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- Ryan and I have been
engaged for about six months.

- I am the Prince Charming
that Gypsy's been waiting for

her whole life.

- Why now? Why rush?

- [Mia] When she gets
in the real world,

she don't know
what it's like yet.

- But wouldn't you prefer
her have somebody to lean on?

- I'm just worried
it'll end in divorce.

(dramatic music)

- I revealed to Ryan that
I called my ex-fiancé.

There is that part of me
that still has love for him.

- [Ryan] (beep) We're getting
married in like, 12 days.

There's a lot of emotions
going on where I'm like,

are we still getting married?

♪ No, you can never
take my soul ♪

(gentle music)

(birds chirping)

- [Gypsy] This wedding is a
big step for me in my life,

because getting married
is something that

my mom told me I'll
never be able to do that.

For me, it seemed like
it was a distant dream.

Considering what my mother said,

and the voodoo hex
that she put on me.

I'm sitting here
today and I've got

all these thoughts
going on in my head,

should I, shouldn't I?

Can I really do this?

I feel guilty because I feel
like I shouldn't be happy.

It's like I'm
undeserving of happiness.

(emotional music)

- [Kristy] This is all Gypsy's.

Gypsy called me and she just
said, you know, basically,

I don't know if I'm ready.

- [Rod] This is adding more
stress, it's unneeded for her.

I mean, if she's not
ready, maybe sh-,

they need to just
wait, you know?

- If they would call it off,

I wouldn't be sad.

It's a serious thing,

and she has a lot of
growth and learning to do.

We don't know what her
triggers are gonna be

when she gets out.

We don't know.

- [Ryan] She knows the
childhood trauma she faced.

I'm hoping when Gypsy gets out,

therapy does give her
that ability to move on,

to accept what happened to
her and to grow from it.

She needs to know that she
can live a normal life.

- It wasn't easy for Ryan
to break down my walls.

I threw everything at him,

to the point that
it was almost cruel.

- [Ryan] Gypsy can some hardcore
stuff when she wants to.

She's got a bite and
she can get jealous,

and she likes to make
me jealous on occasion,

because there are people
who want to be with Gypsy,

and she gets letters and emails.

- I have said I don't
think that you are enough.

I might want more, I might
want freedom to date around.

I would tell him things
that I knew would hurt him

because I was trying
to push him away.

I think I have a tendency
to fight off the pain

with a shield that I put up,

and it's about taking
that shield down

and allowing myself to realize

you have been through a lot,

and you need an outside
source to help you heal.

- [Dr. Fabian] Hi, Gypsy.
- [Gypsy] Hello.

- How are you doing right now?

- What kind of obstacles
or problems do you perceive

that you guys could
face together?

- Many seriously
traumatized victims

will blame themselves for
a lot of different things

that occur in
relationships they have.

I have concerns,
you know, certainly,

that you live such a
sheltered and controlled life

of abuse, neglect, you met Nick,

who had mental illness and
a history of criminality,

and just like your mother did,

and now you're in
another relationship

and you still haven't lived
in the real world yet.

Do you have any fears like,
or concerns like that?

- [Producer] What do you
think about Gypsy and Ryan

and their relationship?

- I'm concerned that she perhaps

jumped into this relationship,

and I don't know
much about Ryan,

but, you know, I find
that their relationship

is not completely
real world-based yet,

and they don't have the
real world life struggles.

So, I don't want
to be a naysayer,

but I have a grim outlook as to

whether this would
succeed long-term.

- [Gypsy] When I see girls
standing here with me,

they have so much real world
experience, whereas I haven't.

Right now, because
I'm locked up,

I can't be physically
intimate with Ryan.

I am able to give him a hug,

I'm able to give him a
small peck on the lips,

but we are not able to be
intimate with each other.

There's no conjugal
visits at my facility,

and so even when Ryan
and I get married,

it will be just like a
little peck of a kiss.

- It is hard not having
that physical relationship

with your fiancée.

I mean, it's hard not to
hold them and love on them.

- [Gypsy] I know I love Ryan,

but there's times
that I kind of wonder,

am I gonna feel fulfilled
without having done

the whole dating scene
outside of prison?

Lately, my past loves have
in a sense haunted me.

You can ask Ryan,
I have always had

a difficulty letting
go of my ex-fiancé Ken.

We were so connected
at one time,

that I felt like
he was a soulmate,

and I think it
started to wear on Ken

the amount of time that
I had to do in prison,

and the stress of who I
am as Gypsy Blanchard.

I don't think that he
knew how to deal with

the popularity and the,
quote unquote "fame" of that.

So three years ago, he
ended the relationship.

It was devastating to me.

(birds chirping)

- [Operator] This call is
from a correctional facility.

You may start the
conversation now.

- [Operator] The
caller has hung up.

(phone beeps)

(birds chirping)

- I revealed to Ryan
that I had a conversation

with my ex-fiancé
about three weeks ago,

and that conversation
started a fight.

- It hurt, because it's
one of those where like,

she keeps telling me, "well,
I've put that behind me."

And I think now that
the wedding's coming up,

it's one of those
things where it's like,

do I worry that she'll
leave me for him?

Do I think she's lying to me?

Always my thing with Gypsy was,

I don't want you to
settle, you know, like,

if I'm not who you
really want to be with,

then do not be with me.

So, when she's telling me all
this, I do feel second fiddle.

- [Gypsy] When Ryan
and I have an argument,

I always try and call him back.

And in that moment of waiting,

oh my God, it's
excruciating for me.

But he picked up the
phone to my surprise,

and the way that I felt
was just like, relief.

- [Operator] This is a
prepaid collect call from.

- [Gypsy] Hey, it's Gypsy.

I made that choice to no longer

communicate with Ken anymore.

Too much trust has been
broken between Ken and I

for me to ever truly have
that relationship back.

There's no point in keeping my
head in the rear view mirror.

So, I said, yes, I
did, I did lie to you.

I omitted the truth.

But I wanna go into this
marriage with no regrets.

I wanna go into this
marriage knowing that

I wiped the slate clean of
any omissions, lies, anything.

- She told me that that
was her final goodbye,

and of course I'm like, yeah,
but you said that before.

So do I worry? Yes.

But at the same time, I don't.

It's hard to explain, 'cause
I trust her, you know,

it might take her a week to
tell me, but she'll tell me.

I think Gypsy uses tests like
that conversation with Ken

to make sure that I'm
gonna stay around,

because she is scared
that people will like,

that I will abandon her.

- Gypsy has this severe history

of abuse and abandonment
in relationships,

which all goes back to
Gypsy's early childhood

with her mother.

And she's certainly
at risk to be

living on bated breath
in each relationship.

- [Ryan] Her whole life,
people have failed her,

and her previous fiancé did,

for no reason, you
know, in her eyes.

But I tell her all the time,

glad he did because
it led her to me.

Led her to the one she
was supposed to be with,

and now she knows that
I'm not going anywhere.

(birds chirping)

- [Kristy] Rod and
I met Ryan recently.

Ryan's demeanor was
very pleasant,

real sweet, good manners,

and it makes me happy she
has somebody she can turn to.

But I said, Gypsy, I'll
support what you wanna do,

but please, don't get married.

Learn his, you know, his habits,

learn, you know,
everything there is,

just like he would
need to learn with you.

Walk out as a single
woman or dating Ryan.

Don't walk out married.

- [Mia] She don't
know what it's like

to live in the real world yet.

She doesn't know what it's
like to live with a man,

and I'm just worried
it'll end in divorce.

I don't wanna make her
feel like, you know,

I don't support her or that
she's still being controlled,

but I never met him.

You're gonna worry about

if this person has
the right intentions,

if they can really give
her what she needs.

So I told Gypsy I'm gonna
have to find out for myself,

I'm a tough one to please.

And she knows that.

- [Ryan] Today I'm meeting Mia.

Am I nervous? I am, you know,

cause that's another in-law
that I'll be meeting.

But at the same time I look
forward to meeting her.

- We'll see if I
like him or not.

- [Gypsy] I think it's
important that Ryan meet Mia,

because I come to her with
questions about relationships

and life and she gives me
this, you know, great advice.

Mia is 21 and I am
31, but sometimes

I kind of feel like
she's the older sister.

Even though I am
the older sister,

she's had far more life
experience than me.

(mysterious music)

- [Ryan] Hey.

- [Mia] Hi.
- [Kristy] What's up?

- [Ryan] What's up
Kristy, doing all right?

- Doing good.

- Good, it's nice to see
you again, you doing...

- You too, how was your day?

- [Ryan] Long, but you know.

I'm Ryan.
- Hi, I'm Mia.

- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

- You doing all right?
- Yeah.

- You absolutely have to make
sure that the person that,

you know, your sibling
is with is worth it.

What made you want
to talk to her?

Like, how did that
happen? How...

- I saw her story
three years ago,

and I remember thinking
like, Gypsy's cute,

you know, like, oh, she's cute.

And so I started writing
my letter right then.

- Fanboying, huh?
- He was, yeah.

- Well, yeah, at
that point, yeah,

at that point I guess I was.

- I know y'all heard so
many opinions already,

and I know how
annoying it could be.

I'm just worried that like,
when she gets in the real world,

but she don't know
what it's like yet.

- But wouldn't you prefer
her to have somebody lean on?

- Yeah.

- Like, when the times gets
tough, like instead of just...

- [Mia] Yeah, but she has us.

And don't mean that in a...

- But I mean, you
know what I mean.

- Right, yeah.

- But like, you're not
gonna be here day to day.

- No, I get that.

- [Ryan] Well, we have
something special,

and I understand your
apprehension, I get it.

But you know, I
don't see anything

that would prevent her
from living a normal life.

I really don't.

- No, I mean I don't think it...

- Her life will never be normal.

- You don't think so?

- I'm convinced her life
will never be normal.

- Why not?
- Ain't no way.

The amount of people
that know about her,

it's not just some
small little case.

- Some people are
seeing money signs...

- [Ryan] Some people.

- ...and will die
to get a story.

And my concern is like,
when she gets out,

how crazy it's gonna be.

- Right.

- I hate to bring up the
last one that said that,

and when it got hard...

- He balked out.

- He later, you know...

I'm praying that this
marriage works,

but I'm also scared.

That it will be too
much for him to handle.

'Cause this has happened
before, you know, with Ken.

And that is what I'm
scared of, of when he says,

"I didn't sign up for this."

- [Ryan] Gypsy loves
the fact that I do not

care what people say
about me, I don't care,

like, I'm like...

- Rod's the same way.

- This is my life, and
you don't affect me.

Like, I don't care.

You can say whatever
about me all you want.

I know the truth.

I've sacrificed a
lot to be with Gypsy.

I had an experience,
my last teaching job,

they found out that I was in
a relationship with Gypsy Rose

and they asked me to
resign because of it.

It was a Christian organization,

and they felt that
I was affecting

the safety of the kids
for being with Gypsy.

I'm in a better job now.

But it was so ludicrous and
so crazy, it broke my heart,

'cause I love the school
and I love the kids.

I'm still here and like, I'm
not going anywhere, like,

that girl's put me
through some things,

but I love your sister
more than anything.

Like, that's my heart.

So am I concerned that
it might not work?

Yeah, I mean that's,
that's with anything.

- That's everything,
that's every relationship.

- But I'm willing
to take that chance

because she is so
worth it, you know?

She's worth any
of that hard work.

Honestly, I never expected to
be with Gypsy Rose Blanchard.

I tell people and
they don't believe me.

It is outstanding
and extraordinary,

we've been through a lot
of hills and valleys,

but me and Gypsy
can do anything.

- How old are you?
- I'm 36.

- Do you know if
you could have kids?

- I've thought about that,

but I don't see why my
swimmers wouldn't swim.

- I told you she's blunt.
- Yeah.

- [Mia] Just don't want
her first marriage,

or probably only marriage
to end up in divorce.

You know, nobody wants that.

- Nobody wants that.

- But I'm glad you know,
it was nice to meet you.

- [Ryan] Absolutely.

- I'm not as worried
as I was before,

but obviously I'm
still gonna be.

- That's your
sister, absolutely.

- You hurt her, she's kicking
your ass, you know that.

- I didn't, I don't
expect anything different.

- [Gypsy] Ryan said that the
meeting with Mia went okay.

I believe the first
thing he said was,

"your sister's quite the
little firecracker, isn't she?"

- Ryan made me feel
at ease, you know,

he wasn't afraid to
stick up for himself,

and he always had a reply,

but I don't think they should be

making that decision
to get married now.

And I'm not gonna keep
her from doing anything,

I want her to live.

But she has a whole
life to experience,

a whole life to live.

- [Kristy] He seems really nice,

but I still have
my doubts about...

Does she have to get married?

- [Gypsy] There's so many people

with so many different opinions,

and it's been a
little bit exhausting.

My dad, he's always
been one to support me

for whatever I wanted to do.

He would give me that
honesty if he truly felt like

I was making a decision
that I shouldn't.

So if he tells me, sweetie, I
don't think you should do it,

I think you should
wait, I will do that.

- [Operator] Free call from:

- [Gypsy] Hey, it's Gypsy!

- [Operator] An offender at

the Chillicothe
Correctional Center.

- [Gypsy] Hey, Dad.

- Hey, how you doing?

(Gypsy sighs)

- Yeah, that's good.

Yeah, it's good that he
makes you feel that way.

Gypsy was really concerned
about my opinion on

this engagement with Ryan.

- [Gypsy] My father has had
very little opportunities to

give me guidance
through my life.

It really was important for me
to know where he stood on it,

and if he was supportive of
it, but I was feeling nervous,

just kind of how Ryan
would be received.

- [Rod] Gypsy, I like Ryan,
he seems pretty genuine,

so if you really
love each other,

it's gonna work out,
and y'all gonna make it.

Just, you have to be in
love with him and you know,

I wasn't in love with your
mom, wish I would have...

- [Gypsy] I know.

- [Rod] But I mean,
you can't force that,

and it's not always
gonna be easy.

Just be strong for
him when he's weak,

and he needs to
be strong for you.

Right now, I just want
her to be happy, you know,

that's all I really care about.

I like that she has
something to make her happy,

something to keep
her going forward.

- He's telling me, you know,

you have my blessing to make
those choices for yourself,

and it meant everything to
me to have his blessing.

- [Ryan] The best thing that
came outta that phone call

with Rod is the wedding
went on full blast.

Like we, it is on,
we are not stopping,

like, we are getting married.

(upbeat music)

It is July 20th, 2022,

Um, I get married tomorrow.

I am in Chillicothe right now,

on my way to get some
cupcakes for our Friday visit,

I'm excited.

Can't be too much, it's a
prison, so it's gotta be simple,

but I am trying to make this day

as special as I
possibly can for Gypsy.

Hey, I'm Ryan, I'll
order some cupcakes.

- [Cashier]
Absolutely, welcome in,

lemme go grab those really
quick, okay? Awesome.

- Okay, not a
problem, thanks man.

- All right.
- [Ryan] Oh my goodness.

- What are we thinking here?

- [Ryan] That is awesome.
- [Cashier] Good.

- At the ceremony, she
has to wear khakis.

It's sad they don't
let her wear a dress.

When they say you
may kiss the bride,

me and Gypsy are going to kiss,

and it is going to be special,

but it's gonna be a prison kiss.

I can just kiss
her for a second.

- I can take this
right across the front.

- Just like, two here.
- Okay, I can.

- That way they can cut into it.

- Okay.

- [Ryan] Gypsy does want her
dad to walk her down the aisle.

I plan on giving her
that white dress moment,

'cause Gypsy deserves that.

- I'mma stir this.

- Put some vanilla in there.

- [Kristy] No, I'm not
putting vanilla in there.

They already have some.

- [Rod] Or some rum sauce.

No, the vanilla's
good, put the vanilla.

- We're gonna have a problem?

(chuckles)

I wish I could be there.

At one point they were allowed
to have each two witnesses,

but with Covid, I think
things have changed,

and maybe they haven't?

I didn't ask her.

- I wish I could have been
part of that, a little bit,

but when they get out, we'll
do something different.

- As long as she's happy
and he treats her good,

that's what matters to me.

(solemn music)

- [Ryan] Man, these are our
first pictures, look at this.

This is our funny picture
we took the first visit.

You can see that like,
we're not touching,

you know, we're still nervous.

That's probably my favorite
from the first visit,

right there.

This is our second visit.

You see how we kinda get
closer, and especially here.

Now we're, now we're a couple.

We are officially
together at this moment.

As I look at all these pictures,

I'm rushed with
a lot of emotion.

It's crazy that we have
so many pictures together,

'cause this is my seventh visit.

So, you know, now, getting
closer to the wedding,

I'm getting nervous only because
I haven't heard from her.

And usually I hear from
her like clockwork.

So there's a lot of emotions
going on where I'm like,

okay, what's going on? Or
are we still getting married?

Gypsy has had cold
feet and been like,

"oh, we're not getting married."

Those fears are there that

what if she doesn't
show up tomorrow?

- [Ryan] It's a trip down memory
lane looking these pictures.

Ah, she's so pretty.

Gypsy hasn't called yet, the
night before our wedding.

I know that people are trying
to get her to not marry me,

so I won't feel secure
until she says "I do."

I love Gypsy more
than life itself.

She's my everything.

And here's our Christmas set.

Those are my favorite.

There's my girl.

- [Operator] An offender at
Chillicothe Correctional Center.

- Hey, baby.

Damn, I was wondering what I
was going to hear from you.

- Are you feeling good
about the wedding?

- Oh well, baby, it's your
wedding, it's your wedding day,

I think you could
run through the hall

screaming if you wanted to.

(Gypsy laughs)

I still can't believe
we're getting married

in less than 24 hours.

- [Ryan] Me too, baby.

All right, well I love you.

- Mwah. Bye, baby.

So much better
after she called me.

I was worried
there for a minute.

I was worried there.

I know everything's still good.

I'm the luckiest
man in the world.

Really am.

(birds chirping)

I'm trying to get
my tie perfect.

All right.

(phone clicking)

I have butterflies,
I have nerves.

I don't know what to expect.

I wanna double check everything.

Here is the marriage license.

Being engaged was great, but
now it's time to be married.

- [Gypsy] It's the
morning of my wedding,

and I am very,
very, very nervous,

because I don't
know what to expect.

Wish I was wearing a dress,
but given the circumstances,

I feel as pretty and beautiful
as I can be right now.

And I'm ready to see Ryan.

- [Ryan] I never thought
this day would come.

If I'm crazy enough to write
Gypsy Rose Blanchard a letter,

I'm crazy enough to
be marrying her today,

and I'm so excited
for our future.

(door slams)

(ethereal music)

- [Gypsy] My darling love.

Today I stand
before you taking in

every detail of
all that you are.

Your smile, your eyes,
the way you look at me.

- [Ryan] Gypsy Rose,
when you walked into

the visiting room
the first time,

I realized at that moment I was
meeting the love of my life.

- [Gypsy] The man I came
to call my best friend,

I now call husband.

With all that life has to
offer us, I vow to be yours.

I love you with all
of my heart and soul,

your wife, Gypsy Rose Anderson.

(birds chirping)

- [Ryan] I am married.

This guy, right here.

It's awesome.

When I first laid eyes on Gypsy,
I was like, she showed up.

It's a relief, like, finally.

Yeah, I can breathe
now, I can breathe.

I am giddy because I married
somebody so amazing as her.

So many people chase Gypsy, and
want to be with Gypsy still,

and I'm honored
that she chose me.

- [Gypsy] Hey.

- Hey, baby, so what'd
you think of this morning?

- Well, when you said "I
do," I was like, thank God.

I knew you would, but
like, still, it's a,

still a big moment, you know?

I'm so happy we got married.

- [Gypsy] Me too.

Ryan and I's
relationship has not been

a bucket of roses and sunshine.

But if I can handle the
stress and the trauma

and everything that my mother
put me through growing up,

and in my adulthood
going through prison,

I feel like marriage is
something that I can tackle on.

(birds chirping)

(prison alarm)

(suspenseful music)

(rainfall)

- [Ryan] We had that honeymoon
phase for about two months,

and then a situation arose
where we had an argument

over somebody from
her past, wasn't Ken,

but an ex contacted
her out of the blue.

When I didn't like the fact

that she was talking
to him again,

she labeled me as
controlling, like her mom.

- [Gypsy] I called
Kristy and I'm like,

"I don't know if I'm ready
to be married right now."

And that's when she gave me
the advice to get an annulment.

(thunderclap)

(somber music)

- [Ryan] During that
fight, she said,

"you know, I consider
us separated."

And I was like, "well
we're not, we're married."

And she's like, "no, we're
separated right now."

And I was like, "if that's
what you want, fine."

- It's not easy to walk
away from a marriage.

I gave Gypsy some advice,
the best that I could.

- [Gypsy] For like, two weeks,

I didn't wear my wedding ring,

and I said some really,
really mean things to him,

that I don't feel our
relationship is gonna work out.

Like I don't feel like
he's enough for me.

- [Ryan] I went to see her.

If she really wanted
to get an annulment,

I had to hear it straight
from the horse's mouth,

while she's just
sitting in front of me.

I didn't know what would
happen, I really didn't.

- [Gypsy] He told
me that he loved me.

He asked me if I was
in love with him,

and I said yes, I really am.

But I just, when
it comes to him,

it's like I don't know how to,

I don't know how to
be healthy for him.

And I said, I need
help, I need therapy,

and I think that you do too.

So, he got a therapist and he
has gotten me a therapist,

and that has been the last
argument that we have had.

(rainfall)

- [Ryan] This is
southwestern Louisiana.

I am a teacher at a
school here in town.

People are really
friendly down here.

I think Gypsy will
be well received.

It's a big town, but it's got
that small town feel to it.

Everybody knows
everybody, really.

That can be a good
and a bad thing.

During that fight in October,

somebody released an email that
was picked up by a tabloid,

and it wasn't true at all.

And it said like, it's over,
they're getting annulled!

- [Gypsy] During the fight, I
emailed a few of my friends,

talking about potentially
getting annulment,

and someone shared that email.

- Ryan was freaking out.

He was freaking out,
I said, I warned you.

- [Ryan] As far as the fame,
I don't know what to expect.

This is new to me,
but at the same time,

I knew who I was marrying.

Today is special
because me and Gypsy

got married six months
ago exactly today.

All right, anniversary
breakfast, top notch.

She's calling me right now.
(cellphone rings)

- Good morning, baby,
happy anniversary.

- Aw, you got that, you
got that morning voice

going on this
morning, don't you?

- Yeah, that's very early, baby.

Although I do love it when
you call me in the morning.

It's awful like, having a wife

that you can't
touch on the daily.

The reality is me and
Gypsy are in limbo.

We are waiting to
start our life.

But if I'm betting
on our relationship,

I'm betting on success, I'm
betting on kids, the full nine.

- [Gypsy] The kind of mother
that I envision myself being

is absolutely different
from my own mother.

I feel like I know
everything not to do.

- I think Gypsy would
make a great mother,

because she's so
sweet and caring.

I'm nervous, but I'm
excited for the future.

- [Rod] Whether it's Ryan
or myself and Kristy,

she's got people there
that's gonna help her.

I think she's gonna
do spectacular.

- [Kristy] She's grown.

She's gonna live and learn.

There will be bumps in the road,

but that's what
she has family for.

- [Gypsy] I feel like
the Gypsy Blanchard that

entered this institution
was a people pleaser.

It's releasing a woman
that has been through

a great deal in her life,
but has overcome a lot.

I want to live a simple life

that everybody else
takes for granted.

Just doing the simple
things like driving a car,

having dinner with friends.

I want a job.

I wanna look in that
mirror and see everything

that my mother said
that I wouldn't be.

I don't expect it to be easy.

(prison alarm sounds)

(birds chirping)

But I think that's
part of the fun, too.

And I'm just ready, I'm
ready to take it on.

(chuckles)

(gentle piano music)

-Hi.
-Hi.

-I'm a little nervous.
-It's okay.

I didn't sleep last night.
I'm running on 3 hours of sleep.

-Oh, wow.
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I've been incarcerated
for 8 1/2 years.

I will be released on Thursday,
December 28th.

I've been kind of packing things
in my room,

and it's kind of funny because
I started packing 2 years ago.

Louisiana, we're not used
to this snow. I'm excited.

I'm super excited, super nervous
but in a good nervous.

It's ready for it to ...
It's actually happening.

All right, party people.

Heading out?

Next time y'all see me,
I will have Gypsy Rose.

I'm beside myself.

It feels like I'm having
a new baby, you know?

It feels great.

I just hope she feels
comfortable, and we're not ...

it's not too much for her,

but hopefully she's not
too overwhelmed.

That's my only concern.

Hey, baby.
I got you on speakerphone.

Okay.

I'm driving right now.

We're driving to Chillicothe
to come get you.

-Oh, okay. Awesome.
-You're excited?

-I'm very excited.
-It's funny.

Christy, when I was leaving,
she said,

"Look, when you pick Gypsy up,
do FaceTime.

We want to FaceTime her,"
and your dad goes,

"Can't he have a couple minutes
by himself with his wife?"

-That's right.
-That's right.

-Okay. I love you.
-I love you too. Mwah.

-Mwah. Bye.
-Bye, baby.

I'm a little bummed out because
Ryan's going, and I'm not.

But I'm super excited
she's coming out.

She's coming out.
She wants Ryan to get her.

We're totally cool with that.
They're going to come tomorrow.

Tomorrow night she'll be
with us,

and it freaks me out.

I'm overwhelmed because I never
in a million years

thought
that this day would come.

Well, guess this is nice as I'm
going to look,

as nice as it gets.
I'm so nervous.

Nerves are bad. Just the fact
that I text the Major,

and he never text me back
makes me worried.

There he is. I can do that.
Game time. Game time.

If we are followed, I think
I can lose them in some streets.

How you doing, buddy?

Yeah, I got you, boss.
Let's see. Off. There you go.

Thank you, sir.
Yes, sir.

All right. Double doors
right through there.

All right. So how's she doing?
She nervous? Yeah?

-The boots do not fit.
-The boots don't fit?

-The boots don't fit!
-Oh, no.

Oh, my god. Everything that
I'm wearing is so small.

-I told you. Let me get a kiss.
-Mwah.

-Love you.
-I love you. I'm ready to go.

You look so good.
You look so good. Okay.

The car is moving. Oh, my god.

Yeah, baby, we're out.
We're out.

Oh, my god. Oh, it's so ...
feels so weird being in a car.

Yeah. I get to touch your leg.
I missed you.

I missed you too.

-You're free.
-I'm free.

Woo!
This car is going really fast!

Yeah. Hit that box button
down there at the bottom.

-Okay.
-All right. Which one you want?

-Instagram.
-Okay.

Instagram's on the home screen.

Oh, okay. Thank you.
Aw, that's so crazy.

Look at that.

I feel like, ever since my case
was all over the media,

all over the news,

people have been
on this journey with me.

It's cold. Hi.

-What took you so long?
-Hi.

You made it.

Safe and sound,
just like I said.

-Little scared?
-A little bit.

Yeah?

Little bit. It was a little
scary there for a second.

Look at you.
You look beautiful, baby.

Thank you.

-You're free.
-I know.

-Oh, I'm so happy for you. Mm.
-I missed you guys.

I missed you too.

I think that I've outgrown
this prison version of myself

that I think a lot of people
have come to associate me with.

I think what I'm really
searching for in my life

is a purpose for my life.
To be perfectly honest,

I am so sick and tired
of talking about my past.

I'm ready to talk about
the future and what's ahead.

-All right. One, two, three.
-Three. Ah!

Hey! Wow!

[ Chatter ]

-Wow.
-That was cool.

-That was good.
-Okay.

Sir, my name is Mike Stanfield,

and I was her attorney
during the case.

I guess what I would like
is just some clarification

as to why she needs
to travel directly to Louisiana.

This was supposed
to be a good day.

A lot of my friends and family

have traveled out of state
to see me.

Our plans was to stay
a few days in Kansas City

and drive back on the 1st
to Louisiana.

We just kind of wanted
to get together,

share some quality time for
a few days before we drove back.

We get a call from Jefferson
City Probation and Parole Office

saying that they're
my parole officer in Missouri,

and they're directing me to go
straight back to Louisiana.

Don't even stop in Kansas City.
And I'm in the middle of it,

not knowing whether I have
to basically get in a car

and go straight to Louisiana
right now

or go in the morning
or not at all.

I'm like,
"Why does my instructions

have to be different
than anyone else's?"

because to me,
I'm just another average bear,

and I guess I'm getting
a huge culture shock. So ...

Okay, so the issue is,

is you just want her
out of the state of Missouri?

-This is [Indistinct].
-Hey, he's calling [Indistinct]

right now.

This is easy. This is easy.

[Indistinct]
let's just give him ...

I just need a minute, okay?

That's why I kept asking
the question.

I'm not understanding
what the deal is here.

All right.

What if they're going
to send me back?

They aren't going
to send you back?

I'm so sorry! I didn't want ...

-Don't be sorry!
-I'm sorry!

I fulfilled my end
of what my obligations are.

I do not feel free right now.

I feel like I am
in a different form of prison.