All language subtitles for [English] You Are Desire episode 17 - 1238959v [DownSub.com]

♫ The dusk awakens ♫

♫ The slumber of the whales ♫

♫ Swimming towards the galaxy ♫

♫ It docks at the blue shore of my heart ♫

♫ I hear the poems coming from afar ♫

♫ Happiness and sorrow come and go ♫

♫ As my memories dance along the clouds ♫

♫ I still remember ♫

♫ Please wait for me at the horizon ♫

♫ We'll watch the sunset together ♫

♫ Whose dream hasn't been beautiful ♫

♫ When have I ever been myself ♫

♫ Wait for me at the end of the daydream ♫

♫ Who has wandered within it ♫

♫ Life is nothing more than fantasy ♫

♫ I am still me ♫

[You Are Desire]

[You Are Desire]

[Episode 17 I Want to Fulfill Your Dream]

Everything in this box

seems to be something I've never seen before.

They must have been tidied up by my uncle

when my other uncle just passed away.

They're all empty boxes.

I'll clean them up
and put them in the shop later.

Alright.

Juan,

give me a hand!

I'm coming.

Lin Yujing,

come help. I can't hold it any longer.

The box is stuck.

I'm coming.

I can't do it anymore.

It's him.

Nie Xinghe.

The orphan, the wild child.

Wild child.

Right.

Stop talking nonsense.

We're saying it and so what?

You wild child.

Wild child.

What are you doing?

Young lady,

the stuff is all here.

Thank you very much.

- Thank you for your hard work.
- Thank you.

I want to make a display case

to put here.

And then display

some of my uncle's works

that have never been exhibited before.

That's a good idea.

Let's make it all glass.

It will perfectly highlight

the beauty of his works.

But before that,

I have something else to do.

[Qinghe Silverware]

Actually, the first time I saw you

was not in the silverware shop.

Back then, I just arrived in this city

and was listening to my dad's nagging
in his car.

I was so annoyed.

Then I saw you riding past
with this signboard on your back,

and you even scratched my dad's car.

So I visited your shop the next day.

Look,

I already had an impression of you
before you knew me.

- Hello.
- Sir, hello.

Are you renting or buying a house?

Renting.

The empty shop

on the street up front.

I want to rent it.

Are you talking about that one?

That one is not for rent.

The tenant came over today.

He said he was going to reopen the shop.

You're back so soon.

Hello, we meet again.

We haven't opened yet. You should leave.

Didn't Shen Juan tell you?

Right, he's got no right

to tell you who I am.

I am the apprentice

of Luo Qinghe,

the real owner of this shop.

I used to live here.

Do you want to chat?

Like

Shen Juan's past that you don't know.

If I want to know, I'll ask myself.

I don't need you to bother.

But I bet

he wouldn't dare tell you.

Why don't you ask him

how my master,

who was also his uncle,

got into a car accident?

See if he will tell you.

Please leave.

It was Shen Juan's fault

that Luo Qinghe had an accident.

You dare to come here. Shut up.

Did I say something wrong?

Isn't it true that you caused
your uncle's death?

And you still don't want to admit it?

Shen Juan.

Get out.

Even if you beat me to death,

the fact that you caused your uncle's death

won't change.

Shen Juan,

you owe him for the rest of your life.

You can never fully repay it.

When I was eight,

my parents went to Africa for aid construction.

My mom didn't want me to suffer with them,

so she sent me to my uncle's side.

My uncle had just returned from Guangzhou.

[Qinghe Silverware]
And then he opened this silverware shop.

Qinghe,

from now on, the kid is in your hands.

Call him uncle.

It's okay.

Afterward,

I lived with him the whole time.

He was an artist.

He used what he was best at

to take care of me.

That is,

he had me learn silverware making with him

to inherit his craft.

My uncle was someone

who lived in his own world,

focusing on what he loved.

Maybe others found it hard

to understand him.

But he was a very kind man

at heart.

He adopted the homeless Nie Xinghe.

Nie Xinghe lost his mom when he was young.

His dad owed money and ran away,

leaving him and his grandma
to rely on each other.

People often came to his house
to collect debts,

making it impossible for him to return home.

He could only hide
in my uncle's silverware shop.

It was my uncle's tolerance and patience

that slowly changed him,

giving him a normal life.

But in the end,

my uncle probably never expected

to be harmed by the two kids he raised himself.

It all started

with the tryout

for a youth shooting team.

[Youth Shooting Range]

[Shen Juan 29, Zhang Li 26, Hu Hao 22]
The one selected for the city's youth team is

Shen Juan.

- Hurry up.
- Wait for me.

Go.

Wait for me.

So

my uncle sent me to the shooting team.

At that time,

I didn't notice his feeling of loss.

The training life of the shooting team

was an experience

I'd never had before.

I liked it

and enjoyed it very much.

At that time,

my uncle often texted me,

asking how my training was going.

Uncle, you've worked hard.

He would also share some
of his new works with me.

Thanks, Juan.

But I was so focused on training,

So my contact with him gradually decreased.

After I joined the shooting team,

only Nie Xinghe was left

to accompany my uncle.

You did really well.

Actually, I had long noticed
Nie Xinghe's dissatisfaction with me,

but I didn't care about it at that time.

Gradually,

I forgot the original agreement with my uncle

to inherit his craft

and make Qinghe Silverware

a century-old shop.

When I was in ninth grade,

I finally advanced to the provincial team

and got the qualification
to participate in the national championship.

The first thing I did

was to tell my uncle the good news.

Uncle,

I've been selected
by the provincial team to participate in

the National Youth Shooting Championship.

You must come to watch it.

I'll send you the ticket.

[Message From Uncle]

On the day of the competition,

the seat I reserved for my uncle

remained vacant throughout.

I thought my uncle was busy,

so I gave him a call.

But it seemed he had forgotten about it.

If I'd known,
I wouldn't have reserved the ticket.

Among the seating area
for the relatives and friends,

only your seat is unoccupied.

He could hear my anger over the phone,

so he promised to rush over immediately.

Juan, I'm sorry. I'll be there soon.

I promise I'll be there for the finals.

This round will determine the champion
of the match.

That day, it was raining heavily.

But because he was in a rush to get here,

my uncle was driving too fast.

And three kilometers from the venue,

an accident still happened.

Player D, Shen Juan,

achieved an impressive four out of five shots
in the final round.

Congratulations to Shen Juan for becoming

the champion
of this National Youth Shooting Championship.

[Text messages between me and my uncle]

The text messages are gone.

The ticket wasn't on my uncle either.

He didn't forget

my competition.

He didn't know I was competing that day.

The only person
who knew my uncle's phone password

and could delete the messages

was only Nie Xinghe.

You did it?

So what?

You damned. It's all because of you.

Don't push all the blame onto me.

It was clearly your fault. You hurt your uncle.

If you have an issue with me, fine,

but why did you do that to my uncle?

Answer me!

If you hadn't shown up,

if you hadn't insisted on learning shooting,

if you hadn't insisted on him going

to watch your damn competition…

It's all your fault.

It's all your fault.

Because of the fight,

I was disciplined by the school

and suspended for a year.

After that,

I never saw Nie Xinghe again.

Actually, he was right.

It rained so heavily that day.

If I hadn't insisted on my uncle coming
to watch my competition,

he wouldn't have had the accident.

He wouldn't have…

I'm okay.

Actually, it's quite good now.

Just like the decision

my uncle made at the beginning

to have me inherit the silverware shop.

It's okay.

Nothing can defeat me.

When I was a kid, my teacher told me

China won its first gold medal

at the 1984 Los Angeles Olympics

in shooting.

So since I was a child,

I've admired those champions
who brought glory to the country.

I thought their lives were incredibly cool.

But who doesn't encounter
a few unexpected twists in their life?

Just like the decision
my uncle made at the beginning

to have me inherit the silverware shop.

Have you truly let go?

- Hello.
- Thanks.

- The introduction to the competition…
- Over there.

- No, I'm asking for a friend.
- We have it here too.

- This one, right?
- We'll have very authoritative judges.

Okay, I'll make a note of it.

- We're late. Hurry up.
- Go.

[Marketing Competition]

Urgent gathering at Juan's house.

- What's up?
- Just come. It's about the silver store.

- Right away.
- Roger.

Alright.

For the reopening

of the silverware shop,

I thought of a decent marketing plan.

We could hold an exhibition
of your uncle's works.

Sounds like a decent idea.

But holding an exhibition requires funds,

equipment and a venue which won't be cheap.

Say it.

Have you already thought it all through?

The Marketing Competition?

The winners of this competition

can monetize their design exhibitions.

In other words, if we win,

we can use the school's exhibition hall

to hold an exhibition of your uncle's works.

And the Student Union will cover the costs.

But most of the competition teams
in the Student Union

are composed of experienced seniors
with professional knowledge.

If we, as amateurs, participate in this,

we may just be also-rans

and might not even pass the preliminary round.

What's so difficult about that?
Is it harder than the college entrance exam?

We've made it through the fierce competition
of the college entrance exam.

Are we afraid of this?

Let's assign tasks.

Alright.

This time, I must perform well.

- You'll be shooting the works. It's tough.
- Okay.

- He, can you handle logistics and outreach?
- No problem.

I'll be in charge of assistance
and filling in gaps.

Well, the most important part
of this project is your uncle's works.

You know the value of his works

and his story better than we do.

So you're more qualified than anyone
to be the project planner.

The materials are almost prepared.

It's definitely enough
for the preliminary round.

But it's necessary for us to be more prepared

because the final round is quite close
to the preliminary round.

Don't worry about the materials.

Do you have time to go back
to our hometown this weekend?

There are many of my uncle's early works there.

We can also learn more from my other uncle.

Okay.

Miss Lin, thank you for your hard work.

You've thought so much and done so much for me.

Not at all.

In fact, we are the same.

You are trying to realize your uncle's dream,

and I am trying to realize your dream.

[Marketing Competition
Information Form/Application Form]

If we pass the preliminary round,

shall we go back to the old house together
this Saturday?

We can find my uncle's early works
and also visit my other uncle.

Okay.

Here are some silver ornaments

which were given to me by my master back then.

Since you guys want
to host his solo exhibition,

you should make sure
you display every piece of his works.

The person in charge is Shen Juan.

You shouldn't have come to me.

What's this?

It's from Nie Xinghe.

What do you plan to do with it?

Just accept it for now.

What's this?

This.

This is called Guihua.

The inspiration comes from

a ghost story.

My uncle probably did this

during the summer vacation

when I was ten years old.

He took me and Nie Xinghe back to our old house
for a field trip.

There was a very famous haunted house nearby.

Haunted house?

That's what it was called,

but actually, it was just a scavenger old lady
who lived there.

The kids around there mistook her for a ghost.

We went to explore the haunted house at night

and scared the old lady.

When my uncle knew it,
he took us to apologize to her.

But Nie Xinghe was terrified

and had nightmares every night.

So my uncle made this silver ornament.

He told us

the old woman was even more beautiful

than the girl on this when she was young.

Just as expected from him.

It feels like

he was a magician.

What he made was not silverware,

but magical tools.

Even nightmares
could be turned into sweet dreams.

Today is the deadline for the competition.
Don't be late, everyone.

How could it be possible?
I just got on the bus.

I'm already downstairs at Juan's house.

Good.

Come and take a look at this.

I think…

I think
the third and the fifth pictures are better.

This one is good.

I think so too.

Now we just need a name.

I've thought about the name.

You've thought about it already?

Daydreamer.

The works of this artist are whimsical,

yet it gives a sense

of endless and mysterious power.

His works

never chase trends

because what he seeks is

the balance

between two opposing things.

So our participation this time

is dedicated to commemorating

this artist who used his own life

to light up others' dreams.

Luo Qinghe.

- Here you are.
- Here you are.

Hello, am I speaking with Lin Yujing?

Yes, it's me.

This is the Student Union
of the School of Economics and Management.

Wait a second. Please go ahead.

Congratulations.

Your team has made it to the final
of the Marketing Competition.

Submit the detailed plan to the Student Union
before next Thursday.

Wait to compete with the other three teams.

- Okay. We will definitely prepare well.
- Alright.

We really won!

I told you. Gold will always shine.

We were bound to win. Who else if not us?

Especially since the two smartest brains
are here,

how could we lose?

To sincerely thank everyone,

I'm treating you all tonight.

You put it back.

- No problem.
- Hurry up.

The final competition

will be in the form of speeches.

Your content is very sincere and warm.

I like it a lot.

However, those who can make it to the final

are all elite teams from the school.

You must not underestimate them

and prepare well with your partner.

Yes, I will.

Lin Yujing.

What's wrong?

About Shen Juan's returning to the team…

This matter can't be rushed.

Let's first focus on the exhibition.

If it is successful,

it can be considered as realizing
his uncle's dream

and maybe he will be able
to let go of the burden.

Then we'll try to figure out
how to get him back on the field.

Shen Juan.

Shen Juan.

Can you not get angry first?

I'm not angry.

I've made it clear to Rong Huai.

What's past is past.

I don't like rapid-fire shooting either.

And I don't need you to decide for me.

I'm not deciding for you.

From childhood to adulthood,

everything has been arranged for me by others.

The only decision I made myself

was to attend Pucheng University

and return to your side.

I just can't believe
that you don't love shooting anymore.

That day at your house,

I accidentally went into your room.

I saw that the walls were full of your awards,
trophies, model guns

and your picture when you won.

You looked so happy in that.

There were stars in your eyes.

So I just can't believe

you would give up something

you've loved for so long that easily.

You want to help your uncle realize his dream.

Can't you also give your dream a chance?

Don't leave any regrets.

If you hadn't insisted on learning shooting,

if you hadn't insisted on him going
to watch your damn competition…

It's all your fault.

There are no regrets.

Because of me, my uncle…

In the face of death,

other things are not important in comparison.

How are they not important?

Do you want to stay in the same place
for the rest of your life because of guilt?

Shen Juan, have you ever thought about it?

Would your uncle want to see you like this?

What are you carving?

A crop circle.

Sci-fi novels say crop circles are symbols

that can open wormholes

which can help people travel through time.

I want to go to the future to see

what kind of adult I'll become.

So what do you think

your future self would look like?

I…

haven't decided yet.

Juan, do you want to inherit

my silver jewelry shop?

Juan, you're really talented.

Keep it up.

Lin Yujing,

aren't you and Shen Juan going

to his uncle's house tomorrow?

Have you packed your things?

It's over there.

You're going to his uncle's house
with just this bag?

Tomorrow will be the first time you've met
his family since you got together.

You'd better dress up.

Let me think.

Dress well.

[We're going to the old house tomorrow.
See you at the station at eight.]

[Entrance, Ticket Office]

The train is almost leaving.

He's not still angry and not coming, right?

Lin Yujing,

the ticket machine was broken, so I'm late.

Let's hurry and get on the train.

Just the two of you?

Where are Wang Yiyang and He Songnan?

They both have things to do and couldn't come.

They couldn't come.

Lin, I'm glad you came.

I'm very happy, too.

Let's go to my home.

Let's go to our home.

This is our village.

Shen Juan's mom and Qinghe grew up here.

You both must be tired from the journey.
Take a rest when we get back.

Shen Juan, take Lin

for a good walk around tomorrow.

Okay.

This place is so beautiful.

When Qinghe was young,
he would draw on this beach.

Sometimes he would draw for an entire day,
not even coming home to eat.

[Aguo Seafood]

Lin,

if the pillow is too low for you,

you can get another one

from the top of the wardrobe.

Okay.

Got it, sir.

- Go to sleep now.
- Good night.

You said with a smile,

"I'm doing fine."

But what I saw was a soul

licking its wounds alone.

Stubbornly holding onto a memory,

carrying someone's future on its back,

yet forgetting to find itself.

♫ Love sprouts in my palm ♫

♫ Yet worried linger within my eyes ♫

♫ Our story hasn't ended ♫

♫ So where are we now ♫

♫ I want to hug you so badly ♫

♫ I want to become better with you ♫

♫ The youth we shared ♫

♫ Turned into a rainbow within my heart ♫

♫ I really want to warm you ♫

♫ I want to share with you ♫

♫ The beauty of the world ♫

♫ We promised ♫

♫ To never be apart ♫

♫ Do you want to hear me sing ♫

♫ The wind chime swaying in my heart ♫

♫ Is a wish ♫

♫ I secretly made for you ♫

♫ I want to plant ♫

♫ A red maple forest ♫

♫ To dye the whole mountain red ♫

♫ The sky after the rain ♫

♫ Was painted by our brilliant dreams ♫

♫ Time is a flower of dream ♫

♫ You've already collected it ♫

♫ When we all become better ♫

♫ We'll see the best of the world together ♫