All language subtitles for Married.at.First.Sight.UK.S08E18.1080p.ALL4.WEB-DL.AAC2.0.H.264-NTb[eztv.re]_track4_eng

Previously...
It's so important that this works.

..newcomers Adrienne and Matt
married at first sight.

What did you ask for? You.

For the existing couples...

This is your chance to really get to
know your spouse's

nearest and dearest.

..visits from loved ones... Hello!

..led to an awkward moment
for Georges.

Well, we had intimacy week. I learnt
that my husband
likes rimming. Rimming?

..as straight-talking sisters
put him...

Holly frightens the shit out of me.

I worry that he's telling you what
you want to hear.

..and Luke... I've got no-one up
north. I am not moving.

..on the spot...

It would be devastating if the thing
that came between

them was the distance.

..before Away-Day rumours
stirred trouble for two couples.

I did hear that you and Ella had
been a bit flirty with each other.

I was a little bit flirty,
I'm not going to lie.

That isn't your partner,
I'm your partner.

Tonight...

Today's got so much riding on it.

..this year's final couple enter
the experiment.

I wanted that initial spark,
it hasn't come.

But will both of them say, "I do"?

Do you take Sean to be your husband
for the rest of your lives together?

This is not what I wanted. I just
feel disappointment.

As In-Laws Week continues...
Hello!

..home truths give hope to Rozz
and Thomas.

He's besotted with you as far as
I can see.

He's lovely, he's lovely.

..while JJ and Bianca grow
further apart.

I just need some space.

I think it's just going to push us
further away.

Chats with their nearest
and dearest...

There is talks of her flirting
with one of the other husbands here.

..send Ella and Nathanial on
a drastic downward spiral.

The whole JJ thing,
I don't think I'm OK with it.

I need a bit of space.

DOOR SLAMS

WEDDING BELLS RING

So we've finally reached
the end of the line

for this year's matching,

bringing our last couple into
the experiment.

The last but certainly not
the least.

I think these two complement
each other well.

We've got one half of the couple
who's loud and outgoing,

and the other quieter but still
confident.

It's a combination that can
so often work so well.

It's Mark and Sean.

Have you got enough time
for someone to go to Starbucks?

And grab me some flowers on
the way back, you know?

When Mariah gets here, she has
things waiting.

I work in children's fashion.
I love fashion.

I don't have the budget for it.
So thankfully,

being only 5'5,

I can fit into a size 16-year-old
boy's clothing.

So it's great being in the kids
industry,

where I can wear the clothes
and it costs half the price.

Oh! Look how nice that is.

When you can, you dress glam.

We do have a lot of celebrity
clients such as DJ Khaled,

the Kardashians. So I get to mingle
with a lot of them.

I love it. I can just act like
a diva.

And I thought someone would have
offered me a water by now.

Hello. Hello. You all right?
Yeah, you?

So I live on my own.
I've got your meals.

Aw, thank you. What would I do
without you, eh?

I'm really bad at cleaning.
I don't cook.

I need someone to do everything.
So my mum does my cooking for me.

So what have you done me this week?
Chicken and rice.

Well, that's nice. Oh, what's next?

Southern fried chicken.
What's next?

When she comes, I'm like,
"Can you hoover,

"can you clean, can you dust?"

I mean, every so often I'll do
something.

When it comes to family,
we are quite small and quite close.

So my immediate family's like my
mum, her other half,

I've got two brothers,
their partner and their kids.

How are the boys doing at school?
I actually got my work all right.

Mummy and Daddy was like very proud
at me. Were they?

But growing up, before coming out,
we wasn't that close.

The relationship I had
with my dad wasn't the best,

and the comments he made about me
being gay,

even though we never had
that conversation,

he had made comments

and it just made our relationship
very awkward.

I had just turned 20.

My sister-in-law called me
and she's crying

and she's like, "Where are you?
The police want to pick you up."

And they wouldn't let me in the
house. "You can't go in the house."

"What's going on? What's going on?"

And then that's when they
said, "Oh..."

Uh... Uh...

He... He...

"Your dad has killed himself."

And I never felt pain like it.

The only good thing out of all of
this, as a family,

it's the one thing that brought us
closer together.

My mum, me and my two brothers,

we're more open with each other.
We talk a lot more.

Do you think it's going to go all
right, me living with someone?

I've just come back from your
house, mate. It's very messy.

Love is such a big thing for me.

My last relationship lasted about
five years,

and that was about ten years ago.

It was all one-sided and there was
just sort of no love.

So I did feel very lonely,
I did feel on my own.

At that point my self-esteem was
the lowest of the low,

and I remember just being
really distraught.

The question I get asked all
the time is - why haven't I looked

for love since that time?
I think it's

because I don't want to be rejected.

I know it sounds quite sad,
because, you know,

love is going to hurt. You know,
you have to go through things

and your heart will be broken,

but sometimes I just feel like,
"I don't want to do it again."

Go on, then. Woo!

If I meet someone, my wall
is instantly up.

You're just really fussy.

I'm not... I'm so easy-going. No.

I think we can safely say I have
been avoiding a relationship

or meeting anyone.
I tend just to push people away.

Entering into a new relationship

with the walls up is common
and normal, and we all do that.

It takes a while for me to feel
relaxed.

Once I'm at that stage,
it's OK, but building that,

I think guys find it very
hard work.

So you need to be with
the right man... Yeah.

..who can see that vulnerability
and nurture it with you.

Exactly. Are you ready to be
vulnerable in a relationship?

I think I am now.

After being single for so long,

I know that I'm ready now
for marriage.

I am ready to drop this barrier

and put everything in
to make this work.

I want someone to love
me unconditionally.

I always put myself down,

so I need a guy that's
going to lift me up

and make me be happy.

He's got to have a nice smile.

With that smile,
he must be a chef, a cleaner,

a cook and a driver as well.
But I would be like,

"Oh, thank you. I appreciate that."

And I will show him appreciation.
But someone who can do everything.

I would like to describe myself as
a canny, outgoing lad.

You know, I like to have a laugh
with me mates.

Whether everyone else agrees,
a different matter.

I really love to cook.

Have me friends around, a few
bottles of red,

but it's normally who gets stuck
with the cooking

cos I'm the only one who can.

Sean, how long are you going to be?
Coming in now, man.

I'm good with me hands.
If I'm not out at the weekend,

you wouldn't be surprised
to find us in the house

with a big tool in me hand,
doing a bit of DIY.

I love fashion.

I'm a retail store manager for

a really fast-paced fashion store.
Absolutely love my job.

Do we feel like these are
sporty enough?

I do think it should be
like a conscription.

Everyone should have to do, like,
two year in retail.

Teaches you some manners.

I was really close to my family
growing up.

The weekends I would go to footie
with me dad on a Saturday.

We used to have a season ticket
for Sunderland.

Absolutely loved it.
Loved spending time with me dad.

Your first Sunderland strip.

First Sunderland strip, I filled it
out, didn't I?

What's that, a large men's?

You were as fat as butter.
Fat as butter. Fat as butter, aye.

And then on the polar opposite side,

I love a bit of Sound of Music
with me nana

or Wizard of Oz, good old musicals.

So, yeah, a bit of a conflict there.

That's when your new golden child
appeared. Give over.

Everyone else probably knew
I was gay before I did,

do you know what I mean?

Me mam and dad's been together
about 40 years.

They're such a tight knit couple.

It's definitely shaped my idea
of what

a relationship should be.

I want to have what them two
have got.

Don't think I've ever been in love.

It does upset us a little bit.

I would like to experience that,
and hopefully I can.

I would love a family.

Looking at me mam and dad, and even
seeing me brother

with his three kids,
I'd love to have that as well.

My perfect husband would be
someone who,

you know, is very open-minded,

someone with a bit
of compassion as well.

I wouldn't say I'm unhappy
by myself.

I want someone to add value
to my life.

I'd definitely like someone with
a bit of style and not someone who

just necessarily follows fashion.

I think that's key to someone
knowing who they are.

One of the most important things is
you've got

to give us a bit of a chuckle.

But 100% need to have someone who's
going to have us belly laughing.

Everything's riding on this
experience, actually, yeah.

We need this to work, yeah.

The reason I'm doing it is to find,
ultimately, someone who I love.

Mark is a little pocket rocket,

and he'll be the first to admit
he can be a bit of a diva.

In his words, a bit needy.

This larger-than-life persona,
it's a bit of a front.

It's hiding and distracting from

the fear Mark feels around
rejection.

When Mark's being needy, Sean can
be calm, kind and offer reassurance.

Sean, he's a homebody
and a home-maker.

There's a real nurturing side
to him that I think is

a great fit for Mark who enjoys
being looked after.

And we know Sean, he's looking
for someone who's kind-hearted

but also fun with bags of energy.

I've got a really good feeling about
this match.

Mark and Sean.

As the experiment's final pairing
get ready to marry at first sight...

You must be excited.

Yeah. I feel like I've lived another
life since I last saw Charlotte.

..for the existing couples,
In-laws Week continues.

Boop. Heyo!

Oh, God, I hope it does taste OK.

How did you meet her?

I've known Charlotte for like
eight, nine years

when we used to work together.

And then we live in, like, the same
area and she does my make-up.

She was the person that made you
actually look pretty?

Oh, you really are...
Yeah, well...

Only joking.

The last time I saw my family
and friends was

the wedding day where everything
was all roses

and I was really happy.

So I'm kind of dreading filling
Charlotte in on, like,

the bad stuff, cos there's been
probably more bad than good.

I know it's really bad, but I think
Mum and Dad's opinions

really matter. They do.

They do, cos they're the most
important people in your life,
aren't they?

I am a little bit nervous to meet my
new Mummy and Daddy.

However, it should go good

because I think they'll be happy
with the progress we've made.

Hello! Hello!

Hello.

Nice to see you. It's lovely to see
you, how are you doing?

I'm super excited to see
Mum and Dad.

I hope they see from the wedding day

to now, Thomas And I are way more
comfortable

with each other.
I think they'll like it.

Married life didn't get off to
the smoothest of starts

for Rozz and Thomas.

Oh, my... Shall we go more?

We're just awkward.

Is that OK? This is so terrible.

I just feel awkward.

Well, this is our flat.
This is the bedroom.

This is the living area.

Oh, who...? More guests!
More guests!

Yeah! Hello, buddy. Come on.

Oh, my God!

Rozz has met Ewan, he was my
best man.

Me and Ewan used to speak every
single day,

and not speaking to him has been

so hard, cos he has been my sounding
board for people I've dated

and it'll be nice
to get his feedback.

Are you OK, Ewan? I'm very
good. Yeah, I'm good.

It's been forever since we've
seen you. I know.

I feel like it's been three years.

Your dad wants to know
if you're pregnant.

LAUGHTER

Absolutely not!

Wait, how does that work?
What is that?

Rozz is probably the most open
person I've ever met.

I'm OK with her opening up about
our relationship.

However, I think she's a bit
too open

and if she mentions our bloody
intimacy to her father,

I'm hoping he's not brought
his shot gun.

So, obviously, like,

I am really open with you guys,
anyway.

Oh, no! No!

Where on Earth is this going?

No, but... OK, go.

LAUGHTER

Obviously, like we have been
intimate. Don't worry, Thomas.
We're not embarrassed.

We have been intimate anyway,
and that's fine.

So obviously, it is progressing.

Thomas literally looks like he wants
to crawl under the floorboards.

What? It's natural! You're my
husband. We do these things.

My parents know. They've been there.

KNOCKING

Oh, my God.

Hi! Hello! Oh, my God.

I've missed you! I've missed you
so much.

Oh, my God, a normal face. I'm here!

I'm so excited to see Charlotte,
like it's been so long

and I've got so much
to fill her in on.

What I'm going to do is let you
girls enjoy your little chat. OK.

Ella's friend's just arrived.
I'm leaving now.

Unfortunately my friend
Josh has just messaged me,

he's had a family emergency,
so he can't come today,

which is gutting for me. I really
wanted an outside opinion on

what's going on, but it is
what it is.

Enjoy your day. Bye! See you later.
See you later.

This has come at the perfect time

to have someone that I'm
so familiar with,

one of my best friends that I see
every week, here,

so that I can get an
outside perspective.

OK, so start from the beginning,
tell me everything.

Erm, honeymoon. So it was a bit of
a shitshow.

Oh, no. He finds me too young,

that I haven't had enough
life experience,

I need to go out and live my life.

He just said, like, I'm too over...

Like, I'm too crazy and wild
for him.

I made those vows that you sat
and all listened to,

where I said I would try,

through all the ups,
through the downs,

and I've never really been on

the receiving end of what it's
like to like someone

but them not like you back.

And...

Oh, girl!

And, like, it's been really shit.

Yeah. Aw!

It makes me sad. You need to, like,
talk to everybody about it.

Aw!

I feel like I see the good in
everyone

and I just feel really bad that
I am taking this experience away

from Nathanial.

But he's taking this experience
away from you.

You had a terrible honeymoon where
you're crying, you know?

That's not the experience that you
came here for.

I'm sorry but this guy's given you
a whole list of reasons

why you're not good enough.

Hearing you say that, you've
just confirmed it to me

that I'm not willing to try
any more.

To me, the answer is clear.

I deserve better.

I'm nervous. How are you feeling,
babes?

I feel like my stomach is going.

Yeah. Mine's going for you.
I can hear it.

The day is here.
I'm finally getting married,

My girls Vicky And Mel,
they're helping me relax,

calm down, get ready, and it's just
exciting.

I'm nervous. And, oh, my God,
like, I'm getting married

in literally a few hours,

it's just unreal.

I feel really nervous.

I'm just worried. What if he turns
around and he's like,

"Oh, my God, what the fuck is that?"

Why wouldn't he love you?

What if he's wearing black?

Cos I think wearing a black suit
looks awful on people.

I hope I get what I want today,
cos my face won't hide it

and then the family and friends will
all know that

it's not going to work. So I need to
have what I've ordered.

When are we going to see the outfit,
then? Do you want to see it?

Yeah. OK, let me grab it.

You need to see the accessories
as well.

Ready? Mm.

Wow! Oh, Mark, that's lovely.
What do you think?

Love it.

Then I've got this to go
with it as well.

Oh, they're lovely. Wow.
So these will go down the buttons.

Oh, OK. So you don't have
a normal button.

It'll be the skulls, basically.

Cute. Nice.

And then this is the shirt.

What's wrong?

What? It's the wrong shirt. Oh!
What?

The buttons are not supposed to be
there. It's supposed to be
the skull buttons.

Can't you just take the buttons off?
No, cos there's a hole

that goes in there
and you put the skull through here.

If I have to wear this,
what's the point?

I wanted to stand out. Mm-mm.
And this is not going to... Look...

It's just... I'm not wearing
just that.

I don't want to even start
getting ready.

This has really pissed me off.

Oh, no.

Nice in here, like.
Canny. Not bad.

Rustic.
LAUGHTER

Can't believe the big day's
finally arrived,

but now it's here I'm really
excited to meet him.

Nervous as well, like.

Oh, my God, you look stunning.
Upstaging me on my big day. Thanks.

I know, can you believe it's
actually here, the big day?

No, I don't. I'm just taking it as
it comes, though.

One step at a time.

It's the first person that you're
ever going to potentially love.

So it's quite a big thing.
Yeah.

That's probably made me a little bit
more nervous now. Urgh! Thank you.

The fact that, like, me future
husband's doing exactly

the same as what I'm doing now,
going through exactly

the same emotion, it's just surreal.

Fingers crossed he's at least as
nervous as I am.

Oh, can I just have the bottle,
please?

You do know we're running late,
Mark, don't you?

One of you's going to have to
call the shop.

I need the shirt.

What if it doesn't come?

If it doesn't come,
then I don't go.

Well, if you don't go,
there's no wedding. Yeah.

Oh, my God.
Is this going to happen?

My whole outfit is really important
to me.

I bought it just for this wedding.

The fact that it's not
going to be perfect,

it's like I'm freaking
the fuck out.

This is not how it's supposed
to be, is it?

I'm worried.

I don't want to sound like a brat,

but I need the shirt, otherwise
there's no wedding.

He's not going to do it,
he's not going to get married.

He's got to. He won't without
that shirt.

I woke up excited, couldn't wait
to get my outfit on,

until I realised that things
are going wrong.

And now I'm really scared.

I feel like I'm having
second thoughts.

I don't think I can go through
with it.

I can't see there being a wedding.

SIGHING

A nice, big chair for you.
I'm just disappearing.

So how do you think, like,
first impressions

of Thomas... Well, second
impressions really?

To me it's all positive vibes.
He's lovely.

That's good.
How's it been for you?

So much better than the first day
we met.

I've been like so open and honest
that it's almost been

a little bit brutal,

but I've just wanted him
to know exactly where I am.

Yeah. But I obviously feel something
for him.

Good. But I just can't say it's
like love or anything.

Mm. It takes time.

You don't just fall in love
with somebody, do you?

No. If there wasn't

a connection there I wouldn't have
carried on with it.

He's, like, so kind, so sweet,
so caring, so thoughtful.

He's lovely. He's lovely. I really
like him, really like him.

He's definitely got your back.

I think, like, Mum and Dad, like,
knew on the wedding day,

like I was super stressed,
super scared, super worried,

and for them to see, like,
a huge improvement

and see that we're comfortable
with each other, it's nice.

Hello.

Yeah. How are you?

Oh, I miss you!

Feel like I've not seen you for
so long.

This week I've seen a few things
with me and Ella

that I'm not really happy with.

I really want to hear my friend
Sophie's opinion,

to get someone's opinion from

the outside on what's going on,
and just let loose

and just tell her how
I'm actually feeling.

Yeah. Obviously,
the wedding was good.

Last week was really good, like
we hung out. But then...

Erm...

I just... Like...

There has been, like,

talks of her flirting

with one of the other
husbands here.

No. I'm just gutted.

I don't think she's ready
to be married.

Speaking to Sophie's given me some
perspective.

Ella's flirting with JJ makes me
feel angry and disappointed.

It's just not nice.

Yeah.

Hello. Hey. You all right?

Yeah. I just want to talk to you.

Of course, come and sit down.

Since talking to Charlotte I've
realised that this is just

a friendship. Nathanial just
wanted to be friends,

but he just doesn't have
the guts to say it to me.

I need to get this off my chest

and I feel like I'm closest
to Tasha.

So, darling, how are you feeling?

Erm... I just feel
emotionally drained.

So what's made you get
to this point?

I've been saying things

to kind of cover up how I'm really
feeling about my relationship,

about Nathanial,
and I just wasn't honest.

Erm...

I don't feel like
Nathanial's ever fancied me,

and I think a lot
of people can see that.

And the truth is, he's just
too scared to tell me,

so he's pushing me away,

I'm unhappy, and I don't think
the relationship's ever going to be

in the place that I need
or want it to be.

I'm not willing to do it
to myself any more,

like I've waited long enough.

I get that. It's sad to say because

every single one of us love you
both to pieces

and you know that.

So the fact that it's come
to this is heart-breaking

cos we've all been rooting
for you so bad.

We've always got you, darling.

I know, and I'm grateful.

Oh, come here!

Bless you.

My mind is in overdrive,

but at some point I'm going to have
to talk to Nathanial.

As hard as that conversation's going
to be, it's going to have to happen.

It's not what I wanted...

I feel like I've tried.
You're not a bad person.

Oh, you have tried, you have tried.
Honestly I can't do it any more,

like I'm drained.

Today's got so much riding on it.

It's all coming to a bit of
a head now.

Butterflies are starting
to flutter a little bit.

It's absolutely nuts.

Wow, this is intense.

Yeah, I can't cope. It's killing us.

By the end of the day having
a husband's absolutely surreal.

I can't believe, like, it's
actually happening.

You all right? Yeah. Good.

Are you nervous? A little bit,
a little bit.

Calm down, Steve. You're good.
You're good, hon.

Good afternoon, everybody.

I've got a short announcement
to make.

If you can bear with us just for
a little while longer,

the other groom is late.

What could have possibly gone wrong?

I don't get it. But then it's Mark.
So, yeah, I do get it.

If you could bear with me for
a moment.

I think if Mark doesn't get his own
way, he will strop off.

That's just what he would do.
He'll just... He'll be gone.

So we may be dressed
and ready for nothing.

The shirt has arrived,
and as you can see,

it was worth the wait.

This is how I pictured my
wedding day.

You know, wearing white,
my shiny shoes,

my cufflinks all matching.

I can't wait to go.

I'm a little bit late.

But, look, what is a wedding
without a late bride?

And I can't wait to meet this guy.

Definitely one of
the biggest days of my life today.

I've invested so much emotionally
into this.

I'm getting married
and I don't know him.

And I'm nervous!

I'm hoping that all
the boxes are ticked.

I'm hoping that I get what I want.

You all right? Yeah. How are you?

Yeah, good, good. Go on, give us
a cuddle.

You doing all right? Yeah.
Not too bad.

You nervous? Yeah, are you?

Yeah. It'll be all right, though.
It'll be all right. Yeah.

I'm just fixed on him.

I can't even see anyone else sat
either side.

Like, I've literally just got
tunnel vision focused on him.

I can definitely say the experts
have done a good one.

They've definitely pulled it out of
the bag.

I wanted that initial attraction.

I wanted that spark straight away.
It hasn't come.

It isn't there.
And he's wearing a black suit.

A black suit is not the one.

Who has died? We're just starting
something new

and you're wearing black. Ugh.

We're gathered here to celebrate
the marriage of two people,

Sean and Mark.

Sean, if you'd like to take
your vows?

I can see the exit from where
I'm standing,

I'm really torn about actually going
through with this.

I say these vows not as a promise,
but as a privilege.

I get to laugh with you.
Cry with you.

Care for you and share with you.

Go through the ups and downs
with you,

and most important, share this
crazy experience with you.

I was so excited, but at this moment
in time,

I'm just not sure if I can do this.

Even though we've never met,

today will always be a day that
I will never forget.

I promise to give you my all.

And hopefully our new life together
will be a ball.

Though we have hard times will come,
I'll always try and be your fun.

So I would tend to avoid putting
myself in

a situation like this where I have
to open up,

so all I ask is...

..don't hurt me,

please be patient
and don't give up on me.

We've been matched for a reason,
and I can't wait

to experience this journey
with you.

Will you now turn and face each
other, please, and join hands?

You all right?

Do you take Mark to be your husband?

Do you promise to be loving,

loyal and faithful to him for
the rest of your lives together?

I do.

And, Mark, do you take Sean to
be your husband?

Do you promise to be loving, loyal,
and faithful to him

for the rest of your lives together?

Mark, do you take Sean to be your
husband?

Do you promise to be loving, loyal,

and faithful to him for
the rest of your lives together?

I do.

I'm here and I'm thinking there is
no going back now.

I set out to do this,

it's taken me all morning
to get ready. Yeah, why not?

Sean and Mark, you've made your
marriage vows to each other in

the presence of your family

and friends gathered here today.

It really does give me
the greatest pleasure

and privilege to pronounce you as
husband and husband.

You may seal your union with
a kiss.

I'm obviously really attracted
to Mark. Looking forward

to getting to know each other,
and then we can go from there.

I wanted to feel instant attraction.

Like, it's not a no, but it's
not like a yes-yes.

In terms of the match,
I'm going to say it's a TBC.

Watch us tumble down these.

LAUGHTER

So how are you feeling, are
you happy? Yeah, good. Sad?

Yeah, over the moon. Yeah?

Sad, why would I be sad?
I'm over the moon.

Mark is me usual type, like I do go
for quite an attractive lad.

Initial thoughts,
I'm really happy.

And now it's just exciting
to see where things go.

What did you think when you turned
round? Eh? What did you think?

I thought you were spot-on,
yeah, spot-on. Yeah?

Yeah. Honestly. So do you feel
like you've got what you wanted?

Yeah, definitely. Definitely. 100%.

I always thought to myself, "I know
what I want",

and this is not what I wanted.
I just feel disappointment.

How old are you? 31.

Oh, OK. Yeah.
What about you? 26.

Nice.

I'm actually 36,
and it just come out I'm 26.

Day one of the marriage
and already I'm lying.

What does that sound like?

To be fair, I thought you
were younger. Did you? Mm.

Excellent. I thought you were like
late 20s. Did you?

What do you do for a job, then?

So I work in high-end
luxury fashion. Yeah?

And then we have, like, a lot of
celebrity clients. Oh, nice.

So I do styling for them. Yeah.

So I'm quite into fashion,
what about you?

Yeah, so I'm a store manager,
for New Look.

So similar. Like, pretty similar.

I work in high-end.

He works in fast fashion,
which is like

the complete opposite to my job
and what brands I work with.

You know, like Gucci
and Fendi and that for kids.

Nice. Nice. Yeah.

Oh, then similar.

After speaking to Sophie,
I'm not happy

with how Ella's been flirting
with JJ.

I think I've given
so much energy to her.

I don't even know if I trust her.

Hi. You OK?

Yeah. Yeah. Good.

Yeah, I've, um... Obviously,
speaking to Sophie today,

it's sort of like put perspective on
what's going on.

There's a few things that you've
done and the way you've reacted
in certain situations that

I wouldn't expect people to act
who I was going to be with.

Such as?

The whole JJ thing, I don't think
I'm OK with it.

I don't think I'm OK with you
flirting or talking

to other girls about him,

especially when we're in this
as a team.

So I just think I need
a bit of space.

And...

..we sort of relook at this
another time.

I just haven't got the energy at
the minute to...

It's fine, the feeling's mutual.

I haven't got the fight left in me.

Mm. No, nor have I.

Nathanial was the one that put us in
this position.

I should have just believed and gone
with my gut

that he doesn't fancy me

and he just wanted to be friends.

But he just doesn't have the
guts to say it to me.

DOOR SLAMS

CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

I'm feeling elated,
like really, really happy.

Couldn't have asked for
a better husband.

Hi, I'm Sean. Hello. You all right?
You? You might have gathered.

Yeah, good, good. Not bad. You
enjoying your day so far?

Starving. Oh, yeah, it's been really
good. Yeah, that's good.

I would say there is a slight bit of
me that is gutted.

Like, I did think the whole
attraction would come,

the spark would be there.
Grand. Grand.

As soon as there's silence,
I feel, "Oh, God this is awkward."

Absolutely spot-on, like he's such
a canny lad.

Like, really, really nice,
you can tell he's really genuine.

So how old are you? Had to think
about it there. 31. 31.

How old did Mark tell you he was?
Yeah, how old did he tell you he is?

26.

LAUGHTER

Is that true? Don't. What was that
laugh for?

What do you think?
Oh, he's lovely.

Are you happy? I don't know.
I feel like I am.

But?

But I don't want to fall for someone

that I don't think's going to
be there. But you don't know.

You're just being negative.

Stop thinking of what could go
wrong. Just go with it, enjoy it.

And take each day as it comes.
Enjoy it.

You have a tendency
to self-sabotage.

What's going to stop that
from happening?

You have to take it at face value,
like he's being nice

because he's a nice guy. Yeah.
That's it.

Yeah, maybe.

Whatever's going right,
I'll look for the faults in it.

I have this wall and I know that I'm
always guarded with things,

because I don't want to be rejected.

I need to protect myself from
getting hurt.

So I just need to make sure that
he is who he's saying he is.

While Mark grapples with his
feelings

for new husband Sean, in London

Ella is also trying to make sense of
a new connection in her life.

I don't want to make any
rash decisions,

but Tasha has validated how I feel.

I need to go with my gut

and what it's been telling me
for a long time.

Nathanial doesn't fancy me,

and I just need to think about me
now and what I want.

I came here to find a husband,

I didn't come here to find a friend.

I feel like I owe it to myself

to see if there's anything there
with JJ.

And, like, I feel like there's
a connection.

I just need to do this for me.
I need to be selfish.

PHONE PINGS

I love the little fire.

It's cute. How cute!

Biggest thing for me now is to get

to know Mark, like that's what
I need to do now. So excited

to really get to know each other.

So how are you doing? Are you
all right?

Yeah. It's freezing, innit?

Cold.

So how do you feel about my age?

What...? The real one, the real one.

Which age are we talking about?
So say the real one.

I'm 36.

Right, so you told me 26.
So why did you say you were 36?

Erm...

I'm just not where I thought
I'd be at 36.

So I stay at 26 until...

..I'm ready to move on.
Right. OK.

Where did you
want to put yourself at 36?

Married, mortgage, kids.

I feel, like, so embarrassed
about it.

Don't put that pressure on yourself,
do you know what I mean, like,

what will be will be.

OK. Yeah?

How did you enjoy the day?

Yeah, like unreal. Like, when
I turned around

and seen you I was just like, "Yes
this is OK,

"like this guy is a good,
like, good lad." Yeah.

How you feel about it, anyway?

Um, much more happy than
I was earlier,

like I was really nervous, you know?
Yeah, like... Nah, like, yeah.

Um, I just want to make sure that,
cos I give it my all...

Yeah. ..I don't want you to then
be like,

"Oh, actually, maybe it's not what
I want."

I'm not going to hurt you.

Yeah? OK.

Good.

So if anyone asks, it's 26.

Oh, 100%. 100%!

I feel really confused.

Ella and I, we've been texting
a little bit,

so I do kind of feel there's
a connection there

and I just keep getting drawn
to her,

so I don't really know how
I'm feeling.

Today I'm going to chat with Bianca

and just let her know where my
head's at.

Even though it's a difficult
conversation to have,

I feel like it's just the right
thing to do.

Um...

So, um, yeah, I've been thinking,
like about how I'm feeling,

and I'm really confused.

The pressure is a lot.

I'm not 100% sure sort of
where this is,

like where it's going.

Obviously how we've been
the whole time,

erm, it's been like a friendship,
hasn't it? Mm-mm.

And I know, obviously, you've asked
me for more,

and I haven't given that to you.
But I've said to you the whole time,

I'm not going to, like, force
anything, so it's difficult.

But you're not honest with me.

I have been honest with you.
You haven't. Like,

when I'm like, "Are you all right?"
You're like, "Yeah, I'm OK."

I just need some space

to, like, think about sort
of how I feel.

I definitely think he is,
like, running at

the first hurdle. I feel like he's
not really given this a go.

How can you try with someone who is
not around?

I'm not just going to constantly
wait around

for someone to decide if they
want me.

I understand that. And that's just
not how I'm going to do this.

I completely understand what

Bianca says when she's saying
she's not

going to wait around for someone.

I just need to have some time alone
to really have

a sit down and think about what
it is that I really want.

So, like, you just need more space?

Yeah.

I think just having more space
is just more of

a barrier between us, and I think
it's just going to push us

further away.

Next time...

Scream if you want to go faster!
Careful!

..for the newlyweds...

it's hard not to want to touch her.

..honeymoon happiness is
short-lived.

I don't like a show-off.
I'm not going to change that.

I feel so judged.

You've got to prepare yourself
for it not to be OK.

Why would you even feel
the need to bring that up?

DOOR SLAMS

As In-laws Week continues,

Arthur struggles to win over
Laura's friends...

I've sort of re-written the vows
in Mexico. It took me ten minutes.

There were red flags for us. Best
friends should step in

and be like, "You're in the wrong."

..and when Ella orchestrates
a dangerous liaison...

Ella's fit. I can't fancy her
more, really.

It's more than flirting.

..husband Nathanial is pushed to
breaking point.

What do you know? She was
texting JJ.

The truth's going to come out.
Let these two rats lie together.

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