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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,382 --> 00:00:20,252 ♫ When a man loves a woman ♫ 2 00:00:20,287 --> 00:00:23,755 ♫ can't keep his mind on nothing else ♫ 3 00:00:23,790 --> 00:00:29,327 ♫ he'd trade the world for the good thing he's found ♫ 4 00:00:30,196 --> 00:00:35,333 ♫ if she is bad, he can't see it ♫ 5 00:00:35,368 --> 00:00:38,503 ♫ she can do no wrong ♫ 6 00:00:38,538 --> 00:00:44,443 ♫ turn his back on his best friend if he put her down ♫ 7 00:00:44,478 --> 00:00:49,714 ♫ when a man loves a woman ♫ 8 00:00:49,749 --> 00:00:53,618 ♫ spend his very last dime ♫ 9 00:00:53,653 --> 00:00:59,391 ♫ trying to hold on to what he needs ♫ 10 00:00:59,426 --> 00:01:04,629 ♫ he'd give up all his comforts ♫ 11 00:01:04,664 --> 00:01:09,234 ♫ and sleep out in the rain... ♫ 12 00:01:09,269 --> 00:01:11,737 hey, that looks good. 13 00:01:12,539 --> 00:01:15,273 That sandwich. Looks good. 14 00:01:15,308 --> 00:01:16,508 You on your lunch hour? 15 00:01:16,543 --> 00:01:22,247 ♫ When a man loves a woman... ♫ 16 00:01:22,282 --> 00:01:23,849 any news in the paper? 17 00:01:23,884 --> 00:01:26,418 Would you like to read a section of this? 18 00:01:26,453 --> 00:01:27,552 No, thanks. I, uh, 19 00:01:27,588 --> 00:01:30,455 I actually read for a living, so it's the last thing 20 00:01:30,490 --> 00:01:32,324 I want to be doing with my lunch hour. 21 00:01:32,359 --> 00:01:37,262 Oh, excuse me. Sorry, excuse me, miss. 22 00:01:40,433 --> 00:01:41,533 You ok? 23 00:01:41,568 --> 00:01:43,568 Yeah. 24 00:01:43,603 --> 00:01:48,373 ♫ When a man loves a woman... ♫ 25 00:01:48,408 --> 00:01:49,174 what? 26 00:01:49,209 --> 00:01:52,644 Where are you going after this? 27 00:01:57,484 --> 00:01:59,284 Why would you be asking that? 28 00:01:59,319 --> 00:02:02,320 Uh, I am a pilot, 29 00:02:02,355 --> 00:02:06,391 and I'm gonna barely make my flight to Seattle Tacoma, 30 00:02:06,426 --> 00:02:09,294 and I haven't had a chance 31 00:02:09,329 --> 00:02:12,664 to pick up my laundry. 32 00:02:12,699 --> 00:02:13,832 And? 33 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:17,669 I thought you could pick it up for me. 34 00:02:20,407 --> 00:02:22,741 Heh! 35 00:02:24,511 --> 00:02:27,212 I'd give you the money and everything. 36 00:02:27,247 --> 00:02:30,615 Here's the receipt and $30. 37 00:02:30,650 --> 00:02:31,683 That should cover it. 38 00:02:31,718 --> 00:02:34,653 What do you propose that I do with your laundry 39 00:02:34,688 --> 00:02:37,222 after I pick it up? 40 00:02:37,257 --> 00:02:39,558 Good question. 41 00:02:42,729 --> 00:02:45,397 Here's the keys to my place. 42 00:02:45,432 --> 00:02:48,266 The address is on the, uh, little thing, 43 00:02:48,301 --> 00:02:50,969 and I will be there at about 12:30, 44 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:53,805 and you can bring it by then. 45 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:54,773 After midnight? 46 00:02:54,808 --> 00:02:55,774 Uh, excuse me, actually-- 47 00:02:55,809 --> 00:02:58,577 no, hold on. One second, one second, one second. 48 00:02:58,612 --> 00:03:01,246 If I could impose one further question... 49 00:03:01,281 --> 00:03:03,982 Ok. Why wouldn't I drop off your laundry 50 00:03:04,017 --> 00:03:06,551 at my convenience since I have your key? 51 00:03:06,586 --> 00:03:09,521 Because then I wouldn't be able to thank you properly. 52 00:03:09,556 --> 00:03:12,657 Oh, I see. And how would you do that? 53 00:03:12,692 --> 00:03:15,227 I would give you something 54 00:03:15,262 --> 00:03:18,296 that you can take away with you. 55 00:03:18,331 --> 00:03:19,864 And what might that be? 56 00:03:19,899 --> 00:03:22,367 Oh, you want to know up front? 57 00:03:22,402 --> 00:03:24,403 Oh, yeah. 58 00:03:25,472 --> 00:03:26,538 Excuse me. 59 00:03:33,313 --> 00:03:36,381 I bake. 60 00:03:38,585 --> 00:03:41,553 You bake. 61 00:03:41,588 --> 00:03:45,457 You bake? 62 00:03:45,492 --> 00:03:48,426 You like...Chocolate. 63 00:03:48,461 --> 00:03:52,331 I'm allergic to chocolate. 64 00:03:52,832 --> 00:03:55,701 Do you like carrot cake? 65 00:03:58,371 --> 00:04:00,372 Very much. 66 00:04:01,574 --> 00:04:03,041 Well, then... 67 00:04:03,076 --> 00:04:05,677 Cream cheese frosting? 68 00:04:05,712 --> 00:04:09,381 My specialty. 69 00:04:18,825 --> 00:04:22,327 Check it out. 70 00:04:25,865 --> 00:04:28,333 Mm! 71 00:04:37,410 --> 00:04:39,377 Cable guy come this morning? 72 00:04:39,412 --> 00:04:40,845 Heh heh heh! 73 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:41,979 No? Uh-uh. 74 00:04:42,015 --> 00:04:44,649 That's 3 weeks those kids are without adult movies. 75 00:04:44,684 --> 00:04:47,352 What a fucking world. 76 00:04:47,954 --> 00:04:52,724 Hey, that looks good. Is that chablis? 77 00:04:55,428 --> 00:04:59,631 Captioning made possible by buena vista television 78 00:06:56,649 --> 00:06:58,616 All right, take it easy on me. 79 00:06:58,651 --> 00:07:01,820 Does anyone have, like, a towel or something? 80 00:07:01,855 --> 00:07:03,521 Oh! Mm! 81 00:07:03,556 --> 00:07:06,057 Now, this is you inside. 82 00:07:06,092 --> 00:07:10,628 Not inside the dress, inside the body. 83 00:07:10,663 --> 00:07:12,130 How did I get in there? 84 00:07:12,165 --> 00:07:14,032 That's a whole other set of videos. 85 00:07:14,067 --> 00:07:17,035 And they won't let you watch those. 86 00:07:18,204 --> 00:07:19,671 Give me an eskimo. 87 00:07:19,706 --> 00:07:22,707 There you are. 88 00:07:22,742 --> 00:07:24,976 Why wasn't your real daddy there? 89 00:07:25,011 --> 00:07:26,778 You say dumbest things. 90 00:07:26,813 --> 00:07:28,580 I'm 4 years old! 91 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:31,216 Guys. Mom, can you tell her? 92 00:07:31,251 --> 00:07:34,519 Uhh! I married your daddy 93 00:07:34,554 --> 00:07:38,723 because he made me a cake with cream cheese frosting. 94 00:07:38,758 --> 00:07:40,692 That's how much he wanted me. 95 00:07:40,727 --> 00:07:42,760 How come daddy wanted you? 96 00:07:42,795 --> 00:07:46,197 God, woman, just look at her! 97 00:07:46,232 --> 00:07:47,699 Oop! Late. 98 00:07:47,734 --> 00:07:49,133 Second team take over. 99 00:07:51,638 --> 00:07:53,004 Porsche. 100 00:07:53,039 --> 00:07:55,273 Jesus! One more time. 101 00:07:55,308 --> 00:07:58,243 Amy, Jess has to do her homework tonight 102 00:07:58,278 --> 00:08:02,013 so she doesn't leave it for the weekend. 103 00:08:02,649 --> 00:08:06,284 Let's go. Amy, did you get that? 104 00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:09,721 Which part were you afraid I missed? 105 00:08:10,857 --> 00:08:12,724 Amy. 106 00:08:12,759 --> 00:08:15,494 Sorry. 107 00:08:17,764 --> 00:08:20,599 Happy anniversary. 108 00:08:30,643 --> 00:08:33,878 It's a press-on tattoo! 109 00:08:33,913 --> 00:08:35,914 Ha ha ha! 110 00:08:37,050 --> 00:08:41,219 It's says, "if found naked, please return to Alice green." 111 00:08:41,254 --> 00:08:42,220 It's to wear on trips 112 00:08:42,255 --> 00:08:45,123 so that the stewardesses know you're spoken for. 113 00:08:45,158 --> 00:08:46,291 Flight attendants. 114 00:08:46,326 --> 00:08:48,126 Flight attendants, whatever. 115 00:08:48,161 --> 00:08:50,161 Very thoughtful. 116 00:08:50,196 --> 00:08:52,597 Hmm! 117 00:08:59,172 --> 00:09:01,272 I went over the 20 bucks. 118 00:09:01,307 --> 00:09:04,642 Oh, hey, I didn't go over the 20 bucks. 119 00:09:04,677 --> 00:09:05,743 Really? 120 00:09:05,778 --> 00:09:07,846 Yeah. 121 00:09:08,648 --> 00:09:10,682 You rat. 122 00:09:16,656 --> 00:09:18,924 That's incredible. 123 00:09:19,225 --> 00:09:23,128 Now I'm gonna have to do that thing to you tonight. 124 00:09:46,052 --> 00:09:49,187 I think she wants you, baby. 125 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:53,258 Ha ha ha! 126 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:55,326 Hello. How you doing? 127 00:09:55,361 --> 00:09:59,030 Hi. Ooh! Good dancer. 128 00:09:59,065 --> 00:10:00,732 Thank you. 129 00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:03,201 Oh! Thanks. 130 00:10:33,132 --> 00:10:35,867 Happy anniversary. 131 00:10:46,212 --> 00:10:49,881 Oof! Ohh! 132 00:10:52,852 --> 00:10:54,786 Ugh! 133 00:10:54,821 --> 00:10:56,421 What? Porsche again. 134 00:10:56,456 --> 00:10:58,890 Oh, honey, come here. 135 00:10:58,925 --> 00:11:02,360 No, no, no. Alice! Honey. 136 00:11:02,395 --> 00:11:04,929 Goddamn it! 137 00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:09,867 Hey! It's 1:00 in the morning! 138 00:11:09,902 --> 00:11:12,070 People are trying to have sex up here! 139 00:11:12,105 --> 00:11:13,871 Alice, there's nobody down there. 140 00:11:13,906 --> 00:11:15,139 You're talking to a car. 141 00:11:15,174 --> 00:11:18,910 Goddamn it! 142 00:11:18,945 --> 00:11:21,179 Alice. 143 00:11:22,815 --> 00:11:24,182 Alice! 144 00:11:24,217 --> 00:11:26,451 Piece of shit! 145 00:11:26,486 --> 00:11:27,952 Alice! 146 00:11:27,987 --> 00:11:29,787 Goddamn it, shut up! 147 00:11:29,822 --> 00:11:31,289 God! Goddamn it. 148 00:11:31,324 --> 00:11:33,758 Alice! Alice! 149 00:11:34,327 --> 00:11:36,127 Alice, am I gonna like this? 150 00:11:36,162 --> 00:11:38,129 Here, take that. 151 00:11:38,164 --> 00:11:40,865 Ugh! Ooh! 152 00:11:40,900 --> 00:11:42,867 Grr! Ahh! 153 00:11:42,902 --> 00:11:44,903 Shut up! Argh! 154 00:11:47,406 --> 00:11:50,108 This piece of shit! 155 00:11:57,049 --> 00:12:00,785 Ok, ok. Batter up. 156 00:12:00,820 --> 00:12:01,919 Right here! 157 00:12:01,955 --> 00:12:05,090 Hey, batter, batter, batter, batter batter, batter! 158 00:12:05,858 --> 00:12:09,327 Right here. Come on, baby. Let's go. 159 00:12:14,133 --> 00:12:17,335 Aah! Sorry. 160 00:12:23,176 --> 00:12:27,312 Aah! Aah! 161 00:12:28,214 --> 00:12:31,950 Oh! Ha ha! 162 00:13:04,417 --> 00:13:06,985 I'll start your shower. 163 00:13:08,521 --> 00:13:11,355 You're not suggesting I go to work? 164 00:13:11,390 --> 00:13:13,491 Yes. 165 00:13:18,865 --> 00:13:21,999 Can you promise no one will be loud? 166 00:13:22,034 --> 00:13:26,104 600 kids? Sure. 167 00:13:29,108 --> 00:13:31,209 Good. 168 00:13:44,624 --> 00:13:48,593 Get dressed, sugar. We're running late. 169 00:14:02,942 --> 00:14:07,211 See, I'm not sure that Matthew washerman's glance at your breast 170 00:14:07,246 --> 00:14:09,914 rises to the level of sexual harassment. 171 00:14:09,949 --> 00:14:14,085 Well, what if he said, "you know you want it?" 172 00:14:14,120 --> 00:14:15,486 Did he? 173 00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:18,322 No! But what if he did? 174 00:14:18,357 --> 00:14:19,957 Well, that would be closer. 175 00:14:19,992 --> 00:14:22,393 I think if we can get him to lift up your dress, 176 00:14:22,428 --> 00:14:25,096 we can put him away. 177 00:14:25,131 --> 00:14:26,197 So, uh, ahem, 178 00:14:26,232 --> 00:14:31,169 what is the deal with cutting language lab--shit! 179 00:14:32,238 --> 00:14:35,440 Another self-mutilation day. 180 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:38,276 I'm checking on availability 181 00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:41,646 for end-of-the-day winding. 182 00:14:41,681 --> 00:14:42,747 Oh, come on. 183 00:14:42,782 --> 00:14:46,517 My problem's gotta be more sordid than Shannon's. 184 00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:50,121 Ok, quick one. Michael's got a trip. 185 00:14:50,156 --> 00:14:52,390 Yes. 186 00:15:04,203 --> 00:15:05,670 Hi. Hey. 187 00:15:05,705 --> 00:15:06,504 Where's Alice? 188 00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:10,207 That's right. Where's Alice? Bye. 189 00:15:10,242 --> 00:15:10,941 Amy! Amy! 190 00:15:10,976 --> 00:15:14,679 Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy! 191 00:15:14,714 --> 00:15:18,482 Listen, I, uh-- I've got a trip. 192 00:15:18,517 --> 00:15:20,985 I'm late, and Wayne's supposed to meet me. 193 00:15:21,020 --> 00:15:22,586 I've got no way to call him. 194 00:15:22,621 --> 00:15:24,088 He waiting at my lamaze class, 195 00:15:24,123 --> 00:15:25,122 and I just can't not show up, i-- 196 00:15:25,158 --> 00:15:28,526 Amy, Amy, this is important. I got a trip. 197 00:15:28,561 --> 00:15:32,530 You're not saying my life is less important? 198 00:15:34,700 --> 00:15:37,068 Of course not. 199 00:15:37,103 --> 00:15:40,672 I didn't think so. Bye. 200 00:15:52,051 --> 00:15:55,119 She didn't come home. 201 00:15:57,423 --> 00:16:00,491 I did notice that. 202 00:16:02,395 --> 00:16:04,695 I have a trip. 203 00:16:04,730 --> 00:16:08,032 What if she doesn't get back? 204 00:16:08,067 --> 00:16:10,234 Well, I'll just go down to the corner 205 00:16:10,269 --> 00:16:11,435 and offer the first person I see 206 00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:12,770 5 bucks to stay with you. 207 00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:14,238 Michael. 208 00:16:14,273 --> 00:16:17,041 Ok, 10 bucks. 209 00:16:29,255 --> 00:16:31,990 You're so pretty. 210 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:37,461 20 minutes, lights out, ok? 211 00:16:37,496 --> 00:16:40,064 Ok. 212 00:16:48,240 --> 00:16:51,009 You're ok. 213 00:16:53,712 --> 00:16:56,781 I've called everyone we know. 214 00:16:56,816 --> 00:16:59,683 Hospitals. The school. 215 00:16:59,718 --> 00:17:03,320 Heh heh heh! You're up. 216 00:17:03,355 --> 00:17:05,289 I'm supposed to be up. 217 00:17:05,324 --> 00:17:09,761 I'm just supposed to be doing it in Chicago. 218 00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:15,066 Ohh. 219 00:17:19,405 --> 00:17:23,107 Hey. Stop that. 220 00:17:23,709 --> 00:17:26,644 You got a trip? 221 00:17:26,679 --> 00:17:31,282 Really. And I better get a move on. 222 00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,251 I forgot that. I'm sorry... 223 00:17:34,286 --> 00:17:36,187 About your trip. 224 00:17:36,222 --> 00:17:38,556 What happened? 225 00:17:43,362 --> 00:17:45,096 We went for a drink. 226 00:17:45,131 --> 00:17:46,263 Pam? 227 00:17:46,298 --> 00:17:48,599 Yeah, Pam. My friend. She needed me. 228 00:17:48,634 --> 00:17:50,568 She needed to talk. She needed me 229 00:17:50,603 --> 00:17:52,770 'cause Joe is an asshole-- 230 00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:55,372 well, I'm glad she needed you, 231 00:17:55,407 --> 00:17:56,373 'cause she's the one who got you, 232 00:17:56,408 --> 00:17:58,342 and nobody else got a fucking phone call. 233 00:17:58,377 --> 00:17:59,410 We were just talking. 234 00:17:59,445 --> 00:18:03,380 She was crying, and, uh... 235 00:18:03,415 --> 00:18:04,247 When I looked at the time, 236 00:18:04,283 --> 00:18:08,319 I just figured you were asleep, so... 237 00:18:08,354 --> 00:18:11,789 I--i don't know how I forgot the trip. 238 00:18:11,824 --> 00:18:14,759 I don't know, either. 239 00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:20,764 Christ, Michael. 240 00:18:20,799 --> 00:18:21,732 You don't know what I go through. 241 00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:25,403 You don't have a fucking clue. 242 00:18:26,872 --> 00:18:28,772 What do you go through? 243 00:18:28,807 --> 00:18:30,908 My job, for one. 244 00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:33,777 The girls and... 245 00:18:33,812 --> 00:18:34,911 And running this place, 246 00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:36,881 and I know a lot of women go through the same thing, 247 00:18:36,916 --> 00:18:40,351 but their husbands aren't gone half the time. 248 00:18:42,555 --> 00:18:44,788 I miss you... 249 00:18:44,823 --> 00:18:47,692 When you go. 250 00:19:03,709 --> 00:19:06,277 You got pressures, you come to me. 251 00:19:06,312 --> 00:19:07,745 Well, why do that to you? 252 00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:09,880 What are you supposed to do with all that? 253 00:19:09,915 --> 00:19:12,650 You let me worry about that. 254 00:19:12,685 --> 00:19:13,918 I'm gonna trade ed Buckley 255 00:19:13,953 --> 00:19:17,855 for a trip to Mexico for a week, and we're gonna disappear. 256 00:19:17,890 --> 00:19:20,524 Would you like that? 257 00:19:20,559 --> 00:19:23,361 Like to disappear? 258 00:19:29,568 --> 00:19:31,802 Go get some candy from grandpa. 259 00:19:31,837 --> 00:19:34,672 And mama andretti. You're just-- 260 00:19:34,707 --> 00:19:36,607 hello, Casey, Casey! 261 00:19:36,642 --> 00:19:39,610 How are you, honey? Ha ha! 262 00:19:39,645 --> 00:19:41,545 Look what I got for you. See? 263 00:19:41,580 --> 00:19:43,647 We're not staying with her. 264 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:46,517 Hey, it's gonna be ok, honey. 265 00:19:46,552 --> 00:19:48,485 Yeah, well, she doesn't care about US. 266 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:51,855 Listen, she's crazy about you, and she's gonna spoil you rotten. 267 00:19:51,890 --> 00:19:53,624 Hi. Hello, Michael dear. 268 00:19:53,659 --> 00:19:54,692 How are you? Thanks for coming. 269 00:19:54,727 --> 00:19:57,261 She still puts you down, and I don't like it. 270 00:19:57,296 --> 00:20:00,831 Hey, you're gonna have to cut grandma a little bit of slack. 271 00:20:00,866 --> 00:20:03,267 She hasn't had the easiest life. 272 00:20:03,302 --> 00:20:05,803 Jessica! 273 00:20:05,838 --> 00:20:07,605 How's my sweet angel? 274 00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:11,242 Oh, just fine, mom. How are you? 275 00:20:11,277 --> 00:20:12,843 Have you lost weight? 276 00:20:12,878 --> 00:20:13,877 No. 277 00:20:13,912 --> 00:20:17,281 I guess you're just tired. Mwah. 278 00:20:17,316 --> 00:20:18,949 Wish I had time to be tired. 279 00:20:18,984 --> 00:20:20,718 Give me a smile. Come on, give me a big smile! 280 00:20:20,753 --> 00:20:22,920 Walter, don't let Michael carry 281 00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:24,855 all those bags in by himself. 282 00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:25,923 I'm sorry. 283 00:20:25,958 --> 00:20:27,090 It's all right, ma. It's only 2 bags. 284 00:20:27,126 --> 00:20:29,960 Well, give him the small one. He likes to feel useful. 285 00:20:29,995 --> 00:20:32,796 I got it. I got it. I got it. 286 00:20:32,831 --> 00:20:33,897 Mom, can I get you anything 287 00:20:33,932 --> 00:20:36,500 before we fly off and leave you with the kids? 288 00:20:36,535 --> 00:20:37,534 The best thing you can do for me 289 00:20:37,570 --> 00:20:40,504 is just have the grandest time in the world 290 00:20:40,539 --> 00:20:43,841 and come home rested, please. 291 00:20:43,876 --> 00:20:45,376 Hey, dad. 292 00:20:45,411 --> 00:20:46,277 When mama comes home, 293 00:20:46,312 --> 00:20:47,278 we're gonna have a big surprise for her. 294 00:20:47,313 --> 00:20:50,781 We're gonna have the whole house clean. 295 00:20:50,816 --> 00:20:53,350 Won't that be nice? Huh? 296 00:20:53,385 --> 00:20:56,620 Thanks. I gotta go. Bye. Bye, girls. 297 00:20:56,655 --> 00:20:57,755 Bye. 298 00:20:57,790 --> 00:20:58,889 Bye. Have fun. 299 00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:01,392 Thanks. 300 00:21:01,427 --> 00:21:03,894 Safe trip. 301 00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:05,729 Bye, mom! I love you! 302 00:21:05,764 --> 00:21:08,565 Love you! Bye! 303 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:09,299 Ok, let's go. 304 00:21:09,334 --> 00:21:11,435 Don't clean too hard. 305 00:21:32,391 --> 00:21:34,992 It's a press-on tattoo. 306 00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:39,597 Just in case. You never know what might happen in Mexico. 307 00:21:40,032 --> 00:21:43,734 I found a guy at the beach who'll watch US have sex. 308 00:21:43,769 --> 00:21:46,570 Ooh! A local? 309 00:21:46,605 --> 00:21:48,939 Mm-hmm. 310 00:21:48,974 --> 00:21:50,374 Come on, honey. 311 00:21:50,409 --> 00:21:53,977 Ooh! Ok, come on. 312 00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:34,952 Baby, gotta tell you something. 313 00:22:34,987 --> 00:22:36,453 Listen. 314 00:22:36,488 --> 00:22:38,956 I think we should do this more often. 315 00:22:38,991 --> 00:22:41,091 Ahem. I do. 316 00:22:41,126 --> 00:22:45,162 Because they paid you to fly here. 317 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:46,063 I got a pass. 318 00:22:46,098 --> 00:22:50,501 The hotel is a remarkable discount. 319 00:22:50,536 --> 00:22:53,837 There are meals, as you've said before, Johnny. 320 00:22:53,872 --> 00:22:54,905 Heh heh heh! 321 00:22:54,940 --> 00:22:58,709 You gotta eat anyway, so we can afford this. 322 00:22:58,744 --> 00:23:00,110 Not unless they count the drinks. 323 00:23:00,145 --> 00:23:04,581 Oh! What's that supposed to mean, hmm? 324 00:23:04,616 --> 00:23:05,315 Hey! 325 00:23:05,350 --> 00:23:06,850 You looking for a fight, buster? 326 00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:07,884 No, I'm not. Sit down, Alice. 327 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:10,587 Wait, wait, wait. I got a few moves here. 328 00:23:10,622 --> 00:23:11,855 Hey! Alice! If you want a fight 329 00:23:11,890 --> 00:23:15,959 I can give you all the trouble you can handle. 330 00:23:15,994 --> 00:23:17,494 I know you can. 331 00:23:17,529 --> 00:23:20,831 Alice, sit down. Sit! 332 00:23:20,866 --> 00:23:22,699 Sit. 333 00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:25,068 Woof. 334 00:23:25,103 --> 00:23:28,739 Alice! Alice! 335 00:23:53,799 --> 00:23:57,168 I'm waiting for my spanking. 336 00:24:02,774 --> 00:24:05,008 I know we have pressures, 337 00:24:05,043 --> 00:24:08,179 and we need to have fun. 338 00:24:11,016 --> 00:24:12,916 But wringing you out at the end of an evening 339 00:24:12,951 --> 00:24:15,853 is less fun than it used to be. 340 00:24:15,888 --> 00:24:20,791 And thinking back, it's been going on for quite a while, Alice. 341 00:24:29,201 --> 00:24:31,969 What's wrong, babe? 342 00:24:35,774 --> 00:24:38,341 Can you talk about it? 343 00:24:42,214 --> 00:24:45,216 You scared me last night. 344 00:24:52,624 --> 00:24:55,559 Didn't you scare you? 345 00:24:57,896 --> 00:25:01,899 Huh? What's gonna happen? 346 00:25:04,102 --> 00:25:07,605 I'm gonna stop drinking so much. 347 00:25:09,174 --> 00:25:11,675 Last night was the best thing that could've happened 348 00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:14,879 to straighten my ass out. 349 00:25:16,682 --> 00:25:18,849 I promise you. 350 00:25:22,754 --> 00:25:25,256 I promise me. 351 00:25:35,767 --> 00:25:39,002 Hey! Jesse! Ow! 352 00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:40,737 Piñatas! 353 00:25:40,772 --> 00:25:42,806 They're here! 354 00:25:42,841 --> 00:25:45,709 Oh, honey, don't get dirty. 355 00:25:45,744 --> 00:25:47,778 Hey! 356 00:25:47,813 --> 00:25:50,814 Hi, pretty girl! 357 00:25:50,849 --> 00:25:52,716 Hi, Casey! Hey! 358 00:25:52,751 --> 00:25:57,254 Oh, my god. I hope those piñatas aren't full of candy. 359 00:25:57,289 --> 00:25:59,656 Yeah. Hi. Hi, daddy. 360 00:25:59,691 --> 00:26:00,657 Good to see you. 361 00:26:00,692 --> 00:26:03,160 Hey, pops. How are you? 362 00:26:04,930 --> 00:26:06,363 Hi, mom. 363 00:26:06,398 --> 00:26:07,631 Hi, honey. 364 00:26:07,666 --> 00:26:09,866 I smell Murphy's oil. 365 00:27:53,505 --> 00:27:55,839 Shit. 366 00:28:39,551 --> 00:28:40,784 Well... 367 00:28:40,819 --> 00:28:43,821 Everything's fine on the curb. 368 00:28:44,089 --> 00:28:47,257 Garbage compulsion. I feel much better now. 369 00:28:47,292 --> 00:28:50,894 Come on, baby. It's late. 370 00:29:03,809 --> 00:29:06,310 Casey. 371 00:29:09,314 --> 00:29:12,249 You're not going to Dana's. 372 00:29:19,224 --> 00:29:21,558 Case, I think we're gonna have to fill out 373 00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:24,327 one of those homicide reports for Felicia. 374 00:29:24,362 --> 00:29:27,063 She's soaking off her makeup. 375 00:29:27,098 --> 00:29:28,932 Oh. 376 00:29:38,476 --> 00:29:40,310 Did I miss something? 377 00:29:40,345 --> 00:29:42,445 She didn't do her book report, 378 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:44,247 so she can't go to Dana's. 379 00:29:44,282 --> 00:29:46,149 It's not due till Monday. 380 00:29:46,184 --> 00:29:48,585 I told you last night not to save it for the weekend. 381 00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:51,321 Good morning. Good morning! 382 00:29:51,356 --> 00:29:52,355 Good morning. 383 00:29:52,391 --> 00:29:56,360 "Good morning," first words out of our mouth. 384 00:29:58,597 --> 00:30:00,997 I think we have all we can handle right now 385 00:30:01,032 --> 00:30:03,366 with our coffee and our little spoon. 386 00:30:03,401 --> 00:30:07,037 Ok, take her away! 387 00:30:09,608 --> 00:30:10,540 So... 388 00:30:10,575 --> 00:30:11,508 You go to Dana's, 389 00:30:11,543 --> 00:30:14,010 and the report gets done first thing Saturday 390 00:30:14,045 --> 00:30:16,546 and not last thing Sunday, ok? 391 00:30:16,581 --> 00:30:17,547 What's the difference? 392 00:30:17,582 --> 00:30:19,916 The difference between me helping you do it 393 00:30:19,951 --> 00:30:20,917 and me pulling your lungs out 394 00:30:20,952 --> 00:30:22,986 through your bellybutton. 395 00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:32,029 Hooray! 396 00:31:14,472 --> 00:31:16,072 Sorry I'm late. 397 00:31:16,107 --> 00:31:17,908 That's ok. 398 00:31:17,943 --> 00:31:19,476 Um, Casey's taking a nap, 399 00:31:19,511 --> 00:31:21,211 and Jess is teaching Samantha 400 00:31:21,246 --> 00:31:23,079 how to use the computer. 401 00:31:25,283 --> 00:31:27,350 You all right? 402 00:31:27,385 --> 00:31:29,519 I-- 403 00:31:29,554 --> 00:31:30,653 oh. 404 00:31:30,689 --> 00:31:34,958 I had--i had lunch at this Thai place, and, uh... 405 00:31:34,993 --> 00:31:38,128 Something in the oil maybe, but... 406 00:31:38,163 --> 00:31:41,364 I'll be fine. See you tomorrow. 407 00:31:41,399 --> 00:31:43,400 Uh, Alice, um, I can call my mom. 408 00:31:43,435 --> 00:31:45,602 I'm sure I can stay and fix some supper. 409 00:31:45,637 --> 00:31:49,205 I said... See you tomorrow. 410 00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:51,107 Alice, I think you should-- 411 00:31:51,142 --> 00:31:53,543 uh, uh, Amy... 412 00:31:53,578 --> 00:31:55,178 Go home. 413 00:31:55,213 --> 00:31:57,981 Ok? 414 00:31:58,016 --> 00:31:59,316 Please! 415 00:31:59,351 --> 00:32:02,185 Go home! 416 00:32:05,523 --> 00:32:08,525 You get some rest. 417 00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:12,296 And I'll call you a little later. 418 00:32:18,003 --> 00:32:20,103 Mom, look. 419 00:32:20,138 --> 00:32:23,039 Samantha drew a buick on the computer. 420 00:32:23,074 --> 00:32:23,974 It's green. 421 00:32:24,009 --> 00:32:26,710 Do your homework. 422 00:32:44,429 --> 00:32:46,196 Mom? 423 00:32:53,538 --> 00:32:55,138 Mom? 424 00:33:01,379 --> 00:33:02,779 Mom, are you sick? 425 00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:05,115 I said... 426 00:33:05,150 --> 00:33:07,617 Do your homework! 427 00:33:31,176 --> 00:33:32,242 Mom... 428 00:33:32,277 --> 00:33:35,212 Are you sick? 429 00:33:40,085 --> 00:33:41,518 I did my homework! 430 00:33:41,553 --> 00:33:45,022 That's all I wanted to tell you! 431 00:34:14,819 --> 00:34:17,087 Good girl. 432 00:34:21,860 --> 00:34:24,527 Jess! 433 00:34:47,218 --> 00:34:48,552 Mom? 434 00:34:52,157 --> 00:34:53,956 Mom? 435 00:35:10,942 --> 00:35:12,909 Is there a Michael green? 436 00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:15,445 Michael green? 437 00:35:16,814 --> 00:35:19,516 Switchboard tracking you down, I guess. 438 00:35:19,551 --> 00:35:22,652 Thank you. Hello? 439 00:35:22,687 --> 00:35:25,155 Jess, what's the matter, honey? 440 00:35:25,190 --> 00:35:26,489 Mommy died. 441 00:35:26,524 --> 00:35:28,224 What?! 442 00:35:28,259 --> 00:35:30,627 She just fell through the shower door, 443 00:35:30,662 --> 00:35:33,696 and all the glass is all shattered and on the floor, 444 00:35:33,731 --> 00:35:37,501 and she's laying in the middle of it. 445 00:35:39,404 --> 00:35:40,370 Jess, listen to me. 446 00:35:40,405 --> 00:35:42,505 I'm gonna have somebody over there right away. 447 00:35:42,540 --> 00:35:43,873 Do you understand? Ok. 448 00:35:43,908 --> 00:35:45,942 Ok, and I'm gonna call you right back. 449 00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:48,711 Ok. 450 00:35:50,315 --> 00:35:52,716 I need an outside line. 451 00:35:54,552 --> 00:35:59,890 I need an outside line! 452 00:36:01,593 --> 00:36:05,595 Dr. Warren, line 3, please. 453 00:36:36,361 --> 00:36:38,295 Hi. 454 00:36:40,698 --> 00:36:44,000 You're all right, 455 00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,703 doctor says. 456 00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:51,908 Jess. 457 00:36:53,578 --> 00:36:56,846 She's really happy you're ok. 458 00:37:00,051 --> 00:37:03,786 I hit her hard, Michael. 459 00:37:04,656 --> 00:37:06,022 I hit her so hard. 460 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:09,526 It's all right. She's fine. 461 00:37:10,461 --> 00:37:11,661 And we're gonna get you better 462 00:37:11,696 --> 00:37:15,865 so it doesn't happen again, all right? 463 00:37:17,835 --> 00:37:19,802 God, just don't hate me... 464 00:37:19,837 --> 00:37:21,604 Mm-mmm. 465 00:37:21,639 --> 00:37:24,574 Because I'll die if you do. 466 00:37:24,609 --> 00:37:28,278 That thought would never enter my mind. 467 00:37:33,618 --> 00:37:35,385 I start at 4:00 in the morning, 468 00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:37,287 and it goes all day. 469 00:37:37,322 --> 00:37:40,690 I drink in the John, I drink... 470 00:37:40,725 --> 00:37:41,824 In the closet, 471 00:37:41,859 --> 00:37:43,826 and I drink in the kitchen 472 00:37:43,861 --> 00:37:46,563 when they're not there. 473 00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:52,535 You know how when we go out to the car 474 00:37:52,570 --> 00:37:55,438 and I have to go back inside for a second? 475 00:37:55,473 --> 00:37:57,407 Mm-hmm. 476 00:37:59,577 --> 00:38:04,013 I have to be high to do anything... 477 00:38:04,048 --> 00:38:07,350 And I'm scared all the time. 478 00:38:09,020 --> 00:38:11,988 I drank for case's goddamn birthday party. 479 00:38:12,023 --> 00:38:13,923 So did I. 480 00:38:15,393 --> 00:38:17,894 I drink a quart a day. 481 00:38:22,667 --> 00:38:25,869 It's vodka, so you couldn't smell it. 482 00:38:30,375 --> 00:38:33,576 How come I didn't see this? 483 00:38:33,611 --> 00:38:36,079 Because I hid it. 484 00:38:47,525 --> 00:38:49,693 You were scared. 485 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,397 What am I gonna do? 486 00:38:54,432 --> 00:38:56,733 We'll figure it out. 487 00:38:58,536 --> 00:39:01,404 I don't want you to worry about it. 488 00:39:01,439 --> 00:39:03,906 I'm gonna find you the best treatment, 489 00:39:03,941 --> 00:39:06,776 best in the fucking world. 490 00:39:10,848 --> 00:39:15,518 You're not alone, honey, never. 491 00:39:15,553 --> 00:39:17,587 Never. 492 00:39:30,635 --> 00:39:32,668 Ok, girls, I'll see you later. 493 00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:35,104 Bye. 494 00:39:35,139 --> 00:39:35,905 Amy? 495 00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:38,808 Oh, I'll just wait in the kitchen. 496 00:39:42,947 --> 00:39:44,848 Ok. 497 00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:48,584 So... 498 00:39:48,619 --> 00:39:50,186 We'll talk on the phone, 499 00:39:50,221 --> 00:39:53,456 and you'll come to see me, 500 00:39:53,491 --> 00:39:54,857 and I'll be home. 501 00:39:54,892 --> 00:39:58,528 And we'll go to the beach? 502 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:03,132 Are you gonna take care of your sister? 503 00:40:03,167 --> 00:40:08,138 I'm gonna take care of daddy. 504 00:40:14,645 --> 00:40:16,880 Sorry, baby. 505 00:40:17,615 --> 00:40:20,750 It will never happen again. 506 00:40:27,758 --> 00:40:30,627 Mommy loves-- 507 00:40:59,991 --> 00:41:00,924 Oh, that's great. 508 00:41:00,959 --> 00:41:04,027 We can talk about it later this afternoon. 509 00:41:05,129 --> 00:41:05,795 Watch this. 510 00:41:05,830 --> 00:41:10,666 Hi, uh, we're-- Alice green. 511 00:41:10,701 --> 00:41:12,502 Hi. Welcome. 512 00:41:12,537 --> 00:41:14,136 Alice, before we check you in, 513 00:41:14,171 --> 00:41:16,072 I need to look through your bag. 514 00:41:16,107 --> 00:41:18,241 Is that all right with you? 515 00:41:18,276 --> 00:41:21,177 It's strictly routine. 516 00:41:30,187 --> 00:41:32,855 We've got all your paperwork, 517 00:41:32,890 --> 00:41:34,991 so everything's ready. 518 00:41:35,026 --> 00:41:37,260 Oh, sorry. 519 00:41:42,233 --> 00:41:42,965 So come on, Alice, 520 00:41:43,001 --> 00:41:46,035 and we'll get you checked in. 521 00:41:50,775 --> 00:41:53,243 Just Alice. 522 00:41:59,150 --> 00:42:01,651 Give me a minute. 523 00:42:03,621 --> 00:42:05,855 I'll call you tonight. 524 00:42:05,890 --> 00:42:07,757 I'm sorry. There's no phone calls. 525 00:42:07,792 --> 00:42:09,158 Excuse me. She's my wife. 526 00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:11,193 She can call me whenever she needs to call me. 527 00:42:11,228 --> 00:42:13,796 She'll be in detox until Tuesday, 528 00:42:13,831 --> 00:42:16,666 and she'll be busy getting well. 529 00:42:16,701 --> 00:42:20,837 She'll call you as soon as she can after that. 530 00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:43,259 I love you. 531 00:42:43,995 --> 00:42:46,062 I love you. 532 00:42:56,040 --> 00:43:00,743 ♫ I can hear her heart beat ♫ 533 00:43:00,778 --> 00:43:03,279 ♫ for a thousand miles ♫ 534 00:43:03,314 --> 00:43:07,016 ♫ and the heavens open ♫ 535 00:43:07,051 --> 00:43:11,821 ♫ every time she smiles ♫ 536 00:43:11,856 --> 00:43:14,890 ♫ and when I come to her ♫ 537 00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:17,760 ♫ that's where I belong ♫ 538 00:43:17,795 --> 00:43:22,231 ♫ again I'm running to her ♫ 539 00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:24,634 ♫ like a river's song ♫ 540 00:43:24,669 --> 00:43:29,238 ♫ she give me love, love, love, love ♫ 541 00:43:29,273 --> 00:43:31,941 ♫ crazy love ♫ 542 00:43:31,976 --> 00:43:36,679 ♫ she give me love, love, love, love ♫ 543 00:43:36,714 --> 00:43:39,281 ♫ crazy love ♫ 544 00:43:39,316 --> 00:43:43,919 ♫ she give me love, love, love, love ♫ 545 00:43:43,954 --> 00:43:47,223 ♫ crazy love ♫ 546 00:43:47,258 --> 00:43:50,259 Jess? 547 00:43:50,461 --> 00:43:53,162 It's 6:00 in the morning. 548 00:43:53,197 --> 00:43:55,164 Kids are unbelievable. 549 00:43:55,199 --> 00:43:57,299 First she wants French toast, 550 00:43:57,334 --> 00:43:58,200 then she wants tuna, 551 00:43:58,235 --> 00:44:02,071 and then she wants a cucumber sandwich. 552 00:44:05,276 --> 00:44:06,843 Case! 553 00:44:07,478 --> 00:44:10,212 You wanna know what she finally eats? 554 00:44:10,247 --> 00:44:11,447 She ate fruit. 555 00:44:11,482 --> 00:44:13,282 She ate fruit. 556 00:44:13,317 --> 00:44:15,284 Right. 557 00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:18,120 Oh! My hair hurts. 558 00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:22,291 Casey, is that you? 559 00:44:22,326 --> 00:44:23,993 Oh, god. 560 00:44:24,028 --> 00:44:25,294 I did her hair. 561 00:44:25,329 --> 00:44:27,129 Ooh, I like it. 562 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:29,131 Let's see that hairdo. 563 00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:32,768 Ooh, that's a little tight. 564 00:44:32,803 --> 00:44:33,703 Let me see that. 565 00:44:33,738 --> 00:44:35,304 Ow. Ohh! Sorry. 566 00:44:35,339 --> 00:44:36,939 Mommy does it better. 567 00:44:36,974 --> 00:44:38,774 Oh, mommy does everything better. 568 00:44:38,809 --> 00:44:40,409 She cooks better. She looks better. 569 00:44:40,444 --> 00:44:42,378 She kisses better. 570 00:44:42,413 --> 00:44:43,479 Mommy's a better person. 571 00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:48,184 You know, I'll bet you have a lot of questions, 572 00:44:48,219 --> 00:44:51,020 things you're feeling about mommy. 573 00:44:51,055 --> 00:44:52,321 We could talk about that. 574 00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:56,292 You know, like if you're sad or scared or angry or something, 575 00:44:56,327 --> 00:44:57,193 you could just-- 576 00:44:57,228 --> 00:44:59,395 what's a alcoholic? 577 00:45:04,235 --> 00:45:05,901 Someone with a bad habit. 578 00:45:05,936 --> 00:45:09,305 You know, like if you drank stuff that made you sick, 579 00:45:09,340 --> 00:45:12,274 but you really liked it, so you kept drinking it, 580 00:45:12,309 --> 00:45:14,376 and it kept making you sick. 581 00:45:14,411 --> 00:45:17,814 Wouldn't you want to learn how to stop? 582 00:45:19,216 --> 00:45:22,151 What's a alcoholic? 583 00:45:22,186 --> 00:45:24,186 It's why she does all that stuff, 584 00:45:24,221 --> 00:45:25,855 when she does all that stuff 585 00:45:25,890 --> 00:45:28,891 like when she talks like she's sleepy, 586 00:45:28,926 --> 00:45:31,527 forgets stuff, 587 00:45:31,562 --> 00:45:33,329 and when she's sad. 588 00:45:33,364 --> 00:45:36,132 When she cries? 589 00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:40,870 She cries in the bathroom. 590 00:45:50,948 --> 00:45:54,183 She--she did that a lot, 591 00:45:54,218 --> 00:45:56,786 I bet, huh? 592 00:46:03,594 --> 00:46:07,797 Your hair is so pretty. 593 00:46:07,832 --> 00:46:08,998 You know, mommy can't wait 594 00:46:09,033 --> 00:46:12,067 to get back just to brush it. 595 00:46:24,348 --> 00:46:26,849 I got her. Alice? 596 00:46:26,884 --> 00:46:29,819 I'm Dr. Mendez. I'm a counselor. 597 00:46:29,854 --> 00:46:32,454 You know you're supposed to be in community now. 598 00:46:32,489 --> 00:46:37,326 Your nurse said you've got a problem? 599 00:46:38,329 --> 00:46:39,361 No problem. 600 00:46:39,396 --> 00:46:40,396 I don't have any problems. 601 00:46:40,431 --> 00:46:41,931 Do you think I have a problem? 602 00:46:41,966 --> 00:46:42,765 Yeah, at least. 603 00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,333 I just want to make a phone call. 604 00:46:44,368 --> 00:46:46,235 I just want to make a phone call to my husband. 605 00:46:46,270 --> 00:46:48,504 If you wanted to make a phone call to your husband, 606 00:46:48,539 --> 00:46:50,039 would you call that a problem? 607 00:46:50,074 --> 00:46:51,407 No, but i'm not in detox 608 00:46:51,442 --> 00:46:52,341 dealing with an addiction. 609 00:46:52,377 --> 00:46:55,177 Look, we'll let you make a phone call-- 610 00:46:55,212 --> 00:46:55,978 now! 611 00:46:56,013 --> 00:46:57,947 Now is when I want to call him! 612 00:46:57,982 --> 00:47:00,216 Now, can you understand that?! 613 00:47:00,251 --> 00:47:01,083 Alice, look-- 614 00:47:01,119 --> 00:47:04,320 can you understand fucking anything?! 615 00:47:04,355 --> 00:47:06,956 Yeah... 616 00:47:06,991 --> 00:47:08,924 I can. 617 00:47:08,959 --> 00:47:12,161 2 more days, hon. 618 00:47:12,196 --> 00:47:14,330 You can do this. 619 00:47:14,365 --> 00:47:16,599 Hang in. 620 00:47:16,634 --> 00:47:18,367 Come on. 621 00:47:58,309 --> 00:47:59,642 Hello? 622 00:47:59,677 --> 00:48:01,677 Michael. 623 00:48:01,712 --> 00:48:03,279 Alice? 624 00:48:04,081 --> 00:48:05,514 Alice? 625 00:48:05,549 --> 00:48:06,982 Yeah. 626 00:48:07,017 --> 00:48:09,318 You got a call? 627 00:48:09,353 --> 00:48:13,990 Yeah, what do you know? They let me use the phone. 628 00:48:14,992 --> 00:48:17,326 How was detox? 629 00:48:17,361 --> 00:48:20,329 It was nifty, you know? 630 00:48:20,364 --> 00:48:23,198 I threw up like a good girl. 631 00:48:23,233 --> 00:48:24,032 Right. 632 00:48:24,067 --> 00:48:27,336 Hard part's over, baby. 633 00:48:30,441 --> 00:48:33,242 Yeah, the hard part's over. 634 00:48:33,277 --> 00:48:35,378 Party time. 635 00:48:37,381 --> 00:48:40,316 Well, so, uh... 636 00:48:40,351 --> 00:48:45,554 Basically, I just sit around and... 637 00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:46,655 Think of you naked, 638 00:48:46,690 --> 00:48:49,658 'cause you know you have this... 639 00:48:49,693 --> 00:48:53,128 Amazing body. 640 00:48:53,163 --> 00:48:55,932 You still do, don't you? 641 00:48:57,534 --> 00:48:59,702 State of the art. 642 00:49:01,438 --> 00:49:05,374 So you'll be what, 65 pounds now? 643 00:49:14,785 --> 00:49:16,619 Honey? 644 00:49:17,621 --> 00:49:18,487 Alice? 645 00:49:18,522 --> 00:49:22,291 Honey, you there? 646 00:49:23,193 --> 00:49:24,626 Alice? 647 00:49:27,664 --> 00:49:30,499 Yeah. 648 00:49:30,534 --> 00:49:33,302 Everyone here is pulling for you. 649 00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:39,508 Alice, they say they tear you down the first 2 weeks 650 00:49:39,543 --> 00:49:42,378 so they can build you back up. 651 00:49:51,155 --> 00:49:51,821 Alice? 652 00:49:51,856 --> 00:49:55,057 God, I'm sorry, baby. 653 00:49:55,659 --> 00:49:58,661 It's just so hard. 654 00:50:03,534 --> 00:50:04,700 Honey, are you there? 655 00:50:04,735 --> 00:50:09,071 Yeah. I'm here, baby. 656 00:50:09,106 --> 00:50:10,739 I love you. 657 00:50:15,279 --> 00:50:17,646 I miss you. 658 00:50:17,681 --> 00:50:19,515 Listen, I'll see you, um-- 659 00:50:19,550 --> 00:50:21,717 I'll see you on Sunday. 660 00:50:21,752 --> 00:50:22,618 Ok? 661 00:50:22,653 --> 00:50:24,319 The kids are so excited to see you. 662 00:50:24,354 --> 00:50:26,655 I can't talk for too long, because there's, um, 663 00:50:26,690 --> 00:50:30,059 one phone and whole line of people, so... 664 00:50:33,230 --> 00:50:36,532 Can you bring my gray sweat suit? 665 00:50:36,567 --> 00:50:38,300 Yes. 666 00:50:44,374 --> 00:50:46,542 Well, I'm just running down my list 667 00:50:46,577 --> 00:50:49,678 of dumb things to say right now. 668 00:50:51,181 --> 00:50:53,649 Good for you. 669 00:52:04,688 --> 00:52:07,690 Jess: You're supposed to wrap it. 670 00:52:10,727 --> 00:52:12,261 What? 671 00:52:12,296 --> 00:52:15,197 In a newspaper or a paper bag 672 00:52:15,232 --> 00:52:20,136 so nobody sees it or something. 673 00:52:24,675 --> 00:52:26,509 Mommy tell you that? 674 00:52:42,359 --> 00:52:44,627 Oh, god. 675 00:52:55,606 --> 00:52:58,674 Hey... 676 00:52:58,709 --> 00:53:00,576 You wanna do one? 677 00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:06,748 Come on, 678 00:53:06,783 --> 00:53:09,785 take your pick. 679 00:53:15,325 --> 00:53:17,393 Vodka, huh? 680 00:53:53,530 --> 00:53:55,798 All right. 681 00:54:03,507 --> 00:54:05,874 Ok, let me see you here. 682 00:54:05,909 --> 00:54:09,344 Now, if mommy cries when she sees you, 683 00:54:09,379 --> 00:54:11,913 it's because you're beautiful. 684 00:54:11,948 --> 00:54:13,982 Ok? 685 00:54:14,017 --> 00:54:15,985 Piggyback? 686 00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:23,825 Oh, the purse. Ready? 687 00:54:28,999 --> 00:54:29,998 Atta horse! 688 00:54:30,033 --> 00:54:32,067 Where is she? 689 00:54:32,102 --> 00:54:33,702 I don't know. She said-- 690 00:54:33,737 --> 00:54:36,472 she said she'd be out here. 691 00:54:37,607 --> 00:54:40,842 There she is. You see her in the hat? 692 00:54:40,877 --> 00:54:43,379 Mommy! 693 00:54:43,780 --> 00:54:46,348 Mommy! 694 00:54:47,451 --> 00:54:49,685 Mommy! 695 00:54:51,822 --> 00:54:53,922 Mommy! 696 00:54:57,761 --> 00:54:59,662 Hi, baby. 697 00:55:04,368 --> 00:55:06,368 Hey. 698 00:55:07,637 --> 00:55:11,006 Say hi to mommy. 699 00:55:12,876 --> 00:55:15,444 Hi, beautiful girl. 700 00:55:15,479 --> 00:55:18,881 Hi. Hi. 701 00:55:19,916 --> 00:55:24,019 You want to take 'em for a walk, and I'll catch up later? 702 00:55:25,155 --> 00:55:26,088 See you later. 703 00:55:26,123 --> 00:55:27,556 Thank you. Ok. 704 00:55:27,591 --> 00:55:29,858 Come on, you guys. Let's go! 705 00:55:40,437 --> 00:55:42,037 Excuse me, could you get some coffee in here? 706 00:55:42,072 --> 00:55:44,106 What do I look like, a fuckin' waitress? 707 00:55:44,141 --> 00:55:46,809 Man: Grab that stripe on the side. 708 00:55:50,714 --> 00:55:52,114 Second man: Hey! 709 00:55:52,149 --> 00:55:53,515 I saw you with Alice. 710 00:55:53,550 --> 00:55:54,783 You're her significant other. 711 00:55:54,818 --> 00:55:57,419 Good to meet ya, man. Your wife's amazing. 712 00:55:57,454 --> 00:55:58,120 Malcolm. 713 00:55:58,155 --> 00:55:59,088 Oh, uh, Michael. 714 00:55:59,123 --> 00:56:00,922 Yeah, Michael. Get in here. Come on in. 715 00:56:00,957 --> 00:56:01,990 No. I got the kids outside. 716 00:56:02,025 --> 00:56:03,592 Nah, that's ok. This is Earl. 717 00:56:03,627 --> 00:56:04,526 Hey, I'm Earl. 718 00:56:04,561 --> 00:56:05,227 Hi, Earl. Michael. 719 00:56:05,262 --> 00:56:06,027 Come on in. Watch the game. 720 00:56:06,063 --> 00:56:07,462 No. No. I--i got the kids outside. 721 00:56:07,497 --> 00:56:08,396 Have a seat. Ok. 722 00:56:08,432 --> 00:56:09,397 TV announcer: Myer shooting at 50% tonight. 723 00:56:09,433 --> 00:56:11,433 Second announcer: Well, there's that middle man. 724 00:56:11,468 --> 00:56:13,001 Blaylock is still on him, 725 00:56:13,036 --> 00:56:16,104 moves up the Lane, opens up that wild pass, 726 00:56:16,139 --> 00:56:20,609 clear on the other side there... 727 00:56:24,748 --> 00:56:25,881 Man: Hi, Malcolm. 728 00:56:25,916 --> 00:56:29,184 Been a while since you watched a game without a beer? 729 00:56:29,219 --> 00:56:30,185 Me? 730 00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:31,052 You. 731 00:56:31,088 --> 00:56:36,124 Actually, i--i-- I don't, uh, drink much. 732 00:56:43,500 --> 00:56:45,100 I been there, man. 733 00:56:45,135 --> 00:56:47,169 Denial. 734 00:56:47,204 --> 00:56:47,903 Jesus. 735 00:56:47,938 --> 00:56:49,971 Ain't just a river in Egypt. 736 00:56:50,006 --> 00:56:50,939 Man: Shut up! 737 00:56:50,974 --> 00:56:52,007 Cork it, Danny. 738 00:56:52,042 --> 00:56:54,976 Are you guys sayin' that this dude don't drink? 739 00:56:55,011 --> 00:56:57,679 I'm sayin' shut the fuck up, man! 740 00:56:57,714 --> 00:57:00,081 Fellas-- fellas, I gotta go. 741 00:57:00,116 --> 00:57:01,450 Hey. 742 00:57:01,485 --> 00:57:03,685 It's a cunning, baffling disease, man. 743 00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:05,887 Earl: The man doesn't have a problem, pecker face! You do. 744 00:57:05,922 --> 00:57:08,590 Cunning and baffling disease. 745 00:57:08,625 --> 00:57:10,058 Save it for group, man! 746 00:57:10,093 --> 00:57:11,960 Save it for group! 747 00:57:12,729 --> 00:57:14,463 Save it for group, all right? 748 00:57:14,498 --> 00:57:15,530 Yo, Earl, man-- 749 00:57:15,565 --> 00:57:17,466 I like your new friends. 750 00:57:17,501 --> 00:57:19,835 Oh, did you meet Malcolm? 751 00:57:19,870 --> 00:57:21,470 Big black guy. 752 00:57:21,505 --> 00:57:22,571 Cokehead. 753 00:57:22,606 --> 00:57:23,705 We hit it off. 754 00:57:23,740 --> 00:57:26,542 The girls are with him. 755 00:57:26,910 --> 00:57:28,009 Right now? 756 00:57:28,045 --> 00:57:32,247 Aw, come on, Michael. He's not a child molester. 757 00:57:32,282 --> 00:57:35,884 He's an armed robber. 758 00:57:46,630 --> 00:57:48,697 What? 759 00:57:50,767 --> 00:57:53,001 Well...ahem. 760 00:57:53,036 --> 00:57:55,604 Whatever you think of these people, Michael, 761 00:57:55,639 --> 00:57:59,041 think that of me, because it fits. 762 00:58:04,581 --> 00:58:06,815 I thought you'd quit. 763 00:58:06,850 --> 00:58:09,651 I did. 764 00:58:10,053 --> 00:58:13,989 Malcolm and I, um... 765 00:58:14,024 --> 00:58:16,625 Really talk, you know, 766 00:58:16,660 --> 00:58:18,560 talk about everything. 767 00:58:18,595 --> 00:58:20,729 Everything. 768 00:58:21,565 --> 00:58:23,798 We have a lot in common, 769 00:58:23,833 --> 00:58:26,101 and the truth is that right--right now, 770 00:58:26,136 --> 00:58:29,738 I really need these people. 771 00:58:30,307 --> 00:58:32,607 I'm glad you have 'em, 772 00:58:32,642 --> 00:58:36,111 and when you come home, you'll have me. 773 00:58:42,319 --> 00:58:45,754 What's wrong, Alice? 774 00:58:45,789 --> 00:58:48,590 You were fine when the kids were around. 775 00:58:48,625 --> 00:58:50,158 What's wrong? 776 00:58:50,193 --> 00:58:52,895 Long day. 777 00:58:55,231 --> 00:58:56,331 Hey. 778 00:58:56,366 --> 00:58:58,266 Hi. 779 00:58:58,301 --> 00:59:02,070 Gary, this is Michael. 780 00:59:02,739 --> 00:59:04,573 Hi. 781 00:59:06,843 --> 00:59:08,209 I feel like I know you. 782 00:59:08,244 --> 00:59:09,744 Oh, yeah? Yeah. 783 00:59:09,779 --> 00:59:13,114 Your wife's a very comforting person. 784 00:59:13,149 --> 00:59:14,082 Yes. 785 00:59:14,117 --> 00:59:15,083 Very. 786 00:59:15,118 --> 00:59:18,653 So you mind if I talk to her for a second? 787 00:59:18,688 --> 00:59:19,621 No. 788 00:59:19,656 --> 00:59:21,022 Just for a second. 789 00:59:21,057 --> 00:59:23,058 I'll just be one second. 790 00:59:23,093 --> 00:59:24,059 Ok. 791 00:59:24,094 --> 00:59:25,794 Uh-- 792 01:01:29,419 --> 01:01:32,287 Bob--Bobby, no, that's not what I said! 793 01:01:32,322 --> 01:01:35,356 I have never turned the company down in an emergency before. 794 01:01:35,391 --> 01:01:36,257 This is a first! 795 01:01:36,292 --> 01:01:37,392 Bob! 796 01:01:37,427 --> 01:01:38,660 Gimme it! 797 01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:41,930 Bob, I am not gonna leave my kids for 4 days with Alice gone! 798 01:01:43,267 --> 01:01:44,466 I'm certainly not gonna bring Alice's mother into the picture 799 01:01:44,501 --> 01:01:47,335 at this point in their life! They have enough grief already. 800 01:01:47,370 --> 01:01:48,503 Amy! Gimme it! 801 01:01:48,538 --> 01:01:50,071 What? Gimme it! 802 01:01:50,106 --> 01:01:51,740 Come on! Gimme it! 803 01:01:51,775 --> 01:01:53,441 Rollbacks? Will you settle down? 804 01:01:53,476 --> 01:01:56,311 Amy? Amy! Ammmmy! 805 01:01:56,346 --> 01:01:57,312 Hello? 806 01:01:57,347 --> 01:02:00,882 What do rollbacks have to do with this, Bob? 807 01:02:01,050 --> 01:02:04,919 Oh, Bobby, why don't you just save the little subtle threats? 808 01:02:04,954 --> 01:02:06,053 It's making me embarrassed for you. 809 01:02:06,089 --> 01:02:10,325 Amy! Listen, hol--can you hold on a second? Hold on. 810 01:02:14,230 --> 01:02:15,530 Hey! Hey! 811 01:02:15,565 --> 01:02:17,132 What is this? What is this, huh? 812 01:02:17,167 --> 01:02:18,833 Get up! Get up right now! 813 01:02:18,868 --> 01:02:20,935 She bit me. She bit me hard. 814 01:02:20,970 --> 01:02:22,070 Did you bite her? 815 01:02:22,105 --> 01:02:22,737 Yeah. 816 01:02:22,773 --> 01:02:23,772 Well, that's no excuse! 817 01:02:23,807 --> 01:02:24,606 This is your baby sister! You could hurt her! 818 01:02:24,641 --> 01:02:25,774 Huh? You're much bigger than her. 819 01:02:25,809 --> 01:02:29,310 You should be loving each other. You understand me? 820 01:02:29,345 --> 01:02:31,045 Now, who spilled this coke? 821 01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:32,447 She did. She did! 822 01:02:32,482 --> 01:02:33,214 Who? 823 01:02:33,249 --> 01:02:34,449 She did! She did! 824 01:02:34,484 --> 01:02:35,316 Right. 825 01:02:35,351 --> 01:02:37,418 In bed right now! 826 01:02:41,858 --> 01:02:45,827 Uh, don't you hear those kids fighting? 827 01:02:46,229 --> 01:02:48,229 I haven't eaten all day. 828 01:02:48,264 --> 01:02:49,831 It's 10:00. 829 01:02:49,866 --> 01:02:51,466 Why don't you put 'em to bed? 830 01:02:51,501 --> 01:02:54,402 I did. They just keep poppin' back up. 831 01:02:54,437 --> 01:02:56,538 They miss their mother, Michael. 832 01:02:56,573 --> 01:02:57,572 They're outta control. 833 01:02:57,607 --> 01:03:00,341 They spilled some coke, Amy. 834 01:03:00,376 --> 01:03:01,943 I'll get it in a minute. 835 01:03:01,978 --> 01:03:04,179 In a minute? It is soaking into the rug! 836 01:03:04,214 --> 01:03:08,183 Don't yell at me. I am workin' overtime to help you out. 837 01:03:08,218 --> 01:03:09,384 Ok. 838 01:03:10,153 --> 01:03:13,421 Where are the paper towels? 839 01:03:14,424 --> 01:03:17,459 There are no paper towels. 840 01:03:17,961 --> 01:03:21,062 Jesus Christ, I am in a crisis here! 841 01:03:21,097 --> 01:03:22,096 I need some help! 842 01:03:22,132 --> 01:03:23,932 I need someone that can look around the house 843 01:03:23,967 --> 01:03:25,100 and when there are no paper towels, 844 01:03:25,135 --> 01:03:27,535 they go to the goddamn store and buy some paper towels! 845 01:03:27,570 --> 01:03:32,040 I mean, how many goddamn stores do you pass on the way home from school 846 01:03:32,075 --> 01:03:34,475 that are filled with paper towels? 847 01:03:34,510 --> 01:03:39,114 I need someone to use a little common sense around here! 848 01:03:43,052 --> 01:03:46,221 Why don't you get somebody else? 849 01:03:51,961 --> 01:03:52,927 Amy. 850 01:03:52,962 --> 01:03:53,528 Amy! 851 01:03:53,563 --> 01:03:56,264 Amy. Amy! I--i was-- 852 01:03:56,299 --> 01:03:58,199 Amy, I didn't-- I was kidding. 853 01:03:58,234 --> 01:04:00,101 I--Amy, i'm-- 854 01:04:04,340 --> 01:04:07,309 oh, no. 855 01:04:09,545 --> 01:04:13,148 Oh, no. No. 856 01:04:15,652 --> 01:04:18,119 Telephone: ...Dial your operator. 857 01:04:18,154 --> 01:04:18,986 Bob-- 858 01:04:19,022 --> 01:04:23,358 ...call, please hang up and try again. 859 01:04:23,393 --> 01:04:25,059 Jess: I'm not gonna do it. 860 01:04:25,094 --> 01:04:27,595 I don't have another choice, Jess. 861 01:04:27,630 --> 01:04:30,064 This isn't fair. 862 01:04:30,099 --> 01:04:31,266 Well, you know, 863 01:04:31,301 --> 01:04:34,636 sometimes life isn't fair. 864 01:04:35,104 --> 01:04:36,270 I told you, Jess, 865 01:04:36,305 --> 01:04:39,073 they're tryin' to get rid of the experienced pilots. 866 01:04:39,108 --> 01:04:41,009 They wanna bring in kids. 867 01:04:41,044 --> 01:04:42,343 Kids can't fly planes. 868 01:04:42,378 --> 01:04:44,646 Not kid kids, men kids. 869 01:04:44,681 --> 01:04:48,182 I'm not living with her, and you can't make me. 870 01:04:48,217 --> 01:04:49,283 It's 4 days, Jess. 4 days. 871 01:04:49,318 --> 01:04:52,353 Well, why can't we live with Amy? She loves US. 872 01:04:52,388 --> 01:04:54,489 I tried that. She won't talk to me. 873 01:04:54,524 --> 01:04:56,491 Well, whose fault is that? 874 01:04:56,526 --> 01:04:57,459 Look, now. 875 01:04:57,494 --> 01:04:59,994 This is not a vote. I am your father, and-- 876 01:05:00,029 --> 01:05:01,029 no, you're not! 877 01:05:01,064 --> 01:05:01,997 Oh, yes, I am. 878 01:05:02,032 --> 01:05:05,600 I am the only father you got, little girl. 879 01:05:07,670 --> 01:05:10,672 I know things are tough, Jess, 880 01:05:10,707 --> 01:05:12,707 but mommy's sick, 881 01:05:12,742 --> 01:05:14,642 and I'm all alone, 882 01:05:14,677 --> 01:05:16,611 and we need to pitch in. 883 01:05:16,646 --> 01:05:19,113 It's time you understand that. 884 01:05:19,148 --> 01:05:21,983 I'm gonna go to my dad. 885 01:05:22,285 --> 01:05:25,486 Your dad calls you from Oregon 886 01:05:25,521 --> 01:05:28,323 maybe twice a year. 887 01:05:28,358 --> 01:05:30,959 Plenty of time, all the time, 888 01:05:30,994 --> 01:05:32,226 and you don't know! 889 01:05:32,261 --> 01:05:35,296 I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean that. 890 01:05:35,331 --> 01:05:37,598 I'm gonna go to my mom! 891 01:05:37,633 --> 01:05:39,534 Shit. 892 01:05:42,138 --> 01:05:43,104 Jess. 893 01:05:43,139 --> 01:05:44,272 Jess. 894 01:05:44,307 --> 01:05:45,440 I want my mom! 895 01:05:45,475 --> 01:05:46,374 Jess. 896 01:05:46,409 --> 01:05:48,042 I want her! 897 01:05:48,077 --> 01:05:49,110 I want my mom! 898 01:05:49,145 --> 01:05:50,244 I know that. I know, sweet-- 899 01:05:50,279 --> 01:05:52,213 let go of me. 900 01:05:52,248 --> 01:05:54,482 Stop it. Stop it. 901 01:05:54,517 --> 01:05:55,350 Stop it! 902 01:05:55,385 --> 01:05:56,351 It's ok. It's ok. 903 01:05:56,386 --> 01:05:57,152 Stop it. Get off-- 904 01:05:57,187 --> 01:05:58,086 we'll work it out. I want my mom. 905 01:05:58,121 --> 01:06:01,055 Ok, we'll work it out. We'll work it out. 906 01:06:03,159 --> 01:06:04,225 I want my-- 907 01:06:04,260 --> 01:06:07,362 I want your mom, too. 908 01:06:17,273 --> 01:06:20,175 What's wrong? 909 01:06:20,476 --> 01:06:23,111 It's no fun to eat shit. 910 01:06:23,146 --> 01:06:25,380 So don't. 911 01:06:25,415 --> 01:06:29,551 Then you'd be stuck with grandma. 912 01:06:33,389 --> 01:06:35,523 Let's go in. 913 01:06:38,828 --> 01:06:40,462 Come on. 914 01:06:46,536 --> 01:06:49,004 Wait for me here. 915 01:06:57,413 --> 01:06:58,746 You. 916 01:06:58,781 --> 01:07:01,182 Me? 917 01:07:02,585 --> 01:07:05,586 What did you just say about me? 918 01:07:05,621 --> 01:07:07,522 That you were the one... 919 01:07:07,557 --> 01:07:10,191 With the paper towels. 920 01:07:13,296 --> 01:07:14,362 Guilty. 921 01:07:14,397 --> 01:07:16,631 I'm very sorry I did that. 922 01:07:16,666 --> 01:07:18,266 Can I talk to you a second 923 01:07:18,301 --> 01:07:19,400 in the kitchen or someplace? 924 01:07:19,435 --> 01:07:21,769 Don't bother. Nobody speaks English, 925 01:07:21,804 --> 01:07:23,771 except my cousin vu. 926 01:07:23,806 --> 01:07:27,308 And I'd love to hear this. 927 01:07:30,146 --> 01:07:33,214 Uh...ok. 928 01:07:34,817 --> 01:07:36,617 I got a trip. 929 01:07:36,652 --> 01:07:40,221 If I don't go, I'll get fired. 930 01:07:40,256 --> 01:07:44,125 I don't wanna leave Jess with her grandma. 931 01:07:44,794 --> 01:07:48,596 Why is this my problem? 932 01:07:49,232 --> 01:07:52,067 Actually, it's not. 933 01:07:52,602 --> 01:07:56,805 So you're basically begging? 934 01:07:59,442 --> 01:08:02,510 Well... 935 01:08:02,545 --> 01:08:04,746 It worked. 936 01:08:13,556 --> 01:08:17,725 You gonna leave without sayin' good-bye? 937 01:08:19,262 --> 01:08:24,332 It's ok. You don't have to tell me nothin'. 938 01:08:26,636 --> 01:08:29,437 Ready to go, huh? 939 01:08:32,275 --> 01:08:34,442 I don't know. 940 01:08:34,477 --> 01:08:38,613 I don't know how I'm gonna do anything anymore. 941 01:08:46,656 --> 01:08:48,556 You're supposed to give me an answer here. 942 01:08:48,591 --> 01:08:50,892 You're supposed to say something very encouraging. 943 01:08:50,927 --> 01:08:53,294 This is why you get those big bucks. 944 01:08:53,329 --> 01:08:54,528 No. No. 945 01:08:54,564 --> 01:08:56,931 They tried to tell me that shit when I first went home, 946 01:08:56,966 --> 01:09:01,402 and it never did me a damn bit of good. 947 01:09:01,437 --> 01:09:03,271 When you first went home? 948 01:09:03,306 --> 01:09:04,805 Yeah, that's right. 949 01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:08,576 Two-time loser. 950 01:09:10,746 --> 01:09:12,246 I know you're scared shitless, 951 01:09:12,281 --> 01:09:15,283 'cause I sure as hell was. 952 01:09:16,953 --> 01:09:19,887 There's no easy way through it. 953 01:09:19,922 --> 01:09:24,225 Ya just gotta do the work. 954 01:09:27,230 --> 01:09:29,397 I'm gonna disappoint him. 955 01:09:29,432 --> 01:09:32,967 This is not the person that he married. 956 01:09:33,002 --> 01:09:36,304 I don't know who this is supposed to be now. 957 01:09:36,339 --> 01:09:38,906 Well, who was the other person? 958 01:09:38,941 --> 01:09:41,442 Well, every now and then, let's face it, 959 01:09:41,477 --> 01:09:44,712 she was--- she was a blast. 960 01:09:46,349 --> 01:09:50,218 And--and I'm not gonna be fun. 961 01:09:51,621 --> 01:09:53,354 Mm-hmm. 962 01:09:53,389 --> 01:09:55,690 That's exactly what happened to me 963 01:09:55,725 --> 01:09:57,758 when I first went home. 964 01:09:57,793 --> 01:09:59,928 Exactly. 965 01:10:00,696 --> 01:10:04,732 So everything turned out ok in the end, right? 966 01:10:04,767 --> 01:10:05,967 No. 967 01:10:06,002 --> 01:10:08,336 We got divorced. 968 01:10:34,430 --> 01:10:37,665 Rickie Lee Jones: ♫ oh, sacred Patience ♫ 969 01:10:37,700 --> 01:10:39,867 ♫ with my soul abide ♫ 970 01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:46,274 ♫ there's a rainbow above me that the storm clouds hide ♫ 971 01:10:46,309 --> 01:10:48,943 ♫ and kind words ♫ 972 01:10:48,978 --> 01:10:51,345 ♫ will never die ♫ 973 01:10:51,380 --> 01:10:54,548 ♫ because the magic in kindness ♫ 974 01:10:54,583 --> 01:10:58,853 ♫ Springs from love ♫ 975 01:11:00,089 --> 01:11:03,658 ♫ love ♫ 976 01:11:09,799 --> 01:11:13,701 ♫ Love ♫ 977 01:11:20,009 --> 01:11:22,310 ♫ Little acts of kindness ♫ 978 01:11:22,345 --> 01:11:25,313 ♫ little words of love ♫ 979 01:11:25,348 --> 01:11:28,382 ♫ make our earthly home ♫ 980 01:11:28,417 --> 01:11:30,451 ♫ heaven above ♫ 981 01:11:30,486 --> 01:11:32,953 ♫ and there is no sorrow ♫ 982 01:11:32,988 --> 01:11:35,890 ♫ heaven cannot deal ♫ 983 01:11:35,925 --> 01:11:37,625 ♫ abide within ♫ 984 01:11:37,660 --> 01:11:43,865 ♫ no cross, no crown ♫ 985 01:11:44,834 --> 01:11:47,702 ♫ runnin' from mercy ♫ 986 01:11:47,737 --> 01:11:49,970 ♫ hidden and coy ♫ 987 01:11:50,005 --> 01:11:52,606 ♫ swim in our sleep ♫ 988 01:11:52,641 --> 01:11:54,742 ♫ down oceans of joy ♫ 989 01:11:54,777 --> 01:11:59,714 ♫ die in the arms of natural life ♫ 990 01:11:59,749 --> 01:12:02,683 ♫ wake in our happiness ♫ 991 01:12:02,718 --> 01:12:05,119 ♫ drowning in light ♫ 992 01:12:05,154 --> 01:12:07,421 ♫ wake in our happiness ♫ 993 01:12:07,456 --> 01:12:10,091 ♫ drowning in light ♫ 994 01:12:10,126 --> 01:12:12,660 ♫ oooh ♫ 995 01:12:14,630 --> 01:12:17,398 ♫ oooh ♫ 996 01:12:18,801 --> 01:12:22,770 ♫ oooh ♫ 997 01:12:24,673 --> 01:12:27,742 ♫ oooh ♫ 998 01:12:29,545 --> 01:12:32,013 wake 'em up. 999 01:12:34,917 --> 01:12:38,018 Come on, wake 'em up. You're dyin' to wake 'em up. 1000 01:12:38,053 --> 01:12:41,089 I promised them. 1001 01:12:41,690 --> 01:12:43,524 Ah-choo! 1002 01:12:49,598 --> 01:12:51,098 Mommy. 1003 01:12:51,133 --> 01:12:51,965 Hi. 1004 01:12:52,001 --> 01:12:56,437 Michael, you said you'd wake me up. 1005 01:12:56,872 --> 01:12:58,873 Mommy. 1006 01:12:59,608 --> 01:13:00,541 Casey. 1007 01:13:00,576 --> 01:13:02,843 Hey, Jessie, shh. Shh. Shh. 1008 01:13:02,878 --> 01:13:06,147 Jess, whispering: Casey, it's mom. 1009 01:13:07,483 --> 01:13:09,884 Jess: Casey. 1010 01:13:12,621 --> 01:13:15,456 Mommy. 1011 01:13:57,032 --> 01:14:00,134 Mommy! Mommy! 1012 01:14:00,169 --> 01:14:00,801 Mommy! 1013 01:14:00,837 --> 01:14:03,604 Mom! Jessie: Gimme that! 1014 01:14:03,639 --> 01:14:04,805 Stop it! 1015 01:14:05,608 --> 01:14:07,541 Hold it. Hold it, both of you. 1016 01:14:07,576 --> 01:14:08,509 She said I could use it. 1017 01:14:08,544 --> 01:14:09,510 Not when she's breaking it! 1018 01:14:09,545 --> 01:14:11,145 I'm not the one that broke it! 1019 01:14:11,180 --> 01:14:12,079 Yes, she is! 1020 01:14:13,015 --> 01:14:14,615 Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. 1021 01:14:14,650 --> 01:14:16,817 Ho. Ho. Ho. What's the baby problem? 1022 01:14:16,852 --> 01:14:19,854 First child to say one word loses, ok? 1023 01:14:19,889 --> 01:14:22,656 Whatever this is, you don't need to bother mommy about it. 1024 01:14:22,691 --> 01:14:24,024 Michael-- 1025 01:14:24,059 --> 01:14:25,759 all short guys upstairs. 1026 01:14:25,794 --> 01:14:27,561 Because we were just-- we're just sorting-- 1027 01:14:27,596 --> 01:14:28,562 I'll be up in 2 minutes. 1028 01:14:28,597 --> 01:14:30,965 We were just-- upstairs. 1029 01:14:33,168 --> 01:14:34,702 Did you hear me? 1030 01:14:34,737 --> 01:14:36,871 Go! 1031 01:14:36,906 --> 01:14:38,973 Yes. Go. 1032 01:14:40,776 --> 01:14:41,876 We were just-- 1033 01:14:41,911 --> 01:14:44,144 we were just workin' it out. 1034 01:14:44,179 --> 01:14:45,713 Sounded like it. 1035 01:14:45,748 --> 01:14:47,281 Finish your work. 1036 01:14:47,316 --> 01:14:48,148 I'll settle their hash. 1037 01:14:48,184 --> 01:14:51,953 We've been doin' walkman wars all month. 1038 01:14:53,556 --> 01:14:55,222 See, Michael, 1039 01:14:55,257 --> 01:14:57,925 I would rather handle their fights lately. 1040 01:14:57,960 --> 01:14:58,859 That's all you need, babe. 1041 01:14:58,895 --> 01:15:01,729 Oh, what does that mean, I'm not up to it? 1042 01:15:01,764 --> 01:15:03,797 Oh, no, no, Mr. District attorney. 1043 01:15:03,832 --> 01:15:05,266 My wife is perfect. 1044 01:15:05,301 --> 01:15:07,067 She's really perfect. 1045 01:15:07,102 --> 01:15:09,237 You hear me? 1046 01:15:10,205 --> 01:15:12,139 Thank you for the vote of confidence. 1047 01:15:12,174 --> 01:15:15,609 What, I'm being, uh, overly-- 1048 01:15:15,644 --> 01:15:17,011 attentive. A little bit. 1049 01:15:17,046 --> 01:15:17,912 Attentive. Yeah. 1050 01:15:17,947 --> 01:15:19,847 It's like I'm pregnant or psychotic 1051 01:15:19,882 --> 01:15:22,149 or like I'm made of glass. 1052 01:15:22,184 --> 01:15:24,285 You're handling play dates, 1053 01:15:24,320 --> 01:15:28,889 polishing toilets, shopping up a storm. 1054 01:15:28,924 --> 01:15:29,890 A storm? 1055 01:15:29,925 --> 01:15:31,258 Yeah. Have you looked in the freezer lately, 1056 01:15:31,293 --> 01:15:32,226 because there's, like, 83 cans of frozen orange juice in there 1057 01:15:32,261 --> 01:15:36,263 if you can see past all the frozen waffles. 1058 01:15:36,298 --> 01:15:38,165 The kids like 'em now. 1059 01:15:38,200 --> 01:15:39,133 Ahh. 1060 01:15:39,168 --> 01:15:41,035 Oh. Now. 1061 01:15:41,070 --> 01:15:45,839 You mean post shameful incarceration era. 1062 01:15:45,874 --> 01:15:49,610 That's what we like to call it. 1063 01:15:52,948 --> 01:15:55,916 Sorry. 1064 01:15:59,788 --> 01:16:02,056 So... 1065 01:16:02,091 --> 01:16:05,192 I was thinking... 1066 01:16:08,864 --> 01:16:11,966 About this weekend. 1067 01:16:15,971 --> 01:16:17,738 I'd call ed... 1068 01:16:17,773 --> 01:16:20,941 And trade him for the Mexico route. 1069 01:16:22,778 --> 01:16:24,078 I spoke to Amy. 1070 01:16:24,113 --> 01:16:26,747 Amy. Yeah. 1071 01:16:27,316 --> 01:16:29,650 Michael, don't you think this is all 1072 01:16:29,685 --> 01:16:32,019 just a little bit inappropriate? 1073 01:16:32,054 --> 01:16:33,020 What? 1074 01:16:33,055 --> 01:16:35,289 I mean, maybe I should learn to live in reality 1075 01:16:35,324 --> 01:16:39,694 before I start trying to escape from it again. 1076 01:16:48,037 --> 01:16:50,371 I mean, Rachel was in my group. 1077 01:16:50,406 --> 01:16:51,305 She's--she's 46, 1078 01:16:51,341 --> 01:16:53,907 she taught Russian history at Berkeley, 1079 01:16:53,942 --> 01:16:56,343 she has 2 kids, her family has money, 1080 01:16:56,378 --> 01:16:58,879 and she was living under a bench 1081 01:16:58,914 --> 01:17:00,748 in golden gate park for 3 years 1082 01:17:00,783 --> 01:17:03,350 before her sister found her there. 1083 01:17:03,385 --> 01:17:06,754 You think that can't happen to me? 1084 01:17:14,129 --> 01:17:18,699 Ask me how much I want a drink right now. 1085 01:17:27,142 --> 01:17:30,310 How come we haven't talked about this? 1086 01:17:30,345 --> 01:17:34,815 How come we haven't talked about a lotta things? 1087 01:17:36,185 --> 01:17:39,219 I think-- I think maybe we should see someone. 1088 01:17:39,254 --> 01:17:40,854 At--at the place, they said 1089 01:17:40,889 --> 01:17:43,090 that sometimes it's good for a couple 1090 01:17:43,125 --> 01:17:47,027 to see someone who knows about this stuff. 1091 01:17:47,062 --> 01:17:50,798 You mean like a licensed contractor? 1092 01:17:53,969 --> 01:17:56,704 You would do that? 1093 01:17:56,739 --> 01:18:00,875 Only if you were incredibly grateful. 1094 01:18:11,019 --> 01:18:14,888 And this is ever since you've been back? 1095 01:18:14,923 --> 01:18:16,423 Mm-hmm. 1096 01:18:16,458 --> 01:18:19,793 Mm-hmm. I'm, uh... 1097 01:18:19,828 --> 01:18:23,030 Just agitated and pissed off, 1098 01:18:23,065 --> 01:18:25,232 and it seems unreasonable to me, 1099 01:18:25,267 --> 01:18:27,034 and i--and it's-- 1100 01:18:27,069 --> 01:18:30,037 I feel like I'm being unfair 1101 01:18:30,072 --> 01:18:32,773 and, uh... 1102 01:18:32,808 --> 01:18:33,574 Especially to Michael, 1103 01:18:33,609 --> 01:18:34,942 because he's trying to be sweet, 1104 01:18:34,977 --> 01:18:37,377 and he's really-- he really, you know, 1105 01:18:37,412 --> 01:18:40,414 he just wants to be there for me. 1106 01:18:40,449 --> 01:18:44,218 So you're saying that there's a problem in your marriage 1107 01:18:44,253 --> 01:18:45,286 and that it's your fault. 1108 01:18:45,321 --> 01:18:47,955 No, I don't think that's what she said at all. 1109 01:18:47,990 --> 01:18:51,091 I'm sorry, Alice. Is that what you meant to say? 1110 01:18:51,126 --> 01:18:52,493 What I heard was that she's irritated 1111 01:18:52,528 --> 01:18:53,927 and she can't get a handle on it. 1112 01:18:53,962 --> 01:18:57,231 Michael, I can talk for myself. 1113 01:18:59,835 --> 01:19:02,503 So, how do you feel right now? 1114 01:19:02,538 --> 01:19:04,371 I'm irritated. 1115 01:19:04,406 --> 01:19:05,472 I'm irritated 1116 01:19:05,507 --> 01:19:08,442 because he does this sometimes. He just does this. 1117 01:19:08,477 --> 01:19:10,144 He just, like, he-- 1118 01:19:10,179 --> 01:19:12,312 I was trying to settle a fight between the 2 girls, 1119 01:19:12,347 --> 01:19:15,449 and he kinda came in, he took over, 1120 01:19:15,484 --> 01:19:17,117 and it pissed me off. 1121 01:19:17,152 --> 01:19:20,053 You know, it pissed me off. 1122 01:19:20,088 --> 01:19:22,556 And this is since you've been back? 1123 01:19:22,591 --> 01:19:25,359 Yeah. Well... 1124 01:19:27,129 --> 01:19:31,398 No, he's-- he's always done that. 1125 01:19:31,433 --> 01:19:32,466 Like? 1126 01:19:32,501 --> 01:19:35,202 Like the time that Jess wouldn't do her homework, 1127 01:19:35,237 --> 01:19:38,939 so I said she couldn't go to her girlfriend's house, 1128 01:19:38,974 --> 01:19:41,275 and he came into the kitchen, 1129 01:19:41,310 --> 01:19:43,110 and he took over again, 1130 01:19:43,145 --> 01:19:46,480 erased everything I did... 1131 01:19:47,282 --> 01:19:50,918 Belittled me in front of them. 1132 01:19:52,487 --> 01:19:55,055 When was this? 1133 01:19:56,225 --> 01:19:58,158 When you told me I had all I could handle 1134 01:19:58,193 --> 01:20:01,829 with my coffee and my little spoon. 1135 01:20:05,934 --> 01:20:08,068 What was that about, Michael? 1136 01:20:08,103 --> 01:20:11,839 It was a joke to begin with, 1137 01:20:11,874 --> 01:20:14,408 and... 1138 01:20:15,878 --> 01:20:18,345 She was very hung over, 1139 01:20:18,380 --> 01:20:22,016 and I was trying to help. 1140 01:20:24,620 --> 01:20:28,189 Therapist: So, Michael, how do you feel? 1141 01:20:30,392 --> 01:20:33,260 Manipulated. Irritated. 1142 01:20:33,295 --> 01:20:34,361 Therapist: Why? 1143 01:20:34,396 --> 01:20:39,366 Because we're here to--to be closer to one another. 1144 01:20:39,635 --> 01:20:44,972 And talking over your problems isn't getting closer? 1145 01:20:50,012 --> 01:20:51,178 Michael... 1146 01:20:51,213 --> 01:20:54,581 Have you ever thought about going to an al-anon meeting? 1147 01:20:54,616 --> 01:20:58,619 A meeting for families of alcoholics? 1148 01:21:05,961 --> 01:21:08,395 Why that face, Michael? 1149 01:21:08,430 --> 01:21:12,266 It's the only face I have, Janet. 1150 01:21:17,506 --> 01:21:22,109 Robert cray: ♫ but I know I'm a good man ♫ 1151 01:21:22,411 --> 01:21:26,480 ♫ at least I try and understand ♫ 1152 01:21:26,515 --> 01:21:31,018 ♫ when things don't go just like we planned ♫ 1153 01:21:31,253 --> 01:21:36,223 ♫ I'll do anything you want me to ♫ 1154 01:21:36,258 --> 01:21:38,191 ♫ I'll make you happy ♫ 1155 01:21:38,226 --> 01:21:40,027 ♫ if it's the last thing I do ♫ 1156 01:21:40,062 --> 01:21:41,962 ♫ oh, darlin' ♫ 1157 01:21:41,997 --> 01:21:45,632 ♫ darlin', I'm a good man ♫ 1158 01:21:45,667 --> 01:21:47,467 little slutty. 1159 01:21:47,502 --> 01:21:48,502 Slutty? 1160 01:21:48,537 --> 01:21:50,337 Yeah. 1161 01:21:50,372 --> 01:21:53,507 ♫ Don't even doubt ♫ 1162 01:21:54,276 --> 01:21:56,009 ♫ but I know I'm a good man ♫ 1163 01:21:56,044 --> 01:21:57,611 amish. 1164 01:21:59,114 --> 01:22:00,480 Not amish enough. 1165 01:22:00,515 --> 01:22:03,483 It's her first boy-girl dance, Michael. 1166 01:22:03,518 --> 01:22:06,353 We should let her go as a girl. 1167 01:22:07,990 --> 01:22:12,593 ♫ I'll go anywhere to help you through ♫ 1168 01:22:14,062 --> 01:22:17,230 it's like yee-hah! 1169 01:22:17,265 --> 01:22:19,066 Did you put that together? 1170 01:22:19,101 --> 01:22:19,767 No. 1171 01:22:19,802 --> 01:22:21,301 That's a sad little ensemble. 1172 01:22:21,336 --> 01:22:22,535 ♫ I'm a good man ♫ 1173 01:22:22,571 --> 01:22:25,639 oh, well. I forgot how good you were at this, Michael. 1174 01:22:25,674 --> 01:22:28,375 ♫ I'm a good man, baby ♫ 1175 01:22:28,410 --> 01:22:30,243 it's just that I know 8-year-old boys, 1176 01:22:30,278 --> 01:22:32,179 and they only have one thing on their mind. 1177 01:22:32,214 --> 01:22:35,115 Oh, right, 14-year-old girls. 1178 01:22:35,150 --> 01:22:37,751 ♫ Any old time of the day ♫ 1179 01:22:37,786 --> 01:22:40,721 I feel like an 8-year-old right now, 1180 01:22:40,756 --> 01:22:42,756 and you look like a 14-year-old. 1181 01:22:42,791 --> 01:22:48,195 ♫ And you know I'll be on my way ♫ 1182 01:22:48,663 --> 01:22:51,064 that's sweet, right? 1183 01:22:51,099 --> 01:22:53,133 Yeah. 1184 01:23:17,092 --> 01:23:18,392 Gary, so much truth coming out-- 1185 01:23:18,427 --> 01:23:20,427 Gary: It is. It's just-- it's the depth! 1186 01:23:20,462 --> 01:23:22,095 What does it mean? 1187 01:23:22,130 --> 01:23:24,331 I think I have to share this tonight. 1188 01:23:24,366 --> 01:23:27,301 Are you gonna go to the meeting tonight? 1189 01:23:29,204 --> 01:23:31,005 Hey. 1190 01:23:31,273 --> 01:23:34,207 Honey, you remember Gary, right? 1191 01:23:34,242 --> 01:23:36,476 Sure. 1192 01:23:36,511 --> 01:23:37,511 How's it goin'? 1193 01:23:37,546 --> 01:23:38,445 Good. 1194 01:23:38,481 --> 01:23:41,548 It's, uh, really good. How you doin'? 1195 01:23:42,117 --> 01:23:45,319 You got a great house. You really do. 1196 01:23:46,154 --> 01:23:48,122 So, yeah. 1197 01:23:52,461 --> 01:23:54,428 Excuse me. 1198 01:24:01,470 --> 01:24:03,370 I'm sorry. I'm gonna go. I'm sorry. 1199 01:24:03,405 --> 01:24:06,273 No, I'm sorry. 1200 01:24:13,548 --> 01:24:14,547 Tell him i'm, uh, 1201 01:24:14,583 --> 01:24:17,117 sorry if I inconvenienced anything, you know? 1202 01:24:17,152 --> 01:24:19,252 Hey. Hey, it's not about you. 1203 01:24:19,287 --> 01:24:20,253 Ok? I know. 1204 01:24:20,288 --> 01:24:21,388 I'm sorry. Ok. 1205 01:24:21,423 --> 01:24:23,723 You take care. Slow down. 1206 01:24:23,758 --> 01:24:25,725 Thank you so much. Don't worry. 1207 01:24:25,760 --> 01:24:26,793 Ok. 1208 01:24:26,828 --> 01:24:28,462 Talk to you later. All right. 1209 01:24:28,497 --> 01:24:31,098 3:00. I'm freezing. Ok. 1210 01:24:31,133 --> 01:24:33,434 Ok. Bye-bye. 1211 01:24:51,553 --> 01:24:55,689 Why would you suppose he dashed off like that? 1212 01:24:56,591 --> 01:24:59,759 I don't know, Michael. Could it have been your face? 1213 01:24:59,794 --> 01:25:03,163 You looked like we were naked or something. 1214 01:25:12,340 --> 01:25:14,708 Do you wanna ask me something? 1215 01:25:14,743 --> 01:25:15,676 No. 1216 01:25:15,711 --> 01:25:18,378 You think this thing with Gary is romantic? 1217 01:25:18,413 --> 01:25:21,148 I don't know what to think about anything. 1218 01:25:21,183 --> 01:25:24,485 Well, I'm glad to hear you say that! 1219 01:25:29,724 --> 01:25:30,790 We haven't sat close like that 1220 01:25:30,825 --> 01:25:33,827 since I can remember, Alice. 1221 01:25:37,832 --> 01:25:39,266 Not since I'm back. 1222 01:25:39,301 --> 01:25:40,400 And if you think about it, 1223 01:25:40,435 --> 01:25:43,303 not since a while before that. 1224 01:25:56,718 --> 01:26:00,420 Gary needs me, and that feels good. 1225 01:26:01,423 --> 01:26:03,190 And when I'm scared, 1226 01:26:03,225 --> 01:26:04,257 he can't help, 1227 01:26:04,292 --> 01:26:07,494 and he doesn't pretend that he can. 1228 01:26:08,430 --> 01:26:10,931 And it's not just Gary, Michael. 1229 01:26:10,966 --> 01:26:13,567 The people that I really lean on 1230 01:26:13,602 --> 01:26:14,434 are the ones at my meetings, 1231 01:26:14,470 --> 01:26:16,436 and you never even ask me about them. 1232 01:26:16,471 --> 01:26:17,871 Don't you wonder who they are 1233 01:26:17,906 --> 01:26:21,408 or what we talk about? 1234 01:26:21,443 --> 01:26:22,576 I do now. 1235 01:26:22,611 --> 01:26:26,413 So why don't you ask me? 1236 01:26:31,386 --> 01:26:32,319 Come on, Michael. 1237 01:26:32,354 --> 01:26:33,920 Let's talk about it. 1238 01:26:33,955 --> 01:26:34,787 Ok? 1239 01:26:34,823 --> 01:26:38,358 I'll tell you anything you wanna know. 1240 01:26:43,732 --> 01:26:46,800 Do they know how this got started? 1241 01:26:47,435 --> 01:26:50,570 How I became an alcoholic? 1242 01:26:50,605 --> 01:26:51,638 No. 1243 01:26:51,673 --> 01:26:55,576 They don't know that. Nobody seems to know that. 1244 01:26:56,845 --> 01:26:58,712 My dad's drinking didn't help. 1245 01:26:58,747 --> 01:27:01,381 The way my mother made me feel like nothing, 1246 01:27:01,416 --> 01:27:04,884 or maybe it's genetic, or I... 1247 01:27:04,919 --> 01:27:06,987 Nobody knows. 1248 01:27:08,823 --> 01:27:11,725 Did you think this was about you? 1249 01:27:12,427 --> 01:27:13,460 Why would you say that? 1250 01:27:13,495 --> 01:27:16,997 Oh, I don't know. You just seem a little defensive. 1251 01:27:17,599 --> 01:27:19,299 Well, why--why would I be defensive? 1252 01:27:19,334 --> 01:27:21,301 Is somebody attacking me? 1253 01:27:21,336 --> 01:27:22,802 No. 1254 01:27:22,837 --> 01:27:25,639 Nobody's attacking you. 1255 01:27:28,877 --> 01:27:32,446 Michael, I am just hanging on here. 1256 01:27:33,682 --> 01:27:34,915 The girls need me really badly. 1257 01:27:34,950 --> 01:27:38,018 I am trying to reestablish a little credibility at school. 1258 01:27:38,053 --> 01:27:39,252 I'm trying to make my meetings-- 1259 01:27:39,288 --> 01:27:44,291 so that kind of tells me my place in the batting order... 1260 01:27:44,326 --> 01:27:46,860 Of what you need. 1261 01:27:53,468 --> 01:27:56,403 I'm so tired of all this shit. 1262 01:27:57,572 --> 01:27:59,406 I don't wanna be angry anymore. 1263 01:27:59,441 --> 01:28:01,374 I don't wanna... 1264 01:28:01,409 --> 01:28:04,077 I don't wanna feel... 1265 01:28:04,112 --> 01:28:07,747 Guilty or... 1266 01:28:07,782 --> 01:28:11,618 Sad or depressed or... 1267 01:28:11,653 --> 01:28:12,552 Frustrated 1268 01:28:12,587 --> 01:28:14,754 or confused or-- 1269 01:28:14,789 --> 01:28:16,089 just once, 1270 01:28:16,124 --> 01:28:17,424 for 5 minutes, 1271 01:28:17,459 --> 01:28:19,993 I wanna feel good. 1272 01:28:28,536 --> 01:28:29,769 My name is Joanna. 1273 01:28:29,804 --> 01:28:31,805 Meeting: Hi, Joanna. 1274 01:28:31,840 --> 01:28:34,774 I am so grateful for Maria's topic, 1275 01:28:34,809 --> 01:28:36,976 uh, emotional abuse. 1276 01:28:37,011 --> 01:28:38,945 Until I came to al-anon, 1277 01:28:38,980 --> 01:28:40,580 I was not even aware 1278 01:28:40,615 --> 01:28:42,115 of how cruelly I was abused 1279 01:28:42,150 --> 01:28:43,850 by my alcoholic husband, 1280 01:28:43,885 --> 01:28:48,488 because I did not own my own feelings. 1281 01:28:48,523 --> 01:28:52,092 Every waking hour was about my husband's feelings. 1282 01:28:52,127 --> 01:28:54,694 When he was down, I was lower. 1283 01:28:54,729 --> 01:28:58,598 When he was happy, I thought I was, too. 1284 01:28:58,633 --> 01:29:00,533 Every day, I walked in that door, 1285 01:29:00,568 --> 01:29:02,836 waiting to see what shape he was in 1286 01:29:02,871 --> 01:29:06,773 so I could find out how I was gonna feel. 1287 01:29:06,808 --> 01:29:10,577 Now, thanks to this program, 1288 01:29:10,612 --> 01:29:12,645 I not only have my own feelings, 1289 01:29:12,680 --> 01:29:16,850 but I have feelings about my feelings. 1290 01:29:16,885 --> 01:29:20,120 And I am so grateful. 1291 01:29:20,155 --> 01:29:21,688 Anyway, 1292 01:29:21,723 --> 01:29:23,022 thanks. 1293 01:29:23,057 --> 01:29:24,991 Meeting leader: Thank you, Joanna. 1294 01:29:25,026 --> 01:29:28,027 Ahem. All right, as you know, we have no dues or fees. 1295 01:29:28,062 --> 01:29:33,533 So we're gonna continue sharing as Bob passes the basket around. 1296 01:29:53,888 --> 01:29:55,422 Hi. 1297 01:29:55,457 --> 01:29:56,890 Hey. 1298 01:30:07,769 --> 01:30:08,735 You ok? 1299 01:30:08,770 --> 01:30:10,871 Never better. 1300 01:30:11,172 --> 01:30:14,741 What happened? Something at a.A.? 1301 01:30:17,612 --> 01:30:18,511 Uh... 1302 01:30:18,547 --> 01:30:20,513 I'll be ok. It's just a really bad day. 1303 01:30:20,548 --> 01:30:23,216 You wanna tell me what's wrong? 1304 01:30:23,251 --> 01:30:25,785 Something I can do? 1305 01:30:25,820 --> 01:30:26,786 Thank you, but... 1306 01:30:26,821 --> 01:30:30,457 Can't fix it unless we know what's broke. 1307 01:30:34,796 --> 01:30:37,197 How was your meeting? 1308 01:30:38,867 --> 01:30:41,902 The first time. I'll get used to it. 1309 01:30:44,639 --> 01:30:48,875 There was a lot of people there feeling sorry for themselves. 1310 01:30:49,511 --> 01:30:51,110 It's like an alcoholic has ruined their lives, 1311 01:30:51,145 --> 01:30:54,747 and they'd rather be a victim than... 1312 01:30:54,782 --> 01:30:57,150 Try and fix it. 1313 01:31:02,056 --> 01:31:04,090 Fix it, huh? 1314 01:31:07,028 --> 01:31:10,497 What did I do now, Alice? 1315 01:31:10,532 --> 01:31:12,599 Nothing, Michael. 1316 01:31:12,634 --> 01:31:14,201 Nothing. 1317 01:31:14,736 --> 01:31:17,103 I'm talking about some losers at my meeting. 1318 01:31:17,138 --> 01:31:19,973 You're taking it personally. 1319 01:31:22,043 --> 01:31:24,277 The trouble with all these losers at your meeting 1320 01:31:24,312 --> 01:31:28,081 is that they're not perfect like some people. 1321 01:31:28,249 --> 01:31:29,682 They're married to alcoholics 1322 01:31:29,717 --> 01:31:31,050 who are bouncing off the walls, 1323 01:31:31,085 --> 01:31:33,553 and they don't know what the fuck to do. 1324 01:31:33,588 --> 01:31:36,055 So you might have to be a little tolerant, 1325 01:31:36,090 --> 01:31:39,158 give them the benefit of your expertise 1326 01:31:39,193 --> 01:31:41,761 in problem-solving. 1327 01:31:44,265 --> 01:31:45,031 Good meeting, huh? 1328 01:31:45,066 --> 01:31:47,868 You guys drop acid or something? 1329 01:31:48,970 --> 01:31:51,004 Like I said, 1330 01:31:51,039 --> 01:31:53,540 I'm having a really bad day, 1331 01:31:53,575 --> 01:31:56,809 and I don't mean to take it out on you. 1332 01:31:56,844 --> 01:31:57,476 What is it? 1333 01:31:57,512 --> 01:32:00,079 You want a drink real bad? 1334 01:32:00,114 --> 01:32:04,017 That wouldn't distinguish it from any other day, Michael. 1335 01:32:04,652 --> 01:32:06,185 One of your friends fall off the wagon? 1336 01:32:06,220 --> 01:32:07,887 Nothing happened, Michael. 1337 01:32:07,922 --> 01:32:10,256 Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day. 1338 01:32:10,291 --> 01:32:12,058 That's the thrilling part of all of this. 1339 01:32:12,093 --> 01:32:13,092 It just comes and hits 1340 01:32:13,128 --> 01:32:16,829 and runs me over like a goddamn freight train. 1341 01:32:16,864 --> 01:32:17,863 Ok. 1342 01:32:17,899 --> 01:32:19,799 When's the next freight train comin' through? 1343 01:32:19,834 --> 01:32:22,101 You got a printed schedule? 1344 01:32:22,136 --> 01:32:26,072 'Cause I could plan around these things, you know, and... 1345 01:32:26,107 --> 01:32:27,574 Give you the space 1346 01:32:27,609 --> 01:32:30,043 so you can, you know... 1347 01:32:30,078 --> 01:32:32,145 Smoke. 1348 01:32:41,122 --> 01:32:43,756 Maybe you shouldn't have to, Michael. 1349 01:32:43,791 --> 01:32:47,093 One of the women at my meetings is going to a halfway house 1350 01:32:47,128 --> 01:32:48,861 because she-- she's not making it 1351 01:32:48,896 --> 01:32:52,299 in her home environment, and i-- what? 1352 01:32:55,336 --> 01:32:56,502 You're actually thinking about this? 1353 01:32:56,537 --> 01:33:00,707 Oh, no, wait. Don't start jumping to conclusions... 1354 01:33:01,309 --> 01:33:03,142 What? 1355 01:33:03,177 --> 01:33:07,747 Excuse me for taking my life personally, Alice! 1356 01:33:07,782 --> 01:33:10,317 What is wrong with our home?! 1357 01:33:10,718 --> 01:33:11,884 Nothing. 1358 01:33:11,919 --> 01:33:12,651 Nothing. 1359 01:33:12,687 --> 01:33:13,886 You said it. It was something. 1360 01:33:13,921 --> 01:33:15,154 What is it, huh? 1361 01:33:15,189 --> 01:33:17,090 Is it the couch? 1362 01:33:17,125 --> 01:33:17,957 Is it an area rug, 1363 01:33:17,993 --> 01:33:23,029 or is it possibly, Alice--Alicia--me? 1364 01:33:23,064 --> 01:33:24,397 Is it me? 1365 01:33:24,432 --> 01:33:26,633 It's not your problem. No, it's not my problem! 1366 01:33:26,668 --> 01:33:28,301 It's just my fucking fault! 1367 01:33:28,336 --> 01:33:31,738 Everything is my fault! 1368 01:33:31,773 --> 01:33:33,172 My sick wife is not making it 1369 01:33:33,207 --> 01:33:36,376 in her home environment, why, exactly?! 1370 01:33:37,979 --> 01:33:40,981 I mean, I am not your problem. 1371 01:33:41,416 --> 01:33:44,150 I am not your problem to solve! 1372 01:33:44,185 --> 01:33:47,153 It was so much more fun in the old days, 1373 01:33:47,188 --> 01:33:48,955 wasn't it, Michael? 1374 01:33:48,990 --> 01:33:50,423 I'd get drunk, I'd pass out, 1375 01:33:50,458 --> 01:33:52,058 and you'd put me back together. 1376 01:33:52,093 --> 01:33:54,728 That was the best, huh? 1377 01:33:55,329 --> 01:33:58,297 That made you feel good. 1378 01:33:58,332 --> 01:34:01,234 And that's what hurts. 1379 01:34:15,249 --> 01:34:17,216 Look... 1380 01:34:17,251 --> 01:34:18,017 Oh, fuck that! 1381 01:34:18,052 --> 01:34:21,354 Fuck making it better, Michael! 1382 01:34:21,389 --> 01:34:23,790 It's not getting better! 1383 01:34:23,825 --> 01:34:25,158 I don't know how to make it better, 1384 01:34:25,193 --> 01:34:28,394 and I swear to god you don't, either! 1385 01:34:28,429 --> 01:34:30,730 Baby... 1386 01:34:30,965 --> 01:34:33,833 Every time you say that... 1387 01:34:33,868 --> 01:34:37,070 Every time you look at me like that, Michael, 1388 01:34:37,105 --> 01:34:40,373 I wanna come right out of my skin. 1389 01:34:42,210 --> 01:34:44,877 You make me feel like a stupid, 1390 01:34:44,912 --> 01:34:48,448 worthless, weak animal. 1391 01:34:55,389 --> 01:34:58,725 I don't know how you try anymore. 1392 01:34:59,127 --> 01:35:00,193 Not giving up, 1393 01:35:00,228 --> 01:35:01,327 sticking together-- 1394 01:35:01,363 --> 01:35:03,296 isn't that what we're supposed to be trying for? 1395 01:35:03,331 --> 01:35:04,931 No, Michael. 1396 01:35:04,966 --> 01:35:08,234 We're supposed to try to be real. 1397 01:35:08,269 --> 01:35:09,168 And when you feel alone, 1398 01:35:09,204 --> 01:35:13,072 you are not together, and that is real. 1399 01:35:13,107 --> 01:35:15,475 And when you don't know, 1400 01:35:15,510 --> 01:35:18,211 you just don't know. 1401 01:35:20,815 --> 01:35:24,317 I think I could love you again... 1402 01:35:28,289 --> 01:35:32,892 If you could just for once say, "I don't know." 1403 01:35:41,135 --> 01:35:43,403 I don't know. 1404 01:35:52,480 --> 01:35:55,081 Didn't work, did it? 1405 01:35:57,819 --> 01:36:00,052 I'll go pack some stuff. 1406 01:36:00,087 --> 01:36:02,822 Michael, I didn't ask you to do that. 1407 01:36:02,857 --> 01:36:04,323 No, Alice? No. 1408 01:36:04,358 --> 01:36:06,459 No? No. 1409 01:36:07,562 --> 01:36:10,096 Come on, let's be real. 1410 01:36:11,933 --> 01:36:13,399 You're clean. 1411 01:36:13,434 --> 01:36:15,201 You stay hopeless 1412 01:36:15,236 --> 01:36:16,469 and confused. 1413 01:36:16,504 --> 01:36:18,971 Keep polishing those skills, 1414 01:36:19,006 --> 01:36:20,373 and I'll take the heat, 1415 01:36:20,408 --> 01:36:23,009 'cause I got some needs of my own. 1416 01:36:23,044 --> 01:36:24,043 When I touch someone, 1417 01:36:24,079 --> 01:36:27,446 I like it better when their skin doesn't crawl. 1418 01:36:27,481 --> 01:36:29,081 That's not what I meant. 1419 01:36:29,116 --> 01:36:30,550 My wife hurts. 1420 01:36:30,585 --> 01:36:35,121 I need to say, "what's wrong, honey? 1421 01:36:35,156 --> 01:36:37,557 Something I can do?" 1422 01:36:37,592 --> 01:36:40,093 And, "I love you." 1423 01:36:42,096 --> 01:36:44,464 So fuck me. 1424 01:37:11,325 --> 01:37:13,126 Hey. 1425 01:37:14,295 --> 01:37:16,462 What's the matter, baby? 1426 01:37:21,235 --> 01:37:24,470 You guys were really loud. 1427 01:37:24,505 --> 01:37:26,272 Oh. 1428 01:37:26,307 --> 01:37:29,075 Where's Michael? 1429 01:37:29,110 --> 01:37:30,509 He's out. 1430 01:37:30,544 --> 01:37:33,045 So are you--are you getting all excited 1431 01:37:33,080 --> 01:37:35,948 about Ashley's sleepover? 1432 01:37:35,983 --> 01:37:38,184 I'm not going. 1433 01:37:38,219 --> 01:37:40,152 You're not going? 1434 01:37:40,187 --> 01:37:41,020 Why? 1435 01:37:41,055 --> 01:37:42,622 What changed your mind? 1436 01:37:42,657 --> 01:37:46,426 I didn't get to be invited. 1437 01:37:48,629 --> 01:37:52,632 Everybody hates me. 1438 01:37:52,667 --> 01:37:54,567 Oh... 1439 01:37:54,602 --> 01:37:56,102 Hey, sweetheart, 1440 01:37:56,137 --> 01:37:58,972 that's not possible. 1441 01:37:59,206 --> 01:38:02,141 Is this Ashley barrows? 1442 01:38:02,510 --> 01:38:03,676 Ashley cantor? 1443 01:38:03,711 --> 01:38:06,078 Ashley goodrich? No! 1444 01:38:06,113 --> 01:38:07,079 Ashley whipsneed? 1445 01:38:07,114 --> 01:38:08,981 There is no Ashley whipsneed! 1446 01:38:09,016 --> 01:38:12,452 There is, too. I can prove it. 1447 01:38:24,699 --> 01:38:27,500 Michael moved out. 1448 01:38:27,535 --> 01:38:30,036 For a while. 1449 01:38:31,439 --> 01:38:33,205 But I'm here, 1450 01:38:33,240 --> 01:38:36,276 and we're gonna be fine. 1451 01:38:40,047 --> 01:38:42,515 He left US? 1452 01:38:44,986 --> 01:38:45,652 Don't blame him. 1453 01:38:45,687 --> 01:38:47,987 But how could he leave US? 1454 01:38:48,022 --> 01:38:50,290 You blame me. 1455 01:38:50,691 --> 01:38:53,626 I messed up, baby. 1456 01:38:53,661 --> 01:38:55,661 But I'm fighting my way back, 1457 01:38:55,696 --> 01:38:58,064 so you help me. 1458 01:38:58,099 --> 01:39:01,667 And don't you blame him. 1459 01:39:01,702 --> 01:39:04,404 Not ever. 1460 01:39:18,586 --> 01:39:19,585 Hey! 1461 01:39:19,620 --> 01:39:20,720 Double trouble. 1462 01:39:20,755 --> 01:39:22,488 Where have you been? 1463 01:39:22,523 --> 01:39:23,756 I've been on a trip! 1464 01:39:23,791 --> 01:39:25,491 Are you ready for the beach? 1465 01:39:25,526 --> 01:39:26,425 Where have you been? 1466 01:39:26,461 --> 01:39:29,195 I told them you were staying with Peter. 1467 01:39:34,135 --> 01:39:36,202 It's only until mommy feels better. 1468 01:39:36,237 --> 01:39:40,106 Mommy feels better already. 1469 01:39:40,141 --> 01:39:42,475 See how well it's working? 1470 01:39:44,045 --> 01:39:47,347 Are you guys getting a divorce? 1471 01:39:48,182 --> 01:39:49,649 Hey. 1472 01:39:50,551 --> 01:39:53,219 Don't be silly, baby. 1473 01:39:53,721 --> 01:39:56,990 You guys go have a great time. 1474 01:39:59,627 --> 01:40:03,363 Let's go. Up you go! Uhh! 1475 01:40:08,202 --> 01:40:09,635 Bye. 1476 01:40:09,670 --> 01:40:11,337 Bye. 1477 01:40:23,084 --> 01:40:27,420 ♫ When your day is long ♫ 1478 01:40:29,123 --> 01:40:31,123 ♫ and the night ♫ 1479 01:40:31,158 --> 01:40:36,696 ♫ the night is yours alone ♫ 1480 01:40:38,432 --> 01:40:43,669 ♫ when you're sure you've had enough ♫ 1481 01:40:43,704 --> 01:40:48,107 ♫ of this life ♫ 1482 01:40:48,142 --> 01:40:51,411 ♫ hang on ♫ 1483 01:40:54,115 --> 01:40:59,685 ♫ don't let yourself go ♫ 1484 01:41:01,689 --> 01:41:07,060 ♫ 'cause everybody cries ♫ 1485 01:41:09,697 --> 01:41:14,733 ♫ everybody hurts ♫ 1486 01:41:14,768 --> 01:41:20,139 ♫ sometimes ♫ 1487 01:41:21,275 --> 01:41:25,845 ♫ sometimes everything is wrong ♫ 1488 01:41:28,816 --> 01:41:31,383 ♫ now it's time to sing along ♫ 1489 01:41:31,418 --> 01:41:37,790 ♫ when your day is night alone ♫ ♫ hold on ♫ 1490 01:41:37,825 --> 01:41:39,792 ♫ hold on ♫ 1491 01:41:39,827 --> 01:41:42,261 ♫ if you feel like letting go ♫ 1492 01:41:42,296 --> 01:41:45,431 ♫ hold on ♫ 1493 01:41:46,634 --> 01:41:53,172 ♫ if you think you've had too much ♫ 1494 01:41:53,207 --> 01:41:56,542 ♫ of this life ♫ 1495 01:41:56,577 --> 01:41:59,679 ♫ well, hang on ♫ 1496 01:42:02,850 --> 01:42:08,888 ♫ 'cause everybody hurts ♫ 1497 01:42:10,391 --> 01:42:15,795 ♫ take comfort in your friends ♫ 1498 01:42:18,232 --> 01:42:24,504 ♫ 'cause everybody hurts ♫ 1499 01:42:25,573 --> 01:42:30,409 ♫ take comfort in your friends ♫ 1500 01:42:30,444 --> 01:42:31,944 ahem. Hi. I'm Michael. 1501 01:42:31,979 --> 01:42:34,347 All: Hi, Michael. 1502 01:42:35,416 --> 01:42:39,685 I've been coming here for... 1503 01:42:39,720 --> 01:42:41,520 4 months. 1504 01:42:41,555 --> 01:42:43,889 This is the first time I've talked. 1505 01:42:45,626 --> 01:42:47,693 My wife is an alcoholic, 1506 01:42:47,728 --> 01:42:50,429 and we're separated. 1507 01:42:50,464 --> 01:42:52,898 And she's doin' great. 1508 01:42:52,933 --> 01:42:54,633 She has her life, uh, 1509 01:42:54,668 --> 01:42:56,902 back. She seems to... 1510 01:42:56,937 --> 01:42:59,539 Have her life back. 1511 01:43:01,575 --> 01:43:04,210 I, on the other hand, am not doing so good. 1512 01:43:04,245 --> 01:43:06,712 Which is funny, I guess. 1513 01:43:12,953 --> 01:43:16,322 I miss my wife. 1514 01:43:16,357 --> 01:43:19,458 And I miss my daughters. 1515 01:43:20,527 --> 01:43:23,762 And things at work... 1516 01:43:23,797 --> 01:43:26,699 Basically everywhere... 1517 01:43:31,005 --> 01:43:34,440 I can't get a handle on things. 1518 01:43:41,715 --> 01:43:44,450 Everything's loose and... 1519 01:43:44,485 --> 01:43:46,686 Fuzzy. 1520 01:43:50,324 --> 01:43:53,659 I look at her now when I drop off the kids at the house, 1521 01:43:53,694 --> 01:43:56,028 and I see what a wonderful job she's doin' 1522 01:43:56,063 --> 01:44:00,699 with the kids, and I wonder why... 1523 01:44:00,734 --> 01:44:02,768 That maybe she'd never really needed me 1524 01:44:02,803 --> 01:44:06,772 as much as I thought she needed me. 1525 01:44:07,608 --> 01:44:11,644 She thinks the girls need more watching after. 1526 01:44:13,847 --> 01:44:14,947 Especially Casey. 1527 01:44:14,982 --> 01:44:18,751 She's our youngest. 1528 01:44:18,786 --> 01:44:20,819 You think they're growin' up fine 1529 01:44:20,854 --> 01:44:23,656 on automatic pilot... 1530 01:44:25,726 --> 01:44:26,558 But, uh, 1531 01:44:26,594 --> 01:44:27,926 you really have to watch 'em closely, 1532 01:44:27,961 --> 01:44:31,397 because, you know, they just... 1533 01:44:31,432 --> 01:44:35,668 They're always hiding stuff, even from themselves. 1534 01:44:38,405 --> 01:44:40,473 Ahem. 1535 01:44:41,542 --> 01:44:43,676 Anyway... 1536 01:44:45,546 --> 01:44:46,845 I like coming here. 1537 01:44:48,882 --> 01:44:52,351 Meeting leader: Thank you, Michael. 1538 01:45:39,600 --> 01:45:41,533 Well, it's, um... 1539 01:45:41,568 --> 01:45:43,635 Yeah, I guess it's a speech. 1540 01:45:43,670 --> 01:45:45,571 At my meetings, when you have 6 months, 1541 01:45:45,606 --> 01:45:48,741 you stand up and tell your story. 1542 01:45:49,576 --> 01:45:51,443 That's all. 1543 01:45:51,478 --> 01:45:54,814 And it's, uh, a week from Saturday. 1544 01:45:55,616 --> 01:45:58,718 And I'd really like you to come. 1545 01:46:03,123 --> 01:46:03,989 What? 1546 01:46:04,024 --> 01:46:05,724 I'm not gonna say bad stuff about you. 1547 01:46:05,759 --> 01:46:07,025 Oh, you're gonna lie, right? 1548 01:46:08,762 --> 01:46:12,664 I'm gonna accept responsibility. 1549 01:46:12,699 --> 01:46:14,500 That's what it's for. 1550 01:46:14,535 --> 01:46:17,036 No wonder I'm confused. 1551 01:46:17,704 --> 01:46:19,571 I'd really like you to come. 1552 01:46:19,606 --> 01:46:21,407 Well, I'll sleep on you. 1553 01:46:21,442 --> 01:46:24,744 It. 1554 01:46:27,848 --> 01:46:29,481 You wanna go home with me, huh? 1555 01:46:29,516 --> 01:46:30,849 Never entered my mind. 1556 01:46:30,884 --> 01:46:32,017 It enters mine. 1557 01:46:32,052 --> 01:46:32,851 Really? 1558 01:46:32,886 --> 01:46:35,388 Yeah. All the time. 1559 01:46:36,824 --> 01:46:39,925 I just don't know what it would be like. 1560 01:46:39,960 --> 01:46:40,993 Because I'm really afraid 1561 01:46:41,028 --> 01:46:42,061 of that roller coaster thing. 1562 01:46:42,096 --> 01:46:44,029 Oh, I hate that. You know, when people break up 1563 01:46:44,064 --> 01:46:45,464 and then they make up and they break up-- 1564 01:46:45,499 --> 01:46:46,331 people can be so immature. 1565 01:46:46,367 --> 01:46:48,534 And the very thing that attracts them 1566 01:46:48,569 --> 01:46:51,036 is the reason that they shouldn't be together. 1567 01:46:51,071 --> 01:46:53,839 And I can't do that, Michael. 1568 01:46:53,874 --> 01:46:56,642 I can't do that anymore. 1569 01:47:15,762 --> 01:47:17,963 I'm moving to Denver. 1570 01:47:20,267 --> 01:47:22,968 They're talking about rollbacks in this domicile, 1571 01:47:23,003 --> 01:47:24,870 and if I... 1572 01:47:24,905 --> 01:47:26,472 Take the transfer, i--i have a-- 1573 01:47:26,507 --> 01:47:29,842 I have a better chance to keep flying. 1574 01:47:36,183 --> 01:47:37,616 It's either that or change airlines, 1575 01:47:37,651 --> 01:47:40,719 and I'd have to start from the bottom scale. 1576 01:47:40,754 --> 01:47:42,154 But I told them 1577 01:47:42,189 --> 01:47:44,723 that I'd have to talk to you first 1578 01:47:44,758 --> 01:47:47,193 before I could commit. 1579 01:47:55,903 --> 01:47:57,870 Well, you've worked a lot of years 1580 01:47:57,905 --> 01:48:01,207 to just start at-- at the bottom. 1581 01:48:10,817 --> 01:48:14,153 I can bid for the San Francisco route. 1582 01:48:14,955 --> 01:48:18,757 Then with passes and everything, it's... 1583 01:48:22,729 --> 01:48:27,533 This accepting responsibility stuff is really fun. 1584 01:48:35,742 --> 01:48:37,910 I better go home. 1585 01:48:39,246 --> 01:48:40,913 I... 1586 01:48:40,948 --> 01:48:41,547 Don't go yet. 1587 01:48:41,582 --> 01:48:44,650 I gotta go. Don't go. 1588 01:49:10,310 --> 01:49:12,077 Hey, partner. 1589 01:49:12,112 --> 01:49:14,547 Can I see that? 1590 01:49:15,349 --> 01:49:17,149 Thought mom was gonna pick me up 1591 01:49:17,184 --> 01:49:17,950 after movement class. 1592 01:49:17,985 --> 01:49:21,887 She is. I'm just here for a visit. 1593 01:49:21,922 --> 01:49:24,089 It's a bug box. 1594 01:49:24,992 --> 01:49:27,292 Just wanna see it. 1595 01:49:27,327 --> 01:49:29,595 Ooh... 1596 01:49:29,630 --> 01:49:32,998 I like a name that tells you what it is. 1597 01:49:35,102 --> 01:49:37,736 How come you're here? 1598 01:49:41,808 --> 01:49:43,576 Come here. 1599 01:49:50,183 --> 01:49:52,985 Well, I came to say I'm sorry. 1600 01:49:53,920 --> 01:49:56,688 I'm sorry for the fight we had the other day at the park. 1601 01:49:56,723 --> 01:49:59,058 That was my fault. 1602 01:50:00,193 --> 01:50:04,897 And I'm sorry for not making it better when mommy was away. 1603 01:50:05,332 --> 01:50:07,967 It wasn't so bad. 1604 01:50:10,170 --> 01:50:14,340 And I'm really sorry for almost leaving you with grandma. 1605 01:50:18,812 --> 01:50:20,412 But mostly I'm sorry for... 1606 01:50:20,447 --> 01:50:22,648 The kind of daddy I was or wasn't 1607 01:50:22,683 --> 01:50:25,751 all the time since I've known you. 1608 01:50:27,954 --> 01:50:30,789 Why are you saying this? 1609 01:50:38,031 --> 01:50:40,733 I'm leaving for Denver tonight. 1610 01:50:44,237 --> 01:50:46,705 I'm moving there. 1611 01:50:48,842 --> 01:50:52,077 You and mommy aren't getting divorced? 1612 01:50:52,112 --> 01:50:52,878 No. 1613 01:50:52,913 --> 01:50:54,913 No one's even talked about that. 1614 01:50:54,948 --> 01:50:57,149 If that were to ever happen, 1615 01:50:57,184 --> 01:50:59,217 I'd get lots of free passes, 1616 01:50:59,252 --> 01:51:01,319 and I'd call you all the time, 1617 01:51:01,354 --> 01:51:05,424 and I'd come to visit all the time. 1618 01:51:10,731 --> 01:51:13,298 'Cause Casey would still be your daughter? 1619 01:51:13,333 --> 01:51:14,700 No. 1620 01:51:14,735 --> 01:51:17,302 'Cause you're my daughter. 1621 01:51:17,337 --> 01:51:22,041 And I will always come back to see you. 1622 01:51:22,976 --> 01:51:25,344 I will always come back. 1623 01:51:31,752 --> 01:51:34,019 Not like my dad? 1624 01:51:34,054 --> 01:51:36,021 I love you so much. 1625 01:51:36,056 --> 01:51:39,191 Just like your real daddy. 1626 01:51:39,226 --> 01:51:41,193 But, uh, I'm really scared. 1627 01:51:41,228 --> 01:51:42,327 I'm really scared. 1628 01:51:42,363 --> 01:51:44,796 I'm scared that you don't know how much I love you, 1629 01:51:44,831 --> 01:51:48,467 and so I'll always have to be doing stuff 1630 01:51:48,502 --> 01:51:51,370 so you'll know. 1631 01:51:53,039 --> 01:51:56,842 I'll try to do stuff, too. 1632 01:52:00,914 --> 01:52:04,316 You have to go there, huh? 1633 01:52:05,886 --> 01:52:07,252 Yeah. 1634 01:52:16,096 --> 01:52:18,097 Ohh! 1635 01:52:24,838 --> 01:52:28,107 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1636 01:52:30,443 --> 01:52:32,978 I'm sorry, baby. 1637 01:52:33,246 --> 01:52:34,913 You can do it. 1638 01:52:34,948 --> 01:52:37,249 You can do it. 1639 01:52:37,284 --> 01:52:39,451 You can do it. 1640 01:52:39,486 --> 01:52:41,954 You can do it. 1641 01:52:48,995 --> 01:52:51,363 Hey, there, buster. 1642 01:52:52,365 --> 01:52:55,234 You goin' on a trip? 1643 01:52:57,270 --> 01:52:58,537 Boo. 1644 01:52:58,572 --> 01:53:01,206 Bad decision. 1645 01:53:01,241 --> 01:53:05,844 Cat got your tongue? 1646 01:53:09,015 --> 01:53:10,382 It's a long trip this time. 1647 01:53:10,417 --> 01:53:12,918 Like mommy's trip? 1648 01:53:12,953 --> 01:53:14,553 Maybe longer, 1649 01:53:14,588 --> 01:53:17,122 but I'm gonna call you every day. 1650 01:53:17,157 --> 01:53:19,090 Every day. 1651 01:53:19,125 --> 01:53:22,227 And I'll be back every chance I get, 1652 01:53:22,262 --> 01:53:26,164 and when I can't... 1653 01:53:26,199 --> 01:53:28,200 You'll come visit me. 1654 01:53:28,235 --> 01:53:31,236 Like mommy? 1655 01:53:31,271 --> 01:53:33,205 Yeah. 1656 01:53:33,240 --> 01:53:35,407 Will there be swans? 1657 01:53:35,442 --> 01:53:39,478 Swans? Swans are possible. 1658 01:53:48,154 --> 01:53:49,421 Bye, baby. 1659 01:53:49,456 --> 01:53:51,390 Bye, baby. 1660 01:54:13,380 --> 01:54:16,882 Thank you for the kind appreciation, folks. 1661 01:54:16,917 --> 01:54:18,550 It's a lot less dramatic than it looks. 1662 01:54:18,585 --> 01:54:21,419 For those of you connecting out of Denver, 1663 01:54:21,454 --> 01:54:23,355 please check your monitors for any delays. 1664 01:54:23,390 --> 01:54:26,124 For the rest of you... 1665 01:54:29,629 --> 01:54:32,130 Welcome home. 1666 01:54:38,638 --> 01:54:41,172 I'm Alice. I'm alcoholic. 1667 01:54:41,207 --> 01:54:42,941 Audience: Hi, Alice. 1668 01:54:42,976 --> 01:54:46,912 I've been sober for 184 days. 1669 01:54:53,386 --> 01:54:57,055 I drank my first beer when I was 9 years old. 1670 01:54:57,090 --> 01:54:58,156 My dad's an alcoholic, 1671 01:54:58,191 --> 01:55:01,493 so my mother liked to blame my lapse on his example. 1672 01:55:01,528 --> 01:55:04,429 That way, she could hurt both of US at once. 1673 01:55:04,464 --> 01:55:07,966 Anyway, I liked my beer 1674 01:55:08,001 --> 01:55:09,634 and the ones that followed. 1675 01:55:09,669 --> 01:55:13,104 And about a year ago I got drunk. 1676 01:55:13,139 --> 01:55:14,673 I couldn't stop getting drunk. 1677 01:55:14,708 --> 01:55:17,642 It had never really happened quite like that, 1678 01:55:17,677 --> 01:55:19,144 and I still don't know why. 1679 01:55:19,179 --> 01:55:23,248 I've lied to everyone that I know... 1680 01:55:23,283 --> 01:55:26,551 Everyone I love, and, um... 1681 01:55:26,586 --> 01:55:31,589 I was ashamed and terrified and humiliated every day. 1682 01:55:31,624 --> 01:55:35,994 Um, one day, I... 1683 01:55:36,029 --> 01:55:38,430 Got out of the shower, grabbed a towel, 1684 01:55:38,465 --> 01:55:41,032 and decided to go get the paper, 1685 01:55:41,067 --> 01:55:42,500 and nobody saw me go out the front door 1686 01:55:42,535 --> 01:55:45,170 or at the curb, which was a very good thing, 1687 01:55:45,205 --> 01:55:50,342 because I was holding the towel just folded in my hand. 1688 01:55:54,748 --> 01:55:57,248 I know how lucky I've been, 1689 01:55:57,283 --> 01:56:00,051 because there were times when I drove my little girls around 1690 01:56:00,086 --> 01:56:02,587 just ripped out of my mind. 1691 01:56:02,622 --> 01:56:05,223 One Saturday, I took my baby girl on errands, 1692 01:56:05,258 --> 01:56:07,559 and when I got home... 1693 01:56:07,594 --> 01:56:11,129 I realized she wasn't with me. 1694 01:56:13,233 --> 01:56:15,133 I had left her someplace. 1695 01:56:15,168 --> 01:56:18,470 And since I couldn't remember where I'd been, 1696 01:56:18,505 --> 01:56:22,674 I had no idea where, so... 1697 01:56:27,814 --> 01:56:29,681 I spent the next few hours 1698 01:56:29,716 --> 01:56:31,516 calling every shop I'd ever been to 1699 01:56:31,551 --> 01:56:33,585 until finally a tile guy... 1700 01:56:33,620 --> 01:56:34,486 Rang my front doorbell. 1701 01:56:34,521 --> 01:56:39,157 They had found my address on a check. 1702 01:56:40,160 --> 01:56:41,659 I rewarded him, of course, you know, 1703 01:56:41,694 --> 01:56:45,163 by never going back to his store. 1704 01:56:46,499 --> 01:56:49,334 My bottom was 184 days ago... 1705 01:56:49,369 --> 01:56:52,771 When my, uh... 1706 01:56:52,806 --> 01:56:55,306 My little girl watched me... 1707 01:56:55,341 --> 01:56:59,711 Wash down aspirin with vodka. 1708 01:57:00,814 --> 01:57:02,581 And then I hit her. 1709 01:57:05,652 --> 01:57:07,252 And when I passed out, 1710 01:57:07,287 --> 01:57:08,787 she was alone with me, 1711 01:57:08,822 --> 01:57:12,124 and she thought I was dead. 1712 01:57:16,429 --> 01:57:18,163 And all of my life 1713 01:57:18,198 --> 01:57:21,433 I will never know what that did to her. 1714 01:57:24,571 --> 01:57:28,206 And I know I have to forgive myself for that... 1715 01:57:30,743 --> 01:57:31,509 And I have to forgive myself 1716 01:57:31,544 --> 01:57:34,579 for what I've done to my husband. 1717 01:57:35,215 --> 01:57:37,682 It's horrifying how much you can hate yourself 1718 01:57:37,717 --> 01:57:39,250 for being low and weak, 1719 01:57:39,285 --> 01:57:41,352 and he couldn't save me from that, 1720 01:57:41,387 --> 01:57:42,119 so I turned it on him. 1721 01:57:42,155 --> 01:57:44,322 I tried to empty it onto him, 1722 01:57:44,357 --> 01:57:47,426 but there was always more, you know? 1723 01:57:48,194 --> 01:57:49,093 When he tried to help, I told him 1724 01:57:49,129 --> 01:57:54,132 that he made me feel small and worthless, 1725 01:57:54,167 --> 01:57:58,670 but nobody makes US feel that. No. 1726 01:57:58,705 --> 01:58:01,540 We do that for ourselves. 1727 01:58:03,176 --> 01:58:06,111 I shut him out because... 1728 01:58:06,146 --> 01:58:09,247 I knew if he ever really saw... 1729 01:58:09,282 --> 01:58:12,617 Who I was inside... 1730 01:58:12,652 --> 01:58:15,220 That he wouldn't love me. 1731 01:58:17,590 --> 01:58:20,558 And we're separated now. 1732 01:58:20,593 --> 01:58:22,293 He's moved away, 1733 01:58:22,328 --> 01:58:27,165 and it was so hard not to beg him to stay. 1734 01:58:29,502 --> 01:58:32,537 And I don't know if i'm gonna get a second chance, 1735 01:58:32,572 --> 01:58:35,240 but I have to believe... 1736 01:58:35,275 --> 01:58:38,643 That I deserve one. 1737 01:58:38,678 --> 01:58:41,446 Because we all do. 1738 01:59:00,934 --> 01:59:01,933 Thank you, Alice. 1739 01:59:01,969 --> 01:59:04,836 Everyone, let's take a 15-minute coffee break. 1740 01:59:05,572 --> 01:59:07,172 Thanks. 1741 01:59:09,943 --> 01:59:12,477 I just hope I can do it. 1742 01:59:12,512 --> 01:59:13,545 How do you feel? 1743 01:59:13,580 --> 01:59:14,612 Like a cigarette? 1744 01:59:14,647 --> 01:59:16,414 Yes, thank you, sponsor. 1745 01:59:16,449 --> 01:59:17,482 You're welcome. 1746 01:59:17,517 --> 01:59:18,883 Thanks for letting me talk. 1747 01:59:18,918 --> 01:59:20,818 Alice, you really made me cry. 1748 01:59:20,853 --> 01:59:23,455 Me, too. 1749 01:59:29,562 --> 01:59:32,597 Me, too. 1750 01:59:35,702 --> 01:59:38,303 My wife's an alcoholic. 1751 01:59:39,973 --> 01:59:42,607 Best person I ever met. 1752 01:59:45,578 --> 01:59:49,214 She has 600 different kinds of smiles. 1753 01:59:49,582 --> 01:59:52,784 They can light up your life. 1754 01:59:53,586 --> 01:59:54,686 They can make you laugh... 1755 01:59:54,721 --> 01:59:58,356 Out loud just like that. 1756 01:59:58,391 --> 02:00:01,793 They could even make you cry just like that. 1757 02:00:03,896 --> 02:00:06,498 That's just with her smiles. 1758 02:00:07,000 --> 02:00:09,467 You'd have to see her with her kids. 1759 02:00:09,502 --> 02:00:13,572 You'd have to see how they look at her... 1760 02:00:15,341 --> 02:00:18,310 When she's not looking. 1761 02:00:19,979 --> 02:00:22,780 You think of all the things she lived through, 1762 02:00:22,815 --> 02:00:25,250 and I couldn't help her. 1763 02:00:26,819 --> 02:00:28,953 Maybe helping wasn't your job. 1764 02:00:28,988 --> 02:00:30,421 The hell it wasn't. 1765 02:00:30,456 --> 02:00:33,992 See, I love her. 1766 02:00:34,961 --> 02:00:36,594 And I tried everything... 1767 02:00:36,629 --> 02:00:40,365 Except really listening... 1768 02:00:40,400 --> 02:00:41,399 Really listening. 1769 02:00:41,434 --> 02:00:44,903 And that's how I left her alone. 1770 02:00:46,572 --> 02:00:49,741 I'm so ashamed of that. 1771 02:00:50,710 --> 02:00:52,277 And I couldn't even tell her. 1772 02:00:52,312 --> 02:00:56,681 Maybe if I'd tell her, she'd love me anyway. 1773 02:00:56,716 --> 02:00:58,883 Oh, more. 1774 02:01:00,320 --> 02:01:03,288 She would have loved you even more. 1775 02:01:09,562 --> 02:01:13,765 I think you should tell all this stuff to your wife. 1776 02:02:28,474 --> 02:02:32,010 Rickie Lee Jones: ♫ hold me love ♫ 1777 02:02:33,012 --> 02:02:36,547 ♫ I can't sleep again ♫ 1778 02:02:36,582 --> 02:02:39,984 ♫ will I have to kiss your nose? ♫ 1779 02:02:40,019 --> 02:02:47,792 ♫ I wanna lay here next to him, love ♫ 1780 02:02:48,795 --> 02:02:52,497 ♫ I remember ♫ 1781 02:02:52,532 --> 02:02:55,767 ♫ walking in the rain ♫ 1782 02:02:56,469 --> 02:02:59,637 ♫ rain was falling on my hands ♫ 1783 02:02:59,672 --> 02:03:06,745 ♫ I don't wanna live through that again, no ♫ 1784 02:03:08,748 --> 02:03:11,115 ♫ outside ♫ 1785 02:03:11,150 --> 02:03:14,952 ♫ the heart, it gets dark now ♫ 1786 02:03:14,987 --> 02:03:19,490 ♫ and I was walking in the park now ♫ 1787 02:03:19,525 --> 02:03:21,125 ♫ children singing songs ♫ 1788 02:03:21,160 --> 02:03:26,864 ♫ that will now make all our dreams come true ♫ 1789 02:03:26,899 --> 02:03:30,769 ♫ I'm in love with you ♫ 1790 02:03:31,604 --> 02:03:34,739 ♫ I know it takes love ♫ 1791 02:03:35,508 --> 02:03:38,743 ♫ love is a healing thing ♫ 1792 02:03:38,778 --> 02:03:43,782 ♫ when you give everything ♫ 1793 02:03:44,484 --> 02:03:45,716 ♫ you're loving the world ♫ 1794 02:03:45,751 --> 02:03:51,456 ♫ the world gives you love to hold on to ♫ 1795 02:03:51,491 --> 02:03:55,226 ♫ remembering ♫ 1796 02:03:55,261 --> 02:03:58,996 ♫ we seldom ♫ 1797 02:03:59,031 --> 02:04:02,600 ♫ remember ♫ 1798 02:04:03,903 --> 02:04:05,002 ♫ somewhere ♫ 1799 02:04:05,037 --> 02:04:08,039 ♫ just give me many chances ♫ 1800 02:04:08,074 --> 02:04:08,840 ♫ far away ♫ 1801 02:04:08,875 --> 02:04:11,576 ♫ I'll see you through it all ♫ 1802 02:04:11,611 --> 02:04:12,743 ♫ remember ♫ 1803 02:04:12,778 --> 02:04:17,916 ♫ just give me time to learn to crawl ♫ 1804 02:04:19,552 --> 02:04:23,488 ♫ just give me many chances ♫ 1805 02:04:23,523 --> 02:04:27,158 ♫ I'll see you through it all ♫ 1806 02:04:27,193 --> 02:04:33,164 ♫ just give me time to learn to crawl ♫ 1807 02:04:35,167 --> 02:04:38,870 ♫ just give me many chances ♫ 1808 02:04:38,905 --> 02:04:42,673 ♫ I'll see you through it all ♫ 1809 02:04:42,708 --> 02:04:48,913 ♫ just give me time to learn to crawl ♫ 1810 02:04:49,315 --> 02:04:52,884 ♫ in September ♫ 1811 02:04:52,919 --> 02:04:57,021 ♫ when the rain comes ♫ 1812 02:04:57,056 --> 02:05:00,224 ♫ and the wind blows ♫ 1813 02:05:00,259 --> 02:05:05,963 ♫ I will see you walking in that coat, oh ♫ 1814 02:05:05,998 --> 02:05:09,734 ♫ just give me many chances ♫ 1815 02:05:09,769 --> 02:05:13,170 ♫ I'll see you through it all ♫ 1816 02:05:13,205 --> 02:05:19,076 ♫ just give me time to learn to crawl ♫ 1817 02:05:19,111 --> 02:05:22,980 ♫ time to learn to crawl ♫120803