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You know this. Ma? 15 00:03:01,749 --> 00:03:04,284 ♪ Raindrops are falling on my head... ♪ 16 00:03:04,418 --> 00:03:05,820 Come on, what's that one? 17 00:03:05,953 --> 00:03:07,955 "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid." 18 00:03:08,089 --> 00:03:10,290 Very good. All right, next one. Come on. Let's go. 19 00:03:10,424 --> 00:03:12,794 ♪ Everybody's talking at me ♪ 20 00:03:12,927 --> 00:03:15,663 ♪ I don't hear a word they're saying ♪ 21 00:03:15,797 --> 00:03:18,432 ♪ Only the echoes of my mind... ♪ 22 00:03:18,566 --> 00:03:20,535 Come on, ma. That's a softball. 23 00:03:20,668 --> 00:03:23,538 ♪ I'm going where the sun keeps shining ♪ 24 00:03:23,671 --> 00:03:25,673 ♪ Through the pouring rain ♪ 25 00:03:25,807 --> 00:03:29,777 ♪ I'm going where the weather suits my clothes... ♪ 26 00:03:29,911 --> 00:03:31,478 What's that one from, ma? 27 00:03:31,612 --> 00:03:33,213 Come on. What's that one? You know it. 28 00:03:33,346 --> 00:03:36,349 "Cow... Cowboy. Mid... Midnight." 29 00:03:36,483 --> 00:03:38,385 Judges, can we give that to her? 30 00:03:39,821 --> 00:03:43,323 Close enough. All right. Next one. Let's go. 31 00:03:43,457 --> 00:03:45,560 It's all right. We are almost there. 32 00:03:47,562 --> 00:03:50,263 -Hey, Vicki. -Hey, babies. 33 00:03:51,199 --> 00:03:52,533 Okay. 34 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:55,302 We'll get things going here. Hang loose. 35 00:03:58,573 --> 00:04:01,341 -Can you grab me something? -Yep. 36 00:04:03,010 --> 00:04:04,846 So, you got any homework? 37 00:04:07,380 --> 00:04:08,549 Allow me to rephrase. 38 00:04:08,683 --> 00:04:10,885 How much homework do you have? 39 00:04:11,018 --> 00:04:13,353 I got a ten-page book report due Thursday. 40 00:04:13,487 --> 00:04:15,723 Which I'm screwed for, so... 41 00:04:15,857 --> 00:04:19,660 Please. You're the kid who cries C-minus and always gets an "A." 42 00:04:19,794 --> 00:04:21,662 I hated your kind in school. 43 00:04:23,164 --> 00:04:24,165 So, what's the book? 44 00:04:24,297 --> 00:04:26,167 Uh, "Animal Farm." 45 00:04:26,299 --> 00:04:28,836 Wow, I liked the movie. 46 00:04:28,970 --> 00:04:30,738 I think you're thinking of "Animal House." 47 00:04:31,873 --> 00:04:34,307 -They're different? -Just a little. 48 00:04:37,712 --> 00:04:41,348 ♪ Everywhere you go ♪ 49 00:04:41,481 --> 00:04:44,685 ♪ Everywhere you go ♪ 50 00:04:44,819 --> 00:04:50,323 ♪ Come back my darling ♪ 51 00:04:52,425 --> 00:04:55,596 ♪ Always be mine ♪ 52 00:04:55,730 --> 00:04:59,700 ♪ Ahh ahh ahh ♪ 53 00:04:59,834 --> 00:05:02,870 ♪ Come to me my... ♪ 54 00:05:41,876 --> 00:05:45,079 Hi! Um, can we have a yogurt parfait, 55 00:05:45,213 --> 00:05:47,014 French toast sticks and... 56 00:05:47,148 --> 00:05:48,916 Hey. 57 00:05:49,050 --> 00:05:52,419 Two chicken honey butter biscuits... please. 58 00:05:57,959 --> 00:05:59,126 Sure. 59 00:06:00,493 --> 00:06:02,362 How was your audition? 60 00:06:03,798 --> 00:06:04,799 Not bad. 61 00:06:04,932 --> 00:06:07,602 I got two lines, everybody else got one. 62 00:06:07,735 --> 00:06:11,272 - Really? Let me hear 'em. - Yeah. 63 00:06:11,404 --> 00:06:14,609 Lucky's Home and Auto Insurance, next to Tuskee's on Ryers Road. 64 00:06:14,742 --> 00:06:16,611 For a boat, home, or truck... 65 00:06:16,744 --> 00:06:17,945 you're in luck. 66 00:06:19,580 --> 00:06:21,048 It's really catchy. 67 00:06:21,182 --> 00:06:23,517 - Especially, the way you do it. - Thanks. 68 00:06:24,819 --> 00:06:27,088 Aren't you gonna eat your breakfast, honey? 69 00:06:27,221 --> 00:06:29,857 You know it's the most important meal of the day. 70 00:06:34,295 --> 00:06:37,531 You know, I really shouldn't be eating out so much. 71 00:06:37,665 --> 00:06:39,100 Why don't I, uh... 72 00:06:39,233 --> 00:06:41,836 cook you guys something special next week? 73 00:06:41,969 --> 00:06:43,804 You don't have to do that, mom. 74 00:06:43,938 --> 00:06:45,973 Honey, I can make my boys dinner. 75 00:06:46,107 --> 00:06:48,175 What about some squash casserole? 76 00:06:48,309 --> 00:06:49,877 - Hmm! - Yeah? 77 00:06:50,011 --> 00:06:51,812 - Ooh! Or something French? - Shoot. 78 00:06:51,946 --> 00:06:53,347 What was it called? The thing that we saw on the 79 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:54,782 cooking show the other day? 80 00:06:54,916 --> 00:06:56,416 Um... 81 00:06:56,550 --> 00:06:58,953 Oh! Uh... Beef Bor-ju-nan. 82 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,222 - Yeah. - Beef Bor-ju-nan! 83 00:07:01,355 --> 00:07:03,057 Yeah. Let's do that. 84 00:07:07,061 --> 00:07:11,198 It's fine, ma. Guess he's not a fan of French cuisine. 85 00:07:14,135 --> 00:07:16,304 I'm gonna get it out of oven. 86 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:18,139 I remove the top. 87 00:07:18,272 --> 00:07:19,774 And that's it. 88 00:07:19,907 --> 00:07:21,542 Look, beef bourguignon, 89 00:07:21,676 --> 00:07:23,210 the way my grandmother used to do it. 90 00:07:23,344 --> 00:07:24,946 "Boeuf bourguignon!" 91 00:07:25,079 --> 00:07:26,547 And as you can see, 92 00:07:26,681 --> 00:07:30,017 the sauce is very thick and lovely. 93 00:07:30,151 --> 00:07:33,387 ♪ I'm sensitive and stubborn... ♪ 94 00:07:38,559 --> 00:07:43,463 ♪ But it's this feeling inside that's changed ♪ 95 00:07:43,597 --> 00:07:49,203 ♪ Like I've gone bad but the world is good ♪ 96 00:07:49,337 --> 00:07:53,274 ♪ Oh but it must be someone else's fault ♪ 97 00:07:53,407 --> 00:07:54,909 ♪ Must be some... ♪ 98 00:08:25,039 --> 00:08:26,907 Like, seriously, think about it? 99 00:08:27,041 --> 00:08:32,246 I mean, I think everyone has at some point, right? Haven't you? 100 00:08:32,380 --> 00:08:35,249 Just a, just a verbal yes or no. 101 00:08:37,218 --> 00:08:39,720 No suicidal thoughts. 102 00:08:41,355 --> 00:08:44,959 I see that there's still blood in your urine sample. 103 00:09:11,085 --> 00:09:12,887 - Thanks. - Enjoy. 104 00:09:17,091 --> 00:09:18,993 - Hey! - Hi! 105 00:09:31,672 --> 00:09:33,140 What you working on? 106 00:09:33,274 --> 00:09:35,042 - Calc problem set. - Hm. 107 00:09:35,176 --> 00:09:37,845 I think Mr. Stevens just gotta has it out for me. 108 00:09:37,978 --> 00:09:39,880 Look, Mr. Stevens expects anything out of us 109 00:09:40,014 --> 00:09:42,950 between now and graduation, that's honestly his bad. 110 00:09:43,918 --> 00:09:45,986 You know, my sister said Tech sent out notifications 111 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:48,722 around now last year. It's just that I hate waiting. 112 00:09:48,856 --> 00:09:50,324 I'm gonna be so crushed if we don't get in. 113 00:09:50,458 --> 00:09:51,926 ♪ No one on this earth ♪ 114 00:09:52,059 --> 00:09:54,428 ♪ Could need you my love ♪ 115 00:09:54,563 --> 00:09:57,832 ♪ The way that I do ♪ 116 00:09:58,599 --> 00:10:02,369 ♪ All that is mine I would give just to you ♪ 117 00:10:02,504 --> 00:10:05,306 ♪ You say that you need me to ♪ 118 00:10:05,439 --> 00:10:07,041 Hey, you okay? 119 00:10:08,375 --> 00:10:11,045 Yeah. I think I'm just kind of... 120 00:10:11,378 --> 00:10:12,780 just exhausted. 121 00:10:13,781 --> 00:10:18,152 ♪ Must be someone else's heart who tainted mine ♪ 122 00:10:19,987 --> 00:10:22,557 ♪ I cannot be... ♪ 123 00:10:22,690 --> 00:10:23,824 Ma? 124 00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:27,194 ♪ The story of the stranger ♪ 125 00:10:27,328 --> 00:10:30,998 ♪ Oh it must be someone else's fault ♪ 126 00:10:43,043 --> 00:10:44,478 Come on, ma. Where's this one from, huh? 127 00:10:47,181 --> 00:10:51,152 It's the-the scene with, uh, Daryl Hannah. Come on. 128 00:10:51,285 --> 00:10:52,720 Ma, look at me. 129 00:10:53,555 --> 00:10:54,788 Which snake was she again? 130 00:10:54,922 --> 00:10:56,123 - What's it from? - Bill Kill. 131 00:10:56,257 --> 00:10:57,992 Ah! There we go! 132 00:11:17,278 --> 00:11:19,446 Code Blue, room 305. 133 00:11:29,123 --> 00:11:30,357 Go get ready for school. 134 00:12:15,836 --> 00:12:17,271 Yes! 135 00:12:48,168 --> 00:12:50,137 Derek, thanks for closing up. 136 00:12:50,271 --> 00:12:52,439 -See you tomorrow. -All right. 137 00:12:57,778 --> 00:13:01,882 ♪ Oh ♪ 138 00:13:18,198 --> 00:13:21,503 ♪ So long ♪ 139 00:13:22,803 --> 00:13:27,676 ♪ For the right time girl ♪ 140 00:13:27,808 --> 00:13:31,011 ♪ So long ♪ 141 00:13:32,179 --> 00:13:36,685 ♪ And I found... ♪ 142 00:13:36,817 --> 00:13:39,420 No one's gonna know if you close 30 minutes early. 143 00:13:39,554 --> 00:13:41,055 I gotta stay open. 144 00:13:41,188 --> 00:13:43,057 When is the last time that anyone came in here? 145 00:13:43,190 --> 00:13:45,926 I don't know. But have you tried this? It's... 146 00:13:47,161 --> 00:13:48,862 Don't try to distract me. 147 00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:51,432 You work too much. 148 00:13:51,899 --> 00:13:53,334 It's boring. 149 00:13:56,003 --> 00:13:58,339 Can't you just close for a few minutes? 150 00:14:01,576 --> 00:14:02,876 No? 151 00:14:09,784 --> 00:14:12,453 -I can't. -You can't? No? 152 00:14:15,523 --> 00:14:16,924 Okay. Fuck it. 153 00:14:22,996 --> 00:14:26,266 ♪ You know I'm feeling just not enough to be your man ♪ 154 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:30,003 ♪ I'm not feeling by myself ♪ 155 00:14:30,137 --> 00:14:33,140 ♪ Seeing you with someone else ♪ 156 00:14:33,273 --> 00:14:34,875 ♪ I'm not feeling by myself ♪ 157 00:14:37,311 --> 00:14:40,881 ♪ Seeing you with someone... ♪ 158 00:14:41,014 --> 00:14:43,384 I forgot my paperwork. 159 00:14:45,085 --> 00:14:46,453 Good night, Derek. 160 00:14:46,987 --> 00:14:48,322 'Night. 161 00:14:49,089 --> 00:14:50,924 'Night, Melanie. 162 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:54,395 'Night. 163 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:47,615 It all started when I got my first nursing job. 164 00:15:47,749 --> 00:15:49,818 I was so excited. 165 00:15:49,983 --> 00:15:51,719 I just got my degree. 166 00:15:53,454 --> 00:15:55,824 I needed something to keep me on my feet. 167 00:15:55,956 --> 00:15:58,258 The shifts were so long and... 168 00:15:58,392 --> 00:16:00,562 they just got longer. 169 00:16:01,195 --> 00:16:04,532 So, I started taking my patient's leftovers. 170 00:16:05,265 --> 00:16:09,571 I never thought I'd be the kind of person who'd do that, never. 171 00:16:12,372 --> 00:16:14,642 The thing that I was the proudest. 172 00:17:05,459 --> 00:17:06,493 Well, looks like we both made 173 00:17:06,628 --> 00:17:09,864 a whopping $3.45 in tips tonight. 174 00:17:09,998 --> 00:17:11,566 You can have it. 175 00:17:14,903 --> 00:17:16,638 What's wrong? 176 00:17:16,771 --> 00:17:18,205 Nothing. 177 00:17:18,338 --> 00:17:20,307 Fuck off, okay? What's wrong? 178 00:17:22,010 --> 00:17:23,611 How was bio? 179 00:17:24,411 --> 00:17:26,380 I'm going to murder you. 180 00:17:29,951 --> 00:17:31,686 Wait. Did you find out? 181 00:17:33,521 --> 00:17:36,724 Oh, my God! You got in? You got it. That is so amazing! 182 00:17:36,858 --> 00:17:38,726 I knew that you were gonna get in. 183 00:17:38,860 --> 00:17:40,562 My envelope, like, must be in the mail. 184 00:17:40,695 --> 00:17:42,296 I'll got get it right now. Oh, my gosh! 185 00:17:42,429 --> 00:17:44,231 The next year's gonna be amazing, together... 186 00:17:44,398 --> 00:17:45,667 It's-it's gonna be so fun. 187 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:48,435 I-I also got into another school, so... 188 00:17:50,605 --> 00:17:52,205 You applied somewhere else? 189 00:17:52,339 --> 00:17:54,274 What? Like a, like a safety school? 190 00:17:54,408 --> 00:17:56,711 Yeah. I mean... 191 00:17:56,844 --> 00:17:59,547 I didn't think I'd get in, but... 192 00:18:00,748 --> 00:18:02,316 Yeah, I know we talked about going to-- 193 00:18:02,449 --> 00:18:04,686 Talked? No. You promised. 194 00:18:04,819 --> 00:18:06,420 I know. I just... 195 00:18:06,554 --> 00:18:07,956 got into a better school and... 196 00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:11,258 - Better? Wh-where? - No, sorry, not better. 197 00:18:12,860 --> 00:18:13,928 Brown. 198 00:18:14,062 --> 00:18:16,163 Brown? Wh-where's that? 199 00:18:16,664 --> 00:18:18,165 Rhode Island. 200 00:18:19,667 --> 00:18:22,202 They offered me a full scholarship and... 201 00:18:23,037 --> 00:18:24,739 So now you're going there? 202 00:18:27,341 --> 00:18:30,310 Well, I-I mean... I don't know yet, I... 203 00:18:34,782 --> 00:18:36,216 So you lied to me? 204 00:18:36,450 --> 00:18:38,720 After two years of being together? 205 00:18:47,294 --> 00:18:49,329 We should probably, um... 206 00:18:52,634 --> 00:18:54,569 Oh, my... You're telling me this here 207 00:18:54,702 --> 00:18:56,136 because you knew that I'd be upset 208 00:18:56,269 --> 00:18:58,405 and you didn't want me making a scene? 209 00:19:01,576 --> 00:19:03,243 You are such a little boy! 210 00:19:03,377 --> 00:19:04,712 You know what? Good luck finding anyone at Brown 211 00:19:04,846 --> 00:19:06,114 who's gonna put up with all of your baggage. 212 00:19:06,246 --> 00:19:07,414 Baggage-- 213 00:19:07,548 --> 00:19:08,916 So you wanna break up with me now? 214 00:19:09,050 --> 00:19:10,484 Wait. I... No, no, no, I-- 215 00:19:10,618 --> 00:19:12,452 If you wanna break up with me, then-then you know what? 216 00:19:12,587 --> 00:19:14,354 You chew way too loudly, all right? 217 00:19:14,488 --> 00:19:15,957 And-and you never respond to texts. 218 00:19:16,090 --> 00:19:18,793 You never listen to me or ask me questions about my day. 219 00:19:18,926 --> 00:19:21,328 You-your breath reeks of tobacco and plus... 220 00:19:21,461 --> 00:19:22,830 plus, I give you blowjobs 221 00:19:22,964 --> 00:19:24,799 and you can barely stand to even finger me. 222 00:19:24,932 --> 00:19:27,467 All right? You're selfish and sexist! 223 00:19:27,602 --> 00:19:28,970 All right? So, wake the fuck up! 224 00:19:29,103 --> 00:19:31,405 You're gonna have to because your dick is shit! 225 00:20:00,935 --> 00:20:02,570 Hey, Alex. 226 00:20:05,139 --> 00:20:06,874 No, ma. It's Ethan. 227 00:20:07,909 --> 00:20:09,510 Dad's long gone. 228 00:20:11,244 --> 00:20:13,246 You Alex? 229 00:20:16,050 --> 00:20:18,285 It's Derek, ma. 230 00:20:27,028 --> 00:20:28,361 What about the, uh, 231 00:20:28,495 --> 00:20:30,531 the-the Whitney song from the Costner movie? 232 00:20:30,665 --> 00:20:33,000 -Do you remember that one? -Technically, it's a Dolly song. 233 00:20:33,134 --> 00:20:35,036 It's actually a Whitney song. Do you remember it? 234 00:20:35,169 --> 00:20:36,604 Can you sing it, please? 235 00:20:36,738 --> 00:20:38,338 - Hey, she's passing out. - Oh, shit! 236 00:20:38,472 --> 00:20:40,141 -Ma? Hey! -Hey? Ma? 237 00:20:40,273 --> 00:20:41,776 - Ma, look at me. - Ma? 238 00:20:41,909 --> 00:20:43,644 - Wake up! Eye contact, please! - Hey! 239 00:20:43,778 --> 00:20:44,846 Ma! Hey! 240 00:21:14,307 --> 00:21:16,276 -Where are my boys? -You're not supposed to be up. 241 00:21:16,409 --> 00:21:18,378 Ring your bell and someone will come... 242 00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:23,050 Was the weather any factor? 243 00:21:23,184 --> 00:21:25,219 No, the weather was fine. The roads were fine. 244 00:21:25,352 --> 00:21:27,755 I think I was just, uh, more exhausted than I realized. 245 00:21:27,889 --> 00:21:29,824 Have you seen my boys? 246 00:21:35,029 --> 00:21:38,166 Are you okay? Is Derek in there? 247 00:21:38,298 --> 00:21:39,934 We could have died last night. 248 00:21:40,735 --> 00:21:43,604 Do you understand? We could have died last night. 249 00:21:44,572 --> 00:21:46,473 We're done. We're not searching for you anymore. 250 00:21:46,607 --> 00:21:48,943 If you wanna kill yourself, go ahead. 251 00:21:50,410 --> 00:21:52,046 Honey, I'm really sorry. I-- 252 00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:54,849 I don't care if you're sorry. You're always sorry. 253 00:21:54,982 --> 00:21:57,218 -Go back to rehab. -I've tried. 254 00:21:57,350 --> 00:21:59,654 Then commit yourself to a psych facility. 255 00:22:01,155 --> 00:22:03,024 I'm not crazy. 256 00:22:05,425 --> 00:22:08,129 Derek's in there taking the blame for what happened. 257 00:22:08,262 --> 00:22:10,731 You almost cost him his life, and all he can worry about is 258 00:22:10,865 --> 00:22:12,900 the cops dragging you into this. 259 00:22:13,701 --> 00:22:15,402 You're gonna kill him. 260 00:22:16,170 --> 00:22:19,406 And the most fucked up part is, he'd let you. 261 00:22:22,710 --> 00:22:25,913 Stay out here. You'll just mess things up. 262 00:22:56,476 --> 00:22:57,845 Psst. 263 00:23:00,413 --> 00:23:01,816 Derek. 264 00:23:16,898 --> 00:23:18,099 Hey. 265 00:23:18,232 --> 00:23:19,600 Hey. 266 00:23:20,868 --> 00:23:23,604 -You okay? -Yeah. 267 00:23:26,340 --> 00:23:27,808 Um... 268 00:23:27,942 --> 00:23:30,011 I just found out I got into Tech. 269 00:23:31,112 --> 00:23:32,980 -What? -Yeah. 270 00:23:33,114 --> 00:23:34,649 Dude! 271 00:23:34,782 --> 00:23:36,117 That's amazing! Get over here! 272 00:23:36,250 --> 00:23:40,521 -Oh. Thank you. -Congratulations, man! 273 00:23:40,655 --> 00:23:42,857 -I'm so happy for you. -Thank you. 274 00:23:47,962 --> 00:23:51,464 Um, I actually got into two schools. 275 00:23:52,266 --> 00:23:54,268 That's... 276 00:23:54,402 --> 00:23:55,736 twice as amazing. 277 00:23:55,870 --> 00:23:57,405 Congrats. 278 00:23:57,538 --> 00:23:59,974 Thanks. Um... 279 00:24:00,107 --> 00:24:03,577 Yeah. The other one's Brown, which is kinda far away, but... 280 00:24:03,878 --> 00:24:05,646 Brownsville's only, like, an hour outside of here. 281 00:24:05,780 --> 00:24:08,516 No. Uh, Brown's not in Brownsville. 282 00:24:08,649 --> 00:24:10,718 It's in Providence, Rhode Island. 283 00:24:14,889 --> 00:24:16,456 I mean, it's an Ivy League school. 284 00:24:16,590 --> 00:24:17,658 So, they, ah... 285 00:24:18,326 --> 00:24:20,394 And they... I mean, they offered me full scholarship. 286 00:24:20,528 --> 00:24:22,863 Which is kind of unheard of, I guess. 287 00:24:28,402 --> 00:24:30,137 I'm really proud of you, man. 288 00:24:32,606 --> 00:24:33,975 Thanks. 289 00:24:38,746 --> 00:24:40,748 And you're leaning towards Brown? 290 00:24:44,218 --> 00:24:45,753 I think so. 291 00:24:57,565 --> 00:25:00,500 Listen... she's not gonna get any better 292 00:25:00,634 --> 00:25:02,036 if we just keep picking up the pieces-- 293 00:25:02,169 --> 00:25:03,904 Come on. Do we have to do this right now, 294 00:25:04,038 --> 00:25:06,207 when I'm, I'm sitting in a hospital bed? 295 00:25:06,340 --> 00:25:07,808 We agreed, though. You know? 296 00:25:07,942 --> 00:25:09,844 You go pursue acting when I head to college, right? 297 00:25:09,977 --> 00:25:12,046 Yeah. 298 00:25:12,179 --> 00:25:15,649 -She needs to try rehab again. -With what money? 299 00:25:15,783 --> 00:25:17,118 Look at what just happened to you. 300 00:25:17,251 --> 00:25:19,186 This is my fault. I was the one who was driving. 301 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:20,688 Don't. 302 00:25:26,794 --> 00:25:28,763 We need to figure something out. 303 00:25:30,031 --> 00:25:32,266 Like, I haven't been trying for years. 304 00:25:35,770 --> 00:25:37,605 Then let me try. 305 00:25:40,074 --> 00:25:43,044 If we don't figure this out, we're gonna be stuck here. 306 00:26:08,569 --> 00:26:09,837 Hello. 307 00:26:10,337 --> 00:26:11,906 Are you Dirk? 308 00:26:13,407 --> 00:26:15,276 Derek. Yeah. 309 00:26:28,856 --> 00:26:31,092 Can't believe it. My boy... 310 00:26:31,225 --> 00:26:32,893 the first in our family to go to college! 311 00:26:33,027 --> 00:26:36,197 This is... I'm just so proud of you. 312 00:26:36,330 --> 00:26:37,832 Thanks. 313 00:26:37,965 --> 00:26:40,067 Do you know what you wanna study? 314 00:26:40,201 --> 00:26:42,803 - Gonna be a lawyer, a doctor-- - Fuck doctors. 315 00:26:42,937 --> 00:26:45,005 He wants to be an English major, ma. 316 00:26:45,139 --> 00:26:46,941 Because the world needs more unemployed writers. 317 00:26:47,074 --> 00:26:49,777 Not all English majors end up broke. I'll be fine. 318 00:26:49,910 --> 00:26:52,913 And, honey, you should just do what you wanna do. 319 00:26:54,583 --> 00:26:57,451 So, uh, what did Vicki say about this place again? 320 00:26:57,586 --> 00:27:01,088 Uh, she said that it's nice, and it's close. 321 00:27:01,222 --> 00:27:04,058 It costs an arm and a leg, and that it's probably a scam? 322 00:27:04,191 --> 00:27:06,193 Not all of them are like that, but... 323 00:27:07,596 --> 00:27:10,231 I feel like the people are always so creepy too. 324 00:27:10,364 --> 00:27:11,866 We're not going to a psych facility. 325 00:27:11,999 --> 00:27:13,568 We're going to a rehab resort. All right? 326 00:27:13,701 --> 00:27:17,271 Vicki said they have kayaking and Bingo, so just... 327 00:27:17,404 --> 00:27:19,273 try to keep an open mind. 328 00:27:21,510 --> 00:27:23,277 Well, consider my mind open. 329 00:27:23,410 --> 00:27:25,746 And thank you so much for finding it. 330 00:27:26,515 --> 00:27:28,349 You see that guy? 331 00:27:30,451 --> 00:27:31,986 English major. 332 00:27:38,159 --> 00:27:43,565 We can accommodate both vegetarian and vegan meals. 333 00:27:43,697 --> 00:27:46,734 Uh, our menu changes daily. 334 00:27:46,867 --> 00:27:52,106 Now, right down there is, uh, the non-denominational chapel 335 00:27:52,239 --> 00:27:54,241 right next to the yoga room. 336 00:27:57,178 --> 00:27:58,679 Well... 337 00:27:58,812 --> 00:28:00,214 what do you think? 338 00:28:00,347 --> 00:28:02,716 -It's really nice. -How much is it? 339 00:28:02,850 --> 00:28:05,286 Oh, the-the prices are listed here. 340 00:28:05,419 --> 00:28:08,889 I'll be happy to answer any questions that you might have. 341 00:28:14,828 --> 00:28:17,431 -Are you fucking kidding me? -Hey. 342 00:28:17,566 --> 00:28:19,033 Who could possibly afford this? 343 00:28:19,166 --> 00:28:21,802 We have been operating at full capacity 344 00:28:21,936 --> 00:28:23,070 for nearly eight years now-- 345 00:28:23,204 --> 00:28:25,339 Excuse me, Vicki said that 346 00:28:25,472 --> 00:28:27,942 you might be able to offer us a discount. 347 00:28:28,075 --> 00:28:30,110 We can absolutely take five percent off 348 00:28:30,244 --> 00:28:33,180 for those families that require financial aid. 349 00:28:33,314 --> 00:28:36,083 -That'd be $800 a day? -Hm. 350 00:28:38,018 --> 00:28:39,753 Told you it was a racket. 351 00:28:39,887 --> 00:28:41,355 Winding Brook's free. 352 00:28:42,456 --> 00:28:44,659 If you can convince her 353 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:46,827 to go to a psych ward, then be my guest. 354 00:28:46,961 --> 00:28:48,395 Well, we can have her committed, 355 00:28:48,530 --> 00:28:50,097 if we prove she tried to harm herself. 356 00:28:50,231 --> 00:28:52,866 You know that's not what she's doing. 357 00:28:55,836 --> 00:28:57,771 What? She's not crazy. 358 00:28:58,439 --> 00:29:02,142 She doesn't... eat people or throw her own feces. 359 00:29:02,276 --> 00:29:04,646 Rehab's the right move if she has to go anywhere at all. 360 00:29:04,778 --> 00:29:07,582 She does. She has to go somewhere. 361 00:29:28,769 --> 00:29:30,170 Hey, boys! 362 00:29:31,438 --> 00:29:33,173 Dinner's on me. 363 00:29:56,463 --> 00:29:58,165 Food's good, huh? What do you boys think? 364 00:29:58,299 --> 00:30:00,067 Yeah. It's great, ma. Thank you. 365 00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,102 Yeah. So, my boy's going to college 366 00:30:02,236 --> 00:30:03,304 on a scholarship this fall. 367 00:30:03,437 --> 00:30:05,873 -Mmm. -First in our family. 368 00:30:06,708 --> 00:30:09,644 - Thank you. It's exciting. - How about that? 369 00:30:09,810 --> 00:30:11,445 Thank you. Thank you. 370 00:30:12,614 --> 00:30:14,081 So, I think I found a new treatment place 371 00:30:14,214 --> 00:30:15,650 for us to check out. 372 00:30:16,383 --> 00:30:17,951 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 373 00:30:18,085 --> 00:30:20,054 Yeah, yeah. It's called Serenity Springs. 374 00:30:20,387 --> 00:30:22,222 - How'd you hear about it? - Uh, Vicki. 375 00:30:22,356 --> 00:30:24,825 She said it's not as luxurious as Rosewood was, 376 00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:26,761 but, uh, they got lot to offer, so... 377 00:30:26,927 --> 00:30:29,163 Okay. So what? It's like a coach instead of first class? 378 00:30:29,296 --> 00:30:31,098 Yeah, right, no, um... 379 00:30:31,231 --> 00:30:33,133 You know, you may not get a filet mignon on the flight, 380 00:30:33,267 --> 00:30:35,537 but everyone gets to the same destination. 381 00:30:36,270 --> 00:30:38,872 -Hm. Right. -Okay. What do you think? 382 00:30:39,006 --> 00:30:41,975 It's also a state facility. So, insurance picks most of it. 383 00:30:42,109 --> 00:30:43,477 And then we can cover the co-pays 384 00:30:43,611 --> 00:30:45,245 with the money we got from the car insurance. 385 00:30:45,379 --> 00:30:47,515 But we do need the car insurance money 386 00:30:47,649 --> 00:30:49,283 to pay for another car. 387 00:30:50,317 --> 00:30:53,253 Uh, yeah, I mean... But we can wait a little bit. 388 00:30:53,521 --> 00:30:55,724 Uh, says the person leaving town. 389 00:30:56,123 --> 00:30:57,525 Uh, you're leaving town, too though. 390 00:30:57,659 --> 00:31:00,160 We'll see. But we do need the money for another car. 391 00:31:00,294 --> 00:31:04,331 Okay, so if you come back healthy, it's money well spent. 392 00:31:05,633 --> 00:31:07,635 I thought that's-that's what we wanted? 393 00:31:08,636 --> 00:31:10,538 I do, but, um, you know, 394 00:31:10,672 --> 00:31:12,239 I also need to drive places sometimes, 395 00:31:12,373 --> 00:31:15,876 and it's kinda hard to do without a car. 396 00:31:22,650 --> 00:31:24,184 You know what? If we can figure the money out, 397 00:31:24,318 --> 00:31:26,286 I'm gonna give it a shot. 398 00:31:34,395 --> 00:31:35,563 Okay. 399 00:31:37,064 --> 00:31:39,099 Well, in that case, I will 400 00:31:39,233 --> 00:31:41,402 pick up some extra shifts at the alley. 401 00:31:42,771 --> 00:31:45,840 And maybe I can start going out for more commercial work. 402 00:31:46,106 --> 00:31:47,709 I think that's a great idea. 403 00:31:47,842 --> 00:31:49,376 Awesome! 404 00:32:07,896 --> 00:32:09,329 You again. 405 00:32:36,858 --> 00:32:38,560 What do you think? 406 00:32:42,095 --> 00:32:44,031 So I saw that you have a yoga studio. 407 00:32:44,164 --> 00:32:46,099 Uh, in theory. 408 00:32:46,233 --> 00:32:47,602 We had to put the instructor's salary 409 00:32:47,735 --> 00:32:49,369 toward a new water heater. 410 00:32:49,504 --> 00:32:52,339 It's more of a janitorial closet now. 411 00:32:52,807 --> 00:32:54,041 But maybe the mops are doing 412 00:32:54,174 --> 00:32:55,976 downward dog in there or something. 413 00:32:56,109 --> 00:32:59,246 Nothing surprises me anymore. 414 00:33:04,919 --> 00:33:06,521 Here we go. 415 00:33:08,255 --> 00:33:11,391 So, uh, you gonna be okay in here? 416 00:33:12,292 --> 00:33:14,094 Yeah, of course. 417 00:33:16,396 --> 00:33:20,267 Listen, you say, "Go," and we'll come and bust you out. 418 00:33:20,668 --> 00:33:22,504 -Okay? -Okay. 419 00:33:24,906 --> 00:33:28,175 There's one visitation day two Saturdays from now. 420 00:33:28,475 --> 00:33:31,345 But in the meantime, just try to give her some space. 421 00:33:33,013 --> 00:33:35,082 Yeah. I'm just glad she's here. 422 00:33:35,315 --> 00:33:39,353 Good. It's important you keep your expectations in check. 423 00:33:40,187 --> 00:33:41,523 We tell all our families this, 424 00:33:41,656 --> 00:33:43,257 within the first year, patient's relapse... 425 00:33:43,390 --> 00:33:45,125 -About 50% of the time. -Yeah. 426 00:33:45,259 --> 00:33:46,628 Yeah, we know. 427 00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:50,798 -Not your mom's first rodeo? -Mm-mm. Not by a long shot. 428 00:33:51,098 --> 00:33:54,636 It's been a while since the last time she tried though. So... 429 00:33:56,403 --> 00:33:57,639 Well, at-at the very least, 430 00:33:57,772 --> 00:33:59,774 it's a major step in the right direction. 431 00:33:59,908 --> 00:34:01,375 Yup. 432 00:34:02,010 --> 00:34:04,144 - Excuse me. - Mm-mm. 433 00:34:05,547 --> 00:34:08,148 - You good? - Thanks. 434 00:34:08,282 --> 00:34:09,483 You got everything, right? 435 00:34:09,617 --> 00:34:12,286 Yeah. I'm just gonna get my clothes. 436 00:34:29,336 --> 00:34:30,738 Skipping class? 437 00:34:31,371 --> 00:34:33,942 I wish. 438 00:34:34,074 --> 00:34:35,944 I didn't see you in English earlier. 439 00:34:36,376 --> 00:34:37,946 Yeah, just, uh... 440 00:34:38,178 --> 00:34:39,413 Just runnin' a little late. 441 00:34:39,547 --> 00:34:41,583 Mm. Story of my life. 442 00:34:43,083 --> 00:34:44,418 Catch you at lunch? 443 00:34:44,619 --> 00:34:46,821 -Yeah, absolutely. -Cool. 444 00:35:44,846 --> 00:35:45,980 Hello. 445 00:35:46,114 --> 00:35:47,615 - Hi, Derek. - Ladies. 446 00:35:47,749 --> 00:35:51,418 Skippin' school? See you got some, uh, time to spare. 447 00:35:53,921 --> 00:35:55,757 - It's a bowling joke. - No, we get it. 448 00:35:55,890 --> 00:35:58,860 It's our free period. We're both size seven, by the way. 449 00:35:59,060 --> 00:36:00,561 Got it. 450 00:36:00,862 --> 00:36:03,463 There you are. And it is $10.49. 451 00:36:03,631 --> 00:36:04,799 But I can take off ten cents 452 00:36:04,932 --> 00:36:06,868 if you say "hi" to Melanie for me. 453 00:36:07,035 --> 00:36:08,770 You're still together? 454 00:36:09,070 --> 00:36:10,470 Yeah. 455 00:36:13,306 --> 00:36:14,341 I saw you in that mattress 456 00:36:14,474 --> 00:36:15,777 commercial the other day. 457 00:36:15,910 --> 00:36:17,679 -You're in commercials? -Yeah. 458 00:36:17,812 --> 00:36:19,947 I thought that was supposed to be good money. 459 00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:21,883 Why are you still working here? 460 00:36:23,250 --> 00:36:25,218 Hmm, it was a long time ago. 461 00:36:26,688 --> 00:36:28,388 "Love's in the air." 462 00:36:29,624 --> 00:36:31,258 "Love's on our mind." 463 00:36:31,458 --> 00:36:34,261 "Always has been. Always will be." 464 00:36:36,064 --> 00:36:38,933 -Sounds too cheesy. -"Love's in the air." 465 00:36:39,232 --> 00:36:42,402 "Love's on our mind. Always has been. Always will be." 466 00:36:43,270 --> 00:36:44,672 That's better. 467 00:36:47,307 --> 00:36:50,545 You know, I think I'm just gonna wait for another one, honestly. 468 00:36:53,413 --> 00:36:55,616 Listen, you are one of the most prolific 469 00:36:55,750 --> 00:36:58,285 regional TV commercial actors in state history. 470 00:36:58,519 --> 00:37:00,220 All right? It's time for you to get back on your horse 471 00:37:00,353 --> 00:37:01,989 and reclaim that throne. 472 00:37:02,590 --> 00:37:03,791 Come on, man. There's absolutely 473 00:37:03,925 --> 00:37:05,459 no reason for you to miss this one. 474 00:37:05,593 --> 00:37:07,227 Ma's gone, you're a free man. 475 00:37:07,427 --> 00:37:09,564 I mean, this is what you wanna do, right? 476 00:37:10,330 --> 00:37:11,733 Yeah. 477 00:37:12,399 --> 00:37:14,334 I believe in you. 478 00:37:20,074 --> 00:37:24,444 I'm... I'm trying to be encouraging. I don't know. I-- 479 00:37:24,579 --> 00:37:26,514 -Oh, is that... Oh, okay. -How do I sound? 480 00:37:26,681 --> 00:37:28,850 It's... I think I'm still getting used to it. 481 00:37:29,016 --> 00:37:31,318 -Yeah, that's fair enough. -Yeah. 482 00:37:54,208 --> 00:37:55,375 Love's in the air. 483 00:37:55,510 --> 00:37:56,577 Love's on our mind. 484 00:37:56,711 --> 00:37:58,679 Always has been, always will be. 485 00:37:58,813 --> 00:38:00,347 The core of what makes our 486 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:03,283 customer service by the Langford Post, uh... 487 00:38:03,416 --> 00:38:05,586 The core of what makes our customer service number one 488 00:38:05,720 --> 00:38:07,855 by the Langford Post, four years running. 489 00:38:08,055 --> 00:38:09,991 We love your pets as much as you do. 490 00:38:10,191 --> 00:38:13,393 And we know you'll love us, too. So stop in today! 491 00:38:16,230 --> 00:38:17,899 That's good, Derek. 492 00:38:29,210 --> 00:38:31,712 Hey, Ethan, whatcha doin'? 493 00:38:35,283 --> 00:38:36,751 Absolutely nothing. 494 00:38:43,825 --> 00:38:45,760 ♪ Like it's love ♪ 495 00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:48,095 ♪ Telepathic ♪ 496 00:38:48,596 --> 00:38:50,665 ♪ Baby deep down inside ♪ 497 00:38:50,798 --> 00:38:52,399 ♪ It's love ♪ 498 00:38:53,433 --> 00:38:56,237 ♪ Call it what you want ♪ 499 00:38:56,469 --> 00:38:59,173 ♪ But I'm calling it love ♪ 500 00:38:59,307 --> 00:39:01,709 ♪ I call it love ♪ 501 00:39:01,843 --> 00:39:04,545 ♪ Love love love ♪ 502 00:39:04,745 --> 00:39:07,849 ♪ You can say what you wanna baby ♪ 503 00:39:07,982 --> 00:39:11,219 ♪ I still say it's love ♪ 504 00:39:11,351 --> 00:39:13,187 ♪ And you can sing it in a song ♪ 505 00:39:13,321 --> 00:39:14,755 ♪ La-la-la la-la ♪ 506 00:39:14,889 --> 00:39:18,326 ♪ I still say it's love ♪ 507 00:39:18,458 --> 00:39:19,627 ♪ Love... ♪ 508 00:39:32,073 --> 00:39:33,741 Hey, Dr. Carson. 509 00:39:49,422 --> 00:39:52,193 ♪ I feel it baby ♪ 510 00:39:52,492 --> 00:39:55,096 ♪ I still think it's love ♪ 511 00:39:55,229 --> 00:39:57,164 ♪ Love love love ♪ 512 00:39:57,298 --> 00:39:58,900 ♪ You can lie... ♪ 513 00:39:59,033 --> 00:40:00,301 Hey, Ethan. 514 00:40:00,668 --> 00:40:03,804 -You smoke, right? -Yeah. 515 00:40:10,011 --> 00:40:12,346 How you holding up with the whole Ashley thing? 516 00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:16,150 -Oh, it's no big deal. -Two years though, right? 517 00:40:18,552 --> 00:40:20,021 It's fine. 518 00:40:20,254 --> 00:40:21,454 Still... 519 00:40:21,589 --> 00:40:23,624 that's gotta be hard though. 520 00:40:27,361 --> 00:40:31,431 -Why'd you break up with her? -I didn't break up with her. 521 00:40:31,565 --> 00:40:33,334 That's not what everyone's saying. 522 00:40:33,567 --> 00:40:36,070 Come on. Is she weird, or... 523 00:40:36,203 --> 00:40:37,905 No. 524 00:40:38,339 --> 00:40:39,907 No, she's not weird. 525 00:40:42,944 --> 00:40:45,212 She's great, actually. It's just, um... 526 00:40:46,881 --> 00:40:49,150 Going to different colleges, and... 527 00:40:49,317 --> 00:40:50,483 And... 528 00:40:50,618 --> 00:40:52,219 That's the only reason? 529 00:40:57,825 --> 00:40:59,560 For the most part. 530 00:41:00,094 --> 00:41:01,662 Well, um... 531 00:41:02,363 --> 00:41:04,065 if you've moved on... 532 00:41:09,770 --> 00:41:11,906 would you mind if I asked her out? 533 00:41:16,544 --> 00:41:17,912 No. 534 00:41:18,446 --> 00:41:19,981 Not at all. 535 00:41:20,448 --> 00:41:21,849 Thanks. 536 00:41:47,375 --> 00:41:50,578 Ooh! You smell like an ashtray. 537 00:41:51,746 --> 00:41:53,581 Yeah, I went to the alley. 538 00:41:53,848 --> 00:41:55,416 Yeah? 539 00:41:55,649 --> 00:41:57,718 Look at you, makin' friends. 540 00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:01,022 What's gotten into you? 541 00:42:02,256 --> 00:42:04,258 Well, if you must know. 542 00:42:04,892 --> 00:42:06,527 They're looking for a new Virginia Tourism 543 00:42:06,660 --> 00:42:08,095 spokesman and, uh, 544 00:42:08,229 --> 00:42:10,798 Sue wants to put me up for the state audition. 545 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,302 -Wait, for real? -Mm. 546 00:42:15,970 --> 00:42:19,073 -You serious? Wait, what? -Uh-huh. 547 00:42:19,206 --> 00:42:21,776 Yeah, I can't still believe it. 548 00:42:22,076 --> 00:42:24,111 -Wait, so what happens next? -Um... 549 00:42:24,245 --> 00:42:27,214 That's the thing, the audition's next week in Richmond. 550 00:42:28,049 --> 00:42:29,216 So? 551 00:42:29,350 --> 00:42:31,986 So, hotels are $90 a night. 552 00:42:32,119 --> 00:42:33,421 At least. 553 00:42:33,621 --> 00:42:34,755 So? 554 00:42:34,889 --> 00:42:36,757 It's fine. 555 00:42:36,891 --> 00:42:39,026 I'm just excited your boy's still got it. 556 00:42:39,226 --> 00:42:40,895 Oh, com-- Well, you have to go. 557 00:42:41,028 --> 00:42:43,764 No. We seriously can't afford it. 558 00:42:59,180 --> 00:43:02,583 -Where did you get this? -The stock market. 559 00:43:03,651 --> 00:43:05,352 It's my tip money. Take it. 560 00:43:08,255 --> 00:43:10,424 No. I... 561 00:43:11,025 --> 00:43:13,360 I already told Sue I couldn't go. Lance is going instead. 562 00:43:13,494 --> 00:43:15,362 Call her. Change her mind. 563 00:43:16,597 --> 00:43:18,966 Yeah, but then I'd be leaving you here alone. 564 00:43:19,100 --> 00:43:20,501 And what if something happened with ma? 565 00:43:20,634 --> 00:43:22,069 -No. -I'll be fine. 566 00:43:22,203 --> 00:43:24,839 The world will still turn if you leave for a few days. 567 00:43:33,714 --> 00:43:34,849 Just... 568 00:43:34,982 --> 00:43:36,350 Let me think about it. 569 00:43:36,484 --> 00:43:37,985 Okay? 570 00:43:43,357 --> 00:43:45,059 I'm excited for you. 571 00:43:47,228 --> 00:43:48,530 Yeah. 572 00:43:48,729 --> 00:43:50,364 I am, too, I guess. 573 00:44:03,310 --> 00:44:05,679 Be encouraging, okay? Even if she's not doing well. 574 00:44:05,813 --> 00:44:07,348 I know. 575 00:44:07,781 --> 00:44:09,316 Last time she asked to come home during 576 00:44:09,450 --> 00:44:11,520 visitation day, so just be prepared for that, all right? 577 00:44:11,652 --> 00:44:12,887 Okay. 578 00:44:13,821 --> 00:44:16,223 I just don't want you getting upset if she's not doing-- 579 00:44:16,357 --> 00:44:18,092 I get it. All right? 580 00:44:18,225 --> 00:44:20,595 My expectations are low, trust me. It's just... 581 00:44:21,328 --> 00:44:23,330 -I'm glad she made it this far. -Yeah. 582 00:44:23,464 --> 00:44:26,601 I thought I heard your voices. 583 00:44:26,767 --> 00:44:28,068 -Hi. -Good to see you. 584 00:44:28,202 --> 00:44:30,437 -Oh, it's so good to see you. -Hey. 585 00:44:30,605 --> 00:44:33,608 -Hi. -You look great, ma. 586 00:44:34,509 --> 00:44:36,777 - Really? Well, thank you. - Yeah. 587 00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:39,413 You know, it's what our routines will help you do. 588 00:44:39,548 --> 00:44:42,416 Just feel amazing. I just... I'm journalling 589 00:44:42,551 --> 00:44:44,251 and exercising and meditating. 590 00:44:44,818 --> 00:44:46,320 You meditate? 591 00:44:47,021 --> 00:44:49,323 Yeah. Yeah, I do. 592 00:44:49,456 --> 00:44:50,491 -Hmm. -Wow. 593 00:44:50,625 --> 00:44:51,926 Yeah. 594 00:44:52,193 --> 00:44:53,827 In some of the work we've been doing in here, 595 00:44:53,961 --> 00:44:55,763 a lot's been coming up for your mom 596 00:44:55,896 --> 00:44:57,298 around your father, Alex. 597 00:44:57,431 --> 00:44:59,133 It might be good if the family gets 598 00:44:59,266 --> 00:45:01,802 a chance to process his leaving all together. 599 00:45:03,270 --> 00:45:04,639 Michelle, do you wanna share some of what we've 600 00:45:04,772 --> 00:45:06,373 been talking about in here? 601 00:45:06,807 --> 00:45:08,375 Alex, who? 602 00:45:10,444 --> 00:45:12,146 Well, you can start with what we were talking 603 00:45:12,279 --> 00:45:14,315 about yesterday in group. 604 00:45:15,115 --> 00:45:16,850 Some of your regrets. 605 00:45:21,922 --> 00:45:23,390 Oh, I do regret... 606 00:45:23,658 --> 00:45:26,427 letting him paint the house instead of hiring someone. 607 00:45:26,561 --> 00:45:28,796 Because it took a year, and then, 608 00:45:28,929 --> 00:45:30,699 the shutters were still stuck to the wall. 609 00:45:30,831 --> 00:45:32,333 So... 610 00:45:33,300 --> 00:45:35,202 Oh, and I also regret letting him make breakfast. 611 00:45:35,336 --> 00:45:37,037 When he actually would make breakfast, 612 00:45:37,171 --> 00:45:38,839 but then he would forget that I was allergic to eggs. 613 00:45:38,973 --> 00:45:41,041 So, that is never fun-- 614 00:45:41,175 --> 00:45:42,644 Michelle. 615 00:45:42,776 --> 00:45:44,411 Quit messing around. 616 00:45:45,446 --> 00:45:46,847 Come on. 617 00:45:50,652 --> 00:45:52,987 Okay. I, um... 618 00:45:53,622 --> 00:45:56,857 I do regret being stupid enough to believe that 619 00:45:56,991 --> 00:45:59,360 all of his trips to Richmond were for business 620 00:45:59,493 --> 00:46:01,696 and not to screw someone named Val. 621 00:46:02,096 --> 00:46:03,632 All right, I see. 622 00:46:03,831 --> 00:46:05,099 Ethan and Derek, since you're both here, 623 00:46:05,232 --> 00:46:07,669 is there anything you wanna say to your mom? 624 00:46:08,869 --> 00:46:11,905 Anything you feel might be important for her to hear? 625 00:46:17,211 --> 00:46:18,680 Well, I just... 626 00:46:19,213 --> 00:46:22,316 wanna say that I'm sorry that I was skeptical at first. 627 00:46:22,550 --> 00:46:23,984 Um... 628 00:46:25,319 --> 00:46:27,421 I'm really glad you're here. 629 00:46:31,358 --> 00:46:32,527 And... 630 00:46:32,661 --> 00:46:34,862 I hope that you know that... 631 00:46:36,330 --> 00:46:40,434 we'll always be here for you, uh, to support you 632 00:46:40,568 --> 00:46:42,803 in your recovery. 633 00:46:43,304 --> 00:46:45,540 And, um... 634 00:46:48,142 --> 00:46:50,077 I guess, I just... 635 00:46:52,046 --> 00:46:54,882 I just wonder sometimes if... 636 00:46:56,116 --> 00:46:58,919 if you realize, like, what you do, um... 637 00:46:59,920 --> 00:47:02,222 sometimes what you do really sucks. 638 00:47:06,661 --> 00:47:09,163 And it kinda seems like you don't care. 639 00:47:11,599 --> 00:47:14,368 Uh, about, about us. 640 00:47:18,305 --> 00:47:19,507 Sorry. 641 00:47:21,275 --> 00:47:24,478 I-I want you to be around fo-for a while. 642 00:47:24,612 --> 00:47:27,014 And, um... 643 00:47:29,584 --> 00:47:30,884 I think about it. 644 00:47:31,619 --> 00:47:34,888 I mean, I worry about it, like, if you die, you know, and, um... 645 00:47:35,022 --> 00:47:37,191 and, um... 646 00:47:38,459 --> 00:47:39,594 I... I guess I... 647 00:47:39,728 --> 00:47:41,696 Well, I think about it, like, all the time. 648 00:47:41,830 --> 00:47:44,465 Like... every day. 649 00:48:06,353 --> 00:48:07,555 You okay? 650 00:48:08,956 --> 00:48:10,357 Yeah. 651 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:15,129 It's just kinda weird thinking of what we'd do 652 00:48:15,262 --> 00:48:17,231 if she actually got better, you know? 653 00:48:18,365 --> 00:48:20,434 Yeah, I mean, maybe move to a town where you can 654 00:48:20,568 --> 00:48:23,003 audition for more than just pet store commercials. 655 00:48:27,107 --> 00:48:29,042 It's kind of scary to think about. 656 00:48:30,344 --> 00:48:33,013 But it's kind of exciting too, right? 657 00:48:38,753 --> 00:48:40,354 Have a nice day. 658 00:48:45,125 --> 00:48:46,994 She really is mad at you. 659 00:48:47,494 --> 00:48:48,696 Yup. 660 00:49:02,744 --> 00:49:05,212 Do you ever wonder how people were supposed to have these 661 00:49:05,345 --> 00:49:09,183 profound breakthroughs in rooms like... this? 662 00:49:15,557 --> 00:49:16,990 I want you to talk to me about 663 00:49:17,124 --> 00:49:18,827 what happened when your boys came in. 664 00:49:19,359 --> 00:49:22,530 They've been through so much. 665 00:49:22,664 --> 00:49:24,599 I mean, I don't know, is it that terrible for me 666 00:49:24,732 --> 00:49:27,635 to wanna lighten things up every now and again? 667 00:49:28,636 --> 00:49:30,370 Yeah, I'm not buying that, Michelle. 668 00:49:30,505 --> 00:49:33,340 Why are you afraid to show your boys that you're trying? 669 00:49:34,876 --> 00:49:36,243 You could lose them. 670 00:49:36,376 --> 00:49:38,011 A few more rounds of this, and you really will. 671 00:49:38,145 --> 00:49:40,080 I've seen it over and over again. 672 00:49:40,214 --> 00:49:41,415 You'll be that anecdote 673 00:49:41,549 --> 00:49:44,117 they apologetically tell on first dates. 674 00:49:44,384 --> 00:49:46,320 "Wait, my mom's an addict." 675 00:49:48,790 --> 00:49:52,459 Mm-hmm. So, I'm gonna lose them eventually, won't I? 676 00:49:52,594 --> 00:49:54,161 If you do your job right, yes, 677 00:49:54,294 --> 00:49:55,864 they'll grow up, they'll move out the house-- 678 00:49:55,996 --> 00:49:58,999 What's wrong with me wanting to just have it all slowed down? 679 00:50:00,300 --> 00:50:02,637 What we're doing in here, if you'll let me, 680 00:50:02,770 --> 00:50:05,439 is helping you see what it'd be like if you kept up. 681 00:50:06,273 --> 00:50:08,442 Keep up? With what? 682 00:50:08,643 --> 00:50:11,111 I mean, I... I've-I've blown it, haven't I? 683 00:50:11,245 --> 00:50:13,347 I mean, I'm an awful... 684 00:50:13,615 --> 00:50:15,249 mother. 685 00:50:17,852 --> 00:50:19,654 I wanted to be a good mom... 686 00:50:20,220 --> 00:50:23,290 that goes to PTA meetings and makes good meals, 687 00:50:23,457 --> 00:50:25,125 and gives great relationship advice. 688 00:50:25,259 --> 00:50:27,127 But every single time... 689 00:50:27,896 --> 00:50:29,429 that I see them, 690 00:50:29,731 --> 00:50:32,432 I'm just reminded that I have failed. 691 00:50:34,802 --> 00:50:36,638 I was watching this Dr. Phil, or something 692 00:50:36,771 --> 00:50:39,473 and there was a girl who had this maladapti... mala... 693 00:50:39,607 --> 00:50:41,643 Maladaptive daydreaming disorder. 694 00:50:41,776 --> 00:50:43,745 Yeah. I don't know why they call it a disorder. 695 00:50:43,878 --> 00:50:45,445 Anyway, she was 19, 696 00:50:45,613 --> 00:50:48,282 just like me when she had her first... 697 00:50:48,482 --> 00:50:50,785 her first kid and her husband left her... 698 00:50:51,619 --> 00:50:54,288 uh, with no money to her name. 699 00:50:55,289 --> 00:50:58,026 And her children hated her. 700 00:50:58,158 --> 00:50:59,827 And so, she would just... 701 00:51:01,495 --> 00:51:04,331 create these fantasies where, um... 702 00:51:04,732 --> 00:51:08,302 she would just imagine sons that loved her. 703 00:51:08,603 --> 00:51:09,938 That's delusional behavior. 704 00:51:10,070 --> 00:51:11,773 Well, I feel for those people. 705 00:51:14,141 --> 00:51:15,743 I mean, in this world... 706 00:51:15,877 --> 00:51:19,179 Come on, with these walls and these stupid stuffed animals. 707 00:51:19,313 --> 00:51:21,783 I mean, this is as two feet in as I can be. 708 00:51:22,016 --> 00:51:23,551 So... 709 00:51:23,818 --> 00:51:25,185 Listen, there are... 710 00:51:25,653 --> 00:51:27,889 There are a lot of really good people in the world 711 00:51:28,056 --> 00:51:31,491 who really tried their best, but it's not good enough. 712 00:51:39,934 --> 00:51:41,869 How's the bowling industry? 713 00:51:43,170 --> 00:51:44,505 It's pretty good. 714 00:51:44,906 --> 00:51:47,575 Lester thinks I might be management material. 715 00:51:48,141 --> 00:51:50,177 I think he found my calling. 716 00:51:54,381 --> 00:51:56,283 I also got a new audition. 717 00:52:00,855 --> 00:52:02,356 That's cool. 718 00:52:04,692 --> 00:52:05,760 You okay? 719 00:52:05,893 --> 00:52:08,195 I just hate my job. 720 00:52:08,395 --> 00:52:09,697 I have to work on Friday, which means 721 00:52:09,831 --> 00:52:11,766 I can't go to Jessica's birthday party. 722 00:52:11,899 --> 00:52:13,835 I didn't even tell you about that because I knew you 723 00:52:13,968 --> 00:52:16,738 wouldn't be able to go anyway, 'cause you're always working. 724 00:52:17,404 --> 00:52:19,907 I mean, nobody buys clothes in person anymore. 725 00:52:20,074 --> 00:52:21,208 It's pointless. 726 00:52:21,341 --> 00:52:22,644 Retail's dead. 727 00:52:22,910 --> 00:52:24,846 Then why don't you just quit? 728 00:52:25,980 --> 00:52:28,382 I mean, it's not like you need the money really, your parents-- 729 00:52:28,516 --> 00:52:29,984 It's not about the money. 730 00:52:30,118 --> 00:52:33,153 My mom says I need to learn the value of real work. 731 00:52:34,789 --> 00:52:36,991 Plus, they said they'd get me a new car 732 00:52:37,125 --> 00:52:39,661 for graduation if I can keep the job through May. 733 00:52:39,827 --> 00:52:41,261 So... 734 00:52:43,196 --> 00:52:44,699 Cool. 735 00:52:48,036 --> 00:52:49,436 I mean, there must be at least one positive 736 00:52:49,570 --> 00:52:50,738 to your job though-- 737 00:52:50,872 --> 00:52:52,406 Can I just be allowed to complain? 738 00:52:54,075 --> 00:52:56,110 Why do you always have to put a bow on everything? 739 00:52:56,343 --> 00:52:57,845 I don't know. 740 00:52:58,112 --> 00:53:00,848 I mean, w-w-what is the positive to this job? 741 00:53:03,951 --> 00:53:05,385 Um... 742 00:53:06,554 --> 00:53:08,856 I don't know, some nights, I, uh... 743 00:53:09,557 --> 00:53:12,727 I make puppets out of the coffee cups... 744 00:53:13,528 --> 00:53:15,697 then I put on little plays about 745 00:53:15,830 --> 00:53:17,832 things that are stressing me out. 746 00:53:19,199 --> 00:53:21,401 I've found it to be cathartic. 747 00:53:23,071 --> 00:53:25,272 Well, that's... 748 00:53:26,774 --> 00:53:28,509 really something. 749 00:53:30,945 --> 00:53:32,780 Everyone's leaving for college. 750 00:53:33,147 --> 00:53:34,916 And I feel like college is angry at me for 751 00:53:35,049 --> 00:53:38,519 not going, so he's taking everyone away as revenge. 752 00:53:38,686 --> 00:53:40,822 That's the script to your play? 753 00:53:41,055 --> 00:53:42,724 It's improv. 754 00:53:43,925 --> 00:53:46,094 You know, you could leave, too. 755 00:53:46,561 --> 00:53:48,863 Right. 756 00:53:49,229 --> 00:53:50,565 But it's complicated though-- 757 00:53:50,698 --> 00:53:52,734 It doesn't have to be. 758 00:53:54,035 --> 00:53:55,770 You pick a day... 759 00:53:56,938 --> 00:53:58,338 and then you go. 760 00:53:59,173 --> 00:54:02,009 All I know is I wish you weren't leaving. 761 00:54:03,711 --> 00:54:05,980 I'll only be two hours away. 762 00:54:06,881 --> 00:54:08,281 Yay! 763 00:54:09,249 --> 00:54:11,418 At least we'll have weekends. 764 00:54:15,757 --> 00:54:16,891 Right? 765 00:54:19,326 --> 00:54:20,962 I don't know. 766 00:54:22,196 --> 00:54:24,599 I mean, I'd, I'd like to. 767 00:54:24,732 --> 00:54:26,067 I've... 768 00:54:26,601 --> 00:54:28,502 I've just never been to college. 769 00:54:28,703 --> 00:54:30,805 Heard it gets busy. 770 00:54:36,309 --> 00:54:38,278 We'll make it work. 771 00:55:31,065 --> 00:55:32,867 ♪ It is nice ♪ 772 00:55:33,768 --> 00:55:36,436 ♪ To be known ♪ 773 00:55:36,637 --> 00:55:39,941 ♪ And to know ♪ 774 00:55:40,508 --> 00:55:43,978 ♪ But it's natural than ♪ 775 00:55:44,178 --> 00:55:45,580 ♪ To be ♪ 776 00:55:45,713 --> 00:55:50,117 ♪ Forgotten and I know it seems ♪ 777 00:55:50,251 --> 00:55:55,556 ♪ Like a one-sided barking but I ♪ 778 00:55:56,624 --> 00:56:00,995 ♪ Want to be here with you... ♪ 779 00:56:01,128 --> 00:56:03,064 You know, I think you should just apologize. 780 00:56:03,197 --> 00:56:05,066 Just own it. Say that you messed up. 781 00:56:05,199 --> 00:56:09,537 I know, I just... I just, I think I really hurt her. 782 00:56:10,738 --> 00:56:12,306 Oh, well, don't beat yourself up. 783 00:56:12,439 --> 00:56:15,375 It was such a stupid move not to tell her I was applying and... 784 00:56:15,509 --> 00:56:17,044 Honey... 785 00:56:17,912 --> 00:56:19,213 you're gonna make a lot of stupid moves 786 00:56:19,347 --> 00:56:20,948 in your relationships. 787 00:56:21,082 --> 00:56:23,117 Give her some space, you know? And if she comes around, 788 00:56:23,251 --> 00:56:24,819 then it's meant to be. 789 00:56:26,587 --> 00:56:28,089 Honestly, I just feel bad about hurting her. 790 00:56:28,222 --> 00:56:30,490 It's not much more than that. 791 00:56:32,126 --> 00:56:33,493 Honey, you got time. 792 00:56:34,295 --> 00:56:36,330 You'll be with whoever you're meant to be with. 793 00:56:36,463 --> 00:56:38,099 And it will be perfect. 794 00:56:38,232 --> 00:56:40,801 Whoever it ends up being. 795 00:56:43,403 --> 00:56:44,839 You know? 796 00:56:54,949 --> 00:56:56,550 So, you excited to get outta of here? 797 00:56:59,220 --> 00:57:00,788 Well, um... 798 00:57:02,089 --> 00:57:05,026 - I'm kinda scared shitless. - Why? 799 00:57:07,728 --> 00:57:10,064 I know how much trouble I cause you boys. 800 00:57:12,066 --> 00:57:13,534 It's just, um... 801 00:57:16,003 --> 00:57:18,139 It's hard to believe anything you say anymore. 802 00:57:21,342 --> 00:57:22,944 I'm sorry. 803 00:57:23,077 --> 00:57:25,546 Look, if you're really so sorry, then why don't you just fix it? 804 00:57:28,249 --> 00:57:30,418 Do you know that I'd give anything for that? 805 00:57:30,685 --> 00:57:32,987 - Then why don't you? - I don't know. 806 00:57:34,322 --> 00:57:36,057 I mean, it's just not that easy. 807 00:57:36,190 --> 00:57:37,658 Right? Like... 808 00:57:38,926 --> 00:57:40,628 I'm sick. 809 00:57:41,896 --> 00:57:44,632 And I don't really know what else to say about it bec... 810 00:57:55,176 --> 00:57:56,210 Sorry. 811 00:57:56,344 --> 00:57:57,378 No, it's okay. 812 00:57:57,511 --> 00:57:59,113 It's honestly... 813 00:58:00,781 --> 00:58:02,350 I mean, you need to... 814 00:58:02,482 --> 00:58:04,652 You need to say things like that. 815 00:58:06,988 --> 00:58:09,457 But you're, um, you're feeling better? 816 00:58:09,924 --> 00:58:12,626 Yeah, I am. 817 00:58:14,494 --> 00:58:18,866 I'm really, um, really, I'm trying the best I can. 818 00:58:19,200 --> 00:58:20,901 I know. 819 00:58:24,505 --> 00:58:26,640 Thank you for the advice with Ashley. 820 00:58:29,477 --> 00:58:30,611 Yeah, of course. 821 00:58:32,013 --> 00:58:33,547 Listen, that's a tough situation. 822 00:58:35,049 --> 00:58:36,917 But I also know how sensitive you are 823 00:58:37,051 --> 00:58:39,153 because I've changed your diapers. 824 00:58:40,421 --> 00:58:42,423 Remember... 825 00:58:42,923 --> 00:58:45,126 when I used to take you boys to the dock, 826 00:58:45,259 --> 00:58:47,595 and, oh, my goodness, as soon as you would catch a fish... 827 00:58:47,728 --> 00:58:49,130 You would start crying because 828 00:58:49,263 --> 00:58:50,865 you thought you were gonna hurt them it was, aww. 829 00:58:50,998 --> 00:58:52,466 I know. You've told me that story 830 00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:53,601 a thousand times, ma. 831 00:58:53,734 --> 00:58:56,003 You're just so... 832 00:58:57,271 --> 00:58:58,372 God. 833 00:58:58,507 --> 00:59:00,274 I'm really proud of you boys. 834 00:59:02,076 --> 00:59:03,244 Really. 835 00:59:04,612 --> 00:59:08,115 I do not know what I did to deserve to be your mother. 836 00:59:32,873 --> 00:59:35,576 I just, I just wanna say I'm sor... 837 00:59:36,610 --> 00:59:38,913 I just wanna say I'm sorry. 838 00:59:41,315 --> 00:59:42,950 You're not sorry. Okay? 839 00:59:43,084 --> 00:59:44,785 You just feel guilty, so you're coming here to see if you can 840 00:59:44,919 --> 00:59:46,521 make me happy enough, so you can stop 841 00:59:46,654 --> 00:59:48,389 thinking about it and move on once you get to Rhode Island. 842 00:59:48,523 --> 00:59:49,857 Wait, what? 843 00:59:49,990 --> 00:59:52,193 My mom said that you're a parentified child. 844 00:59:54,061 --> 00:59:55,930 Is that a bad thing or? 845 00:59:56,730 --> 00:59:58,299 We all have stuff that we're going through. 846 00:59:58,432 --> 01:00:01,302 But guess who was never a dick to you during any of your stuff? 847 01:00:02,369 --> 01:00:03,804 Me. 848 01:00:04,939 --> 01:00:06,440 I know. I just... 849 01:00:07,308 --> 01:00:08,876 I mean, I just wanted to see if I could get in. 850 01:00:09,009 --> 01:00:10,044 You know? I didn't really think-- 851 01:00:10,177 --> 01:00:11,912 But we had a plan! 852 01:00:12,046 --> 01:00:14,148 How does someone who says that they love you, 853 01:00:14,281 --> 01:00:15,883 your best friend, how does that person 854 01:00:16,016 --> 01:00:18,252 make a decision like that, and just not tell you? 855 01:00:18,385 --> 01:00:19,753 For months? 856 01:00:21,055 --> 01:00:22,256 Well? 857 01:00:27,128 --> 01:00:28,329 Hmm. 858 01:00:32,032 --> 01:00:33,801 So, you want a cone? 859 01:00:34,101 --> 01:00:36,237 I'm throwing out the mint chip soon. 860 01:00:38,540 --> 01:00:40,941 -That's my favorite. -I know, you asshole. 861 01:00:41,075 --> 01:00:42,209 That's why I mentioned it. 862 01:00:44,845 --> 01:00:47,448 Look, I guess I was just scared to tell you. 863 01:00:47,582 --> 01:00:48,883 I mean, like, I-I didn't... 864 01:00:49,049 --> 01:00:50,951 I mean, I-I guess I was just... 865 01:00:51,452 --> 01:00:53,120 I just feel really bad for hurting you, you know... 866 01:00:53,254 --> 01:00:55,256 I had sex with Mark Gillespie. 867 01:00:56,223 --> 01:00:56,991 Come again? 868 01:00:58,792 --> 01:01:00,995 I slept with Mark Gillespie. 869 01:01:02,363 --> 01:01:04,064 I just... I had to make sure that 870 01:01:04,198 --> 01:01:06,333 there was nothing wrong with me. 871 01:01:38,499 --> 01:01:41,035 So, it's, uh, down between 872 01:01:41,168 --> 01:01:42,703 me and two other guys now. 873 01:01:42,836 --> 01:01:44,104 - What?! - Yeah. 874 01:01:44,238 --> 01:01:45,739 And the callbacks supposed to be the next... 875 01:01:45,873 --> 01:01:48,342 It's actually the morning after ma arrives. 876 01:01:48,475 --> 01:01:49,710 That's amazing! 877 01:01:49,843 --> 01:01:51,011 Yeah, I know. I'm so excited. 878 01:01:51,145 --> 01:01:52,681 Wait, so how was Richmond? 879 01:01:52,813 --> 01:01:54,315 It was a lot of fun. Mike has an apartment there 880 01:01:54,448 --> 01:01:56,250 with a bunch his other actor friends. 881 01:01:56,383 --> 01:01:58,620 We stayed up till, like, 3:00 a.m. last night and then, uh, 882 01:01:58,752 --> 01:02:00,888 went to VCU's Art Museum the day after. 883 01:02:01,422 --> 01:02:04,091 It was much better than Langford's. 884 01:02:04,959 --> 01:02:06,661 Langford doesn't have a museum. 885 01:02:07,294 --> 01:02:08,896 I know. It was a joke. 886 01:02:09,029 --> 01:02:10,532 Oh. 887 01:02:11,298 --> 01:02:14,902 I wanna see my boys become adults. You know? 888 01:02:15,069 --> 01:02:16,503 At dinner, we'll... 889 01:02:16,638 --> 01:02:19,708 discuss the great American novel that Ethan is writing. 890 01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:21,242 And... 891 01:02:21,375 --> 01:02:23,511 how Derek has passed on another action movie 892 01:02:23,645 --> 01:02:25,913 because he wants to do one of those BBC period things 893 01:02:26,046 --> 01:02:28,048 because he knows that I love them. 894 01:02:28,182 --> 01:02:31,620 And, uh, when they need breaks, of course... 895 01:02:31,752 --> 01:02:33,854 I'll get to baby-sit my grand-babies, 896 01:02:33,988 --> 01:02:35,724 and then I'll spoil them rotten. 897 01:02:36,725 --> 01:02:41,395 And they'll call me really fun grandma names, you know, like... 898 01:02:41,563 --> 01:02:43,998 Mimi or Mee-maw or... 899 01:02:44,532 --> 01:02:46,200 I don't know. Something like that. 900 01:02:46,333 --> 01:02:47,935 And sounds like a good plan. 901 01:02:48,068 --> 01:02:52,339 But managing the disease is a 24/7 job. 902 01:02:54,676 --> 01:02:56,010 You can do this. 903 01:02:56,310 --> 01:02:58,779 Just remember, one day at a time. 904 01:03:03,585 --> 01:03:04,852 We will call you a cab. 905 01:03:04,985 --> 01:03:06,954 Go grab your things and head out front. 906 01:03:07,087 --> 01:03:09,290 -Okay. Thank you. -All right. 907 01:03:10,124 --> 01:03:11,492 Hey. 908 01:03:11,626 --> 01:03:13,260 Ready to get started? 909 01:03:24,071 --> 01:03:25,439 See you later. 910 01:03:56,370 --> 01:03:57,739 Do you have any balloons that just say, 911 01:03:57,871 --> 01:03:59,106 like, "Welcome home, mom." 912 01:03:59,239 --> 01:04:01,342 No, actually, we're all sold out. 913 01:04:01,475 --> 01:04:03,377 Ned Marshall's uncle just got outta Wallen's. 914 01:04:03,511 --> 01:04:05,412 -Did ten for manslaughter. -Cool. 915 01:04:05,547 --> 01:04:07,981 How about, like, unmarked balloons? 916 01:04:08,115 --> 01:04:11,251 Nope. Got a bunch of "Happy Birthdays." 917 01:04:12,520 --> 01:04:15,989 We could cross out the "Birthday" with a sharpie. 918 01:04:16,725 --> 01:04:18,325 And just have "Happy" balloons? 919 01:04:20,695 --> 01:04:22,363 ♪ It's not just sweet ♪ 920 01:04:22,496 --> 01:04:24,365 ♪ Way you talk ♪ ♪ Oh no ♪ 921 01:04:24,498 --> 01:04:27,401 ♪ It's not the cute cute way you walk ♪ 922 01:04:27,535 --> 01:04:30,437 ♪ Oh no ♪ ♪ It's not the way ♪ 923 01:04:32,172 --> 01:04:34,509 ♪ They can say... ♪ 924 01:04:37,545 --> 01:04:40,347 -Looking good in here. -Thank you. 925 01:04:42,316 --> 01:04:43,585 She is... 926 01:04:43,718 --> 01:04:45,386 an hour out. 927 01:04:48,021 --> 01:04:49,990 ♪ Everything ♪ 928 01:04:51,291 --> 01:04:54,729 ♪ Girl I'm in love ♪ 929 01:04:55,129 --> 01:04:57,231 ♪ Girl I'm in love... ♪ 930 01:05:55,757 --> 01:05:57,424 Are you okay? 931 01:06:00,595 --> 01:06:03,698 Yeah. I'm just doing some homework. 932 01:06:21,916 --> 01:06:23,317 Hey. 933 01:06:30,658 --> 01:06:32,092 I'm... 934 01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:34,495 I'm sorry if... 935 01:06:35,195 --> 01:06:37,364 if you got your hopes up. 936 01:06:49,978 --> 01:06:53,146 Someone's gotta keep rooting for her, right? 937 01:07:04,592 --> 01:07:07,294 I don't... I don't feel good about this. 938 01:07:09,196 --> 01:07:11,298 You're going to this audition. 939 01:07:12,332 --> 01:07:13,935 You're going to Richmond. 940 01:07:14,301 --> 01:07:16,470 Come on, let's just run it from the top. 941 01:07:20,842 --> 01:07:23,611 "Wow, Pete, these caverns are amazing." 942 01:07:24,913 --> 01:07:26,581 Pete, that's your line. 943 01:07:27,582 --> 01:07:30,183 Yeah, no. I don't know, I-I.., 944 01:07:31,519 --> 01:07:33,021 It doesn't feel right. 945 01:07:33,487 --> 01:07:34,856 With her roaming around, I-I don't... 946 01:07:34,989 --> 01:07:36,758 I don't think I should go. 947 01:07:38,793 --> 01:07:40,028 Hey. 948 01:07:40,260 --> 01:07:42,162 Look, if you go... 949 01:07:42,931 --> 01:07:44,498 I'll search until I find her. 950 01:07:45,867 --> 01:07:47,301 Deal? 951 01:07:51,104 --> 01:07:52,674 Come on. 952 01:07:53,173 --> 01:07:55,275 You can't miss this audition. 953 01:07:56,343 --> 01:07:58,378 Let's go. Bus leaves in 20. 954 01:08:09,724 --> 01:08:11,926 All right, let's run it from the top. 955 01:08:12,060 --> 01:08:13,293 Yeah, okay. 956 01:09:24,098 --> 01:09:25,533 Sorry. 957 01:09:26,166 --> 01:09:27,902 You don't have to apologize to me. 958 01:09:29,236 --> 01:09:31,238 It's your future. 959 01:09:36,644 --> 01:09:38,012 Could you head towards the luncheonette 960 01:09:38,146 --> 01:09:39,514 out on Water Street, please? 961 01:09:39,647 --> 01:09:41,448 We already looked there. 962 01:09:43,417 --> 01:09:46,386 It's always the last damn ride of the night. 963 01:10:06,339 --> 01:10:09,110 Look, I can't keep driving around like this. 964 01:10:09,777 --> 01:10:11,012 -I like you guys, but... -Yeah. 965 01:10:11,145 --> 01:10:12,547 I gotta pick up my kids, and my ex 966 01:10:12,680 --> 01:10:13,948 always gives me shit when I'm late. 967 01:10:14,082 --> 01:10:16,718 -You can just take us home. -Yeah, no, wait. 968 01:10:17,384 --> 01:10:18,853 Do you even know where the hell we're goin'? 969 01:10:18,986 --> 01:10:20,922 - Thank you, yeah. - Bye. 970 01:10:22,489 --> 01:10:24,892 Can you drop us off at Fair Oaks, please? 971 01:10:26,594 --> 01:10:28,361 That was Sheriff Lambert. 972 01:10:29,030 --> 01:10:31,132 She wants us to head to the hospital. 973 01:10:31,766 --> 01:10:33,300 They found an unresponsive woman 974 01:10:33,433 --> 01:10:35,770 and she matches ma's description. 975 01:11:40,367 --> 01:11:43,503 Okay, so the unresponsive woman died, 976 01:11:43,638 --> 01:11:48,042 and they just, um, they want us to see if it's... 977 01:11:53,748 --> 01:11:56,818 Just go upstairs, you look like you're about to faint. 978 01:11:59,086 --> 01:12:00,588 I'm fine. 979 01:12:03,057 --> 01:12:04,625 I got this. 980 01:13:13,194 --> 01:13:14,595 No. 981 01:13:16,631 --> 01:13:18,599 It's not her. 982 01:14:15,423 --> 01:14:17,124 We need to find a car. 983 01:14:24,966 --> 01:14:25,800 Come on. 984 01:14:25,933 --> 01:14:27,601 We need to find a car. 985 01:14:33,274 --> 01:14:34,408 Where are you going? 986 01:14:34,542 --> 01:14:37,111 To sleep... at home. 987 01:14:38,279 --> 01:14:40,648 Can you please stop being dramatic? 988 01:14:42,116 --> 01:14:44,518 - I'm being dramatic? - Yeah. 989 01:14:44,952 --> 01:14:46,454 - Let's keep going. Come on. - Wait. 990 01:14:46,587 --> 01:14:47,722 Why do you wanna keep running around town? 991 01:14:47,855 --> 01:14:49,991 I don't want to do any of this. 992 01:14:50,758 --> 01:14:52,793 You're fucking insane. 993 01:14:53,060 --> 01:14:56,130 Right. Oh, I'm insane for trying to keep ma alive? 994 01:14:58,366 --> 01:15:00,201 The second I graduate, I'm getting out of here. 995 01:15:00,334 --> 01:15:03,571 - You should, too. - Okay, cool. 996 01:15:03,738 --> 01:15:05,339 I'll consider the suggestion, but, can we 997 01:15:05,473 --> 01:15:06,674 please keep on going looking-- 998 01:15:06,807 --> 01:15:09,577 No! I hate her, and you should too. 999 01:15:09,810 --> 01:15:11,679 Look, I know you think I'm pathetic for staying-- 1000 01:15:11,812 --> 01:15:13,047 You're right. It is pathetic. 1001 01:15:13,180 --> 01:15:14,849 She throws all of the help that we give her 1002 01:15:14,982 --> 01:15:16,784 right back at our faces, and you want us to 1003 01:15:16,917 --> 01:15:18,419 keep standing there and taking it. 1004 01:15:18,552 --> 01:15:20,621 I mean, come on. Wake the fuck up. 1005 01:15:20,788 --> 01:15:22,790 She's not getting any better. 1006 01:15:26,594 --> 01:15:28,062 You're not a loser. 1007 01:15:28,229 --> 01:15:31,098 But if you stay here and you keep dating high schoolers, 1008 01:15:31,232 --> 01:15:34,235 and using mom as an excuse to not have any money... 1009 01:15:34,769 --> 01:15:36,437 you're gonna become one. 1010 01:15:36,837 --> 01:15:39,206 It's gonna happen way sooner than you think. 1011 01:15:40,875 --> 01:15:42,676 And I'd hate that. 1012 01:16:07,835 --> 01:16:09,370 I-I can't leave. Are you nuts? 1013 01:16:09,503 --> 01:16:11,405 It's like 3 o'clock in the fucking morning. 1014 01:16:11,639 --> 01:16:13,808 Can I just talk to your mom? Like... 1015 01:16:13,974 --> 01:16:15,876 -She likes me-- -Are you serious? 1016 01:16:16,110 --> 01:16:18,179 She does not like you. I'd have to wake her up. 1017 01:16:23,117 --> 01:16:26,053 Oh, my God, fine, but I know what she's gonna say. 1018 01:16:42,436 --> 01:16:44,438 She said no, and that she hates that I'm dating 1019 01:16:44,573 --> 01:16:46,307 someone without a curfew. 1020 01:16:46,508 --> 01:16:47,608 Okay. 1021 01:16:47,942 --> 01:16:49,276 Thanks for asking. 1022 01:16:50,211 --> 01:16:51,779 She also said that you shouldn't be out here 1023 01:16:51,912 --> 01:16:53,214 looking for her in the middle-- 1024 01:16:53,347 --> 01:16:54,682 Yeah, I know. 1025 01:16:56,383 --> 01:16:57,952 Seriously, thank you. 1026 01:17:02,656 --> 01:17:05,059 Just... go home. 1027 01:17:05,860 --> 01:17:07,261 Get some rest. 1028 01:17:07,895 --> 01:17:09,964 I'll look with you in the morning. 1029 01:17:11,665 --> 01:17:13,234 -Okay. -Okay? 1030 01:17:13,968 --> 01:17:16,003 -Yeah. I'll see you. -All right? 1031 01:18:04,885 --> 01:18:06,387 I thought you were going home. 1032 01:18:06,754 --> 01:18:08,289 You know the story that ma always tells 1033 01:18:08,422 --> 01:18:09,790 about taking us fishing? 1034 01:18:09,924 --> 01:18:11,526 You mean, the one where you cried like a baby 1035 01:18:11,660 --> 01:18:13,093 every time you caught a fish? 1036 01:18:13,227 --> 01:18:16,030 That was at Greenbriar Park, right? 1037 01:18:16,163 --> 01:18:17,566 Greenbriar? 1038 01:18:17,698 --> 01:18:19,099 No, why? 1039 01:18:19,266 --> 01:18:22,236 Well, was, was there another dock, or... 1040 01:18:22,503 --> 01:18:23,904 Uh, yeah. 1041 01:18:25,839 --> 01:18:27,609 The one by the lighthouse. 1042 01:18:28,108 --> 01:18:30,778 But the town closed it down like a decade ago. 1043 01:19:59,099 --> 01:20:00,968 Is she okay? 1044 01:20:09,410 --> 01:20:10,811 Hey. 1045 01:20:16,518 --> 01:20:18,886 We need to get her to a hospital. 1046 01:20:26,193 --> 01:20:28,929 I just don't know what the point is anymore. 1047 01:20:59,993 --> 01:21:01,529 We can't put her back in rehab. 1048 01:21:05,065 --> 01:21:06,233 Not with the results we're getting. 1049 01:21:06,367 --> 01:21:08,469 It's just throwing money away. 1050 01:21:10,938 --> 01:21:12,540 What about Winding Brook? 1051 01:21:13,742 --> 01:21:15,876 We can't force her into a psych ward unless she hurt 1052 01:21:16,009 --> 01:21:17,378 herself on purpose. 1053 01:21:21,616 --> 01:21:23,317 This doesn't count? 1054 01:21:30,792 --> 01:21:32,059 Don't worry. 1055 01:21:32,359 --> 01:21:34,495 I'll figure something out. 1056 01:21:39,667 --> 01:21:42,336 I just had a moment back there. Sorry. 1057 01:21:43,937 --> 01:21:46,106 Everything's gonna be okay. 1058 01:21:58,485 --> 01:21:59,587 Yeah. 1059 01:22:23,845 --> 01:22:26,146 I really think that she can be better. 1060 01:22:28,650 --> 01:22:30,284 Do you have any groups here? 1061 01:22:30,484 --> 01:22:33,521 Well, there are some group options. 1062 01:24:49,891 --> 01:24:51,091 She cut herself! 1063 01:24:51,358 --> 01:24:52,694 Please, please... 1064 01:24:52,860 --> 01:24:54,127 She cut herself. 1065 01:24:54,261 --> 01:24:55,495 She's just... She is hurting herself. 1066 01:24:55,630 --> 01:24:57,832 -I-I don't know... -Ethan! Ethan, baby! 1067 01:24:57,966 --> 01:24:59,399 Look at me. Calm down. 1068 01:24:59,534 --> 01:25:01,101 I don't-I don't know what to do. I.. 1069 01:25:01,234 --> 01:25:03,037 Just... All right, just calm down. Just calm down. 1070 01:25:03,170 --> 01:25:04,739 I'm gonna check out what's going on. 1071 01:26:34,428 --> 01:26:35,997 So, how'd you get the minivan? 1072 01:26:36,731 --> 01:26:38,766 You don't like Charlemagne? 1073 01:26:40,134 --> 01:26:41,903 -I nicknamed the car. -Yeah, yeah, I get it. 1074 01:27:06,160 --> 01:27:08,261 -Hi, sweetheart! -Hi! 1075 01:27:37,390 --> 01:27:40,962 ♪ All inside ♪ 1076 01:27:41,763 --> 01:27:45,733 ♪ Our Amsterdam she hides ♪ 1077 01:27:47,068 --> 01:27:50,204 ♪ Watery eyed ♪ 1078 01:27:51,172 --> 01:27:55,143 ♪ That howling wind and she's waving hi ♪ 1079 01:27:55,275 --> 01:27:56,978 Hey, you look terrible. 1080 01:27:58,513 --> 01:28:00,214 Did you get any sleep last night? 1081 01:28:00,581 --> 01:28:02,216 I was picking classes. 1082 01:28:02,650 --> 01:28:05,219 Oh, right. What did you decide on? 1083 01:28:05,720 --> 01:28:07,989 Chemistry, Biology. 1084 01:28:08,122 --> 01:28:09,557 ♪ Oh oh... ♪ 1085 01:28:09,690 --> 01:28:12,660 So, sounds like you're really easing into it, huh? 1086 01:28:12,794 --> 01:28:16,197 ♪ She's growing tall and fine... ♪ 1087 01:28:16,564 --> 01:28:18,266 It's gonna be a minute, if you wanted to, 1088 01:28:18,398 --> 01:28:20,668 you know, sit back, take a nap. 1089 01:28:20,802 --> 01:28:23,604 Let, uh... Charlemagne do the work. 1090 01:28:26,841 --> 01:28:29,210 You gotta cut the Charlemagne shit. 1091 01:28:38,119 --> 01:28:42,023 ♪ All inside ♪ 1092 01:28:42,557 --> 01:28:46,694 ♪ Our Amsterdam she flies ♪ 1093 01:28:47,695 --> 01:28:51,599 ♪ Hoarding kites ♪ 1094 01:28:51,933 --> 01:28:53,835 ♪ That howling wind ♪ 1095 01:28:53,968 --> 01:28:56,403 ♪ She'll take everything ♪ 1096 01:28:56,537 --> 01:29:00,473 ♪ But she's easy on the eyes ♪ 1097 01:29:28,468 --> 01:29:32,206 ♪ Oh the churches and trains ♪ 1098 01:29:33,074 --> 01:29:38,145 ♪ They all look the same to me now ♪ 1099 01:29:38,378 --> 01:29:41,582 ♪ They shoot you some place ♪ 1100 01:29:42,283 --> 01:29:47,555 ♪ While we ache to come home somehow ♪ 1101 01:30:36,503 --> 01:30:38,205 ♪ There were songs about ♪ 1102 01:30:38,339 --> 01:30:41,042 ♪ How a boy loved a girl ♪ ♪ Loves a girl ♪ 1103 01:30:41,175 --> 01:30:42,810 ♪ Songs about ♪ 1104 01:30:42,944 --> 01:30:45,346 ♪ The changing of the world ♪ ♪ Rebel sister ♪ 1105 01:30:45,478 --> 01:30:48,316 ♪ Songs about a feeling that grows and grows ♪ 1106 01:30:48,448 --> 01:30:51,218 ♪ Baby just growing ♪ ♪ Just where it starts ♪ 1107 01:30:51,352 --> 01:30:53,654 ♪ Nobody knows ♪ ♪ Nobody knows ♪ 1108 01:30:53,788 --> 01:30:55,589 ♪ 'Cause there's just no song ♪ 1109 01:30:55,723 --> 01:30:58,092 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No no no song ♪ 1110 01:30:58,458 --> 01:31:02,730 ♪ No just for me my baby ♪ ♪ Tell me how ♪ 1111 01:31:02,863 --> 01:31:06,167 ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1112 01:31:06,300 --> 01:31:08,869 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1113 01:31:09,003 --> 01:31:11,172 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1114 01:31:11,305 --> 01:31:13,174 ♪ There's songs I know ♪ 1115 01:31:13,307 --> 01:31:15,843 ♪ You would've left it by ♪ ♪ Ah ah ooh ♪ 1116 01:31:15,977 --> 01:31:17,979 ♪ Songs I know would make you wanna ♪ 1117 01:31:18,112 --> 01:31:20,014 ♪ Jump and shout ♪ ♪ Shout ♪ 1118 01:31:20,147 --> 01:31:24,385 ♪ Songs I know that have a lot of soul ♪ 1119 01:31:24,585 --> 01:31:25,920 ♪ Songs I know that ♪ 1120 01:31:26,053 --> 01:31:27,955 ♪ Never goes ♪ ♪ Never goes ♪ 1121 01:31:28,089 --> 01:31:30,057 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ There's just no song ♪ 1122 01:31:30,191 --> 01:31:33,327 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1123 01:31:33,527 --> 01:31:35,930 ♪ No not for me baby ♪ 1124 01:31:36,063 --> 01:31:40,701 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1125 01:31:40,835 --> 01:31:42,636 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart ♪ 1126 01:31:42,770 --> 01:31:45,773 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1127 01:31:46,073 --> 01:31:49,310 ♪ I cried a river whoo hoo hoo ♪ 1128 01:31:49,443 --> 01:31:52,947 ♪ Deep down in my soul yes I did ♪ 1129 01:31:53,180 --> 01:31:57,351 ♪ It keeps growin' and growin' and growin' ♪ 1130 01:31:57,485 --> 01:32:00,421 ♪ Out of control ♪ 1131 01:32:01,122 --> 01:32:02,723 ♪ Hey baby ♪ ♪ Hey baby ♪ 1132 01:32:02,857 --> 01:32:05,159 ♪ There are songs about the stars ♪ 1133 01:32:05,292 --> 01:32:08,696 ♪ That twinkle in the sky songs about the green ♪ 1134 01:32:08,829 --> 01:32:11,265 ♪ In a pretty girl's eyes ♪ ♪ Oh that's right ♪ 1135 01:32:11,399 --> 01:32:13,901 ♪ There's songs about the plain old ♪ 1136 01:32:14,035 --> 01:32:15,870 ♪ Make it leave ♪ 1137 01:32:16,003 --> 01:32:19,306 ♪ Even songs about the birds and the bees ♪ 1138 01:32:19,440 --> 01:32:21,510 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ But there's just no song ♪ 1139 01:32:21,642 --> 01:32:24,745 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1140 01:32:24,879 --> 01:32:27,381 ♪ No just for me baby ♪ 1141 01:32:27,516 --> 01:32:31,919 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1142 01:32:32,053 --> 01:32:36,323 ♪ Tell me how my broken heart just cries ♪ 1143 01:32:36,457 --> 01:32:38,459 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ah you know I won't ♪ 1144 01:32:38,592 --> 01:32:40,628 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Hey you know I need you to ♪ 1145 01:32:40,761 --> 01:32:42,897 ♪ Talk to me baby ♪ ♪ Come on sweet baby ♪ 1146 01:32:43,030 --> 01:32:46,233 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ain't no more to do ♪ 1147 01:32:46,367 --> 01:32:49,904 ♪ The pain is so much stronger ♪ 1148 01:32:50,171 --> 01:32:52,507 ♪ And I don't think whoo hoo ♪ 1149 01:32:52,640 --> 01:32:54,375 ♪ I can hold out any longer ♪ 1150 01:32:54,509 --> 01:32:56,410 ♪ And you know I won't ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1151 01:32:56,545 --> 01:32:58,212 ♪ Man I need you to ♪ 1152 01:32:58,345 --> 01:33:00,714 ♪ Won't you come on baby ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1153 01:33:00,848 --> 01:33:03,250 ♪ I ain't no want to ♪ 1154 01:33:03,384 --> 01:33:06,587 ♪ Hey stop spinnin' in circles ♪ 1155 01:33:06,921 --> 01:33:09,490 ♪ I need somebody soon ♪ 1156 01:33:09,690 --> 01:33:11,792 ♪ Check it out come on baby ♪ 1157 01:33:11,992 --> 01:33:14,195 ♪ There's no to how I need you ♪ 1158 01:33:14,328 --> 01:33:15,863 ♪ Come on baby ♪ 1159 01:33:15,996 --> 01:33:17,932 ♪ I saw a broken heart that needs you... ♪ 84495

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