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Hi.
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Vivian Lee Finch.
Davenport, Iowa.
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Heather Billings.
Billings, Montana.
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I collect snapshots.
Do you mind?
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- Not at all.
- Thanks.
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My mom gave it to
me for graduation.
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She said, "You never want
to forget a friend's face."
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Mm.
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There's a lot of
girls here.
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Yeah, because it's Thursday.
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Every Thursday, Sheila holds an
open call across all categories.
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Editorial, or "The Faces."
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Runway. We call
them "The Walkers."
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And fitness.
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Spartans.
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Girls come from all
over to be seen.
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Well, I just got in yesterday,
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and I promised myself, the first
day I wake up in New York City,
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I'm going straight to
Sheila Klein's office
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and introducing myself.
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Oh, good for you.
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It's been three months for me.
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Do you eat Vogue
for breakfast, too?
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- My dream is to be on the cover.
- Mine, too.
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Yeah, I'll make you a deal,
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Heather Billings from
Billings, Montana.
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If I'm the first one to
the top of the mountain,
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I'll throw the rope
back and hoist you up.
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And if you make it first, you
throw the rope back for me.
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- How about that?
- Pinky promise?
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Yes.
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Not a lot of sisterhood
in this sorority.
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All the more reason
girls like us
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have to watch each
other's backs.
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Okay.
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Forehead.
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Nostrils.
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Braces? Oh, what is this, The
Mickey Mouse Club tryouts?
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Hmm... She's fresh.
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Bring her in.
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Ugh.
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Everyone is so pretty
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and skinny.
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Nobody in Davenport
looks like this.
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Negative two is
the new size zero.
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Vivian Finch.
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That's you.
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Oh.
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- Okay.
- Yeah.
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Okay.
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Good luck.
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Vivian Lee Finch.
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Tell me, why are you here?
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I'm here because I have a dream.
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I was born with something
called neuromuscular scoliosis.
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- My spine is curved...
- No. Don't. Stop.
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This is not your one-woman show.
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What do you do?
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Uh...
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Editorial? Runway?
Fitness? What do you do?
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Oh, um...
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I suppose I hadn't really
thought about that.
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Um...
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I want to do anything.
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Everything.
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I want to be on
the cover of Vogue.
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Oh, sweetie.
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Just because you're
the prettiest girl
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in Hog Scrotum, Indiana,
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doesn't mean you
have what it takes
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to be on the cover of Vogue.
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I'm from Iowa.
Davenport.
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Walk.
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Walk!
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Oh, uh, okay.
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Okay.
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? You've got them
all by the balls ?
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? Causin' waterfalls,
stone walls, bar brawls ?
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? Common stalls
that cause 'em all ?
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? To you, they
crawl, body sprawl ?
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? Smoking Pall Malls,
close call, stand tall ?
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? Doll, you make
them feel so small ?
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? And they love it ?
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? The boys wanna be her,
the girls wanna be her ?
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? The boys wanna
be her, the girls ?
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? Wanna be her, the
boys wanna be her ?
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? I wanna be her ?
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? Yes, I do. ?
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Was that all right?
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You know...
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it really doesn't
take that much talent
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to be a model. I
mean, not really.
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But to be a supermodel...
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Well, it takes more talent
than anything in the world.
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And not the kind of
talent that you can teach.
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It's star quality.
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And, my dear, other
than Linda Evangelista,
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you have more of it than
anyone I've ever seen
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come through that door.
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Really?
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Oh, wow, Miss Klein,
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you have no idea
what that means.
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I really wish I
could sign you. I do.
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Good luck to you. I mean it.
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Oh, bring this one in.
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Uh...
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But I-I don't understand.
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What are you, a size two?
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Uh, a four.
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Oh, sweetie. A four?
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You're too fat.
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Are you okay?
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I feel so stupid.
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God, how embarrassing.
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Let me guess...
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she told you you were too heavy.
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No, she said I was too fat.
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I mean, who says
a thing like that?
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- I'm sorry.
- I will show her.
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She has no idea
what I'm capable of.
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I'll diet, I'll exercise.
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I'll do whatever it
takes, just you wait.
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It won't work.
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So you think I should
just give up too, huh?
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Gee, whatever happened to us
girls having each other's backs?
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Vivian.
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I'm not telling you to quit.
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I'm just saying it won't work.
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Dieting, exercising.
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Would you believe
it if I told you
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I used to be a size four, too?
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That's impossible.
You're so skinny.
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I know.
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Here.
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Go see this guy,
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Dr. Lau.
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It's the only way.
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I don't like to cut corners...
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ask anyone who knows me...
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but... I don't know what to do.
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I-I've been dieting
and exercising. I...
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I lost four pounds,
but the rest...
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it just won't come off.
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Well...
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your bloodwork is excellent.
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I'm recommending
a course of a drug
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called Mondify.
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It's a diabetes drug,
but I use it off-label
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for weight loss with a lot
of patients in Hollywood,
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the modeling industry,
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lot of news anchors on Fox,
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etcetera, etcetera.
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Is it a pill?
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I've never taken anything
more than an aspirin.
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Not a pill, a shot. Once a
week. The weight will fly off.
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A shot?
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Ugh, um...
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I don't know. Um...
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Look, Mondify is
nothing to be afraid of.
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Side effects are minimal.
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Tiny needle, FDA
approved, all above board.
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You know, I use Mondify myself.
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It's a drug of the future.
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Here.
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I'll show you how to use it.
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So I just stab it in
and push the button?
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Mm-hmm. Just stab and push.
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Should we toast?
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To...
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To Vogue.
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Hi.
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Mary Alice, right?
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You're Sheila's assistant?
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Profiles.
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Give us a twirl.
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What do you think?
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I think you look fantastic.
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Go wash your hands, please.
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Three words:
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Vivian Lee from
Nobody-cares, Indiana.
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Iowa.
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I'm signing you.
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Oh, my goodness, really?
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- For real real?
- For real real.
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See Marjorie at the front desk.
She'll get you all sorted.
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I won't let you down.
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- Mondify?
- Sorry?
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That's what you're on, Mondify?
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Oh. Uh...
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Yeah.
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How long?
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Uh, about four months.
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I get a little nausea
on the day of the shot,
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but, otherwise, I feel great.
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Well, keep it up.
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We'll make you the
it-iest it girl ever.
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Over here, Viv.
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That's it.
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Oh, fuck me in the
ballsack, that's beautiful.
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- She's a goddess.
- Good, right?
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God, she's
a fucking Maserati.
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Vroom, vroom, baby.
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Ooh!
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Careful. It's an eyelid,
not a garage door.
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Oh, Heather. Come here.
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Mm. Pretty color.
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Sheila, this is my friend and
roommate Heather Billings.
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It's an honor to
meet you, Miss Klein.
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Heather is a fabulous model.
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You should see her portfolio.
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It's hot in here. Let's
get everybody out.
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My girl's overheating.
Chop, chop.
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Come on.
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Ugh, gorgeous.
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Mm.
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A gazelle cannot
live with a hyena.
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Heather? She's not
a hyena.
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You don't think that girl
wouldn't eat you in a heartbeat
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just to stay alive?
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She's got claws.
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And I'm not talking about
those dreadful press-ons.
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Over here, Viv.
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Vivian!
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Oh, if it's broken,
I'll just die.
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I am so stupid.
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Your nose will be fine.
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Vivian, what I'm worried about
is your electrocardiogram.
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You forgot to tell me
you have a heart murmur?
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Well, it's a complication
of my scoliosis,
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but I-I hardly
thought it mattered.
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I-I don't let it
affect my daily life.
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That doesn't mean you
don't have it. It matters.
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I can't, in good conscience,
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allow you to
continue on Mondify.
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Your heart could explode.
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What? But I need it.
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Vivian, this drug could
lead to real valve damage.
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It caused you to black out.
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What if you'd been driving?
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Would you rather
be skinny or alive?
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That's supposed
to be rhetorical.
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Well, there has
to be another way.
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Anything that radically changes
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the composition of your body
comes with extreme risk.
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You lied to me about
your medical history.
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At this point, any
options I do have,
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I wouldn't recommend to you.
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But there are
other options then?
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Vivian.
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These things have to come
from a place of honesty.
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Health first.
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It can't come from some
insane, jealous desire
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to be the skinniest
or the prettiest.
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You're right.
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I don't know
what's gotten into me.
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You know, my whole life,
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becoming a model was a statement
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I was determined
to make about...
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overcoming odds,
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about proving that I wasn't
limited by my condition,
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my scoliosis.
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But there's another philosophy
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that drives girls
in this industry.
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And it isn't about being
the best version of you,
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it's about being
better than them.
266
00:17:42,358 --> 00:17:45,766
And it's bitter
and petty, and...
267
00:17:48,404 --> 00:17:50,742
I-I just got caught up in it.
268
00:17:53,013 --> 00:17:54,582
Please.
269
00:17:55,719 --> 00:17:58,524
I want to show little girls
out there who have big dreams
270
00:17:58,557 --> 00:18:00,763
that there is a
different way to be.
271
00:18:00,796 --> 00:18:02,934
I want to be an example of
272
00:18:02,967 --> 00:18:06,540
empowerment and
self-love, but...
273
00:18:08,277 --> 00:18:11,550
I have to stay in the
business to do that.
274
00:18:11,583 --> 00:18:13,554
Dr. Lau, if you help me,
275
00:18:13,587 --> 00:18:16,393
I won't lie to you ever again,
276
00:18:16,426 --> 00:18:17,796
you have my word.
277
00:18:23,608 --> 00:18:24,977
Wait here.
278
00:18:35,666 --> 00:18:37,435
This...
279
00:18:37,468 --> 00:18:39,674
it's a very ancient treatment.
280
00:18:39,707 --> 00:18:43,816
All natural, so it won't run
you the same risks as Mondify.
281
00:18:43,849 --> 00:18:46,320
But do not take this lightly,
282
00:18:46,353 --> 00:18:48,357
it comes with its own
whole set of issues.
283
00:18:59,780 --> 00:19:02,419
Is it a pill?
284
00:19:02,452 --> 00:19:04,355
Oh.
285
00:19:06,093 --> 00:19:07,930
Taenia asiatica.
286
00:19:07,963 --> 00:19:10,502
It's a tapeworm
287
00:19:10,535 --> 00:19:12,673
from a very distant forest.
288
00:19:12,706 --> 00:19:14,510
Wash it down with
some oolong tea.
289
00:19:14,543 --> 00:19:16,857
You'll lose more weight with
this little guy than on Mondify.
290
00:19:16,881 --> 00:19:18,652
A tapeworm?
291
00:19:18,685 --> 00:19:20,488
But...
292
00:19:21,257 --> 00:19:24,329
if you're going to do this,
Vivian, you have to follow
293
00:19:24,362 --> 00:19:26,399
my instructions to the letter.
294
00:19:28,070 --> 00:19:30,274
I'm very serious.
295
00:19:47,743 --> 00:19:50,983
The tapeworm will beg to be fed.
296
00:19:51,016 --> 00:19:52,987
You will feel
hungry, very hungry,
297
00:19:53,020 --> 00:19:54,590
but you must eat normally,
298
00:19:54,624 --> 00:19:56,895
no more than you
would ordinarily.
299
00:19:56,928 --> 00:19:58,397
Do you understand?
300
00:20:32,031 --> 00:20:34,904
You'll be down ten
pounds in a week.
301
00:20:34,937 --> 00:20:36,941
I promise.
302
00:22:28,665 --> 00:22:31,070
? When I'm with you I believe ?
303
00:22:31,103 --> 00:22:32,773
? That your love is true ?
304
00:22:32,806 --> 00:22:35,144
? When we love you turn me out ?
305
00:22:35,177 --> 00:22:36,815
? You know what to do ?
306
00:22:36,848 --> 00:22:39,620
? Visions really blow my mind ?
307
00:22:39,653 --> 00:22:41,924
? Fantasizing all the time... ?
308
00:22:47,970 --> 00:22:50,007
A princess among us peasants.
309
00:22:51,811 --> 00:22:53,214
? Well, I need your love... ?
310
00:22:53,247 --> 00:22:55,087
You think
she's prettier than me?!
311
00:22:56,086 --> 00:22:57,890
? I need your love... ?
312
00:23:00,361 --> 00:23:03,935
? I need your love ?
313
00:23:05,972 --> 00:23:08,812
? Don't make me wait too long ?
314
00:23:08,845 --> 00:23:10,114
? Oh ?
315
00:23:10,147 --> 00:23:12,551
? I need your touch ?
316
00:23:14,289 --> 00:23:18,931
? Don't make me wait
for your love... ?
317
00:23:21,737 --> 00:23:23,708
Hey. Are you, like,
318
00:23:23,741 --> 00:23:24,977
okay?
319
00:23:25,010 --> 00:23:27,248
Perfect jawline.
320
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:31,089
Too bad your hairline
is on fucking Mars.
321
00:23:37,870 --> 00:23:39,238
Oh, no.
322
00:23:40,609 --> 00:23:41,977
I'm sorry.
323
00:23:43,748 --> 00:23:45,852
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
324
00:23:50,194 --> 00:23:52,598
? I can't let go ?
325
00:23:58,010 --> 00:24:00,014
? I can't let go. ?
326
00:24:00,047 --> 00:24:02,819
That's lunch. 30 minutes.
327
00:24:03,922 --> 00:24:05,324
She's hogging my light.
328
00:24:24,062 --> 00:24:26,400
Oink,
oink, little piggy.
329
00:24:26,433 --> 00:24:27,970
I heard she ate
330
00:24:28,003 --> 00:24:30,374
four double chili cheeseburgers
331
00:24:30,407 --> 00:24:32,145
in the bathroom.
332
00:24:32,178 --> 00:24:34,182
She brought them from home.
333
00:24:34,215 --> 00:24:36,386
You know what?
It's not her fault.
334
00:24:36,419 --> 00:24:40,061
That's just how they eat
in Potatoville, Idaho.
335
00:24:50,682 --> 00:24:53,688
I'm from Iowa,
336
00:24:53,721 --> 00:24:57,763
you puddles of herpes pus!
337
00:24:57,796 --> 00:24:58,965
Hey! Okay.
338
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:00,033
Hold on, hold on.
339
00:25:02,806 --> 00:25:04,042
Show's over.
340
00:25:04,075 --> 00:25:05,778
Ugh, don't touch
me, you axe wound.
341
00:25:12,191 --> 00:25:15,097
Okay, Viv, I need you to
take a breath. Calm down.
342
00:25:15,130 --> 00:25:17,168
I don't need
to take a breath.
343
00:25:17,201 --> 00:25:19,774
Didn't you hear?
344
00:25:19,807 --> 00:25:22,980
I booked Vogue.
345
00:25:23,013 --> 00:25:24,984
The fucking cover.
346
00:25:25,017 --> 00:25:27,823
So sit on a rusty railroad spike
347
00:25:27,856 --> 00:25:29,158
and rotate.
348
00:25:55,779 --> 00:25:57,850
- I hate them.
- That's perfectly fine.
349
00:25:57,883 --> 00:26:00,388
You can be an outright
bitch to them,
350
00:26:00,421 --> 00:26:03,762
but we cannot have scenes
like what happened back there.
351
00:26:03,795 --> 00:26:06,266
I know. I'm
so sorry, Sheila.
352
00:26:06,299 --> 00:26:09,305
The weight loss isn't real.
353
00:26:10,307 --> 00:26:13,079
Everyone is on Mondify.
354
00:26:15,184 --> 00:26:17,422
No.
355
00:26:17,455 --> 00:26:20,027
Something else.
356
00:26:20,060 --> 00:26:22,699
I'm a fraud.
There's something...
357
00:26:24,268 --> 00:26:26,005
inside of me.
358
00:26:28,143 --> 00:26:29,378
I know.
359
00:26:39,298 --> 00:26:41,536
Imposter syndrome.
360
00:26:41,569 --> 00:26:44,777
You've stepped over every other
girl to get to where you are,
361
00:26:44,810 --> 00:26:47,750
and now you're wondering,
"Why me? Why me?"
362
00:26:47,783 --> 00:26:49,987
I'll tell you why, because
you are a supermodel,
363
00:26:50,020 --> 00:26:51,791
and they are not.
364
00:26:51,824 --> 00:26:53,804
They will never understand
the pressures that you face,
365
00:26:53,828 --> 00:26:54,930
but I do.
366
00:26:54,963 --> 00:26:56,900
I have seen it all before.
367
00:26:59,038 --> 00:27:02,244
Everything is gonna
be okay, trust me.
368
00:27:04,215 --> 00:27:06,754
Now get yourself cleaned up.
369
00:27:22,485 --> 00:27:24,255
Viv?
370
00:27:24,288 --> 00:27:26,226
Hey, guess what.
371
00:27:26,259 --> 00:27:28,865
You'll never believe
it, but Magenta Magazine
372
00:27:28,898 --> 00:27:30,501
is doing this article.
373
00:27:30,534 --> 00:27:33,875
It's all about models,
misconceptions,
374
00:27:33,908 --> 00:27:36,914
how tough the business can be.
375
00:27:36,947 --> 00:27:40,287
Anyway, guess what?
376
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:43,327
They're using my photos
to go with the article.
377
00:27:43,360 --> 00:27:45,297
My snapshots.
378
00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:47,402
It doesn't pay, but...
379
00:27:47,435 --> 00:27:48,914
it's gonna be printed
all over the world.
380
00:27:50,407 --> 00:27:53,279
Vivian? Are you home?
381
00:27:56,620 --> 00:27:58,123
Viv?
382
00:28:06,607 --> 00:28:08,376
Vivian?
383
00:28:10,214 --> 00:28:11,382
Hey...
384
00:28:13,220 --> 00:28:15,224
I know you have a lot
on your plate right now
385
00:28:15,257 --> 00:28:18,297
with Vogue coming
up and all, but...
386
00:28:18,330 --> 00:28:20,568
do you think you could
do some of your dishes?
387
00:28:20,601 --> 00:28:22,538
Or take out the trash?
388
00:28:22,571 --> 00:28:25,211
This mess is getting
out of control.
389
00:28:25,244 --> 00:28:27,315
Magenta Magazine
390
00:28:27,348 --> 00:28:30,488
is doing an article.
391
00:28:30,521 --> 00:28:34,963
They're using my photos.
392
00:28:38,570 --> 00:28:41,644
Magenta Magazine
is for has-beens
393
00:28:41,677 --> 00:28:43,514
and wannabes.
394
00:28:47,321 --> 00:28:48,991
Viv, you're scaring me.
395
00:29:03,086 --> 00:29:04,890
Heather...
396
00:29:07,061 --> 00:29:09,398
I don't know why I did that.
397
00:29:11,002 --> 00:29:12,639
I am so sorry.
398
00:29:13,975 --> 00:29:16,647
I will buy you another one.
399
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:18,383
I'm gonna go, Vivian.
400
00:29:18,416 --> 00:29:19,687
No...
401
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:21,289
I can't live with you like this.
402
00:29:21,322 --> 00:29:23,160
I'll come and get my
stuff later this week
403
00:29:23,193 --> 00:29:24,229
when you're gone.
404
00:29:24,262 --> 00:29:25,665
No. Heather, wait, please.
405
00:29:25,698 --> 00:29:27,970
I have to tell you
the truth. Please.
406
00:29:28,003 --> 00:29:30,074
It's not, it's
not me, there's...
407
00:29:30,107 --> 00:29:32,979
It's not me.
408
00:29:34,048 --> 00:29:36,453
There's something...
409
00:29:36,486 --> 00:29:39,425
A monster
410
00:29:39,458 --> 00:29:40,996
inside of me.
411
00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:43,367
I know there is.
412
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:45,480
I've been in this business
longer than you have, Vivian.
413
00:29:45,504 --> 00:29:47,308
Lots of girls have
the exact same thing
414
00:29:47,341 --> 00:29:48,410
inside them as you.
415
00:29:48,443 --> 00:29:49,579
Even me.
416
00:29:49,613 --> 00:29:51,617
I just hide it better.
417
00:29:51,650 --> 00:29:54,657
You have... you have a tapeworm?
418
00:29:54,690 --> 00:29:57,428
A tapeworm?
419
00:29:57,461 --> 00:29:59,365
Don't mock me, Vivian.
420
00:29:59,398 --> 00:30:01,169
The monster inside
of you is jealousy.
421
00:30:01,202 --> 00:30:03,373
Insecurity.
422
00:30:03,406 --> 00:30:05,343
You have so much right
now, and I have nothing.
423
00:30:06,579 --> 00:30:09,185
Why would you feel
threatened by me?
424
00:30:11,624 --> 00:30:14,062
Good luck with Vogue tomorrow.
425
00:30:14,095 --> 00:30:15,775
I hope it's everything
you ever dreamed of.
426
00:30:17,434 --> 00:30:21,343
No, no, wait. Come back.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
427
00:30:21,376 --> 00:30:25,084
I'm sorry.
428
00:30:25,117 --> 00:30:27,990
I'm sorry.
429
00:30:44,623 --> 00:30:46,235
All right, I can't
believe I'm saying this,
430
00:30:46,259 --> 00:30:47,461
but the model is too skinny.
431
00:30:47,494 --> 00:30:49,432
There is no body.
432
00:30:49,465 --> 00:30:52,371
There is no body to
hang the clothes on.
433
00:30:52,404 --> 00:30:53,974
I'm sorry.
434
00:30:58,283 --> 00:31:00,421
- What's going on?
- You're down five pounds
435
00:31:00,454 --> 00:31:02,225
from the fitting, hon.
436
00:31:02,258 --> 00:31:05,030
The dress was custom tailored.
Now we have to redo it.
437
00:31:05,063 --> 00:31:06,499
I can't be.
438
00:31:07,669 --> 00:31:10,007
I get it. There's
a lot of pressure
439
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:12,153
to be thin in this business,
but I've seen girls go down
440
00:31:12,177 --> 00:31:15,719
fast and hard because
of eating disorders.
441
00:31:15,752 --> 00:31:17,455
What's going on?
442
00:31:17,488 --> 00:31:20,294
- Is it bulimia, anorexia?
- No, no.
443
00:31:20,327 --> 00:31:23,233
It's just my constitution.
444
00:31:23,266 --> 00:31:26,472
This ain't my
first rodeo, sister.
445
00:31:27,809 --> 00:31:29,680
I'm not trying to embarrass you.
446
00:31:29,713 --> 00:31:32,285
I want you to have a
long and healthy career.
447
00:31:32,318 --> 00:31:34,489
Burn, you fat lesbian cow.
448
00:31:34,522 --> 00:31:37,629
Ugh, avert your gaze from me.
449
00:31:49,085 --> 00:31:50,554
Excuse me.
450
00:31:55,163 --> 00:31:56,533
I respect your process,
451
00:31:56,566 --> 00:31:58,436
but you better purge that
shit before we shoot.
452
00:33:06,372 --> 00:33:07,541
Vivian?
453
00:33:26,914 --> 00:33:29,585
I never should have
given it to you.
454
00:33:29,619 --> 00:33:32,893
It's too much
responsibility. You're...
455
00:33:32,926 --> 00:33:35,163
You're too young. I...
456
00:33:37,334 --> 00:33:40,207
I'm so sorry, Vivian.
This is my fault.
457
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:43,279
I can't stop shedding weight.
458
00:33:44,381 --> 00:33:46,552
I'm losing jobs.
459
00:33:47,789 --> 00:33:49,726
I'm too skinny.
460
00:33:51,262 --> 00:33:54,235
But more than that,
461
00:33:54,268 --> 00:33:56,339
it's changing me.
462
00:33:57,141 --> 00:33:59,713
The tapeworm metabolizes
and stores food
463
00:33:59,746 --> 00:34:01,483
more efficiently than we do.
464
00:34:01,516 --> 00:34:05,391
That's why you can eat and
eat without gaining in size.
465
00:34:05,424 --> 00:34:09,198
But the worm does grow,
and the bigger it gets,
466
00:34:09,231 --> 00:34:11,469
the stronger its need
to consume becomes.
467
00:34:11,502 --> 00:34:13,373
This is why you mustn't
feed it too much.
468
00:34:13,406 --> 00:34:16,379
But the hunger
isn't just for food.
469
00:34:16,412 --> 00:34:18,182
It's for...
470
00:34:20,454 --> 00:34:21,656
everything.
471
00:34:22,692 --> 00:34:25,230
All for me.
472
00:34:26,265 --> 00:34:29,640
None for anyone else.
473
00:34:29,673 --> 00:34:31,911
The tapeworm is a
powerful organism,
474
00:34:31,944 --> 00:34:35,517
but... it's also very simple.
475
00:34:35,550 --> 00:34:37,487
You see, it...
476
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:43,935
Its function is its
defense mechanism.
477
00:34:43,968 --> 00:34:46,674
It consumes.
478
00:34:46,707 --> 00:34:49,512
As the worm gets bigger,
its need to consume
479
00:34:49,545 --> 00:34:51,717
becomes your need to consume.
480
00:34:51,750 --> 00:34:56,292
Its defense mechanism becomes
your defense mechanism.
481
00:34:56,325 --> 00:34:58,296
Devour.
482
00:34:58,329 --> 00:35:01,469
Devour anything
deemed to be a threat.
483
00:35:01,502 --> 00:35:05,277
I have to get it out of me.
484
00:35:05,310 --> 00:35:06,579
Do the surgery.
485
00:35:09,018 --> 00:35:11,556
It's too big. It's
enmeshed in you.
486
00:35:11,589 --> 00:35:14,428
Can I take something to kill it?
487
00:35:14,461 --> 00:35:16,867
Almost anything strong
enough to kill the worm
488
00:35:16,900 --> 00:35:18,804
will kill you, too.
489
00:35:22,712 --> 00:35:25,885
There has to be something.
490
00:35:25,918 --> 00:35:28,322
Get it out of me!
491
00:35:35,303 --> 00:35:36,405
Okay.
492
00:35:51,068 --> 00:35:53,841
This. Drink it.
493
00:35:53,874 --> 00:35:57,381
The tapeworm has an
innate revulsion to it.
494
00:35:57,414 --> 00:35:58,885
You'll experience contractions,
495
00:35:58,918 --> 00:36:00,587
and the worm will
make its way out
496
00:36:00,621 --> 00:36:04,328
to the nearest
exit... your anus.
497
00:36:07,534 --> 00:36:11,610
When you see its head,
grab it and tug firm,
498
00:36:11,643 --> 00:36:13,013
but gentle.
499
00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:15,050
Keep pulling till the
whole thing comes out.
500
00:36:15,083 --> 00:36:16,921
If you've been feeding
it as moderately
501
00:36:16,954 --> 00:36:20,460
as we discussed, it should be
about a-a foot long by now.
502
00:39:15,243 --> 00:39:17,816
No, no, no, please.
503
00:39:17,849 --> 00:39:19,720
No, please.
504
00:39:19,753 --> 00:39:22,726
Please, please, no, no, no.
505
00:39:37,755 --> 00:39:39,258
Vivian, you're not answering,
506
00:39:39,291 --> 00:39:41,062
so I assume that
means you're not home.
507
00:39:41,095 --> 00:39:43,135
Just letting you know I'm
coming up to get my stuff.
508
00:40:01,168 --> 00:40:05,778
Vivian Lee Finch,
what happened to you?
509
00:40:09,853 --> 00:40:11,255
Viv?
510
00:40:13,059 --> 00:40:14,929
Are you in here?
511
00:40:16,666 --> 00:40:18,771
Are you okay?
512
00:41:02,859 --> 00:41:05,932
Well, you've certainly
got the look.
513
00:41:05,965 --> 00:41:08,737
But I only sign girls who
are willing to do the work.
514
00:41:10,841 --> 00:41:12,277
Are you hungry?
515
00:41:23,366 --> 00:41:26,840
Miss Klein, I am starving.
516
00:41:35,758 --> 00:41:43,758
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