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♪ mysterious music playing ♪
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[phones ringing]
[indistinct office chatter]
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ANNA VOORHIES:
Come in!
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♪
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Hm.
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Anna Voorhies, Editor-in-Chief
of Cooper's Review.
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It's lovely to meet you, Ms. Wilson?
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INTERVIEWEE:
Hi. Please, call me Chantal.
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♪
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♪ eerie theme music playing ♪
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- Your writing is very good, Chantal.
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You cite Diana Gordon's
work as your favorite?
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- Y-- Uh, she's the whole
reason I wanna be a writer.
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- Well, she's definitely an icon.
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- Uh, it's just brilliant how she says
that success can be reached
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by... descending
our ascribed social ladder
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rather than climbing it.
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- That's well said.
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You're definitely
an impressive young lady
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in person, but there seems
to have been a mix-up in HR.
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Our editorial assistant position
requires a college degree.
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- I know I'm-- I know I'm not
your, uh, typical candidate,
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but... I-I'm a huge Cooper's fan,
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and I've read every single issue
since my freshman year.
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- We're talking high school?
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- Yes... Yeah.
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Um, I'm a live-in caretaker for my mom.
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She's on disability,
so when I'm not with her, I'm working.
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- Lovell's Bar and Grille.
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They have a good clam chowder.
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- Thanks.
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But... college, you know,
there's just, there's just no time.
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- Well, we live in Boston
and there's plenty of local schools.
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Or you could attend night school.
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- I work nights.
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- Many colleges offer
strong financial aid packages
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to help students
across varying backgrounds
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to afford schooling, so if--
- Yeah, well, my mom needs me.
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Yeah, I'm--
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I-I just-- I-I really can't tell
you how much I-I want this.
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I-I'm, I'm a hard worker.
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I've been employee of the month
four times and I can learn anything.
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And this job, it would help me
get a caretaker full-time.
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So, uh, any day of the week,
any time, I-I'll be here.
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Please just don't discount me
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because I didn't have
the right opportunities.
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- Well, perhaps you could apply
for one of our unpaid internships.
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[birds chirping]
[distant siren wails]
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REPORTER [on TV]: The family says
their young child is traumatized
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after a man exposed himself to them
just outside of the Beachmont station
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[door opens]
early this morning.
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Surveillance cameras show the man
approaching and then flashing the family,
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before being chased away by a bystander.
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Police are currently working
with NBTA officials to locate the suspect.
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- Anything good?
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DEBORAH: Some creep exposed himself
to a Swedish family on the Blue Line.
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What are you wearin'?
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- It's nothin'.
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- How much did ya pay for it?
- I got it at Goodwill.
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- I thought you were
goin' to get groceries.
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- No, I can't.
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I have an extra shift at work,
so I'll be home really late.
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I'll just get 'em tomorrow.
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- Why you look so fancy?
[chuckles]
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- I had an interview...
with Cooper's Review.
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- How did it go?
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- Not good.
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- Got a good job already.
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- Cooper's is a good job.
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I would've had insurance.
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I would've had my own desk.
It's a nine to five.
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- Nine to five?
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Who's gonna take me to see Dr. Hanley?
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- If I had gotten that job,
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I could've paid someone
to come and help out.
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- You know how I feel about that.
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Letting strangers into my home, mm-mm.
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- There are people out there...
trained to do this.
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- Trained to take care of your mom?
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- People who are better equipped than me.
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Why couldn't you ask Ty
to go get the groceries?
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- He went to work out.
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He's only 17.
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- Yeah, well, when I was 17,
I had a full-time job
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and I was taking care of everything.
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[turns up volume on TV]
[sighs]
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HOST [on TV]:
But letting them cook undisturbed
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is what's going to help
develop that nice--
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- Do you wanna... play a game
of cards before I go to work?
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- Are you sure you
wanna get your ass kicked
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before your shift?
[Chantal/Hazel laughs]
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[audience applauds]
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DIANA GORDON [into microphone]:
Thank you. [chuckles]
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Thank you.
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Wow, it's been a while since
I've been back here at Harvard.
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All right, let's get
to my favorite part of the evening.
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Who's got questions?
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Oh! The speed-hand-raiser
in the back, yes?
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- [into microphone] Hello! Oh.
[microphone squeals]
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[crowd murmurs]
Wow. Um.
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H-Hi.
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- Hi.
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- I'm, I'm a huge fan... obviously.
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[clears throat] Um,
[audience member coughs]
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I-I have a ton of questions.
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- Uh, start with one, honey.
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[audience laughs]
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- Places.
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Y-Your use of places in your novels,
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how does that... affect things?
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- Wow, askin' the tough questions.
[scoffs]
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[group snickering]
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- What I mean is...
not just the... setting,
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but... where you were in your own life.
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I don't know, I often wonder
what the authors owe the people
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that their novels are based on.
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And... if they owe the people,
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then... do they also owe
the cities that they write about?
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- That is a tough question.
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And you're right,
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the setting of my own story is essential.
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Evie comes from Chicago
because I'm a city girl.
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She escapes Louisiana
because my grandmother grew up there
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and I felt connected to it.
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Our stories are
intricately linked to who we are
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and where we come from.
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- Wow, thank you.
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- Thank you.
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What are you studying here?
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- Um,
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English... literature.
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- I've never seen her before in my life.
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- Would you just back the fuck off?
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[audience gasps and murmurs]
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[Diana clears throat]
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Um.
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[audience murmuring]
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[softly] Um.
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[audience giggling]
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♪ uneasy, dramatic music playing ♪
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- Any other questions?
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♪
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Hi.
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- Um, [sniffles]
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I didn't-- Uh, uh, uh.
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[sighs]
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[softly] I'm sorry.
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- It's okay.
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It's okay.
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No one will remember this tomorrow.
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- I don't go to Harvard.
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I lied to get in there 'cause I just--
I really wanted to see you.
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I didn't, I didn't mean
to go off on that girl in there.
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[crying]
I've just got a lot going on right now.
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Ya know? And just life is just
a little-- it's just... too much.
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- What's your name?
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- Chantal.
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- Chantal.
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Chantal... what is it that you want?
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I mean, you said everything is too much.
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What would make it easier?
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- My mom is paralyzed.
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She got hit by a truck
when I was a little kid. [sniffles]
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- I'm so sorry.
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- It just really messed her up.
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And then my dad died,
so now... [scoffs]
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I have to take care of her.
- [softly] Right.
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- And I just... I just feel really stuck.
[sobs]
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- A long time ago,
I... I created a sisterhood
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with the brightest Black women I know.
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The Boston chapter
is having a dinner tomorrow.
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I would love it... if you would come.
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- I, I-I eat ramen for breakfast,
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I don't think, I don't think
I'm who you're looking for.
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- I have something for you.
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Chantal, I came from nothing.
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It took the right people
to get me to where I am today.
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Here.
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I will see you tomorrow night, 8:00 P.M.,
at the special collections library.
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Yes?
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- Yes.
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- Okay.
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And she was an asshole.
[laughs]
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[chuckles]
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See ya tomorrow.
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♪ soft music playing ♪
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♪ The Other Side
by Jazmine Sullivan playing ♪
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♪ To buy expensive things ♪
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♪ And I know that he's out there ♪
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♪ So, where's my millionaire? ♪
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[women murmur indistinctly]
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[gasps]
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♪ eerie music playing ♪
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- Chantal, right?
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I'm Melody.
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Diana mentioned you might be coming
and we've been dying to meet you.
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Crostini?
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- Yeah.
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Wow. Did you make these?
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[women laugh]
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- Seriously, I think if I tried
to turn on a microwave,
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I'd burn the whole dorm down.
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- Oh.
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My bad. I just--
It's all so much fancier than I'm used to.
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- Girl, I used to feel the same way,
but you belong here.
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I promise.
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Diana always takes care
of us when she's in town.
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You'll see.
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[slight chuckle]
Your outfit is so cute, by the way.
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- Yeah, I really love your bangs.
- Yes!
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- Uh, thank you.
- They're super cute.
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- Oh, my gosh, your necklace
is beautiful. Is it an heirloom?
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- Uh, I--
[ladies chattering]
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- Thank you. I-- Thank you.
[chattering]
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[door opens]
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What? Oh.
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[chuckles]
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♪ uneasy, dramatic music playing ♪
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Mm!
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♪
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[chewing quickly]
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- Welcome.
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Ladies, I am so grateful
to be here with you tonight.
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You are all different,
but united by the fact
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that you're the best and brightest
that Boston has to offer.
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In this world full of challenges,
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it is so important
that we support each other
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because when we do,
all that goes away.
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Together, we ensure
the future is exactly as fruitful
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as you wish it to be.
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Please help me welcome
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our newest sister, Chantal Wilson.
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[ladies applaud]
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Now let's begin.
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Melody, what is it that you want?
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- [sighs] The Dean's List.
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- [whispers]
I believe in you.
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♪ eerie music playing ♪
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- To get into Tufts Medical School.
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- To run for Congress.
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- To win the Pulitzer.
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♪ eerie music continues ♪
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- Last and not least... Chantal.
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What is it you really, truly want?
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- I shouldn't want what I want.
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- There's no shame in here.
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- [sighs] It's just that I know
that there are a lotta people out there
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worse off than me.
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And I shouldn't want more.
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You know, nobody who owes me anything.
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Not the world, not the universe.
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But I have worked... so hard
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and I just feel like
I am never gonna make it,
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I am never gonna make it there.
255
00:14:41,048 --> 00:14:44,468
And I just wanna feel... worthy.
256
00:14:46,303 --> 00:14:48,430
I wanna feel accepted,
257
00:14:49,056 --> 00:14:50,641
and I wanna feel free.
258
00:14:52,184 --> 00:14:53,894
I think we all should want that.
259
00:14:54,478 --> 00:14:56,438
We should all have that.
260
00:15:02,277 --> 00:15:05,155
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
261
00:15:09,284 --> 00:15:10,911
- I believe in you.
262
00:15:13,163 --> 00:15:15,165
♪
263
00:15:25,217 --> 00:15:26,426
[winces]
264
00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:29,680
♪
265
00:15:32,140 --> 00:15:33,559
REPORTER [on TV]:
A Black woman was killed
266
00:15:33,559 --> 00:15:34,935
by the police this morning.
267
00:15:34,935 --> 00:15:37,771
This is the fifth shooting
of an unarmed Black person
268
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by police nationwide in the last month.
269
00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:42,818
The woman's name has not been released.
270
00:15:42,818 --> 00:15:45,821
Authorities are still in the process--
[aggressive scratching]
271
00:15:48,031 --> 00:15:50,033
- Ugh! God!
272
00:15:50,742 --> 00:15:53,996
- How's my new favorite Conditioner?
- [shrieks] Ah! Ah.
273
00:15:53,996 --> 00:15:57,291
- Ready for your first assignment?
- [panting] Yeah.
274
00:15:57,291 --> 00:15:59,960
- Wow! [chuckles]
You've come a long way.
275
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:02,588
I feel like I just walked
into a Restoration Hardware.
276
00:16:02,588 --> 00:16:06,592
- Uh, it-- I just tried to imagine
277
00:16:06,592 --> 00:16:09,678
what would Diana Gordon wanna sit on?
[both laugh]
278
00:16:09,678 --> 00:16:11,388
Can I get you somethin' to drink?
279
00:16:11,388 --> 00:16:14,391
- Yeah, water and lemon would be great.
- Okay.
280
00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:17,728
- How are you feeling about tomorrow?
281
00:16:18,437 --> 00:16:21,064
- Nervous, but, but ready.
282
00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:23,317
- Well, you finished
the training in nine months
283
00:16:23,317 --> 00:16:24,610
and I think you can handle it.
284
00:16:24,902 --> 00:16:26,236
- Can I ask you a question?
285
00:16:26,612 --> 00:16:28,655
And I'm sorry, I don't have any lemons.
286
00:16:29,948 --> 00:16:32,034
- Oh, you should keep
some on hand for guests.
287
00:16:35,204 --> 00:16:36,246
- Right.
288
00:16:36,246 --> 00:16:37,456
Uh,
289
00:16:38,248 --> 00:16:43,295
have there... ever been
any side effects with the grease?
290
00:16:44,129 --> 00:16:45,881
You know, like scratching?
- Hm.
291
00:16:45,881 --> 00:16:48,050
- It's just that I was listening
to the news a few minutes ago
292
00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:52,429
and it felt like
my... scalp was just on fire.
293
00:16:52,721 --> 00:16:54,640
- [sighs]
You're probably not using enough.
294
00:16:54,640 --> 00:16:58,685
- No, but it's not just that,
it's... it's my memory, too.
295
00:16:58,685 --> 00:17:01,104
I had to look up what BLM meant today.
296
00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:03,357
- It's probably a new side effect.
297
00:17:03,357 --> 00:17:04,233
We're working on it.
298
00:17:04,233 --> 00:17:06,151
I told you it was gonna
be hard the first time--
299
00:17:06,151 --> 00:17:08,779
- Yeah, no, I know.
I know, I know. It's--
300
00:17:10,781 --> 00:17:12,282
Why are we doing this?
301
00:17:12,282 --> 00:17:16,620
- Your own place...
full-time care for your mother.
302
00:17:16,620 --> 00:17:18,247
- Why are you doing this?
303
00:17:20,582 --> 00:17:21,542
- My best friend.
304
00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:27,297
- So, you... you made it for her
and it, it, it helped her?
305
00:17:28,257 --> 00:17:29,883
- I tried.
306
00:17:32,344 --> 00:17:35,055
You know that officer
that shot that woman in LA?
307
00:17:35,055 --> 00:17:37,432
We both know he's gonna get off
308
00:17:37,432 --> 00:17:40,352
because there aren't enough
lawyers that look like us
309
00:17:40,352 --> 00:17:43,188
or a journalist like your target tomorrow.
310
00:17:43,564 --> 00:17:45,274
But you're gonna change that.
311
00:17:45,649 --> 00:17:48,986
You're gonna spread the wealth
just like we did for you.
312
00:17:49,778 --> 00:17:50,696
Okay?
313
00:17:52,948 --> 00:17:53,782
- Okay.
314
00:17:55,701 --> 00:17:58,787
And I really am,
I-I'm really grateful for all of this.
315
00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:01,999
- You deserve it.
Remember that.
316
00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:06,920
- Goodnight... Eva.
317
00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:09,673
♪ light music playing ♪
318
00:18:24,938 --> 00:18:27,733
ANNA:
Eva, your resume is exquisite.
319
00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:30,652
The Peace Corps,
the office of Dianne Feinstein,
320
00:18:30,652 --> 00:18:33,447
a letter of recommendation
from Diana Gordon,
321
00:18:33,447 --> 00:18:35,115
and Dartmouth? Wow.
322
00:18:35,115 --> 00:18:38,911
- My mom went there,
so... she's my inspiration.
323
00:18:38,911 --> 00:18:39,786
- Oh.
324
00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:42,956
Well, I have a friend who teaches
there in the English department,
325
00:18:42,956 --> 00:18:46,293
I'll have to reach out.
- Uh, who is
326
00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:47,836
that little prince?
327
00:18:47,836 --> 00:18:53,467
- Oh. That is Mr. Darcy.
- [chuckles] Aww. Wow.
328
00:18:54,176 --> 00:18:57,012
Ya know...
I feel like society really needs
329
00:18:57,012 --> 00:19:00,349
to start recognizing
that family is who we choose.
330
00:19:00,682 --> 00:19:01,642
[chuckles]
331
00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:04,019
- When can you start?
332
00:19:05,938 --> 00:19:07,940
[office chatter]
333
00:19:09,733 --> 00:19:11,568
- [sighs] Damn it.
334
00:19:12,569 --> 00:19:13,487
- Everything okay?
335
00:19:14,446 --> 00:19:17,074
- Yeah, yeah.
I just, um, [sighs]
336
00:19:18,450 --> 00:19:20,953
I'm trying to upload
my presentation for the staff meeting
337
00:19:20,953 --> 00:19:23,747
and I... I just-- I don't,
I don't think I'm doing it right.
338
00:19:23,747 --> 00:19:26,083
SHANI: I got you.
[Eva/Hazel sighs]
339
00:19:26,083 --> 00:19:28,502
We just switched over to Canva.
340
00:19:28,502 --> 00:19:31,463
- Yeah, I--
- Um, so, you click on this,
341
00:19:31,463 --> 00:19:34,508
and make your slides here.
- Okay. Oh.
342
00:19:34,508 --> 00:19:38,011
- And you can do whatever you want.
- [chuckles] Thank you.
343
00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:39,429
- Yeah, no sweat.
344
00:19:39,429 --> 00:19:41,181
We've gotta look out
for each other, right?
345
00:19:41,181 --> 00:19:42,641
- Totally.
[Shani chuckles]
346
00:19:42,641 --> 00:19:43,892
- I'm Eva.
347
00:19:43,892 --> 00:19:45,185
- Shani.
348
00:19:45,185 --> 00:19:48,063
♪ unsettling music playing ♪
349
00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:52,943
[Shani chuckles]
350
00:19:56,989 --> 00:19:59,908
- Girl, this office is wild.
351
00:19:59,908 --> 00:20:03,412
- Mm! Just wait 'til
I tell you about Kayla.
352
00:20:03,412 --> 00:20:06,498
- [scoffs] What?
- You know Franklin Cooper?
353
00:20:06,498 --> 00:20:08,083
- Who put the "Cooper"
in Cooper's Review?
354
00:20:08,083 --> 00:20:09,209
- Mm-hm.
355
00:20:09,209 --> 00:20:12,713
You know what else he's been
putting the Cooper in and where?
356
00:20:12,713 --> 00:20:15,382
- [whispers] Quit!
- Yes, girl, and he promoted her!
357
00:20:15,382 --> 00:20:16,258
- What?!
358
00:20:16,258 --> 00:20:18,010
- That's the kinda shit
you can expect here.
359
00:20:18,010 --> 00:20:18,886
- Wow.
- Yeah.
360
00:20:18,886 --> 00:20:21,430
And they always put me on the race beat.
361
00:20:21,430 --> 00:20:23,640
- [scoffs] Ah, of course!
- News flash, bitches.
362
00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:25,267
I like white people shit, too!
[Eva/Hazel laughs]
363
00:20:25,267 --> 00:20:27,728
Okay? I fuck with T. Swift.
Look at this cardigan!
364
00:20:27,728 --> 00:20:30,397
- I mean--
[both laughing]
365
00:20:30,898 --> 00:20:33,525
- [sighs] It feels so good
to get this off my chest.
366
00:20:35,402 --> 00:20:38,030
- I'm so glad you feel
like you can trust me.
367
00:20:39,198 --> 00:20:42,242
- That is a weird way to say that.
[chuckles]
368
00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,578
But... yeah,
369
00:20:45,704 --> 00:20:47,080
I'm happy I can, too.
370
00:20:47,789 --> 00:20:48,707
- Good.
371
00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:52,211
- How are you surviving?
372
00:20:53,378 --> 00:20:55,464
I mean, everything
just rolls off your back.
373
00:20:56,882 --> 00:20:58,175
What's your secret?
374
00:20:58,592 --> 00:21:00,010
Drugs? [chuckles]
375
00:21:02,596 --> 00:21:04,223
Wait, is it drugs?
376
00:21:06,934 --> 00:21:07,935
- This.
377
00:21:10,938 --> 00:21:13,565
- Okay, still feelin' like drugs.
378
00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:17,152
[sniffs]
379
00:21:17,152 --> 00:21:18,403
Is this hair grease?
380
00:21:19,321 --> 00:21:22,533
- More like CBD for the soul.
381
00:21:23,367 --> 00:21:24,576
- What's in it?
382
00:21:25,452 --> 00:21:27,663
- Just try it.
[Shani scoffs]
383
00:21:28,497 --> 00:21:32,376
- Mm. Yeah, I'm gonna abstain.
384
00:21:33,502 --> 00:21:36,755
- Shani, I used to be just like you.
385
00:21:36,755 --> 00:21:40,592
Everything was always... so hard,
386
00:21:40,592 --> 00:21:42,636
and I felt like it was always my fault,
387
00:21:42,636 --> 00:21:46,473
and that I had to fix
all of the problems in the world.
388
00:21:47,140 --> 00:21:50,894
But you... deserve not to feel that way.
389
00:21:51,311 --> 00:21:53,647
And I promise if you take
this with me right now,
390
00:21:53,647 --> 00:21:57,401
you will never, ever feel alone again.
391
00:21:57,401 --> 00:21:59,319
♪ tense, eerie music playing ♪
392
00:21:59,319 --> 00:22:00,946
- [quietly] Yeah,
393
00:22:06,076 --> 00:22:07,995
that's not how the world works.
394
00:22:09,830 --> 00:22:11,707
It's always gonna be hard.
395
00:22:13,417 --> 00:22:15,043
But I'm enough.
396
00:22:17,921 --> 00:22:19,923
I don't need whatever that shit is.
397
00:22:20,799 --> 00:22:23,010
- Shani, wait,
398
00:22:23,010 --> 00:22:24,428
if you don't take this grease right now
399
00:22:24,428 --> 00:22:26,680
I promise it'll get
much worse before it gets better.
400
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,557
♪ intense music playing ♪
401
00:22:28,557 --> 00:22:31,685
- Don't you ever
put your hands on me again.
402
00:22:37,941 --> 00:22:39,943
EVA/HAZEL [over phone]:
Sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I--
403
00:22:39,943 --> 00:22:41,778
- Eva, I don't like
when you use that word.
404
00:22:41,778 --> 00:22:45,199
- I know, it's just that she said
that she was fine being miserable.
405
00:22:45,199 --> 00:22:46,283
Who says that?
406
00:22:46,283 --> 00:22:48,911
- Some people don't act
in their own best interest.
407
00:22:49,494 --> 00:22:50,495
Where is she now?
408
00:22:51,371 --> 00:22:53,540
- I, uh, I don't know.
- What?!
409
00:22:53,540 --> 00:22:54,958
EVA/HAZEL:
Uh, she just, she just left!
410
00:22:54,958 --> 00:22:57,211
DIANA [over phone]: You didn't
initiate the involuntary protocols?
411
00:22:57,211 --> 00:22:59,213
- I just-- I'm sorry! I--
412
00:22:59,546 --> 00:23:01,798
I-I messed up.
I-I-I-I did-- I didn't know what to do,
413
00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:03,800
and-and I just-- I had to,
I had to pay for the check,
414
00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:06,929
and I-I-- my hands were shaking,
and I didn't know wh-what to tip.
415
00:23:06,929 --> 00:23:09,473
Uh, she said some things that could
really get her in trouble at work,
416
00:23:09,473 --> 00:23:11,475
a-and I recorded all of it.
417
00:23:11,475 --> 00:23:12,601
- Good.
418
00:23:13,268 --> 00:23:14,603
[sighs] Good.
419
00:23:15,687 --> 00:23:16,897
Everything'll be fine.
420
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:18,899
I will handle this.
421
00:23:21,318 --> 00:23:22,319
[sighs]
422
00:23:26,907 --> 00:23:29,910
♪ tense, dramatic music playing ♪
423
00:23:38,961 --> 00:23:43,382
- Shani... my office... now.
424
00:23:45,259 --> 00:23:49,680
♪
425
00:23:54,059 --> 00:23:56,645
- I checked my bank account this morning.
426
00:23:56,645 --> 00:23:58,105
Well, try it again!
427
00:23:58,105 --> 00:24:00,148
I've never missed
a rent payment in my life.
428
00:24:00,148 --> 00:24:01,775
Th-- [sighs]
429
00:24:01,775 --> 00:24:03,569
And where the fuck am I supposed to live?
430
00:24:04,194 --> 00:24:05,362
No, hey, hey!
431
00:24:05,362 --> 00:24:07,489
My cousin is a lawyer,
and when I tell her about this,
432
00:24:07,489 --> 00:24:09,074
you are gonna get sued, okay?
433
00:24:09,074 --> 00:24:10,659
Just give me a couple more day--
[gasps]
434
00:24:10,659 --> 00:24:12,160
No! Hey!
435
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:13,537
[thuds, grunts]
436
00:24:14,413 --> 00:24:15,247
[screams]
437
00:24:15,539 --> 00:24:18,584
♪ intense music playing ♪
[Shani panting]
438
00:24:22,462 --> 00:24:24,298
EVA/HAZEL:
This is not what we agreed to.
439
00:24:24,715 --> 00:24:26,925
Shani was a nice person.
She was not a threat.
440
00:24:26,925 --> 00:24:29,011
- She was supposed
to be a walk in the park.
441
00:24:29,011 --> 00:24:32,598
You made her a threat to all of us.
[sighs]
442
00:24:33,307 --> 00:24:35,309
Your new target's in Syracuse.
443
00:24:39,980 --> 00:24:40,981
- No.
444
00:24:42,065 --> 00:24:43,609
- What are you talking about?
445
00:24:43,609 --> 00:24:45,360
- I'm talking about moving!
446
00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:49,156
Being Eva!
And now... Nicole?!
447
00:24:49,156 --> 00:24:51,241
Why did the other girls get to stay?
448
00:24:51,241 --> 00:24:53,702
- Because their whole life
wasn't a lie that I had to tell
449
00:24:53,702 --> 00:24:56,955
in the first place!
- You told me that I could
have what I wanted!
450
00:24:56,955 --> 00:24:59,917
This can't be my life, this isn't a life!
451
00:24:59,917 --> 00:25:02,461
- [scoffs] And, and you
thought Chantal had a life?
452
00:25:02,461 --> 00:25:03,837
- Well, at least she was real!
453
00:25:03,837 --> 00:25:06,381
And she wasn't going around
fucking up people's existences
454
00:25:06,381 --> 00:25:10,219
just because they didn't see the world
exactly the way that you want them to!
455
00:25:10,219 --> 00:25:12,012
- So, it's my fault?
456
00:25:12,012 --> 00:25:14,431
It's your mother's fault
that you didn't go to college.
457
00:25:14,431 --> 00:25:17,643
It's Cooper's Review's fault
that you couldn't have your dream job.
458
00:25:17,643 --> 00:25:19,102
You're such a victim!
459
00:25:19,478 --> 00:25:20,938
[Eva/Hazel breathing heavily]
I thought you understood that
460
00:25:20,938 --> 00:25:23,857
the world just doesn't happen to us,
it's what we make of it,
461
00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:25,192
it's what we decide to do.
462
00:25:25,192 --> 00:25:28,362
- Well, you know what?
I am deciding to get the fuck outta here!
463
00:25:29,905 --> 00:25:32,449
- I had plans for you.
[Eva/Hazel sighs]
464
00:25:32,449 --> 00:25:34,618
You're ruining your future
and you know what's worse?!
465
00:25:34,618 --> 00:25:36,537
You ruined Shani's, too!
466
00:25:42,876 --> 00:25:44,461
- Here's your fucking lemons.
467
00:25:44,461 --> 00:25:45,587
[lemons clatter]
468
00:25:45,587 --> 00:25:48,674
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
469
00:25:55,806 --> 00:25:58,600
REPORTER [on TV]: Breaking news:
A Wellington woman is in the hospital
470
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:03,105
and seeking justice following
a violent home invasion late last night.
471
00:26:03,105 --> 00:26:05,607
The woman, whose identity
is being concealed for protection,
472
00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:09,319
told News Five that she called
911 at approximately 1:00 A.M.
473
00:26:09,319 --> 00:26:11,280
with reports of loud--
[lights zapping]
474
00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:13,490
- You left us for this?
475
00:26:13,490 --> 00:26:17,327
♪ intense music playing ♪
476
00:26:19,037 --> 00:26:20,664
- I know you sad about that job,
477
00:26:20,664 --> 00:26:23,542
but sometimes,
things just don't work out for us.
478
00:26:23,542 --> 00:26:25,502
REPORTER [on TV]: ...where they
discovered the woman had administered
479
00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:29,506
immediate medical aid
before going back to the local hospital--
480
00:26:30,215 --> 00:26:31,633
- I was watchin' that.
481
00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:35,971
- They said the same thing
three times for the last hour.
482
00:26:35,971 --> 00:26:38,640
Why don't you read a book for a change?
483
00:26:39,641 --> 00:26:40,851
You know,
484
00:26:44,813 --> 00:26:48,609
this... this is a beautiful story
485
00:26:48,609 --> 00:26:51,236
about transformation and reinvention.
486
00:26:52,029 --> 00:26:53,655
You'll learn something.
487
00:26:54,031 --> 00:26:56,158
- You think you're better
than me now, huh?
488
00:26:56,158 --> 00:26:57,784
- I'm better than this.
489
00:26:58,535 --> 00:27:01,038
And you are, too,
you just have to stop believing
490
00:27:01,038 --> 00:27:03,207
that you're a victim of circumstance.
491
00:27:03,207 --> 00:27:04,541
You need to make a choice, Ma.
492
00:27:04,541 --> 00:27:07,002
- You think I have a choice?
493
00:27:07,002 --> 00:27:08,212
- Yes.
494
00:27:08,212 --> 00:27:10,631
- That's some bootstraps bullshit.
495
00:27:11,173 --> 00:27:13,592
I don't even recognize you anymore.
496
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,761
- Good.
497
00:27:17,095 --> 00:27:19,515
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
498
00:27:26,313 --> 00:27:28,524
- Look what the Greyhound dragged in.
499
00:27:37,908 --> 00:27:40,118
- I don't wanna be
500
00:27:43,455 --> 00:27:44,540
what I was.
501
00:27:46,458 --> 00:27:48,669
- I'm gonna make sure you never are.
502
00:27:49,878 --> 00:27:52,756
I was hard on you,
but I know what you're made of.
503
00:27:52,756 --> 00:27:55,008
I'd hate to see it go to waste.
504
00:27:55,509 --> 00:27:57,344
You're very special, Chantal.
505
00:27:59,012 --> 00:27:59,847
- Thanks.
506
00:28:00,806 --> 00:28:02,975
- But I need to know
that you can handle this.
507
00:28:04,268 --> 00:28:07,771
♪ Seek & Destroy by SZA playing ♪
508
00:28:07,771 --> 00:28:09,398
Show me you're committed.
509
00:28:11,358 --> 00:28:13,193
[inaudible dialogue]
510
00:28:16,113 --> 00:28:17,656
I'm gettin' you ready
511
00:28:17,656 --> 00:28:20,909
for the most important job...
we've ever done.
512
00:28:20,909 --> 00:28:24,413
♪ My own capacity, boy ♪
513
00:28:24,413 --> 00:28:28,834
♪ Permission to crash,
collectin' damages ♪
514
00:28:28,834 --> 00:28:30,711
It's for an old friend.
515
00:28:30,711 --> 00:28:32,254
♪ No reachin' and-- ♪
516
00:28:32,254 --> 00:28:35,591
It's a game changer, so it has to go well.
517
00:28:35,591 --> 00:28:38,719
And this time, let's make a deal.
518
00:28:38,719 --> 00:28:42,181
After you complete this, you're free.
519
00:28:42,181 --> 00:28:43,932
You get to keep your new life.
520
00:28:44,266 --> 00:28:47,477
The apartment, the people, the name.
521
00:28:48,228 --> 00:28:49,479
You deserve it.
522
00:28:49,479 --> 00:28:51,481
♪
523
00:28:53,233 --> 00:28:57,196
♪ Don't make me do it to you ♪
Once you recruit this girl,
524
00:28:57,196 --> 00:28:59,907
you won't be a Conditioner anymore.
525
00:28:59,907 --> 00:29:03,327
You can keep the job
telling stories just like you
526
00:29:03,327 --> 00:29:05,621
always wanted.
♪ Chasing facades in all directions ♪
527
00:29:05,621 --> 00:29:09,124
♪ Chances are I've got no direction ♪
- I won't let you down.
528
00:29:09,124 --> 00:29:12,294
- I know...
You're like a young me.
529
00:29:12,878 --> 00:29:16,256
- So,
♪ Danger arise and I deflect it ♪
530
00:29:16,256 --> 00:29:18,383
what's my name?
♪ New dick arrives and I erect it ♪
531
00:29:18,383 --> 00:29:21,261
- Hazel, isn't it?
- Yes. Yes.
532
00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:24,181
- Come on in.
♪ Thankin' my stars livin' reckless ♪
533
00:29:24,181 --> 00:29:26,225
Please, have a seat.
534
00:29:26,225 --> 00:29:27,768
♪ Do it to you ♪
535
00:29:28,268 --> 00:29:30,020
Diana says you're the best.
536
00:29:30,020 --> 00:29:31,438
- She's right.
537
00:29:31,438 --> 00:29:35,317
- Sophie, could you send
Maisy in here please?
538
00:29:35,317 --> 00:29:38,111
SOPHIE [over phone]: Didn't you
want me to get your yogurt first?
539
00:29:38,111 --> 00:29:39,738
[Richard sighs]
540
00:29:41,323 --> 00:29:43,742
- No, just get Maisy.
541
00:29:45,953 --> 00:29:49,289
And... yeah, the yogurt.
542
00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:53,043
And you're sure you can help her
543
00:29:53,043 --> 00:29:57,256
without any
of the... issues from Boston?
544
00:29:57,256 --> 00:29:58,674
- Of course.
545
00:30:00,133 --> 00:30:03,136
Tell me everything I need
to know about Nella Rogers.
546
00:30:04,471 --> 00:30:07,474
♪ dramatic music playing ♪
547
00:30:28,161 --> 00:30:31,582
♪
548
00:30:59,526 --> 00:31:02,029
♪ music fades ♪
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