All language subtitles for The Bold And The Beautiful - S32 E86 [8012] - 2019-01-22

♪♪
>> Taylor: Who is the most

beautiful little angel?

Thats you!

Thats right. Yes.

She is such a blessing.

>> Steffy: I know.

Im lucky to have her.

Especially with what
Hope and Liam are going through.

>> Taylor: I know.

I feel terrible.

For them to have to experience
the pain of losing a child...

>> Steffy: Kelly lost her
half-sister.

>> Taylor: Theres no
replacing Beth, but...

[ Kelly blowing raspberries ]
...Kelly does have a chance

to have a -- a sister
near her age.

Thats right! You do.

And you have the opportunity to
adopt that other little girl.

That beautiful little girl.

>> Steffy: Yeah.

>> Taylor: Have you thought any
more about it?

>> Steffy: Mom, thats all I
keep thinking about.

>> Taylor: Well, how do you
feel?

Do you think that little girl
could be a sister to Kelly?

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>> Brooke: I put the soup back

in the refrigerator
if you want to heat it up

in a little while.

>> Hope: Liam can have some.

>> Brooke: Well, honey,
you need to eat something, too.

Isnt it hard to keep looking at
that?

>> Hope: Its the only thing I
have left of her.

I cant just forget her.

>> Brooke: Were not gonna
forget Beth.

You just need to take care of
yourself, too.

You know, maybe you should get
out of here and go to the

office.

>> Hope: No.

My daughter died, Mom.

I-I dont know if I can go back.

>> Brooke: You have to, honey.

As tragic as this is,
life must go on.

>> Hope: I just
want to know why.

>> Flo: So, is this a fake
birth certificate?

Reese, do you know how much
trouble you can get in for doing

this?

>> Reese: Hey,
dont worry about it.

>> Flo: Well, what--
whatever it is that youre mixed

up in, youve involved me now,
too.

And I have a feeling I can
get in a lot of trouble,

as well, for pretending
to be that babys mother.

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>> Brooke: Honey, you love

your clothing line,
and the message that you

put out there to the world.

So maybe youll find some
comfort in that.

>> Hope: Hope For The Future
seems so foreign to me now.

>> Brooke: I can imagine
it does.

But I think youll be ready to
go back soon.

>> Hope: [ Scoffs ]
All of those things I was

promoting, the positivity and
the younger generation --

none of that matters anymore.

I-it doesnt mean anything. I --
I couldnt even save my own

daughter.

>> Steffy: I dont want to get
ahead of myself, not till I

know all the details, Mom.

>> Taylor: I told you
all there is to know.

My -- my colleague has a birth
mother who is not ready to raise

a baby, so shes giving her
little girl up for adoption.

>> Steffy: Yeah, but you
met the baby.

What does she look like?

Okay, now Im getting excited.

I really need to stop.

Isnt that right?

[ Cellphone rings ]
Yeah, huh?

>> Taylor: Hello?

>> Reese: Hey. Hey, Taylor.

Its Reese.

I-I hate to pressure you, but
Im gonna need an answer, okay?

An opportunity for an adoption
like this is very rare.

>> Taylor: I realize that.

Steffy is still very interested.

>> Reese: Yeah.

Uh, I can arrange a meeting, but
just remember, lets leave my

name out of it, okay?

>> Taylor: Yes, of course.

We could meet today.

>> Reese: Great. Uh...

Now is good.

No. No, now is not a good time.

>> Taylor: Well, then, when?

Uh, my daughter is very eager
to meet them.

>> Reese: Ill give you a call
back later.

>> Flo: So they want to
come here and meet --

meet me, the supposed mother
of this baby?

>> Reese: Yes,
as soon as possible.

>> Flo: Okay, look, Reese,
Im -- Im willing to help out,

but you have to be completely
honest with me.

I want the whole story about
that baby.

What exactly are you doing?

I need to know now.

>> Taylor: Sweetheart, is this
really something youre

prepared to do?

Raising two children
so close in age?

I mean, I know why
you want to do it.

You want Kelly to have a sister
like you had with Phoebe.

And I -- I think thats
wonderful.

But I just really want you to
think about just one more time.

Consider absolutely everything
before my friend calls back.

>> Steffy: Ive barely been able
to sleep since you told me.

I cant stop thinking about it.

>> Taylor: So, if everything
works out, youre prepared

to commit to being a parent
to this baby, too?

>> Steffy: If everything
works out,

how could I possibly say no?

I want this. For Kelly.

Especially now that she lost her
sister Beth.

>> Hope: I cant imagine
going back to work.

Having to stand up in front of
the fashion world and pretend

like everythings okay.

Like I still believe in
optimism and humanity

when I dont.

Because I dont believe in a
future without my daughter.

>> Brooke: I dont blame you for
feeling that way, honey.

But the pain will go --
>> Hope: Never go away.

>> Brooke: Theres nothing that
will ever make up for losing

Beth.

There will be a little piece of
you missing.

I know that.

But, honey, someday you will
hold a beautiful baby,

and you will have children
if thats what you really want.

>> Hope: No, Mom.

No!

[ Sobs ] I dont think I could
go through this again.

Ive already lost two
pregnancies.

I have lost two babies. What --
What is wrong with me?

>> Brooke: Nothing.

There is nothing wrong with you.

>> Hope: I was Beths mother,
and she needed me,

and I failed her.

>> Brooke: Dont say that, Hope.

>> Hope: No.

What if I had stayed awake?

You know?

What if I hadnt passed out?

Things might --
they might be different.

>> Flo: You have a thing
for that Taylor woman.

I know it.

>> Reese: [ Sighs ]
>> Flo: Youre just using

me, right?

>> Reese: Of course not.

>> Flo: You know, I actually
thought that you called

because you missed me.

Because you wanted to spend some
more time with me, and go to

dinners like we used to.

But I guess I was wrong.

>> Reese: I want that. I-I do.

>> Flo: Prove it.

>> Reese: [ Chuckles ]
Come here.

You know how I feel about you,
Flo.

>> Flo: Im not so sure.

Look, I pretended to be
that babys mother.

I played along.

I did everything that you
asked me to do.

But I --
Reese, Im -- Im not gonna

do it anymore.

Im done.

>> Reese: No, no, no!

Just stick with me, Flo.

[ Stammers ]
Please.

I will owe you big time.

>> Flo: You really need this to
work, dont you?

>> Reese: Yeah.

>> Flo: If I still help you,
I need to know exactly how you

ended up with that baby.

>> Reese: No.

I cant tell you that.

>> Flo: Why not?

It cant be that bad, can it?

>> Reese: Yes, it is.

Its that bad.

>> Taylor: Shes still sleeping.

>> Steffy: Im trying not to
get ahead of myself,

but I cant help feeling
like this is meant to be.

>> Taylor: Thats because it is.

Whats the matter?

>> Steffy: Its times like this
I really miss Phoebe.

>> Taylor: Me too.

>> Steffy: Its hard knowing
Kellys never gonna meet her

aunt.

>> Taylor: [ Sighs ]
Phoebe would have absolutely

adored her.

>> Steffy: I still feel her,
you know.

Like shes around me.

>> Taylor: Of course you do.

Phoebe was your twin.

That kind of bond is
unbreakable.

>> Steffy: Yeah, she was my
best friend.

She was someone I could always
turn to.

I want Kelly to have that
experience.

It would have been with Beth,
but...

>> Taylor: You will tell her all
about her half-sister when shes

old enough.

Youll keep Beths memory alive.

>> Steffy: Yeah, definitely.

Liam and I both will.

Hes going through a lot
right now.

I told him I --
I may have a baby I want to

adopt.

I wanted him to know
before it went any further.

>> Taylor: How did he respond?

>> Steffy: He was supportive.

I just dont know how Hopes
gonna feel.

>> Brooke: Theres nothing
wrong with you, honey.

Youre hurting.

Your heart is broken.

>> Hope: Ill never be the same,
Mom.

>> Brooke: Thats right.

Because youll be stronger.

You just have to be patient
and loving with yourself.

>> Hope: All of this pain,
its too much.

I feel like Im drowning.

>> Reese: Its better you
dont know the whole story.

>> Flo: Babe, Im already in it
too deep as it is.

If you dont start telling me
the truth, then Im out.

I can pack up right now
and head back to Vegas.

>> Reese: No! No, no, no.

No, no. Florence, look...

Baby, I -- I need you.

>> Flo: Okay.

Well then you better start
telling me the truth,
now.

>> Reese: Right.

Um... [ Sighs ]
I was due to start my shift at

Catalina.

I barely made it.

The winds were fierce.

[ Wind howling ]
Power kept cutting in and out.

The trees were down,
and they were blocking

the main road.

The, uh -- the rest of the shift
was stuck on the other side of

the island.

I was the only one at the
clinic.

Until the two patients came in,
I was there alone.

Thats when I got the
phone call.

The threatened my daughter.

>> Flo: Who?

>> Reese: They wanted their
damn money, and I told them

that I would pay them.

Every day, I wonder if theyre
not gonna do something terrible

to my daughter.

>> Flo: To -- to Zoe?

>> Reese: I put her in danger.

>> Flo: Okay, so, what --
what happened that night?

At -- at the clinic?

>> Reese: There, uh...

There was a young mother.

In labor.

She was alone.

And I did everything
that I could.

But the baby was stillborn.

>> Reese: Im so sorry.

The baby was --
was already gone.

There was nothing I could do.

[ Wind howling ]
Do you have someone

to pick you up?

>> I just want to forget.

Please, I dont want
anyone [Echoing] to know.

>> Flo: So, her baby died?

>> Reese: Yes. Yes.

I-I did everything that I could.

But... [ Sighs ]
Because there was no staff,

there were no papers.

No official documents.

So after the mother left...

>> Flo: What?

What happened after she left?

>> Reese: You dont
want to know.

>> Flo: Yes, I do.

Reese, what does that night
have to do with the baby

sleeping in that room?

>> Taylor: Well, its sounding
more and more like youre ready

to welcome another baby.

>> Steffy: [ Scoffs ]
Im certainly open to it

if it feels right.

But Im worried.

Because I know the moment
I hold that baby, Im gonna

fall madly in love.

>> Taylor: She is absolutely
beautiful.

>> Steffy: [ Sighs ]
And if I pursue this...

Hope will have to know.

Im worried.

Just the timing.

Its so soon after.

I dont know how Hopes
gonna react, or what kind of

impact its gonna have on her.

>> Taylor: Oh, I know only too
well -- its going to take Hope

a long time to heal.

>> Steffy: I want to be extra
sensitive to that.

But I fear this new baby
might be a constant

reminder to Hope of Beth.

>> Hope: I hate feeling this
way, but nothing seems to help.

>> Brooke: Honey,
you will get through this.

You will have a child.

And you and Liam will have the
life that youve always wanted.

Youll get what you deserve.

>> Hope: Mom, please.

Look, I-I appreciate what youre
trying to do, but I dont need a

pep talk right now, okay?

I cant stand it!

I just want to be alone.

>> Reese: I was used to having
the best care around me --

nurses, orderlies, high-tech
medical equipment,

the best hospitals in London.

I had none of that.

I was on an island.

No support whatsoever.

Id already lost
one baby that night.

>> Flo: What about the second
patient, Reese?

You said that there were two.

>> Reese: You -- you have to
believe me.

I -- I hate what I did.

This is not me.

>> Flo: What are you talking
about?

>> Reese: The other patient,
she was in active labor, too.

[ Sighs ]
The -- the power went out,

and she just kept pushing
and pushing.

And her blood pressure dropped,
and she lost consciousness.

>> Flo: Okay, and -- and --
and then what?

>> Reese: I -- I was thinking
about my daughter!

They -- they threatened to hurt
her, and I didnt know if they

would hurt her or worse.

I-I just didnt know!

>> Flo: What about the baby,
Reese?

The baby?!

>> Reese: The mother was
unconscious when I delivered the

baby.

I -- [ Sighs ]
I cleaned off the child,

and I checked her vitals.

>> Flo: A-a girl? It was a girl?

>> Reese: Yes. A little girl.

And as I stared down at this
beautiful little child...

[ Baby fussing ]
...it hit me.

Taylor and her daughter.

>> Taylor: Steffy told me that
she -- she wants to adopt.

>> Reese: Adoption is a
marvelous way to build a family.

But Steffy should know that its
very complicated, and -- and,

uh, very expensive.

Upwards of $50,000.

>> Taylor: Oh, heh, money isnt
a concern at all.

I would spend ten times
that amount if it meant Kelly

getting the sister that
Steffy wants for her.

>> Reese: I made a decision.

>> Taylor: [Echoing] Ten times
that amount.

It was the worst decision
of my life, but it was a

solution.

It -- it was to help me get the
money that I needed to protect

my daughter.

So I put that beautiful baby
up for adoption.

I swear, it was for my daughter.

When the father arrived,
thats when I told my first lie.

[ Wind howling ]
The husband was devastated.

When, uh -- when the wife
woke up, he told her

the terrible news.

Um...

She cried for her child, and...

I got the baby
that was stillborn

from earlier that night,
and I put it in her arms.

[ Wind howling ]
>> Flo: Oh, my God.

You switched the babies?

[ Gasps ]
What is the name of the mother

of the baby in there?

>> Reese: Wh-what does it
matter?

>> Flo: Tell me her name!

>> Reese: Hope.

Her name is Hope.

>> Flo: Does Hope know that her
baby is still alive?

>> Reese: No, she doesnt.

Hope will never know that her
child [Echoing] is alive.

Hope will never know that her
child [Echoing] is alive.

>> Hope: Mommy loves you.

Mommy will always love you.

>> Reese: Hope will never know
that her child

[Echoing] is alive.

[ Echoing ] Her child is alive.

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