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HANNAH: Some girls know all the lyricsto each other's songs.
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They find harmonies in their laughter.
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Their linked elbows echo in tune.
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What if I can't hum on key?
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What if my melodies are the onesnobody hears?
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[BIRDS CHIRPING]
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CLAY: Whoo!
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-We're really freakin' high!
-Don't think about it.
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Just remember, you gotta go slow
if you want to climb fast.
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All right.
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[SCREAMS]
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So, what happened out there
in the hallway?
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SIGHS: I don't know. Tired, I guess.
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Tired?
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Tired of what?
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Just tired.
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Seems like you were angry.
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At this school. About Hannah.
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Aren't you?
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Sure.
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Angry about another needless death.
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I'm sad for Hannah...
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and for all of us who...
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who cared about her.
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So, are you gonna punish me or what?
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Is that what you want me to do?
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Do you get a lot of kids coming
in here asking for punishment?
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[MR. PORTER CHUCKLES]
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What do you think
your punishment should be?
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Isn't that your job?
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I mean, it's not like you're trained
to be a shrink or anything, right?
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No.
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But I like to think I can be helpful...
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to kids who are hurting,
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not in touch with
what they're feeling, lonely...
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-I'm not lonely.
-Who may hurt themselves.
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Not gonna hurt myself.
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-Find their way out...
-You don't know what you're talking about.
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Hey, screw you!
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Okay.
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-I'm sorry.
-No, that's okay.
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You're hurting.
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And I want to help.
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I want to be there for you, Clay.
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I'm not going to say I understand
just what you're going through,
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but if you talk to me...
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I'll try.
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Everybody wants to talk.
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No one wants to do anything.
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What is it that you want to do?
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I should get to class.
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HANNAH: It all startedbecause I was feeling lost.
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I needed direction.
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Any direction.
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[INDISTINCT VOICES]
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You have to be kidding me.
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Get in the car.
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I have something I have to show you.
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Tell me how you know what you know.
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Tell me what I did to Hannah.
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See you, Tony.
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Actually, I hope I don't.
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Ever.
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[ENGINE STARTS]
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Clay, get in the car.
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No.
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What are you gonna do?
You have no bike, buddy.
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Why can't you leave me alone?
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Release the tapes.
Do whatever you have to do.
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Just let me be.
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I won't release them, if...
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if you get in the car and come with me.
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-Hi, I'm Kevin Porter.
-Hi.
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HANNAH: And sometimes you takewhatever way out you can find.
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All right, just drive.
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-Where are we going?
-You'll see when we get there.
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He's out of his fucking mind.
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We played by Hannah's rules.
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It's not fair if the tapes get out there
because Clay went postal.
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-He's not gonna go public.
-It feels like he might.
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He's just sad, okay? Let him be...
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Are you getting
your stomach things again, Alex?
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-Come sit down a minute.
-What stomach things?
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He loved her, and she died.
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Okay? He's going crazy.
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Just give him a second.
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He's not sad, okay?
He's getting revenge.
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It's not like we don't deserve it.
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-[GASPS]
-Alex, come sit down.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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Dude, you're late.
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I talked to Tony.
He says he'll take care of it.
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What does that even mean exactly?
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-Tony's a dick.
-He's not a dick.
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He's a dick, he's a prick,
and he's a cock.
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Okay, those are the same things.
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No, they're nuances of meaning.
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Right. Yeah.
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Look, Tony's not gonna do shit.
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We have to take care of this.
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End that little bastard once and for all.
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That's insane.
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I don't know.
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What if we make it look like a suicide.
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How tragic is that?
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I mean, two star-crossed lovers
or some shit like that.
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Grow up, Justin.
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Are you really telling me to grow up,
Little Mama's Boy?
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Yeah, I am.
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[ALEX GRUNTS]
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Dude, go see a fuckin' doctor.
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I've seen a dozen doctors, dude.
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One thing.
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If one thing had gone differently
somewhere along the line...
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maybe none of this would have happened.
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It's right over there.
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HANNAH: Dream big, they say.
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Shoot for the stars.
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Then they lock us away for 12 yearsand tell us where to sit,
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when to pee, and what to think.
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MARCUS: Is it enough to get refs
from the principal and vice-principal?
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Should I go to the superintendent?
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Our school doesn't weigh our GPA,
so I only have a 4.0.
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Will this be a disadvantage?
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ZACH: Yo! You only have to maintain
a C-minus average to play.
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Look at the tits on this cheerleader!
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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Damn, didn't see that.
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Then we turn 18, and even thoughwe've never had an original thought,
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we have to make the most importantdecision of our lives.
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Ready to begin your future?
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Don't think I have much
of a choice in that one, really.
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How's your financial aid?
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How's your GPA?
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Could be better.
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PSAT? ACT?
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I haven't...
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You haven't taken your PSAT yet?
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No.
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Interesting.
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Well, I can tell you
that our financial aid
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tends to go to students
at the top of their class,
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with SATs above the 90th percentile.
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Great. Thanks.
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Of course.
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And if you don't have the moneyand don't really have the grades,
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a lot of the decision gets made for you.
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What future are you peddling?
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I'll let you take the first guess.
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Hoarder?
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Close.
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Librarian.
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No way you're a librarian.
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I know.
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When people hear the term "librarian,"
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they think 60-year-old white-haired
woman with cankles.
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We are...
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rebranding.
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No offense, but isn't it
like a dying industry?
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You know, like travel agencies
and cupcake stores?
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Let me guess, you own a Kindle.
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Not in a million years.
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No, I'm a...
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paperback, write-in-the-margins
kind of girl.
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A kindred spirit.
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So, uh, other than
the Dewey Decimal System,
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what else has the library got going on?
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Well, I like to think we are a place
where people can come together,
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find their tribe.
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Do you write?
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You look like you write.
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I don't.
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I do, but... I don't show anybody. Ever.
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We've got a safe space.
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We keep secrets,
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and we have an
all-you-can-eat cookie platter.
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Well, thanks.
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I probably won't see you there,
but thanks.
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Sure thing.
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RYAN: Just take a brochure.
They have scholarships.
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I don't need a brochure,
don't need your scholarship,
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and I don't need
four years of wasted time.
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I have skills.
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And a sweet Mustang.
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Thank you.
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CLAY: So, are you kidnapping me?
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TONY: Did you kidnap Courtney?
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I had a purpose.
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So do I.
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JESSICA: Alex.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Don't worry about it.
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It's all this shit with the tapes,
isn't it?
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If all that just went away, you'd be fine.
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Yeah, but how does all that just go away?
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What the hell, Jess? You coming or not?
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In a minute. I'm talking to Alex.
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Oh, about what?
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About how much she misses me.
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About how much better
of a boyfriend I am than you.
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How she wishes she never broke up with me.
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-How you smell bad.
-Alex, come on!
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-Fuck you, Alex.
-What? It's totally true.
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She was like, "Justin smells bad."
I was like, "I know."
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I did not say that.
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-You're a funny guy, Standall.
-No, you're funny, Justin.
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With the "Let's end the little bastard"?
What is that about?
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It's about protecting ourselves.
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-From what?
-From Hannah's lies.
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But did she lie?
'Cause I'm really not sure.
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'Cause she told the truth about me.
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You know he's full of shit, right?
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-He's a fucking liar.
-He's not a liar.
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He can be a pain in the ass,
but he's a good person.
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He's never lied to me.
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Well, good for him.
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HANNAH: I wanted a purpose...
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a reason for being on this planet.
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But that poetry grouplooked like an AA meeting.
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Or a support group.
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I saw no one within decades of my age.
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Until I saw you.
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You were the only otherhigh school kid in the room.
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Ryan Shaver,
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Liberty High's resident intellectual,
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editor of Lost and Found,
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general selfish snob.
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[EXHALES]
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Welcome back, everybody.
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Good to see our group growing a bit.
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As usual, we begin by reminding everyone
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poetry is about honest expression.
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And we all need to feel safe
to share our deepest truths.
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Nice to see a friendly face.
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Friendly?
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Familiar?
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The sign-up sheet
is making its way around.
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Well, don't get used to it.
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I think it's gonna be my first and
last time if you're going to be here.
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What? Why?
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Please only sign up for slots
you'll actually use.
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You put me in your little zine?
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Remember?
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"Best ass."
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That list was already going around.
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Everyone was talking about it.
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It was news.
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It was wrong.
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Now then, before we begin, Hannah,
would you like to introduce yourself?
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Hi, I'm Hannah.
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ALL: Hi, Hannah.
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I don't know a lot about poetry,
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but I'm very happy to be here.
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We're very happy to have you here.
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Let's begin.
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I believe Linda
is first on the sign-up list.
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O!
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A woman scorned
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Mother Earth
263
00:12:42,553 --> 00:12:43,888
O!
264
00:12:43,972 --> 00:12:46,891
All may feel your wrath
265
00:12:47,183 --> 00:12:49,978
Majesty of Mother Earth...
266
00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:54,190
CLAY: Is this like your idea of some
twisted version of wilderness therapy?
267
00:12:56,442 --> 00:12:58,027
Not a nature lover?
268
00:12:58,111 --> 00:13:00,822
I love nature,
especially in pictures in books.
269
00:13:02,407 --> 00:13:03,533
What's with the rope?
270
00:13:04,117 --> 00:13:06,119
No, seriously, this is getting messed up.
271
00:13:10,331 --> 00:13:12,041
So what, are you gonna tie me up to a tree
272
00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:14,377
and force me to listen
to the rest of the tapes?
273
00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:16,629
No, we're just going for a little walk.
274
00:13:18,256 --> 00:13:19,674
How little is little?
275
00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:24,220
Just up that hill.
276
00:13:28,433 --> 00:13:30,727
CLAY: No freaking way.
277
00:13:31,310 --> 00:13:33,396
What the hell does this
have to do with Hannah?
278
00:13:34,897 --> 00:13:36,274
Don't you want to find out?
279
00:13:41,529 --> 00:13:43,406
HANNAH: "O, tall mountains
280
00:13:43,489 --> 00:13:46,325
and Mother Earth"
and all this other hooey.
281
00:13:46,576 --> 00:13:48,369
I don't think I'm going back.
282
00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:51,706
Well, I think it's fine
if you don't want to,
283
00:13:51,789 --> 00:13:54,417
but maybe you should give it a chance.
284
00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:57,628
You said you thought
about a career as a writer.
285
00:13:57,712 --> 00:13:59,881
Yeah, but no one has a career as a poet.
286
00:13:59,964 --> 00:14:03,509
Damn it! If you could remind me to tell
your father to call the alarm company.
287
00:14:03,593 --> 00:14:05,344
I think this thing's broken.
288
00:14:05,428 --> 00:14:06,763
Let me try.
289
00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:08,723
You finish the deposit.
290
00:14:08,806 --> 00:14:10,099
Well, how about uh...
291
00:14:10,558 --> 00:14:12,268
what about a poetry teacher?
292
00:14:12,685 --> 00:14:14,979
Who would want to be a teacher?
Kids are assholes.
293
00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:16,481
Not all of them.
294
00:14:17,065 --> 00:14:19,150
Okay, what about a journalist then?
295
00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:20,777
Do those still exist?
296
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,278
Tell Dad this is broken.
297
00:14:23,488 --> 00:14:24,781
You're a parent.
298
00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,866
You're supposed to say things like,
299
00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:29,786
"Be practical, be a pharmacist."
300
00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:32,955
I will never say that to you.
301
00:14:35,083 --> 00:14:37,794
You know, before we opened this store,
your father,
302
00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:39,796
he used to travel all the time
303
00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:43,424
for these snooze-fest
pharmaceutical conventions.
304
00:14:43,508 --> 00:14:47,095
So, I would write him love stories.
305
00:14:48,137 --> 00:14:51,557
Mm-hmm. They were very, very dramatic...
306
00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:54,477
and sexy.
307
00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,354
Fifty shades of my mother?
308
00:14:56,437 --> 00:14:57,438
[LAUGHS]
309
00:14:57,522 --> 00:14:59,816
I thought they were pretty good,
you know.
310
00:15:01,317 --> 00:15:03,403
I don't know, I might have some of them.
311
00:15:03,486 --> 00:15:05,321
-I could find them.
-Oh, God, Mom, please no.
312
00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:07,031
Okay, listen to me.
313
00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:08,408
I'm just saying...
314
00:15:09,534 --> 00:15:10,952
allow yourself...
315
00:15:11,452 --> 00:15:12,870
to dream a little.
316
00:15:13,538 --> 00:15:15,915
I mean, hell, dream big.
317
00:15:16,999 --> 00:15:18,459
About all the things that...
318
00:15:19,544 --> 00:15:20,503
you could be.
319
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,881
Don't settle.
320
00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:26,384
Mmm?
321
00:15:27,385 --> 00:15:28,594
[DOOR OPENS]
322
00:15:30,346 --> 00:15:32,306
-We're closed. Go away.
-Hannah!
323
00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,517
Mom, he's not a customer.
324
00:15:35,893 --> 00:15:38,020
Oh. Oh, I see.
325
00:15:40,022 --> 00:15:41,649
I'm gonna go get my coat.
326
00:15:41,732 --> 00:15:42,733
Um...
327
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:45,445
It's in the back, so...
328
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,658
What do you want, Ryan?
We're legitimately closed.
329
00:15:51,659 --> 00:15:53,035
I have something for you.
330
00:15:54,245 --> 00:15:55,329
A peace offering.
331
00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:01,919
Take it.
332
00:16:02,170 --> 00:16:04,630
Your thoughts deserve
a decent place to live.
333
00:16:06,174 --> 00:16:08,426
Come on, I know you're a journal girl.
334
00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:13,890
Wow.
335
00:16:14,891 --> 00:16:18,978
You do a really convincing imitation
of a thinking, feeling human.
336
00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:23,483
Hannah...
337
00:16:24,734 --> 00:16:25,818
I'm sorry.
338
00:16:26,819 --> 00:16:29,822
I didn't mean to make you
feel embarrassed or humiliated.
339
00:16:30,573 --> 00:16:31,782
I know what that's like.
340
00:16:32,408 --> 00:16:33,451
You do?
341
00:16:34,452 --> 00:16:38,414
I'm a skinny faggot who writes poems.
I mean, please. [CHUCKLES]
342
00:16:39,457 --> 00:16:41,542
I don't think you're supposed
to use that word.
343
00:16:41,626 --> 00:16:43,794
Mmm. You're not. I'm allowed.
344
00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:48,466
Just come back to the library, Hannah.
345
00:16:49,217 --> 00:16:50,760
Come back to the poetry.
346
00:16:52,929 --> 00:16:53,930
Maybe.
347
00:16:55,223 --> 00:16:56,224
I'll take maybe.
348
00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:01,854
Thanks... for the journal.
349
00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:18,162
MR. BAKER: Honey?
350
00:17:19,163 --> 00:17:20,164
Honey?
351
00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:23,459
You okay?
352
00:17:27,588 --> 00:17:30,967
I was just thinking
it's a bad sign that we're...
353
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:34,053
running out of
"Buy One, Get One Free" stickers.
354
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:39,141
We can look at it as a bad sign or
we can consider it the world telling us
355
00:17:39,225 --> 00:17:41,852
we can never discount our way
to Walplex prices.
356
00:17:48,192 --> 00:17:50,152
I've got more stickers
back here somewhere.
357
00:17:55,783 --> 00:17:56,909
[DOOR OPENS]
358
00:17:59,704 --> 00:18:01,122
Oh, Olivia.
359
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499
Olivia.
360
00:18:05,293 --> 00:18:07,503
I'm so sorry I didn't come in sooner.
361
00:18:09,171 --> 00:18:10,381
How are you holding up?
362
00:18:11,632 --> 00:18:13,009
Um...
363
00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:14,302
We're managing.
364
00:18:16,512 --> 00:18:17,597
You look great.
365
00:18:19,932 --> 00:18:23,227
Oh, Olivia,
Hannah was such a special girl.
366
00:18:24,103 --> 00:18:27,231
Zach said so many nice things about her.
367
00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:30,318
How is Zach?
368
00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:33,112
Well, he's just great.
369
00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:37,325
Every college is looking at him
for basketball, but...
370
00:18:37,533 --> 00:18:40,244
he wants to be a marine biologist.
371
00:18:41,329 --> 00:18:43,623
Can you believe it? A marine biologist.
372
00:18:46,334 --> 00:18:47,835
A marine biologist.
373
00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:51,756
MR. PORTER: I wonder if you've beenthinking about your future.
374
00:18:52,715 --> 00:18:56,093
You know,
your grades have been slipping a bit.
375
00:18:57,261 --> 00:19:00,264
You started out the school year
really strong...
376
00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:03,601
but your grades have steadily dropped.
377
00:19:03,684 --> 00:19:06,562
I would really focus
on ending the school year strong...
378
00:19:07,563 --> 00:19:10,358
if you have your eyes
on a good four-year college.
379
00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:13,110
I've been thinking about NYU or Columbia.
380
00:19:13,194 --> 00:19:16,030
Wow, those are some
highly competitive schools.
381
00:19:16,530 --> 00:19:19,700
So, either you're going to have to
make some changes next year, or...
382
00:19:19,784 --> 00:19:21,369
maybe think smaller.
383
00:19:21,952 --> 00:19:23,371
Maybe like a state school.
384
00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:29,377
LAINIE: You never met with Hannah?
385
00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:36,133
Once, in the spring
of her sophomore year last year.
386
00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:39,804
We start the sophomores
thinking of college.
387
00:19:40,471 --> 00:19:44,183
And do you recall what
she was thinking of college?
388
00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:48,020
I think if memory serves,
she had some unrealistic goals.
389
00:19:49,021 --> 00:19:52,400
And I tried to help her find some options.
390
00:19:53,067 --> 00:19:56,821
Did you have a sense of how she felt
about your interaction?
391
00:19:58,197 --> 00:19:59,573
She didn't say.
392
00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:01,534
But did you have a sense?
393
00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:03,035
Mrs. Jensen.
394
00:20:03,119 --> 00:20:04,120
-Lainie.
-Lainie.
395
00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,287
Please.
396
00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:10,251
I know this is not the subject
of our meeting,
397
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,837
but do you know
where your son is right now?
398
00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:16,215
I assume he's in class.
399
00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:17,425
He isn't.
400
00:20:17,508 --> 00:20:20,219
He walked out of school this morning
and hasn't come back.
401
00:20:21,637 --> 00:20:24,265
CLAY: I may be crazy,but I am not that crazy.
402
00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:26,058
People free solo it all the time.
403
00:20:26,142 --> 00:20:28,144
People who climb things,
404
00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:29,395
people who climb rocks...
405
00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:32,273
which is a ridiculous thing to do
if you aren't being chased by something.
406
00:20:32,398 --> 00:20:33,816
It's for beginners.
407
00:20:33,899 --> 00:20:36,152
I used to climb it with my brothers
when we were kids.
408
00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:38,070
Here.
409
00:20:38,154 --> 00:20:39,447
Take this, clip it on.
410
00:20:40,030 --> 00:20:41,157
It's chalk.
411
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,117
Put it on your hands, like this.
412
00:20:44,702 --> 00:20:45,703
Or you'll slip.
413
00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,372
What?
414
00:20:48,456 --> 00:20:50,291
Come on, are you a man or not?
415
00:20:50,374 --> 00:20:51,250
Not!
416
00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:55,129
Most definitely not.
I grant you that, no question.
417
00:20:56,881 --> 00:20:57,882
I, uh...
418
00:20:59,258 --> 00:21:00,468
I don't like heights.
419
00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:03,471
TONY: It's an easy climb.
420
00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:06,307
All the answers you seek
are at the top of the cliff.
421
00:21:13,564 --> 00:21:16,025
RYAN: The drag of your hand
across my chest
422
00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:18,319
Sparks a blaze
my lips cannot extinguish
423
00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,156
You, stubborn inferno
424
00:21:22,740 --> 00:21:26,535
You drive fast, and damn
the red lights for slowing you down
425
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:30,623
You see my veins shake
at your first touch
426
00:21:31,207 --> 00:21:34,835
The power to move my blood
on your own accord
427
00:21:34,919 --> 00:21:37,004
The definition of heart
428
00:21:37,588 --> 00:21:39,673
And after the stick shift jerk
429
00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:41,509
I beg my skin to do tricks
430
00:21:41,592 --> 00:21:44,136
Like forget how good it feels
to lose control
431
00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:46,430
Between the burning house
432
00:21:46,514 --> 00:21:47,807
Of your hands
433
00:21:50,351 --> 00:21:52,019
[APPLAUSE]
434
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:57,817
Whoo!
435
00:22:04,782 --> 00:22:05,616
Hey.
436
00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:07,743
That was...
437
00:22:08,536 --> 00:22:09,829
intense.
438
00:22:10,621 --> 00:22:12,540
Um... Thank you?
439
00:22:12,915 --> 00:22:14,041
Yes, thank you.
440
00:22:14,583 --> 00:22:15,960
I want to write like you.
441
00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:18,921
Seriously, can you teach me?
442
00:22:19,171 --> 00:22:20,172
Really?
443
00:22:20,965 --> 00:22:23,133
You make people feel
the things you're feeling.
444
00:22:23,509 --> 00:22:24,927
I want to be able to do that.
445
00:22:25,845 --> 00:22:28,305
A couple of hours
a couple of nights a week.
446
00:22:28,389 --> 00:22:29,932
Chips and salsa on me.
447
00:22:31,976 --> 00:22:33,978
"Stephie Moore is mean.
448
00:22:34,061 --> 00:22:35,312
She..."
449
00:22:35,396 --> 00:22:36,397
Sic.
450
00:22:36,772 --> 00:22:38,691
"She so stupid."
451
00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:40,150
Third grade!
452
00:22:40,651 --> 00:22:42,111
I was in third grade!
453
00:22:43,320 --> 00:22:45,906
Don't get what my grade school diaries
have to do with anything.
454
00:22:45,990 --> 00:22:47,074
Well...
455
00:22:47,199 --> 00:22:50,786
First, there's a bunch of
gifted child drama I won't get into.
456
00:22:51,203 --> 00:22:54,290
The main thing is,
you have to tell the truth in poetry.
457
00:22:54,582 --> 00:22:55,583
Your truth.
458
00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,459
-But--
-No buts.
459
00:22:57,543 --> 00:22:59,753
Ex nihilo nihil fit.
460
00:23:00,337 --> 00:23:02,423
"Out of nothing comes nothing."
461
00:23:04,425 --> 00:23:08,095
I just don't like it when people
read my... things.
462
00:23:08,679 --> 00:23:11,599
Every poem you write should be like
someone reading your things.
463
00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:14,852
It should be terrifying
and incredibly embarrassing.
464
00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:20,608
"How does Amber Holloway
have boobs already?"
465
00:23:21,358 --> 00:23:22,484
You're an asshole!
466
00:23:22,568 --> 00:23:23,902
Yes! Yes!
467
00:23:23,986 --> 00:23:25,112
Be terrified.
468
00:23:26,113 --> 00:23:27,281
[GRUNTS]
469
00:23:28,824 --> 00:23:30,159
Good.
470
00:23:30,242 --> 00:23:32,161
Now try and slow your breath down.
471
00:23:33,329 --> 00:23:34,330
How do I do that?
472
00:23:34,913 --> 00:23:36,081
By breathing slower.
473
00:23:36,165 --> 00:23:39,668
What do I do about my heart,
which is about to explode out of my chest?
474
00:23:39,752 --> 00:23:40,628
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
475
00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:43,380
Shit.
476
00:23:43,464 --> 00:23:45,007
You brought your phone on a climb?
477
00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:47,801
No, I brought my phone on a walk.
478
00:23:47,885 --> 00:23:49,511
That's my mom's ring.
479
00:23:50,888 --> 00:23:54,350
Be a good son
or plunge to the rocks below.
480
00:23:54,725 --> 00:23:56,602
Yeah. Thanks for the perspective.
481
00:23:56,852 --> 00:23:57,853
[RINGING CONTINUES]
482
00:23:57,936 --> 00:24:00,022
HANNAH: It must be possibleto swim in the ocean
483
00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,774
of the one you love without drowning.
484
00:24:02,691 --> 00:24:05,778
It must be possible to swimwithout becoming water yourself.
485
00:24:07,279 --> 00:24:09,657
I keep finding stones tied to my feet.
486
00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:11,950
Sorry, I just...
487
00:24:12,034 --> 00:24:13,535
Just keep going, keep going.
488
00:24:17,581 --> 00:24:19,041
-Jess, I...
-What?
489
00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:20,584
-What?
-I...
490
00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:21,877
I-I can't right now.
491
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,170
No, no, it's okay.
492
00:24:23,754 --> 00:24:25,047
Maybe if I helped a little?
493
00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,216
Oh, Jess, come on, look. I just...
494
00:24:29,093 --> 00:24:31,428
Maybe later.
I just don't want to right now.
495
00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:39,228
I don't do it for you anymore.
496
00:24:39,895 --> 00:24:41,647
-That's not it.
-It has to be.
497
00:24:44,358 --> 00:24:46,276
You don't think I'm pretty anymore.
498
00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:47,528
Jess.
499
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:49,655
God, no, Jess.
500
00:24:50,739 --> 00:24:52,199
You're so beautiful.
501
00:24:54,118 --> 00:24:55,703
What's happening to us?
502
00:24:58,163 --> 00:24:59,415
It'll all be fine, okay?
503
00:25:01,041 --> 00:25:03,335
Once these stupid
fucking tapes are done.
504
00:25:06,547 --> 00:25:07,923
Can we at least get high?
505
00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:13,470
-You don't even smoke.
-Yeah, I do.
506
00:25:17,141 --> 00:25:18,142
Okay.
507
00:25:18,350 --> 00:25:19,727
CLAY: We are really freaking high.
508
00:25:19,810 --> 00:25:21,311
Don't think about it.
509
00:25:21,395 --> 00:25:23,188
Chalk your hands if they're sweaty.
510
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:25,941
I can't really feel my arms.
511
00:25:26,024 --> 00:25:28,026
You gotta shake 'em out, one at a time.
512
00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:29,820
Get the blood moving, all right?
513
00:25:29,903 --> 00:25:31,864
[CLAY PANTING] Whoo!
514
00:25:31,947 --> 00:25:33,490
Good. Good.
515
00:25:33,824 --> 00:25:35,075
We're getting closer.
516
00:25:35,159 --> 00:25:37,995
Remember, you gotta go slow
if you want to climb fast.
517
00:25:39,872 --> 00:25:40,956
All right.
518
00:25:45,169 --> 00:25:47,254
-Oh, shit!
-Ow! Gah!
519
00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:48,338
Shit!
520
00:25:48,422 --> 00:25:49,590
Oh, shit!
521
00:25:49,923 --> 00:25:51,133
What? What? I can't see!
522
00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:52,301
I lost a handhold.
523
00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:54,762
Give me a sec,
I've got to figure this out.
524
00:25:56,221 --> 00:25:57,306
[BANGING AT DOOR]
525
00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,558
LAINIE: Clay! Clay, are you here?
526
00:25:59,641 --> 00:26:00,726
Lainie?
527
00:26:01,602 --> 00:26:03,854
He's not here. He isn't here.
528
00:26:04,188 --> 00:26:06,273
Okay. Okay, calm down. What's going on?
529
00:26:06,356 --> 00:26:08,233
I left you a detailed message.
530
00:26:08,317 --> 00:26:09,568
The department secretary is 90.
531
00:26:09,651 --> 00:26:11,945
He walked out of school and disappeared.
532
00:26:12,029 --> 00:26:13,614
I'm sure he didn't disappear.
533
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:15,699
He is not answering his cell, Matt.
534
00:26:15,949 --> 00:26:18,786
So he skipped school
to play basketball or go for a ride.
535
00:26:18,869 --> 00:26:19,912
He's missing, Matt!
536
00:26:19,995 --> 00:26:22,122
He's playing hooky. He's not missing.
537
00:26:22,206 --> 00:26:24,166
If you minimize this, I will lose it.
538
00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:25,375
Okay, okay.
539
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:26,794
We'll find him.
540
00:26:27,503 --> 00:26:28,921
He can't have gone far.
541
00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:37,846
All right, I'm gonna throw this.
Grab it, pull yourself up.
542
00:26:40,099 --> 00:26:41,850
-Tony, I can't.
-Of course you can.
543
00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:43,477
One foot at a time.
544
00:26:43,769 --> 00:26:44,770
Come on.
545
00:26:45,312 --> 00:26:46,355
Oh...
546
00:26:48,524 --> 00:26:51,860
-Whoa! Ah! Okay.
-All right, you got it.
547
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,489
There you go. [LAUGHS]
548
00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,366
-There you go!
-[GRUNTING]
549
00:26:59,785 --> 00:27:01,203
-[CLAY GASPS]
-There you go!
550
00:27:01,703 --> 00:27:02,746
Oh, shit!
551
00:27:03,247 --> 00:27:04,289
Oh, man!
552
00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:08,085
Whoa! That was freaking amazing.
553
00:27:08,502 --> 00:27:10,337
Was it? Or was it fucking amazing?
554
00:27:11,338 --> 00:27:14,341
That was fucking amazing.
555
00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:16,635
Like... I thought I was gonna die!
556
00:27:17,010 --> 00:27:18,387
But you didn't, did you?
557
00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:20,806
Fuck!
558
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:24,935
Fuck!
559
00:27:26,144 --> 00:27:28,730
Fuck!
560
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:30,399
Yeah.
561
00:27:31,233 --> 00:27:32,943
I saw this YouTube video once
562
00:27:33,026 --> 00:27:35,153
where this guy in Spain
was walking on this crane.
563
00:27:35,237 --> 00:27:36,989
He had to be at least 15 stories.
564
00:27:37,072 --> 00:27:38,991
He's walking, walking, walking.
565
00:27:39,575 --> 00:27:42,494
And then he slips.
He lets out this loud scream.
566
00:27:42,578 --> 00:27:43,787
Seconds later, wham!
567
00:27:44,162 --> 00:27:45,205
Wham what?
568
00:27:46,999 --> 00:27:49,459
The camera went black,
but I'm pretty sure he died.
569
00:27:49,877 --> 00:27:50,794
Shit, Clay.
570
00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:53,255
Fuck.
571
00:27:56,675 --> 00:27:59,720
I never totally realized,
that's a really great word.
572
00:28:00,304 --> 00:28:01,346
It is, huh?
573
00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:02,848
Uh...
574
00:28:03,265 --> 00:28:04,266
You're bleeding.
575
00:28:08,270 --> 00:28:09,313
Fuck.
576
00:28:09,479 --> 00:28:10,981
HANNAH: Wow, this is scary.
[CHUCKLES]
577
00:28:16,612 --> 00:28:18,780
Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
578
00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:22,409
For the sole purpose of knowing
I am wearing them
579
00:28:24,828 --> 00:28:25,996
And underneath that
580
00:28:27,748 --> 00:28:30,167
I am absolutely naked
581
00:28:32,586 --> 00:28:33,795
And I've got skin
582
00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:37,549
Miles and miles of skin
583
00:28:39,426 --> 00:28:42,179
I've got skin to cover all my thoughts
like Saran Wrap
584
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:43,680
That you can see through
585
00:28:43,764 --> 00:28:46,141
to what leftovers are inside
from the night before
586
00:28:47,935 --> 00:28:49,686
And despite what you might think
587
00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:51,688
My skin is soft
588
00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:53,398
And smooth
589
00:28:54,858 --> 00:28:55,984
And easily scarred
590
00:28:58,946 --> 00:29:00,781
But that doesn't matter, right?
591
00:29:01,448 --> 00:29:03,784
You don't care about how soft my skin is
592
00:29:04,910 --> 00:29:07,704
You just want to hear
about what my fingers do in the dark
593
00:29:09,873 --> 00:29:12,292
But what if all they do
is crack open windows
594
00:29:12,376 --> 00:29:14,628
So I can see
lightning through the clouds?
595
00:29:16,755 --> 00:29:19,132
What if all they crave
is a jungle gym to climb
596
00:29:19,216 --> 00:29:21,426
For a taste of fresher air?
597
00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:24,930
CLAY: You promised me
598
00:29:25,013 --> 00:29:26,974
the secrets are at the top of this rock.
599
00:29:27,057 --> 00:29:29,476
-I risked my life to get here.
-You wouldn't have died.
600
00:29:30,519 --> 00:29:31,979
You'd break a bunch of shit.
601
00:29:32,479 --> 00:29:33,689
[SCOFFS]
602
00:29:41,822 --> 00:29:43,198
I never thought about it.
603
00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:45,993
Dying.
604
00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:48,578
Until this year.
605
00:29:55,127 --> 00:29:56,586
Have you ever seen a dead body?
606
00:30:00,632 --> 00:30:02,301
I've been to a few funerals.
607
00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:06,388
Have you ever seen a crime scene?
608
00:30:08,557 --> 00:30:09,558
Well, like...
609
00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:12,769
CSI and Law & Order, all that.
610
00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:14,438
No, no. Like a...
611
00:30:15,605 --> 00:30:16,773
a real one.
612
00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:20,777
Have you?
613
00:30:21,862 --> 00:30:22,821
Yeah.
614
00:30:23,113 --> 00:30:24,031
Once.
615
00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:29,036
What was that like?
616
00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:32,122
Quiet.
617
00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:36,960
Not silent or anything, just...
618
00:30:37,836 --> 00:30:38,879
no excitement.
619
00:30:39,421 --> 00:30:42,049
No big noise.
620
00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:45,135
Just cops walking around doing their jobs.
621
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:47,804
Like it was nothin'.
622
00:30:50,724 --> 00:30:51,808
How old were you?
623
00:30:52,559 --> 00:30:53,560
Seventeen.
624
00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:58,648
What was the crime?
625
00:31:02,986 --> 00:31:04,029
Suicide.
626
00:31:12,579 --> 00:31:13,663
You were there.
627
00:31:17,376 --> 00:31:18,293
You saw her.
628
00:31:22,964 --> 00:31:24,049
You should publish this.
629
00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,260
Oh, no. No way.
This does not leave the safe space.
630
00:31:27,344 --> 00:31:29,763
People need to see this.
It will change them.
631
00:31:30,347 --> 00:31:31,348
No, they don't.
632
00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:37,521
The whole point of creative expression
is to hold up a mirror to the world
633
00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:41,274
so hopefully these god-awful people
can start to see themselves
634
00:31:41,358 --> 00:31:45,028
and make connections to help them
get through their dreary-ass lives.
635
00:31:46,279 --> 00:31:47,447
Your pain...
636
00:31:48,698 --> 00:31:51,076
your pain is important to other people.
637
00:31:56,456 --> 00:31:58,291
HANNAH:
But is that why you really did it?
638
00:31:59,084 --> 00:32:00,377
[STUDENTS LAUGHING]
639
00:32:02,379 --> 00:32:04,840
So you could help metouch just one person?
640
00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:06,925
What?
641
00:32:07,008 --> 00:32:08,093
I doubt it.
642
00:32:08,885 --> 00:32:11,304
People like you don't make selfless moves.
643
00:32:11,388 --> 00:32:14,558
Oh, my God, dude, this shit is crazy!
644
00:32:16,143 --> 00:32:19,438
"Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
645
00:32:19,521 --> 00:32:22,357
with the sole purpose of knowing
that I am wearing it."
646
00:32:22,441 --> 00:32:26,611
-I wonder who's the skank who wrote this!
-I don't even know what this means.
647
00:32:26,695 --> 00:32:28,655
It's a bitch who's been burned,
I know that.
648
00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:31,825
You knew the shitI shared was personal.
649
00:32:31,908 --> 00:32:35,245
You knew where it came from,and that it would get people talking.
650
00:32:36,663 --> 00:32:39,499
I realize now I was desperatefor someone to listen...
651
00:32:40,917 --> 00:32:42,127
and you listened.
652
00:32:43,545 --> 00:32:47,215
And then you made my mostprivate thoughts a public spectacle.
653
00:32:50,969 --> 00:32:52,596
[BELL RINGS]
654
00:32:54,139 --> 00:32:55,515
JESSICA: It's her writing.
655
00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:57,225
I can totally recognize it.
656
00:32:57,976 --> 00:33:00,187
COURTNEY: Why would she write
something like this?
657
00:33:00,270 --> 00:33:01,521
So humiliating.
658
00:33:02,606 --> 00:33:04,608
TEACHER: It has been
brought to my attention
659
00:33:04,691 --> 00:33:07,736
that Ryan's publication
now includes poetry.
660
00:33:07,903 --> 00:33:10,030
And since we're doing sonnets
this semester,
661
00:33:10,113 --> 00:33:13,533
and since you're all going to be
distracted by it anyway,
662
00:33:13,617 --> 00:33:17,579
I thought we would take a minute
to parse the work of this poet.
663
00:33:17,954 --> 00:33:19,706
-COUGHS: Hannah.
-[CLASS CHUCKLING]
664
00:33:19,789 --> 00:33:22,792
TEACHER: There's a sort of naked
vulnerability to it that I like.
665
00:33:22,876 --> 00:33:24,002
It's quite intimate.
666
00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:25,337
[ALL LAUGH]
667
00:33:25,879 --> 00:33:27,631
"Intimate" is not a dirty word.
668
00:33:30,258 --> 00:33:33,011
"Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
669
00:33:33,094 --> 00:33:34,971
for the sole purpose of knowing..."
670
00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:39,351
So you bear your heart to one personand everybody ends up laughing.
671
00:33:41,061 --> 00:33:44,814
"I've got skin, miles and miles of skin.
672
00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:49,194
I've got skin to cover all my thoughts
like Saran Wrap."
673
00:33:49,819 --> 00:33:51,655
TONY: I can see her through the window.
674
00:33:53,823 --> 00:33:56,034
She walks up to the door,
she leaves this box.
675
00:33:56,826 --> 00:33:57,994
And goes.
676
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,081
I didn't get up.
677
00:34:03,083 --> 00:34:05,335
I figured if it was important,
she would have knocked.
678
00:34:06,294 --> 00:34:08,338
Rang the doorbell or something, right?
679
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:11,716
And I...
680
00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:16,054
I should have gone out there.
681
00:34:17,639 --> 00:34:19,224
I should have talked to her.
682
00:34:20,225 --> 00:34:21,268
But...
683
00:34:23,645 --> 00:34:25,063
Look, I liked Hannah.
684
00:34:26,231 --> 00:34:27,566
She was a friend.
685
00:34:27,649 --> 00:34:29,693
But the girl was a lot.
She was drama.
686
00:34:31,236 --> 00:34:34,447
And I was apparently
the only guy at Liberty
687
00:34:34,531 --> 00:34:37,534
who didn't grab her ass
or stare at her tits.
688
00:34:38,243 --> 00:34:40,245
And so I always got to hear about it...
689
00:34:40,829 --> 00:34:42,831
and on that particular day,
I didn't want to deal,
690
00:34:42,914 --> 00:34:44,374
so I let her walk away.
691
00:34:48,169 --> 00:34:49,296
Jesus, Tony.
692
00:34:52,132 --> 00:34:53,174
Half hour...
693
00:34:53,675 --> 00:34:55,385
forty-five minutes later,
694
00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:58,388
I get the box, open 'em,
and there's these tapes,
695
00:34:58,471 --> 00:34:59,681
and a letter.
696
00:35:02,475 --> 00:35:05,937
"Please take care of these.
Listen, and you'll know how."
697
00:35:08,273 --> 00:35:10,275
I started listening to the first tape.
698
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:11,943
And then...
699
00:35:14,696 --> 00:35:18,241
I try calling the Bakers.
They don't answer. I speed to her house.
700
00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:22,579
The ambulance is already there.
701
00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:25,165
And the cops.
702
00:35:26,082 --> 00:35:28,460
And the front door's open.
I run inside.
703
00:35:30,295 --> 00:35:31,963
Her parents are there.
704
00:35:32,964 --> 00:35:34,007
And she's...
705
00:35:36,718 --> 00:35:38,219
They've got her in a body bag.
706
00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:43,350
I remember thinking,
"There's no handles on that bag.
707
00:35:43,433 --> 00:35:46,645
How are they gonna pick her up?
How are they gonna carry her?"
708
00:35:48,521 --> 00:35:50,398
And they just grabbed the bag...
709
00:35:51,191 --> 00:35:53,318
and threw her in the ambulance.
710
00:35:55,737 --> 00:35:56,738
Just like that.
711
00:36:07,916 --> 00:36:09,167
[CLAY SNIFFLING]
712
00:36:21,179 --> 00:36:22,389
Do the other kids know?
713
00:36:26,434 --> 00:36:29,145
Why you're taking care of Hannah
like you are?
714
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:32,273
Of course not.
715
00:36:34,025 --> 00:36:35,193
You needed to know.
716
00:36:38,780 --> 00:36:39,989
You're my friend.
717
00:36:47,497 --> 00:36:48,581
What the hell, Ryan?
718
00:36:48,665 --> 00:36:52,127
Hannah. What's so secret
you couldn't speak to me at school?
719
00:36:52,252 --> 00:36:54,462
You know damn well.
How could you do that to me?
720
00:36:55,088 --> 00:36:56,297
The poem?
721
00:36:56,381 --> 00:36:59,467
I did you a favor, Hannah.
You're a beautiful poet.
722
00:36:59,634 --> 00:37:01,177
Your work deserved to be heard.
723
00:37:01,511 --> 00:37:04,264
You're a self-serving,
egotistical fuckwad.
724
00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:05,348
[SCOFFS]
725
00:37:05,682 --> 00:37:06,808
One day...
726
00:37:07,767 --> 00:37:10,019
you will look back on this
and know that I was right.
727
00:37:10,854 --> 00:37:14,232
What you wrote, you can't teach that.
You have to live it.
728
00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:16,735
Well, it's my life, Ryan, it's not yours.
729
00:37:17,402 --> 00:37:18,403
Get your own.
730
00:37:22,073 --> 00:37:24,033
There was a path the whole time?
731
00:37:24,868 --> 00:37:26,745
We could have just walked up there?
732
00:37:26,828 --> 00:37:29,164
Yes. But what's the fun in that?
733
00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:32,500
Everything you told me,
you could have told me anywhere.
734
00:37:32,959 --> 00:37:34,252
In Monet's the other night.
735
00:37:34,335 --> 00:37:36,296
Would you have been ready to hear it?
736
00:37:37,297 --> 00:37:38,298
Yeah.
737
00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:42,469
No. I don't know.
738
00:37:46,848 --> 00:37:48,266
I wish I had known, though.
739
00:37:50,018 --> 00:37:51,978
Why you cared so much about Hannah.
740
00:37:53,438 --> 00:37:55,064
I kept trying to figure it out.
741
00:37:58,651 --> 00:37:59,652
I thought maybe...
742
00:38:01,738 --> 00:38:03,948
I thought maybe you were in love with her.
743
00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:07,577
Clay...
744
00:38:07,660 --> 00:38:09,078
you know I'm gay, right?
745
00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:14,667
What?
746
00:38:17,670 --> 00:38:20,507
No, I didn't know that.
How was I supposed to know that?
747
00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:23,092
I thought everyone knew it.
748
00:38:25,261 --> 00:38:26,846
I don't think everyone knows.
749
00:38:26,930 --> 00:38:28,139
A lot of people know it.
750
00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,851
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
751
00:38:31,935 --> 00:38:33,895
Did you think that I was, like...
752
00:38:34,896 --> 00:38:36,189
just friends with Ryan?
753
00:38:37,941 --> 00:38:39,609
Well, yeah, I guess so.
754
00:38:42,862 --> 00:38:46,407
You think I would be friends
with a guy like Ryan.
755
00:38:47,492 --> 00:38:50,703
Yeah, would think you would be
'cause apparently you went out.
756
00:38:50,787 --> 00:38:53,373
They're different things. Trust me.
757
00:38:57,502 --> 00:38:59,462
So that guy Brad...
758
00:38:59,546 --> 00:39:01,631
is he your boyfriend now?
759
00:39:01,714 --> 00:39:03,633
I hope he's still my boyfriend.
760
00:39:03,716 --> 00:39:06,344
He's been pretty annoyed lately because...
761
00:39:07,512 --> 00:39:10,098
I've been spending all my time
with another guy.
762
00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:14,102
You.
763
00:39:15,562 --> 00:39:16,479
Oh.
764
00:39:16,563 --> 00:39:17,438
Right.
765
00:39:19,315 --> 00:39:22,402
You mean with the tapes and all,
not in a romantic way.
766
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,321
Sure.
767
00:39:30,159 --> 00:39:31,369
ALEX: Alex Standall.
768
00:39:31,452 --> 00:39:34,080
S-T-A-N-D-A-L-L.
769
00:39:35,748 --> 00:39:38,334
Yes. It's filled. Ready to go.
770
00:39:38,751 --> 00:39:42,171
Okay, with this, you want to take one
every night before bed,
771
00:39:42,255 --> 00:39:44,090
with water, with or without food.
772
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:45,550
This one can make you dizzy--
773
00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:47,844
I know. I've been taking it
for a while now.
774
00:39:48,511 --> 00:39:49,470
Oh.
775
00:39:49,554 --> 00:39:50,847
We have this as new.
776
00:39:50,972 --> 00:39:52,515
I used to go to Walplex.
777
00:39:54,183 --> 00:39:57,270
I could have them send
your history over, if you like.
778
00:39:57,353 --> 00:39:59,147
Yeah, that'd be great, thank you.
779
00:40:08,573 --> 00:40:10,283
-There you go.
-Thanks.
780
00:40:15,204 --> 00:40:16,247
I, uh...
781
00:40:17,457 --> 00:40:18,791
I was friends with Hannah.
782
00:40:21,836 --> 00:40:23,129
You were?
783
00:40:23,379 --> 00:40:25,089
Yeah. Um...
784
00:40:25,173 --> 00:40:27,133
I'm really sorry about what happened.
785
00:40:30,553 --> 00:40:31,638
Thank you, Alex.
786
00:40:32,597 --> 00:40:33,598
Yeah.
787
00:40:43,816 --> 00:40:44,734
Thank you.
788
00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:09,968
Apparently your mom called my dad.
789
00:41:10,927 --> 00:41:12,095
Oh, Jesus.
790
00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:13,972
My mom. I'll text her.
791
00:41:14,055 --> 00:41:17,892
We do not need that particular
hysterical phone call at this moment.
792
00:41:17,976 --> 00:41:20,561
Maybe if you didn't keep all those
secrets from her--
793
00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:22,689
Oh, fuck you, with your secrets.
794
00:41:24,983 --> 00:41:25,984
[ENGINE STARTS]
795
00:41:26,067 --> 00:41:27,110
Could I, uh...
796
00:41:29,404 --> 00:41:31,155
Could I get those tapes back sometime?
797
00:41:39,247 --> 00:41:40,248
Sure thing.
798
00:41:48,256 --> 00:41:50,758
So, what, was this your plan
the whole time?
799
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:52,885
Maybe I helped it along, but...
800
00:41:52,969 --> 00:41:55,513
I knew sooner or later
you'd want the tapes back.
801
00:41:56,681 --> 00:41:58,099
-You knew?
-Yeah.
802
00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,310
You haven't heard yours yet.
803
00:42:13,614 --> 00:42:14,699
It's delicious, but...
804
00:42:15,324 --> 00:42:16,617
not another bite.
805
00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:21,372
Thank you.
806
00:42:23,458 --> 00:42:24,917
This was a good idea.
807
00:42:29,088 --> 00:42:30,214
[GIRL GIGGLES]
808
00:42:32,425 --> 00:42:33,926
[CHUCKLES] Oh.
809
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:36,345
Honey, you can't do that.
810
00:42:36,929 --> 00:42:38,097
I'm so sorry.
811
00:42:38,181 --> 00:42:39,599
-Oh, no.
-She's totally fine.
812
00:42:39,724 --> 00:42:41,934
He was due for a new hairstyle anyway.
813
00:42:43,603 --> 00:42:44,604
What's your name?
814
00:42:45,730 --> 00:42:47,940
It's okay, sweetie. You can tell her.
815
00:42:48,024 --> 00:42:49,025
Sarah.
816
00:42:49,108 --> 00:42:50,109
Sarah.
817
00:42:50,610 --> 00:42:52,028
You're very cute, Sarah.
818
00:42:52,570 --> 00:42:53,988
Say thank you, Sarah.
819
00:42:54,072 --> 00:42:55,114
No.
820
00:42:55,740 --> 00:42:58,242
Sarah. That's not nice.
821
00:42:58,576 --> 00:43:01,412
Oh, please, don't worry about it.
I have a daughter too.
822
00:43:01,537 --> 00:43:04,457
No wonder you're such a pro.
How old is she?
823
00:43:05,041 --> 00:43:07,210
-Seventeen.
-Seventeen.
824
00:43:07,335 --> 00:43:08,920
Yeah, it flies by.
825
00:43:09,003 --> 00:43:12,840
Before you know it,
she'll be applying for colleges.
826
00:43:14,383 --> 00:43:16,177
Hannah's already looking.
827
00:43:17,053 --> 00:43:18,679
Hannah's such a pretty name.
828
00:43:20,348 --> 00:43:21,724
She wants to go to New York.
829
00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:25,019
Good luck.
830
00:43:26,104 --> 00:43:27,522
MOTHER: Let's go back to dinner.
831
00:43:28,189 --> 00:43:30,024
LAINIE: It's a horrible story, Matt.
832
00:43:30,525 --> 00:43:32,193
She was a beautiful...
833
00:43:33,277 --> 00:43:35,530
sweet girl, and she's gone.
834
00:43:36,781 --> 00:43:39,283
Of course, we're supposed
to tear her apart.
835
00:43:40,993 --> 00:43:43,621
Go after her reputation, her boyfriends,
836
00:43:43,788 --> 00:43:45,790
anything she's ever written or said.
837
00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:48,251
So don't do it. Don't go after her.
838
00:43:49,669 --> 00:43:51,504
You always said that's why you did law.
839
00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:54,257
If it didn't always serve justice,
it could serve the truth.
840
00:43:55,216 --> 00:43:56,217
Right?
841
00:43:56,884 --> 00:43:58,136
So find out the truth.
842
00:44:00,429 --> 00:44:02,014
What if it hurts our son?
843
00:44:03,015 --> 00:44:04,851
I believe he'll survive.
844
00:44:05,268 --> 00:44:06,477
[CAR APPROACHES]
845
00:44:08,229 --> 00:44:09,856
The traveler returns.
846
00:44:12,817 --> 00:44:15,027
You think that Tony's a good influence?
847
00:44:16,445 --> 00:44:19,073
My sense of him is
that he's a very good influence.
848
00:44:19,907 --> 00:44:21,826
But that's not our concern
at the moment, right?
849
00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:23,578
Nope. I know.
850
00:44:24,495 --> 00:44:25,705
I am on board.
851
00:44:27,290 --> 00:44:28,374
[DOOR OPENS]
852
00:44:40,219 --> 00:44:41,387
I'm sorry.
853
00:44:41,470 --> 00:44:42,513
I'm...
854
00:44:43,848 --> 00:44:44,891
really.
855
00:44:46,642 --> 00:44:49,854
Tony and I had to talk,
and we lost track of time.
856
00:44:50,855 --> 00:44:54,400
And I know this was
really not like me, believe me.
857
00:44:54,483 --> 00:44:56,319
And I'm sorry.
858
00:45:01,365 --> 00:45:03,242
Oh, God, I must be in huge trouble.
859
00:45:04,076 --> 00:45:05,077
LAINIE: No.
860
00:45:05,203 --> 00:45:08,789
But next time, a text would be
appreciated before you go,
861
00:45:08,873 --> 00:45:10,583
and not on the way home.
862
00:45:10,958 --> 00:45:12,084
No, right, of course.
863
00:45:13,210 --> 00:45:15,588
I couldn't reach my phone for a while.
864
00:45:15,671 --> 00:45:17,006
But, yes.
865
00:45:17,089 --> 00:45:19,342
And you can ground me for a month.
866
00:45:19,425 --> 00:45:20,509
No groundings.
867
00:45:21,302 --> 00:45:22,470
We're just...
868
00:45:23,554 --> 00:45:24,972
glad you're alive.
869
00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,725
Me too, Dad.
870
00:45:47,703 --> 00:45:49,622
You didn't say much on the way home.
871
00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:53,751
I wasn't sure what to say.
872
00:45:55,836 --> 00:45:57,463
I didn't lie to that woman.
873
00:45:59,548 --> 00:46:02,134
I'm still a mother.
874
00:46:02,927 --> 00:46:05,763
And to not be the mother of a dead girl
for a few minutes!
875
00:46:07,181 --> 00:46:08,516
Should we move?
876
00:46:08,808 --> 00:46:09,809
What?
877
00:46:09,892 --> 00:46:12,228
Should we move?
Should we go somewhere and start new?
878
00:46:14,563 --> 00:46:15,564
And...
879
00:46:16,399 --> 00:46:17,358
give up the store?
880
00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:20,736
I'll give up the store,
give up the house, everything...
881
00:46:23,030 --> 00:46:24,073
if I have you.
882
00:46:25,574 --> 00:46:26,742
But you do.
883
00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,328
You do have me.
884
00:46:30,955 --> 00:46:31,956
Okay.
885
00:46:32,540 --> 00:46:33,582
Good.
886
00:46:38,379 --> 00:46:39,547
-[GLASS TIPS OVER]
-Shit.
887
00:46:40,589 --> 00:46:41,590
Damn it.
888
00:46:47,138 --> 00:46:49,348
I thought you had
poetry workshop tonight.
889
00:46:49,432 --> 00:46:50,474
Didn't go.
890
00:46:51,767 --> 00:46:53,269
Never going back.
891
00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:54,729
And we need to move.
892
00:46:56,856 --> 00:46:59,900
Four hundred and thirty a month,
and that's before the false alarms,
893
00:46:59,984 --> 00:47:01,819
which they charge you for,
even though it's their fault.
894
00:47:01,902 --> 00:47:05,573
You should have told me you canceled.
I was on hold with them for an hour!
895
00:47:05,698 --> 00:47:07,366
You know we need to cut expenses.
896
00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:09,076
We should have discussed it first.
897
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:10,619
We live in the safest town in America!
898
00:47:10,703 --> 00:47:12,747
-That is not the point.
-Honey, honey.
899
00:47:12,830 --> 00:47:14,582
I'm just trying to make ends meet.
900
00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:18,127
And I'm not? We're either
in this together, or we are not.
901
00:47:18,210 --> 00:47:20,588
We can't be penny wise
and pound foolish.
902
00:47:20,671 --> 00:47:22,798
Right now we can't afford to be
penny foolish.
903
00:47:22,882 --> 00:47:25,843
Okay. I don't even know
what that means, honestly.
904
00:47:25,926 --> 00:47:27,928
MR. BAKER: Means we're wasting money
on things we don't need.
905
00:47:28,012 --> 00:47:31,307
HANNAH: Sometimes the futuredoesn't unfold the way you think it will.
906
00:47:32,099 --> 00:47:34,769
Shit happens, and people suck.
907
00:47:36,645 --> 00:47:38,564
Maybe that's why I stopped writing...
908
00:47:39,023 --> 00:47:41,025
and eventually started making tapes.
909
00:47:41,108 --> 00:47:42,401
-Listen.
-Andy, no.
910
00:47:53,204 --> 00:47:56,290
Some girls know all the lyricsto each other's songs.
911
00:47:56,665 --> 00:47:58,584
They find harmonies in their laughter.
912
00:47:59,376 --> 00:48:01,420
Their linked elbows echo in tune.
913
00:48:03,089 --> 00:48:05,257
-What if I can't hum on key?
-CLAY: "What if I can't hum on key?
914
00:48:06,050 --> 00:48:08,803
What if my melodies
are the ones nobody hears?"
915
00:48:09,095 --> 00:48:11,263
Is everyone reading that stupid magazine?
916
00:48:12,014 --> 00:48:13,682
I'm kind of addicted to it.
917
00:48:14,058 --> 00:48:15,935
-You never read it?
-No.
918
00:48:16,018 --> 00:48:17,436
Listen to this:
919
00:48:17,978 --> 00:48:20,940
"Some people can recognize a tree,
920
00:48:21,023 --> 00:48:23,859
a front yard,
and know they've made it home."
921
00:48:23,943 --> 00:48:26,320
-That sounds like shit.
-You think so?
922
00:48:27,071 --> 00:48:29,323
I think it feels really real.
923
00:48:30,908 --> 00:48:34,411
"How many circles can I walk in
before I give up looking?
924
00:48:34,662 --> 00:48:37,206
How long before I'm lost for good?
925
00:48:37,289 --> 00:48:40,292
It must be possible to swim
in the ocean of the one you love
926
00:48:40,376 --> 00:48:42,002
without drowning.
927
00:48:42,086 --> 00:48:45,506
It must be possible to swim
without becoming water yourself.
928
00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:49,426
But I keep swallowing
what I thought was air.
929
00:48:49,510 --> 00:48:51,929
I keep finding stones tied to my feet."
930
00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:55,349
I mean, damn.
931
00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,228
I wonder who wrote it.
932
00:48:59,854 --> 00:49:00,729
I know, right?
933
00:49:00,813 --> 00:49:03,232
One dark human being, that's for sure.
934
00:49:03,983 --> 00:49:05,568
I mean, I like her poem, I think,
935
00:49:05,651 --> 00:49:08,988
but I'm not sure
I'd want to hang out with her.
936
00:49:12,908 --> 00:49:14,118
Well...
937
00:49:14,201 --> 00:49:15,202
duty calls.
938
00:50:03,709 --> 00:50:04,877
[DOOR OPENS]
939
00:50:14,386 --> 00:50:15,429
Hi, Clay.
940
00:50:16,847 --> 00:50:17,973
Hey, Mrs. Baker.
941
00:50:19,975 --> 00:50:21,602
I'm sorry to bother you at work.
942
00:50:22,811 --> 00:50:24,647
I wanted to give you something.
943
00:50:30,402 --> 00:50:31,445
It's from Hannah.
944
00:50:33,030 --> 00:50:35,532
Well, it's not Hannah's,
but there's a poem...
945
00:50:36,825 --> 00:50:37,701
that she wrote.
946
00:50:40,496 --> 00:50:43,624
It's really good. I mean,
even our English teacher said so.
947
00:50:48,420 --> 00:50:49,421
Page seven.
948
00:51:10,651 --> 00:51:11,860
It's her handwriting.
949
00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:14,530
Yeah.
950
00:51:17,032 --> 00:51:18,325
I know that now.
951
00:51:49,273 --> 00:51:51,400
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYS]
952
00:51:52,305 --> 00:51:58,832
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