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- I was right here.

- You were dreaming, i
didn't want to wake you

in case it was wonderful.

I thought I could make it.

Oh, I hate that thing.

- I know.

Here you go.

- Thank you.

Oh, don't put the book
away, yet, darling.

- I won't.

- What time's Anna coming?

- After her very
important meeting's over,

so who knows.

- None of that today, love.

Who's ready to get wet?

- Oh, Leslie, I, I've um.

- Oh! You finished?

- Mmhm, I am.

She fell again.

- Three times in one week?

You gotta get something
else in that cocktail.

- Bring the book
over, sweetheart.

Leslie?

- Yeah?

- Can we have a few minutes?

Ava and I are going
on a little journey.

- We have a schedule today.

Okay.

- My beautiful girl.

You have the face of an angel.

- You have to say that.

- I absolutely do not.

It just happens to be true.

- Age?

- How about eight?

- Okay.

- Bravo, darling.

I loved it, best show yet.

- Do you remember when you
used to do those shows?

I loved them.

- I was way too old
for imaginary friends.

- Nobody's too old
for imaginary friends.

We should all have them.

What about 10?

- Here you go.

- I
absolutely see it, yes.

First flowers of spring
pushing through the snow.

It's perfect, little bean.

- I was so proud of you.

- I came third.

- Yeah, well, politics
were involved.

You were clearly the best.

Fucking pta-mum clique.

Not an artist among them.

How about 16?

- Okay.

- That's a lovely
idea, to see the world,

a bit before you get
settled into college.

It's hard to get away
once you have commitments.

Just think about it.

- Oh, darling.

You could still have all this.

Do you know that?

You will have all this.

- I know.

Mum, everything's okay.

It's fine, I promise.

- Ava, isn't
your sister arriving soon?

- Yeah.

- Well, we
should get ready.

Yes?

I picked up some more
of your tahitian vanilla

body wash, your
favorite.

Let's go.

Nice and slow.

- Wait, wait one moment.

Where are we going?

Why are you pulling at me?

Get off me, get off.

Ava, tell her to get off me.

- I don't want to do it.
- - Mum.

- Well, tell her to get
off me, you're hurting me.

Don't.

- Miss faye, we're just gonna
take you to the shower, okay?

- I'm going to
be with you, okay?

I'm gonna be here with
you the whole time.

It's okay, it's Leslie.

Come on, it's Leslie,
it's Leslie, come on.

It's Leslie.

- It's Leslie.

- It's Leslie.

I'm sorry, Leslie, so sorry.

- Oh, I know, it's
okay, it's okay.

Let's get you washed up.

Okay?

- That's it,
darling, you've got it.

Beautiful balance.

Let's go again.

Five, six, seven, eight.

- Okay, almost done.

Mum, mum, you have to eat,

you have to get
your strength back.

- Some things don't come back.

- Anna's here.

- Okay.

- Now I know she's
excited to see you.

- Hello.

You look pretty

and you smell delicious.

- Hello.
- - Hi.

- I'm faye, Ava's mum.

It's a real treat to
meet one of her friends.

Can't remember the last time
you brought someone around.

- Mum, mum, this
is Anna, your daughter.

- Mum, remember this?

Look, it was my
birthday, last year.

We went to the
cafe by the river.

And then we walked on the beach.

- Oh, yeah, of course.

Looks like we had fun.

- We did.

Mum, I'm just gonna speak
to Ava for a minute.

I'll be back.

- Ava.

- I'll be right back, okay?

Okay.

- I'll head up now.

- Thanks, les.

- What
happened to your arm?

- It's nothing.

- That's the third time
she hasn't recognized me.

- I live here, and
she sees me every day.

- You never let me forget it.

- Hey, that's not fair.

You know what?

I was just trying to help.

I know how hard it must be.

- I suppose I didn't realize
I'd have to pay such a high

price for living at life.

How can you do it, knowing
you have huntington's,

and the same thing is
going to happen to you?

- Please, don't
make this about me.

- I can't do what you do, Ava.

I can't live my life
for someone else.

- I am not asking you to, I'm
saying if you were here more

then it would be--

- who's that?

- Jessa's in town.

- High school jessa?

- Yeah, she's staying
for a few days.

- Hello?

- Perfect.

- Hi!

- Oh, it's so good to see you.

- It is so good
to see you.

It is so good to see you!

- Hi!
- - Hi.

- Hi, Anna, it's
good to see you too.

- Thank you.

Ava, I'm going back up.

- Okay.

- Are you married, now?

- I--
- I just never

pictured you with a--
- a man?

- Anna.

Um no, no man, but I did pay
for some Ivy league sperm.

- Oh.

Well, congratulations.

- Same old Anna.

- Oh, my gosh, I'm so sorry.

- It's okay, wouldn't
have it any other way.

- She's having a tough
time dealing with mum.

- How is your wonderful mother?

I missed her almost
as much as I miss you.

- Things have changed a
lot in the last month.

So, we expected it,
but still it's hard.

- Ava, I am so sorry i
haven't been back more.

- Hey, I don't blame you.

I mean, we couldn't
wait to get out of here.

- Ava.

- It's okay.

You look um--

- pregnant?

- Leslie, this is jessa.

- Hi, nice to meet you.

- Oh!

You look prettier
than your pictures.

- Oh.

- Thank you.

- Do you want to
come say hi to mum?

- Yeah, yeah, I would love that.

It was nice to meet you.

Yeah, come on, come on.

- And so how's the boyfriend?

- Mark.
- - Mark, that's right.

- He's great, thanks,
mum, thanks for asking.

He's um, he's really
special, actually,

I wanted him to come on this
trip but he just, he couldn't.

But there's some more
good news, I've been dying

to tell you about all this.

I've been promoted, at work.

- Oh my goodness!
- - Yeah.

- That's fantastic!
- - Thank you.

- They keep me so busy.
- - Mum?

Jessa's here for a visit.

Can she come say hi?

- Jessa!

Of course, come in!

- Hi.

How are you?

Oh, I've missed your hugs.

- Let me look at you.

Oh, my goodness!

- Surprise!

- I'm so happy for you!

- Yeah, thank you.

- You never told me, Ava.

Boy or girl, do you that yet?

- Yeah, she's a girl.

And I'm gonna call
her Charlotte.

- Oh, of course.

- Perfect.
- - Thank you.

Well, I feel like we
have so much catching up

to do, but I can see you
and Anna are talking,

so I'm going to be in town for
a few days, I'll come back,

okay?

- Oh, please do.
- - Okay.

It's so good to see
you, you too, Anna.

Alright, you stay
with your family

and I'll call you,
we'll make a plan.

Okay.

- This has been so wonderful.

To see both of you.

I'm sorry it's been so long.

It's my fault, I know.

It's work.

As soon as I get
back from Beijing,

- I am coming straight back.
- - Anna.

Sit down, darling.

- Oh, mum, I have got
such an early flight.

- I said sit down, darling.

I need to talk to you.

I need to talk to both of you.

You two were the first
people I ever truly loved,

unconditionally, with
every cell of my being.

You know that, don't you?

- What's going on?

This is our Christmas morning.

- The
miracle of us story.

- It's time.

- Time for what?

- No. No.

- No.
- - Yes.

- No, we're not having
this conversation, now.

- What conversation?

- Ava, look at me.

Ava, look at me.

I cannot do this anymore.

I won't.

- Do what?

Will someone please
tell me what's going on?

Ava?

- She um, she, she
wants to kill herself.

- What?

- Anna, sweetheart.

- Have you two discussed this?

- Listen to me,
darling, listen to me.

It's what I want.

- Mum!

- Sweetheart, I've
been so lucky.

I've had an incredible life.

I've had you two.

But I am not just gonna
lay here and lose myself.

And have you watch that
happen, I won't do it.

You've given up enough, already.

- It was my choice.

- And this is mine.

- No.

- I need you to understand.

- I don't understand!

- I need you to
understand, darling

and I need you to let me go.

- Both of you, let me go.

- No.

- Let me go.

- It's not fair!

- No!

- How could you
keep this from me?

How could mum?

- I didn't think
she meant any of it.

I thought she was having
one of her moments

and then she would be fine

and she wouldn't
talk about it again.

- What else haven't
you been telling me?

What's so bad that she's
made this decision?

I can't believe
this is happening.

Enough secrets!

I want the truth,
Ava, right now!

- She falls over a lot.

She can't walk or go to the
bathroom on her own anymore.

She doesn't eat.

She, she stopped reading

and she cries every time

I leave her on her own.

She's violent sometimes,
but she, she um,

she doesn't mean it.

- I haven't seen any of this.

- She doesn't want you to.

- So, she's just been
lying in that room?

I can't believe how
much pain she's been in.

How long has all
this been going on?

- I don't know.

Longer for some things and, and
it's hard to tell how long--

- oh, just stop
talking for a minute.

She's not wrong
for wanting this.

- What?

You can't just come
back here and say that.

God, you haven't even been here.

You haven't seen her.

- If you'd shared
with me the things

that have been going on,
the things that she'd said,

I would've been here.

You've always wanted to
leave me out of the club.

You should've told
me, you owed me that.

She's my mother too,
or had you forgotten?

- I didn't think she
was gonna go ahead

- Well, you were wrong,
and now it's too late.

For anything.

For everything.

It's too late.

- Oh, darling.

We both know what's coming.

- No.

Please.

No, it's not, it's not okay.

It's not okay, okay?

- I know it seems
impossible now, okay?

This is what's
right, for all of us.

- It's not okay!

- Come here.

- No, no, no, mum.

It's not okay!

Please don't, mum,
please don't do it.

Please, don't.

- Ava, Ava, wake up!

- I didn't mean to fall asleep.

- You're on my robe.

- W-what's happening?

- Oh, another one of
your crazy dreams?

- Anna?

I don't understand.

Where are we?

Where's mum?

You better stop messing around
and start getting ready.

And what on earth
are you wearing?

- Freya's in a mood, as usual.

Hi.

- Jessa?

- How crazy was that dream?

- W-w-w-where are we?

- Okay, you're
scaring me a little.

Come on, we've gotta get
ready for the party, come on.

- N-none of this
makes any sense.

What party?

- For Claire.

- Who?

- Okay , come
on, come on, let's go.

So, what happened this
time in dreamland?

Do you wanna talk about it?

Or not?

Oh, um, let's get this off
of you before lumi sees you.

You, woah.

You act like I've never
seen your boobs before.

Wow.

Okay, you know what?

Let's go get you dressed.

You're supposed to be ready.

Come on.

- What's it mean?

- Okay, so, this
is what I have for you.

- Oh, I love it.

- I think it
will be good with that--

flower in your hair.

- Yes,
that's great, thank you.

- Yeah.

- Ava,
you are too funny.

I love it.

- Hey, watch it.

I haven't gotten to
your costumes yet.

You know, you coulda told
me that you wanted something

different, this is
pretty dramatic.

- Well, she's just
joking around.

- Right. Let' s go.

Presenting: The new Ava.

Oh, so pretty.

- This is how i
look on the inside.

- That's a stupid thing to say.

- We really
should appreciate who we are

- and what we have.
- - You know,

change can be a good thing.

- Emma, what do you think?

- Oh, wow.

You look

amazing.

We are gonna have
some fun later.

- My beautiful girl.

You have the face of an angel.

- W-what did you just say?

- Isn't she fantastic, Claire?

Oh, I forgot something.

- Claire?

- Look at you.

- There.

- Come and see yourself.

- Look!
- - Please.

It works really well for
the evolution of the show.

It suits you.

- Show?

- Um hm.

Lumi, lumi, report.

- Oh, so, fittings
are in progress,

Ava insisted on a
whole-new outfit.

- Ava, you are a vision.

- Sweet p?

- Just breathe.

I know this is a lot.

- Sweet p?

- But it's
going to be okay.

- Wait, wait--

- because you're here.

- Wait

you are not real.

- Yet, here I am.

- You are fictional.

I made you up.

I made all of this up.

This is my show.

This is impossible.

- This is impossible.

- I am dreaming.

This is a dream, thank goodness.

- Why is that?

- Because I can wake myself up.

- Why would you want to
go, Ava, you just got here.

We haven't had any fun, yet.

- My mother needs me,
i have to help her.

- By help her, you
mean help yourself.

- How would you know
about my mother?

- Ava, all of your questions
will be answered in time.

- I don't have time.

- Now for
the belly, okay.

Okay.

Oh, my: 41.

- Yes, that one.

I like that one.

Beautiful.

- Okay, I'll wake up.

- Nothing is what
it seems to be.

- Running away never
solves anything.

- You're here, so deal with it.

- If only the answers were easy.

- Nothing is easy, there is
no way out, so just give up.

- Just take a deep breath
and accept you're here.

You're going to
feel so much better.

- Did you get that
out of your system?

Ava, you can't leave here until
you do what you came to do.

- Only you know
the answer to that.

Well, that's not entirely true.

I know, but telling you
would take the fun out of it.

I guess we should get ready
for Claire's going-away party.

- Wait, Claire's going away?

- Yes.

Tonight is her
last night with us.

- Why is she leaving?

- Of course it matters, why
would you even say that?

- 'Cause she's already
made her mind up.

- M-maybe I can change it.

- Whoa.

Hey.

What's going on with you, today?

You okay?

Look at me, take a breath.

Good, again.

Okay, it's okay.

- It's not.

I don't know what
I'm doing here.

This place isn't real.

This is not real.

This is not real.

It's not real.

- Ava.
- - It's not real.

- Ava, Ava, come with me, okay?

Look at me, Ava.

Come with me, okay?

Come on.

Tell me the truth, what's wrong?

- I'm afraid you're
gonna think I'm crazy.

- It's okay, I like crazy.

- I'm, I'm just sad
Claire's leaving.

Heartbroken, actually.

- I thought you would
understand her choice

more than anyone.

- Why?

- Because you always
want people to be happy,

that's just who you are.

- But, she's happy here.

- She has been,
but things change.

People evolve.

- She has obligations.

To us, to me.

- Obligations, wow.

Is that really how you feel?

Yeah.

- Can I ask you a question?

Are you not happy with us?

Because you've been
acting really weird

and I would hate to
think that you're with me

out of obligation.

- No, that's not what I said.

- Okay, well, I'm just
trying to understand you.

Ava.

Ava.

- I'm, I'm sorry, I wasn't,
i wasn't talking about us.

- Okay.

- I've just been really--

- don't ever do that!

Ever.

- Ava, could you come
outside for a moment?

- Uh.

- You were going
to speak to Claire.

Was I the only one in this
conversation a minute ago?

- No, right, yes, um.

I have to speak to Claire,
are you gonna be okay

for a while?

- Yeah, no, it's okay.

- Hey, you coulda
told me about Emma.

We're together?

- It's your dream,
i thought you knew.

- I don't know anything
about this place.

- Ava, you know everything
about this place.

You created it.

Just focus.

- Ava, come, come
and sit with me.

Would you like some?

Lumi made it this morning and--

darling.

- I'm sorry.

- Hard day?

- Yeah.

- Come on, eat something,
you'll love it, it's delicious.

Go on.

- Why are you leaving?

- Are you looking for
a different answer

than the last dozen
times you've asked?

- This is different.

It's me, asking.

- Oh.

- I'm not sick.

I mean I don't think I am.

I honestly don't know.

Look, I just--

I need an answer.

- If there was only a way that
both of you could be happy.

- There must be an
answer, Ava, you just have

to work harder to find it.

- The answer is right here, and
you already know what it is.

- Oh, please, give
that shit a rest.

It's really just a
lose-lose situation, here.

That's what we have.

- I feel so small right now.

Can anyone actually see me?

Ava, do you feel it, too?

Ava!

- Ava!
- - Look, stop.

I don't mean to be rude,

but can you just leave us alone?

- But you didn't
answer my question.

Did you even hear it?

Can you see me?

- Ladies, all of
you, inside, please.

- It's time.

- You can't just say it's
time and expect everyone

to be okay with that.

You must, you must have
unfinished business,

things to do here, right.

- I've take care of
my responsibilities.

- Is there any, is
there anything I can do

to change your mind?

- There is something
you can do for me.

- If I do it, you'll stay?

- I'm not making
a deal with you, Ava.

I'm trying to help you.

- But you'll think about it.

- Listen, I know you
and freya are going

through a really hard time.

But you've got to move past it.

Talk to her.

This has gone on long enough.

- Talk about what?

- It would mean a lot to me.

Just try, okay?

- Hey.

Somebody's gotta
make the first move.

Might as well be you.

- Why is freya so angry at me?

- A heart-felt apology
will go a long way.

Come on.

- What?

- Are you a writer?

- For heaven's sake,
why are you here?

- To talk about our issues.

- Waiting.

- I'm sorry.

- All I guess is: Claire's
asked you to apologize.

Can't believe your nerve.

- She didn't.

It's me, I'm apologizing.

- Uh huh.

For what, exactly?

- Everything.

- Oh, my god.

You don't really think
you're wrong, do you?

You just want to
make Claire happy so

that you can be
the good one again.

- I know this sounds strange,
but why are we fighting?

- Nobody knows but
the two of you.

Thick as thieves one
minute, then the next--

why are you asking
me, it's your fight.

- I'm sorry.

It's been a strange day.

- So much time has been
wasted and you're never

gonna get it back, Ava.

Just focus on what you want.

And then move forward.

- Hey.

Close your eyes.

- Why?

- Just do it.

That's right.

I always find it.

Why you lookin' at me like
you've never seen me before?

- I'm not sure I have.

- That's sweet.

- I'm sorry, it's been
a overwhelming day.

- It's okay, I understand.

You relax and I'll be
back in a minute, okay?

And save me a
chocolate one.

- You dance so beautifully.

- Come.

Dance with me.

That was so beautiful.

- That
was amazing, I loved it.

- Look at her!

- I will miss it.

- Then why?

- I'm just not meant to
be part of it anymore.

- How can you walk away
from something you love?

- Ava, please try
to understand--

- look, this is
where you belong.

This is where
you're meant to be.

Nothing will be the
same without you.

- Nothing is the same, now.

- People rely on you.

I rely on you.

You built this show.

You can't just abandon it.

- You need to work
things out with freya.

Whatever it takes.

Time is running out.

- That's not funny.

- Right.

- Stop.

- Who are you?

Who are you?

I don't remember your names.

Why don't I remember your names?

- You didn't give us names.

- You gave us feelings.

- I wish I had a different one.

- Oh, come on, everyone.

Ava did her best,
she was only eight.

- Oh, shut up!

- I can't do it on my own.

I don't know what to do.

I can't--

I don't want to--

think--

oh, my god, I'm so--

I don't know--

I don't know what to do.

I don't.

- Ava, do you think i
have a different feeling?

Please, since you
made me this way.

Maybe, maybe if you try
really hard, I can change.

The other four stages, they--

they don't seem to
mind how they feel.

I've been depression
for 20 years

I'm just tired.

Please, please, can you help?

- So, how is it going?

- You seem to know
everything, so you tell me.

- You know I can't do that.

Ava, it seems like you're
not trying very hard.

You must not want to go back.

- That's not true!

Of course I want to go back,

I have to go back.

I have to help my mother.

I don't even know how
long I've been asleep for.

What happens if I don't wake up?

- Well, maybe nothing.

Or maybe something!

- God, you are no help at all!

What am I supposed to do?

- The right thing.

As always.

You'll figure it out.

- Okay, try it, try again.

Try again.

You said before that I wanted
to be the good one again.

What does that mean?

- I'm busy.

- So I'm the bad one right now?

- Why are you
playing games today?

Just leave me alone.

You and I, we have to fix this,

and then everything
can go back to normal.

- Wait.

You're only here
because Clair asked you.

- I'm here because I don't
want to fight anymore.

I am so tired of this.

If I could go back in time
and change everything,

then I would, but I can't.

We're in this place, here,

wherever this place
might be and--

- you almost had me.

You act like this
is all my fault.

Like I'm to blame for
the problems between us.

It's not fair.

- I really, I really don't
know why we're fighting.

You might think this
is some kind of a game,

but honestly, I swear,
i don't understand.

- Okay, understand this:

I cannot believe that
you have been so angry

and resentful towards me for
so long now, over a damn solo.

I'm not going to say sorry
for wanting something

for myself.

I worked hard for it, Ava.

Really hard.

Did you hear that?

She's angry about a solo.

It's ridiculous.

- I think it's sad.

She's all alone, now.

- Ava, it physically
hurts me to watch you two.

- We used to be so different.

And we can't, we don't
understand each other any more.

We can't communicate--

- yeah, but who cares
if you don't understand?

You two are not gonna make
it without each other.

You're running out of time, Ava.

Just figure it out.

- I'm sorry, Claire, I know
how much this upsets you.

- I need you to fight for
this relationship, freya.

Not against it.

She's trying.

- Is she?

Honestly, I don't
know what she's doing.

She's created some
kind of amnesia,

says she doesn't know
why we're fighting,

its just ridiculous.

- Oh, darling, I love
you both so much.

I can't leave unless I know
you're going to be okay.

- Maybe we shouldn't
make up then.

I know.

Could we go outside
for a minute?

- Of course.

- Hey.

You wanna help?

- I don't think I'm much
help to anyone today.

- Oh stop.

- I
need something new.

- Let me try that.

- You know what, i
have a better idea.

- Excuse me.
- - Come on.

Come on, let's go.

- Move!

- Thank you.

- Much better.

So.

Think you're gonna finally
bury the hatchet with freya?

- It feels impossible.

- You think something
is impossible?

That doesn't
seem like Ava to me.

- You know, my mum and I,

we used to do this thing.

Every morning, before
breakfast, we'd think

of six impossible things.

- Yeah, I remember you've
told me that before.

I wanna do that with Charlotte.

- That's one.

- Hm?

- Nothing.

- Hey, speaking of
breakfast, I've got one:

Uncracking an egg.

- Counting to infinity.

- Ah.

Flying by flapping your arms.

Or being without you.

- I can't imagine
that ever happening.

Or you not being ticklish.

Hi.

- Hi.

- Sorry to
interrupt

- really?

- Ava

- what?

- The clock is always
ticking, it never stops.

- Do you
wanna go back inside?

- Yeah.

- Okay, come on.

- Here, let me
help you with that.

- I'm fine, Ava.

Just leave me alone.

I can do it myself.

- I was thinking about
what you said, earlier.

- Oh, god.

- And I wanted to apologize.

- Just stop.

- I'm jealous, I was jealous.

You were strong enough
to say what you want,

when you wanted it

and I've always been afraid.

I can't blame you for
wanting to stand on your own.

- Do you really mean that?

- More than you know.

- I don't know what to say.

- You don't have
to say anything,

I just wanted to let you know.

- I've been jealous of you too.

- Why?

- Because everyone
loves and adores you

and things come easily to you.

You don't know how hard
it is to keep up with you.

- I didn't know
you felt like that.

- Well.

- Can we start over?

Let me help you with this.

- Thanks.

This feels normal.

- It does.

I've missed it so much.

- Me too.

- Excuse me.

- I'm so excited that
Claire's heading off

on this new adventure.

- I can't believe
she's leaving us.

- Look, she
must have a good reason.

- Whatever it
is, it's not good enough.

- I have to go.

You gonna be at
the party, later?

- Yeah,
I'll see you there.

- Okay.

You must watch
where you're going,

I wouldn't want you to bump
your head and end up in a dream.

A dream within a dream, now
that would take some time

to get out of.

- I have to find Claire.

I just wanted to make sure that
you're ready for your toast.

- My what?

- Well, I know how close
you are with Claire,

so I figured that you'd
want to do the honors.

You know, say something
nice or wish her good luck

on her journey.

It's called a toast.

- I know what a toast is.

- Okay

- curious.

- Who's gonna take care
of us when Claire leaves?

I don't know who
we are without her.

Can you stop her for us?

She's the only one that
really ever loved me

and it hurts so bad.

Ava, are you listening to me?

Ava?

Ava, wait.

- Where are you?

Oh my god, what's happening?

- I'm so sorry.

- Can I help you?

- Don't tell anyone.

- About what?

- About this.

I need to leave here.

With everyone knowing
me as I really am.

Not like this.

I will not be a burden.

- But I love you,
you're not a burden.

- No, the show will end.

It can't, Ava, it
can't, it mustn't.

Do you understand?

Promise me!

- I promise.

What are you looking for?

- I dropped a
bottle when I fell.

I dropped it.

- There's nothing left.

- It's enough.

- What just happened?

- Ava.

I have to go.

I can't stay here any longer.

But even though I'm
going, you won't be alone.

You'll be all right.

I promise.

Do you understand?

You won't be alone.

Come on, darling.

Everyone's waiting.

- Guys, we have
to wait for Claire

okay, oh, sweet p

- oh, look.

- She's here, she's here.

- Beautiful.

- Oh, thank you.

- Miss Claire.

- Cheers, cheers.

- I've changed my mind.

- You're allowed.

- Claire has to leave.

- Ava, this is not news.

- I'm not gonna try and
keep her here any longer.

I was only thinkin' of myself.

I have to find another
way to go home.

- Wonderful.

It's time, Ava.

- Yes, it is.

- You'll be fine.

- I know.

- Can I have everyone's
attention, please.

I would like to say something.

I heard my mother
make this toast, once.

Surrender to what is,
let go of what was,

and have faith in what will be.

To Claire

- to Claire!

- To Claire.

- Delicious!

Can we eat now?

- Alright, everybody, let
me get the serving utensils

but you can start
on the other things.

- Fabulous.

- Yeah, you
guys always just cut me out.

- Yeah,
because you were depressed.

- I'm going to
miss you, so much.

I want you to know that i
respect your brave decision

to leave us.

I know it's what you want.

I just wish I had given you
more time when I had the chance.

- We always wish we had more
time with those we love.

I will always be with you.

And we will see
each other again.

- Hey.

- That was really lovely.

- Thank you.

- I'm proud of you.

- I have never seen
you look so beautiful.

- Ava

- thank you for everything.

I love you

- I love you too.

- Leslie, thank you, so much,
for all that you've done.

We're very grateful.

- You're welcome.

- Thank you, so, so much.

- Spending this time
with your mother

has been easily one
of the greatest gifts.

I mean if anybody should
be grateful, it's me.

- Incredible, right?

So much love for your mother.

- Yeah, there were stories
i had never heard, before.

Some quite surprising.

- She was more rebellious
than she let on,

that's for sure.

- I'm still picturing
her dancing topless

at the who concert.

- Hey

- hi.

- How you doing?

- I'm so happy you stayed.

- Yeah, of course,
where else would I be?

- You know, I had a
dream about you recently.

- Oh, yeah?

- Yeah.

- I'd really like you to
consider coming to Colorado

with me.

- Now?

- Yeah, I mean no.

I mean not this second.

I know you've got stuff
you've gotta wrap up,

but yeah.

Just like we planned
five years ago,

but with an added bonus.

- I would love that.

But five years ago, we
didn't know I was sick.

And now I have a time-stamp.

- Ava, everybody
has a time-stamp.

Not even you know when yours is.

I don't know when
mine is, so who cares?

Let's just live our life
like everybody else.

- Look at us, two
little cherubs.

God, you always
get into scrapes.

- Yeah.

- Every picture.

Ava, look at this
one, look at mum.

- Aww.

- Mum looks so beautiful.

- Yeah, she does.

- Well, she'll stay like this.

- She will.

- Oh, my gosh!

I haven't seen this
in a long time.

Oh, I remember these
guys, your friends.

What did you call him again?

- Sweet p.

- That's it.

Oh, you are kidding me.

You kept these?

Dear Ava.

I'm sorry I ruined your
show and stepped all over

your special friends, even
though I didn't see them.

I promise I won't do it again,
but only if you invite me

to the show.

Do we have a deal?

Your sister, Anna.

- Just because you
can't see them,

it doesn't mean
they aren't real.

So stop making fun of me.

I'm sorry I yelled at you and
next time I will invite you.

Mum wrote this
because I was too mad.

Love, Ava.

- What's that?

- It's mum's necklace.

- She loved that necklace.

- Yeah.

There you go, you have it.

- Come here.

It looks perfect on you.