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Okay, everybody.
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We're starting in ten minutes.
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Ten minutes to start!
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Come on, Gabe, triathlon's
about to start!
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Hey, Max. How are you, honey?
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- Who's that?
- That is Ava.
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She works at the club.
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- She's pretty.
- Yeah, she is.
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Lookit, there's Mom.
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- Whoo! Hey, boys.
- Yes.
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- Hello.
- Whoo!
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It's almost time.
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You've got to give her a pep talk.
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Okay, lay it on me, kids.
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- Try to be a gracious loser.
- Yeah?
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Remember what happened last year?
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The police will not
always be so gracious.
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Okay, I'm feeling it. Put it here.
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Great talk, great talk, great talk.
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- Whoo!
- Go get 'em.
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I got this.
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Dr. Millicent Silvano...
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- Watch out, people!
- Hello...
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Coming through, coming
through, coming through.
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And welcome, everybody,
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to St. Matthew's Free
Clinic annual triathlon.
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Even County General,
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who this year will eat our dust, losers.
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I digress.
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LA's hospitals have contributed
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their finest tricyclists,
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hippity hoppers, and roller skaters...
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Woo-hoo!
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To this fierce sporting spectacle.
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The clinic gets the entry fee,
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the winner gets the bragging rights.
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So, does every tricyclist have a bedpan?
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Okay.
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Ready, steady...
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Go!
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Go, Forester! Go!
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Oh, man down!
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Hey, Marty.
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Grab your big ball and get in position.
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There's this stupid
story about last year's intern.
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The hippity hopper who
dropped the bedpan.
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They eventually found her body, right?
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Her body?
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Yeah.
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Her career?
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No.
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Oh, God.
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Doctor? Nurse?
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- Administrator?
- Consultant.
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Oh, that's how you spell "ringer."
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- Give it to me!
- Here!
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Whoa! Back off.
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Yeah, go, Mom!
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Go, Alex! Go, Alex!
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Don't, I'm pregnant!
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Ha, ha, ha!
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Hey!
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Don't screw this up, Alex!
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Hey!
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Come on, Alex!
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Yes, come on, Alex!
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Sorry, are you okay?
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My backside's a bit sore.
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Would a kiss make it better?
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Whoo!
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That's right, baby! I won.
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Alex, Alex! Are you really pregnant?
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I'm just... I'm gonna get you water.
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- Hey, babe.
- Hey.
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- Sorry, I'm kind of busy.
- Yeah, we're swamped, I know.
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I'm so sorry I upset you.
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Yeah, it was a joke. I get it.
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I like to win. I won!
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And sometimes I say things, and...
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Look, Al, it's all good.
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Yeah?
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Exam room two.
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All right, looks normal.
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- Hi, I'm Dr. Panttiere.
- Hi.
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I know you.
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I work at the Waiting Room part time.
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- Right.
- You put down "dance teacher."
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Was.
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When it gets slow, Brian
lets me wait tables.
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You didn't finish filling out the form.
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Here, sorry. Hospital rules.
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The part where it asks male or female?
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- Your form needs more boxes.
- Ah.
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I was assigned male at birth,
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but I've always identified female.
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I take hormones and I'm in transition.
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Cool.
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Which pronouns do you prefer?
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"She" and "her." Thanks for asking.
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Of course. Okay, where does it hurt?
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It's just along my ribs here.
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Okay.
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Excuse me.
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There's some contusions.
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I'm gonna press lightly along your ribs.
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Okay? See if there's a fracture.
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Let me know if there's any sharp pain.
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The whole area is just sore.
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What's this?
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That's my right breast.
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No, the hard tissue.
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I want to do a fine needle aspiration
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and some imaging studies to be sure.
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It might be nothing, maybe
just fibrous tissue,
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but let's not take any chances.
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Ji-Sung will schedule the appointments,
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and once we get your
results, we'll take it from there.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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Hey, excuse me.
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Didn't we collide at the track?
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A woman never forgets a
man that makes her see stars.
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Do you need to see a doctor?
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Just did. All better.
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- That's beautiful ink.
- Yeah, thanks,
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- I'm a tattoo artist.
- Really?
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No way.
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Tribal, portrait, floral, geometric?
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What's your specialty?
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- Transformative.
- Wow.
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I fractured my
forearm; the scar was permanent.
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- So I did this.
- That's beautiful.
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People come to me with
scars, amputations,
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things that make them feel unattractive.
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So I take those wounds and
transform them into beauty.
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Do you ever transform old tattoos?
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All the time.
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All right, I've got
something I want to show you.
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- Is it a tattoo?
- Yes.
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- I didn't mean...
- Uh-huh, no.
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- Sorry.
- Call me.
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I want to see what you've got.
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Still talking tattoos?
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I thought Brian was back.
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He's got another couple days.
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But it looks like
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he's going to get that
club, fingers crossed.
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Well, you're a very good boyfriend
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and a hell of a husband, should
you need a reference.
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Hey, Ava.
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I've been trying to reach you all week.
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You missed two appointments.
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- I've been busy.
- Hey, if you need time off...
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And you haven't returned my calls.
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Ava, the
cytopathology report is worrisome.
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There are some atypical cells.
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It doesn't mean cancer,
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but we need to do a
more definitive biopsy,
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sample more of the tissue
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to find out if cancer is present or not.
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Dr. Zhang is the best
breast surgeon in the business.
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I personally
recruited him from Baltimore.
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His incisions are tiny and
they heal beautifuly.
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How does he feel about trans women?
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The same way he feels about any woman,
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or I wouldn't let him
near my hospital. Okay?
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Come on, after
everything you've been through?
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You know, caught early, most
breast cancers are curable.
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But the fear of letting that
cancer spread and metastasize?
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That bitch kills.
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I'm glad we caught this early.
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Oh, no, Ava.
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How long have you known?
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Well, I had... I had a little lump
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when I was still a boy,
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but I didn't think that
men could get breast cancer.
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Breast cancer doesn't respect gender.
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Has there been any
significant growth recently?
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Yes.
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This is your room.
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You remember Ji-Sung.
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She'll help you get settled in.
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Hello again.
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Your skin is beautiful.
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No, that's... that's crazy.
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Really?
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- Your pores are really tiny.
- You know what, you can go.
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- I got this.
- Yeah, just...
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Thank you.
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How tiny are they?
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It's very kind of you to meet me here.
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Oh, no problem.
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It's on my upper back.
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So...
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Jesse, nakedness goes with the job.
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I can handle your bare back.
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Okay.
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Ah, outline of a hat.
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- Yeah.
- Is that a bowler derby?
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Sort of.
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Which signifies?
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Just a crazy moment.
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Ah, was it a girl?
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Could be a guy, I'm not judgey.
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It's complicated, but,
uh, yeah, it was for a girl.
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Hmm.
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But she never actually saw it, so...
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Not much shading and
the lines are clean.
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You could get it lasered off.
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No, I don't want to
pretend it didn't happen.
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But I think it's time to move on.
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Okay, then.
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I have some design software.
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I could show you some possibilities.
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Mind if I take some photos?
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Sure, that's what they all say.
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Ah.
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Wrong room.
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Okay, people. You know the drill.
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Budget distribution comes down
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to relative value
units for each department.
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So, rack up the points.
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Because medical care
and World of Warcraft
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have so much in common.
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What kinds of points were
you racking up yesterday, Jesse?
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Sorry?
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I walked into an examination room
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and there he was, half naked with
a woman touching his body.
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Wait, half naked?
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- Which half?
- It's not like that.
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She's a tattoo artist.
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Wait a second, you've got tats?
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A tat. I've got one tat.
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- Do I want to see it?
- That's not gonna happen.
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- Oh, he's ashamed of it.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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There's nothing to be ashamed of.
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Completely innocent question.
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Is this an imaginary tattoo?
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Yeah.
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You're not gonna let this go, are you?
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- No.
- Show us.
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Yeah, show us.
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All right, sure.
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You're really gonna take it off.
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Oh, he's taking it off.
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- Oh, God.
- Oh, my God.
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What's that, an Afro? Or...
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A hat?
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- What is that?
- I like it.
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It's edgy and it's English.
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Wait, is it ironic, or what? I don't...
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Did you lose a bet? Nerd alert.
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So how about you, Panttiere?
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A bowler hat?
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Okay.
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Must mean something.
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- Okay, that is not true.
- Yep, it is.
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- You're just lying to me.
- No, I'm not.
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Dad! Dad!
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It's not fair.
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I'm the oldest, so I
get to slice the cake.
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- Right?
- Not fair.
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The oldest gets to slice the cake.
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Oh, yeah! What did I tell you?
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While the youngest gets first pick.
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- Dad!
- Oh!
267
00:12:16,881 --> 00:12:19,081
So I would make sure
that both those slices
268
00:12:19,116 --> 00:12:21,784
of cake are completely equal.
269
00:12:21,819 --> 00:12:23,585
Why would you even say that?
270
00:12:23,620 --> 00:12:25,186
That's not even a
part... you're just making this up.
271
00:12:25,221 --> 00:12:26,754
By the way, this is your one hour
272
00:12:26,790 --> 00:12:28,355
of video games for
the night. Are you sure
273
00:12:28,391 --> 00:12:30,391
you want to spend it arguing
about a piece of cake?
274
00:12:31,695 --> 00:12:34,628
Man, you are a natural-born father.
275
00:12:36,532 --> 00:12:38,979
Well, I've always kind of
grooved to the crazy kids.
276
00:12:39,142 --> 00:12:41,501
Did you always know you wanted them?
277
00:12:41,536 --> 00:12:43,070
Yeah.
278
00:12:43,105 --> 00:12:44,437
How about you?
279
00:12:45,850 --> 00:12:47,774
I mean, kids were
never that important to me.
280
00:12:47,810 --> 00:12:49,442
My sisters got two, I
mean, they're great kids.
281
00:12:49,477 --> 00:12:50,711
But it was never like
282
00:12:50,746 --> 00:12:52,813
I had to have one, you know?
283
00:12:52,848 --> 00:12:54,981
Yeah, Alex is pretty
clear about the fact that...
284
00:12:55,017 --> 00:12:56,349
That, I do know.
285
00:12:58,152 --> 00:12:59,552
Before she agreed to go out with me,
286
00:12:59,553 --> 00:13:01,153
she said I needed to know three things.
287
00:13:01,189 --> 00:13:03,789
One, she spits on other
people when she gets excited.
288
00:13:03,825 --> 00:13:06,892
She hates being called "Alexandra."
289
00:13:06,928 --> 00:13:10,029
And she's done having kids.
290
00:13:10,064 --> 00:13:12,998
And you said okay.
291
00:13:13,034 --> 00:13:15,566
It's okay. Things change, Pierce.
292
00:13:17,237 --> 00:13:20,205
I mean, I love Alex.
293
00:13:22,042 --> 00:13:24,275
And I want kids.
294
00:13:24,310 --> 00:13:26,745
You said it out loud. How'd that feel?
295
00:13:26,780 --> 00:13:28,546
I don't know, I don't know.
296
00:13:28,581 --> 00:13:29,948
Give it to me!
297
00:13:29,983 --> 00:13:31,349
Do I want to know?
298
00:13:31,384 --> 00:13:32,582
Both: No.
299
00:13:39,024 --> 00:13:40,657
Your flash mob would have rocked.
300
00:13:40,692 --> 00:13:41,959
Maybe next year.
301
00:13:41,994 --> 00:13:43,326
When I was a dance teacher...
302
00:13:43,362 --> 00:13:44,427
You taught dance?
303
00:13:44,463 --> 00:13:47,564
Mostly kids, so sweet.
304
00:13:47,599 --> 00:13:49,531
Why did you give it up?
305
00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:51,667
Well, one summer Mr. Andy went away
306
00:13:51,702 --> 00:13:54,570
and Ms. Ava came back.
307
00:13:54,605 --> 00:13:57,173
That was a little hard
to explain to the parents,
308
00:13:57,208 --> 00:14:00,309
so the studio let me go.
309
00:14:00,344 --> 00:14:03,980
I still miss it.
310
00:14:04,015 --> 00:14:05,281
Well, anyways.
311
00:14:05,316 --> 00:14:08,216
Do me proud and show me your moves.
312
00:14:08,252 --> 00:14:10,252
- Ready? Okay.
- Right.
313
00:14:10,287 --> 00:14:12,254
- Five, six, seven...
- Ready?
314
00:14:12,289 --> 00:14:15,223
In pre-op, we're supposed
to help the patients relax,
315
00:14:15,259 --> 00:14:17,725
which is why you're all leaving.
316
00:14:17,761 --> 00:14:20,195
Get out of here. Farewell, hookers.
317
00:14:20,230 --> 00:14:21,797
- You mean "hoofers."
- No.
318
00:14:21,832 --> 00:14:25,099
Um, Ava, you can't wear
makeup in surgery.
319
00:14:25,134 --> 00:14:26,901
I need to get a nurse to take it off.
320
00:14:26,936 --> 00:14:29,736
Please, I can deal with anything
if I feel beautiful.
321
00:14:29,772 --> 00:14:30,873
It's hospital rules.
322
00:14:30,981 --> 00:14:33,740
Anesthesiologist needs to see
the color of your skin and lips
323
00:14:33,776 --> 00:14:36,510
to make sure your
blood is properly oxygenated.
324
00:14:38,747 --> 00:14:41,647
If it's your kids you should take it.
325
00:14:41,683 --> 00:14:44,617
One quick text, and thank you.
326
00:14:44,652 --> 00:14:47,053
You promise you won't laugh?
327
00:14:47,088 --> 00:14:48,621
I want four kids,
328
00:14:48,656 --> 00:14:50,756
a mini van, and to be, like,
329
00:14:50,792 --> 00:14:52,692
the most glamorous soccer mom
330
00:14:52,727 --> 00:14:54,560
that all the other moms hate.
331
00:14:54,595 --> 00:14:56,035
Oh, you don't need to be glamorous.
332
00:14:56,064 --> 00:14:57,529
They'll still hate you.
333
00:14:57,564 --> 00:15:00,332
Because you work, and
bring lousy snacks,
334
00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:02,367
and once, one time,
335
00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:04,803
I parked in the handicap
spot because I was running late.
336
00:15:06,207 --> 00:15:08,406
Four kids?
337
00:15:08,442 --> 00:15:10,742
Big families are the best.
338
00:15:10,777 --> 00:15:12,110
Are you gonna have more?
339
00:15:12,146 --> 00:15:15,246
I thought I was done, but my boyfriend
340
00:15:15,281 --> 00:15:17,781
and I have some
issues we need to explore.
341
00:15:17,817 --> 00:15:21,285
Oh.
342
00:15:21,321 --> 00:15:22,653
Ava used the words "makeover."
343
00:15:22,688 --> 00:15:26,324
I don't remember the rest.
344
00:15:26,359 --> 00:15:27,825
Am I... am I pretty?
345
00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:30,594
That lipstick is nice.
346
00:15:30,629 --> 00:15:32,262
But you can't wear any.
347
00:15:32,297 --> 00:15:33,396
I'm sorry.
348
00:15:33,431 --> 00:15:35,031
We're gonna have to take it off.
349
00:15:36,668 --> 00:15:39,569
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
350
00:15:39,604 --> 00:15:42,873
How about a compromise?
351
00:16:13,496 --> 00:16:15,768
- Hey.
- Bad memory.
352
00:16:18,238 --> 00:16:20,923
When I was still a
boy in the schoolyard.
353
00:16:21,357 --> 00:16:22,547
It's recess,
354
00:16:22,672 --> 00:16:25,605
and the boys don't pick me
for dodgeball and the girls
355
00:16:25,607 --> 00:16:27,507
don't want me touching their dolls,
356
00:16:27,509 --> 00:16:29,842
and recess just never ends.
357
00:16:32,179 --> 00:16:35,180
- Did you get the results yet?
- No, but...
358
00:16:35,182 --> 00:16:38,783
Can anything be done
about it until we do?
359
00:16:38,785 --> 00:16:41,353
Then allow me to live in hope.
360
00:16:41,355 --> 00:16:42,721
I love hope.
361
00:16:43,690 --> 00:16:48,060
I also love spa days.
362
00:16:48,062 --> 00:16:50,528
- Ding!
- Is that my makeup kit?
363
00:16:50,530 --> 00:16:51,662
Yeah. I figured a woman
364
00:16:51,664 --> 00:16:52,890
as pretty as you knows a thing
365
00:16:52,891 --> 00:16:55,299
or two about makeup, maybe
even threading eyebrows.
366
00:16:56,836 --> 00:16:58,536
We could do that.
367
00:16:58,538 --> 00:17:01,272
Or we could, and it's
just a suggestion here,
368
00:17:02,975 --> 00:17:05,343
get rid of your mustache.
369
00:17:05,345 --> 00:17:07,644
Both: Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
370
00:17:07,646 --> 00:17:09,513
I don't have a mustache.
371
00:17:11,450 --> 00:17:13,383
- Mm, mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
- Just little one.
372
00:17:14,853 --> 00:17:16,453
Mm-hmm.
373
00:17:18,690 --> 00:17:22,225
- No, a couple more minutes.
- It's itchy.
374
00:17:22,227 --> 00:17:25,161
- I think I'm done.
- Trust me.
375
00:17:25,163 --> 00:17:28,364
No one knows more about
hair removal than a trans woman.
376
00:17:30,568 --> 00:17:32,601
Go.
377
00:17:35,739 --> 00:17:37,573
You said you always knew.
378
00:17:37,575 --> 00:17:41,209
When did you let other people know?
379
00:17:41,211 --> 00:17:42,710
I was nine.
380
00:17:42,712 --> 00:17:44,212
And I got into my mother's makeup
381
00:17:44,214 --> 00:17:46,714
'cause I wanted to make
myself look pretty
382
00:17:46,716 --> 00:17:50,017
for Sunday night dinner with the family.
383
00:17:50,019 --> 00:17:52,620
They weren't even surprised.
384
00:17:52,622 --> 00:17:55,923
The thing is, I looked pretty.
385
00:17:55,925 --> 00:17:57,257
I looked right.
386
00:17:57,259 --> 00:17:59,693
- And you never had any doubts?
- Zero.
387
00:17:59,695 --> 00:18:01,528
I mean, I'm a woman.
388
00:18:01,530 --> 00:18:04,631
What nature
confused, hormones put right.
389
00:18:06,068 --> 00:18:07,568
Wow.
390
00:18:07,570 --> 00:18:09,069
In my entire life,
391
00:18:09,071 --> 00:18:11,705
I have never been that
sure about anything.
392
00:18:11,707 --> 00:18:13,373
I've noticed that about you.
393
00:18:13,375 --> 00:18:16,476
Yeah? Do you know what
I've noticed about you?
394
00:18:18,779 --> 00:18:20,213
Your muzzy was out of control.
395
00:18:20,215 --> 00:18:22,881
Whoa.
396
00:18:31,992 --> 00:18:35,193
- Hey.
- Hey.
397
00:18:42,769 --> 00:18:44,236
You're killing me.
398
00:18:44,238 --> 00:18:46,304
Am I making those smacky sounds again?
399
00:18:46,306 --> 00:18:49,173
You're not making any sound.
400
00:18:49,175 --> 00:18:51,242
You're the one who always
wants to talk about his feelings.
401
00:18:51,244 --> 00:18:52,510
What happened?
402
00:18:52,512 --> 00:18:54,645
I learned from you.
403
00:18:56,282 --> 00:18:58,782
Come on, Harrison. Talk.
404
00:19:01,154 --> 00:19:02,686
You were up front from the beginning
405
00:19:02,688 --> 00:19:04,755
and told me you
didn't want any more kids.
406
00:19:04,757 --> 00:19:07,657
And I was okay with
that, because I wanted you.
407
00:19:07,659 --> 00:19:10,426
On whatever terms, I wanted you.
408
00:19:10,428 --> 00:19:12,828
Okay, but now?
409
00:19:12,830 --> 00:19:16,766
The minute you said you
were pregnant, I saw her.
410
00:19:16,768 --> 00:19:18,901
Who?
411
00:19:18,903 --> 00:19:21,204
Our daughter.
412
00:19:24,275 --> 00:19:27,842
I'm holding her in my arms.
413
00:19:27,844 --> 00:19:32,281
She's got your smile, your eyes.
414
00:19:32,283 --> 00:19:34,783
She's got my great hair.
415
00:19:34,785 --> 00:19:36,885
She yelled at me for
making smacky sounds.
416
00:19:38,489 --> 00:19:41,121
She's beautiful.
417
00:19:45,228 --> 00:19:47,228
If you tell me you named her...
418
00:20:04,713 --> 00:20:06,680
Your patient's in trouble.
419
00:20:06,682 --> 00:20:09,048
We used your new 3D breast tomography...
420
00:20:09,050 --> 00:20:10,750
Great images, by the way.
421
00:20:10,752 --> 00:20:13,252
She's got a suspicious
lesion on the other breast
422
00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:16,154
that the digital mammogram missed.
423
00:20:16,156 --> 00:20:18,056
I biopsied both sides,
424
00:20:18,058 --> 00:20:21,260
and they both came back with
invasive ductal carcinoma.
425
00:20:21,262 --> 00:20:22,605
Poorly differentiated.
426
00:20:22,740 --> 00:20:25,063
Her genetic testing shows she
has a BRCA gene mutation.
427
00:20:25,065 --> 00:20:26,865
She's genetically male,
428
00:20:26,867 --> 00:20:29,167
and the BRCA 1 and 2 gene in men
429
00:20:29,169 --> 00:20:32,103
increases the risk of breast cancer.
430
00:20:32,105 --> 00:20:34,839
I'm gonna recommend a
bilateral mastectomy.
431
00:20:34,841 --> 00:20:36,173
- Yeah, of course.
- Because of
432
00:20:36,175 --> 00:20:37,875
the aggressive nature of the disease
433
00:20:37,877 --> 00:20:39,744
and the tumor size.
434
00:20:39,746 --> 00:20:41,212
I'll talk to her.
435
00:20:41,214 --> 00:20:43,348
You want me to do it?
436
00:20:43,350 --> 00:20:45,950
She's my patient, thank you.
437
00:20:47,453 --> 00:20:49,119
Good work.
438
00:20:49,121 --> 00:20:52,723
Alex, do it now.
439
00:21:03,828 --> 00:21:07,534
You want to cut off my breasts
and leave scars across my chest?
440
00:21:07,536 --> 00:21:11,505
There are reconstructive surgeries
and implants, Ava.
441
00:21:11,507 --> 00:21:14,706
Will the hormones that
I take allow me to grow
442
00:21:14,708 --> 00:21:16,375
my natural breasts back?
443
00:21:16,377 --> 00:21:17,242
No.
444
00:21:17,387 --> 00:21:19,678
I mean, the hormones, you
have to stop taking them.
445
00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,480
- What?
- Hormones can accelerate
446
00:21:21,482 --> 00:21:22,948
the growth of cancers in the body.
447
00:21:22,950 --> 00:21:24,683
Hormones don't cause cancer.
448
00:21:24,685 --> 00:21:27,119
No. Emphatically, no.
449
00:21:27,121 --> 00:21:28,485
But what we found,
450
00:21:28,486 --> 00:21:31,189
it could've already existed before
you began the transition.
451
00:21:31,191 --> 00:21:34,792
Continued use could accelerate
growth of cancer.
452
00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:37,462
Nothing is worth that.
453
00:21:37,464 --> 00:21:38,863
I'm sorry, Ava.
454
00:21:38,865 --> 00:21:40,532
We'll manage a gradual withdrawal,
455
00:21:40,534 --> 00:21:42,333
but you need to stop using hormones.
456
00:21:42,335 --> 00:21:45,836
You're telling me to give
up my identity as a woman.
457
00:21:45,838 --> 00:21:48,205
I'm telling you we
can fight this and win.
458
00:21:48,207 --> 00:21:50,006
Win what?
459
00:21:50,008 --> 00:21:52,643
Without my hormones, I
don't have my soft skin,
460
00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:55,912
I don't have my roundness, I
will not be a woman anymore.
461
00:21:55,914 --> 00:21:58,715
You need to do this.
462
00:22:04,289 --> 00:22:06,989
- Okay.
- So?
463
00:22:06,991 --> 00:22:09,024
There are a lot of possibilities.
464
00:22:11,929 --> 00:22:14,063
Is that a clown car?
465
00:22:14,065 --> 00:22:17,099
- Spaceship.
- Spaceship.
466
00:22:17,101 --> 00:22:18,867
I don't know, what would you choose?
467
00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:21,703
Come on, you're a tattoo artist.
468
00:22:21,705 --> 00:22:23,572
I want your professional opinion.
469
00:22:23,574 --> 00:22:25,607
This is why amateurs should not get ink
470
00:22:25,609 --> 00:22:28,376
without using their
mind or their spirit.
471
00:22:28,378 --> 00:22:30,445
Whoa, this took a turn, all right.
472
00:22:30,447 --> 00:22:34,349
Body art is the most
personal statement you can make.
473
00:22:34,351 --> 00:22:36,050
You're writing on your flesh
474
00:22:36,052 --> 00:22:39,220
to tell the world
something indelible about yourself.
475
00:22:39,222 --> 00:22:41,888
You don't ask another
person what that should be.
476
00:22:55,537 --> 00:22:57,604
This Maori tattoo,
477
00:23:00,575 --> 00:23:03,008
a boy from New Zealand.
478
00:23:06,214 --> 00:23:11,583
These bougainvilleas, a
cousin I lost too soon.
479
00:23:11,585 --> 00:23:17,222
This stupid
goldfish, summer theater camp.
480
00:23:17,224 --> 00:23:21,159
I regret nothing, especially
my mistakes.
481
00:23:22,630 --> 00:23:24,563
Your bowler hat?
482
00:23:24,565 --> 00:23:28,432
Something touched you so
deeply that you wanted a record of it,
483
00:23:28,434 --> 00:23:30,635
so you wrote it on your body.
484
00:23:30,637 --> 00:23:33,437
Not in glitter, but in ink.
485
00:23:33,439 --> 00:23:34,872
Permanent ink.
486
00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:40,177
Now you want to change that?
487
00:23:40,179 --> 00:23:43,781
Let's find the thing that you want more,
488
00:23:43,783 --> 00:23:46,215
and we'll write that on your body.
489
00:23:50,255 --> 00:23:52,322
You know, not a lot of therapists
490
00:23:52,324 --> 00:23:54,424
would let me have a
session while shooting hoops.
491
00:23:54,426 --> 00:23:57,661
I discovered it was the best way
492
00:23:57,663 --> 00:23:59,663
for my stepson to talk to me, too.
493
00:23:59,665 --> 00:24:01,598
I didn't know you had a son.
494
00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:05,467
Trevon was from my
ex-wife's first marriage.
495
00:24:05,469 --> 00:24:07,636
After we split, she
wouldn't let me see him.
496
00:24:07,638 --> 00:24:10,506
The woman has no
problem cleaning out my pockets
497
00:24:10,508 --> 00:24:12,874
to pay for his private school.
498
00:24:12,876 --> 00:24:14,142
Sorry, I had no idea.
499
00:24:14,144 --> 00:24:16,745
He's a good kid, so I deal.
500
00:24:18,716 --> 00:24:21,215
Well, before your marriage,
501
00:24:21,217 --> 00:24:23,718
how important was being a father to you?
502
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:27,622
Hmm, I couldn't imagine
it before it happened.
503
00:24:27,624 --> 00:24:29,757
Now I can't imagine
my life any other way.
504
00:24:34,897 --> 00:24:36,163
Am I missing something?
505
00:24:36,165 --> 00:24:37,831
Am I gonna regret not having kids?
506
00:24:37,833 --> 00:24:39,566
That's the question I should ask you.
507
00:24:39,568 --> 00:24:41,401
Do me a favor and don't.
508
00:24:41,403 --> 00:24:43,937
Any chance of Alex changing her mind?
509
00:24:48,544 --> 00:24:50,777
What are the chances
of you changing yours?
510
00:24:58,152 --> 00:24:59,719
Max, you got my message.
511
00:24:59,721 --> 00:25:02,187
Thanks for coming. I need
all the help I can get
512
00:25:02,189 --> 00:25:03,989
convincing Ava to have the surgery.
513
00:25:03,991 --> 00:25:05,891
Oh, uh, when was the last
time you talked to her?
514
00:25:05,893 --> 00:25:10,395
This afternoon. What's going on?
515
00:25:10,397 --> 00:25:11,763
There's not going to be any surgery.
516
00:25:11,765 --> 00:25:13,565
- Ava...
- I get it.
517
00:25:13,567 --> 00:25:15,767
I'm gonna die young and
it's not gonna be pretty.
518
00:25:15,769 --> 00:25:18,737
But I'm gonna die the
woman I was born to be.
519
00:25:18,739 --> 00:25:19,961
Will you talk to her?
520
00:25:20,104 --> 00:25:22,340
- You think I haven't tried?
- I don't understand.
521
00:25:22,342 --> 00:25:24,843
If your offer to take
me home still stands,
522
00:25:24,845 --> 00:25:26,046
I'd like to go.
523
00:25:26,268 --> 00:25:27,778
You know, for the first time,
I don't believe you're a woman.
524
00:25:27,780 --> 00:25:29,179
Excuse me?
525
00:25:29,181 --> 00:25:30,581
What does being a woman mean to you?
526
00:25:30,583 --> 00:25:32,082
You have no idea how entitled you are.
527
00:25:32,084 --> 00:25:34,351
Okay, maybe. But
owning my gender identity
528
00:25:34,353 --> 00:25:36,720
has nothing to do with hair or makeup
529
00:25:36,722 --> 00:25:38,789
or clothes. That's drag.
530
00:25:38,791 --> 00:25:41,258
Did you just compare trans to drag?
531
00:25:41,260 --> 00:25:46,061
All I'm saying is real women fight.
532
00:25:46,063 --> 00:25:49,866
Real women endure
hardship to live another day.
533
00:25:49,868 --> 00:25:51,601
You want to own your
identity as a woman?
534
00:25:51,603 --> 00:25:54,804
- Stay with me and fight.
- I don't care what you do
535
00:25:54,806 --> 00:25:56,406
or you don't understand.
536
00:25:56,408 --> 00:25:58,708
This is me saying no.
537
00:25:58,710 --> 00:25:59,809
This is my decision,
538
00:25:59,811 --> 00:26:02,076
and it's no.
539
00:26:09,362 --> 00:26:12,531
Excuse me, I'm here to see Dr. Shane.
540
00:26:12,566 --> 00:26:13,916
Actually, I'm a little early.
541
00:26:13,917 --> 00:26:15,517
He said I could set
up in exam room four.
542
00:26:15,536 --> 00:26:16,868
I'll take her.
543
00:26:23,810 --> 00:26:26,477
How far along are you?
544
00:26:26,513 --> 00:26:28,145
"Don't, I'm pregnant."
545
00:26:28,181 --> 00:26:30,848
Yeah, yeah. I'm not pregnant,
546
00:26:30,883 --> 00:26:33,247
just a thing I wish I hadn't said.
547
00:26:33,364 --> 00:26:36,521
I figured, but hey, you
pushed me into Jesse's arms.
548
00:26:36,556 --> 00:26:38,523
So, thanks for that.
549
00:26:38,558 --> 00:26:39,691
I looked you up.
550
00:26:39,726 --> 00:26:42,058
- Did you?
- You're good.
551
00:26:42,093 --> 00:26:44,027
The work you do with
amputees is amazing.
552
00:26:44,062 --> 00:26:45,662
You're an artist.
553
00:26:45,698 --> 00:26:47,618
Ah, that's what Jesse said
about your suturing.
554
00:26:49,134 --> 00:26:50,303
Did he?
555
00:26:50,408 --> 00:26:52,769
Most surgeons sew your
body back together, he said.
556
00:26:52,805 --> 00:26:56,506
But Alex sutures like she
could restore your soul.
557
00:26:56,542 --> 00:26:59,342
Did he mention everything
I know, I learned from him?
558
00:26:59,377 --> 00:27:02,911
He left that part out.
559
00:27:39,081 --> 00:27:41,482
Come on. Come on.
560
00:27:41,517 --> 00:27:46,219
Come on, come on, come on.
561
00:27:46,255 --> 00:27:48,654
Okay.
562
00:27:48,690 --> 00:27:50,656
Ooh, ooh, eee, eee!
563
00:27:50,692 --> 00:27:53,359
No!
564
00:27:56,931 --> 00:27:58,498
Whoa!
565
00:27:58,533 --> 00:28:00,400
You don't have to kick the thing.
566
00:28:00,435 --> 00:28:01,967
It's got feelings too, you know.
567
00:28:02,003 --> 00:28:04,236
Inanimate objects don't have feelings.
568
00:28:04,272 --> 00:28:05,603
Like your heart.
569
00:28:05,604 --> 00:28:07,138
That's where you're wrong, Panttiere.
570
00:28:07,173 --> 00:28:10,442
You've got to be one with the claw.
571
00:28:10,477 --> 00:28:13,678
- "Be one with the claw."
- Feel the negative space.
572
00:28:13,714 --> 00:28:15,113
Yeah.
573
00:28:15,148 --> 00:28:16,948
- Compensate.
- Compensate.
574
00:28:16,983 --> 00:28:19,250
Compen... what?
575
00:28:19,286 --> 00:28:20,886
Yeah.
576
00:28:20,921 --> 00:28:22,420
You see that?
577
00:28:22,455 --> 00:28:24,889
You had a seriously misspent youth.
578
00:28:24,924 --> 00:28:27,858
- What, you don't want it?
- Yeah, I want it.
579
00:28:32,097 --> 00:28:33,163
Hmm.
580
00:28:33,198 --> 00:28:35,733
- It's a stupid bowler hat.
- Ha.
581
00:28:35,768 --> 00:28:39,303
It's a tiny bowler hat with a hair clip.
582
00:28:39,338 --> 00:28:41,871
You're missing the point.
583
00:28:41,907 --> 00:28:43,239
Is that an actual smile?
584
00:28:43,274 --> 00:28:45,308
I forgot you knew how to do that.
585
00:28:45,343 --> 00:28:47,977
You know what my days are like
since I was banned from surgery?
586
00:28:48,012 --> 00:28:50,413
I change dressings on
venous stasis ulcers.
587
00:28:50,449 --> 00:28:52,615
- That smells.
- I plate sputum.
588
00:28:52,651 --> 00:28:56,585
- Hopefully in a petri dish.
- I disimpact bowels manually.
589
00:28:56,620 --> 00:28:57,986
You know, you've got to
triple glove yourself
590
00:28:58,021 --> 00:28:59,011
if you're gonna do that.
591
00:28:59,012 --> 00:29:00,397
And you know what? I
can't even go to Cleveland,
592
00:29:00,398 --> 00:29:01,617
because you wouldn't recommend me.
593
00:29:01,618 --> 00:29:03,058
Oh, stop your whining.
594
00:29:03,093 --> 00:29:04,292
- I saved you.
- Saved me?
595
00:29:04,328 --> 00:29:05,994
Mclntyre was gonna fire your ass,
596
00:29:06,029 --> 00:29:07,796
and I got her to change
it to a probation.
597
00:29:07,832 --> 00:29:09,465
You keep your head down for six months,
598
00:29:09,500 --> 00:29:11,366
and you'll be fine.
599
00:29:11,401 --> 00:29:12,434
Without you.
600
00:29:12,470 --> 00:29:13,835
Yeah, without me.
601
00:29:15,505 --> 00:29:18,038
You know what I have to say about that?
602
00:29:43,264 --> 00:29:47,500
I can't. I can't, you're leaving.
603
00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:49,234
This never happened.
604
00:29:49,269 --> 00:29:51,103
It happened, all right.
605
00:29:51,138 --> 00:29:54,940
And that's the john.
606
00:29:54,976 --> 00:29:56,141
Shoot.
607
00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:01,647
You can't prove it.
608
00:30:10,456 --> 00:30:13,424
Jesse!
609
00:30:13,459 --> 00:30:16,360
Oh, you're finished.
610
00:30:16,396 --> 00:30:18,429
What did he change it to?
611
00:30:18,464 --> 00:30:22,098
I think that's a
question you need to ask Jesse.
612
00:30:22,134 --> 00:30:23,600
Yeah.
613
00:30:23,636 --> 00:30:25,602
Probably not.
614
00:30:25,638 --> 00:30:27,771
The bowler hat!
615
00:30:27,806 --> 00:30:29,773
That was you?
616
00:30:38,616 --> 00:30:40,215
It's been a strange day,
617
00:30:40,251 --> 00:30:42,618
and it's about to get stranger.
618
00:30:45,289 --> 00:30:46,923
I'd like to ask you a favor.
619
00:30:48,059 --> 00:30:50,325
I love you too. Congratulations.
620
00:30:53,197 --> 00:30:54,630
That was Brian.
621
00:30:54,666 --> 00:30:56,965
He made an offer on the club.
622
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,434
Vegas, baby!
623
00:30:59,469 --> 00:31:03,137
Come on, everybody loves Vegas.
624
00:31:03,173 --> 00:31:05,339
- Sin City, huh?
- For a weekend.
625
00:31:05,375 --> 00:31:07,809
Hey, Ava.
626
00:31:07,844 --> 00:31:09,143
You got a moment?
627
00:31:09,179 --> 00:31:11,112
Grilled cheese is today's special.
628
00:31:11,147 --> 00:31:13,914
That'll raise your
spirits and your cholesterol.
629
00:31:13,950 --> 00:31:15,749
I want you to meet someone.
630
00:31:15,785 --> 00:31:17,217
I'm Ruby. I'm a tattoo artist.
631
00:31:17,252 --> 00:31:19,620
Would you like a table or a booth?
632
00:31:19,655 --> 00:31:21,020
I'd like to show you some photos
633
00:31:21,021 --> 00:31:22,590
of the work I do on
people with surgical scars
634
00:31:22,625 --> 00:31:23,657
and amputations.
635
00:31:23,693 --> 00:31:25,425
And women with mastectomies.
636
00:31:25,461 --> 00:31:28,428
I'm not doing this.
637
00:31:42,777 --> 00:31:45,511
You should take a look at these, Ava.
638
00:31:45,546 --> 00:31:48,647
They're really pretty amazing.
639
00:31:52,519 --> 00:31:56,154
This woman took shrapnel in Afghanistan.
640
00:31:56,189 --> 00:31:59,891
Even with her flak
jacket, her chest was crushed.
641
00:31:59,927 --> 00:32:02,894
Now look, a phoenix rising.
642
00:32:05,698 --> 00:32:07,364
And this boy,
643
00:32:07,399 --> 00:32:09,867
his arm was nearly
severed in a car crash.
644
00:32:09,902 --> 00:32:12,236
And now it's beautiful
blue bolts of lightning.
645
00:32:12,271 --> 00:32:13,904
These photos are just examples
646
00:32:13,940 --> 00:32:16,073
of how people have
turned loss into beauty.
647
00:32:16,109 --> 00:32:17,875
Something you already know.
648
00:32:17,910 --> 00:32:20,511
None of these people planned
to look like this.
649
00:32:20,546 --> 00:32:22,812
But something happened,
and their plans changed.
650
00:32:22,848 --> 00:32:26,449
They could've gone the
rest of their life feeling ugly,
651
00:32:26,484 --> 00:32:30,419
or they could redefine what beauty is.
652
00:32:30,455 --> 00:32:31,888
You were born in the wrong body
653
00:32:31,923 --> 00:32:33,690
and you made a
change. You can make another.
654
00:32:33,725 --> 00:32:35,058
I won't look like a woman.
655
00:32:35,093 --> 00:32:37,826
Nothing can change what's true.
656
00:32:45,269 --> 00:32:46,802
Fine.
657
00:32:46,837 --> 00:32:48,070
Hydrangeas.
658
00:32:48,105 --> 00:32:50,706
- Hydrangeas?
- Hydrangeas.
659
00:32:52,576 --> 00:32:54,342
Easter Sunday, my mom used to wear a hat
660
00:32:54,378 --> 00:32:57,611
that looked like hydrangeas.
661
00:32:57,647 --> 00:32:59,613
She looked like a movie star.
662
00:33:02,085 --> 00:33:04,018
Why do you care so much?
663
00:33:04,054 --> 00:33:07,088
Because a good woman
is worth fighting for.
664
00:34:08,145 --> 00:34:10,244
Let's see what the pathology says.
665
00:34:10,279 --> 00:34:13,848
I believe I have negative margins.
666
00:34:13,883 --> 00:34:15,783
In terms of closure,
667
00:34:15,819 --> 00:34:17,579
inversion sutures following
the chest contour
668
00:34:17,587 --> 00:34:20,454
might prevent hypertrophic scarring.
669
00:34:20,490 --> 00:34:23,758
- I'm aware of that.
- I know it's not protocol,
670
00:34:23,793 --> 00:34:27,694
but I'd like to do the closure myself.
671
00:34:27,730 --> 00:34:29,170
Allow me to observe your technique.
672
00:34:32,835 --> 00:34:34,467
Is that a 5-0?
673
00:34:34,503 --> 00:34:35,568
I want a 6-0 monofilament.
674
00:35:07,433 --> 00:35:08,652
Oh, Alex.
675
00:35:08,772 --> 00:35:10,769
Max called when you were in surgery.
676
00:35:10,804 --> 00:35:12,070
- Is something wrong?
- No, no, no.
677
00:35:12,105 --> 00:35:13,872
Gabe pulled his tooth out in school.
678
00:35:13,907 --> 00:35:15,436
Oh, my God, he did?
679
00:35:15,585 --> 00:35:17,741
They make such a big deal about it
680
00:35:17,777 --> 00:35:19,476
when a kid loses a tooth in school.
681
00:35:19,511 --> 00:35:22,146
They give the kids this
fake plastic tooth to put it in,
682
00:35:22,181 --> 00:35:25,149
and everyone congratulates you...
683
00:35:29,021 --> 00:35:31,021
You don't know.
684
00:35:35,359 --> 00:35:36,826
Huh?
685
00:35:41,766 --> 00:35:44,233
This is gonna be a
tough one to get around.
686
00:35:44,268 --> 00:35:46,502
Yeah, but it doesn't
mean we can't get around it.
687
00:35:49,874 --> 00:35:53,041
Can we put this on hold?
688
00:35:53,077 --> 00:35:54,142
- Yes.
- Okay.
689
00:35:54,178 --> 00:35:55,877
But we're coming back to it.
690
00:35:55,913 --> 00:35:58,613
- Okay.
- I need to.
691
00:36:12,128 --> 00:36:15,562
It must feel tight, but
that's just the swelling.
692
00:36:15,598 --> 00:36:17,832
It'll go down.
693
00:36:17,867 --> 00:36:19,299
This is gonna help a little bit
694
00:36:19,335 --> 00:36:21,736
with that soreness and back pain, okay?
695
00:36:26,942 --> 00:36:30,376
We customize the breast
forms to fit your body.
696
00:36:50,330 --> 00:36:52,597
I know it's been a rough two weeks, Ava,
697
00:36:52,633 --> 00:36:54,233
but you know all about transitions.
698
00:36:54,268 --> 00:36:55,868
It's gonna take a while.
699
00:36:55,903 --> 00:36:58,436
You say that like there's
gonna be an end to this.
700
00:36:58,472 --> 00:37:01,839
There is, I just got
your pathology report.
701
00:37:01,875 --> 00:37:04,308
Now, you'll still need
radiation and tamoxifen,
702
00:37:04,343 --> 00:37:06,210
but we got it.
703
00:37:09,182 --> 00:37:11,515
I'm not talking about the surgery, Alex.
704
00:37:11,550 --> 00:37:13,684
Wait!
705
00:37:13,719 --> 00:37:15,019
- Ava!
- Wait!
706
00:37:17,156 --> 00:37:18,676
You can't leave until we dance for you.
707
00:37:18,690 --> 00:37:20,991
- Are you crazy?
- We're not crazy.
708
00:37:21,026 --> 00:37:25,361
We are Hip House Hospital.
709
00:37:27,465 --> 00:37:28,799
Hit it.
710
00:37:42,346 --> 00:37:43,345
Keep your day jobs.
711
00:37:43,380 --> 00:37:45,380
Thank you.
712
00:37:45,416 --> 00:37:47,183
Was that a vote of confidence?
713
00:37:49,520 --> 00:37:52,220
Hello, ladies.
714
00:37:52,255 --> 00:37:55,290
Ava, this is your new support group.
715
00:37:56,693 --> 00:37:59,894
Welcome to breast cancer survivors.
716
00:37:59,930 --> 00:38:01,662
Okay, let's just get
this out of the way,
717
00:38:01,698 --> 00:38:04,799
because some of you might
not want me in your group.
718
00:38:04,835 --> 00:38:07,135
- Why is that?
- Because I'm a trans woman
719
00:38:07,170 --> 00:38:09,602
and I make zero apologies for that.
720
00:38:09,638 --> 00:38:11,604
Did you have a mastectomy?
721
00:38:13,943 --> 00:38:15,175
Yes.
722
00:38:15,211 --> 00:38:16,509
Ava, in this group
723
00:38:16,545 --> 00:38:18,411
that makes you just one of the girls.
724
00:38:20,983 --> 00:38:23,150
Just one of the girls.
725
00:40:02,245 --> 00:40:04,111
So, I hear you have new tattoo.
726
00:40:04,147 --> 00:40:05,479
What does it look like?
727
00:40:05,514 --> 00:40:08,448
A lot like the old one.
728
00:40:08,483 --> 00:40:10,984
Someone told me I should
only replace an old tattoo
729
00:40:11,019 --> 00:40:12,885
with something that means more.
730
00:40:17,826 --> 00:40:19,859
You kept the bowler hat.
731
00:40:37,244 --> 00:40:39,244
You did this, didn't you?
50883
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