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Previously on
"A Million Little Things"...

This stay-at-home dad was once
the lead singer in a band

who opened up
for Kings of Leon...

All Right over there.

Of course,
that was a decade ago.

I cannot be your therapist.
I can refer you...

When Gary called
to tell me about Jon,

I had a mouthful of pills.

I-I don't have the courage to
talk to anyone else about it.

Friday at 100.
It's my lunch hour.

I will have lunch with you
as a friend.

Thank you.

Eddie And where
did you meet this one?

10 bucks says
his breast cancer support group,

and if I'm right, you're gross.

And you're 10 bucks richer.

What?

It's just...

Gary Who was that?

Someone from my past.

You haven't told me anything.

What are you so scared of?

This is just supposed to be fun.

Well, right now,
this is not fun,

so maybe come back when it is.

Are you having an affair?

When you and Delilah
were having sex.

Who else knows?

No one knows.

Eddie
Katherine found out about us.

Gary and Rome know, too.

How could you?

If I buy you another pepper mill
that looks just like that...

Pizza is served.

Woman Yes!

I mean, honestly.

Len. Lenny

How's your dad doing?

Didn't sleep great,
so his memory's not good.

Sitting right here...
with an empty glass in my hand.

Well, on the plus side,

he doesn't remember
he's a pain in the ass.

Here ya go, Len. Thank you.

And I'm not a pain in the ass.

Hearing's great, by the way.

Soph, you're just in time.

Len, tell your granddaughter
about how I met her mom.

I know what you're doing.
You're quizzing me.

I am not.

I just like reliving the moment
that I met your daughter.

Can we not?

I've heard this story
a thousand times.

Can I just go
hang with my friends?

No, no, no, no, no, no.
You know the rule.

Friday nights, we eat at home,

but everybody's invited
to pizza night.

And make them hear the story?

Yeah, then they won't be
my friends.

It all started in an airport.

God.

There we go! God.

He was on his way to L.A., and
she was on her way to France.

Okay, can we just eat?

Hey, if we didn't meet at
the airport, you wouldn't exist.

That's right.
Everything happens for a reason.

Typically, a regional recurrence
after a mastectomy is...

Well, it can be a forerunner

for simultaneous
or subsequent metastases.

I bet you say that
to all the girls.

Given that your cancer is now
in your lymph nodes,

we need to move swiftly.

First surgery, then systemic
chemotherapy and radiation.

I've laid out
your treatment plan in here.

You understand
that you have cancer

regardless of whether or not
you take this, right?

Yeah.

Um...

i-if I do nothing, no treatment,

how long do I have
before it gets bad?

Best guess...

Three to six months before
your symptoms progress.

And after that... how long?

If you do absolutely nothing?

You won't live beyond a year.

I just broke your nose
in nine places!

You may stop, but you will never
smell the roses.

Just broke your tibia.

It's ankle socks
from here on out.

I just shattered your stevia!

Isn't that
an artificial sweetener?

What do you know? You're 12.

Hey. Hey, hey. You ready to go
to the restaurant?

No, I can't go. I can't go.

Kids are off from school.
I think Danny has a fever.

I shouldn't leave him alone
with Sophie.

I'm not sick.

D, we discussed this.
Contractor starts Monday.

Regina's finalizing
the layout today.

You're the designer,
so you should be there.

No, I shouldn't.

Kid, I'm gonna need you
to grab me

a chocolate milk
from the garage fridge.

Get yourself one as well,
but let's be clear.

If there is only one left,
it's mine.

Bye, Daniel.

Goodbye, Gary-san.

You got to stop avoiding Regina.

It's been a week.

I get it. Your adult playdates
with Eddie... upsetting.

But she's your best friend,
and you've got to talk to her.

I did. I sent her
a bunch of texts.

She didn't reply.

Okay, if Eddie and I can come
together and talk,

like the evolved humans
that we are,

then you two definitely can.

You and Eddie got into
a hockey fight

10 feet away from Bobby Orr
and you haven't spoken since.

Okay, but...

I fist-bumped Mr. Orr.

Actually, I-I bumped
his high five. He... And...

Then he shook my fist,
and that was awkward.

But... Ooh, I'm sorry.
Got to take this.

Hello? Rome Hey.

How's it going over there?

I like chicken.

Is she right there?

Chicken sounds great.

Well, take a look
at the chicken.

Is she an... Why am I talking
in code? Is she pissed off?

It's a 12-piece, Colonel.

Well, push through, because
I'm done losing friends, okay?

And once these two kiss and
make up, they'll be thanking us.

There'll be high-fives
and fist bumps all around.

Unless, of course, it's you,
at which point,

they'll be like a combination
of both... Weird.

Stay strong. Okay, I gotta go.

So... big day.

Yep. Big day.

Designing your own restaurant,
second chance at your dream.

It's gonna be even bigger and better and badder than...
You're doing that thing where you talk a lot for no reason.

Sorry.

Speaking of second chances...

We talked about this.

I know, but she's
your business partner,

not to mention your best friend.

Jon left that restaurant
to the both of you.

Yeah, well,
I am guessing he did that

before she slept
with his best friend.

Sorry. Gotta get to work.

You might as well wipe
the counter with E. Coli.

Katherine, what are we doing?

I have a meeting near Theo's
school, so I can do pickup.

That's not what
I'm talking about.

I know, Eddie.
That's as far as I've gotten.

I don't know where we go
from here.

I'm still trying to figure out
how we got here.

I could blame it all
on you and Delilah, but...

the truth is, we were broken
long before that.

Whoo!

Thank you, Boston!
We're the Red Ferns!

We love you! Whoo!

- Whoa!
- Whoo!

Awesome!

Amazing! Mwah!

- My God!
- Whoo.

Congratulations, man!
Thank you! Thank you!

You killed it!

They are screaming for you, man!

Also, this!

I gave a Russian chick
a backstage pass.

Not a euphemism.

And if she asks,
I am your drummer.

- Okay. But do me a favor.
- Yeah?

Don't be my drummer
until after the encore.

Whoo!

Whoo! Baby.

That last one was for you.

And this next one's gonna be
for our unborn child,

little baby Milton.

I know he was
your favorite uncle.

We're talking about that name.

Give it to us!

Thank you, Boston!

Theo Can I have pancakes?

- Hey!
- Hey!

Little man! Hey.

Yes, you can have pancakes.

Daddy makes the best pancakes.

I do.

- Hello?
- Ashley.

Hi. Thank you.

More mail from the office,

the bank statements
that you asked for,

and, Jon's dry-cleaning.

Thank God. Just in time.

Nice.

Yeah, I found the ticket
in my car.

It just felt weird
not picking it up.

Maybe we could give these
to Goodwill.

I think Jon would like that.

No.

We're not giving
Dad's stuff away.

Well, this is super fun,
but the restaurant awaits.

Time to stop stalling, D.

I can't... I can't go.

He really did feel warm
this morning.

He feels warm because he's been
fake karate-chopping me

for the last 20 minutes.

If you have to go somewhere,
I can look after Danny.

Ashley here can look after Danny
and his non-fever.

So will you please grab
your lady things?

Thanks, Ashley.

We'll be back this afternoon.

Hey, what's the plan
for dinner tonight?

It's Friday.

Pizza night?

I thought we could try
the Thai place on Beacon,

do something new.

I love you, guys. Be good.

Does Regina even know
I'm coming?

Of course she does.

And she's in a very good place
about it.

Whoa! J-Just...

wanted to confirm that
we're definitely not, like,

working through anything here?

I'm fine.

In fact, I'm great, because
now I can tell the contractor

that there is brick
behind this wall.

That is great news.

So, listen, funny story.

I may have told Gary that we
were stopping by this morning,

and he may have told Delilah...

and I think they might come by.

Wait. You think
they might come by?

That's them. Babe, you didn't.

I know you're upset, but I also
know that you are hurting.

Talk to her.

Okay, well, did it ever occur
to you that I'm avoiding her

because maybe I might say
something that I can't take back?

Do you want to start
by marking the walls

that we want to come down?

Sounds good.

We could knock down the wall
to the kitchen

and, make it open concept?

Sure.

Or not. Or not.

Can you believe this?

You reached out to Eddie yet?
No.

You want to talk about it? No.

Yeah, I can believe this.

He broke bro code.
It's different.

This is ridiculous.
You won't even look at me.

I know you're angry.

What I did, what we did
was wrong, but...

there's just... there's...
There's things about my marriage

that you didn't know.

Jon was working all the time,
but even when he was home,

he wasn't... he wasn't there,

and he was really distant
for the last two years.

I felt invisible,
and Eddie saw me.

Okay, I should've told you.
I'm sorry.

That's why you're mad?

I'm mad because
if you had told me,

then maybe I could've
been there for you.

Maybe I could've
been there for Jon.

But now he's gone.

Because of me.

That's good. At least you, um...
You said it.

It's...

I think this was a mistake.
I-I shouldn't have come.

D.

You should do the restaurant
without me.

I'm done.

Is this when we get the
fist bumps and the high-fives?

Dad, all I'm saying is
that while I'm driving,

you need to not touch the wheel.

And all I'm saying is
you need to commit

to honking the horn more.

Maybe you trust me
to drive myself.

I was in the neighborhood.

Right, Soph?

Whatever it is, I take his side.

Hey, sweetie.

Where is...

The boy.

Um... Danny.

Danny!
Yes, I know my grandson's name!

Sorry. I'm just...

I'm sorry.

It's okay. He's upstairs.

Danny's upstairs,
and he's excited to see you.

Who put this back up?

I did.

You're so worried
about your dad.

How about you worry about mine?

What does that mean?

Come on, Mom.

We all see it.

Every day, you push away
more and more of him.

God, I mean,
for the past two Fridays,

there's been some excuse
not to do pizza night...

Dad's night.

I used to hate Fridays.

But now...

all I want is to be bored
by Grandpa's stories

while waiting for Dad's pizza.

I want to remember him.

Why... Why don't you?

I...

I was...

I was just trying
to protect you.

Yeah, well, doesn't feel
like you're protecting us.

It feels like
you're erasing him.

Hey, stranger.

Hi.

You okay?

Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

Admittedly, my birthday,
makes me a little crazy,

and also, I don't know
if you heard,

but there's been some
non-consensual wife swapping...

happening in the friend group.

I heard. I'm sorry.

You sure you're okay?

Um, it's just...

this morning, I had to go...

Hey, Gare-Bear.

Rebecca.

Long time.

It's been... It's been a while.

You look good.

It's been a good, long while.

Yeah, well, I just got back from
this six-week intense detox.

I mean, you would not believe
the amount of mucoid plaque

that came out of me. Wow.

Wow.

That's a lot to process.
Yeah. Yeah, it was.

But, you know, honestly,
I've never felt better.

My insides are
literally glowing.

You should...

you should see them. Mazing.

Hi, Rebecca. I'm Maggie.

Hi, Maggie. Welcome.

I wouldn't if I were you.

Gluten wreaks havoc
on the adrenals.

Good to know.

Anyway, missed you, Gare-Bear.

Now that I'm back, we should get
some non-GMO tapas.

Or, you know, there's always
our spot in the bathroom.

Okay. I can explain.

Explain what, exactly?

That hooking up with survivors
in the church bathroom

is your go-to move?

Don't bother.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

I knew that
you had intimacy issues,

but sleeping your way through
women with an expiration date

is pathetic.

That's not fair.

Technically, these women
are in remission.

Wow.

Hey, you know what?
You don't get to be upset.

You said we were
just having fun.

You keep asking for rain checks

when your boyfriend in
the windbreaker shows up.

Ex-boyfriend,
and it's a bomber jacket.

Maggie, you insisted
that there is no us!

You know what, Gary?!
You're right!

I don't have any reason
to be upset,

because I knew exactly
who you were

the moment I fell
for your go-to move.

Let me ask you something.

When you acted like you were
afraid to take your shirt off,

is that just another move
to get inside me?

Eddie Wasn't Tamara the one
with the acai berries

and the vitamin cleanse?

Jon Yeah, she had me paying
$847,000 a month for juice.

First of all,
it's pronounced sah-ee.

So, that's an embarrassing
moment for Ed.

And secondly, she was
very spirited, okay?

Who wants more sangria?

No, Len.

Eddie doesn't drink, remember?

Eddie It's okay.

Hey, you didn't have to
embarrass my dad like that.

I was just trying
to keep my friend

with the drinking problem
from drinking.

He...
Of course, answer the phone.

Hey.

Everything I do is to
take care of this family.

Tell me you have good news.

Hi. I'm heading out.

Thanks for looking after
the kids.

They, um... They love you.

Well, it's mutual.

You know...

my dad died when I was not
that much older than Sophie.

I'm sorry.

I... I didn't know.

Yeah. I was...

Afterwards,
I was kind of a mess.

Soph's not mad at you.

She's mad at the world.

The thing is,
she should be mad at me.

She's right.

I have been hiding him away...

Everything, everything
that reminds me of him.

I just...
I've been telling myself

that it's because
it's too painful for the kids.

Truth is,
it's too painful for me.

How could I do this to him?

Come on. Love is weird.

You know, we don't always get
to choose who and how we love.

Sometimes, it chooses us.

Hey, babe, how you doing?

You know, compartmentalizing
by way of mushroom tartlets.

Listen, I'm sorry this morning
was such a disaster.

It's my fault, I...
No, it wasn't.

It's mine.

Some things are better
left unsaid.

No, you were just speaking
your truth, and...

Hey, I'm just about to head
into the edit suite,

but I'll be home
in a couple of hours.

Can we talk then?

Sure. I love you.

I love you, too. Bye.

So, how is speaking your truth going?
Yeah, super good.

Cats don't blink like people do.

Good to know.

So, if you get into
a staring contest with a cat,

you're gonna lose.

Sophie. Hey.

Um...

I just was wondering
if Eddie had time to jam.

Um...

God, I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have come.

Don't be silly.
You're always welcome here.

You know that. Come on in.

Theo was just telling me
about cats.

They don't blink like people do.

All right, Sully, come on.

Let's do this.

Sorry, Eddie, you're done.

Are you kidding? No, no,
no, Jon, I got him.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I found him.

Okay, tell Katherine
we'll meet you there.

Thanks, Sully.

Did you call him?
Is this what this is?

Sully, you don't call him.
The customer's always right.

Fill me up, man. Come on.
You're done. Let's go.

Why would I go anywhere
with you, Gary?

Because Katherine's
in labor, okay?

You're gonna be a father.

Rome And I'm sitting here,
listening to these ad execs

tell me that we need to
"feel the thirst."

And all I can think is,
"What am I doing?"

The best years of my life have
been spent making people care

"about soda, pizza,
and kitty litter."

That's it. That's my life,
and it's killing me.

I didn't mean...

It's just a saying.

Is it?

There's, um, a study they did
a while back about people

who survived jumping off
the Brooklyn Bridge.

Only 1% survived.

But of that 1%,

100% regretted it
the moment they jumped.

One of the survivors that they
interviewed said something

that I have been thinking
about, um... a lot lately,

and she said, "It's not that
I don't want to live."

It's that I don't want
to live like this."

Regina's pursuing her dream.

When are you gonna pursue yours?

Now's not the time, you know?

With the new restaurant,

we need that Shasta money now
more than ever.

Isn't that a decision
you should make together?

I mean... last I checked,

you were the one
with the mouthful of pills.

Eddie?

Damn, it is you.

Sully!

W-Wh... Man, it's been...

It's been ages, yeah.

Yo, what are you doing here?

Well...

I have been thinking about
maybe performing again,

getting back on stage.

Um, I have all these new songs
I've been working on.

I thought you gave
that all up, man.

Yeah, so did I.

Gary I'm an actuary, Evelyn.

I do this for a living.

Okay, okay.

How much do you think
his life is worth?

500 gran... Come on.

Live in the world.
We've done this dance before.

That number is 248K, tops.

He was a 29-year-old barista

living at home
with his parents, okay?

I've got two words for you...
Basement, bedroom.

Ksshhhhhh.

That's it. That's what he did
all day long.

Ksshhhhh.

No. I'm not in a mood.

I'm simply telling you
what the chart says.

All right. Hit me back.

Maggie Hey, it's Maggie.
Leave me a message.

Hey, babe. How was post?

Good.

Actually...

Actually, it wasn't.

I know that now
is not a good time,

and we need the money more now
than ever with the restaurant,

but I can't.

I can't. I-I can't do it.

Can't do what? I hate my job.

I hate it.
I hate myself for doing it.

I hate the people
that I work with.

It's soul-crushing!

I want to quit my job,
and I want to make my movie.

That's what you should do, then.

What about money, Gina?

Look, we don't have kids.

We can sell this place,
rent something cheaper.

W-We'll figure it out.

Yeah? Yeah.

Look, I didn't realize
it was this bad.

I'm sorry I didn't see it.

I-I just...

I-I should've seen it.

I should've seen it.

Hey. You're Maggie's friend.

I'm Tom.

Gary. Nice to meet you.

She's, - She's not home.

Grape soda. How vintage.

Yeah, well, you know Maggie's
obsession with all things grape.

Totally.

That's actually the first thing
she and I talked about

in our breast cancer
support group.

You have breast cancer, too?

I did, yeah. Guys get it.

It's a thing, dude.

Well, then you know what
she's going through.

Um... I-I'm just in town
for a few days.

I thought I'd drop off
a little care package.

And it can't be easy staring
down another round of treatment.

Nope.

No, it can't.

I'm gonna leave this inside.

Can you just let her know
that I stopped by?

I sure will. All right, man.

Regina
You're doing it all wrong.

Pizza night,
or everything else in my life?

I'm sorry, D.

You were hurting and in pain,
and I didn't see it.

And maybe I didn't
want to see it.

You didn't see it
because I didn't let you.

I'm so ashamed, Gina,

so ashamed of what I've done.

I-I can't...
I can't keep pushing him away.

It's just... It's not
fair to the kids.

You know what's not fair
to the kids...

is this store-bought crust.

If we're gonna do pizza night,
we're gonna do it right.

Gary, whatever this is,
I am not in the mood for it.

Well, Maggie,
you won't return my calls.

And I want to talk about
the night in the bathroom.

Well, I don't.

Well, you could listen.

Please?

Thank you.

Yes, okay?

The answer is... Yes, I've been
in that bathroom before.

Yes, I've been with women
in that bathroom before.

Yeah, and this is the part where
you tell me that I'm different?

No.

This is the part where I tell
you that I'm different.

I don't think you are.

I know I'm a-a therapist,

and my whole job is about
helping people change, but...

I don't think you can.

You should go.

Katherine
Eddie should be home soon.

I may not be able to jam
with you like Eddie,

but I'm an attorney.

So anything you tell me
could technically fall

under attorney-client privilege.

I just had a huge fight
with my mom.

You know,
ever since my dad died,

she's been pretending
like everything's normal.

Except it's not normal,
and it never will be.

I know. It's hard.

I can't even imagine what
you are all going through.

Sometimes she'll go into her
bathroom and turn on the shower

so that I won't hear her crying.

It's not easy
being the strong one,

being the responsible one.

But I promise you,

everything your mom does,

she does out of love.

And sometimes putting on
a brave face

and pretending
everything is fine...

that's the hardest job of all.

Hey.

Hey.

Sophie dropped by
for an impromptu lesson.

Sophie, that is some dedication.

What do you say
you go set up out back?

Yeah.

Thanks, Katherine.

Anytime, Soph.

Hey, um...

this morning,
you asked how we got here.

When my life went to hell...

and I got thrown out
of the band, you stepped up.

You were the strong one
when I couldn't be.

I put you in a situation
you never asked to be in,

and I am so sorry for that.

Thank you for saying that.

You better go. Sophie's waiting.

That was...

some of our best work.

Yeah, definitely.

What's going on in there?

Nothing. Why?

This morning, um,

before you-know-who
came to the support group,

just kind of seemed like
you wanted to tell me something.

I can't remember.

Must not have been important.

You should get that, Gare-Bear.

You're not calling me Gare-Bear.

That's not...

That's not gonna be a thing.

Yes, it is.

Tom What are you doing, Maggie?

Look at this place.
You haven't even unpacked.

Okay, Tom.

It's because I don't know
if it's worth it.

I mean, how much longer
do I have to live?

I'm scared, okay?

I'm scared to start treatment
all over again.

Give me time.

You don't have time.

Gary Hey, it's Delilah.

She wants us to come over
for pizza tonight.

Your call.
What should I tell her?

Yeah, let's do it.

Thank you.

Of course, Sophie.

You're back just in time
for dinner.

We're having pizza night.

We are?

Thanks for letting me know
where she was

and driving her home.

Of course.

We'll let you get back to it.

Yeah, we got to head out.

We're just gonna grab
some dinner.

Come on, pal.

How come we can't stay?

I love pizza night.

I don't know if that's
such a good idea tonight, bud.

But it's Friday.

Uncle Jon and Aunt D always
have us over on Friday.

Yeah.

It is Friday.

Well, you know what Jon
used to say about pizza night.

Everyone's invited.

Yes!

Is this what we're doing now?

Just being big people?

Yeah. Maybe you should try it.

I'm gonna...
I'm right behind you.

Yeah.

How you doing?

That depends.

How we doing?

We've been better.

But we're gonna try
and get back there.

Hi, Maggie. Hey, Sophie.

Hey. Hey.

Um... I just want to say that
I know it can't be easy,

but I'm glad you're here.

Yeah, thanks.

And I didn't realize
with you and Eddie...

Look, I didn't realize
everything that was going on,

and I'm sorry
I wasn't there for you.

What?

It's just, even now, after
everything that's happened,

Jon's still finding a way
to make me feel welcome.

Ooh.

You get a Shasta.

And you get a Shasta.

And you get a Shasta! Whoa!

Enjoy 'em, people,
because I quit my job!

- What?
- What?

- Yeah.
- What is this?

Okay, so what does this mean?

This means that,
no matter what it takes,

I'm gonna make my movie.

- Yes. Yes!
- I know!

Gary What?

Thank you. Thank you.

And what, pray tell,
inspired this move?

A very special woman in my life.

All right.

You guys can start seeing
each other.

Thank you.

You should do it.

- To Jon.
- To Jon.

Um, Grandpa, Dad...

Soph, it's okay.

Dad, tell the story
of how Jon and I met.

It all started in an airport.

He was on his way to L.A.,

and she was on her way
to France.