All language subtitles for SAS.Australia.S02E07.Fear.WEBRip.7plus.en

BILLY: Short step, there you go.
Just walk normal.

NARRATOR: Selection for the SAS
is a test like no other.

I don't want to know about
how much money you earned,

how many followers you've got.

What are your weaknesses?
Are you willing to share them?

If you're not,
you're just living a lie.

Move!

If I catch you walking up it,
we will go again.

A new group of celebrity recruits...

Cut the (BLEEP) noise
and let's get up here.

..have volunteered to put
their privileged lives behind.

Are you (BLEEP) meditating?

Yes, sir.

I do think people underestimate
how hard it can be to an actor.

Do everyone a favour
and shut the (BLEEP) up.

Get down!

They'll be put through a tougher,
more intense selection course...

Go!
..than ever before.

ANT: This course is ruthless.

It's designed to find out
what they can handle.

How do you think you did?

I started well and I felt
my core disengage.

Total bag of shit.

A terrifying test of fear.

What we're going to do is a form
of decent down a mountain.

Go!

Come on, let's move it.

FOXY: Steady, steady.

Stand up.

That is (BLEEP) dangerous.

Slow down.

Hey, stop!

Ooooh.

BILLY: There's a fine balance

between being cocky
and being confident.

Yee-haw.

Cut that shit out.

Yee-haw.

What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

If you haven't got fear

or you think you haven't,
you're a (BLEEP) clown.

And...

I got charged with perverting
the course of justice

in a serious offence,
which is murder.

..Koby Abberton's...

My brother come in the house
covered in blood.

Wow.

..shocking past.

They went and threw the body
over the cliff.

(BLEEP) hell.

KOBY: Hey, guys. if anybody wants
anymore, there's quite a lot left.

Good morning, buddy.

Ten celebrity recruits
are just over halfway

through the gruelling
SAS Selection course.

DAN: I haven't come through yet
but yeah, I'll just come through.

Have you got yours, Koby?
Nah, not yet.

There's yours, darl.

So, Dan, not to rude again, mate,

but make sure you get here
earlier tomorrow, yeah.

(DAN LAUGHS)
Seriously.

I just...

You were last in, weren't you?

Yeah, yeah, 'cause I was doing
the bucket outside.

I'm not being nasty to you, mate.

Yeah, it's alright.

Number two, Koby Abberton,
is duty recruit.

Bring it over.

It's his job to make sure
the whole group

are fed and fully organised.

So, guys, it's 6:20.
We've got 20 minutes.

Smash your food. Bags packed.

And if you're not ready,

put you're (BLEEP),
do your thing and run.

So far number two seems to be
thoroughly embracing the role.

Hey, I reckon before
we all go this morning,

try and smash one whole water.

Am I a good leader?

Dan, can you pack that for me?

I'm pretty explosive
in that area, you know?

I might say the wrong thing
at the wrong time.

Koby, when the times comes

for you to see the staff,
please let me know.

I'm going to need you to get
some more Voltaren cream please.

But, I will remind you.

Well, mate...
I'll remind you.

..get your pad out, write it down.

I'm the duty staff
that takes it to them.

But I'm not a secretary, yeah?

So, guys, smash it on the same pad.

Shits changed around here, alright?

OK.

But people will only listen
once you lead them correctly.

I reckon I'm doing pretty good
as the duty recruit, mate.

I'm fire.

With the recruits fed and watered,
it's time for their first task.

Let's go, guys. Let's move.

The recruits will be tested
on their ability

to handle extreme danger...

Let's go, shut that door,
number seven.

..while confronting their fears.

Yep, go.

Fear is the number one hurdle

that will stop you
achieving in life.

Move, you pathetic lot.

It is the most powerful tool
that I possess.

Being able to harness
and use my fear to my advantage.

Move.

If you cannot harness fear,

if you cannot make fear work for you

and you are one of these people that
fear stops you in your tracks...

..the job, this isn't for you.

Take your Bergens off.

Today is about
controlling your fear.

You will do something you ain't
going to be (BLEEP) happy with.

You're going to do something that is
dangerous and I'm not lying to you.

It is (BLEEP) dangerous.
It's very dangerous.

Alright, so control your fear,

have trust in what we tell you...

..and attack it in the manner
that we tell you to do it.

Now, turn around and look
at the rock face to your front.

What we're going to do is a form
of descent down a mountain.

The recruits will forward abseil
down a terrifying 90m cliff face.

This is the greatest height

they've had to face
since entering the course.

Stand by!

DS Ollie will now demonstrate.

Go!

You'll work your way
to the start point.

You'll gather momentum
and it's control.

It's speed, aggression and control.

When you're training people
for recruits,

it's a good way to help
overcome fear.

Observe. Listen to what you're told.

Do not be afraid.

Well, be afraid but (BLEEP)
control the afraid.

And attack it in the manner
you've just seen, controlled.

Alright?
Happy with that?

ALL: Yes, staff.

They'll be taught once

and they'll be expected
to understand,

acknowledge and carry out
that procedure.

Your life now is in your hands,
literally.

First to take on
the daunting rock face...

Staff.

..is recruit number nine
actor, Dan Ewing.

I'll need you to listen to me
and follow the detail.

Do you know what's
quite fascinating?

I don't have a quote-on-quote fear.

Don't get me wrong, if someone
is pointing a gun to my head,

I would be scared shitless
but I haven't found a fear yet.

That is the way you'll run down.

Yes, staff.
Alright.

I know when I'm prepared,

I have immense confidence.

Let's go.

That's the momentum you want.
Yes, staff.

Stop panicking.

OK, staff.

Lean forward and allow
that free flow.

Alright, let's go.

Straighten up.

Push your hips forward.

Steady, steady.

Slow down.

Number nine is descending
the 90m cliff face too quickly

and is in danger of losing
his footing.

There's a fine balance
between being cocky...

Hips forward.

..and being confident.

Oi!

If you don't know
what you're doing...

(BLEEP) control your descent.

..then you'll probably gonna
hit the floor

at a lot (BLEEP) faster
of a speed then you want to.

(GRUNTS) I got it, staff,
I've got it.

You haven't got it 'cause
I just watched you

just come down
like a lunatic.

Which again will create injury
or possibly death.

(BLEEP) Control yourself.

A bit fast, staff.

Right, keep your (BLEEP) arm

when you're doing this,
keep it out there.

Do not let it go out like that.
I was too far.

'Cause the minute
that (BLEEP) hand

goes through this,
you will lose your fingers.

Yes, staff.

I have to be a lot stronger there.

You drop that fear,
you become (BLEEP) reckless,

you become a liability to you
and the to the team.

(BLEEP) actors.

Come on, number four.

Next to take on the rock face

is recruit number four,
dual Olympian, Jana Pittman.

Alright, listen,
the position you're in now

is exactly the same position
as you running down that rock face.

Alright?

You've got to make sure that your
feet don't come in front of you.

Otherwise they're going to go...

Yes, staff.
..and your ass will hit, OK?

I have a lot of people in my family
who have been in the armed forces.

Let's show everyone
how it's done then.

I've seen what
they've been through first-hand

and particularly my brother.

He's served several tours
in Afghanistan

and the impact that had on him.

I want to do this, in some way
as a tribute to him.

Slowly start to walk.

To show him that he's my hero

and that I want to see
a small amount

of what he went through
in that time.

I said come on then,
let's get some momentum.

Let's get down there. Come on.

Hips forward, hips forward.
Keep the control.

Push the hips forward.

Number four is not listening
to the DS on the side-lines.

Controlled.

And she's unable to stay horizontal.

Panicking and leaning back.

Don't panic, just push
your hips forward.

Come on, let's move it.

See what I'm talking about,
leaning back,

that's what you end up doing,
coming back,

smashing your (BLEEP) spine
against the rocks.

Relax your knees.

Thrust your hips forward.

(BLEEP) hell, taking me out.

I'm sorry, staff.

If you lean back at all,
you'll lose momentum, you'll slip.

I tried to stay flat.

I just lost my feet a bit.

Yeah, you look like (BLEEP)
Bambi on ice.

Thanks, staff.

That is dangerous.

You'll dislodge your (BLEEP)
base of your spine

if you don't get it right.

By not listening to
the DS instructions,

number four has failed the task.

Get your head out the pity party

'cause the only person
in the pity party is you.

Got it?
ALL: Yes, staff.

Come on, number 14.

Recruit 14, Olympic track athlete,
John Steffensen

is next to face his fears.

What does fear mean to you?

What is fear?

Fear is something
I have to overcome.

Yeah, OK. What can it do
if you don't?

Cripple you, staff.
Yeah, absolutely.

My biggest fear
is letting myself down.

So it's about harnessing that fear.

Embracing it and don't let it
overwhelm you.

Alright?
Yes, staff.

I think I experienced
at a very young age

where I let myself down
and didn't believe in myself.

And it haunted me.

Ever since then
I was eight years of age

and I was, funny enough.
I was running a 200m

and I didn't want to run it.

So I double false started
so I didn't have to run the race

'cause I was scared to lose.

And my parents,

the first time I felt
disappointment from them.

They didn't speak to me
for like two days...

..'cause they were so upset
that I let myself down.

OK, listen.

That is your lifeline. OK?

You're going to hold it like that.

From that day, no matter
how scared I was, I just went in.

I did it.

Because I believe I have the ability
if I believe in myself.

You have to get some momentum.
Yes, staff.

Otherwise you're staggering around
like a drunk bloke on (BLEEP),

on a Saturday night.
Yes, staff.

I might not be able to do something.

And if I don't do it

and realise after when I walk away
that I could've done it,

that's going to haunt me.

Look exactly where you want to go.

Not at your feet, not at your hands.

Yes.
OK, let's get it done.

You're going to step down there.

Lean forward, hips thrust forward.

Hips forward. OK, start walking.

Stop!

(BLEEP). What the (BLEEP)
is he doing?

A terrifying mission in pitch black.

And Dan Ewing...

Your (BLEEP) head
is in the clouds.

..is fully exposed.

You've got two personalities.

It's like you've got
this sort of capable

and I'd say even
aggressive side.

No, no, I don't, So...
Calm down.

I'm very calm.

In a test of
controlling their fear...

Come on, number 14.

..the recruits must forward abseil

down a steep, 90m cliff face,

following every instruction
from the DS.

Look exactly at where
you want to go.

Number 14, John Steffensen
is next to descend.

OK, start walking.

What the (BLEEP) is he doing?

But instead of walking...

Stop!

That was terrible.

..he has leant too far forwards.

Correct yourself.

What is he doing?

Forward you go, that's it.

Now start walking,
that's it, that's it.

That's good, let's go.

I guess what gives me
that absolute drive

is just the fear
of letting myself down.

Number 14, look up, look at me.

Look where you are going.

If I decide to do something,

I'm going to do it
and then do my very best.

Nice and controlled.

Hips forward.

And if I fail the first time,
I won't fail the second,

and if I fail the second,
I won't the third,

and if I fail the third,
I won't fail the fourth.

Under control, that's it.

You can... Go on, number 14.

(CROSS-TALKING)

That (BLEEP) nosedive
at the beginning.

Shhh. Stop talking over me.

Number 14 managed to correct
himself on the mountain.

I made a cock of myself.

(BLEEP) hell.

That's a (BLEEP) regular
occurrence at the moment.

But his fall at the top...

What are you trying to do?
(BLEEP) launch yourself off?

..means he has failed the task.

Next to face the mountain
is number eight.

Model and actress, Isabelle Cornish.

Overhand grip like so.

That is your lifeline right?

To break, the arm
comes across the body.

I believe that I would make
a good soldier

because when I get really pressured,

I just feel, like,
this big surge of energy,

like a wild tiger inside of me.

Your body is 90 degrees
to the rock face.

So I feel the fear and do it anyway.

Understand?

Then I guess that's what my family

or my boyfriend would call
the mongrel in me.

Start moving forward,
let's go, let's go.

You've got a good position now,
get your arm out to the side.

That's it, that's it.

Nice control all the way
to the bottom.

That's it, go with it.

Good, well done.

Thrust your hips forward, good.

Go on.

That was so much harder
than I thought.

Yeah.

Number eight has managed to follow
her instructions correctly...

You got down without dying.

..and is the first recruit
to pass the task.

Good effort, get over there.
Thank you.

Being fearless doesn't exist.

Push your hips forward.

Whoa, steady, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Good effort.

Not too bad.

A soldier...

That's it, that's it, that's it.

..will use that emotion over
and over and over again.

Nice and controlled, controlled.

It's your body priming itself
to step into the unknown.

Hold, go!

Good.

Come on, let's move it!

And some people, that's petrifying.

Go on, all the way. That's it.

Shit.

Control yourself.

But once you expose fear...

That's it, well done.

..you learn how to harness it.

That was surprising.
Really good.

You learn how to make it work
for you.

Don't forget control.

Come on, let's move it!

Keep going, that's good.

And (BLEEP) me,
is it a powerful tool.

Good effort.

The majority of the recruits have
listened to the DS instructions...

Good effort, that was
the best one so far.

..and successfully
tackled the mountain.

OK, what I want you to do,
number two is...

Last to ride the 90m cliff face...

..is recruit number two,
surfing legend, Koby Abberton.

I've dealt with fear a lot
in my life.

I surf the biggest waves
and I go harder than anyone.

You know, in every surf.
I'll beat you.

Looking down the wall of a wave,
aren't you?

Yeah. I'd love to ride a wave
this big.

I wish my son was here
to do it with me.

Just pull that up

and you'll start to feel the rope
going through the figure of eight.

Pull that out, right out.

Now start walking forward.

I am scared and I am nervous.

I'm feeling anxiety,

but it happens before every big surf
and I excel.

It happens before every contest
and I win.

Right.

Stand up right, stand up right.

(GRUNTING)

Once you become really fearful,
if you can use it,

you can slow it all down
and you can say,

"Alright, I'm going to do it
this way perfectly."

Now start getting some flow.

That's it, that's it,
get some momentum.

Good, go, go.

Yee-haw.

Cut that shit out.

Yee-haw.

Push your hips forward.

Special forces operations require
people to be self-disciplined.

Was of good effort
except your (BLEEP) yee-haw.

Sorry, staff, I couldn't help it.
Get off the rope, get off the rope.

In war zones, you can't engage
with that fear.

You might be an adrenaline junky

but stop the (BLEEP) yee-haws
and woo-hoos.

Staff, it will never happen again.

Ten burpees and I want
to hear you count.

Five...

For defying the DS instructions...

Six...

..Koby is being punished.

Seven...

The old biodiverse burpee.

Eight, nine...

Like I said to you at the start,
everybody's got fears.

They're (BLEEP) checks and balance.

If you haven't got fear
or you think you haven't,

you're a (BLEEP) clown.
You become a liability.

You become uncontrollable.

So, if that applies to you,
take it on-board.

ALL: Yes, staff.

Go.

So I got charged for perverting
the course of justice

in a serious offence
which is murder.

Wow.

Koby comes clean.

My brother come in the house
covered in blood.

Yeah.

(BLEEP) hell.

After facing their fears
in the mountains...

..the ten celebrity recruits
are winding down.

The Australian (BLEEP) government
is too much.

But duty recruit, number two,
is wound up.

They're just getting you
from every angle.

You can't get ahead.

And the conversation
has turned political.

The amount of taxes on
everything we pay, yeah?

Far out.

Even now they're taxing you
on your bets, bro.

Like, what's going on there?

Is that why you live in Bali?

Don't like the way they're trying
to make us live here, yeah?

It's just getting a bit much.

I'm terrible with authority.

I don't like police.

I don't like judges.

I like to live my own life.

If I want to go for a beer

and drive my motorbike to the beach
with my son on my bike.

I will do that.

I live in Indonesia because there's
no fines, there's no authority.

If you're not doing the wrong thing,
they leave you alone.

He's animated.
Who's that?

Koby.
Yeah.

Number two's struggle with authority
has called the attention of the DS.

Number two,
he's slipping on discipline.

You know, he's so capable
when he's doing really well

but every day there's that
little bit of discipline,

that little bit of authority
that he doesn't like.

Halfway down the cliff face,
whoop-whooping.

Yee-haw.

Cut that shit out.

Every now and again,
he just can't help himself.

You know our current prime minister
called Australia's binge drinkers

because we drink five to six
beers a night.

I'm like, "Mate, have you
ever been in a pub?

"We drink about 40 beers a night."
You know what I mean?

"Like, what do youse know
about an Australian man,

"like, if that's how
you think we are?"

He doesn't like authority,
he's not institutional.

All that kind of stuff.
He does everything against, what...

He doesn't actually belong here.
No, exactly.

He just wants to be on a beach
(BLEEP) surfing.

And that, I think he's trying
his hardest to keep that in.

With that in mind, then we don't
really (BLEEP) know him yet.

No.

We need to know who he is, don't we?

Let's bring him in.

Number two.

That's the bigger picture.

"The Rise of the Notorious
'Bra Boys'."

"Brothers, Sunny, Koby and Jay.

"Most prominent members..."

(BLEEP) me, charged with murder?

Found guilty of perverting
the course of justice.

How do you enjoy being duty student?

Yeah, I'm...

Do you like a bit of being
in the lead and taking control?

Hmm...

Snap everybody into shape,
keep them on track?

I'm not really like the others

but yeah, I do my best
to keep everyone...

What do you mean you're not
like the others?

Well, I let them
write everything down

and, you know I'm not
the secretary.

You don't like writing down?

Yeah, I don't mind writing it down

but when you give them
the pen and the paper,

the orders get a bit shorter.

How do you think handle,
like, authority and institutions?

Um...

How do you like us
telling you what to do?

I don't actually mind it,
to tell you the truth.

So you don't mind the rules,
the discipline,

all that kind of stuff

which probably is something
you've not really...

Yeah.

..given a (BLEEP) about before.

No, I haven't but, you know,

as I get older
and as I have a son now,

it's quite hard to give him rules

when you never really
had them yourself

and I'm really trying
to learn more about it.

When I grew up as a kid,

we lived in quite a violent area

and a lot of the kids
who lived in my areas

didn't have mums and dads.

I was out of the house
at, like, 14,

and a lot of my friends were,

and I was staying on
their couches and stuff.

And we made a big crew of friends,
we called them 'Bra Boys'

which is Maroubra, Maroubra Boys.

And we all come together,

'cause a lot of us
didn't have family

and we didn't have people to...

Take care of you.
To take care of us, yeah.

Me and my brothers who were
at the forefront of all this,

we provided somewhere for everyone
to come and hang out and, you know.

Well, my grandmother did
but my grandmother had a stroke

and couldn't speak, read or write
so I ended up taking care of her.

I had a beautiful grandma
who took care of me

and gave me somewhere to stay,
and watched over us,

and gave me the love
that we all needed.

You know, I have another tattoo,
my brother's keeper,

and it just, it means, like,
without my family,

without my friends,
I wouldn't have got through it.

I shall fear no evil,
for am I my brother's keeper.

I'm there for my brothers
at all times.

Ah, well, I would...

I'm intrigued to know 'cause...

Yeah, I wouldn't say it's a gang.

I would say it really is
a community, you know.

And, you know, within
that community, there's 400 men

around the same ages, you know?

There is some bad apples.

So you were a good apple?

I was the best apple I could've been
in that situation I was given.

Lots of drinking, drugs, or?

Yep, plenty. Yep.

So the accusations,

I've just read,
so I'm (BLEEP) intrigued.

Your brother got in an incident?

Yeah.

And you got dragged into it as well?

Yeah.

What's the deal with that?
What was that?

I've only literally
just, I mean...

It's actually, like, it's a subject
that gives me the shit.

It gets to me, this subject.

Why?

So, because I went through all
this situation, yeah and...

Hey, I'm not (BLEEP)
questioning you.

I'm intrigued, I want to know.
We want to know who you are.

It freaks me out a bit
talking about them.

So this man, Tony Hines,
who's one of the Bra Boys...

..he believed my brother had done
something to his girlfriend.

He thought my brother
was with his girl

and then as it happened...

..they got into
an altercation in the car,

and Tony was shot.

What ended up happening was

they went and threw
the body over the cliff.

And drove back to my house...

..and my brother come in the house
covered in blood. Yeah.

(BLEEP) hell.

My brother and my family
and my friends,

they're quite rough, yeah?

For my brother to come home
with blood on him, it...

Yeah, I get it.

It was just a regular occurrence.

I told him to go and have a shower
and shut up.

"Shut the (BLEEP) up, Ma's asleep.

"I don't want you to wake her."

And we had woke up the next morning,
didn't see him for the next day.

I had nothing to do
with this situation.

So the police come in and asked me
about the blood on him.

I just said, "He always
comes home like that."

I didn't know anything
about the situation

to give them the answers
that they wanted.

They said I knew more.
I said I didn't, and I didn't.

So I got charged for perverting
the course of justice

in a serious offence,
which is murder.

Wow.

For my brother, it come out
that it was self-defence.

In the end of the story,

I was the only one
who was found guilty.

I didn't do anything.

Due to that, $700,000 of my money,

I spent on lawyer's fees.

I lost all my properties

and I lost my sponsorship
from Oakley

that was paying me
$500,000 at that time,

and back to square one.

Nothing.

How do you feel about it now?

Like, it hurts me.

That sort of stuff
ends up breaking you. You know?

I was taking care of my grandma,
my grandma that needed me there.

That situation broke my grandma.

Once I didn't get sentenced to jail,
she died a month later.

After seeing all her kids

and the people that she took care of
her whole life,

were not in jail, she died.

You know, she stayed alive for me,
so it was a hard situation.

It does leave me sour.

I lost everything.

I'm not a victim, yeah?

I live in Bali.
I live a really simple life.

I try to work as less as I can
and I try to be happy.

You enjoying your surfing?

With the family that I have.
I've got a beautiful son

that I never thought I'd be
lucky enough to have,

and I have a beautiful wife,

and she's stunning and I love her

and I've never been happier.

Listen you've been
(BLEEP) blessed, mate.

That was road of evil,
taken away from you,

you've got good potential.

Knuckle down, get stuck into it.

Just never give up.
Yes, staff.

Guard.

I want my son to be proud of me,

I want my wife to be proud of me
and I want to make them proud.

You know?

I want to be proud of myself
and, you know?

Every now and then you owe it
to yourself to succeed.

Thank you, staff.

Today the recruits are being forced
to face their fears head on.

And now they've been taken
to a remote location

to face their daunting mission.

Get out, let's go.

Leave your Bergens where they are.
Leave the Bergens.

Leave your Bergens where they are.
Let's go, let's go, let's move.

Move.

No (BLEEP) walking, let's move.

Shoulder to shoulder.

Remember the theme of today is fear.

If one of you starts to panic,
all of you will panic.

It's contagious.

You're going to need
to harness your fear,

not only for yourselves
but for each other.

We're going to split you
into two teams.

Team Charlie and Team Delta.

Team leader for Team Charlie,
number 11.

Team leader Team Delta, number nine.

Team Charlie, when I say go,
you will disappear.

Go.

I'm not someone who needs to be
any kind of leader.

You'll see me pretty quiet
out there I think. (LAUGHS)

Mark Philippoussis
is first to be briefed.

You are now behind enemy lines.

OK, you need to move through
a tunnel system, pitch black,

to collect a cache, a box, OK?

You will lead your team
through the tunnel system,

is that understood?
Yes, staff.

To simulate
a special forces mission,

Team Charlie must navigate through
a series of pitch-black tunnels

following a rope.

They'll need to avoid obstacles
to get to a ladder.

The ladder will lead them
to a light filled room

where they'll retrieve a cache

and any other vital equipment
that will help them to escape.

They're behind enemy lines

so they'll need to move fast
to pass the mission.

Before you exit that room,

sweep that room and get out of there
as quick as possible.

Yes, staff.
OK? Keep the (BLEEP) noise down.

Get the cache, get back out here,
is that understood?

Understood.
Go. Move, move, move.

90% of our missions
in the SAS group are in darkness.

It means entering
an unknown building,

finding out a way to a location
to identify bomb making factory,

weapons, and on many occasions
we've had to do this.

The level of darkness we work at is,
as we call it, total pitch black.

You cannot see your hand two inches
in front of your face.

What you hear, what you feel
have taken the place of your eyes,

that's how dark it is.

Keep going, still going down, shh.

But darkness is our greatest weapon
that we have in our armoury.

It gives us
that element of surprise.

Tyre, tyre.

Using military-grade
night vision goggles,

the DS will monitor
Team Charlie's every move.

It's OK, it's OK, I've got you.

Inside the tunnel,
we'll create problems for them.

We'll create disorientation
just to see how they manage it.

Whether they stay calm,

control the fear
and keep in control.

I could be scared of the dark, yeah,

because I don't know
what's out there,

it's a bit of the unknown.

But my biggest fear on the course
would be letting people down,

letting myself down,
letting the DS down.

I really don't want to do that.

So I've got to get used to it.

Be careful of the tyres,
there's tyres.

I've got the string,
just hold onto my hand.

Shhh.

Wait, wait, wait.

OK, it's Ok.

Part of the DS instructions
was to go up the ladder,

but Mark has let go
of the guide rope

and led his team straight past.

They're now heading in completely
the wrong direction.

Come back, come back, come back.

Come back, come back.

(BLEEP) sake.

With number 11 in charge,
the team are hopelessly lost.

Stop, stop, stop, stop.

And despite direction the DS,

Mark is struggling to find
the guide rope back to the cache.

This way, this way.

Get down, get down, get down.

Keep going, still going down.

Shh.

(WHISPERING)

Get down.

Get down.

The tunnel mission is all about
keeping control of the leader

and maintaining lines
of communications

so know what's going on.

Not panicking, not flapping.

Mark stand still,
how many of us are here?

Listen to me, this is a summit.
We've got to sweep here.

I (BLEEP) up. We sweep this room,
collect the cache, OK?

Stop, this is not
the (BLEEP) room is it?

This is not the room.

Organise your (BLEEP) team.

Forced to intervene,

the DS lead the recruits
back to the ladder.

Sweep the room.

Sweep the room. There's the cache.

Sweep the whole room.
There's one there.

That's what I said, sweep the room.

Alright, let's go.
Let's pick it up. Let's go.

Come on, Jett, we're going.

There's nothing else. Come here.

Team Charlie have missed
a crucial piece of equipment

to help them navigate their way
out to the dark.

Come on, guys.

Mark is lingering,

his team have been behind
enemy lines for 40 minutes.

The DS have had enough
and they call time on the mission.

(BLEEP) sake.

You were given a tool
which was a string, right?

Yes, staff.

When did the (BLEEP) string go into
the bridge at the very bottom?

It didn't, did it?
No, I screwed up, staff.

You went searching for it.

You wondered off,
the sheep followed you.

Correct.

And rightly so because
as far as they know,

you've (BLEEP) got the string.
You're leading.

10m in there
is like 10km.

It's a (BLEEP) nightmare.

There was something else that
you could've used in that room,

what was it?

Oh, the light there.

If you would've taken that,

you would've been out there
in two seconds.

You know, if that was for real,

that would of been
an absolute cluster (BLEEP).

Team Charlie were too slow
to retrieve the cache

and have failed the mission.

ANT: Let's move.
Let's go, let's move!

Next to enter the pitch-black tunnel
system is Team Delta,

led my recruit number nine,
Dan Ewing.

Stay on me.

I think one of my qualities

that maybe people don't know about
is my leadership.

You can be an alpha
and not lead through ego.

You can be an alpha

and be an alpha to best serve
the goal, the team, the recruits.

Guys, I've located our obstruction,
located the tyres.

OK.

It's my job to make
my teammates better.

Call out if you're struggling.

My vision is not good in the dark.

I went to the doctor.
I said I wanted to get glasses.

He's like, "Why, what's wrong?"

And I said, "I can't really see
in the dark."

And he looks me dead in the eyes
and he goes,

"No one can see in the dark."

I'm just like, "(BLEEP) this,
I'm out of here." (LAUGHS)

But I don't know how everyone
makes a fool of me

when I say I can't see in the dark.

You know what I mean like,
I'm (BLEEP) up the dark.

I'm terrible.

Come on, guys.

Someone keeps tapping me
on the shoulder.

Are you sure that wasn't
the light back there?

Stay on me, guys.

Unlike Mark, number nine

has listened to
the DS's instructions

and led the team
straight to the ladder.

Is everybody OK?

Let's move.

Enter the room.

There's our cache.

Fan for anything else.
Yep.

Team Delta are quick
to locate the cache,

but despite their sweep
of the room...

OK, guys, good job over.

..they too have failed
to take the light

that would help in their escape.

BILLY: Is there a marching band
in here, (BLEEP) sake?

So it's a noisy and clumsy way
out of the dark.

Organise your (BLEEP) team.

Being in a war-torn zone,
everybody has to move with stealth,

no coughing, no talking,
no clattering of equipment

because you've got to remember,
the enemy are out there as well.

That was supposed to be covert.
It was a sensitive operation.

You're going in, in the dark,
you've got the (BLEEP) thing.

Now we're vulnerable,
let's get the (BLEEP) off.

You've common sense.

One thing that none of you did,

what was the difference
between that room

and everywhere else you've been?

Light.

There's natural light,
what else was in there?

Actual lights.

Why didn't you (BLEEP)
bring them up with you?

If there's a light, use it,
then you don't have to talk.

You don't have to keep
dragging along the floor

and banging into things, do you?

Get the light and get
the (BLEEP) out of there.

Alright?

What I did like,
there's a good few points. OK.

You kept control.

You kept speaking to each other.

It's got to be kept as a whisper.

Despite not taking the light,

Team Delta's speed means
they have passed the mission.

Good effort.

Just like a magician,
when I say go,

disappear out my (BLEEP) sight.

Go.

What's pent up inside of you?

Number nine shows a different side.

You're getting angry right now.

No, no, no, its...

Number nine, shut the (BLEEP) up
'cause you're getting irate,

you're getting angry,
you're getting aggressive

and don't say you're not.

MARK: Look at that moon,
freaking beautiful, isn't it?

DAN: Yeah.

After their gruelling
tunnel mission...

How'd you go mate, did you
feel good team leader?

Yeah, I mean, I did
do my best, you know.

Managing the personalities,

the successful personalities
is the interesting part.

The recruits are back at base camp
and starting to clean up.

Oh, shit.

Do you want me
to hold it up for you?

Just have a squat over it.

They're just over halfway
through the course,

but number 16, Sam, has had
only one freezing shower.

Hang up.

Yep.

And he's reluctantly
braving the cold again.

Lack of privacy is something
all of the recruits

have been trying to get used to.

I could do the same thing, man.

Wash my ass and my balls.

Running around all day up mountains
with a stank ass.

That's weird.

KOBY: So weird.

(LAUGHS) It's weird.

I don't know why they've got
these little cut outs here.

I don't need it.

I know. It's just good for nothing

but perving each other's cocks
and that, aye.

It's like, (BLEEP) it's some
weird some shit.

Just checking each other out.

Just how do you look
when you're taking a poop.

It's really weird.

Who's ready, gang?

In the mess hall,

duty recruit number two
is serving dinner.

What are they doing, like this is
not a lot of food, bra.

Like, it's getting less food
'cause there's less people.

Probably start with three potatoes
each, do you reckon?

Yeah.

Come on, guys.

As there are only ten recruits left,

the DS have reduced
their food rations.

I'm so hungry tonight, I'm dying.

Like, I'm getting to the point,

they're reducing
the amount of food, aren't they?

So the troops are growing hungry...

Get out of it, mate,
just let me do my job.

..and impatient.

Spud me up and I'll (BLEEP) off.
How many have you got?

I smashed them all.
How many you have?

I had four.

So if youse want, from now on,
if I'm serving, aye,

you don't go over
and smash your food

and come over and go,

"Oh, I (BLEEP),
I had two spuds, you know?

I just need one.

I'm just hanging for a spud life.

Mate, just don't open your mouth.

I'm not saying anything.
You know I'm trying to do me best.

I didn't say shit.
I'm all good.

Well, you did. You went to.

No.

Idiots.

Meanwhile, the DS are debriefing

on the winners of today's
ton mission, Team Delta.

Delta was team leader number nine.

Yeah, number nine leading.

He took control from the start.
They were good.

They were moving as a team.

They're all linked,
they're all touching,

they're all communicating.

And to be fair to number nine,
he was pretty quick.

I feel like there is...

Potential.

..potential with him,
but it seems every time,

he seems to ruin it.

Number nine has impressed the DS,
but they haven't forgotten

this morning's disastrous
forward abseil.

(GRUNTS) I've got it, staff,
I've got it.

You haven't got it

'cause I've watched you
just come down like a lunatic.

And they're confused by
his behaviour on the course.

There's no consistency, is there?

(CROSS-TALKING)

It's just like,

he's either on it
or he's with the fairies.

Either on it
or he's with the fairies.

Yeah.

He's trying so hard to deliver,
that he's messing up.

He's trying too hard to impress us.

He thinks his spiritual energy
is going to get him through.

Yeah.

His headspace is in a different
space to the rest of them.

Yeah.

He's just a space cadet.
Space cadet.

When he's on it, he's on it,

but when he's not,
his head's away somewhere else.

Yeah.
Let's bring him in.

Number nine.

Number nine.

Staff.

What's the name of your spaceship?

Number nine.

Staff.

What's the name of your spaceship?

I don't have a spaceship, staff.

You don't have a spaceship?

No, staff.

Half the time...

..you're getting beamed up
by the Starship Enterprise,

you're (BLEEP) head
is in the clouds.

And the other half, you're on it.

You're like, bang.

Got it so right.

It's almost as if you've got
two personalities.

Like you've got this super,
sort of, capable

and, I'd say,
even aggressive side,

and then you've got this,
'Away with the fairies' vibe.

Is there any reasons behind this?

Is there any sort of explanation?

Well, first of all,
thank you for the feedback, staff.

I wouldn't say
'Away with the fairies'.

I started really looking at myself,
dissecting myself.

I tell you what, why don't you
explain what spirituality means?

Great question.

I believe we are all energy.

Mm, I get that.
And we are all connected.

So, staff, staff...

..this desk, the food we eat,

I just believe that
everything is energy.

My new partner,
she sent me down the path of,

self-development books,
is the best way to put it,

and to be blatantly
honest with you, staff,

now I'm obsessed, obsessed
with just being the best man,

the best Dan, best version
of myself I can be

and that's why I'm here.

I think what you just said there

is what we're seeing.

I think you're trying too hard.

It's like today, you're
overthinking, over analysing,

trying to, like, really put
so much pressure on yourself

to over perform,

and I feel that is (BLEEP)
things up for you.

I was actually thinking
about the rock today.

I truly went in with no fear.

Like, I've had my time in despair
and all this,

it doesn't work for me.

You know, I don't
live my life in fear.

I have no fears.

People with no fear are either dead
or they might soon.

No, I know. So...
Calm down.

I'm very calm, staff.

OK. What's pent up inside you?

There's something...
Not, no as in...

Have you ever had an issue
with any of your emotions?

There's some, there's...

Something that's pent up
a little bit inside of you

that maybe you're
fighting against.

Not at all, staff.

How about anger?

Ever been angry?
You've been quite a calm guy.

I 100% have been angry before.

I'll give you an example.
Please.

I've been through a public divorce.

We don't live with my son.

Rock bottom for Dan Ewing
was not seeing his son.

The marriage breaking down
was one thing.

Not seeing my little boy,
that caused me unimaginable pain.

I hate it.

My little boy is six now.

When he was three,
it became apparent to me

that he was calling
his stepfather, dad...

..and I was daddy.

That for me, is a pain that I would
not wish on any father, any mother.

I want to be really clear here,
his stepfather is a very good man.

His mother is a terrific woman.

OK, that's, we're not,
I'm not disputing that.

But to hear to that,
that was pretty bad.

I wasn't his dad.

I was daddy, and that hurts...

..to have that title taken away.

I buried it and suppressed it...

..and it manifested in an exchange

where my son's mother

wasn't available to do
the visitation hand-over.

Mm-hmm.

Just a stepfather,
and that's when I thought

it would be a great opportunity...

Well, in fact,
I did not think, staff.

I didn't think at all.

I basically berated
his stepfather...

..informed him politely,
or not so politely,

that he was not his real dad.

I don't see anything
wrong with that.

No, but I did it in a way
that was disrespectful, staff.

I did it in a way
that I didn't see...

Aggressively?

Aggressively, verbally aggressively.

You use these?

No, staff.
No.

Um...

I jumped out of the car
and I started berating him.

"You're not his father. F-off.

"Go and get his mother,
I'm not giving my son to you."

That exchange, verbal exchange,
ended up being a compliant,

being filed with the police,
that was investigated.

So you threatened him?

But the bottom line is this, staff,
it was disrespectful

and there was levels before

because I let my ego
and my emotions engage, OK?

And that's...
You're getting angry right now.

No, no, no, its...

Number nine, number nine.
Number nine.

Shut the (BLEEP) off. Listen.

I've hit the nail on the head
right now.

Because you're getting irate,
you're getting angry,

you're getting aggressive,
and don't say you're not.

I'm trying to talk to you

and your (BLEEP),
your eyes are glazed over.

Now for you to say that
there's no aggression,

there's no anger in there.

I would say that's
pretty much bullshit

because there is,
and we all have it in us.

Maybe you're suppressing it
a little bit too much,

trying to be someone
that maybe you're not.

So, listen...

..there's nothing negative as such
going on with you.

Just (BLEEP) be you.

When you completely suppress
something like that,

which you've done in the past,

you're going to have
these miniature explosions.

If you don't have
these miniature explosions,

you're going to have
a huge explosion,

and what I've just seen here,
whether you like it or not,

is a miniature explosion.

If you want to let out (BLEEP)
anger and (BLEEP),

this is the place to do it.

We want you to be you.

'Cause that's where you're
going wrong at the moment.

Guard.

We got him. We got him.

I think his spaceship's
actually landing.

He's invented this person
he now wants to be

'cause he's met someone,
blah, blah, blah.

And you can't just go,
"Oh, I'm no longer that,

"I'm no longer this."
No, no.

The Dan walking into this course
is a Dan I'm proud of.

I'm grateful for all
of those experiences

because it's led me here.

And I'm very excited
to see what's next.