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♪
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[Singer] ♪ Don't care
what you think about it ♪
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♪ Ain't here to please nobody
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♪ On the run and undercover
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♪ Here comes trouble now
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♪ Mend my wicked ways
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♪ I'll get you
into trouble now ♪
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♪ It's just so hard to behave
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♪ Got you seeing double now
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♪ I'm the one
your mama told you ♪
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♪ Oh, boy,
the woman's torture ♪
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♪ A risk you can't afford
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♪ And here comes trouble now
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♪ Turning it up all night
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♪ Got you feeling all right
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♪ Turning it up all night
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♪ Got you feeling all right
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♪ Got you into trouble now
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♪
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I am not a nickname
type of person.
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Do not call my V
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Princess or Queen. No.
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Do I have nicknames
for--for my body parts?
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Oh, yes.
Uh, "precious cargo,"
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especially this area.
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I do have a nickname
for my left breast.
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I call her Marilyn,
Marilyn Monroe
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'cause she has a beauty mark.
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Any nicknames for my penis?
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You know, whenever
I think of my genitalia,
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I honestly think of Kathy Bates.
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So I think if I did have
a nickname for my dick,
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it would probably be
Kathy Bates.
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My vagina's name is Petunia.
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She's my edible flower.
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Dick move, dick flip,
dick suplex, penis suplex.
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A lot of different names for it.
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I call my vagina Reshonda,
by the way.
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I don't know why,
but that's her name.
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I had a girlfriend
who call her vagina her cooter.
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Now that is a great word,
a "cooter."
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I don't have any nicknames
for my vagina.
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[laughs]
"Lonely" at the moment.
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I'm Eric.
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My name is Jastin.
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-My name is Bee.
-Grace.
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AKA precious cargo.
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-And this...
-And this...
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This is my sex life.
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I'm Ken and I have no idea
how to even encounter
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any of the sex acts
I've talked about today.
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♪
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[Lauren] We think of desire
as a path of living.
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I personally follow
my desires religiously
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and magic is the result.
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[Guy]
While we are on this planet,
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in the grand scheme of things
it's really a blink of an eye.
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How do we best love each other?
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How do we best love ourselves?
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How do we spend
this time loving?
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We have a whole weekend to dive
into our desires, you know.
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What do you want?
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Being able to create
a platform for people
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to have access
to pleasure in a way
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that's free from shame
is pretty cool.
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♪
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[Lauren] So welcome, everyone.
Please come have a seat.
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[Woman] Hi.
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[Guy] I want the two of you
to spread out a little bit.
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So welcome, everyone,
to Sacred Desire Weekend.
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-I'm Guy.
-I'm Lauren.
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And together we are...
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The Tantra Institute.
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[laughter]
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[Guy] So Lauren and I
have known each other
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for about seven years.
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And during that time
our relationship
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has been a rollercoaster
of evolution.
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We've been lovers and friends.
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We've been boyfriend
and girlfriend.
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We've been primary partners.
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Hated each other
and we've loved each other.
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And we're now transitioning
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into best friends
and business partnership.
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So the Tantra Institute is--
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our mission really
is to support people
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in loving more wholly.
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[Guy] So, you know,
the whole point of this event,
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firstly, it's about
authentically connecting
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to your desire
and expressing that.
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So authentic desire
is what we want.
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And the second part about it
is consent,
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that you wanna do so
with full consent.
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It's all about asking
for what you want.
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So the only limitation is,
what do you dare to ask for?
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This event is all about getting
in touch with your desire.
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We do exercises
to authentically connect
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with your desire
and express it fully,
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and then you wanna get
a full consent
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for whoever
you're doing that desire with.
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And it really has become
one of our most powerful events.
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People have
a lot of breakthroughs.
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They discover
a lot about themselves.
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So, we would like you all
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to introduce yourselves.
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[Mary Ann]
So my name is Mary Ann.
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And, um, my impulse to come
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was to expand my community.
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Like, that is for me,
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so important right now.
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And I'm here and it's, like,
summer camp for grownups.
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-[all chuckle]
-I'm really happy.
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This weekend,
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I would definitely like
some pleasure.
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I would definitely like
some touch
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and just some, you know,
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the physical
sort of soothing of that.
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But really,
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it is about a way to tap into
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and express with each other
unconditional love.
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And when you feel that,
it's magic.
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Hi. My name is Rafael.
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I had a pretty heavy breakup
about a year ago.
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And I'm at that point
where I know that walking
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into this room
and being here with you guys
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and opening up to, like,
sexual experiences,
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I know always gets in there.
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One of my intentions
for this weekend
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was to let out a more
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passionate part of myself,
what we call the beast.
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You know, like,
I can actually relax and let go.
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I hide myself.
I hide myself with my hair,
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my beard, my clothes,
if you notice.
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And I'm too afraid
to break down.
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This weekend offers me community
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to get through the things
that I'm struggling with.
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Get out of my head a little bit,
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get into my body a little bit,
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to be with people
that are like-minded.
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Of course I love sex.
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I love all kinds of sex.
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As long as there's authentic
connection involved.
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[Laura] Hi. I'm Laura. Um...
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I have a hard time
connecting to my desire.
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So that's why I wanted to come,
is to reconnect,
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learn how to connect,
connect with my partner.
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Holden and I have been together
for 14 years.
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We have a very deep connection
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which has been
challenged lately.
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And when we're not connecting,
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then the sex
is also not happening,
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and then it causes more issue
and it just kind of spirals.
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[Holden] Uh, if you ever
watch a horse race,
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there's always one horse
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who doesn't wanna
get in the game,
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and it has to be led in circles
multiple times.
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And the funny thing is,
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he loves to race, that horse,
he just loves it.
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So I'm that horse.
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So I'm lucky enough to be
in a 14-year relationship
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with a beautiful person.
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But it's almost become
codependent to the point
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where we've tried to venture out
with other people,
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whether it's threesomes,
foursomes, group,
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and we've just struggled.
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I contain a lot,
but I don't always bring it.
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So the best thing
that could happen for me
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was that I just
really bring it.
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Holden was like, you know,
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"Listen.
I don't think I can come."
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"Maybe you don't want a guy
like that, you know,"
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ruining up your sexy party,"
and I'm like,
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"This is what we do."
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"Like, this stuff
that you're bringing up."
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"Like, I want you more now"
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that you told me
all this stuff."
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So this is it. We're in.
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-This is us.
-[Lauren] Yeah.
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We've got a fun event.
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We've got it all, so...
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[Holden] For me to let people
push me, carry me, love me,
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that I really don't know
that well is difficult.
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But to go,
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to be in the experience
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and just accept whatever it is.
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[birds chirping]
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[Lauren] Shoes off.
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Get comfy.
Whatever makes you comfy.
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-Shoes on, shoes off.
-[Guy] All right.
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I think we're gonna get started.
So grab a seat, please.
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-Hey, everybody.
-[Woman] Hi.
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[Woman] Hey, Lauren.
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[Guy] Well, good morning.
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-[Man] Good morning.
-[Man] Good morning.
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[Guy] How is everybody
doing this morning?
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-[Man] Good.
-[Woman] Good.
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[Guy] So desire
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is defined
as a sense of yearning
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or hoping for a person,
object, or outcome.
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Sound familiar?
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Desires can often
be classified as emotions,
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but psychologists claim
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that desires arise
from bodily structures.
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If something arises
from a bodily structure,
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that means it happens
without what?
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Without thought, right?
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So how many of you
have found yourselves
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in the act of lovemaking,
in your head,
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-thinking about things...
-[Woman] Mm-hmm.
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[Guy] Right?
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So desire is key
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because the way
to get out of your head
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is to get into your body.
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[Lauren] We're gonna weave
in this idea of desire
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as a way to follow
the impulse of your body
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in every given moment,
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how to let your life be like
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a choose-your-own-adventure
novel rather than, you know,
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a chapter that you've conceived
of ahead of time
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and maybe is not that fun.
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[Guy] Consent is sort of
a natural extension of desire.
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Why? Because consent
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is how you communicate
your desire.
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You utilize consent
to make agreements
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so that your desire
can be fulfilled.
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We often tend to think of "no,"
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like we don't wanna say no
to our partner.
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How are they gonna feel?
You know,
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We--we feel
an influence from them.
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If somebody's asking
for something, like,
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we have a natural ability
and that's where
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we wanna fulfill
people's desires.
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But you can start
to discover that your no
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is actually a really kind thing
to say to your partner.
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If you were gonna ask
for something
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and it's not
an authentic desire,
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it's maybe something
that you think you want
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or you wanna do that
out of a sense of obligation,
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that's not your desire
coming through.
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When you're following
your authentic desire,
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that desire transmits
and it makes
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the experience better
for everyone.
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Feeling the flush of your desire
is really healthy
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because it actually engages you
in the--in your own relationship
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with desire
which grows over time
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so that you can start
to drop in to exactly
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what you feel and want
in any given moment.
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[Guy] So it's tricky
because there's also been a lot
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that we've grown up with,
a lot of conditioning,
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a lot of belief systems
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that try to tamp down
our desire.
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So that kind of affects
how we think about desire.
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-[Lauren] Holden?
-[Holden] Yeah.
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I guess I just need to share
before we--
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I can see I've had difficulty
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accepting sexual desire,
you know?
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[sighs] And I wanna claim that,
you know.
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Who am I to deserve that?
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[All]
[expressions of sympathy]
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So it's hard to go on
in this exercise
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because I'm blocked
by a lack of feeling worthy of--
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People can feed in
as much as they want into you,
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but unless you're...
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fully loving
and self-loving and accepting,
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it doesn't really get in.
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-Can--can I come work with you?
-[Holden] Sure.
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[Lauren] Okay.
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Okay. Take long slow
deep breaths into your belly
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where you feel the tightness.
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[both exhale]
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Truly, like, our whole purpose
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is through healing and sex.
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And so we really welcome
and encourage
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everyone's vulnerability
every time they show up.
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So sometimes
there's a lot of tears
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in the weekend and sometimes
there's a lot of orgasms
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and tears at the same time.
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And so for Holden,
I'm excited to see
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what unfolds
from that place of courage.
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-[shuddering breath]
-Ah, there you go.
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Yeah. That's it.
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Where is the unworthiness
in you?
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Go all the way in and relax.
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-[sobs]
-That's it. That's it.
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That's it. That's it.
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[Holden] Like, all these people
can't be this nice to me.
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There must be something--
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must be something
behind it, you know.
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It's hard to accept,
to feel that I actually belong.
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-[Lauren] Thank you.
-[Holden] Mm-hmm.
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-Thank you for being...
-Hmm.
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-...courageous to feel.
-Hmm. Hmm.
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-Love you. It was my pleasure.
-Mm-hmm. Hmm.
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[Guy] We love you, Holden.
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-[Woman] We love you.
-[Man] Thank you.
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Not too much.
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[laughter]
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[Guy]
When we share our vulnerability,
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we share our humanity. Right?
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Because everybody here
is experiencing some form,
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you know,
of what Holden has experienced.
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[Laura] I really hope
that Holden can let go
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of his preconceptions
of what he thinks he is
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and just allows himself to be
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his powerful, masculine self
which is in there.
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He just--
He's afraid to let it out.
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[Guy] Tonight
we're gonna have our Puja,
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our desire event.
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That's where you'll get
to put everything
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that you learned into practice
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and ask for the things
that you want.
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Everybody good?
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[bell dings]
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[Lauren] Laura and Holden,
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I know
that they reached a challenge
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around their sexual relating,
but I know, you know,
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every time
there's a big momentous weekend,
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I'm usually, like, having
all my stuff come up beforehand.
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So I can't wait to see
what happens.
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There's a--there's always
gonna be a breakthrough
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when you have that much emotion
coming into a weekend.
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♪
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[Guy] This Puja, the sacred
desire party is really about--
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that's the playground
where you get
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to actually explore
your desire.
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♪
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[Guy]
Maybe you discover a new desire.
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It's just such
a wonderful playground
329
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to play with those concepts
and--and learn
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about yourself in that process.
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So we're gonna go around.
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We'd love to hear
any and all of the desires
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that you have for this evening,
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um, both because they will
excite us and because, you know,
335
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we may want to be a part
of fulfilling those desires.
336
00:15:17,699 --> 00:15:21,442
And when you speak
your final desire,
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00:15:21,572 --> 00:15:25,925
you'll add that desire
to the fire.
338
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[Mary Ann] My desire
is really to experience
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at some point tonight just,
340
00:15:34,498 --> 00:15:38,241
like a--a rush of sexual energy
341
00:15:38,372 --> 00:15:40,417
or turn-on or orgasm.
342
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Just like in--
in the context of the group.
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-[Guy] Oh, yeah.
-[Woman] Thank you.
344
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[Guy] I feel like
we should give you
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-a bigger piece of wood.
-[laughter]
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[Mary Ann] Oh, you just like...
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[Rafael] My personal intention
for tonight
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is I wish to feel my beast
fully come out
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whether being a lot of joy--
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oh, and one last one--
I want a group shower.
351
00:16:01,743 --> 00:16:03,614
-[Lauren] Oh, group shower?
-Oh, yeah.
352
00:16:03,745 --> 00:16:05,138
[Guy] There we go. I knew
there was another one in there.
353
00:16:05,268 --> 00:16:06,095
[laughter]
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00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:11,927
[Holden] My intention
for tonight is to feel
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self-acceptance of myself
from within my heart.
356
00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:21,632
And the desire I have
is to surrender to the universe
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to stoke the fires
of my sexuality.
358
00:16:29,249 --> 00:16:30,554
-Oh.
-[laughter]
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00:16:30,685 --> 00:16:32,208
You can't stoke without a stick.
360
00:16:32,339 --> 00:16:34,515
-[Lauren laughs]
-[Guy] There you go.
361
00:16:34,645 --> 00:16:39,999
[Laura] My intention
is to lead with my desires.
362
00:16:40,129 --> 00:16:43,306
I like the idea of playing games
and having fun.
363
00:16:43,437 --> 00:16:44,829
That sounds good to me.
364
00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:47,658
I don't have enough fun
in my life.
365
00:16:52,315 --> 00:16:53,751
[Guy] All right.
366
00:16:53,882 --> 00:16:55,188
Why don't you pair off?
Find a partner.
367
00:16:55,318 --> 00:16:58,191
[indistinct chatter]
368
00:16:58,321 --> 00:16:59,583
[Guy] All right.
369
00:17:01,629 --> 00:17:04,675
Let's all take a deep breath
together with our partners.
370
00:17:04,806 --> 00:17:08,288
[breathes deeply]
371
00:17:08,418 --> 00:17:10,377
[Lauren] That's what the Puja
is about,
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is moving
from person to person
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in pure human connection.
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00:17:14,424 --> 00:17:17,601
It does get progressively
more sexual,
375
00:17:17,732 --> 00:17:21,083
but it--what it starts with
is heart-based connection.
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00:17:21,214 --> 00:17:23,912
[Guy] I'm going to invite you
to ask your partner
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00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:26,871
if they would be so kind
as to give you a breast massage.
378
00:17:27,002 --> 00:17:29,787
Would you be willing to
give me a breast massage?
379
00:17:29,918 --> 00:17:32,877
-Yes.
-[laughs] Thank you.
380
00:17:33,008 --> 00:17:36,359
[Rafael] Hmm.
381
00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:39,667
[Woman] Hmm.
382
00:17:39,797 --> 00:17:41,408
[giggles]
383
00:17:42,931 --> 00:17:44,411
[woman groaning]
384
00:17:44,541 --> 00:17:47,240
[Guy] It's about
your intention.
385
00:17:47,370 --> 00:17:48,893
There you go.
386
00:17:49,024 --> 00:17:51,896
[Lauren] Pure loving touch,
it's really special.
387
00:17:52,027 --> 00:17:54,421
That's why I love Tantra
because it doesn't--
388
00:17:54,551 --> 00:17:55,900
you don't have to be
romantically connected
389
00:17:56,031 --> 00:17:58,251
with someone in order
to experience
390
00:17:58,381 --> 00:18:01,210
that flush of love in your body.
391
00:18:01,341 --> 00:18:02,907
Hmm.
392
00:18:03,038 --> 00:18:04,866
[Guy] Another stroke
that's really nice to work with
393
00:18:04,996 --> 00:18:07,260
is to come up the side
with your thumbs
394
00:18:07,390 --> 00:18:09,305
and then press forward.
395
00:18:09,436 --> 00:18:11,220
-Yes.
-Mm-hmm.
396
00:18:11,351 --> 00:18:12,830
Yes.
397
00:18:14,615 --> 00:18:15,877
Pleasure is contagious, right?
398
00:18:16,007 --> 00:18:17,705
So when I'm there
and I'm receiving,
399
00:18:17,835 --> 00:18:19,446
and then I can hear Lauren
and she's receiving,
400
00:18:19,576 --> 00:18:20,751
it's like, "Oh, yeah."
401
00:18:20,882 --> 00:18:23,841
Oh, yes, yes, yes.
402
00:18:23,972 --> 00:18:25,713
Once you get dialed
into that stuff,
403
00:18:25,843 --> 00:18:27,541
your body will just take off,
like, you don't--
404
00:18:27,671 --> 00:18:29,760
you don't think about it.
Your body just goes.
405
00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:32,894
[Guy] And then if your partner
feels comfortable,
406
00:18:33,024 --> 00:18:34,330
you can ask your partner,
407
00:18:36,506 --> 00:18:39,727
see if you want to move on
to an erotic touch.
408
00:18:39,857 --> 00:18:42,469
Rub that oil together
with your hands,
409
00:18:42,599 --> 00:18:45,385
and then you can start
from the inside of the thigh
410
00:18:45,515 --> 00:18:48,257
coming out
and coming back in.
411
00:18:48,388 --> 00:18:51,913
[indistinct chatter]
412
00:18:52,043 --> 00:18:56,309
[Guy] Well done.
Well done. All right.
413
00:18:56,439 --> 00:18:58,485
-At the back of my head.
-Mm-hmm.
414
00:18:58,615 --> 00:19:00,400
-[Laura laughs]
-[Holden] Sure.
415
00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:04,665
-Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.
-[Holden] Mm-hmm.
416
00:19:04,795 --> 00:19:07,407
[Laura] Did massage
and got really relaxed
417
00:19:07,537 --> 00:19:09,757
and had some fun,
and it felt natural.
418
00:19:09,887 --> 00:19:11,367
-[Holden laughs]
-Mm-hmm. And it helped--
419
00:19:11,498 --> 00:19:13,152
really helped me
open my heart.
420
00:19:15,110 --> 00:19:16,372
[Holden]
And your pleasure brings me
421
00:19:16,503 --> 00:19:17,895
-great pleasure.
-[Laura] Mm-hmm.
422
00:19:18,026 --> 00:19:20,420
[Holden] As you might
have noticed.
423
00:19:20,550 --> 00:19:24,598
[Guy] We are going to transition
to free play.
424
00:19:24,728 --> 00:19:28,297
This is where you get to ask
for your desires,
425
00:19:28,428 --> 00:19:30,430
gallivant around the house.
426
00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:33,389
We're also opening up
our bathroom,
427
00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:35,391
our gigantic clawfoot hot tub,
428
00:19:35,522 --> 00:19:38,046
-and our walk-in shower.
-Mm-hmm.
429
00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:41,528
Um, but we have a strict rule
that it's only one person
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00:19:41,658 --> 00:19:43,486
allowed in the walk-in shower.
431
00:19:43,617 --> 00:19:45,009
[Woman] What?
432
00:19:45,140 --> 00:19:47,098
I'm just kidding.
433
00:19:47,229 --> 00:19:48,926
It's as many people
as you can fit.
434
00:19:49,057 --> 00:19:50,841
-There's no...
-[Lauren laughs]
435
00:19:50,972 --> 00:19:53,061
[Holden] When you branch
your sexuality out
436
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:56,064
other than your partner, which
is such the norm in society,
437
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,066
it really brings up
a lot of things.
438
00:19:58,197 --> 00:20:02,070
And I think can definitely
ruin a poor relationship,
439
00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:05,987
test a good one,
and strengthen a great one.
440
00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:08,903
So I'm hoping we're on that
top tier at this point.
441
00:20:09,033 --> 00:20:12,733
-[laughs]
-[water trickling]
442
00:20:17,477 --> 00:20:21,481
♪
443
00:20:28,749 --> 00:20:30,664
[Laura] I like
the undressing part
444
00:20:30,794 --> 00:20:34,711
and I liked seeing Heidi
and Mary Ann in the bathtub
445
00:20:34,842 --> 00:20:37,366
kind of behind us.
That was really nice.
446
00:20:39,499 --> 00:20:41,544
[laughter]
447
00:20:44,025 --> 00:20:47,028
[water trickling]
448
00:20:47,158 --> 00:20:48,856
[Rafael] Is it okay--
449
00:20:48,986 --> 00:20:51,815
-can I come in?
-[Holden] Mm-hmm.
450
00:20:51,946 --> 00:20:54,514
-[Laura] Mm-hmm.
-Great.
451
00:20:54,644 --> 00:20:55,863
-[Laura] Mm-hmm.
-[Holden] Okay.
452
00:20:55,993 --> 00:20:57,865
-[Laura] Mm-hmm.
-[Holden] Mm-hmm.
453
00:20:57,995 --> 00:21:00,563
And we heard a knock
on the glass door
454
00:21:00,694 --> 00:21:02,652
and Rafael was there,
455
00:21:02,783 --> 00:21:04,872
and he kind of like, he said,
"Would like me to join you?"
456
00:21:05,002 --> 00:21:06,439
And we're like, "Sure.
Come on in."
457
00:21:06,569 --> 00:21:07,831
Uh-huh.
458
00:21:08,963 --> 00:21:12,793
♪
459
00:21:15,709 --> 00:21:17,101
[Holden] So in my head,
I had this scenario
460
00:21:17,232 --> 00:21:19,060
when somebody mentioned
like a group shower,
461
00:21:19,190 --> 00:21:21,584
I was, like, hesitant
but, "Okay.
462
00:21:21,715 --> 00:21:23,456
All right.
What might that be like?"
463
00:21:25,893 --> 00:21:28,896
I get a bunch of crazy ideas
464
00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:30,767
-and...
-[Laura] Mm-hmm. Like what?
465
00:21:30,898 --> 00:21:32,203
[Holden] See if I got--see
if I got the guts
466
00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:34,118
to actually go through
with them.
467
00:21:34,249 --> 00:21:37,687
-[laughs]
-[Laura] Oh.
468
00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:39,950
-Oh, yeah.
-Oh, that feels good.
469
00:21:40,081 --> 00:21:41,648
-[laughs]
-Yeah.
470
00:21:41,778 --> 00:21:43,693
[water trickling]
471
00:21:43,824 --> 00:21:47,828
[Laura] It felt very natural
and just...
472
00:21:47,958 --> 00:21:49,612
you know, it wasn't--
473
00:21:49,743 --> 00:21:50,918
-I wasn't nervous.
-[Holden] Mm-hmm.
474
00:21:51,048 --> 00:21:52,615
No, not really.
I was surprised.
475
00:21:52,746 --> 00:21:54,313
[Laura] Uh-uh. Yeah.
476
00:22:00,667 --> 00:22:04,888
♪
477
00:22:17,074 --> 00:22:19,468
-[Rafael groans]
-[Laura groans]
478
00:22:19,599 --> 00:22:21,905
[Laura laughs]
479
00:22:22,036 --> 00:22:23,472
[laughter]
480
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:27,650
When I was, you know,
sucking both your cocks
481
00:22:27,781 --> 00:22:29,826
and you were--you were,
like, this together
482
00:22:29,957 --> 00:22:31,654
and it's--when I looked up,
I was like,
483
00:22:31,785 --> 00:22:33,874
-"Oh, this is so sweet."
-[laughter]
484
00:22:36,050 --> 00:22:37,921
[pants]
485
00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:40,924
Oh, fuck,
that was good.
486
00:22:41,055 --> 00:22:42,796
And I heard a little whisper.
487
00:22:42,926 --> 00:22:44,580
He mentioned something
about being bi
488
00:22:44,711 --> 00:22:46,016
-so I'm like...
-Oh, right.
489
00:22:46,147 --> 00:22:47,627
..."Hmm, I might be
a little bi-curious.
490
00:22:47,757 --> 00:22:48,497
-What the hell?"
-Mm-hmm. Right.
491
00:22:48,628 --> 00:22:50,630
[groans]
492
00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:53,328
-Oh, yeah.
-[Laura] Oh, you're beautiful.
493
00:22:53,459 --> 00:22:55,112
[Laura] And I don't know
if it's so much about being bi,
494
00:22:55,243 --> 00:22:57,811
but just having--sharing
energy with everybody
495
00:22:57,941 --> 00:22:59,769
-no matter...
-[Holden] Yeah, being open.
496
00:22:59,900 --> 00:23:01,380
[Laura] ...what sex
they happen to be.
497
00:23:01,510 --> 00:23:02,772
[Holden] Right.
Never know what could happen.
498
00:23:02,903 --> 00:23:03,947
I don't know what's underneath.
499
00:23:04,078 --> 00:23:05,732
Right.
Oh, thank you.
500
00:23:05,862 --> 00:23:08,865
-Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
-[Laura laughs]
501
00:23:10,737 --> 00:23:13,870
♪
502
00:23:17,178 --> 00:23:19,659
[Lauren] I'm just really
super grateful
503
00:23:19,789 --> 00:23:21,617
the people
who were nervous to come
504
00:23:21,748 --> 00:23:23,010
had breakthrough moments.
505
00:23:23,140 --> 00:23:25,055
I knew they would.
I knew they would.
506
00:23:25,186 --> 00:23:28,668
Everything just unfolded
so beautifully.
507
00:23:28,798 --> 00:23:31,758
♪
508
00:23:31,888 --> 00:23:34,108
[fire crackling]
509
00:23:36,153 --> 00:23:37,894
[birds chirping]
510
00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:41,202
[Guy] Any fun experiences
last night...
511
00:23:41,332 --> 00:23:42,682
[Woman] Ooh.
512
00:23:42,812 --> 00:23:43,987
...that you would like
to share?
513
00:23:44,118 --> 00:23:45,075
[Laura] No, not really.
[laughs]
514
00:23:45,206 --> 00:23:46,555
[Holden] Same old, same old.
515
00:23:46,686 --> 00:23:48,296
[laughter]
516
00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:50,864
I'm just really happy to be here
517
00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:54,650
and that speaks to me just how
relaxed I've been able to be
518
00:23:54,781 --> 00:23:56,957
and how myself
I've been able to be.
519
00:23:57,087 --> 00:24:01,657
I'm leaving feeling
like I was accepted as myself,
520
00:24:01,788 --> 00:24:05,835
and I got a sense of freedom.
521
00:24:05,966 --> 00:24:07,837
[Rafael] Being in the shower
with you guys
522
00:24:07,968 --> 00:24:10,057
and bring able to put my head
on your shoulder
523
00:24:10,187 --> 00:24:11,928
while this whole thing
is going on,
524
00:24:12,059 --> 00:24:14,975
I was like,
"Oh, this shit is the best."
525
00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:16,933
We all get to come in
526
00:24:17,064 --> 00:24:18,805
and experience connection
with another person
527
00:24:18,935 --> 00:24:20,720
or with multiple people,
528
00:24:20,850 --> 00:24:22,243
and that starts
to shake things up
529
00:24:22,373 --> 00:24:24,811
so that
the stuff we no longer need
530
00:24:24,941 --> 00:24:28,510
that keeps us from being more of
ourselves gets broken up.
531
00:24:28,641 --> 00:24:30,991
So when you walk out of
the weekend, you're walking out
532
00:24:31,121 --> 00:24:33,863
as a more potent version
of yourself.
533
00:24:33,994 --> 00:24:36,083
I'm so glad we made it.
534
00:24:36,213 --> 00:24:37,998
We almost didn't.
535
00:24:38,128 --> 00:24:39,869
Before we came here,
the relationship was in peril.
536
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,784
-Yes.
-You know.
537
00:24:41,915 --> 00:24:45,266
I learned about how my heart
can open more.
538
00:24:45,396 --> 00:24:48,399
This whole weekend reminded me
how much I love you.
539
00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:50,445
Having an increased
sense of feeling,
540
00:24:50,576 --> 00:24:54,362
like, "Wow, it's okay to be me,
you know."
541
00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:57,757
And the masculine energy
and the feminine energy,
542
00:24:57,887 --> 00:25:00,194
I'm just a jumbled mess
of it all,
543
00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:01,804
and I don't really care
because I love it.
544
00:25:01,935 --> 00:25:03,458
But I feel like
I'm out of the closet,
545
00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:05,721
like I've always been
a closet everything.
546
00:25:05,852 --> 00:25:07,157
You know, I'm a closet voyeur,
547
00:25:07,288 --> 00:25:09,290
I'm a closet exhibitionist,
you know.
548
00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:11,858
But, like, to open
that closet and come out,
549
00:25:11,988 --> 00:25:13,903
it feels so fucking liberating.
550
00:25:14,034 --> 00:25:15,818
It's unbelievable. [laughs]
551
00:25:15,949 --> 00:25:17,907
[Guy] It was really beautiful
to witness
552
00:25:18,038 --> 00:25:20,562
the love that is between them,
you know.
553
00:25:20,693 --> 00:25:23,173
It was almost like he came in
with his inner wounded child,
554
00:25:23,304 --> 00:25:25,001
and he left a powerful man.
555
00:25:25,132 --> 00:25:26,916
The sex was amazing.
556
00:25:27,047 --> 00:25:28,657
-[laughter]
-Definitely. Yes.
557
00:25:28,788 --> 00:25:30,137
Without a doubt.
558
00:25:30,267 --> 00:25:32,008
And the more the merrier,
I learned.
559
00:25:32,139 --> 00:25:34,794
[Guy] That's how you know
it's a good desire party
560
00:25:34,924 --> 00:25:36,665
is when the amazing sex
is the afterthought.
561
00:25:36,796 --> 00:25:38,885
High five.
562
00:25:42,715 --> 00:25:46,849
♪
563
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:51,114
A lot of people don't think
564
00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:53,377
that guys can fake orgasms,
but we can.
565
00:25:53,508 --> 00:25:56,555
And even when we fake orgasms,
we can still come.
566
00:25:56,685 --> 00:25:59,819
Oh, my God. Faking orgasms
is, like, all the time.
567
00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:01,951
Why? I don't do it anymore
568
00:26:02,082 --> 00:26:03,736
unless I'm just trying
to get it over with.
569
00:26:03,866 --> 00:26:05,868
Faking orgasms is illegal.
570
00:26:05,999 --> 00:26:07,391
Never fake an orgasm.
571
00:26:07,522 --> 00:26:09,829
People can always be taught
how to please you.
572
00:26:09,959 --> 00:26:11,526
One of the reasons
that I got into porn
573
00:26:11,657 --> 00:26:13,484
is that I was seeing a lot
of fake orgasms,
574
00:26:13,615 --> 00:26:15,922
and as someone
that's highly orgasmic,
575
00:26:16,052 --> 00:26:18,794
I thought it was important
to put another voice out there.
576
00:26:18,925 --> 00:26:20,622
I wouldn't say faked it,
577
00:26:20,753 --> 00:26:24,017
but I would say I've definitely
exaggerated an orgasm.
578
00:26:24,147 --> 00:26:27,150
I have a fun gift from God
where I can just come,
579
00:26:27,281 --> 00:26:29,109
like, looking at a cupcake.
580
00:26:29,239 --> 00:26:31,938
Honestly, to just
have an orgasm immediately,
581
00:26:32,068 --> 00:26:33,896
that would be perfect.
582
00:26:34,027 --> 00:26:35,202
I know people are like,
583
00:26:35,332 --> 00:26:37,944
"Oh, my God,
we had sex for hours."
584
00:26:38,074 --> 00:26:39,815
I'm like, "Do you know how many
loads of laundry that is?"
585
00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:41,251
Like, for one load,
586
00:26:41,382 --> 00:26:43,036
that's, like,
six loads of laundry.
587
00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:45,125
I ended up asking guys
a lot of times,
588
00:26:45,255 --> 00:26:46,605
"Are you done?
Are you there? Are you close?
589
00:26:46,735 --> 00:26:49,825
Did you come?
Wait. You came. No? Okay."
590
00:26:49,956 --> 00:26:52,393
[laughs] I'm just like--yeah.
591
00:26:52,523 --> 00:26:54,743
I think more importantly,
they should be faking orgasms.
592
00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:59,139
♪
593
00:27:03,273 --> 00:27:06,799
[Celine] Mmm. [giggles]
594
00:27:06,929 --> 00:27:10,759
[squeals, giggles]
595
00:27:12,326 --> 00:27:16,939
♪
596
00:27:26,557 --> 00:27:29,082
What's happening?
Don't I look beautiful?
597
00:27:29,212 --> 00:27:30,823
Don't you, like, desire me?
598
00:27:30,953 --> 00:27:34,000
It just--sometimes that happens.
599
00:27:34,130 --> 00:27:36,350
So you don't have
strong erections?
600
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:38,961
I mean, can you even get it up?
Can we have sex?
601
00:27:40,354 --> 00:27:43,357
- Maybe.
- Okay, guys.
602
00:27:43,487 --> 00:27:47,840
So maybe you've been
into a version of this situation
603
00:27:47,970 --> 00:27:49,972
where you were on a hot date,
604
00:27:50,103 --> 00:27:52,453
you were ready,
you guys were making out,
605
00:27:52,583 --> 00:27:55,021
and then when it was time
to switch gear
606
00:27:55,151 --> 00:27:57,197
and, you know,
do the deed,
607
00:27:57,327 --> 00:27:59,329
some things were not operating
608
00:27:59,460 --> 00:28:01,288
and working
the way you wanted.
609
00:28:01,418 --> 00:28:03,464
After so many years now
of working with people,
610
00:28:03,594 --> 00:28:05,858
one thing that I noticed,
people always feel shy
611
00:28:05,988 --> 00:28:07,990
when they call me
and they go like,
612
00:28:08,121 --> 00:28:10,993
"Well, I feel embarrassed,
like, can I share that?"
613
00:28:11,124 --> 00:28:13,082
And I'm like,
"Trust me. You're not weird."
614
00:28:13,213 --> 00:28:15,041
We all think we are so different
615
00:28:15,171 --> 00:28:18,174
or there's something not normal
about how we do sex,
616
00:28:18,305 --> 00:28:20,524
but really,
what I love to do is
617
00:28:20,655 --> 00:28:22,918
to help people fall in love
with themselves
618
00:28:23,049 --> 00:28:25,094
or rise in love with themselves.
619
00:28:25,225 --> 00:28:29,490
When you can just relax
into the essence of your being
620
00:28:29,620 --> 00:28:33,363
that you are magnificent
and that this is being reflected
621
00:28:33,494 --> 00:28:36,410
when you look into the eyes
of your beloved,
622
00:28:36,540 --> 00:28:39,674
I mean, nothing can buy this.
623
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:42,633
If we can help the person
really get in touch
624
00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:44,723
with themselves
and their sensations,
625
00:28:44,853 --> 00:28:47,334
the world is gonna become
a more loving place,
626
00:28:47,464 --> 00:28:49,858
and that's really the vision
that I have of,
627
00:28:49,989 --> 00:28:52,252
like, a million couples,
628
00:28:52,382 --> 00:28:55,168
like, experiencing the level
of depth and intimacy
629
00:28:55,298 --> 00:28:57,518
and have mind-blowing sex, too.
630
00:28:57,648 --> 00:28:58,998
Yeah.
631
00:28:59,128 --> 00:29:01,870
[laughter]
632
00:29:05,656 --> 00:29:09,399
♪
633
00:29:09,530 --> 00:29:12,402
I am a intimacy
and relationship coach
634
00:29:12,533 --> 00:29:14,883
and a certified
Sexological Bodyworker.
635
00:29:15,014 --> 00:29:16,406
It's a mouthful, I know.
636
00:29:16,537 --> 00:29:18,931
And I do men's coaching
and couples coaching
637
00:29:19,061 --> 00:29:20,410
and intimacy coaching,
638
00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:23,065
much of which I do
with my amazing wife.
639
00:29:23,196 --> 00:29:26,025
People are always curious
about how did you get started.
640
00:29:26,155 --> 00:29:28,418
I was born in Switzerland.
641
00:29:28,549 --> 00:29:32,074
And for me, it was really normal
to see my parents naked.
642
00:29:32,205 --> 00:29:34,555
I was like six years old,
and I had this book
643
00:29:34,685 --> 00:29:37,645
of, like, how are babies born,
and it was very graphic.
644
00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:41,388
And then when I was 16,
my mom had cancer.
645
00:29:41,518 --> 00:29:44,478
And after a few years,
she was healed
646
00:29:44,608 --> 00:29:47,568
and she wanted to reconnect
with her own body
647
00:29:47,698 --> 00:29:50,005
and she found
this sexuality workshop.
648
00:29:50,136 --> 00:29:52,007
And she was like,
"This could be a fun thing
649
00:29:52,138 --> 00:29:53,617
for us to do together."
650
00:29:53,748 --> 00:29:55,315
And I was like,
"Oh, what a great idea.
651
00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,360
I'm gonna spend,
like, a weekend with my mom."
652
00:29:57,491 --> 00:29:59,014
We're gonna do, like, sex stuff.
653
00:29:59,145 --> 00:30:01,277
[both laughing]
654
00:30:01,408 --> 00:30:03,410
And, um, in that workshop,
655
00:30:03,540 --> 00:30:06,282
we learned about
using your sexual energy
656
00:30:06,413 --> 00:30:09,242
to supercharge your body
and heal yourself
657
00:30:09,372 --> 00:30:11,635
and feel good
from the inside out.
658
00:30:11,766 --> 00:30:14,116
And when I was there,
I was just, like, this is it.
659
00:30:14,247 --> 00:30:16,075
This is what I want to do.
660
00:30:16,205 --> 00:30:18,381
I can feel my legs today.
[laughs]
661
00:30:20,296 --> 00:30:23,691
Sexological bodyworkers,
it's a fairly new profession.
662
00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:26,302
I'd like to say that
it comes at the crossroad
663
00:30:26,433 --> 00:30:30,524
between sex therapy
and sensual massage.
664
00:30:30,654 --> 00:30:33,657
It's about learning to feel
the sensations in your body.
665
00:30:33,788 --> 00:30:35,485
Hello, ladies.
666
00:30:35,616 --> 00:30:38,445
Today's video
is going to be for you.
667
00:30:38,575 --> 00:30:41,883
We are going to talk
about how to seduce a man.
668
00:30:42,014 --> 00:30:43,667
I mean, I think it's really
important to walk your talk.
669
00:30:43,798 --> 00:30:46,627
And so I'm only teaching
what I'm willing to do.
670
00:30:46,757 --> 00:30:48,411
So we have online courses
where people,
671
00:30:48,542 --> 00:30:50,674
we work them through what to do
672
00:30:50,805 --> 00:30:52,894
and they can watch it from
the comfort of their own home.
673
00:30:53,025 --> 00:30:56,680
My goal is always to make it
super safe and beautiful
674
00:30:56,811 --> 00:30:58,682
so that they can relax
and really let go.
675
00:30:58,813 --> 00:31:01,250
Today's video that we wanted
to share with you
676
00:31:01,381 --> 00:31:05,689
is helping you what--to deal
with ED or erectile dysfunction.
677
00:31:05,820 --> 00:31:08,692
Your body and your penis,
they're not separated.
678
00:31:08,823 --> 00:31:10,085
It's not like you've got
your cock over there
679
00:31:10,216 --> 00:31:11,608
and the rest of your body here.
680
00:31:11,739 --> 00:31:13,741
A lot of people have
a misconception
681
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:17,092
that I have to learn a button
to push or something to do,
682
00:31:17,223 --> 00:31:19,268
but it's not how it works.
683
00:31:19,399 --> 00:31:21,531
There's something that I called
the wisdom of the penis.
684
00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:25,492
And your penis might know
better what you need.
685
00:31:25,622 --> 00:31:28,016
Maybe you're not feeling
fully, uh, loved
686
00:31:28,147 --> 00:31:30,192
or desired by her,
687
00:31:30,323 --> 00:31:33,065
or maybe you are stressed.
688
00:31:33,195 --> 00:31:34,675
I mean,
whatever that is, like,
689
00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:36,372
your penis is kind of
like telling you,
690
00:31:36,503 --> 00:31:38,461
"Hey, listen,
there's something first
691
00:31:38,592 --> 00:31:40,942
that needs to be talked about."
692
00:31:41,073 --> 00:31:43,510
One of the things that we like
to try to teach people
693
00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:46,121
is that if you wanna
be a great lover,
694
00:31:46,252 --> 00:31:47,775
it's--it doesn't start
when you walk
695
00:31:47,906 --> 00:31:50,169
through the bedroom door.
It involves everything
696
00:31:50,299 --> 00:31:52,475
from your sexuality
to your spirituality
697
00:31:52,606 --> 00:31:54,695
to your daily habits
and your routines.
698
00:31:54,825 --> 00:31:57,480
And you may not have made
that connection before,
699
00:31:57,611 --> 00:31:59,743
that the way your life
is progressing
700
00:31:59,874 --> 00:32:01,528
might be related
701
00:32:01,658 --> 00:32:03,225
to your performance
in the bedroom.
702
00:32:03,356 --> 00:32:05,924
If you can fix that,
if you can get
703
00:32:06,054 --> 00:32:09,275
your penis working
the way that it's supposed to,
704
00:32:09,405 --> 00:32:11,581
you'll see that throughout
the rest of your life,
705
00:32:11,712 --> 00:32:14,106
everything else will start
to step up its game.
706
00:32:14,236 --> 00:32:15,542
I started this journey
707
00:32:15,672 --> 00:32:18,153
around sexuality
really for myself.
708
00:32:18,284 --> 00:32:20,242
You know, I studied tantra
709
00:32:20,373 --> 00:32:22,157
and Taoist practices
and all this kind of stuff
710
00:32:22,288 --> 00:32:25,247
even long before
I knew Celine.
711
00:32:25,378 --> 00:32:28,468
And then coming together
with Celine
712
00:32:28,598 --> 00:32:32,167
just seemed like the perfect way
to share that knowledge.
713
00:32:32,298 --> 00:32:34,735
All right,
we hope this video was helpful
714
00:32:34,865 --> 00:32:37,216
and we will see you
in our next video.
715
00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:38,739
-Yes. All right.
-All right.
716
00:32:38,869 --> 00:32:42,003
-Let's get back to this.
-[both laugh]
717
00:32:42,134 --> 00:32:44,614
[Celine] A lot of people
are surprised, they go like,
718
00:32:44,745 --> 00:32:46,790
"You guys coach together?
How do you do that?"
719
00:32:46,921 --> 00:32:49,358
We have a beautiful energy
720
00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:51,447
that gets created
when we're together.
721
00:32:51,578 --> 00:32:53,275
[Kevin] Everybody loves
the story of how we met
722
00:32:53,406 --> 00:32:56,887
because we actually met
at a sex party.
723
00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:59,412
[Celine] So we kind of
had a dance for several years.
724
00:32:59,542 --> 00:33:02,328
We were both in open
relationship at that time,
725
00:33:02,458 --> 00:33:04,156
but the timing wasn't right.
726
00:33:04,286 --> 00:33:05,766
So we waited a few years
727
00:33:05,896 --> 00:33:07,811
but we remained
really good friends.
728
00:33:07,942 --> 00:33:09,944
When first it happened,
729
00:33:10,075 --> 00:33:12,381
I was in the middle
of my training
730
00:33:12,512 --> 00:33:14,949
as a sexological bodyworker,
and we had to do some homework
731
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:16,864
'cause we have to practice
everything that we teach.
732
00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:18,866
So I called Kevin up
before I did.
733
00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:22,391
I'm like, "You know,
I need someone to masturbate me.
734
00:33:22,522 --> 00:33:24,437
It's part of the program.
735
00:33:24,567 --> 00:33:25,394
Are you willing to do that
for our first date?"
736
00:33:25,525 --> 00:33:26,961
[Kevin] I was relieved.
737
00:33:27,092 --> 00:33:28,919
I'm like,
"Oh, man, I'm getting the like,
738
00:33:29,050 --> 00:33:30,791
'Oh, we need to talk' call
before we've even had a date?"
739
00:33:30,921 --> 00:33:32,184
And then when she told me
what she wanted,
740
00:33:32,314 --> 00:33:34,229
I go, "Oh, that's it?"
[laughs]
741
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:36,927
"Yeah, no problem. That's easy."
742
00:33:37,058 --> 00:33:39,495
And after that,
it was kind of restarting
743
00:33:39,626 --> 00:33:41,541
from the beginning of,
like, "Hello.
744
00:33:41,671 --> 00:33:43,499
This is who I am,
let's start the date now."
745
00:33:43,630 --> 00:33:45,240
-You gonna be on top?
-Of course.
746
00:33:45,371 --> 00:33:47,677
Oh, my favorite. [giggles]
747
00:33:47,808 --> 00:33:50,289
When we got together,
I could see that
748
00:33:50,419 --> 00:33:52,204
there was a place
for us to work together.
749
00:33:52,334 --> 00:33:54,075
[Celine] It was easy.
Our bedroom
750
00:33:54,206 --> 00:33:56,338
is literally where we come up
with most of our ideas.
751
00:33:56,469 --> 00:33:57,818
So, sometimes we'll
be in the middle of lovemaking
752
00:33:57,948 --> 00:34:00,299
and be like,
"Wait, what did you just do?
753
00:34:00,429 --> 00:34:02,518
This felt amazing.
Like, break it down,
754
00:34:02,649 --> 00:34:05,260
so I can explain.
How can we teach this?"
755
00:34:05,391 --> 00:34:07,871
♪
756
00:34:08,002 --> 00:34:09,743
-[Josh] Hi, Celine.
-How are you doing?
757
00:34:09,873 --> 00:34:11,223
[Josh] I'm a little nervous,
actually.
758
00:34:11,353 --> 00:34:13,051
You're nervous. Okay.
759
00:34:13,181 --> 00:34:15,314
I've been working
with clients now for, like,
760
00:34:15,444 --> 00:34:17,359
over eight years in person,
761
00:34:17,490 --> 00:34:20,362
but at the same time,
I created my online course
762
00:34:20,493 --> 00:34:22,930
because I wanted to be able
to reach more people.
763
00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:27,935
I wanted to get you
into doing a testicle massage
764
00:34:28,066 --> 00:34:30,068
to have better erections.
765
00:34:30,198 --> 00:34:32,113
-Great. I'm ready to try.
-Ready to try?
766
00:34:32,244 --> 00:34:34,463
So what you're going to do
is you're gonna make a circle
767
00:34:34,594 --> 00:34:36,857
either with your index
or your thumb
768
00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:41,296
and with the other hands,
you are going to just squeeze
769
00:34:41,427 --> 00:34:43,472
and, like, massage the testicle.
770
00:34:43,603 --> 00:34:45,779
-Got it?
-I think so.
771
00:34:45,909 --> 00:34:47,955
[Celine] I had a vision
that I was going to help women,
772
00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:51,350
but what I saw is that I could
provide a space for men...
773
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,308
Now, you're gonna
come to the front
774
00:34:53,439 --> 00:34:56,920
and just rub on the groin area.
775
00:34:57,051 --> 00:35:00,576
...to come and be
in their vulnerability,
776
00:35:00,707 --> 00:35:03,318
which in turn
would increase their strength.
777
00:35:03,449 --> 00:35:04,363
Come on. Come on, Josh.
778
00:35:04,493 --> 00:35:06,669
I wanna see some bushfire here.
779
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:09,890
And so I realized
that I was serving women
780
00:35:10,020 --> 00:35:11,805
through helping men.
781
00:35:11,935 --> 00:35:13,720
The same movement you're doing
when you're fucking,
782
00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:15,765
you know,
so you know that motion.
783
00:35:15,896 --> 00:35:18,638
Perfect. And then we're gonna
reverse direction.
784
00:35:18,768 --> 00:35:21,336
You're gonna notice that
one might be more comfortable
785
00:35:21,467 --> 00:35:23,251
or more natural than the other.
786
00:35:23,382 --> 00:35:24,731
When I get to help a man
787
00:35:24,861 --> 00:35:26,472
to really step
into his confidence
788
00:35:26,602 --> 00:35:28,387
and his masculine power,
789
00:35:28,517 --> 00:35:30,780
then I know that
he's gonna bring that home
790
00:35:30,911 --> 00:35:33,653
and he's gonna fuck
his woman proper,
791
00:35:33,783 --> 00:35:36,221
which is gonna make the world
a much better place.
792
00:35:36,351 --> 00:35:39,528
♪
793
00:35:39,659 --> 00:35:42,836
[Celine] And one of the things
that always surprises people,
794
00:35:42,966 --> 00:35:45,143
they come here and they say,
"I wanna be a better lover."
795
00:35:45,273 --> 00:35:49,538
And we start to teach them
the art of presence,
796
00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:51,497
how you can feel your body.
797
00:35:51,627 --> 00:35:53,673
The more I feel myself,
798
00:35:53,803 --> 00:35:56,589
the more I'm able to feel
when I'm with somebody else.
799
00:35:57,807 --> 00:35:59,505
[Kevin] It literally starts
the moment
800
00:35:59,635 --> 00:36:01,942
-you wake up in the morning.
-[Celine] Good morning.
801
00:36:02,072 --> 00:36:03,944
[Kevin] We make sure
that we wake up early enough
802
00:36:04,074 --> 00:36:05,946
that we get that time
to connect.
803
00:36:08,296 --> 00:36:11,081
Today you're walking
like I did on our wedding.
804
00:36:11,212 --> 00:36:12,344
-[Celine] A little too fast?
-Yeah.
805
00:36:12,474 --> 00:36:14,172
[both laugh]
806
00:36:14,302 --> 00:36:16,478
[Celine] Even though
we're always together
807
00:36:16,609 --> 00:36:18,480
and we even share an office,
808
00:36:18,611 --> 00:36:22,484
we're also really good
at taking time apart.
809
00:36:22,615 --> 00:36:24,269
It's an important part
of the balance.
810
00:36:24,399 --> 00:36:27,185
♪
811
00:36:29,099 --> 00:36:30,840
[Kevin]
I've been doing traditional
812
00:36:30,971 --> 00:36:34,322
Japanese swordsmanship
for eight or ten years.
813
00:36:34,453 --> 00:36:37,151
♪
814
00:36:37,282 --> 00:36:38,979
[Kevin] One thing
that I love about that
815
00:36:39,109 --> 00:36:40,633
is there's no bullshit.
816
00:36:45,812 --> 00:36:48,380
Everything that you see
in Japanese swordsmanship
817
00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:50,686
has a purpose.
818
00:36:51,861 --> 00:36:55,256
Everything is about
attention to detail.
819
00:36:58,651 --> 00:37:01,349
And the reason why
I love that as analogy
820
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,917
for lovemaking and sex
821
00:37:04,047 --> 00:37:07,834
is because you have to approach
your partner the same way.
822
00:37:07,964 --> 00:37:10,010
It's about that attention
to detail.
823
00:37:10,140 --> 00:37:12,969
It's about that presence.
824
00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:15,537
The level of focus
that I had to learn
825
00:37:15,668 --> 00:37:19,062
to not kill somebody
with the sword on accident,
826
00:37:19,193 --> 00:37:22,762
that just translated over
so beautifully into the bedroom.
827
00:37:22,892 --> 00:37:25,591
♪
828
00:37:25,721 --> 00:37:28,158
[Celine] I wanna feel good
about myself and my body.
829
00:37:28,289 --> 00:37:30,770
So I've got
these different practices
830
00:37:30,900 --> 00:37:33,207
that I have put together
and learned over time
831
00:37:33,338 --> 00:37:35,557
and I kind of call them
my central practices.
832
00:37:38,952 --> 00:37:41,041
Central practices are practices
833
00:37:41,171 --> 00:37:44,784
to help you feel so good
in your body and sensual,
834
00:37:44,914 --> 00:37:46,960
and there's different things
that you can do.
835
00:37:49,005 --> 00:37:51,660
A lot of women, our breasts,
they're for somebody else,
836
00:37:51,791 --> 00:37:53,662
for the babies, for the husband,
837
00:37:53,793 --> 00:37:55,577
for the boyfriend, girlfriend,
838
00:37:55,708 --> 00:37:58,406
whoever else
that you're having sex with
839
00:37:58,537 --> 00:38:00,800
or you're, like, nurturing.
840
00:38:00,930 --> 00:38:04,586
And so this is your one chance
to use your breasts
841
00:38:04,717 --> 00:38:08,634
for your own,
like, self-love practices.
842
00:38:08,764 --> 00:38:10,723
So it just helps you feel, like,
843
00:38:10,853 --> 00:38:13,682
your breasts, like, they,
like--they're yours again.
844
00:38:13,813 --> 00:38:17,512
And I love to use my jade egg.
845
00:38:17,643 --> 00:38:19,775
It's a stone
that's made of jade
846
00:38:19,906 --> 00:38:22,909
that you insert
inside of your vagina.
847
00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:26,826
If you wanna access
your orgasmic potential,
848
00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:28,915
this can help do all of that.
849
00:38:29,045 --> 00:38:31,047
What's amazing
about using a jade egg
850
00:38:31,178 --> 00:38:33,920
is that you can start to work
with your muscles inside,
851
00:38:34,050 --> 00:38:35,791
then you can,
like, play the flute
852
00:38:35,922 --> 00:38:37,793
when you have
a penis inside you,
853
00:38:37,924 --> 00:38:39,708
you can contract
different muscles,
854
00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:42,668
and it stimulates
your partner's genitals.
855
00:38:42,798 --> 00:38:44,670
And it can give him
more sensation
856
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:45,888
and give you more sensations.
857
00:38:46,019 --> 00:38:47,847
Then you get to know, like,
858
00:38:47,977 --> 00:38:50,937
how do I like to be touched,
what feels good?
859
00:38:51,067 --> 00:38:52,721
And when you know
what feels good for you,
860
00:38:52,852 --> 00:38:54,941
then you get to ask
for what you want
861
00:38:55,071 --> 00:38:58,074
and what you need
with your partner.
862
00:38:58,205 --> 00:39:01,904
Okay, so I'm thinking we should
do Picking Your Pleasure.
863
00:39:02,035 --> 00:39:05,125
-[Kevin] Mmm.
-I like to get my feet rubbed.
864
00:39:05,255 --> 00:39:06,561
Mmm.
865
00:39:06,692 --> 00:39:07,736
[Kevin]
When it comes to couples,
866
00:39:07,867 --> 00:39:09,521
there are definitely some things
867
00:39:09,651 --> 00:39:12,132
that we see over and over again.
868
00:39:12,262 --> 00:39:14,874
They always want to wait
until they're in the mood.
869
00:39:16,919 --> 00:39:18,617
And so that's one of the biggest
things we help couples with,
870
00:39:18,747 --> 00:39:20,923
is you don't have to be
in the mood.
871
00:39:21,054 --> 00:39:22,534
We're not always in the mood.
872
00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:24,666
No. [laughs]
873
00:39:24,797 --> 00:39:26,929
That's nice. I can feel
the stress melting away.
874
00:39:27,060 --> 00:39:28,757
We have our date night,
875
00:39:28,888 --> 00:39:30,759
and this is what we do
all the time.
876
00:39:30,890 --> 00:39:33,022
But we make a commitment
to each other
877
00:39:33,153 --> 00:39:35,373
to have sex on a regular basis
'cause that's the way
878
00:39:35,503 --> 00:39:37,810
that we can connect
and establish intimacy.
879
00:39:37,940 --> 00:39:39,899
I love this. This is awesome.
880
00:39:40,029 --> 00:39:41,553
When you're spontaneous,
881
00:39:41,683 --> 00:39:43,119
most of the time,
it doesn't happen.
882
00:39:43,250 --> 00:39:46,688
You also need to have
that routine in a sense,
883
00:39:46,819 --> 00:39:49,212
that's--that time that says
we are going to connect.
884
00:39:49,343 --> 00:39:52,215
Date night is our commitment
to showing up
885
00:39:52,346 --> 00:39:53,913
for our relationship,
and it's something
886
00:39:54,043 --> 00:39:56,611
that we do every single week.
887
00:39:56,742 --> 00:39:58,787
What do you want?
Pick your pleasure.
888
00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:00,746
[Kevin] Well, for me,
one of the things that always
889
00:40:00,876 --> 00:40:05,054
helps me relax into date night
is a shoulder massage.
890
00:40:05,185 --> 00:40:07,230
We do games like
Pick Your Pleasure
891
00:40:07,361 --> 00:40:08,710
where you get to ask
for anything you want
892
00:40:08,841 --> 00:40:10,146
for 10 minutes.
893
00:40:10,277 --> 00:40:11,800
And there's so many other ones.
894
00:40:11,931 --> 00:40:13,976
It doesn't really matter
what we do.
895
00:40:14,107 --> 00:40:16,196
Whether we're talking,
we're cuddling, we're massaging,
896
00:40:16,326 --> 00:40:17,980
we're making love,
whatever it is,
897
00:40:18,111 --> 00:40:20,156
we should be connecting in a way
898
00:40:20,287 --> 00:40:22,507
where we're really
giving each other time.
899
00:40:22,637 --> 00:40:25,248
♪
900
00:40:25,379 --> 00:40:27,120
[Celine] For people,
foreplay is like the time
901
00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:28,948
as soon as you close the door
and you decide
902
00:40:29,078 --> 00:40:30,645
you're gonna make love,
so it's the 10 minutes
903
00:40:30,776 --> 00:40:33,082
before you insert.
And that really is not,
904
00:40:33,213 --> 00:40:35,084
like--
that's not the real definition.
905
00:40:35,215 --> 00:40:38,261
If you start to see your whole
life as being a potential
906
00:40:38,392 --> 00:40:41,917
for, like, moving sexual energy
and, like, have foreplay,
907
00:40:42,048 --> 00:40:45,051
it makes the day
so much more fun to live.
908
00:40:45,181 --> 00:40:47,662
How about I'm gonna tell you
909
00:40:47,793 --> 00:40:49,185
if I had it all my way,
910
00:40:49,316 --> 00:40:51,231
how I want this evening
to unfold.
911
00:40:51,361 --> 00:40:52,667
[Kevin]
Sometimes people say to us,
912
00:40:52,798 --> 00:40:54,408
"Well, that's great for you guys
913
00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:56,279
because you have
this great relationship."
914
00:40:56,410 --> 00:40:58,368
Anything that you don't know,
you can learn.
915
00:40:58,499 --> 00:41:02,068
We took the time to seek it out
and find out how to do it,
916
00:41:02,198 --> 00:41:04,592
and then we practiced it.
We practiced it a lot.
917
00:41:04,723 --> 00:41:06,768
If I had it all my way,
918
00:41:06,899 --> 00:41:09,728
you would slowly undress me
919
00:41:09,858 --> 00:41:13,645
and caress my entire body,
920
00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:16,822
my labia, until I'm starting
921
00:41:16,952 --> 00:41:21,043
to swell and pulse.
922
00:41:21,174 --> 00:41:24,743
And then slowly,
923
00:41:24,873 --> 00:41:27,223
you'll penetrate me
until I'm done.
924
00:41:27,354 --> 00:41:30,792
[both laugh]
925
00:41:30,923 --> 00:41:31,706
All right.
Going for the details,
926
00:41:31,837 --> 00:41:34,013
this evening, I see.
927
00:41:34,143 --> 00:41:35,754
There's tons of people out there
928
00:41:35,884 --> 00:41:37,669
teaching all kinds
of different things.
929
00:41:37,799 --> 00:41:39,366
They may know it intellectually,
930
00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:42,021
but they don't embody it
in their lifestyle.
931
00:41:42,151 --> 00:41:44,327
I think anything that you do,
932
00:41:44,458 --> 00:41:45,938
if you're putting yourself
out there as someone
933
00:41:46,068 --> 00:41:47,766
that knows what they're doing,
934
00:41:47,896 --> 00:41:49,724
you should really know
what you're doing.
935
00:41:49,855 --> 00:41:52,901
You gonna throw me on the bed?
936
00:41:53,032 --> 00:41:54,642
First, I have to rip
your clothes off.
937
00:41:54,773 --> 00:41:56,731
[both laugh]
938
00:41:56,862 --> 00:41:58,124
[Celine] In this country,
939
00:41:58,254 --> 00:41:59,734
sex is being used
for everything.
940
00:41:59,865 --> 00:42:02,128
It sells, and it's everywhere,
941
00:42:02,258 --> 00:42:04,913
yet people don't have
a good understanding
942
00:42:05,044 --> 00:42:07,873
about the power of their bodies
943
00:42:08,003 --> 00:42:10,005
and the power
of their sexuality.
944
00:42:10,136 --> 00:42:11,659
What do you think,
we get started?
945
00:42:11,790 --> 00:42:13,139
Absolutely.
946
00:42:13,269 --> 00:42:14,880
[Celine]
They don't even really know
947
00:42:15,010 --> 00:42:17,926
how to unleash their potential
948
00:42:18,057 --> 00:42:20,015
to have a mind-blowing orgasm
949
00:42:20,146 --> 00:42:22,888
or feel good in their body.
950
00:42:23,018 --> 00:42:24,063
This is really
what it's all about.
951
00:42:24,193 --> 00:42:25,978
It's not just about orgasm.
952
00:42:26,108 --> 00:42:28,720
It's about feeling good
about who you are
953
00:42:28,850 --> 00:42:30,156
from the inside out.
954
00:42:34,203 --> 00:42:37,250
♪
955
00:42:37,380 --> 00:42:41,167
Vacation sex is great
because you know you have time
956
00:42:41,297 --> 00:42:44,605
to do whatever you want,
so you can have more sex.
957
00:42:44,736 --> 00:42:46,825
I love vacation sex the best
because it's exciting,
958
00:42:46,955 --> 00:42:47,956
it's different, it's fun.
It almost feels like
959
00:42:48,087 --> 00:42:49,871
we're like--we're dating again.
960
00:42:50,002 --> 00:42:52,787
Vacation sex is abusing
your hotel room
961
00:42:52,918 --> 00:42:54,310
- to the best of your ability.
- Yeah.
962
00:42:54,441 --> 00:42:55,834
I'm pretty sure
that a few maids have quit
963
00:42:55,964 --> 00:42:57,879
after we checked in a hotel.
964
00:42:58,010 --> 00:43:00,186
I think it's the thrill
of having a hotel room.
965
00:43:00,316 --> 00:43:02,144
There's something about
hotel rooms,
966
00:43:02,275 --> 00:43:04,059
being in a different place,
having those fresh sheets.
967
00:43:04,190 --> 00:43:07,062
With the right person,
vacation sex is amazing.
968
00:43:07,193 --> 00:43:08,803
It's romantic there,
969
00:43:08,934 --> 00:43:11,458
and so you probably have
a lot more there.
970
00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:13,895
Before in a relationship,
I would try to rack up a number
971
00:43:14,026 --> 00:43:15,375
and be, like, "Okay,
I'm here for two weeks.
972
00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:17,246
How many can I get?"
973
00:43:17,377 --> 00:43:18,944
I think you can take
more risks in Mexico
974
00:43:19,074 --> 00:43:20,902
than you can in Ohio.
975
00:43:21,033 --> 00:43:23,209
You're in a new space,
and all of a sudden,
976
00:43:23,339 --> 00:43:24,993
there's a dick in your mouth,
you know.
977
00:43:25,124 --> 00:43:26,865
And that's not the case
at home.
978
00:43:30,869 --> 00:43:33,654
♪
979
00:43:35,177 --> 00:43:38,267
[Man] So how has the pandemic
affected your sex life?
980
00:43:38,398 --> 00:43:40,095
You know, we've had
a pretty good quarantine.
981
00:43:40,226 --> 00:43:41,793
We get totally dressed up
982
00:43:41,923 --> 00:43:42,837
-as if we were going out...
-Yeah.
983
00:43:42,968 --> 00:43:44,404
to a fetish party.
984
00:43:44,534 --> 00:43:46,101
We weren't, like,
"We can't have sex now
985
00:43:46,232 --> 00:43:47,973
because of the pandemic."
-Right. No.
986
00:43:48,103 --> 00:43:50,062
-We didn't say that.
-We definitely didn't say that.
987
00:43:50,192 --> 00:43:52,281
I feel pretty good as,
like, a postpartum woman...
988
00:43:52,412 --> 00:43:54,196
-Yeah.
-the amount of sex that I have.
989
00:43:54,327 --> 00:43:56,285
Yeah. I--you know,
and I'm happy with any sex
990
00:43:56,416 --> 00:43:57,983
that I have,
so it's good, you know.
991
00:44:01,987 --> 00:44:03,597
[Woman]
With our relationship,
992
00:44:03,728 --> 00:44:05,599
one of the big challenges
had been sex.
993
00:44:05,730 --> 00:44:07,993
We're committed
to each other forever.
994
00:44:08,123 --> 00:44:10,822
How can we deepen, you know,
995
00:44:10,952 --> 00:44:12,432
our sexual relationship?
996
00:44:12,562 --> 00:44:14,390
Your whole beings
are coming together,
997
00:44:14,521 --> 00:44:16,479
mind, body, and spirit
right now.
998
00:44:16,610 --> 00:44:20,701
We're exploring
the art of tantric sex.
999
00:44:20,832 --> 00:44:23,791
♪
1000
00:44:26,098 --> 00:44:30,711
[Bree] How has the pandemic
affected our sex life?
1001
00:44:30,842 --> 00:44:32,104
[Jason] I think probably
because we're together more,
1002
00:44:32,234 --> 00:44:33,627
there's probably more frequency.
1003
00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:35,760
We were together more,
but it's--yeah.
1004
00:44:35,890 --> 00:44:37,892
I mean, we were together more.
We were--and we were totally,
1005
00:44:38,023 --> 00:44:39,546
like, I mean--you know,
1006
00:44:39,677 --> 00:44:42,157
I mean, I've heard horror
stories obviously out there
1007
00:44:42,288 --> 00:44:43,637
with people who had spent
a lot of time together...
1008
00:44:43,768 --> 00:44:45,160
-In relationships, yeah.
-in relationships,
1009
00:44:45,291 --> 00:44:46,640
and I will say that
ours was great.
1010
00:44:46,771 --> 00:44:48,163
We're in a really good place,
honestly.
1011
00:44:48,294 --> 00:44:49,991
Yeah. I don't disagree.
1012
00:44:50,122 --> 00:44:52,124
I think that
we weren't stressed about it.
1013
00:44:52,254 --> 00:44:53,255
We didn't give it--
pour a bunch
1014
00:44:53,386 --> 00:44:54,866
of extra sauce on anything.
1015
00:44:54,996 --> 00:44:56,345
And so we just sort of
gone our--
1016
00:44:56,476 --> 00:44:58,434
gone about our business
and our life.
1017
00:44:58,565 --> 00:45:00,567
I think there's at least
one more intimate,
1018
00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:02,700
there's a deeper--like,
there's just something
1019
00:45:02,830 --> 00:45:05,354
-slightly different for sure.
-Definitely, yeah.
1020
00:45:05,485 --> 00:45:07,182
-And we're connected.
-I agree with that.
1021
00:45:07,313 --> 00:45:08,923
There's a greater sense
of fearlessness
1022
00:45:09,054 --> 00:45:10,403
when we are intimate, you know.
1023
00:45:10,533 --> 00:45:13,014
Like, we're both open without
1024
00:45:13,145 --> 00:45:15,277
feeling any sort of judgment
from each other.
1025
00:45:15,408 --> 00:45:16,975
We're really freaking lucky.
1026
00:45:17,105 --> 00:45:19,020
We've got something
really special.
1027
00:45:19,151 --> 00:45:21,806
Over the pandemic,
we celebrated our--what was it?
1028
00:45:21,936 --> 00:45:24,330
-Our 24th anniversary, I think.
-Our 24th anniversary, yeah.
1029
00:45:24,460 --> 00:45:26,114
-So that was pretty cool.
-And even the quality time
1030
00:45:26,245 --> 00:45:28,900
that we've got and no,
I would say that
1031
00:45:29,030 --> 00:45:30,118
since the beginning of all this,
1032
00:45:30,249 --> 00:45:31,903
the time that we spend together
1033
00:45:32,033 --> 00:45:34,122
intimately is way more quality.
1034
00:45:34,253 --> 00:45:36,211
It's almost like it got rid of
1035
00:45:36,342 --> 00:45:39,127
that whole idea of the grass
is always greener.
1036
00:45:39,258 --> 00:45:41,216
I don't have that feeling,
like, oh, I need to go do this,
1037
00:45:41,347 --> 00:45:43,566
or I wanna go do this,
or I wish was with that.
1038
00:45:43,697 --> 00:45:46,221
It doesn't squash, you know,
like, when I look at other women
1039
00:45:46,352 --> 00:45:48,223
or I think--it doesn't squash
any of that stuff,
1040
00:45:48,354 --> 00:45:51,226
but it certainly made me
appreciate who I'm with,
1041
00:45:51,357 --> 00:45:53,751
and who she is,
and what she means to me,
1042
00:45:53,881 --> 00:45:56,014
and the connection
that we have together,
1043
00:45:56,144 --> 00:45:58,103
and just how fortunate I am.
1044
00:45:58,233 --> 00:46:00,496
I now understand
better than ever
1045
00:46:00,627 --> 00:46:02,890
and maybe better than anyone
what she is
1046
00:46:03,021 --> 00:46:05,980
and that just helps.
1047
00:46:06,111 --> 00:46:09,157
One key word
I would say and honestly,
1048
00:46:09,288 --> 00:46:12,030
and all that this experience
1049
00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,947
helped flourish was growth.
1050
00:46:16,077 --> 00:46:17,383
-Yeah.
1051
00:46:17,513 --> 00:46:19,951
-Big time.
-Yeah. I mean, that's huge.
1052
00:46:20,081 --> 00:46:21,822
Not what I would've expected.
1053
00:46:21,953 --> 00:46:25,086
I mean, honestly, as crazy
as this whole pandemic has been,
1054
00:46:25,217 --> 00:46:27,175
I feel like
it's a stronger pull
1055
00:46:27,306 --> 00:46:30,788
that there was such a positive
of this giant pause button.
1056
00:46:30,918 --> 00:46:35,183
And that is really powerful
and really cool,
1057
00:46:35,314 --> 00:46:36,924
and I had never experienced
anything like that in my life.
1058
00:46:37,055 --> 00:46:39,405
♪
1059
00:46:39,535 --> 00:46:42,016
[Bree M.] Sex is a incredibly
important subject
1060
00:46:42,147 --> 00:46:43,365
that does not get talked about,
1061
00:46:43,496 --> 00:46:45,280
that needs to get talked about.
1062
00:46:45,411 --> 00:46:47,282
Hi, everybody.
This is Bree Mills.
1063
00:46:47,413 --> 00:46:49,328
I'm the writer and director
of Perspective
1064
00:46:49,458 --> 00:46:52,200
and you're here at
our film premiere in Hollywood.
1065
00:46:52,331 --> 00:46:55,116
I wanted to bring all
of the content into one place.
1066
00:46:55,247 --> 00:46:58,598
Ever since then,
it's become this space to tackle
1067
00:46:58,728 --> 00:47:01,514
all kinds of different
original programs
1068
00:47:01,644 --> 00:47:03,690
that involve sex and sexuality.
1069
00:47:03,821 --> 00:47:07,259
The idea of doing porn
differently is our mission,
1070
00:47:07,389 --> 00:47:08,564
and that's what Adult Time
is all about.
1071
00:47:08,695 --> 00:47:12,220
♪
1072
00:47:16,181 --> 00:47:18,748
[Bree M.] In terms of impacts
on our life
1073
00:47:18,879 --> 00:47:21,273
and our routine
over the last six months,
1074
00:47:21,403 --> 00:47:24,232
I think we actually have been
pretty heavily impacted.
1075
00:47:24,363 --> 00:47:26,104
-Is that good?
-Yes, it's good.
1076
00:47:26,234 --> 00:47:28,019
-You gonna enjoy it?
-Yes. No.
1077
00:47:28,149 --> 00:47:29,455
No? You're not gonna enjoy it?
1078
00:47:29,585 --> 00:47:31,022
Aah!
1079
00:47:31,152 --> 00:47:32,806
I think I have
the biggest change.
1080
00:47:32,937 --> 00:47:34,590
-Okay. That's true. Okay. Okay.
-'Cause I gave birth
1081
00:47:34,721 --> 00:47:36,375
to our baby.
1082
00:47:36,505 --> 00:47:38,116
So I think that was
the biggest change...
1083
00:47:38,246 --> 00:47:40,205
-Yeah.
-...in the last six months.
1084
00:47:40,335 --> 00:47:43,077
Having a baby definitely
brought us closer together.
1085
00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:45,079
Just the birthing process,
1086
00:47:45,210 --> 00:47:47,038
in the middle of the pandemic.
1087
00:47:47,168 --> 00:47:49,214
Being in a hospital
1088
00:47:49,344 --> 00:47:51,259
during that time
was interesting.
1089
00:47:51,390 --> 00:47:53,566
-We--
-Yes. Think--thinking
1090
00:47:53,696 --> 00:47:55,089
that we were in completely
a separate wing...
1091
00:47:55,220 --> 00:47:56,482
-Yes.
-...in the maternity portion
1092
00:47:56,612 --> 00:47:58,179
of the hospital,
and then finding out,
1093
00:47:58,310 --> 00:48:00,355
oh, no, the COVID patients
just don't go--
1094
00:48:00,486 --> 00:48:01,617
don't go to the level
above us...
1095
00:48:01,748 --> 00:48:03,054
-Yeah.
-...in the elevator.
1096
00:48:03,184 --> 00:48:05,186
Fire dance filming.
1097
00:48:06,448 --> 00:48:09,495
[Bree M.] Oh, nice.
[chuckles]
1098
00:48:09,625 --> 00:48:11,845
It's like a huge notch
on the belt in terms of
1099
00:48:11,976 --> 00:48:13,716
going through that together,
and we obviously
1100
00:48:13,847 --> 00:48:15,762
raised our first daughter
together,
1101
00:48:15,893 --> 00:48:17,242
and we hadn't gone through,
like, the pregnancy
1102
00:48:17,372 --> 00:48:18,852
and birth experience together,
1103
00:48:18,983 --> 00:48:20,898
so we got to do that
with our second daughter,
1104
00:48:21,028 --> 00:48:23,857
and that was, like,
super, super important.
1105
00:48:23,988 --> 00:48:26,077
Victoria,
what is Audrey doing right now?
1106
00:48:26,207 --> 00:48:28,035
Will you tell
the camera, please?
1107
00:48:28,166 --> 00:48:29,558
Her is eating beans.
1108
00:48:29,689 --> 00:48:32,344
What is she eating?
She's eating beans.
1109
00:48:32,474 --> 00:48:35,086
And knowing, too, that our kids
have that connection together
1110
00:48:35,216 --> 00:48:36,304
since they do have
a bio connection.
1111
00:48:36,435 --> 00:48:38,306
It was just super--like, made--
1112
00:48:38,437 --> 00:48:39,699
yeah, the tethers
got really strong.
1113
00:48:39,829 --> 00:48:41,266
-Yeah.
-And that's been like--
1114
00:48:41,396 --> 00:48:42,615
it's been pretty kumbaya since.
1115
00:48:42,745 --> 00:48:45,923
♪
1116
00:48:46,053 --> 00:48:48,229
[Bree M.] In terms of work
during the pandemic,
1117
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:50,188
it did kind of grind things
to a halt in a--
1118
00:48:50,318 --> 00:48:52,755
in a really important way.
1119
00:48:52,886 --> 00:48:56,194
I was doing a lot of
on-set stuff beforehand,
1120
00:48:56,324 --> 00:48:57,935
and when I wasn't working,
my head was in work.
1121
00:48:58,065 --> 00:49:00,589
I was pretty much
just working full time.
1122
00:49:00,720 --> 00:49:02,417
And I had planned to take
a couple weeks off
1123
00:49:02,548 --> 00:49:04,724
when our daughter was born.
1124
00:49:04,854 --> 00:49:07,509
But that ended up being
really a few months off.
1125
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:12,210
And we did not start producing
until July or August,
1126
00:49:12,340 --> 00:49:15,256
so we had a good number
of months of downtime.
1127
00:49:15,387 --> 00:49:17,302
All of these projects
that we had,
1128
00:49:17,432 --> 00:49:21,175
all of these existing
producing relationships we had,
1129
00:49:21,306 --> 00:49:22,829
all of these commitments
we had made,
1130
00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,570
they were coming to a halt.
1131
00:49:24,700 --> 00:49:28,400
So, we can either kind of
wait and see if, you know,
1132
00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:31,403
things are gonna, you know,
turn the corner
1133
00:49:31,533 --> 00:49:33,535
or we can rally together
and try to come up
1134
00:49:33,666 --> 00:49:35,494
with creative
alternative solutions.
1135
00:49:35,624 --> 00:49:38,758
So we started to think, okay,
what kind of shows can we make?
1136
00:49:38,888 --> 00:49:41,413
How can we book people every day
to give them work
1137
00:49:41,543 --> 00:49:43,415
that they can do
safely from their home?
1138
00:49:43,545 --> 00:49:46,505
We really tried to look at what
are all the creative solutions,
1139
00:49:46,635 --> 00:49:48,463
and then of course, on my end,
1140
00:49:48,594 --> 00:49:49,899
I immediately
started thinking of what--
1141
00:49:50,030 --> 00:49:52,250
how can I become
a virtual director?
1142
00:49:52,380 --> 00:49:55,253
-Sequence eight, take two.
-[slate bangs]
1143
00:49:55,383 --> 00:49:57,255
[Bree M.] All right.
And action, Serene.
1144
00:49:57,385 --> 00:49:59,213
Good morning.
1145
00:49:59,344 --> 00:50:01,476
Good morning, Ms. Serene.
1146
00:50:01,607 --> 00:50:03,391
[Bree M.] And I'm actually
gonna be embarking
1147
00:50:03,522 --> 00:50:05,393
on a big feature film project
1148
00:50:05,524 --> 00:50:07,613
that I'm directing
entirely virtually.
1149
00:50:07,743 --> 00:50:09,441
I need just a moment,
Ms. Serene.
1150
00:50:09,571 --> 00:50:12,618
No. Come on,
it's just gonna take a moment.
1151
00:50:12,748 --> 00:50:15,577
[moans]
1152
00:50:15,708 --> 00:50:18,537
All right.
Awesome. Okay.
1153
00:50:18,667 --> 00:50:21,322
So here's the tweaks
that I would make for that.
1154
00:50:21,453 --> 00:50:22,976
You know, we're moving forward
into a new normal,
1155
00:50:23,107 --> 00:50:24,934
and I think
within the adult industry,
1156
00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:27,198
this is one of the best things
that could've happened.
1157
00:50:27,328 --> 00:50:30,244
And cut. Guys, that was good!
1158
00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:32,333
That had moments of greatness
in it!
1159
00:50:32,464 --> 00:50:34,640
Because there are more
and more opportunities
1160
00:50:34,770 --> 00:50:36,685
now directly
for content creators,
1161
00:50:36,816 --> 00:50:39,340
the people that are,
you know, expressing themselves
1162
00:50:39,471 --> 00:50:41,038
and showing themselves,
and also taking
1163
00:50:41,168 --> 00:50:43,214
the risk and the stigma
that comes with it.
1164
00:50:43,344 --> 00:50:45,303
And now the ability to provide
1165
00:50:45,433 --> 00:50:47,087
more direct opportunities
for them,
1166
00:50:47,218 --> 00:50:51,004
ways to expose their work,
ways to help them, you know,
1167
00:50:51,135 --> 00:50:52,875
grow their businesses
and brands.
1168
00:50:53,006 --> 00:50:54,529
That's really where
the adult industry
1169
00:50:54,660 --> 00:50:56,009
is shifting anyway.
1170
00:50:56,140 --> 00:50:58,403
We're all adapting,
and that's great.
1171
00:50:58,533 --> 00:51:00,535
So I think it's been one
of the best possible changes
1172
00:51:00,666 --> 00:51:03,712
that could happen, uh, to porn,
uh, has happened
1173
00:51:03,843 --> 00:51:07,499
and now it's just kind of,
you know, being creative
1174
00:51:07,629 --> 00:51:09,675
and luckily, that's something
that we're pretty good at.
1175
00:51:09,805 --> 00:51:12,634
All right.
Once again, with feeling.
1176
00:51:12,765 --> 00:51:14,680
I've heard so many
great things about Midori.
1177
00:51:14,810 --> 00:51:16,856
I can't wait to see
how this turns out.
1178
00:51:16,986 --> 00:51:19,685
I think one thing that
I've been wanting to get into
1179
00:51:19,815 --> 00:51:22,688
is learning how to flog
different parts of your body.
1180
00:51:22,818 --> 00:51:24,603
- That would be super hot.
- Yeah.
1181
00:51:24,733 --> 00:51:27,040
[Woman] As a couple,
these two are so cute.
1182
00:51:27,171 --> 00:51:28,911
And they're so sweet
to each other,
1183
00:51:29,042 --> 00:51:30,391
it's just adorable.
1184
00:51:32,219 --> 00:51:34,700
[TK] I've learned the basics,
I would say, of flogging,
1185
00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:36,789
but I'm really excited
to progress that
1186
00:51:36,919 --> 00:51:39,835
and learn new techniques
and a new perspective.
1187
00:51:39,966 --> 00:51:40,880
There we go.
1188
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:48,453
[whip slapping]
1189
00:51:50,324 --> 00:51:51,325
[Jeremy] Ooh.
1190
00:51:51,456 --> 00:51:53,327
-Mm-hmm.
-Mm-hmm.
1191
00:51:53,458 --> 00:51:55,286
-Isn't that nifty?
-Isn't it?
1192
00:51:55,416 --> 00:51:56,896
-I like it.
-I like it, too.
1193
00:51:57,026 --> 00:51:59,986
Because of COVID
and staying at home,
1194
00:52:00,117 --> 00:52:02,945
we just--we have to spend
more time just the two of us
1195
00:52:03,076 --> 00:52:06,471
instead of out socializing
with other people.
1196
00:52:06,601 --> 00:52:08,864
We have a dungeon in our garage.
1197
00:52:08,995 --> 00:52:10,866
We converted one
of the garage spots.
1198
00:52:10,997 --> 00:52:13,391
We have thankfully
a double garage,
1199
00:52:13,521 --> 00:52:16,307
and one of them
is a full-fledged dungeon.
1200
00:52:16,437 --> 00:52:17,786
We play in there quite a bit.
1201
00:52:17,917 --> 00:52:20,920
I mean pre-COVID,
we've had people come over.
1202
00:52:21,050 --> 00:52:23,879
We've used the space for
photo shoots, different things.
1203
00:52:24,010 --> 00:52:26,099
It's--yeah, it's fun.
It's great.
1204
00:52:26,230 --> 00:52:28,449
But during COVID,
it's just the two of us.
1205
00:52:28,580 --> 00:52:30,582
-Yeah.
-We go up there
1206
00:52:30,712 --> 00:52:32,410
and we get totally dressed up
as if we were going out...
1207
00:52:32,540 --> 00:52:34,151
-Yeah.
-...to a fetish party.
1208
00:52:34,281 --> 00:52:36,457
-It's great.
-We have all the mood lighting
1209
00:52:36,588 --> 00:52:37,980
and have all the candles.
1210
00:52:38,111 --> 00:52:40,896
We have all our equipment
up there, all our toys.
1211
00:52:41,027 --> 00:52:43,421
Very hot
little party in our dungeon.
1212
00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:48,208
I feel like the COVID
kind of makes or breaks
1213
00:52:48,339 --> 00:52:51,298
the relationship, definitely
made our relationship.
1214
00:52:51,429 --> 00:52:53,039
Yeah.
1215
00:52:53,170 --> 00:52:56,129
Our lives have expanded
and changed in COVID.
1216
00:52:56,260 --> 00:52:58,523
Flogging has definitely
continued to be
1217
00:52:58,653 --> 00:53:00,394
a big part of our lives.
1218
00:53:00,525 --> 00:53:01,830
A result of Burning Man
1219
00:53:01,961 --> 00:53:03,702
being shut down
for the pandemic,
1220
00:53:03,832 --> 00:53:07,749
we had a small,
socially distant
1221
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:11,318
type of Burning Man
gathering event
1222
00:53:11,449 --> 00:53:13,451
where we set up our "camp"
1223
00:53:13,581 --> 00:53:16,584
which is a kinky camp
called Retrofrolic.
1224
00:53:16,715 --> 00:53:18,630
And we brought
our dungeon equipment,
1225
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,719
and we set up a dungeon
and we basically did
1226
00:53:20,849 --> 00:53:24,113
some demonstrations for people
that could come in and watch.
1227
00:53:24,244 --> 00:53:26,507
One of the things we brought
were a lot of the floggers,
1228
00:53:26,638 --> 00:53:30,816
and that seems to be
the very basic starting point
1229
00:53:30,946 --> 00:53:32,557
that a lot
of our vanilla friends
1230
00:53:32,687 --> 00:53:34,428
were getting into.
1231
00:53:34,559 --> 00:53:36,561
It was just simply
a light flogging.
1232
00:53:36,691 --> 00:53:38,693
Now, this was hugely intimate
1233
00:53:38,824 --> 00:53:40,565
for a crowd that was
mostly vanilla people.
1234
00:53:40,695 --> 00:53:43,568
So, not only did it blow
their minds
1235
00:53:43,698 --> 00:53:47,572
that we were doing something
so incredibly intimate,
1236
00:53:47,702 --> 00:53:50,227
but we are also talking people
through the process
1237
00:53:50,357 --> 00:53:52,881
and sort of lying there
in this very intimate way
1238
00:53:53,012 --> 00:53:54,970
and explaining what we were
doing and educating,
1239
00:53:55,101 --> 00:53:57,451
teaching people
as we were doing it.
1240
00:53:57,582 --> 00:53:59,714
It's also been
an interesting dynamic
1241
00:53:59,845 --> 00:54:02,630
as we've now spread this bug
amongst a lot of our friends.
1242
00:54:02,761 --> 00:54:04,806
And we've gotten
to become closer
1243
00:54:04,937 --> 00:54:07,722
with some people
that we hadn't previously.
1244
00:54:07,853 --> 00:54:10,682
So, on the one side,
COVID has actually brought
1245
00:54:10,812 --> 00:54:14,512
a group of people together
and formed this very strong bond
1246
00:54:14,642 --> 00:54:16,296
as we've sort of been
the only people
1247
00:54:16,427 --> 00:54:18,690
that we've hung out with
or seen the last six months.
1248
00:54:18,820 --> 00:54:21,388
♪
1249
00:54:21,519 --> 00:54:23,651
[shudders]
1250
00:54:23,782 --> 00:54:27,133
And I think a lot of people
would be more open to flogging
1251
00:54:27,264 --> 00:54:30,528
if they knew that they could
use it in a more sensual way.
1252
00:54:30,658 --> 00:54:32,617
-Yeah.
-Or like a restraint way
1253
00:54:32,747 --> 00:54:35,576
or a sensation of, like,
1254
00:54:35,707 --> 00:54:38,057
when we covered you
with floggers at one point.
1255
00:54:38,187 --> 00:54:40,755
-[Jeremy] Mm-hmm.
-Like, a heavy sensation
1256
00:54:40,886 --> 00:54:43,715
or just kind of brushing them
over your body.
1257
00:54:43,845 --> 00:54:45,673
It doesn't have
to necessarily be, like,
1258
00:54:45,804 --> 00:54:47,675
a stingy or thud-y sensation.
1259
00:54:47,806 --> 00:54:50,025
And then they experience that
1260
00:54:50,156 --> 00:54:53,072
and their minds kind of open
and they're like, "Oh, wow."
1261
00:54:53,202 --> 00:54:54,639
"Maybe I should
look more into this."
1262
00:54:54,769 --> 00:54:57,163
"I might actually like this."
1263
00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:59,296
And still to this day,
like, people will come up to us
1264
00:54:59,426 --> 00:55:00,906
and they're just--
their minds are blown
1265
00:55:01,036 --> 00:55:02,908
- by having--
- Yeah. They were just--
1266
00:55:03,038 --> 00:55:04,823
they couldn't believe it.
They were so appreciative
1267
00:55:04,953 --> 00:55:06,868
for the demonstration.
1268
00:55:06,999 --> 00:55:11,003
So I think it gave us a degree
of security and comfort.
1269
00:55:11,133 --> 00:55:14,049
And now that experience
has maybe led to us wanting
1270
00:55:14,180 --> 00:55:17,183
to do other experiences
now that we've seen
1271
00:55:17,314 --> 00:55:19,620
that we could be
comfortable in that.
1272
00:55:19,751 --> 00:55:21,492
I look forward to the next
new experience.
1273
00:55:21,622 --> 00:55:22,971
Yeah.
1274
00:55:23,102 --> 00:55:24,146
Anything you want?
1275
00:55:24,277 --> 00:55:25,452
All of the things.
1276
00:55:25,583 --> 00:55:27,585
All of the things.
1277
00:55:27,715 --> 00:55:30,152
♪
1278
00:55:30,283 --> 00:55:32,372
I guess my words of advice
for anybody
1279
00:55:32,503 --> 00:55:34,940
that's thinking about public
sex, sex outdoors, or whatever--
1280
00:55:35,070 --> 00:55:36,768
If something happens,
have another way
1281
00:55:36,898 --> 00:55:39,988
that you can bolt away,
keep your clothes close,
1282
00:55:40,119 --> 00:55:43,209
enjoy it and come
as fast as you can.
1283
00:55:43,340 --> 00:55:45,167
If people wanna watch porn
while they're having sex,
1284
00:55:45,298 --> 00:55:47,953
my only advice to them
is you're fucking perfect
1285
00:55:48,083 --> 00:55:49,650
and it doesn't matter
if your cooter's shaved or not.
1286
00:55:49,781 --> 00:55:51,696
No one cares.
1287
00:55:51,826 --> 00:55:55,047
Anyone that's with you
is just happy to be inside you.
1288
00:55:55,177 --> 00:55:58,224
So take the stress out
the situation. Just enjoy it.
1289
00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:00,052
I believe that sex life is--
1290
00:56:00,182 --> 00:56:02,576
should be put in the first place
1291
00:56:02,707 --> 00:56:04,665
and in terms
of any relationship.
1292
00:56:04,796 --> 00:56:08,060
So I strongly suggest people
do more sex.
1293
00:56:08,190 --> 00:56:10,671
-Have more sex.
-[laughs]
1294
00:56:10,802 --> 00:56:13,239
You get one person,
enjoy sex with that person,
1295
00:56:13,370 --> 00:56:15,023
and then explore with them.
1296
00:56:15,154 --> 00:56:16,851
You know,
don't listen to the pressure.
1297
00:56:16,982 --> 00:56:18,984
You don't even have
to conform to that.
1298
00:56:19,114 --> 00:56:22,422
Talk it out, you know.
Be open with your desires.
1299
00:56:22,553 --> 00:56:25,033
Even if you're afraid of how
the other person may respond--
1300
00:56:25,164 --> 00:56:26,687
They'll only be upset
for a little while.
1301
00:56:26,818 --> 00:56:27,775
They're not gonna
be upset forever.
1302
00:56:27,906 --> 00:56:29,821
If they are, that's on them.
1303
00:56:29,951 --> 00:56:31,823
I think everyone needs to start
talking about sex more. Like,
1304
00:56:31,953 --> 00:56:35,304
since I've been in college,
all of my friends were so open.
1305
00:56:35,435 --> 00:56:37,916
It just makes everything
so much less awkward and, like,
1306
00:56:38,046 --> 00:56:40,658
less alone,
so talking about those things
1307
00:56:40,788 --> 00:56:42,355
is so much easier for everyone.
1308
00:56:42,486 --> 00:56:44,357
My little rule of thumb
personally
1309
00:56:44,488 --> 00:56:46,141
is if you're not gonna eat it,
you can't fuck it.
1310
00:56:46,272 --> 00:56:49,057
So, take your time,
go slow and relax.
1311
00:56:49,188 --> 00:56:52,017
Honestly, those are
the three things. [chuckles]
1312
00:56:52,147 --> 00:56:54,106
My advice to young people
would be
1313
00:56:54,236 --> 00:56:56,848
don't be afraid of emotionally
connecting with your partner
1314
00:56:56,978 --> 00:56:58,893
'cause the sex is so much better
1315
00:56:59,024 --> 00:57:01,766
if you can just
be there in the moment,
1316
00:57:01,896 --> 00:57:04,769
look into each other's eyes
and just, like, "Ohh."
1317
00:57:04,899 --> 00:57:06,205
It sounds super cheesy,
1318
00:57:06,335 --> 00:57:08,773
but it's the best sex
I've ever had,
1319
00:57:08,903 --> 00:57:10,644
is with someone that I loved.
1320
00:57:10,775 --> 00:57:12,646
♪
1321
00:57:12,777 --> 00:57:15,649
[Singer] ♪ Hush-a-bye
1322
00:57:15,780 --> 00:57:18,696
♪ Don't you cry
1323
00:57:18,826 --> 00:57:24,571
♪ Go to sleep, my little baby
1324
00:57:24,702 --> 00:57:27,574
♪ When you wake
1325
00:57:27,705 --> 00:57:30,664
♪ You shall have
1326
00:57:30,795 --> 00:57:32,971
♪ All the pretty
1327
00:57:33,101 --> 00:57:36,496
♪ Little horses
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