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365,000 fans heading
for Britain's biggest-ever pop concert.
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The reason?
This man was going to entertain them.
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No doubt who the biggest name
in British music is this weekend.
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It is his weekend.
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Robbie Williams is playing three nights
at Knebworth back to back.
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{n8}Robbie-mania has taken hold.
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{n8}But if you're not a Robbie fan,
just stay away.
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It was
the biggest experience of my life,
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doing Knebworth.
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Just a blanket people of people en masse.
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And it was seismic.
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♪ Hell is gone and heaven's here ♪
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♪ There's nothin' left for you to fear ♪
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♪ Shake your ass, come over here ♪
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♪ Now scream ♪
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♪ I'm a burnin' effigy
Of everythin' I used to be ♪
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♪ You're my rock of empathy, my dear ♪
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♪ So come on, let me entertain you... ♪
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This is the height of my career.
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It's all rampin' up to this.
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♪ And through it... ♪
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♪ All ♪
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♪ She offers me protection ♪
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♪ A lot of love
And affection ♪
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♪ Whether I'm right or wro-o-ong ♪
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♪ And down the waterfall ♪
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♪ Wherever it may take me ♪
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♪ I know that life won't break me ♪
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♪ When I come to call... ♪
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I feel like
I am the center of the pop-culture world
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at the moment.
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♪ I'm lovin' angels instead ♪
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Thank you for makin'
my dream come true, Knebworth!
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Robbie!
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There's an awful lot of shit
that's written about me,
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uh, almost every week.
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And, um, I want you
to remember something for me.
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This is Robbie Williams.
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{n8}This is what I do for a livin'.
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{n8}Right here.
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I'm a singer. I'm a songwriter.
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And I'm a born entertainer.
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This is what I do.
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Thank you!
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I'd just had
the biggest experience of my life
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doin' Knebworth.
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And I think the first line
in the NME review was,
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"Here it is. Naff Britain in microcosm."
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I'm trying to derive self-worth
from doing my job,
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whilst I'm being told
and reading about myself that...
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or hearing about myself
from radio and TV that I'm
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a piece of shit.
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♪ I just wanna feel real love ♪
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♪ Feel the home that I live in ♪
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{n8}You know,
I believed my press.
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{n8}Unfortunately, my press
was the British press.
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♪ I know
That life won't break me ♪
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♪ When I come to call ♪
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♪ She won't forsake me ♪
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♪ I'm loving angels instead ♪
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Yeah!
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Give it up for Teddy!
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- We got more cake, guys.
- Come 'ere, Ted.
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You guys wanna see
the cake you made?
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I'm late today
'cause I didn't wanna come.
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There was, um...
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more of me
that I didn't wanna face, I think.
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Can you tell me
what lies ahead of you?
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I'm about to watch somebody
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having a nervous
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mental breakdown.
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- You rollin'?
- Uh, yes, we are.
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Hello and you're welc... and you're welcome.
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Hiya. I'm Robbie Williams,
and, uh, this is my studio,
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where we've been recording an album
whose working title is Intensive Care.
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{n8}With Guy,
I wasn't master of my own ship musically.
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{n8}This is Stephen.
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{n8}He's a pseudo-intellectual Noddy Holder.
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But Stephen's
a musical mentor
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that's allowing me to find whatever it is
completely that's inside of me.
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♪ I know it's comin'
There's gonna be violence... ♪
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It did feel new,
and it did feel liberating.
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♪...as much as I'm willing to take ♪
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Yeah, I was tryin' to find
a different way to
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do it all again.
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The new stuff that I've got comin' out
is very different and...
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It's gonna sound really disrespectful
to the people I worked with before,
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but it actually feels...
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- It feels better?
- It feels like my first solo record.
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With Intensive Care,
I decide to do a tour.
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And the tour that I'm doing
is off-the-charts massive.
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You filmin'?
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Wow.
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Close Encounters, innit?
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That's what
we're callin' the tour.
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What are
your first impressions?
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Uh, well, I used to do a good one
of Margaret Thatcher when I was a kid.
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And then Frank Spencer, obviously,
but they're all the classics.
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Boom-boom!
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Looks amazin', dunnit?
Looks like my very own spaceship.
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- I'll get rid of it, all right.
- All right, lads?
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- How solid are they?
- Very solid.
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Well, I can fuckin' stand on 'em,
and I'm a fat cunt.
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- Right. That's that one loosened.
- That's that one...
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{n8}Off the top of your head,
old ones, "Let Me Entertain You",
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{n8}"Angels..." Stephen?
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Knebworth is
the most famous and most celebrated moment
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of my professional life,
but this tour was bigger than that.
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- "Feel."
- "Feel." Of course.
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Oh, yeah, yeah.
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I had 93 trucks for this.
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Ninety-three trucks for my stage.
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- And at the time, I was like...
- "I've got 93 trucks."
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It's the zenith of my success,
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that tour.
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I had my own jet
with my own "RW" symbol on the back.
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Some housewares there.
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Oh! Ah!
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Made some sandwiches as well.
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This is Elton John's plane, isn't it?
I know, yeah.
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Fuckin' ell.
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Happy with it?
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I'm still giggly.
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{n8}Oh yeah!
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{n8}Wait till you see this.
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Jonny is my best friend.
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He's a movin', walkin',
talkin' part of Stoke-on-Trent
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that came with me everywhere,
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that made me laugh
and made me feel safe and made me feel
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that the part of me that existed
before I joined Take That was still there.
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- Thank you.
- Well done, youth.
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- Thank you.
- Well done. Well done, Jose.
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- Wow!
- Isn't it great?
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- A bit amazin', innit?
- This is a bit amazin'.
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It's so good. He's mega rich.
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The thing is,
with tourin',
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people think that you get to Rome,
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have your picture taken
on the Spanish Steps,
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or go to the Louvre.
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Like, no.
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It's not what you would imagine it to be.
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There's no normality.
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It's weird when little ol' Rob
gets up in front of all these people,
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and they just adore 'im.
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- It's quite mad. Yeah. But...
- It's his job.
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It's his job,
and, um, he's the best at it.
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This is what David needs
to get through the show.
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{n8}- This is Rob's manager.
- He's already had four.
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{n8}Where he gets his addictions from,
I'll never know.
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I had
a great support system around me.
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I'd got David, my manager,
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and I'd got Josie,
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and I'd got me mate, Jonny.
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Good and honest people.
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Honest as much as they could be.
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There is still a relationship
where I'm the boss.
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- You ready, Rob?
- Nah.
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I really wish
I did somethin' else for a livin'.
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- Uh...
- Right, he's ready!
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Think this is the most nervous
I've ever been.
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- Is this the most nervous I've ever been?
- Absolutely.
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- Okay.
- I like it.
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It's good.
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Is this the most handsome I've ever been?
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Youth?
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Yeah.
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Hey! Two lads from Stoke-on-Trent.
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Who'd 'ave thunk?
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Let's get the gig
out the fucking way
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and get on a really nice plane
and go 'ome.
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- What d'ya think about that?
- Yes!
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Let's do this.
Let's go and fucking give 'em a good show.
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Elvis, grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change.
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- Uh-huh.
- The courage to change the things I can.
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- And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Thank you very much!
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Right, gang!
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This is not a drill.
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Open for mission, please.
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Robbie! Robbie!
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Have you seen the size of this place?
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Why couldn't we have just done
the village hall or something
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to start the fuckin' tour off?
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You're lookin' beautiful tonight, Dublin!
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How many people can do that in the world?
Right, go onstage in a stadium
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and have 80,000 people just go,
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"You're ace!"
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You know, that's... that is... unnatural.
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You've gotta...
The reaction to that's gotta be...
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That... That's why so many
fuckin' famous people are mad.
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Where are you all from?
Holland?
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- Holland!
- Robbie!
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- Yeah, hello!
- We've, um...
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We've done a new song.
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There's a new album
comin' out very soon. And, um...
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we're rehearsing this
for the very first time,
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so nobody's heard this song yet.
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Not even I. I wrote it. That's weird.
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Um, it's a song called "Rudebox,"
and I think
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it's gonna be my biggest song.
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You might not get it on the first listen.
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But believe me. I reckon it's gonna be
my biggest song, don't you, Dave?
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- Yeah.
- Bigger than "Angels."
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Yeah? Bigger than "Angels."
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At the same time
as the Close Encounters tour,
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I was doin' another album.
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Seeing where this
Guy Chamber-less ship could sail.
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Anyway, this is called "Rudebox,"
and I hope you like it.
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With Intensive Care,
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I'd been allowed to do
what I deemed to be interesting.
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And then, because of that,
I got excited and went to another place.
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♪ Okay then, back to basics ♪
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♪ Grab your shell toes
And your fat laces ♪
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♪ A little hand clap for some funk faces ♪
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♪ Make your body move
In the following place, it goes... ♪
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♪ Up your back and then down your spine ♪
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♪ And when it hits your head... ♪
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I'm making music
with my mates from Stoke-on-Trent,
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and there's a kinship.
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It was everythin' 13-year-old me
would've wanted to make.
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Boom-bap beats and a bit of rappin'.
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♪ Sing a song o' Semtex ♪
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♪ Pocket full of Durex ♪
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♪ Body full of Mandrax
Are we gonna have sex... ♪
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I loved doing the Rudebox album.
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It was such a joy to make,
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and it felt like it was me me.
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And I just presumed
that because I was lovin' it,
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there would be an audience
that loves it too.
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- You really believed in it.
- Oh yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, I really believed in it. Yeah.
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How you feelin' today?
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Really good, actually.
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Um...
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We did a great gig last night.
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Went back to the hotel.
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Uh, got an early night.
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But didn't sleep much
'cause I kept wakin' up every hour.
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Tried a bit of three-on-three football
with the lads, which was good.
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I thought I was gonna be
knackered after that.
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But, uh, I must be gettin' fit.
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- Can I try that on?
- Yeah.
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So I think I'm in gig-shape now.
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- How long is the tour?
- Long time.
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We don't think about that.
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- A day at a time.
- A day at a time. A show at a time.
247
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If you think about the end of the tour,
you never get there...
248
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Breathe in.
249
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...Charlie Lightening.
250
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Is that a s... No, no.
Is that a wise man speaking?
251
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No, no, it's true. It's the truth.
252
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If you start thinking about the end of it,
you'll never get through it.
253
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If he's just thinking, "I'll just enjoy
each day as it comes," it works.
254
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- You get into a routine.
- Except when I'm wrong.
255
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- Seriously.
- I believe you.
256
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I did, didn't I?
257
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- It's good to know.
- Hm.
258
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It feels like,
outside of the UK,
259
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I'm allowed to be a pop star.
260
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I'm allowed to inhabit
261
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some form of greatness, I suppose.
262
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Oh, fuckin' phenomenal.
263
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Whereas, in the UK,
264
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it was a very different story
with a different energy.
265
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Now to Robbie Williams. Sophie?
266
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{n8}I mean, he's like... to me,
I just think he's...
267
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{n8}It hasn't got
any charm about it whatsoever.
268
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The way people embrace him,
I find it baffling.
269
00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:54,320
- It just makes me sad, really.
- His voice is not fantastic.
270
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- You can't say he's got a brilliant voice.
- It's horrible.
271
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It's fairly thin and fairly hard.
272
00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:01,520
Last week, I wanted to berate you,
the Great British public,
273
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for voting "Angels"
the best single of the last 25 years.
274
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I've done a quick list of other songs
that maybe should've been considered.
275
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Uh, number one, every single other song
recorded in the last 25 years...
276
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...including karaoke versions of "Angels."
277
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It felt like, every day,
278
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I would read in print
what an abhorrent person I was.
279
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The leading protagonists
in that particular problem for me
280
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were the Star, the Mirror,
281
00:17:36,560 --> 00:17:38,640
and the biggest one, The Sun,
282
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where Victoria Newton
had the Bizarre column,
283
00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:45,720
which was hugely influential.
284
00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:52,816
She fuckin' hates me,
Victoria Newton.
285
00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:55,000
- She finds the worst pictures of me...
- Yep.
286
00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:57,120
"We'll put that one in.
He looks horrendous."
287
00:17:57,200 --> 00:17:59,120
I reckon she secretly loves you.
288
00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:02,280
- Absolutely. She does.
- I like her.
289
00:18:02,360 --> 00:18:04,560
'Ey, listen, I'm not sayin' I dislike her.
290
00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:07,000
- I'm just sayin'...
- I like you, Victoria.
291
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Jonny likes you. 'Cause he has to.
292
00:18:10,120 --> 00:18:13,600
Jonny likes you 'cause you've got
some kinda hold over these celebrities,
293
00:18:13,680 --> 00:18:18,480
but with me... I'm just about
to go on stage in front of 75,000 people
294
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in a country that isn't England.
295
00:18:21,040 --> 00:18:25,120
I've just been, right, to Dresden,
did two nights on the trot.
296
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Sixty thousand.
Coulda sold out four nights.
297
00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:31,960
I was in Amsterdam.
I did the "X," uh... Stadium.
298
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Seventy thousand people there.
I did four nights. I coulda done eight.
299
00:18:36,320 --> 00:18:39,920
If I did another tour now,
I'd sell another 2.5 million tickets.
300
00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:43,000
You can't do anything about it.
Fifty million albums sold.
301
00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:48,960
I like her though.
She's never done anything wrong to me.
302
00:18:55,080 --> 00:18:58,520
It feels like
the industry is ready to pounce
303
00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:00,120
on any wrong move.
304
00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:02,480
Releasing "Rudebox" as the first single,
305
00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:05,360
which was so different
to anything that I'd done before,
306
00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:07,440
now was the chance.
307
00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:17,280
The Sun's decided to launch
a hate fest against me and my song.
308
00:19:17,360 --> 00:19:19,600
You know, "It's the worst single
ever written."
309
00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:22,816
"The rapping was shit," and, "It sounds
like it's been made on a Casio keyboard,"
310
00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,280
and this, that and the other.
311
00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:28,160
- I fuckin' hate cunts.
- Do you want anything?
312
00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:31,080
- Forty-five!
- Hate cunts. Fuckin' hate 'em.
313
00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:32,496
- What?
- Forty-five.
314
00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:34,880
- You're in a good mood, aren't you?
- Horrendous mood.
315
00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:38,280
I know. Let it go.
Life's good. Why you in a mood?
316
00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:39,840
- Thank you.
- Have mercy.
317
00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:43,360
- You haven't been this cross for ages.
- No.
318
00:19:43,440 --> 00:19:45,160
You gonna do "Rudebox" tonight?
319
00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:46,280
Might do.
320
00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:48,840
- Might not.
- Ready to blow.
321
00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:53,680
Why is this...
thing on that area so annoying?
322
00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:55,640
See you in a bit.
323
00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:58,280
Well, this is gonna be a classic.
324
00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:02,640
Tonight, on this very stage,
325
00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:05,840
because you've been so nice to us,
326
00:20:06,360 --> 00:20:10,000
I wanna perform a brand-new song.
327
00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:16,800
It's called "Rudebox."
328
00:20:19,080 --> 00:20:20,480
Are you ready to dance?
329
00:20:26,360 --> 00:20:28,360
♪ Whoa! Whoa! ♪
330
00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:30,800
♪ Whoa! ♪
331
00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:32,360
♪ Whoa! Whoa! ♪
332
00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:36,840
I... I wanna fast-forward this.
333
00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:45,240
Why did you wanna fast-forward that?
334
00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:47,840
Uh...
335
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:50,440
It's just uncomfortable.
It's uncomfortable. Whatever.
336
00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:52,600
♪ A-D-I-D-A-S ♪
337
00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:54,880
- ♪ Old school 'cause it's the best ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
338
00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:56,920
- ♪ TK Maxx costs less ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
339
00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:58,800
♪ Jackson looks a mess... ♪
340
00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:13,720
It's my... It's my baby.
341
00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:17,760
You know, and I've never been
more proud of a song than "Rudebox."
342
00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:21,880
I'm so excited about this album,
and I have been for so long.
343
00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,560
And, uh... I really feel as though
I found meself, and then...
344
00:21:26,760 --> 00:21:30,160
and then, you know, it's just,
I sort of read somethin' really cruel
345
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:31,240
written about it.
346
00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:33,320
I was all right with it for ages,
347
00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:36,080
but then just before I went on stage,
it was just like that.
348
00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:38,040
"Why are people so cruel?"
349
00:21:38,120 --> 00:21:41,880
And I just... I think it was
less the review, more of a...
350
00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,600
"Fuck, no matter what I do,
no matter what I write,
351
00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:47,320
no matter how I sing it,
no matter what I say,
352
00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:49,520
in my home country,
353
00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:53,640
the press are gonna fuckin'
just hate me and hate it."
354
00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:56,760
"No matter how good it is or what it is."
355
00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:17,280
- Straighten that a little bit more.
- You what, babe?
356
00:22:17,360 --> 00:22:18,400
I'd say that's fine.
357
00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:20,000
What have you done to your knee?
358
00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:21,120
Um...
359
00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:22,480
Become 32.
360
00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:25,520
That's what I've done to my knee.
361
00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:29,120
I think it's wear and tear
from the Take That days.
362
00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:32,880
We used to give our knees some punishment.
363
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:38,200
I used to think in the back of me mind,
"I'll pay for that when I'm older."
364
00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:41,960
I used to think at the same time,
"I'll never be older."
365
00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:45,120
But now I'm older,
and me knee's fucked, me groin's gone.
366
00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:49,160
Me back occasionally flares up.
367
00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:50,960
Uh, anythin' else?
368
00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:53,960
My Achilles tendons are bruised.
369
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,800
Uh... Et cetera, et cetera.
370
00:22:58,040 --> 00:23:00,256
Pretty quick into a tour,
you're fucked,
371
00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:02,280
but a lot of things
that happen in the body
372
00:23:02,360 --> 00:23:05,320
are a result
of what's happening in the mind.
373
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:09,240
I think that it's all stoppin' workin'
just because of how I'm thinking.
374
00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:15,360
Jose, doctor's gonna give me
a bit of a shot for energy. Yes.
375
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:16,880
- Rob, no!
- Yes.
376
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,320
- Yes. Yes!
- No! You don't need it.
377
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:20,920
- Yes, I do.
- You're just tired.
378
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:21,920
- I am.
- No.
379
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,880
- Last time it was terrible.
- It wasn't. It wasn't.
380
00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,080
- No, Rob.
- No... Yes.
381
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:27,080
- No. No.
- Yes.
382
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,920
- No, Josie, don't.
- No. No.
383
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,760
Don't. Honestly, don't.
384
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:34,160
It makes you feel rubbish for days after.
385
00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:35,640
- It doesn't.
- It does!
386
00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:39,280
It doesn't. Only 'cause I was ill.
Doctor? It's okay.
387
00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:43,160
I murdered... I will murder him.
388
00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:46,560
That's what I'm worried about,
quite frankly.
389
00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:47,760
C'mon, doctor.
390
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:49,480
Josie, away!
391
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,120
Come 'ere! I love drugs, c'mon!
392
00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:55,640
C'mon, kidder! Yeah! High-fives! Ten!
393
00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:00,480
If I were not holding Mickey,
I would be with Josie on this.
394
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:03,840
- I love drugs.
- Here we are. Look!
395
00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:05,160
Emergen-C!
396
00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:07,520
Hm? That, in some water.
397
00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:10,200
For me, how far I've gone,
398
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:12,000
with my intake of stuff,
399
00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:14,560
that's like putting a Band-Aid on a...
400
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:16,520
on me losing me... me leg.
401
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:19,240
You want a little bit "sterine"... steroid?
402
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:22,160
The steroids are the ones,
just so you know,
403
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,840
that make you feel absolutely terrible
for two days after.
404
00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:26,240
- Love the stuff.
- Fine.
405
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:27,280
Okay.
406
00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:30,520
Don't look, Jonny.
407
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:39,440
Voilà, monsieur.
408
00:24:40,120 --> 00:24:41,480
{n8}All of that?!
409
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,720
{n8}- Yeah.
- Jeez Louise.
410
00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:46,000
{n8}Look, there's coming your blood.
411
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:48,520
{n8}- Oh!
- Dr. Frankenstein.
412
00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:51,600
{n8}Don't laugh while you're doing it.
It's really off-putting.
413
00:24:51,680 --> 00:24:53,560
{n8}- Okay.
- Be serious.
414
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:55,080
{n8}Here we go.
415
00:24:58,880 --> 00:24:59,880
It's okay.
416
00:25:06,120 --> 00:25:08,840
Uncle Rob is a knob.
417
00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:24,960
♪ I'm on steroids
For this gig ♪
418
00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:28,040
♪ Steroids for this gig ♪
419
00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:30,680
♪ I like to take them often ♪
420
00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,560
♪ But they turn you into a fat pig ♪
421
00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:36,640
♪ On steroids for this gig ♪
422
00:25:36,720 --> 00:25:39,920
♪ 'Cause the gig is really big
Let's go! ♪
423
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,000
♪ I'm on steroids ♪
424
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:49,520
♪ The doctor gave me steroids ♪
425
00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:51,280
Whoa!
426
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:53,560
Stop!
427
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:56,120
I think the drugs are startin' to work.
428
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,800
Tonight, I instantly felt
like it was a party.
429
00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:07,720
The least I'd done... on the whole...
on any tour, on any show,
430
00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:09,840
least I've ever done was tonight,
431
00:26:10,360 --> 00:26:13,080
and they still went mental.
It was really cool.
432
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:17,320
And did you feel
the effects of, you know, the shots?
433
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:18,400
- "Steroidos"?
- Yes.
434
00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:20,480
I am now.
435
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:22,960
Yeah, I am now.
436
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,520
But it's kind of like a...
437
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:30,960
...more than a...
438
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,280
It's kinda like that.
439
00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:36,280
You know. Which is nice.
440
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:40,360
Is that... But surely
there must be an adrenaline buzz anyway.
441
00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:42,800
So is it just mixed with that
that just sort of...
442
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:45,480
I dunno. I dunno which is which.
443
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:50,520
Dunno which is which anymore.
Where I stop and chemicals begin.
444
00:26:58,160 --> 00:26:59,680
How are you feeling today?
445
00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:01,760
Fucking terrible.
446
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:04,400
Terrible. Absolutely terrible.
447
00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:08,840
Feel tired.
448
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:10,920
Uh, I feel
449
00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:13,040
horrible.
450
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:22,160
♪ So unimpressed ♪
451
00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:24,360
♪ But so in awe ♪
452
00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:28,160
♪ Such a saint... ♪
453
00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:30,280
I remember I had doubts
454
00:27:30,360 --> 00:27:32,600
that I was gonna get through
this leg of this tour.
455
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:33,680
I was like,
456
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,000
"This is bad."
457
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:39,240
It's too big for me.
458
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:40,640
It's too big.
459
00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:43,000
♪ Watch me come undone ♪
460
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:46,920
♪ They're selling razor blades
And mirrors in the street... ♪
461
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,440
I've had some steroids today.
462
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,680
♪...that when I'm coming down
You'll be asleep ♪
463
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:54,160
They're good.
464
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:56,240
♪ If I ever hurt you ♪
465
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:59,320
♪ Your revenge would be so sweet
Because I'm... ♪
466
00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:00,680
I come up through the stage,
467
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:03,440
and I've gotta do
grinnin' monkey boy for two hours.
468
00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:05,960
♪ I come undone ♪
469
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:10,560
Ah! Fuck!
470
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,440
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
471
00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:14,360
Very, very brave.
472
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:16,520
Got a lollipop for him?
473
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:26,840
Danke schoen, goodnight!
474
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:51,080
We've nearly finished Europe.
It's been amazin'.
475
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:52,720
It's only halfway though.
476
00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:56,240
But the European tour's
been brilliant. Ain't it?
477
00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:59,040
He's full of good news, in't he? Jesus!
478
00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:01,696
- Are you looking forward...
- You asked me this mornin'!
479
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:04,400
- What did I say this mornin'?
- "How long we got in England?"
480
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:07,240
"How long we got in England?"
Not, "Are we halfway through the tour?"
481
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:09,360
We're not, actually. We're two-quarters...
482
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:13,440
- "Two-quarters"?
- What do two-quarters make?
483
00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:16,160
That's half, innit?
"We're not halfway through the tour..."
484
00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:18,480
- We're kinda two-thirds.
- You coulda confused me.
485
00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:19,560
Three-fifths.
486
00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:21,280
Three-fifths. Wow.
487
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:23,240
That's 60%.
488
00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:49,640
Being on a tour
that is huge in scale and length
489
00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:54,520
and then having a campaign in the press
490
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:57,080
that affirms my feelings and thoughts
491
00:29:57,160 --> 00:30:00,160
about what, I guess,
people think about me,
492
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:06,400
it's another one of those perfect storms
for poor mental health.
493
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:32,200
I'm terrified
to return to the UK.
494
00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:35,440
It represents
495
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:38,840
hatred and a lack of safety.
496
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:48,000
I am divorced from the land
that was once mine,
497
00:30:48,840 --> 00:30:50,480
physically and mentally.
498
00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,600
And I'm deeply, deeply affected by it.
499
00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:03,560
How you doin', Rob?
500
00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:05,280
I'm doin' all right.
501
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:06,400
Uh...
502
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:11,480
I dunno. I just get scared
when I come to the UK.
503
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:13,120
The UK.
504
00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:16,760
Home crowd.
505
00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:20,040
You know, I've already done 30-odd shows.
506
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:21,560
A bit...
507
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,120
Dunno, I always shit it at home.
508
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:26,920
And I'm just a bit panicky.
509
00:31:27,800 --> 00:31:29,680
♪ Sometimes I feel like ♪
510
00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:31,760
♪ Throwing my hands up in the air ♪
511
00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:35,480
♪ I know I can count on you ♪
512
00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:41,160
♪ Sometimes I feel like saying
Lord, I just don't care ♪
513
00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:44,080
♪ You got the love I need
To see me through ♪
514
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:47,400
♪ Sometimes it seems that the road... ♪
515
00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,640
We've known each other a long time,
old chap, haven't we?
516
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:57,760
- That's right.
- You all right tonight?
517
00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,240
I'm fuckin' shittin' it.
518
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:03,480
When you're out the hole, give us a wink,
let me know you're all right, will you?
519
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:05,200
- I will. I will.
- Yeah?
520
00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:11,280
- Is it gonna rain tonight, d'you think?
- Yeah.
521
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:13,360
- D'you think so?
- Yeah.
522
00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:14,520
Seriously?
523
00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:17,320
I don't know!
What do you think I am? The weather girl?
524
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:20,680
♪ Okay then, check the tan line ♪
525
00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:23,040
♪ Make your body shake
Like you're stood on a landmine ♪
526
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:25,120
♪ Call me on my mobile, not the landline ♪
527
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:26,840
♪ Jack the mainline at the same time... ♪
528
00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:30,920
Unfortunately,
The Sun's piece about "Rudebox"
529
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:34,240
has had an adverse effect in Great Britain
530
00:32:34,920 --> 00:32:39,640
on the song "Rudebox,"
which, um... I've noticed dramatically.
531
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:43,480
You know, from the crowds in Europe
when I perform it, really gettin' into it,
532
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:45,920
to, actually, the crowds over 'ere
533
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:49,000
sort of takin' one step back, doin' that.
534
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:50,640
Lookin' at me quizzical.
535
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:54,960
And, uh, I stand by the record,
a hundred percent.
536
00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:56,560
It's a fucking great record.
537
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:57,640
Um...
538
00:32:57,720 --> 00:32:58,720
It's me.
539
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:01,560
And, unfortunately...
540
00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:06,400
press does affect record sales.
541
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:08,240
Um...
542
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,040
And it's affected, uh, "Rudebox."
543
00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:15,440
And it fuckin' devastated me last week.
544
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:20,400
Most people get indifference,
and that's its own... problem.
545
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:24,360
Where you just throw some shit
at the wall, and none of it sticks.
546
00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:28,800
This time, I threw some shit at the wall,
and everybody went,
547
00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:30,560
"Look at the shit on the wall!"
548
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,160
And it... it deeply affected me.
549
00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:38,920
Yeah, it deeply affected me.
550
00:33:40,520 --> 00:33:43,240
Because I'd never had to...
551
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,000
Everythin' was just intuition.
552
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:50,280
And then what
the whole "Rudebox" thing did was
553
00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:53,840
fuck up my intuition then for...
554
00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:56,720
up until now.
555
00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:27,520
I'm not lookin' forward to seein' this.
556
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,160
What are we about to watch?
557
00:34:30,760 --> 00:34:34,080
Um, Leeds is two nights at Roundhay Park.
558
00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:40,280
Being filmed and beamed live
into cinemas and homes and...
559
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,680
There's 42 million people watchin'
or somethin' like that.
560
00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:48,120
There's more than one person
watching at home. Let's put it that way.
561
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:50,680
Lotta responsibility.
562
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:56,000
I've gotta be superhuman
quite soon.
563
00:34:57,520 --> 00:35:01,480
There's a lot of people there.
I know they're not there to see me fail,
564
00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:05,160
and I know that, innately,
who I am as a human being
565
00:35:05,240 --> 00:35:09,160
and what I do for a livin'
is to entertain, and that will come out.
566
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:12,800
But, um... there's something about,
567
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:16,800
you know, constantly havin' to deliver
568
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,400
that just... just makes you feel queasy.
569
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:22,680
I mean, sometimes...
570
00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,400
"There's, like,
90,000 people there!"
571
00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:26,360
And then other times...
572
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:28,720
"There's fuckin'
90,000 people there."
573
00:35:29,240 --> 00:35:30,680
You know, it's fuckin'...
574
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:33,520
It's the weirdest, um,
575
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:35,600
thing to put yourself through.
576
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:39,520
Plus, you know, I mean, look at that.
This Volvo truck, right?
577
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:42,520
That Volvo truck's there
because of me, right?
578
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:46,120
This piece of wood's here
because of me, you know?
579
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:48,040
Have a look behind you.
580
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:51,280
You know, all that,
the wooden structure that's there
581
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:54,040
in our backstage area
is there because of me.
582
00:35:55,080 --> 00:35:58,560
It's a fuckin' responsibility.
You know, when I was at sch...
583
00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:01,440
"There's a Volvo truck
gonna turn up because of you."
584
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:02,800
"Oh, shit."
585
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:06,680
What you do with that?
Look, it's got that on.
586
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:09,520
It's got one of these things
that goes all the way up there.
587
00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:11,040
Fuck that.
588
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:13,520
Every... Every bolt,
589
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:16,680
every nook, every cranny,
590
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:18,960
every person...
591
00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:24,440
You know,
you just wanna run away sometimes.
592
00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:26,336
Maybe that's why...
593
00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:29,960
Do you know what I... I...
you know, I am enjoyin' about this
594
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:31,600
is that I'm authentic.
595
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:33,560
There's an authenticity.
596
00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:36,240
And that has changed from the...
597
00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:39,800
Hi, baby! That has changed from the
598
00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:45,360
earlier episodes
of this Robbie Williams documentary.
599
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:47,920
Hi, baby. Um...
600
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,440
Those people are people.
601
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:52,000
- Yeah, what you eatin'?
- I was about to ask you.
602
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,080
Did you come and ask me because you know
603
00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:56,440
that I'm more likely
to say yes than your mum?
604
00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:57,520
Mm...
605
00:36:58,680 --> 00:36:59,680
Mom's...
606
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:01,680
No.
607
00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:03,320
That's a yes. Listen.
608
00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:07,960
I've just reached a part that is probably
the most traumatic moment of my life.
609
00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:09,040
What happened?
610
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:12,040
A lot. You'll be able to watch it...
611
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:14,920
You'll be able to watch the documentary
when you're much older.
612
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:17,920
- Fine. I'll put those back.
- It's all right. I'll put 'em back.
613
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:19,840
I'll put them back.
614
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,720
Bye! All the very best. Love you loads.
615
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:26,376
- Bye, darlin'.
- When you gonna be done?
616
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:28,336
- Bye. Bye, darlin'.
- When are you gonna...
617
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,760
Dunno! Bye, darlin'.
See you in a bit. Love you.
618
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:39,376
- Happy?
- Huh?
619
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,200
- You all right?
- Yeah, I'm...
620
00:37:41,240 --> 00:37:43,520
From the sublime to the ridiculous.
621
00:37:47,240 --> 00:37:50,280
I've been more tired
before I've been on stage, haven't I?
622
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:51,480
- You have.
- Yeah.
623
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:53,680
Yeah. I 'ave, 'aven't I?
624
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:55,320
Yeah.
625
00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:01,120
Take all this nervous energy,
and I turn it into just
626
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,200
entertainment gold.
627
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:10,480
♪ Look at this face! ♪
628
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:26,120
These next two gigs
are gonna be the gigs everybody remembers
629
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:27,680
'cause they're gonna go on tape.
630
00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:29,520
Let's go out there, fuckin' 'ave it,
631
00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,760
do what we've done every fuckin' night,
and deliver the goods.
632
00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:35,600
Elvis, grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change.
633
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:37,616
- Uh-huh.
- Courage to change things I can...
634
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:40,080
Thank you very much!
635
00:38:43,720 --> 00:38:46,720
♪ Sometimes I feel like
Throwing my hands up in the air ♪
636
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:50,000
♪ I know I can count on you ♪
637
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:55,440
♪ Sometimes I feel like saying
Lord, I just don't care... ♪
638
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:01,920
♪ Sometimes it seems... ♪
639
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:13,040
Look at the eyes.
640
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:15,320
You can see the eyes, right?
641
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:17,640
What am I seeing?
642
00:39:19,720 --> 00:39:21,000
Trauma.
643
00:39:25,720 --> 00:39:26,560
Trauma.
644
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,840
Robbie! Robbie!
Robbie! Robbie!
645
00:40:06,520 --> 00:40:08,680
So here's the situation.
646
00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:12,240
Last night was
an absolute disaster for me.
647
00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:15,600
I developed a panic attack
before I went on
648
00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:16,800
that didn't finish,
649
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:18,720
uh,
650
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:20,920
all the way through the performance.
651
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:25,280
Uh... I could swear
that people could read my mind.
652
00:40:26,240 --> 00:40:28,760
And, you know,
there's 90,000 people there.
653
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:32,240
I don't know if you've ever had
one of those dreams where you're on stage,
654
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:35,960
uh, and you don't know the script,
or you don't know what you're doin'.
655
00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:40,240
I don't know if you've had one of them,
but how real and how terrifyin' that is,
656
00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:42,240
well, it came true for me
657
00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:44,080
on stage in Leeds.
658
00:40:44,160 --> 00:40:46,160
Fuckin' hell!
659
00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:48,320
Fuckin' hell!
660
00:40:50,640 --> 00:40:52,000
Thank you, Leeds!
661
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:58,640
I came off for the encore,
662
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:02,040
and I never wanted
to go back onstage ever again.
663
00:41:17,720 --> 00:41:22,880
I couldn't speak, and I kept shaking,
and I went... I was going through trauma.
664
00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:29,360
We got back to the hotel last night,
665
00:41:29,440 --> 00:41:32,280
and everybody's world ended,
666
00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:34,680
I just couldn't feel
anythin' other than guilt.
667
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:38,360
I had some sleepin' tablets
just to get to sleep
668
00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:42,360
'cause I was never gonna go to sleep
thinkin' about a gig tomorrow.
669
00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:54,320
I woke up.
670
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:58,200
And then Josie came in, and I said,
"Jose, I can't go on stage tonight."
671
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,560
She said, "You can.
You just need to get through..."
672
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,600
I said, "You're fuckin' kidding me.
I'm not gettin' on."
673
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:07,400
Jonny came in. He said, "Look."
674
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:10,360
He said, "I've had Dave and Tim..."
675
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:12,360
Uh, "I've had Tim cryin'."
676
00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:17,840
Tim, me manager,
who's the most stoic fuckin'
677
00:42:19,240 --> 00:42:22,680
man ever, you know, cryin'.
678
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:28,200
This is the bottom line.
679
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:31,200
If I didn't perform tonight in Leeds,
680
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:33,600
it'll cost me more money than I've got
681
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,440
to, um, cancel it.
682
00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:40,360
And everybody else's livelihood
around me would be devastated.
683
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:42,040
And that'd be the end of me career.
684
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:55,480
I got in the helicopter and got there,
and I saw the crowd, and I was okay.
685
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:59,400
And then I went into a pit of absolute
686
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:01,960
self-annihilation.
687
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:05,760
"You don't deserve it."
688
00:43:05,840 --> 00:43:07,280
"You can't do it."
689
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:08,920
"You wanker."
690
00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:14,400
"All this end-of-the-pier nonsense
is just fuckin' rubbish."
691
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:19,920
I was absolutely petrified.
692
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:25,160
I'm proud of you, buddy.
693
00:43:25,240 --> 00:43:26,240
Thanks, bud.
694
00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:28,680
Let's get through this.
695
00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:31,800
Now, you might all think
this is absolutely mad.
696
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:34,120
And, yeah, it is.
697
00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:40,160
But I'm in a situation
that's completely unnatural and unreal.
698
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:45,240
People are just waitin',
and always have been, for me to fuck up.
699
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:46,760
And this was it.
700
00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:50,640
I am now performin'
701
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:53,160
for my life.
702
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:57,000
I do the huddle, and I start to walk.
703
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:59,800
And as I start to walk,
the legs start to go.
704
00:44:03,200 --> 00:44:04,400
And I get backstage,
705
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,840
and it's gonna go either way.
706
00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:10,160
Either this tiny thread
707
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:13,800
{n8}of confidence that I'm finding
will stay with me,
708
00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,040
{n8}or I'll just fucking go to pieces.
709
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:34,000
One-two, one-two, thank you.
710
00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:00,680
♪ I sit and wait ♪
711
00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:04,600
♪ Does an angel ♪
712
00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:08,760
♪ Contemplate my fate? ♪
713
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,400
♪ And do they know ♪
714
00:45:14,440 --> 00:45:16,680
♪ The places where we go ♪
715
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:20,280
♪ When we're gray and old? ♪
716
00:45:23,720 --> 00:45:26,680
♪ 'Cause I've been told ♪
717
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:29,720
♪ That salvation ♪
718
00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:34,840
♪ Lets their wings unfold... ♪
719
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:40,320
The fact of the matter is
about being in this position,
720
00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:44,880
I know that half the people don't care,
and half the people think I deserve it.
721
00:45:45,520 --> 00:45:46,360
Um...
722
00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:48,680
But I'm lettin' you know I'm in pain.
723
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:50,600
I'm in real pain.
724
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,120
'Cause I'm fuckin'... I'm shit scared again.
725
00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:58,840
♪ She offers me protection ♪
726
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,960
♪ A lot of love and affection ♪
727
00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:04,880
♪ Whether I'm right or wrong ♪
728
00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:08,880
♪ And down the waterfall ♪
729
00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:10,560
♪ Wherever it may... ♪
730
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:11,920
Fuck me.
731
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:14,560
♪ I know that life
Won't break me ♪
732
00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:16,440
♪ When I come to call... ♪
733
00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:18,920
Tonight in Leeds,
I pulled it off.
734
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:20,680
But we're not out the woods.
735
00:46:21,720 --> 00:46:22,760
I'm fuckin'...
736
00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:25,880
I'm relaxed now,
737
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:28,840
but I'm pretty much crippled inside.
738
00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:31,280
♪ Through it all ♪
739
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:35,000
♪ She offers me protection ♪
740
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:38,040
♪ A lot of love and affection ♪
741
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:41,640
♪ Whether I'm right or wro-o-ong ♪
742
00:46:41,720 --> 00:46:43,720
♪ And down the waterfall ♪
743
00:46:44,600 --> 00:46:47,840
♪ Wherever it may take me ♪
744
00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:51,400
♪ I know that life won't break me ♪
745
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:53,720
♪ When I come to call ♪
746
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:56,680
♪ She won't forsake me ♪
747
00:46:57,400 --> 00:46:58,840
Everything all right?
748
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:05,200
♪ I'm lovin' angels instead ♪
749
00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:45,320
That tour, it...
it broke somethin'.
750
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:00,120
What happens next?
751
00:48:00,760 --> 00:48:03,400
I don't get
any less tired.
752
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:05,680
I don't get any less panicky.
753
00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:08,320
And my psyche eats itself.
754
00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:11,000
And, um...
755
00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:17,600
the worst is yet to come.
756
00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:21,080
♪ Do the rudebox, shake your... ♪
757
00:48:25,720 --> 00:48:27,360
♪ Okay then, back to basics ♪
758
00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:29,640
♪ Grab your shell toes
And your fat laces ♪
759
00:48:29,720 --> 00:48:31,520
♪ A little hand clap for some funk faces ♪
760
00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:34,000
♪ And make your body move
In the following places ♪
761
00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:35,880
♪ Goes up your back
And then down your spine ♪
762
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:37,240
♪ And when it hits your head ♪
763
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:40,480
♪ Okay then, back to bass heads ♪
764
00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:42,600
♪ Dance like you just won
At the Special Olympics ♪
765
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:44,920
♪ They got the rudebox
Off the back of a spaceship ♪
766
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:47,080
♪ So sick I just had to take it ♪
767
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:49,480
♪ The R-U-D-E-B-O-X ♪
768
00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,360
♪ Up your jacksy, split your kecks ♪
769
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:53,160
♪ Sing a song of Semtex ♪
770
00:48:53,240 --> 00:48:54,720
♪ Pocket full of Durex ♪
771
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:55,920
♪ Body full of Mandrax ♪
772
00:48:56,000 --> 00:48:57,600
- ♪ Are we gonna have sex? ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
773
00:48:57,680 --> 00:49:00,320
♪ Do you wear your knee socks?
Back to the rudebox ♪
774
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:04,000
♪ Got this double fantasy
Where we just never stop ♪
775
00:49:04,520 --> 00:49:08,440
♪ I've got one design
And that's to funk you to the top ♪
776
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:12,800
♪ Know what's on my mind
It's only one thing you will find ♪
777
00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:17,200
♪ I got one design
And that's to bump you till you drop ♪
778
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:18,960
♪ Rudebox ♪
779
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:20,120
♪ Do the rudebox ♪
780
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:21,560
♪ 'Cause you so nasty ♪
781
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:23,200
♪ Rudebox ♪
782
00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:24,440
♪ Shake your rudebox ♪
783
00:49:24,520 --> 00:49:25,960
♪ Why you so nasty? ♪
784
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:27,720
♪ Rudebox ♪
785
00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:28,800
♪ Do the rudebox ♪
786
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:30,320
♪ 'Cause you so nasty ♪
787
00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:31,960
♪ Rudebox ♪
788
00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:33,160
♪ Shake your rudebox ♪
789
00:49:33,240 --> 00:49:35,040
♪ Why you so nasty? ♪
790
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:37,400
♪ Okay then, back to spaceship ♪
791
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:39,520
♪ Take both pills, fuck the Matrix ♪
792
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:41,600
♪ Jack those Jills, shake your Playtex ♪
793
00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:44,160
♪ Rock three stripes, not the Asics ♪
794
00:49:44,240 --> 00:49:45,960
♪ A-D-I-D-A-S ♪
795
00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:48,240
- ♪ Old school, 'cause it's the best ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
796
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,400
- ♪ TK Maxx cost less ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪
797
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:52,880
- ♪ Jackson looks a mess ♪
- ♪ Bless ♪
798
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:54,520
♪ Okay then, what to do ♪
799
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:56,680
♪ If you try to jack me
I'll rudebox you ♪
800
00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:58,840
♪ If you rudebox me
I'll rudebox your whole crew ♪
801
00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:01,240
♪ 'Cause it's what I do
Ain't that right, boo? ♪
802
00:50:01,320 --> 00:50:03,256
♪ I'll ride with you
If you can get me to the border ♪
803
00:50:03,280 --> 00:50:05,776
♪ 'Cause the sheriff's after me
For what I did to his daughter ♪
804
00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:07,776
- ♪ I did it like this ♪
- ♪ You did it like that ♪
805
00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:09,600
♪ I love it when you double clap-clap ♪
806
00:50:10,120 --> 00:50:13,880
♪ Got this double fantasy
Where we just never stop ♪
807
00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:18,880
♪ I've got one design
And that's to funk you to the top... ♪
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