All language subtitles for Serviam - Ich will dienen (2022).1080p.WEB.en

He who dwells in the shelter
of the Most High...

and rests in the shadow of the Almighty,

says to the Lord:

"You are my refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust."

He saves you from
the hunter's snare

and from all destruction.

Under his wings
you will find refuge,

His faithfulness is your
shield and protection.

You need not fear
the terror of the night

nor of the arrow,
that flies by day.

For the Lord is your refuge,

you have chosen the Most
High for your protection.

No evil shall befall you,

no calamity will come near your tent.

For he commands his angels,

to keep thee in all thy ways.

They shall bear thee up in their hands,

so that your foot
may not strike a stone.

The Lord protects
you with his wings;

You need not be afraid

from the terror of the night.

I am with him in trouble,

deliver him and bring him to honor.

I fill him with long life

and let him see my salvation.

For in the evening,

on which he was delivered

and submitted to suffering
of his own free will,

he took bread and gave thanks,

broke it,

handed it to his
disciples and said:

"Take and eat of it, all of you:

This is my body,
which is given for you."

Behold the Lamb of God,
who takes away the sin of the world.

Taste and see,
how good the Lord is!

- The body of Christ.
- Amen.

- The body of Christ.
- Amen.

- The body of Christ.
- Amen.

- The body of Christ.
- Amen.

Armo, you stink!

That's disgusting.

- Sandra?
- Yes.

- Do you want my towel?
- Yes.

Thunder, lightning!

Thunder, lightning!

Get off the stairs!

You know you're not
allowed in the vacant floors.

- We didn't want to go up there...
- Get down!

The fourth and fifth
floors are off limits.

Jesus,

You took our guilt upon
yourself and bore our pain.

Through your wounds we are healed.

In the darkest night of abandonment,

you made your death a prayer,

transformed into an act of love.

It is beautiful how you pray.

Man comes to himself,
by following him,

who, as the pierced one, opened
the way into the future for man.

Looking to him,
the slain and risen one,

we discover the
open gap in heaven.

How are you doing with the
penitential belt, I have given you?

I would like to do more.

You do a lot, Martha.

You're the only girl here,
who wears the penance belt.

That's a big exception.

You pray on behalf of
those who do not believe.

You have gone far.

I have the feeling it's not
enough, I am not doing enough.

You are doing enough.

Suffering can only be
understood through love.

God reveals himself in Christ,

this God lies in the dust,

he allows himself to be
nailed to the cross,

he goes through death for us,

he knows the pain
and the abandonment.

The cross is the ultimate expression
of God's self-revealing love.

God stands there as a lover,
with all the wonderfulness of a lover:

He has a heart, he rejoices,

he seeks, he waits, he goes to meet.

For him, who carries
and spans the universe,

the heart of a human
being, that is able to love

is greater than all
the Milky Way systems.

Armo, wash yourself!

I'll do it anyway.

My name is Sandy.

Good night.

Good night!

Lord, why do you stay
so far away,

hide yourself
in times of need?

The wicked man says arrogantly:
"God does not punish.

There is no God."

That is his whole
way of thinking.

At all times he succeeds
in what he does.

He imagines your judgments
high above and far away from him.

He says in his heart:

"I will never waver.

From generation to generation
no calamity will befall me."

He says in his heart:
"God forgets,

he hides his face,

he never sees."

What if God does see us?

- Hello!
- Hello!

Do we know each other?

Dr. Hubert Grosslin.

- His name is Legion.
- Non serviam.

Everything has
been said anyway.

You will no longer tell
my daughter what to do.

You are the kind of woman who
feels called to "something higher".

"The higher man."

But doesn't our lapsed
faith obscure our view

of a revolution that has
long since taken place?

Won't it also be the case for you,
as for every woman,

the time will come when
they desire nothing so much

as to have reproduced themselves
and ultimately their thoughts?

Even if contact with men
seems disgusting to them,

probably out of aversion to pleasure
or disappointment.

Nevertheless, you would do anything

to turn the biological clock,
when your fertility comes to an end.

I wonder,
how you wear your hair.

Tightly knotted, falling loose,

or shorn off.

You are a woman, aren't you?

I am in a position
create a child for you.

I have already
treated many women.

I am convinced, You
have excellent genes.

It is fascinating to be able to
live in such an interesting time.

The concept of programmed
death has been abolished.

I destroy myself,
I preserve myself.

You have found me
and I have found you.

You are afraid of love.

You are afraid of God.

How trivial you are.

Your whole world will
tear apart like cobwebs.

Nothing will.

It is nothing.

Sister, I have stigmata.

Why didn't you say anything?

It's my fault.

You meant well. Now you can't wear the
You can't keep wearing the penance belt.

You have to give
it back to me now.

It was in my toiletries bag, but I haven't
been able to find it for three days.

- Did you show someone the penance belt?
- No.

Could someone have
seen the penance belt?

It's possible that Sandra saw it

when I was leaning forward,
as we fed the goldfish.

Please don't send me away!

Come here!

Who will give me his dessert?
Who will give me his meat?

You can have mine.

- Who will give me his meat?
- Nobody.

Is Martha still coming?
Then I'll take her meat.

- Sister, is Martha still coming?
- No, not today.

When will she be back,
where is she?

Her parents have taken her
to Spain, for family reasons.

When will she be back?

I would like your attention
for an announcement.

On the occasion of our Pentecost mission,
we remember the mission of the church,

to go out and bring the good news
to the world.

This year we are thinking
especially of our friends in Rwanda.

I therefore invite you

to donate school uniforms and gym clothes
that are no longer needed

and bring them to the collection boxes
at the head office. Thank you.

End of the announcement.

I am the Lamb of God,

who takes away the sin of the world.

I am the Alpha and the Omega,

who is, who was
and who is to come.

I was dead and there and am
alive in the universe of the ages.

- Good night.
- Good night.

- Good night.
- Good night.

- Good night.
- Good night.

Good night.

Do you have something
that doesn't belong to you?

Straighten your blouse!

Pull out your blouse!

Pull up your blouse!

You can put it back in.

Don't play.

You are only tolerated here.

You are the master of life.

You are the master of life.

I have no other helper than you.

Lord, I give myself into your hand.

Well, convent student, are you
so holy or do you not talk to us?

She is not allowed to speak
with us, we are proles.

- What's your name?
- Sandy.

Well, Sandy, show us your tits?

Sandy!

A beautiful name.
Come here.

Awesome.

Have you ever fucked before?

For you.

Good evening!

Sabine, please open your box!

Alexandra.

How can you do that?

This is Christ himself.

I haven't practiced for the
sports festival. Can I still take part?

We'll see,
There's still some time until then.

Thank you for writing
in my family book.

You were the first to
write in my family book.

You are welcome.

Why did you write:
A respected man said to God:

"Lord, take me in, my hands are clean."

But God said: "Your
hands are clean, but empty."

- I don't understand that.
- What don't you understand?

Do you mean me or you?

You, you have nothing to give.

Why did you write then:
"Much understanding for this text

and good luck on your journey through life
wishes your friend Sabine."

Much understanding for this text and
good luck on your journey through life

wishes your "schoolmate" Sabine.

Yes, exactly. Does that mean
that you want to be my friend?

You won't find a better one.

- That's not much.
- Better than nothing.

- What should I give you in return?
- Nothing! I don't need anything!

- What do you want from me?
- Nothing.

- My firefly?
- Yes.

There you go!

- Are you giving it to me?
- Yes, as a present.

Thank you.

- What can you give me for it?
- Well, me. Nothing.

That's all I have.

Friendship to the death?

What do you want?

- Can you do something for me for once?
- Sure. Do what?

Go to the fifth floor!

That's forbidden, you know that!

I know, so what?

Do you see anything?

Yes, I can see you.

Do you recognize enough? Can you
recognize anything? - Yes, I recognize you.

So let's go.

Please, Sandy.

- Hello, Sandra.
- Hello.

- Nice of you to come and see me.
- Are you back from Spain yet?

What are you doing there?

I want to share in Christ's suffering.
I stay here for the sin of the world.

You are so great, I admire
you for who you are.

I can't do all that.
Nothing will come of me.

Don't say that. That's not true.
You're so funny and so sweet.

- Shall I tell you a secret?
- Yes.

The most beautiful
secret: I have stigmata.

- Really?
- Do you want to see my stigmata?

- Sure.
- Can you remove the blanket?

Jesus said: "I am the
resurrection and the life.

Whoever believes in me will live,
even if he dies,

and everyone who lives and believes
in me shall never die."

- Do you believe that?
- Yes, I do.

I hope you get well soon.

After the sports festival, I'll invite you to
my castle castle and give you my white horse.

- What is your horse's name?
- Estrella. And it's beautiful.

- Can I stroke it too?
- Of course.

And you can ride it, in
our beautiful meadow.

I'd like to give
you a present too.

That's your hair clip, it's so
beautiful and certainly expensive.

I'd love to give it to you,
please wear it! - Thank you.

I gave your glittering belt
to St. Sebastian.

Please forgive me, for
taking it away from you.

Yes.

I'm so glad that you
are my friend.

See ya.

Who are you?

Alexandra.

- What are you doing here?
- I don't know.

What should we do now?

I apologise.

I don't think you'll be able
to stay with us any longer.

I'll have to call your grandparents,
so they can come and get you.

Please, don't do that!
Please!

We're going to
pack your bags now.

Come on!

Aren't they great, our children?

Fantastic. Fantastic, fabulous.

I've booked you a surf course
for the summer,

and you're coming to America in August, for
a language course, you'll get a nice tan.

What's up?

Why did you make me call?

I want to get out of boarding
school and live with you.

No problem. Any time.

- Is the food bad?
- No. Please take me out!

There's no one at home.

There you have other children,

a piano,

you can do sports., sports field,
tennis, it's all there.

Isn't that enough for you?

Please let me come home!

Don't I offer you enough?

Are you not satisfied
with what I offer you?

This is an elite school,

an expensive school.

You have everything you need.

Hello!

Hello! Sit down, Sabine!

Sabine, I think you doubt
your faith. Is that so?

I try, but sometimes
I can't always believe.

The believer and the unbeliever have,
each in their own way,

share in doubt and faith.

No one can escape doubt completely,
no one can completely escape faith.

No matter how justified
the unbeliever feels,

the eeriness of the doubt remains.
"Maybe it's true after all".

No matter what you decide,

you will not escape the battle of doubt
and certainty for the rest of your life.

- Do you understand that?
- Yes.

That God became man, is the
ultimate revelation,

it is the revelation.

God confronts us himself.

He has become so close
to us, that we can kill him.

I don't want to kill God.

Yes, I know that.

Sabine, one thing is certain:

There is a night into whose desolation
no voice reaches down.

There is a door through which
we can only walk alone:

The gate of death.

All the fear in the world is
ultimately the fear of this loneliness.

Death is loneliness
par excellence.

But that loneliness into which
love can no longer penetrate is hell.

Where no voice can reach us,

there is He.

With that, hell is overcome.

Only the deliberate
self-enclosure is now hell,

or as the Bible says:
The second death.

Do not be afraid! If you believe,
you will see the face of God.

- Hello.
- Hello!

Gonzalez-Landa. We are Martha's
parents. We are visiting our daughter.

Please take a seat here!
I will inform the sister.

Thank you.

It's beautiful here.

Bright and friendly.

The building is
cleverly designed.

Well integrated into
the grounds, isn't it? - It is.

And the garden is
beautiful and spacious.

I think the office of this sister
is on the second floor.

Well, let's go up now.

- Hello, venerable sister!
- Hello.

- You already know my wife.
- Hello.

That's quite a surprise, that
you have found your way to us.

Sorry to barge in like this,
We were in the neighborhood.

It's no problem at all!

It's always nice when parents
come to visit their children.

Unfortunately, Martha is a
little ill, but she's on the mend.

Sick?

Is it something serious?

No, she just needs some rest.

We won't be staying long.

My wife and I admired
how beautiful it is here,

the lovely grounds, the large garden.

We are glad that we
could find your institution.

It's difficult in Spain too,

there are not many good
institutions left in Europe.

Yes, it has become
very difficult.

We are very grateful that you
were able to make an exception.

It is not self-evident that Martha
can stay over the weekend.

We are grateful to you
that you consideration.

Martha is a special child.
A good child.

Particularly religious,
especially helpful.

Martha always has a lot of good things
to say. She also likes going to school.

Does it harm that you did not
switch to coeducation?

No, on the contrary,
the school is flourishing,

it has more female pupils
than ever before.

Unfortunately, that doesn't apply to the
boarding school. - It's the same everywhere.

They've never had so many
female students. - Very good.

Hello, Martha!

- Hello, Dad! Hello, Mom!
- Hello.

- How are you, sweetheart?
- I'm glad you're here.

You look pale.

- You have a fever.
- It's not too bad.

Would you like to
come home with me?

I don't know.

Rezzo has given birth to
eight chicks. They are cute.

I'd love to see them.

You can sit down, Enrique.

Thank you.

- I love you very much.
- I love you too, Dad.

Come on, Martha,
we'll take you with us.

No, I'll stay here.

Hello, excuse me,

you're Martha's parents.
I'm a colleague of hers.

Yes, a friend of Martha's?

I'd like to give her
back her hair clip.

This is not a good time,
She's still very weak.

Weak? How is she?

Unfortunately, she's still ill,
but it will get better soon.

Thank you for asking about her!

When can I give it back to her?

Yes, that's Martha's hair clip.

Yes.

When will she be back from Spain?

From Spain? No, she's here,
we've just been up to visit her.

Thank you for thinking of Martha!

The school year will soon be over.

- I wish you a nice vacation.
- Thank you.

Come in!

- Hello!
- Hello!

I need to speak to the principal.

In what matter? - I'll have to
discuss that with the principal.

- What is your name?
- Sabine Widermann.

You can take a seat.

Just come in!

- Hello, Mrs. principal!
- Hello!

Please take a seat!

Sister Agnes, I have
something terrible to tell you.

Martha Gonzalez-Manchon is very ill.
The nurse is hiding her here in the house.

Isn't she in Spain? As far
as I know, Martha is in Spain?

No, that's not true.
The nurse isn't telling the truth.

Martha is here,
I've just seen her.

She's very ill. The nurse just took
her up to the fifth floor in the elevator.

She must be on the fifth floor.

I understand why you're turning
to me. You can tell me everything.

I have to tell you
something else terrible.

It's about the night the
night Alexandra died.

The same night she
was on the fifth floor.

That death must have
been terrible for you.

Alexandra was your roommate,
right?

Yes, and I think she
saw Martha up there.

Why do you think that? Did
Alexandra tell you that? Sabine?

No, I did something horrible.

I sent the Armo to the fifth floor.

I was wrong and cowardly.
I knew it was forbidden.

I did it anyway.

I am to blame for her death.

I see with respect how strictly you
examine yourself. That is very nice.

To find forgiveness, you have
already taken the first step.

I am happy about
your sincerity.

I wasn't sure whether
you would believe me.

You can be sure that
I will do what is necessary.

Will you help me? Will you go up
to the fifth floor and have a look?

Have you spoken to the
sister herself about this?

No.

Have you told anyone else, Sabine?

No.

I understand.

It's good that
you've come to me.

I think it would be right to talk to the
boarding school management about it now.

Shouldn't we first have a
direct conversation with the sister?

I don't know.

Together with the nurse, we
can bring clarity to the matter.

I assume so,
that's what you want.

Hello! Your pupil Sabine Widermann
from the second grade is here.

The question came up as to where
Martha Gonzalez-Manchon is currently,

whether in Spain
or at your boarding school.

I see, yes, thank you.

I think you don't have to worry. Your
colleague is with her parents in Spain.

Can't be. I've seen her.

You must be mistaken.

I understand that the death of
your roommate has shaken you.

It has shaken us all deeply,

and we all have to ask ourselves,
each and every one of us,

even I have to ask myself:
Where am I to blame for this?

I'm glad that you
have come to me.

You can always turn to me,

when you feel
you are not being heard enough.

Yes, thank you.

Let's stay connected in prayer.

Good bye.

Whatever you are doing, have
done and will do, I know nothing,

I knew nothing and will
never have known anything.

- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

- Shall we take you with us again today?
- No, thank you. My father is picking me up.

- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

Hello, Mrs. Mikes!
Could you give me a lift?

- Aren't you being picked up today?
- I think my father has forgotten.

Unfortunately, we don't have space,

we already picked up the boys
this time. Unfortunately.

Your father will come.
Have a nice weekend!

My father won't pick me up,
He wants me to go ahead.

I don't have permission to let girls
girls out of the house without an escort.

- Please!
- No, that's not possible.

You can't think for yourself.

Please, it's not my fault,
you can talk to the sister!

Your father's not coming.

Sabine, we need to talk.

Please go to your
room and wait for me!

The door is open.

Sabine.

Sabine, I love you very much.

People hid in the caves
and rocks of the mountains.

They said to the mountains and rocks:

“Fall on us and hide us
from the face of him

who is seated on the throne
and from the wrath of the Lamb.

For the great day of
their wrath has come.

Who can stand?

♪ Nils Holgersson... ♪

♪ flies away with the geese. ♪

Sabine, come in!

Come here!

Martha.

Come to me!

Go with her.

Forgive me.

Then I saw a new heaven
and a new earth;

The first heaven and the first earth has
passed away, and the sea was no more.

And I heard a loud voice
from the throne saying:

"Behold, the dwelling
place of God among men!

He will dwell with them,
and they will be his people,

and he, God, will be with them.

He will wipe away all tears
from their eyes:

Death shall be no more, neither shall there
be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore.

For what was before
has passed away."

He who sat on the throne said:

"Behold, I make all things new."

Welcome.