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("THE GOOD SIDE"
BY TROYE SIVAN PLAYING)
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Subtitles by explosiveskul
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♪ ♪
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- NANCY: Jared.
- (JARED WHINING)
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Why are you upset, honey?
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I want my jersey.
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- Well, it's because it's dirty.
- I want it.
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You know, today is
your first day of school.
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- What?
- ♪ I got the good side... ♪
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You like to play
something in particular?
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- Uh, soccer!
- You like to play soccer. And?
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And basketball!
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What's your favorite color?
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Uh...
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Uh, blue and yellow.
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- Blue...
- And yellow.
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- and... yellow.
- Yellow.
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What would you like to be
when you grow up?
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Motorcycle driver!
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- ♪ Baby, I apologize ♪
- (KIDS SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
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♪ That I got the good side ♪
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Bye! Hi!
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♪ The good side of things. ♪
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NANCY (IN DISTANCE):
Jared?
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You should come down
for breakfast.
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JARED: I wish none of this
had ever happened.
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But sometimes
I thank God that it did.
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(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
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(OWL HOOTING IN DISTANCE)
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♪ ♪
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(ENGINE STARTS)
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(ROOSTER CROWS IN DISTANCE)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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♪ ♪
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MARSHALL:
Just repeat after me.
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Let your light shine.
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CONGREGATION:
Let your light shine.
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Now, let me see a show of hands
of those of you
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in this room who are imperfect.
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WOMAN:
Everybody.
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MARSHALL: That's right.
And a show of hands
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for everybody in this room
who is perfect.
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- Nobody.
- MAN: Amen.
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MARSHALL:
I am blessed
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with a beautiful
and deeply soulful wife,
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and with a fine...
upstanding...
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...and honest son.
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I'm a lucky man,
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and I'm grateful
for those blessings.
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♪ ♪
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Please don't do that.
You know that makes me nervous.
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What if a truck comes along
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- and hits your arm?
- It's never gonna happen.
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It's happened before.
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It has. It has.
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♪ ♪
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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AARON: Morning.
Welcome to Love in Action.
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Hi.
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
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- Name?
- Uh, Nancy Eamons.
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Oh, um... the boy, I mean.
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- Unless you're the one checking in.
- Oh.
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- Jared Eamons.
- (MUMBLES): Jared Eamons.
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Jared. Got you right here.
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- (SLIDES CLIPBOARD)
- (SIGHS): Great.
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Do you want to say
your good-byes?
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- Can I see the place?
- I'm afraid you won't be allowed
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- beyond the reception area, Mrs. Eamons.
- Oh.
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- But you can pick him up at 5:00 p.m.
- Okay.
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- It's okay, Mom.
- Mm.
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Well, call me anytime.
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I'll be at the hotel
on my cell phone.
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Uh, we will be holding
his cell phone.
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If there are any emergencies,
we will contact you,
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but otherwise, 5:00 p.m.
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Mm.
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(SOFTLY):
You'll do great.
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Love you.
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AARON:
Newbie. Eamons.
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Empty your pockets.
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Do you have
any numbers or photos
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we should be concerned about?
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We'll check it daily
and call any number at random,
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so you best be straight
with us on that.
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There's nothing. And, yeah,
call whatever numbers,
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if you need to.
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CAMERON:
"Sobriety...
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no smoking,
no alcohol or drugs."
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CARL: "Off hours...
all clients to remain
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within a safe zone area
as designated."
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GARY: "Attire...
women's skirts must extend
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below the knee, and bras are
to be worn at all times."
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MICHAEL:
What's that?
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Oh, it-it's, um, I...
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I write, I write stories.
Uh, I'm studying it at college.
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No journaling.
We're gonna have to read that.
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ANDERS:
"Confidentiality...
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"all m-matters
discussed in therapy
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are to remain private."
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"Restrooms... members
must be supervised by staff
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during restroom visits."
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- MICHAEL: Your handbook.
- JARED: Oh. Yeah.
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.
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TINA: "No viewing
of pornographic material,
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"no masturbation,
no physical contact
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"with any member at any time
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apart from the briefest
of handshakes."
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(CAMCORDER WHIRRING QUIETLY)
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(QUIET CHATTER NEARBY)
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♪ ♪
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MICHAEL (OVER WALKIE-TALKIE):
Michael for Aaron.
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How many clients
are we expecting today?
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Copy, Michael. Hold, please.
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Uh, just one second, Jared.
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We should have 11 today.
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MICHAEL: Well, we have
more in the lobby.
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AARON: It's okay. We should
have another five minutes.
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- All right.
- MICHAEL: Copy.
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AARON:
Jared, if you just want to go
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find yourself a seat and, uh,
make yourself comfortable.
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We'll get started soon.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Morning.
- Hi.
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JARED:
"...sinful, salacious,
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"and extraneous materials.
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"All reading material
and films and television
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are off limits
while inside the program."
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(SIGHS)
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VICTOR:
I am using sexual sin
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and homosexuality
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to fill a God-shaped void
in my life.
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ALL:
I am using sexual sin
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and homosexuality to fill
a God-shaped void in my life.
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VICTOR: But I am not broken,
and God loves me.
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But I am not broken,
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- and God loves me.
- Good. That is very true.
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Now, somebody tell me
what this is.
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MAN:
Dollar.
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A dollar.
Now, no matter how much
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you crumple up a dollar bill...
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you can never take away
its value.
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Now, even if you were
to rip it...
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which would represent
our being severed from Christ...
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well, guess what?
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You can always
tape it back together.
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Jesus puts us back together.
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And even though
there is a scar,
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our value does not change.
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- You are somebody.
- Sorry.
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You are worth something.
That's okay, Jon. Sit down.
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And that is a fact.
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Don't spend it
all at once, Phillip.
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- (LAUGHTER)
- Now, this may be the toughest
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but most rewarding 12 days that
many of you will ever face.
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But we have just one task:
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to bring ourselves back to God.
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To invite him back in.
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To understand how
he truly meant to create us
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before all those pieces
got torn away.
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Now, look, I know
the road here wasn't easy
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for many of you.
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But I promise a smoother ride
now that you're here,
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because we are about to go
on an amazing journey together.
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So who's ready?
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That was a question.
Who's ready? Say "amen."
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- OTHERS: Amen.
- Amen.
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If you know you're worth
a dollar, say "amen."
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- Amen.
- (LAUGHTER)
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Welcome to the Refuge program!
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- Come on!
- (CHEERING)
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That's right, great souls!
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Great!
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♪ ♪
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Now, I'm gonna tell you
something that's
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gonna make you immediately
feel a little better.
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People tell you you can be
born gay; that's not true.
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You cannot be born
a homosexual; this is a lie.
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Now, I'm a counselor
and a pastor,
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but was I born that way?
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(CHUCKLES):
No.
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It's behavioral. It's a choice.
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Cameron, you-you, uh,
play football?
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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Were you born that way?
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- No.
- No.
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Now, you chose to be
a football player, right?
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It's behavior.
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Now, if you... if Cameron
stops playing football,
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he no longer is
a football player.
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We got to learn for ourselves
where behavior comes from,
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so we can cut it out,
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and then we can no longer
be labeled that way.
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Now, who could tell us
what a genogram is?
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Phillip.
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Well, a genogram's
like a family tree,
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only one that shows patterns
of family behavior as well.
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Sort of like
an illustrated one.
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Yes. Now, we are going to draw
our family tree,
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and we're gonna list
next to these people
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their behavioral sin.
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So, they made us...
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and they labeled us,
so we're gonna label them.
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Michael, can you read
the behavioral sins?
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We use the letters "SSA" or "H"
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to label same sex attraction
or homosexuality.
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"D" for drugs.
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A dollar sign for gambling.
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"A," alcoholism.
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"P," promiscuity.
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"M," mental illness.
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Capital "A" lowercase "B"
for abortion.
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Capital "P" lowercase "O"
for pornography.
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And "C" or "G,"
criminal or gang affiliation.
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VICTOR: Forgetting "DV,"
domestic violence.
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MICHAEL: Capital "D" lowercase
"V," domestic violence.
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VICTOR: Okay, guys,
let's dive right in.
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Let's grab some cards
and some markers.
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I want you to write 'em down...
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and put the letters
next to their name.
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I know they're family,
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but I can guarantee that one
or some of these people
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are the reason that
you're at Love in Action.
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So, Jared, you must be
the preacher's son.
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You know or you don't know.
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What's the question mark for?
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Uncle Chris is an alcoholic.
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(SIGHS):
Hmm.
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Well, this must be pretty tough
on your family, hmm?
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MARSHALL: "Give ear,
O my people, to my law.
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"Incline your ears
to the words of my mouth.
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"I will open my mouth
in a parable.
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I will utter dark sayings
which we have heard."
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- MARSHALL: No.
- Sounds good, Dad.
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Are you ready?
We got to get going.
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Why are we going
to Dallas tomorrow?
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Architect's updated the, uh,
remodel plans for the ministry,
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and we're gonna take a tour
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of two similar churches
right there.
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Do you think
I could stay at Chloe's
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when you go, instead?
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It's okay,
I can stay at Wayne's.
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- Or-or I'll just...
- I am okay with that.
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In fact, I think
it is a great idea.
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You're both mature kids
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who know how
to conduct themselves,
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and who, by now,
know how the world works.
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(SIGHS)
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You know, son,
small steps toward manhood.
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That's the way to learn.
252
00:14:13,710 --> 00:14:15,171
That way you don't
get all panicky
253
00:14:15,173 --> 00:14:18,442
when it suddenly arrives.
254
00:14:18,444 --> 00:14:20,511
You do know
what I'm saying, Romeo?
255
00:14:20,513 --> 00:14:22,513
- Yes, sir.
- Okay. Let's go. We're late.
256
00:14:22,515 --> 00:14:24,216
BIG JIM:
Dear Heavenly Father,
257
00:14:24,218 --> 00:14:26,184
we thank you
for this beautiful day.
258
00:14:26,186 --> 00:14:28,587
And, Lord, we pray
that you look over our shoulder
259
00:14:28,589 --> 00:14:31,900
as we march out onto the floor,
260
00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:33,525
and that we show our customers
the love and kindness
261
00:14:33,527 --> 00:14:35,427
that you show us.
262
00:14:35,429 --> 00:14:37,395
In Jesus Christ's name,
and for his sake...
263
00:14:37,397 --> 00:14:39,232
Morning! Let your light shine!
264
00:14:39,234 --> 00:14:40,567
- Amen.
- OTHERS: Amen.
265
00:14:40,569 --> 00:14:42,102
- All right!
- Have a great day.
266
00:14:42,104 --> 00:14:43,370
(MAN CLAPS HANDS)
267
00:14:43,372 --> 00:14:45,240
- (WHISTLE BLOWS)
- (MARCHING BAND PLAYING)
268
00:14:45,242 --> 00:14:47,743
- (CHEERING)
- (SCOREBOARD BUZZER SOUNDS)
269
00:14:50,713 --> 00:14:52,982
COACH: "Rebels" on three!
On three! One, two, three!
270
00:14:52,984 --> 00:14:54,549
PLAYERS:
Rebels!
271
00:14:54,551 --> 00:14:56,486
(EXCITED CHATTER)
272
00:14:57,889 --> 00:14:59,889
MARSHALL:
You did so good.
273
00:14:59,891 --> 00:15:01,323
(NANCY WHOOPS)
274
00:15:01,325 --> 00:15:02,791
Right, buddy? Assists,
275
00:15:02,793 --> 00:15:05,395
one of the most underrated
components of the game.
276
00:15:05,397 --> 00:15:06,396
- Congratulations.
- I saw you
277
00:15:06,398 --> 00:15:07,898
setting up all the points.
278
00:15:07,900 --> 00:15:09,966
- Oh! That's victory sweat.
- Dad, I... - Yeah.
279
00:15:09,968 --> 00:15:11,635
I-I played, like, five minutes.
280
00:15:11,637 --> 00:15:13,603
- I think you did more than that. How about you?
- Hey!
281
00:15:13,605 --> 00:15:15,806
- Another underrated component of the game.
- Thank you.
282
00:15:15,808 --> 00:15:17,675
- How are you?
- Congratulations, beautiful girl.
283
00:15:17,677 --> 00:15:19,443
I was worried about you.
I thought they were
284
00:15:19,445 --> 00:15:20,979
- gonna drop you. Oh.
- Oh, no, don't worry.
285
00:15:20,981 --> 00:15:23,810
- Are you kids gonna go celebrate?
- Yeah, some of us,
286
00:15:23,830 --> 00:15:24,583
- I think we're gonna go to the lake.
- Yeah.
287
00:15:24,585 --> 00:15:28,121
- All right. The lake.
- (LAUGHS)
288
00:15:28,123 --> 00:15:29,756
(SIGHS):
All right.
289
00:15:29,758 --> 00:15:31,925
Dealership's gonna put me
in an Expedition,
290
00:15:31,927 --> 00:15:33,927
so it's yours.
291
00:15:33,929 --> 00:15:35,795
Wow. Dad.
292
00:15:35,797 --> 00:15:37,264
All right. All right.
It was gonna be
293
00:15:37,266 --> 00:15:39,600
for your birthday, but, you
know, tonight's a good night,
294
00:15:39,602 --> 00:15:40,936
- so congratulations.
- Thank you so much.
295
00:15:40,938 --> 00:15:43,470
- Thank you.
- Go and have fun.
296
00:15:43,472 --> 00:15:45,273
I want to see if your mama
wants to go to the lake.
297
00:15:45,275 --> 00:15:47,275
(BOTH LAUGH)
298
00:15:47,277 --> 00:15:50,779
- ♪ It seems like every day's the same ♪
- (LAUGHTER)
299
00:15:50,781 --> 00:15:54,483
♪ And I'm left to discover ♪
300
00:15:54,485 --> 00:15:56,686
♪ On my own ♪
301
00:15:56,688 --> 00:15:58,121
(EXCITED SHOUTING, LAUGHING)
302
00:15:58,123 --> 00:16:02,192
♪ Try to stay sober ♪
303
00:16:02,194 --> 00:16:07,466
♪ Feels like I'm dying here ♪
304
00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:13,171
- ♪ I am prepared now ♪
- (GIRLS SHRIEKING, LAUGHING)
305
00:16:13,173 --> 00:16:16,309
♪ And I am fine. ♪
306
00:16:16,311 --> 00:16:18,512
(CHLOE LAUGHING)
307
00:16:22,650 --> 00:16:24,184
CHLOE:
They're still up.
308
00:16:24,186 --> 00:16:26,455
(TURNS OFF ENGINE)
309
00:16:32,429 --> 00:16:34,664
(TRAIN WHISTLE BLOWING
IN DISTANCE)
310
00:16:42,730 --> 00:16:43,574
What?
311
00:16:45,210 --> 00:16:47,120
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
312
00:16:48,579 --> 00:16:51,280
I-If it's not hard,
I can make it hard.
313
00:16:51,282 --> 00:16:54,551
Don't you think
we should wait until,
314
00:16:54,553 --> 00:16:56,954
- you know...
- Until...
315
00:16:56,956 --> 00:17:01,250
- (CHUCKLES): You know?
- Until what? We get married?
316
00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:03,610
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
317
00:17:03,630 --> 00:17:07,266
That's what my parents
think we should do.
318
00:17:07,268 --> 00:17:10,371
To keep us together
through college.
319
00:17:16,245 --> 00:17:17,946
Hey.
320
00:17:20,383 --> 00:17:22,749
Is something wrong?
321
00:17:22,751 --> 00:17:24,887
(WHISPERS):
No.
322
00:17:27,223 --> 00:17:29,724
AARON:
Jared.
323
00:17:29,726 --> 00:17:32,560
Ready to pack it up?
We're about done for the day.
324
00:17:32,562 --> 00:17:35,230
Looks nice.
325
00:17:35,232 --> 00:17:37,833
5:00, everyone.
It's home time.
326
00:17:37,835 --> 00:17:41,730
- GIRL: Bye.
- AARON: 5:00. Let's go.
327
00:17:43,909 --> 00:17:46,110
MICHAEL:
All right, everybody,
328
00:17:46,112 --> 00:17:48,110
pack it up.
329
00:17:48,130 --> 00:17:50,613
Name tag.
330
00:17:50,615 --> 00:17:53,787
- JARED: Thanks.
- 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
331
00:18:00,761 --> 00:18:02,528
Uh...
332
00:18:02,530 --> 00:18:05,432
hey, y-you tore out the pages.
333
00:18:05,434 --> 00:18:07,700
- Mm.
- They're just stories.
334
00:18:07,702 --> 00:18:09,269
Mr. Sykes will decide that.
335
00:18:09,271 --> 00:18:12,106
AARON (OVER WALKIE-TALKIE):
...to Michael.
336
00:18:12,108 --> 00:18:16,460
- Go for Michael.
- Are you still in the office?
337
00:18:36,335 --> 00:18:38,135
Are you, are you a soldier?
338
00:18:38,137 --> 00:18:40,138
Were you in the military,
or some...?
339
00:18:40,140 --> 00:18:42,840
- I saw you salute earlier. I thought...
- (CHUCKLES) No.
340
00:18:42,842 --> 00:18:46,310
I'm trying zero contact
whatsoever.
341
00:18:46,312 --> 00:18:49,581
- Mm.
- 23 days now.
342
00:18:49,583 --> 00:18:53,555
So... I salute instead.
343
00:18:55,900 --> 00:18:58,657
This group seems good.
344
00:18:58,659 --> 00:18:59,993
Have you been here before?
345
00:18:59,995 --> 00:19:03,196
Yeah, it's my second time
in the Refuge program.
346
00:19:03,198 --> 00:19:05,166
I started a couple days late
last time,
347
00:19:05,168 --> 00:19:07,502
and actually I'm waiting
for a place to open
348
00:19:07,504 --> 00:19:09,504
in one of the houses.
349
00:19:09,506 --> 00:19:12,720
- What houses?
- The-the houses. The...
350
00:19:12,740 --> 00:19:14,342
They have a few houses
behind the property
351
00:19:14,344 --> 00:19:16,110
for the long stayers.
352
00:19:16,130 --> 00:19:18,847
Meanwhile,
I'm stuck at the Baybrook
353
00:19:18,849 --> 00:19:21,886
with my dad,
which is interesting.
354
00:19:24,550 --> 00:19:27,524
Are you in one of
the local hotels, too?
355
00:19:27,526 --> 00:19:29,195
Yeah.
356
00:19:31,300 --> 00:19:34,330
So, like, how-how long
will you stay for?
357
00:19:35,635 --> 00:19:37,635
It's not really up to me.
358
00:19:37,637 --> 00:19:40,390
Mr. Sykes decides.
359
00:19:40,410 --> 00:19:43,808
- No one explained that to you?
- No, no.
360
00:19:43,810 --> 00:19:46,445
JON: This is just
an assessment program,
361
00:19:46,447 --> 00:19:50,216
until they know
what to do with you.
362
00:19:50,218 --> 00:19:52,385
Hey. Listen.
363
00:19:52,387 --> 00:19:54,388
Just lean into it, man.
364
00:19:54,390 --> 00:19:55,989
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
365
00:19:55,991 --> 00:19:59,460
Do the work,
and trust me, man...
366
00:19:59,462 --> 00:20:01,995
you're gonna love it here.
367
00:20:01,997 --> 00:20:04,832
NANCY: Aren't you gonna tell me
about your day?
368
00:20:04,834 --> 00:20:08,303
We're not meant to talk
about it outside of group.
369
00:20:08,305 --> 00:20:09,638
I don't need gossip.
370
00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:13,475
I just...
I just mean generally.
371
00:20:13,477 --> 00:20:15,479
I'm gonna lean into it.
372
00:20:15,481 --> 00:20:17,581
And there are some good people.
373
00:20:17,583 --> 00:20:20,251
And, yeah, I like it.
(CHUCKLES)
374
00:20:20,253 --> 00:20:22,186
I'm excited to be here.
375
00:20:22,188 --> 00:20:24,624
That's good.
376
00:20:30,664 --> 00:20:33,131
Do we have people in the family
377
00:20:33,133 --> 00:20:36,336
who had issues
with any of this stuff?
378
00:20:44,313 --> 00:20:46,181
(CLEARS THROAT)
379
00:20:47,383 --> 00:20:49,383
Pornography?
380
00:20:49,385 --> 00:20:51,955
(WHISPERS):
Mom.
381
00:20:56,459 --> 00:20:58,326
(QUIETER):
Drugs?
382
00:20:58,328 --> 00:20:59,528
Gang affiliat...
383
00:20:59,530 --> 00:21:01,796
Gang affiliations?
What is this?
384
00:21:01,798 --> 00:21:03,667
I need to know for homework.
385
00:21:03,669 --> 00:21:06,670
Why do they need to know
about the family?
386
00:21:06,672 --> 00:21:09,341
Our family is so normal.
387
00:21:13,712 --> 00:21:15,915
♪ ♪
388
00:21:30,365 --> 00:21:31,366
(LOCK BEEPS)
389
00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:39,606
Big day tomorrow, hmm?
390
00:21:39,608 --> 00:21:42,780
You get some good sleep, now.
391
00:21:44,715 --> 00:21:46,800
(NANCY SIGHS)
392
00:21:46,820 --> 00:21:49,185
Oh, um, I filled out
your homework for you.
393
00:21:52,357 --> 00:21:56,250
I was only in a gang
for a year or so, until I...
394
00:21:56,270 --> 00:22:00,764
went down for drugs,
got sent to prison.
395
00:22:00,766 --> 00:22:02,231
Ha-ha.
396
00:22:02,233 --> 00:22:04,704
(LAUGHS)
397
00:22:08,207 --> 00:22:11,141
I put your Uncle Vincent
down there.
398
00:22:11,143 --> 00:22:14,770
You've never met him, 'cause
he, uh, moved to Louisiana
399
00:22:14,790 --> 00:22:18,484
when you were little, so...
we just never see him.
400
00:22:18,486 --> 00:22:21,122
We always figured that he...
401
00:22:23,157 --> 00:22:24,992
(CLEARS THROAT)
402
00:22:27,229 --> 00:22:31,565
He was very feminine-like,
you might say.
403
00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:34,000
All right.
404
00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:36,839
(SIGHS):
Oh. I'm tired.
405
00:22:38,740 --> 00:22:40,244
- Night-night.
- Good night.
406
00:22:47,852 --> 00:22:51,187
VICTOR:
What is... a real man?
407
00:22:51,189 --> 00:22:54,758
And what does
a real man look like?
408
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,928
Does anybody know?
409
00:22:58,464 --> 00:23:00,431
Guys, uncross your legs.
410
00:23:00,433 --> 00:23:02,320
Posture. Come on.
411
00:23:02,340 --> 00:23:04,969
Now, perhaps being close
412
00:23:04,971 --> 00:23:09,441
to the flames of hell
and finding your way back
413
00:23:09,443 --> 00:23:11,610
shows a great strength.
414
00:23:11,612 --> 00:23:15,682
And if that were so, then...
if this isn't a real man,
415
00:23:15,684 --> 00:23:17,684
then I don't know what is.
416
00:23:17,686 --> 00:23:18,984
This is Brandon Ellis, guys.
417
00:23:18,986 --> 00:23:20,854
- I want you to say hello.
- BRANDON: Thanks, Sykes.
418
00:23:20,856 --> 00:23:22,789
Make him welcome.
Over to you, Brandon.
419
00:23:22,791 --> 00:23:24,126
Thank you.
420
00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:27,962
God bless. God bless.
421
00:23:27,964 --> 00:23:29,464
A real man, to me,
422
00:23:29,466 --> 00:23:32,200
is a man of God,
first and foremost.
423
00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:35,203
And I'm a man of God, no doubt.
424
00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:38,474
I guess that counts me in.
425
00:23:38,476 --> 00:23:40,643
But I wasn't once.
426
00:23:40,645 --> 00:23:44,460
If I was ever listed
on my own son's genograms,
427
00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:46,483
there'd be so many of these
letters next to my name,
428
00:23:46,485 --> 00:23:48,853
it would look
like qualifications
429
00:23:48,855 --> 00:23:51,155
for some fancy university.
430
00:23:51,157 --> 00:23:53,524
- (VICTOR CHUCKLES)
- Drugs, violence, gang crime,
431
00:23:53,526 --> 00:23:55,727
prison time,
but I actually believe
432
00:23:55,729 --> 00:23:57,529
I'm qualified to be here.
433
00:23:57,531 --> 00:24:00,732
Not because I've ever had the
types of thoughts and feelings
434
00:24:00,734 --> 00:24:02,434
that y'all are wrestling with
435
00:24:02,436 --> 00:24:04,690
or that your other
guidance counselors
436
00:24:04,710 --> 00:24:06,370
have overcome righteously.
437
00:24:06,390 --> 00:24:08,274
But I've had all sorts
of my own trials
438
00:24:08,276 --> 00:24:10,843
that took me so far away
from the Lord
439
00:24:10,845 --> 00:24:12,946
that it is a true miracle
440
00:24:12,948 --> 00:24:15,518
that I'm standing here
before you today.
441
00:24:16,853 --> 00:24:18,753
But I am.
442
00:24:18,755 --> 00:24:20,857
I am.
443
00:24:25,362 --> 00:24:28,864
BRANDON:
Standing, leaning, sitting.
444
00:24:28,866 --> 00:24:30,566
All the same idea.
445
00:24:30,568 --> 00:24:34,360
Triangles are
the strongest shape.
446
00:24:34,380 --> 00:24:36,973
Hand or hands on hips. Go!
447
00:24:36,975 --> 00:24:39,411
Save yourself.
448
00:24:41,246 --> 00:24:44,470
Fingers forward, not back.
449
00:24:44,490 --> 00:24:45,750
Just the way it is.
450
00:24:45,752 --> 00:24:49,587
Think of the shapes
you're making and ask yourself:
451
00:24:49,589 --> 00:24:52,124
Is this a manly shape
I'm making,
452
00:24:52,126 --> 00:24:55,895
or is it a girly
or feminine shape?
453
00:24:55,897 --> 00:24:57,429
Sarah, come on up here.
454
00:24:57,431 --> 00:25:00,633
Come on,
you delicate flower, you.
455
00:25:00,635 --> 00:25:02,670
Okay.
456
00:25:02,690 --> 00:25:05,906
I want you to arrange
these guys into a line
457
00:25:05,908 --> 00:25:08,611
in terms of masculinity,
if you will.
458
00:25:09,812 --> 00:25:12,111
Go on, you can do it.
459
00:25:12,113 --> 00:25:14,450
Follow your instincts.
460
00:25:16,820 --> 00:25:19,154
Myself and other addicts
and alcoholics
461
00:25:19,156 --> 00:25:21,256
put our faith in AA.
462
00:25:21,258 --> 00:25:23,759
- Get familiar with this phrase:
- Knees up!
463
00:25:23,761 --> 00:25:26,662
- Fake it till you make it.
- Knees up! Body up! Push!
464
00:25:26,664 --> 00:25:30,667
And y'all folks and kids, being
what you're afflicted with,
465
00:25:30,669 --> 00:25:32,269
better learn how to survive.
466
00:25:32,271 --> 00:25:34,438
- (THUMPING)
- When you're in prison,
467
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:37,674
you'd surprise yourself
what you could do to fit in.
468
00:25:37,676 --> 00:25:38,842
Come on, Phillip.
469
00:25:38,844 --> 00:25:41,130
Eye on the ball.
470
00:25:41,150 --> 00:25:42,380
Come on! Okay, next!
471
00:25:42,382 --> 00:25:44,817
Fake it till you make it.
472
00:25:44,819 --> 00:25:46,510
Become the man you are not.
473
00:25:46,530 --> 00:25:47,151
So you think Cameron here
474
00:25:47,153 --> 00:25:49,354
is the big winner, huh?
475
00:25:49,356 --> 00:25:51,891
You think being big and tall
476
00:25:51,893 --> 00:25:54,461
- and overeating
- (THUNDER RUMBLING)
477
00:25:54,463 --> 00:25:56,796
immediately puts a guy
at the front of the line.
478
00:25:56,798 --> 00:25:59,165
But it's more than triangles
or postures
479
00:25:59,167 --> 00:26:00,800
and genetics.
480
00:26:00,802 --> 00:26:02,502
Firm handshake!
481
00:26:02,504 --> 00:26:05,700
- Let's go! Do it!
- (BASEBALL THUMPS)
482
00:26:05,900 --> 00:26:06,576
You got to pick up the bat.
483
00:26:07,577 --> 00:26:08,977
Hold the bat up!
484
00:26:08,979 --> 00:26:10,344
- Ow!
- Ooh! - (GROANING)
485
00:26:10,346 --> 00:26:12,648
Get back up on that horse!
486
00:26:12,650 --> 00:26:15,551
All right,
just get him out of there.
487
00:26:15,553 --> 00:26:18,321
- Lee, you're gonna be okay.
- Come on.
488
00:26:18,323 --> 00:26:21,493
Jared, you're up next.
489
00:26:22,527 --> 00:26:24,229
That's good.
490
00:26:28,902 --> 00:26:30,567
Military man.
491
00:26:30,569 --> 00:26:32,336
God bless, son.
492
00:26:32,338 --> 00:26:36,340
Who you are on the inside
can be affected by the outside.
493
00:26:36,342 --> 00:26:39,845
Outside in.
Fake it till you make it.
494
00:26:39,847 --> 00:26:41,130
Adapt to survive.
495
00:26:41,150 --> 00:26:43,849
Ah, see,
that's a batting stance.
496
00:26:43,851 --> 00:26:45,850
That's what I'm talking about.
497
00:26:45,870 --> 00:26:47,220
- (STRIKES BALL)
- Boom!
498
00:26:56,900 --> 00:26:58,366
♪ ♪
499
00:26:58,368 --> 00:27:01,269
VICTOR:
Lesbian, gay, bisexual,
500
00:27:01,271 --> 00:27:03,405
transsexual...
whatever that is...
501
00:27:03,407 --> 00:27:06,475
multisexual,
intellectual sexual.
502
00:27:06,477 --> 00:27:08,477
I mean, what else do you want?
503
00:27:08,479 --> 00:27:10,546
- Unicorns? Squirrels?
- (LAUGHTER)
504
00:27:10,548 --> 00:27:13,116
Cupcakes? I mean, rainbows?
505
00:27:13,118 --> 00:27:16,386
There's so much choice
in this group,
506
00:27:16,388 --> 00:27:18,556
but, hey, think about this.
507
00:27:18,558 --> 00:27:24,610
What are the consequences
to those choices?
508
00:27:24,630 --> 00:27:25,930
Have a look at this.
509
00:27:25,932 --> 00:27:28,300
Rape, abuse, AIDS.
510
00:27:28,302 --> 00:27:32,406
What sinful things
have y'all done?
511
00:27:36,745 --> 00:27:38,778
Moral inventory.
512
00:27:38,780 --> 00:27:44,252
Catalog your sins
and ask God's forgiveness.
513
00:27:46,689 --> 00:27:49,920
Who is ready?
514
00:27:51,762 --> 00:27:53,764
Sarah.
515
00:28:06,612 --> 00:28:08,345
SARAH:
"I would look at other girls
516
00:28:08,347 --> 00:28:10,781
"in the changing rooms
before gym
517
00:28:10,783 --> 00:28:12,449
"and in the showers.
518
00:28:12,451 --> 00:28:15,686
"My biggest sin is one
that I am also thankful for,
519
00:28:15,688 --> 00:28:19,524
because it has led me
to Love in Action."
520
00:28:19,526 --> 00:28:22,196
VICTOR:
Doing well, Sarah. Carry on.
521
00:28:25,232 --> 00:28:27,801
"I had run away
from my uncle's house
522
00:28:27,803 --> 00:28:30,136
"and stayed
with some girls I knew
523
00:28:30,138 --> 00:28:32,472
"whose parents were away.
524
00:28:32,474 --> 00:28:34,474
"It was there
that I finally acted
525
00:28:34,476 --> 00:28:37,246
on my homosexual thoughts."
526
00:28:39,482 --> 00:28:41,649
VICTOR:
Come on, Sarah.
527
00:28:41,651 --> 00:28:44,318
SARAH:
"I let a girl touch my...
528
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:46,540
"kiss m-my...
529
00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:47,589
(STAMMERS)
530
00:28:47,591 --> 00:28:50,525
...my vagina..."
531
00:28:50,527 --> 00:28:52,662
VICTOR:
Nobody's judging. Come on.
532
00:28:52,664 --> 00:28:55,898
SARAH: "...and put
her fingers inside me,
533
00:28:55,900 --> 00:28:58,701
"and I did the same.
534
00:28:58,703 --> 00:29:01,604
"I renounce these
sinful thoughts and actions,
535
00:29:01,606 --> 00:29:05,511
and ask God to forgive me
all these things."
536
00:29:06,512 --> 00:29:08,512
(SOFTLY):
Very good.
537
00:29:08,514 --> 00:29:10,414
We love you, Sarah.
538
00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:13,170
All right, repeat after me.
We love you, Sarah.
539
00:29:13,190 --> 00:29:15,187
OTHERS:
We love you, Sarah.
540
00:29:15,189 --> 00:29:16,858
VICTOR:
Very good.
541
00:29:36,790 --> 00:29:38,790
Do you want some water?
542
00:29:38,810 --> 00:29:41,840
I'm fine, thanks.
543
00:29:41,860 --> 00:29:45,787
- Can I get you anything else?
- I'm... I'm fine, thank you.
544
00:29:45,789 --> 00:29:48,925
MAN (IN DISTANCE): How dare you
humiliate a child like that?!
545
00:29:48,927 --> 00:29:51,561
Is that what you guys...
you like that?
546
00:29:51,563 --> 00:29:53,630
Do you like doing that?!
547
00:29:53,650 --> 00:29:55,650
You like humiliating
and abusing children?!
548
00:29:55,670 --> 00:29:58,135
- VICTOR: It's not easy...
- What do you mean it's not easy?!
549
00:29:58,137 --> 00:30:00,700
- BOY: Lee's parents.
- GIRL: His parents are here.
550
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:02,240
- MAN: Listen to yourself!
- VICTOR: With respect,
551
00:30:02,242 --> 00:30:05,944
- we are not running a holiday camp here.
- We paid you $3,000.
552
00:30:05,946 --> 00:30:08,513
I should report you. You could
have given him a concussion!
553
00:30:08,515 --> 00:30:09,815
WOMAN:
David, let's go.
554
00:30:09,817 --> 00:30:11,984
VICTOR:
That change doesn't come easy.
555
00:30:11,986 --> 00:30:13,986
Unbelievable!
556
00:30:13,988 --> 00:30:15,255
(ENGINE STARTS)
557
00:30:15,257 --> 00:30:17,459
♪ ♪
558
00:30:26,535 --> 00:30:28,938
VICTOR:
Y'all find the reason
559
00:30:28,940 --> 00:30:31,273
y'all are here is funny?
560
00:30:31,275 --> 00:30:33,108
Look at y'all!
561
00:30:33,110 --> 00:30:35,110
People!
562
00:30:35,112 --> 00:30:37,212
I'm trying to help you.
563
00:30:37,214 --> 00:30:38,949
So do not waste my time.
564
00:30:38,951 --> 00:30:42,185
Nobody is to discuss the
therapy outside these walls!
565
00:30:42,187 --> 00:30:44,540
Do I make myself clear?!
566
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:46,292
♪ ♪
567
00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:02,710
♪ ♪
568
00:31:35,847 --> 00:31:38,348
HENRY:
Yo, I got your back. Whoa!
569
00:31:38,350 --> 00:31:39,851
- Oh, sorry, sorry.
- I got that.
570
00:31:39,853 --> 00:31:41,285
(CHUCKLES):
Thank you so much.
571
00:31:41,287 --> 00:31:43,921
Which, uh, which room you in?
572
00:31:43,923 --> 00:31:46,224
I'm in, uh, 317.
573
00:31:46,226 --> 00:31:47,925
Oh, I'm in 237.
574
00:31:47,927 --> 00:31:49,361
You run?
575
00:31:49,363 --> 00:31:50,696
- Yeah.
- I figure.
576
00:31:50,698 --> 00:31:52,564
People who run
know about ASICS, right?
577
00:31:52,566 --> 00:31:54,200
JARED:
Oh, yeah.
578
00:31:54,202 --> 00:31:55,936
Here, this is me.
579
00:31:57,738 --> 00:31:59,941
(JARED GRUNTS SOFTLY, EXHALES)
580
00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:08,282
First one in gets to choose.
581
00:32:08,284 --> 00:32:09,986
(HENRY GRUNTS)
582
00:32:11,388 --> 00:32:13,422
You got a girl?
583
00:32:13,424 --> 00:32:15,425
If so, you might want to think
584
00:32:15,427 --> 00:32:18,940
about applying for a room
without bunks.
585
00:32:18,960 --> 00:32:20,163
Just broke up.
586
00:32:20,165 --> 00:32:23,232
Oh. That's perfect timing.
587
00:32:23,234 --> 00:32:25,902
Before college.
588
00:32:25,904 --> 00:32:28,105
HENRY:
We're a good fit.
589
00:32:28,107 --> 00:32:29,907
Hate running with slowpokes.
590
00:32:29,909 --> 00:32:32,910
I'll tell you what,
I'll race you on the way back.
591
00:32:32,912 --> 00:32:35,913
Last one back has to go
to the other one's church.
592
00:32:35,915 --> 00:32:38,820
Why? What kind of church is it?
593
00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:39,951
You game or not?
594
00:32:39,953 --> 00:32:42,521
- All right.
- All right, one,
595
00:32:42,523 --> 00:32:44,490
- two, three, go!
- Two, three, go!
596
00:32:44,492 --> 00:32:48,294
- (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
- (CHEERING, WHISTLING)
597
00:32:48,296 --> 00:32:51,298
♪ Everybody, lift your hands ♪
598
00:32:51,300 --> 00:32:54,301
♪ To praise the king ♪
599
00:32:54,303 --> 00:32:56,703
(WHOOPING)
600
00:32:56,705 --> 00:33:01,444
♪ Everybody, raise your voice
just to sing ♪
601
00:33:04,448 --> 00:33:07,816
♪ Glory, glory to his name... ♪
602
00:33:07,818 --> 00:33:11,320
- Ben. This is Jared.
- Hey, man, nice to meet you.
603
00:33:11,322 --> 00:33:14,389
♪ Hallelujah ♪
604
00:33:14,391 --> 00:33:17,600
♪ When I praise his name... ♪
605
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:18,728
(PANTING)
606
00:33:18,730 --> 00:33:20,966
(CRICKETS CHIRPING)
607
00:33:29,143 --> 00:33:31,145
(PANTING)
608
00:33:39,354 --> 00:33:41,220
(PANTING)
609
00:33:49,898 --> 00:33:52,102
(DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING
OVER TV)
610
00:33:57,774 --> 00:34:00,609
Did you say your roommate's
not back till tomorrow?
611
00:34:00,611 --> 00:34:02,680
He's on some golf trip.
612
00:34:06,351 --> 00:34:08,120
Do you want to crash?
613
00:34:10,455 --> 00:34:12,690
(SIGHS):
Maybe.
614
00:34:18,364 --> 00:34:20,533
(SILENCED GUNSHOTS OVER TV)
615
00:34:27,542 --> 00:34:29,710
(HENRY SIGHS)
616
00:34:31,546 --> 00:34:33,146
HENRY:
Night.
617
00:34:33,148 --> 00:34:35,150
Good night.
618
00:34:36,651 --> 00:34:39,155
(SILENCED GUNSHOTS OVER TV)
619
00:34:47,797 --> 00:34:49,999
(VIDEO GAME TURNS OFF)
620
00:34:53,804 --> 00:34:56,574
(TAKING OFF SHOES)
621
00:35:05,417 --> 00:35:07,621
(DOOR CLOSES IN DISTANCE)
622
00:35:08,787 --> 00:35:10,754
(DOOR CLOSES IN DISTANCE)
623
00:35:10,756 --> 00:35:13,900
(UPPER BUNK CREAKING)
624
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:15,960
(HENRY EXHALES)
625
00:35:19,166 --> 00:35:21,936
(UPPER BUNK CREAKING)
626
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:28,777
Can't sleep, huh?
627
00:35:36,219 --> 00:35:38,221
(CREAKING)
628
00:35:43,127 --> 00:35:46,630
Probably shouldn't run
so late at night.
629
00:35:52,672 --> 00:35:54,873
(CREAKING CONTINUES)
630
00:36:04,484 --> 00:36:06,720
Are you okay?
631
00:36:08,488 --> 00:36:10,257
Yeah.
632
00:36:12,259 --> 00:36:14,261
Yeah, just...
633
00:36:57,778 --> 00:36:59,946
(JARED GASPS SOFTLY)
634
00:37:07,555 --> 00:37:09,555
It's okay.
635
00:37:09,557 --> 00:37:11,760
(PANTING SOFTLY)
636
00:37:21,671 --> 00:37:23,906
(GRUNTING QUIETLY)
637
00:37:27,144 --> 00:37:31,680
(WHISPERS):
Hey. It's okay. It's okay.
638
00:37:31,682 --> 00:37:34,784
- Wait, wait.
- Shh, shh, shh.
639
00:37:34,786 --> 00:37:37,353
(MUFFLED):
Wait. Wait, wait, wait.
640
00:37:37,355 --> 00:37:39,757
Shh.
641
00:37:39,759 --> 00:37:41,925
- Shh.
- (MUFFLED): Stop, stop, stop.
642
00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:44,495
Stop, stop, stop,
stop, stop, stop!
643
00:37:44,497 --> 00:37:46,497
(GRUNTING)
644
00:37:46,499 --> 00:37:49,502
(MUFFLED SHOUTING)
645
00:37:56,177 --> 00:37:58,450
Ow!
646
00:38:00,147 --> 00:38:05,318
(MUFFLED):
Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Ow!
647
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:06,520
(MUFFLED SCREAM)
648
00:38:06,522 --> 00:38:08,789
Ow! Ow!
649
00:38:08,791 --> 00:38:10,791
- (PANTING)
- (GRUNTING)
650
00:38:10,793 --> 00:38:13,127
(MUFFLED SCREAMING)
651
00:38:13,129 --> 00:38:15,130
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- (MAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY)
652
00:38:15,132 --> 00:38:18,535
- (PANTING)
- (GROANING)
653
00:38:25,877 --> 00:38:28,479
(GROANING SOFTLY)
654
00:38:28,481 --> 00:38:30,215
(GROANS):
Oh.
655
00:38:36,522 --> 00:38:38,525
(PANTING)
656
00:38:44,331 --> 00:38:46,970
(SNIFFLES)
657
00:38:46,990 --> 00:38:49,436
(CRYING):
What the hell is wrong with me?
658
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:53,442
I'm so sorry.
659
00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:00,447
I'm gonna be
in so much trouble.
660
00:39:00,449 --> 00:39:01,850
(SIGHS)
661
00:39:06,122 --> 00:39:09,593
(VOICE BREAKING):
I need to confess.
662
00:39:14,966 --> 00:39:18,236
I need to confess.
Will you hear me?
663
00:39:20,705 --> 00:39:23,441
- Please.
- Uh-huh.
664
00:39:28,815 --> 00:39:32,510
Do you remember
the kid from church?
665
00:39:34,387 --> 00:39:36,924
The one in front of us.
666
00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:43,896
Something happened
with me and him.
667
00:39:43,898 --> 00:39:47,200
Something pretty bad.
668
00:39:52,274 --> 00:39:56,276
You wouldn't dare tell anyone,
would you?
669
00:39:56,278 --> 00:39:58,415
Please.
670
00:40:00,182 --> 00:40:03,860
Keep it between us.
(SNIFFLES)
671
00:40:04,922 --> 00:40:07,910
♪ ♪
672
00:40:11,495 --> 00:40:13,497
(CRYING SOFTLY)
673
00:40:16,368 --> 00:40:18,370
(SOBBING)
674
00:40:25,645 --> 00:40:29,450
PROFESSOR (DISTORTED):
Start with chapter six, please.
675
00:40:32,453 --> 00:40:34,455
♪ ♪
676
00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,570
♪ ♪
677
00:41:06,992 --> 00:41:09,193
♪ ♪
678
00:41:24,679 --> 00:41:26,682
♪ ♪
679
00:41:31,185 --> 00:41:33,920
What-what a surprise.
680
00:41:33,922 --> 00:41:35,555
Oh!
681
00:41:35,557 --> 00:41:37,559
♪ ♪
682
00:41:42,900 --> 00:41:45,102
(PHONE RINGING)
683
00:41:53,978 --> 00:41:56,212
- Hello.
- HENRY: Is this Mrs. Nancy Eamons?
684
00:41:56,214 --> 00:41:57,647
NANCY:
This is she.
685
00:41:57,649 --> 00:41:59,582
HENRY: I'm a counselor
at Danton College.
686
00:41:59,584 --> 00:42:02,586
And I'm afraid I have
some disturbing news
687
00:42:02,588 --> 00:42:04,722
about your son's behavior
at school.
688
00:42:04,724 --> 00:42:05,890
NANCY:
What?
689
00:42:05,892 --> 00:42:08,492
What about him?
690
00:42:08,494 --> 00:42:10,128
- Did he give you a name?
- I need you to answer
691
00:42:10,130 --> 00:42:11,463
- my question.
- If-if he gave you a name...
692
00:42:11,465 --> 00:42:12,497
- Please, Jared, just answer me.
- (STAMMERS) I'm just saying...
693
00:42:12,499 --> 00:42:13,898
Have you been doing
the things he says?
694
00:42:13,900 --> 00:42:15,901
- Why wouldn't he give you a name?
- Come on, son, enough.
695
00:42:15,903 --> 00:42:18,404
- Tell me the truth.
- I'm asking the questions, too.
696
00:42:18,406 --> 00:42:20,740
He didn't, um,
give me a name. I don't...
697
00:42:20,742 --> 00:42:22,742
The guy's full of shit.
He's telling a bunch of lies.
698
00:42:22,744 --> 00:42:23,977
Now you will not talk
like that in this house
699
00:42:23,979 --> 00:42:25,444
in front of your mother.
You just watch your mouth.
700
00:42:25,446 --> 00:42:27,447
Nancy, if-if you could
just give us a moment,
701
00:42:27,449 --> 00:42:29,416
- you know, just to...
- I'm-I'm leaving.
702
00:42:29,418 --> 00:42:31,351
- I'm-I'm...
- Sit down. You will not leave the room.
703
00:42:31,353 --> 00:42:32,820
You will sit down, boy.
704
00:42:32,822 --> 00:42:34,589
- You will sit down.
- It's bullshit, Dad.
705
00:42:34,591 --> 00:42:38,930
- It's bullshit.
- I just asked you to watch your mouth!
706
00:42:38,950 --> 00:42:43,166
(CLEARS THROAT) I think, um,
he said he was a counselor.
707
00:42:43,168 --> 00:42:45,267
And then...
and I asked for his name,
708
00:42:45,269 --> 00:42:46,602
- and then I asked for...
- Nancy.
709
00:42:46,604 --> 00:42:48,637
- You see?
- ...his number and he didn't...
710
00:42:48,639 --> 00:42:49,773
Nancy, please.
711
00:42:49,775 --> 00:42:51,776
Dad, I-I...
712
00:42:51,778 --> 00:42:53,944
He's made all of this up.
713
00:42:53,946 --> 00:42:57,140
Let's just sit here.
We're just gonna talk calmly.
714
00:42:57,160 --> 00:42:59,316
NANCY:
All right. All right.
715
00:42:59,318 --> 00:43:01,152
- (EXHALES)
- JARED: No, Dad.
716
00:43:01,154 --> 00:43:03,357
Jared.
717
00:43:05,826 --> 00:43:08,827
I just need you to tell me
the truth, that's all.
718
00:43:08,829 --> 00:43:13,498
What this man says of you...
Jared.
719
00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:16,672
Are you a homosexual?
720
00:43:20,976 --> 00:43:23,877
Jared. We are not finished!
721
00:43:23,879 --> 00:43:26,648
- I am, because you won't listen!
- Honey. Honey.
722
00:43:26,650 --> 00:43:28,850
What this man says,
is it true?
723
00:43:28,852 --> 00:43:29,751
What this full-of-shit guy,
724
00:43:29,753 --> 00:43:31,753
- who is not a counselor...
- Answer me!
725
00:43:31,755 --> 00:43:35,758
...who raped a kid
at-at his own church,
726
00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:38,280
and God knows who else!
727
00:43:38,300 --> 00:43:40,664
- Dad, you're hurting me.
- Marshall.
728
00:43:40,666 --> 00:43:43,990
His name is Henry Wallace.
He's-he's not a counselor.
729
00:43:43,101 --> 00:43:44,868
- He's a student.
- All right.
730
00:43:44,870 --> 00:43:48,338
And-and... he told me
he did some bad things.
731
00:43:48,340 --> 00:43:51,843
I think he thinks
I'm gonna tell on him.
732
00:43:51,845 --> 00:43:54,460
Honey.
733
00:43:54,480 --> 00:43:56,217
Son.
734
00:44:01,856 --> 00:44:03,592
(DOOR CLOSES)
735
00:44:08,196 --> 00:44:09,963
MALE VOICE (OVER TV):
Fight!
736
00:44:09,965 --> 00:44:12,767
- (WHOOSHING, GRUNTING)
- (VIDEO GAME MUSIC PLAYING)
737
00:44:19,209 --> 00:44:21,377
- Go to war!
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
738
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:34,459
Your mother's making dinner.
739
00:44:36,262 --> 00:44:39,431
I'm okay, I'm not hungry.
740
00:44:43,569 --> 00:44:46,671
I want you to write down
this man's name,
741
00:44:46,673 --> 00:44:50,343
his church,
phone number if you have it.
742
00:44:50,345 --> 00:44:52,345
Any information at all.
743
00:44:52,347 --> 00:44:54,314
I don't want you
to talk to him.
744
00:44:54,316 --> 00:44:55,648
I ain't gonna talk to him.
745
00:44:55,650 --> 00:44:57,650
If he's been doing
what you say,
746
00:44:57,652 --> 00:45:00,289
then he needs to be reported.
747
00:45:03,259 --> 00:45:05,425
Okay.
748
00:45:05,427 --> 00:45:07,194
Now, you know what I did?
749
00:45:07,196 --> 00:45:09,664
I invited Chloe and her parents
for lunch tomorrow.
750
00:45:09,666 --> 00:45:12,667
And I was thinking it'd be fun
if you could join in.
751
00:45:12,669 --> 00:45:16,638
Missing one more day of class
ain't gonna end the world.
752
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:19,420
- You know, Jared...
- (SIGHS)
753
00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:22,345
...far as I can tell,
754
00:45:22,347 --> 00:45:24,948
we've only got
one God-given right,
755
00:45:24,950 --> 00:45:28,886
and that is when a man
and a woman come together,
756
00:45:28,888 --> 00:45:32,690
they may create life.
757
00:45:32,692 --> 00:45:35,693
You think how much God
must love mankind
758
00:45:35,695 --> 00:45:37,895
to give us that
awesome responsibility.
759
00:45:37,897 --> 00:45:39,898
Dad.
760
00:45:39,900 --> 00:45:42,971
It's really not true.
761
00:45:48,710 --> 00:45:52,713
You know what I think about
these type of games, too.
762
00:45:52,715 --> 00:45:56,350
Be respectful to your mother
when she calls.
763
00:45:56,352 --> 00:45:59,210
You come down and eat.
764
00:46:03,827 --> 00:46:05,160
(SIGHS)
765
00:46:05,162 --> 00:46:07,365
♪ ♪
766
00:46:15,700 --> 00:46:17,900
(MARSHALL DESCENDING STAIRS)
767
00:46:26,860 --> 00:46:28,220
(SLAMS CONTROLLER)
768
00:46:32,625 --> 00:46:35,460
- NANCY: Honey.
- All right.
769
00:46:35,462 --> 00:46:37,396
You want me to stop
with the games?
770
00:46:37,398 --> 00:46:39,980
I'll stop with them.
771
00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:40,967
I broke up with Chloe.
772
00:46:40,969 --> 00:46:43,571
Because...
773
00:46:46,275 --> 00:46:48,741
(SIGHS)
774
00:46:48,743 --> 00:46:53,716
We broke up because
I think it's true, about me.
775
00:46:55,551 --> 00:46:57,621
(WHISPERS):
God help me.
776
00:46:59,389 --> 00:47:02,126
I think about men.
777
00:47:10,502 --> 00:47:12,471
(EXHALES)
778
00:47:14,274 --> 00:47:17,100
I don't know why.
779
00:47:19,345 --> 00:47:22,150
I'm so sorry.
780
00:47:25,486 --> 00:47:28,587
♪ ♪
781
00:47:28,589 --> 00:47:30,758
(NANCY SNIFFLES)
782
00:47:44,607 --> 00:47:48,443
(VEHICLE APPROACHES)
783
00:47:48,445 --> 00:47:50,114
(ENGINE TURNS OFF)
784
00:47:58,323 --> 00:48:01,861
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
785
00:48:06,232 --> 00:48:08,468
(DOORBELL RINGS)
786
00:48:12,506 --> 00:48:14,240
- (DOOR OPENS)
- God bless you, Pastor.
787
00:48:14,242 --> 00:48:15,541
Thank you, guys, for coming.
788
00:48:15,543 --> 00:48:17,744
(QUIET, INDISTINCT CHATTER)
789
00:48:20,882 --> 00:48:24,649
I've had better days,
I can tell you that.
790
00:48:24,651 --> 00:48:26,188
(DOOR CLOSES)
791
00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:33,994
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- Just a minute. Just a minute.
792
00:48:33,996 --> 00:48:36,531
- JARED: Mom?
- Hold on. (CHUCKLES)
793
00:48:36,533 --> 00:48:38,567
All right.
794
00:48:38,569 --> 00:48:41,903
(SIGHS HEAVILY)
795
00:48:41,905 --> 00:48:47,900
Wh... Why are Pastor Wilkes
and Jim Picard here?
796
00:48:47,110 --> 00:48:50,916
Pastor Wilkes has dealt with
this kind of thing before.
797
00:48:52,518 --> 00:48:58,255
Jim has a son, Eddie, who, um...
y-you were a little boy, but...
798
00:48:58,257 --> 00:49:00,224
Anyway. (CHUCKLES)
799
00:49:00,226 --> 00:49:01,759
What'd they do to him?
800
00:49:01,761 --> 00:49:04,795
Oh, no. You silly thing.
801
00:49:04,797 --> 00:49:06,797
They didn't do anything to him.
802
00:49:06,799 --> 00:49:11,937
They did things for him,
all right?
803
00:49:11,939 --> 00:49:15,374
Just like they're gonna
do things for you.
804
00:49:15,376 --> 00:49:18,545
Your father's wondering...
805
00:49:18,547 --> 00:49:21,149
he's wondering how to help.
806
00:49:23,586 --> 00:49:25,452
Come here.
807
00:49:25,454 --> 00:49:27,989
It's all gonna be all right.
808
00:49:27,991 --> 00:49:30,258
(SIGHS)
809
00:49:30,260 --> 00:49:32,894
We've got one question
for you, son.
810
00:49:32,896 --> 00:49:34,562
And then we're gonna
let you sleep.
811
00:49:34,564 --> 00:49:38,000
It's been a big day.
812
00:49:38,200 --> 00:49:42,171
I have shared our conversations
813
00:49:42,173 --> 00:49:44,174
with these two
fine upstanding men,
814
00:49:44,176 --> 00:49:46,978
and I have asked them
for their guidance.
815
00:49:48,779 --> 00:49:50,648
(SIGHS)
I can tell you right now,
816
00:49:50,650 --> 00:49:52,316
we don't have all the answers.
817
00:49:52,318 --> 00:49:57,589
But I do know that you gonna
hold the key to the next step.
818
00:49:57,591 --> 00:50:01,860
Your mother and I,
we cannot see
819
00:50:01,862 --> 00:50:04,763
a way that you can live
under this roof,
820
00:50:04,765 --> 00:50:08,101
attend service
and work at the dealership
821
00:50:08,103 --> 00:50:10,103
if you're gonna fundamentally
822
00:50:10,105 --> 00:50:13,439
go against the grain
of our beliefs.
823
00:50:13,441 --> 00:50:15,976
And against God himself.
824
00:50:15,978 --> 00:50:20,316
I'm gonna ask you
that question now, son.
825
00:50:23,819 --> 00:50:26,123
In your heart...
826
00:50:28,626 --> 00:50:31,362
...do you want to change?
827
00:50:51,419 --> 00:50:53,918
Yes.
828
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:56,357
Yes, I want to change.
829
00:50:59,927 --> 00:51:02,162
Come a little closer, son.
830
00:51:02,164 --> 00:51:05,650
Pastor Wilkes,
831
00:51:05,670 --> 00:51:09,269
could you ask Jesus
to shine his light
832
00:51:09,271 --> 00:51:13,600
on my boy at this time?
833
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:16,511
Heavenly Father, I ask
your blessing for this family.
834
00:51:16,513 --> 00:51:18,180
Give them strength.
835
00:51:18,182 --> 00:51:23,852
Unleash your power
for one of your flock, Jared,
836
00:51:23,854 --> 00:51:25,955
who has lost his way.
837
00:51:25,957 --> 00:51:29,460
We pray, Lord,
that you make him pure
838
00:51:29,462 --> 00:51:32,730
and that you return him
safely back to us
839
00:51:32,732 --> 00:51:35,640
and see that the errors
of his way
840
00:51:35,660 --> 00:51:39,237
are nothing more than
a momentary straying.
841
00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:42,400
We pray that he see
the path of faith
842
00:51:42,420 --> 00:51:46,277
and that he strive to be honest
843
00:51:46,279 --> 00:51:50,484
and that he then find the joy
of a new life.
844
00:51:50,486 --> 00:51:52,586
In his name we pray.
845
00:51:52,588 --> 00:51:54,286
MARSHALL:
Amen.
846
00:51:54,288 --> 00:51:55,990
MULDOON:
Jared.
847
00:52:01,630 --> 00:52:03,331
How's college treating you?
848
00:52:03,333 --> 00:52:05,733
JARED:
Ah, it's going good. Yeah.
849
00:52:05,735 --> 00:52:08,469
- It's good.
- Your father's asked me
850
00:52:08,471 --> 00:52:10,775
to take some of your blood.
851
00:52:13,578 --> 00:52:17,915
He wants me to... to check
for testosterone levels.
852
00:52:20,652 --> 00:52:23,987
I'm in a bit of
a bind here, Jared,
853
00:52:23,989 --> 00:52:26,290
and I-I said this
to your mother, too.
854
00:52:26,292 --> 00:52:30,428
Now, I am a religious woman,
there's-there's no-no question,
855
00:52:30,430 --> 00:52:33,464
but I have also been
to medical school,
856
00:52:33,466 --> 00:52:37,969
and... well, you could say that
I hold science in one hand
857
00:52:37,971 --> 00:52:40,773
and God in the other,
and that is not always
858
00:52:40,775 --> 00:52:43,209
an easy balance.
859
00:52:43,211 --> 00:52:47,130
And I know that everybody would
like for me to say otherwise
860
00:52:47,150 --> 00:52:50,617
and send you down
to the pharmacy for a-a pill
861
00:52:50,619 --> 00:52:54,521
that would magically fix you,
but that's not gonna happen.
862
00:52:54,523 --> 00:52:56,791
But I'm gonna take your blood,
and I know,
863
00:52:56,793 --> 00:52:58,793
I know what it's gonna show me.
864
00:52:58,795 --> 00:53:01,128
That you are
a perfectly normal,
865
00:53:01,130 --> 00:53:03,532
very healthy teenage boy.
866
00:53:03,534 --> 00:53:06,869
Jared, it's-it's not my place
867
00:53:06,871 --> 00:53:09,805
to tell you
that your parents are wrong,
868
00:53:09,807 --> 00:53:13,209
but let's say
that they are wrong.
869
00:53:13,211 --> 00:53:15,212
I understand
your father signed you up
870
00:53:15,214 --> 00:53:18,148
for a program next month.
871
00:53:18,150 --> 00:53:24,388
Whatever happens next,
it is still your choice.
872
00:53:24,390 --> 00:53:28,494
It may not feel that way,
but it is.
873
00:53:28,496 --> 00:53:30,496
You're 18.
874
00:53:30,498 --> 00:53:35,000
Do you have anything
that you'd...
875
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:38,538
you'd like to say to me?
876
00:53:38,540 --> 00:53:42,177
Any-any questions?
877
00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:47,182
No.
878
00:53:50,854 --> 00:53:52,954
VICTOR:
Jared?
879
00:53:52,956 --> 00:53:54,892
JARED:
Morning.
880
00:54:00,230 --> 00:54:02,300
(OPENS AND CLOSES DRAWER)
881
00:54:05,971 --> 00:54:11,708
So... I wanted to talk to you
about these.
882
00:54:11,710 --> 00:54:13,711
Uh, your writing?
883
00:54:13,713 --> 00:54:18,884
This, uh,
"Remy and Lucy met at midnight
884
00:54:18,886 --> 00:54:23,488
under the stars
on Willow Street."
885
00:54:23,490 --> 00:54:27,226
What-what...
tell me about these.
886
00:54:27,228 --> 00:54:30,432
Well, it's-it's just,
it's-it's a story.
887
00:54:32,234 --> 00:54:35,602
It's a love story about
a boy and a girl, correct?
888
00:54:35,604 --> 00:54:37,237
- Yeah.
- But were you
889
00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:41,642
thinking about two boys
when you wrote this?
890
00:54:41,644 --> 00:54:43,177
No.
891
00:54:43,179 --> 00:54:45,790
I mean, be honest.
892
00:54:45,810 --> 00:54:48,282
No. It's just a story.
893
00:54:48,284 --> 00:54:51,255
It's just an assignment
for college.
894
00:54:53,900 --> 00:54:55,425
Jared, I've seen your
reading list for college.
895
00:54:55,427 --> 00:54:57,360
I have it here, and listen,
896
00:54:57,362 --> 00:54:59,963
The Picture of Dorian Gray,
Lolita,
897
00:54:59,965 --> 00:55:02,433
I-I mean, some of
th-these books, Jared,
898
00:55:02,435 --> 00:55:04,368
considering everything that's
going on for you right now,
899
00:55:04,370 --> 00:55:06,437
I don't know that college
is really the best thing
900
00:55:06,439 --> 00:55:08,609
for you to be pursuing at all.
901
00:55:09,610 --> 00:55:11,275
A year with us may be
902
00:55:11,277 --> 00:55:14,281
a much, much better use
of your time.
903
00:55:16,116 --> 00:55:19,952
Given everything that I see.
904
00:55:19,954 --> 00:55:22,958
And everything that's at stake.
905
00:55:24,525 --> 00:55:29,129
And I'm willing to say that
to your parents.
906
00:55:29,131 --> 00:55:31,465
Listen, I've had many
wonderful conversations
907
00:55:31,467 --> 00:55:33,133
with your parents...
lovely people.
908
00:55:33,135 --> 00:55:36,370
So, I know some of the story,
909
00:55:36,390 --> 00:55:39,708
and I know that there is
quite a discrepancy
910
00:55:39,710 --> 00:55:44,346
between what they were told
and what you said.
911
00:55:44,348 --> 00:55:47,249
And you got to understand that
912
00:55:47,251 --> 00:55:49,218
they don't know
what to believe,
913
00:55:49,220 --> 00:55:52,155
and that's very troubling
for them.
914
00:55:52,157 --> 00:55:55,358
But I think that you and I know
915
00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:58,429
that there is a whole lot more
to the story,
916
00:55:58,431 --> 00:56:03,700
and, you know, we're not here
on mere thoughts alone.
917
00:56:06,507 --> 00:56:09,675
Jared, the-the people who get
the most out of this place
918
00:56:09,677 --> 00:56:13,947
are the people that are just
really brave and-and honest
919
00:56:13,949 --> 00:56:17,618
and-and lay everything on
the table, ugly as it seems,
920
00:56:17,620 --> 00:56:20,756
and-and fess up
to what God already sees.
921
00:56:22,925 --> 00:56:25,927
And then I can
really truly assess
922
00:56:25,929 --> 00:56:28,465
what is the best future
for you.
923
00:56:31,468 --> 00:56:33,470
Okay, son?
924
00:56:35,940 --> 00:56:39,810
Yeah. Yeah.
925
00:56:39,812 --> 00:56:41,144
(SIGHS)
926
00:56:41,146 --> 00:56:43,780
GARY:
Dear Heavenly Father,
927
00:56:43,782 --> 00:56:47,484
today I ask your forgiveness
for my sins.
928
00:56:47,486 --> 00:56:50,550
For a year, we lived together
under the cover
929
00:56:50,570 --> 00:56:51,391
of being roommates.
930
00:56:52,225 --> 00:56:54,625
But in reality, the whole time,
931
00:56:54,627 --> 00:56:57,462
I was committing
the sin of sodomy.
932
00:56:57,464 --> 00:56:59,397
And then my family
discovered the truth
933
00:56:59,399 --> 00:57:01,333
and brought me back
to my senses.
934
00:57:01,335 --> 00:57:04,671
They helped me realize
that I was fooling myself.
935
00:57:04,673 --> 00:57:08,241
That I was being fooled.
936
00:57:08,243 --> 00:57:10,477
That I was seduced
into a life of sin
937
00:57:10,479 --> 00:57:12,412
by all sorts of sinful people.
938
00:57:12,414 --> 00:57:14,582
And I knew in my heart
939
00:57:14,584 --> 00:57:17,119
that I had forsaken Jesus
for Satan.
940
00:57:17,121 --> 00:57:18,753
But now...
941
00:57:18,755 --> 00:57:20,323
(SNIFFLES)
942
00:57:22,126 --> 00:57:24,250
...I am awake to my sins.
943
00:57:24,270 --> 00:57:25,995
I'm enlightened.
944
00:57:25,997 --> 00:57:28,970
I'm here with all of you.
945
00:57:28,990 --> 00:57:32,470
And I am disgusted at
the person that I once was.
946
00:57:34,305 --> 00:57:38,308
I want to ask God
for his forgiveness,
947
00:57:38,310 --> 00:57:40,812
and I want to thank
all of you guys,
948
00:57:40,814 --> 00:57:42,379
especially you, Mr. Sykes,
949
00:57:42,381 --> 00:57:45,950
for helping me get back
on the path to righteousness.
950
00:57:45,952 --> 00:57:48,190
We love you, Gary.
951
00:57:48,210 --> 00:57:50,956
ALL:
We love you, Gary.
952
00:57:50,958 --> 00:57:52,958
(OVER RADIO):
♪ Mama is depressed ♪
953
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:54,527
♪ Barely makes a sound ♪
954
00:57:54,529 --> 00:57:58,798
♪ Daddy's got a girlfriend
in another town ♪
955
00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:04,371
♪ Bob Dylan sings
"Like a Rolling Stone"... ♪
956
00:58:04,373 --> 00:58:07,742
Please don't do that, honey.
You know I don't...
957
00:58:07,744 --> 00:58:10,745
Mom, who did that happen to
and when? Seriously.
958
00:58:10,747 --> 00:58:12,312
- (NANCY SIGHS)
- Do you know?
959
00:58:12,314 --> 00:58:14,349
Do you actually know
who that happened to?
960
00:58:14,351 --> 00:58:17,253
♪ South moves north... ♪
961
00:58:17,255 --> 00:58:21,490
It never happened.
(SCOFFS)
962
00:58:21,492 --> 00:58:23,559
♪ A star burns out... ♪
963
00:58:23,561 --> 00:58:26,329
Parents want to
protect their kids.
964
00:58:26,331 --> 00:58:28,650
So they feed them lies.
965
00:58:28,670 --> 00:58:29,667
I think that they're okay lies.
966
00:58:29,669 --> 00:58:34,710
What? Like not telling me
how long I might be here for?
967
00:58:34,730 --> 00:58:37,576
You know, the whole thing
you and Dad are paying for here
968
00:58:37,578 --> 00:58:40,879
is all about how messed up
we are by our parents.
969
00:58:40,881 --> 00:58:41,913
They want to know about you.
970
00:58:41,915 --> 00:58:43,915
That's why you can't know
all about it,
971
00:58:43,917 --> 00:58:46,351
'cause then they wouldn't
get their money out of you.
972
00:58:46,353 --> 00:58:49,522
What have I ever
done to you? Hmm?
973
00:58:49,524 --> 00:58:53,560
Talk about me all you want.
My conscience is clean.
974
00:58:53,562 --> 00:58:55,929
♪ Beneath the maple tree ♪
975
00:58:55,931 --> 00:59:01,101
♪ As the angels sing
an old Hank Williams song... ♪
976
00:59:01,103 --> 00:59:04,306
Honey.
977
00:59:04,308 --> 00:59:07,542
- ♪ Time marches on ♪
- (GASPS)
978
00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:11,146
♪ Time marches on... ♪
979
00:59:11,148 --> 00:59:12,948
- (SILVERWARE CLINKING)
- (QUIET CHATTER)
980
00:59:12,950 --> 00:59:15,386
(MUSIC PLAYING SOFTLY
OVER SPEAKERS)
981
00:59:16,755 --> 00:59:19,723
(WATER POURS)
982
00:59:19,725 --> 00:59:21,391
(SIGHS)
983
00:59:21,393 --> 00:59:24,794
I'm gonna go for a run.
Is that okay, Mom?
984
00:59:24,796 --> 00:59:26,566
Mm-hmm.
985
00:59:34,108 --> 00:59:36,310
♪ ♪
986
00:59:54,131 --> 00:59:56,333
♪ ♪
987
01:00:12,985 --> 01:00:14,988
♪ ♪
988
01:00:22,395 --> 01:00:23,897
Fuck you!
989
01:00:27,340 --> 01:00:29,340
Fuck you!
990
01:00:29,360 --> 01:00:31,380
(PANTING)
991
01:00:36,644 --> 01:00:38,511
(ECHOES):
Fuck you!
992
01:00:38,513 --> 01:00:40,717
- (NANCY PRAYING QUIETLY)
- (RAIN FALLING)
993
01:00:42,517 --> 01:00:44,484
Please, please
give me strength.
994
01:00:44,486 --> 01:00:46,854
I need your help.
995
01:00:46,856 --> 01:00:49,927
- Amen.
- (THUNDER RUMBLING SOFTLY)
996
01:00:55,866 --> 01:00:58,769
(SIGHS)
997
01:01:03,109 --> 01:01:05,342
(DOOR CLOSES)
998
01:01:05,344 --> 01:01:08,846
I'm reading it. No debate.
999
01:01:08,848 --> 01:01:11,349
I have a right to know
what they're teaching you.
1000
01:01:11,351 --> 01:01:13,218
I don't see why anyone
would read it
1001
01:01:13,220 --> 01:01:14,853
unless you absolutely had to.
1002
01:01:14,855 --> 01:01:17,555
I need to know what's inside.
1003
01:01:17,557 --> 01:01:20,792
There are tons of
spelling errors in it.
1004
01:01:20,794 --> 01:01:24,960
I almost want to mark up
a copy for them.
1005
01:01:24,980 --> 01:01:26,400
But that would take away
the only real enjoyment
1006
01:01:26,402 --> 01:01:28,135
you get from reading it,
1007
01:01:28,137 --> 01:01:33,776
'cause I guess it's... actually
not much fun to be there.
1008
01:01:36,645 --> 01:01:38,447
And I'm starting to wonder
1009
01:01:38,449 --> 01:01:40,948
whether it's really
gonna change me.
1010
01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:42,550
(PATS LEG)
1011
01:01:42,552 --> 01:01:45,220
(NANCY SIGHS)
1012
01:01:45,222 --> 01:01:47,890
(JARED SIGHS)
1013
01:01:47,892 --> 01:01:49,895
♪ ♪
1014
01:02:01,574 --> 01:02:06,813
"We always come back
to Dog's true design."
1015
01:02:12,419 --> 01:02:15,230
Almighty Dog.
1016
01:02:16,910 --> 01:02:18,930
♪ ♪
1017
01:02:36,513 --> 01:02:38,716
♪ ♪
1018
01:02:44,722 --> 01:02:47,570
- (MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS)
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1019
01:02:47,590 --> 01:02:49,527
MAN:
Welcome to God Versus Science.
1020
01:02:49,529 --> 01:02:51,730
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
1021
01:02:53,732 --> 01:02:55,634
(SOFTLY):
Thank you.
1022
01:03:00,474 --> 01:03:02,141
MAN:
Look up there...
1023
01:03:02,143 --> 01:03:04,979
- Welcome to this exhibit.
- (CHATTER CONTINUES)
1024
01:03:15,992 --> 01:03:18,494
♪ ♪
1025
01:03:32,544 --> 01:03:34,745
(VOICES ECHOING)
1026
01:03:38,584 --> 01:03:41,185
JARED:
Where are you from, Xavier?
1027
01:03:41,187 --> 01:03:43,720
I was born in Vienna.
1028
01:03:43,722 --> 01:03:48,725
I ended up in Canada,
and now I'm here.
1029
01:03:48,727 --> 01:03:50,931
(KEYS JANGLE)
1030
01:03:56,437 --> 01:03:58,437
JARED:
Do you believe in God?
1031
01:03:58,439 --> 01:04:01,942
I do, yeah.
1032
01:04:01,944 --> 01:04:04,277
Wow.
1033
01:04:04,279 --> 01:04:08,717
I question it, but I still
believe in God, yeah.
1034
01:04:15,659 --> 01:04:19,610
- Who created the Earth?
- (LAUGHS)
1035
01:04:19,630 --> 01:04:21,232
You like a little
small talk, huh?
1036
01:04:22,132 --> 01:04:23,332
(XAVIER INHALES)
1037
01:04:23,334 --> 01:04:26,200
Do you believe in the Devil?
1038
01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:29,506
- ♪ You're a revelation... ♪
- (EXHALES)
1039
01:04:29,508 --> 01:04:32,277
Does he look like me?
1040
01:04:33,446 --> 01:04:35,248
I don't know.
1041
01:04:46,326 --> 01:04:49,328
- ♪ You're a revolution... ♪
- (SNIFFLES)
1042
01:04:49,330 --> 01:04:51,464
(CLEARS THROAT SOFTLY)
1043
01:04:51,466 --> 01:04:54,330
Do you know Job from the Bible?
1044
01:04:54,350 --> 01:04:56,936
Not personally.
1045
01:04:56,938 --> 01:05:00,307
I hear he's not great company,
always complaining.
1046
01:05:00,309 --> 01:05:02,312
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
1047
01:05:04,281 --> 01:05:06,281
I-I imagine I'm him sometimes.
1048
01:05:06,283 --> 01:05:10,852
And that God and the Devil
are having a bet over me.
1049
01:05:10,854 --> 01:05:13,322
That one day
God will let-let me in
1050
01:05:13,324 --> 01:05:17,329
on the experiment
he was having to test me.
1051
01:05:19,364 --> 01:05:22,660
I think we're our own God.
1052
01:05:23,868 --> 01:05:27,710
I mean, I think he's in us.
1053
01:05:27,730 --> 01:05:33,747
In all of us, not... you know,
somewhere hiding and watching.
1054
01:05:35,481 --> 01:05:39,153
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1055
01:05:40,187 --> 01:05:43,656
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1056
01:05:43,658 --> 01:05:45,391
♪ Further... ♪
1057
01:05:45,393 --> 01:05:48,261
Stay with me.
1058
01:05:48,263 --> 01:05:51,398
Nothing needs to happen.
1059
01:05:51,400 --> 01:05:53,402
I swear.
1060
01:05:56,172 --> 01:05:59,607
I'll prove to you
that God won't strike you down.
1061
01:05:59,609 --> 01:06:03,446
♪ It's a revelation ♪
1062
01:06:03,448 --> 01:06:07,783
♪ So no lights
will strike me down ♪
1063
01:06:07,785 --> 01:06:11,855
♪ No kingdom shall ♪
1064
01:06:19,766 --> 01:06:23,967
♪ How the tides are changing ♪
1065
01:06:23,969 --> 01:06:28,273
♪ As you liberate me now ♪
1066
01:06:28,275 --> 01:06:32,460
♪ And the walls come down. ♪
1067
01:06:36,384 --> 01:06:38,719
CAMERON:
You wronged me, Dad, and I...
1068
01:06:38,721 --> 01:06:41,555
- and I hate the way that...
- VICTOR: Louder, Cameron.
1069
01:06:41,557 --> 01:06:43,560
Can't hear you.
1070
01:06:43,580 --> 01:06:46,560
Come on. I'll bring him closer.
There he is.
1071
01:06:46,562 --> 01:06:48,128
You wronged me, Dad,
1072
01:06:48,130 --> 01:06:50,898
and I hate you for the way
that you, that you treated me
1073
01:06:50,900 --> 01:06:52,768
since you found out
about my problems.
1074
01:06:52,770 --> 01:06:55,937
No, about your sin. Say that.
1075
01:06:55,939 --> 01:06:59,174
"About my sins." Go!
1076
01:06:59,176 --> 01:07:01,246
(EXHALES)
1077
01:07:03,810 --> 01:07:05,885
"About my sins."
Come on, Cameron.
1078
01:07:08,190 --> 01:07:12,757
"My homosexual sins."
Come on, Cameron!
1079
01:07:12,759 --> 01:07:15,250
- Cameron!
- I can go.
1080
01:07:15,270 --> 01:07:17,950
- I don't, I don't mind...
- VICTOR: No, no, no, no.
1081
01:07:17,970 --> 01:07:19,764
Jared, everybody gets a turn.
This is Cameron's turn.
1082
01:07:19,766 --> 01:07:21,933
"About my sins!" Come on!
1083
01:07:21,935 --> 01:07:24,135
Found out about my sins.
1084
01:07:24,137 --> 01:07:28,207
I hate that you never listen
to me or acknowledge me.
1085
01:07:28,209 --> 01:07:29,942
And when you do acknowledge me,
1086
01:07:29,944 --> 01:07:32,440
it's to make fun of me
in front of my friends.
1087
01:07:32,460 --> 01:07:34,281
"It's to make fun of me."
1088
01:07:34,283 --> 01:07:36,450
To make fun of me
in front of my friends.
1089
01:07:36,452 --> 01:07:39,187
And that, and that time
that you told me
1090
01:07:39,189 --> 01:07:41,389
that you wished
I'd never been born?
1091
01:07:41,391 --> 01:07:43,960
That really hurt me.
1092
01:07:48,800 --> 01:07:51,568
Cameron...
1093
01:07:51,570 --> 01:07:54,637
now, you say that you're angry,
1094
01:07:54,639 --> 01:08:00,430
but, quite frankly,
I don't really see it.
1095
01:08:00,450 --> 01:08:02,513
Well, what's going on
in there, Cameron?
1096
01:08:02,515 --> 01:08:04,582
Huh?
1097
01:08:04,584 --> 01:08:06,584
Do you want to change?
1098
01:08:06,586 --> 01:08:09,587
Now, you're gonna wish
you hadn't have been born, son,
1099
01:08:09,589 --> 01:08:15,193
because God will not love you
the way that you are right now.
1100
01:08:15,195 --> 01:08:18,531
Unless you really
want to change.
1101
01:08:18,533 --> 01:08:21,202
Well? Come on.
1102
01:08:26,442 --> 01:08:28,675
(SIGHS)
1103
01:08:28,677 --> 01:08:30,544
Well, I guess not.
1104
01:08:30,546 --> 01:08:32,179
I guess not. Okay.
1105
01:08:32,181 --> 01:08:35,349
Let's take a break.
1106
01:08:35,351 --> 01:08:38,854
And you are gonna stay here
until you're ready to go!
1107
01:08:38,856 --> 01:08:42,725
Everybody but Cameron,
take a break.
1108
01:08:42,727 --> 01:08:44,428
(CAMERON EXHALES)
1109
01:08:46,130 --> 01:08:49,368
I don't care
if you sit there all day, son.
1110
01:09:00,279 --> 01:09:02,283
♪ ♪
1111
01:09:07,989 --> 01:09:09,989
JON:
Is this all a game to you?
1112
01:09:09,991 --> 01:09:11,893
JARED:
What do you mean?
1113
01:09:12,895 --> 01:09:14,661
Listen, man.
1114
01:09:14,663 --> 01:09:16,730
You got to think about
why you went there.
1115
01:09:16,732 --> 01:09:20,233
You're trying to bail him out?
Seriously?
1116
01:09:20,235 --> 01:09:22,680
And touching him like that?
1117
01:09:22,700 --> 01:09:24,237
(STAMMERS)
Do you think no one saw?
1118
01:09:24,239 --> 01:09:27,175
You saw him.
He was very upset.
1119
01:09:27,177 --> 01:09:30,345
- I didn't mean anything by it.
- I should report you.
1120
01:09:30,347 --> 01:09:33,415
True ownership, man. Okay?
1121
01:09:33,417 --> 01:09:36,518
This is what moral inventory
is all about.
1122
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:40,122
And you got to quit
staring at me all the time.
1123
01:09:40,124 --> 01:09:42,826
These are the urges
that we got to stamp out.
1124
01:09:42,828 --> 01:09:46,463
Okay? You got to control this.
1125
01:09:46,465 --> 01:09:49,434
- Do you even want this to work?
- Of course I do.
1126
01:09:49,436 --> 01:09:51,369
We're all trying
to make this work.
1127
01:09:51,371 --> 01:09:54,390
I'm having a tough time, too,
just like you are.
1128
01:09:54,410 --> 01:09:56,410
Listen, I'm fine.
1129
01:09:56,430 --> 01:09:58,111
(MICHAEL CLEARS THROAT)
1130
01:10:03,785 --> 01:10:06,540
Doesn't seem like it.
1131
01:10:14,530 --> 01:10:16,731
(UNBUCKLES BELT)
1132
01:10:16,733 --> 01:10:18,969
(PANTS UNZIP)
1133
01:10:26,678 --> 01:10:28,176
(DOOR OPENS)
1134
01:10:28,178 --> 01:10:30,130
BRANDON: Hey, what are you
doing in here alone?
1135
01:10:30,150 --> 01:10:33,150
You're meant to attend bathroom
breaks with a staff member.
1136
01:10:38,491 --> 01:10:41,160
What?
Now you don't have to pee?
1137
01:10:43,997 --> 01:10:45,329
(UNBUCKLES BELT)
1138
01:10:45,331 --> 01:10:47,534
Or are you gonna do
something solo?
1139
01:10:49,169 --> 01:10:51,673
That's why
they make them rules.
1140
01:10:54,174 --> 01:10:56,842
- Not to be trusted.
- (URINE SPLASHING)
1141
01:10:56,844 --> 01:10:59,347
Not at this stage of the game.
1142
01:11:02,685 --> 01:11:04,886
Hmm.
1143
01:11:04,888 --> 01:11:08,220
Sounds like Morse code.
1144
01:11:08,240 --> 01:11:10,792
Sending me a message...
1145
01:11:10,794 --> 01:11:12,861
faggot?
1146
01:11:12,863 --> 01:11:15,320
(SPLASHING STOPS)
1147
01:11:20,604 --> 01:11:22,606
(URINE SPLASHING)
1148
01:11:24,109 --> 01:11:26,145
(SPLASHING STOPS)
1149
01:11:27,146 --> 01:11:29,381
- (TOILET FLUSHES)
- (PANTS ZIP)
1150
01:11:33,553 --> 01:11:35,555
(BUCKLES BELT)
1151
01:11:55,177 --> 01:11:57,413
(DOOR CLOSES)
1152
01:11:59,181 --> 01:12:02,850
GARY: Starting to see it
for what it is?
1153
01:12:07,925 --> 01:12:09,925
Are you okay?
1154
01:12:09,927 --> 01:12:13,997
I'm fine. I'm fine.
1155
01:12:13,999 --> 01:12:16,668
I'm gonna give you some advice.
1156
01:12:19,838 --> 01:12:22,205
Play the part.
1157
01:12:22,207 --> 01:12:25,276
Show 'em it's working.
1158
01:12:25,278 --> 01:12:27,480
You're getting better.
1159
01:12:30,500 --> 01:12:33,451
Fake it until you make it,
right?
1160
01:12:33,453 --> 01:12:35,286
You don't want to end up
1161
01:12:35,288 --> 01:12:39,192
in one of those houses
for any length of time.
1162
01:12:39,194 --> 01:12:41,828
I've heard the stories,
and they're not good.
1163
01:12:41,830 --> 01:12:45,198
And that's where
you're likely gonna end up.
1164
01:12:45,200 --> 01:12:47,801
Sarah's already there.
1165
01:12:47,803 --> 01:12:50,306
So, play the part, man.
1166
01:12:52,142 --> 01:12:54,242
And then, once you're home,
1167
01:12:54,244 --> 01:12:56,978
you got to figure out
what to do next.
1168
01:12:56,980 --> 01:12:59,313
If it comes down to it,
1169
01:12:59,315 --> 01:13:02,317
you may have to walk away
from everything.
1170
01:13:02,319 --> 01:13:04,687
Everyone.
1171
01:13:04,689 --> 01:13:06,189
(DOOR OPENS)
1172
01:13:06,191 --> 01:13:07,890
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)
1173
01:13:07,892 --> 01:13:10,493
Thank you for today, Michael.
1174
01:13:10,495 --> 01:13:12,731
- See you tomorrow.
- Mm-hmm.
1175
01:13:18,504 --> 01:13:21,390
You're gonna be
on the podium any day now,
1176
01:13:21,410 --> 01:13:24,510
so you should have a plan.
1177
01:13:24,512 --> 01:13:27,415
Unless you really think
you can change.
1178
01:13:29,217 --> 01:13:31,383
- Or even want to.
- (CAR APPROACHES)
1179
01:13:31,385 --> 01:13:33,387
(HORN HONKS)
1180
01:13:36,758 --> 01:13:38,920
(CAR DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
1181
01:13:38,940 --> 01:13:40,294
JARED: I don't want
to be here anymore.
1182
01:13:40,296 --> 01:13:42,462
MARSHALL:
(SIGHS) It's a trial. It...
1183
01:13:42,464 --> 01:13:44,632
- JARED: I don't feel good here.
- Nobody feels good
1184
01:13:44,634 --> 01:13:46,868
- about you being there, Jared.
- I-I don't, I don't...
1185
01:13:46,870 --> 01:13:48,904
I'm not sure
if I feel any different.
1186
01:13:48,906 --> 01:13:52,908
Son, son, you're...
you're not even halfway through.
1187
01:13:52,910 --> 01:13:55,377
Why didn't you tell me
how long I might stay for?
1188
01:13:55,379 --> 01:13:57,280
None of us knows
the answer to that, Jared.
1189
01:13:57,282 --> 01:13:58,413
It's kind of up to you.
1190
01:13:58,415 --> 01:14:00,283
You know, you just got to
give it a chance.
1191
01:14:00,285 --> 01:14:01,718
This is like
the book of Matthew.
1192
01:14:01,720 --> 01:14:03,453
The Devil's not gonna
ask you once;
1193
01:14:03,455 --> 01:14:05,289
he's gonna ask you
over and over again, son.
1194
01:14:05,291 --> 01:14:06,790
And you have just got to find
1195
01:14:06,792 --> 01:14:09,392
the strength and commitment
inside you.
1196
01:14:09,394 --> 01:14:13,231
You can get through this, okay?
1197
01:14:13,233 --> 01:14:15,000
Okay?
1198
01:14:15,200 --> 01:14:18,300
- All right.
- It's late. Get some sleep.
1199
01:14:18,500 --> 01:14:20,574
- Good night.
- Good night.
1200
01:14:28,918 --> 01:14:30,920
♪ ♪
1201
01:14:50,842 --> 01:14:55,445
♪ I'll therefore ♪
1202
01:14:55,447 --> 01:14:58,715
♪ I'll stray forever... ♪
1203
01:14:58,717 --> 01:15:02,453
Jared? You're gonna be late.
1204
01:15:02,455 --> 01:15:08,295
♪ What do you want to know? ♪
1205
01:15:09,296 --> 01:15:13,401
♪ I therefore ♪
1206
01:15:14,636 --> 01:15:19,574
♪ I stray for you ♪
1207
01:15:21,377 --> 01:15:26,649
♪ Who are you thinking of? ♪
1208
01:15:29,353 --> 01:15:33,321
♪ Who are you thinking of? ♪
1209
01:15:33,323 --> 01:15:35,489
JARED:
I had thoughts of men.
1210
01:15:35,491 --> 01:15:38,940
Boys at school.
1211
01:15:38,960 --> 01:15:40,331
At college, I...
1212
01:15:42,500 --> 01:15:44,500
My imagination.
1213
01:15:44,502 --> 01:15:46,671
(QUIET CHATTER)
1214
01:15:49,875 --> 01:15:52,760
(WHISPERING):
Hey, what's going on?
1215
01:15:52,780 --> 01:15:54,800
I have no idea.
1216
01:15:58,118 --> 01:16:01,589
- Michael, what's going on?
- Just grab a tie.
1217
01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:09,728
NEIL: Sadly, we are
gathered here today
1218
01:16:09,730 --> 01:16:13,867
to say farewell to our son,
1219
01:16:13,869 --> 01:16:15,635
- our friend and our brother...
- VICTOR: Okay. (PANTING)
1220
01:16:15,637 --> 01:16:17,637
...Cameron Van Heusen,
1221
01:16:17,639 --> 01:16:20,207
who, by his own making
last night,
1222
01:16:20,209 --> 01:16:22,578
fell prey to Satan's wishes.
1223
01:16:24,213 --> 01:16:28,750
Brother Van Heusen, is this
what you want for your son?
1224
01:16:28,752 --> 01:16:30,986
No.
1225
01:16:30,988 --> 01:16:34,390
Young man, is this you?
1226
01:16:34,392 --> 01:16:36,393
Brother Cameron,
is this what you want?
1227
01:16:36,395 --> 01:16:37,895
CAMERON (CRYING):
No.
1228
01:16:37,897 --> 01:16:41,564
NEIL:
Both of you, come on.
1229
01:16:41,566 --> 01:16:44,902
- Bring him down here.
- MAN: Let's go.
1230
01:16:44,904 --> 01:16:47,740
- Who's gonna strike this demon down?
- MAN: I will.
1231
01:16:50,977 --> 01:16:53,845
- NEIL: Out, you demon! Hit him!
- (CAMERON SOBBING)
1232
01:16:53,847 --> 01:16:55,481
- (GRUNTS, SOBS)
- Get out of him!
1233
01:16:55,483 --> 01:16:56,681
NEIL:
That's it.
1234
01:16:56,683 --> 01:16:59,452
- MAN: Out!
- Leave, demon! Leave!
1235
01:16:59,454 --> 01:17:01,656
♪ ♪
1236
01:17:15,672 --> 01:17:18,773
(CAMERON SOBBING)
1237
01:17:18,775 --> 01:17:20,943
Ow!
1238
01:17:20,945 --> 01:17:22,947
♪ ♪
1239
01:17:37,464 --> 01:17:40,465
(CAMERON SOBBING)
1240
01:17:40,467 --> 01:17:42,635
♪ ♪
1241
01:18:00,157 --> 01:18:02,159
♪ ♪
1242
01:18:24,517 --> 01:18:26,685
♪ ♪
1243
01:18:37,698 --> 01:18:39,200
(DOOR BANGS OPEN)
1244
01:18:42,736 --> 01:18:44,972
(MAN AND WOMAN LAUGHING
IN DISTANCE)
1245
01:18:47,875 --> 01:18:51,212
- GIRL: Yeah. Wow.
- It wasn't so bad, actually.
1246
01:18:51,214 --> 01:18:53,216
(CHATTER CONTINUES)
1247
01:18:55,251 --> 01:18:57,119
GIRL:
Sarah, come on.
1248
01:19:01,258 --> 01:19:03,260
♪ ♪
1249
01:19:13,672 --> 01:19:15,908
♪ ♪
1250
01:19:31,858 --> 01:19:34,950
XAVIER:
Stay with me.
1251
01:19:37,366 --> 01:19:40,769
I'll prove to you
that God won't strike you down.
1252
01:19:43,105 --> 01:19:45,107
♪ ♪
1253
01:20:04,630 --> 01:20:06,798
♪ ♪
1254
01:20:52,350 --> 01:20:54,353
♪ ♪
1255
01:21:00,193 --> 01:21:02,195
(TICKING)
1256
01:21:04,530 --> 01:21:06,699
(QUIET CHATTER)
1257
01:21:11,304 --> 01:21:13,207
(DOOR CREAKS, CLOSES)
1258
01:21:15,420 --> 01:21:17,744
All right, take your seat.
Welcome back, son.
1259
01:21:17,746 --> 01:21:19,245
(SIGHS)
1260
01:21:19,247 --> 01:21:22,470
Now, I don't know
about y'all, but today,
1261
01:21:22,490 --> 01:21:23,816
whew, I feel invigorated.
1262
01:21:23,818 --> 01:21:27,421
And I feel hopeful
and a true sense
1263
01:21:27,423 --> 01:21:32,893
that anything is possible today
in this room.
1264
01:21:32,895 --> 01:21:36,565
Cameron, how do you feel, son?
1265
01:21:36,567 --> 01:21:38,770
I feel great, sir.
1266
01:21:40,700 --> 01:21:42,904
Do you feel the true presence
of God in your heart?
1267
01:21:42,906 --> 01:21:44,807
Yes, sir.
1268
01:21:44,809 --> 01:21:47,443
And that feels great,
doesn't it?
1269
01:21:47,445 --> 01:21:49,847
Yes, sir, it-it does.
1270
01:21:49,849 --> 01:21:51,751
For sure.
1271
01:21:53,352 --> 01:21:55,850
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
1272
01:21:55,870 --> 01:21:57,870
Happy for you, son.
1273
01:21:57,890 --> 01:21:58,856
(DRUMS HANDS ON PODIUM)
1274
01:21:58,858 --> 01:22:01,660
Moral inventory.
1275
01:22:01,662 --> 01:22:05,290
(VICTOR PLAYS DRUMROLL
ON PODIUM)
1276
01:22:05,310 --> 01:22:08,269
Jared, you're up, son.
1277
01:22:11,272 --> 01:22:13,206
Come on.
1278
01:22:13,208 --> 01:22:15,476
Come on, son.
1279
01:22:15,478 --> 01:22:17,546
All right. Michael.
1280
01:22:28,959 --> 01:22:32,227
And when you're ready.
1281
01:22:32,229 --> 01:22:34,730
(EXHALES)
1282
01:22:34,732 --> 01:22:38,402
I had thoughts of men.
1283
01:22:38,404 --> 01:22:41,604
Boys at school.
1284
01:22:41,606 --> 01:22:44,908
On TV, on the street,
in my imagination.
1285
01:22:44,910 --> 01:22:46,911
At college,
I held the hand of a boy,
1286
01:22:46,913 --> 01:22:49,830
and I stayed through the night
in his bed.
1287
01:22:52,419 --> 01:22:54,286
For these thoughts
and this action,
1288
01:22:54,288 --> 01:22:55,954
for which I felt regretful,
1289
01:22:55,956 --> 01:22:58,690
- I'd like to ask for God's...
- VICTOR: Wait. Wait. Hold on.
1290
01:22:58,692 --> 01:23:01,261
- (SIGHS)
- Jared.
1291
01:23:01,263 --> 01:23:03,464
Come on.
1292
01:23:03,466 --> 01:23:06,599
What else?
1293
01:23:06,601 --> 01:23:08,835
I never...
1294
01:23:08,837 --> 01:23:11,271
I-I stayed through the night
with the boy from college,
1295
01:23:11,273 --> 01:23:12,841
but we never did anything more.
1296
01:23:12,843 --> 01:23:16,144
Listen, don't even try
lying to God, Jared.
1297
01:23:16,146 --> 01:23:18,179
He already sees.
1298
01:23:18,181 --> 01:23:21,783
So, come on. What else?
1299
01:23:21,785 --> 01:23:23,619
Well...
1300
01:23:23,621 --> 01:23:25,522
I lied on my genogram.
1301
01:23:25,524 --> 01:23:27,560
My uncle Chris
wasn't an alcoholic.
1302
01:23:27,580 --> 01:23:30,695
Why don't you tell us
about this Henry boy?
1303
01:23:32,297 --> 01:23:34,397
That your daddy told me about.
1304
01:23:34,399 --> 01:23:36,968
That's not... that's not fair.
1305
01:23:36,970 --> 01:23:40,304
- Why not?
- That's-that's not my sin.
1306
01:23:40,306 --> 01:23:42,807
Do you want to waste
these people's time?
1307
01:23:42,809 --> 01:23:43,975
I'm not.
1308
01:23:43,977 --> 01:23:46,345
No, these people
who got up here honestly
1309
01:23:46,347 --> 01:23:47,713
and were brave and...
1310
01:23:47,715 --> 01:23:48,814
Well, I could
make something up.
1311
01:23:48,816 --> 01:23:49,815
I could make something up.
1312
01:23:49,817 --> 01:23:50,983
- Is that, is that what you...
- Yeah.
1313
01:23:50,985 --> 01:23:53,219
I-Is that what
you want me to do?
1314
01:23:53,221 --> 01:23:55,555
Isn't-isn't that a-a sin, too?
1315
01:23:55,557 --> 01:23:57,590
I mean,
if-if thoughts are a sin,
1316
01:23:57,592 --> 01:23:59,920
I ask God's forgiveness
for that,
1317
01:23:59,940 --> 01:24:01,931
but I'm not,
I'm not making anything up.
1318
01:24:06,169 --> 01:24:08,671
Okay, then. Okay.
1319
01:24:10,507 --> 01:24:12,900
Lie chair.
1320
01:24:13,178 --> 01:24:17,480
I just want to make use
of some of this anger.
1321
01:24:19,350 --> 01:24:21,784
Uh, wait.
Guys, just... just sit.
1322
01:24:21,786 --> 01:24:24,188
Just stay where you are, okay?
1323
01:24:24,190 --> 01:24:25,956
Here he is, Jared.
1324
01:24:25,958 --> 01:24:28,192
Your father is sitting here,
and I want to,
1325
01:24:28,194 --> 01:24:31,795
I want you to tell him
how affected you are by him
1326
01:24:31,797 --> 01:24:34,432
and how angry you are.
1327
01:24:34,434 --> 01:24:35,967
Tell him how you hate him
1328
01:24:35,969 --> 01:24:37,869
for the things that's he's,
the way he...
1329
01:24:37,871 --> 01:24:40,390
- Sit down. Sit down.
- But I'm not angry.
1330
01:24:40,410 --> 01:24:42,308
- And-and he's done things that upset me, but...
- Yeah, I know.
1331
01:24:42,310 --> 01:24:43,709
But you are. You just...
1332
01:24:43,711 --> 01:24:45,244
- You're angry, but you don't...
- He's let me down,
1333
01:24:45,246 --> 01:24:47,948
but why-why...
why do I have to be angry?
1334
01:24:47,950 --> 01:24:49,916
Just sit.
1335
01:24:49,918 --> 01:24:51,885
- Sit down.
- I'm not a dog!
1336
01:24:51,887 --> 01:24:53,987
- I know.
- And I don't think anyone is responsible for me,
1337
01:24:53,989 --> 01:24:55,556
so I don't see
how it's gonna help
1338
01:24:55,558 --> 01:24:57,592
picking someone
to blame or hate.
1339
01:24:57,594 --> 01:24:58,960
If you don't hate
anyone, Jared,
1340
01:24:58,962 --> 01:25:01,129
then where is all this anger
coming from?
1341
01:25:01,131 --> 01:25:02,564
Because you're
making me angry!
1342
01:25:02,566 --> 01:25:04,800
There you go!
I want you to use that!
1343
01:25:04,802 --> 01:25:06,802
I'm not gonna pretend
I hate my father.
1344
01:25:06,804 --> 01:25:09,606
- I don't hate my father.
- Jared, you do.
1345
01:25:09,608 --> 01:25:12,175
You don't know me!
You're all crazy!
1346
01:25:12,177 --> 01:25:13,743
- Hey! I didn't...
- All of you!
1347
01:25:13,745 --> 01:25:15,579
Just... Jared.
1348
01:25:15,581 --> 01:25:18,616
You're in my chair!
There you go!
1349
01:25:18,618 --> 01:25:20,584
- Jared!
- I hate you!
1350
01:25:20,586 --> 01:25:24,289
- But how does that help?!
- Jared.
1351
01:25:24,291 --> 01:25:26,293
(CLEARS THROAT)
1352
01:25:29,429 --> 01:25:31,599
(PANTING)
1353
01:25:34,101 --> 01:25:35,469
VICTOR:
Jared!
1354
01:25:35,471 --> 01:25:38,672
Who's in the front office?
1355
01:25:38,674 --> 01:25:42,442
(PHONE RINGING)
1356
01:25:42,444 --> 01:25:45,981
Jared? Son, let's talk. Son?
1357
01:25:48,218 --> 01:25:50,952
Hey. Michael.
1358
01:25:50,954 --> 01:25:53,321
MICHAEL:
Hey, hey! Give it to me!
1359
01:25:53,323 --> 01:25:55,123
VICTOR:
Michael.
1360
01:25:55,125 --> 01:25:58,590
- I want my things and I want to go.
- Hey, Jared. Michael!
1361
01:25:58,610 --> 01:25:59,127
Hey!
1362
01:25:59,129 --> 01:26:00,230
(GRUNTING)
1363
01:26:00,232 --> 01:26:03,700
Hey! Michael!
Get out of the room!
1364
01:26:03,702 --> 01:26:05,903
Come here, son.
1365
01:26:07,838 --> 01:26:10,573
- Jared? Hey, hey. Hey, listen.
- (PANTING)
1366
01:26:10,575 --> 01:26:13,344
What you're having is
a natural response, okay?
1367
01:26:13,346 --> 01:26:15,181
Just-just breathe.
1368
01:26:17,718 --> 01:26:19,687
(VICTOR SIGHS)
1369
01:26:22,155 --> 01:26:23,423
(LOCK CLICKS)
1370
01:26:23,425 --> 01:26:24,691
Jared?
1371
01:26:24,693 --> 01:26:26,726
JARED:
Hey, I just need a minute!
1372
01:26:26,728 --> 01:26:27,994
Be strong.
1373
01:26:27,996 --> 01:26:30,165
- Just go away.
- Take a minute, okay?
1374
01:26:32,667 --> 01:26:35,201
(DIALING)
1375
01:26:35,203 --> 01:26:37,871
(CRYING SOFTLY)
1376
01:26:37,873 --> 01:26:40,874
- (LINE RINGING)
- Please pick up, Mom.
1377
01:26:40,876 --> 01:26:42,610
- NANCY: Jared?
- Mom.
1378
01:26:42,612 --> 01:26:44,279
- Jared?
- Mom, I need you to...
1379
01:26:44,281 --> 01:26:46,914
- I need you to come get me, please.
- What's the matter?
1380
01:26:46,916 --> 01:26:49,251
- What's the matter? What?
- Please, I'm in trouble.
1381
01:26:49,253 --> 01:26:50,586
What's happened?
1382
01:26:50,588 --> 01:26:51,887
Best thing that we can do is
1383
01:26:51,889 --> 01:26:53,389
probably get these guys
back to a session...
1384
01:26:53,391 --> 01:26:57,293
- Hey, son.
- I called my mom and she's coming to get me.
1385
01:26:57,295 --> 01:26:59,262
VICTOR:
Listen, you got to understand
1386
01:26:59,264 --> 01:27:01,264
what you're going through
right now is just a moment.
1387
01:27:01,266 --> 01:27:03,568
- A moment? A moment?
- Okay? And I-I feel exactly
1388
01:27:03,570 --> 01:27:05,370
what you're going through.
I think that you and I
1389
01:27:05,372 --> 01:27:07,205
should just get everybody gone,
we just talk.
1390
01:27:07,207 --> 01:27:08,773
I don't want to talk.
I want to go.
1391
01:27:08,775 --> 01:27:11,377
Well, Jared,
I don't want you to.
1392
01:27:11,379 --> 01:27:12,877
I want you to stay.
1393
01:27:12,879 --> 01:27:15,470
Well, I-I read the rules,
1394
01:27:15,490 --> 01:27:17,549
and none of them say
you can stop me from leaving.
1395
01:27:17,551 --> 01:27:19,418
I wouldn't... Can you just check
where Brandon is, please?
1396
01:27:19,420 --> 01:27:23,890
And if you or anyone puts their
hands on me, I have witnesses.
1397
01:27:23,892 --> 01:27:25,826
Nobody's gonna put
their hands on you.
1398
01:27:25,828 --> 01:27:28,895
Why-why would anybody do that?
Come and sit.
1399
01:27:28,897 --> 01:27:31,399
We're gonna wait
for your mom, okay?
1400
01:27:31,401 --> 01:27:34,168
VICTOR: Jesus, our savior,
please focus on Jared.
1401
01:27:34,170 --> 01:27:36,972
Let him see the strength
and courage that he needs.
1402
01:27:36,974 --> 01:27:38,974
I want you to fill him
right now with
1403
01:27:38,976 --> 01:27:40,308
all the wisdom
of everybody in this room
1404
01:27:40,310 --> 01:27:42,110
to show him
how much they love him
1405
01:27:42,112 --> 01:27:43,746
and how much
they care about him...
1406
01:27:43,748 --> 01:27:45,748
- Be strong!
- ...and his journey into
1407
01:27:45,750 --> 01:27:47,350
the fire that
he's walking into
1408
01:27:47,352 --> 01:27:49,653
- and what he's willing to face.
- You are a man.
1409
01:27:49,655 --> 01:27:52,210
Let him open his eyes to see
the wisdom that you have...
1410
01:27:52,230 --> 01:27:53,424
- NANCY (IN DISTANCE): Jared!
- Mom!
1411
01:27:53,426 --> 01:27:54,825
NANCY: Jared, honey,
what's happening?
1412
01:27:54,827 --> 01:27:56,930
- Mom! - What?
- Hey, hey! Sit back down!
1413
01:27:56,950 --> 01:27:57,261
Mom, they're not letting me go!
1414
01:27:57,263 --> 01:27:59,497
It's not that
we're not letting him go.
1415
01:27:59,499 --> 01:28:01,933
- Come on. Open this door.
- Just hold on, okay?
1416
01:28:01,935 --> 01:28:04,169
- Who are you?
- Mrs. Eamons, my name is Victor Sykes.
1417
01:28:04,171 --> 01:28:05,871
We spoke on the telephone.
1418
01:28:05,873 --> 01:28:07,172
I don't remember that.
Open the door.
1419
01:28:07,174 --> 01:28:08,874
- Well, I spoke with your husband a couple times.
- No.
1420
01:28:08,876 --> 01:28:10,108
Jared's just having
a moment here,
1421
01:28:10,110 --> 01:28:11,310
born out of
a role-playing exercise.
1422
01:28:11,312 --> 01:28:12,945
- Now be still. - It's fine.
- JARED: No, no!
1423
01:28:12,947 --> 01:28:14,714
That's not true.
Mom, tell him to open the door.
1424
01:28:14,716 --> 01:28:16,349
- BRANDON: You settle down.
- NANCY: No. Enough. - (POUNDING)
1425
01:28:16,351 --> 01:28:18,485
- Open the door now, Mr. Sykes.
- BRANDON: Shut up, okay?
1426
01:28:18,487 --> 01:28:21,455
- Listen, can we just all...
- I said open the door now!
1427
01:28:21,457 --> 01:28:23,491
I'm gonna call the police
if you don't open this door.
1428
01:28:23,493 --> 01:28:25,993
- There is no need for that. Listen, please.
- Jared!
1429
01:28:25,995 --> 01:28:28,463
- Let him go!
- (BRANDON GRUNTS)
1430
01:28:28,465 --> 01:28:31,968
- You all right, honey?
- Just let him go.
1431
01:28:35,307 --> 01:28:37,973
VICTOR:
I just... I just think that...
1432
01:28:37,975 --> 01:28:40,677
Jared, come on.
1433
01:28:40,679 --> 01:28:44,147
I just... I think
it's more important for his...
1434
01:28:44,149 --> 01:28:46,483
development right now
that he...
1435
01:28:46,485 --> 01:28:48,152
- he would've stayed.
- NANCY: Don't even listen to him.
1436
01:28:48,154 --> 01:28:50,321
Get in the car.
Get in the car.
1437
01:28:50,323 --> 01:28:52,757
(NANCY PANTING)
1438
01:28:52,759 --> 01:28:54,426
VICTOR:
You're gonna ruin that child.
1439
01:28:54,428 --> 01:28:57,496
What are your actual
qualifications, Mr. Sykes?
1440
01:28:57,498 --> 01:28:59,998
I never asked. Hmm?
1441
01:29:00,000 --> 01:29:02,869
Are you a doctor? Are you?
Psychologist?
1442
01:29:02,871 --> 01:29:05,240
I mean, a proper one? Are you?
1443
01:29:07,175 --> 01:29:10,176
No. I didn't think so.
1444
01:29:10,178 --> 01:29:12,348
(EXHALES):
Oh.
1445
01:29:13,449 --> 01:29:14,883
Shame on you!
1446
01:29:14,885 --> 01:29:16,830
(DOORS CLOSE, ENGINE STARTS)
1447
01:29:16,850 --> 01:29:18,850
Shame on me, too.
1448
01:29:18,870 --> 01:29:20,357
Shame on you!
1449
01:29:22,559 --> 01:29:24,562
♪ ♪
1450
01:29:40,580 --> 01:29:42,582
♪ ♪
1451
01:29:47,721 --> 01:29:49,488
WOMAN:
Can I help you?
1452
01:29:49,490 --> 01:29:51,991
JARED: Uh, I'm not sure
if I'm staying or going.
1453
01:29:51,993 --> 01:29:54,461
WOMAN: All right.
Well, let me know.
1454
01:30:05,700 --> 01:30:07,775
I talked to your father.
1455
01:30:07,777 --> 01:30:10,913
He wants you to go back.
1456
01:30:16,921 --> 01:30:19,187
I told him
we'll see him at home.
1457
01:30:19,189 --> 01:30:22,927
I told him you're not
going back.
1458
01:30:25,631 --> 01:30:28,632
You know that night...
1459
01:30:28,634 --> 01:30:32,269
when Pastor Wilkes and Jim
came to the house?
1460
01:30:32,271 --> 01:30:36,541
Those men decided what to do
with you, and I just...
1461
01:30:36,543 --> 01:30:40,948
I fell into line,
like I usually do.
1462
01:30:42,515 --> 01:30:45,116
They say sometimes
you got to hurt a child
1463
01:30:45,118 --> 01:30:47,286
in order to help them,
and that may be so
1464
01:30:47,288 --> 01:30:49,221
with some things, but...
1465
01:30:49,223 --> 01:30:52,959
a mother knows
when something isn't right.
1466
01:30:52,961 --> 01:30:56,696
And I knew in my bones...
1467
01:30:56,698 --> 01:30:59,402
this wasn't hurting to help.
1468
01:31:01,204 --> 01:31:05,976
I was just letting you down,
and I kept my mouth shut.
1469
01:31:09,647 --> 01:31:13,148
And I will always regret that.
1470
01:31:13,150 --> 01:31:15,485
♪ ♪
1471
01:31:15,487 --> 01:31:18,721
But I can do
a different thing now,
1472
01:31:18,723 --> 01:31:21,192
now that I have a chance.
1473
01:31:26,198 --> 01:31:29,668
I'll handle your father.
1474
01:31:29,670 --> 01:31:33,407
He can fall into line with me
for a change.
1475
01:31:38,613 --> 01:31:42,115
MARSHALL: Some folk,
they don't go to church
1476
01:31:42,117 --> 01:31:44,585
for the right reasons.
1477
01:31:47,356 --> 01:31:51,528
Now, you know the type
of person I'm talking about.
1478
01:31:54,640 --> 01:31:56,266
They just turn up.
1479
01:32:00,404 --> 01:32:05,708
They don't use every day
of their Christian life...
1480
01:32:05,710 --> 01:32:07,543
to praise the Lord
1481
01:32:07,545 --> 01:32:11,314
and to help bring others
to his word.
1482
01:32:11,316 --> 01:32:14,485
It might be your neighbor,
it might be your friend,
1483
01:32:14,487 --> 01:32:17,220
it might be just a face
you only ever see at church.
1484
01:32:17,222 --> 01:32:20,458
They just turn up.
1485
01:32:20,460 --> 01:32:22,590
I will tell you something
that I know.
1486
01:32:22,610 --> 01:32:25,731
Just turning up to church
does not make you a Christian!
1487
01:32:25,733 --> 01:32:28,233
- Yes, sir.
- Amen.
1488
01:32:28,235 --> 01:32:31,104
MARSHALL: Study the Bible.
Study his word.
1489
01:32:31,106 --> 01:32:37,770
I guarantee you,
every question you have...
1490
01:32:37,790 --> 01:32:42,820
you gonna find an answer
in this book.
1491
01:32:42,840 --> 01:32:43,686
- Yes.
- Amen.
1492
01:32:45,855 --> 01:32:48,920
(DOORBELL RINGS)
1493
01:32:51,963 --> 01:32:53,763
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
- NANCY: Honey,
1494
01:32:53,765 --> 01:32:58,868
um, do you know a boy,
um, Cameron Van Heusen?
1495
01:32:58,870 --> 01:33:01,505
Yeah. Is he here?
1496
01:33:01,507 --> 01:33:04,808
No. No, no.
That-That's the police.
1497
01:33:04,810 --> 01:33:08,278
Apparently,
this-this boy Cameron
1498
01:33:08,280 --> 01:33:10,482
killed himself last night.
1499
01:33:12,519 --> 01:33:14,521
♪ ♪
1500
01:33:19,459 --> 01:33:23,297
They want to ask you
some questions.
1501
01:33:39,683 --> 01:33:41,685
♪ ♪
1502
01:34:01,741 --> 01:34:03,777
♪ ♪
1503
01:34:21,562 --> 01:34:23,565
♪ ♪
1504
01:34:30,740 --> 01:34:33,140
- (BOTTLES CLINK)
- (CASH REGISTER DINGS)
1505
01:34:33,142 --> 01:34:35,644
JARED:
Thank you.
1506
01:34:35,646 --> 01:34:39,215
- (BELLS JINGLE)
- (HORNS HONKING)
1507
01:34:39,217 --> 01:34:41,217
(HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING
OVER CAR STEREO)
1508
01:34:41,219 --> 01:34:43,420
(LIVELY CHATTER)
1509
01:34:53,399 --> 01:34:55,799
- (POP MUSIC PLAYING)
- (LIVELY CHATTER)
1510
01:34:55,801 --> 01:34:57,302
- Hey!
- Hi!
1511
01:34:57,304 --> 01:34:59,471
- How are you?
- Hi. How you doing?
1512
01:34:59,473 --> 01:35:01,740
Yeah. Nice to see you!
1513
01:35:01,742 --> 01:35:03,342
I'm good.
1514
01:35:03,344 --> 01:35:05,344
(LIVELY CHATTER CONTINUES)
1515
01:35:05,346 --> 01:35:07,914
Yeah, I think
they're in the dishwasher.
1516
01:35:07,916 --> 01:35:09,916
Come on, Chris.
1517
01:35:09,918 --> 01:35:11,618
Join us.
1518
01:35:11,620 --> 01:35:13,822
- (MELLOW POP MUSIC PLAYING)
- (LIVELY CHATTER)
1519
01:35:19,595 --> 01:35:21,428
- Oh!
- Did you call it?
1520
01:35:21,430 --> 01:35:22,663
- I didn't hear you...
- Yes!
1521
01:35:22,665 --> 01:35:24,266
I didn't hear you call it.
1522
01:35:24,268 --> 01:35:26,971
- (SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE)
- (TRAFFIC PASSING OUTSIDE)
1523
01:35:43,389 --> 01:35:45,291
(COMPUTER BEEPS)
1524
01:35:49,296 --> 01:35:51,163
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
1525
01:35:51,165 --> 01:35:52,532
(COMPUTER CHIMES)
1526
01:36:01,910 --> 01:36:04,313
(TYPING)
1527
01:36:14,240 --> 01:36:15,558
(COMPUTER CHIMES)
1528
01:36:19,830 --> 01:36:21,832
(TYPING)
1529
01:36:25,737 --> 01:36:27,870
(SIGHS)
1530
01:36:27,872 --> 01:36:30,240
(PHONE VIBRATES)
1531
01:36:30,242 --> 01:36:32,420
- Mom...
- NANCY: I gave it to him.
1532
01:36:32,440 --> 01:36:36,140
He has it and he'll read it.
He knows he has to.
1533
01:36:36,160 --> 01:36:38,416
M-Mom, it's important
he reads it.
1534
01:36:38,418 --> 01:36:40,840
Can you just put him on?
1535
01:36:40,860 --> 01:36:42,787
Well... I'm calling you
from Little Rock.
1536
01:36:42,789 --> 01:36:45,957
- I'm with Aunt Mary, so you...
- Wait. Why?
1537
01:36:45,959 --> 01:36:48,560
NANCY: You should just
call him at home.
1538
01:36:48,562 --> 01:36:50,562
JARED:
What happened?
1539
01:36:50,564 --> 01:36:52,898
NANCY: Nothing. She just needed
some help with the shop,
1540
01:36:52,900 --> 01:36:56,202
so I came down here, and I'm
driving back tonight. I'm...
1541
01:36:56,204 --> 01:36:59,407
Nothing. Nothing is wrong.
1542
01:36:59,409 --> 01:37:01,611
♪ ♪
1543
01:37:07,500 --> 01:37:09,520
♪ ♪
1544
01:37:18,263 --> 01:37:20,465
(TURN SIGNAL CLICKING)
1545
01:37:24,270 --> 01:37:25,971
(SIGHS)
1546
01:37:27,940 --> 01:37:30,508
NANCY:
Seriously, nothing is wrong.
1547
01:37:30,510 --> 01:37:33,844
Why didn't you tell me
you were coming?
1548
01:37:33,846 --> 01:37:35,414
Is he here?
1549
01:37:35,416 --> 01:37:38,184
He left. It is Sunday.
1550
01:37:38,186 --> 01:37:40,754
If it's urgent, you're
gonna have to go to church.
1551
01:37:42,156 --> 01:37:43,621
Why aren't you there?
1552
01:37:43,623 --> 01:37:45,860
Why aren't you at church?
1553
01:37:48,130 --> 01:37:49,963
I go, sometimes.
1554
01:37:49,965 --> 01:37:52,933
I-I support your dad,
and-and...
1555
01:37:52,935 --> 01:37:55,771
Mom, what's going on
with you two?
1556
01:37:57,706 --> 01:38:00,375
(SOFTLY):
Jared, it's...
1557
01:38:00,377 --> 01:38:02,377
He knows.
1558
01:38:02,379 --> 01:38:05,449
I can't be around the...
1559
01:38:07,518 --> 01:38:09,685
I love God.
1560
01:38:09,687 --> 01:38:11,957
God loves me.
1561
01:38:13,959 --> 01:38:16,227
And I love my son.
1562
01:38:16,229 --> 01:38:18,129
That simple.
1563
01:38:18,131 --> 01:38:23,634
For your father,
it's a little more complicated.
1564
01:38:23,636 --> 01:38:26,538
I wish it wasn't, but it is.
1565
01:38:26,540 --> 01:38:28,750
(SIGHS)
1566
01:38:29,309 --> 01:38:32,770
- (DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)
- (CAR DOOR CLOSES)
1567
01:38:32,790 --> 01:38:34,649
(TRAIN HORN BLOWING
IN DISTANCE)
1568
01:38:38,254 --> 01:38:39,988
(EXHALES)
1569
01:38:51,902 --> 01:38:53,538
(MARSHALL SIGHS)
1570
01:39:02,514 --> 01:39:04,347
Did you hear about
the article I've got
1571
01:39:04,349 --> 01:39:06,849
coming out in The Times?
1572
01:39:06,851 --> 01:39:09,619
Do you know what it's about?
1573
01:39:09,621 --> 01:39:12,623
I don't want to get
into a fight.
1574
01:39:12,625 --> 01:39:15,526
- Your mother told me, son.
- It's not a fight.
1575
01:39:15,528 --> 01:39:17,728
I'm just...
doing the right thing.
1576
01:39:17,730 --> 01:39:20,566
I'm letting you know.
1577
01:39:20,568 --> 01:39:23,303
I've written more,
and the publishers are
1578
01:39:23,305 --> 01:39:26,972
talking about me putting
together a whole book.
1579
01:39:26,974 --> 01:39:31,244
You don't need to read
any of it.
1580
01:39:31,246 --> 01:39:32,879
I just needed you to know
1581
01:39:32,881 --> 01:39:34,648
that-that it might
be out there.
1582
01:39:34,650 --> 01:39:37,918
Well... now I know.
1583
01:39:37,920 --> 01:39:40,955
But it might be good
for you to read.
1584
01:39:40,957 --> 01:39:45,826
Because you never really asked
what went on there.
1585
01:39:45,828 --> 01:39:49,980
You never really knew
the staff or...
1586
01:39:49,100 --> 01:39:51,733
- or...
- You're right. You're right.
1587
01:39:51,735 --> 01:39:54,904
When the situation came up,
1588
01:39:54,906 --> 01:39:58,742
I did what I've often done
in my life.
1589
01:39:58,744 --> 01:40:02,346
I sought the counsel
of wiser men,
1590
01:40:02,348 --> 01:40:04,815
and I followed their advice.
1591
01:40:04,817 --> 01:40:07,418
What would you do now?
1592
01:40:07,420 --> 01:40:09,420
Now that you're running things.
1593
01:40:09,422 --> 01:40:11,325
Enough.
1594
01:40:14,695 --> 01:40:17,980
Good night.
1595
01:40:19,533 --> 01:40:21,769
♪ ♪
1596
01:40:27,109 --> 01:40:28,800
(WHISPERING)
1597
01:40:28,100 --> 01:40:29,746
- (QUIET KNOCK)
- (DOOR OPENS)
1598
01:40:46,130 --> 01:40:48,800
For me.
1599
01:41:05,152 --> 01:41:07,154
♪ ♪
1600
01:41:24,607 --> 01:41:26,843
♪ ♪
1601
01:41:38,889 --> 01:41:40,923
JARED: Is there something
you need help with?
1602
01:41:40,925 --> 01:41:43,293
'Cause, you know,
I got to make my flight.
1603
01:41:43,295 --> 01:41:45,862
Yeah, now, this was
gonna be for Christmas,
1604
01:41:45,864 --> 01:41:48,466
but, uh, well, you know,
your mother tells me
1605
01:41:48,468 --> 01:41:50,534
you like to drive upstate
sometimes to write.
1606
01:41:50,536 --> 01:41:53,206
Dad, I live in New York;
I don't need a car.
1607
01:41:54,207 --> 01:41:56,375
She also tells me...
1608
01:41:56,377 --> 01:41:59,812
you like to write by hand
before you use your computer.
1609
01:41:59,814 --> 01:42:01,915
Just like me.
1610
01:42:03,218 --> 01:42:04,751
This pen...
1611
01:42:04,753 --> 01:42:09,157
is made from a cedar tree
grown in Israel.
1612
01:42:10,593 --> 01:42:12,393
Guided me.
1613
01:42:12,395 --> 01:42:15,620
I've written every sermon
that I've ever delivered
1614
01:42:15,640 --> 01:42:18,167
in this new church
with this pen.
1615
01:42:21,605 --> 01:42:24,700
One writer to another.
1616
01:42:35,588 --> 01:42:38,157
I don't want
to pretend anymore.
1617
01:42:39,958 --> 01:42:41,958
We don't need
to spend time together.
1618
01:42:41,960 --> 01:42:43,795
We don't need to speak
1619
01:42:43,797 --> 01:42:46,865
unless we're gonna talk
to each other properly.
1620
01:42:46,867 --> 01:42:50,602
Like... you-you've done
some things
1621
01:42:50,604 --> 01:42:53,439
that have really hurt me.
1622
01:42:53,441 --> 01:42:56,108
Like-like you never,
you never asked
1623
01:42:56,110 --> 01:42:58,848
if there was more
to my story at college.
1624
01:43:00,650 --> 01:43:03,884
You never asked if I was okay.
1625
01:43:03,886 --> 01:43:07,390
You were too focused
on how it affected you.
1626
01:43:10,627 --> 01:43:15,697
There are so many things
that we've never spoken about.
1627
01:43:15,699 --> 01:43:18,734
And I don't know
if we ever will.
1628
01:43:18,736 --> 01:43:20,537
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
1629
01:43:26,479 --> 01:43:29,646
You know, all this
was gonna be yours.
1630
01:43:29,648 --> 01:43:32,982
I-I mean, it still will be,
but I meant to run and to...
1631
01:43:32,984 --> 01:43:35,355
make a living from.
1632
01:43:38,893 --> 01:43:41,493
I understand.
1633
01:43:41,495 --> 01:43:43,865
We all got our own paths.
1634
01:43:45,265 --> 01:43:50,690
The truth is
I want you to do well.
1635
01:43:50,710 --> 01:43:52,839
I want you to have
a great life.
1636
01:43:52,841 --> 01:43:54,510
I love you.
1637
01:43:56,211 --> 01:43:59,347
But I can't pretend, either.
1638
01:43:59,349 --> 01:44:01,950
There are things
I disagree with.
1639
01:44:01,952 --> 01:44:04,185
And I'll admit,
I'm gonna be honest,
1640
01:44:04,187 --> 01:44:06,855
I'm, you know...
I am being prideful
1641
01:44:06,857 --> 01:44:10,910
when I resent the fact that
I may never be a grandparent.
1642
01:44:10,930 --> 01:44:12,600
Now, that's just the truth.
1643
01:44:12,620 --> 01:44:15,400
It's hard for me to admit
that I have hurt you.
1644
01:44:17,202 --> 01:44:20,603
And that with my beliefs
and with all that's gone on,
1645
01:44:20,605 --> 01:44:24,976
I understand I-I may have
set myself up to lose you.
1646
01:44:24,978 --> 01:44:28,947
And I've had to ask myself,
and God,
1647
01:44:28,949 --> 01:44:31,150
if I'm ready for that.
1648
01:44:38,593 --> 01:44:42,996
I do not want to lose you.
1649
01:44:42,998 --> 01:44:45,640
Well, it doesn't feel like that.
1650
01:44:45,660 --> 01:44:47,670
I'm sick of avoiding you.
1651
01:44:47,690 --> 01:44:49,403
I'm sick of talking
about nothing.
1652
01:44:49,405 --> 01:44:51,940
I'm sick of it.
1653
01:44:51,942 --> 01:44:55,242
I'm gay, and I'm your son.
1654
01:44:55,244 --> 01:44:58,347
And neither of those things
are going to change.
1655
01:44:58,349 --> 01:45:00,583
Okay? So let's deal with that.
1656
01:45:00,585 --> 01:45:02,418
Or let's call it a day.
1657
01:45:02,420 --> 01:45:07,625
Both of us would be okay,
but that would be a shame.
1658
01:45:11,960 --> 01:45:15,600
I'm not changing.
There's no changing me.
1659
01:45:15,602 --> 01:45:17,702
God knows I tried.
1660
01:45:17,704 --> 01:45:22,141
So if you mean it...
if you really mean that...
1661
01:45:24,111 --> 01:45:28,814
...and you're not ready
to lose me...
1662
01:45:28,816 --> 01:45:30,315
then I'm sorry,
1663
01:45:30,317 --> 01:45:34,554
but you're gonna have to be
the one to change.
1664
01:45:34,556 --> 01:45:36,559
I understand.
1665
01:45:39,528 --> 01:45:41,530
I am gonna try.
1666
01:45:47,710 --> 01:45:49,306
(VOICE BREAKS):
I'll try.
1667
01:45:50,975 --> 01:45:53,176
I got to get going.
1668
01:46:18,673 --> 01:46:20,438
Dad...
1669
01:46:20,440 --> 01:46:23,710
I've invited Mom
to my place for Christmas.
1670
01:46:23,712 --> 01:46:25,945
(SOFTLY):
Yeah.
1671
01:46:25,947 --> 01:46:29,170
You're welcome to come, too.
1672
01:46:42,599 --> 01:46:44,601
♪ ♪
1673
01:46:56,148 --> 01:47:00,118
♪ You're a revelation ♪
1674
01:47:00,120 --> 01:47:03,487
♪ Won't you liberate me now? ♪
1675
01:47:03,489 --> 01:47:07,393
♪ From a holy bound ♪
1676
01:47:16,304 --> 01:47:20,406
♪ You're a revolution ♪
1677
01:47:20,408 --> 01:47:24,478
♪ I will liberate you now ♪
1678
01:47:24,480 --> 01:47:28,283
♪ As the walls come down ♪
1679
01:47:36,794 --> 01:47:40,464
♪ It's a rocky road ♪
1680
01:47:42,266 --> 01:47:44,968
♪ To say ♪
1681
01:47:44,970 --> 01:47:48,174
♪ Maybe I won't go ♪
1682
01:47:50,342 --> 01:47:53,430
♪ Hey, dear ♪
1683
01:47:53,450 --> 01:47:56,482
♪ You're a wrecking ball ♪
1684
01:47:58,619 --> 01:48:01,154
♪ You're here ♪
1685
01:48:01,156 --> 01:48:04,358
♪ Crushing all, I'm told ♪
1686
01:48:05,860 --> 01:48:08,696
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1687
01:48:10,310 --> 01:48:14,340
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1688
01:48:14,360 --> 01:48:17,871
♪ Further from home ♪
1689
01:48:17,873 --> 01:48:22,412
♪ Your hand I hold ♪
1690
01:48:30,888 --> 01:48:33,157
♪ ♪
1691
01:48:33,181 --> 01:48:38,181
Subtitles byexplosiveskull
1692
01:48:42,100 --> 01:48:45,902
♪ It's a revelation ♪
1693
01:48:45,904 --> 01:48:50,420
♪ There's no hell
in what I've found ♪
1694
01:48:50,440 --> 01:48:53,714
♪ No kingdom shall ♪
1695
01:49:02,258 --> 01:49:06,293
♪ How the tides are changing ♪
1696
01:49:06,295 --> 01:49:10,397
♪ As you liberate me now ♪
1697
01:49:10,399 --> 01:49:13,736
♪ And the walls come down ♪
1698
01:49:20,444 --> 01:49:22,712
♪ To the end ♪
1699
01:49:22,714 --> 01:49:26,417
♪ It's a rocky road ♪
1700
01:49:28,254 --> 01:49:30,620
♪ To say ♪
1701
01:49:30,622 --> 01:49:33,893
♪ Maybe I won't go ♪
1702
01:49:36,263 --> 01:49:39,163
♪ Hey, dear ♪
1703
01:49:39,165 --> 01:49:42,434
♪ You're a wrecking ball ♪
1704
01:49:44,404 --> 01:49:47,106
♪ And you're here ♪
1705
01:49:47,108 --> 01:49:50,611
♪ Crushing all, I'm told ♪
1706
01:49:51,779 --> 01:49:55,250
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1707
01:49:56,840 --> 01:50:00,210
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1708
01:50:00,230 --> 01:50:04,910
♪ Further from home ♪
1709
01:50:04,930 --> 01:50:08,950
♪ Your hand I hold ♪
1710
01:50:08,970 --> 01:50:11,435
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1711
01:50:12,203 --> 01:50:15,472
♪ Ever I roam ♪
1712
01:50:16,274 --> 01:50:18,341
♪ Ever I roam. ♪
1713
01:50:18,343 --> 01:50:20,544
(VOCALIZING)
1714
01:50:37,198 --> 01:50:39,310
(SONG ENDS)
1715
01:50:39,330 --> 01:50:41,402
♪ ♪
1716
01:51:10,936 --> 01:51:13,505
♪ ♪
1717
01:51:42,871 --> 01:51:45,408
♪ ♪
1718
01:52:14,808 --> 01:52:17,143
♪ ♪
1719
01:52:46,877 --> 01:52:49,447
♪ ♪
1720
01:53:19,313 --> 01:53:21,817
♪ ♪
1721
01:53:52,217 --> 01:53:54,719
♪ ♪
1722
01:54:25,550 --> 01:54:27,591
♪ ♪
1723
01:54:38,337 --> 01:54:40,572
(MUSIC ENDS)
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