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- I'm gonna do this, man.
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I'm gonna do this.
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I'm gonna fight this thing
out to the last breath.
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- OK.
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Game on.
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- I got him.
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Narrator: In "Alone's"
most remote location yet...
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- Yes!
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Narrator: Ten
participants set out
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to survive at all costs.
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- Our goal is stay alive.
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narrator: Battling
extreme isolation...
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- There is no camera crews.
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You are really alone.
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- It'll eat at you, tear you up.
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- God, why?
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- It's a battle.
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Nobody ever comes out the same.
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- Oh, man.
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- It'd be impossible to.
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Narrator: And
fierce predators.
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- Some big bear is right
outside my shelter.
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- Predators like that
damn sure gonna kill you.
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- Please don't rip my face off.
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He bit the hell out of me.
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Narrator: They'll
endure merciless wind...
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- Been over 60 hours,
and it has not let up.
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- I can hear the trees
falling down around me.
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Narrator: And bitter cold.
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- This whole place has
turned into a frozen hell.
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Narrator: Last one standing...
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- It's a moose. Wow.
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- Whoo!
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- No. No.
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Narrator: Wins.
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- The significance
of a big game kill
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is monumental.
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Can't hit a shot you
don't take though.
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- OK, now, I will see
if it'll stay floating.
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Feels good.
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Bon voyage.
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- No, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no.
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My quiver came off my bow.
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This is when you really
have to dig deep.
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And it ain't OK to give up.
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Yes!
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Holy shiz-nickels.
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Look at all this roe.
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Can't waste it.
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- My intention is to
build a log cabin.
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- I know that I will thrive
out here if I'm comfortable.
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- It's gonna take a lot of grit
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to do what the ten
of us are doing.
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And I know I can do it.
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Whoo!
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- Day one has just
begun. That's amazing.
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I am free! Yes.
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I've been waiting for this
right from when I found out.
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And it's absolutely amazing.
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- There you go.
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Now I'm completely alone.
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What have I done?
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got real now.
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It's real.
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- And we are here.
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Feel like
damn William Wallace.
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Freedom!
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- It's time for
me to get started.
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I'd love to soak it all in,
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but I got a feeling that I'm
gonna have plenty of time
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to do that.
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- There they go.
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Oh, my gosh.
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I'm all alone now.
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It's kind
of good to be alone.
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Huh.
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Wow.
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I think it got super
real right now.
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There's so much going
through my head.
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Just feel a little
discombobulated,
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if you know what I mean.
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You know when they
talk about drop shock?
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Someone just got drop
shock, and that is me.
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Huh.
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I feel a little overwhelmed...
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Too much to do.
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OK. Here I go.
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Come on, Ann. You can do it.
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You can do it.
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I'm gonna put my
stuff over here.
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Jeez, do I have the
stuff? Holy buckets.
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It's like Christmas.
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So I'm gonna...
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I'm gonna set up my shelter
somewhere near here.
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I guess you guys are back there,
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just thinking this is
frickin' hilarious.
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Oh, my gosh.
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I'm just kind of anxious
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and a little
concerned about food,
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but the first day, I think
getting the shelter up
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is what I'm most
concerned about.
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And remember, I'm
a survival expert.
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Don't try this at home.
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Get those arms out. OK.
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Now I've got the squirrel.
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I am a organic farmer.
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Farming, it's a lot of work.
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It's sunup to sundown.
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Every year is different.
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Some years, you
have a lot of rain.
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You might have an early frost.
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You got to think on your feet.
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Ingenuity is my secret power.
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Look at. Do you see my coat?
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I coated that in birch oil.
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It's waterproof. I
mean, this coat...
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Oh, it's like cigar.
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It's like... it smells
really good, I think.
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I've got a lot of
things going for me.
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I'm a quick shot with a bow.
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I can tan hide, smoke hides.
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I know what I'm doing when
I get into the animal.
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I know all my plants.
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Right here, staghorn sumac.
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I'm small.
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My metabolism is kind of light.
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The shelter is
pretty much finished.
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I live in a wonderful
place with a wonderful guy
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named Tom.
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- Hi!
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- Oh, there you are,
cleaning a northern.
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My daughter, her
name is Saffron.
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Sometimes, she's my rock.
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She's her own
independent person,
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and she's doing pretty well.
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The money would
bring opportunities.
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You don't make a lot
of money farming.
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It would be nice to get
a better water system
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and be able to hire
someone to work our store.
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I am 56, even though my mind
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just says I'm still 20.
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That's a pretty nice shrimp.
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People see, like,
this older lady.
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They don't see
what's underneath.
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I've been training for this
basically my whole life.
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Never leave home without an axe.
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I've always been driven.
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I'm competitive,
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and I'm gonna be there
for as long as it takes.
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OK.
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More boughs.
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I think it's gonna
be enough for tonight
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because I have stuff to do.
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OK.
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Well, packed up.
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I got my bow.
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I'm just gonna
walk around and see
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what's going on
out here, you know?
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Found some berries.
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I see a lot of different
types of berries.
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There's more hedgehog mushrooms.
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And the different
types of mushrooms
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and other starchy
vegetables are out there.
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There's another one. Yay.
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Things are looking up.
So many possibilities.
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My survival philosophy is trying
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to become part of the landscape.
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If you're not fighting it,
it's actually less work.
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Oh, my.
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I found bear scat.
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Somebody else is
here besides me.
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Once I get my shelter up
and it starts to turn cold,
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I do plan on bear hunting here.
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I'm very excited that
I see animal sign
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I'm wore out.
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Well, I'm gonna try
cooking these mushrooms.
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Not much of a first
meal, but there's more
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where they came from up there.
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Getting big game,
that would be awesome.
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But big game
doesn't just show up
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at your doorstep, you know?
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It's gonna be a lot of work.
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And I am just psyched.
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I think that looks done.
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Mmm.
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They're good.
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Can't believe how
tired I am. Wow.
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I got to go to bed.
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- Oh, yeah, a bar of soap
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would definitely be handy here.
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Nice and careful.
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These rocks are a
little slippery.
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Oh. Whoo-hoo! Yeah.
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Yeah. Whew.
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Yeah.
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That'll let you
know you're alive.
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Ooh.
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Cleaned all the private parts.
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No bragging rights
getting out of here, whoa.
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Wow, that smells so much better.
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You need to get the
body clean, you know?
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Just like home, eh?
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We're going hunting.
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Name's Wyatt Black.
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We're good.
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I'm from Ontario. I have
a contracting company.
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There's dinner right there.
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The thing that
makes me best suited
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for this challenge
is my diversity.
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I'm not a master of anything...
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A point over.
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But I'm good at a lot of things.
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There we go.
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I can shoot a bow.
My hunting is good.
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Camouflage.
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I've got my own honeybees.
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I preserve. I dry.
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I smoke.
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The boreal forest is like home.
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This is my world.
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I grew up hunting,
fishing with my father
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and my grandfather.
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It's the same forest that
I go moose hunting in
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every year.
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I'm gonna find everything
I need to find.
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I'm gonna find the fish.
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I'm gonna find the moose.
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I'm gonna find the squirrels.
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If I can't win this show
here, I can't win it anywhere.
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It's my element.
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Love you.
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I'm a proud father of
two wonderful boys.
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I've got a beautiful wife.
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I've been blessed, but I
have not left a legacy.
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I would like to open
a wilderness school.
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So that 500 grand,
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I'd like to sink into
something that could
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truly make a bunch of other
people's lives better.
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My humble abode.
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I've been cold before.
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I've been hungry before.
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The hardest thing I am gonna
face out here is being alone.
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I plan on being out
here till the end.
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Keeps that fire
going good for us.
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And it ain't done until they
hand me a check for 500 grand.
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And we need to get fishing.
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Too much screwing around
here, boys and girls,
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too much screwing around.
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Think we'd better get
this damn gillnet tied.
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Fishing is gonna
be my number one.
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I know where the
fish are gonna be.
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Lake trout are gonna
be on the shoals.
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The pike are gonna
be in the shallows.
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The walleye and stuff
are gonna be following.
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If there's gonna be a stream,
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the whitefish are
gonna be going up them.
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I grew up catching those fish.
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First set of strands.
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The priority will
be to build a rod,
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build a gillnet, build lures.
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First one.
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I need to get a
gillnet built quick.
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It fishes 24/7 for me.
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Keep it at a nice, small size.
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I'm hungry.
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00:13:06,295 --> 00:13:07,963
Help me out, eh?
267
00:13:08,097 --> 00:13:10,399
I'll be gathering food to start.
268
00:13:10,533 --> 00:13:13,302
Building my permanent shelter
will be a methodical thing,
269
00:13:13,436 --> 00:13:14,737
a slow thing.
270
00:13:14,870 --> 00:13:17,406
For right now, my temporary,
that's all I need.
271
00:13:19,108 --> 00:13:22,311
I got lines blowing
every direction.
272
00:13:22,445 --> 00:13:25,181
I will build my shelter
to be able to handle
273
00:13:25,314 --> 00:13:27,249
the winds that I know
I'm gonna get here.
274
00:13:27,383 --> 00:13:30,786
But I figure I got
a couple more weeks.
275
00:13:33,422 --> 00:13:35,758
We're getting there.
276
00:13:35,891 --> 00:13:38,794
Out here, I know
that it's gonna be
277
00:13:38,928 --> 00:13:41,564
a step after step
after step process.
278
00:13:41,697 --> 00:13:43,499
And I'm good at that.
279
00:13:43,632 --> 00:13:47,236
I'm like the tortoise. Slow
and steady wins the race.
280
00:13:47,369 --> 00:13:49,939
Because I hate to
quit on anything,
281
00:13:50,072 --> 00:13:52,108
I think I got everything
that it's gonna take
282
00:13:52,241 --> 00:13:54,076
to win this.
283
00:13:55,144 --> 00:13:56,579
Boy, I hope this works.
284
00:14:44,660 --> 00:14:46,128
- I don't believe
I just did that.
285
00:14:49,064 --> 00:14:51,233
Trail camera rules 101.
286
00:14:51,367 --> 00:14:53,369
Oh, my God.
287
00:14:55,671 --> 00:15:00,843
I always pee outside my tent
first thing in the morning.
288
00:15:00,976 --> 00:15:02,711
It's like a ritual.
289
00:15:02,845 --> 00:15:06,615
Oh. Oh, my God.
290
00:15:14,423 --> 00:15:16,425
embarrassing.
291
00:15:22,898 --> 00:15:23,999
All right.
292
00:15:24,133 --> 00:15:26,135
Well, it won't happen tomorrow.
293
00:15:37,947 --> 00:15:40,416
So I'm cutting my struts.
294
00:15:40,549 --> 00:15:43,519
Definite strategy
of mine is to focus
295
00:15:43,652 --> 00:15:45,855
on building my permanent shelter
296
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,323
as soon as possible,
297
00:15:47,456 --> 00:15:50,793
and I aim to create
a strong one here.
298
00:15:50,926 --> 00:15:53,729
OK, gonna put the roof on.
299
00:15:55,097 --> 00:15:56,765
Being just shy of six foot
300
00:15:56,899 --> 00:15:59,568
means that I cannot
live in a tiny shelter
301
00:15:59,702 --> 00:16:01,403
for a long period of time.
302
00:16:01,537 --> 00:16:03,973
It's absolutely vital
that I build a shelter
303
00:16:04,106 --> 00:16:06,075
that I can at least stand up in.
304
00:16:06,208 --> 00:16:08,477
I got to give myself space,
305
00:16:08,611 --> 00:16:11,447
but I've got to give
myself an insulated space.
306
00:16:11,580 --> 00:16:12,581
It's getting there.
307
00:16:12,715 --> 00:16:15,551
It's like, oh, yes.
308
00:16:15,684 --> 00:16:17,519
This is almost home.
309
00:16:17,653 --> 00:16:21,056
Good morning from
Thunderhawk Mountain.
310
00:16:21,190 --> 00:16:23,592
I live in the
Adirondack Mountains
311
00:16:23,726 --> 00:16:26,695
with my fiancé,
Brian, with the dogs,
312
00:16:26,829 --> 00:16:28,364
with the chickens,
with the ducks,
313
00:16:28,497 --> 00:16:30,165
just keeping it simple.
314
00:16:31,901 --> 00:16:33,669
When I was young, I was a model,
315
00:16:33,802 --> 00:16:36,705
and it was an incredible
time, 1980s in London.
316
00:16:36,839 --> 00:16:39,708
And I traveled the
world. It was incredible.
317
00:16:39,842 --> 00:16:41,977
But it was a limited lifespan.
318
00:16:42,077 --> 00:16:43,913
So I started working
behind the camera,
319
00:16:44,046 --> 00:16:45,648
becoming a child
and baby wrangler
320
00:16:45,781 --> 00:16:49,051
on film, photographic,
and advertising shoots.
321
00:16:50,653 --> 00:16:51,921
Got it.
322
00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:53,355
As my children became older,
323
00:16:53,489 --> 00:16:55,057
I had more time to myself.
324
00:16:55,190 --> 00:16:56,292
Yeah!
325
00:16:56,425 --> 00:16:58,494
And that's what
really started me off
326
00:16:58,627 --> 00:17:01,096
on becoming more interested
in wilderness survival.
327
00:17:01,230 --> 00:17:02,965
Oh, yes.
328
00:17:03,098 --> 00:17:06,802
I started honing my
skills in fishing,
329
00:17:06,936 --> 00:17:09,805
harvesting animals,
foraging wild edibles,
330
00:17:09,939 --> 00:17:11,707
building shelters,
and traditional
331
00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:13,809
fire-starting skills
as fast as I could.
332
00:17:13,943 --> 00:17:15,010
There we go.
333
00:17:15,144 --> 00:17:17,112
I'm also co-owner of Thunderhawk
334
00:17:17,246 --> 00:17:19,348
Living History
and Nature School.
335
00:17:19,481 --> 00:17:22,084
We teach 18th-century history,
336
00:17:22,217 --> 00:17:24,386
the French and Indian War,
the Revolutionary War,
337
00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:27,823
in a fully immersive state
of period-correct personas
338
00:17:27,957 --> 00:17:30,526
and accouterments.
339
00:17:30,659 --> 00:17:33,762
With life, there are things
that you have to do first.
340
00:17:33,896 --> 00:17:35,197
You put yourself second.
341
00:17:35,331 --> 00:17:37,142
Other people come first,
and especially as a woman,
342
00:17:37,166 --> 00:17:39,034
too, you know.
I've been a mom.
343
00:17:39,168 --> 00:17:40,903
I've been a wife.
I'm a partner.
344
00:17:41,036 --> 00:17:42,638
I'm an owner of a business.
345
00:17:42,771 --> 00:17:45,374
I sign up to "Alone," all
that goes out the window.
346
00:17:45,507 --> 00:17:48,210
It's all about me, and
that is incredible.
347
00:17:48,344 --> 00:17:51,046
I've been trying to find my
inner peace my whole life.
348
00:17:51,180 --> 00:17:53,649
I now have that time to
become whatever it is
349
00:17:53,782 --> 00:17:54,984
I wanted to become.
350
00:17:55,117 --> 00:17:56,557
I know it's gonna
kick me in the ass,
351
00:17:56,652 --> 00:17:58,988
but I'm doing
it and I'm gonna embrace
352
00:17:59,121 --> 00:18:00,990
every single second of it.
353
00:18:02,891 --> 00:18:03,759
All right.
354
00:18:03,892 --> 00:18:06,195
Gonna start the walls.
355
00:18:06,328 --> 00:18:07,596
Onwards and upwards.
356
00:18:09,832 --> 00:18:12,267
My strategy is to live as close
357
00:18:12,401 --> 00:18:15,304
as possible to
someone who was coming
358
00:18:15,437 --> 00:18:17,906
into this area in the 1700s.
359
00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:20,476
My skills as a living historian
360
00:18:20,609 --> 00:18:23,078
of knowing how people
survived gives me
361
00:18:23,212 --> 00:18:26,548
so much more access to what
it is that surrounds us,
362
00:18:26,682 --> 00:18:29,318
whether it be on the
ground, under the ground,
363
00:18:29,451 --> 00:18:31,620
in the water, in the trees.
364
00:18:31,754 --> 00:18:33,455
Looks pretty awesome.
365
00:18:33,589 --> 00:18:36,325
The one thing that I
am really worried about
366
00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:39,028
is that it's gonna be
a really tough winter.
367
00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:40,529
There we go.
368
00:18:40,663 --> 00:18:43,098
Being so close to the Arctic,
the wind from the north
369
00:18:43,232 --> 00:18:46,135
can get to 120
kilometers an hour.
370
00:18:46,268 --> 00:18:49,204
And if my shelter is
not built impenetrable
371
00:18:49,338 --> 00:18:52,141
from the wind, I'm
kind of screwed.
372
00:18:52,274 --> 00:18:54,376
Things are looking good.
373
00:19:28,777 --> 00:19:30,946
- Yesterday, I made
the move over here.
374
00:19:36,919 --> 00:19:40,789
So today, I want to focus
on trying to find some food.
375
00:19:48,497 --> 00:19:50,499
And there's a mosquito.
376
00:19:54,603 --> 00:19:56,472
I got the little son
of a too.
377
00:19:56,605 --> 00:19:57,773
See that?
378
00:20:04,646 --> 00:20:06,749
Top priority right now is food.
379
00:20:06,882 --> 00:20:08,242
Since I've been
here, I've only ate
380
00:20:08,317 --> 00:20:10,552
six handfuls of berries.
381
00:20:10,686 --> 00:20:14,123
I'm gonna go out here and
try to do some hunting.
382
00:20:14,256 --> 00:20:15,967
My biggest challenge out
here is just gonna be
383
00:20:15,991 --> 00:20:17,426
the learning curve.
384
00:20:17,559 --> 00:20:19,361
I've never hunt any
of these animals.
385
00:20:19,495 --> 00:20:21,029
I've never seen
any of this flora.
386
00:20:21,163 --> 00:20:23,999
I've never dealt with any of
this kind of extreme weather.
387
00:20:24,133 --> 00:20:26,769
I mean, I have never
heard of Saskatchewan,
388
00:20:26,902 --> 00:20:29,471
coming from Georgia, never.
389
00:20:29,605 --> 00:20:33,876
This is my bushcraft
toilet. Now just hold on.
390
00:20:34,009 --> 00:20:35,920
And I'm gonna need a little
privacy for this one.
391
00:20:35,944 --> 00:20:37,045
I'm a carpenter.
392
00:20:37,179 --> 00:20:39,014
I can build anything
from anything.
393
00:20:39,148 --> 00:20:40,582
Pretty much a jack
of all trades.
394
00:20:40,716 --> 00:20:42,351
Got our pump drill set.
395
00:20:42,484 --> 00:20:45,621
I've been preparing for this
basically my whole life.
396
00:20:45,754 --> 00:20:47,689
My tracking, hunting,
fishing skills
397
00:20:47,823 --> 00:20:49,291
came deep from childhood.
398
00:20:49,424 --> 00:20:51,627
Got us a bass. Looky there.
399
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:54,463
Growing up, we had
no power, no water,
400
00:20:54,596 --> 00:20:56,165
for years and years and years.
401
00:20:56,298 --> 00:20:58,066
And there you have it, fire.
402
00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:00,135
We went out and
collected rainwater
403
00:21:00,269 --> 00:21:02,604
and had to hunt and
forge and stuff for food.
404
00:21:02,738 --> 00:21:03,805
There's the rat trap.
405
00:21:03,939 --> 00:21:05,150
He's gonna come in
here, and he's gonna
406
00:21:05,174 --> 00:21:06,675
get right in... there it is.
407
00:21:06,809 --> 00:21:07,843
Got him.
408
00:21:07,976 --> 00:21:10,679
Look.
- Wait for me.
409
00:21:10,813 --> 00:21:12,381
- I've got a beautiful wife,
410
00:21:12,514 --> 00:21:14,483
five kids that are just amazing.
411
00:21:14,616 --> 00:21:17,653
But the most profound
reason that I'm doing this
412
00:21:17,786 --> 00:21:19,788
is for my son, Nikolai.
413
00:21:19,922 --> 00:21:21,156
There you go.
414
00:21:21,290 --> 00:21:22,730
He's actually on
the autism spectrum.
415
00:21:22,758 --> 00:21:25,961
With $500,000, I would
be able to give him
416
00:21:26,094 --> 00:21:29,665
all the therapy he needs to
help him lead a better life.
417
00:21:29,798 --> 00:21:31,433
This is seriously a
once-in-a-lifetime
418
00:21:31,567 --> 00:21:33,368
opportunity to change my life,
419
00:21:33,502 --> 00:21:34,736
change my family's life,
420
00:21:34,870 --> 00:21:38,473
and I will give it
110%, everything I have.
421
00:21:38,607 --> 00:21:40,342
I love you, Hazel.
422
00:21:45,914 --> 00:21:47,416
Damn, man, I forgot
my orange paracord
423
00:21:47,549 --> 00:21:49,985
to mark my trails.
424
00:21:52,221 --> 00:21:53,522
But I'm here.
425
00:21:53,655 --> 00:21:56,258
I guess I got to keep going.
426
00:21:56,391 --> 00:21:58,327
It's hard to follow your
own trail through here
427
00:21:58,460 --> 00:22:00,629
because, shortly after
you make a trail,
428
00:22:00,762 --> 00:22:02,764
this moss...
429
00:22:08,270 --> 00:22:10,772
And all this Labrador tea
covers it right back up.
430
00:22:12,541 --> 00:22:14,643
I've been hunting. Nothing.
431
00:22:14,776 --> 00:22:16,311
I saw a handful of grouse.
432
00:22:16,445 --> 00:22:17,512
That's it.
433
00:22:17,646 --> 00:22:20,515
My hunting skill
is above and beyond
434
00:22:20,649 --> 00:22:23,085
most people where I come from.
435
00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:25,487
This is just... it's a whole
new territory here for me.
436
00:22:25,621 --> 00:22:27,322
I'm trying to... I'm
trying to learn it,
437
00:22:27,456 --> 00:22:29,958
but I've only got so
much weight to lose,
438
00:22:30,092 --> 00:22:32,294
and I've only got so
much energy to burn.
439
00:22:32,427 --> 00:22:33,929
Yeah, I've got to figure out
440
00:22:34,062 --> 00:22:36,231
how to get this
food in, and fast.
441
00:22:38,934 --> 00:22:40,969
All right, so I
went the wrong way.
442
00:22:41,103 --> 00:22:44,439
Once I find the shoreline,
I can find home.
443
00:22:50,612 --> 00:22:54,750
I don't know how I
got so turned around.
444
00:23:00,355 --> 00:23:03,759
Hop into another bog here.
445
00:23:03,892 --> 00:23:06,962
Just a... it's knee deep,
446
00:23:07,095 --> 00:23:08,964
and it's hard pushing through.
447
00:23:10,599 --> 00:23:13,402
I'm so thirsty. I'm so tired.
448
00:23:13,535 --> 00:23:18,340
Looking for anything that
looks any kind of familiar.
449
00:23:18,473 --> 00:23:21,343
Eventually, I have
to hit shoreline.
450
00:23:21,476 --> 00:23:23,278
Ugh.
451
00:23:26,848 --> 00:23:29,284
How in the hell did
I let this happen?
452
00:23:34,957 --> 00:23:35,991
- I'm lost.
453
00:23:38,927 --> 00:23:40,796
That's the thing.
454
00:23:40,929 --> 00:23:42,798
This trail looks so familiar.
455
00:23:46,702 --> 00:23:48,603
But it's not.
456
00:23:48,737 --> 00:23:50,205
I've never been here before.
457
00:23:50,339 --> 00:23:53,442
The shoreline could be
anywhere around here,
458
00:23:53,575 --> 00:23:55,677
or it could be a
hundred miles that way.
459
00:23:55,811 --> 00:23:58,113
I'm trying to look
through the trees
460
00:23:58,246 --> 00:24:00,148
to see where an opening is at,
461
00:24:00,282 --> 00:24:01,917
but it's so damn
thick, you can't tell.
462
00:24:05,020 --> 00:24:07,255
I'm hoping to come
across any kind of track
463
00:24:07,389 --> 00:24:10,025
or sign that I've
been here before.
464
00:24:17,199 --> 00:24:18,800
Seriously exhausted to the point
465
00:24:18,934 --> 00:24:20,869
my body's giving out on me.
466
00:24:32,180 --> 00:24:34,916
I'm so exhausted,
I can barely stand.
467
00:24:35,050 --> 00:24:36,351
My whole body's shaking.
468
00:24:38,420 --> 00:24:41,623
I was worried about
this from the beginning.
469
00:24:41,757 --> 00:24:43,759
I didn't want to get lost,
470
00:24:43,892 --> 00:24:47,562
but I forgot a paracord
to mark my trails.
471
00:24:47,696 --> 00:24:49,064
I'm not thinking straight.
472
00:24:58,974 --> 00:25:00,842
I'm exhausted...
473
00:25:03,378 --> 00:25:04,513
Thirsty.
474
00:25:07,382 --> 00:25:09,451
I just want to get
back to my shelter.
475
00:25:17,859 --> 00:25:19,361
Oh,.
476
00:25:19,494 --> 00:25:21,596
I think I found the shoreline.
477
00:25:27,669 --> 00:25:30,238
See that big opening?
478
00:25:30,372 --> 00:25:32,174
Oh, it's a beautiful thing.
479
00:25:32,307 --> 00:25:34,042
Oh, it's such a beautiful thing.
480
00:25:34,176 --> 00:25:36,478
This is a trail of mine.
481
00:25:36,611 --> 00:25:38,079
This here's my beach.
482
00:25:38,213 --> 00:25:39,948
Are you kidding me?
483
00:25:40,081 --> 00:25:41,683
Are you kidding me?
484
00:25:41,817 --> 00:25:44,419
My shelter's right there.
485
00:25:44,553 --> 00:25:46,388
Oh, my God.
486
00:25:48,123 --> 00:25:50,425
My entire body is exhausted.
487
00:25:55,831 --> 00:25:57,766
Oh, I'm back at camp.
488
00:26:00,936 --> 00:26:02,604
That's all that matters now.
489
00:26:04,673 --> 00:26:06,141
I'm back at camp.
490
00:26:39,841 --> 00:26:41,843
How do they look?
491
00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:46,715
Yeah, they're still
all there, anyway,
492
00:26:46,848 --> 00:26:49,117
except for the top of those two.
493
00:26:49,251 --> 00:26:52,687
Yeah.
494
00:26:52,821 --> 00:26:57,859
They were the result of a
hockey puck to the mouth.
495
00:26:59,528 --> 00:27:02,264
Oh, well. That's
the way it is.
496
00:27:02,397 --> 00:27:04,900
Little pain never hurt anybody.
497
00:27:07,369 --> 00:27:09,004
Got to check our gillnet.
498
00:27:09,137 --> 00:27:12,207
Hopefully, we got
something in it.
499
00:27:12,340 --> 00:27:13,542
Moved the gillnet.
500
00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:15,143
I think this is the better spot.
501
00:27:17,846 --> 00:27:20,649
I'm getting hungry.
502
00:27:20,782 --> 00:27:21,816
Come on.
503
00:27:24,753 --> 00:27:26,254
Nope.
504
00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:30,559
Damn.
505
00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:32,093
Looks like we're still hungry.
506
00:27:39,234 --> 00:27:42,003
Pretty disappointing,
to say the least.
507
00:27:42,137 --> 00:27:45,340
But anyway, let's
try a couple casts
508
00:27:45,473 --> 00:27:47,909
out here and see if
we can't catch a fish.
509
00:27:50,078 --> 00:27:53,014
It's windy, but
we can handle it.
510
00:27:53,148 --> 00:27:55,150
Let's see what we
can make happen.
511
00:27:55,283 --> 00:27:58,653
My stomach's roaring at me
like a darn old grizzly bear.
512
00:28:01,523 --> 00:28:04,693
And there it hits. Feed me.
513
00:28:04,826 --> 00:28:06,528
Feed me. Feed me.
514
00:28:06,661 --> 00:28:08,763
Feed me. Feed me.
515
00:28:08,897 --> 00:28:10,665
Still working on blueberries.
516
00:28:10,799 --> 00:28:12,667
No protein yet.
517
00:28:16,571 --> 00:28:19,507
The wind just keeps
picking up and up and up.
518
00:28:24,479 --> 00:28:27,082
In the boreal forest,
you have to expect
519
00:28:27,215 --> 00:28:29,451
to be in incredible wind.
520
00:28:31,853 --> 00:28:33,488
You prick.
521
00:28:33,622 --> 00:28:36,791
It's absolutely brutal.
522
00:28:36,925 --> 00:28:39,060
Yeah.
523
00:28:39,194 --> 00:28:42,397
All I'm gonna do is
up my line.
524
00:28:44,666 --> 00:28:47,002
And I think we're
gonna call it that.
525
00:28:52,273 --> 00:28:54,142
Yeah, that's a good,
strong wind, that.
526
00:28:58,446 --> 00:29:01,249
Not much to do on a
night like tonight...
527
00:29:04,285 --> 00:29:06,688
Other than just hunker down.
528
00:29:15,230 --> 00:29:17,065
Phew.
529
00:29:17,198 --> 00:29:18,700
Yes, sirree.
530
00:29:18,833 --> 00:29:20,735
We're in for a long night.
531
00:29:23,038 --> 00:29:26,241
It's absolutely crazy.
532
00:29:26,374 --> 00:29:28,476
There's trees blowing
down everywhere.
533
00:29:30,145 --> 00:29:32,247
I didn't think it was
gonna get any worse,
534
00:29:32,380 --> 00:29:35,016
but it is certainly
getting worse.
535
00:29:35,150 --> 00:29:38,253
Like, this is beyond wind.
536
00:29:50,732 --> 00:29:52,534
It's been impossible to sleep.
537
00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:55,737
It's like a freight train.
538
00:29:55,870 --> 00:29:58,907
My shelter is
attached to two trees,
539
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:00,975
and I can literally...
When I'm laying there,
540
00:30:01,109 --> 00:30:03,878
I can feel the
roots underneath me
541
00:30:04,012 --> 00:30:07,582
moving as the wind's blowing.
542
00:30:07,716 --> 00:30:10,952
If one of these
trees goes, I'm done.
543
00:30:11,086 --> 00:30:13,355
There's no chance of people
coming to get me tonight.
544
00:30:13,488 --> 00:30:15,724
There is just
absolutely no chance.
545
00:30:18,226 --> 00:30:20,495
We're not done with this yet.
546
00:30:37,812 --> 00:30:39,814
- Good morning.
547
00:30:42,617 --> 00:30:46,121
Not much of a good morning.
548
00:30:46,254 --> 00:30:48,857
Actually pretty.
549
00:30:55,230 --> 00:30:57,932
It's been gusty all night.
550
00:30:58,066 --> 00:31:01,069
You'll hear my tarp
going. There you go.
551
00:31:04,839 --> 00:31:06,708
Just kind of like that...
552
00:31:10,378 --> 00:31:12,046
All night.
553
00:31:16,785 --> 00:31:20,088
At some point, we'll
check the gillnet again.
554
00:31:20,221 --> 00:31:23,091
And sooner or later, I'm
gonna be so tired that...
555
00:31:32,167 --> 00:31:36,704
So anyway...
556
00:31:36,838 --> 00:31:38,840
Get this day on the go.
557
00:31:40,642 --> 00:31:41,943
The wind has gone down.
558
00:31:42,043 --> 00:31:45,847
It was absolutely
crazy last night.
559
00:31:45,980 --> 00:31:47,916
We need to fix that.
560
00:31:48,049 --> 00:31:50,385
Think I might fall
a couple trees,
561
00:31:50,518 --> 00:31:52,253
lean them up on the shelter...
562
00:31:52,387 --> 00:31:54,455
Bit of a wind block.
563
00:31:54,589 --> 00:31:57,392
OK, first things first.
564
00:31:57,525 --> 00:32:00,061
Let's go check that gillnet.
565
00:32:00,195 --> 00:32:04,132
Here we go. I need a fish.
566
00:32:09,737 --> 00:32:11,206
Oh, I see a fish.
567
00:32:11,339 --> 00:32:13,675
Oh, that's a nice,
big pike. I can tell.
568
00:32:13,808 --> 00:32:15,310
Oh, baby!
569
00:32:15,443 --> 00:32:17,111
Happy dance. Happy dance.
570
00:32:17,245 --> 00:32:21,316
Yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah! Ho, pike!
571
00:32:21,449 --> 00:32:23,852
Finally got a fish.
572
00:32:23,985 --> 00:32:25,353
Oh, boy.
573
00:32:27,589 --> 00:32:32,327
Ah, we are having
fish for breakfast.
574
00:32:32,460 --> 00:32:35,196
Oh, yeah.
575
00:32:35,330 --> 00:32:36,397
I haven't eaten,
576
00:32:36,531 --> 00:32:38,066
other than a handful of berries,
577
00:32:38,199 --> 00:32:41,236
so this fish means
the world to me.
578
00:32:41,369 --> 00:32:44,439
Now, how is that?
579
00:32:44,572 --> 00:32:46,407
I am stoked.
580
00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:49,878
It's a sign that
the gillnet works.
581
00:32:50,011 --> 00:32:53,348
♪ Protein coming my way ♪
582
00:32:53,481 --> 00:32:55,016
What a game changer.
583
00:32:55,149 --> 00:32:56,818
Make all the efforts worthwhile.
584
00:32:59,053 --> 00:33:00,622
I'm gonna say I can get eight
585
00:33:00,755 --> 00:33:02,824
to ten meals out of that guy.
586
00:33:04,592 --> 00:33:07,929
I know now that I can do this,
587
00:33:08,062 --> 00:33:11,432
and I know now there will
be many more fish coming,
588
00:33:11,566 --> 00:33:14,702
and I just can't wait
to catch another one.
589
00:33:18,206 --> 00:33:21,442
That is a piece of
heaven, right there.
590
00:33:23,811 --> 00:33:26,214
Oh, my God.
591
00:33:26,347 --> 00:33:29,751
Oh.
592
00:33:29,884 --> 00:33:33,354
That is absolutely incredible.
593
00:33:35,156 --> 00:33:39,527
I could easily eat that
for the next couple months.
594
00:34:09,190 --> 00:34:11,159
- Here they come.
595
00:34:14,996 --> 00:34:17,865
The geese are flying south.
596
00:34:17,999 --> 00:34:20,335
There's hundreds of them.
597
00:34:20,468 --> 00:34:24,505
So amazing, all making their Vs.
598
00:34:40,621 --> 00:34:42,857
- That is unbelievable.
599
00:34:42,991 --> 00:34:46,227
This has been
going on all night.
600
00:34:46,361 --> 00:34:48,563
It's unreal how many
geese there are...
601
00:34:48,696 --> 00:34:50,732
Literally thousands.
602
00:34:53,401 --> 00:34:55,903
I wish one would land close by.
603
00:34:56,037 --> 00:34:59,474
Those are way too high
to be flinging arrows at.
604
00:35:02,143 --> 00:35:04,112
That's a sign of what's coming.
605
00:35:07,882 --> 00:35:09,684
- There goes another flock.
606
00:35:13,655 --> 00:35:16,724
Oh, it's so beautiful.
607
00:35:16,858 --> 00:35:18,426
That's amazing.
608
00:35:21,129 --> 00:35:24,232
- Have you ever
seen so many geese?
609
00:35:24,365 --> 00:35:29,103
Holy buckets, thousands. Wow.
610
00:35:29,237 --> 00:35:32,707
It's kind of freaky how
many geese are flying by.
611
00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:35,743
I think winter is coming.
612
00:35:35,877 --> 00:35:37,712
I need to get really busy.
613
00:35:39,580 --> 00:35:40,815
Oh, boy.
614
00:35:45,653 --> 00:35:48,156
I'm gonna work on my shelter
because of those geese.
615
00:35:48,289 --> 00:35:49,857
OK.
616
00:35:49,991 --> 00:35:53,661
They kind of convinced me
that's what I should do.
617
00:35:53,795 --> 00:35:56,764
I'm gonna start excavating.
618
00:35:56,898 --> 00:35:59,133
It's gonna turn cold and nasty.
619
00:35:59,267 --> 00:36:02,036
The winds will take
a lot of people out.
620
00:36:02,170 --> 00:36:05,773
It's gonna be key to build a
shelter in a protected area.
621
00:36:05,907 --> 00:36:08,943
Oh, my. That one's a biggie.
622
00:36:09,043 --> 00:36:10,711
OK.
623
00:36:14,115 --> 00:36:15,883
Let's just roll it over here.
624
00:36:23,691 --> 00:36:25,960
I'm building this in the ground
625
00:36:26,094 --> 00:36:29,097
because I figure it'll
be easier to heat.
626
00:36:29,230 --> 00:36:30,832
OK.
627
00:36:30,965 --> 00:36:33,701
I'm digging down, pulling
out all these rocks,
628
00:36:33,835 --> 00:36:35,803
and burning a lot of calories.
629
00:36:35,937 --> 00:36:38,239
It's taking a lot out of me.
630
00:36:38,372 --> 00:36:40,842
It's starting to
rain a little bit.
631
00:36:40,975 --> 00:36:44,278
Gonna change into
the rain clothes.
632
00:36:44,412 --> 00:36:46,747
I'm not really a fan of
being out in the rain...
633
00:36:46,881 --> 00:36:49,350
Do it enough at the farm.
634
00:36:49,484 --> 00:36:52,954
For my shelter, I am gonna
take one of these trees
635
00:36:53,087 --> 00:36:54,856
and clean it up a little bit
636
00:36:54,989 --> 00:36:56,924
and stretch it
between some trees,
637
00:36:57,058 --> 00:36:58,626
and then I'm just
gonna fill it in
638
00:36:58,759 --> 00:37:01,796
with logs up against
that center ridge pole.
639
00:37:01,929 --> 00:37:04,899
I've always been driven,
type A personality,
640
00:37:05,032 --> 00:37:06,767
first-born, perfectionist.
641
00:37:06,901 --> 00:37:08,336
This will work.
642
00:37:08,469 --> 00:37:12,240
I excelled in school. I
wanted to go to West Point.
643
00:37:12,373 --> 00:37:15,877
I got my senator's
approval. I was accepted.
644
00:37:16,010 --> 00:37:18,980
More sticks. More sticks.
645
00:37:19,113 --> 00:37:20,948
And then, like a month later,
646
00:37:21,082 --> 00:37:23,117
I ended up going
to the mountains
647
00:37:23,251 --> 00:37:25,853
of North Carolina,
648
00:37:25,987 --> 00:37:29,891
and then I found working
on the land as my calling.
649
00:37:30,024 --> 00:37:31,859
Gonna gather some moss.
650
00:37:31,993 --> 00:37:34,428
I just loved it
there, just the plants
651
00:37:34,562 --> 00:37:35,897
and the different species,
652
00:37:36,030 --> 00:37:39,000
and it was all new, and
I just thrived there.
653
00:37:39,133 --> 00:37:42,970
That's my religion. That's
when I feel the best.
654
00:37:43,104 --> 00:37:46,007
We don't make a lot of
money, but we eat great,
655
00:37:46,140 --> 00:37:48,776
and I feel good
about what I'm doing.
656
00:37:48,910 --> 00:37:51,445
I've got to get more moss.
657
00:37:51,579 --> 00:37:54,348
I just want to get
this shelter done.
658
00:37:54,482 --> 00:37:57,218
I want to finish this
thing and get some food.
659
00:37:57,351 --> 00:37:59,120
I've had no luck
getting any fish,
660
00:37:59,253 --> 00:38:02,290
and I'm feeling it.
661
00:38:04,559 --> 00:38:06,494
Oh, my gosh.
662
00:38:06,627 --> 00:38:08,296
Moose poop.
663
00:38:08,429 --> 00:38:09,530
It's really fresh.
664
00:38:11,065 --> 00:38:13,901
There's a moose here somewhere.
665
00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:17,638
Boy, that's a pick-me-up.
666
00:38:17,772 --> 00:38:19,974
I want to be out here
as long as I can,
667
00:38:20,107 --> 00:38:23,511
and if I can go get a
moose, then I'd be set.
668
00:38:25,379 --> 00:38:28,316
It's my saving
grace, right there.
669
00:38:28,449 --> 00:38:32,853
Finish my shelter, and I'm
gonna go moose hunting.
670
00:38:46,667 --> 00:38:49,770
- I'm working on a
gillnet right now.
671
00:38:52,240 --> 00:38:53,374
Wait a sec.
672
00:38:53,507 --> 00:38:54,909
Let's try to get this squirrel.
673
00:39:20,635 --> 00:39:23,771
Oh, man, missed that.
674
00:39:23,905 --> 00:39:25,306
Let's try again.
675
00:39:34,048 --> 00:39:37,251
Right here.
676
00:39:37,385 --> 00:39:39,287
Whoa.
677
00:39:39,420 --> 00:39:42,423
That was good.
678
00:39:42,556 --> 00:39:45,026
I have to find my arrows though.
679
00:39:45,159 --> 00:39:46,761
OK.
680
00:39:46,894 --> 00:39:50,731
That's food for today, man.
681
00:39:50,865 --> 00:39:52,105
I grew up in a fishing village,
682
00:39:52,233 --> 00:39:54,335
and you have to hunt,
fish, work the land
683
00:39:54,468 --> 00:39:57,405
to be able to
provide for yourself.
684
00:39:57,538 --> 00:40:00,141
If I have enough food
to keep myself healthy,
685
00:40:00,274 --> 00:40:02,410
I don't know how far I can go.
686
00:40:02,543 --> 00:40:05,179
My name is Tarcisio
Ramos Dos Santos.
687
00:40:05,313 --> 00:40:07,548
My friends call me Taz.
688
00:40:07,682 --> 00:40:08,949
I'm a homesteader,
689
00:40:09,083 --> 00:40:12,053
and I work on a small
farm to sustain myself.
690
00:40:12,186 --> 00:40:14,322
Here's my house.
It's a tree house.
691
00:40:14,455 --> 00:40:18,059
But I grew up in Brazil in
a small fishing village.
692
00:40:18,192 --> 00:40:20,895
My whole childhood was
hunting and fishing
693
00:40:21,028 --> 00:40:22,463
because there was
no running water
694
00:40:22,596 --> 00:40:23,831
or electricity.
695
00:40:23,965 --> 00:40:25,866
Despite all the work,
it was an adventure.
696
00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:27,335
Cheers.
697
00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:30,738
Where I grew up, danger
was around the corner
698
00:40:30,871 --> 00:40:32,640
all the time.
699
00:40:32,773 --> 00:40:35,476
Animal gets inside
but cannot leave.
700
00:40:35,609 --> 00:40:38,346
Anacondas, snakes,
cougar, killer bees...
701
00:40:38,479 --> 00:40:40,214
There's thousands
of ways for you
702
00:40:40,348 --> 00:40:42,350
to get injured,
killed, poisoned.
703
00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:45,086
So my sense of the woods
and what's around me...
704
00:40:45,219 --> 00:40:46,554
Fresh tracks.
705
00:40:46,687 --> 00:40:47,955
Is pretty high.
706
00:40:49,357 --> 00:40:51,392
I'm also a father of twins.
707
00:40:51,525 --> 00:40:52,793
They live in Brazil.
708
00:40:52,927 --> 00:40:54,762
Although we are so far away,
709
00:40:54,895 --> 00:40:56,931
I'm pretty present
in their lives.
710
00:40:57,064 --> 00:40:59,934
I want to do this because,
in order for my kids
711
00:41:00,067 --> 00:41:03,070
to come and live with me,
I need the financial budget
712
00:41:03,204 --> 00:41:04,905
to give them the
support they need
713
00:41:05,039 --> 00:41:07,274
to have a place to live.
714
00:41:07,408 --> 00:41:09,243
I have what it takes
to not just survive,
715
00:41:09,377 --> 00:41:10,678
but to thrive.
716
00:41:10,811 --> 00:41:14,682
I'm willing to go as far
as I can to win this.
717
00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:22,490
Let's get started.
718
00:41:22,623 --> 00:41:27,294
To survive here long-term,
fishing is so crucial.
719
00:41:27,428 --> 00:41:30,765
I want to increase
my odds to get fish.
720
00:41:30,898 --> 00:41:32,900
So I decide I really
want to make a canoe
721
00:41:33,033 --> 00:41:35,736
to fish in deeper water.
722
00:41:35,870 --> 00:41:40,074
To make a frame, I'm
using spruce saplings,
723
00:41:40,207 --> 00:41:42,610
bigger ones on the
top and the bottom
724
00:41:42,743 --> 00:41:44,879
so we have that weight
to balance it out
725
00:41:45,012 --> 00:41:47,148
not to be tipsy,
and thinner ones
726
00:41:47,281 --> 00:41:49,583
as the stringers in the ribs.
727
00:41:49,717 --> 00:41:53,587
Mmm, let's experiment
a little bit with
728
00:41:53,721 --> 00:41:57,992
making a ring of this spruce.
729
00:41:58,125 --> 00:42:01,328
It's very flexible.
730
00:42:01,462 --> 00:42:02,963
Besides my shelter,
731
00:42:03,097 --> 00:42:04,665
every single
process I have to do
732
00:42:04,799 --> 00:42:07,034
has to take no
more than two days.
733
00:42:07,168 --> 00:42:08,702
That's part of my strategy
734
00:42:08,836 --> 00:42:10,771
because I don't want it to drag.
735
00:42:10,905 --> 00:42:11,939
If it works, great.
736
00:42:12,073 --> 00:42:14,008
Don't, OK, move on to the next.
737
00:42:14,141 --> 00:42:16,610
Because if I spend a
lot of time and energy
738
00:42:16,744 --> 00:42:18,546
creating something,
and then that thing
739
00:42:18,679 --> 00:42:22,917
don't work, it could
be a huge setback.
740
00:42:23,050 --> 00:42:24,785
Long ways to go.
741
00:42:31,926 --> 00:42:34,929
There's a saying in Portuguese
in Brazil that says...
742
00:42:41,569 --> 00:42:43,037
Meaning that, you
know, we need more
743
00:42:43,170 --> 00:42:46,240
than just food to survive.
744
00:42:46,373 --> 00:42:48,676
Good enough for today.
745
00:42:51,779 --> 00:42:54,982
Your body and your mind
needs to express itself
746
00:42:55,115 --> 00:42:57,785
through creating and creativity.
747
00:42:57,918 --> 00:43:00,154
Almost there.
748
00:43:00,287 --> 00:43:03,791
When I discovered
theater and poetry,
749
00:43:03,924 --> 00:43:06,760
that creative process
really started
750
00:43:06,894 --> 00:43:10,464
opening different avenues
for me to discover the world
751
00:43:10,598 --> 00:43:13,434
and think different ways.
752
00:43:13,567 --> 00:43:14,635
So I left.
753
00:43:14,768 --> 00:43:19,139
I moved from Brazil
to Western Mass.
754
00:43:19,273 --> 00:43:21,909
But being out here in
a survival situation,
755
00:43:22,042 --> 00:43:24,712
putting all my skills together,
756
00:43:24,845 --> 00:43:28,849
the creativity, you know,
allows you to be flexible.
757
00:43:28,983 --> 00:43:31,485
Big challenge is because
I'm using spruce,
758
00:43:31,619 --> 00:43:33,621
and spruce has a
lot of sharp points.
759
00:43:33,754 --> 00:43:36,724
So I have to kind of scrape
and make sure it's smooth
760
00:43:36,857 --> 00:43:41,028
and then use moss
to protect the tarp.
761
00:43:41,161 --> 00:43:45,799
Listening to nature and
learning how this place works
762
00:43:45,933 --> 00:43:49,503
and what it has to offer
and adapting my ideas
763
00:43:49,637 --> 00:43:53,274
have shown me that I have
what it takes to survive,
764
00:43:53,407 --> 00:43:55,843
even in the face of hardships.
765
00:43:55,976 --> 00:43:58,245
Looks pretty good.
766
00:43:58,379 --> 00:44:01,248
I have a canoe. Wow.
767
00:44:01,382 --> 00:44:04,919
And we will see if
it will float well.
768
00:44:08,355 --> 00:44:11,825
Get closer at every step.
769
00:44:13,794 --> 00:44:16,330
Tipsy? Kind of.
770
00:44:18,966 --> 00:44:20,868
Sturdy canoe.
771
00:44:27,741 --> 00:44:31,011
Holy cow, it works.
772
00:44:31,145 --> 00:44:35,516
Whoo-hoo! It works.
773
00:44:35,649 --> 00:44:38,118
My canoe works.
774
00:44:38,252 --> 00:44:40,421
It's pretty stable.
775
00:44:40,554 --> 00:44:42,523
I'm happy with this.
776
00:44:42,656 --> 00:44:44,992
A little forward.
777
00:44:45,125 --> 00:44:48,295
Guess that's fine.
778
00:44:48,429 --> 00:44:50,798
Wow, well balanced too.
779
00:44:54,068 --> 00:44:56,036
Very good.
780
00:44:56,170 --> 00:44:58,939
Just a nice quick test drive.
781
00:44:59,073 --> 00:45:02,343
Like it. That's
gonna change a lot.
782
00:45:02,476 --> 00:45:04,478
Now I need to finish my gillnet.
783
00:45:24,298 --> 00:45:25,609
- I don't know how
the rest of the world
784
00:45:25,633 --> 00:45:28,435
might feel about this.
785
00:45:28,569 --> 00:45:32,539
Some might be pretty
upset about it.
786
00:45:32,673 --> 00:45:34,575
Taking my damn
shoes and socks off.
787
00:45:38,412 --> 00:45:42,082
See the steam coming
off of my sock?
788
00:45:44,451 --> 00:45:45,853
That's not smoke.
789
00:45:47,788 --> 00:45:49,657
That's steam coming off my feet.
790
00:45:51,625 --> 00:45:56,297
They stink so bad, so bad.
791
00:45:57,631 --> 00:45:59,933
Oh, my God. It's terrible.
792
00:46:02,770 --> 00:46:05,539
All right, so I'm going hunting.
793
00:46:05,673 --> 00:46:07,374
In an effort to
not get lost again,
794
00:46:07,508 --> 00:46:11,045
I am gonna mark
trees as I go in.
795
00:46:13,947 --> 00:46:17,184
I need food, whatever it may be.
796
00:46:17,317 --> 00:46:20,621
I need some kind of protein
in my stomach right now.
797
00:46:24,224 --> 00:46:27,528
I heard some heavy
flapping in the woods,
798
00:46:27,661 --> 00:46:29,830
probably a grouse.
799
00:46:31,331 --> 00:46:33,701
I don't want to go another
day without eating anything.
800
00:46:51,085 --> 00:46:53,921
I see it.
801
00:46:54,054 --> 00:46:57,091
I see the grouse.
802
00:46:57,224 --> 00:46:59,293
I'm just gonna ease
back, just hang out
803
00:46:59,426 --> 00:47:02,596
right here and wait for it.
804
00:47:02,730 --> 00:47:06,800
I'm gonna be patient
with this one.
805
00:47:46,440 --> 00:47:47,775
I hit it. I hit it.
806
00:47:47,908 --> 00:47:49,109
I hit it. I hit it.
807
00:47:49,243 --> 00:47:51,211
I got a grouse.
808
00:47:52,846 --> 00:47:55,082
Now we got to go find it.
809
00:47:55,215 --> 00:47:57,017
There it is.
810
00:47:57,151 --> 00:48:00,687
Oh, what a beautiful,
beautiful thing.
811
00:48:00,821 --> 00:48:02,990
Oh, my first grouse.
812
00:48:04,324 --> 00:48:06,059
Let me dispatch this little guy.
813
00:48:12,065 --> 00:48:15,135
And we're back.
And we're back.
814
00:48:15,269 --> 00:48:17,871
Holy.
815
00:48:18,005 --> 00:48:19,373
Yes.
816
00:48:22,309 --> 00:48:25,078
My first grouse.
817
00:48:25,212 --> 00:48:26,680
Oh, that's amazing.
818
00:48:30,651 --> 00:48:32,886
This is a big moment.
819
00:48:33,020 --> 00:48:34,621
You know, it's huge.
820
00:48:34,755 --> 00:48:36,957
It's
gonna be delicious.
821
00:48:37,090 --> 00:48:38,592
The more I learn this land,
822
00:48:38,725 --> 00:48:40,360
the more I can take
from this land.
823
00:48:40,494 --> 00:48:43,997
Ah, I can't wait.
824
00:48:44,131 --> 00:48:47,034
One small victory at a time.
825
00:48:47,167 --> 00:48:49,403
One small victory at a time.
826
00:48:49,536 --> 00:48:52,206
I just left everything I
know behind to do this,
827
00:48:52,339 --> 00:48:54,475
but it's not about me anymore.
828
00:48:54,608 --> 00:48:57,211
It's about my family.
It's about my son.
829
00:48:57,344 --> 00:48:58,944
That's the only thing
that really matters
830
00:48:59,046 --> 00:49:00,747
to me in my life anymore.
831
00:49:00,881 --> 00:49:03,750
Oh, yes.
832
00:49:03,884 --> 00:49:06,053
Yes, that looks wonderful.
833
00:49:10,290 --> 00:49:12,159
It's my first real meal.
834
00:49:18,065 --> 00:49:19,399
Oh, man.
835
00:49:21,869 --> 00:49:24,204
Just falling off the bone.
836
00:49:24,338 --> 00:49:26,106
Having the opportunity to win
837
00:49:26,240 --> 00:49:28,709
such a lump sum of
money is amazing.
838
00:49:28,842 --> 00:49:32,546
I have a very demanding,
very laboring job.
839
00:49:32,679 --> 00:49:34,781
Tell everybody I
work 28 hours a day,
840
00:49:34,915 --> 00:49:36,583
14 days a week, you know?
841
00:49:36,717 --> 00:49:39,152
That is so good.
842
00:49:39,286 --> 00:49:42,122
It's hard. It really is hard.
843
00:49:42,256 --> 00:49:43,991
So if I could win this,
844
00:49:44,124 --> 00:49:46,627
that's 15 years' salary for me.
845
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,529
For my son, it means
better therapies,
846
00:49:49,663 --> 00:49:52,165
more chances for him to grow.
847
00:49:52,299 --> 00:49:54,434
With his autism,
he doesn't speak.
848
00:49:54,568 --> 00:49:56,803
Everything that people
take for granted,
849
00:49:56,937 --> 00:49:58,272
he has a hard time with.
850
00:49:58,405 --> 00:49:59,439
And where I'm from,
851
00:49:59,573 --> 00:50:01,074
there's not enough
offered to him.
852
00:50:01,208 --> 00:50:02,276
And this is it.
853
00:50:02,409 --> 00:50:03,510
This is my opportunity
854
00:50:03,644 --> 00:50:05,812
so that he can
have a better life.
855
00:50:05,946 --> 00:50:07,314
I can't fail.
856
00:50:07,447 --> 00:50:11,752
When the dining room is quiet,
you know the food's good.
857
00:50:32,539 --> 00:50:35,976
We got a fish.
858
00:50:36,109 --> 00:50:38,679
My gillnet got a gigantic trout.
859
00:50:41,782 --> 00:50:45,352
I will clean up this
fish and smoke it up.
860
00:50:49,289 --> 00:50:52,292
I'm thinking about a teepee.
861
00:50:52,426 --> 00:50:54,528
I'm gonna have a
lot of big embers,
862
00:50:54,661 --> 00:50:59,366
and I'll use the elder branches
863
00:50:59,499 --> 00:51:01,635
and control that.
864
00:51:04,071 --> 00:51:05,739
I'm gonna do that.
865
00:51:08,609 --> 00:51:10,444
This is beautiful here.
866
00:51:10,577 --> 00:51:13,947
I just want to eat
a bite, but I won't.
867
00:51:14,081 --> 00:51:17,217
This fish could be food for,
like, the next ten days,
868
00:51:17,351 --> 00:51:20,621
but before the temperatures
get to freezing,
869
00:51:20,754 --> 00:51:22,689
you have to smoke the meat.
870
00:51:22,823 --> 00:51:24,024
OK.
871
00:51:24,157 --> 00:51:27,260
So we'll hang it here.
872
00:51:27,394 --> 00:51:29,429
Get another piece quick.
873
00:51:29,563 --> 00:51:31,465
For now, it's good.
874
00:51:31,598 --> 00:51:35,335
Now, we will make a moss wall.
875
00:51:35,469 --> 00:51:37,337
I'm excited to smoke the food
876
00:51:37,471 --> 00:51:40,407
and preserve so
it can last long.
877
00:51:43,977 --> 00:51:46,580
For now, it feels really
good. We are flowing here.
878
00:51:46,713 --> 00:51:48,248
We are moving.
879
00:51:48,382 --> 00:51:51,218
But this is a long-term game.
880
00:51:51,351 --> 00:51:54,554
OK, that's my
improvised smoke teepee.
881
00:51:54,688 --> 00:51:56,690
Now I want to sleep.
882
00:51:56,823 --> 00:51:59,559
And good night.
883
00:52:10,037 --> 00:52:12,105
Good morning.
884
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:13,774
We're gonna check the smoker.
885
00:52:13,907 --> 00:52:17,577
And I'm hungry now,
so I need to eat.
886
00:52:17,711 --> 00:52:20,414
Well, now, there's
some ember right there.
887
00:52:22,816 --> 00:52:24,685
And I'll get the fire
going a little better,
888
00:52:24,818 --> 00:52:29,222
get it smoking, heat
up my food, eat.
889
00:52:32,726 --> 00:52:34,995
There it goes.
890
00:52:35,128 --> 00:52:36,630
That's a nice fire, isn't it?
891
00:52:51,311 --> 00:52:52,879
Ah!
892
00:53:03,557 --> 00:53:05,292
- There it goes.
893
00:53:05,425 --> 00:53:08,195
That's a nice fire, isn't it?
894
00:53:08,328 --> 00:53:09,996
Just a couple more.
895
00:53:10,130 --> 00:53:11,731
I need some food.
896
00:53:25,278 --> 00:53:27,614
. Water.
897
00:53:27,747 --> 00:53:29,015
There we go.
898
00:53:37,357 --> 00:53:39,893
. Ah!
899
00:53:56,376 --> 00:53:58,211
There we go.
900
00:54:01,648 --> 00:54:03,683
My fish.
901
00:54:03,817 --> 00:54:05,185
Unbelievable.
902
00:54:08,555 --> 00:54:10,557
And it happened so fast, huh?
903
00:54:10,690 --> 00:54:12,959
And drop this hut down.
904
00:54:13,093 --> 00:54:14,728
Got things under control now.
905
00:54:17,998 --> 00:54:19,599
Sorry, big fish.
906
00:54:43,456 --> 00:54:44,456
- Dirty hands.
907
00:54:44,524 --> 00:54:46,860
Working hands.
908
00:54:48,662 --> 00:54:50,302
These are for all the
blisters I've gotten
909
00:54:50,330 --> 00:54:54,067
from the ax and the saw.
910
00:54:54,201 --> 00:54:56,069
I've got to get
something on this.
911
00:54:56,203 --> 00:54:57,938
I keep hitting it.
912
00:54:58,071 --> 00:55:00,273
So I'm gonna find
some fresh pitch.
913
00:55:05,812 --> 00:55:08,715
The healing properties of
that will help it scab over...
914
00:55:08,849 --> 00:55:12,986
Puts a coating on it, so it
will keep any bacteria out.
915
00:55:13,119 --> 00:55:14,588
OK.
916
00:55:14,721 --> 00:55:16,690
So I'll put the
tape over top of it,
917
00:55:16,823 --> 00:55:21,461
just to get me through
while I'm working.
918
00:55:21,595 --> 00:55:23,530
OK. Back to work.
919
00:55:25,532 --> 00:55:28,702
I have to go source some logs.
920
00:55:28,835 --> 00:55:32,138
Every time I think I
have enough, I need more.
921
00:55:35,008 --> 00:55:37,210
I might need, like,
ten more trees.
922
00:55:40,080 --> 00:55:41,290
It's lot of work for one person
923
00:55:41,314 --> 00:55:43,984
to build a cabin here.
924
00:55:45,952 --> 00:55:48,388
The expenditure of
calories that it's taken
925
00:55:48,521 --> 00:55:51,725
to put up this log
cabin is extreme.
926
00:55:51,858 --> 00:55:54,527
I will need protein
at some point.
927
00:55:58,031 --> 00:56:01,334
But to me, I think that it's
worth every calorie spent
928
00:56:01,468 --> 00:56:03,737
to be able to have
a warm place to stay
929
00:56:03,870 --> 00:56:06,940
when it's cold because
being cold will put me out
930
00:56:07,073 --> 00:56:10,010
way faster than being hungry.
931
00:56:10,143 --> 00:56:12,946
Once I get my shelter
built, I'm gonna focus
932
00:56:13,079 --> 00:56:15,382
on hunting and fishing.
933
00:56:23,223 --> 00:56:25,258
What do you think of that?
934
00:56:27,527 --> 00:56:29,863
One of the things
that is definitely
935
00:56:29,996 --> 00:56:32,866
a little bit different
about being alone...
936
00:56:32,999 --> 00:56:36,002
Usually, I have a team of
people I'm working with...
937
00:56:36,136 --> 00:56:41,107
My husband, my kids,
my dad, my mom.
938
00:56:41,241 --> 00:56:43,001
If my family was here,
we probably could have
939
00:56:43,109 --> 00:56:44,678
this cabin built,
like, in two days.
940
00:56:44,811 --> 00:56:47,781
It's tough.
941
00:56:47,914 --> 00:56:49,916
But this isn't the hardest thing
942
00:56:50,050 --> 00:56:52,852
I've ever done.
943
00:56:52,986 --> 00:56:56,156
Well, that closed it up
really nice and tight.
944
00:56:57,691 --> 00:57:02,329
After my accident, my
family took care of me.
945
00:57:02,462 --> 00:57:05,098
My husband carried
me to the bathroom
946
00:57:05,231 --> 00:57:07,167
and carried me to the shower.
947
00:57:07,300 --> 00:57:11,438
My kids helped bring
food and cook for me.
948
00:57:11,571 --> 00:57:13,540
I lost so much of myself,
949
00:57:13,673 --> 00:57:16,276
and I was broken.
950
00:57:16,409 --> 00:57:18,945
At one point, I thought
that it would be better
951
00:57:19,079 --> 00:57:22,048
for my family if
I just had died.
952
00:57:25,885 --> 00:57:27,987
Their love was so strong
that they just did
953
00:57:28,121 --> 00:57:30,957
what they had to do
to take care of me.
954
00:57:31,091 --> 00:57:32,926
It took me three years...
955
00:57:33,059 --> 00:57:34,227
Three years...
956
00:57:34,361 --> 00:57:37,497
To be able to walk
without crutches.
957
00:57:37,630 --> 00:57:42,402
I want them to see how
far their mom came.
958
00:57:42,535 --> 00:57:44,204
I want them to see
that, no matter how low
959
00:57:44,337 --> 00:57:47,674
you can get in life
and how dark and dim
960
00:57:47,807 --> 00:57:51,244
life seems to be, you
can always pull out of it
961
00:57:51,378 --> 00:57:53,480
and come out on top.
962
00:57:53,613 --> 00:57:55,348
You just have to keep fighting.
963
00:57:57,417 --> 00:57:59,519
While I'm out here,
I'm gonna keep running
964
00:57:59,652 --> 00:58:02,288
to the finish line, and
whether that finish line's
965
00:58:02,422 --> 00:58:06,693
at 50, 80, or 100 days,
I'm going to do it.
966
00:58:09,763 --> 00:58:12,132
I think that's pretty good.
967
00:58:38,658 --> 00:58:41,528
Stuff starts getting at you.
968
00:58:41,661 --> 00:58:43,530
It really does.
969
00:58:45,598 --> 00:58:47,967
No fish. No fish. No fish.
970
00:58:49,669 --> 00:58:50,670
Man.
971
00:59:04,417 --> 00:59:07,454
Well, back to the task at hand.
972
00:59:07,587 --> 00:59:09,856
I need three more long poles.
973
00:59:12,192 --> 00:59:13,526
Plans for today,
974
00:59:13,693 --> 00:59:16,262
I'm gonna work on my
shelter some more.
975
00:59:16,396 --> 00:59:18,698
Every day I work on it is
a day that it's getting
976
00:59:18,832 --> 00:59:20,500
closer to being finished.
977
00:59:20,633 --> 00:59:22,068
Would have loved
to use spruce roots
978
00:59:22,202 --> 00:59:23,636
to wire all this stuff up,
979
00:59:23,770 --> 00:59:29,242
and sure would have if
I'd had food every day.
980
00:59:29,375 --> 00:59:32,011
I would have took the time
to do some crazy.
981
00:59:34,981 --> 00:59:37,016
I'm tired.
982
00:59:37,150 --> 00:59:39,319
Think I started off pretty
strong with my gillnet,
983
00:59:39,452 --> 00:59:41,054
just hoping, you
know, by day three,
984
00:59:41,187 --> 00:59:43,923
I'd have a fish in it.
Didn't see any fish in it.
985
00:59:44,057 --> 00:59:45,925
I built a fishing
pole. It casts.
986
00:59:46,059 --> 00:59:48,761
It reels, everything.
Have not caught one fish.
987
00:59:48,895 --> 00:59:51,131
I have a baited line
in the water right now.
988
00:59:51,264 --> 00:59:52,332
Nothing's taking it.
989
00:59:52,465 --> 00:59:55,135
I've been hunting... one grouse.
990
00:59:55,268 --> 00:59:56,769
So the lack of food really...
991
00:59:56,903 --> 00:59:58,605
Really, there's just no energy.
992
00:59:58,738 --> 01:00:01,608
Need a lot more pine boughs.
993
01:00:03,209 --> 01:00:07,113
But I have a unique ability
to turn my emotions off.
994
01:00:09,048 --> 01:00:10,517
While I'm out
here, it's gonna be
995
01:00:10,650 --> 01:00:14,087
really easy for me to turn
off the fact that I'm hungry.
996
01:00:14,220 --> 01:00:15,989
It's gonna be easy
for me to turn off
997
01:00:16,122 --> 01:00:17,457
the fact that I'm alone.
998
01:00:17,590 --> 01:00:18,992
OK.
999
01:00:19,125 --> 01:00:21,961
I'm gonna start rolling
up some moss now.
1000
01:00:22,095 --> 01:00:24,063
I miss my family.
Don't get me wrong.
1001
01:00:24,197 --> 01:00:27,066
But I can turn that off.
1002
01:00:27,200 --> 01:00:30,370
Mentally, I'm a
very strong person,
1003
01:00:30,503 --> 01:00:33,206
and so I'll be able to
control myself enough
1004
01:00:33,339 --> 01:00:35,909
to make it through.
1005
01:00:36,042 --> 01:00:38,645
My stomach's growling again.
1006
01:00:38,778 --> 01:00:40,747
Oh, it hurts so bad.
1007
01:00:40,880 --> 01:00:42,615
Just bending over hurts.
1008
01:01:05,605 --> 01:01:08,775
My stomach won't let up.
It's hurting pretty bad.
1009
01:01:14,347 --> 01:01:15,882
Oh.
1010
01:01:18,952 --> 01:01:21,254
It's killing me.
1011
01:01:32,131 --> 01:01:34,534
I have to sit down.
1012
01:01:37,370 --> 01:01:39,973
Wow.
1013
01:01:40,106 --> 01:01:43,209
I mean, it...
1014
01:01:43,343 --> 01:01:45,445
hurts just to reach for
that camera.
1015
01:01:50,850 --> 01:01:53,853
Now there's just a wave of
nausea that rushed over me.
1016
01:02:02,095 --> 01:02:04,130
Why is this happening to me?
1017
01:02:12,872 --> 01:02:14,874
Ugh.
1018
01:02:15,008 --> 01:02:18,511
No. No.
1019
01:02:18,645 --> 01:02:20,546
Please stay down.
1020
01:02:26,185 --> 01:02:28,054
How can this be happening?
1021
01:02:29,956 --> 01:02:32,625
Oh.
1022
01:02:32,759 --> 01:02:35,495
Oh, I just want this to stop.
1023
01:02:35,628 --> 01:02:38,564
Oh, I just want it to stop.
1024
01:02:38,698 --> 01:02:41,100
Oh, what the?
1025
01:02:41,234 --> 01:02:43,603
Ugh.
1026
01:02:43,736 --> 01:02:45,505
Oh, God.
1027
01:02:56,416 --> 01:02:59,185
Oh, I can't do this.
71757
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