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So there'’s, uh,
nothing you can do?

Dr. Shepherd
made it very clear.

It-- It would be too dangerous
to put you back to work
as an active firefighter.

Then get a second opinion.

The workers'’ comp doctor
is the second opinion,
and he agrees.

But my scans,
they could change, right?
They could get better.

It'’s a lifelong injury.
And you know that.

So I'’m not
a-a firefighter anymore?

I just--

Then what?
I mean, I-- What-- What--

- Nineteen will
still be here for you...

...just in a different way.

- I'’m sorry, Jack.
- Mmm.

I can'’t tell you
how much stress I'’ve caused
Miranda over the years.

But I can tell you
that every time
I'’ve switched careers,

I'’ve gotten sharper,
happier even.

I know this guy
who busted his knee

and ended up teaching cadets.

Says it'’s the best thing
that ever happened to him.

What about third opinions?
I mean, doctors do say that--

Guys, I'’m good, really.
I'’m-- I feel good.

Well, if you ever
need anything...

Nineteen, line up!

I know we'’re all devastated,
but, uh, we have a job
to do today.

There'’ll be a dinner
for Gibson tonight.

Montgomery and Hughes
are also off,

so we'’ll have Powell, Green
and Cutler filling in.

Sullivan, Bishop with Dr. DeLuca
on clinic.

Warren and Ruiz on Crisis One.

Powell, restock the clinic.

I'’d prefer to be
out in the field.

Well, it'’s vaccine day,
so it'’s restocking or desk duty.

Restocking.

That'’s all. Dismissed.

Herrera, from experience,
when you'’re captain,
you don'’t negotiate.

You don'’t give people options.
You just tell her what to do.

Military 101.

At ease, soldier.

Captain.

Hey.
Hey.

- Kate.
- Yeah.

I, uh--

I'’ve been meaning
to reach out. You know,
Vic and I just ended so--

So you and I
can finally be together.

Wow.

- Chill. I was
just messing with you.

- Um, but you know,

I am still down for a good time.

Crisis One

- to 10627 Briarwood Drive.
That'’s me.

Thank you for coming.

Yeah, I told you I would.

Plus, I'’m not gonna
let you walk into a bar alone
on your first day out of rehab.

- You'’re not gonna need those.
- It'’s polite to bring flowers
to a funeral.

- You can'’t
drink flowers, Hughes.
- What does that even mean?

This is your first
Irish wake, isn'’t it?

- Yeah.

What?

Gird your loins.

God, don'’t say loins.

This is a wake?

Grief in its most drunken form.

- Didn'’t your uncle
die of alcoholism?
- He did.

- Hey! Seany, you look like crap.

- James.
How are you?

- Uncle S.
- Junior.

Hey, hey, hey. Is this--
Is this the new wife?

Oh.
- Ooh!

- Smoke show!
- Oh.

No, no. Friend. Vic.
Hello. Not wife. Not wife.

You'’re really out of his league, sweetheart.

Wow, all right.

- We have fun. Hello.
- Hello.

- What the hell are those?
- They'’re flowers for--

- You can'’t drink flowers,
sweetheart.
Right.

She'’s cute, but she ain't
too bright. Welcome.

Uncle Jimbo!
Hey!

Is this where you get
your charm from?

You really needed
to come to this?

Yeah, I'’m the mayor's
chief of staff.

I gotta stay on the right side
of the police department.

Oof. Networking at a funeral.

You really weren'’t
cut out for politics, were you?

- Oh. Hi.
- Hi.

- Hi-- Uh--
- This is my, uh--

- Well, you'’re--
- Eli. I'’m his Eli.

Hi. I'’m--
I'’m so sorry for your loss.

Your father was a, um--
a-a great man.

He was great.

We all know my dad
was kind of a dick.

- Oh, I like him.

Anyway, it'’s good
to put a face to the name, Eli.
Travis tells me great things.

Well, he said
the same about you.
Clearly got good taste.

Oh, uh-- Come in, please.
Come on in.

- Can I help you?

Uh, hi.
We'’re from the fire department.

We-We got a call about
a disturbance at this address.

No disturbance here.

Watching TV. I like it loud.

You know, uh,
I see you'’re on dialysis.

It-- It'’s red and--
and maybe a little infected.

I could take a look at it
if you want. I'’m-- I'm a doctor.

Saves me a trip
to the clinic, I guess.

Yeah.

Will Jack be okay though?

The department
will make sure
he lands on his feet.

Better than landing on his head.

No one has
a sense of humor here.

It'’s gonna be
a busy one, huh?
Yeah.

Only half
the trouble twins today.

I'’m sorry. I don't see you
in the system.

My wife is the one
who usually does this,
but she'’s working today, so...

Uh-- Oh, can I have
your address?

No, I don'’t sign in.
They know me. I usually
just talk to Jack.

- Yeah. Hey, hey. Hi, Gloria.
Hi.

- Um, I got this. You'’re good.
- Okay. Okay.

Hey, don'’t you
remember my system?

- I'’m sorry. Peggy's the one--
There are
certain people who--

Look, this patient, you know,

she doesn'’t check in
like everyone else, right?

Her file is that--
that black folder
there under the blue box.

- Everything okay?
- Yeah.

Yeah. No, uh,
Gloria can'’t check in
like everyone else, right?

- Uh-huh.
- She moved away from
her abuser,

and she doesn'’t want
her files public.

Mm-hmm.
- You can'’t just suddenly
change how we--

Ja-- Hey, hey,
your vision will stay alive.

I'’ll make sure of it, okay?

My nanny! She'’s bleeding.
She'’s hurt! Hurry!

Your nanny'’s hurt?
Where is she? Show me.

Yeah.

- No--
- But I could--

We got this. We got this.

Yeah. Mm-hmm.
- Yeah?

I was getting Winston
off the monkey bars,
and he kicked--

Sorry, they'’re so dramatic.

I was getting Winston
off the monkey bars,
and he kicked me in the mouth.

It looks like
you got a good knock,
but nothing to worry about.

Are you feeling dizzy
or lightheaded?

- A little, I guess.
Hmm.

Looks like you got
a little sunburn there, huh?

Oh. Yeah, I was on a trip, and--

Bark! Bark! Bark! Bark! Bark!

- Sorry.
Sorry, they'’re loud.
- It'’s okay. They're kids.

Being a nanny is like
the strongest form
of birth control.

- I'’m never having one.
That'’s what I said.

Okay. Keep the gauze
in your mouth, and I'’ll be
right back for an assessment.

Oh, hey. I, uh, submitted
the letter of recommendation

for your foster application.

- Thank you for doing that.
Yeah.

- I hope they approve us.
- Come on. How could they not?

You-- You'’d be
great foster parents.

Hmm.

Hey, you okay?

Yeah.

I just, um,
always imagined Jack here.

Whenever I'’d see myself
as captain, he was here,
part of the family.

But, uh, now he won'’t be.

Nineteen is still a family.

Bark! Bark! Bark!
Bark! Bark!

Whoa, whoa, whoa!
All the puppies at attention.

You know, I could
turn you guys into mice.

And mice are small,
teeny, teeny, teeny small,
and they'’re quiet.

Why don'’t you come with me?
Here, take these balloons.

And, uh, have fun.

- All right. So, um,
what happened here?

Oh, it'’s from my dialysis.

Fix one problem
and create another, right?

Right.

Mom, make me some eggs!

That'’s my son, Sam.

Make '’em yourself!

Who'’s this?

- He'’s fixing my dialysis thing.
- I'’m from the fire department.

You'’re just letting
strangers in?

- You didn'’t get more eggs.
- I'’ll get more tomorrow.

This generation doesn'’t know
the value of a dollar.

And who are you again?

Oh, um-- I'’m helping
your mom out with her arm.

That'’s not what I asked.
Who are you? And what
are you doing in my house?

- Hey. Hi.

Hi.

- We, uh-- We got a call
about a fight next door.
Yeah.

You hear anything
out of the ordinary?

Yeah.

I called.

- I don'’t know
what to do anymore.
- What'’s been happening?

That kid, he'’s always
flying off the handle
at something.

What kid?

Her son. He lives with her.

Look, some days he'’s fine.

You know, he even helped me
unload my truck once.

But other days, he can go
from zero to 60 in seconds.

Last week, he pointed his gun
at my dog.

I really think
he would have shot him or me
if I hadn'’t put my boy inside.

He'’s dangerous.

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Seany, what are you drinking?

Uh, I'’m good. Thank you.

Junior! Couple of whiskeys.

Neat?
- Yeah, neat.

Who fricking
raised you, huh?

I see you brought your rosary.

Oh, no. These are, uh--
These are prayer beads,
you know? Mala beads.

Oh, no, no, no.

Please don'’t tell me you're into
that woo-woo crap, huh?

What, did you, uh--

Did you join a cult or you just
showing off for your girlfriend?

- She'’s not my girl--
- Not his girlfriend.

Ah, too bad.
She'’d make some pretty babies.

- All right. Whiskeys all around.
Attaboy.

Ah. Thank you.

- Uncle Sean.
- I'’m good, Junior.

I actually, uh...

- I actually
just got out of rehab, guys.

- Right.
- Right, right, right, right.

- Oh.
- Yeah.

We really did
lose you to a cult,
didn'’t we?

Well, cheers. Here'’s to
another death in the family,
the death of fun Sean.

Slainte.

Slainte.

And he just proposed to me,
right there kneeling
in a puddle.

And then suddenly,
the rain stopped,
and the sun came out...

- I'’m sorry.
- Yeah, it would have been nice

to get a heads-up
your boyfriend was coming.

I know. I didn'’t realize that
he needed to be here for work.

- To Dick, everyone.
- To Dick.

- To Dick.
- To Dick.

- He seems really great.
No, no.

He, uh-- He is. He is.

Uh...

About the other day. I mean--
We shouldn'’t have--

You'’re right. You know,
you-- you seem really happy.
I don'’t want to mess that up.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

I gotta go say hi
to my Aunt Celine, so--

Okay, yeah. Sorry again.

- Hey.
- Hey.

So, I gotta get back
to the office.

You wanna sneak out?

Uh, you know, I--

I'’m gonna stay
for just a little longer,
but I'’ll see you tonight.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- You look good in a suit.
- Thank you.

Is it warm in here? I kinda
feel fluish. One of the kids
maybe gave me something?

Uh, I can give you
some acetaminophen for the flu
symptoms, but let me just--

Uh, did you
get bumped on this side too?

There is some bleeding
on the left side of your mouth.

I don'’t think so.

Hey, Bishop'’s wife.

There'’s a lady here
who says that she'’ll
only be treated by you.

I'’ll take over here.
- Okay, thank you.

Okay, let'’s take
a look at you, okay?

You know
you wanna talk about it.

I can see.

Uh, hi.

Hi. How can I help you?

Um, it seems like
I have a-a migraine.

Okay. When did it begin?

Just comes and goes.
Stress, really.

And what kind of a headache?
Is it stabbing, throbbing?

Both, I guess.

Okay, let'’s do a neural exam.

And what'’s your name?

- Nina.
Nina.

Nina, I have something for you.

Go, go, go. Yeah. Oh.

She loves stuffed animals,
but she loves to watch kids
even more, so...

Is there somebody
who would like to play with us?

- Maybe? Maybe?
Yeah, yeah.

I think so.

- Can I hold your bear?

Aw.
- You gonna come with us?

All right, let'’s go.

- Aw.

I rarely get to see her
play like that.

Can I check your pupils?

You don'’t remember me, do you?

Hey, Carina.

Uh, Carina,
can I see you over here, please?

- Now.
- Uh, yes. Uh, yes.

One second. Excuse me.

Yeah?

She spiked a temp of 102
and seems disorientated.

Alice, do you have
any headache, cough,
difficulty breathing?

- When did you start
feeling this way?
- No. Uh, I don'’t know.

Maybe yesterday
or the day before.

I'’m so jet-lagged.
I forget which day is which.

- You'’re jet-lagged?
- She did say she was traveling.

My boyfriend and I
were backpacking
around Southeast Asia and--

- I think we need to get gowned.

We might have
a situation.

- We'’re gonna need masks
for everyone here.
- Are you thinking it'’s--

With these symptoms
and the fact that she was
traveling outside the country,

it might be something deadly
and very, very contagious.

- And everyone here
could be exposed.
- Exactly.

So keep calm
and get Captain Herrera.

Mmm.

Captain,
we may have a patient zero.

- How long has she been--
We'’re not sure.

- Hold on one second.
Be right back.
- Okay.

- We should--
- We should lock it down.

Make sure everyone has these on.

I'’ll get on the phone
with the CDC.

Everybody,
please stay calm.

No need to panic, but we
need to lock this place down.

- All right?

You know, tha--
that'’s all I know at the moment.

Uh, please, sir.
Could you put your mask
back on your face?

You can'’t keep us here
against our will.
I have a job to get back to.

We are in the best hands.

This team will know what to do
even if it is Ebola.

No.
Whoa, whoa. No, no, no.
What? Oh!

I came in for a headache,
and I might leave with Ebola?

No, my kid is immune deficient.
You'’re telling me
that you exposed her to--

No one said Ebola.

- She just said Ebola.
Listen.
We hope it'’s nothing.

- You hope?
- All right?
We hope it'’s nothing,

but we'’re taking
every precaution.

Please help me keep
everyone safe. Thank you.

Fever'’s 102.
We gave her acetaminophen.

Blood pressure'’s trending low.

Blood pressure'’s
trending low. Right.

The CDC is asking
if she has any red spots
on her palate.

What?

Carina.

Uh, okay,

Let me check, let me check.

- No, no, no.
Okay.

Ask them
if they have a differential.
Is there anything else

- we should be looking for?
All right.
No spots. Okay.

What about a differential?
Is there anything...

What about the baby?
We might have to quarantine
for 20 days.

They'’re gonna place him
with another foster family--

Let'’s cross that bridge
when we get to it.

I think I'’m gonna puke again.

Okay. Here, here. Here.

Oh, right, you weasel your way
in here so you can charge her?

You want more debt, Ma?

These doctors
just want our money.

He'’s right.

You'’re all crooks.
It'’s my money though.

This one lost three jobs
this year.

That wasn'’t my fault.

- They had cutbacks
at one place...
- You okay, Theo?

That'’s not fair.
You don'’t know what
you'’re talking about, Mom.

Always cutbacks,
isn'’t there? Always.

There'’s more of you?

No, this is--
this is just my partner.

He'’s checking in
because we got a call about
a disturbance this morning,

and when we got here,
everything seemed all right.

So I offered your mom some help,
free of charge, of course.

There'’s nothing
to get upset about.

Don'’t talk to me
like I'’m stupid.

I'’m not stupid.

Nobody gives me
the respect I deserve.

I'’m the man of the house,
damn it.

- Please. Man of the house.
- Shut up, Mom!

No, I'’m just here to help.

Do you think I don'’t know
what you'’re doing?

- I'’m not doing any--
- Stop it.

- Stop talking to me
like I'’m an idiot!
- Hey! Calm down.

You want people to stop
treating you like an idiot,

- stop acting like one.
- Connie...

- I told you to shut your mouth!
- Okay, everybody calm down.

Let'’s just calm down.

Sodas.

Tiny umbrella makes it
feel like a cocktail.

I'’d sell my firstborn
for a shot right now.

Seany.

- Grace. Hey.

Hi! What'’s with the umbrella?
Should I ask your pronouns?

Vic,
this is my cousin Gracie.
Hi.

Hi, hi, hi.
Seriously though? What'’s...

Uh, seriously, this is a, uh--
a soda and, you know,

believe it or not,
I'’m-- I'm sober.

- Get out!
Yeah.

- Little Seany Blackout?

The prince of public urination?

- All right. Okay.
- Huh, baby boot and rally,
huh?

Oh, my gosh. Remember when you
jumped off the roof, huh?

- Where was that? That was--
- I don'’t think I jumped.
I think I fell.

You know, I think
he'’s probably trying
to put that behind him too.

Oh, please. Okay,
if he can'’t laugh about it,
how'’s he gonna stay sober?

I'’ve been sober for a year.

You think I wanna end up
like these dummies?

- Wait a minute.
Good-time Gracie'’s in AA?
God, no.

All those feelings
and sharing and--

No, I just--
I did it myself.

You get into
one too many situations
and, uh, bells start to go off.

I am no longer welcome
at school pickup.

Because I was topless.

- Once.
- Oh.

Okay.

Thank you so much for coming.

It means so much to me,
and just-- Dick loved you,

and I was always
a little jealous,
but that'’s okay.

Doesn'’t matter now.
Anyway, thank you.

Oh, Trevor, be a dear

and bring these plates
to the kitchen.

I have to make room for
the coffee and desserts.

- Sure. Happy to help.
- Okay. Thanks, honey.

Oh, great.
Is my mother treating you
like the help again?

- It'’s fine.

♪ I'’m just calling to say ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ I like it like ♪

♪ I'’m just calling to say ♪

♪ I like it like this ♪

- ♪ Oh ♪
- ♪ I like it like ♪

♪ I'’m just calling to say ♪

Nice.

Hi, you gave the other kids
their own room.

My kid needs that too.
Because if she gets sick--

This is a nightmare.

Okay, listen,
the other kids

were exposed
to their nanny all day.

We don'’t want them
to spread anything.

Your risk of exposure is low.

I know this is very stressful
for everyone, but--

Oh, no, no.
You don'’t know stress.

I am a caretaker of a child
with cerebral palsy.

Twenty-four hours a day,

seven days a week, okay?

I'’m at doctor's appointments
and physical therapy and OT.

And I wake up
every morning at 5:00 a.m.,
but I don'’t sleep

because I'’m just thinking
about her future.

Like, who'’s gonna
take care of her when I'’m gone?

- Please, I just
love her so much.
- Of course.

And I need her to be safe.
Please just tell me
she'’s gonna be safe.

Listen, I'’m gonna get you
a-- a space just for you
and Nina, okay?

And then maybe you
can tell me more.

Until we can all go home, okay?

Yeah. Yeah, thank you.

Oh, man...

Whew!

Oh, I feel like there'’s
a bad joke here, you know?

Like how you forced me
out of the closet
just to push me back in.

Well, it'’s a pantry.

- Right. Right.

And this time,
I'’m corrupting you.

Corrupting me?

Yeah, well, just--

You know, '’cause when we met,

I was cheating on Alicia,
and you were really upset and--

Yeah, but I mean,
this is different.

Is it though?

Trav, I shouldn'’t have
said that. I'’m-- I'm sorry.

It'’s fine.

Seriously, Emmett.

It'’s fine.

Oh, good, Trevor.
Can you help, uh,

put the living room
back together with me?

It'’s a mess in there.

Sure.

- It'’s just getting
worse and worse.
- Her fever'’s continuing to rise.

And her breathing
is still labored.

That'’s not a sunburn.
That'’s not a sunburn.

Okay.
- It'’s not a sunburn.

Alice, can we
open your shirt? Yeah?

Oh, my God.
What is that?

- What is happening?
Alice, Alice.

She has a-a spiderweb rash,
bright red, on her torso.

I told you to shut that dog up!

Can I help you?

No, man.
Just seeing if you'’re okay.

You saw.
Now leave me the hell alone.

Crisis One requesting backup
to 10627 Briarwood.

And my pops was tough as nails,
right? You know?

In fact...
...you know.

When he-- When he
broke his foot, he never
even went to the doctor.

Th-That-- That'’s the kind
of man he was, you know.

He was strong, right?
And always down for a good time.

- And that good time
killed him.

Sorry. What was that, Gracie?

Just finish your speech, James.

No, no, no, no, no. Please.

Please, share your sentiments.
Enlighten us.

Well,
we'’re all acting like, uh,
Vinny didn'’t abandon us

and drink himself to death?

He was a bum. Everyone knew it.

Don'’t get all high-and-mighty
with your sober bullcrap, sweetheart.

Okay? My father
could hold his liquor.

Don'’t get all pissy just 'cause
you can'’t have a couple of beers

without turning into
a truck stop tramp.

Whoa, whoa! Stop!

Stop it! Stop!

Hey, hey!
Back up! Back up.

- James, are you okay?

- Yeah, yeah. I'’m good.
- He'’s fine.

- You think my boy
can'’t take a punch?
Let me see it.

Connie, your son is exhibiting
some serious anger issues,

- and a gun will just--
- It'’s hard for men like him.

There'’s no jobs.
Of course he'’s angry.

It'’s okay to be angry.
It'’s not okay to be violent.

Yeah. The bruises?
I know that they'’re from--

I told you
they are from dialysis.

Dialysis does not leave
fingerprints.

We have spats.
So what? I push him.

It'’s how you make a man step up.

My father did the same thing
to my brothers.

- Don'’t judge us.
- I am not judging you.

I'’ve just seen the aftermath
too many times.

Listen, you know,
there is a petition.

It'’s called an "Extreme Risk
Protection Order."

You might know it
as a Red Flag Law.

It'’s a suspension of a person's
firearms temporarily

- until the person'’s
in a better headspace.

You wanna take away my son'’s
rights and his freedom.

No, that'’s not it at all.
Connie, listen to me.

If he loses his temper and
goes off on the wrong person,

he will end up in prison.

How much freedom
will he have then?

You called
these idiots on me?

Because you'’re a psycho!

Shots fired. I repeat,
shots fired at 10627 Briarwood.

I'’ll show you psycho.

- Hey, hey, hey!
Put the gun down!
- Sam!

Control your son, huh?

Yeah, hey.
You can'’t fire a gun here.

- It wasn'’t even pointed at him.
Sam, stop.

No! He lets that dog bark
all night. Someone needs
to teach him a lesson.

You think I'’m not gonna stand up
for myself? My mother'’s sick.

- She needs her sleep, man.
- Put the gun down!

- Please.

All right. All right.

Jesus.

- Everyone just chill out.

Hey, hey,
hey, hey, hey. Easy.
- Bitch.

Are you on
any medication, Junior?

No, I don'’t really do
that stuff.

Okay. These'’ll have to do.

Hold that.
- I'’m cool with that.

Here.
- Here, for the pain.

All right.
- Cool.

- We'’re g-- What are you doing?
Attaboy.

Come on.
We'’re gonna give you
some nasal packing. Hold still.

- A tampon? Ew, are you serious?
- Come here, come here.

- That'’s so gross.
- Hold still.

They'’re not used, James.

Hey, Junior. Give us a smile.

Hey, Dad, knock it off.

- Aw, look who became
a woman today.
- Shut up.

Beckett, that'’s a lot of blood.
I think we should call
an ambulance.

No, no, no.
I'’ll give him another shot.
He'’ll be fine.

Stop giving him shots
and call 911.

Okay. All right. Don'’t get
your knickers in a twist.

I'’ll call, I'll call.

I'’m good. I'm good.

Y-Yes, we gave her antibiotics,
but the rash is spreading.

Hey, ask her if she'’s been
bitten by anything.

Insects, mosquitoes.

Ask about dengue fever.
I knew someone in Iraq
who had it.

- It'’s awful,
but it'’s not contagious.
- Yes, yes. You heard that?

Anything?

Yes, yes. There are
a few bites on her ankle.

Confirming mosquito bites.

All right. Now, press
your hand on her back.

What?

Onto the rash, press your hand.

If your hand leaves
a white imprint
that doesn'’t fade,

it'’s consistent with
dengue fever.

The CDC confirms it
with all her symptoms
and the rash imprint.

Go ahead. Do it now.

- Yeah! Okay.
That'’s it.

We'’ll get a rush test
from Grey Sloan to confirm.

But if it'’s dengue fever,
then we'’re in the clear.

It'’s okay.

- It'’s okay.

Whoa, uh, hang on.

- What'’s going on?
You-- You just leaving?
- Uh, we got everyone'’s reports.

The weapon was discharged,
but it looks like
a case of self-defense.

- A what?
- Yeah, he said the dog
tried to attack him,

so he fired the gun into
the ground to scare it off.

While the dog
was on its leash?

Look, with no witnesses,
it'’s "he said," "he said."

And you'’re believing Sam?

That dog looks pretty scary.

We gave him a citation
for discharging a firearm
in a residential area.

That'’s all we can do.
If there are any more witnesses
next time--

So you'’re gonna wait
until somebody'’s
actually injured or dead

before you actually
do something.

Got it.

- Connie, can I
speak to you for a sec--
- Please, leave.

- Connie, please--
- She said leave.

Now.

Get off my property.

Let'’s go.

Move back a little bit.
No, no, that way.
Back that way. Yep.

A little more. No, no, no.
Back, back, back

and then, click, just...
...like that.

Yep. Okay, perfect. Yes.
Thank you so much, boys.
You'’re a real help.

And thank you so much
for coming today.

Oh, it was lovely.

I should, uh, get going.

It was good seeing you.

You too.

Wait. Wait, wait, wait.

There.

I used to fix Dick'’s tie
like that.

- I want you to know that I--
- I know. I know you did
all you could.

And he really did like you.

You'’re a good man, Travis.

♪ You already know ♪

♪ So why are you asking? ♪

Hmm.

♪ The curtain'’s been drawn ♪

We apologize for your troubles.

And, uh, yes,
we thank you for helping us
take every precaution.

- Please be safe.
All right.

Alice, your dengue rapid test
came back positive.

You'’re being sent over
to Grey Sloan Memorial.

You'’ll be fine.
You just need fluids and rest.

What about the kids?
I need to call their parents.

We already contacted
their parents.
They'’re on their way.

Sully, did the woman
with her daughter leave?

- Yeah.
- Ah.

Hey, buddy. Come here. Hey.
You wanna do me a favor?

Can you give this
to the chief for me?
She'’s in there.

Thank you.

- Hi. Is this for me?
- Yes.

Well, thank you very much.

♪ There'’s nothing to say ♪

♪ That hasn'’t been said ♪

All right.

If you would please
do me a favor,

take this back for me.

♪ Show me around ♪

Let'’s see what we got.

See what we got.

Oh.

- Oh, wow.

Hey. Uh, Gibson
didn'’t take his helmet?

I mean,
if anyone needs a helmet,
it'’s him, right?

I hate it here.

Hey, Ruiz, I need you
and Warren to make a stop.

When the ambulance gets here,

they'’re gonna take you
to the hospital.

- They'’re gonna
cauterize your nose.
- Wait. You can'’t do it here?

What good are you?
You can'’t do it here?

- He needs a sterile environment.
- What the hell
does cauterize mean?

- It means burn, dummy.
- It means they'’ll burn the wound
so it stops bleeding.

- I'’m fine.
I don'’t need a hospital.
- You do need a hospital.

You do need a hospital.

You know what?
Get off your high horse, Sean.

We used to give
each other tattoos
with a needle and a hot pen.

- I see what you'’re doing.
- Same thing.

James, put that down. James!

- Nah, it'’ll be fine.
Give it here.
Just let him.

James!
- Come on. Attaboy.

- Here we go.
That'’s it.

- Get it right up in there.
Stop, stop! No, no, no!

Stop, stop, stop!

Don'’t look, don't look,
don'’t look, don't look.

Don'’t look.

If you'’re not gonna go
to your dinner at the station,

we can at least
have dinner together.

It'’s not that I didn't wanna go.
It'’s just--

It'’s an obligation that
nobody had time for, and I--

I'’d rather not, you know, put--

Excuse us. Pardon me, pardon me.
Pardon. Excuse us.

Paramedic firefighters
coming through! Here we go.

Yeah, we got a call reporting
a bummed-out firefighter.

I'’m sorry.
Andy called me.

Sir, I'’m gonna need you
to get on the gurney.

- I'’m not getting
on the gurney.
- Look.

- Don'’t make us sedate you, okay?
- Or restrain you,
because we will.

Okay. Yeah. All right.
But I want sirens.

I wanna--
And I wanna push the button.

- Done deal.
- Also, fake-- fake siren.

Ooh.

- Okay, watch yourself.
- Yeah.

He said he wanted sirens?
I got you.

Yeah. But, uh,
I want the real ones.

Are you okay?

I thought I could still be part
of my family, but I don'’t know.

You know, sometimes
giving up addictions means
you gotta give up people too.

Psychologists call it
"ambiguous loss."

It'’s that feeling of grief
from relationships changing,
you know.

Thank you, Dr. Phil.

Why don'’t you join Crisis One?

I need a right hand.

Okay.

What?

I see what you'’re doing.

You'’re trying to make
poor old Beckett

feel like part of the team.

Do it or don'’t.

- What a day!

I know. I know.

- She'’s sweet.
Maybe a future nanny?
- Very sweet, yeah.

Yeah, exactly.

- Dr. Carina DeLuca?
- Yeah, that'’s me.

You'’ve been served.

Damn.

What is this?

I think I'’m being sued.

I thi-- B-By--
By that woman that was
here today with her kid.

Can she do that?

I was her OB
five years ago, and--

I hate this.
I ha-- I hate this.

- How can-- She has no-- I have--
- Carina. Hey, Carina.

- I'’ve-- I've--
- Carina. It'’s okay.

- It'’s gonna be okay.
- What good is this gonna do?

It'’s going to be okay.
We'’re going to figure
something out, okay?

- It'’s gonna be fine.
Breathe, breathe.

- Hey.
- What if--

I don'’t-- It's okay.

- Wha-- Okay, but now?
- Now.

- Now? Okay, now?
- Now.

- Yes. No, I got it. I got it.
- I'’m gonna get my coat.

Nope, it'’s in the car.
Let'’s go. Come on. Come on.

Hi there.

Can I help you?

I'’m looking for Ben Warren.

Ben is not here right now,
but, uh, is there anything
I can help you with?

Oh, no. Uh, never mind. I'’ll--

I think you'’re lucky
we didn'’t strap you down
to the gurney.

Uh, Connie. Hey.

No, it'’s, um--

- Hi. I-I got this.
- Yeah?

What can I do for you?

Uh, after you left,
he went crazy,

started ranting about how
he wanted our neighbor dead.

Okay.

I don'’t want him
to go to prison.

He'’s a good kid.

I need you to take '’em.

The guns.
Just for a little while.
Just get them out of the house.

You'’re doing the right thing.
Now, come here, let me, uh--

I'’ll show you how to get on
the petition online.

It'’s-- It's incredibly easy.

What is this missing?

Mmm. Salt.

Salt.

Um, you know,
Beckett'’s grandmother

told me you can cook
a pot roast with beer.

But I'’m also pretty sure
she cooks everything with beer.

- That checks out.
Yes.

Uh, how was the Dixon funeral?

It was fine.
You know, it was a funeral.

Oh. It was really nice
of you to go. You'’re
a better man than all of us.

And how was the wake?

Mmm. Well, his cousin cauterized
his own nose with a spoon.

So it turns out Beckett is
the sane one in his family.

I don'’t know about that.

You were great today.

With the lockdown and the kids.

Oh. Thanks.

So that'’s why
you'’re running the clinic now.

Well, respectfully, the clinic
will keep me from firefighting--

I'’m not asking. I'm telling.
Military 101, right?

Yes, Captain.

That smells good.

Hey!
Gibson!

- You made it.

Hey, buddy.
- Hi.

- Hey.
- Let me take that.

Look who'’s here!
What'’s up?

Yeah, I'’m sorry.
My memory'’s a little,
uh-- Who are you people?

- See? Funny.

You know, we can joke
about his-- I can'’t.

Oh, my God.

Let'’s get dinner on the table.

Okay.

How did you know
I was gonna skip dinner?

Mmm. '’Cause I know you, Gibson.

Come on. Let'’s sit down.
I'’m hungry.

Here.

Sit here. The head of the table.

♪ Silent warnings ♪

♪ You make me cold ♪

♪ Walking home, no light on ♪

♪ I watched you falling ♪

♪ I let you go ♪

♪ Step by step you went alone ♪

♪ So call me
When you find your way home ♪

♪ I need to know ♪

♪ So call me
When you find your way home ♪

♪ I need to know ♪

♪ I watched you talking ♪

♪ I saw the sun ♪

♪ There were words
Over my head ♪

♪ '’Cause you were preaching
To the innocent ♪

♪ But I'’m older now ♪

♪ And I don'’t wanna see
Your color fade out ♪

♪ So call me
When you find your way home ♪

♪ I need to know ♪

♪ '’Cause I've been waiting
For you ♪

♪ '’Cause I've been waiting
For you ♪

♪ '’Cause I've been waiting
For you ♪

♪ '’Cause I've been waiting
For you ♪

♪ So call me
When you find your way home ♪

♪ I need to know ♪