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Everything just takes a while.
It does.
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You have to stay with it
in order to get the richness of it.
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It's too easy to move on.
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Like a sort of big sky... Mm.
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..translates into
what you're doing.
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How would that be
if you could see for miles around?
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The horizon's all open.
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A ritual which shifts
your state of mind...
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..to take you somewhere else.
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There's a sense of
sharing something. Mm.
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It feels like it can stand
different kind of interventions.
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I really love that.
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I really love it
that it goes out and has a life...
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Yeah. ..beyond us.
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I wonder if
there's a storm coming.
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They said there was going to be.
Yeah.
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Music is my sort of vehicle
for travelling through the world,
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you know, sort of
getting through life.
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It's like I write music to do that.
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It's just kind of odd.
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It's kind of an odd thing to do.
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Hello. How are you?
Fine. How are you?
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Lovely to see you. Yeah, you too.
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How are you?
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Weird. Weird and tired.
Weird and tired!
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And this piece is obviously
very extreme in some ways.
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It's a gigantic thing.
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To want to do such difficult things
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is kind of odd as well.
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It's a puzzle to me.
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Guys, you're almost there.
All right.
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Right, folks, make sure
your wristbands are on.
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The moment that I saw
the complete eight-hour album,
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I listened to it, like,
over and over.
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But then I stopped listening to it.
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I wanted the experience
to be new again for me.
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After I booked the ticket,
I made this Instagram post
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where it was, like, the gorgeous
cover photo of the moon
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and I was like... So I'm gonna
see this eight-and-a-half hour,
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204 movements, classical composition
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and I think I made some joke
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that I'm just gonna feel
crushingly alone
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and cry the whole time.
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So that's what I'm expecting.
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I've tried not to have
too many expectations.
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Like, I saw the pictures
that he posted last night
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and I'm like, "Well, those cots
are really close together!"
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You know, I mean,
you have your own space,
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but, uh, usually
I'm much more of a loner
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as far as not being
so close to others.
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MUSICIANS WARM UP
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I've never actually watched
something continuously
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for eight hours,
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so just hearing them warming up
has me pretty excited.
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I mean, this is probably, like,
the ideal way
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you want to experience
something like this,
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being around someone you care about
or just other people.
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I don't know how to describe it.
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It's just kinda like...
It hits your soul.
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It just makes me feel, like,
connected to this world.
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I guess what I was aiming for
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is this sense of connecting
to origins somehow
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and fundamentals.
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It's almost like,
"Can we just start over, please?"
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Hi, hello.
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Welcome to this performance
of Sleep,
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an eight-hour lullaby.
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I'm joined this evening
by the ACME Ensemble
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and Grace Davidson.
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APPLAUSE
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A few more thank-yous,
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first of all to Chris Ekers
for his wonderful sound,
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to Steve Abbott
for joining all the dots,
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and especially to Yulia,
my creative partner,
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whose vision is
a big part of this piece.
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There are no rules. Um...
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Listen as you like,
sleep as you like.
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Maybe switch the phones off
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and enjoy the trip.
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We'll see you on the other side.
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APPLAUSE
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MUSICIANS TUNE UP
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MUSIC STARTS
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When we were younger,
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we had small children
and we had no money,
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so, of course, when Max
went away to do his concerts,
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I could never go,
and so I would stay behind.
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It was really lovely when
people started streaming concerts
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because suddenly I could listen in,
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so I started to,
every time he'd go away,
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I'd listen in to the concert
and see how, you know...
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You feel nervous for your partner,
you want it to go well,
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you're interested in how it goes,
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you kind of want to be there,
so it was my way of experiencing it.
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Yulia would be listening in.
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Of course, you know, if I'm
on the other side of the planet,
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it would be at some crazy hour
in the middle of the night.
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I'd be exhausted.
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You know,
I'd been with the kids all day.
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I was so tired, so I would
almost always fall asleep.
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And pretty soon, I realised that
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there's this incredible thing
that happens
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when you start just drifting
in and out of this dreamy space.
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And kind of waking up
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and liminal spaces
would start to develop
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and you start to listen
in a totally different way
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to how you normally listen to a CD
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or a disc or even a concert.
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And it becomes a...
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It can... It becomes a very
emotional listening experience.
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So when Max would come back,
I'd start to talk to him about this
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and I was like, "We have
to do something with this
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"because this is
an incredible thing."
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He said, "Well,
it's funny you should say that
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"because here's this piece
I've been working on since 1995."
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And he starts getting out
these pieces of paper,
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showing me these pieces
of paper and saying,
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"I've been thinking about this
myself in a different form."
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We sort of got into
this conversation about
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would it be interesting
to make a piece
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which is in some way made
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to exist in that space
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or to kind of have
that sort of conversation
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with, you know, the sleeping mind?
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You know, the sleeping mind is
as valid and valuable
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and, in fact, essential to us
actually
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in terms of
building our waking life.
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When we're sleeping,
we're not absent.
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We're just... It's a different
kind of cognitive state.
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And so we brought
these two ideas together really
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and started to develop this idea
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for the piece as it is now.
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Life is busy
and life is getting busier.
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I've never heard anyone say,
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"Oh, things are just getting
so much slower."
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Everything is always up.
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It's moving forwards.
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That's how life works.
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Things just speed up.
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That, in a way,
suits corporations.
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But does it suit individuals
as well?
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I don't know.
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So I wanted to make a piece
which...
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It's got an element of a
sort of quiet protest about it.
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Just to kind of -
take a look at this.
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And offer a landscape
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to withdraw from that for a minute,
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step off the wheel and take stock.
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It was a very big thing
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to bring this into the world
and to get it actually made.
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That was a two,
two-and-a-half-year process,
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something like that,
and during that period
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when Max was composing,
I was starting to look around
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for the kind of venues
we could go to,
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what kind of ways we could talk
about this project to people.
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I always think Yulia's
the brains of the outfit.
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She comes from anthropology
and film,
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so her universe is visual,
performance,
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storytelling from that standpoint.
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I was developing, really,
this language
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of talking about issues that
were really important to me.
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My family were refugees
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and I wanted to really explore that
from every possible angle.
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One of the things that was
really important to me
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was that this piece
should be about community
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and should be about connection.
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Or at least providing a space
for it.
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Whether it happens or not, I mean,
that's down to an individual person.
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It doesn't have to happen either,
but we're missing that, aren't we?
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That was one of the very first
conversations we had.
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We have this eight-hour piece.
Where does it go?
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How do we stage it?
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What happens with this piece
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in order to foster
that kind of environment
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where something like that
can happen?
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Max and Yulia showed me drawings
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of this concept of musicians
surrounded by sleeping people.
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I went with a friend
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and all those strangers
sleeping together,
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open postures,
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somehow takes you away from the
individual details of your own life.
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A couple of friends said,
"This is very disturbing."
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Some people couldn't imagine
being in a place like that.
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But the people
I could connect to understood,
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there's something about hearing it
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and not necessarily watching
the performance.
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There's some deep memory of
being a child and being sung to
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when you're drifting off.
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So it's such a tender offering.
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SOPRANO SINGS
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As a cathedral, we wanted to have
a kind of connection
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with these problems with refugees,
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and, um... and to make a connection
with an artwork, with music.
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It was this sculpture by Koen Theys,
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with 12 bronze mattresses
where people slept,
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which helped us
to have this crazy idea
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of having Sleep in our cathedral.
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And now we have 400 of these beds.
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It was a very big unknown
for all of us
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who worked to prepare for it.
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At the same time,
there was this vibe
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of "this is something very special",
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which has never happened
and probably never will again.
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I think we've had something like
250 enquiries for the show
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and I think it's about 18
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that actually we've been
able to put on.
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Each show takes more or less
two years to pull off
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from the first conversations
to when they finally go on.
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For every venue,
it's a real labour of love as well.
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Yeah, so it's a big juggernaut
of a thing,
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but it's so worth it.
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APPLAUSE
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Welcome to Max Richter's Sleep
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at Grand Park,
presented by the Music Center.
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Tonight's performance
is the first outdoor
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and the largest ever.
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We are hopefully unplugging
from our everyday life
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to experience
this beautiful concert together
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right in the heart of downtown LA.
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Max basically says,
"You can walk around,
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"you can sit up, you can lie down,
you can disconnect, you can sleep."
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And I think that freedom sort of
that Max wrote into the piece
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and into the presentation
of the piece,
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I thought it would get augmented
by putting it outdoors
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and sort of giving it
that additional freedom.
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SOPRANO SINGS
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He was never interested
in talking to an audience
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of 100 people
who know about classical music,
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so he engaged in a language
which is a plain-spoken language
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because he wants to connect
to a lot of people.
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And that's immediately frowned on
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within a lot of
classical communities.
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If you're popular,
that can't be good.
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And obviously we weren't
paying attention to any of that
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because we're not interested
in that conversation at all.
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Our conversation is about
talking to a lot of people
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and talking about a different way
of listening to music.
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There are precedent pieces.
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In Indian classical music,
you have overnight ragas
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and there's gallery work
from the '60s of Fluxus.
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And the Bach Goldberg Variations
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which were supposedly written
for overnight performance.
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It's not like sonic wallpaper
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which is just quietly bubbling
in the background.
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It's an artwork,
and it's to be experienced,
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not necessarily to be listened to,
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but to be experienced.
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You know, in the way that we
experience a landscape, we're in it.
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People are free to do
what they want, really, in the show.
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We didn't want too many rules
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and that's reflected in all
the concerts. They're all different.
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In Berlin, everyone shoved
their beds together
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and you had families
all sleeping side by side.
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It offers something where people
can feel cocooned, safe somehow.
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It's not a performance
in the traditional sense.
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If you play a gig,
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you're projecting this material
really strongly,
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you're trying to tell a story...
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..whereas in the case of
a Sleep performance,
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the dynamics
are completely different.
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Those people sleeping
are the story.
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10:28pm. To sleep,
perchance to dream.
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Sombre. Life noises.
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The wild sirens,
chattering of people checking in
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melts with the music,
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creates a tone like in the movies
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after something serious
has happened.
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I heard about the concert
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and I was like, "Oh, I don't think
my wife would want to go.
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"It sounds too weird."
And then I told her about it.
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She was like, "It's sleep and
it's music? What's not to like?"
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Like, I was surprised
she waited as long as she did
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to say something about it.
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Cos I guess she had
known about it for a while.
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I was really happy
to see her asleep.
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Yeah, I was a little worried that
because we were out in the open
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among all these strangers that...
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And the bugs. And the bugs.
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..she was gonna end up being
not happy,
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but apparently, her body was like,
"No, I'm gonna go to sleep now."
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Like, I zonked out,
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like, pretty much 15, 20 minutes
into the concert, I was out.
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Legit, like, all night.
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Yeah. Which is surprising.
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Being a woman
in our relationship,
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you are kind of on guard,
always watching your back,
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you don't know who's looking
at you, what they're thinking,
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what they're thinking of you and how
you're making them feel, you know.
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I feel like I always...
always feel, like, unsafe.
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You obviously have
something in common
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cos you've all come together
around this event.
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It's just fascinating.
You see people.
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You're like, "I wonder
would we be hanging out together?
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"Would we be buddies if I went over
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"and, like, struck up a conversation
with you right now?"
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Like, yeah, you did feel
kind of safe and protected.
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The first one was memorable
in that it was just so terrifying
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because we just did not know
how to play this piece.
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How do you rehearse
something that size?
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The gallery is full of
these amazing curios
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of 19th century science.
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It seemed in a way
an appropriate place to do it
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because Sleep has some of its
origins in, I guess, sleep science.
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We rehearsed it overnight
and then we had the next day,
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and I was up fixing the parts,
all the mistakes I discovered,
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all the technical stuff.
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And then we played overnight
live on Radio 3.
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They broadcast it all night long,
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so it was kind of
a baptism of fire.
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I was very lucky to be invited
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to be one of the people
to fall to sleep
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to his music
at the Wellcome Foundation.
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I think it broke a world record
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for the longest continuous piece
on the radio.
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Once the piece kicked off,
it was clear
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that there was something wrong
with the piano
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that Max was playing at,
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that there was some really
tinny sound coming out of that.
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And then one of the crew crept up,
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climbed on top
of this grand piano
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and started trying
to investigate what...
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But, of course, the piece
had to keep on going. This was
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a live broadcast of this piece that
was gonna go on for eight hours
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and there was no way we were
stopping and starting again.
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We got through it
and it had a real kind of energy,
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it had a real sort of
gravitational force around it.
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It just seemed
to kind of affect people,
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so that was exciting.
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My work comes out of the polarity
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between a very straightforward,
classical,
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conservatoire, university,
composer education
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and my enthusiasm
for electronic music,
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ambient music,
the studio as instrument.
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It has its roots
in the kind of Renaissance,
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where music was structured
very geometrically.
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It's also a rejection
of super-complicated modernism
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which I was schooled in,
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but which I felt
had really lost its connection
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with a broader audience.
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I felt like I wanted
to build a language
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which had a kind of directness.
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When Max and I first met,
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I was giving a talk about
maths and symmetry.
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I think there was
an immediate connection.
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I mean, there's always been
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an immediate connection
between maths and music.
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Like every piece, it's a big series
of "what if" questions.
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I started thinking about
what kind of music
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would I want if I was sleeping?
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And I started thinking
I would like to feel
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that if I wake up in the middle,
I want to know where I am.
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Mathematics is actually
the science of patterns
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and music is the art of patterns.
354
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And that's the connection.
355
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So, you know, you take something
simple, like the Fibonacci numbers.
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So these are numbers which go:
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1, 1, 2, 3,
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5, 8, 13.
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You get the next number
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by adding the two
previous numbers together.
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Now, these have a natural growth
which is what nature uses a lot,
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so the number of petals
on a flower
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is invariably
a Fibonacci number,
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the way that shells grow
or pine cones or pineapples...
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You'll see these numbers
all over the place.
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But these are also numbers
that composers love using,
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so you see Debussy, Bartok
very deliberately using them
368
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to give a sense of growth
in their pieces.
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One of the things
that connects the world of art
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and the world of mathematics
and science as well
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is that all of these
are actually our response
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to the natural world around us.
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They're our language
trying to help us navigate our way
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through the kind of chaos
that we live in.
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I felt like slightly in freefall
when I was writing it.
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I was like, "I don't really know
if this is gonna work."
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When you're composing,
the notes you're writing,
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you're very much writing them
in relation to everything
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that's happened already and
everything that's gonna happen.
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When there's a structure that big,
381
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you can't hold it all in your mind
any more,
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00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:38,480
so you really have
to just write the moment,
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which is freaky
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and goes against
all your compositional training.
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When you're recording, you know,
sections of 30 or 40 minutes,
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you can't do that on tape.
And it's eight hours of multi-track.
387
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So it broke the machine
in all sorts of different ways
388
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and we had to invent
new ways of working.
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For me, that is also the exciting
thing about creative work.
390
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:09,360
You've got this space
that you know how to do that.
391
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I know how to write Max Richter
music up to this point.
392
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But actually Sleep is stepping
out of that pool of light
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into something else,
into the dark,
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and just finding what's out there.
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I always describe it
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as if all the happiness
had left the world,
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but I was good with it,
398
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,320
as if there was nothing else
to lose.
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Especially if I'm full of anguish,
if I need to relax
400
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or I need to stop worrying about
what's gonna happen in the future.
401
00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:44,240
Max's music...
402
00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:49,960
..cleans your soul,
if you want to say it that way.
403
00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,320
It is as if
he had found something
404
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:03,360
that has already existed for,
I don't know,
405
00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:05,440
thousands of years,
406
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:07,560
that is familiar to humans
407
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:09,960
like the sound of the sea
408
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:13,400
or the grass with the wind.
409
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:17,120
It is something
that makes us soothe and relax
410
00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:21,000
and, and... and makes you feel that
everything is OK.
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As if all humans
spoke the same language
412
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and then we have to translate it
to English or Spanish
413
00:35:32,720 --> 00:35:34,400
or whatever language you speak.
414
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:41,000
Everybody can understand it
415
00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:45,040
and you don't need to be
a special kind of person
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00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:48,800
to know what he wants to say
and then the feelings are immediate.
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00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:58,560
It was not new. It was as if
I had been there all my life.
418
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:03,000
It was just like a continuation
419
00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:06,120
of something
that you already know very well.
420
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Like kissing your mother
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00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:14,480
or being with someone you love
very much.
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00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:59,440
I talked to a friend
of mine, David Eagleman,
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he's a neuroscientist,
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00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:04,120
just to check that my instincts
about sleep music
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00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:05,840
were not actually stupid.
426
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,200
He pointed me at some research
427
00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:13,120
about how sound and
a sleeping mind can join up.
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To my knowledge, it's the first time
that somebody has said,
429
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,000
"All right, we're gonna write
eight hours of music
430
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:25,400
"and we're gonna try to do things
431
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:27,880
"to keep people
in a state of sleep."
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So one of the first things
that Max and I talked about
433
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was about repetition of music
during sleep and how...
434
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:38,840
Essentially what happens
in the brain
435
00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:42,000
is you've got lots of cells,
86 billion neurons,
436
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:44,040
and they're all doing
their own thing,
437
00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:46,640
but when you fall asleep,
they come into concert more
438
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,720
and move as a group
439
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:51,560
which is why if you put
electrodes on the head,
440
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:53,400
you can measure the slow wave
441
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:55,360
happening in the brain
during sleep.
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00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:58,080
So we talked about
the kind of rhythms
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that would be appropriate
for that sort of thing,
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about the kind of repetition
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00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,840
that sleep represents,
the sleeping brain.
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00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:11,240
So Max set out to make sure that
the music he was writing
447
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was sort of, you know,
rhythmically consonant
448
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:16,280
with slow-wave sleep.
449
00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:28,200
Sleep has a very particular flavour.
450
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:30,360
It's a very particular colour,
right,
451
00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:34,880
because it's all about the bottom
of the frequency spectrum.
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00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:39,760
And almost all of sleep happens
from, like, 100 hertz down,
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which is a space
which isn't really available
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00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,800
with acoustic instruments.
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00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:53,400
In the natural world, we hear
those frequencies in thunderstorms.
456
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:55,440
And those sorts of things.
457
00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:58,840
And that's in a way why
they have a magical quality
458
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:01,360
because we can't actually
really make those sounds
459
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:03,360
with acoustic instruments
very easily,
460
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,560
or we can but only very quiet.
461
00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:10,200
And for a piece to be structured
462
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:13,760
around that bit
of the frequency spectrum
463
00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:16,000
is interesting to do,
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00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,320
which is why the synthesisers
are so incredible
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because they unlock
that bit of the spectrum.
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SYNTHESISERS PLAY
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I was about 13 when I first heard
electronic music, really.
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00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,280
SYNTHESISERS PLAY
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On a TV show, they'd used
Kraftwerk's Autobahn
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and when I heard the opening,
471
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:52,920
I mean, it was like being struck
by lightning for me.
472
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:06,240
You feel like you're interacting
with a thing which has a life
473
00:40:06,240 --> 00:40:09,640
because the sound is never the same.
You know, the next day,
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even the same patch
sounds different. Very organic.
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00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:21,200
I set out on this mission
476
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,280
to try and discover,
A, what this sound was
477
00:40:23,280 --> 00:40:24,880
and B,
how could I get my hands on it?
478
00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:31,360
And at that time, a synthesiser
cost as much as a house.
479
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:35,080
I got schematics
480
00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:38,640
and a soldering iron
and bags of components
481
00:40:38,640 --> 00:40:42,200
and just started in my bedroom
building synthesisers
482
00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:44,720
and, you know, just tried
to make those sounds.
483
00:40:47,120 --> 00:40:51,640
And that went sort of together
with studying academic music.
484
00:40:51,640 --> 00:40:55,040
I always felt that was quite
natural, really, those two things.
485
00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:03,360
The way the music is made is
quite uncharacteristic for me.
486
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:10,160
It has a lot of kind of affirmation
in the way it's structured.
487
00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:14,120
It's sort of asking a question
488
00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:16,360
and then giving you the answer
that you want.
489
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:21,360
It feels good as it goes by
because of that.
490
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,800
So you kind of know
where you're going all the time,
491
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:26,120
and then it goes there.
492
00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:29,040
Which is like, you know,
not what happens in real life.
493
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:35,440
So it's a wish fulfilment for
"if only life were like this".
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Look at that, Max.
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00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:14,400
It's really beautiful.
496
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:16,040
It's pretty awesome, yeah.
497
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:19,520
The thing I find
that's so incredible
498
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:22,440
is when you're sitting
in your office or studio
499
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:25,200
and you're trying to conjure up
this whole world,
500
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:27,560
and then you come out here
501
00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:30,120
and it just kind of pours
out of you, doesn't it?
502
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:31,600
We met for the first time twice.
503
00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:33,200
HE CHUCKLES
504
00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:37,840
It was the Edinburgh Festival
505
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:42,640
and there was a performance
of the Mahabharata,
506
00:42:42,640 --> 00:42:44,040
you know, this wonderful epic.
507
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:47,320
So there's, like,
about 100 people on the stage
508
00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:49,800
and about 11 of us
in the audience.
509
00:42:49,800 --> 00:42:51,640
I'm sitting there in this thing
510
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:54,480
and I keep, you know,
just kind of looking at this
511
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:55,880
one woman on the stage.
512
00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:59,200
And I'm just like,
"Wow, she looks amazing!
513
00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:01,200
"I'd really love
to get to know her."
514
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:02,680
And then I walked
out of the theatre
515
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,840
and I was like,
"You're never gonna see her again,
516
00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:08,000
"just get over it, forget about it,
get on with your life."
517
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:12,520
And I love that phase so much
when everything is possible still,
518
00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:15,320
when there's nothing in the way
and everything's just...
519
00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:19,200
Then we met again at a theatre
520
00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:22,560
that I was involved with
and Yulia was involved with.
521
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:24,720
I was working in
a theatre company for a while.
522
00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:27,280
That's where I met Max
because I gave him his first job.
523
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:28,520
SHE LAUGHS
524
00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:31,080
Like a sort of energy exchange...
525
00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:35,360
So we were just chatting away, like,
in the back of the theatre basically
526
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:37,040
while we were supposed
to be working.
527
00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:39,840
The kind of unmade works,
528
00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:42,760
so the works without any mistakes
in them. Yeah.
529
00:43:44,120 --> 00:43:45,960
And that's... So exciting.
530
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:49,080
When we first met,
that was what drew us together,
531
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:50,440
I think, was talking.
532
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:53,360
Yeah, we were just like...
533
00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:56,080
We just talked about life,
the universe and everything.
534
00:43:57,640 --> 00:43:59,280
And that was that.
535
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:06,480
I just thought I'd just met
the most interesting
536
00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:09,680
and kind of kindest
and most thoughtful person.
537
00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:13,120
Like, I still think that.
538
00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:21,600
It's tough to make enough money
to feed three kids as an artist,
539
00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:25,720
but it's also been an incredibly
interesting journey.
540
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:31,360
We both had quite complicated
childhoods in different ways.
541
00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:34,720
And there is a flavour to that,
isn't there,
542
00:44:34,720 --> 00:44:37,360
that affects your whole life,
543
00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:42,040
so one of the things
that was very comforting
544
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:45,680
and easy for us together
was the fact that we shared that,
545
00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:49,200
and, in a way, that's another
lifelong journey, isn't it,
546
00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:51,600
is processing that.
547
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:53,240
And if you're kind of shy
548
00:44:53,240 --> 00:44:57,320
and poetic like he was,
then you do that through music.
549
00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:04,560
I started making records
550
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:09,160
and I made Memoryhouse in 2002.
551
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:12,320
It was almost like
a series of questions
552
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:16,360
to see if a language could do
all these things I wanted to do.
553
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,480
And kind of no-one heard
that record.
554
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,840
I mean, other musicians heard it
555
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:28,680
and it had a kind of a little,
tiny, culty sort of audience.
556
00:45:28,680 --> 00:45:31,120
But, you know,
the record label was shut down.
557
00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:33,000
We never got to play it.
558
00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:34,640
Nothing happened.
559
00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,000
It really took a while,
I mean years and years and years,
560
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,000
before anyone really
paid attention at all.
561
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:51,040
You know, the number of times
we had to, like, go to Plan B.
562
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:53,760
We were, like,
moving house randomly.
563
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,520
You know, it was just very chaotic.
564
00:45:56,520 --> 00:45:59,560
I mean, it's tough. It's tough
to make a living. It really is.
565
00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:07,560
Trying to, you know,
make records to a high standard
566
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:10,720
with real musicians on them,
it costs money,
567
00:46:10,720 --> 00:46:12,120
which I didn't have.
568
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:15,720
I remember at
the Blue Notebooks sessions,
569
00:46:15,720 --> 00:46:18,240
we recorded it in one day.
570
00:46:18,240 --> 00:46:20,600
One afternoon, in fact,
with the strings,
571
00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:22,200
cos that's the money we had.
572
00:46:23,240 --> 00:46:27,160
And I remember, you know,
trying to get home from a session
573
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:29,960
and not being able to get
any money out of the bank
574
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:31,400
because we had no money.
575
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:39,800
That's the constant question
for artists, isn't it?
576
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:41,320
Do you persevere?
577
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:46,040
When he did Vivaldi Recomposed,
578
00:46:46,040 --> 00:46:48,800
he was still walking
40, 60 minutes across town
579
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:51,000
to interviews because
we couldn't afford the fare,
580
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:52,800
and we certainly went
through many years
581
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:55,640
where we would feed the children
rather than ourselves.
582
00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:05,680
I mean, most people do not make
a living in any art form,
583
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:10,240
so what do you do when you're faced
with that and you have children?
584
00:47:11,720 --> 00:47:14,200
You're so responsible
for these little people
585
00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:17,200
and you can't muck it up.
586
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:18,560
SHE LAUGHS
587
00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:37,440
Not bad, Al! You haven't played that
all summer. Pretty nice.
588
00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:39,280
I got that one wrong. Hm?
I didn't do that one.
589
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:42,640
Yeah, but you did it the same
both times, so it's cool.
590
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,840
That was really nice. Really nice.
591
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:50,840
I mean, I didn't support
the family for years.
592
00:47:52,040 --> 00:47:54,000
We just kind of scratched by.
593
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:57,080
And I think if I had been able
to imagine doing anything else,
594
00:47:57,080 --> 00:47:58,880
then I probably would have.
595
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:16,320
Eventually, I got ill
because I was just so malnourished.
596
00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:19,000
You just think you're somehow
invincible, don't you?
597
00:48:19,000 --> 00:48:20,720
And you keep going.
598
00:48:20,720 --> 00:48:23,520
Your body's showing you
all the signs of,
599
00:48:23,520 --> 00:48:25,280
"You can stop now,"
600
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:27,680
and you go, "No, no, it's OK.
I can keep going."
601
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:31,080
Obviously, you can't in the end,
so I did become quite sick.
602
00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,920
I guess it's the first time
we've really thought about
603
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:40,440
how we're living our lives,
how I'm... what I'm doing.
604
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:44,240
I mean, of course it's...
605
00:48:44,240 --> 00:48:46,760
You know, the fact of our mortality
is real,
606
00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:49,440
but it's only real
when it's real, you know,
607
00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:51,760
because we keep it away.
608
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:54,320
We keep those thoughts away
by doing other things.
609
00:48:57,680 --> 00:49:02,360
Quite a big bit of thinking
about what to, you know...
610
00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:04,400
what those things mean,
611
00:49:04,400 --> 00:49:06,800
but then do what, you know?
612
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:09,960
Give up and do what?
I don't know.
613
00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:21,040
I guess things do add up
over time, you know.
614
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:28,360
And the Blue Notebooks did sort of
catch people's ears somehow.
615
00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:32,440
And it just seemed to...
It started something.
616
00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:37,200
I mean, we got the opportunity
to premiere Memoryhouse
617
00:49:37,200 --> 00:49:39,520
ten years after it was released,
618
00:49:39,520 --> 00:49:42,360
which we did in the Barbican
in London.
619
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:45,200
The place was full and it was
like, you know, a love-in.
620
00:49:45,200 --> 00:49:46,880
I mean, it was like a homecoming.
621
00:49:48,520 --> 00:49:51,000
There was something wonderful
about that, you know.
622
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:54,520
To just kind of keep going,
and ten years later here we are.
623
00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:02,600
Writing a piece like Sleep
takes over two years.
624
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,680
So those two years
have to be funded.
625
00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:10,680
And the way we found
our way through eventually
626
00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:13,240
was we came up with
a little formula, actually,
627
00:50:13,240 --> 00:50:14,800
of how to feed ourselves,
628
00:50:14,800 --> 00:50:18,280
which was that Max would do
film work and that film work,
629
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:21,400
the money would go back
into the art, always.
630
00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:24,160
So that he could, at night,
work on Sleep.
631
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:28,080
I got into the habit
of writing at night
632
00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:29,920
when the kids were small.
633
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:31,440
We used to put them to bed
634
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:35,480
and then I guess my work days
were kind of
635
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,920
eight or nine o'clock
in the evening till about three.
636
00:50:38,920 --> 00:50:41,040
Sort of. Something like that.
637
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:43,000
Until I kind of fell off
my chair, basically.
638
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:49,160
In a way, making creative things
is also kind of...
639
00:50:49,160 --> 00:50:52,800
I feel like it's a kind of
self-medicating in a way, you know.
640
00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:56,120
So you write the piece that
you wish someone had written
641
00:50:56,120 --> 00:50:57,840
so you can listen to it.
642
00:50:57,840 --> 00:50:59,360
HE CHUCKLES
643
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:07,640
This sort of slightly obsessive
involvement with music
644
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:10,720
probably kept me going.
645
00:51:10,720 --> 00:51:14,640
To the edge of the woods before...
Cos we don't want to be in the dark.
646
00:51:14,640 --> 00:51:16,600
Well, I don't mind
being in the dark.
647
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:18,360
It's kind of adventurous...
648
00:51:22,240 --> 00:51:24,360
INAUDIBLE
649
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:32,320
I think of making a piece
of writing and creative work
650
00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:36,040
as sort of... It's like moving
from a space which we know
651
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:38,440
into a space we don't know.
652
00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:41,920
And that's
the kind of interesting part.
653
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:47,320
And actually it hardly matters
what's there.
654
00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:50,040
It's that little process
of just stepping out
655
00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:52,520
into somewhere you don't know.
656
00:51:54,720 --> 00:51:58,360
At a certain point, it's almost like
the piece starts dreaming.
657
00:52:38,080 --> 00:52:41,240
SOPRANO SINGS
658
00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:56,560
I am a visual artist,
so I'm very project-oriented.
659
00:56:56,560 --> 00:57:01,000
I'm making projects that usually
take me a year or two to complete,
660
00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,840
so there's a lot of things
to work out.
661
00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:06,640
This, because it was so durational,
662
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:10,560
gave me the opportunity to resolve
some questions that I was having
663
00:57:10,560 --> 00:57:13,840
about what direction I was taking
with certain things.
664
00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:18,640
My mind was wandering
and things were happening,
665
00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:23,240
but that music was there and
it was permeating into my mind.
666
00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:27,360
It's one thing
that really intrigues me
667
00:57:27,360 --> 00:57:31,240
about this project of his
that he certainly had intentions
668
00:57:31,240 --> 00:57:33,240
when he started it,
669
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:36,560
but knowing what that experience
would be like for other people
670
00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:39,240
and those random factors
that come in...
671
00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:45,040
What influence is a sound
672
00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:49,760
on what's happening in your mind
as you're kind of drifting off.
673
00:57:54,520 --> 00:57:59,360
I am kind of at a point in life
where I feel like
674
00:57:59,360 --> 00:58:01,480
I need to make the best use
of my time,
675
00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:04,000
and time is something
that's really important.
676
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:10,160
I mean, daily life is hectic
when you have a family
677
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:13,240
and you're worrying about, you know,
pick-up time from school
678
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:16,120
and trying to balance
everything else out,
679
00:58:16,120 --> 00:58:19,520
trying to fit in everything
I want to fit in the day
680
00:58:19,520 --> 00:58:21,160
in the time that I have.
681
00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:25,560
Mixing that
with my own personal work
682
00:58:25,560 --> 00:58:30,120
and then just kind of keeping
our house in order. It's busy.
683
00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:31,760
SHE CHUCKLES
684
00:58:38,040 --> 00:58:41,560
When you have
these other factors involved,
685
00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:45,120
like Max has, you know,
people that are laying on cots
686
00:58:45,120 --> 00:58:48,720
and listening, you know,
to that music,
687
00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:51,320
how does that change it?
What does that do?
688
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:59,080
I'm intrigued with
starting with an idea
689
00:58:59,080 --> 00:59:02,000
and seeing, you know, how does it
shape and form and change
690
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,080
as you introduce other people
into it,
691
00:59:05,080 --> 00:59:09,040
as everybody, I'm sure, had their
own kind of unique experience.
692
00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:18,440
I don't know who these people are,
you know, what has drawn them here.
693
00:59:29,560 --> 00:59:33,600
Experiencing Sleep live
is really not like anything else.
694
00:59:33,600 --> 00:59:37,560
Who does this? Who makes, you know,
695
00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:40,120
an eight-hour-long
musical composition
696
00:59:40,120 --> 00:59:44,000
that lasts that duration, that's set
up for people to fall asleep to?
697
00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:46,360
It's not like anything else.
698
01:02:49,480 --> 01:02:52,960
When I sit down at the piano
at the beginning of the night,
699
01:02:52,960 --> 01:02:57,080
there are 200-something pages
of piano music to play through.
700
01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:02,920
You know, there's a big score,
which plays from beginning to end.
701
01:03:06,840 --> 01:03:08,760
I'm probably on the stage
702
01:03:08,760 --> 01:03:11,000
for about seven-and-a-half
of the eight hours.
703
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:13,840
Something like that, overall.
Which is a lot.
704
01:03:15,040 --> 01:03:18,760
I get breaks, just to kind of
grab a bite to eat
705
01:03:18,760 --> 01:03:21,160
or a cup of coffee or something.
706
01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:24,960
And, in fact,
all the players get breaks.
707
01:03:40,760 --> 01:03:43,680
It's very tough
on the string players, actually.
708
01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:48,960
A lot of the piece is
these sort of very sustained tones.
709
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:50,400
Very quiet, you know,
710
01:03:50,400 --> 01:03:53,000
which is the hardest thing
for string players to do.
711
01:04:01,480 --> 01:04:04,800
I kind of kidded myself
when we first started doing it
712
01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:07,760
that it was fine,
everyone would be fine, no problem.
713
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,240
But it is actually a problem.
It's really hard.
714
01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:15,760
It's just really physically
and mentally tough.
715
01:04:15,760 --> 01:04:19,000
First of all to be concentrating
for that amount of time,
716
01:04:19,000 --> 01:04:22,560
cos even though, you know,
I'm a pianist, you know,
717
01:04:22,560 --> 01:04:26,960
the notes come into your eyes
and they come out of your fingers,
718
01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:29,360
you know, that bit is
sort of automatic,
719
01:04:29,360 --> 01:04:31,560
but you're still
having to concentrate.
720
01:04:34,280 --> 01:04:38,320
I mean, doing anything solidly
for eight hours is hard.
721
01:04:39,280 --> 01:04:42,120
And, you know, you get achy
and stiff and sore
722
01:04:42,120 --> 01:04:44,400
and, yeah, it's tough.
723
01:13:18,760 --> 01:13:21,320
I love to just come off the stage
724
01:13:21,320 --> 01:13:25,080
on one of my little breaks,
just to hear it.
725
01:13:28,880 --> 01:13:33,080
Out in the house we have this
sort of magical cathedral sound,
726
01:13:33,080 --> 01:13:35,280
you know, and I love that sound.
727
01:13:35,280 --> 01:13:37,680
That's the sound
that the piece was written for.
728
01:13:39,680 --> 01:13:41,920
So I just wander around
and have a listen
729
01:13:41,920 --> 01:13:44,120
and just kind of see
what people are up to.
730
01:13:44,120 --> 01:13:47,480
Cos that's really nice for me,
just to kind of check in with,
731
01:13:47,480 --> 01:13:50,680
you know, how everyone is
sort of finding it.
732
01:13:56,920 --> 01:14:00,120
What's beautiful
is just seeing the effect
733
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:03,600
the piece is having on people.
I mean, that's an amazing thing
734
01:14:03,600 --> 01:14:07,360
because you don't really ever
get to see that
735
01:14:07,360 --> 01:14:09,160
in such an intimate way.
736
01:14:13,840 --> 01:14:17,840
And just being able to see,
you know, somebody sleeping there,
737
01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:20,160
or, you know,
doing their yoga or something
738
01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:23,360
or, you know, walking about
and thinking their thoughts.
739
01:14:23,360 --> 01:14:25,840
You just kind of get
a much bigger sense
740
01:14:25,840 --> 01:14:28,040
of what the piece is doing.
741
01:14:40,880 --> 01:14:43,640
Every performance
is really, really special.
742
01:14:45,000 --> 01:14:47,360
It's one of these
sort of paradoxical things.
743
01:14:48,560 --> 01:14:52,320
It's incredibly hard to do it,
but it's kind of so worth it.
744
01:14:55,480 --> 01:14:58,400
It costs so much to do it
and to try to make it happen,
745
01:14:58,400 --> 01:15:02,240
you know, on a personal level,
and yet it's so satisfying.
746
01:15:15,320 --> 01:15:18,960
Every second is a deliberate second.
747
01:15:20,400 --> 01:15:23,440
Every note is deliberate.
748
01:15:24,560 --> 01:15:27,120
So it was a massive undertaking
749
01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:31,640
and that's what's amazing, for me, I
suppose, that somebody can do that,
750
01:15:31,640 --> 01:15:35,600
that they have that much staying
power with a creative project
751
01:15:35,600 --> 01:15:38,040
that they can see
something like this through.
752
01:15:39,320 --> 01:15:42,360
And that he can perform it.
I mean, I don't think I could.
753
01:15:42,360 --> 01:15:44,600
I couldn't play for eight hours
straight.
754
01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:50,040
That's what he's brought to me
and my work,
755
01:15:50,040 --> 01:15:54,560
his seeing through the...
seeing through difficulties.
756
01:15:55,520 --> 01:15:59,360
It's made me more of a fighter
for what I believe in
757
01:15:59,360 --> 01:16:04,520
and more committed, in a way,
to shaking things up
758
01:16:04,520 --> 01:16:07,400
and trying new things, you know,
and not stopping.
759
01:16:13,920 --> 01:16:18,160
You know, when we were young
and he was putting out his work,
760
01:16:18,160 --> 01:16:20,080
year after year after year,
761
01:16:20,080 --> 01:16:23,320
and, you know, when you're young
and you're starting out,
762
01:16:23,320 --> 01:16:25,680
you do get kicked around a lot
and some of the things
763
01:16:25,680 --> 01:16:29,160
that happened to him,
I would just... I mean,
764
01:16:29,160 --> 01:16:33,080
would have sent me to bed,
crying, and yet he is...
765
01:16:33,080 --> 01:16:35,600
It's just a river passing by
for him.
766
01:16:37,080 --> 01:16:40,760
I remember talking to Yulia about
this at the time, you know,
767
01:16:40,760 --> 01:16:42,760
and I was making decisions about
768
01:16:42,760 --> 01:16:46,520
how the Blue Notebooks should be
and what we would do with it,
769
01:16:46,520 --> 01:16:51,360
and she said, "The thing is,
you know, if the record fails,
770
01:16:51,360 --> 01:16:53,640
"and you've made compromises,
771
01:16:53,640 --> 01:16:55,920
"then you're going to be
really annoyed,
772
01:16:55,920 --> 01:16:59,720
"but if it fails
and you did exactly what you wanted,
773
01:16:59,720 --> 01:17:01,800
"then who cares?"
774
01:17:01,800 --> 01:17:05,600
So that's always been the MO
sort of going forward.
775
01:17:05,600 --> 01:17:07,360
Just kind of always bet the farm.
776
01:17:08,560 --> 01:17:11,360
HE LAUGHS
777
01:17:08,560 --> 01:17:11,360
We didn't have a farm!
778
01:17:12,360 --> 01:17:14,400
But, you know,
we always bet the farm.
779
01:17:17,360 --> 01:17:20,000
For me, it's all about Max's smile.
780
01:17:20,000 --> 01:17:23,200
He could have been anybody.
I don't care what he does!
781
01:17:23,200 --> 01:17:25,160
I mean, I don't care what Max does.
782
01:17:25,160 --> 01:17:27,200
He doesn't have to be
a composer for me.
783
01:17:27,200 --> 01:17:30,240
I just love his smile and I still
love his smile 27 years later,
784
01:17:30,240 --> 01:17:32,280
so it's all about that, really.
785
01:17:37,680 --> 01:17:39,520
He's a vulnerable man
786
01:17:39,520 --> 01:17:41,840
and, musically,
he's not afraid to show it
787
01:17:41,840 --> 01:17:45,280
and I think he's not afraid
to talk about vulnerability
788
01:17:45,280 --> 01:17:47,520
and that's something quite precious
789
01:17:47,520 --> 01:17:50,040
because everybody there
is vulnerable in that moment
790
01:17:50,040 --> 01:17:52,760
when they're all sleeping
in a room together.
791
01:17:52,760 --> 01:17:55,760
And I think that fragility
and vulnerability in life
792
01:17:55,760 --> 01:17:57,760
is something that
he wants to talk about.
793
01:17:59,440 --> 01:18:02,560
It goes right the way through to
an understanding of the world
794
01:18:02,560 --> 01:18:07,240
and humaneness, I would say,
is the big word we try, you know...
795
01:18:07,240 --> 01:18:09,600
I mean, we're all flawed
human beings, right?
796
01:18:10,600 --> 01:18:13,720
We don't manage it all the time!
Or most of the time.
797
01:18:13,720 --> 01:18:16,440
But we try,
and that's the thing, isn't it?
798
01:18:31,160 --> 01:18:35,400
I have such admiration for his
determination and his perseverance.
799
01:18:37,680 --> 01:18:39,920
The fact that he can just...
He does it, you know.
800
01:18:41,080 --> 01:18:42,760
That's a big thing for me.
801
01:18:42,760 --> 01:18:47,200
I think my admiration for him
has increased through this project.
802
01:18:57,480 --> 01:19:00,640
Their collaboration is so gorgeous.
803
01:19:02,360 --> 01:19:07,040
To be ambitious
for something that ethereal...
804
01:19:09,480 --> 01:19:12,960
..is an...unusual thing.
805
01:19:13,960 --> 01:19:16,680
I don't see it that much.
I see people ambitious
806
01:19:16,680 --> 01:19:20,240
for large objects
that will stay there forever.
807
01:19:20,240 --> 01:19:23,560
I see people be ambitious
for movies or something,
808
01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:27,280
but to be ambitious
for a moment at night
809
01:19:27,280 --> 01:19:29,440
with strangers together?
810
01:19:29,440 --> 01:19:32,840
I just think that's...
that's just glorious.
811
01:21:04,440 --> 01:21:07,040
Experiences like this
I think remind people
812
01:21:07,040 --> 01:21:09,440
that even in a world where
people are very busy,
813
01:21:09,440 --> 01:21:14,160
that if you were to place
the arts back into society,
814
01:21:14,160 --> 01:21:17,920
there are these rejuvenating
types of experiences
815
01:21:17,920 --> 01:21:19,760
that can happen between people.
816
01:21:23,080 --> 01:21:26,960
By having an eight-hour performance,
in a world where,
817
01:21:26,960 --> 01:21:30,680
like, three minutes
is what is commercially viable,
818
01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:35,240
I think that already flips
expectations on its head.
819
01:22:04,520 --> 01:22:07,400
I teach. I also play.
820
01:22:07,400 --> 01:22:10,480
And my mission, first and foremost,
821
01:22:10,480 --> 01:22:12,920
when working with new students
is, typically,
822
01:22:12,920 --> 01:22:16,680
to get them to realise that
the sounds that you hear,
823
01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:18,720
you can wield them as well.
824
01:22:20,920 --> 01:22:24,240
You have the ability
to make meaning out of sound.
825
01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:26,280
It's like the craziest magic.
826
01:22:32,040 --> 01:22:35,600
And then, by having
that sort of instrumentation,
827
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:39,000
I think it says, like,
you could have a violin or a cello
828
01:22:39,000 --> 01:22:41,280
right next to a synthesiser.
829
01:22:44,720 --> 01:22:47,680
That gives them
a window into something
830
01:22:47,680 --> 01:22:50,200
they may not have known
they didn't know
831
01:22:50,200 --> 01:22:55,080
and gives them the tools necessary
to maybe be the next Max Richter.
832
01:22:55,080 --> 01:22:57,040
I don't know. Maybe.
833
01:24:53,880 --> 01:24:57,000
I took the spectrum,
the sonic spectrum,
834
01:24:57,000 --> 01:25:00,600
that the unborn baby hears
in the womb...
835
01:25:04,200 --> 01:25:06,600
..which is basically
no high frequencies
836
01:25:06,600 --> 01:25:08,680
because the mother's body
filters all of those.
837
01:25:11,400 --> 01:25:16,160
So I've used that spectrum
for almost the entire piece.
838
01:25:18,400 --> 01:25:21,760
And then,
around sort of seven hours,
839
01:25:21,760 --> 01:25:25,520
the spectrum opens up, so you get
more and more high frequencies.
840
01:25:26,720 --> 01:25:28,480
So there's kind of a sunrise.
841
01:25:30,720 --> 01:25:32,400
An acoustic sunrise.
842
01:26:05,160 --> 01:26:08,880
I think there's something
very fundamental about that spectrum
843
01:26:08,880 --> 01:26:12,200
because that obviously goes to
our first memories
844
01:26:12,200 --> 01:26:14,000
of being a person.
845
01:26:16,000 --> 01:26:19,240
Even before we're born,
we have this auditory memory
846
01:26:19,240 --> 01:26:21,560
which has a very particular colour.
847
01:26:24,320 --> 01:26:28,720
So that's how the sort of sonics
of the piece work on us.
848
01:26:45,280 --> 01:26:48,280
5:49am. Awake.
849
01:26:51,080 --> 01:26:54,920
Just saw a stray cat,
lots of sleeping people.
850
01:26:54,920 --> 01:26:58,080
Feel quite rested. Very alert.
851
01:26:58,080 --> 01:26:59,840
A little emotional.
852
01:27:02,840 --> 01:27:05,360
People actually were
pretty respectful.
853
01:27:05,360 --> 01:27:07,120
Not a lot of chatter.
854
01:27:07,120 --> 01:27:10,280
There was a woman
with a bathing suit on.
855
01:27:10,280 --> 01:27:13,280
A guy with
a "rock, paper, scissor" tattoo
856
01:27:13,280 --> 01:27:15,040
that I thought was sign language.
857
01:27:18,240 --> 01:27:20,400
It made me reflect
on my relationship,
858
01:27:20,400 --> 01:27:23,800
knowing all the difficulties
that we've been through
859
01:27:23,800 --> 01:27:26,920
as a couple,
all the tears, all the fights.
860
01:27:26,920 --> 01:27:30,360
It's all worth it,
like, to be with Terri
861
01:27:30,360 --> 01:27:32,880
because I love her so much.
862
01:27:34,240 --> 01:27:37,400
SOPRANO SINGS
863
01:28:03,640 --> 01:28:07,080
I was asleep for some of it
and awake for some of it
864
01:28:07,080 --> 01:28:11,360
and it kind of just blended
with dreaming.
865
01:28:11,360 --> 01:28:15,360
It was restful,
but it was like a journey as well.
866
01:28:25,600 --> 01:28:27,480
There's parts of it that I recognise
867
01:28:27,480 --> 01:28:29,640
and there's parts where I go like,
"Was I asleep?"
868
01:28:29,640 --> 01:28:31,240
I don't even remember anymore
869
01:28:31,240 --> 01:28:33,280
because it was just
all so very fluid.
870
01:28:37,320 --> 01:28:39,440
SOPRANO SINGS
871
01:29:18,720 --> 01:29:23,880
Falling asleep around
a lot of people we didn't know,
872
01:29:23,880 --> 01:29:27,040
just seeing how other people
interact with the music as well,
873
01:29:27,040 --> 01:29:30,000
it was really insightful
and moving.
874
01:29:31,480 --> 01:29:33,600
SOPRANO SINGS
875
01:30:10,880 --> 01:30:13,600
It takes years
to get to the place
876
01:30:13,600 --> 01:30:16,600
where it really starts
and can really take off.
877
01:30:20,520 --> 01:30:22,800
I feel like we're at
the beginning of something.
878
01:30:26,360 --> 01:30:29,680
Just starting, really.
And that's what's incredible for us.
879
01:31:17,160 --> 01:31:18,840
What if you slept?
880
01:31:21,600 --> 01:31:24,920
And what if, in your sleep,
you dreamed?
881
01:31:27,560 --> 01:31:31,480
And what if, in your dreams,
you went to heaven...
882
01:31:33,560 --> 01:31:36,720
..and there you plucked
a strange and beautiful flower?
883
01:31:39,320 --> 01:31:41,360
And what if, when you awoke...
884
01:31:43,200 --> 01:31:45,560
..you had that flower
in your hand?
885
01:31:48,560 --> 01:31:50,560
Ah, what then?
886
01:32:04,840 --> 01:32:08,000
SOPRANO SINGS
887
01:32:08,000 --> 01:32:11,280
MUSIC FADES
888
01:32:34,880 --> 01:32:37,640
CHEERING AND WHISTLING
889
01:32:56,960 --> 01:32:58,720
WHOOPING
890
01:33:01,720 --> 01:33:04,000
INAUDIBLE
891
01:33:18,200 --> 01:33:20,800
INAUDIBLE
892
01:33:29,600 --> 01:33:32,160
It was kind of like
893
01:33:32,160 --> 01:33:35,560
a wave would come over you
and just wake you.
894
01:33:52,800 --> 01:33:56,720
You'd hear just, like, the rub
of the strings - rrrrr!
895
01:33:56,720 --> 01:34:00,280
It felt almost like a massage,
but inside.
896
01:34:04,720 --> 01:34:06,960
I'm still in a trance, I think.
897
01:34:06,960 --> 01:34:11,440
And in my head there's
a whole world of creatures.
898
01:34:11,440 --> 01:34:13,600
The woman who sang,
899
01:34:13,600 --> 01:34:16,680
it was like a mermaid
that was singing to me
900
01:34:16,680 --> 01:34:20,400
that wanted to grab me
and pull me into the ocean.
901
01:34:20,400 --> 01:34:22,920
Max was for me a kind of fox.
902
01:34:22,920 --> 01:34:26,920
Very gentle,
but also very sneaky, in a way,
903
01:34:26,920 --> 01:34:29,640
that he trapped us from minute one.
904
01:34:29,640 --> 01:34:34,200
He just did it
in such a beautiful, elegant way.
905
01:34:36,480 --> 01:34:38,600
INAUDIBLE
906
01:35:11,000 --> 01:35:12,920
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