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ER
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Previously on ER...
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Ah, my dad died.
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What? What happend?
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It was a car wreck or something.
They weren't clear on the details.
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But I gotta go claim the body
and... stuff like that. So...
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I'm sorry.
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"Fathers and Sons"
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How much farther?
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About 20 minutes or so.
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A subcompact?
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That's all they had.
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- What is it? 110 degrees out here?
- They didn't have a midsize.
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The air conditioning doesn't work.
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It's November. Who asks?
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Next time you get the luggage.
I'll get the car.
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All right.
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- How much longer?
- About 30 seconds since you last asked.
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You always this tough to travel with?
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My knees are-
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Seventeen miles. We got
17 miles till we get there.
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Every summer, no matter
where we were...
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...we'd have to pile in the car and go
see some godforsaken national park.
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Or go see some distant relative
someplace.
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Weeks on end. I hated it.
Every minute, I hated it.
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Seventeen miles?
Is that what you said?
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Sixteen and a half.
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Doug.
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Thanks.
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The highway patrol is down the road
to the left. We can't miss it.
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What was your dad doing here?
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He was probably
heading up to Tahoe or Vegas.
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- He liked to gamble?
- Yeah, you might say that.
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- Got you a present.
- Thanks.
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- You okay?
- I'm fine.
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Listen, we don't have to do this.
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We could find some air conditioning,
get something to drink.
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We're in no hurry.
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Let's get this over with.
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When his name showed up
in the paper...
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...a woman called from Barstow.
He was renting a room there.
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- Found you in his address book.
- Barstow?
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He was in a motel.
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You weren't in touch?
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No. No, no.
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We got the stuff from the trunk
in the evidence locker.
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I couldn't tell what was his
and what was hers.
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Hers?
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Yeah. A Sherry Fox.
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We're having trouble locating
her next of kin.
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I was hoping you could help me
with that.
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Was she killed?
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Your father ran a stop sign
two nights ago, doing 120.
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Hit a pickup truck.
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Killed himself, Miss Fox,
the driver of the pickup...
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...a Pedro Lopez, father of six.
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Blood alcohol level was. 33.
Four times the legal limit.
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What a place to die.
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He never drove less than 70 miles
an hour his entire life.
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He used to think it was funny
to drive with his knees.
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With his eyes closed. He thought
it was some sort of game.
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Idiot. He can't even
kill himself right. He has to...
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...take other people with him.
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Leave me to clean up the mess.
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I don't think your dad planned
on dying out here.
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He never planned anything
his entire life.
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He never planned to lose our TV
in a poker game.
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He never planned to be gone for more
than a couple of days.
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He never planned to hurt anybody
in his whole life.
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Your dad lost your TV in
a poker game?
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I should've killed him myself.
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Saved everybody the trouble.
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He was paid up through Thanksgiving.
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So I figured I should leave everything
where it was until...
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...the rent ran out or somebody
showed up.
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Bathroom's in here.
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You're the doctor, aren't you?
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He talked about you all the time.
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So he wasn't here by himself?
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Oh, no, honey.
He had his wife with him.
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Y'all want to stay in here tonight?
I'll get some clean sheets and-
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No, thank you. But if you
have a couple extra rooms?
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- Adjoining?
- Fine.
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Such a nice couple.
Terrible, what happened.
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- Wife?
- I doubt it.
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Who's that?
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I have no idea.
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- Is that you?
- Yeah.
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Yeah. That's high school.
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Look at that hair. Played varsity?
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We went to state that year.
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I played JV. I wasn't very good.
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Oh, man.
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Your mom?
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Yeah.
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For a guy who didn't care, he sure had
a lot of photos of you guys around.
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You hungry? Want something to eat?
There's a taco stand.
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No, I'm not hungry.
You go ahead.
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I found this in the closet.
Home movies or something.
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I didn't find much to tell us
about the wife.
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Just some clothes, cosmetics...
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No letters or mail or anything.
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She was probably a hooker
or a cocktail waitress.
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- Any money in here?
- No. Just a couple of pawn tickets.
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Well, there it is.
There's my inheritance.
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Some women's clothes, a couple of
half-empty liquor bottles...
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...and two pawn tickets.
Sounds like my dad.
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Well, here you are.
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Thirteen.
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Fourteen. Oh, honey!
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Down on the corner, huh?
Away from the highway noise.
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Oh, I forgot to tell you earlier.
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Your daddy's car is parked
around back.
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He didn't wreck it?
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No. It must've been her car.
His car's still here.
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The son of a bitch.
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He kept it.
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He was always out here polishing it.
Said he'd had it for years.
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Since the '70s.
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It's a beauty!
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Maybe the keys are with your dad's
stuff. That envelope's in the car.
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Pull the garage door shut and lock it
when you're finished. All right?
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Yeah.
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- I learned to drive in this car.
- Yeah?
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My dad, we wouldn't see him
for months...
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...and then he'd just show up.
He'd just...
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...bring my mom a present, and he'd
bring me a signed football from...
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...Joe Namath, Bob Griese,
somebody like that.
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Then he'd gather me up...
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...and tell my mom we were going
to a ball game.
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And then we would just hit the road.
We'd disappear for days.
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We'd be driving to Vegas. Sometimes
we'd drive to Atlantic City.
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It was back before my mom remarried.
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So we were still living in
Kentucky at the time.
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I was maybe 13, 12, I think.
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We'd be in Oklahoma or Indiana,
middle of the night.
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My dad would wake me up and say,
"Okay, you're driving. "
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We'd get off on some side road...
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...and I'd slide in behind the wheel.
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Just floor it, you know?
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Just feel those 426 horses
and just...
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I just felt like...
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...I was flying.
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Sounds pretty great.
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He had his moments.
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- Gas?
- We got a quarter of a tank.
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What?
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Hang on a minute.
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Now what?
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My dad used to keep a gas can
in the trunk.
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You usually don't see that much baby
stuff all in one place.
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No gas.
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I'm doing fine. Looks like you
had a long night, though.
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Sure this is the right place?
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I don't know about that last left.
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Hello!
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Maybe everybody's working.
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Hello? Anybody here?
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Hey!
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Hey! How are you doing?
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- You're a Broncos fan, huh?
- Dallas.
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Dallas? I'm looking for
the Lopez family.
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Which one? We got two of them.
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Pedro Lopez. Died in a car accident.
We're trying to find his family.
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Not here.
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Not here as in he doesn't live here?
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Or not here like he's
not here right now?
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Who are you?
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I'm Doug. Listen, do me a favor.
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Will you stop that
for a second?
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Where are they?
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Everybody's at the funeral.
They're burying Mr. Lopez today.
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Saints of God, come to his aid.
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Hasten to meet him, angels of
the Lord.
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Eternal rest grant him, O Lord.
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To You, our Lord, we commend the soul
of Pedro, your servant.
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In the sight of this world
he is dead.
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In your sight, may he live forever.
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Forgive whatever sins he may have
committed through human weakness.
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And in your goodness,
grant him eternal life.
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We ask this through Christ our Lord.
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Amen.
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In peace, let us take our brother
to his place to rest.
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You want to say something
to the family?
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I don't know what I'd say.
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We could find a florist.
Send some flowers.
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Doug, it's not your fault.
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It's tragic, but it had nothing
to do with you.
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- You were thousands of miles away.
- I know...
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You know, I just...
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- Excuse me.
- Yeah?
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Were you planning on joining us
for the internment?
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No. Thank you, Father.
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Did you know Pedro or the family?
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No.
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- I didn't think-
- My father was the drunk...
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...that ran the stop sign
and killed him.
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But you came.
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It doesn't change things.
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It shows that you loved your father.
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- I have to go now. Take care.
- Thank you.
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Come on.
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I always wanted a pocket watch.
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I don't know if I'd use it,
but I like the idea of it.
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An heirloom to pass on
from generation to generation.
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I don't think Rachel would be
excited about it.
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Well, not for Rachel.
But for a son it would be great.
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- Do you have something to tell me?
- I don't have a son, but...
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If I had my great-great-grandfather's
pocket watch, that would be cool.
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My family's only heirloom is my
grandfather's fraternity beer stein.
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This must be it. It's got
the right tag number.
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What is it?
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- It's a movie projector.
- Hope you didn't pay much.
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Ten bucks. I didn't even want it,
but I figured, what the hell?
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- How much is this?
- I'll be right back.
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- Which one?
- That one.
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- You gotta be kidding me.
- Shut up!
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- It's a real diamond?
- Sure, they're real.
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Which one you looking at?
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Let's see. That's 75 bucks.
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- "Cynthia"?
- Yeah. I think she'd like it.
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You buy that, you're walking back.
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Here we go. We got a Rolex.
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That's nice.
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My dad loved this. He'd brush
his teeth first...
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...and then use the toothbrush
to clean the watch at night.
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Pinky ring.
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That is a big one.
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Three and a half carats.
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He talked her into giving it up.
They kept their wedding rings.
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Wouldn't even think about
giving them up.
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Carol, it's Doug. I was hoping
to catch you before work.
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We're here in Barstow,
and still we're cleaning up.
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I was just thinking about you...
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...and wishing you were here.
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I just miss you.
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I just wish you were here, is all.
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So I'll call you tomorrow.
Okay, bye.
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- Hey!
- Who was that?
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Somebody I've been seeing
the last couple months.
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Sounds serious.
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You want any of these ties?
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I only wear ties at work.
Is it anybody I know?
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Got an Armani. I believe
it's double-breasted.
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You won't tell me who it is?
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He had a set of clubs somewhere.
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Why don't you want to tell me?
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Because I don't.
249
00:18:29,391 --> 00:18:32,147
- It's not my ex-wife, is it?
- No. It's not Jennifer.
250
00:18:32,357 --> 00:18:33,900
Cynthia? You're not, are you?
251
00:18:34,069 --> 00:18:35,528
No. And neither should you.
252
00:18:35,738 --> 00:18:37,401
Jeanie? Chuny? Anna?
253
00:18:37,617 --> 00:18:40,955
Are you planning on naming everybody
who works in the hospital?
254
00:18:41,167 --> 00:18:42,711
She doesn't work in the hospital?
255
00:18:42,921 --> 00:18:44,298
It's Carol.
256
00:18:44,506 --> 00:18:45,789
- What?
- Carol Hathaway.
257
00:18:47,221 --> 00:18:48,254
Your mouth's open.
258
00:18:50,353 --> 00:18:52,479
- I'm speechless.
- Well, I'm relieved.
259
00:18:52,692 --> 00:18:53,725
You're back together?
260
00:18:53,944 --> 00:18:56,734
She didn't want me talking about it.
She didn't want it out at work.
261
00:18:56,951 --> 00:18:59,624
All right. Now, you are sworn
to secrecy.
262
00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:04,124
She swore she'd never get back
together with you after last time.
263
00:19:04,342 --> 00:19:06,800
- Things change.
- Wow!
264
00:19:06,972 --> 00:19:09,217
You know, it's not that amazing.
265
00:19:09,437 --> 00:19:10,765
Wow!
266
00:19:11,106 --> 00:19:12,935
You can stop saying "Wow! "
267
00:19:13,319 --> 00:19:14,649
I can't believe it.
268
00:19:15,950 --> 00:19:18,623
- You've said that.
- I'm happy for you. That's great.
269
00:19:19,165 --> 00:19:20,827
Good. Thanks, buddy.
270
00:19:21,753 --> 00:19:25,342
It's just that after what happened
last time, I can't believe it.
271
00:19:25,555 --> 00:19:27,216
Yeah. Well, thanks.
272
00:19:28,727 --> 00:19:31,102
Does she make you take
a lie detector test every week?
273
00:19:31,316 --> 00:19:32,861
Have you tried the beer?
It's good!
274
00:19:33,028 --> 00:19:35,986
No! Hey, now that's not fair!
275
00:19:36,828 --> 00:19:38,074
Son of a bitch!
276
00:19:43,217 --> 00:19:45,212
- Give me that!
- Mother of God!
277
00:19:46,224 --> 00:19:47,767
Get off me!
278
00:19:50,483 --> 00:19:51,728
Any more beer?
279
00:19:51,943 --> 00:19:54,402
You can squeeze something
out of the drapes.
280
00:19:54,575 --> 00:19:57,247
Smells like a brewery in here.
281
00:19:57,957 --> 00:20:01,746
Are you finding out anything about
the mystery stepmom in there?
282
00:20:01,923 --> 00:20:04,845
She had a nice body
and wore kinky lingerie.
283
00:20:05,056 --> 00:20:06,682
Lucky dad.
284
00:20:07,310 --> 00:20:11,015
Spent a lot of time in Laughlin,
Flagstaff and Vegas.
285
00:20:11,236 --> 00:20:12,779
My dad collected these matchbooks.
286
00:20:12,989 --> 00:20:16,078
That's how we'd keep account of him.
Matchbooks.
287
00:20:16,247 --> 00:20:17,279
Look at this.
288
00:20:18,961 --> 00:20:20,920
I think that's her. Look at the ring.
289
00:20:21,383 --> 00:20:22,415
Yeah.
290
00:20:22,635 --> 00:20:25,889
I found this at the bottom of
her suitcase.
291
00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:29,058
A Christmas card with
a return address to Long Beach.
292
00:20:29,274 --> 00:20:31,019
Now look at this.
293
00:20:32,741 --> 00:20:34,022
She had a baby.
294
00:20:34,243 --> 00:20:35,989
Almost every photo,
it's her, the baby...
295
00:20:36,206 --> 00:20:38,200
...and look, there's my dad.
296
00:20:38,962 --> 00:20:40,873
Think the baby was his?
297
00:20:42,344 --> 00:20:44,920
I don't know. Maybe.
298
00:20:46,353 --> 00:20:48,977
That'd be kind of weird, huh?
299
00:20:50,027 --> 00:20:51,737
Where do you think the baby is now?
300
00:20:51,948 --> 00:20:55,951
I don't know.
Maybe grandparents, friends.
301
00:20:56,165 --> 00:21:00,749
In a bassinet outside a convent.
Knowing my dad it could be...
302
00:21:05,435 --> 00:21:07,596
The hard part is that...
303
00:21:10,947 --> 00:21:14,285
...there was this power that
he held over us.
304
00:21:16,250 --> 00:21:19,124
I would be so happy when he
would come home.
305
00:21:19,339 --> 00:21:21,798
And I would tell myself
that I wouldn't be.
306
00:21:22,012 --> 00:21:25,100
Then he'd come home and tell
a story, give you a present.
307
00:21:25,311 --> 00:21:28,435
We would all be sitting there
like we were some kind of...
308
00:21:28,610 --> 00:21:30,320
...a normal family.
309
00:21:37,129 --> 00:21:38,625
I just never...
310
00:21:39,133 --> 00:21:40,379
...told him.
311
00:21:41,805 --> 00:21:45,807
I just figured that there would be
a right time.
312
00:21:46,273 --> 00:21:49,064
Son of a bitch even got
control of that.
313
00:21:53,831 --> 00:21:54,996
Want to watch this?
314
00:21:56,837 --> 00:21:59,166
- What? What's that?
- The home movies.
315
00:21:59,594 --> 00:22:00,625
- Come on.
- No!
316
00:22:00,845 --> 00:22:03,221
My chance to see you in diapers.
317
00:22:05,106 --> 00:22:06,732
Again?
318
00:22:09,365 --> 00:22:12,202
You know, my dad and I,
we barely even speak.
319
00:22:12,913 --> 00:22:16,167
If I call the house
and he picks up the phone...
320
00:22:16,379 --> 00:22:18,921
...he just says, "Hang on.
Let me get your mother. "
321
00:22:20,347 --> 00:22:23,766
He put in 30 years, and for what?
322
00:22:24,564 --> 00:22:28,566
He still retired as a captain.
He just kept getting passed over.
323
00:22:29,533 --> 00:22:34,081
I mean, he did every crappy assignment
that the Navy wanted him to do.
324
00:22:34,251 --> 00:22:35,878
And it didn't matter.
325
00:22:36,089 --> 00:22:38,463
- He never got the nod.
- Why not?
326
00:22:39,888 --> 00:22:41,433
Probably...
327
00:22:42,309 --> 00:22:45,101
...because of his winning personality.
328
00:22:52,624 --> 00:22:54,120
All right.
329
00:22:54,670 --> 00:22:58,174
Now all we need is popcorn.
330
00:23:01,811 --> 00:23:04,102
- You ready?
- No!
331
00:23:05,527 --> 00:23:08,234
You hit this and you hit that.
332
00:23:10,162 --> 00:23:11,575
Is that you?
333
00:23:11,749 --> 00:23:12,780
Yep.
334
00:23:39,726 --> 00:23:41,138
Your mom.
335
00:23:45,279 --> 00:23:46,740
Yeah.
336
00:23:57,081 --> 00:24:01,333
"1877. Alma Rodriguez Ruiz.
337
00:24:01,549 --> 00:24:06,466
1846 to 1849. "
She was only 3 years old.
338
00:24:08,815 --> 00:24:10,560
What are you thinking about, Doug?
339
00:24:12,781 --> 00:24:14,027
Carol.
340
00:24:17,207 --> 00:24:18,751
I'm in love with her.
341
00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:24,259
I used to think I knew what love was.
342
00:24:24,431 --> 00:24:28,600
I cared about women. I just don't
think I've ever really been in love.
343
00:24:30,820 --> 00:24:34,738
I think about her all the time.
I don't like it when I'm not with her.
344
00:24:34,953 --> 00:24:38,291
I don't want to be with anybody else.
That's love, isn't it?
345
00:24:38,462 --> 00:24:40,955
Yeah. That's love.
346
00:24:41,385 --> 00:24:42,417
Yeah.
347
00:24:44,474 --> 00:24:46,433
It'll be hot today, huh?
348
00:24:46,645 --> 00:24:48,190
It's November. Can you believe it?
349
00:24:48,400 --> 00:24:51,071
That's what I liked about living
in California.
350
00:24:51,573 --> 00:24:52,606
You lived here?
351
00:24:52,826 --> 00:24:55,497
San Diego. My parents
still live there.
352
00:24:56,751 --> 00:24:57,997
In San Diego?
353
00:24:58,170 --> 00:25:01,174
Yeah. A lot of retired Navy
down there.
354
00:25:01,344 --> 00:25:04,681
It's four hours from here.
We could be there at lunchtime.
355
00:25:04,851 --> 00:25:06,347
No, thanks.
356
00:25:06,689 --> 00:25:09,812
- When's the last time you saw them?
-18 months.
357
00:25:10,238 --> 00:25:11,983
Eighteen months? Okay, we're going.
358
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,492
No, no. We got to see
that funeral director.
359
00:25:14,706 --> 00:25:16,118
That can wait.
360
00:25:16,334 --> 00:25:17,997
I made an appointment for today.
361
00:25:18,214 --> 00:25:21,716
My dad's not going anyplace, Mark.
Come on.
362
00:25:23,683 --> 00:25:25,679
- Nice!
- Let's go to the movies instead.
363
00:25:25,897 --> 00:25:27,807
We'll be in and out in a couple hours.
364
00:25:28,026 --> 00:25:31,316
Are you kidding? There's no such
thing as a quick visit with my mom.
365
00:25:31,534 --> 00:25:34,242
She's gonna insist that we
stay for dinner.
366
00:25:34,457 --> 00:25:36,535
- Probably something fried.
- Sounds great.
367
00:25:36,753 --> 00:25:40,507
Don't drink her ice tea. You'll
risk lapsing into insulin shock.
368
00:25:40,721 --> 00:25:43,131
- I like sugar in my tea.
- Want to get on her good side?
369
00:25:43,351 --> 00:25:45,430
- Admire her Hummels.
- Hummels?
370
00:25:45,606 --> 00:25:47,315
Believe me, you'll know what it is.
371
00:25:49,656 --> 00:25:51,948
Still have time for a clean getaway.
372
00:25:52,454 --> 00:25:54,080
That's Jake. He doesn't bite.
373
00:25:54,291 --> 00:25:56,417
- Hey, Jake.
- Hush, Jake! Quiet!
374
00:25:56,964 --> 00:25:58,923
Oh, my God!
375
00:26:00,387 --> 00:26:01,718
What are you doing here?
376
00:26:01,933 --> 00:26:04,972
- We were just in the neighborhood.
- You were not!
377
00:26:05,148 --> 00:26:06,348
- Come on in.
- Hi.
378
00:26:06,568 --> 00:26:07,647
My friend Doug Ross.
379
00:26:07,820 --> 00:26:09,815
- Hello, Doug.
- How are you doing?
380
00:26:09,991 --> 00:26:11,322
I got it. Jake, come in.
381
00:26:11,496 --> 00:26:14,333
Oh, my God! Look at you.
You're so skinny.
382
00:26:14,501 --> 00:26:16,081
I'm running again every day.
383
00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:18,798
- What are you doing here?
- Well, Doug-
384
00:26:19,010 --> 00:26:21,172
Why didn't you tell us
you were coming?
385
00:26:21,349 --> 00:26:25,304
Doug's father passed away suddenly,
and so I came out with him.
386
00:26:26,360 --> 00:26:29,733
- You poor thing. I'm so sorry.
- Well, thank you.
387
00:26:29,951 --> 00:26:31,994
Well, sit. Sit.
388
00:26:32,540 --> 00:26:35,663
I was just going through the mail.
All these catalogs.
389
00:26:35,881 --> 00:26:39,549
I always promise myself that I'm
not gonna look at them, but I do.
390
00:26:39,763 --> 00:26:42,554
You get on these lists
and you just can't get off.
391
00:26:44,691 --> 00:26:46,235
You two must be thirsty.
392
00:26:46,403 --> 00:26:48,943
Can I get you a drink?
I was having iced tea.
393
00:26:49,158 --> 00:26:51,237
- Water for me, Mom.
- I'd love iced tea.
394
00:26:51,414 --> 00:26:53,954
- When did you get in?
- Yesterday.
395
00:26:54,169 --> 00:26:55,582
- Yesterday?
- I'm gonna go.
396
00:26:55,756 --> 00:26:57,917
- And you didn't call?
- You stay here.
397
00:26:58,137 --> 00:26:59,252
Where you staying?
398
00:26:59,431 --> 00:27:01,972
- Barstow. In a motel.
- Is this a Hummel?
399
00:27:02,270 --> 00:27:05,560
Not tonight you' re not.
You' re gonna stay right here.
400
00:27:06,446 --> 00:27:10,234
Thanks, that sounds great,
if we' re not putting you out at all.
401
00:27:10,455 --> 00:27:12,414
Oh, absolutely.
402
00:27:12,626 --> 00:27:15,464
We have two guest rooms
and never any guests.
403
00:27:16,843 --> 00:27:20,181
Too much sugar? Mark kids me
about adding too much sugar.
404
00:27:20,393 --> 00:27:21,937
No. It's perfect.
405
00:27:23,357 --> 00:27:25,151
Oh, honey!
406
00:27:25,403 --> 00:27:27,446
How is my lovely Rachel?
407
00:27:27,658 --> 00:27:29,868
She's wonderful. And she misses you.
408
00:27:30,163 --> 00:27:34,083
You're a good liar. I bet she
barely remembers me.
409
00:27:34,298 --> 00:27:37,801
My son always says that they'll visit.
But I know...
410
00:27:38,014 --> 00:27:40,424
...that if I want to see my
only granddaughter...
411
00:27:40,644 --> 00:27:43,519
...I've gotta get on a plane
and go to Chicago.
412
00:27:43,735 --> 00:27:45,397
What's with the oxygen, Mom?
413
00:27:48,704 --> 00:27:52,207
It's your father.
He's still smoking, you know?
414
00:27:52,378 --> 00:27:54,789
Doctor says he's gotta stop,
but he just won't.
415
00:27:55,010 --> 00:27:57,337
Maybe you can talk some
sense into him.
416
00:27:57,556 --> 00:28:00,229
You know the military.
Everybody smokes.
417
00:28:00,437 --> 00:28:03,061
They used to give cigarettes
out in C rations.
418
00:28:03,862 --> 00:28:05,238
Is it emphysema, Mom?
419
00:28:05,908 --> 00:28:08,746
Yeah. Well, the doctor
says something like that.
420
00:28:08,914 --> 00:28:11,787
But it hasn't
slowed him down an inch.
421
00:28:12,003 --> 00:28:14,164
Let me get another one.
This is too sweet.
422
00:28:14,384 --> 00:28:16,378
I'm gonna run some errands.
I'll be back.
423
00:28:16,596 --> 00:28:17,677
You're leaving already?
424
00:28:17,850 --> 00:28:21,223
Yes. I'll be back for dinner if
the offer still stands?
425
00:28:21,565 --> 00:28:22,766
- Of course.
- You're going?
426
00:28:22,944 --> 00:28:26,614
Yes. Thank you for the iced tea.
And the Hummels are beautiful.
427
00:28:27,036 --> 00:28:28,996
- Oh, thanks!
- Beautiful.
428
00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:30,323
Okay, bye.
429
00:28:31,254 --> 00:28:32,797
He's a lovely boy.
430
00:28:35,137 --> 00:28:36,468
Where's Dad?
431
00:28:49,167 --> 00:28:50,367
Dad?
432
00:28:52,174 --> 00:28:53,835
Hello, Dad!
433
00:28:58,520 --> 00:28:59,980
Mark.
434
00:29:10,170 --> 00:29:11,880
What the hell are you doing here?
435
00:29:12,844 --> 00:29:14,838
Came by with a friend.
436
00:29:17,144 --> 00:29:18,177
You look good.
437
00:29:18,772 --> 00:29:20,054
Thank you.
438
00:29:22,239 --> 00:29:24,566
- House looks great.
- Yeah.
439
00:29:25,578 --> 00:29:27,241
Keeps me busy.
440
00:29:28,668 --> 00:29:30,663
I repainted the trim
a couple days ago.
441
00:29:30,882 --> 00:29:32,378
Looks nice.
442
00:29:34,556 --> 00:29:36,136
There's no wind.
443
00:29:38,064 --> 00:29:39,143
What?
444
00:29:39,358 --> 00:29:42,149
You're cupping your hand.
There's no wind.
445
00:29:43,242 --> 00:29:45,236
Too many years on deck.
446
00:29:45,455 --> 00:29:47,534
Hard habit to break.
447
00:29:51,008 --> 00:29:52,339
You should quit smoking.
448
00:29:53,054 --> 00:29:55,548
That's another hard habit to break.
449
00:29:57,063 --> 00:29:58,773
- Emphysema?
- You've seen your mother-
450
00:29:58,984 --> 00:30:00,183
You're on oxygen?
451
00:30:00,403 --> 00:30:05,284
I need help living my life, Mark,
you'll be the first person I call.
452
00:30:14,768 --> 00:30:16,561
- Woodworking?
- Yeah.
453
00:30:16,772 --> 00:30:18,482
I needed a hobby.
454
00:30:18,693 --> 00:30:22,066
Tried gardening for a while,
but it was too slow, you know?
455
00:30:22,284 --> 00:30:26,832
Waiting around for things to grow.
So I decided to try furniture.
456
00:30:27,044 --> 00:30:30,547
- Nice work.
- Making a dining set for your mother.
457
00:30:31,345 --> 00:30:33,922
- For Christmas.
- I'm sure she'll like it.
458
00:30:43,872 --> 00:30:45,499
Rachel's great.
459
00:30:46,084 --> 00:30:48,211
She's gotten bigger.
460
00:30:51,220 --> 00:30:54,095
She's smarter than me.
Or at least she thinks she is.
461
00:30:56,775 --> 00:30:58,817
That's kids for you.
462
00:30:59,990 --> 00:31:01,616
Well...
463
00:31:02,787 --> 00:31:04,070
I better get back.
464
00:31:04,291 --> 00:31:05,621
Yeah, right.
465
00:31:47,952 --> 00:31:49,615
Dad doesn't look good.
466
00:31:49,790 --> 00:31:51,869
Well, we're all getting older.
467
00:31:52,088 --> 00:31:53,797
When was he diagnosed
with emphysema?
468
00:31:54,342 --> 00:31:55,541
Here, honey.
469
00:31:55,761 --> 00:31:57,554
Make yourself useful.
470
00:31:57,765 --> 00:32:00,806
He's gotta start taking better
care of himself, Mom.
471
00:32:01,148 --> 00:32:02,857
You know your father.
472
00:32:03,068 --> 00:32:05,147
How high is his blood pressure?
473
00:32:05,407 --> 00:32:07,034
He doesn't have high blood pressure.
474
00:32:07,245 --> 00:32:10,332
Mom, I saw the medications
in the bathroom.
475
00:32:10,543 --> 00:32:12,788
Those are my pills, Mr. Nosey.
476
00:32:13,008 --> 00:32:14,717
When did you get
high blood pressure?
477
00:32:14,928 --> 00:32:17,006
Last year. I'm fine now.
478
00:32:17,183 --> 00:32:21,054
130/90. I took it yesterday
at the commissary.
479
00:32:21,275 --> 00:32:22,604
At the base?
480
00:32:22,820 --> 00:32:25,110
Yeah. On one of those
little machines.
481
00:32:25,325 --> 00:32:27,534
I check it every time I go shopping.
482
00:32:27,705 --> 00:32:29,366
Do you have your potassium checked?
483
00:32:29,583 --> 00:32:30,700
I'm sure I do.
484
00:32:30,879 --> 00:32:33,883
It's very important, and it's
not something that you check...
485
00:32:34,093 --> 00:32:35,376
...at the base supermarket.
486
00:32:35,597 --> 00:32:37,592
I appreciate this, but
I have a doctor.
487
00:32:38,562 --> 00:32:41,899
Has your doctor talked to you about
controlling your salt intake?
488
00:32:42,445 --> 00:32:44,736
Your father won't eat bland food.
489
00:32:45,201 --> 00:32:48,906
Dad can live a lot longer without
salt than he can without you.
490
00:32:49,418 --> 00:32:50,962
Mark, we are both fine.
491
00:32:51,172 --> 00:32:54,011
I take my walks. I watch what I eat.
492
00:32:54,221 --> 00:32:57,094
Now, stop being a doctor
and finish shucking those peas.
493
00:32:57,686 --> 00:33:00,144
- Mom, Mom, Mom!
- Not a word!
494
00:33:01,570 --> 00:33:04,408
I'm sorry your friend wasn't
back in time for dinner.
495
00:33:04,617 --> 00:33:07,955
I don't think he realized we'd be
eating in midafternoon.
496
00:33:08,167 --> 00:33:11,040
I'll put a plate in the fridge
for him.
497
00:33:13,261 --> 00:33:16,301
You remember the Orkins?
Bruce and Christina?
498
00:33:17,019 --> 00:33:18,480
They live here now.
499
00:33:18,648 --> 00:33:21,688
They had two boys about your age
when we were in Pensacola.
500
00:33:21,905 --> 00:33:23,282
I don't think so.
501
00:33:23,492 --> 00:33:25,616
Bruce was in Intelligence, wasn't he?
502
00:33:26,832 --> 00:33:27,864
Communications.
503
00:33:31,008 --> 00:33:33,217
Their oldest boy, Carl,
is a flier now.
504
00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:36,138
A lieutenant commander,
stationed up at Whidbey.
505
00:33:38,023 --> 00:33:39,852
Has three little girls of his own.
506
00:33:40,069 --> 00:33:42,397
Well, say hello to him for me.
507
00:33:45,664 --> 00:33:47,493
You two busy tonight?
508
00:33:47,711 --> 00:33:49,789
I was thinking we'd go buy
some ice cream.
509
00:33:50,008 --> 00:33:52,547
That place on Mission Bay,
is it still there?
510
00:33:53,055 --> 00:33:55,347
I don't know. I haven't been
there in years.
511
00:33:55,561 --> 00:33:57,769
I have to go to the club tonight.
512
00:33:59,318 --> 00:34:02,572
- You could go tomorrow night.
- I'm meeting Frank and Harry.
513
00:34:02,742 --> 00:34:04,404
You can call them.
514
00:34:05,708 --> 00:34:08,082
It's Thursday.
We always meet on Thursdays.
515
00:34:08,297 --> 00:34:11,384
Well, this week you'll meet on Friday.
516
00:34:11,595 --> 00:34:13,804
It's no big deal.
We'll do it another time.
517
00:34:14,017 --> 00:34:15,050
You two go.
518
00:34:16,272 --> 00:34:18,100
Have a good time.
519
00:34:18,276 --> 00:34:20,105
You go to the club with your dad.
520
00:34:20,322 --> 00:34:21,819
Mark wouldn't be comfortable.
521
00:34:22,034 --> 00:34:25,454
You should spend time together.
You'd really enjoy it.
522
00:34:26,753 --> 00:34:28,629
- You need the inhaler?
- I'm fine.
523
00:34:28,799 --> 00:34:31,008
- Albuterol? I know where it is.
- I'll get it.
524
00:34:31,472 --> 00:34:33,431
No!
525
00:34:41,117 --> 00:34:43,491
He doesn't like to be helped.
You know that.
526
00:34:51,765 --> 00:34:53,974
He'll be all right in a few minutes.
527
00:34:55,188 --> 00:34:58,276
I'll make him some hot tea.
It makes him feel better.
528
00:35:19,067 --> 00:35:23,199
The blaze near Lake Hodges destroyed
two homes and 1200 acres.
529
00:35:23,409 --> 00:35:27,959
It is completely out tonight, but
firefighters are still on the lines.
530
00:35:28,921 --> 00:35:33,007
Fire officials say they want new
homes built without wood roofs...
531
00:35:33,222 --> 00:35:36,143
...and without landscaping
within 100 feet.
532
00:35:36,354 --> 00:35:39,858
Arson investigators hope
a $ 10,000 reward leads them to...
533
00:35:40,070 --> 00:35:42,743
I'm quitting tonight.
I promise.
534
00:35:42,952 --> 00:35:44,281
Good.
535
00:35:44,497 --> 00:35:46,159
You used to smoke.
536
00:35:47,210 --> 00:35:48,411
Yes.
537
00:35:49,256 --> 00:35:52,214
Until someone I know hounded me
into giving it up.
538
00:35:53,057 --> 00:35:55,016
You were what? Seven or eight?
539
00:35:55,228 --> 00:35:58,352
We were living down in
Kings Bay, in Georgia.
540
00:35:59,236 --> 00:36:03,904
Every time I'd come home with a pack,
you'd flush it down the toilet.
541
00:36:04,122 --> 00:36:05,915
I was doing you a favor.
542
00:36:06,084 --> 00:36:08,543
You were ruthless.
You wouldn't even lie to me.
543
00:36:08,757 --> 00:36:11,512
You'd just march right in
and tell me you'd done it.
544
00:36:11,722 --> 00:36:14,097
I could've killed you!
545
00:36:17,776 --> 00:36:20,900
He's asleep in there,
in front of the TV.
546
00:36:21,117 --> 00:36:23,907
You'd better wake him if he's
gonna make his club.
547
00:36:25,334 --> 00:36:26,616
Well...
548
00:36:28,007 --> 00:36:31,046
...he only makes it about
half the time anymore anyway.
549
00:36:31,263 --> 00:36:33,508
His friends are worse.
550
00:36:33,727 --> 00:36:38,644
Usually he goes down there and he's
back home in less than an hour...
551
00:36:38,822 --> 00:36:41,149
...because nobody he knows shows up.
552
00:36:42,162 --> 00:36:44,917
You still like living near the base?
553
00:36:45,127 --> 00:36:46,587
It's convenient.
554
00:36:48,593 --> 00:36:52,725
All our friends live nearby.
Your father's got the club.
555
00:36:54,062 --> 00:36:55,857
It's a nice life.
556
00:36:57,194 --> 00:36:59,605
I know you never liked it,
but we do.
557
00:37:05,212 --> 00:37:08,418
He misses you. He'd never say so,
but he does.
558
00:37:09,221 --> 00:37:12,178
He'd like to see you more often.
You and Rachel.
559
00:37:12,393 --> 00:37:13,890
I love you, Mom.
560
00:37:14,148 --> 00:37:17,235
And I know you feel like you
have to defend him.
561
00:37:17,446 --> 00:37:20,701
But Dad doesn't think about
me or Rachel.
562
00:37:23,876 --> 00:37:26,881
Your father loves you very much, Mark.
563
00:37:28,178 --> 00:37:32,227
He may not show it in the way
that you want him to, but he does.
564
00:37:32,437 --> 00:37:34,765
I've never seen him show it at all.
565
00:37:35,193 --> 00:37:38,446
He's just not built that way.
You have to work harder with him.
566
00:37:38,617 --> 00:37:39,698
- I have to work harder?
- Yes.
567
00:37:39,912 --> 00:37:42,951
Of course, Mom.
Dad doesn't have to do anything.
568
00:37:46,092 --> 00:37:48,846
You've got some wonderful traits, Mark.
569
00:37:49,056 --> 00:37:52,512
But you always assume that you
know more about everybody...
570
00:37:52,730 --> 00:37:55,225
...and everything than you
actually do.
571
00:38:04,548 --> 00:38:07,588
I've got vanilla ice cream
and some fresh strawberries...
572
00:38:07,805 --> 00:38:09,634
...if you still feel like dessert.
573
00:38:16,949 --> 00:38:18,066
Hey!
574
00:38:19,037 --> 00:38:20,664
You missed dinner.
575
00:38:20,875 --> 00:38:23,748
Drove up to Long Beach.
Checked out that return address.
576
00:38:23,922 --> 00:38:24,955
Anything?
577
00:38:25,175 --> 00:38:28,050
Yeah. It's not my dad's kid.
578
00:38:28,266 --> 00:38:31,519
He's living in Arizona with
the ex-husband.
579
00:38:33,736 --> 00:38:36,229
How's family life?
580
00:38:36,450 --> 00:38:39,122
My dad's got emphysema.
581
00:38:39,331 --> 00:38:43,464
I thought he was gonna cough himself
to death over the fried chicken.
582
00:38:43,674 --> 00:38:44,919
Is he okay?
583
00:38:45,594 --> 00:38:48,350
He's on an inhaler, oxygen.
He seemed all right.
584
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:52,264
- Is he getting decent care?
- I'm sure it's fine.
585
00:38:55,282 --> 00:38:57,776
So why don't you stay here
for a while?
586
00:38:57,955 --> 00:39:01,457
I'll go back up to Barstow,
and you spend some time with him.
587
00:39:04,176 --> 00:39:05,671
Why bother?
588
00:39:08,226 --> 00:39:12,977
You didn't miss much, not having your
father around when you were growing up.
589
00:39:13,153 --> 00:39:14,614
Believe me.
590
00:39:18,457 --> 00:39:21,911
That's kind of a crappy thing
to say, isn't it?
591
00:39:23,008 --> 00:39:24,920
It wasn't my idea to come down here.
592
00:39:25,138 --> 00:39:26,467
Don't stay.
593
00:39:26,682 --> 00:39:28,345
Don't worry. I won't.
594
00:39:28,770 --> 00:39:32,143
I'm confused. Your father's still
alive? Still with your mother?
595
00:39:32,863 --> 00:39:35,902
So that's the criteria for a good
father? Longevity?
596
00:39:36,119 --> 00:39:38,696
Did he smack you around?
Did he smack your mom around?
597
00:39:38,876 --> 00:39:41,084
- Poor Doug.
- Wait. "Poor Doug"?
598
00:39:41,255 --> 00:39:45,044
Did your father
throw up on your bed and pass out?
599
00:39:45,306 --> 00:39:48,227
Did he leave you in
a hallway in Atlantic City...
600
00:39:48,480 --> 00:39:51,353
...while he screwed some hatcheck
girl? Did he do that?
601
00:39:51,569 --> 00:39:53,565
Did he do that, Mark?!
602
00:39:56,412 --> 00:40:00,416
Your father was there for you
every night, and that's love.
603
00:40:00,673 --> 00:40:02,632
Whether it's the way you
want it or not...
604
00:40:02,844 --> 00:40:04,923
...it's love, Mark!
605
00:40:05,224 --> 00:40:09,726
You grew up in Ozzie and Harriet
land. Get your head out of your ass!
606
00:40:41,469 --> 00:40:43,344
I wrote Carol a note this afternoon.
607
00:40:43,974 --> 00:40:48,023
It's a card that reminded me of her.
Will you give it to her for me?
608
00:40:48,943 --> 00:40:50,736
You' re not going back with me?
609
00:40:50,947 --> 00:40:54,534
No. That woman in Long Beach gave me
an address in Flagstaff.
610
00:40:54,747 --> 00:40:57,871
I think I'm gonna head over there...
611
00:40:58,047 --> 00:41:01,549
...look up my dad's wife's relatives
and let them know what happened.
612
00:41:01,762 --> 00:41:03,258
And the kid.
613
00:41:06,564 --> 00:41:08,060
We should've stayed the night.
614
00:41:11,366 --> 00:41:13,742
It wasn't right to leave
the way we did.
615
00:41:15,124 --> 00:41:17,665
I had no right to just
lose it like that.
616
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:18,996
No.
617
00:41:19,550 --> 00:41:21,545
You were right about me.
618
00:41:23,768 --> 00:41:28,352
I have been acting like a victim,
feeling sorry for myself.
619
00:41:29,029 --> 00:41:33,114
Self-pity isn't one of my more
attractive personality traits.
620
00:41:33,330 --> 00:41:36,917
Don't sell yourself short.
You're very good at it.
621
00:41:40,720 --> 00:41:43,179
I've spent my whole life
holding my breath...
622
00:41:43,393 --> 00:41:47,727
...afraid that something was gonna
spin out of control.
623
00:41:49,155 --> 00:41:53,158
I think that's why I got into medicine.
I wanted to have power over chaos.
624
00:41:56,504 --> 00:42:00,377
I was always terrified that something
awful was gonna happen.
625
00:42:01,390 --> 00:42:04,145
And then last spring, it did.
626
00:42:06,860 --> 00:42:09,236
I don't know who I am, Doug.
627
00:42:11,704 --> 00:42:15,208
That person who I was
died in that bathroom.
628
00:42:17,675 --> 00:42:20,597
And I don't know what's gonna
take his place.
629
00:42:52,625 --> 00:42:54,419
I'm beat!
630
00:42:58,972 --> 00:43:02,392
You want to grab some breakfast?
Maybe a few hours of sleep...
631
00:43:02,605 --> 00:43:04,897
...before we have to go
to that funeral home?
632
00:43:07,573 --> 00:43:09,284
Doug, you want to do that?
633
00:43:41,731 --> 00:43:43,061
This is it.
634
00:43:43,610 --> 00:43:46,650
Good. I don't want to climb
any more damn hills.
635
00:43:46,867 --> 00:43:48,778
Doug, it's beautiful!
636
00:43:52,504 --> 00:43:54,047
Want to say something?
637
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,261
A prayer?
638
00:43:57,724 --> 00:43:59,053
No.
639
00:44:05,281 --> 00:44:07,361
I hated the son of a bitch...
640
00:44:08,873 --> 00:44:10,452
...and I loved him.
641
00:44:20,314 --> 00:44:21,976
Never simple, is it?
48505
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