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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,833 --> 00:00:04,400 So, I've got this friend and, uh, great guy, 2 00:00:04,435 --> 00:00:06,169 a little stubborn, but, as life would have it, 3 00:00:06,203 --> 00:00:07,639 - he's got cancer. - Is that so? 4 00:00:07,674 --> 00:00:09,554 Don't worry. He's keeping his head up, staying positive. 5 00:00:09,589 --> 00:00:12,679 - And, uh, here's the thing... - Oh, there's a thing. 6 00:00:12,680 --> 00:00:14,348 I assumed cancer was the big twist. 7 00:00:14,382 --> 00:00:16,016 No, see, my friend recently got this new doctor 8 00:00:16,050 --> 00:00:18,252 who, uh, as it turns out, is making it really hard 9 00:00:18,286 --> 00:00:19,753 for my friend to stay positive. 10 00:00:19,787 --> 00:00:21,421 Hang on, this sounds like somebody I know. 11 00:00:21,456 --> 00:00:22,523 Really? Weird. 12 00:00:22,557 --> 00:00:23,857 Not only did she put my friend on 13 00:00:23,892 --> 00:00:25,626 an impossible to maintain schedule, 14 00:00:25,660 --> 00:00:28,662 but now she's insisting that my friend get a feeding tube. 15 00:00:28,696 --> 00:00:30,330 So he was really hoping 16 00:00:30,365 --> 00:00:32,032 that he could get a second opinion. 17 00:00:32,066 --> 00:00:33,767 And your friend wouldn't also happen to be 18 00:00:33,801 --> 00:00:35,435 the medical director of a major public hospital 19 00:00:35,481 --> 00:00:36,770 - in New York, would they? - Well, uh, he asked me 20 00:00:36,804 --> 00:00:38,467 to keep his name out of it. 21 00:00:38,501 --> 00:00:39,867 - Max, I... - No, no names. 22 00:00:39,901 --> 00:00:41,037 That would be a huge betrayal 23 00:00:41,072 --> 00:00:42,196 to my incredibly private friend. 24 00:00:42,231 --> 00:00:43,877 But my friend was wondering 25 00:00:43,912 --> 00:00:46,346 if maybe you could talk to Dr. Stauton 26 00:00:46,381 --> 00:00:47,705 and change her mind? 27 00:00:47,739 --> 00:00:50,384 - I will do no such thing. - I'm this way. 28 00:00:50,418 --> 00:00:52,619 Which is why I'm going this way. 29 00:00:52,654 --> 00:00:55,689 Okay. But she's totally gone rogue. 30 00:00:55,723 --> 00:00:57,524 Okay? She peppers all her diagnoses 31 00:00:57,559 --> 00:00:59,626 - with basketball analogies. - Sometimes you've just got 32 00:00:59,661 --> 00:01:01,644 - to shoot from mid-court. - No. Not you too. 33 00:01:01,678 --> 00:01:03,297 Max, you're on the fourth foul 34 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:04,831 - and there are no timeouts left. - Okay, this basketball thing 35 00:01:04,866 --> 00:01:06,300 is spinning out of control. 36 00:01:06,334 --> 00:01:07,701 Just a second opinion on a feeding tube. 37 00:01:07,735 --> 00:01:08,970 That's all I'm asking for. 38 00:01:08,995 --> 00:01:10,804 - Okay. You want my second opinion? - Yes. 39 00:01:10,838 --> 00:01:13,507 You need to listen to your actual doctor. 40 00:01:16,711 --> 00:01:19,513 [EXHALES] I see what you did there. 41 00:01:23,518 --> 00:01:26,386 - If it makes you feel better... - I'm sure it won't. 42 00:01:26,421 --> 00:01:28,522 Think of the feeding tube like the sixth man 43 00:01:28,556 --> 00:01:30,857 coming off the bench when the starters need a break. 44 00:01:30,892 --> 00:01:32,993 Really? 'Cause I see it more like a pipe 45 00:01:33,027 --> 00:01:36,019 protruding from my stomach, spilling my morning coffee. 46 00:01:36,054 --> 00:01:38,498 The chemo has left you with frequent nausea. 47 00:01:38,533 --> 00:01:40,767 The radiation has burned your throat. 48 00:01:40,802 --> 00:01:42,736 As a result, you have been eating less. 49 00:01:42,770 --> 00:01:45,226 You've lost five pounds in one week. 50 00:01:45,261 --> 00:01:48,375 Malnutrition negatively affects your treatment. 51 00:01:48,409 --> 00:01:50,844 It can also impair muscle function, 52 00:01:50,878 --> 00:01:52,746 decrease immunoresponse, 53 00:01:52,780 --> 00:01:57,517 and amass dangerous toxicity levels within your body. 54 00:01:57,552 --> 00:02:01,021 Max, inserting a feeding tube will mitigate that. 55 00:02:01,055 --> 00:02:04,024 [DISTRESSING MUSIC] 56 00:02:04,058 --> 00:02:06,093 57 00:02:06,127 --> 00:02:07,995 Okay, yeah. 58 00:02:10,098 --> 00:02:12,933 Put me in, Coach. 59 00:02:12,967 --> 00:02:16,870 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 60 00:02:16,904 --> 00:02:18,772 These site visits are really more of a formality 61 00:02:18,806 --> 00:02:19,807 at this point, so... 62 00:02:19,842 --> 00:02:21,052 I've been looking forward to it. 63 00:02:21,086 --> 00:02:22,506 Oh. 64 00:02:22,540 --> 00:02:24,745 - What's in the bag? - Oh, here we go. 65 00:02:24,779 --> 00:02:26,079 These are Jemma's favorites. 66 00:02:26,114 --> 00:02:27,881 They're from a little Trinidadian restaurant 67 00:02:27,915 --> 00:02:30,083 near the hospital the kids order from sometimes. 68 00:02:30,118 --> 00:02:33,120 Once, no joke, Jemma ate four of these. 69 00:02:33,154 --> 00:02:35,088 I mean, I might have helped a little bit, but... 70 00:02:35,123 --> 00:02:36,623 Hope you brought enough to share. 71 00:02:36,658 --> 00:02:38,072 No, no. There will be no sharing. 72 00:02:38,106 --> 00:02:41,428 Once I put these down in front of her, watch your fingers. 73 00:02:41,462 --> 00:02:43,130 - Hey, Jemma. - Hey, kiddo. 74 00:02:43,164 --> 00:02:44,356 How you doing, Jemma? 75 00:02:45,533 --> 00:02:47,601 I'm fine. 76 00:02:49,937 --> 00:02:51,738 Well, uh, I hope you're ready to be awesome 77 00:02:51,773 --> 00:02:56,076 because I brought doubles and kurma from Leelee's Roti Shop. 78 00:02:56,110 --> 00:02:58,078 Boom. 79 00:03:00,048 --> 00:03:01,748 I'm good. 80 00:03:03,551 --> 00:03:05,185 Okay, well, I'll leave them here on the counter 81 00:03:05,219 --> 00:03:07,504 if you want them later, okay? 82 00:03:13,961 --> 00:03:15,662 Everything's okay? 83 00:03:15,697 --> 00:03:17,597 Oh, she's just cramming for a test. 84 00:03:17,632 --> 00:03:19,599 - Oh. - Things have been great. 85 00:03:19,634 --> 00:03:20,967 So everything's okay with school? 86 00:03:21,002 --> 00:03:22,636 Yeah, her teachers at Jefferson 87 00:03:22,670 --> 00:03:24,037 say she's catching up. 88 00:03:24,072 --> 00:03:26,640 - And her friends? - I met most of them. 89 00:03:26,674 --> 00:03:30,110 Good kids. Creative, misfits, like Jemma. 90 00:03:30,144 --> 00:03:32,612 But they really seem to get each other. 91 00:03:32,647 --> 00:03:35,182 Seems to me she's settling in just fine. 92 00:03:35,216 --> 00:03:37,684 So Dr. Christiansen will finish up 93 00:03:37,719 --> 00:03:39,304 with the low pitches now. 94 00:03:39,338 --> 00:03:42,703 As before, raise your right hand if you hear a sound. 95 00:03:42,737 --> 00:03:44,691 If you don't, it's okay. 96 00:03:44,726 --> 00:03:46,193 This is to help us diagnose 97 00:03:46,227 --> 00:03:48,712 what's going wrong with the cochlear implant. 98 00:03:49,597 --> 00:03:51,131 Margot? 99 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:55,669 Do you need a break? Is everything all right? 100 00:03:58,005 --> 00:03:59,840 She doesn't like tests. 101 00:03:59,874 --> 00:04:01,742 It's the device we are testing, not you. 102 00:04:01,776 --> 00:04:03,176 And if it makes you feel better, 103 00:04:03,211 --> 00:04:06,213 - I will give you an A+. Hmm? - [CHUCKLES] 104 00:04:06,247 --> 00:04:07,981 Tori and I will be just outside the door. 105 00:04:08,015 --> 00:04:09,149 Okay. 106 00:04:10,118 --> 00:04:12,219 - Okay, let's start. - [DOOR CLOSES] 107 00:04:12,253 --> 00:04:13,687 [LOW BEEP] 108 00:04:13,721 --> 00:04:15,889 So, it's been nine months. 109 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:18,258 We're still having problems? 110 00:04:18,292 --> 00:04:20,227 It's almost impossible to predict 111 00:04:20,261 --> 00:04:24,164 the rehabilitation period after a cochlear implant. 112 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:28,201 I mean, we weren't expecting her to talk on the phone 113 00:04:28,236 --> 00:04:32,172 but she can't even take the subway without getting dizzy. 114 00:04:32,206 --> 00:04:35,008 She seems confused and sad. 115 00:04:35,042 --> 00:04:38,545 I know how it feels to see your loved ones in pain, 116 00:04:38,579 --> 00:04:43,016 but once we diagnose the issue with the device, we can fix it. 117 00:04:44,452 --> 00:04:45,919 [DOOR OPENS] 118 00:04:48,656 --> 00:04:50,023 Is everything okay? 119 00:04:50,057 --> 00:04:51,691 The implant seems to be functional. 120 00:04:51,726 --> 00:04:54,528 - Basal electrode responses? - All normal. 121 00:04:55,763 --> 00:04:59,099 So it's not the device, then what's the matter? 122 00:05:01,068 --> 00:05:04,204 [UPBEAT MUSIC] 123 00:05:04,238 --> 00:05:06,206 - Dr. Reynolds. - Max. 124 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:07,908 Dr. Reynolds. 125 00:05:07,942 --> 00:05:09,743 Why do I feel like the two of you are getting ready 126 00:05:09,777 --> 00:05:11,211 to throw me into an unmarked van? 127 00:05:11,245 --> 00:05:13,747 Heh. Your quarterly budget is three weeks late. 128 00:05:13,781 --> 00:05:16,216 Oh, yeah. See, what had happened was... 129 00:05:16,250 --> 00:05:17,884 Yeah, and if it's not done today, 130 00:05:17,919 --> 00:05:19,886 then cardiothoracic is going to have no budget 131 00:05:19,921 --> 00:05:21,321 - for next quarter. - Which means 132 00:05:21,355 --> 00:05:23,056 no surgical supplies, no surgeons, 133 00:05:23,090 --> 00:05:24,422 and no surgeries. 134 00:05:24,456 --> 00:05:27,060 Luckily for you, we have a Dora 135 00:05:27,094 --> 00:05:28,995 and Dora is going to, uh, help you. 136 00:05:29,030 --> 00:05:31,932 And by help you, I mean torture you until it's finished. 137 00:05:31,966 --> 00:05:34,734 Every line in perfect order, back-to-back. 138 00:05:34,769 --> 00:05:36,236 She's really kind of tough. 139 00:05:36,270 --> 00:05:38,905 So you are here by sequestered to this office 140 00:05:38,940 --> 00:05:42,275 until it's done or, um, 141 00:05:42,310 --> 00:05:44,845 you're dead, whichever comes first. 142 00:05:44,879 --> 00:05:47,247 - Wait, you mean now? - Mm-hmm. 143 00:05:47,281 --> 00:05:48,949 No, but... but they need me on the floor. 144 00:05:48,983 --> 00:05:50,951 - Uhp-uhp-uhp. - Can't somebody else do this? 145 00:05:50,985 --> 00:05:53,820 It's your department. Your budget. 146 00:05:53,855 --> 00:05:56,590 You get everything you want. You just have to ask for it. 147 00:05:56,624 --> 00:05:59,593 In a properly formatted Excel-generated spreadsheet. 148 00:05:59,627 --> 00:06:02,195 And Dora really excels at this. 149 00:06:02,230 --> 00:06:03,763 No, it's not funny? Okay. 150 00:06:03,798 --> 00:06:05,298 Well, smile and nod or pay the price later. 151 00:06:05,333 --> 00:06:07,033 Max, come on! I'm a doctor! 152 00:06:07,068 --> 00:06:08,368 Yeah, not without a budget. 153 00:06:08,402 --> 00:06:10,370 Shall we, Dr. Reynolds? 154 00:06:10,404 --> 00:06:12,272 Can I at least go to the bathroom first? 155 00:06:12,306 --> 00:06:14,774 Mm, I think you know the answer to that. 156 00:06:14,809 --> 00:06:17,077 157 00:06:18,212 --> 00:06:20,347 Everybody out of the way. Yo! Clear the way! 158 00:06:20,381 --> 00:06:22,048 [TENSE MUSIC] 159 00:06:22,083 --> 00:06:24,384 Jeez, Marie. I turn my back for two seconds... 160 00:06:24,418 --> 00:06:26,319 - It should've been you. - Oh, nice. 161 00:06:26,354 --> 00:06:27,821 - All right, what do you got? - Marie McNeil. 162 00:06:27,855 --> 00:06:29,289 40-year-old female police officer 163 00:06:29,323 --> 00:06:30,957 - on foot when struck... - By a drunk driver. 164 00:06:30,992 --> 00:06:32,692 - Hit and run. - All right. We got it. Thanks. 165 00:06:32,727 --> 00:06:34,394 Motor vehicle struck right leg fracturing the femur. 166 00:06:34,428 --> 00:06:36,630 She bounced off the hood followed by the road, 167 00:06:36,664 --> 00:06:38,698 resulting in thoracic abrasions and contusions. 168 00:06:38,733 --> 00:06:39,931 She's going to be all right, right? 169 00:06:39,965 --> 00:06:40,990 Why don't you alert her family? 170 00:06:41,024 --> 00:06:42,060 Let them know where she is. 171 00:06:42,094 --> 00:06:43,511 I'm her partner. I'm her family. 172 00:06:43,545 --> 00:06:44,971 All right, let's get her to bay 29 173 00:06:45,005 --> 00:06:47,707 - and get Max down here now. - Hang in there, okay? 174 00:06:47,742 --> 00:06:49,843 Be okay. Please. 175 00:06:49,877 --> 00:06:52,045 176 00:06:52,079 --> 00:06:54,347 Give us some room. She's okay. 177 00:06:58,286 --> 00:07:00,887 Yeah, I... I hear you, Commissioner. Of course. 178 00:07:00,922 --> 00:07:02,157 No, you have my word. 179 00:07:02,191 --> 00:07:04,904 Officer McNeil will receive the very best care possible. 180 00:07:04,939 --> 00:07:06,711 We've got everything under control. 181 00:07:06,712 --> 00:07:09,013 Yes. No, thank you, sir. 182 00:07:09,047 --> 00:07:10,965 - Police Commissioner? - The one and only. 183 00:07:10,999 --> 00:07:12,884 You ever experience a blue wave? 184 00:07:12,918 --> 00:07:14,252 Uh, sure. In Chinatown. 185 00:07:14,286 --> 00:07:15,953 Then you haven't experienced a blue wave. 186 00:07:15,988 --> 00:07:17,622 At New Amsterdam, when a cop is brought in, 187 00:07:17,656 --> 00:07:19,123 it's like his whole family comes with them, 188 00:07:19,158 --> 00:07:21,292 only that family is 3/4 of the NYPD. 189 00:07:21,326 --> 00:07:23,094 [CROWD CLAMORING] 190 00:07:23,128 --> 00:07:25,696 - As advertised. - I see what you mean. 191 00:07:25,731 --> 00:07:27,965 Uh, everyone? I'm Max Goodwin, the medical director. 192 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:29,967 Hi, I appreciate that you want to support your colleague, 193 00:07:30,002 --> 00:07:31,736 but this is still a functioning ED. 194 00:07:31,770 --> 00:07:34,572 Go ahead. So we need to keep this area clear and calm, 195 00:07:34,606 --> 00:07:35,973 if at all possible. 196 00:07:36,008 --> 00:07:37,642 I'd like to ask everyone to move this vigil 197 00:07:37,676 --> 00:07:39,710 outside these doors. We really appreciate it. 198 00:07:39,745 --> 00:07:42,046 Leon Hargrow. 68. Probable DUI. 199 00:07:42,080 --> 00:07:43,881 Lacerations to left forearm. 200 00:07:43,916 --> 00:07:45,883 Chemical burns on his face and hands from the airbag. 201 00:07:45,918 --> 00:07:48,786 I didn't see. Where... 202 00:07:48,821 --> 00:07:51,088 Where... where am I? 203 00:07:51,123 --> 00:07:52,657 Any sign of head injury? 204 00:07:52,691 --> 00:07:54,225 Witnesses saw him swerving all over the road 205 00:07:54,259 --> 00:07:56,376 - before the accident. - That's him! 206 00:07:56,962 --> 00:07:58,329 That's the DUI who hit Marie! 207 00:07:58,363 --> 00:07:59,897 Someone call security. 208 00:07:59,932 --> 00:08:01,799 I think security is covered. 209 00:08:01,834 --> 00:08:04,569 You're going down for a long time, you hear me? 210 00:08:04,603 --> 00:08:06,070 - Easy, easy. - I know you can hear me! 211 00:08:06,104 --> 00:08:07,638 I'm gonna make sure you're locked up 212 00:08:07,673 --> 00:08:09,640 for the rest of your sorry-assed life! 213 00:08:09,675 --> 00:08:11,108 Easy! Get him back! Get him back! 214 00:08:11,143 --> 00:08:12,977 Back up! Back up, now! 215 00:08:13,011 --> 00:08:15,213 - You're not getting away! - Get him back! Get him back! 216 00:08:19,745 --> 00:08:22,713 Angelo's been Marie's partner going on eight years. 217 00:08:22,747 --> 00:08:25,182 These two are like sister and brother. 218 00:08:25,216 --> 00:08:27,684 He's messed up, but he was never going to do anything 219 00:08:27,719 --> 00:08:29,720 - to that driver. - You sure about that? 220 00:08:29,754 --> 00:08:31,536 What can I say? 221 00:08:32,090 --> 00:08:33,757 We take care of our own. 222 00:08:33,792 --> 00:08:35,259 Yeah, well, as long as you take care of Angelo, 223 00:08:35,293 --> 00:08:37,094 I got no problem with you guys being here. 224 00:08:37,128 --> 00:08:39,596 I'm sorry for the disruption. It won't happen again. 225 00:08:39,631 --> 00:08:41,265 Our full focus needs to be on Marie. 226 00:08:41,299 --> 00:08:42,800 Her recovery is what's important. 227 00:08:42,834 --> 00:08:44,902 Not to worry. He'll get it together. 228 00:08:44,936 --> 00:08:46,937 Thanks. I'll, uh, keep you updated 229 00:08:46,971 --> 00:08:48,205 as I learn more about her progress. 230 00:08:48,239 --> 00:08:49,873 - Thank you. - You got it. 231 00:08:49,908 --> 00:08:51,742 Hey, how's she doing? 232 00:08:51,776 --> 00:08:54,278 Stable-ish. She's pretty banged up. 233 00:08:54,312 --> 00:08:56,180 I'm waiting on a cardio consult. 234 00:08:57,816 --> 00:08:59,283 What about the driver? How's he doing? 235 00:08:59,317 --> 00:09:01,318 Waiting on lab results from his tox screen. 236 00:09:01,352 --> 00:09:03,253 We need to put some distance between him 237 00:09:03,288 --> 00:09:05,088 and Marie's partner. 238 00:09:05,123 --> 00:09:07,257 Driver's stable. He can move. 239 00:09:07,292 --> 00:09:09,126 Do it. 240 00:09:09,160 --> 00:09:11,762 - Where should we put him? - I cleared a bed in the ICU. 241 00:09:11,796 --> 00:09:13,130 He's still out. 242 00:09:13,164 --> 00:09:15,866 It is going to be one hell of a rude awakening. 243 00:09:17,302 --> 00:09:20,270 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 244 00:09:20,305 --> 00:09:27,244 245 00:09:40,024 --> 00:09:42,159 Oh, there he is! Just the boss I was looking for! 246 00:09:42,193 --> 00:09:43,660 Can I get an autograph on this? 247 00:09:43,695 --> 00:09:45,295 - You bet. - Thank you. 248 00:09:45,330 --> 00:09:47,197 Not everyone would sign their kidneys away like that 249 00:09:47,232 --> 00:09:48,832 but I really need the money, so thank you. 250 00:09:48,867 --> 00:09:50,467 Give me that. Another site visit for Jemma? 251 00:09:50,501 --> 00:09:52,102 I thought you just had one of these. 252 00:09:52,136 --> 00:09:53,370 Yeah, I thought you had cancer. 253 00:09:53,404 --> 00:09:54,705 Only on the inside. 254 00:09:54,739 --> 00:09:56,206 Okay, well, yeah, so 255 00:09:56,241 --> 00:09:57,941 I'm a little worried Jemma might be isolating. 256 00:09:57,976 --> 00:09:59,776 She literally said three words to me, 257 00:09:59,811 --> 00:10:01,345 went back in her room, and didn't come back out again. 258 00:10:01,379 --> 00:10:03,046 Can I give you my completely 259 00:10:03,081 --> 00:10:04,982 unqualified psychological diagnosis? 260 00:10:05,016 --> 00:10:08,018 - Sure, why not? - She's a teenager. 261 00:10:08,052 --> 00:10:10,220 Well, yeah... 262 00:10:10,255 --> 00:10:13,223 [PERCUSSION MUSIC] 263 00:10:13,258 --> 00:10:19,997 264 00:10:23,067 --> 00:10:26,136 - Yo, can I get a consult? - Oh, thank God. 265 00:10:26,170 --> 00:10:27,471 How can I help? 266 00:10:27,505 --> 00:10:29,072 You can tell me who on your team 267 00:10:29,107 --> 00:10:31,208 - is available for a consult. - Me. 268 00:10:31,242 --> 00:10:35,913 Lab supplies and consumables. $14,400.87. 269 00:10:35,947 --> 00:10:38,348 Max, please. 270 00:10:38,383 --> 00:10:40,384 What do you got for me? 271 00:10:40,418 --> 00:10:41,752 This isn't fair. 272 00:10:41,786 --> 00:10:43,020 Look, if I had known 273 00:10:43,054 --> 00:10:44,388 it was going to be this much paperwork, 274 00:10:44,422 --> 00:10:46,056 I would've never signed up to be Chair. 275 00:10:46,090 --> 00:10:48,058 Ah, you didn't. I kind of forced you to be Chair. 276 00:10:48,092 --> 00:10:49,793 Sorry about that. 277 00:10:50,929 --> 00:10:54,064 Pull Hastings off her VATS procedure. 278 00:10:54,098 --> 00:10:55,597 Thank you. 279 00:10:56,467 --> 00:10:59,803 Nice try. Next line item? 280 00:11:03,074 --> 00:11:05,008 [SOBS, SNIFFLES] 281 00:11:07,278 --> 00:11:08,946 Is everything okay? Are you all right? 282 00:11:08,980 --> 00:11:11,081 I'm sorry. 283 00:11:12,450 --> 00:11:14,785 I'm usually not like this. Neither of us are. 284 00:11:14,819 --> 00:11:17,087 No, it's... it's... 285 00:11:17,121 --> 00:11:18,822 it's all right. 286 00:11:21,259 --> 00:11:22,926 I don't know what happened. 287 00:11:23,374 --> 00:11:25,502 We literally never fight. 288 00:11:26,331 --> 00:11:29,032 We met at a meditation workshop. 289 00:11:31,069 --> 00:11:32,502 [CHUCKLES] 290 00:11:33,838 --> 00:11:35,472 Margo being able to hear, 291 00:11:35,506 --> 00:11:38,223 this was supposed to bring us closer together, 292 00:11:39,474 --> 00:11:41,345 but it's just driving us apart. 293 00:11:44,315 --> 00:11:45,897 Tori, I... 294 00:11:46,851 --> 00:11:48,585 I know someone who could help. 295 00:11:48,619 --> 00:11:50,419 [SNIFFLES] 296 00:11:50,444 --> 00:11:51,955 Okay. 297 00:11:51,990 --> 00:11:55,392 [DOG BARKS ECHOING] 298 00:11:55,426 --> 00:11:57,828 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 299 00:11:57,862 --> 00:12:01,064 [WHEELS ROLLING LOUDLY] 300 00:12:04,302 --> 00:12:08,005 [LOUD POUNDING, ECHOING] 301 00:12:08,039 --> 00:12:11,908 [SIREN WAILS] 302 00:12:11,943 --> 00:12:13,310 [SCRATCHING] 303 00:12:13,344 --> 00:12:14,746 [CHILDREN LAUGHTER ECHOING] 304 00:12:14,780 --> 00:12:16,613 [ECHOING] Margot. 305 00:12:16,647 --> 00:12:18,048 Margot. 306 00:12:21,219 --> 00:12:23,820 [SIGHS] 307 00:12:23,855 --> 00:12:25,922 I believe there may be issues that aren't related 308 00:12:25,957 --> 00:12:28,392 to your cochlear implant. 309 00:12:29,193 --> 00:12:31,228 This is my colleague, Dr. Frome. 310 00:12:32,230 --> 00:12:33,862 Let's talk. 311 00:12:34,565 --> 00:12:36,633 [TSKING] Mmm. 312 00:12:38,236 --> 00:12:40,003 Uh, Max. 313 00:12:40,038 --> 00:12:42,105 Okay, before you speak, you should know that my friend, 314 00:12:42,140 --> 00:12:43,340 the one with the cancer, 315 00:12:43,374 --> 00:12:44,608 is getting a PEG tube installed today. 316 00:12:44,642 --> 00:12:47,144 So this donut represents his last meal. 317 00:12:47,178 --> 00:12:49,112 Assuming he can, you know, swallow it. 318 00:12:49,147 --> 00:12:50,647 Leon Hargrow wasn't drunk. 319 00:12:50,681 --> 00:12:53,016 - The driver? - I just got his blood work. 320 00:12:53,051 --> 00:12:55,285 There were no drugs or alcohol in his system. None. 321 00:12:55,319 --> 00:12:57,287 But people saw him swerving? 322 00:12:57,321 --> 00:13:00,624 He had a stroke behind the wheel. 323 00:13:00,658 --> 00:13:02,492 - And that's not all... - Dr. Goodwin. 324 00:13:02,527 --> 00:13:04,061 I can't find Angelo. 325 00:13:04,095 --> 00:13:05,562 No one knows where he went. 326 00:13:05,596 --> 00:13:07,297 You don't think he went after... 327 00:13:07,331 --> 00:13:09,366 Yeah, I do. 328 00:13:10,701 --> 00:13:13,670 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC] 329 00:13:13,704 --> 00:13:20,210 330 00:13:20,244 --> 00:13:21,978 Angelo? 331 00:13:22,013 --> 00:13:27,551 332 00:13:27,585 --> 00:13:29,586 Officer, back away from that bed right now. 333 00:13:29,620 --> 00:13:34,057 334 00:13:34,092 --> 00:13:36,560 Hey, let's talk about this. 335 00:13:37,133 --> 00:13:39,496 Somebody's got to pay. 336 00:13:39,969 --> 00:13:42,165 Angelo, I understand that you're upset, 337 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:43,433 but this wasn't his fault. 338 00:13:43,468 --> 00:13:45,268 Don't give me that. 339 00:13:45,303 --> 00:13:47,704 He was wasted. I saw him swerving. 340 00:13:48,144 --> 00:13:51,403 He had an embolic stroke while he was driving. 341 00:13:51,438 --> 00:13:53,243 342 00:13:53,277 --> 00:13:56,012 He wasn't drunk. He's very sick. 343 00:13:56,047 --> 00:14:00,150 He's a vet, have some compassion. 344 00:14:03,387 --> 00:14:05,956 Angelo, please. 345 00:14:05,990 --> 00:14:08,024 Go back downstairs to the waiting area. 346 00:14:08,059 --> 00:14:09,926 - Your partner? - [PAGER BEEPING] 347 00:14:09,961 --> 00:14:11,542 She needs you right now. 348 00:14:13,131 --> 00:14:15,599 Make sure that you get him downstairs. 349 00:14:15,633 --> 00:14:18,341 - Uh, what... wait, what is it? - It's Marie. She's coding. 350 00:14:19,137 --> 00:14:21,705 O-2 sat down to 86. Respirations up to 30. 351 00:14:21,739 --> 00:14:23,940 Decreased breath sounds bilaterally! 352 00:14:23,975 --> 00:14:26,599 - Heart rate's down to 48. - Hang in there, Marie! 353 00:14:28,669 --> 00:14:31,303 - O-2 sat dropping. - Respiratory rate climb. 354 00:14:31,337 --> 00:14:33,195 I've got to get What tthe pulmonary kit. on? 355 00:14:33,230 --> 00:14:35,006 Dropping an intubation tray now. 356 00:14:35,041 --> 00:14:37,208 Neck vein distention. Both sides. 357 00:14:37,993 --> 00:14:40,312 It's hard to see because of the cervical collar but it's there. 358 00:14:40,346 --> 00:14:42,981 - Pneumomediastinum. - Yeah. 359 00:14:43,015 --> 00:14:45,283 [MONITOR BEEPING] 360 00:14:47,653 --> 00:14:51,256 [PANTING RAPIDLY] 361 00:14:52,224 --> 00:14:53,892 [GASPS] 362 00:14:53,926 --> 00:14:55,293 [SIGHS] Good call. 363 00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:56,962 There must be a hole in Marie's esophagus. 364 00:14:56,996 --> 00:14:58,330 We need to get her to the OR, 365 00:14:58,364 --> 00:15:00,031 open up her chest and close that hole 366 00:15:00,066 --> 00:15:02,367 before this happens again. 367 00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:05,904 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 368 00:15:05,938 --> 00:15:07,505 369 00:15:07,540 --> 00:15:09,140 Is she going to be okay? 370 00:15:09,486 --> 00:15:11,320 - Mr. Hargrow... - I need to see her. 371 00:15:11,354 --> 00:15:13,184 - Look, sir... - I need to tell her I'm sorry. 372 00:15:13,218 --> 00:15:15,870 Sir, you... you need to remain calm. 373 00:15:15,904 --> 00:15:18,227 - But... - I promise you, 374 00:15:18,261 --> 00:15:20,820 she is receiving the best care possible. 375 00:15:21,998 --> 00:15:24,533 But right now, we need to focus on you. 376 00:15:27,270 --> 00:15:29,538 [GROANS] 377 00:15:32,415 --> 00:15:36,345 The stroke that you had was caused by a malignant tumor 378 00:15:36,379 --> 00:15:38,881 in your bladder. 379 00:15:38,915 --> 00:15:41,517 I know that this is distressing news. 380 00:15:41,551 --> 00:15:43,552 We need to remove your tumor immediately 381 00:15:43,586 --> 00:15:45,754 - and start you on a regimen. - All I want to know 382 00:15:45,789 --> 00:15:48,598 is if that woman is going to live. 383 00:15:49,893 --> 00:15:52,266 Mr. Hargrow, your condition is very serious. 384 00:15:52,300 --> 00:15:54,145 I already know what's wrong with me. 385 00:15:55,532 --> 00:15:57,800 How long have you known? 386 00:16:00,109 --> 00:16:04,039 If you knew, then why on earth haven't you gotten treatment? 387 00:16:04,074 --> 00:16:05,841 I don't want treatment. 388 00:16:06,198 --> 00:16:09,378 I just want to apologize for what I did. 389 00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:14,624 I understand. 390 00:16:15,666 --> 00:16:18,243 But right now, that is not a good idea 391 00:16:18,278 --> 00:16:20,045 for either of you. 392 00:16:21,281 --> 00:16:23,682 Then I guess there's nothing else to talk about. 393 00:16:25,585 --> 00:16:28,554 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 394 00:16:28,588 --> 00:16:31,957 395 00:16:31,991 --> 00:16:34,092 Dr. Kapoor thought that it would be beneficial 396 00:16:34,127 --> 00:16:37,162 if we sit down and talk about what's happening 397 00:16:37,196 --> 00:16:38,964 during the rehab process. 398 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:41,233 And that's sort of my... my job around here 399 00:16:41,267 --> 00:16:42,968 is to create an environment 400 00:16:43,002 --> 00:16:46,171 or space to explore what's happening to you emotionally. 401 00:16:46,205 --> 00:16:47,639 Both of you. 402 00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:49,007 The interpreter will be here very soon. 403 00:16:49,042 --> 00:16:50,201 I assure you. 404 00:16:51,369 --> 00:16:53,979 I'm, uh... I'm very sorry about the delay. 405 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:55,790 Should be any moment. 406 00:16:56,616 --> 00:17:00,052 [CLOCK TICKING] 407 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:09,294 Oh, okay. We're just diving right in. 408 00:17:09,329 --> 00:17:10,888 Um... 409 00:17:12,999 --> 00:17:15,434 Angry? I... uh... 410 00:17:21,487 --> 00:17:22,754 Okay, can we just... 411 00:17:22,779 --> 00:17:24,746 Guys, can we slow down just a touch? 412 00:17:24,978 --> 00:17:27,980 Um, just... I'm getting some of it. 413 00:17:28,276 --> 00:17:29,991 It's just... a little too fast. 414 00:17:30,016 --> 00:17:31,883 I have never said you were a burden. 415 00:17:31,918 --> 00:17:35,020 Okay, time out. Time. Time out. 416 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:37,823 Um, take a breath. Okay? 417 00:17:37,857 --> 00:17:41,377 I need to catch up here, but I'm assuming, um... 418 00:17:41,828 --> 00:17:44,229 Tori, Margo said that she feels like a burden. 419 00:17:44,505 --> 00:17:46,064 - Yeah. - Is that right? 420 00:17:46,099 --> 00:17:49,568 Okay, is that... is that how you feel about her? 421 00:17:50,052 --> 00:17:54,206 No. I have never thought of her that way. 422 00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:56,975 All right, so why don't you tell her 423 00:17:57,010 --> 00:17:58,777 how you do feel about her? 424 00:18:01,355 --> 00:18:03,915 Margot has just always had this spirit in her 425 00:18:03,950 --> 00:18:07,653 that had to experience the world, 426 00:18:07,687 --> 00:18:09,755 on her own terms. 427 00:18:09,789 --> 00:18:14,192 Margot bungee jumped off the Manhattan bridge at 3:00 a.m. 428 00:18:14,227 --> 00:18:16,061 when we were in college. 429 00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:18,997 Are you kidding? Wow. [CHUCKLES] 430 00:18:19,032 --> 00:18:21,099 Right. 431 00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:22,968 I think that she's fearless. 432 00:18:26,485 --> 00:18:28,219 So tell her. 433 00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:45,157 "I feel so far away from that person right now. 434 00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:50,062 "I know I pushed us here because I wanted the implant 435 00:18:50,096 --> 00:18:52,197 "and you supported me through all of it, 436 00:18:52,231 --> 00:18:54,332 "with the money and the surgeries, 437 00:18:56,120 --> 00:18:57,988 "because I wanted it. 438 00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:04,192 "And now I'm afraid that I've risked 439 00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:08,964 the most important relationship in my life because of them." 440 00:19:17,039 --> 00:19:19,474 Why do you want the implant? 441 00:19:21,097 --> 00:19:22,397 "So I can hear." 442 00:19:22,511 --> 00:19:25,940 Well, okay. That's what the implant does. 443 00:19:26,949 --> 00:19:29,184 Why do you want the implant? 444 00:19:29,218 --> 00:19:32,187 [SOFT MUSIC] 445 00:19:32,221 --> 00:19:39,294 446 00:19:44,612 --> 00:19:46,380 "I want it..." 447 00:19:52,208 --> 00:19:53,441 Oh... 448 00:19:53,476 --> 00:20:00,548 449 00:20:07,556 --> 00:20:10,058 Appreciate it. Thank you. 450 00:20:10,092 --> 00:20:11,610 Throw it in there. Thanks, bud. 451 00:20:12,294 --> 00:20:13,946 How you doing? Hey, good to see you. 452 00:20:14,997 --> 00:20:16,731 Thanks. Thank you. 453 00:20:20,403 --> 00:20:22,337 Yo, Recetti. 454 00:20:24,073 --> 00:20:26,041 You already taking up for Marie's funeral? 455 00:20:26,075 --> 00:20:29,044 Relax. It's for her recovery. 456 00:20:29,078 --> 00:20:32,006 She's gonna be ordering takeout for a while after this. 457 00:20:35,084 --> 00:20:36,385 Thanks. 458 00:20:38,207 --> 00:20:39,974 - What's going on? - How is she? 459 00:20:39,999 --> 00:20:42,066 We stabilized her and we're prepping her for surgery. 460 00:20:42,091 --> 00:20:43,725 Now she's not out of the woods yet, 461 00:20:43,759 --> 00:20:46,127 but she does seem to be responding to treatment. 462 00:20:46,162 --> 00:20:47,462 Is that for Marie? 463 00:20:47,496 --> 00:20:49,230 Yeah, it's something the PD does. 464 00:20:49,265 --> 00:20:50,498 We have a fallen heroes fund 465 00:20:50,533 --> 00:20:52,067 for officers hurt in the line of duty. 466 00:20:52,101 --> 00:20:53,635 Then count me in. 467 00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:55,437 I'll let you know when she's out. 468 00:20:55,471 --> 00:20:56,638 Hey. 469 00:20:57,706 --> 00:20:59,574 Thanks, Dr. Goodwin. 470 00:20:59,608 --> 00:21:00,910 Sure. 471 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:03,611 [UPBEAT MUSIC] 472 00:21:03,646 --> 00:21:05,613 Guess who's back? 473 00:21:05,648 --> 00:21:08,783 Is it legit or did you "Shawshank" your way out of it? 474 00:21:08,818 --> 00:21:10,048 Hey, you know what? 475 00:21:10,073 --> 00:21:11,977 After spending the afternoon with Dora, 476 00:21:12,021 --> 00:21:13,988 I finally know how the lights stay on in this place. 477 00:21:14,023 --> 00:21:15,690 - What do we got? - Boerhaave's esophagus, 478 00:21:15,724 --> 00:21:17,459 surgical repair. 479 00:21:18,941 --> 00:21:21,509 Oh, looks good. Let's get to work. 480 00:21:25,301 --> 00:21:26,634 Officer McNeil, 481 00:21:26,669 --> 00:21:29,170 I'm Dr. Reynolds. This is Dr. Hastings. 482 00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:31,231 We're going to be performing your surgery today. 483 00:21:32,408 --> 00:21:34,442 Two doctors? 484 00:21:34,477 --> 00:21:36,277 Must be pretty bad. 485 00:21:36,312 --> 00:21:39,647 Vitals are good. We'll see you in there. 486 00:21:43,552 --> 00:21:45,386 You've had a morning. 487 00:21:45,421 --> 00:21:48,823 Yeah, cops are supposed to go down chasing the bad guy. 488 00:21:48,858 --> 00:21:50,692 I get clipped writing a traffic ticket 489 00:21:50,726 --> 00:21:53,361 to a grown man on a scooter. 490 00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:54,829 I'm never gonna hear the end of it. 491 00:21:54,864 --> 00:21:56,464 [CHUCKLES] 492 00:21:56,499 --> 00:21:58,700 Hey, well, at least you were out there, all right? 493 00:21:58,734 --> 00:22:01,202 I spent my morning sitting in front of a spreadsheet. 494 00:22:01,237 --> 00:22:03,705 Oof, I hate desk work. 495 00:22:03,739 --> 00:22:05,573 [SIGHS] Tell me about it. 496 00:22:05,608 --> 00:22:08,576 Put me on the street. That's where I want to be. 497 00:22:08,611 --> 00:22:10,545 - In the action, right? - Yeah. 498 00:22:10,579 --> 00:22:13,482 My partner, he calls me "one direction" 499 00:22:14,183 --> 00:22:16,484 'cause I always head straight in. 500 00:22:16,519 --> 00:22:19,613 I don't even think about it. I don't get scared. 501 00:22:20,222 --> 00:22:23,450 Put me in the line of fire when somebody needs help. 502 00:22:24,627 --> 00:22:27,362 That's my happy place. 503 00:22:29,532 --> 00:22:31,533 Well, if it makes you feel any better, 504 00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:33,568 helping you right now? 505 00:22:33,602 --> 00:22:35,803 That's my happy place. 506 00:22:41,277 --> 00:22:43,211 I'll see you in there. 507 00:22:47,116 --> 00:22:50,518 [WOMAN SPEAKING OVER PA] 508 00:22:57,459 --> 00:22:59,761 [MELANCHOLY MUSIC] 509 00:22:59,795 --> 00:23:01,596 VA just sent over his records. 510 00:23:01,630 --> 00:23:03,073 Oh, thank you. 511 00:23:03,101 --> 00:23:05,867 512 00:23:05,901 --> 00:23:08,736 You've got to be kidding me. 513 00:23:11,740 --> 00:23:13,541 - Kapoor. - How did it go? 514 00:23:13,576 --> 00:23:15,177 Well, it was good. Very optimistic. 515 00:23:15,211 --> 00:23:17,745 You know a lot... a lot came out. 516 00:23:17,780 --> 00:23:19,581 There was a definite unearthing going on. 517 00:23:19,615 --> 00:23:21,816 But ultimately, I do believe that Tori and Margot 518 00:23:21,850 --> 00:23:23,751 are going to be stronger than ever. 519 00:23:23,786 --> 00:23:25,620 - That's wonderful news. - Yeah. 520 00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:27,012 I've discussed with Dr. Christiansen, 521 00:23:27,047 --> 00:23:30,291 and she's confident that we can move forward with the MRI. 522 00:23:30,326 --> 00:23:34,229 Well, actually Margot touched on something really profound. 523 00:23:34,263 --> 00:23:36,297 - Powerful. - What? 524 00:23:36,332 --> 00:23:39,701 She would like to have her cochlear implant removed. 525 00:23:40,970 --> 00:23:43,605 Vijay, she wants to be deaf again. 526 00:23:49,046 --> 00:23:51,846 [SOFT MUSIC] 527 00:23:51,881 --> 00:23:53,415 528 00:23:53,449 --> 00:23:55,850 "It matters not how strait the gate, 529 00:23:55,885 --> 00:23:57,986 "how charged with punishments the scroll, 530 00:23:58,020 --> 00:24:01,289 "I am the master of my fate, 531 00:24:01,324 --> 00:24:04,993 I am the captain of my soul." 532 00:24:05,027 --> 00:24:10,332 533 00:24:10,366 --> 00:24:12,567 Cap refill less than two seconds. 534 00:24:15,237 --> 00:24:17,072 Patient induced. 535 00:24:21,677 --> 00:24:24,579 20 micrograms of fentanyl. 536 00:24:27,029 --> 00:24:28,763 T-probe and defib... 537 00:24:28,797 --> 00:24:30,098 [AL GREEN'S "TIRED OF BEING ALONE" PLAYS] 538 00:24:30,132 --> 00:24:31,099 Standing by. 539 00:24:31,133 --> 00:24:35,670 540 00:24:35,704 --> 00:24:37,538 [INDISTINCT SPEECH] 541 00:24:37,573 --> 00:24:40,441 ♪ I'm so tired of being alone ♪ 542 00:24:40,476 --> 00:24:42,677 ♪ I'm so tired of on my own ♪ 543 00:24:42,711 --> 00:24:44,712 ♪ Won't you help me, girl ♪ 544 00:24:44,746 --> 00:24:48,816 ♪ Just as soon as you can ♪ 545 00:24:51,487 --> 00:24:53,387 You've tried to get treatment two years ago, 546 00:24:53,422 --> 00:24:54,989 didn't you Leon? 547 00:24:55,023 --> 00:24:56,312 Tried. 548 00:24:56,925 --> 00:24:58,960 I went and saw my doc at the VA. 549 00:24:58,994 --> 00:25:01,483 They took me in right away like they usually do. 550 00:25:02,492 --> 00:25:04,526 Once they found out what I had, 551 00:25:04,551 --> 00:25:06,719 they said they didn't have the right doctor for me there. 552 00:25:06,744 --> 00:25:08,444 Said that I had to go somewhere else. 553 00:25:08,469 --> 00:25:11,404 So they gave you a voucher and sent you on your way. 554 00:25:11,429 --> 00:25:12,863 Yeah. 555 00:25:16,434 --> 00:25:19,870 But you didn't use it. 556 00:25:22,107 --> 00:25:23,714 I wanted to. 557 00:25:24,376 --> 00:25:26,577 But the voucher didn't cover everything. 558 00:25:31,583 --> 00:25:33,384 I'm on my own. 559 00:25:34,719 --> 00:25:37,021 Couldn't afford the difference. 560 00:25:39,424 --> 00:25:41,725 I served my country with pride. 561 00:25:44,629 --> 00:25:46,897 You have nothing to be ashamed of. 562 00:25:50,568 --> 00:25:52,368 I did four tours. 563 00:25:53,410 --> 00:25:55,079 Army Rangers. 564 00:25:58,009 --> 00:26:01,045 You deserve better than this. 565 00:26:04,015 --> 00:26:06,884 I never meant to put anyone in harm's way. 566 00:26:13,358 --> 00:26:15,826 Max, I am scheduling Leon Hargrow 567 00:26:15,860 --> 00:26:18,062 for emergency bladder surgery and radiation. 568 00:26:18,096 --> 00:26:20,431 - Well, let's hope he needs it. - Turns out the VA closed 569 00:26:20,465 --> 00:26:22,332 their urology department, so instead of treating him, 570 00:26:22,367 --> 00:26:23,767 they gave him a voucher to use 571 00:26:23,802 --> 00:26:24,968 at a hospital of his "choice." 572 00:26:25,003 --> 00:26:26,503 We'll take a voucher. 573 00:26:26,538 --> 00:26:28,138 The voucher only covers 75% of the cost. 574 00:26:28,173 --> 00:26:29,673 - He's stuck with the rest. - We'll cover the rest. 575 00:26:29,707 --> 00:26:30,974 What's the problem again? 576 00:26:31,009 --> 00:26:32,910 Do they think that Leon only gave 75% 577 00:26:32,944 --> 00:26:34,511 while he was in Vietnam? 578 00:26:34,546 --> 00:26:36,080 Not to mention there's compelling evidence 579 00:26:36,114 --> 00:26:37,915 that urothelial carcinoma is a directly related 580 00:26:37,949 --> 00:26:39,616 to exposure to Agent Orange. 581 00:26:39,651 --> 00:26:41,018 Helen, this is a public hospital. 582 00:26:41,052 --> 00:26:42,519 This is why we're here. 583 00:26:42,554 --> 00:26:44,521 If the VA won't treat Leon, we will. 584 00:26:44,556 --> 00:26:45,989 No, you won't. 585 00:26:46,024 --> 00:26:48,025 HCC was notified of a payment being submitted 586 00:26:48,059 --> 00:26:49,674 via a VA voucher. 587 00:26:49,708 --> 00:26:51,595 - That's right. - We can't accept it. 588 00:26:51,629 --> 00:26:52,963 Why not? 589 00:26:52,997 --> 00:26:54,865 Then we'd have to accept all VA vouchers. 590 00:26:54,899 --> 00:26:57,768 As long as veterans are getting the care they need, 591 00:26:57,802 --> 00:26:59,536 I'm not seeing the problem. 592 00:26:59,571 --> 00:27:01,609 The problem's the public hospital system 593 00:27:01,610 --> 00:27:03,244 then has to potentially foot the bill 594 00:27:03,279 --> 00:27:04,445 for thousands of veterans 595 00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,314 and the 25% the VA doesn't reimburse. 596 00:27:06,348 --> 00:27:07,916 We have a veteran in the ICU 597 00:27:07,950 --> 00:27:09,417 who needs surgery or he's going to die. 598 00:27:09,451 --> 00:27:11,501 I don't care who I have to call, 599 00:27:11,536 --> 00:27:13,922 but Leon is getting that surgery today. 600 00:27:13,956 --> 00:27:15,823 I understand your intentions, Max, 601 00:27:15,858 --> 00:27:17,258 but this is privatization 602 00:27:17,293 --> 00:27:18,860 and we're playing right into it. 603 00:27:18,894 --> 00:27:21,215 If we approve of Leon's surgery and we foot the bill, 604 00:27:21,249 --> 00:27:23,798 it sets a dangerous precedent for the rest of the country. 605 00:27:27,469 --> 00:27:28,703 Either we save Leon 606 00:27:28,737 --> 00:27:30,338 and hurt the care for every other veteran 607 00:27:30,372 --> 00:27:32,440 or we stand up for better care for all veterans... 608 00:27:32,474 --> 00:27:34,442 And let Leon die. 609 00:27:42,651 --> 00:27:45,620 I respect your wishes, of course. 610 00:27:45,654 --> 00:27:50,224 And I'm aware that this is a debate in the deaf community, 611 00:27:50,259 --> 00:27:56,325 but removing a implant is... is a very risky surgery. 612 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,302 "I just want the pain to stop." 613 00:28:01,337 --> 00:28:03,705 I... I want that too. 614 00:28:03,739 --> 00:28:08,242 And... and there are different types of implants 615 00:28:08,277 --> 00:28:10,297 we can use before we... 616 00:28:11,298 --> 00:28:12,981 "Not that kind of pain. 617 00:28:13,383 --> 00:28:15,719 "The migraines, the dizziness, 618 00:28:16,452 --> 00:28:19,420 "the strange tones, I expected that. 619 00:28:19,455 --> 00:28:21,556 "My friends told me that would come. 620 00:28:22,624 --> 00:28:24,826 "That they all love their implants, 621 00:28:26,230 --> 00:28:28,106 "but I don't. 622 00:28:33,195 --> 00:28:35,003 "I miss who I was. 623 00:28:37,365 --> 00:28:39,466 "How I experienced the world. 624 00:28:40,476 --> 00:28:42,076 "I don't expect you to understand, 625 00:28:42,111 --> 00:28:44,545 "but before the implant, music... 626 00:28:47,459 --> 00:28:49,017 "Was something I felt 627 00:28:49,051 --> 00:28:51,719 "and now it's just weird words 628 00:28:52,100 --> 00:28:54,167 "with weird textures. 629 00:28:55,176 --> 00:28:57,945 "And my thoughts used to be my own, 630 00:28:59,093 --> 00:29:02,262 "and now they're just cluttered with distractions. 631 00:29:04,101 --> 00:29:06,100 "I thought I was missing something. 632 00:29:06,468 --> 00:29:08,369 "But really... 633 00:29:09,644 --> 00:29:11,311 I'm missing what I had." 634 00:29:24,005 --> 00:29:26,707 "I loved hearing Tori's voice. 635 00:29:33,274 --> 00:29:34,974 "But I heard you better... 636 00:29:37,925 --> 00:29:40,093 When I couldn't hear your voice at all." 637 00:29:47,509 --> 00:29:49,410 [SNIFFLES] 638 00:29:59,721 --> 00:30:01,522 Hey, kiddo. 639 00:30:01,557 --> 00:30:04,559 So, um, I really messed up. 640 00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:07,981 Big time. 641 00:30:11,467 --> 00:30:15,636 I forgot to bring the Solo when I brought the doubles earlier. 642 00:30:15,671 --> 00:30:17,538 - [CHUCKLES] - I'm a bonehead. 643 00:30:17,573 --> 00:30:19,507 - Yeah. - Well, that's for you. 644 00:30:20,509 --> 00:30:23,010 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 645 00:30:23,045 --> 00:30:26,547 So listen, I was thinking a lot about before 646 00:30:26,582 --> 00:30:28,616 when I came by with Sophia. 647 00:30:31,687 --> 00:30:33,955 You know you can tell me anything, right? 648 00:30:38,994 --> 00:30:41,762 Yeah, that's kind of the problem. 649 00:30:45,459 --> 00:30:47,894 Why is that a problem? 650 00:30:53,609 --> 00:30:56,544 'Cause I've told you everything. 651 00:30:58,914 --> 00:31:01,916 - Yeah. - You know everything about me. 652 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:05,987 You know every detail of all of the homes. 653 00:31:08,056 --> 00:31:12,160 All of the bad... the bad stuff. 654 00:31:12,194 --> 00:31:14,795 [SOMBER MUSIC] 655 00:31:16,598 --> 00:31:18,266 You know, and now... 656 00:31:22,271 --> 00:31:25,173 When I see you, I just... I feel, like... 657 00:31:25,575 --> 00:31:27,744 like I'm still the same. 658 00:31:28,644 --> 00:31:32,847 Like I'm still broken. [CHUCKLES] 659 00:31:34,883 --> 00:31:37,785 I don't want to be that anymore. 660 00:31:37,819 --> 00:31:44,859 661 00:31:51,184 --> 00:31:54,969 You know, Jemma, I... I'm so proud of you. 662 00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:59,192 So proud. You've come so far. 663 00:32:00,318 --> 00:32:01,976 Look at you. 664 00:32:02,010 --> 00:32:03,945 [CHUCKLES] 665 00:32:09,017 --> 00:32:11,079 You don't need me anymore. 666 00:32:11,653 --> 00:32:14,055 That's... that's a good thing. That is a... 667 00:32:15,023 --> 00:32:17,058 That's a very good thing. 668 00:32:22,664 --> 00:32:24,599 It's time for me to go. I've got to go. 669 00:32:24,633 --> 00:32:26,968 Um, and that's all right. 670 00:32:30,198 --> 00:32:32,132 Just, uh, just... 671 00:32:33,609 --> 00:32:35,977 Just try to remember one thing for me. 672 00:32:37,504 --> 00:32:39,649 You were never broken. 673 00:32:45,721 --> 00:32:48,823 674 00:32:48,857 --> 00:32:51,058 [SIGHS] 675 00:32:54,896 --> 00:32:56,597 Richardson. 676 00:32:57,899 --> 00:33:00,968 Blood pressure 100/72. 677 00:33:01,003 --> 00:33:03,037 - Clamp. - Clamp. 678 00:33:03,071 --> 00:33:05,973 - Suction. - Suction. 679 00:33:06,008 --> 00:33:08,209 - Lap pad. - Lap pad. 680 00:33:08,243 --> 00:33:11,012 ♪ Dance to the music 681 00:33:11,046 --> 00:33:12,880 Blood pressure is dropping. 682 00:33:12,914 --> 00:33:14,815 Uh, lap pad. 683 00:33:14,850 --> 00:33:16,350 Femoral pulse diminished. 684 00:33:16,385 --> 00:33:18,019 Where's all the blood coming from? 685 00:33:18,053 --> 00:33:19,887 Uh, can't see anything. 686 00:33:19,921 --> 00:33:21,822 [MONITOR BEEPING] - Gas exchange tanking. 687 00:33:21,857 --> 00:33:24,225 Got it. Free wall rupture. 688 00:33:24,259 --> 00:33:26,727 Right ventricle. Suture, hurry. 689 00:33:26,762 --> 00:33:29,730 So the blood's just pouring out of her heart? 690 00:33:29,765 --> 00:33:31,332 Yes. 691 00:33:31,366 --> 00:33:33,701 - The surgery was going well. - I know. Keep sewing. 692 00:33:33,735 --> 00:33:35,303 But why is the wall blown? 693 00:33:35,337 --> 00:33:37,238 I have no idea, but we have about a minute 694 00:33:37,272 --> 00:33:39,707 to suture it back up, okay? Just focus. 695 00:33:39,741 --> 00:33:41,575 - We've lost carotid pulse. - Gas exchange tanking. 696 00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:43,077 The brain's not getting any blood. 697 00:33:43,111 --> 00:33:44,745 - She's bleeding out. - Keep sewing. 698 00:33:44,780 --> 00:33:47,748 Uh, I'm trying but the sutures keeps pulling out. 699 00:33:47,783 --> 00:33:50,217 The heart muscle's too weak. 700 00:33:50,252 --> 00:33:51,886 Did you get it? 701 00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:53,721 - [BREATHING HEAVILY] - She's cyanotic. 702 00:33:53,755 --> 00:33:55,256 [MONITOR BEEPS LOUDLY] 703 00:33:55,290 --> 00:33:57,925 Well, her heart's still in pieces. 704 00:33:57,959 --> 00:34:01,028 [MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING] 705 00:34:02,764 --> 00:34:04,999 There's no more blood to pump. 706 00:34:08,303 --> 00:34:10,204 It's all gone. 707 00:34:11,773 --> 00:34:14,075 ♪ Hear my organ ♪ 708 00:34:14,109 --> 00:34:17,611 ♪ I said ride Sally ride ♪ 709 00:34:17,646 --> 00:34:20,681 [ELONGATED BEEP] 710 00:34:22,784 --> 00:34:25,019 You gonna call it? 711 00:34:25,053 --> 00:34:27,188 [UTENSILS CLINK] 712 00:34:29,324 --> 00:34:33,027 ♪ Cynthia on the throne, yeah! ♪ 713 00:34:33,061 --> 00:34:38,966 714 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,202 ♪ Listen to me 715 00:34:41,236 --> 00:34:45,272 Time of death 4:16 p.m. 716 00:34:45,307 --> 00:34:52,046 717 00:34:55,684 --> 00:34:57,918 4:16 p.m. 718 00:34:57,953 --> 00:35:01,122 719 00:35:01,156 --> 00:35:03,057 ♪ Listen to the voices 720 00:35:05,305 --> 00:35:08,573 [SOMBER MUSIC] 721 00:35:08,608 --> 00:35:11,576 [INDISTINCT CHATTERING] 722 00:35:11,611 --> 00:35:18,684 723 00:35:35,527 --> 00:35:38,162 - Hi. Condolences. - Thank you. 724 00:35:53,811 --> 00:35:56,046 It shouldn't have gone down like that. 725 00:35:57,788 --> 00:35:59,173 She shouldn't have died. 726 00:35:59,207 --> 00:36:03,645 - I know. - No. You don't. 727 00:36:07,412 --> 00:36:09,780 Marie never should've been out there. 728 00:36:13,196 --> 00:36:15,065 But I had a migraine today. 729 00:36:17,509 --> 00:36:19,076 A stupid migraine. 730 00:36:20,745 --> 00:36:23,547 So she steps up to point and I stay in the car. 731 00:36:30,114 --> 00:36:32,916 Bring a cop was Marie's whole life. 732 00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:36,420 She didn't have a husband or kids. 733 00:36:36,454 --> 00:36:39,256 We were her family and that's all that mattered. 734 00:36:39,290 --> 00:36:41,792 Living for this job. 735 00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,134 She wanted to be a hero. 736 00:36:55,873 --> 00:36:58,616 And she gets killed at a traffic stop? 737 00:36:59,951 --> 00:37:03,380 She was a hero the moment she put that shield on. 738 00:37:05,550 --> 00:37:08,518 [HOLLOW COVES' "THESE MEMORIES" PLAYS] 739 00:37:08,553 --> 00:37:15,826 740 00:37:19,130 --> 00:37:20,931 [DOOR OPENS] 741 00:37:32,510 --> 00:37:35,846 ♪ We found our place ♪ 742 00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:39,316 ♪ On the branch of an old oak tree ♪ 743 00:37:43,254 --> 00:37:46,323 ♪ Our feet would sway ♪ 744 00:37:46,357 --> 00:37:49,426 ♪ To a voice in the breeze ♪ 745 00:37:50,595 --> 00:37:52,629 [SOBBING, SNIFFLING] 746 00:37:54,065 --> 00:37:57,167 ♪ And birds would sing ♪ 747 00:37:57,201 --> 00:38:00,537 ♪ On the banks of a narrow stream ♪ 748 00:38:00,571 --> 00:38:05,208 749 00:38:05,243 --> 00:38:10,647 ♪ These memories will stay with me ♪ 750 00:38:10,682 --> 00:38:12,616 It's time. 751 00:38:16,220 --> 00:38:18,488 ♪ Ooh ♪ 752 00:38:18,523 --> 00:38:20,524 We're not going to stop fighting this. 753 00:38:20,558 --> 00:38:24,194 I promise you, we'll figure it out, Leon. 754 00:38:24,228 --> 00:38:27,264 Leon, this is Angelo Recetti. 755 00:38:27,298 --> 00:38:28,865 Marie's partner. 756 00:38:28,900 --> 00:38:33,503 ♪ Ooh ♪ 757 00:38:35,073 --> 00:38:38,475 ♪ Ooh ♪ 758 00:38:40,044 --> 00:38:42,079 The guys and I have been talking. 759 00:38:44,115 --> 00:38:47,250 Marie didn't have any family and we figured... 760 00:38:49,253 --> 00:38:50,687 She'd want the money they would've gotten 761 00:38:50,722 --> 00:38:52,923 from the fallen heroes' fund... 762 00:38:54,845 --> 00:38:57,347 To go to you. 763 00:38:58,615 --> 00:39:01,684 Get you fixed up. This is a start. 764 00:39:04,936 --> 00:39:08,405 - I can't accept that. - Marie's not here anymore. 765 00:39:08,439 --> 00:39:10,340 But you are. 766 00:39:12,110 --> 00:39:14,244 We want to pay for the surgery. 767 00:39:19,443 --> 00:39:21,577 Why would you do that for me? 768 00:39:24,422 --> 00:39:26,456 We take care of our own. 769 00:39:26,491 --> 00:39:33,563 770 00:39:38,035 --> 00:39:43,173 ♪ These memories will stay with me ♪ 771 00:39:43,207 --> 00:39:46,610 772 00:39:46,644 --> 00:39:49,988 It'll take a few minutes for the anesthetic to kick in. 773 00:39:50,022 --> 00:39:52,449 When it does, I'll bring in the endoscopist. 774 00:39:54,218 --> 00:39:55,485 Okay. 775 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:58,755 Um, thank you. 776 00:40:00,625 --> 00:40:04,628 ♪ Now I'm far away ♪ 777 00:40:06,330 --> 00:40:10,233 It's like nothing ever gets better. 778 00:40:11,302 --> 00:40:17,007 I'm just this broken thing that nobody wants. 779 00:40:17,041 --> 00:40:19,609 Nobody cares about. 780 00:40:19,644 --> 00:40:21,778 I don't even know why I'm here. 781 00:40:25,516 --> 00:40:29,586 ♪ Ooh ♪ 782 00:40:33,191 --> 00:40:35,158 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 783 00:40:36,427 --> 00:40:39,162 Hey, um... 784 00:40:41,365 --> 00:40:45,009 Sorry, you know you're not my doctor anymore, right? 785 00:40:46,403 --> 00:40:47,703 Yes. 786 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:53,569 But I'm still your friend. 787 00:40:55,847 --> 00:41:00,317 ♪ These memories still remain ♪ 788 00:41:00,351 --> 00:41:02,486 789 00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:07,257 ♪ Now I'm far away 790 00:41:07,291 --> 00:41:09,693 791 00:41:09,727 --> 00:41:13,063 ♪ Ooh 792 00:41:16,567 --> 00:41:19,402 [MUSIC, SOUNDS FADE] 793 00:41:24,742 --> 00:41:27,577 [INAUDIBLE] 794 00:41:56,607 --> 00:41:58,875 [INAUDIBLE] 56847

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