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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,243 --> 00:00:04,004 [silence] 2 00:00:05,074 --> 00:00:08,560 [electronic ambient music] 3 00:00:21,642 --> 00:00:24,300 [birds chirping] 4 00:00:38,107 --> 00:00:41,627 [light orchestral music] 5 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:26,845 [metal scraping] [Robert breathing heavily] 6 00:01:44,173 --> 00:01:49,178 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh 7 00:01:52,215 --> 00:01:54,976 ♪ Ooh ah ooh ooh 8 00:02:03,502 --> 00:02:08,300 ♪ Ooh ooh 9 00:02:08,335 --> 00:02:13,305 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh 10 00:02:15,238 --> 00:02:17,896 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh 11 00:02:17,930 --> 00:02:20,278 [liquid pouring] 12 00:02:20,312 --> 00:02:23,143 ♪ Ooh ooh 13 00:02:23,177 --> 00:02:27,181 ♪ La la ooh 14 00:02:27,216 --> 00:02:30,736 ♪ Ooh ooh ah ooh ooh ooh 15 00:02:47,926 --> 00:02:50,929 [light sitar music] 16 00:03:30,313 --> 00:03:35,318 [water lapping] [electronic tone resonating] 17 00:03:38,252 --> 00:03:40,806 [drill buzzing] 18 00:03:59,618 --> 00:04:02,414 [cymbal clanging] 19 00:04:08,109 --> 00:04:08,869 - Hi Dad. 20 00:04:12,321 --> 00:04:16,601 Dad! 21 00:04:16,635 --> 00:04:19,328 Why didn't you answer the phone? 22 00:04:19,362 --> 00:04:20,329 - Hello, darling. 23 00:04:20,363 --> 00:04:21,191 - Hello. 24 00:04:22,434 --> 00:04:23,677 - What are you doing here? 25 00:04:23,711 --> 00:04:25,299 - [exhales] How much? 26 00:04:25,334 --> 00:04:26,473 [Poppy and Robert chuckle] 27 00:04:26,507 --> 00:04:28,268 - Rich people think they can buy anything. 28 00:04:28,302 --> 00:04:29,061 - Yeah, they can. 29 00:04:30,028 --> 00:04:31,409 This is a compulsory checkup. 30 00:04:31,443 --> 00:04:34,377 I've been instructed by party headquarters. 31 00:04:35,378 --> 00:04:37,829 [clock chiming] 32 00:04:37,863 --> 00:04:40,003 - And that's how it all started. 33 00:04:40,038 --> 00:04:42,489 Hope he didn't think another Panadol would be sufficient. 34 00:04:42,523 --> 00:04:45,319 Anne says she organized my old friend Dr. James 35 00:04:45,354 --> 00:04:46,458 to check me out. 36 00:04:46,493 --> 00:04:48,391 Well darling, let's have a cup of tea. 37 00:04:49,254 --> 00:04:51,946 James insisted I go to the hospital. 38 00:04:51,981 --> 00:04:54,501 I remember thinking, "This is foolish. 39 00:04:54,535 --> 00:04:56,744 "I shouldn't listen to him, I've things to do." 40 00:05:00,196 --> 00:05:04,545 [patients and doctors chattering] 41 00:05:04,580 --> 00:05:08,377 - We found a few small spots on your liver. 42 00:05:08,411 --> 00:05:12,898 Nothing serious, but we would like you to stay in overnight. 43 00:05:12,933 --> 00:05:16,730 We wanna repeat a scan, a few more tests. 44 00:05:18,283 --> 00:05:19,077 How do you feel? 45 00:05:21,562 --> 00:05:22,805 - What about my gallbladder? 46 00:05:22,839 --> 00:05:24,254 - Your gallbladder's fine. 47 00:05:25,877 --> 00:05:29,329 - Um, but it is better to be safe. 48 00:05:34,195 --> 00:05:35,749 - [Robert] Stupid question. 49 00:05:36,681 --> 00:05:37,544 "How do you feel?" 50 00:05:40,305 --> 00:05:42,342 I was left in the emergency ward for the night 51 00:05:42,376 --> 00:05:45,724 with the raw sound of the wounded 52 00:05:45,759 --> 00:05:46,863 and the sick [man shouting] 53 00:05:46,898 --> 00:05:49,728 in this huge factory of human misery. 54 00:05:49,763 --> 00:05:51,212 [woman crying] 55 00:05:51,247 --> 00:05:54,284 The whole human catastrophe flowed past me that night. 56 00:05:55,389 --> 00:05:56,735 What a murky show. 57 00:05:56,770 --> 00:05:58,185 - It's your fault. - How's it my fault? 58 00:05:58,219 --> 00:05:59,289 [couple shouting at the same time] 59 00:05:59,324 --> 00:06:00,256 - You don't love me! 60 00:06:00,290 --> 00:06:01,119 - What? 61 00:06:01,153 --> 00:06:02,120 [grunts] Jesus Christ! 62 00:06:02,154 --> 00:06:02,948 - Fuck off! 63 00:06:02,983 --> 00:06:04,364 - I'm here with you now, aren't I? 64 00:06:04,398 --> 00:06:05,365 [woman mumbles] 65 00:06:05,399 --> 00:06:06,573 What else do I have to fucking do? 66 00:06:06,607 --> 00:06:07,608 - Hey! 67 00:06:07,643 --> 00:06:09,023 - [Man] [groans] Jesus. 68 00:06:09,058 --> 00:06:09,886 - Stop it. 69 00:06:09,921 --> 00:06:11,198 Stop screaming. 70 00:06:11,232 --> 00:06:12,510 - [Man] What are yous lookin' at? 71 00:06:12,544 --> 00:06:15,375 - [Woman] Stop yelling at me! 72 00:06:15,409 --> 00:06:18,378 [mumbles] dickhead! 73 00:06:19,965 --> 00:06:21,415 [machine beeping] 74 00:06:21,450 --> 00:06:25,764 [woman speaking in foreign language] 75 00:06:29,665 --> 00:06:32,702 [woman screaming] 76 00:06:32,737 --> 00:06:36,154 [ambient noise rumbles] 77 00:06:47,786 --> 00:06:50,858 [seagulls squawking] 78 00:06:55,656 --> 00:06:58,590 [train rumbling] 79 00:07:02,180 --> 00:07:04,838 [water sloshing] 80 00:07:06,805 --> 00:07:10,326 [ambient noise rumbling] 81 00:07:21,820 --> 00:07:24,720 [train screeching] 82 00:07:25,548 --> 00:07:28,586 [curtain hooks scraping] 83 00:07:28,620 --> 00:07:33,107 [patients and doctors chattering] 84 00:07:33,142 --> 00:07:34,281 - Where are we going? 85 00:07:34,315 --> 00:07:36,145 - Down to level two. 86 00:07:36,179 --> 00:07:37,491 - What happens there? 87 00:07:37,526 --> 00:07:39,493 - I don't know, mate, I just work here. 88 00:07:43,221 --> 00:07:47,501 [patients and doctors chattering] 89 00:07:47,536 --> 00:07:48,882 Ah, you going to the meeting? 90 00:07:48,916 --> 00:07:50,159 - I'm not a member. 91 00:07:50,193 --> 00:07:52,057 I don't have time for all the silly meeting. 92 00:07:53,542 --> 00:07:56,199 - [Robert] Some small spots on my liver. 93 00:07:56,234 --> 00:07:57,511 Nothing serious. 94 00:07:57,546 --> 00:07:59,237 What small spot? 95 00:07:59,271 --> 00:08:00,514 [fluorescent lights buzzing] 96 00:08:00,549 --> 00:08:03,413 In another journey through hospital corridors 97 00:08:03,448 --> 00:08:06,658 into space, into big black holes. 98 00:08:07,728 --> 00:08:12,043 Inner space and outer space, probably the same. 99 00:08:14,217 --> 00:08:19,222 [somber ambient music] [water rumbling] 100 00:08:40,796 --> 00:08:43,523 [birds chirping] 101 00:08:47,457 --> 00:08:49,563 What's Hannah doing here? 102 00:08:51,427 --> 00:08:52,842 I'll give you a ring, darling. 103 00:08:52,877 --> 00:08:55,431 - [Poppy] I'll come with you. 104 00:08:57,053 --> 00:08:58,572 - [sighs] It's fine. 105 00:08:58,607 --> 00:08:59,608 I'll give you a ring. 106 00:08:59,642 --> 00:09:00,712 - Dad. 107 00:09:17,453 --> 00:09:19,731 - [Robert] Hannah, what are you doing here? 108 00:09:20,629 --> 00:09:22,907 - Well, I thought I could help. 109 00:09:22,941 --> 00:09:24,564 - [Robert] Hannah, you weren't invited. 110 00:09:26,255 --> 00:09:27,877 - I'm sorry, I... 111 00:09:27,912 --> 00:09:30,742 - [Robert] Okay, what if I broke into your place? 112 00:09:30,777 --> 00:09:31,605 - Well ya did once. 113 00:09:32,502 --> 00:09:33,745 You almost smashed down the door. 114 00:09:33,780 --> 00:09:35,816 - [Robert] Yeah, I didn't have the key. 115 00:09:35,851 --> 00:09:37,922 - Come on, tell me the verdict, how you feel. 116 00:09:37,956 --> 00:09:40,752 - Please don't ask me how I feel. 117 00:09:40,787 --> 00:09:41,788 I feel fine. 118 00:09:41,822 --> 00:09:44,514 - Well, what did they say? 119 00:09:44,549 --> 00:09:46,586 Do you want me to talk to someone? 120 00:09:46,620 --> 00:09:48,242 My God, why didn't Poppy come in? 121 00:09:48,277 --> 00:09:50,141 When are you due back at the hospital? 122 00:09:51,625 --> 00:09:53,523 Are you all right? 123 00:09:53,558 --> 00:09:55,629 - Why did ya come? 124 00:09:55,664 --> 00:09:57,873 - Well Poppy called and I, I... 125 00:09:59,771 --> 00:10:00,910 Oh please, Robert, just tell me 126 00:10:00,945 --> 00:10:03,326 what they said at the hospital. 127 00:10:03,361 --> 00:10:07,779 I'm still your wife, we're still married, and I wanna help. 128 00:10:09,712 --> 00:10:10,782 - Well everything's fine. 129 00:10:11,852 --> 00:10:14,337 I get some more news next week 130 00:10:14,372 --> 00:10:16,995 and I've nearly finished my sculpture, and um-- 131 00:10:17,030 --> 00:10:17,858 - I know, I saw it at the studio. 132 00:10:17,893 --> 00:10:18,687 It's beautiful. 133 00:10:22,794 --> 00:10:24,002 [water running] 134 00:10:24,037 --> 00:10:25,659 - What are you doing? 135 00:10:25,694 --> 00:10:27,281 - I'm getting you some dinner. 136 00:10:27,316 --> 00:10:31,803 I don't want you to be on your own. 137 00:10:31,838 --> 00:10:34,012 Come on, Robert. 138 00:10:34,047 --> 00:10:35,876 We decided that we'd be friends 139 00:10:35,911 --> 00:10:39,293 and friends look after each other, remember? 140 00:10:39,328 --> 00:10:40,225 - Yeah. 141 00:10:40,260 --> 00:10:41,019 Yeah, of course. 142 00:10:50,857 --> 00:10:54,170 - I still miss living with you. [chuckles] 143 00:10:56,069 --> 00:10:57,587 And sleeping with you. 144 00:11:00,107 --> 00:11:02,523 Just feeling secure beside you. 145 00:11:02,558 --> 00:11:03,352 - Hannah. 146 00:11:04,733 --> 00:11:07,701 Hannah, you said you were happy on your own only last month. 147 00:11:08,840 --> 00:11:09,634 - Shh. 148 00:11:12,844 --> 00:11:13,638 Shh. 149 00:11:15,019 --> 00:11:18,401 [soft orchestral music] 150 00:11:18,436 --> 00:11:21,094 [rain pattering] 151 00:11:34,866 --> 00:11:38,076 [children chattering] 152 00:11:39,975 --> 00:11:42,702 [rain pattering] 153 00:11:44,151 --> 00:11:46,706 [phone ringing] 154 00:11:55,473 --> 00:11:56,232 - Hello? 155 00:11:56,267 --> 00:11:57,233 - [Poppy] Hi Dad. 156 00:11:57,268 --> 00:11:58,890 How are you? 157 00:11:58,925 --> 00:12:00,478 - Ah, Poppy my darling, I'm fine. 158 00:12:00,512 --> 00:12:01,582 I'm tip top. 159 00:12:01,617 --> 00:12:03,792 - [Poppy] What time are you going into hospital? 160 00:12:03,826 --> 00:12:05,794 - I'm not going into hospital. 161 00:12:05,828 --> 00:12:08,072 It's an appointment, not an incarceration. 162 00:12:08,106 --> 00:12:09,763 I'll see ya there at 10. 163 00:12:09,798 --> 00:12:10,937 - [Poppy] No, I'm coming to pick you up. 164 00:12:10,971 --> 00:12:12,283 - Poppy, I'm not sick. 165 00:12:12,317 --> 00:12:13,974 I know how to drive a car. 166 00:12:14,009 --> 00:12:15,562 - I'm on my way. 167 00:12:15,596 --> 00:12:17,944 [phone beeps] 168 00:12:25,192 --> 00:12:27,677 Information, it's that way. 169 00:12:27,712 --> 00:12:32,752 [woman on loud speaker chattering] 170 00:12:32,786 --> 00:12:36,686 [hospital visitors chattering] 171 00:12:42,692 --> 00:12:44,971 - Here, go get yourself a coffee. 172 00:12:45,005 --> 00:12:46,006 - Do you want anything? 173 00:12:46,041 --> 00:12:47,801 - No, I'll be okay. - No? 174 00:12:48,871 --> 00:12:51,943 [loud speaker chiming] 175 00:12:53,669 --> 00:12:57,362 - [Woman] Respond blue, 22, outpatient department. 176 00:12:57,397 --> 00:13:00,814 [woman on loud speaker mumbling] 177 00:13:00,849 --> 00:13:04,853 Respond blue, clinic two, outpatient department. 178 00:13:07,027 --> 00:13:08,373 [child squealing] 179 00:13:08,408 --> 00:13:11,825 [ominous ambient music] 180 00:13:22,077 --> 00:13:24,596 [child crying] 181 00:13:29,498 --> 00:13:32,363 [group chattering] 182 00:13:35,538 --> 00:13:39,404 [hospital visitors chattering] 183 00:13:50,553 --> 00:13:51,865 [bell ringing] 184 00:13:51,900 --> 00:13:56,456 - Even if it is cancer, cancer's not what it used to be. 185 00:13:57,802 --> 00:13:59,321 Enormous advances have been made. 186 00:13:59,355 --> 00:14:00,909 We could probably burn the spots. 187 00:14:00,943 --> 00:14:02,876 - [Robert] The first visits were quite encouraging. 188 00:14:02,911 --> 00:14:04,395 - We can otherwise-- 189 00:14:04,429 --> 00:14:05,603 - [Robert] But the small spots 190 00:14:05,637 --> 00:14:07,191 on my liver had become small scars. 191 00:14:07,225 --> 00:14:09,020 - [Doctor] Surgery is possible. 192 00:14:09,055 --> 00:14:10,677 - [Robert] The new doctor thought the scarring 193 00:14:10,711 --> 00:14:11,920 on the liver could be cancerous, 194 00:14:11,954 --> 00:14:13,162 but I needn't worry too much. 195 00:14:13,197 --> 00:14:14,888 - It's possible to operate. 196 00:14:14,923 --> 00:14:16,786 - [Robert] He never looked at me. 197 00:14:18,029 --> 00:14:20,066 Ah, that worried me. 198 00:14:20,100 --> 00:14:21,757 I was quietly confused. 199 00:14:22,965 --> 00:14:25,140 I certainly didn't believe the cancer scan. 200 00:14:30,939 --> 00:14:31,905 - What do you think? 201 00:14:33,286 --> 00:14:35,288 - Hm, it's interesting. 202 00:14:35,322 --> 00:14:36,876 It's a little bit crazy. 203 00:14:36,910 --> 00:14:41,535 - She brought this in, her City of Hope, for our group show. 204 00:14:41,570 --> 00:14:42,709 I don't know. 205 00:14:42,743 --> 00:14:43,917 What do you think? 206 00:14:43,952 --> 00:14:45,194 - [Robert] Who is she? 207 00:14:45,229 --> 00:14:46,368 - [Miriam] She's out the back, come and meet her. 208 00:14:46,402 --> 00:14:49,750 She works at the aquarium on some exchange program. 209 00:14:49,785 --> 00:14:51,994 - No thanks, I've gotta get back home. 210 00:14:53,962 --> 00:14:55,653 - [Miriam] Robert, this is Maya. 211 00:14:55,687 --> 00:14:56,999 - Hello. - Hi. 212 00:14:58,069 --> 00:15:00,969 - I recognize you from your sculpture. 213 00:15:01,003 --> 00:15:03,212 - [chuckles] How is that possible? 214 00:15:03,247 --> 00:15:05,076 - [Miriam] You must invite her to your studio, Robert. 215 00:15:05,111 --> 00:15:07,078 She's a big fan. 216 00:15:07,113 --> 00:15:07,907 - Well, anytime. 217 00:15:07,941 --> 00:15:09,494 Just give me a call. 218 00:15:09,529 --> 00:15:10,910 - [Maya] Oh, thank you. 219 00:15:10,944 --> 00:15:11,911 Would you excuse me, please? 220 00:15:11,945 --> 00:15:13,429 - Sure. 221 00:15:13,464 --> 00:15:15,742 - You've moved back into the house I hear. 222 00:15:15,776 --> 00:15:17,088 - Uh, you've heard correctly. 223 00:15:18,193 --> 00:15:18,952 Oh, I've always lived there. 224 00:15:18,987 --> 00:15:20,989 It's close to the studio. 225 00:15:21,023 --> 00:15:22,611 It's better than living in the city. 226 00:15:22,645 --> 00:15:23,474 - And Hannah? 227 00:15:24,268 --> 00:15:26,822 - She got the city apartment, of course. 228 00:15:26,856 --> 00:15:28,651 You're a little out of touch, this is old news. 229 00:15:28,686 --> 00:15:30,274 - Well it's news to me. 230 00:15:30,308 --> 00:15:31,516 Consider it sold. 231 00:15:31,551 --> 00:15:34,588 The Palmers want it, but complain about the price. 232 00:15:34,623 --> 00:15:35,520 - [Robert] Well, perhaps it is too much. 233 00:15:35,555 --> 00:15:37,177 - [Miriam] No it isn't. 234 00:15:37,212 --> 00:15:41,975 [metal clicking] [light orchestral music] 235 00:16:30,023 --> 00:16:32,577 [Robert breathing heavily] 236 00:16:32,612 --> 00:16:35,201 [phone ringing] 237 00:16:41,276 --> 00:16:42,242 - Yeah? 238 00:16:42,277 --> 00:16:44,520 - [Derek] How do you feel? 239 00:16:44,555 --> 00:16:45,349 - Oh. 240 00:16:46,212 --> 00:16:47,558 Who told you? 241 00:16:47,592 --> 00:16:49,318 - [Derek] Hannah of course. 242 00:16:49,353 --> 00:16:50,112 - Oh did she? 243 00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:53,771 - [Derek] Are you able to drive? 244 00:16:53,805 --> 00:16:55,255 - Dad, I'm not an invalid. 245 00:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,567 I'll see ya next week. 246 00:16:56,601 --> 00:16:58,879 - [Derek] Well we can come and see you anytime. 247 00:16:58,914 --> 00:17:01,227 - No, I'll be there. 248 00:17:01,261 --> 00:17:02,055 Bye. 249 00:17:03,091 --> 00:17:05,024 - [Doctor] Now, you see where the lesions are. 250 00:17:05,058 --> 00:17:08,268 It's actually quite difficult to operate there, 251 00:17:08,303 --> 00:17:12,272 but we don't think the cancer has spread. 252 00:17:12,307 --> 00:17:13,273 That's very fortunate. 253 00:17:13,308 --> 00:17:14,205 That's great news. 254 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:15,551 - So it's official? 255 00:17:15,586 --> 00:17:16,621 - What do you mean? 256 00:17:16,656 --> 00:17:18,692 - I do have liver cancer? 257 00:17:18,727 --> 00:17:21,626 - Well, that's what we think it is. 258 00:17:22,765 --> 00:17:25,216 That's not the end of the road, you know. 259 00:17:25,251 --> 00:17:28,944 As you know cancer's not what it used to be. 260 00:17:28,978 --> 00:17:32,223 So what we're recommending is we introduce chemo 261 00:17:32,258 --> 00:17:35,399 directly into the lesions in the liver. 262 00:17:35,433 --> 00:17:39,265 It's a very simple operation but it'll buy us time. 263 00:17:39,299 --> 00:17:40,128 - Chemo operation? 264 00:17:40,162 --> 00:17:41,232 - It's not even an operation. 265 00:17:41,267 --> 00:17:43,096 It's a very basic procedure. 266 00:17:43,131 --> 00:17:46,203 We go up through the groin, up the main artery to the liver. 267 00:17:46,237 --> 00:17:49,965 Now, if that all goes well and your lungs are clear, 268 00:17:49,999 --> 00:17:51,760 we've got a very good chance 269 00:17:51,794 --> 00:17:53,141 of getting on a transplant list. 270 00:17:55,039 --> 00:17:58,939 - So, my liver didn't have small scars. 271 00:17:58,974 --> 00:18:01,010 These are big cancerous lesions. 272 00:18:02,253 --> 00:18:03,289 Difficult to operate. 273 00:18:04,290 --> 00:18:06,292 The liver transplant list? 274 00:18:06,326 --> 00:18:07,396 Buy me time? 275 00:18:07,431 --> 00:18:09,122 What time? 276 00:18:09,157 --> 00:18:09,985 Whose time? 277 00:18:10,813 --> 00:18:12,091 Aw, this isn't happening. 278 00:18:17,372 --> 00:18:20,168 Have you really turned gay or are you 279 00:18:20,202 --> 00:18:21,272 just trying to cheer me up? 280 00:18:22,342 --> 00:18:23,792 - Maybe I was joking. 281 00:18:25,621 --> 00:18:28,590 I don't know, are you still seeing that woman? 282 00:18:28,624 --> 00:18:30,316 - Huh? What woman? 283 00:18:30,350 --> 00:18:32,145 [hammer tapping] 284 00:18:32,180 --> 00:18:35,321 - That's what you called her, "That woman." 285 00:18:36,218 --> 00:18:37,461 [Robert and Poppy chuckle] 286 00:18:37,495 --> 00:18:39,290 - No, no, no, she wasn't my type. 287 00:18:41,982 --> 00:18:45,124 Look, your mother wanted to come over but I told her not to. 288 00:18:45,158 --> 00:18:47,195 I wanted to talk to you first. 289 00:18:48,644 --> 00:18:49,404 I, um... 290 00:18:51,337 --> 00:18:53,822 I saw a different doctor today, a surgeon, 291 00:18:53,856 --> 00:18:57,895 and he's confirmed I've got cancer of liver 292 00:18:57,929 --> 00:19:01,209 and I'll have to have chemo treatment. 293 00:19:01,243 --> 00:19:02,934 The liver's in bad shape. 294 00:19:04,246 --> 00:19:07,318 But if I get on the transplant list-- 295 00:19:07,353 --> 00:19:08,181 - A transplant? 296 00:19:08,216 --> 00:19:09,389 - [Robert] Yeah. 297 00:19:09,424 --> 00:19:10,563 - What sort of transplant? 298 00:19:12,737 --> 00:19:14,153 - Well, a liver transplant. 299 00:19:15,015 --> 00:19:15,775 - [Poppy] No. 300 00:19:16,569 --> 00:19:17,363 - Yeah. 301 00:19:24,232 --> 00:19:25,302 - [Poppy] I don't believe this. 302 00:19:25,336 --> 00:19:28,097 - No, neither do I. 303 00:19:28,132 --> 00:19:29,409 - [Poppy] What did James say? 304 00:19:30,583 --> 00:19:32,274 - Well, I haven't told him yet. 305 00:19:36,589 --> 00:19:39,937 [somber ambient music] 306 00:19:46,909 --> 00:19:49,567 [mouse clicking] 307 00:19:53,882 --> 00:19:56,436 [keys clicking] 308 00:19:57,955 --> 00:20:00,613 [mouse clicking] 309 00:20:13,488 --> 00:20:17,388 [speaking in foreign language] 310 00:20:21,979 --> 00:20:22,773 [mouse clicks] 311 00:20:22,807 --> 00:20:25,638 [speaking in foreign language] 312 00:20:25,672 --> 00:20:26,915 [mouse clicks] 313 00:20:26,949 --> 00:20:30,436 - Welcome to Dr. Kumar's Center of Excellence. 314 00:20:30,470 --> 00:20:33,301 Our clinic offers a full range of services 315 00:20:33,335 --> 00:20:35,820 in regards to organ transplantations. 316 00:20:36,683 --> 00:20:41,688 Heart, kidney, lungs, liver, and all tissue transplants. 317 00:20:43,138 --> 00:20:47,763 You name it and we can do it, and we do it so well. 318 00:20:50,214 --> 00:20:53,424 Our clinic is like a luxury hotel. 319 00:20:54,460 --> 00:20:56,082 Five golden stars. 320 00:20:56,116 --> 00:20:58,602 We are fully equipped to save your life 321 00:20:58,636 --> 00:21:01,329 and offer you a new future. 322 00:21:01,363 --> 00:21:06,368 [machine whirring] [metal clicking] 323 00:21:13,341 --> 00:21:16,413 [door slams] [cymbal clanking] 324 00:21:16,447 --> 00:21:21,383 [machine whirring] [metal clicking] 325 00:21:34,154 --> 00:21:35,224 [Robert grunts] 326 00:21:35,259 --> 00:21:36,881 - You left the door wide open. 327 00:21:36,916 --> 00:21:37,710 - Hi. 328 00:21:38,918 --> 00:21:40,126 - Hello. 329 00:21:40,160 --> 00:21:42,887 - Oh, how are you? 330 00:21:42,922 --> 00:21:45,165 - Do you mind if I have a look around? 331 00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:46,305 I'll be very quiet. 332 00:21:46,339 --> 00:21:47,340 - Yeah, cut through here. [clock chiming] 333 00:21:47,375 --> 00:21:48,721 I've got some pieces in here. 334 00:21:48,755 --> 00:21:50,861 - Oh wow. 335 00:21:50,895 --> 00:21:51,862 Thanks. 336 00:21:51,896 --> 00:21:53,173 - When will it be ready? 337 00:21:54,589 --> 00:21:55,590 - Well, it is ready. 338 00:21:59,179 --> 00:22:01,320 - I'm sorry to hear the news. 339 00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:02,321 - What news? 340 00:22:04,046 --> 00:22:04,875 Eh, who told you? 341 00:22:04,909 --> 00:22:07,015 - Is there anything I can do? 342 00:22:08,292 --> 00:22:10,398 I'm here, Robert, you know that. 343 00:22:10,432 --> 00:22:11,191 [phone ringing] 344 00:22:11,226 --> 00:22:12,676 Oh, sorry. 345 00:22:16,507 --> 00:22:17,922 Hello? What's the problem? 346 00:22:19,303 --> 00:22:22,410 [animals chattering] 347 00:22:33,421 --> 00:22:35,423 - Ah, I always wanted to be an artist, 348 00:22:35,457 --> 00:22:37,735 but no, that wasn't possible. 349 00:22:37,770 --> 00:22:39,772 No, I'm a biologist still. 350 00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:41,877 Marine biologist. 351 00:22:41,912 --> 00:22:44,708 I work at the aquarium 'til the end of the year 352 00:22:44,742 --> 00:22:47,607 and then I head home. 353 00:22:48,574 --> 00:22:49,954 - And where is home? 354 00:22:51,093 --> 00:22:53,544 - Well, my family is from the north of India, 355 00:22:53,579 --> 00:22:58,135 but we live in Thiruvananthapuram. 356 00:22:59,619 --> 00:23:01,587 - You mean Trivandrum? 357 00:23:01,621 --> 00:23:03,520 - No, Thiruvananthapuram. 358 00:23:03,554 --> 00:23:05,418 - Oh come on, no one outside India can pronounce that. 359 00:23:05,453 --> 00:23:07,040 - [scoffs] You just need to practice it. 360 00:23:07,075 --> 00:23:09,457 I mean, people back home also have trouble saying it. 361 00:23:09,491 --> 00:23:11,493 It's Thiruvananthapuram. 362 00:23:12,563 --> 00:23:13,633 [Robert grunts] 363 00:23:13,668 --> 00:23:14,738 [Maya laughs] - I'll work on it. 364 00:23:14,772 --> 00:23:15,532 [door clangs] 365 00:23:15,566 --> 00:23:16,602 - Ooh-ooh! 366 00:23:16,636 --> 00:23:17,775 Terribly sorry, I have to get back. 367 00:23:17,810 --> 00:23:20,122 Nobody ever listens. 368 00:23:20,157 --> 00:23:21,572 We'll talk later. 369 00:23:21,607 --> 00:23:22,815 Please look after Maya? 370 00:23:22,849 --> 00:23:24,264 You'll have to take her to the station. 371 00:23:24,299 --> 00:23:25,576 Is that all right, do you mind? 372 00:23:25,611 --> 00:23:29,062 I must fly. [smacks a kiss] 373 00:23:29,097 --> 00:23:29,856 I'll ring you. 374 00:23:31,582 --> 00:23:34,413 [phone ringing] 375 00:23:35,483 --> 00:23:36,967 Hello? Oh. 376 00:23:37,001 --> 00:23:39,418 I tried to-- [door clangs] 377 00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:40,211 - Hm. 378 00:23:41,799 --> 00:23:44,630 Well, Miriam says she's one of your best friends. 379 00:23:45,596 --> 00:23:47,356 - [chuckles] Well, that's the rumor. 380 00:23:48,668 --> 00:23:53,432 No, Miriam sells my work but she knows very little about it. 381 00:23:53,466 --> 00:23:54,674 [train whistle blows] 382 00:23:54,709 --> 00:23:57,505 She's got a good heart, but I don't think 383 00:23:57,539 --> 00:23:58,747 she really understands-- 384 00:23:58,782 --> 00:24:02,820 - Do you understand your work? [chuckles] 385 00:24:02,855 --> 00:24:04,753 - No, no I don't really. 386 00:24:04,788 --> 00:24:05,996 - That's good. 387 00:24:06,030 --> 00:24:08,205 It's always good not to understand what you do. 388 00:24:09,517 --> 00:24:11,657 - [Robert] And did Miriam also tell you I have cancer? 389 00:24:11,691 --> 00:24:14,522 [train rumbling] 390 00:24:14,556 --> 00:24:16,489 - No, no she didn't. 391 00:24:19,354 --> 00:24:20,700 I'm sorry to hear that. 392 00:24:22,530 --> 00:24:25,533 My uncle also has cancer. 393 00:24:25,567 --> 00:24:27,396 - [Robert] What sort does he have? 394 00:24:27,431 --> 00:24:28,294 - Stomach. 395 00:24:28,328 --> 00:24:30,503 He's had a few operations. 396 00:24:30,538 --> 00:24:31,366 He's fine. 397 00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:33,230 He's old. 398 00:24:34,024 --> 00:24:34,783 He's an old man. 399 00:24:34,818 --> 00:24:35,681 - Oh, so am I. 400 00:24:36,544 --> 00:24:37,821 [Maya scoffs] 401 00:24:37,855 --> 00:24:40,168 - That's what you say but not what you think. 402 00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:45,345 Can I touch? 403 00:24:45,380 --> 00:24:46,381 - [Robert] Yeah go ahead. 404 00:24:46,415 --> 00:24:47,555 All my work's meant to be touched. 405 00:24:53,595 --> 00:24:57,047 [train whistle blowing] 406 00:25:13,615 --> 00:25:15,410 You can open it if you like. 407 00:25:18,793 --> 00:25:21,485 [water sloshing] 408 00:25:25,144 --> 00:25:26,732 - [Maya] I like your work very much. 409 00:25:26,766 --> 00:25:28,596 - Thank you. 410 00:25:28,630 --> 00:25:30,908 Look, Miriam's introduced you twice. 411 00:25:30,943 --> 00:25:33,014 I'm sorry, I still didn't get your name. 412 00:25:33,048 --> 00:25:34,533 - Oh, I have two names. 413 00:25:34,567 --> 00:25:36,914 You can call me Maya or Martha. 414 00:25:36,949 --> 00:25:38,882 - And what's the difference? 415 00:25:38,916 --> 00:25:41,747 - Well, Martha means the seeing eye 416 00:25:41,781 --> 00:25:45,129 and Maya means illusion. 417 00:25:45,164 --> 00:25:48,098 But illusion is more realistic, don't you think? 418 00:25:48,132 --> 00:25:50,410 - [chuckles] Yes, realistic, yes it is. 419 00:25:54,518 --> 00:25:55,450 Thiruvananthapuram. 420 00:25:56,900 --> 00:25:58,246 [Maya laughs] 421 00:25:58,280 --> 00:25:59,937 - Yeah, that's much better. 422 00:26:02,250 --> 00:26:03,147 - Good boy. 423 00:26:04,459 --> 00:26:06,737 That's a good one, come on. 424 00:26:06,772 --> 00:26:08,808 [truck rumbling] 425 00:26:08,843 --> 00:26:11,500 [dog barking] 426 00:26:18,749 --> 00:26:19,543 - Robert. 427 00:26:20,648 --> 00:26:21,649 So glad you came. 428 00:26:21,683 --> 00:26:22,891 - How are ya, Dad? 429 00:26:22,926 --> 00:26:23,651 - I'm fine, fine. - Good. 430 00:26:23,685 --> 00:26:26,032 - Yeah, yeah, living it up. 431 00:26:29,380 --> 00:26:30,830 - Good to see you. - You, too. 432 00:26:31,935 --> 00:26:32,901 - Right. 433 00:26:32,936 --> 00:26:33,695 Come on. 434 00:26:39,701 --> 00:26:43,636 Louise is teaching me what to look for. 435 00:26:43,671 --> 00:26:45,845 - I'm feeding him ham, though. 436 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,019 - We stargaze together. 437 00:26:49,815 --> 00:26:52,611 [foghorn bellows] 438 00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:57,926 A friend of mine is a surgeon at your hospital. 439 00:26:57,961 --> 00:26:59,652 I'm having lunch with him tomorrow. 440 00:27:01,689 --> 00:27:04,657 - Oh, I'm starting chemotherapy next week, Dad. 441 00:27:05,727 --> 00:27:07,280 If I'm going to stop the rot for a while 442 00:27:07,315 --> 00:27:08,557 should give me a chance. 443 00:27:10,836 --> 00:27:14,633 - Is there anything at all I can do? 444 00:27:16,358 --> 00:27:18,637 Look, you will get on the transplant list. 445 00:27:18,671 --> 00:27:19,776 I'm sure of that. 446 00:27:19,810 --> 00:27:21,191 - Even if I get on the list, 447 00:27:21,225 --> 00:27:23,676 unfortunately there's just not enough donors around. 448 00:27:23,711 --> 00:27:26,472 - Hannah says you're gonna need someone to look after you. 449 00:27:26,506 --> 00:27:27,231 [Robert chuckles] 450 00:27:27,266 --> 00:27:28,819 Now she said she would. 451 00:27:28,854 --> 00:27:30,856 Look, Robert, I know it's none of my business but she cares. 452 00:27:30,890 --> 00:27:32,064 She's family. 453 00:27:32,098 --> 00:27:33,686 - Yeah, well I can look after myself, Dad. 454 00:27:33,721 --> 00:27:35,481 - Family is important now. 455 00:27:35,515 --> 00:27:36,827 - Yeah. 456 00:27:36,862 --> 00:27:38,449 I'm not an invalid, yet. 457 00:27:41,625 --> 00:27:43,247 [ominous ambient music] 458 00:27:43,282 --> 00:27:44,904 Can't say what he feels. 459 00:27:45,905 --> 00:27:47,838 It's always like that. 460 00:27:47,873 --> 00:27:50,392 Reticent, enigmatic, distant. 461 00:27:51,635 --> 00:27:53,257 He never said how he met Louise. 462 00:27:53,292 --> 00:27:54,534 Where did he meet her? 463 00:27:56,951 --> 00:27:58,780 Never tells the full story. 464 00:28:03,923 --> 00:28:06,063 Never told me my mother was dying. 465 00:28:06,098 --> 00:28:08,825 She just died, my mother. 466 00:28:08,859 --> 00:28:09,791 My own mother. 467 00:28:11,897 --> 00:28:13,795 I've always missed her. 468 00:28:14,658 --> 00:28:15,763 Nobody knows anything. 469 00:28:17,765 --> 00:28:18,766 Aw, nothing matters now. 470 00:28:20,906 --> 00:28:23,253 I've got cancer, cancer of the liver they say. 471 00:28:23,287 --> 00:28:24,288 I'll die soon. 472 00:28:25,393 --> 00:28:26,739 No, no, no I'm not gonna die. 473 00:28:27,878 --> 00:28:29,673 I must finish my sculpture, that's important. 474 00:28:32,572 --> 00:28:34,229 Maya, she follows me. 475 00:28:36,438 --> 00:28:39,718 She's always in my mind, who is she? 476 00:28:39,752 --> 00:28:40,511 Oh! 477 00:28:55,803 --> 00:28:56,907 What is this? 478 00:29:00,773 --> 00:29:01,843 No, no, I gotta think. 479 00:29:03,362 --> 00:29:05,329 The, uh, where? 480 00:29:07,849 --> 00:29:09,920 It was, um, I can't. 481 00:29:09,955 --> 00:29:11,335 - Are you all right. - I can't. 482 00:29:11,370 --> 00:29:12,958 I'm fine, thank you. 483 00:29:15,512 --> 00:29:18,101 [Robert groans] 484 00:29:22,208 --> 00:29:23,140 I can't. 485 00:29:25,211 --> 00:29:26,972 I can't then. 486 00:29:27,006 --> 00:29:28,456 Oh yes. 487 00:29:29,698 --> 00:29:31,010 Oh. 488 00:29:31,045 --> 00:29:32,632 - [Nurse] I'll get you something to help you sleep. 489 00:29:32,667 --> 00:29:35,290 - No, I'm fine, thank you. 490 00:29:35,325 --> 00:29:36,809 Oh. 491 00:29:36,844 --> 00:29:38,949 [water rumbling] 492 00:29:38,984 --> 00:29:43,989 [soft ambient music] [wind rustling] 493 00:29:59,521 --> 00:30:02,317 [chorus chanting] 494 00:30:16,055 --> 00:30:18,782 [water sloshing] 495 00:30:31,622 --> 00:30:35,834 [patients and doctors chattering] 496 00:30:42,357 --> 00:30:44,877 - [James] I came yesterday but you were asleep. 497 00:30:44,912 --> 00:30:47,155 - [chuckles] I wasn't asleep. 498 00:30:47,190 --> 00:30:48,329 I was hallucinating. 499 00:30:48,363 --> 00:30:50,020 How did you know where I was? 500 00:30:50,055 --> 00:30:52,091 - Oh, I checked with the authorities. 501 00:30:52,126 --> 00:30:53,437 They tell me you're doing fine. 502 00:30:53,472 --> 00:30:55,267 - Oh, don't believe the authorities. 503 00:30:56,199 --> 00:30:58,028 - [James] I'll let you go tomorrow, then. 504 00:30:58,063 --> 00:31:00,582 Then I'll repeat the procedure in a couple of weeks. 505 00:31:04,103 --> 00:31:06,934 [thunder rumbles] 506 00:31:09,971 --> 00:31:11,524 I went to the gallery. 507 00:31:11,559 --> 00:31:14,113 Miriam tells me that charmed this young lady. 508 00:31:14,148 --> 00:31:16,046 - Oh nonsense. 509 00:31:16,081 --> 00:31:17,772 - She's very beautiful I hear. 510 00:31:17,806 --> 00:31:19,118 - Oh please, James. 511 00:31:19,153 --> 00:31:20,879 - All right? - Please. 512 00:31:21,776 --> 00:31:22,535 Oh. 513 00:31:22,570 --> 00:31:24,227 - Oldie but a goodie. 514 00:31:25,228 --> 00:31:28,956 [singing in foreign language] 515 00:31:36,964 --> 00:31:38,068 - [Robert] Oh! 516 00:31:38,103 --> 00:31:39,828 - I'm off. - Oh. 517 00:31:39,863 --> 00:31:42,107 - [mumbles] all right? 518 00:31:42,141 --> 00:31:43,142 - [Poppy] How are ya, Dad? 519 00:31:43,177 --> 00:31:44,661 - I'm fine, my darling. 520 00:31:44,695 --> 00:31:47,560 [thunder rumbles] 521 00:31:47,595 --> 00:31:49,735 - They tell me it's okay and you go home tomorrow. 522 00:31:49,769 --> 00:31:50,494 - Mm. - So I'll come 523 00:31:50,529 --> 00:31:51,288 and pick you up. 524 00:31:51,323 --> 00:31:52,289 - Okay. - Mom's just in the car. 525 00:31:52,324 --> 00:31:53,083 - Why? 526 00:31:53,118 --> 00:31:54,671 - We couldn't find a park. 527 00:31:54,705 --> 00:31:57,087 - There's plenty of spots in the carpark. 528 00:31:57,122 --> 00:31:59,055 Well she didn't wanna walk. 529 00:31:59,089 --> 00:32:00,642 - You're being childish. 530 00:32:00,677 --> 00:32:03,438 - No, no, I'm sorry, my darling. 531 00:32:03,473 --> 00:32:05,130 [Robert exhales] 532 00:32:05,164 --> 00:32:07,270 - What were you dreaming about last night? 533 00:32:08,167 --> 00:32:10,100 - Why would you wanna know? 534 00:32:10,135 --> 00:32:12,171 - [scoffs] Well you woke up the entire floor 535 00:32:12,206 --> 00:32:15,623 with a lot of foul language and you scared a young nurse. 536 00:32:15,657 --> 00:32:16,417 - Oh, I'm sorry. - Oh. 537 00:32:16,451 --> 00:32:17,970 - Could you tell her I'm sorry? 538 00:32:18,005 --> 00:32:20,007 - [scoffs] You can tell her yourself. 539 00:32:20,041 --> 00:32:21,767 [Poppy and Robert chuckle] 540 00:32:21,801 --> 00:32:24,080 - [Poppy] That is the right type of woman for you, Dad. 541 00:32:24,114 --> 00:32:25,667 - Yeah, she's perfect. 542 00:32:25,702 --> 00:32:26,979 [Poppy laughs] 543 00:32:27,014 --> 00:32:28,015 You're a darling, thank you. - There you go. 544 00:32:28,049 --> 00:32:29,292 You all right? - Yeah. 545 00:32:29,326 --> 00:32:30,465 - [Poppy] I have to go, 546 00:32:30,500 --> 00:32:31,846 but I'll come and pick you up tomorrow. 547 00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:34,987 Would you please listen to the nurses and behave? [chuckles] 548 00:32:35,022 --> 00:32:36,678 - [Robert] Yeah, I will, my darling. 549 00:32:36,713 --> 00:32:37,507 See ya, Pops. 550 00:32:37,541 --> 00:32:38,301 - [Poppy] Bye. 551 00:32:38,335 --> 00:32:41,649 [smacks a kiss] 552 00:32:41,683 --> 00:32:46,688 [somber piano music] [rain pattering] 553 00:33:04,085 --> 00:33:07,054 [children chattering] 554 00:33:11,196 --> 00:33:14,095 [finger squeaking] 555 00:33:22,172 --> 00:33:25,555 [quirky electronic music] 556 00:33:26,728 --> 00:33:28,006 - [Nurse] Just a sharp needle. 557 00:33:32,044 --> 00:33:33,425 - [Robert] The world inside me. 558 00:33:35,461 --> 00:33:36,635 Arteries become rivers. 559 00:33:38,292 --> 00:33:40,915 The sea, sky, earth, 560 00:33:42,917 --> 00:33:44,091 one form, one shape. 561 00:33:47,094 --> 00:33:47,887 My blood. 562 00:33:49,096 --> 00:33:50,614 My own blood. 563 00:33:50,649 --> 00:33:51,995 How much blood? 564 00:33:53,445 --> 00:33:56,068 Where did it come from? 565 00:33:56,103 --> 00:33:57,932 Are they keeping my blood or are they throwing it out 566 00:33:57,966 --> 00:33:59,071 once they're done with me? 567 00:34:00,900 --> 00:34:02,902 Who has my blood? 568 00:34:03,834 --> 00:34:06,596 [thunder rumbles] 569 00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:10,289 - You're wife's here to pick you up. 570 00:34:13,327 --> 00:34:14,086 - Hello, darling. 571 00:34:14,121 --> 00:34:15,743 - What are you doing here? 572 00:34:15,777 --> 00:34:17,227 I could've got a taxi. 573 00:34:17,262 --> 00:34:19,195 - You know we can't let you go home alone. 574 00:34:19,229 --> 00:34:21,231 - And he has an appointment, too. 575 00:34:21,266 --> 00:34:22,646 - Thanks very much. 576 00:34:22,681 --> 00:34:23,785 - Thank you. 577 00:34:23,820 --> 00:34:24,579 Here ya go. 578 00:34:24,614 --> 00:34:25,615 - Thank you. 579 00:34:28,514 --> 00:34:29,446 [group chattering] 580 00:34:29,481 --> 00:34:30,965 Another doctor talks to us. 581 00:34:32,139 --> 00:34:32,898 I don't listen. 582 00:34:32,932 --> 00:34:34,624 [clock ticking] 583 00:34:34,658 --> 00:34:36,833 What am I doing here? 584 00:34:36,867 --> 00:34:37,627 This isn't my life. 585 00:34:37,661 --> 00:34:39,560 What is my life? 586 00:34:39,594 --> 00:34:43,253 - You can sort of guess, okay it's roughly in the period 587 00:34:43,288 --> 00:34:46,118 of two or three months or it's likely to last 588 00:34:46,153 --> 00:34:47,326 about a year or two. - And how long 589 00:34:47,361 --> 00:34:49,294 do you think Robert has to live? 590 00:34:49,328 --> 00:34:51,848 - [Robert] Ah, trust her to ask a thing like that. 591 00:34:51,882 --> 00:34:53,332 - That's a really hard question. 592 00:34:53,367 --> 00:34:55,507 We don't know exactly, but I'll say 593 00:34:55,541 --> 00:34:57,302 roughly about six months. 594 00:35:02,548 --> 00:35:04,136 - [crying] Oh. 595 00:35:04,171 --> 00:35:09,141 I thought... [Robert mumbles] 596 00:35:12,386 --> 00:35:13,352 [Hannah sobbing] 597 00:35:13,387 --> 00:35:14,698 - Hey, it's okay. 598 00:35:16,148 --> 00:35:19,324 [visitors chattering] 599 00:35:23,845 --> 00:35:26,400 [Hannah crying] 600 00:35:37,031 --> 00:35:38,722 - Let me just help you. 601 00:35:38,757 --> 00:35:40,862 - I'm just gonna do some work, eh? 602 00:35:40,897 --> 00:35:43,175 - Why don't I make you a cup of tea or something? 603 00:35:51,873 --> 00:35:54,393 [cymbal clangs] 604 00:35:56,223 --> 00:35:58,086 - Hannah doesn't understand that I need 605 00:35:58,121 --> 00:36:00,365 to be in the studio alone. 606 00:36:01,366 --> 00:36:02,160 Poppy does. 607 00:36:07,717 --> 00:36:10,444 Chemo clouds will allow me a little breathing time, 608 00:36:11,686 --> 00:36:12,894 or dreaming time. 609 00:36:14,793 --> 00:36:16,933 I'm starting to see things again. 610 00:36:18,106 --> 00:36:20,454 I'm surrounded by warmth and love and hope. 611 00:36:22,352 --> 00:36:25,252 This is, or was, my family but we're all alone now. 612 00:36:28,427 --> 00:36:30,602 I can't sleep with Hannah. 613 00:36:30,636 --> 00:36:33,363 She wants to but that time is gone. 614 00:36:33,398 --> 00:36:34,399 [rain pattering] 615 00:36:34,433 --> 00:36:35,572 Maya said she'd visit me. 616 00:36:36,918 --> 00:36:37,712 Hm. 617 00:36:39,266 --> 00:36:41,164 I'd pretty much like to sleep with her. 618 00:36:42,441 --> 00:36:47,032 I feel very homesick 'cause I don't know where home is. 619 00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:50,311 [somber ambient music] 620 00:37:11,677 --> 00:37:13,403 The more important point is the fact 621 00:37:13,438 --> 00:37:15,578 that the longer that you look at this painting, 622 00:37:15,612 --> 00:37:18,719 as in any great painting, the deeper and richer 623 00:37:18,753 --> 00:37:20,514 [door thuds] that painting will become. 624 00:37:22,309 --> 00:37:25,450 [projector clicks] 625 00:37:27,935 --> 00:37:30,006 Van Gogh's Sunflowers. 626 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:31,870 A very different painting, and yet, 627 00:37:33,009 --> 00:37:34,942 we all think we know this painting 628 00:37:34,976 --> 00:37:38,117 but if we allow ourselves to look at this painting 629 00:37:38,152 --> 00:37:42,432 for a long time it will always become fresh and new. 630 00:37:43,502 --> 00:37:46,609 Vincent himself said, "This is the kind of painting 631 00:37:46,643 --> 00:37:49,267 "that rather changes to the eye 632 00:37:49,301 --> 00:37:53,305 "and takes on richness the longer you look at it." 633 00:37:53,340 --> 00:37:55,652 Later he wrote to his brother and he said, 634 00:37:55,687 --> 00:37:57,827 "If at the end of my career I shall prove 635 00:37:57,861 --> 00:38:00,623 "to be wrong, so be it. 636 00:38:00,657 --> 00:38:02,487 "Then I shall find that not only the yards 637 00:38:02,521 --> 00:38:06,111 "but everything else were only dreams, 638 00:38:06,145 --> 00:38:07,906 "that one has nothing at all oneself. 639 00:38:09,010 --> 00:38:10,529 "If we're as flimsy as that, 640 00:38:10,564 --> 00:38:12,980 "there is nothing to be said 641 00:38:13,014 --> 00:38:17,743 "against the unlimited possibilities of future existence." 642 00:38:20,021 --> 00:38:22,265 We walked for hours, we talked for hours. 643 00:38:23,991 --> 00:38:24,750 She's wise. 644 00:38:26,234 --> 00:38:27,097 She's warm. 645 00:38:28,754 --> 00:38:29,755 She's human. 646 00:38:31,378 --> 00:38:34,829 And she believes in fate, that we can twist 647 00:38:34,864 --> 00:38:38,143 the shape of fate but don't have much say in the matter. 648 00:38:38,177 --> 00:38:40,352 Why did I meet this woman now? 649 00:38:42,389 --> 00:38:45,288 [women chattering] 650 00:38:46,254 --> 00:38:50,569 Life has changed just in a few weeks. 651 00:38:51,501 --> 00:38:54,366 Oh, another blast of chemo. 652 00:38:54,401 --> 00:38:56,748 It makes me sick, tired. 653 00:38:58,370 --> 00:39:01,097 Hannah wants to look after me. 654 00:39:01,131 --> 00:39:02,305 That's not a good idea. 655 00:39:03,927 --> 00:39:05,204 Six months? 656 00:39:06,309 --> 00:39:08,069 What are they saying? 657 00:39:08,104 --> 00:39:10,693 My life, I'm losing my life. 658 00:39:10,727 --> 00:39:12,902 That's not possible. 659 00:39:12,936 --> 00:39:16,215 [ominous ambient music] 660 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:17,044 Oh, Maya. 661 00:39:18,632 --> 00:39:19,426 Maya. 662 00:39:20,634 --> 00:39:22,463 An illusion or the seeing eye? 663 00:39:28,780 --> 00:39:31,438 [water sloshing] 664 00:39:39,825 --> 00:39:44,140 [man speaking in foreign language] 665 00:39:49,559 --> 00:39:50,491 - He's very weak. 666 00:39:52,631 --> 00:39:54,564 Wants to see you. 667 00:39:54,599 --> 00:39:58,637 [man speaking in foreign language] 668 00:40:04,505 --> 00:40:07,405 - What a beautiful dream it is. 669 00:40:07,439 --> 00:40:09,441 - A good one, Uncle. 670 00:40:09,476 --> 00:40:10,304 It's me. 671 00:40:12,686 --> 00:40:14,515 - So happy to see you. 672 00:40:18,001 --> 00:40:22,005 See the spirit looms above 673 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:23,938 beyond matter. 674 00:40:23,973 --> 00:40:24,767 - Yes. 675 00:40:26,976 --> 00:40:30,082 - [chuckles] You look like a bride. 676 00:40:30,117 --> 00:40:33,120 [Maya chuckles] 677 00:40:33,154 --> 00:40:33,948 - Are you good? 678 00:40:37,504 --> 00:40:38,781 - Time is marching on. 679 00:40:42,232 --> 00:40:46,996 [gasps] Have you seen the orchards we planted together? 680 00:40:48,169 --> 00:40:49,619 - Yes, yes. 681 00:40:49,654 --> 00:40:52,622 [uncle grunting] 682 00:40:53,968 --> 00:40:57,903 - It will be [mumbles] at once. 683 00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:04,082 Weed it back this year. 684 00:41:08,845 --> 00:41:11,676 We are all raising hope 685 00:41:11,710 --> 00:41:13,678 it will do so once more. 686 00:41:16,370 --> 00:41:21,340 Water glass, good [mumbles]. [groans] 687 00:41:27,070 --> 00:41:30,418 [somber ambient music] 688 00:41:31,558 --> 00:41:33,939 My explosion is finished. 689 00:41:35,665 --> 00:41:37,667 - You called it confrontation before. 690 00:41:40,670 --> 00:41:41,671 - It's both. 691 00:41:44,778 --> 00:41:45,606 One with all. 692 00:41:50,093 --> 00:41:52,579 [bell ringing] 693 00:42:00,794 --> 00:42:03,969 [ominous ambient music] 694 00:42:07,939 --> 00:42:10,942 [knuckles knocking] 695 00:42:24,749 --> 00:42:25,784 - Hello. - Hello. 696 00:42:25,819 --> 00:42:26,923 - [Robert] Come in. 697 00:42:26,958 --> 00:42:28,684 I'm sorry, I didn't hear you knocking. 698 00:42:28,718 --> 00:42:30,202 - Oh, I just knocked on every window. 699 00:42:30,237 --> 00:42:32,619 - [Robert] I'm sorry, I didn't hear you. 700 00:42:32,653 --> 00:42:34,482 - How are you feeling? 701 00:42:34,517 --> 00:42:36,623 - Well, I feel much better now, thank you. 702 00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:38,625 - Good. 703 00:42:38,659 --> 00:42:42,594 Well, I got you some special Indian tea. 704 00:42:43,457 --> 00:42:45,114 Dr. James said that you should be in bed 705 00:42:45,148 --> 00:42:47,495 and that you're very stubborn. 706 00:42:47,530 --> 00:42:49,843 - [chuckles] Oh, Dr. James is a pest. 707 00:42:51,672 --> 00:42:53,985 He's more stubborn than any of us. 708 00:42:54,019 --> 00:42:56,297 Did Miriam give you his number? 709 00:42:56,332 --> 00:42:58,783 - No, I didn't wanna bother you. 710 00:42:58,817 --> 00:43:02,234 - No, James is one of my oldest friends. 711 00:43:02,269 --> 00:43:04,927 We have known each other for a few hundred years. 712 00:43:07,861 --> 00:43:08,793 Go through. 713 00:43:10,657 --> 00:43:14,522 [breathing heavily] Please. 714 00:43:16,559 --> 00:43:18,457 - You should drink that tea. 715 00:43:18,492 --> 00:43:19,286 Twice a day. 716 00:43:20,114 --> 00:43:20,839 - Ah? 717 00:43:20,874 --> 00:43:21,668 What does it do? 718 00:43:22,807 --> 00:43:24,843 - It will restore your faith. 719 00:43:24,878 --> 00:43:25,672 [couple chuckle] 720 00:43:25,706 --> 00:43:26,776 - I haven't lost it. 721 00:43:29,814 --> 00:43:33,196 - What is your faith, actually? 722 00:43:33,231 --> 00:43:36,130 - Oh, I'm an informed agnostic, humanist. 723 00:43:39,237 --> 00:43:40,652 Romantic. - Oh come on. 724 00:43:40,687 --> 00:43:43,413 That's too easy. [chuckles] 725 00:43:49,247 --> 00:43:52,975 [traditional Indian music] 726 00:43:53,009 --> 00:43:55,011 Okay, you shouldn't exhaust yourself. 727 00:43:56,254 --> 00:43:57,635 Come on. 728 00:43:57,669 --> 00:43:59,706 You need to get to sleep. 729 00:44:01,017 --> 00:44:02,812 - Yeah, I'll lie down. 730 00:44:04,055 --> 00:44:04,849 Thank you. 731 00:44:11,234 --> 00:44:14,686 - When you feel better I'll tell you everything. 732 00:44:16,274 --> 00:44:18,552 - Oh, everything? 733 00:44:18,586 --> 00:44:19,587 - I have no secrets. 734 00:44:20,761 --> 00:44:22,418 - Oh everybody's got secrets. 735 00:44:25,904 --> 00:44:27,734 Why don't you stay here? 736 00:44:33,394 --> 00:44:34,672 - I have my instructions. 737 00:44:37,088 --> 00:44:38,365 I'll sleep on the couch. 738 00:44:42,369 --> 00:44:44,509 - Sleep with me. 739 00:44:44,543 --> 00:44:48,237 [soft orchestral music] 740 00:44:48,271 --> 00:44:49,687 - Get some rest. 741 00:44:51,378 --> 00:44:53,863 You're a patient now, remember? 742 00:45:03,804 --> 00:45:04,909 - Oh thank you. 743 00:45:06,980 --> 00:45:10,397 [ominous ambient music] 744 00:45:10,431 --> 00:45:13,124 [water sloshing] 745 00:45:34,904 --> 00:45:38,494 [somber orchestral music] 746 00:45:57,720 --> 00:46:00,516 [dishes clanking] 747 00:46:13,011 --> 00:46:16,774 [singing in foreign language] 748 00:46:24,229 --> 00:46:25,783 - Good morning. 749 00:46:25,817 --> 00:46:27,474 - [Robert] Good morning. 750 00:46:27,508 --> 00:46:30,649 - I got you some special tea. 751 00:46:30,684 --> 00:46:32,617 Did you see the sky last night? 752 00:46:32,651 --> 00:46:34,101 It was amazing. 753 00:46:34,136 --> 00:46:35,862 - [Robert] I was too busy sleeping. 754 00:46:35,896 --> 00:46:37,449 - Well, you look well. 755 00:46:37,484 --> 00:46:39,935 - [Robert] I think I feel a little bit better. 756 00:46:39,969 --> 00:46:43,766 [singing in foreign language] 757 00:47:03,924 --> 00:47:06,582 You're a very beautiful woman. 758 00:47:09,896 --> 00:47:11,898 What are you doing here? 759 00:47:13,244 --> 00:47:15,763 - What are we all doing here? 760 00:47:15,798 --> 00:47:19,595 [singing in foreign language] 761 00:47:54,319 --> 00:47:56,908 I don't like being away from them for so long. 762 00:47:56,943 --> 00:47:57,978 You know they're old. 763 00:47:58,841 --> 00:47:59,635 - Hm, how old? 764 00:48:06,780 --> 00:48:08,126 - [Maya] [mumbles] absurd to ask you 765 00:48:08,161 --> 00:48:10,646 all those questions, don't you think? 766 00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:14,063 - [Robert] She was upset, didn't have to ask her. 767 00:48:14,098 --> 00:48:16,100 Are you gonna tell me? 768 00:48:16,134 --> 00:48:18,033 - [Maya] Tell you everything? 769 00:48:18,067 --> 00:48:19,827 - [Robert] Mm-hm. 770 00:48:19,862 --> 00:48:22,347 [Maya mumbles] 771 00:48:24,591 --> 00:48:25,661 I'm all ears. 772 00:48:30,355 --> 00:48:31,563 - [Hannah] I had no idea. 773 00:48:31,598 --> 00:48:32,323 I wouldn't have gone in. 774 00:48:32,357 --> 00:48:34,083 I let myself in. 775 00:48:34,118 --> 00:48:35,153 - [Poppy] Well you shouldn't have left the flowers. 776 00:48:35,188 --> 00:48:37,224 - [Hannah] Where the hell did he meet her? 777 00:48:37,259 --> 00:48:37,984 Who is it? 778 00:48:38,018 --> 00:48:39,157 - [Poppy] I don't know, Mum. 779 00:48:39,192 --> 00:48:40,227 - [Hannah] What a dick. 780 00:48:40,262 --> 00:48:41,746 - [Poppy] What does it matter, Mum? 781 00:48:41,780 --> 00:48:44,162 - [Hannah] It matters because he lied to us. 782 00:48:49,374 --> 00:48:51,963 [Poppy screams] 783 00:48:56,726 --> 00:48:58,694 - Oh, my father is very ill. 784 00:49:00,730 --> 00:49:02,870 He has cancer of the liver and he's dying. 785 00:49:03,975 --> 00:49:05,528 What are you saying? 786 00:49:05,563 --> 00:49:07,461 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 787 00:49:09,153 --> 00:49:09,947 - Mum! 788 00:49:11,051 --> 00:49:12,156 - I'm so sorry. 789 00:49:13,226 --> 00:49:14,192 Oh my darling. 790 00:49:20,129 --> 00:49:21,165 - Ah. 791 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:24,996 You're not gonna ask me how I feel are you? 792 00:49:25,031 --> 00:49:26,549 - [Maya] How do you feel? 793 00:49:26,584 --> 00:49:28,034 - Oh, I feel fine, thank you. 794 00:49:28,068 --> 00:49:29,104 And you? 795 00:49:29,138 --> 00:49:29,897 - [Maya] I'm good. 796 00:49:29,932 --> 00:49:31,382 Thank you for asking. 797 00:49:31,416 --> 00:49:32,624 - This is wonderful. 798 00:49:32,659 --> 00:49:34,143 I've never been here before. 799 00:49:34,178 --> 00:49:35,179 - Yeah. 800 00:49:35,213 --> 00:49:35,973 Well it's much nicer when there are 801 00:49:36,007 --> 00:49:37,526 no people around, you know. 802 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:38,320 People make too much noise. 803 00:49:38,354 --> 00:49:40,184 Fish don't like noise. 804 00:49:40,218 --> 00:49:41,012 - Can they hear us? 805 00:49:41,047 --> 00:49:42,738 - Oh yeah, they hear everything. 806 00:49:46,190 --> 00:49:48,123 Ludwig. [fingers snap] 807 00:49:48,157 --> 00:49:49,503 [couple chuckles] 808 00:49:49,538 --> 00:49:51,402 You know he's a really smart fish, 809 00:49:51,436 --> 00:49:53,956 much smarter than most of the people that come here. 810 00:49:59,548 --> 00:50:04,242 Hey, I have tickets to this concert, 811 00:50:04,277 --> 00:50:07,107 friends of friends, Indian music. 812 00:50:08,281 --> 00:50:09,075 Can you come? 813 00:50:10,973 --> 00:50:12,216 - I'm not a prisoner. 814 00:50:12,250 --> 00:50:13,044 [Maya laughs] 815 00:50:13,079 --> 00:50:14,011 I'm allowed out. 816 00:50:14,045 --> 00:50:16,047 No, I feel much better. 817 00:50:16,082 --> 00:50:17,600 Only that's another illusion. 818 00:50:18,636 --> 00:50:20,017 Yeah, I can come. 819 00:50:30,958 --> 00:50:33,616 [water sloshing] 820 00:50:34,479 --> 00:50:36,930 [Robert breathing heavily] 821 00:50:36,964 --> 00:50:39,450 [phone chimes] 822 00:50:51,013 --> 00:50:53,395 [phone snaps] 823 00:50:58,331 --> 00:51:01,023 [Robert exhales] 824 00:51:04,509 --> 00:51:07,098 [phone dialing] 825 00:51:09,031 --> 00:51:10,653 [Robert clears throat] 826 00:51:10,688 --> 00:51:11,447 - [Hannah] Hi, it's Hannah. 827 00:51:11,482 --> 00:51:12,897 Please leave a message. 828 00:51:12,931 --> 00:51:13,656 - Ah. 829 00:51:13,691 --> 00:51:14,554 [phone beeps] 830 00:51:14,588 --> 00:51:15,486 Hannah? 831 00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:18,144 Hannah, pick up the fucking phone. 832 00:51:18,178 --> 00:51:21,285 Jesus Christ, am I allowed to have friends? 833 00:51:21,319 --> 00:51:22,734 Look, I'll finish this sculpture 834 00:51:22,769 --> 00:51:25,668 and I'll play all the money I owe you. 835 00:51:25,703 --> 00:51:27,222 Look, you won't have to worry much longer. 836 00:51:27,256 --> 00:51:30,259 I've got officially three months left. 837 00:51:30,294 --> 00:51:31,329 Oh, what a relief. 838 00:51:33,159 --> 00:51:34,470 - Why don't you ring him? 839 00:51:37,024 --> 00:51:37,922 - [Robert] Hannah? 840 00:51:37,956 --> 00:51:38,750 Hannah, pick up the phone. - Oh shit. 841 00:51:38,785 --> 00:51:40,027 - Ring him, Mum. 842 00:51:41,167 --> 00:51:42,271 - I can't. 843 00:51:59,702 --> 00:52:03,120 [ominous ambient music] 844 00:52:08,815 --> 00:52:11,473 [water sloshing] 845 00:52:16,547 --> 00:52:19,239 [bird squawking] 846 00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:27,213 [water sloshing] 847 00:52:39,225 --> 00:52:40,881 - Ah, don't you have a key? 848 00:52:40,916 --> 00:52:43,298 - I've been told to respect your privacy. 849 00:52:43,332 --> 00:52:44,402 - [Robert] That's ridiculous. 850 00:52:44,437 --> 00:52:45,576 - Where have you been? 851 00:52:46,508 --> 00:52:48,510 - Well, I had to go to the studio first. 852 00:52:50,443 --> 00:52:53,515 I'm being auditioned as a potential transplant recipient. 853 00:52:53,549 --> 00:52:54,585 - Oh. 854 00:52:54,619 --> 00:52:57,312 - I have to prove I'm of sound mind. 855 00:52:57,346 --> 00:52:58,209 - That could be a problem. 856 00:52:58,244 --> 00:52:59,693 [Robert laughs] 857 00:52:59,728 --> 00:53:02,351 - They also talk about family support. 858 00:53:02,386 --> 00:53:05,389 Who is my family these days? 859 00:53:05,423 --> 00:53:06,942 - [Poppy] Mum's just a bit pissed off. 860 00:53:06,976 --> 00:53:07,770 - Yeah. 861 00:53:07,805 --> 00:53:09,324 - You know she can't help herself. 862 00:53:09,358 --> 00:53:10,601 - Yeah. - She cares a lot. 863 00:53:10,635 --> 00:53:12,396 - Yeah. 864 00:53:12,430 --> 00:53:13,638 How come you're so wise? 865 00:53:17,987 --> 00:53:20,231 - If you get on the list how long does it take? 866 00:53:22,095 --> 00:53:24,442 - Ah well with cancer you've only got 867 00:53:24,477 --> 00:53:25,857 a small chance to get on the list 868 00:53:25,892 --> 00:53:29,482 and, well, even then you can die waiting. 869 00:53:30,586 --> 00:53:32,623 There's just not that many organs around. 870 00:53:33,589 --> 00:53:35,453 People don't like to donate something 871 00:53:35,488 --> 00:53:37,766 that they might need in their next life. 872 00:53:42,391 --> 00:53:44,773 I felt all right before they told me I was ill. 873 00:53:51,469 --> 00:53:52,332 - Do you love her? 874 00:53:53,471 --> 00:53:54,576 - Huh, who? 875 00:53:54,610 --> 00:53:55,922 - Come on, lover boy. 876 00:53:57,199 --> 00:53:59,063 Answer my question. 877 00:53:59,097 --> 00:54:00,616 James said she's a stunning blonde. 878 00:54:00,651 --> 00:54:04,102 - [chuckles] Well James is a lunatic. 879 00:54:06,691 --> 00:54:09,418 You're gonna have to teach me how to Skype. 880 00:54:09,453 --> 00:54:10,937 - When am I gonna meet her? 881 00:54:10,971 --> 00:54:12,179 - Who? 882 00:54:12,214 --> 00:54:13,008 - How old is she? 883 00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:16,114 - My stunning blonde? 884 00:54:16,149 --> 00:54:17,288 - [Poppy] Mm-hm. 885 00:54:19,428 --> 00:54:20,671 - Oh, she's a wise old soul. 886 00:54:21,844 --> 00:54:23,398 [traditional Indian music] 887 00:54:23,432 --> 00:54:24,813 - Can you see me? 888 00:54:24,847 --> 00:54:26,124 - [Robert] Yes. 889 00:54:26,159 --> 00:54:27,505 - Oh, well done. 890 00:54:27,540 --> 00:54:29,300 - [Robert] Thank you. 891 00:54:29,335 --> 00:54:31,475 - [Maya] How are you? 892 00:54:31,509 --> 00:54:34,340 - Well, this is my first Skype. 893 00:54:34,374 --> 00:54:35,548 I'm a bit apprehensive. 894 00:54:36,514 --> 00:54:39,310 - [Maya] Mm, so now you're connected to the real world. 895 00:54:39,345 --> 00:54:43,521 - Well I was connected, just didn't realize it. [chuckles] 896 00:54:45,661 --> 00:54:47,939 - Are you being well looked after? 897 00:54:47,974 --> 00:54:51,080 - Well my ex-wife, my daughter, they've been too good to me. 898 00:54:52,565 --> 00:54:54,152 What would I do without them? 899 00:54:57,363 --> 00:55:01,953 If I kiss the screen and you kiss it, too, will we connect? 900 00:55:01,988 --> 00:55:04,542 [Maya laughs] 901 00:55:04,577 --> 00:55:05,371 - Yeah. 902 00:55:10,065 --> 00:55:13,862 [singing in foreign language] 903 00:57:03,765 --> 00:57:06,146 - [Robert] Why didn't I meet her before? 904 00:57:06,181 --> 00:57:07,734 Why now? 905 00:57:07,769 --> 00:57:09,943 I could have loved her. 906 00:57:09,978 --> 00:57:12,221 I could have loved her like mad. 907 00:57:13,809 --> 00:57:15,949 I can't live like this. 908 00:57:15,984 --> 00:57:17,226 I mustn't see her again. 909 00:57:19,505 --> 00:57:21,645 Oh I love her, damn it. 910 00:57:25,303 --> 00:57:28,445 [ominous ambient music] 911 00:58:01,857 --> 00:58:04,515 [water sloshing] 912 00:58:06,897 --> 00:58:09,416 They've violated every inch of my body. 913 00:58:10,728 --> 00:58:12,696 I'm riddled with cancer, I'm sure of it. 914 00:58:12,730 --> 00:58:14,180 It's everywhere. 915 00:58:15,733 --> 00:58:17,252 I have to draw now. 916 00:58:17,286 --> 00:58:18,667 I can't finish my sculpture. 917 00:58:20,013 --> 00:58:24,949 When I work I'm not alone and I'm not afraid. 918 00:58:28,021 --> 00:58:30,748 [bell ringing] 919 00:58:33,786 --> 00:58:36,720 [water sloshing] 920 00:58:55,048 --> 00:58:57,534 [woman chattering] 921 00:58:57,568 --> 00:58:59,052 - [Woman In Blue Shirt] Can you come in, please? 922 00:59:06,888 --> 00:59:09,269 Hi, just take a seat. 923 00:59:09,304 --> 00:59:10,857 - [Hannah] Okay. 924 00:59:10,892 --> 00:59:13,791 [woman chattering] 925 00:59:15,621 --> 00:59:17,105 - It's very good that you brought the family, Robert. 926 00:59:17,139 --> 00:59:17,899 - [Robert] The surgeon won't see you 927 00:59:17,933 --> 00:59:19,314 unless you bring your family. 928 00:59:19,348 --> 00:59:21,592 - Good, bad, or indifferent that the family's with you. 929 00:59:21,627 --> 00:59:22,800 - [Robert] what is a family? 930 00:59:22,835 --> 00:59:24,388 - [Surgeon] Now in this case-- 931 00:59:24,422 --> 00:59:26,114 - [Robert] I wish Maya was with me. 932 00:59:26,148 --> 00:59:27,702 - [Surgeon] Speaking of my-- 933 00:59:27,736 --> 00:59:28,772 - [Robert] A transplant's the only chance I have. 934 00:59:28,806 --> 00:59:29,600 I know that. 935 00:59:31,429 --> 00:59:33,604 Don't know what he's saying. 936 00:59:33,639 --> 00:59:34,467 Can't hear him. 937 00:59:35,675 --> 00:59:36,883 - [Surgeon] However, in this case-- 938 00:59:36,918 --> 00:59:39,610 - [Robert] Why is Hannah sitting in the middle? 939 00:59:39,645 --> 00:59:40,922 I want to sit next to Poppy. 940 00:59:41,854 --> 00:59:43,372 Oh, it's too late, too late. 941 00:59:44,201 --> 00:59:47,169 - And in this case it is good news. 942 00:59:47,204 --> 00:59:50,069 That is to say you've been activated. 943 00:59:50,103 --> 00:59:52,623 We've put you on the transplant list. 944 00:59:52,658 --> 00:59:54,038 So congratulations. 945 01:00:04,221 --> 01:00:05,291 Well done. 946 01:00:05,325 --> 01:00:06,948 - [Robert] Thank you. 947 01:00:06,982 --> 01:00:07,742 - All right, Mum. 948 01:00:07,776 --> 01:00:09,191 I gotta go. 949 01:00:09,226 --> 01:00:10,330 Bye, Dad. 950 01:00:10,365 --> 01:00:11,435 - You're not gonna be late for work? 951 01:00:11,469 --> 01:00:12,539 - No, no, no, I'm getting picked up. 952 01:00:12,574 --> 01:00:14,300 It's perfect timing. 953 01:00:14,334 --> 01:00:15,094 Love you, Dad! 954 01:00:15,128 --> 01:00:16,371 - I love you, Poppy. 955 01:00:17,717 --> 01:00:21,790 [woman on loud speaker chattering] 956 01:00:23,240 --> 01:00:24,655 Which way do we go? 957 01:00:24,690 --> 01:00:26,036 - Let's go this way [mumbles]. 958 01:00:26,070 --> 01:00:28,210 - [Woman On Loud Speaker] Thank you. 959 01:00:28,245 --> 01:00:29,798 [ominous ambient music] 960 01:00:29,833 --> 01:00:32,629 - I'd give you half my liver if we had matching blood. 961 01:00:32,663 --> 01:00:36,115 - Yeah, I know you would. 962 01:00:36,149 --> 01:00:39,187 - You happy? 963 01:00:39,221 --> 01:00:42,224 - Oh, I don't know what happy means. 964 01:00:48,610 --> 01:00:51,648 [Robert cries out] 965 01:00:51,682 --> 01:00:54,374 [Robert sobbing] 966 01:00:55,893 --> 01:00:58,068 - Just sit down, sweetheart. 967 01:01:00,829 --> 01:01:02,141 - I'm sorry. 968 01:01:02,175 --> 01:01:04,902 Oh. [exhales] 969 01:01:04,937 --> 01:01:05,834 - It's all right. 970 01:01:05,869 --> 01:01:09,804 You just need a good rest. 971 01:01:09,838 --> 01:01:10,736 Everything's gonna be all right. 972 01:01:10,770 --> 01:01:11,737 - Oh yeah, yeah. - Everything. 973 01:01:11,771 --> 01:01:13,739 I'm here, you're here, we're here. 974 01:01:15,464 --> 01:01:17,846 Let me just make you a coffee. 975 01:01:21,747 --> 01:01:23,921 Oh, it stinks in here, darling. 976 01:01:23,956 --> 01:01:26,096 I have to open the windows. 977 01:01:26,130 --> 01:01:29,582 [soft orchestral music] 978 01:01:30,756 --> 01:01:31,584 - [Robert] Dad and I didn't talk 979 01:01:31,618 --> 01:01:33,724 for years after Mother died. 980 01:01:33,759 --> 01:01:34,760 - [Louise] I was going to ask you-- 981 01:01:34,794 --> 01:01:35,830 - [Robert] I don't know why. 982 01:01:35,864 --> 01:01:37,555 - You chose marine biology? 983 01:01:37,590 --> 01:01:38,798 - [Robert] I still miss her. 984 01:01:40,489 --> 01:01:44,114 "If anything ever happens to you I wouldn't survive," 985 01:01:44,148 --> 01:01:45,253 she once told me. 986 01:01:46,910 --> 01:01:47,704 She had cancer. 987 01:01:49,222 --> 01:01:50,879 I think about her all the time. 988 01:01:52,087 --> 01:01:54,227 "Family now, it's important," 989 01:01:54,262 --> 01:01:55,125 Dad tells me. 990 01:01:56,678 --> 01:01:58,128 Now he hugs me. 991 01:01:58,162 --> 01:01:59,854 But he still can't talk about my relationship 992 01:01:59,888 --> 01:02:02,339 with Maya even in the face of death. 993 01:02:03,754 --> 01:02:04,651 "Hannah's family." 994 01:02:04,686 --> 01:02:06,308 "Yes, of course she is." 995 01:02:06,343 --> 01:02:08,621 Then Maya asked him about Louise. 996 01:02:08,655 --> 01:02:10,761 - So, how did you meet? 997 01:02:11,693 --> 01:02:14,489 - Well, I was at this dinner party 998 01:02:15,352 --> 01:02:19,149 and some of us carrying on about Star Wars. 999 01:02:19,183 --> 01:02:20,115 - Mm-hm. - Yeah. 1000 01:02:20,150 --> 01:02:21,807 What an important film it was at the time 1001 01:02:21,841 --> 01:02:26,915 and how it had changed our concept of war and space, 1002 01:02:26,950 --> 01:02:29,884 and then someone raved on about those space creatures, 1003 01:02:29,918 --> 01:02:32,300 pointing their obscene guns at one another 1004 01:02:32,334 --> 01:02:34,785 and shooting at everyone and everything in sight. 1005 01:02:34,820 --> 01:02:37,201 And then Louise said something like, 1006 01:02:38,099 --> 01:02:40,480 "Why didn't they make Star Peace? 1007 01:02:41,827 --> 01:02:45,969 "Why take these silly games of war we have here on Earth 1008 01:02:46,003 --> 01:02:49,006 "into space and continue the madness up there?" 1009 01:02:50,042 --> 01:02:53,114 - It was a bit more complicated, but [chuckles]... 1010 01:02:53,148 --> 01:02:54,632 - I rang her the next day. 1011 01:02:55,668 --> 01:02:56,807 Didn't I? 1012 01:02:56,842 --> 01:02:57,635 - Aww. 1013 01:02:57,670 --> 01:02:59,499 - Well, that was it. 1014 01:02:59,534 --> 01:03:02,537 - That's amazing. - That's our story. 1015 01:03:05,851 --> 01:03:08,992 [ominous ambient music] 1016 01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:20,520 [traditional Indian music] 1017 01:03:54,347 --> 01:03:57,040 [water sloshing] 1018 01:04:03,115 --> 01:04:06,739 [Maya chattering] 1019 01:04:06,773 --> 01:04:07,740 - Well who lives a normal life? 1020 01:04:07,774 --> 01:04:09,190 Nobody lives a normal life. 1021 01:04:10,916 --> 01:04:13,435 Well maybe in hospital they do. 1022 01:04:13,470 --> 01:04:15,161 - [Maya] Why? 1023 01:04:15,196 --> 01:04:17,957 - Well because in hospital everybody gives and nobody takes. 1024 01:04:19,062 --> 01:04:20,477 They're very kind to me there. 1025 01:04:21,788 --> 01:04:25,171 - You know Uncle used to say kindness covered 1026 01:04:25,206 --> 01:04:27,001 all his political beliefs. 1027 01:04:27,035 --> 01:04:28,105 - Ah. 1028 01:04:28,140 --> 01:04:28,968 - Hm. 1029 01:04:30,107 --> 01:04:31,557 It requires a great deal of kindness 1030 01:04:31,591 --> 01:04:33,145 to be a doorman, don't you think? 1031 01:04:34,318 --> 01:04:36,079 - Yeah. 1032 01:04:36,113 --> 01:04:38,357 The idea that somebody has to die in order to save me 1033 01:04:38,391 --> 01:04:40,152 I find absolutely appalling. 1034 01:04:43,086 --> 01:04:45,536 Right now with you I feel really strong. 1035 01:04:45,571 --> 01:04:47,780 When I'm not I feel quite vulnerable. 1036 01:04:52,509 --> 01:04:55,167 - I like my men to be vulnerable. 1037 01:04:57,617 --> 01:04:59,136 - Thiruvananthapuram. 1038 01:04:59,171 --> 01:05:01,828 [Maya laughs] 1039 01:05:07,006 --> 01:05:11,321 - What will you do when I return home, when I'm gone? 1040 01:05:15,014 --> 01:05:17,430 - I'll come and I'll find you. 1041 01:05:17,465 --> 01:05:21,124 I'll come and I'll find you wherever you are. 1042 01:05:26,992 --> 01:05:29,649 [wings flapping] 1043 01:05:40,005 --> 01:05:40,937 - Is that you? 1044 01:05:42,973 --> 01:05:43,732 - Yes. 1045 01:05:45,148 --> 01:05:46,218 - All of you? 1046 01:05:47,736 --> 01:05:48,530 - Yes. 1047 01:06:00,542 --> 01:06:03,235 [waves crashing] 1048 01:06:05,340 --> 01:06:08,033 [wings flapping] 1049 01:06:14,418 --> 01:06:17,145 [waves crashing] 1050 01:06:30,262 --> 01:06:33,713 [choral chanting music] 1051 01:06:42,032 --> 01:06:43,723 - What are you doing? 1052 01:06:45,070 --> 01:06:47,417 - [Maya] I'm dreaming, Auntie. 1053 01:06:48,866 --> 01:06:50,351 - Dreaming of what? 1054 01:06:53,043 --> 01:06:56,012 - [Maya] Of doors opening and closing. 1055 01:07:00,430 --> 01:07:02,397 - I think you are in love. 1056 01:07:03,433 --> 01:07:04,951 Terribly in love. 1057 01:07:07,299 --> 01:07:08,886 - [Maya] How did that happen? 1058 01:07:10,095 --> 01:07:13,236 No one has ever made me shed a tear or caused me pain. 1059 01:07:15,445 --> 01:07:16,239 - No one? 1060 01:07:17,619 --> 01:07:21,416 - They all did in a way, but never touched me deeply. 1061 01:07:25,903 --> 01:07:28,596 - [Maya's Aunt] When did you know you loved him? 1062 01:07:33,325 --> 01:07:34,774 - It was the music, Auntie. 1063 01:07:36,293 --> 01:07:37,570 It's always the music. 1064 01:07:39,089 --> 01:07:40,090 [visitor knocking] 1065 01:07:40,125 --> 01:07:41,160 Auntie, just one sec, huh? 1066 01:07:44,336 --> 01:07:45,130 Hi. 1067 01:07:46,269 --> 01:07:47,442 How's the leg? 1068 01:07:47,477 --> 01:07:49,410 - Oh, it's good thanks. 1069 01:07:52,482 --> 01:07:53,241 Oh come. 1070 01:07:53,276 --> 01:07:54,932 Come and sit down. 1071 01:07:57,935 --> 01:07:59,075 - Ah, this is lovely. 1072 01:08:00,352 --> 01:08:02,733 - Oh, thank you. 1073 01:08:02,768 --> 01:08:05,288 Oh, Auntie said you should keep your leg up all night. 1074 01:08:05,322 --> 01:08:08,222 I told them about you. 1075 01:08:08,256 --> 01:08:09,257 Come say hi. 1076 01:08:10,362 --> 01:08:13,813 [ominous ambient music] 1077 01:08:16,299 --> 01:08:19,198 [water sloshing] 1078 01:08:48,296 --> 01:08:49,849 Uncle, it's me. 1079 01:08:51,299 --> 01:08:52,404 - Maya, darling child. 1080 01:08:58,306 --> 01:09:01,654 Death is a problem I'm not familiar with. 1081 01:09:06,487 --> 01:09:08,903 This is my friend, Robert. 1082 01:09:08,937 --> 01:09:09,731 - Hello. 1083 01:09:11,319 --> 01:09:12,493 - Is he your loved one? 1084 01:09:15,220 --> 01:09:17,325 - It's not yet known. 1085 01:09:20,570 --> 01:09:23,159 - The love that matters connects through space 1086 01:09:25,506 --> 01:09:27,059 and brings peace. 1087 01:09:30,614 --> 01:09:31,753 One sees 1088 01:09:34,446 --> 01:09:36,275 most activities of man 1089 01:09:39,968 --> 01:09:40,900 are absurd. 1090 01:09:52,084 --> 01:09:56,744 - Uncle was an enemy of the state, 1091 01:09:56,778 --> 01:10:01,266 of religion, of all conventional thinking. 1092 01:10:02,888 --> 01:10:07,893 He never accepted human condition for what it is. 1093 01:10:10,171 --> 01:10:12,484 He stalked our universe for years. 1094 01:10:16,281 --> 01:10:17,247 That made sense. 1095 01:10:21,147 --> 01:10:25,738 He says, "Modern life is a fraud, 1096 01:10:28,293 --> 01:10:30,295 "has veiled man's spirit." 1097 01:10:36,818 --> 01:10:38,958 He's kept us ready to go... 1098 01:10:43,308 --> 01:10:44,101 beyond. 1099 01:10:47,829 --> 01:10:50,936 - To find his true potential? 1100 01:10:50,970 --> 01:10:53,456 - Yes, to find the sublime. 1101 01:10:56,976 --> 01:11:00,256 [somber ambient music] 1102 01:11:25,453 --> 01:11:28,353 [water sloshing] 1103 01:11:30,838 --> 01:11:34,324 [mystical ambient music] 1104 01:12:04,423 --> 01:12:05,493 - [Maya's Uncle] Every galaxy 1105 01:12:05,528 --> 01:12:08,254 has a massive black hole at its center. 1106 01:12:09,911 --> 01:12:13,018 The gravity is so strong that nothing 1107 01:12:13,052 --> 01:12:15,848 can escape its pull, not even light. 1108 01:12:23,442 --> 01:12:26,272 Time and space are interrelated, 1109 01:12:27,412 --> 01:12:29,448 forming a single continuum. 1110 01:12:30,518 --> 01:12:32,900 Space, time. 1111 01:12:38,699 --> 01:12:40,563 All organic matters in nature. 1112 01:12:41,598 --> 01:12:43,876 The body and universe relate 1113 01:12:46,534 --> 01:12:48,087 and that is understood. 1114 01:12:49,537 --> 01:12:51,436 Life and death merge and become one. 1115 01:12:54,922 --> 01:12:58,339 [choral chanting music] 1116 01:13:27,506 --> 01:13:31,199 [high-pitched ambient music] 1117 01:13:33,961 --> 01:13:36,895 [water sloshing] 1118 01:13:36,929 --> 01:13:40,001 [somber piano music] 1119 01:13:41,037 --> 01:13:43,695 [wind whistling] 1120 01:13:56,984 --> 01:14:00,401 [choral chanting music] 1121 01:14:07,063 --> 01:14:09,168 [Robert breathing heavily] 1122 01:14:09,203 --> 01:14:10,446 - Why didn't you let me come and pick you up? 1123 01:14:11,688 --> 01:14:13,966 - I just felt like having a walk. 1124 01:14:29,361 --> 01:14:31,018 - Well dinner's nearly ready. 1125 01:14:31,052 --> 01:14:31,846 - Thank you. 1126 01:14:35,505 --> 01:14:37,921 [Hannah sighs] 1127 01:15:05,293 --> 01:15:08,573 [Hannah clears throat] 1128 01:15:11,472 --> 01:15:12,231 - Ow, ah. 1129 01:15:12,266 --> 01:15:14,648 [pan thuds] 1130 01:15:14,682 --> 01:15:15,441 [phone ringing] - I'm sorry, 1131 01:15:15,476 --> 01:15:16,581 I'm not that hungry, Hannah. 1132 01:15:16,615 --> 01:15:19,238 - No, you have to eat to keep up your strength. 1133 01:15:21,068 --> 01:15:21,896 Simon. 1134 01:15:23,380 --> 01:15:28,316 Hola. [speaking in foreign language] 1135 01:15:37,705 --> 01:15:40,087 [liver splats] 1136 01:15:40,121 --> 01:15:43,677 [butcher knife thudding] 1137 01:15:46,714 --> 01:15:48,474 [ominous ambient music] 1138 01:15:48,509 --> 01:15:51,305 [egg splattering] 1139 01:15:54,826 --> 01:15:56,621 [butcher knife thuds] 1140 01:15:56,655 --> 01:15:59,831 [wheelbarrow squeaking] 1141 01:16:03,455 --> 01:16:04,732 [butcher knife thudding] 1142 01:16:04,767 --> 01:16:07,804 [creatures chattering] 1143 01:16:17,676 --> 01:16:20,334 [liver thuds] 1144 01:16:21,162 --> 01:16:24,510 [creatures chattering] 1145 01:16:37,662 --> 01:16:40,492 [Robert groaning] 1146 01:16:43,357 --> 01:16:44,151 Shh. 1147 01:16:45,670 --> 01:16:48,811 [Robert groans] Shh. 1148 01:16:51,572 --> 01:16:53,470 - You must be Poppy. 1149 01:16:53,505 --> 01:16:54,955 - Yes. 1150 01:16:54,989 --> 01:16:56,784 Dad really wanted me to meet you. 1151 01:16:57,785 --> 01:16:58,717 He's not feeling great. 1152 01:17:05,724 --> 01:17:07,795 I came to the aquarium once with my school. 1153 01:17:07,830 --> 01:17:09,176 - [Maya] Oh. 1154 01:17:09,210 --> 01:17:10,487 - Bonjour. - Hi, bonjour. 1155 01:17:10,522 --> 01:17:11,868 [speaking in foreign language] cappuccino? 1156 01:17:11,903 --> 01:17:12,731 - [Barista] [speaking in foreign language] cappuccino. 1157 01:17:12,766 --> 01:17:13,456 - [Poppy] We had to write an essay 1158 01:17:13,490 --> 01:17:15,009 about our favorite sea animal. 1159 01:17:15,044 --> 01:17:16,286 - Ah. 1160 01:17:16,321 --> 01:17:18,461 And what was yours? 1161 01:17:18,495 --> 01:17:20,187 - The seahorses. 1162 01:17:20,221 --> 01:17:21,706 - Ah, they're very sweet. 1163 01:17:21,740 --> 01:17:23,466 Good choice. 1164 01:17:23,500 --> 01:17:26,331 There's this big shark here that I've become friends with 1165 01:17:26,365 --> 01:17:28,022 and he listens to me. 1166 01:17:29,403 --> 01:17:30,162 I don't know if he really likes me, though. 1167 01:17:30,197 --> 01:17:32,682 [women laugh] 1168 01:17:36,997 --> 01:17:38,723 Robert talks about you a lot. 1169 01:17:40,828 --> 01:17:42,588 You're his best friend, he says. 1170 01:17:44,763 --> 01:17:47,145 - We've always been really close. 1171 01:17:47,179 --> 01:17:50,217 It's a genetic disorder. [chuckles] 1172 01:17:51,528 --> 01:17:52,633 He wanted me, 1173 01:17:54,773 --> 01:17:55,671 he told me, 1174 01:17:57,258 --> 01:17:58,087 he loves you. 1175 01:18:00,261 --> 01:18:02,919 He said, "Just in case." 1176 01:18:05,439 --> 01:18:08,442 He's mad about you. [crying] 1177 01:18:12,964 --> 01:18:17,037 I'll ask you one more time, please be my friend. 1178 01:18:17,071 --> 01:18:19,384 - [Man] Right, now you've made me mad. 1179 01:18:19,418 --> 01:18:21,075 I'm gonna pinch you on the nose. 1180 01:18:21,110 --> 01:18:22,525 - [Poppy] Oh! 1181 01:18:22,559 --> 01:18:23,526 Ah. Ah. 1182 01:18:23,560 --> 01:18:24,838 - What's going on? - Ah! Ah! 1183 01:18:24,872 --> 01:18:26,771 Choo! [water squirting] 1184 01:18:26,805 --> 01:18:28,220 [everyone laughs] 1185 01:18:28,255 --> 01:18:29,014 - [Man] That was funny. 1186 01:18:29,049 --> 01:18:30,188 Do it again, do it again! 1187 01:18:30,222 --> 01:18:33,743 - [Poppy] Ah choo! [laughs] 1188 01:18:33,778 --> 01:18:36,746 [audience applauds] 1189 01:18:45,617 --> 01:18:48,931 - [Robert] She's a wonderful woman, my daughter. 1190 01:18:49,966 --> 01:18:51,105 My daughter the puppeteer. 1191 01:18:54,488 --> 01:18:55,282 - Hi, Dad. 1192 01:19:01,840 --> 01:19:04,843 [Robert wheezing] 1193 01:19:08,847 --> 01:19:09,917 You okay? 1194 01:19:10,953 --> 01:19:11,954 [Robert wheezing] 1195 01:19:11,988 --> 01:19:12,748 Sit, sit. 1196 01:19:19,547 --> 01:19:20,652 - Well, I've, 1197 01:19:21,860 --> 01:19:22,758 I've done my will. 1198 01:19:23,793 --> 01:19:24,829 It's all organized. 1199 01:19:27,003 --> 01:19:28,522 - What are you willing away? 1200 01:19:30,696 --> 01:19:31,628 - All my fortune. 1201 01:19:32,526 --> 01:19:34,977 [Poppy laughs] 1202 01:19:35,011 --> 01:19:36,668 - if there's no fortune. 1203 01:19:38,843 --> 01:19:39,844 Then why leave a will? 1204 01:19:42,053 --> 01:19:42,847 - Well there's some old hammers. 1205 01:19:44,365 --> 01:19:47,023 There's some rolls of sticky tape. 1206 01:19:47,058 --> 01:19:48,887 There's tools. 1207 01:19:49,888 --> 01:19:51,821 [Poppy laughs] Broken clocks. 1208 01:19:51,856 --> 01:19:54,203 There's my assortment of screwdrivers. 1209 01:19:55,825 --> 01:19:57,516 There's some fine rubbish. 1210 01:20:01,866 --> 01:20:03,522 Yeah, lots of hard work. 1211 01:20:06,905 --> 01:20:08,044 - You mean your work. 1212 01:20:13,912 --> 01:20:15,880 - You know, most artists think that their work's important. 1213 01:20:17,882 --> 01:20:18,675 - Do you? 1214 01:20:20,194 --> 01:20:23,266 - Well this proves that I've lived. 1215 01:20:24,543 --> 01:20:28,858 That I've existed, huh? [Poppy chuckles] 1216 01:20:28,893 --> 01:20:30,170 - What about me? 1217 01:20:30,204 --> 01:20:32,068 - Oh. [both laugh] 1218 01:20:32,103 --> 01:20:33,414 I almost forgot. 1219 01:20:33,449 --> 01:20:34,691 You, my precious... 1220 01:20:37,902 --> 01:20:39,317 You are my life. 1221 01:20:39,351 --> 01:20:42,354 [Poppy crying] Yeah. 1222 01:20:44,736 --> 01:20:46,807 Forever waiting for the hospital to ring. 1223 01:20:49,914 --> 01:20:52,019 And now I'm slowly traveling backwards. 1224 01:20:54,401 --> 01:20:55,195 I feel so alone. 1225 01:20:56,886 --> 01:20:58,060 Except when Maya's with me. 1226 01:21:00,027 --> 01:21:03,065 Why does Hannah still have a problem with her? 1227 01:21:03,099 --> 01:21:04,376 I'll be dead in a few weeks. 1228 01:21:06,896 --> 01:21:08,760 Soon that tree'll start to blossom, 1229 01:21:10,072 --> 01:21:11,659 like the pear tree from my youth. 1230 01:21:12,902 --> 01:21:14,628 There was one in the garden next-door 1231 01:21:15,491 --> 01:21:20,047 and every spring petals would cross the rusty old fence 1232 01:21:21,428 --> 01:21:24,500 and dance down the garden like silent snowflakes. 1233 01:21:26,088 --> 01:21:28,055 As a child I'd catch those petals. 1234 01:21:29,056 --> 01:21:32,266 They'd vanish in the palm of my hands. 1235 01:21:32,301 --> 01:21:35,994 [traditional Indian music] 1236 01:21:47,419 --> 01:21:49,801 Maya insisted I come with her to the ocean. 1237 01:21:50,975 --> 01:21:53,978 "The ocean will wash away all wounds," she says. 1238 01:21:57,602 --> 01:22:00,294 Five months into the waiting game I'm still here. 1239 01:22:02,089 --> 01:22:03,194 My legs hurt terribly. 1240 01:22:04,954 --> 01:22:06,680 Can't drive too far out of the city. 1241 01:22:08,130 --> 01:22:10,649 Somebody could be dying right now 1242 01:22:10,684 --> 01:22:12,617 on this very road we've traveled on. 1243 01:22:13,687 --> 01:22:14,999 And they may call for me. 1244 01:22:16,621 --> 01:22:21,626 [traditional Indian music] [singing in foreign language] 1245 01:23:24,068 --> 01:23:26,932 [waves lapping] 1246 01:23:29,073 --> 01:23:32,041 [Robert crying out] 1247 01:23:32,076 --> 01:23:35,113 [Robert groaning] 1248 01:23:37,219 --> 01:23:38,772 - Sir, can you move it? 1249 01:23:38,806 --> 01:23:40,256 - No, it hurts. 1250 01:23:40,291 --> 01:23:43,225 No, it's hurting badly. [groans] 1251 01:23:43,259 --> 01:23:46,090 [ominous ambient music] 1252 01:23:46,124 --> 01:23:48,954 [Robert grunting] 1253 01:24:16,258 --> 01:24:17,052 Maya. 1254 01:24:18,846 --> 01:24:19,640 Maya. 1255 01:24:21,642 --> 01:24:22,436 Ah. 1256 01:24:24,300 --> 01:24:28,442 I just went on the most incredible journey 1257 01:24:28,477 --> 01:24:32,136 to another century, another country. 1258 01:24:33,516 --> 01:24:35,173 You were there. 1259 01:24:40,247 --> 01:24:41,455 - [Maya] How is the pain? 1260 01:24:43,008 --> 01:24:43,837 - It's better. 1261 01:24:46,426 --> 01:24:48,255 - [Maya] How does pain get better? 1262 01:24:48,290 --> 01:24:50,154 [both chuckle] 1263 01:24:50,188 --> 01:24:51,189 - No, it is. 1264 01:24:57,540 --> 01:24:59,301 - The doctor says your immunity is down 1265 01:24:59,335 --> 01:25:02,304 and you have an infection there. 1266 01:25:04,168 --> 01:25:05,824 They're trying to find out what it is, 1267 01:25:07,205 --> 01:25:08,620 get you back on your feet. 1268 01:25:13,556 --> 01:25:14,626 - When do you leave? 1269 01:25:16,180 --> 01:25:17,215 - Tomorrow. 1270 01:25:18,389 --> 01:25:20,460 Uncle doesn't have much time. 1271 01:25:20,494 --> 01:25:21,737 He's waiting. 1272 01:25:29,331 --> 01:25:30,194 - I love you. 1273 01:25:33,404 --> 01:25:37,753 Remember, wherever you are I'll find you. 1274 01:25:41,205 --> 01:25:44,656 [traditional Indian music] 1275 01:26:10,061 --> 01:26:12,374 Eh, coulda been gone by now but I'm still here. 1276 01:26:14,445 --> 01:26:16,447 Loving madly and sadly. 1277 01:26:20,554 --> 01:26:23,212 Oh, I've been dreaming of hope and the feeling of hope. 1278 01:26:26,595 --> 01:26:29,494 Always moving towards a central point. 1279 01:26:29,529 --> 01:26:31,669 The village square, the center of town, 1280 01:26:31,703 --> 01:26:32,946 the heart of the matter. 1281 01:26:33,878 --> 01:26:35,224 - Hi, babe. - Hi. 1282 01:26:36,467 --> 01:26:38,227 - [Robert] But when I arrive the center 1283 01:26:38,262 --> 01:26:39,780 is always further away. 1284 01:26:44,095 --> 01:26:46,270 Why is everybody so kind? 1285 01:26:47,754 --> 01:26:49,238 That's not a good sign. 1286 01:26:49,273 --> 01:26:50,688 I need to get out of here. 1287 01:26:50,722 --> 01:26:52,103 I need to live. 1288 01:26:52,137 --> 01:26:54,554 I need to meet Maya somewhere to be with her, 1289 01:26:54,588 --> 01:26:57,246 to live with her, and die with her. 1290 01:27:05,496 --> 01:27:08,119 [phone ringing] 1291 01:27:12,779 --> 01:27:14,470 - [Nurse] Sorry to bother you, Doctor, 1292 01:27:14,505 --> 01:27:17,266 but Mrs. Brody, she's very ill 1293 01:27:17,301 --> 01:27:19,406 and she wants me to disconnect all support. 1294 01:27:19,441 --> 01:27:20,407 - [Doctor] Why is that? 1295 01:27:20,442 --> 01:27:24,377 - Well, she wants to see her daughter, 1296 01:27:24,411 --> 01:27:26,379 but she doesn't want her daughter to see her 1297 01:27:26,413 --> 01:27:28,726 or remember her as a patient. 1298 01:27:28,760 --> 01:27:30,279 - [Doctor] How old is her daughter? 1299 01:27:30,314 --> 01:27:32,143 - 10 or 12 I think. 1300 01:27:32,177 --> 01:27:34,283 - [Doctor] Is Sister Rankin around at all? 1301 01:27:34,318 --> 01:27:35,457 - No, she's gone to lunch. 1302 01:27:35,491 --> 01:27:36,423 - [Doctor] Okay, be quick. 1303 01:27:36,458 --> 01:27:37,252 - Okay. 1304 01:28:19,155 --> 01:28:20,295 - It's all right, sweetheart. 1305 01:28:21,365 --> 01:28:22,814 [girl crying] 1306 01:28:22,849 --> 01:28:24,299 I'm getting better. 1307 01:28:26,404 --> 01:28:27,405 I'll be home soon. 1308 01:28:28,337 --> 01:28:29,511 - [Girl] Yeah. 1309 01:28:30,374 --> 01:28:31,375 - Home soon. 1310 01:28:32,514 --> 01:28:35,689 [girl crying] 1311 01:28:35,724 --> 01:28:36,863 My darling. 1312 01:28:39,693 --> 01:28:41,281 You must go now. 1313 01:28:44,008 --> 01:28:45,768 My darling sweetheart. 1314 01:28:53,293 --> 01:28:55,295 Daddy's waiting for you. 1315 01:29:06,548 --> 01:29:11,553 [Mrs. Brody crying] [machine beeping] 1316 01:29:21,528 --> 01:29:24,876 [heartbeat thumping] 1317 01:29:24,911 --> 01:29:27,603 [water sloshing] 1318 01:29:29,778 --> 01:29:32,919 [somber piano music] 1319 01:30:20,518 --> 01:30:23,072 - It isn't Christmas yet, Poppy. 1320 01:30:23,107 --> 01:30:24,626 You know I'm not a fan. 1321 01:30:24,660 --> 01:30:26,421 - Christmas is fun. 1322 01:30:29,527 --> 01:30:31,598 I've got Maya's Christmas present in the car. 1323 01:30:34,946 --> 01:30:35,706 - What present? 1324 01:30:37,639 --> 01:30:40,573 - You're not allowed to open it until Christmas. 1325 01:30:40,607 --> 01:30:41,746 [both chuckle] 1326 01:30:41,781 --> 01:30:43,645 - Well, I don't think I'll last that long. 1327 01:30:44,542 --> 01:30:46,475 - How do you know? 1328 01:30:46,510 --> 01:30:50,514 - Oh the waiting game, it gives you insight. 1329 01:30:52,550 --> 01:30:54,379 - You're gonna be all right, Dad. 1330 01:30:55,346 --> 01:30:56,554 You'll get a transplant. 1331 01:30:58,038 --> 01:30:59,419 I'm sure you will. 1332 01:31:00,524 --> 01:31:03,423 - Yeah well, they say that Christmas is a good time for... 1333 01:31:07,634 --> 01:31:08,808 That's a dreadful thought. 1334 01:31:12,674 --> 01:31:13,675 I wouldn't see Easter they told me 1335 01:31:13,709 --> 01:31:15,366 and now it's almost Christmas. 1336 01:31:17,506 --> 01:31:19,163 I'm still here, my darling Poppy. 1337 01:31:21,993 --> 01:31:23,512 And back on the waiting list. 1338 01:31:24,686 --> 01:31:28,137 Please, Father Christmas, can I have three snowflakes, 1339 01:31:28,172 --> 01:31:31,382 five raindrops, a large passing cloud, 1340 01:31:31,416 --> 01:31:33,418 and maybe, maybe could you throw in 1341 01:31:33,453 --> 01:31:35,351 a new liver, medium sized? 1342 01:31:37,906 --> 01:31:40,425 - Here ya go. 1343 01:31:40,460 --> 01:31:42,704 - Oh. [Poppy chuckles] 1344 01:31:42,738 --> 01:31:44,602 I've never loved like this in my life. 1345 01:31:49,745 --> 01:31:52,403 Don't tell her I've opened it. 1346 01:32:06,624 --> 01:32:07,694 Oh. 1347 01:32:09,903 --> 01:32:12,561 [bird chirping] 1348 01:32:12,596 --> 01:32:15,978 [somber orchestral music] 1349 01:32:35,170 --> 01:32:38,760 - When Uncle is gone everything will change. 1350 01:32:40,485 --> 01:32:41,832 - Life moves on. 1351 01:32:45,663 --> 01:32:49,564 Thousands of candles can be lit from one single candle. 1352 01:32:51,980 --> 01:32:56,467 And the life of that candle won't be shortened. 1353 01:32:56,501 --> 01:33:00,057 Hm? [chuckles] 1354 01:33:00,091 --> 01:33:02,956 [children humming] 1355 01:33:16,867 --> 01:33:18,040 Love remains. 1356 01:33:21,043 --> 01:33:24,599 All that Uncle has received from life passes on. 1357 01:33:27,843 --> 01:33:30,812 It won't be wasted through death, huh? 1358 01:33:41,063 --> 01:33:43,997 [children humming] 1359 01:34:02,084 --> 01:34:05,398 [water sloshing] 1360 01:34:05,432 --> 01:34:06,675 - [Robert] Dad and Louise have gone out of their way 1361 01:34:06,710 --> 01:34:09,160 to make us all have Christmas dinner together. 1362 01:34:09,195 --> 01:34:10,506 It's never happened before. 1363 01:34:10,541 --> 01:34:11,542 It's the first time. 1364 01:34:12,716 --> 01:34:15,753 Dad's become warm and loving. 1365 01:34:18,066 --> 01:34:19,654 Will this be our last supper? 1366 01:34:20,931 --> 01:34:23,036 Oh, can't alter my thoughts. 1367 01:34:23,071 --> 01:34:24,555 It feels strange. 1368 01:34:24,589 --> 01:34:26,833 [family chattering] 1369 01:34:26,868 --> 01:34:27,662 [phone ringing] - Is there some reason 1370 01:34:27,696 --> 01:34:29,594 why you put orange in it? 1371 01:34:29,629 --> 01:34:30,665 - Yeah. 1372 01:34:30,699 --> 01:34:32,356 - It's already really sweet already. 1373 01:34:32,390 --> 01:34:33,909 - [Robert] Hello? 1374 01:34:33,944 --> 01:34:34,738 [Louise laughs] 1375 01:34:34,772 --> 01:34:35,842 Hello? - It's lovely. 1376 01:34:35,877 --> 01:34:36,843 - [Maya] Hello, darling. 1377 01:34:36,878 --> 01:34:37,741 - Ah, Maya. 1378 01:34:39,397 --> 01:34:40,813 Hey, it's lovely to hear your voice. 1379 01:34:40,847 --> 01:34:42,262 How are you? 1380 01:34:42,297 --> 01:34:43,712 - [Maya] I'm fine. 1381 01:34:43,747 --> 01:34:45,334 Merry Christmas. 1382 01:34:45,369 --> 01:34:47,440 - [chuckles] Merry Christmas to you, too. 1383 01:34:48,924 --> 01:34:50,374 Thank you for Vincent. 1384 01:34:51,306 --> 01:34:52,687 - Aw. - He's beautiful. 1385 01:34:52,721 --> 01:34:53,860 - [Maya] You're welcome. 1386 01:34:53,895 --> 01:34:56,207 So, what are you up to? 1387 01:34:56,242 --> 01:34:59,245 - Well, I don't normally celebrate Christmas, 1388 01:34:59,279 --> 01:35:02,904 but Dad and Louise have put on a Christmas dinner. 1389 01:35:02,938 --> 01:35:05,838 It's highly unusual but it's lovely. 1390 01:35:05,872 --> 01:35:08,254 - [Maya] Oh, that's nice. 1391 01:35:08,288 --> 01:35:09,911 - How's Uncle? 1392 01:35:09,945 --> 01:35:12,879 - Uncle will be leaving us soon. 1393 01:35:12,914 --> 01:35:15,744 He's passing on his truthfulness, 1394 01:35:15,779 --> 01:35:17,781 his forbearance, his love. 1395 01:35:20,128 --> 01:35:21,923 We will celebrate his life. 1396 01:35:22,820 --> 01:35:24,063 He wanted it like that. 1397 01:35:25,754 --> 01:35:29,447 [phone connection crackling] 1398 01:35:31,587 --> 01:35:32,450 I love you. 1399 01:35:33,451 --> 01:35:34,763 - Maya. [phone connection crackles] 1400 01:35:34,798 --> 01:35:37,386 [dial tone beeps] - Ugh. 1401 01:35:37,421 --> 01:35:38,871 [phone dialing] 1402 01:35:38,905 --> 01:35:39,906 [family chattering] 1403 01:35:39,941 --> 01:35:41,149 [phone ringing] 1404 01:35:41,183 --> 01:35:42,978 - Oh what have you done. 1405 01:35:43,013 --> 01:35:44,048 - Maya? 1406 01:35:44,083 --> 01:35:46,154 - [Woman] Merry Christmas. 1407 01:35:46,188 --> 01:35:47,327 - Merry Christmas to you, too. 1408 01:35:47,362 --> 01:35:48,466 Who is this? 1409 01:35:48,501 --> 01:35:49,985 [family chattering] 1410 01:35:50,020 --> 01:35:51,918 - [Woman] From the hospital. 1411 01:35:51,953 --> 01:35:52,954 - Yes? 1412 01:35:52,988 --> 01:35:55,473 [family chattering] 1413 01:35:55,508 --> 01:35:56,889 - [Derek] The love of three oranges. 1414 01:35:56,923 --> 01:35:58,062 - [Louise] I thought... 1415 01:35:58,097 --> 01:35:59,132 - [Derek] It must've been, though, wasn't it? 1416 01:35:59,167 --> 01:36:00,064 - [Hannah] Always out for himself. 1417 01:36:00,099 --> 01:36:01,790 - Uh, yes, yes, I can be there. 1418 01:36:01,825 --> 01:36:05,829 We're about two hours away but we can be quick. 1419 01:36:06,933 --> 01:36:07,727 Thank you. 1420 01:36:17,219 --> 01:36:18,013 - [Hannah] Robert? 1421 01:36:19,325 --> 01:36:21,810 [car rumbling] 1422 01:36:24,951 --> 01:36:28,230 [somber ambient music] 1423 01:36:40,001 --> 01:36:41,830 - They've made a mistake. 1424 01:36:41,865 --> 01:36:43,142 It's Christmas. 1425 01:36:43,176 --> 01:36:44,971 I don't have my toothbrush. 1426 01:36:45,006 --> 01:36:46,939 Why did I eat all that pudding? 1427 01:36:46,973 --> 01:36:50,045 Maya, Maya, Maya, where are you? 1428 01:36:50,080 --> 01:36:51,736 My life, my life. 1429 01:36:52,841 --> 01:36:55,257 Oh Poppy, Poppy my darling, my darling Poppy. 1430 01:36:56,603 --> 01:36:58,882 Wait, Christmas lights in a hospital? 1431 01:36:58,916 --> 01:37:00,573 Is this the right hospital? 1432 01:37:00,607 --> 01:37:01,954 Hannah, I must thank her, I must thank her. 1433 01:37:01,988 --> 01:37:04,335 So many people to thank, I don't have time. 1434 01:37:04,370 --> 01:37:07,097 It's always late, always too late. 1435 01:37:32,950 --> 01:37:34,193 - I'm Saskia. 1436 01:37:34,227 --> 01:37:36,402 I'm going to take you to the operating theater. 1437 01:37:36,436 --> 01:37:37,990 - Saskia was Rembrandt's wife. 1438 01:37:38,024 --> 01:37:39,025 - That's right. 1439 01:37:39,060 --> 01:37:40,095 That's how I got my name. 1440 01:37:40,130 --> 01:37:41,407 [Hannah laughs] 1441 01:37:41,441 --> 01:37:43,788 - May Rembrandt be with us. 1442 01:37:56,560 --> 01:37:59,943 [ominous ambient music] 1443 01:38:13,646 --> 01:38:17,063 [prayer beads rattling] 1444 01:38:39,292 --> 01:38:42,019 [flame whooshing] 1445 01:39:10,496 --> 01:39:13,809 [somber ambient music] 1446 01:39:40,181 --> 01:39:43,494 [church bells ringing] 1447 01:39:52,952 --> 01:39:54,678 [water sloshing] 1448 01:39:54,712 --> 01:39:57,508 [chimes tinkling] 1449 01:39:58,682 --> 01:40:01,340 [train rumbling] 1450 01:40:04,239 --> 01:40:07,242 [church bells ring] 1451 01:40:20,773 --> 01:40:23,362 [gate creaking] 1452 01:40:28,091 --> 01:40:32,095 [lighthearted orchestral music] 1453 01:40:42,588 --> 01:40:45,901 [somber ambient music] 1454 01:40:46,833 --> 01:40:49,422 [bells ringing] 1455 01:40:52,977 --> 01:40:55,635 [clocks chiming] 1456 01:41:08,407 --> 01:41:10,236 The birds are coming home. 1457 01:41:11,168 --> 01:41:12,652 Where do they go? 1458 01:41:13,584 --> 01:41:14,344 I wake up. 1459 01:41:15,931 --> 01:41:17,243 [chuckles] From where? 1460 01:41:18,279 --> 01:41:19,280 From what? 1461 01:41:21,178 --> 01:41:23,284 I feel nothing, I see nothing. 1462 01:41:23,318 --> 01:41:27,011 [chuckles] Why are these horses laughing? 1463 01:41:28,254 --> 01:41:30,394 No, I don't speak Russian, 1464 01:41:30,429 --> 01:41:32,672 but I understand every word you say. 1465 01:41:33,846 --> 01:41:35,330 How do you feel? 1466 01:41:35,365 --> 01:41:36,780 Oh, good as gold. 1467 01:41:38,195 --> 01:41:41,060 Volcanoes are spewing oil into the air. 1468 01:41:42,958 --> 01:41:47,308 The oil catches fire and lashes the earth like a whip. 1469 01:41:47,342 --> 01:41:48,688 What power is this? 1470 01:41:51,312 --> 01:41:53,314 What can you do with death? 1471 01:41:53,348 --> 01:41:55,316 [machine beeping] 1472 01:41:55,350 --> 01:41:56,351 I'm in Venice. 1473 01:41:56,386 --> 01:41:59,285 Why am I in Venice? 1474 01:41:59,320 --> 01:42:02,357 Who understands the true facts of life? 1475 01:42:02,392 --> 01:42:03,876 We all have a function. 1476 01:42:06,189 --> 01:42:09,606 Why this terrible sense of loss? 1477 01:42:09,640 --> 01:42:11,297 What reality is this? 1478 01:42:11,332 --> 01:42:12,747 Please help me. 1479 01:42:13,886 --> 01:42:15,370 Hold me. 1480 01:42:15,405 --> 01:42:16,302 I'm dying. 1481 01:42:19,029 --> 01:42:19,995 - Uncle's gone. 1482 01:42:23,344 --> 01:42:24,828 He died this morning. 1483 01:42:27,486 --> 01:42:30,730 We're thankful and we're celebrating. 1484 01:42:33,492 --> 01:42:37,151 I'm also celebrating Robert's miracle. 1485 01:42:40,223 --> 01:42:42,673 Please tell him to wait for me. 1486 01:42:45,538 --> 01:42:48,300 [Poppy smacks a kiss] 1487 01:42:48,334 --> 01:42:51,165 [bells ringing] 1488 01:42:54,133 --> 01:42:57,171 [somber ambient music] 1489 01:43:20,953 --> 01:43:24,370 [choral chanting music] 1490 01:43:44,252 --> 01:43:46,944 [water sloshing] 1491 01:43:54,918 --> 01:43:56,022 - Be careful. 1492 01:43:56,851 --> 01:43:59,992 Phone me as soon as you get there, okay? 1493 01:44:07,965 --> 01:44:11,486 Uncle's blessing will be traveling with you. 1494 01:44:23,118 --> 01:44:24,568 - Take care of yourself. 1495 01:44:24,603 --> 01:44:26,708 - [Maya's Aunt] You, too. 1496 01:45:01,985 --> 01:45:06,990 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 1497 01:45:09,579 --> 01:45:12,685 ♪ Ooh ooh ah ooh ooh 1498 01:45:21,176 --> 01:45:26,181 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh 1499 01:45:26,906 --> 01:45:30,324 ♪ Ooh ooh 1500 01:45:30,358 --> 01:45:33,913 ♪ Ooh ooh 1501 01:45:33,948 --> 01:45:37,503 ♪ Ooh ooh ah ooh ooh ooh 1502 01:45:40,368 --> 01:45:41,127 - Mum? 1503 01:45:45,442 --> 01:45:46,581 - Maya. 1504 01:45:46,616 --> 01:45:47,410 Hello. 1505 01:45:48,514 --> 01:45:50,413 Oh, come here. 1506 01:45:50,447 --> 01:45:53,070 [women chuckle] 1507 01:46:02,632 --> 01:46:03,598 - Go in, okay. 1508 01:46:14,954 --> 01:46:18,406 [traditional Indian music] 1509 01:46:54,477 --> 01:46:58,342 [singing in foreign language] 101251