All language subtitles for Transplant.S04E10.AAC.MP4-Mobile (1)

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Hadda la baba.

Thanks for taking her on.

You can do it with me.

What if instead of looking for a job, I open a clinic?

Cleveland.

I figured Mark Novak could easily step in.

That's not an option.

You're too damaged to be a mother, Jen.

I just know that you're resisting us.

I've lost sight of all of it, Liz.

I can't keep waiting.

[SPEAKING ARABIC]

To go through all this just to be here, it's--

I believe in you.

And you can do whatever you want.

I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am.

Why was she working?

You should have stopped her.

Don't blame yourself.

I didn't deserve her.

I'm just here to clear out my locker.

What if you didn't?

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It was basically like any other big, loud city.

The dorm they put us in was super cramped.

And the girl I was sharing a room with snored all night.

You don't have to make it seem like you

didn't have any fun in London for my sake, Amira.

Must have been exciting, the adventure.

I'm sorry, cut, cut, short.

It's part of the reason I waited to tell you.

Don't be sorry.

I wanted to come home.

I miss her too.

This open house at your school?

Tomorrow.

Are you coming?

I'm working, but--

You don't have to if you can.

You want me to, I will.

Is she?

10 micrograms per kilo per hour.

Use a calculator if you're not 100 on the math.

Guess I'm going to have to get used to feeling

like a first year all over again.

Just finished my last shift.

Oh.

Have you looked up who else is on your surgical team?

Yeah, mostly dudes.

A lot of pictures of hiking.

So I mean, I'm not doing this to make friends.

My first surgical attending thought my name

was Ajax for two years.

And you didn't correct him?

Well, if I could go back, I'd do it on rounds

in front of everyone.

Prove I had the stones.

So you're suggesting I pick a fight with the biggest

bully in the prison yard?

Hey, if you don't want my wisdom, that's on you.

OK, go before my resident comes back and thinks I'm a softie.

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It's a letter of intent saying you'll take over in good faith

and purchase by practice when you're ready.

Right, and time-wise you were thinking--

Six weeks.

Enough time to make sure your CPSO license covers

independent family medicine.

While we're waiting for paperwork,

we can inform patients and staff and make a handover plan.

You want to start that already?

Well, if we're expecting people to make this major change

in their lives, it's a message we have to project soon

and with confidence.

OK, but I was thinking maybe three months.

Theo, if you're having second thoughts, tell me now.

And before my wife starts pricing cruise.

No, that's not what--

just give me one second.

Barry, why aren't you in your room?

Oh, hey, Theo.

I think it's out again.

Barry, I reduced your kneecap 20 minutes ago.

How could you already be imaged and discharged?

I felt so much better once it popped in.

I decided not to wait.

So you walked on it, Barry.

We talked about this.

I know.

It hurts, man.

So much worse than the last time.

I have a patella to reset.

I'll give you a call later, OK, Mac?

We're going to get you back into your room, OK?

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Hi, Miriel.

The things of hers that you sent.

Thank you.

I finally started to sift through.

It's not easy, but it's necessary.

I don't know if this helps.

No, no, it does.

I wanted to see how you were.

I'm--

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You know?

I do.

Thank you for calling.

Thank you.

That should be in your inboxes.

OK, next week.

Oh, did you have the room booked because we're

just finishing up here?

I just heard through the grapevine

that Mark Novak is back in Emerge as co-chief.

Tell me that isn't true, Neil, because I

know how false rumors can spread.

He came to me last week after your overture.

It took a few days to negotiate, but--

My overture?

Yeah.

I didn't offer him co-chief.

Well, those were his terms, and we need him in drama over.

And you agreed to that without even talking to me?

Well, with Curtis leaving so suddenly,

I just solved a problem you couldn't.

We both know Mark lacks the patience required

for management.

Well, maybe he wants to learn.

So did you when you took this job.

Is this constructive dismissal?

Are you suggesting that I want you to quit?

Let's not overreact here.

All you've done is set me up to fail.

You have had one chance after another to prove yourself.

I'm not quitting.

If you want me out, you'll have to fire me.

One of you text me 911.

Emergency Farewell Session.

There's only a few people I'm not ghosting, so--

Well, what is this, like a group hug situation?

No.

No.

Well, are you excited, June?

Have you ever known me to be excited about anything, Theo?

OK, so we're going to be acoustically

mean to each other right to the bitter end.

Hey, it's just that the ceiling at this hospital in Cleveland

is high.

You know, it's going to feel good to be challenged,

but I'm nervous.

It's not too late to change your mind.

Sign the contract.

Well, you're going bigger.

I'm going smaller.

That family practice you're taking over

is that celeb-ing.

And before one of you can caustically make the point,

I realized that I'm right back where I started taking over

for retiring pediatrician.

This just isn't the right place for me.

And I'm good at that kind of work.

Are you trying to convince us or yourself?

After everything that happened, I'm trying to just trust that I'm

making the right call this time.

So I finally get offered a permanent position,

and you two can't leave fast enough.

Did you tell Debbie that you're officially taking it?

Not yet, but she'll want an answer soon.

Makes sense.

You feeling weird?

Taking her job.

If she was here, she--

I mean, she'd want you to do it.

We don't know what she'd say.

The map always takes you through Niagara Falls,

but it's easier to cross the border in Buffalo.

And Erie, Pennsylvania's halfway between here and Cleveland.

I got Henry on weekends.

Right.

We'll make our way.

What happened?

I don't know.

He was wide awake a minute ago.

Mr. Evans?

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Did you give him anything?

Just fluids.

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Claire, are you--

He's stable.

I'm going to call cardiology.

Great.

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a week.

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If he was there?

Medina?

Medina?

[INAUDIBLE]

Is that the fire alarm?

It's gas.

We need to get everyone out of curtains right now.

You think the hospital gas is leaking?

Get everyone to triage until we can confirm.

Yeah, there's only one of them marked.

Relax.

We'll rally.

Hummin.

You OK?

Yeah.

I need help here?

Everything is fine.

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Code green.

Erosion signal.

Code green.

Four cases of sudden loss of consciousness in five minutes.

Have you ever seen a hospital leak anesthetic gas?

Pressure arms delivery systems, hay wires, probably

a hairline fracture in a pipe somewhere.

Emerges isolated ventilation, so hopefully it's contained.

To which part of ED?

Do they know where it's leaking?

Definitely the curtain rooms.

I started feeling something there.

I was 10 feet away, and I didn't.

We had a patient affected near trauma, too.

Maybe it's seeping.

We're going to have to evacuate the entire department.

We're going to get everyone upstairs until we can

figure out where the risk is.

How?

Bed spacing is a huge issue, even if we twist every arm.

Why don't you just let me handle that, Nita,

and you can go do other things?

Actually, Mark, why don't you just worry about trauma OR?

I can set up a temporary unit outside.

We'll use portable monitors and trauma bags.

It's something I'm trained to do.

You want to say yes to that, Dr. Devy, or should I?

Tell us what you need, Bashir.

Admit to anyone unstable.

The rest stay on gurneys near the tents.

If they're ambulatory, divert them to walk-in clinics

or urgent care.

This patient needs a monitor and high flow O2.

Arnold has a list.

Communicate to your supply needs now

and knock when they're running low.

Come find me if you have any questions.

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Everyone will be accommodated outside.

My knee dislocation.

Do we know if he ever made his imaging?

Last I saw, he was refusing a wheelchair

saying he could walk.

I haven't seen him since.

We lost Barry.

I'm having a penitentiary, but I'm not

signing that consent form.

I am, ma'am.

I know it's an unpleasant topic,

but you need to understand the risks.

And you need to understand that I don't want you swiftly

disposing of my uterus, as you put it.

That was a poor choice of words, and it would only be if

necessary, but you do need surgery.

Trust me.

Ma'am.

Oh, excuse me.

Emerging urine fibroid.

Is Charmawarri even safe?

No, I booked an OR upstairs, but as soon as I flagged his

direct me as a risk, she flipped.

Yeah, she's what, mid-30s max?

Can't just drop a bomb like that.

OK, so you don't even work here anymore.

So let's mark this as the last time you get to tell me how

wrong I am, OK?

Bye, Jude.

Keep me posted if anything changes.

Medina.

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Hello?

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Hey, hey.

That's mine.

Actually, it's mine.

I have patients who need that to survive.

I need it to survive.

I live here, but you people are in my way.

Look, I'm-- I'm sorry about that.

I'm Bashir.

What's your name?

Luke.

[COUGHING]

Do you have emphysema, Luke, or COPD?

I always go inside that hospital to charge my phone at this time.

And today they say I can't.

Well, if there's somebody that you need to contact,

then please.

I want you to watch this.

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Is it on?

Yeah, why am I filming this again?

Because I want this one on record.

Well, OK.

OK.

She is a dancer who quit performing to teach,

and he--

What?

--curates a fancy cheese shop.

OK.

So does that mean they settled, or are they

living their best life?

Well, we're about to find out, because I'm going to ask them.

Yeah, right.

Why not?

Don't you want to know how good we are?

Asking would be ridiculous.

What are you afraid of?

You need help breathing.

I'll be right back.

Ruth.

Hi.

Dr. Curtis.

June.

Look, I know when Dr. Novak tried to explain why they have to do open surgery,

he handled it like an idiot.

And sent you to apologize for him?

No.

I want to make sure that you're not making a bad decision,

because he said something stupid.

Was he right?

The surgery means I could lose my uterus?

Some of the fibroids are too connected to other tissues

to move independently.

Yeah, so it's possible.

Then no.

Is this thing done?

I want to go.

Hey, listen.

Look, I know this is a lot to take in, OK?

But if you keep bleeding inside, you're going to go into shock and die.

I've wanted to get pregnant and be a mom my whole life.

There are other ways to do that.

I know that.

And I get how this sounds.

Trust me, I do.

But if I can't...

I understand.

But you need to let them help you.

If you're a doctor here too, June, why do you keep saying them?

Barry?

Barry, are you back here?

[alarm blaring]

Oh, Theo.

Thank God.

You're awake.

What the hell, man?

I've been looking everywhere.

Five steps in, and I gave out again.

I know.

I'm an idiot, OK?

Yeah, help me understand why you'd walk on it after it already popped out twice.

More like 10 times.

Over the last year, maybe.

10, and you didn't do anything about it?

OK, stay here and hold this, OK?

OK.

I'm going to lift you into this, OK?

I don't think I can.

Put your arm around me.

Come on, come on.

[grunting]

All right.

Hang on.

[grunting]

Did I hit you?

No, my shoulder popped out.

Out?

Wasn't dislocated?

Like my knee?

Where the odds?

Oh, it's too painful to stand.

I'm going to try and text for help.

[grunting]

You know, the first time it happened, they referred me to a surgeon.

[grunting]

Lots of pain, and a long recovery with no guarantee it would even work.

I got freaked out and so--

[grunting]

Are we going to die from this leak?

The fact that you're still awake, that means it probably isn't circulating back here.

OK.

Then this could be worse.

Mary, this is going to keep happening until you wise up.

[grunting]

How long do I got to do this for?

The O2 therapy will make a big difference.

After that, we should go to the hospital and get the chest x-ray

just to see the extent of the damage on your lungs.

Well, at two, there's a drop-in lunch at St. James that I go to every day,

and then I have to buy enough cigarettes to last me through the night.

We can find you food at the hospital, and you shouldn't smoke.

At 3.30, I call my brother, and then I have work.

You don't want me asking you what you do for work.

Look, the BiPAP machine is good for now, but long-term, we should--

I can do this breathing thing till one, and that's it.

A potential stroke went to imaging,

and we've diverted three more ambulatory patients to St. Agnes.

When are we on good work?

Your call to public health helped. Access to their lab has cleared our bottleneck.

Media hawasa. I heard strider.

BP is 140 over 110. Sveo2, 90% and falling.

She's cyanotic and hypoxic. We need to intubate.

There's a propofol and rock uranium in the trauma bag.

[panting]

[speaking in Turkish]

CT shows a 14 by 19 by 10 centimeter uterine fibroid.

I'm gonna make a four-inch transverse incision,

and we're gonna do everything we can to protect her uterus.

Dr. June Curtis, as I live and breathe,

what are you doing operating on my patient?

Protecting her from you, apparently.

Transverse incision.

Vertical minimizes risk if there's a history of adhesions.

Well, if you'd taken the time to review her chart,

you'd know that she's never had surgery,

so there's no risk of adhesions.

Who is gonna do my homework for me when you're gone, June?

Did you want me to retract?

This is Becky. She's a resident from OB.

Good for Becky.

Go ahead, Becky, retract.

You know, I'm pretty sure homework doesn't include

triaging the emotional damage you inflict on people.

Give me the retractor, Becky.

It doesn't seem like it's infiltrated the uterine wall.

Temeculum?

No, this thing is carcantuline.

You know, I'm gonna expand the incision.

Aren't you worried about the blood?

You know, these gestures are less selfless

when you throw them in my face like this, June.

Well, maybe if you acknowledged them even one time,

I wouldn't have to.

I think you're jealous, 'cause I went after the job I wanted,

and you downgraded to middling shift surgery.

Don't tell me how I feel.

Okay. June and I want the room. Everybody out.

Everybody stays. We need the support.

Fine, then. I'll bring them up to speed so they can follow.

I recruited June for trauma OR,

and then I got myself summarily dismissed

for yelling at a resident.

Do you know Ryan, by the way?

An incompetent little troll?

But anyway, now that I'm back,

June is acting like her thousands of emotional pleas

to me that if our work together were meaningful

and important, it never happened.

That's because you only came back after I decided

that I was leaving, so it's too late, Mark. It's too late.

She's hypovolemic. I told you she's lost too much blood.

What Becky is saying is that my patient is unstable,

and a reproductive fire sale is her only option.

We're gonna do everything we can to avoid hysterectomy.

It's her life we're talking about here, June.

And she doesn't want to live it feeling damaged.

I should never have said that you were too damaged

to be a mother, June.

Guys, her pressure's still dropping.

Shut up, Becky!

It was never just about motherhood.

It was about feeling like I don't deserve anything.

What?

Get Dr. Curtis her surgical loops.

We're gonna go in there and help her find where it's attached.

We'll do it her way.

Becky, take this over.

Yeah, got it.

Okay.

Do you see it?

Yeah, I see it.

Clapping now?

Luke?

Luke?

And you took the BiPAP.

Thank you.

Just got out of surgery.

Corroded valve located.

They shut off a gas line and diverted,

so we are clear to go back in.

Spread word?

Looks like we weathered the storm.

Till today's stats explode our weekly wait time averages.

Not your problem.

Let me know if you get any pushback from Dr. Olson.

I'll handle it if I do.

I could back you up, Nita.

How could you possibly expect me to trust you, Mark?

Just call me finally motivated to find some common ground.

Bashir.

Hey.

Got your text.

Yeah, that patient I was asking about, um, he took off.

I think with a very expensive piece of equipment.

And you said maybe he was unregistered and needed a console?

I mean, he's had COPD that's been ignored for years.

I offered him long-term help,

and he just seemed fixated on getting through today.

I recognize the look on his face. He's stuck in survival mode.

Well, if he comes back, I'm happy to talk.

Great.

This whole setup, it's impressive.

What if it's just my own version of getting through the day?

You know, another sinkhole to distract me.

No, makes sense to think that.

What happened to Max is awful.

And so unfair.

To her.

And also to you.

After everything that you've been through.

But you're doing the work.

You're not stuck anywhere.

Every time I try to think about my future or what I want,

it just seems wrong.

It isn't.

You know, it would be so easy to just disappear into myself again.

You're not gonna do that.

You will get through this, Bashir.

How, Kari?

You know what to do.

What are you afraid of?

It should be you, not them.

It should be you, not her.

The past is best left where it was.

I just need to get us somewhere safe.

Every time I think I built something, that feeling fades.

Don't look away.

Ow!

Okay, Liz, your ankle feels off.

You're too tense. Just try and relax.

I am trying. It hurts.

Okay, remind me how much hydromorphone he's had.

Two Megs and one Avada Van.

I think you should let us use ketamine.

We can wait for ortho and RT if you're nervous.

No, don't wait. Ketamine, propofol if you needed.

Rhoda can watch my breathing. I just want it back in.

Okay, push 50 ketamine, Rhoda.

Okay, come on fast.

Are you there, Theo? Can you hear me?

Okay, ready when you are, Liz.

Okay.

He's moving a little bit easier now.

I hate it when they're still in pain, though.

At least he doesn't know where he is.

Okay, Theo, you're still resisting.

I just need you to let go. Why can't you do that?

I'm not going to let you go.

I just need you to let go. Why can't you do that?

Because I'm scared.

Should we keep... Yeah, yeah, yeah. I think if I just...

Oh! Got it.

Okay, I'll put him in a stabilizer.

Hi.

Welcome back.

[Sighs]

What is this?

How is he gone?

See it? You're still texting me on our group thread.

He texted 911 again, but I wasn't sure whether it was real this time.

June. Why is your arm in a sling?

Sorry, I thought I was just texting Theo.

Did you come back because of me?

Yes, I turned around on the highway, ran back here,

changed into my scraps. I was in surgery.

Are you in surgery when you no longer work here, June?

What happened to your arm, Theo?

I'm not sure I can finish whatever is going on with you,

but I need help. This is Madiha, Crohn's mid-flare.

Why would Crohn's lead the intubation?

Was she here during the anesthetic leak?

Yes, it centered into rasp distress,

but she was already struggling to breathe.

Imaging showed pulmonary edema, but no underlying causes.

When did her symptoms present?

A few days ago when she got here from Turkey,

I did a screening for possible infections she could have picked up,

but nothing.

There must be a complication that I'm missing.

Blood clot, maybe?

IBD inflammation and VT aren't uncommon.

What about the CT to make sure?

Nothing cardiogenic underlying?

EKG, blood, echo.

And you're treating the fluid in her lungs?

Obviously, diuretics.

Okay, so why did you call us here?

Just treat the edema, send her home, and follow up with primary care.

I am her primary care.

And it's not us you wanted to ask.

You're right.

We don't know what she'd say.

But we do know we pale in comparison.

comparison. Medhi had just got to Canada with her family. She's shaken from her

journey in this huge change in her life and if I'm honest, she's me. She's me seven

years ago and she's me right now, wondering if everything I went through

was for nothing. And...

I'm sorry, that was uh... I have to account for the missing bypass machine now.

You're not alone with any of what you just said, Bash.

Why do you keep bringing her up? He clearly doesn't want to talk about this.

I think he does. I can feel him trying to make sense of it. What does it even mean, Theo?

I don't know. Someone we love died. We have to make sense of the tube.

When you say you lost it, that machine is worth more than you make in a year.

I lent it to an unregistered patient who took it. He needed help breathing and at

least now we know he'll make it through the day. Wow, that's a good way to get

yourself fired. Hey. Is that the family? Husband and two boys from Aleppo.

The husband should know there's nothing to worry about. Except, is that even true?

Doctors who we're from, we don't give bad news the same way you do here. Right, I

always forget that. It's impolite to tell the truth. When I'd watch my parents talk

to patients who are loved ones, it just made so much sense. Yeah, so there's

nothing they can do but worry, what's the point? Yeah, I'll go talk to them.

Let me. We agreed to take Mideon together anyway. Oh, by the way, I checked out that

office space. You're right, it can work. But hey, if the timing's wrong, staying at

Memorial is a good option for you, Bash.

He just stared at those pills. Okay. The tension with this huge evac and I mean

how we're only ever one hairline fracture from collapse and you don't need to hear

this. Yes, I do, Claire. Because I can't imagine this was easy for you. I'll admit

for a minute, taking them and numbing myself felt like the only way to deal

with it. That doesn't mean though the next time I won't stumble. But it does

mean that this time you didn't. So what if small wins are all we get?

Nita, I wanted to thank you for fighting for this place and for not giving up on

me.

What if it wasn't too late? I'm too tired to keep doing this with you. What if

Debbie could get the hospital lawyers to get you out of your contract in Cleveland

and eat whatever penalty you might be on the hook for? Why would she do that?

Because I asked her to. She rightfully loads you, Mark. Ergo, we made a trade. I

agreed to relinquish co-chief. So you give up your power for me. She'd rather

have your problem than hers. And let's face it, I'm not interested in the so

crushing mundanity of her job. What is it that you are proposing? That we go back

to running trauma war together. Mark. You have to take a pay cut. Like there's no

way we can match the money you'd be making in the US. But if you wanted to

try for a kid again or whatever else it is you might end up wanting, you'd have

stability at work. And I'd have a partner who makes me better.

Anyway, think about it. While you're thinking about it, would you please tell

Ruth that you won the uterus lottery? I don't think she's gonna want to hear it

from me.

You didn't have to leave work to come to this, you know? No, it's okay. I had help there.

That's Miss Butterfield. I don't think she likes me, so let's not talk to her.

Amir, I'm sure that's not true. She only had the nicest things to say about you on your

report card. Whatever, they have to say that. No, they actually don't. Fine, but this

isn't parent-teacher interviews. Let's not talk about Amir in front of her,

because that makes her uncomfortable. This is social studies.

Do you want to show me some of your work? There's just this one thing, but it's

embarrassing. Only if you want to. Just here. What is it? It's a mind map. You define

yourself with words that are important to you. Mine is kind of messy. You don't have

to stare at it for hours. It's just... You know, you fought so hard to come here for

the theater program, but looking at this, math and science are just as important to

you. I like them too. I don't know, but maybe I make a better

doctor than Singer. It does run in the family. My teachers think if my grades

stay high enough, I could get into McGill or Queens or UFT. You don't have to

follow anyone's path. Mayra, you can be whatever you want.

It's true, you know? I know, and maybe I'll change my mind again. But I like

knowing that I was going one way, and now I can go another.

I'm trying not to embarrass you by crying.

Hey, I think I have to go back to work. You said you were done. And you said we could

change our minds.

We'll be okay. I know we will.

Guess who has to reinsert Mr. McGrath's Foley? Haven't I done the last 10 of those

in a row? Well, we want to make sure that you don't lose your sense of humility,

future Dr. Wong. I was gonna tell you I got it, and I was just worried that you

think I was abandoning you. An old friend who teaches at the medical school, he let

it slip. Proud of you, kid. Anyone know if Ortho has seen my knee dislocation patient yet?

Are you even supposed to be working? I just want to make sure he knows I didn't bail on him.

Challenging circumstances today, but you people killed yourselves. Some of us

killed each other. Rhoda, don't think I'll forget you wrenching at me like that.

The pleasure was all mine. Some of us lost some very expensive hospital equipment.

Dr. Hummann, you want to rip off the bandages? An unregistered patient with

untreated COPD needed O2 treatment. So Basheer and I lent him a portable

BiPAP machine which he may have purloined. Did you get a phone number or

health card? No, but it's possible he comes back. But that's what insurance is

for, right? We'll see, but it's not lost on me how far you're willing to go. All of

you. And since wait times are skyrocketing again, let's get back to work,

shall we? Basheer, did you need something?

This, um, you were right about me resisting who I am, so I'm taking over Mac's

practice.

Good. When I came out of sedation, I was just happy to see your face.

I want to trust that feeling, Liz. And if you still feel the same way about me,

I want to trust him.

[speaking Arabic]

Seriously, did you honestly text this 9-1-1 for the third time today? Is this

about the pulmonary edema patient? Thanks for watching her. She's responding well

to meds. Still no answer as to why. Sometimes there isn't one, you know, you

just got to live with it. It's hard, but... Well, we work our way through the

differential slowly and get it wrong until we get it right. But thank you for...

Thank you. You are welcome. Why'd you pick this room? It's the site of my trauma.

You're gonna tell us what happened to your arm? Yeah. My reward for trying to

help a patient who very much did not want to be helped. Did he assault you?

No, quietly. He tried to get him into a wheelchair and my shoulder popped out.

So is that better or worse than the guy who punched him in the face a couple years ago?

Well, your turn, June. What are you still doing here? I am staying the partner with

Novak in trauma work. Can you trust him? No, but I do love the work we're doing

together, so I guess I was just running. You know, after I got punched in the face,

I think... I think that's when I lost face and who I was. You were the guy who took

in me and my sister when you barely knew who we were because we needed help with

you. Oh, you know, I once had a patient who got punched in the face, left AMA,

comes back three years later with a brain bleed, dies on the table. Okay. You good?

Yeah, I can dress myself, thanks. What do you think you were running from?

Yeah, there are people here who I care about and who also care about me and I

think I deserve that. You do? Yeah, I can't do this without help, so...

I turned down the job. What? Why? Bash, if you're doing this because you feel

guilty. I'm starting my own clinic. She knew actually she wanted me to do it.

That's what she would have said. What kind of clinic? Community medicine and

public health. It's what my parents did. The doctor who sponsored me to Canada,

he'll bring some patients. I'm actually seeing a place later tonight. I'll get a

business loan, a grant maybe. I know it's a huge risk, but it's what I want. Get it

wrong till we get it right. Rule breaker makes his own rules. Let me know how I can

help. Yeah, same.

Go if you need to.

I'll see you guys soon. Yeah. Okay.

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I need your help. Check this out. You know what the problem with you is? You're so damn interesting.

Thank you. Justin Hartley in the new series Tracker, Sunday, February 11th, right after the Super Bowl on CTV.

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