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You're going to tell me
this one's no big deal...
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but let me tell you about being lonely.
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Humans are a social species.
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We rely on connections to survive.
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Even the most basic social interactions
help keep us alive.
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Statistics prove the subjective feeling
of loneliness
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can increase the likelihood
of premature death by 26%.
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If it sounds like I'm quoting
from a school textbook...
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I am.
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Too bad nobody bothered to read it.
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And let me tell you...
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there's all kinds of ways to feel lonely.
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Matt, I was gonna do that.
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I thought I'd get you started.
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Your workday seems
to be getting longer and longer.
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Any news from Clay this morning?
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I heard the stirrings.
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Some, uh...
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thumps and mutterings and such.
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We need to get him back to Dr. Ellman.
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He won't take the meds,
but the talk therapy was always helpful.
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Aah! Feel like it was more helpful for you
to have him doing it.
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Yes.
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It was helpful to know
that he was talking to somebody.
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What's wrong with that?
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Not everyone shares your passionate belief
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that all problems
can be solved with words.
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Christ's sakes, Matt,
you have a PhD in literature.
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- Your whole life is about words.
- And how they complicate everything.
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He is in trouble, and we need to help him.
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He's acting out, yes.
We don't know that he's in trouble.
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There's a reason the school's
sending out so many e-mails.
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"Contagion." "Suicide clusters."
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A girl died, Lainie,
and he said he barely knew her.
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Hannah Baker didn't just die.
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She slit her wrists
and bled out in a bathtub.
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Clay.
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I have to go to school.
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I haven't made your lunch yet.
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I'll buy lunch.
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I'm not talking the garden variety
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lonely in a crowd lonely.
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That's everyone, every day.
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And it's not that
"when will I find love" kind of lonely.
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Or that "the popular kids
are mean to me" kind of lonely.
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The popular kids are always mean.
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That's how they get popular.
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I know. Ironic.
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Old news.
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Hey!
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- Hey, what the hell? What are you doing?
- I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
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What the hell?
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I can't get it open.
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Why do you want to?
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Because it's my locker.
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I'm new, but I can't get
the combination to work.
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Sorry, I'm sorry. Uh...
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This locker used to belong
to a friend of mine.
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Um, thank you.
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The kind of lonely I'm talking about
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is when you feel you've got nothing left.
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Nothing.
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And no one.
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Like you're drowning,
and no one will throw you a line.
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Why did you do it?
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Why did you do it?
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Do what?
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What you did to Hannah.
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That was really fucked up.
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What did you say?
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I said thanks for helping me.
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That was really nice.
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Oh. Sure.
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Which way is the science wing?
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Uh, out those doors. Take a left.
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Well, when the subject
of this tape worked his sneaky magic...
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that's how I was feeling.
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And when you're that kind of lonely,
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you reach for anything...
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no matter how silly it may seem.
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I'm sick of it, you know?
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Just because I don't have her
skinny-ass body doesn't mean I'm fat!
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And communications class
could be supremely silly...
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as you know.
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Maybe she should try a diet.
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Seriously, Pratters? Jesus!
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I'm just saying, all right,
if you're getting fat-shamed, then...
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you know, don't be fat.
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Mr. Pratters!
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Pratter's,
that's like someone saying to you,
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"Don't be an idiot and a dickwad."
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- Can't help it.
- Exactly. Thank you.
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Totally not on your side, dude.
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All right, people,
so remember the compliment bags.
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Um, it's always best
to give a compliment face to face,
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but sometimes it's easier to be anonymous.
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All right. See you tomorrow.
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I always feel stupid.
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Looking?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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These are the stupidest,
most embarrassing things
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that I check every day, no matter what.
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Right.
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Sometimes the silly things
can mean more than anyone knows.
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Get a good one?
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Nothing earthshaking.
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You?
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Nada.
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It's kind of soul-crushing, you know?
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Seriously? He's Zach Dempsey.
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Does he really need compliments?
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We all need it.
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Human contact.
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And communications class,
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crazy as it was,
was human contact for me.
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Until someone in that class
cut my lifeline...
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someone who is known for being sweet.
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I'll tell you who it is...
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but you're going to have to wait.
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Just like I did.
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You don't look so good.
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I think I'm listening to my tape.
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You're finally gonna get what you deserve.
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It's about time.
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What?
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I said let me know if you need to talk.
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Any time.
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Yeah, thanks.
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I'm going to play
mind games with you,
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just like you played with me.
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No. No, I-I didn't.
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No, I didn't.
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It happened after Valentine's Day...
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when you really feel that lack
of human contact.
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Especially when you make contact
with the wrong human.
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Get off me! Don't touch me!
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Get off!
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Hey, what the fuck!
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Get away from me.
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That's a whole new level of lonely.
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But through it all...
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you still want to believe
there are good guys in the world.
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You were kind that night.
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You just sat there,
letting me ignore you...
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until it was almost comical.
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I'm sorry about Marcus.
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He just...
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He can just be such a dick.
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You know?
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Want to see a cool trick?
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Bryce Walker taught me.
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See, the thing is...
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you gotta get the positioning just...
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right.
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I swear, Bryce has a magnet face.
He can keep, like, five on at once.
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It's... crazy.
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Okay.
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You two want to order some food?
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Hannah?
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Do you want anything?
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I mean, after all, it's...
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it's still Dollar Valentine.
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I think we're just gonna take the check.
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Are you kidding?
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What's a couple of milkshakes?
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After the way you played on Saturday,
it's on me.
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Thanks, man, that's uh,
that's really nice.
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Listen.
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Take it easy.
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Okay?
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You'll feel better tomorrow.
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You were so sweet.
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Just like Kat said, once upon a time.
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So sweet.
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Well, welcome to your tape, Zach.
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- Yo.
- Yo, Big "Z"!
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Yo, dude! There he is!
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For those who aren't Zach, you can relax.
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For now, at least.
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As for you, Zach...
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I wonder if you ever felt
what it's like to be lonely.
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Like I did that day.
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Is it even possible to know when
you're one of the most popular jocks
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and not one of those kids
who sits alone in the cafeteria,
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hiding behind a book?
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Have you ever noticed us?
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I can't get my strength!
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Take a handful, boys.
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Start passing these babies out.
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Fuck me!
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How many of these did Daddy make you?
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Enough to win the election.
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Hey, I'll be right back, guys.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Uh. What you reading?
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A book.
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Um...
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- Listen, about last night...
- It's okay.
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I'm over it.
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Okay, this...
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this isn't about Marcus.
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I never got the chance to say something.
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The thing is...
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you were the Valentine I was hoping for.
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What?
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I was hoping that
I'd get your name on my...
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you know, the valentine list thing.
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Because I'm easy.
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No.
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Seriously, no.
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Look...
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The whole night...
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with Marcus and everything...
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I couldn't believe you were
on his list and not mine.
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Zach...
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I don't know if you're doing this
on a dare or whatever.
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It's not a dare.
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It's not.
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I just...
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I know you think every guy likes you
because you've got this great ass.
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But I like you for so much more than that.
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Oh, my God, you're such an idiot.
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What?
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What'd I say?
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The fact that you don't even know.
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I meant it as a compliment.
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Zach, walk away.
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Come on,
I know why you're pissed at Marcus...
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- Zach, go.
- If you just gave me a chance...
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Leave me alone!
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Yeah.
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Okay. Sorry.
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This shit that happens to you...
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I think some of it you bring on yourself.
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Is that what you think?
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Thanks for the insight, genius.
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I was...
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I was trying to be nice.
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Well, you failed.
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Well, fuck you.
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Dude, seriously.
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What's the point of even
attempting with that girl?
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Yeah, been there, forgot that.
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Don't you need every vote, Marcus?
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I don't need that one!
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Guys, leave Zach alone.
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He's just desperate to lose it before
his dad has to buy him a hooker.
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You get back here, young man!
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Zachy!
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Poor Zach!
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Yo, Zachy!
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You said something stupid, Zach...
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and I yelled at you.
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Big deal.
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You should have let it go.
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But you didn't let it go.
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You didn't like that someone told you no.
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'Cause guys like you
get anything you want, right?
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You're home early.
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Hey.
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Come sit with me a minute.
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This isn't a talk, is it?
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No talk.
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We'll communicate through semaphores.
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I can see how you'd think I'd be the
one person to laugh at that, but...
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00:16:13,848 --> 00:16:14,849
Where's your bike?
270
00:16:17,018 --> 00:16:18,019
Uh...
271
00:16:18,519 --> 00:16:21,022
I uh... messed up the crank...
272
00:16:21,856 --> 00:16:23,941
so I left it with Tony, to fix it.
273
00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:28,237
Listen.
274
00:16:29,530 --> 00:16:31,365
About what you heard this morning.
275
00:16:31,491 --> 00:16:32,867
I didn't hear anything.
276
00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:35,536
Well, if you did...
277
00:16:37,288 --> 00:16:38,206
your mom and I...
278
00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:42,418
we disagree on some things.
279
00:16:42,752 --> 00:16:44,378
I didn't hear anything, Dad.
280
00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:46,506
Honest.
281
00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:49,175
She thinks maybe you're having
nightmares again.
282
00:16:54,847 --> 00:16:55,848
And if you are...
283
00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:58,643
and if you want
to talk to someone about them,
284
00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:00,895
someone who doesn't share your DNA...
285
00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:02,980
I'll... I'll let you know.
286
00:17:07,652 --> 00:17:09,695
Look, I hated high school.
287
00:17:11,113 --> 00:17:12,490
I couldn't wait to get out.
288
00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:15,034
It was hell for me.
289
00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:18,579
I was a target...
290
00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:21,541
more than once.
291
00:17:24,001 --> 00:17:24,877
Shit.
292
00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:26,671
I'm sorry, Dad.
293
00:17:27,088 --> 00:17:28,089
But I survived.
294
00:17:29,715 --> 00:17:30,883
And look at me now.
295
00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:32,885
I'm a paragon of manhood.
296
00:17:34,971 --> 00:17:36,806
With a fucking beautiful family.
297
00:17:40,017 --> 00:17:40,851
Yeah.
298
00:17:41,686 --> 00:17:42,728
You did all right.
299
00:17:44,772 --> 00:17:45,940
What I'm saying...
300
00:17:47,233 --> 00:17:48,526
I had things to hang on to.
301
00:17:48,609 --> 00:17:49,986
I had chess club,
302
00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:51,070
I had Knowledge Bowl...
303
00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:52,905
See, now you're
embarrassing yourself, Dad.
304
00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:54,615
Do you have something?
305
00:17:55,575 --> 00:17:57,994
Does anything bring you joy?
306
00:17:59,829 --> 00:18:00,871
Or just relief?
307
00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:06,711
Your mom and I would feel
so much better if you had something...
308
00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:11,382
if you took more of an interest in,
you know...
309
00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:13,676
school activities.
310
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:16,637
You know...
311
00:18:18,389 --> 00:18:20,975
I was actually thinking of going
to the basketball game tonight...
312
00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:22,643
believe it or not.
313
00:18:24,228 --> 00:18:25,313
I have, uh...
314
00:18:27,064 --> 00:18:28,024
a friend playing.
315
00:18:41,621 --> 00:18:43,956
Maybe you think you deserve
everything you get...
316
00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:46,250
and more.
317
00:18:47,293 --> 00:18:49,795
Maybe you're just used to hearing
the cheers of the crowd.
318
00:19:09,190 --> 00:19:10,149
Clay.
319
00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:12,485
What are you doing here?
320
00:19:13,277 --> 00:19:15,655
It's a basketball game.
I'm here to show some school spirit.
321
00:19:16,906 --> 00:19:17,782
That's great.
322
00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:19,158
Great, Clay.
323
00:19:19,575 --> 00:19:20,826
I'm glad you're, you know...
324
00:19:21,911 --> 00:19:22,995
feeling better.
325
00:19:23,245 --> 00:19:24,163
Hey.
326
00:19:25,456 --> 00:19:26,332
How's it going?
327
00:19:27,208 --> 00:19:28,751
Everything's great, Marcus.
328
00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:31,212
What the fuck are you doing here, dude?
329
00:19:31,295 --> 00:19:32,421
What's your play now?
330
00:19:33,214 --> 00:19:34,215
Hey, guys.
331
00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:36,133
Can I get a picture?
332
00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:38,511
Nothing's going on, Tyler. Just go away.
333
00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:40,805
I seriously just wanted
a picture for the yearbook.
334
00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:43,099
If they knew the kind of pictures
you really took!
335
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,183
Hey.
336
00:19:44,266 --> 00:19:45,976
These T-shirts look great.
337
00:19:46,477 --> 00:19:48,354
Uh, I'm glad you approve, Mr. Porter.
338
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:51,065
I appreciate all the hard work
you guys put into it.
339
00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:52,400
Mr. Down...
340
00:19:52,942 --> 00:19:54,985
would you get a picture of us
for the yearbook?
341
00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:57,071
Yeah.
342
00:19:57,905 --> 00:19:58,739
Yeah.
343
00:20:16,674 --> 00:20:19,093
Clay, what are you doing?
Get off the court.
344
00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:21,303
Jensen, get off the fucking court.
345
00:20:24,390 --> 00:20:25,516
What the hell, Jensen?
346
00:20:25,599 --> 00:20:26,851
Game's about to start.
347
00:20:30,521 --> 00:20:32,523
Hey, you! Get off the court!
348
00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:37,528
Get off the court. Go.
349
00:20:37,611 --> 00:20:39,405
Hey, skinny kid,
get the hell off the court.
350
00:20:44,535 --> 00:20:45,953
Clay, you okay?
351
00:20:47,288 --> 00:20:48,330
Do you care?
352
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:53,461
Where the hell's Jessica?
353
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:55,254
She texted me.
354
00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,173
She was babysitting her brothers
355
00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:59,467
and had to wait
till her mom got home to leave.
356
00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:01,802
Well, we can't wait for her.
357
00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,722
Okay, ladies, let's go!
358
00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:10,561
Maybe you can't imagine what it
feels like to be on the sidelines, Zach...
359
00:21:11,854 --> 00:21:13,063
like most of us are.
360
00:21:21,572 --> 00:21:24,867
You can't imagine why a little
piece of paper could mean so much.
361
00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:31,749
Um, everybody, before you leave,
362
00:21:31,832 --> 00:21:35,336
we've added an anonymous
class discussion bag to the racks.
363
00:21:35,419 --> 00:21:38,047
We're gonna check it every Friday
and talk it over.
364
00:21:41,509 --> 00:21:43,219
You got another bunny?
365
00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:45,596
I wish I would get one.
366
00:21:45,679 --> 00:21:47,014
Still don't know who they're from?
367
00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:53,437
You got, like, six compliments today.
368
00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:56,524
I got a cartoon
and a campaign flyer from Courtney.
369
00:21:56,607 --> 00:21:57,691
Yeah.
370
00:21:58,567 --> 00:22:01,612
You do realize shilling for votes
is not a compliment, Courtney.
371
00:22:02,613 --> 00:22:04,114
I'm sorry you feel that way, Skye,
372
00:22:04,198 --> 00:22:07,451
but I'm proud of my efforts,
and I wanted to share that with the class.
373
00:22:25,844 --> 00:22:26,845
Hey, Clay.
374
00:22:28,389 --> 00:22:29,682
Go away, Tyler.
375
00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:31,976
You know, I get that a lot.
376
00:22:32,393 --> 00:22:34,186
Especially lately. But today I'm on...
377
00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:37,439
official yearbook business.
378
00:22:40,943 --> 00:22:42,444
Why are you even talking to me?
379
00:22:43,737 --> 00:22:45,614
Because I want to see
what you're gonna do next.
380
00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:48,701
You really messed Courtney up.
Not as much as you did to me.
381
00:22:49,410 --> 00:22:50,411
Still...
382
00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:52,246
the cemetery?
383
00:22:52,705 --> 00:22:53,706
That's cold.
384
00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,585
Does everybody know about that?
385
00:22:58,502 --> 00:23:00,337
Everybody knows about everything.
386
00:23:00,796 --> 00:23:02,172
They know about your nightmares.
387
00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,174
They know you beat off
to Hannah's picture.
388
00:23:04,675 --> 00:23:06,176
And they know what you did to her.
389
00:23:09,263 --> 00:23:10,264
What is it?
390
00:23:11,682 --> 00:23:12,850
What did I do?
391
00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:15,728
What?
392
00:23:18,897 --> 00:23:19,898
Clay?
393
00:23:23,611 --> 00:23:24,612
Heads up.
394
00:23:29,074 --> 00:23:30,826
Jensen, come on, throw the damn ball.
395
00:23:32,286 --> 00:23:33,287
Clay.
396
00:23:35,497 --> 00:23:37,041
- Clay.
- Come on!
397
00:23:37,374 --> 00:23:39,376
Come on, what are you waiting for?
398
00:23:40,127 --> 00:23:41,670
Throw the ball, dipshit.
399
00:23:43,672 --> 00:23:45,382
Jesus, Clay, what the fuck?
400
00:23:47,509 --> 00:23:48,510
Clay.
401
00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:51,013
Clay.
402
00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:54,350
- Clay.
- We got a game, man!
403
00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:56,143
Throw it in, loser!
404
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:00,814
Thanks for making me do that.
405
00:24:07,321 --> 00:24:08,530
Uh-uh. No way.
406
00:24:09,073 --> 00:24:10,991
You've been late to practice
twice this week.
407
00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:13,285
Now you miss most of first quarter?
408
00:24:13,535 --> 00:24:15,704
I'm sorry,
I didn't know I was going to be so late.
409
00:24:16,121 --> 00:24:18,540
Jess, look, you got a problem,
410
00:24:18,624 --> 00:24:20,376
come to me, we'll work it out.
411
00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:23,212
But I'm sorry, you're out of today's game.
412
00:24:35,224 --> 00:24:36,392
Yo, Jess.
413
00:24:36,517 --> 00:24:37,643
You're not leaving, are you?
414
00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:39,228
I'm benched for the game.
415
00:24:39,478 --> 00:24:41,772
Or didn't the entire gym just hear that?
416
00:24:41,980 --> 00:24:43,440
Well, if you're benched, take a seat.
417
00:24:43,524 --> 00:24:45,609
- Make some room, you guys.
- I don't know.
418
00:24:46,443 --> 00:24:48,862
Come on, you don't want to miss
your boyfriend's big game.
419
00:24:49,571 --> 00:24:50,572
And...
420
00:24:50,864 --> 00:24:52,324
we're having fun up there.
421
00:24:59,999 --> 00:25:01,208
Milady.
422
00:25:01,291 --> 00:25:04,253
Maybe you don't know what
it's like to need a lifeline, Zach.
423
00:25:14,096 --> 00:25:16,724
The day after you insulted me
in the cafeteria,
424
00:25:16,807 --> 00:25:18,726
my compliment bag was empty.
425
00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:22,604
Not even a cute bunny.
426
00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:27,359
By the end of the second week,
I knew something was up.
427
00:25:36,076 --> 00:25:38,620
Maybe I should have let it go,
but I didn't.
428
00:25:39,455 --> 00:25:40,706
I wrote you a letter.
429
00:25:41,206 --> 00:25:42,624
I poured my heart out,
430
00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:44,585
opening up about personal things
431
00:25:44,668 --> 00:25:46,837
I hadn't had the courage
to admit to anyone:
432
00:25:47,087 --> 00:25:48,922
How hard life was getting...
433
00:25:49,465 --> 00:25:50,924
how lonely I felt...
434
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:54,553
and how those stupid compliments
actually meant something to me.
435
00:26:04,062 --> 00:26:05,272
And then I set my trap.
436
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:59,243
I was hoping once you read
the letter, you'd get it,
437
00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:02,663
you'd realize how much I needed those
silly things you were stealing from me.
438
00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,794
But I guess I wasn't even
worth a reaction.
439
00:27:13,215 --> 00:27:14,299
Why me, Zach?
440
00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:16,844
Why me?
441
00:27:30,190 --> 00:27:32,192
Wow, that's double digits already.
442
00:27:54,298 --> 00:27:55,299
Jeez.
443
00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,217
Zach is on fire tonight.
444
00:28:02,222 --> 00:28:03,223
Whoo!
445
00:28:05,183 --> 00:28:07,519
Zach! Zach! Zach! Zach!
446
00:28:20,073 --> 00:28:21,408
Zach! Zach!
447
00:28:24,494 --> 00:28:28,790
Oh-ho-ho-ho! Yeah!
448
00:28:39,176 --> 00:28:40,177
Stop it!
449
00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:41,345
Stop! Stop it!
450
00:28:41,428 --> 00:28:43,055
Stop playing! Stop the game! Stop!
451
00:28:43,263 --> 00:28:44,932
Stop it! Stop, stop!
452
00:28:54,316 --> 00:28:55,609
Is he crazy?
453
00:29:09,623 --> 00:29:10,874
Why me, Zach?
454
00:29:11,500 --> 00:29:12,709
Why me?
455
00:29:41,363 --> 00:29:42,948
Stickin' it to the man!
456
00:29:44,074 --> 00:29:47,452
Or, you know, one particular man
who's rich enough and fucked-up enough
457
00:29:47,536 --> 00:29:49,830
to get his asshole son a $60,000 car.
458
00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,957
Skye, what are you...
459
00:29:52,249 --> 00:29:53,542
Are you at the game?
460
00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:55,002
God, no!
461
00:29:57,212 --> 00:29:58,338
Sculpture studio.
462
00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:01,633
It's the only time I can get
the welding rig away from the shop boys.
463
00:30:04,344 --> 00:30:05,470
Were you at the game?
464
00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:08,390
I was.
465
00:30:09,182 --> 00:30:11,643
But it was so bad,
you had to leave before halftime?
466
00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:16,815
I can't...
467
00:30:18,734 --> 00:30:20,068
I can't do this anymore.
468
00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:22,821
This goddamn school,
469
00:30:22,904 --> 00:30:24,114
it's a terrible place.
470
00:30:24,614 --> 00:30:26,992
You're just now coming
to this realization?
471
00:30:28,201 --> 00:30:30,704
Where have you been for
the past three years?
472
00:30:32,331 --> 00:30:33,498
Oh, that's right,
473
00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:34,958
pining after a pretty dead girl.
474
00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:38,545
Why are you so mean?
475
00:30:40,339 --> 00:30:41,798
I thought we were friends.
476
00:30:43,425 --> 00:30:44,426
Were.
477
00:30:45,427 --> 00:30:46,678
We were friends.
478
00:30:48,305 --> 00:30:49,473
What happened?
479
00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:52,184
I didn't understand it.
480
00:30:52,768 --> 00:30:53,977
I still don't.
481
00:30:54,353 --> 00:30:56,271
Yeah, well, welcome to the world.
482
00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:57,564
Well, I hate it.
483
00:30:58,273 --> 00:30:59,274
Me too.
484
00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:09,368
I like this new... angry,
Audi-keying Clay.
485
00:31:10,911 --> 00:31:11,995
He's got spunk.
486
00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:15,874
I think I'm losing my shit.
487
00:31:16,666 --> 00:31:18,043
Shit's overrated.
488
00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,128
Lose it.
489
00:31:24,841 --> 00:31:26,760
I'm gonna be in so much trouble.
490
00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:29,221
Not if no one knows you did it.
491
00:31:30,347 --> 00:31:31,390
You won't tell?
492
00:31:31,765 --> 00:31:33,558
Please, why would I tell?
493
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,438
I think it needs a question mark.
494
00:31:59,376 --> 00:32:00,377
Oh, shit.
495
00:32:00,752 --> 00:32:02,170
Halftime. I should go.
496
00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:03,505
I'll see you around?
497
00:32:03,797 --> 00:32:05,048
Seems likely.
498
00:32:09,719 --> 00:32:10,720
Hey, Clay.
499
00:32:12,222 --> 00:32:13,223
Stay angry.
500
00:32:16,393 --> 00:32:17,894
I was feeling desperate,
501
00:32:17,978 --> 00:32:19,938
so I texted someone
I thought was a friend.
502
00:32:20,981 --> 00:32:22,649
His Audi? You...
503
00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:24,985
you don't fuck with another dude's car.
504
00:32:25,068 --> 00:32:26,403
I know. I know. I just...
505
00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:29,865
I listened to his tape.
506
00:32:31,700 --> 00:32:33,243
And he just got away with everything.
507
00:32:33,326 --> 00:32:35,328
And he scored, like, 30 points tonight.
508
00:32:35,412 --> 00:32:37,330
You keyed his car
'cause he scored 30 points?
509
00:32:37,414 --> 00:32:39,666
No, because it's not fair, Tony.
510
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,043
It's not fucking fair.
511
00:32:45,797 --> 00:32:47,340
Those tapes are messing me up.
512
00:32:49,009 --> 00:32:51,428
- They're doing shit to my head.
- I get it. I get it.
513
00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:53,096
I don't think you do.
514
00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:54,931
I do. Believe me.
515
00:32:55,223 --> 00:32:56,808
This is all so easy for you.
516
00:32:57,142 --> 00:32:58,810
You don't know what you're talking about.
517
00:32:58,894 --> 00:33:00,061
Then tell me.
518
00:33:02,397 --> 00:33:04,232
You seem like a tall vanilla latte.
519
00:33:05,192 --> 00:33:06,193
I mean, for a drink.
520
00:33:08,737 --> 00:33:09,738
Thanks.
521
00:33:09,821 --> 00:33:10,906
I was just leaving.
522
00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:13,408
Clay.
523
00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:16,077
You're going to get through this.
524
00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,123
I don't know if I will.
525
00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:25,253
He's one intense dude.
526
00:33:27,172 --> 00:33:28,715
He's just going through some shit.
527
00:33:29,591 --> 00:33:30,800
Yeah, clearly.
528
00:33:31,635 --> 00:33:32,636
And so are you.
529
00:33:36,932 --> 00:33:38,308
Just tell me one thing:
530
00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:41,394
Tell me all this is not about a guy.
531
00:33:43,813 --> 00:33:44,898
No, it's not.
532
00:33:46,316 --> 00:33:47,317
It's about a girl.
533
00:33:55,784 --> 00:33:57,410
I texted you, Jessica.
534
00:33:57,827 --> 00:33:59,287
And you said you'd come.
535
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,289
And then you didn't.
536
00:34:15,804 --> 00:34:17,013
Want me to clear these?
537
00:34:17,347 --> 00:34:18,723
No, I'm waiting for someone.
538
00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:21,685
Clay?
539
00:34:22,269 --> 00:34:23,520
No, why?
540
00:34:25,188 --> 00:34:26,898
Just seen you around with him.
541
00:34:28,066 --> 00:34:29,067
Not here.
542
00:34:30,402 --> 00:34:31,403
No.
543
00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:33,655
Not here.
544
00:34:38,660 --> 00:34:39,661
I get it, Jess.
545
00:34:40,662 --> 00:34:42,455
I gave you a ride home.
546
00:34:42,872 --> 00:34:44,499
That didn't make us friends again.
547
00:34:49,254 --> 00:34:51,089
So I guess I didn't have any friends...
548
00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:53,425
at all...
549
00:34:54,467 --> 00:34:55,302
anymore.
550
00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:06,873
Clay! Wake up!
551
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:08,416
You need to come downstairs.
552
00:36:14,589 --> 00:36:15,757
Clay?
553
00:36:18,343 --> 00:36:19,969
Okay, coming.
554
00:36:20,053 --> 00:36:21,137
Now, please.
555
00:36:27,102 --> 00:36:28,269
Clay.
556
00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:31,648
You remember Zach's mom, Mrs. Dempsey.
557
00:36:31,773 --> 00:36:34,192
She stopped by because something happened
558
00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:37,153
to Zach's car
during the game last night and...
559
00:36:37,445 --> 00:36:39,823
she wants to ask you
if you know anything about it.
560
00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:47,622
Okay, it's time to look
at our anonymous class discussion bag
561
00:36:47,706 --> 00:36:49,499
and see what we have this week.
562
00:36:51,751 --> 00:36:54,003
"Mrs. Bradley has nice ankles."
563
00:36:55,797 --> 00:36:58,967
Well, I'm not sure
that it's appropriate to objectify
564
00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,511
anyone in this way,
and certainly not a teacher,
565
00:37:01,594 --> 00:37:04,264
but, uh, in so far as this
was meant as a compliment,
566
00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:05,348
thank you.
567
00:37:05,473 --> 00:37:07,308
They're real nice ankles, Mrs. B.
568
00:37:07,392 --> 00:37:09,769
Moving on.
569
00:37:14,274 --> 00:37:16,985
"What if the only way not to feel bad
570
00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:20,113
is to stop feeling
anything at all, forever?"
571
00:37:25,118 --> 00:37:26,661
Wow. Okay, um...
572
00:37:27,495 --> 00:37:28,580
This is serious.
573
00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:31,583
This is someone
who's in a great deal of pain.
574
00:37:32,125 --> 00:37:34,002
Who would like to open our discussion?
575
00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,337
Any initial feelings...?
576
00:37:36,463 --> 00:37:38,506
You had to know I wrote that note, Zach.
577
00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:41,134
And you said nothing.
578
00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,261
I think whoever wrote this
579
00:37:43,344 --> 00:37:44,804
is just looking for attention.
580
00:37:45,054 --> 00:37:46,556
Or maybe it's, like,
581
00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:47,640
a call for help.
582
00:37:47,724 --> 00:37:49,976
But then,
why not sign their name?
583
00:37:50,518 --> 00:37:51,770
'Cause it's anonymous.
584
00:37:51,936 --> 00:37:54,522
Maybe it's just a joke,
like someone's just fucking...
585
00:37:55,148 --> 00:37:56,608
Sorry. Messing with us.
586
00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:58,693
- Something.
- That's idiotic.
587
00:37:59,194 --> 00:38:00,361
It's not a joke.
588
00:38:01,321 --> 00:38:02,655
How do you know, Skye?
589
00:38:02,906 --> 00:38:04,616
Because who would joke about that?
590
00:38:04,741 --> 00:38:06,785
Why don't you tell us, Skye.
You see what it was written on?
591
00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:08,661
Don't you work at Monet's?
592
00:38:08,745 --> 00:38:09,579
So?
593
00:38:09,662 --> 00:38:12,290
I don't have a monopoly
over the napkins there, asshole.
594
00:38:12,499 --> 00:38:15,210
Okay, okay, let's not
call people out, all right?
595
00:38:15,502 --> 00:38:17,086
Whoever wrote it was in pain.
596
00:38:17,170 --> 00:38:21,174
So what? They're in pain, I'm in pain.
High school's painful. Get over it.
597
00:38:21,257 --> 00:38:22,425
Okay, enough.
598
00:38:22,509 --> 00:38:25,595
I think it was very brave
of this person to tell us
599
00:38:25,678 --> 00:38:26,805
how they're feeling,
600
00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:29,557
and I want them to know
that they are not alone.
601
00:38:29,849 --> 00:38:33,311
There are lots of excellent resources
for people struggling...
602
00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:35,480
You let everyone think it was Skye.
603
00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:38,650
Why didn't you speak up?
604
00:38:39,192 --> 00:38:40,151
I'm sorry, but...
605
00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:42,946
what makes you think our son
had anything to do with this?
606
00:38:43,196 --> 00:38:45,240
He was at the game, acting strangely.
607
00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:49,160
The ref had to kick him off the court
because he was trying to harass my son.
608
00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:51,579
But nobody saw who keyed the car?
609
00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:52,789
Kids get jealous.
610
00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:55,208
I'm asking you if anyone saw
who keyed the car.
611
00:38:55,291 --> 00:38:57,377
- I don't think he was jealous.
- You hush!
612
00:38:57,836 --> 00:39:00,964
Look, I came here as a courtesy.
I could have called the police.
613
00:39:01,047 --> 00:39:02,549
- Well, maybe you should.
- Lainie.
614
00:39:02,632 --> 00:39:03,466
No.
615
00:39:03,716 --> 00:39:06,511
Maybe they should let the authorities
figure out who did this
616
00:39:06,594 --> 00:39:09,764
instead of coming here pointing fingers
and accusing our son of vandalism.
617
00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:10,682
I did it.
618
00:39:10,765 --> 00:39:13,017
Just because our son
doesn't drive an expensive car...
619
00:39:13,101 --> 00:39:14,853
- That's not the point here.
- I did it!
620
00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:19,274
I did it, okay?
621
00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:26,990
Karen, Zach, why don't you come inside,
we'll sort this out.
622
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:32,954
I'd like to talk to Zach for a minute,
if I could.
623
00:39:33,413 --> 00:39:34,497
Absolutely not.
624
00:39:34,664 --> 00:39:35,748
Mom, please?
625
00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:38,751
Two minutes.
626
00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:46,885
Look, I...
627
00:39:47,677 --> 00:39:49,053
I told her to forget about it.
628
00:39:49,679 --> 00:39:52,307
I didn't want to come here
or anything like that.
629
00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:54,434
I'm glad you did.
630
00:39:55,268 --> 00:39:57,854
Let's go inside and explain to your mom
why I keyed your car.
631
00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,314
No, Clay, please.
632
00:39:59,772 --> 00:40:01,149
- Don't.
- Why not?
633
00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:02,567
Because.
634
00:40:03,902 --> 00:40:05,236
Well, do your folks know?
635
00:40:06,362 --> 00:40:07,697
About you and Hannah?
636
00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:15,246
Why'd you do it?
637
00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:17,206
I didn't think that she'd react like that.
638
00:40:18,207 --> 00:40:19,334
I mean, come on, Clay.
639
00:40:20,335 --> 00:40:22,086
You knew her as well as anybody else.
640
00:40:22,295 --> 00:40:23,630
That girl was too much.
641
00:40:24,464 --> 00:40:25,882
You knew she needed help.
642
00:40:26,925 --> 00:40:30,470
- When Mrs. Bradley read that note...
- I freaked, okay?
643
00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:33,389
That letter.
644
00:40:35,850 --> 00:40:37,560
That shit was heavy, and...
645
00:40:40,730 --> 00:40:42,148
I didn't know what to do.
646
00:40:43,358 --> 00:40:44,525
So you threw it away.
647
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:45,693
No.
648
00:40:46,152 --> 00:40:47,862
No, I didn't. Hannah lied about that.
649
00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:51,908
Maybe that's what she saw, I don't know.
I freaked out.
650
00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:57,705
But I never threw it away.
651
00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:01,376
Holy shit.
652
00:41:01,668 --> 00:41:02,794
Boys.
653
00:41:03,378 --> 00:41:04,379
Coming.
654
00:41:12,387 --> 00:41:13,471
I'm sorry, Clay.
655
00:41:16,766 --> 00:41:17,892
I'll always be sorry.
656
00:41:26,275 --> 00:41:27,402
Do you want to read it?
657
00:41:33,199 --> 00:41:34,534
I don't think I could.
658
00:41:38,788 --> 00:41:40,415
I don't think I ever could.
659
00:41:50,967 --> 00:41:53,011
See, I have this theory, Zach.
660
00:41:55,972 --> 00:41:58,099
I have this theory that you're lonely too.
661
00:42:01,769 --> 00:42:03,062
Could that be possible?
662
00:42:05,023 --> 00:42:08,609
What kind of lonely could
the great Zach Dempsey possibly feel?
663
00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:11,946
Dempsey, what the fuck?
664
00:42:12,030 --> 00:42:13,489
We gonna take a long lunch or what?
665
00:42:13,906 --> 00:42:15,324
Uh, yeah, I don't know.
666
00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,535
Come on, man, we need you.
667
00:42:18,453 --> 00:42:20,413
More than that,
we need your wheels.
668
00:42:21,581 --> 00:42:22,707
I gotta go to bio, guys.
669
00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:25,460
Why, so you can cry about a frog again,
you fuckin' pussy?
670
00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:26,919
I didn't cry. Fuck you, man.
671
00:42:27,336 --> 00:42:30,214
Maybe that kind where you think
no one truly sees you.
672
00:42:31,841 --> 00:42:33,342
I know that kind of lonely.
673
00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:35,636
Do you?
674
00:42:40,058 --> 00:42:41,184
"Why me?"
675
00:42:41,350 --> 00:42:44,145
Why... why would Clay write that?
676
00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:49,192
Clearly, someone has
singled him out somehow.
677
00:42:49,484 --> 00:42:52,320
For what? Why would anyone
possibly pick on a kid like that?
678
00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,822
He said something to me the other night.
679
00:42:54,906 --> 00:42:57,116
He said, "What if I'm the bully?"
680
00:42:58,534 --> 00:42:59,827
That's not possible.
681
00:43:01,245 --> 00:43:02,288
Are you sure?
682
00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:06,542
Clay.
683
00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,295
Your mom and I talked, and...
684
00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:12,673
in addition to paying
for the damages to the car...
685
00:43:13,299 --> 00:43:15,927
we do think there needs
to be some kind of...
686
00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:18,346
grounding situation.
687
00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:20,681
Okay.
688
00:43:20,890 --> 00:43:22,475
For at least two weeks.
689
00:43:24,936 --> 00:43:25,937
Okay.
690
00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:29,065
Okay.
691
00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:31,192
Um...
692
00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:33,611
I finished my half of this project.
693
00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:37,448
I have to give these tapes
to Tony by today.
694
00:43:39,325 --> 00:43:40,535
Could someone drive me?
695
00:43:41,911 --> 00:43:42,787
So...
696
00:43:43,121 --> 00:43:44,288
disappeared last night.
697
00:43:45,915 --> 00:43:47,750
Yeah. That game got sad.
698
00:43:48,251 --> 00:43:49,836
Zach's good. Whoo-hoo.
699
00:43:49,919 --> 00:43:51,003
Who cares?
700
00:43:51,087 --> 00:43:52,130
We left early.
701
00:43:53,923 --> 00:43:54,966
Who's "we"?
702
00:43:55,883 --> 00:43:57,677
Me and Bryce and some other guys.
703
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,346
You couldn't have texted me?
704
00:44:00,847 --> 00:44:02,265
Bryce said he texted you.
705
00:44:02,348 --> 00:44:04,142
Yeah, he texted me to come over,
706
00:44:04,225 --> 00:44:05,434
not that you were there.
707
00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:07,395
I mean, I texted you like four times.
708
00:44:07,478 --> 00:44:08,688
You couldn't have hit me back?
709
00:44:09,730 --> 00:44:12,024
You are so not one to ask that,
by the way.
710
00:44:12,733 --> 00:44:13,985
I was in the hot tub, okay?
711
00:44:14,068 --> 00:44:15,903
I didn't have my phone.
What's the problem?
712
00:44:16,696 --> 00:44:18,739
You can live at Bryce's,
but I can't hang out there?
713
00:44:18,823 --> 00:44:20,074
I don't live there now.
714
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:32,753
They're all yours.
715
00:44:33,963 --> 00:44:34,964
I'm done.
716
00:44:35,631 --> 00:44:36,799
Take 'em. Share 'em.
717
00:44:36,883 --> 00:44:38,593
Release 'em to the world.
I don't give a shit.
718
00:44:38,926 --> 00:44:40,178
Really? You...
719
00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:41,971
you don't give a shit?
720
00:44:42,138 --> 00:44:43,139
I can't...
721
00:44:43,222 --> 00:44:44,223
I can't anymore.
722
00:44:46,058 --> 00:44:48,561
I can't listen.
I can't hear it in her voice.
723
00:44:50,605 --> 00:44:52,273
People are just mean, Tony.
724
00:44:52,773 --> 00:44:53,983
They're messed up.
725
00:44:55,610 --> 00:44:57,778
Zach didn't throw away the letter,
you know that?
726
00:44:58,988 --> 00:45:00,323
No, I didn't know that.
727
00:45:00,489 --> 00:45:01,699
He showed it to me.
728
00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:04,410
Asked if I wanted to read it.
729
00:45:06,287 --> 00:45:07,330
And I couldn't...
730
00:45:09,206 --> 00:45:10,499
read it because...
731
00:45:12,501 --> 00:45:14,253
it's starting to make sense to me...
732
00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:16,756
why she did what she did.
733
00:45:18,799 --> 00:45:20,176
I can help you through this.
734
00:45:20,843 --> 00:45:22,428
Can you tell me why I'm on the tapes?
735
00:45:23,679 --> 00:45:26,098
You have to listen.
It's what Hannah wanted.
736
00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:28,059
Yeah, yeah, I know.
What Hannah wanted.
737
00:45:28,476 --> 00:45:30,478
What you're so sure of,
but you won't say how.
738
00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:35,274
Huh?
739
00:45:39,695 --> 00:45:40,696
Fine.
740
00:45:40,780 --> 00:45:41,822
Forget you, then.
741
00:45:42,156 --> 00:45:43,491
Let me help you.
742
00:45:44,617 --> 00:45:46,869
What, like you've been
helping me so far?
743
00:45:47,119 --> 00:45:48,329
No, thanks.
744
00:45:49,664 --> 00:45:50,957
But look on the bright side...
745
00:45:51,791 --> 00:45:53,167
you don't have to follow me anymore.
746
00:45:55,670 --> 00:45:58,422
No one knows what's really
going on in another person's life.
747
00:45:59,715 --> 00:46:02,885
And you never know how what you do
will affect someone else.
748
00:46:03,010 --> 00:46:04,303
Hey, Bryce, what's up?
749
00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,097
Hey, Jensen.
750
00:46:07,932 --> 00:46:09,183
And if that goes for me,
751
00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:10,977
it must go for everyone.
752
00:46:13,437 --> 00:46:14,605
Even cheerleaders.
753
00:46:15,481 --> 00:46:16,774
Hey, Sheri.
754
00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:18,442
How was the rest of your weekend?
755
00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:19,860
Sorry, what?
756
00:46:19,944 --> 00:46:21,153
You were great at the game.
757
00:46:26,784 --> 00:46:28,536
Jessica. Hey, how are you?
758
00:46:29,870 --> 00:46:30,871
Hey, Clay.
759
00:46:32,498 --> 00:46:34,667
Hey, Justin, good game the other night.
760
00:46:40,923 --> 00:46:42,133
What the fuck is going on?
761
00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:43,634
Who knows anymore?
762
00:46:47,513 --> 00:46:49,515
Can I have your attention, please?
763
00:46:50,599 --> 00:46:52,518
Hey, it's Hannah.
764
00:46:53,602 --> 00:46:54,812
Hannah Baker.
765
00:46:56,313 --> 00:46:57,690
That's right.
766
00:46:58,024 --> 00:47:01,068
Don't adjust your...
whatever device you're hearing this on.
767
00:47:01,986 --> 00:47:02,820
It's me.
768
00:47:03,738 --> 00:47:05,364
Live and in stereo.
769
00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:08,492
No return engagements,
770
00:47:08,576 --> 00:47:09,702
no encore...
771
00:47:10,244 --> 00:47:13,497
a huge congratsto our Tiger team for Saturday's win.
772
00:47:13,581 --> 00:47:15,875
A special shout-out to Zach Dempsey,
773
00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,419
who crushed it with 28 points.
774
00:47:18,502 --> 00:47:19,962
In other athletic news,
775
00:47:20,046 --> 00:47:21,922
the Lady Tigers won their game
776
00:47:22,006 --> 00:47:24,091
by a score of 54-32.
777
00:47:27,303 --> 00:47:28,679
Thought you said this wasn't a test.
778
00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,349
'Cause this looks like a test.
779
00:47:31,515 --> 00:47:33,559
It's not, Mr. Pratters, I assure you.
780
00:47:33,642 --> 00:47:36,687
It is a character-building questionnaire
that assesses
781
00:47:36,771 --> 00:47:38,689
personal strengths and weaknesses.
782
00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,627
Excuse me, Mrs. Bradley?
783
00:47:59,794 --> 00:48:00,878
Yes, Clay.
784
00:48:01,420 --> 00:48:03,756
How important was it to you
to help Hannah Baker?
785
00:48:06,550 --> 00:48:09,261
Extremely important to me, Clay.
Why do you ask?
786
00:48:11,889 --> 00:48:14,225
Remember that note you got
in your bag last year?
787
00:48:15,893 --> 00:48:17,853
The one about
not feeling anything anymore?
788
00:48:22,274 --> 00:48:23,442
It was from Hannah.
789
00:48:25,611 --> 00:48:27,988
Okay, uh, why do you think that is?
790
00:48:30,407 --> 00:48:31,408
- Mrs. Bradley?
- Yes?
791
00:48:31,492 --> 00:48:33,577
Sorry to interrupt,
but I need Mr. Jensen.
792
00:48:34,203 --> 00:48:35,496
Okay, Mr. Porter.
793
00:48:35,579 --> 00:48:38,165
Clay, we can continue this
discussion at another time.
794
00:48:40,126 --> 00:48:41,919
I have to say, I'm a little surprised.
795
00:48:42,837 --> 00:48:43,879
What? Why?
796
00:48:44,213 --> 00:48:45,422
I know it's been a few weeks,
797
00:48:45,506 --> 00:48:48,134
but you seem like the type of kid
to follow through on a promise.
798
00:48:49,260 --> 00:48:50,302
Don't worry, Clay.
799
00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:52,304
I almost forgot too.
800
00:48:53,389 --> 00:48:54,473
Forgot what?
801
00:48:54,557 --> 00:48:57,309
Courtney and Clay, these are
our new foreign exchange students
802
00:48:57,393 --> 00:48:59,228
joining us this semester.
803
00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:03,732
This is Jhene, Fynn,
Mahla and Deep.
804
00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,527
Uh, Courtney and Clay
will be helping you out.
805
00:49:06,610 --> 00:49:09,405
They are on the Honor Board
and they'll be giving you the tour.
806
00:49:09,738 --> 00:49:11,031
The insider's tour!
807
00:49:11,282 --> 00:49:13,701
All the secrets that you need to know.
808
00:49:16,704 --> 00:49:17,997
Okay, great.
809
00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:22,543
So as you can see,
810
00:49:22,626 --> 00:49:25,421
it's one of the finest high school
parking lots in the world.
811
00:49:25,921 --> 00:49:27,298
Oh, and right here is the library,
812
00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:31,051
where you can find books and tables
and chairs and all that stuff...
813
00:49:31,468 --> 00:49:32,720
state-of-the-art computers,
814
00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:34,805
at least if the art was ten years ago...
815
00:49:35,139 --> 00:49:36,265
and friendly librarians.
816
00:49:36,432 --> 00:49:39,268
Not super bright always, but friendly.
817
00:49:42,771 --> 00:49:44,315
Oh, wait, everyone.
818
00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:47,234
It's Justin Foley and Zach Dempsey,
819
00:49:47,318 --> 00:49:49,278
star basketball players
here at Liberty High.
820
00:49:49,361 --> 00:49:51,697
Hey, Justin, where's my bike?
821
00:49:52,114 --> 00:49:53,240
Justin stole my bike.
822
00:49:53,824 --> 00:49:55,284
What the fuck?
What are you doing?
823
00:49:55,367 --> 00:49:57,369
I'm giving our new
foreign exchange students a tour.
824
00:49:57,453 --> 00:49:59,830
Figured they should know
who owns the school, right, you guys?
825
00:49:59,914 --> 00:50:00,915
Clay.
826
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:02,333
Right, right. Moving on.
827
00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:03,459
Where were we?
828
00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:04,543
Right. The auditorium.
829
00:50:04,627 --> 00:50:06,212
Oh, oh, but before we go...
830
00:50:07,004 --> 00:50:08,923
I want to show you something super cool.
831
00:50:09,465 --> 00:50:11,342
- Okay?
- Clay, cut it out.
832
00:50:12,051 --> 00:50:13,594
Look at these lockers.
833
00:50:14,178 --> 00:50:15,721
They all look alike, right?
834
00:50:17,765 --> 00:50:18,599
Not this one.
835
00:50:21,060 --> 00:50:22,228
This one is special.
836
00:50:23,145 --> 00:50:25,064
It belonged to a girl who killed herself.
837
00:50:25,272 --> 00:50:26,482
Clay, come on.
838
00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:29,485
You see all these "don't kill yourself"
posters up on the wall?
839
00:50:29,610 --> 00:50:30,861
They weren't up before.
840
00:50:30,945 --> 00:50:33,280
They put them up
because she killed herself.
841
00:50:33,405 --> 00:50:34,406
And why did she do it?
842
00:50:34,490 --> 00:50:36,283
Because the kids here
treated her like shit!
843
00:50:36,367 --> 00:50:37,618
Jensen, that's enough.
844
00:50:37,743 --> 00:50:39,787
But no one wants to admit it,
so they paint over the bathrooms
845
00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:42,706
and put up a memorial, because that's
the kind of school that this is.
846
00:50:42,790 --> 00:50:45,417
Everyone is just so nice
until they drive you to kill yourself.
847
00:50:45,626 --> 00:50:47,586
And sooner or later,
the truth will come out.
848
00:50:49,630 --> 00:50:50,714
It's gonna come out.
849
00:50:55,302 --> 00:50:57,721
Right, Tony? Right? You know the truth.
850
00:50:58,138 --> 00:50:59,098
Clay.
851
00:51:00,849 --> 00:51:02,851
I think you should come with me right now.
852
00:51:04,186 --> 00:51:05,980
Get to class, everybody!
853
00:51:06,563 --> 00:51:08,148
All you, get to class.
854
00:51:11,443 --> 00:51:12,653
Welcome to Liberty High.
855
00:51:13,654 --> 00:51:14,655
Let's go.
856
00:51:24,456 --> 00:51:25,457
Okay.
857
00:51:26,750 --> 00:51:27,626
New game.
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