's no need for you to apologize.
498
00:29:03,124 --> 00:29:05,332
- Look, another one.
- Jacques...
499
00:29:05,335 --> 00:29:08,244
Jacqueline, I have done
something unpardonable.
500
00:29:08,246 --> 00:29:10,413
Ma'am, let me help you.
501
00:29:10,415 --> 00:29:12,981
No. He spilt it. He should wipe it up!
502
00:29:12,984 --> 00:29:14,304
- Yes.
- In fact, one feels
503
00:29:14,307 --> 00:29:15,585
he could have had a great career
504
00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:18,213
in dry-cleaning if he
hadn't been blown off course.
505
00:29:18,215 --> 00:29:20,465
- [SNIGGERS]
- Allez, Jacques, that's enough.
506
00:29:20,468 --> 00:29:22,754
There's another spot there. Wipe it up!
507
00:29:22,757 --> 00:29:25,720
C'est insupportable!
508
00:29:25,722 --> 00:29:28,098
What is "insupportable" is being showered
509
00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:29,965
with this revolting sauce!
510
00:29:29,968 --> 00:29:32,435
I needn't remind you that your husband
511
00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:34,820
is Ambassador to the Court of St. James!
512
00:29:43,156 --> 00:29:45,784
[RETREATING FOOTSTEPS]
513
00:29:58,964 --> 00:30:00,588
[DOOR SLAMS]
514
00:30:00,590 --> 00:30:03,731
Silence. I don't approve of silences!
515
00:30:03,734 --> 00:30:05,317
[SONNY CLEARS THROAT]
516
00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:09,347
I get fallow deer sent
to me from Richmond Park.
517
00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:11,239
You have to be on the list.
518
00:30:11,242 --> 00:30:14,561
The Queen said to me, "Put
yourself on the list." So I did.
519
00:30:14,563 --> 00:30:16,374
[SONNY] How very sensible, Ma'am.
520
00:30:16,377 --> 00:30:18,856
What I admire about Princess Margaret
521
00:30:18,859 --> 00:30:21,570
is the way she puts
everyone at their ease.
522
00:30:22,818 --> 00:30:24,901
Are you alright?
523
00:30:24,904 --> 00:30:26,906
[LOW CONVERSATIONS]
524
00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:30,618
Putain de merde!
525
00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:33,498
[CONTINUES IN FRENCH]
526
00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:41,131
Hello, little girl.
527
00:30:42,716 --> 00:30:45,467
Who are you?
528
00:30:45,469 --> 00:30:46,895
I'm Belinda.
529
00:30:46,898 --> 00:30:49,639
Is Princess Margaret in there?
530
00:30:50,724 --> 00:30:53,183
Remind me, Sonny, do
you have any children?
531
00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:56,187
Yes, indeed, Ma'am. A
daughter, seven years old.
532
00:30:56,190 --> 00:30:58,960
No male heir, then?
533
00:30:58,963 --> 00:31:01,672
Even so, I'm very fond of her.
534
00:31:01,675 --> 00:31:04,148
Of course, in many
ways I feel responsible.
535
00:31:04,151 --> 00:31:06,512
It was I, after all, who introduced
536
00:31:06,515 --> 00:31:09,676
the humble Miss
Watson-Scott, as she then was,
537
00:31:09,679 --> 00:31:12,593
to the beau monde
at your dear father's house.
538
00:31:12,596 --> 00:31:14,926
Who knew then she was
destined to command
539
00:31:14,929 --> 00:31:17,554
- the heights of society?
- Hm.
540
00:31:17,557 --> 00:31:20,626
You're very lucky, you
know, a reprobate like you,
541
00:31:20,629 --> 00:31:23,012
to be invited to this
glittering occasion.
542
00:31:23,015 --> 00:31:25,382
I'm eternally grateful.
543
00:31:25,385 --> 00:31:27,804
- How are you managing?
- Dying for a drink.
544
00:31:29,179 --> 00:31:33,389
Well, this is quite delicious,
you have my sympathy.
545
00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:35,504
[CHUCKLES] I've never
been a heroin addict
546
00:31:35,507 --> 00:31:37,265
but I did have to give up cigarettes,
547
00:31:37,268 --> 00:31:39,644
- which was quite hard enough.
- Oh, dear.
548
00:31:39,647 --> 00:31:42,191
- Do you think someone...
- Will you excuse me a moment?
549
00:31:46,613 --> 00:31:48,446
Are you looking for someone?
550
00:31:48,448 --> 00:31:51,741
I wanted to meet Princess Margaret.
551
00:31:51,743 --> 00:31:53,535
I see.
552
00:31:53,537 --> 00:31:57,179
Well, I think you'd be better
off without, believe me.
553
00:31:57,182 --> 00:31:59,223
Why don't we ask your
mother to come over?
554
00:31:59,226 --> 00:32:01,583
Oh, look. There's a little
person who can't sleep.
555
00:32:01,586 --> 00:32:03,378
[SOME LAUGHTER]
556
00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:04,996
Who is that?
557
00:32:04,999 --> 00:32:07,668
I'm afraid it's my daughter, Ma'am.
558
00:32:07,671 --> 00:32:10,914
- She should be in bed.
- Thank you, Patrick.
559
00:32:10,917 --> 00:32:14,013
Darling, what are you doing up?
This is a dinner for grown-ups.
560
00:32:14,015 --> 00:32:16,762
- Which one's Princess Margaret?
- Yes.
561
00:32:16,765 --> 00:32:19,328
Why don't you get your
mother to present you to her?
562
00:32:19,331 --> 00:32:21,270
Will you, Mummy? Please?
563
00:32:21,273 --> 00:32:23,242
Are you involved in
politics? For my own part,
564
00:32:23,245 --> 00:32:26,051
I don't mind who's in government
if they're good at governing.
565
00:32:26,054 --> 00:32:29,950
What we must avoid at all costs
is these windscreen wipers:
566
00:32:29,953 --> 00:32:32,124
left, right, left, right...
567
00:32:32,127 --> 00:32:34,575
- Ma'am, I'd like to introduce...
- Not now.
568
00:32:34,578 --> 00:32:37,412
She should be in bed. She'll
only get over-excited.
569
00:32:37,414 --> 00:32:40,770
[SONNY] Quite right. Honestly,
darling, how did she escape?
570
00:32:40,773 --> 00:32:42,627
Go on.
571
00:32:43,601 --> 00:32:47,153
[SONNY] Now, I really think it's
about time we joined the others.
572
00:32:47,156 --> 00:32:48,840
[PRINCESS MARGARET] Oh, must we?
573
00:32:48,843 --> 00:32:50,842
We've been having such a cozy time.
574
00:32:50,844 --> 00:32:54,095
I do so hate big parties.
575
00:32:54,097 --> 00:32:58,224
So do I. It was all my wife's idea.
576
00:32:58,226 --> 00:33:00,187
[CONVERSATIONS CONTINUE]
577
00:33:01,101 --> 00:33:02,520
? Waaaaaah! ?
578
00:33:02,522 --> 00:33:05,273
? Put the candles on the cake ?
579
00:33:05,275 --> 00:33:07,609
? We're gonna celebrate ?
580
00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:10,278
? We got another year ?
581
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,488
? We all here ?
582
00:33:12,490 --> 00:33:14,866
? Put the candles on the cake ?
583
00:33:14,868 --> 00:33:17,078
[SONG CONTINUES]
584
00:33:32,552 --> 00:33:34,302
Sonny and I are so grateful to you.
585
00:33:34,304 --> 00:33:37,305
Oh. Anything for Sonny. Try
to avoid Bridget, though.
586
00:33:37,307 --> 00:33:39,307
- She can be rather fierce.
- Of course.
587
00:33:39,309 --> 00:33:42,312
If security asks, you're
to pretend to be my wife.
588
00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:45,273
How far am I meant to go with that?
589
00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:52,737
[LAUGHTER AND CHATTER]
590
00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,332
Oh, Patrick's here.
591
00:33:55,335 --> 00:33:57,067
[LOW CONVERSATION]
592
00:33:57,070 --> 00:33:59,093
Oh, Christ.
593
00:34:04,023 --> 00:34:05,667
Sir.
594
00:34:05,669 --> 00:34:06,834
[CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
595
00:34:06,836 --> 00:34:08,554
[LAUGHTER AND CHATTER]
596
00:34:18,180 --> 00:34:21,390
My dear, what a nice surprise!
597
00:34:21,393 --> 00:34:23,226
- George!
- [LAUGHS]
598
00:34:23,229 --> 00:34:26,149
I'm sitting here because I
can't hear anything otherwise.
599
00:34:26,848 --> 00:34:28,848
I thought people were
supposed to lead lives
600
00:34:28,851 --> 00:34:31,942
- of quiet desperation.
- Not quiet enough.
601
00:34:31,945 --> 00:34:37,365
Now. Have you found something
that you enjoy doing?
602
00:34:37,367 --> 00:34:40,535
Yes, but sadly I've had to give that up.
603
00:34:40,537 --> 00:34:42,537
Then you're guilty of
the greatest sin of all.
604
00:34:42,539 --> 00:34:45,046
- Am I?
- Wasting time.
605
00:34:45,049 --> 00:34:46,957
You must make a contribution.
606
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:48,334
No man is an island,
607
00:34:48,336 --> 00:34:50,809
though there are a surprising
number here who own one.
608
00:34:50,812 --> 00:34:52,924
And not just in Scotland.
609
00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:55,552
Though, of course you're right.
610
00:34:56,326 --> 00:34:58,701
My father once said to me:
611
00:34:58,704 --> 00:35:02,379
[AS DAVID] "If you have a talent, use it.
612
00:35:02,382 --> 00:35:05,312
Or you'll be miserable all your life."
613
00:35:06,085 --> 00:35:09,059
It was just about the only
non-hostile remark he ever made.
614
00:35:09,062 --> 00:35:13,973
He was a very brilliant man,
but he was never happy, I think.
615
00:35:13,976 --> 00:35:17,905
Yes, well... I hardly ever
think of him these days.
616
00:35:17,907 --> 00:35:22,562
He would've hated you to make
the same mistakes, Patrick.
617
00:35:24,632 --> 00:35:27,151
No more wasted time.
618
00:35:31,421 --> 00:35:33,838
I... I must... go and find my...
619
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:37,258
Yes, yes, yes. Go. Go.
620
00:35:37,260 --> 00:35:39,262
[LOW CONVERSATIONS]
621
00:35:46,485 --> 00:35:48,276
- Patrick.
- Debbie.
622
00:35:48,279 --> 00:35:49,981
You look lovely.
623
00:35:49,984 --> 00:35:51,570
But then you always did at parties.
624
00:35:51,573 --> 00:35:53,107
I'm surprised you remember.
625
00:35:53,109 --> 00:35:54,984
You were either upstairs
in bed with someone else,
626
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:56,515
or passed out in the loo.
627
00:35:56,518 --> 00:35:58,965
Yes, that's actually something
I wanted to talk to you about.
628
00:35:58,968 --> 00:36:01,157
I don't think I was terribly
nice to you and I...
629
00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:04,700
I know this one. This is a
12-step thing, isn't it?
630
00:36:04,703 --> 00:36:07,038
I'm part of your "moral inventory".
631
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:09,117
- No, I just...
- Will you excuse me?
632
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:11,958
David, Cindy!
633
00:36:11,961 --> 00:36:14,462
Cindy. You made it!
634
00:36:14,464 --> 00:36:16,089
- Happy birthday, darling.
- [LAUGHS]
635
00:36:16,091 --> 00:36:19,590
Sonny, are you sure
this is all above board?
636
00:36:19,593 --> 00:36:22,345
Bridget just gave me the
most terrible scowling look.
637
00:36:22,347 --> 00:36:23,971
Just stick to the story.
638
00:36:23,973 --> 00:36:25,742
You met Cindy, your wife couldn't come,
639
00:36:25,745 --> 00:36:28,645
asked her instead, didn't check.
It's nothing to do with me.
640
00:36:28,648 --> 00:36:30,231
Right. So, erm...
641
00:36:30,234 --> 00:36:34,285
I met Cindy, wife couldn't
come, asked Cindy instead...
642
00:36:38,738 --> 00:36:41,695
- Hello, you.
- Happy birthday, darling.
643
00:36:43,118 --> 00:36:44,989
- Oh. [CHUCKLES]
- So glad you're here.
644
00:36:44,992 --> 00:36:46,494
It's the best birthday present...
645
00:36:46,496 --> 00:36:47,995
What I find with beautiful women
646
00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:50,788
is that after one's
waited around for ages,
647
00:36:50,791 --> 00:36:55,001
they all arrive at once,
like buses are supposed to do.
648
00:36:55,004 --> 00:36:58,214
Not that I've ever
waited around for a bus.
649
00:36:58,217 --> 00:37:00,091
Look at Princess Margaret.
650
00:37:00,093 --> 00:37:02,385
One has to be careful
not to trip over her.
651
00:37:02,387 --> 00:37:03,570
That was quite a scene.
652
00:37:03,573 --> 00:37:07,139
Mm. Yes, I do admire P. M.
653
00:37:07,142 --> 00:37:10,393
She has something of your
father's joie-de-vivre.
654
00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:12,504
- Imagine if they'd met!
- Imagine.
655
00:37:12,507 --> 00:37:15,081
The way she used a minor accident
656
00:37:15,084 --> 00:37:18,378
to screw maximum humiliation
out of the Ambassador.
657
00:37:19,028 --> 00:37:21,973
Of course I'm absolutely
devoted to his wife, who,
658
00:37:21,976 --> 00:37:26,784
behind that phoney chic, is
a genuinely malicious person.
659
00:37:26,786 --> 00:37:29,412
- And here they are!
- Will you excuse me?
660
00:37:29,414 --> 00:37:31,708
I must go and talk to our hostess.
661
00:37:32,542 --> 00:37:34,959
I hope we didn't drive
away your young friend.
662
00:37:34,961 --> 00:37:37,670
- He seemed very nervous.
- Oh, we can get on without him.
663
00:37:37,672 --> 00:37:40,923
Mon cher Jacques, I thought
you were absolutely brilliant,
664
00:37:40,925 --> 00:37:43,288
the way you handled that tiresome woman.
665
00:37:43,291 --> 00:37:46,376
Thank you, but I feel the royal
presence bearing down on us.
666
00:37:46,379 --> 00:37:49,578
Maybe we could explore
the depths of the party.
667
00:37:49,581 --> 00:37:52,434
My dear fellow, you are
the depths of the party.
668
00:37:52,437 --> 00:37:54,061
- [LAUGHTER]
- Au revoir!
669
00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:55,325
� tout � l'heure.
670
00:37:55,328 --> 00:37:57,648
Consorting with the enemy?
671
00:37:57,650 --> 00:37:59,304
They came to me for sympathy, Ma'am.
672
00:37:59,307 --> 00:38:01,807
I told them they'd
come to the wrong place!
673
00:38:01,810 --> 00:38:05,668
He's a clumsy fool, and
as to his absurd wife...
674
00:38:05,671 --> 00:38:08,950
Hello, there! Isn't this a lovely party?
675
00:38:08,953 --> 00:38:11,120
Ma'am.
676
00:38:11,122 --> 00:38:13,956
I'll come and find you later, alright?
677
00:38:13,959 --> 00:38:15,711
Oh. Yes.
678
00:38:18,588 --> 00:38:21,950
- Who was that?
- My daughter.
679
00:38:21,953 --> 00:38:27,011
Now, where was I? I've
quite lost my flow...
680
00:38:27,013 --> 00:38:28,471
The main thing I remember,
681
00:38:28,473 --> 00:38:30,932
apart from your poisonous father,
682
00:38:30,934 --> 00:38:33,392
was that beautiful house.
683
00:38:33,394 --> 00:38:34,840
Nothing compared to all of this.
684
00:38:34,843 --> 00:38:36,103
Ohhh!
685
00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:38,024
Yes, it's funny how things turn out.
686
00:38:38,801 --> 00:38:42,344
It's all lovely, I just wish it
wasn't full of such awful shits.
687
00:38:42,347 --> 00:38:45,656
Not you, of course. Or Mummy.
688
00:38:45,659 --> 00:38:48,434
- [SHE SIGHS]
- You seemed...
689
00:38:48,437 --> 00:38:52,450
incredibly cool to me, unlike
my parents' usual crowd.
690
00:38:52,453 --> 00:38:53,590
And kinder too.
691
00:38:53,593 --> 00:38:54,789
Kind?
692
00:38:54,791 --> 00:38:57,625
You're sure you're not
confusing me with someone else?
693
00:38:57,627 --> 00:39:00,200
You wouldn't be an angel
and talk to her for a second?
694
00:39:00,203 --> 00:39:02,755
- Mummy? Mummy?
- Oh.
695
00:39:02,757 --> 00:39:04,841
This is my old friend Patrick Melrose.
696
00:39:04,843 --> 00:39:09,428
- Oh, yes, I remember.
- So. Quite a party!
697
00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:10,640
[BUZZ OF CHATTER]
698
00:39:15,023 --> 00:39:17,143
Bridget! Lovely party!
699
00:39:17,146 --> 00:39:19,109
I just wanted to clarify:
700
00:39:19,112 --> 00:39:22,781
I met Cindy, my wife
couldn't come, so...
701
00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:28,155
[SONNY] ...starts to show. May I touch it?
702
00:39:28,157 --> 00:39:31,570
[CINDY] Oh, Sonny.
There's nothing to touch.
703
00:39:31,573 --> 00:39:33,656
Not for weeks yet.
704
00:39:33,659 --> 00:39:35,619
[CHORAL MUSIC]
705
00:39:48,572 --> 00:39:50,614
- What is it, darling?
- Oh, er...
706
00:39:50,617 --> 00:39:52,013
Oh...
707
00:39:52,015 --> 00:39:53,846
I just saw Cindy Smith with Sonny.
708
00:39:53,849 --> 00:39:56,098
I said we shouldn't invite
her 'cause we didn't know her
709
00:39:56,101 --> 00:39:58,311
and now she's here.
710
00:39:58,313 --> 00:40:00,982
- Oh, I'm just being paranoid.
- Yes, yes. Probably.
711
00:40:00,985 --> 00:40:02,906
- Um...
- Probably paranoid?
712
00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:06,654
Is there somewhere we can go?
713
00:40:08,522 --> 00:40:09,605
[LOVE IS ALL AROUND]
714
00:40:09,608 --> 00:40:12,484
? I feel it in my fingers ?
715
00:40:12,487 --> 00:40:15,401
? I feel it in my toes ?
716
00:40:15,404 --> 00:40:16,809
[SAXOPHONE SOLO]
717
00:40:16,812 --> 00:40:18,898
[BAND LEADER] Joe Wagner on the saxophone.
718
00:40:21,351 --> 00:40:24,086
Patrick Melrose, why
aren't you drinking?
719
00:40:24,088 --> 00:40:27,742
- Happy birthday, Sonny!
- Don Wills on the trombone!
720
00:40:27,745 --> 00:40:30,328
You know, I frightfully
dislike this bit.
721
00:40:30,331 --> 00:40:33,708
What makes you think we
wanna know their names?
722
00:40:33,711 --> 00:40:37,645
- Saw you talking to Bridget...
- Chilly Willy Watson on cornet.
723
00:40:37,648 --> 00:40:40,063
- She looked awfully stormy.
- [CORNET SOLO]
724
00:40:42,669 --> 00:40:45,046
Sonny, may I steal Patrick for a moment?
725
00:40:46,793 --> 00:40:50,117
- Chilly Willy Watson!
- You alright?
726
00:40:51,339 --> 00:40:53,645
Yes, sorry, I... I just thought I...
727
00:40:53,648 --> 00:40:55,015
Let's go here.
728
00:40:57,038 --> 00:40:58,864
I thought I'd save you from our host.
729
00:40:58,867 --> 00:41:02,028
Oh! There's an air of palpable stupidity
730
00:41:02,031 --> 00:41:03,292
that comes off that man,
731
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:04,887
like opening the door to a sauna.
732
00:41:04,890 --> 00:41:06,996
- [CINDY] It makes sense.
- [SONNY] No.
733
00:41:06,999 --> 00:41:10,606
- No, I can't tell her tonight.
- You can tell her I'm...
734
00:41:10,609 --> 00:41:13,594
My God, look at them all.
735
00:41:13,596 --> 00:41:15,762
I remember these people
from my childhood.
736
00:41:15,765 --> 00:41:17,181
Hard and dull.
737
00:41:17,183 --> 00:41:19,268
- They're the last Marxists.
- Hm?
738
00:41:20,777 --> 00:41:24,489
The last people to believe
class is a total explanation.
739
00:41:25,539 --> 00:41:28,084
Let's get out of here. Come on.
740
00:41:31,823 --> 00:41:34,115
What are you two muttering about?
741
00:41:34,117 --> 00:41:36,367
Hello, stranger.
742
00:41:36,369 --> 00:41:37,702
Oh, Christ.
743
00:41:37,704 --> 00:41:40,285
Johnny, Patrick, this is my husband.
744
00:41:40,288 --> 00:41:43,317
- This is Angus.
- Quite a party.
745
00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:45,343
Must have cost a pretty penny, eh?
746
00:41:45,346 --> 00:41:46,700
[LAUGHS]
747
00:41:46,703 --> 00:41:50,859
My husband is obsessed with
how much everything costs.
748
00:41:50,862 --> 00:41:53,071
Why don't you get me
a drink? They're free.
749
00:41:53,074 --> 00:41:54,843
- Johnny will help you.
- Actually,
750
00:41:54,846 --> 00:41:57,347
- Johnny and I were just about to...
- [ANGUS] Come on!
751
00:41:57,350 --> 00:41:59,973
- Come on, then. [LAUGHS]
- [JOHNNY MUTTERS]
752
00:41:59,976 --> 00:42:02,143
He looked so good on paper
753
00:42:02,145 --> 00:42:04,812
but he's completely obsessed
with whether a cheap-day return
754
00:42:04,814 --> 00:42:07,314
is refundable if you
don't use the second half.
755
00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:09,734
[CHUCKLES]
756
00:42:09,736 --> 00:42:13,740
Shall we go exploring? It's
very good to see you again.
757
00:42:14,481 --> 00:42:16,481
I thought perhaps
you'd been avoiding me.
758
00:42:16,484 --> 00:42:19,571
- As a bad influence.
- Not you. The world.
759
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:22,749
Well... You're here now.
760
00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:27,209
Perhaps we can liven
up this dreary party.
761
00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:30,515
You certainly have to kick a
lot of bodies to find a live one.
762
00:42:30,518 --> 00:42:32,143
Tony's got some charlie.
763
00:42:32,146 --> 00:42:34,567
I suppose that's against the rules now.
764
00:42:34,570 --> 00:42:37,428
- Is it?
- I think technically, yes.
765
00:42:37,430 --> 00:42:41,382
Christ, why are you all so dull?
766
00:42:41,385 --> 00:42:44,700
Men used to talk to me about
how they used butter for sex.
767
00:42:44,703 --> 00:42:48,066
Now they tell me how they've
eliminated it from their diet.
768
00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:53,527
Look, there's Debbie.
Doesn't she look beautiful?
769
00:42:53,529 --> 00:42:55,490
[PATRICK] Very.
770
00:42:56,281 --> 00:42:58,364
I suppose I'd better go and find Johnny.
771
00:42:58,367 --> 00:43:01,950
- We could always go upstairs.
- Upstairs. What for?
772
00:43:01,953 --> 00:43:04,757
For sex. No strings.
773
00:43:07,209 --> 00:43:09,709
Well, I suppose it's something to do.
774
00:43:09,712 --> 00:43:12,340
- Thank you.
- No, no, I'm very keen.
775
00:43:13,617 --> 00:43:16,078
- Well, come on, then, let's go.
- [CHEERING]
776
00:43:22,850 --> 00:43:25,478
- I'm sorry, ma'am, the house...
- We're staying here.
777
00:43:26,646 --> 00:43:29,690
- [ROPE IS UNCLASPED]
- Thank you!
778
00:43:36,275 --> 00:43:38,525
I can't help thinking
this is a terrible idea.
779
00:43:38,528 --> 00:43:42,507
- [BRIDGET ARGUING]
- Sssh! Listen!
780
00:43:42,510 --> 00:43:44,046
[BRIDGET] ...humiliating that is!
781
00:43:44,049 --> 00:43:45,926
[SONNY] Please talk
about this in the morning.
782
00:43:45,929 --> 00:43:47,398
[BRIDGET] We will talk about it now!
783
00:43:47,401 --> 00:43:49,493
[SONNY] Our guests are beginning
to wonder where we...
784
00:43:49,495 --> 00:43:51,520
[BRIDGET] I don't care
about your fucking guests!
785
00:43:51,523 --> 00:43:54,632
Tell me, is it the first time...
786
00:43:55,341 --> 00:43:56,966
You must have heard.
787
00:43:56,968 --> 00:43:59,304
- About the affair?
- Oh, it gets better.
788
00:43:59,307 --> 00:44:02,312
Cindy's pregnant with
a precious boy-child.
789
00:44:02,315 --> 00:44:05,059
Sonny's so desperate for a male
heir he's going to make Cindy
790
00:44:05,062 --> 00:44:07,845
- next Countess of Gravesend.
- Poor Bridget.
791
00:44:07,848 --> 00:44:09,663
Like some tin-pot Henry VIII.
792
00:44:09,666 --> 00:44:13,189
- Honestly, you have to laugh.
- Well, you don't have to laugh.
793
00:44:13,192 --> 00:44:16,481
Oh, don't be so pious. Serves her right.
794
00:44:16,484 --> 00:44:18,504
- What for?
- You know what for.
795
00:44:18,507 --> 00:44:22,696
All that climbing. No
wonder she looks so tired.
796
00:44:22,699 --> 00:44:25,450
You know, I have my reservations
about your character.
797
00:44:25,453 --> 00:44:27,621
- Me too. Quick. Let's go.
- Did you fuck her here?
798
00:44:27,623 --> 00:44:31,586
No! Yes, yes, alright,
but not in our bedroom!
799
00:44:33,963 --> 00:44:35,045
[JULIA] Ooh!
800
00:44:35,047 --> 00:44:37,256
- [GLASS BREAKS]
- [JULIA GIGGLES]
801
00:44:37,258 --> 00:44:39,427
[MOANING]
802
00:44:42,512 --> 00:44:45,221
[PANTING AND MOANING]
803
00:44:45,224 --> 00:44:47,268
Guess who I'm having an affair with?
804
00:44:48,144 --> 00:44:50,811
Do we have to talk about this now?
805
00:44:50,813 --> 00:44:52,857
Your friend Johnny.
806
00:44:53,649 --> 00:44:55,026
[PANTING]
807
00:44:56,351 --> 00:44:58,679
That's completely put me off.
808
00:44:58,682 --> 00:45:01,393
I thought you might
want to steal me back.
809
00:45:02,562 --> 00:45:05,273
Johnny's perfectly nice
but that's the problem.
810
00:45:06,954 --> 00:45:11,101
I was so pleased when I found
out you were coming tonight.
811
00:45:11,781 --> 00:45:13,500
Patrick Melrose.
812
00:45:13,502 --> 00:45:16,670
It took me by surprise.
813
00:45:16,672 --> 00:45:19,820
- The fact is, I've missed you.
- Me... Me too.
814
00:45:19,823 --> 00:45:22,033
But I think...
815
00:45:23,648 --> 00:45:26,557
I think I'd prefer to
remain friends with Johnny.
816
00:45:28,601 --> 00:45:30,517
Really?
817
00:45:30,519 --> 00:45:33,046
I just don't want any
more irony and tension.
818
00:45:33,049 --> 00:45:35,382
But you love irony and tension!
819
00:45:35,385 --> 00:45:38,108
I think you imagine everyone
else is just like you.
820
00:45:38,110 --> 00:45:39,484
Fuck off, Patrick.
821
00:45:39,487 --> 00:45:43,207
Alright, I think we'd
better go down, don't you?
822
00:45:43,210 --> 00:45:45,032
Before we have a row.
823
00:45:45,034 --> 00:45:47,453
- You go first.
- God, you're a pain.
824
00:45:49,968 --> 00:45:52,500
[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]
825
00:46:03,767 --> 00:46:05,309
Oh, God.
826
00:46:05,312 --> 00:46:07,890
[INHALES AND EXHALES DEEPLY]
827
00:46:26,007 --> 00:46:28,926
I broke a glass. Don't tell my father.
828
00:46:28,929 --> 00:46:31,620
[ANNE] What about your mother?
Do you wanna tell your mother?
829
00:46:31,622 --> 00:46:34,101
[ELEANOR] Patrick... what is it, love?
830
00:46:35,472 --> 00:46:37,516
[MARIANNE] What would
you have said to him?
831
00:46:44,719 --> 00:46:46,427
[SHATTERS]
832
00:46:46,429 --> 00:46:48,472
[DEEE-LITE "POWER OF LOVE"]
833
00:46:53,663 --> 00:46:55,481
I was looking for you.
Where have you been?
834
00:46:55,484 --> 00:46:58,910
Nowhere. I wonder, can
we find somewhere to talk?
835
00:46:58,913 --> 00:47:00,693
- Yeah.
- Sorry.
836
00:47:02,862 --> 00:47:04,111
I told you there's something
837
00:47:04,113 --> 00:47:06,660
I've never said out
loud and never would.
838
00:47:06,663 --> 00:47:09,033
And now I'm going to.
839
00:47:09,035 --> 00:47:11,243
Forgive my inarticulacy,
it's not that I'm embarrassed,
840
00:47:11,245 --> 00:47:14,745
it's just... I don't want
it to be a burden for you.
841
00:47:14,748 --> 00:47:16,250
- Just go ahead.
- [INHALES]
842
00:47:17,335 --> 00:47:18,625
So.
843
00:47:18,627 --> 00:47:21,832
I've told you about my parents'
drunkenness and the violence,
844
00:47:21,835 --> 00:47:23,339
but what I was skirting around...
845
00:47:23,341 --> 00:47:25,549
- Not now.
- No, thank you.
846
00:47:25,551 --> 00:47:27,176
Just to let you know the fireworks
847
00:47:27,178 --> 00:47:29,597
- will start in a few minutes.
- Thank you.
848
00:47:36,687 --> 00:47:40,647
When I was eight, and
for some years afterwards
849
00:47:40,649 --> 00:47:43,525
my father "abused" me
850
00:47:43,527 --> 00:47:47,612
as... we're invited
to call it these days.
851
00:47:47,615 --> 00:47:49,606
What do you mean, "abused"?
852
00:47:49,609 --> 00:47:52,499
I... [EXHALES]
853
00:47:58,793 --> 00:48:00,878
It was...
854
00:48:02,463 --> 00:48:04,140
Oh, God...
855
00:48:08,135 --> 00:48:10,703
Nobody should do that to anybody else.
856
00:48:14,281 --> 00:48:16,266
- The first time...
- The fireworks are about...
857
00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:18,903
Do you think you could leave
us alone for one fucking minute
858
00:48:18,906 --> 00:48:20,979
- so we can have a conversation?
- I'm sorry, sir.
859
00:48:20,981 --> 00:48:22,189
Do we look like children?
860
00:48:22,191 --> 00:48:25,601
Do we look like we're interested
in the fucking fireworks?
861
00:48:29,698 --> 00:48:31,073
[SNIFFS]
862
00:48:31,075 --> 00:48:33,077
What do I mean by abused?
863
00:48:34,334 --> 00:48:36,168
I mean sexually abused.
864
00:48:36,171 --> 00:48:38,541
Oh, God, I'm sorry.
865
00:48:40,209 --> 00:48:41,903
No wonder you hated him so much.
866
00:48:41,906 --> 00:48:43,976
Well, now you know.
867
00:48:49,301 --> 00:48:51,754
The first incident
masqueraded as a punishment,
868
00:48:51,757 --> 00:48:54,054
though I never knew the crime...
869
00:48:54,056 --> 00:48:58,100
which gave it a certain
Kafkaesque charm..
870
00:48:58,102 --> 00:48:59,687
What a bastard.
871
00:49:01,460 --> 00:49:03,190
It must have split the world in half.
872
00:49:08,154 --> 00:49:10,197
Yes, I think that is what happened.
873
00:49:15,201 --> 00:49:16,617
What makes you think that?
874
00:49:16,620 --> 00:49:19,242
It just seemed obvious.
875
00:49:26,172 --> 00:49:28,088
In that moment, when
it was happening,
876
00:49:28,090 --> 00:49:30,249
this will sound strange, but...
877
00:49:33,257 --> 00:49:36,388
there was a lizard on the wall.
878
00:49:36,390 --> 00:49:38,350
A gecko, bright green.
879
00:49:40,704 --> 00:49:43,540
I thought, "If I can
somehow put myself inside...
880
00:49:46,617 --> 00:49:49,203
then I might be able
to get through this."
881
00:49:51,864 --> 00:49:54,533
Not much of an escape plan, I know.
882
00:49:55,451 --> 00:49:57,367
Ahhh...
883
00:49:57,369 --> 00:49:59,870
[SNIFFS]
884
00:49:59,872 --> 00:50:01,332
The point is...
885
00:50:03,070 --> 00:50:05,700
now I'm exhausted hating him.
886
00:50:05,703 --> 00:50:07,336
It's not enough.
887
00:50:07,338 --> 00:50:09,703
And if I'm going to
break out into the world
888
00:50:09,706 --> 00:50:12,798
not just this, but the real world,
889
00:50:12,801 --> 00:50:15,418
to learn something, make a contribution,
890
00:50:15,421 --> 00:50:17,262
live rather than just survive,
891
00:50:17,272 --> 00:50:21,148
then I am going to have to
say these things out loud.
892
00:50:23,231 --> 00:50:26,776
- [FIREWORKS POP AND WHISTLE]
- [CHEERING]
893
00:50:28,312 --> 00:50:32,809
[COUGHS] We are missing the
fireworks, if you want to...
894
00:50:32,812 --> 00:50:34,821
It's alright.
895
00:50:34,823 --> 00:50:37,567
I wondered whether perhaps
you'd like your old room back?
896
00:50:37,570 --> 00:50:38,812
Oh, Mummy, I don't know.
897
00:50:38,815 --> 00:50:41,328
Can we just talk about
it when we get there?
898
00:50:41,330 --> 00:50:44,208
- Whatever makes you happy.
- [SIGHS HEAVILY]
899
00:50:47,059 --> 00:50:49,374
I've treated you dreadfully sometimes.
900
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:55,135
- Snobbishly.
- Oh, no.
901
00:50:58,218 --> 00:51:00,135
Only sometimes.
902
00:51:02,733 --> 00:51:05,903
Your father always blamed
that Nicholas Pratt man.
903
00:51:07,606 --> 00:51:09,690
You were such a nice
girl until you met him,
904
00:51:09,692 --> 00:51:14,361
and then you started
criticizing everything at home,
905
00:51:14,363 --> 00:51:18,859
people you'd known all your
life. Perfectly nice people.
906
00:51:20,869 --> 00:51:22,869
Your father always loved you, but...
907
00:51:22,871 --> 00:51:25,330
I can't pretend he
wasn't hurt sometimes.
908
00:51:25,332 --> 00:51:27,459
[FIREWORKS WHISTLE AND POP IN DISTANCE]
909
00:51:30,994 --> 00:51:33,036
- Have I said too much?
- No!
910
00:51:33,039 --> 00:51:34,484
Not at all.
911
00:51:36,663 --> 00:51:39,454
Let's have a nice long talk tomorrow.
912
00:51:40,556 --> 00:51:43,382
We should probably get
going. We've a long way to go.
913
00:51:43,385 --> 00:51:45,085
Yes.
914
00:51:47,117 --> 00:51:50,272
- I'm not recruiting, I swear.
- Go on.
915
00:51:50,274 --> 00:51:55,906
Perhaps the only way to
move on is to become...
916
00:51:55,909 --> 00:51:57,577
more detached from yourself...
917
00:51:58,860 --> 00:52:00,695
and more attached to something else.
918
00:52:02,243 --> 00:52:05,286
- A hobby, you mean?
- [LAUGHS]
919
00:52:05,289 --> 00:52:07,249
Someone else.
920
00:52:08,334 --> 00:52:10,628
- Fall in love, have kids.
- Hm.
921
00:52:11,587 --> 00:52:12,968
Yeah. Why not?
922
00:52:12,971 --> 00:52:16,114
I tried falling in love,
many times, as you know.
923
00:52:16,117 --> 00:52:17,674
Not sure that was love.
924
00:52:17,676 --> 00:52:19,760
Even so, my experience of love:
925
00:52:19,762 --> 00:52:22,632
you get excited thinking someone
can mend your broken heart,
926
00:52:22,635 --> 00:52:24,598
disappointed when you
realize they can't.
927
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:27,434
- [FIREWORKS CONTINUE POPPING]
- But the next time.
928
00:52:27,437 --> 00:52:31,313
Hm. Of course, the other danger
is, without bitterness, spite,
929
00:52:31,315 --> 00:52:33,774
sarcasm, snobbery and self-loathing,
930
00:52:33,776 --> 00:52:36,487
- there might be nothing left.
- Perhaps.
931
00:52:37,529 --> 00:52:42,140
Or... think what you
could put there instead.
932
00:52:45,181 --> 00:52:47,850
[FIREWORKS EXPLODING]
933
00:52:52,874 --> 00:52:55,671
Ah, here's our hostess!
934
00:52:55,673 --> 00:52:57,312
I wanted to find Sonny.
935
00:52:57,315 --> 00:52:59,358
I really couldn't care less, Ma'am.
936
00:53:03,764 --> 00:53:06,242
- [CHEERING]
- I've been a bloody fool.
937
00:53:07,559 --> 00:53:09,976
[NICHOLAS] Well, I can't say I disagree.
938
00:53:09,978 --> 00:53:12,396
I was driven to it!
Bridget's not having a son
939
00:53:12,398 --> 00:53:14,487
has been frightfully hard.
940
00:53:14,490 --> 00:53:17,734
I'm just not sure I like
the idea of life without her.
941
00:53:17,736 --> 00:53:21,822
And Cindy has got some
very peculiar ideas.
942
00:53:21,824 --> 00:53:24,190
She's already suggested
I knock a wall through.
943
00:53:24,193 --> 00:53:27,852
And she looks at the furniture
like a bloody auctioneer.
944
00:53:27,855 --> 00:53:29,649
Isn't that Bridget now?
945
00:53:33,127 --> 00:53:35,836
- Bridget! Bridget!
- [ENGINE STARTS]
946
00:53:35,838 --> 00:53:37,673
Bridget, where are you going?
947
00:53:38,882 --> 00:53:41,675
Bridget! Stop the car! Stop!
948
00:53:41,677 --> 00:53:43,637
[CHORAL MUSIC]
949
00:54:02,030 --> 00:54:04,740
[PATRICK] Oh, I'm sure my
father was intensely unhappy,
950
00:54:04,742 --> 00:54:05,991
but to forgive someone,
951
00:54:05,993 --> 00:54:08,261
doesn't there have to be
some attempt to change?
952
00:54:08,264 --> 00:54:11,246
But if he'd changed, he
wouldn't need forgiveness.
953
00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:13,874
Excuse me? Hello?
954
00:54:13,876 --> 00:54:17,099
Erm... I'm sorry if I
snapped at you earlier.
955
00:54:17,102 --> 00:54:20,065
It's just I was in the middle of
saying something rather tricky.
956
00:54:20,068 --> 00:54:21,714
I was only doing my job.
957
00:54:21,717 --> 00:54:24,050
I know you were and I apologize.
958
00:54:24,052 --> 00:54:26,636
So do you think there's
any way to forgive him?
959
00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:28,889
Of course. It really wasn't that bad.
960
00:54:28,891 --> 00:54:31,084
No, not you!
961
00:54:33,729 --> 00:54:35,606
[BOTH SNIGGER]
962
00:54:37,042 --> 00:54:39,099
Well, if the waiter can forgive me...
963
00:54:40,420 --> 00:54:43,404
You go ahead. I don't think
I could get to sleep just yet.
964
00:54:43,407 --> 00:54:45,784
And the thought of that hotel room. Oof.
965
00:54:46,762 --> 00:54:48,512
Well, thanks for telling me.
966
00:54:48,515 --> 00:54:50,420
No need to get Californian about it.
967
00:54:50,423 --> 00:54:52,162
No need to be so English.
968
00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:58,168
- It's the end of the party.
- It's more than that.
969
00:54:58,170 --> 00:55:01,588
It's the end of an era.
970
00:55:01,590 --> 00:55:03,383
Well, let's hope so.
971
00:55:22,535 --> 00:55:23,909
Can I help you?
972
00:55:23,912 --> 00:55:26,613
I knew a Chilly Willy in New York.
973
00:55:26,616 --> 00:55:28,910
- You're not...
- Where'd he live?
974
00:55:31,537 --> 00:55:34,136
- Tenth Avenue.
- What did he do?
975
00:55:34,139 --> 00:55:37,342
He sold... He lived on the streets.
976
00:55:38,713 --> 00:55:40,626
It's impossible, I know. I...
977
00:55:40,629 --> 00:55:41,974
The coat.
978
00:55:46,927 --> 00:55:49,764
The English guy who wouldn't
take his coat off, right?
979
00:55:50,584 --> 00:55:52,843
Patrick Melrose.
980
00:55:52,846 --> 00:55:54,974
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
981
00:55:54,977 --> 00:55:59,185
Christ! You look well.
982
00:56:00,566 --> 00:56:02,607
Er... I... I didn't ever know...
983
00:56:02,609 --> 00:56:05,610
I was always a musician, man.
984
00:56:05,612 --> 00:56:09,783
I just er... you know?
985
00:56:11,534 --> 00:56:14,795
Your wife once sold me a
horse syringe for 20 dollars.
986
00:56:14,798 --> 00:56:17,029
- It was like this.
- Yeah, she OD'd.
987
00:56:18,554 --> 00:56:19,847
Oh, I'm sorry.
988
00:56:22,838 --> 00:56:25,465
Still, it's a miracle you're alive.
989
00:56:26,842 --> 00:56:28,592
- You too.
- [CHUCKLES]
990
00:56:28,594 --> 00:56:31,972
But then... everything's a miracle, man.
991
00:56:33,361 --> 00:56:37,029
It's a miracle we don't melt in
the bath like a piece of soap.
992
00:56:40,654 --> 00:56:43,365
[GRAVEL CRUNCHES]
993
00:56:54,022 --> 00:56:56,066
- Nice to meet you.
- You too.
994
00:56:58,857 --> 00:57:01,627
Erm... See you at breakfast, perhaps?
995
00:57:03,045 --> 00:57:05,420
Yes. Why not?
996
00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,881
- The Cotswold Carvery?
- Hm.
997
00:57:07,883 --> 00:57:09,956
Around nine.
998
00:57:09,959 --> 00:57:12,468
Avoid disappointment.
999
00:57:13,221 --> 00:57:15,390
[CHUCKLES]
1000
00:57:21,897 --> 00:57:23,857
[BIRDS CHIRRUPING]
1001
00:57:32,949 --> 00:57:34,701
[CIGARETTE LIGHTER CLICKS]
1002
00:57:44,252 --> 00:57:46,213
[EXHALES]
1003
00:57:55,514 --> 00:57:57,224
[SPLASH]
1004
00:58:04,780 --> 00:58:07,324
[DEEE-LITE "POWER OF LOVE"]
1005
00:58:07,401 --> 00:58:12,389
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1006
00:58:12,467 --> 00:58:15,614
? I believe in the power of love ?
1007
00:58:15,617 --> 00:58:16,658
? I believe ?
1008
00:58:16,660 --> 00:58:19,725
? I believe in the power of love ?
1009
00:58:19,728 --> 00:58:20,852
? I believe ?
1010
00:58:20,855 --> 00:58:23,774
? I believe in the power of love ?
1011
00:58:24,740 --> 00:58:29,671
? I believe in the power of love ?
1012
00:58:29,673 --> 00:58:33,427
? Feel the power ?
1013
00:58:37,139 --> 00:58:41,347
? Let the people call me naive?
1014
00:58:41,350 --> 00:58:44,229
? I believe ?
1015
00:58:44,279 --> 00:58:48,829
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