All language subtitles for Bones.of.Crows.S01E05.1080p.WEBRip.x264-BAE

- You can be free in this room.

You can be free with me.

- Did you think you
were above everything?

- I miss them.
Tye... Was just a baby.

Perseverance is not missing.

She's dead.

Did you find out any more
about perseverance's children?

- They were adopted out,
you knew that.

They're in the states.

I told you that last week.

It's a historic day
and years in the making.

But finally, residential
school survivors from canada

Are in here in rome, Italy.

To tell their truth about what
happened at residential schools

To their people.

Friday is the general
audience with the pope.

Where hopefully,
all of the stories

And all of the information
that's he's heard

From the delegates this week
will make a difference.

And we'll be here
to cover more stories

As we go through the week.

- His excellency would like
to ask

If any of the residential school
survivors

Would like to take
this opportunity to speak

Or be heard by his holiness.

- My mother would like
to speak in her language.

Our language, cree.

I will translate for her.

- My name is aline spears.

I am from the cree nation
in manitoba, canada.

I am 86 years old.

- I would like to ask
if cardinal thomas miller

Is the same
cardinal thomas miller

Who was the head
of the royal commission

On sexual abuse in canada?

- Then, the holy see on sexual
abuse here at the vatican

And now the vatican treasurer.

- Yes. It is correct.

Cardinal thomas miller.

- I first knew him
as thomas miller,

A 17-year-old piano teacher
at the residential school

I attended.

- Then as deacon miller
then as father thomas miller.

- Then as the man
who sexually abused me

At sixteen,

And impregnated me.

- My turn.

There, there.

- Are you all right?

- I'm fine. Just tired.

- You should get some sleep.

- You should get some sleep.

- I don't want to talk about it.
- I wasn't going to ask.

- You were.

I'm ready to go home.

- I know.

I know you are.

You did good today.

- I want my baby.

Give me my baby!

- He was born, stillborn.

- You heard him crying.
He's alive and you know it.

- He's dead to you.

It's better this way.
- For who?!

- I don't know.

- Where will they take him?

- They will take him
and bury him down by the river.

- I will tell someone.

I will tell anyone
who will listen.

- Do you think anyone
would believe you?

- Why would you let them?

How could you let them?

- I didn't have a choice.

- You're a woman.

- A child who's had a child
makes you a child no longer.

We're both prisoners
of our own circumstances.

- If the future can be erased
by a stamp of a boot...

- I'm sorry.

If that's what you need to hear.

I'm sorry about everything.

- I don't need your sorrow.

I need your protection.

You owe me that.

You know he'll come at me again.

- You are an indian.

I don't owe you anything.

And even if I did,

How can I protect you when
I can't even protect myself?

- You took my protection away...

When you broke
the bones in my hand.

- I knew that.

I knew that.

I'm so tired.

- You're almost there.

You can go the rest
of the way yourself.

- Where am I going?

- You'll know soon enough.

Let's get you cleaned up.

- Sixteen is the youngest
we can take them in.

Even with parental consent.

- She's sixteen, for sure.

- We have a train leaving
tonight for montreal.

She'll be in basic
training there.

We can get her on that
if that's not too early.

- That's perfect.

- I don't want to go.

I want to stay. With you.

And... And see dad.

And perseverance and johnnie.

- I want those things too.

But the only way
we can make sure

They don't send you back
to that school is...

To send you to war.

It's funny?

You promise me that
you won't look back.

For us.

You're not being
selfish, my girl.

We need you to because...

You are our tomorrow.

- Will you be here...

When I get back?

- Your dad and me
will always be here.

- No! I mean, be here, be here.

- I'll see what I can do.

- Leave nothing left to see.

We are not us...

Without them.

They're not them...

Without us.

Mom!

- Take this.

There's gonna come a time

When your life is so perfect

And you'll feel the darkness

And it will threaten
to take it all away.

You don't let it.

You don't let them win.

You be everything
that you're meant to be.

Promise me.

Promise me!

- I promise.

Boarding!

You remind me of her.

My mother.

People say I remind them of you.

- I wanted to see you
before I left.

That was quite
the dramatic reunion.

They're placing me on leave.

I'm flying back
to canada tonight.

Face the music, as they say.

Even if I am charged,

Even if I am convicted...

Of sexual abuse,

The church council
will likely drag it out.

And with any luck...

I'll be dead by then.

Or we both will be.

A surprising bit of grace
offered at this old age.

Was there not one good thing

We gave you
at residential school?

Not once ounce of goodness
that came from me?

Surely, you learned
something from us

That sustained you in your life.

- What I've learned

From defending
indigenous survivors...

Who were defenceless children...

Is that they might have
lived in poverty,

But they knew love.

What you taught them,

Was an education

In unrelenting cruelty.

- Of course. It's you.

Her daughter.

The lawyer.

What are you now?

- A truth and reconciliation
commissioner.

- You must have been just
like her when you were young.

I can see it in your face.

Did she ever play again?

Piano.

- Yes.

- Of course she did.

She could have been...
- She could have been

A lot of things.

But what she was and is...

Is an amazing mother.

What did you do with the child?

How did you make him disappear?

- I don't know what
you're implying.

What kind of monsters
do you think we are?

- Do you really want me
to answer that?

- He was adopted.

By a family
who couldn't conceive.

- How christian of you.

I would imagine
there are no records.

One more thing,

Your eminence.

The indian residential
school settlement

Is only the beginning.

The truth and reconciliation
commission

Is gathering the voices

Of all the residential
school survivors.

So that old age and time

Will offer you little grace.

Your name will live on

As the sexual molester
that you are.

And as the protector
of serial child abusers.

Your life's work.

Enjoy your flight.

- I've said all
I've come to say.

You know everything about me.

Well, not everything.
But you know.

Are we done here?

- Well, just take your mic off.
- Right.

- Is there anything
we haven't asked

That you would like to tell?

I think the story goes on.

- Taylor. Bring me my
purse there by my coat.

- You can give it to her,
it's fine.

What do we have here?

It looks like a music score.

- It's a song that's a map.

It's the only way we could
record it without them knowing.

The staff are the banks
of the river,

Except they're curved.

Base cleft is south,

Treble is north,
half notes are trees.

Whole notes is...

Is where they...
They buried him.

The breath mark is where
we thought they buried others.

- Who is "him"?

That's where they buried
my brother, tye.

When he was eight.

When we tried to run away.

- Mom?

Mom.

- Yes, I can hear.

- Sorry.

I just wanted to make
sure you were okay.

- I want to go home.

I'm tired.

This whole thing's tired me out.

My whole life has tired me out.

- We can just sit for a minute.

You should get married.

- What? Where'd that come from?
You should get married.

- Never know. I just might
get a new man now that I'm 86.

- A rich family member
would be nice for a change.

You can take a hit for the team.

- There's so many
things I didn't know.

- I didn't want you to carry
more than you already did.

You were always so serious.
Taking care of all of us.

You are my voice.

You, you're my dream.

- And jake?

- My fire.

- Granddad?

- My love.

- And those we've lost?

- My marrow.

My bones.

Our bones.

- You sound different.

- How?

- You sound like
you're saying goodbye.

- We don't say goodbye.
We say, nikawapamitin.

- Nikawapamitin.

- Hey.

- Thank you.
- Welcome.

- Stephen called.

The guy I met from
the university of winnipeg.

- You met a guy?

Intriguing.

- I told you,
he's just a friend.

- Will you go?

I don't know if I can do that.

I'm working.

- I'm working.

- What about percy?

- Let's see.

Two kids, a husband,
upcoming concert.

I think her hands are full.

Hey.

I think you should get your ass
to winnipeg and help us out.

I'm a little busy.

- Anyone ever to tell you
you're a bitch?

- No.
- Liar.

- 'kay. Maybe twice.
- Yeah.

- We found 560 remains
of different children.

Dates range from 1910 to '62.

These were at the site
that your mother led us to.

There's also a cemetery
at the residential school but...

That held double the amount
of children buried there

Than previously known.

Most of the remains
are registering

Deficiencies in proteins.

Meaning, they were
nutritionally compromised and...

Probably died from diseases

That took advantage
of that prolonged state.

Other causes that we weren't
ready for

Were fractures,
they were broken.

And they tell a different story.

These three children
were around the ages

Your uncle tye would have been

In the area that
your mother recorded.

They were so young.

We still have to run some tests

But you coming in here
will help a lot.

Dr. Hues.

- Please have a seat.

I'll just get you to
lean your head back.

Open your mouth wide.

We'll take a swab and run it
against our findings here.

- Thank you, doctor.

Your mother must
be quite the lady.

I mean to have the presence
of mind

To draw a map when
she was what, 11, 12?

And to hang onto it
after all these years.

- She wanted to come herself,
but she's getting up there.

She'll be 87 next year.
Her health is starting to fail.

- Yeah. And you tell her
thank you, for me.

We've been searching
for a lot of years.

We knew they were out there
but didn't know where.

- So small.

- There's no records
of their death,

Or at least ones
that we can get to.

- You okay?

Yeah. Just...

- Yeah.

I know.

- I want to go to the site
if that's all right.

- Yeah.

I can do that.

- Hi. Hi.
- Hi.

Thank you.

Sorry. I just...

You just look so much like us.

- Um, these are my brothers,
tyler and bron. I'm talia.

- Hi, talia.
- Hi.

- I'm jake,
this is my husband rod.

- Hi.

And this is my daughter, percy.

- Percy?
- Yeah, I named her...

I named her after your mother.

Perseverance.
- Hi, percy.

- Hi.

- That's my husband over there.
And my two kids.

- Come on in.
- Sure.

- Um. Is your mum, is she here?

- Yeah. She's upstairs,
I'll go get her.

- Okay.

Don't forget
to take her purse with her

When she comes down for dinner.
- Yeah.

- She has a thing
with her purse lately.

I gotta give you a hug.

- Can I take your jacket?
- Yeah, sorry.

- No worries.

- Pleased to meet you.
- You too.

- What do you got on the tv?

We're just watching the game.

- Um.

Yeah, she hasn't been
feeling well lately

Because she's overwhelmed
by it all.

And... She's overwhelmed.

- Yeah.
- Um, and she's been tired.

Um, but I mean,
there's a lot going on, right?

- Plus, there's percy's concert
after dinner

And it makes her anxious
to leave the house.

She's only been out what,

Like, twice in the last
ten years

Or something like that?
- Yeah, but don't mention

Anything about it,
it makes her weird.

Weirder.

Can you put these away?

- Yeah.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- You made it.
- Yeah.

- Come on in.

- Are you ready
to go downstairs?

Everyone's waiting.

- I guess they
don't look the same.

- My sister's babies.

Neither do I, I suppose.

- They can't wait
to meet you, kokum.

- Me too. Me too.

- Come on. Let's get up
and go see them now.

- I'm scared.

- There's nothing
to be scared of.

The only thing
we should be scared of

Is what else you got
in that purse.

- You'd be surprised.

- To family.

To family.

In our dreams, in your dreams.

In our bones, in your bones.

This dream can take generations.

- Do you think wishes come true?

- It might seem impossible...

But make no mistake...

- Aline.

- I'm adam.

- We are here

I knew it wasn't gonna
be a good place

The first step that
I put into the building.

I went to
the residential school,

Transported,
you see in the truck,

Looked like a cattle truck.

All of my siblings,
we all went in together.

The priest and nuns came,

And my brothers went that way,

And my sisters went that way,
and I never seen them again.

The residential school system

Took away my language,
my culture...

And my identity.

- Mental abuse, physical abuse,

Sexual abuse
that I witnessed here,

No amount of money, no counselor

Could ever take that
away from my mind.

- And then they scrubbed us down
with disinfectants

Like we were diseased
little animals.

- Sometimes they would get
so sick

From the food
that they ate, you know,

That they would vomit.

The staff and the supervisors

Were being fed bacon and eggs

That was delivered to them
at the head of the dining area.

And they would sit there
like kings and queens.

The residential
school was like being in jail.

A life in prison
for a crime you did not commit.

And my only crime
was being born an indian.

- They didn't teach us love.
They taught us fear.

I remember being awakened
and taken out of the room,

And then being sexually abused
by the priest.

The residential school kills

The feelings in you.
The old saying,

You beat the indian
out of the child.

Sometimes you beat the humanity
out of the child.

- The priests and nuns failed us

As indian children
put into their care.

Very badly.

They were the problem. I wasn't.

We weren't the problem
as children.

The truth
and reconciliation commission

Identified 3,200 deaths
of children

In residential schools,
but the real number is higher.

So many records are lacking.

The chair of the commission,
murray sinclair has said

The number of children who died
could be as high as 6,000.

- But I don't look
at being a survivor,

I want to be a warrior
towards justice

And wellness and healing.

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