All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy - 20x02

Meredith: At the height
of the Great Depression,

Harvard scientists started
tracking students

in hopes of discovering the key
to a long and happy life.

we should get
some sleep.

Yeah, we should.

They looked at participants'
mental and physical health

over 75 years.

[Breathes heavily]

It is the longest study
of happiness to date.

? It's all good ?

Mika: Oh, yeah. Oh!

75 years.

since the beginning of time...

? It's all good ?
[ Mika moaning loudly ]

The most powerful predictor
of health and happiness

Don�t give me that look,
Grandpaw.

[ Purring ]

Loneliness,
on the other hand...

I�m talking to a cat.

...can be deadly.
[ Cellphone chimes ]

? Everything is clearer,
I'm right where I need to be ?

? Ain't no need to be stressed,
I'm just doing my best ?

? Ain't no doubt
that I'm blessed, yes ?

It smells like
old feet.

[Crunching]

Atheromatosis.

Uh, you...
No, you go.

Right.

Thanks.
[ Coffee pouring ]

You didn�t get
any sleep, either?

Mnh. Nope.
Should we change
the locks?

You want to lock out
one of the chief residents?

Yasuda has the van.

We�re already
not allowed in the OR.

What�s Helm gonna do?

Hey, are we good?

You said you
needed a minute.

It�s been a week.

Oh, finally.

Someone
had fun last night.

Hey, what happened
to your ground rules

and needing
three full REM cycles?

Karma sucks, doesn�t it?

Let�s go. I can�t be late.
I�ve got a liver biopsy.

Say it louder.

I didn�t mean that.
I-- Okay.

Hey, uh, please don�t
put me on rectals.

Ben: You getting nervous?
Huh?

[ Scoffs ] The interns
should be nervous.

I know this job.
I made this job.
[Chuckles]

I�d like to see them
try with me.

I�m just saying that
you should be prepared

for this class
to be different.

They�re baby surgeons.
Baby surgeons don�t change.

They need structure,
limitations, and tough love.

Right, Pru?
Who�s the boss?

You�re the boss!
See? She knows.

Here you go.
Thanks.

Did that guy
just wink at you?

Um, probably.

Sorry I don�t have
an encyclopedic memory

of every guy
who hits on me.

Well, how about
an encyclopedic memory

of meeting
the man you love?

Who?

I'm kidding.

[ Chuckles ]
[ Chuckles sarcastically ]

Now that
I know that

you�re not into the whole
monogamy thing--

Don�t finish
that sentence.

Have you ever been
in a throuple?

Can we please
go back to that?

Mm. Millin was in
a throuple.
I didn�t say that.

Hey, love who
you want to love.

20 bucks says
that you�re loving

a new job
before the year's up.

I need gas money.
Millin, you in?

Can we all just shut up
and focus on our jobs, please?

Yeah.

Bailey: You�re late.

?

I stopped to get you
the Mean Green.

Your days as surgical cowboys
are over.

Our patients deserve
well-trained surgeons,

which you decidedly are not.

No more dodging protocols,
no cutting corners.

If you want to operate again,
you will earn it.

Procedure logs.

You will complete
every procedure to perfection

and get an attending
to sign off.

you will not so much
as look at an OR.

10 IVs,
15 chest tubes?
10 central lines?

Dr. Bailey,

we appreciate
what you�re doing.
Suck up.

But we�re already cramming
for the ABSITE exam.

Oh. Well,
if it�s too much for you,

feel free to choose
another career.

Want to be a dermatologist,
Dr. Kwan?

Didn�t think so.

Schmitt and Helm
have your assignments.

Okay. Kwan, Adams, Millin,
take the pit.

Yasuda,
you're with Ndugu.

Griffith,
you�re with Schmitt.

Any chance
we're going somewhere

with a lot
of procedures?

We get what we get
and we don�t get upset.

Did your class
ever have to do surgical bingo?

My class didn�t screw up
like your class.

Well,
her biopsy was benign,

and his ECHO
got pushed to noon.

So your patients
are covered.

Just focus on recovery.

Yeah.
Doctor�s orders. Okay?

Oh, it's...
[ Cellphone buzzes ]

Oh, it's the ER.
I�ll, uh, check in later, okay?

Okay. Yeah.
I just-- Can I...

[ Sighs ]

I'm here
and ready to help.

Never mind.

Let me guess.
Dr. Bailey�s new program?

Well...

[ Monitor beeps ]

No procedures
on the chief.

And no trolling for them
on my service.

So finish rounding,
then come find me.

[ Scoffs ]

[ Monitor beeping ]

Yasuda.
I could use your help.

Yeah. Of course.
[ Sighs ]

Tuggle, Futrell...

Are they specific
techniques?
They�re patients.

I want you to check on them
and report back.

Are you sure
you should be working?

It�s only been a week,
and I�ve got--

A procedure log.
I know.

Okay, Mr. Tuggle is going to
need his pacing wires removed.
[ Sighs ]

And Mr. Futrell, he�s always
pulling out his A-line, so...

Oh, procedures. Okay.
Mm.

And when you�re done
with those, I have others.

Just use discretion.

Discretion
is my middle name.

Actually, it�s Elaine.

I-I�m on it.

[ Crowd speaking indistinctly ]
All my life-- All my life,
I've wanted to be a champion.

And what happens? I get...
[ Crowd speaking indistinctly ]

Millin: If we could all
just talk one at a time.

But this is going to go
a lot faster

if one person
speaks at a time.

Our family softball game

turned into a bit
of a bloodbath.

I cut my leg, and Allie
and Billy need some help.

Yeah, I--
I can�t straighten my arm.

That�s not normal, right?

No. Not really.
What about you?

I don�t know.

It feels like
I broke my back.

Make her the priority.

She�s carrying
my grandbaby.

How about
my broken nose?

Charlotte fouled a ball
into my face.

Who is Charlotte?
Me!

She�s my other
son�s daughter.

She�s going to be
this year�s MVP.

Oh, when pigs fly.

Okay, Millin, let�s get
the Best family settled

while I do their intake, okay?

Alright, let's go.

The rest of you can wait
in the waiting room.

Paramedic:
Coming through.

Oh, oh, wait.

Everybody move back.
Move back, please.

Right, let�s get him
to trauma three.

No witnesses,
multiple gunshot wounds

to his chest
and abdomen.

Systolic has been stable
in the low 100s.

Received 2 liters
of fluid

Alrighty.
On my count, everybody.

Ready?
One, two, and three.

Whoa.
Smells like Pike Place Market.

Order a type and screen.

[ Grunts softly ]

I can�t get through.

[ Grunts ]
[ Fabric rips ]

Whoo!
That�s a whole lot of Benjamins.

[ Indistinct chatter ]

?

Presented to the ER
this morning.

His lab showed elevated
transaminases

with normal
alc, phos, and bili.

Ultrasound
confirmed cholecystitis.

Soup to nuts, how long
is this gonna take?

I need to feed
my pumpernickel starter.

What�s a pumpernickel
starter eat?

Sorry.
I am a surgical resident.

I keep textbooks
in my oven.

[ Chuckles ]

Richard: I�m afraid we�re going
to have to keep you here.

Dante is a baker.

He owns Bread for This,
the bakery.

Oh, their cinnamon rolls
changed my life.

That�s my baby.

You should come by
sometime, on the house.

I�ll tell the staff to look out
for the handsome surgeon

who keeps textbooks
in his oven.
[ Breathes sharply ]

You know, my wife
makes a mean cornbread.

Sweet or savory?

Oh. You kidding?
Sweet.

[ Winces ]

We�ll try and get you
back to work

as soon as we can.

Dr. Schmitt will be
your lead surgeon.

I�ll be assisting.

You will?

Uh, he will. Because I am
your lead surgeon.

Griffith,
go check on his labs, please.

Do you want me to stop
and see if Mrs. Fairey

needs her
wound vac changed?

Just the labs.
[ Breathes deeply ]

Uh, okay. Get some rest.
We�ll be back soon.

Looking forward to it.

How far along are you?

29 weeks.

And, yes, I know I had no
business playing softball.

They�re my in-laws.

This is what happens
when you take a bunch

of highly competitive,

wildly unathletic people
and give them bats.

I�ve suggested Wiffle ball
or badminton,

literally,
anything else, but--

Babe, those aren�t
real games.

Well, I paged OB.

But I�m also
going to get you an ortho

and a neuro consult.

That doesn�t sound
too good.

So you just
stay right here

and don�t go
chasing after any fly balls.

[ Chuckles nervously ]
Couldn�t if I tried.

[ Chuckles ]

D-Did he rob a bank?

This must
be thousands of dollars.

Or maybe he was trying
not to get robbed.

Winston: He has three wounds
in the front, two in back.

One bullet
must be inside still.

We're ready for films.

I could buy six vans
with that.

Yasuda,
what do you need?

Mr. Tuggle�s
post-op, day two.

Should I remove
his pacing wires?

Let�s hang another unit.
[ Monitor beeps ]

X-rays up. Kwan?

Bilateral
hemopneumothoraces.

He needs a chest tube.

Mm-hmm.

Both: I could do it.

Adams, take that money
down to security

[ Grunts ]
Here, Kwan.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Oh. Pressure�s tanking.

[ Flatline ]

?

Have you seen the pie episode
of the "Great Bakeoff"?

It�s dope.

I don�t have a lot
of time for TV.

Before surgery,
we need to make sure

we have all
your medications noted.

I already told
the ER doctor.

Are you taking
any medication for HIV?

Excuse me?

I didn�t see any meds
listed for HIV.

I figured it
was a mistake.

I don�t have HIV.

I�m so sorry.

Hold on.

Our labs indicate
a positive HIV result.

I mean,
when was I tested?

Standard screening
for our ER.

I want one
of the other doctors.

Oh, Dante,
I would never--
No,
you've made a mistake,

and clearly you don�t know
what you�re doing.

So...

Get me another doctor.

?

Okay.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Hello, Allie.

I�m Dr. Lincoln.
This is Dr. Shepherd.

Hey, Allie. Tell me,

have you experienced
any back pain

during your pregnancy?

Maybe a little.
Mm-hmm.

This is sharper. Stabbier.

[ Whispering ] And my groin area
is a little numb.

Herb should be MVP.
He's 81.

He�s still pitching
strikeouts.

Everyone
gets unlimited pitches.

You're really going
to deprive a dying man?

Look at him!

If anyone deserves MVP,
it�s Allie.

I don�t want MVP--

Gah! Ah! Ah. Ah.

Okay. Hang on.
Ooh, ah, ah.

Wait.
I think
my water broke.

What�s happening?
Is she okay?

Uh, Allie, I-I don�t think
it�s amniotic fluid.

It�s urine.

I peed myself
in front of my in-laws?

Don�t worry, sweetheart.
We�re family.

[ Chuckles ]

She needs an MRI.
This could be a spinal injury.

And if we don�t move now,
she could end up paralyzed.

[ Gasps, groans softly ]

[ Flatline ]

Trash duty suits you.

until they get back.

It�s been 20 minutes.
No cardiac response.

Okay.
Injecting another epi.

Hang more blood.

[ Flatline continues ]

Heart�s not starting.
Resuming cardiac massage.

Come on, man, come on.

Is there any ID
on this kid, Adams?

Uh, no, nothing.

Still nothing. Damn it!

[ Flatline continues ]

[ Sighs ]

Time of death--

Before you
declare him,

can I take over
cardiac massage?

[ Whispering ] He�s dead.

[ Whispering ] Exactly.
Good practice.

Yeah, fine, Kwan.
Step in.

[ Flatline continues ]

Careful, now.
One hand on top,

one hand underneath,

and squeeze up
from the apex.

Yeah.

[ Squelching ]

[ Monitor beeps ]

It�s beating. It--

Is it beating?

What?

Oh, congratulations.
Now move.

Let�s get him up
to the OR ASAP.

Can I scrub in?

It�s not up to me.

Ask your
residency director.

Is your procedure log
completed?

We just got it
this morning.

Then, no. Let�s go.

[ Bed clanking ]

You just happened
to get your hand in there

at the right time.

?

Dante, we repeated
your lab test twice,

and they both came back
positive for HIV.

Now, I know this is a lot
to take in,

so we�ll give you
some time.

We can postpone
your surgery

for a couple of hours

and provide you
with some counseling

and a referral
to a specialist.

Schmitt?
I�ll put in
the consult now.

[ Breathing quickly ]

Hey, careful.
You�ll pull out your IV.

I need to get
out of here.

You can get some air,
but we need to keep

the IV antibiotics
going until surgery.

Surgery is the last thing
on my mind right now.

I need to go.

HIV can be treated

with minimal changes
to your life.

But if we don�t treat
your gallbladder infection,

your health
will drastically decline.

Where are my clothes?

Dante,
please let us help you.

I�ll sign whatever
you need me to sign,

but please let me go!

[ Sighs ]

?

Uncle Bo: Herb�s been playing
for 60 years.

Just because she�s 5

doesn�t mean
she can�t add value.

How�s a busted nose
added value?

Ohh. What do you think,
Dr. Millin?

I think that I am done
with your leg.

Give me a sec. Okay?

Could you please sign
my procedure log?

Uh, could you please put me
on a different patient?

This family is...
a lot.

Dislocated finger
in bed seven, Millin.

Okay?
Yes.

Allie: Is it almost over?

First time all day
I can hear myself think,

and now all my thoughts
are terrifying.

Should just be
a few more minutes.

I grew up an only child,
and I hated it.

and someone
who also despised my mom.

[ Chuckles ]

Then I married Billy
and his giant family.

[ Inhales shakily ]
But if anything were to happen

to my baby
because of this stupid game...

Try to take
a few deep breaths.

[ Breathes deeply ]

Hey, uh, no more cake.

So your options are chocolate,
sugar, and glazed.

Second breakfast?

First.
First.

[ Computer beeping ]

Scans are up.

There, severe disc herniation
at L5 and S1 levels.

The disc is protruding

and pressing into
the nerve root.

This is cauda equina
syndrome.

I�ll book her an OR
for emergent decompression.

Mm-hmm.
You can�t go in
posteriorly.

If we go in
anteriorly,

we�ll have to deliver
the baby.

She�s only
29 weeks.

We can�t position
her laterally.

It increases her chance
of bleeding.

[ Sighs ] You're not leaving us
many options.

I think I have one.

Teddy:
What�s happening?

Mr. Jenkins is prepped
for his CABG.

but I think he has a crush
on Dr. Beckman.

Which is relevant
because...?

When he pulls out
his A-line,

he only wants Dr. Beckman
to put it back in.

Here, answers to your other
questions.

Good.
[ Sighs ]

Actually,
I need to finish rounding

on Ndugu's patients.

That�s got a possible
central line.

Are you sure
you don�t need help?

Yes, with my patients. Go.

[ Door closes ]
Oh.

[ Door opens ]

[ Sighs ]

Those are
the AMA forms to sign.

I arranged an appointment
with our clinic

so you can talk to them
about your treatment options.

I already know
the spiel--

and then passing on
the virus

is basically
a non-issue.

There�s also
an injectable option

if you�re not into pills.

When I saw you walk
into the room this morning,

my first thought was,

how was I going to ask
the hot surgeon out on a date?

Now I�ll always remember
your face as one of the ones

who told me my dating life
had changed forever.

Hey, y-you will still date.

When and how you disclose
your status is up to you.

And then they�ll run.

Or they�ll be like me
and they�ll already be on PrEP.

So they�ll have the freedom
to date whoever they�re into.

Even guys who...

feed their pumpernickel.

[ Laughs, winces ]

Hey, hey, hey.
You okay?

[ Breathing heavily ]

I think it�s getting worse.

You�re getting clammy, too.

Dante,
you need this surgery.

Hey,
if you walk out of here,

you could become
septic and die.

Okay. Okay.

Okay?
Yeah.

That-- That�s it?
Yeah.

Because I don�t think
I can walk.

We still don�t know
who this kid is.

As a parent, I--
I just can�t imagine.

Um, if you have something
to say to me, go ahead.

Lap pad.

You learn how to be a surgeon
in the operating room.

Suspending the interns

is stunting their education.

And what's worse,
it�s impeding my work.

They should be
in the OR,

pushing past their mistakes
and learning from them.

Growing, Bailey.
Suction.

I won a Catherine Fox
award.
I�m aware.

Most people think
it is because of my work

in reproductive care,

but really, it�s for
teaching reproductive care.

Okay, this bullet
shattered the spleen

and hit the small
and large bowels.

I�m afraid
the SMA is involved.

He might never
eat normally again.

If he lives.

Looks like
the bullet injured

the hilum of his lung.

Think I can feel it.
Oh, yeah.

There it is.
Gotcha.

Whoa!

Adams.

?

Take the bullet
to pathology.

?

As in now.

[ Machine beeping rapidly ]

His pressure's tanking.

Whoever you are...

stay with us.

?

[ Elevator bell dings ]

The table is shaped
like a donut?

No. We add supports
to the iliac crest

That way,
you can lie face down

without putting pressure
on your belly.

And we go in
and remove the discs

pressing on
your nerves.

And you�ve done
this before.

Well, it�s
an unusual situation.

That sounds like no.

Is this safe
for the baby?

I think
it�s the best choice.

And I will be in there
to monitor both of you.

[ Breathes sharply ]
I should have let that ball go.

I didn�t want
to disappoint anyone,

but now the baby--
I-I-I should have--

No matter what happens,

we will all be there for you
when you wake up.

Everyone?

I will tell whoever you
want to leave.

I love you.

As soon as
we have an update,

we�ll let you know.

[ Exhales slowly ]

You�re here.

That must mean
Mr. Wallace

is out of surgery.

I passed that case
to Dr. Boyle

Why?
Is someone asking?

I plead the Fifth.

Yasuda,
you want to tell me

what�s really
going on here?

I plead
the Fifth again.

This doesn�t concern me,
so I�m gonna...

Chief Altman said

if I checked on her patients.
Mm.

Don�t worry.
Joke�s on me.

I haven�t done
a single procedure,

and I�m behind
on Ndugu's patients, so...

Also, I know
it�s not my place,

but maybe she�s pushing it
just a little bit too--

What are you doing?

Well...

Yeah.
You did these.

On my wife.

You helped save her life,
Yasuda.

I won�t forget that.
Okay?

Now, I need your help
getting her to rest.

Save her from herself.

And don�t tell her
it�s coming from me, okay?

Use discretion.

Amelia: Finished
the decompression.

Screwdriver.

Art. Father Time's name
was Art.

Are we still talking
about this?

It�s important.

Well, maybe you
should have warned me

There�d be a quiz
about the day we met

20 years later.

Almost done stabilizing
the spine.

No, no, no, no, no.

I�m seeing
deep decels.

The baby�s heart rate
is dropping into the 60s.

Okay, we need
five minutes.
We might not
have that.

Her spine is not stable.

If we move her,
we could paralyze her.

Okay, I might be able
to manipulate the baby.

Okay, I need the other
screwdriver.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Jo?

No change.
Let me just try one more thing.

Damn it! It�s not working.
We need to get the baby out.

I haven�t confirmed
placement--

We need to flip her now!

Alright, we�ve got
enough screws.

We can finish after
we save the baby.

Let�s do this.
Wet lap pads.

Page the NICU team
and OB.

Let them know we�re doing
an emergency C-section.

Everyone here, drop what you�re
doing and help us flip her.

?

Just gave someone the biggest
diagnosis of their life

as casually as ordering
a freakin' coffee.

He could've died
'cause of me.

That really sucks.

?

Are you sure
you want this?

I want to feel better.

Uh.

?

Is there a problem?

Look, I want to.
You�re upset.

And...

Well,
maybe we should talk.

Yeah,
don�t worry about it.

Hey, Simone.

[ Door opens ]

[ Door slams shut ]

and it�ll take a little while,

but we are expecting
a full recovery.

[ Sighs ]
That�s great.

[ All chuckle ]

And, uh, what about
our baby?

Is she going
to be okay?

Well, her lungs
aren�t fully developed,

so she�ll need a little time
on a ventilator.

But for her age,

[ Babies crying ]

Yeah.
[ Sniffles ]

[ Chuckles ]

Hi.

Welcome to the team,
little slugger.

[ Chuckles ]

But we are
the Best family.

Yes, we are.

We�ll give you a moment.

He can be sentimental.

Well,
he is a new father.

I was talking about Link.

I mean,
he remembers everything.

Birthdays
and anniversaries,

good and bad.

Well,
you�ve known him longer.

You know
how sensitive he is,

how much he cares.

And I think...

it�s even more intense
with people that he loves.

He told you about us?

He didn�t have to.

We were already
family anyway.

Hm.
Mm.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

[ Telephone ringing
in distance ]

How is Dante?

His gallbladder
was very inflamed,

so we had to convert
to an open procedure.

But Schmitt
handled it well.

He�ll brief you
on the post-op orders.

Mm-hmm.

He�ll be okay.

My instincts--
I've always trusted them.

Lately...

It�s a terrifying feeling,
isn�t it?

No one
has a perfect record.

I mismanaged more than
a few things in my life.

How long did it take you
before you...

stopped?

[ Elevator bell dings ]

[ Keyboard clacking ]

Lemon, orange,
and cherry.

It�s Jell-O.

I don�t want
Jell-O.

I used to hate it.

My mom could serve
nine kids from one box.

So we had it
all the time.

A-And I mean literally
every Sunday afternoon.

But then
I went to college,

It-- It became
a little taste of home.

You know who wants
a taste of home?

Ms. Granados.

Was she discharged?

Chief.

What about
focusing on rest?

[ Chuckles ]

I don�t know
if it was my husband

I�m fine.

You are not fine.

And that is not coming
from Dr. Hunt or Ndugu.

That is fact.

I know because
I was standing next to you

when you collapsed
in the OR.

And I�m still not over it,
but-- but here you are,

acting like business as usual
when you almost died!

[ Sighs ]

[ Sobbing ]

Oh.
I-- I should go.

[ Inhales sharply, crying ]

Okay.

Please don�t tell
anyone this happened.

Discretion.
Total discretion.

[ Crying ]

It doesn't matter. She shouldn't
leave if she's pregnant.
I understand that.

[ Indistinct conversations ]
Excuse me.

Excuse me!
[ Conversations stop ]

Billy is with Allie.
The baby is fine.

[ Sighs ]

Now, all of you who needed help
have been seen.

So you are all free to go.

Oh, thank you so much,
Doctor.

Thank you.
You're welcome.

Alright,
what about the MVP?

What?
Oh, what about Nowell?

What about him?

An MVP is supposed to
inspire people.

Okay? Make them want
to rise up and do better.

Nowell�s played left field
for 25 years.

Hasn�t caught
so much as a cold.

Oh, at least he didn�t
set the cabin on fire

with illegal fireworks.
Those weren�t mine!

Really? That�s why your
eyebrows were singed off?!

Stop!

Stop it!
This is a hospital.

There are people who are sick
and injured here.

Some are in pain.
Some will never leave.

You should all be grateful
that you have a family

that wants
to spend time together,

that plays games together,
that has family traditions.

And instead you have all been
arguing all day,

making it next to impossible for
me to do my job and help you.

So I hope that you
all remember this

when you are all
back here next year.

MVP.

Please.

Family: MVP.

No.
Family: MVP.

- MVP!
- Whoo!

MVP!

Family: [ Chanting ]
MVP! MVP! MVP!

[ Monitor beeping ]

If I ask you something,

will you just not be you
for a second?

I need to know
the question first.

Have you seen
the bag of cash?

I think "idiot"

might be too generous
in this situation.

You left it in
the on call room, dumbass.

You�re lucky
I�m the one who found it.

[ Grunts ]
Ooh, oops.

Bailey:
Hand me that bag

before I hand
you something else.

[ Sighs ]

The police put out
a missing persons report.

Hopefully someone
will recognize our John Doe.

Dr. Bailey,
is this a good time

to sign
my procedure log?

No.

So I don�t get credit

for the cardiac massage?

You didn�t do that
for credit.

You did it to learn
to save a life.

What?

This--
[ Sighs ]

Look, this man
is a human being.

He�s someone�s son,
maybe someone�s brother.

He�s just like you, at the
beginning of his adult life.

And then he was shot
multiple times

and might not live.

Yet, the only thing
the two of you seem to see

[ Sighs ]

This exercise is not a game.

It is to determine
whether or not you will ever

regain the privilege
of operating

inside someone�s
living body.

And if I hear that you put
procedures over patients again,

I will make sure
that you never do.

?

since we weren�t able
to go in laparoscopically.

You�ll have to be here
a couple days, okay?

[ Sighs ]

[ Knock on door ]

I just want to apologize
if that�s okay.

Okay.

[ Door closes ]
Thank you.

Dante,
I am so sorry.

I should have been
more tactful.

It�s no excuse, but I was racing
through my work,

and I-I screwed up.

Sorry.
Been there.

I missed a couple of calls
from the health department

a few months ago.

Huge red flag,
I know.

But we had just launched
mobile orders.

The kitchen was slammed.

I didn�t have
any symptoms,

and I wasn�t seeing anyone.

So I put it off.

I never expected
to have HIV.

I had to find out
at some point, right?

See you in
the morning.

Thank you.

[ Door closes ]
Got any dinner plans,
Dr. Schmitt?

I hear
the pudding's good.
[ Chuckles ]

No dinner plans.

Right.

But I could spare
maybe 20 minutes.

?

Have you ever seen
the "Great Bakeoff"?

It�s my favorite.

Hi, I�m Dr. Kwan.

You two responded
to the missing person notice.

Our son-- he was on break
from grad school.

And he got work
on a fishing barge.

Andres: They docked yesterday,
but we never heard from him.

And we saw that there was
a-- a robbery

in the-- in the area
in the news,

and the-- the police
directed us here.

Oh. You have
a photo of your son?

? ...all the money
lying on her bed ?

Uh.

? My brother lied,
told me I was brave ?

Please take a seat.

?

? He said... ?

Your son is here.

Dorian--
his name is Dorian.

Dorian is here in the ICU.

He was shot three times.

We did aggressive resuscitation,
and his heart stopped,

but we got him back.

He�s stable,
but in critical condition.

The bullets caused
extensive damage.

I can take you
to go see him,

but I have to warn you,
it will be difficult.

? Maybe it's best
to never see the light ?

[ Sniffling ]

?

? Dug the fields
with our hands 'til...?

Hey.

Yasuda told you
that I cried.

[ Chuckles lightly ]

? ...'til he was satisfied ?

Hey.

I�m a mess.
[ Inhales shakily ]

Hey.

? ...of the men
we'd like to become ?

You�re alive.

I just...

? ...we�d find
all the strength to run ?

I can�t get
the image of Sam...

lying on that OR table
out of my head.

?

I was supposed to
save him.

But you didn�t,
and now

you�re trying to save
everyone else.

Mm?
Maybe.

Teddy, what happened to Sam
was not your fault.

It was out
of your control.

And I promise you,
you will be back to work soon.

But you need to recover.

? One day, okay, alright ?

And that is something
that you can control. Okay?

? 'Til then
it ain�t alright ?

You�re right.

Okay. No more work.

Good.

Thank you
for looking after me.

? Maybe it's best... ?

Of course.

? ...to never see the light ?

Mm. Mm. What? Wait...

What? No.
Do I feel...?

No, no.

Teddy,
is this another tablet?

It�s...
Really?

[ Laughs ]
Please, can I...
Okay.

[ Sighs ]

I love you.

[ Door closes ]

Winston. Hi.

I miss my family,
I miss Meredith,

I miss Maggie,
I-I miss Kai...

so, uh,
I got a cat.

Oh.

but I consider you family,

and I would love it

if we were
the kind of family

that could fight

and still eat meals
together.

Would you be interested
in a burger at Joe�s?

I could go to Joe�s.
Yeah.

You know it would be
with me, right?

[ Clicks tongue ]
Yeah. Come on.

Okay.

[ Sighs ]

Oh.

Oh. Oh, uh, Pru convinced Tuck
to set up the camping tent.

So now they�re singing
campfire songs.

Is everything okay?

Yeah, we had a John Doe
in his 20s.

He came in
full of bullets.

Turns out to be
a fisherman

who had, uh, just gotten
his big payday

when someone stuck a gun
in his face.

Just senseless.

It�s the worst
part of the job.

Now, I�m different.

The interns, right,

they're just like
any other class--

Their hearts are sometimes
in the right place.

But...

I�ve changed.

I�ve seen too much.

I've felt too much.

But isn�t that
a good thing?

No.

Doctor Ndugu openly
questioned my methods today.

[ Chuckles ]
And, um...

Well, maybe he�s right.

Maybe...
[inhales deeply]

Um...
Hold on. Hold on.

You remember
how long it took me

to figure out
Pru's Diaper Genie?

[ Stifled laugh ]

Or how frustrated
I got when

she would only
eat orange foods?

As long as it�s food,
who cares?

Exactly.

See, you, y-you�re sailing
through parenting Pru

because
you�ve done it before.

You know what works
and what doesn�t.

[ Sighs ]
So, yes.

You�ve changed...

...but for the better.

?

I scored four procedures
on my card,

I got two procedures,

I saw an attending cry,
and I�m exhausted.

Oh, who cried?

Doesn�t matter.

How many did you
get checked?

Also two.
Come on,
you�re not gloating?

Not in the mood.

Ready?

Yes.

?

Over the course of our lives,
our relationships ebb and flow.

[ Whispering ]
MVP. MVP.

We get together, break up,
move away or fall out of touch.

? The less it makes sense
the more we try ?

[ Door closes ]

When did you
have time to, uh,

Jimmy's did
All-You-Can-Eat Crab Day?

Oh, when they didn�t limit
the time,

and everyone who came for lunch
stayed through dinner

and I was totally
miserable.

I remember.

Okay. Well, after that
awful shift,

you and I sat
in the back booth

eating oyster crackers.

And you told me
that someday

and make enough to afford
everything on the menu.

[ Chuckles ]
You made it all better.

Just like you�ve done

so many times
since we first met.

Mm. Also known as the day

I rescued you
from Father Time.

Allegedly.

But I know this isn�t
Jimmy�s Crab Shack,

but this is everything
on the menu

from the Fisherman�s Lure.

Mm.

You know what I love
even more than donuts?

Me?

I was going to say
lobster rolls.

[ Chuckles ]

It�s prolonged periods
of loneliness and toxicity

that wreak havoc on our health,
our brain function,

and our longevity.

? This is the place
we�re all hiding ?

[ Door closes ]

Sometimes being alone
can be so terrifying

that we trap ourselves
in harmful relationships.

?

[ Sighs ]

? The one we all long to be ?

Um...

? The why it's so hard
to sleep ?

I avoid hard truths.

I avoid them till they are
staring me in the face.

Ran from Baltimore.
I ran from my wedding.

After everything with Sam,
I ran from you.

And I think it�s because

I am too scared
to admit that...

?

...right now�s not
a good time for...

?

I�m not sleeping.
I�m slipping up.

I�m hurting people.
I�m hurting myself.

career first.

When haven�t you?

? Fire ?

You accepted
a marriage proposal

right after kissing me
in your room.

Then you asked me
to be your best man.

And then you say you need
a minute to sort things out,

but that�s over
right when you need me

to help you feel better.

No.
You put yourself first.

Don�t worry.

Lucas,
all of that was--

From now on...

we�re roommates.

You and I are done.

But in order
to really thrive,

you�ve got to be willing
to cut and run.

? When we are known ?

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