All language subtitles for My Journey to You episode 17 [iQIYI]

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[My Journey to You]

[Episode 17]

Is the golden gentian enough?

Yes.

Lady Wuji gave me a lot.

I was afraid there will be scarring

and you won't like it.

You could have just asked me for it directly.

It's just a herb.

There was no need for you to compromise and apologize.

I didn't have to compromise.

Really?

I know you still suspect Lady Wuji.

That's why I went to fix my relationship with her

so that it'd be easier for me to help you

investigate her.

Is it for me

or for yourself?

Doing something for you

is the same thing as doing something for myself.

You and I

are one.

We have Anonymous as our common target.

So we should work together.

You've changed.

Maybe this is the real me.

Since you have found out my real identity,

I'm just being honest with you.

Do you like it?

These flower buds

seem like they're about to bloom.

You'll know soon

whether I like it or not.

Lord Sword Wielder.

I'm looking for Miss Yun.

Can I trust

the guardian's words?

I'm not sure.

He did drink then,

but he insisted that he wasn't drunk.

What is this?

It's a new medicine

that Elder Yue developed,

the truth grass.

After taking it,

it can make people tell the truth.

Is this what

cleared Miss Yun of her suspicions?

Why did Elder Yue give you this?

How could he have given me this?

I stole it.

Originally,

I just wanted to use this to probe Gong Shangjue.

But now I suddenly feel

that instead of investigating here and there

without finding any useful clues,

why not be more straightforward?

Is there really

a magical medicine that can control one's mind in this world?

Yes.

It's unbelievable.

Why don't you try it?

Do you have a conscience?

It's not bad for your health.

Just sacrifice yourself and cooperate.

Take it now.

How do you feel?

I feel a little dizzy.

So soon?

I'll start the questioning now.

Do you...

like Gong Zishang?

Tell me.

I don't like her.

Really?

This medicine doesn't work.

It's fake?

It's fake.

Do you mean

that it's fake when you said you don't like Gong Zishang?

You like my sister...

Gong Ziyu.

Every time you call me by my full name, I get flustered.

If this medicine is fake,

does that mean that what Miss Yun said then

cannot be trusted?

Do you...

like me?

No.

Right.

How can you smile after knowing that?

Are you

a Wufeng spy?

No.

Elder Yue

was seen by a guardian

when he went to the prison to meet the Wufeng assassin.

Miss Yun is also suspected to be from Wufeng.

Elder Yue used fake medicine to get Miss Yun out of trouble.

This...

I suddenly remembered

that there is a secret room

in Elder Yue’s room.

In the secret room,

there are traces that indicate that a woman had lived there.

I've never heard of

a woman living in the Yue residence before.

In the secret room,

there was also a bracelet.

A bracelet?

What's so special about that bracelet?

Yun Que.

Yun Que?

On the ring Miss Yun carries around,

there's also a Yun Que.

Oh no.

My necklace!

Are you sure the person who the guardian saw

was Elder Yue?

No.

He said that person was wearing a plain robe

and there was a faint cloud pattern on his hem.

Deep yearning and a myriad of emotions.

I'll wait for you at the Yu residence.

Deep yearning and a myriad of emotions.

Walk out of the West Pavilion and speak with words.

I'll wait for you at the Yu residence.

She has an appointment with Elder Yue.

[Jue]

This is what a servant should do.

Miss Shangguan.

Don’t bother.

How did you know it's me?

Everyone's gait in terms of rhythm,

heaviness and pace,

scent,

and breathing,

are different.

You must have trained before.

When I was in the Gushan Sect,

I learned some basic martial arts skills from my father.

As for the kind of training

that you're talking about,

I haven't experienced that.

Are you fully recovered?

I think all the wounds have healed.

There wasn't much scarring either.

Young Master.

Do you want to take a look?

I won't disturb you then.

This hot spring bath

is good for healing the skin.

Do you want to try it?

Miss Yun.

We're preparing the soothing and insect-repelling incense

for after lights out.

Why are you here?

Lord Sword Wielder and I just came back from the mountain.

The Yue residence has a high amount of water vapor and is cold and humid.

Add some Chinese mugwort in the incense tonight

to get rid of the humidity.

These incense will be hung outside.

I'm afraid it won't be effective.

Why don't we just add some Chinese mugwort incense

directly in the Sword Wielder's room?

Hmm...

That's fine too.

Go get some Chinese mugwort from the storehouse.

Yes.

You should go along too.

Get more.

Put a pot of it in my room too.

Yes.

It's so late

and he didn't even bring a lantern.

He even brought so many guardians equipped with knives with him.

Where is Jin Fan going?

The Yu residence?

It's his territory.

Why is he sneaking around?

Incense?

As expected, you really understood that poem.

Deep yearning and a myriad of emotions.

You asked me out in this way.

What do you want to ask?

Why do you have Yun Que's bracelet?

Do you know Yun Que?

Your foster sister...

is the one I love.

Yun Que once told me about you.

She said that you are the only person

that's nice to her in this world.

She showed me your portrait.

So,

I recognized you

the first time we met.

Then since you knew I'm from Wufeng,

why did you use fake truth grass

to help me out secretly?

How did Yun Que die?

Was Yun Que killed by the Gong family?

Sword Wielder.

You're from Wufeng.

Don't talk to me.

How dare you attack me?

This is insubordination.

How bold of you!

As a guardian of the Yu residence,

it's my duty.

How are you not poisoned by the poison of the incense?

You did take the Herb Elixir indeed.

How could a mere Green Jade Guardian

have the right to obtain the Herb Elixir?

I knew you were suspicious.

This time, old and new grudges

will be added up together.

I'm afraid the roof of the Yu residence

will be overturned this time.

This is the outfit you chose.

Do I look good?

I'm not looking at the clothes.

Actually,

I came here late at night

to ask you for a favor.

What do you want?

Please help me take my revenge.

Who is your enemy?

Dianzhu from Qingfeng Sect.

You took on someone else's identity and sneaked into the Gong residence.

Despite numerous crises,

you've always managed to turn them around.

With your intelligence and capability,

why don't you take revenge yourself?

I tried.

More than once.

It seems that the results were unsatisfactory.

Our Shangguan family is a family of medicine.

We know a lot about poison.

I've received almost all the poisons

that came from the Gong residence into the martial world.

And I know

that your most powerful poisons and hidden weapons

are always for personal use

and never for sale.

That's true.

You have a poison

called Ascension.

I used it as the base

and mixed in other potent poisons

such that it's incurable.

In the Martial World Assembly two years ago,

I disguised myself to blend in

and secretly put poison

in Dianzhu's food.

Two years ago, the incident of Dianzhu being poisoned by a strange poison

shocked the world.

It was actually you.

It was me.

After that,

I've been waiting

for the news of Dianzhu's death to spread in the martial world.

I waited for more than a month

but Dianzhu actually reappeared unscathed.

I really don't understand.

If he was poisoned by Ascension,

unless he had the exclusive antidote from the Gong family,

he

should have died.

Not to mention

how you had mixed in so many other potent poisons.

Even a deity couldn't saved him.

Unless...

Unless right after Dianzhu got poisoned,

he took the Gong family's secret medicine

and panacea, the Herb Elixir.

Elder Yue.

You are a high-ranking member of the Gong family.

Why did you betray the Gong family?

Lord Sword Wielder.

Since I was born,

I've been living deep in the back hill.

I've never wandered around the martial world.

I can't be a person from Wufeng.

I have no intention to hurt the Gong family.

But indeed,

I did help Wufeng.

About what happened,

as long as you're willing to listen,

I'll tell you everything.

Say it.

Two years ago,

Wufeng sent someone to sneak into the Gong residence

and tried to steal the Herb Elixir.

Do you remember that?

Of course.

That person

was Yun Que.

Enter the Gong residence?

Yes.

It's not that easy.

The container used to transport herbs in the Gong residence is very small.

It can't hide a person.

But you're an exception.

The Muscle Shrinking Technique you practice

can shrink your muscles and bones.

It must be you.

Young Master.

Here's the seashell powder you asked for.

Chuyun Chonglian

has always only existed as in legends.

I didn't expect you'd succeed in cultivating it.

Chuyun Chonglian has been extinct for years.

Only in the thick freezing soil back then

are there still seedlings that were scattered.

I've sent people to look for them for years,

but I've only found a few.

It was tended to for a long time

before a flower has finally bloomed.

You just said that Gong Yuanzhi

successfully cultivated the Chuyun Chonglian.

Are you lying to me?

No.

I knew you'd be interested.

The already extinct magical flower

has really been successfully cultivated.

He must have put a lot of effort into it.

No wonder they keep saying

that a rare herb genius has appeared

in the front hill of the Gong residence.

I'd like to see the Chuyun Chonglian.

I also want to meet this young Young Master Yuanzhi.

You can't go.

According to the rules,

we can't leave the back hill even for a step.

You are so bad.

You said something that made him itch

and yet forbid him to leave the back hill.

I'm just honest.

I'm just speaking facts.

Aren't you busy with your research of Drunk Blood?

Why do you still have the time to care about the front hill's matters?

In my opinion,

the Gong residence is the Gong residence.

We should be allowed to go wherever, be it the front hill or the back hill.

[Clinic]

After Yun Que's whereabouts were exposed,

she was immediately

encircled and pursued by everyone from the front hill of the Gong residence.

That was the night

I met Yun Que.

That night was the first time I disobeyed the ancestral precept

and sneaked out of the back hill.

I wa going to take a look

at the Chuyun Chonglian cultivated by Gong Yuanzhi.

But I ended up running into Yun Que.

It was the first time I saw the outside world,

and I was curious and kind about everything.

Back then, I didn't know

who that injured girl was.

So I brought the unconscious Yun Que

directly back to the back hill.

Did the Wufeng sneak into the Gong residence two years ago

to help Dianzhu steal the Herb Elixir?

That's exactly the same time.

Although Qingfeng Sect has surrendered to Wufeng,

it's just Dianzhu.

Wufeng wouldn't have gone to such great lengths to steal medicine for her.

Unless Dianzhu has a special identity.

Otherwise,

Wufeng wouldn't have provoked the Gong family that easily.

You're back.

Yes.

You went to see Dianzhu this time.

How is she?

The chief is severely poisoned.

She can only suppress the poison with her internal skill for now.

I don't think she'll last long.

I came back

to attend the Chief Assembly on behalf of my chief.

Have you found the person who poisoned her?

Chief suspects

Zhuo Mei.

The Chief Assembly is held every half a month

and there had never been an omission.

But it was cancelled for no reason that time.

After Elder Yue scolded me harshly,

he handed Yun Que

over to the former Sword Wielder to be dealt with.

So my foster sister

was really killed by the Gong family?

No.

At that time,

I was researching the anesthetic Drunk Blood.

So I proposed to Elder Yue

and asked if I could use Yun Que

as a medicine tester

to test the medicine in the Yue residence.

I know you think it's cruel.

But if I didn't do that,

Yun Que might have died that night.

Who are you?

Don't waste your energy.

What did you do to me?

Why is my internal skill depleted?

Don't move.

Don't try to use your power.

It's not good for your health.

Since you've caught me,

I don't want to live either.

Kill me if you want.

It's useless to say more.

We're not Wufeng.

We're not that cruel.

You're from the Gong residence.

How dare you say that?

What's wrong with people from the Gong residence?

Have you never left the Gong residence before?

In the martial world,

everyone regards the people of the Gong residence

as fierce and evil,

and avoid them at all costs.

Is that so?

What place is this?

It's a safe

but also dangerous place.

What is this?

What else could it be?

Medicine.

As the last resort,

you have to take your own life.

Are you trying to kill yourself by biting your tongue?

I disregarded my health

and researched all kinds of detoxification methods

and finally snatched you back from the depths of Hell.

I hate people

who don't cherish their lives the most.

The dead won't suffer.

The pain is left to those who will grieve for you.

Those who seek death are cowards.

Because they're transferring their pain

to those who love them.

Sister.

I'm here.

I'm leaving tomorrow.

I know.

Don’t listen to Hanya Si.

Even if the mission fails,

you must find a way to survive.

I told the Sword Wielder

to make you my medicine tester

to help me test my medicine

so as to save your life.

What medicine do you want to test on me?

The Drunk Blood.

A poison?

No.

It's an anesthetic that relieves pain.

I like making antidotes

and saving people.

There are enough people in the Gong residence who can make poison.

They can do without one more like me.

So I won't die from drinking it?

No, you won't.

But

you'll suffer.

I'm not even afraid of death.

Why would I be afraid of suffering?

Don't keep mentioning death.

You must live on well.

Don’t listen to Hanya Si.

Even if the mission fails,

you must find a way to survive.

You're awake.

A few days ago, after taking the medicine,

your muscles were tense and you became unconscious.

I felt your pulse

and realized it was chaotic.

At first, I didn't know the reason.

Then I guessed

that it was because you were forced

to practice the Muscle Shrinking Technique since you were little.

You were often confined in narrow spaces over a long period of time,

so you felt claustrophobic

in a confined space.

So

I moved you out of the room.

I'm just your medicine tester.

You don't have to care for me.

I need my medicine tester to be healthy

in order to test my medicine.

I'm just your tool.

I'm outside,

but I'll still be tortured by you.

There's a difference.

When I'm torturing you,

I'll be happier.

I didn't know what you like to eat,

so I just brought what I like.

Does it suit your tastes?

No.

That's too bad.

You just have to eat

whatever I eat.

Then why are you asking?

I just wanted to be polite to you.

After all, I'm a knowledgeable and sensible person.

If you don't like it,

I can change my style.

It's not poisonous.

Look.

You...

It tastes good.

I won't eat it even if it's not poisonous.

If you want to protest with a hunger strike,

then I can only mash up the food and feed you

like how I treat cats and dogs.

Do you like this style?

A medicine tester is even worse off than a cat or dog.

Cats are much more obedient than you.

What did you say?

I said

that this is really delicious.

Try it.

I'm just a medicine tester.

Why do you care so much about me?

Have you ever raised a pig?

They have to be fed well

before they can become pork rib soup.

You...

It turns out that you think it's dirty to use the chopsticks I've used.

I didn't think too much about it at first.

I planned to continue using her to test my medicine

after she recovered.

But after spending a long time together,

I gradually grew

to feel differently towards Yun Que.

Why did you join Wufeng

and become an assassin?

Most people who join Wufeng

don't know their origins

and don't know where to go.

A person who drifts around

has a life like withered grass.

They're usually orphans who have lost their parents when they were young

and were taken in by Wufeng,

and became used to obeying orders.

Or they bear grudges

that they can't reconcile with,

so they want to take revenge with the help of the powerful Wufeng.

Which type are you?

Do you know what a coffin-born baby is?

It's a baby who was born in the coffin

of a deceased pregnant woman.

That's right.

I'm a coffin-born baby.

An old beggar found me

and saved me by getting me out

and raised me.

I called him Grandpa.

One year on New Year's Eve,

Grandpa saw some cold buns

at the entrance of a tavern

and wanted to give them to me.

But he was regarded as a thief

and beaten to death by some thugs in the tavern.

At that time,

I was biting onto the thug's hand with all my might.

He called me a dog

and beat me up so badly that I was bleeding from my head.

But I didn't let go.

Later,

while I was barely breathing on the streets,

someone from Wufeng saved me

and took me back.

That year,

I was seven.

In Wufeng,

I was obedient,

never rebelled,

and made myself stronger.

Only by being competitive

was I able to survive in that dark place.

I just wanted to stay alive.

You're no longer in Wufeng.

You don't have to be afraid anymore.

I won't be able to escape.

Wufeng has a medicine

called Fortnight Flies.

That was when

I found out that the Fortnight Flies that Wufeng uses

is the secret medicine specially made by the Gong family,

the Heart Devouring Moon.

Wufeng created the Fortnight Flies

by modifying it to a certain degree,

removing

the poisonous element that forms a black line on the wrist,

such that it became more inconspicuous.

Although I don't know

how Wufeng

got the prescription for the Heart Devouring Moon,

after I finished studying the Death Oath pill

that Yun Que gave me,

I was sure

that that's the modified version of the Heart Devouring Moon.

At first,

Yun Que didn't trust me.

It was only until I accompanied her

through the most painful period of the Heart Devouring Moon's attack

and her internal skill was increasing day by day

that she finally trusted me.

She told me

that that was her first time

she thought that she might be able to get out of Wufeng for good.

Did you leave this piece of paper

[I O U]

on the desk?

You want to thank me,

but you're too shy to say it.

So you gave me this word riddle?

I, O, U.

That sounds like "I owe you".

You're thanking me.

In Wufeng,

amidst the endless cruel training,

my only joy every day

was playing word riddles with my sister.

Your sister?

We met at Wufeng.

She took me as her foster sister.

I remember when I wanted to kill myself,

you said that I was cowardly.

That by dying,

I'm just transferring my pain to those who will grieve for me.

At that time, the person I thought of

was my sister.

She has no family.

Neither do I.

Then, I was thinking

that if I died,

my sister would be alone

and really sad.

That's why

I chose to be your medicine tester.

You're in the Gong residence now.

You're safe.

I can't stay here.

You don't like...

You don't like this place?

You're right.

Having heard the numerous stories about your life in the martial world,

I also yearn for it.

I've been in this back hill since I was born.

The days here

are indeed boring.

I understand.

No.

I like this place.

If possible,

I'm willing to stay here forever.

Then stay.

Stay here for the rest of your life.

You don't understand Wufeng.

If I stay,

it will only bring you disaster.

I came here this time

not only to steal the Herb Elixir,

but also for another mission.

What is it?

To look for Anonymous.

Anonymous?

Anonymous is a Mei, who Wufeng hadn't heard from

since she entered the Gong residence ten years ago.

Wufeng won't let anyone

who knows its inner workings to leave the organization.

So they sent me here to look for her.

If I stay,

Wufeng will also

keep sending assassins

to the Gong residence to look for me.

Regardless if I'm dead or alive,

they have to confirm it.

Until then, the Gong residence will never be peaceful.

It was also at that time

that I said something

that I regret the most in my life.

What if

we just let them witness a corpse?

What happened

to that Wufeng assassin after that?

She was used as a medicine tester

and died soon after.

In order to threaten Wufeng,

so that they won't

easily sneak people into the Gong residence again,

her corpse was hung on the city gate

and exposed to the sun for three days and nights.

I told Yun Que

that the winter cicada grass I developed

could turn a person into

a state like a hibernating insect in winter.

Your breathing and heartbeat

are inhibited,

and your skin turns completely pale.

It's akin to a fake death.

Later,

I proposed to Elder Yue and the Sword Wielder

to hang Yun Que's corpse

on the Gong residence's city gate wall

as a demonstration to Wufeng.

The Sword Wielder agreed to my request.

Drink this.

This medicine is so sweet.

This is the elixir I made

with golden cicadas

and the Snow Lotus Germ I asked Xue Chongzi for.

It can guarantee that

for three days and three nights,

you won't die from starvation or thirst.

Give me your hand.

This ointment

can help reduce the abrasions

when you're tied up and hung by a rope.

If a scar forms

on such a beautiful hand,

my heart will ache.

Give me your other hand.

My sister gave me that bracelet.

I've never taken it off since I put it on.

When you come back,

I'll put it on for you again.

I'll ask the Gong residence's

best craftsman, Mr. Hua,

to make a new bracelet for you.

I'll carve

a crescent moon on it.

Okay.

Later,

Yun Que's corpse

was hung on the Gong residence's city gate wall.

As promised,

on the third night,

I'd bring the corpse down

and fake a burial.

Then,

Yun Que will no longer exist in this world.

Yun Que.

You don't have to be afraid anymore.

Then, she can live with me in the Yue residence

for the rest of our lives.

But I didn't expect

that on the third night,

when I went to the city gate tower,

what I wished for

actually came true.

What's wrong?

Young Master Yue.

The assassin's corpse

is gone.

In this world,

Yun Que really no longer exists anymore.

♫The sun rises in the east and sets in the west♫

♫Our parents call us home for dinner♫

♫We grew up together♫

♫We never wake up from our sweet dreams♫

You're still here.

♫Spring brews life, and Winter brews coldness♫

But my Yun Que is gone.

♫You're always in my thoughts♫

♫Summer is long, and Autumn is brief♫

♫I hope we can reunite again♫

After that...

I never saw Yun Que again.

I have seen her.

Yun Que's corpse

was sent back to Wufeng.

How did she die?

She was killed by the Gong family's exclusive saber technique...

in which her skull was smashed up.

Are you sure you want to see it?

Her body

was reduced to mush.

Her skull was chopped up.

Elder Yue.

On the night my father and brother were killed,

did you go to the prison

to look for the Wufeng assassin

to find out about Yun Que?

Then, I heard from the assassin

that Yun Que was already dead.

As you said,

she...

She was killed by having her skull smashed.

So, was Yun Que killed by the Gong family?

The people of the Gong residence

wouldn't have killed Yun Que.

I think when Wufeng retrieved Yun Que's corpse,

they found out the secret of Yun Que's fake death.

What's wrong?

Is something bothering you?

I just thought of an old friend who passed away.

Today is her death anniversary.

You did a good job in this mission.

As a Chi,

not only did you sneak into the Gong residence and get the Herb Elixir,

but you also escaped unscathed.

It's the first time in all these years.

Although when we retrieved your body,

we thought you were dead.

You've suffered.

To complete my mission,

any amount of suffering is worth it.

Feigning death by taking medicine.

You lied and put on a show.

How ridiculous.

Hanya Si.

Carry her body down.

Tell Yun Weishan

the Gong family killed her.

Yes.

It's all your fault!

It's all your fault!

It's all your fault!

It's all your fault!

It's all your fault!

You killed her!

How did this happen?

It's all your fault!

♫The sun rises in the east and sets in the west♫

♫Our parents call us home for dinner♫

♫We grew up together♫

♫We never wake up from our sweet dreams♫

♫Spring brews life, and Winter brews coldness♫

♫You're always in my thoughts♫

♫Summer is long, and Autumn is brief♫

♫I hope we can reunite again♫

No!