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And he is a better friend.
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I love you, GJ
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or is it Jean?
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♪ It's been too long since when I left ♪
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♪ For you to say you won't be back ♪
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♪ Over what I lack ♪
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♪ Whoa ♪
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♪ To be honest, when we spoke ♪
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♪ I would have laughed
if you weren't so sad ♪
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♪ I guess it's my bad ♪
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♪ Yeah ♪
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♪ And I know ♪
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♪ I may look anxious, but I
promise that I'm into it ♪
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♪ Whoo ♪
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♪ And I know ♪
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♪ That my legs are shaking,
I promise that I'm into it ♪
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♪ This cold sweat doesn't mean anything ♪
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♪ I've got a bloody nose ♪
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♪ I can't see straight ♪
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♪ My head still hurts ♪
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♪ From when you rocked
my shit in 2nd grade ♪
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♪ And I know ♪
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♪ I may look anxious, but ♪
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Randy?
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Yeah, that's me.
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- Sorry, I was late, my GPS.
- Don't sweat it, it's okay.
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Ah, 12.99.
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Gotcha.
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I'm sorry, I-I can't break this.
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It's all right, it's all you.
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Thanks.
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Of course.
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Ah, enjoy the Hawaiian
pizza, it's-it's my favorite.
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I know, I'm sorry.
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Really?
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Yeah.
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Do you wanna maybe come in, have some?
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I can't.
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Sure?
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Yeah, I'm supposed to see my dad.
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Yeah, bye.
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See you.
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Alex, it's Jack, you
forgot another pizza again.
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I had to have one of the
other guys deliver it
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and it was 20 minutes late.
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Guess who's paying for
that motherfucking pizza?
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You, I'm docking your pay,
I told you a dozen times
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to check the tickets before you leave.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Are you there yet?
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I'm outside.
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You can do this, Alex.
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This isn't gonna work.
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Maybe he's changed.
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Gracie, not my dad.
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Well, you changed.
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Because I got sober.
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He's just an angry,
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drunk, old man.
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Would you eat that
fucking candy bar already?
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- I'm stressed, okay.
- Would you stop?
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You're an amazing artist
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and your first show's gonna be great.
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I hope you're right.
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I've got two weeks and I don't feel ready.
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Oh, my boss's husband is
coming, he's a music manager
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and I told him all about you.
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You're always looking out for me.
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I got you, boo.
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I really don't wanna do this.
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You know, you once told me
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everyone deserves a second
chance and I gave you one, right?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Talk to your sponsor.
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You told her to call me?
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Love you.
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You hate video calls.
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Oh, I know.
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I'm just checking on you, honey, you okay?
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No.
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Alex, I want you to
think back a year ago.
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If it helps you stay sober, it's worth it.
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You've been mad at your
father your whole life.
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You need to talk to him,
tell him what he did wrong.
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He may not change, but you will.
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Ronnie, you ever been this angry?
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Oh, yeah,
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so angry
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at myself,
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but I had to let it go if
I wanted to stay sober.
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Okay, so I stay sober, then what?
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And then you're free.
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Alex, your father made your life hell,
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but if you can think of him
as sick, instead of bad,
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the shift in your perception
might be the miracle you need.
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I'll call you after.
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- I love you.
- Love you too.
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Dad.
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Dad.
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Hello?
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Dad.
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Dad.
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Hello.
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Dad.
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You home?
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Detective Braden
Cole, Slowsburgh County.
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Mind if I ask you a few questions?
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Yeah, sure.
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You live here with your dad?
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No, um, actually I
haven't seen him in a while.
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Why?
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We weren't that close?
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I see.
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What were you doing here today?
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I don't have to tell you that.
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Alex, just tell her.
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He was coming up to talk to
his dad to work things out.
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Alex is sober,
Detective, almost one year.
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The time apart from his
dad, he needed it to heal.
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I see.
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I didn't kill my father.
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I never said you did,
can you think of a reason
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why someone would do this
to your dad, anger anyone?
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No, he was, he was kind of a loner.
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If you think of
anything, here's my number.
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Thank you.
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I might have a few more
questions later on too.
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I'm sorry for your loss.
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♪ I was wondering what you thought ♪
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How you doing?
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Just,
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who would do this?
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Why?
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There are a lot of really
sick people in this world.
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Nothing was stolen, it
just, it doesn't make sense.
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Did he have any enemies?
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No, didn't have any friends either.
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Why do I miss him?
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He was your dad, Alex.
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It's okay that you loved him.
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I don't know what to do.
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Honey.
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I can't believe this house is mine.
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Yeah, along with the
mortgage and the unpaid bills,
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seems your dad was falling
a little behind, honey.
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How much?
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Almost $5,000 and I'm not even done
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going through everything yet.
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Well, sell his car.
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You'd be lucky if you got
$500 for that old wreck,
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but you could sell the house though.
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It's probably worth a lot.
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You could pay off the
mortgage and keep the rest.
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I don't wanna sell the house.
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Well, where are you
gonna get five grand?
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- I don't know.
- And how are you gonna
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pay the mortgage, delivering pizzas?
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I'll figure it out.
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Well, don't forget
property taxes and insurance.
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When something goes
wrong, you gotta fix it.
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I'm not selling the house, Ronnie.
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Why not?
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Because when else am I
gonna be given a house?
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Well, to be fair, a house
is a solid investment.
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You can't go wrong with real estate.
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Yeah and with both of us living here,
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it'd be half the mortgage, half the bills.
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I do not wanna live here.
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Why not, because my dad was killed here?
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That and it's in Slowsburgh,
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I don't wanna drive 45
minutes back and forth
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to work every day.
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GJ, it's a huge house
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and we live in a dinky, little shithole.
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I love our dinky, little
shithole and it's a night.
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So now what?
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Don't worry about me, the
house is a big deal, I get it.
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Do what you need to do.
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Hey, come here.
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You're gonna have to get a roommate, baby.
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No pressure.
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Oh, an artiste.
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- Well, I'm just starting.
- Don't be modest.
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I am, but if you can come,
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it would be a great chance for
us to get to know each other.
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You are hands down our favorite applicant.
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- Stop it.
- Hey.
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Ah, can we help you?
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I'm here about the room for rent?
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I knocked, but nobody heard me.
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Ah, I don't have anyone else listed.
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I was driving by and I
saw the sign out front.
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Shane Collins.
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I-I'm Alex.
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Well, I will let you all do your thing.
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Come on, Peachy, come on, baby.
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Ah, we could always share the room.
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Just mull it over.
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Bye, y'all.
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Not shy, is he?
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You must be used to it, you know,
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what are you, like a,
like a model or something?
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No, I'm a trainer.
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- Nice.
- Yeah.
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Do you work out?
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Oh, struggling a little
bit, if I'm being honest,
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but I just need like a little motivation.
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I could help with that.
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Yeah?
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Yeah, maybe I could train you sometime.
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Wow, that's like a
scary, generous offer.
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Thanks.
Yeah.
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Can I see the room?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Sure, sure, it's just this way.
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You don't want this room?
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I like my room, besides
this was my parents' room
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and they, they don't...
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They what?
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They passed away.
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And you don't wanna sleep in their room?
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- Yeah.
- That makes sense.
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Did they pass away together?
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No, ah, my mom died when I was a kid,
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cancer and my dad, um,
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he had a heart attack.
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He died in his sleep though.
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At home?
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No, no, Bear Mountain,
he loved it out there.
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That must have been quite a shock.
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Yeah.
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This is beautiful.
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Must be a nice having the
woods as your backyard.
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Yeah, yeah, totally.
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Ah, it is nice.
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Is this the bathroom?
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Yeah, feel free to check it out.
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Do you believe in cosmic energy?
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I, I don't know,
what is that?
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I don't know.
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Well, when you walk into a room
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and someone's sad or
angry, you can tell, right?
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Can you tell?
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I can tell.
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Well, that's cosmic energy.
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This room has a, a dark history.
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Maybe if I move in,
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we can figure it out together.
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Or you could just tell him, Alex.
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I was just about to, Gracie.
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Tell me what?
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My, my dad,
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he was a raging alcoholic,
like a mean, a mean drunk
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and I, I used to drink too
mostly to get back at him,
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but I don't anymore.
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You guys must've had some fights?
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Yeah.
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Well, that doesn't bother me,
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but I appreciate your honesty.
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Sweet.
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So I would pay rent
in cash if that's okay?
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My clients pay in cash and I
don't really trust banks, so.
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Cash works for me.
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00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:08,070
Well, it was really
nice meeting you, Shane.
269
00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:09,960
We will let you know
by the end of the week.
270
00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,390
- Yeah.
- Listen, Alex,
271
00:17:12,390 --> 00:17:16,203
I like you and I, I like the place.
272
00:17:16,203 --> 00:17:18,300
When it's right, I don't really hesitate,
273
00:17:18,300 --> 00:17:22,428
so I kind of wanna know
now if that's okay.
274
00:17:22,428 --> 00:17:25,204
Alex,
can I please talk with you
275
00:17:25,204 --> 00:17:26,838
for one moment in the kitchen?
276
00:17:26,838 --> 00:17:28,569
Yeah, just, just one second.
277
00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:30,484
I understand.
278
00:17:30,484 --> 00:17:32,640
Well, have a nice day both of you.
279
00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:34,113
- No.
- Thanks.
280
00:17:36,486 --> 00:17:37,712
- GJ.
- What?
281
00:17:37,712 --> 00:17:38,823
What is your problem?
282
00:17:40,410 --> 00:17:41,243
Shane.
283
00:17:41,243 --> 00:17:42,870
Alex.
284
00:17:42,870 --> 00:17:43,703
Yeah?
285
00:17:45,210 --> 00:17:46,680
It's yours.
286
00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:47,730
Yeah?
287
00:17:47,730 --> 00:17:48,750
Yeah.
288
00:17:48,750 --> 00:17:52,380
Cool, oh, last thing,
289
00:17:52,380 --> 00:17:54,870
I'll need a place to
set up my workout area.
290
00:17:54,870 --> 00:17:57,737
Not for clients or anything,
just for you and me.
291
00:17:57,737 --> 00:17:59,677
Will the garage work?
292
00:17:59,677 --> 00:18:01,740
That's perfect.
293
00:18:01,740 --> 00:18:05,805
Mind if I ask if you
do any drugs or drink?
294
00:18:05,805 --> 00:18:08,283
I don't drink or do drugs, so.
295
00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:11,573
We good?
296
00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:15,480
- Yeah.
- We are also asking
297
00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:18,183
for first month's, last and security.
298
00:18:19,562 --> 00:18:20,613
Of course.
299
00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,963
This would be first month,
300
00:18:29,370 --> 00:18:33,933
last month and security.
301
00:18:37,230 --> 00:18:39,210
Ah, I'll see you this weekend?
302
00:18:39,210 --> 00:18:40,043
Yeah.
303
00:18:40,950 --> 00:18:42,003
Oh, one sec.
304
00:18:45,876 --> 00:18:48,120
These will work in all the doors.
305
00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,298
Thanks.
306
00:18:52,193 --> 00:18:54,063
I'll see you around, Gracie.
307
00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:07,680
Freddy was nice.
308
00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:10,443
So was Shane, I don't
know why you don't like him.
309
00:19:10,443 --> 00:19:12,986
Doesn't trust banks
310
00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:15,231
and who carries around that much cash?
311
00:19:15,231 --> 00:19:16,920
You're overreacting.
312
00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:19,890
Really, hm, because
I searched the internet
313
00:19:19,890 --> 00:19:23,310
for Mr. Pays in Cash
and guess what I found?
314
00:19:23,310 --> 00:19:25,050
- What?
- Nothing!
315
00:19:25,050 --> 00:19:27,810
No social media, not even
a stupid, shirtless pic
316
00:19:27,810 --> 00:19:29,650
and every trainer has that.
317
00:19:29,650 --> 00:19:32,145
I'm a singer songwriter and
I don't have social media,
318
00:19:32,145 --> 00:19:33,840
every singer's got that.
319
00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,820
Yeah and a career, but you don't.
320
00:19:35,820 --> 00:19:38,610
- Hey-o!
- Oh, keep?
321
00:19:38,610 --> 00:19:39,603
Absolutely not.
322
00:19:40,590 --> 00:19:43,980
Just take my word for it,
okay, he's hiding something.
323
00:19:43,980 --> 00:19:45,093
Hiding what?
324
00:19:47,790 --> 00:19:52,290
Okay, fine, whatever, just
do not hook up with him.
325
00:19:52,290 --> 00:19:54,542
Okay, like I have a chance.
326
00:19:54,542 --> 00:19:56,340
You beat yourself up too much.
327
00:19:56,340 --> 00:19:58,210
Maybe if I start training with Shane,
328
00:19:58,210 --> 00:20:00,169
I'll feel more confident.
Just remember, Alex,
329
00:20:00,169 --> 00:20:02,317
you don't need this guy.
330
00:20:02,317 --> 00:20:04,308
He creeped me out.
331
00:20:04,308 --> 00:20:06,658
I'll feel safer with
a guy like Shane around.
332
00:20:18,790 --> 00:20:21,330
You know, you could
probably get more than 500
333
00:20:21,330 --> 00:20:22,163
for this thing.
334
00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:30,713
Is that?
335
00:20:33,695 --> 00:20:37,754
I haven't seen this in years.
336
00:20:37,754 --> 00:20:40,680
I remember you making
this for him at camp.
337
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,947
Yeah, he used to say, "You're
a chip off the old block."
338
00:20:46,122 --> 00:20:47,853
Stupid that he kept it, right?
339
00:20:49,131 --> 00:20:49,964
No.
340
00:20:52,900 --> 00:20:54,273
It's really sweet.
341
00:20:57,509 --> 00:20:58,942
♪ I need ♪
342
00:21:00,398 --> 00:21:03,457
♪ Need a friend ♪
343
00:21:03,457 --> 00:21:04,449
♪ I can take ♪
344
00:21:06,525 --> 00:21:08,858
♪ You there ♪
345
00:21:10,272 --> 00:21:11,105
Fuck!
346
00:21:13,860 --> 00:21:15,720
Relax, it'll come.
347
00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,330
I didn't hear you come in, sorry.
348
00:21:18,330 --> 00:21:20,250
I didn't wanna interrupt.
349
00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,650
No problem, ah, can I help you
350
00:21:22,650 --> 00:21:24,180
with the rest of your things?
351
00:21:24,180 --> 00:21:25,872
Ah, this is pretty much it.
352
00:21:25,872 --> 00:21:28,020
I got some workout stuff in the truck.
353
00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:29,280
Oh, you must've got
rid of a lot of stuff,
354
00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:30,780
that didn't spark joy.
355
00:21:30,780 --> 00:21:31,833
Spark joy?
356
00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:37,263
The lady on the TV, Marie something.
357
00:21:39,420 --> 00:21:40,650
I'd like to get the
gym set up in the garage,
358
00:21:40,650 --> 00:21:42,660
so I can work out later.
359
00:21:42,660 --> 00:21:45,237
For sure, sure, can I help?
360
00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:46,983
Do you have a mirror?
361
00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:53,478
How's this?
362
00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:55,025
- Yeah, that's good.
- Yeah.
363
00:21:55,025 --> 00:21:57,480
Put it up against
the wall over there.
364
00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:58,313
Sure.
365
00:22:03,836 --> 00:22:07,833
Was that one of your
songs you were writing?
366
00:22:09,150 --> 00:22:11,370
Trying to, I got stuck.
367
00:22:11,370 --> 00:22:14,193
Do you sell any of your songs?
368
00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:17,935
No, not yet, at least, um,
I've really gotta get myself
369
00:22:17,935 --> 00:22:19,849
out there more a little bit and-
370
00:22:19,849 --> 00:22:21,363
What's stopping you?
371
00:22:23,862 --> 00:22:25,563
I want them to be good enough.
372
00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:28,919
I see.
373
00:22:30,667 --> 00:22:33,243
Is this all the stuff you use?
374
00:22:34,710 --> 00:22:37,659
I run once in a while.
375
00:22:37,659 --> 00:22:41,341
Sometimes I go to the gym,
but I don't like the gym,
376
00:22:41,341 --> 00:22:43,956
too many people sitting on their phones,
377
00:22:43,956 --> 00:22:45,830
wasting time at machines.
378
00:22:45,830 --> 00:22:49,443
I have a gym membership, but
I don't, I don't really go.
379
00:22:50,839 --> 00:22:52,634
That's a waste of money.
380
00:22:52,634 --> 00:22:54,030
I suppose.
381
00:22:54,030 --> 00:22:57,300
No, you don't suppose, if
you know something, say it,
382
00:22:57,300 --> 00:22:58,533
say yes or no.
383
00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:02,103
Yes, I guess.
384
00:23:05,580 --> 00:23:09,566
Yes, having a gym membership
is a waste of money,
385
00:23:09,566 --> 00:23:11,550
if you, if you don't go.
386
00:23:11,550 --> 00:23:12,864
- There you go.
- Okay.
387
00:23:12,864 --> 00:23:14,103
Is that so hard?
388
00:23:16,447 --> 00:23:19,455
Not owning up to it is
worse than not going.
389
00:23:26,250 --> 00:23:28,983
Wow, intense.
390
00:23:31,896 --> 00:23:33,063
You wanna try?
391
00:23:34,095 --> 00:23:36,810
No, no, I don't, I
don't, I don't think so.
392
00:23:36,810 --> 00:23:38,345
Come on.
393
00:23:42,630 --> 00:23:43,463
Put these on.
394
00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:45,993
This one.
395
00:23:45,993 --> 00:23:46,826
Okay.
396
00:23:51,483 --> 00:23:53,638
I, I don't think they fit actually.
397
00:23:53,638 --> 00:23:56,449
I think they do, other hand.
398
00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:00,053
Halloween.
399
00:24:04,029 --> 00:24:07,710
All right, first we're gonna
get you in your fighter stance.
400
00:24:07,710 --> 00:24:10,226
All right, what are you,
right-handed, left-handed?
401
00:24:10,226 --> 00:24:11,160
Right-handed.
402
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,860
Okay, so put your right
leg back, put your hands up.
403
00:24:14,776 --> 00:24:16,893
Guard your chin, tuck your elbows.
404
00:24:17,985 --> 00:24:18,843
There you go.
405
00:24:20,343 --> 00:24:22,113
That's your fighter stance.
406
00:24:23,490 --> 00:24:25,080
- I feel that.
- All right.
407
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:25,980
Okay.
408
00:24:25,980 --> 00:24:27,280
- Give it a shot.
- Okay.
409
00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:31,893
Oh.
Try again.
410
00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:38,940
Common mistake.
411
00:24:38,940 --> 00:24:42,786
You don't push the bag, you hit the bag.
412
00:24:42,786 --> 00:24:45,933
All right, use your weight and
extend your arm all the way.
413
00:24:46,930 --> 00:24:48,213
- Okay.
- Go again.
414
00:24:53,814 --> 00:24:55,233
Better.
415
00:24:59,970 --> 00:25:00,886
Go again.
416
00:25:00,886 --> 00:25:02,233
Oh.
417
00:25:02,233 --> 00:25:06,027
My bad.
418
00:25:07,637 --> 00:25:12,478
Did your fantasy
man arrive?
419
00:25:12,478 --> 00:25:13,863
- Hello, Gracie.
- Sorry.
420
00:25:15,210 --> 00:25:16,110
Hi, Shane.
421
00:25:16,110 --> 00:25:17,310
Gracie, we're in the
middle of something,
422
00:25:17,310 --> 00:25:19,020
Alex will call you back.
423
00:25:19,020 --> 00:25:21,570
Alex, I need one
more painting for my show
424
00:25:21,570 --> 00:25:23,692
and I can't decide if-
Ah, GJ,
425
00:25:23,692 --> 00:25:25,410
I'm gonna call you back.
426
00:25:25,410 --> 00:25:27,906
Fine, whatever.
427
00:25:27,906 --> 00:25:28,739
Okay.
428
00:25:29,642 --> 00:25:32,433
When we're here,
don't answer your phone.
429
00:25:33,651 --> 00:25:34,653
Be present.
430
00:25:36,210 --> 00:25:39,273
Okay, all right, I
didn't know the rules.
431
00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:42,263
Now you do.
432
00:25:44,550 --> 00:25:45,933
- I'll go again.
- Good.
433
00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:51,533
Okay.
434
00:25:54,750 --> 00:25:56,714
There you go, Alex.
435
00:25:59,130 --> 00:26:00,803
Okay, okay.
436
00:26:02,100 --> 00:26:02,933
Okay.
437
00:26:04,442 --> 00:26:06,393
Don't worry, it takes practice.
438
00:26:08,182 --> 00:26:10,203
We'll make a fighter out of you yet.
439
00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:16,032
All right, rotate more.
440
00:26:21,174 --> 00:26:23,644
Not bad.
441
00:26:23,644 --> 00:26:26,984
Not bad, but remember, the
other guy's not stopping.
442
00:26:26,984 --> 00:26:28,788
What are you gonna do?
443
00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:30,704
Ask for time out.
444
00:26:30,704 --> 00:26:33,573
All right, smart ass, 45 more seconds,
445
00:26:33,573 --> 00:26:35,583
then we'll take a break 'til tonight.
446
00:26:39,205 --> 00:26:40,038
Go on.
447
00:26:41,225 --> 00:26:42,308
There you go.
448
00:27:25,217 --> 00:27:27,634
Hope that was your last 10?
449
00:27:30,060 --> 00:27:32,013
Sadly, no.
450
00:27:32,013 --> 00:27:32,863
Get up.
451
00:27:35,421 --> 00:27:37,103
What are you doing?
452
00:27:37,103 --> 00:27:38,313
Give me your hand.
453
00:27:40,797 --> 00:27:42,340
Where were you?
454
00:27:42,340 --> 00:27:43,713
Don't worry about it.
455
00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:48,562
One thing I notice about you,
Alex, you have pent up anger,
456
00:27:48,562 --> 00:27:51,010
you learn to control
that or it controls you.
457
00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:53,179
What makes you think I'm angry?
458
00:27:53,179 --> 00:27:54,877
Why, do you think you hide it?
459
00:27:54,877 --> 00:27:56,490
I'm supposed to be meditating,
460
00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,134
Veronica says-
That's not gonna help.
461
00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:01,557
Well, what about Paul
McCartney, Madonna, Oprah?
462
00:28:01,557 --> 00:28:03,450
I mean, a lot of-
If you wanna sit there
463
00:28:03,450 --> 00:28:06,202
and listen to yourself breathe, go for it.
464
00:28:06,202 --> 00:28:09,084
But that comes after you
fight for what you want.
465
00:28:09,084 --> 00:28:10,833
Punch hard, don't stop.
466
00:28:14,730 --> 00:28:15,583
Go.
467
00:28:16,655 --> 00:28:20,310
Why do you let your little
girlfriend Gracie run your life?
468
00:28:20,310 --> 00:28:21,143
Don't stop.
469
00:28:21,143 --> 00:28:23,043
She's just looking out for me.
470
00:28:24,030 --> 00:28:25,607
No, she's trying to control you,
471
00:28:25,607 --> 00:28:27,510
'cause you're her little fixer upper.
472
00:28:27,510 --> 00:28:29,311
She's a good friend, okay.
473
00:28:29,311 --> 00:28:31,486
She's just sorry for you, Alex,
474
00:28:31,486 --> 00:28:33,998
but you don't mind, you
like the companionship
475
00:28:33,998 --> 00:28:35,737
and you don't wanna be alone.
476
00:28:36,745 --> 00:28:38,753
I don't wanna do this with you, okay.
477
00:28:40,530 --> 00:28:41,673
Alex.
478
00:28:41,673 --> 00:28:44,010
I'm trying to help you.
Help what?
479
00:28:44,010 --> 00:28:44,990
No, I'm fine.
480
00:28:44,990 --> 00:28:46,246
- You're fine?
- Yeah.
481
00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:50,010
You dream about guys, you
dream about songwriting,
482
00:28:50,010 --> 00:28:53,103
but all you do is dream,
you never do anything.
483
00:28:54,685 --> 00:28:58,593
You know what, it's your
life, spend it how you want.
484
00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:02,033
Hey,
485
00:29:04,704 --> 00:29:05,883
you're not wrong.
486
00:29:09,653 --> 00:29:11,943
Do you wanna know why I train?
487
00:29:19,428 --> 00:29:23,403
You're in the mirror, you're
forced to face yourself.
488
00:29:25,020 --> 00:29:28,143
No lies, no excuses.
489
00:29:30,547 --> 00:29:32,613
Look hard at yourself, Alex,
490
00:29:34,430 --> 00:29:36,363
you wanna know what I see?
491
00:29:38,220 --> 00:29:39,053
Fear.
492
00:29:40,259 --> 00:29:41,973
Something happened to you.
493
00:29:44,340 --> 00:29:45,190
What if it did?
494
00:29:46,620 --> 00:29:48,960
The past is the past, Alex,
495
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,030
do something about it and you move on.
496
00:29:51,030 --> 00:29:53,790
It's not that easy and you
don't know everything, okay.
497
00:29:53,790 --> 00:29:55,380
I know you're afraid of sex.
498
00:29:55,380 --> 00:29:56,310
What?
499
00:29:56,310 --> 00:29:57,960
Intimacy?
500
00:29:57,960 --> 00:29:59,973
I-I've never been comfortable with it.
501
00:30:02,641 --> 00:30:04,380
Do you want me to show you?
502
00:30:04,380 --> 00:30:05,213
What?
503
00:30:06,429 --> 00:30:08,373
I've seen the way you look at me.
504
00:30:09,510 --> 00:30:11,070
Oh, if you're going
off what Gracie said.
505
00:30:11,070 --> 00:30:12,363
Don't lie to me, Alex.
506
00:30:18,382 --> 00:30:20,103
I'm-I'm embarrassed, okay.
507
00:30:21,858 --> 00:30:25,293
Don't ever be embarrassed
of wanting somebody,
508
00:30:27,481 --> 00:30:29,043
being honest about it.
509
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,510
I freeze up or I don't,
I don't know what to do
510
00:30:33,510 --> 00:30:34,930
around guys, I-I.
511
00:30:34,930 --> 00:30:36,543
Do you want my help?
512
00:30:37,737 --> 00:30:39,408
I don't know.
513
00:30:39,408 --> 00:30:41,493
This has got to come from you, Alex.
514
00:30:43,024 --> 00:30:45,183
You mean with sex stuff?
515
00:30:46,410 --> 00:30:47,973
With anything you want.
516
00:30:52,924 --> 00:30:54,783
If you want my help, Alex,
517
00:30:58,830 --> 00:30:59,663
say it.
518
00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,449
I, I want your help.
519
00:31:19,354 --> 00:31:21,370
You're trembling.
520
00:31:21,370 --> 00:31:23,926
I'm sorry, I'm-I'm a little nervous.
521
00:31:23,926 --> 00:31:26,509
You don't need to be.
522
00:31:35,417 --> 00:31:36,250
Ow!
523
00:31:38,341 --> 00:31:41,071
That keeps you present,
524
00:31:41,071 --> 00:31:44,611
you don't think about anything else.
525
00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:46,106
Okay.
526
00:32:07,892 --> 00:32:10,360
Try to get up.
527
00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,019
Like, like wrestle you?
528
00:32:12,019 --> 00:32:13,533
Try to take control.
529
00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:19,846
Try harder.
530
00:32:19,846 --> 00:32:21,272
I can't, you're too strong.
531
00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:23,105
Stop making excuses.
532
00:32:25,893 --> 00:32:27,280
Come on.
533
00:32:35,897 --> 00:32:37,147
Ready for more?
534
00:32:43,060 --> 00:32:45,227
Someone's getting excited.
535
00:32:59,075 --> 00:33:02,773
Fight, come on.
536
00:33:02,773 --> 00:33:04,023
Come on, fight.
537
00:33:07,951 --> 00:33:10,226
Come on.
538
00:33:10,226 --> 00:33:11,476
Fight me, Alex.
539
00:33:13,895 --> 00:33:17,562
What the fuck, man,
you trying to kill me?
540
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:10,710
I showed up drunk to my son,
541
00:34:10,710 --> 00:34:13,203
Ethan's high school talent show,
542
00:34:14,370 --> 00:34:16,443
not even sure how I got there.
543
00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:22,170
After the show, Ethan
wouldn't speak to me.
544
00:34:22,170 --> 00:34:24,880
He grabbed the car keys out of my hand
545
00:34:25,740 --> 00:34:27,663
and he drove us home.
546
00:34:28,928 --> 00:34:30,453
He was 16.
547
00:34:32,220 --> 00:34:35,910
On our way home, we were
hit by a drunk driver
548
00:34:35,910 --> 00:34:37,953
on his side of the car.
549
00:34:41,429 --> 00:34:43,932
That shouldn't have happened,
550
00:34:43,932 --> 00:34:46,743
he had his whole life in front of him,
551
00:34:47,700 --> 00:34:50,523
but because of me, it was cut short.
552
00:34:52,530 --> 00:34:55,110
After that, my life fell apart.
553
00:34:55,110 --> 00:34:57,213
Soon after, I went to a meeting,
554
00:34:58,307 --> 00:35:01,490
after the meeting, a woman walked up to me
555
00:35:01,490 --> 00:35:03,610
and she asked what was wrong
556
00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:08,733
and I told her and she said,
557
00:35:10,260 --> 00:35:14,523
I'm not responsible for
my disease of alcoholism,
558
00:35:16,770 --> 00:35:20,193
but I am responsible for my recovery.
559
00:35:21,390 --> 00:35:26,390
I think about my Ethan
every single day,
560
00:35:30,540 --> 00:35:34,180
my living amends to my son
561
00:35:35,490 --> 00:35:37,674
is my sobriety
562
00:35:37,674 --> 00:35:39,610
and I would like to think
563
00:35:40,959 --> 00:35:41,920
that Ethan
564
00:35:44,084 --> 00:35:47,193
would be proud of the
woman that I am today.
565
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:52,245
Thank you for letting me share.
566
00:36:00,990 --> 00:36:04,083
Thank you for sharing
so honestly, Veronica.
567
00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:09,120
We like to celebrate
milestones at this meeting
568
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:13,590
for every 365 days of continuous sobriety.
569
00:36:13,590 --> 00:36:15,753
Tonight, we have one birthday,
570
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,000
Alex for one year
571
00:36:20,310 --> 00:36:23,521
and for that, Gracie and
Veronica will give you your cake.
572
00:36:24,870 --> 00:36:26,529
Come on.
573
00:36:26,529 --> 00:36:30,790
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
574
00:36:30,790 --> 00:36:35,279
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
575
00:36:35,279 --> 00:36:40,279
♪ Happy birthday, dear Alex ♪
576
00:36:40,471 --> 00:36:44,962
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
577
00:36:44,962 --> 00:36:47,879
♪ Keep coming back ♪
578
00:37:04,330 --> 00:37:07,522
Hi, I'm Alex, I'm an alcoholic.
579
00:37:07,522 --> 00:37:08,998
Hi, Alex.
580
00:37:10,170 --> 00:37:12,498
I'm serious.
581
00:37:12,498 --> 00:37:13,420
I'm serious.
582
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:19,673
Brent?
583
00:37:20,765 --> 00:37:23,013
Yeah, I think I got a shot.
584
00:37:23,940 --> 00:37:27,170
So if someone like
Brent or Shane likes you,
585
00:37:27,170 --> 00:37:29,243
that's enough for validation?
586
00:37:29,243 --> 00:37:31,383
Is wanting to be liked a bad thing?
587
00:37:32,340 --> 00:37:35,975
God loves you, honey,
that's why we have God,
588
00:37:35,975 --> 00:37:38,100
because people won't always be around.
589
00:37:38,100 --> 00:37:40,206
Come on, Ronnie, don't
you ever get lonely?
590
00:37:40,206 --> 00:37:42,039
Do I get lonely?
591
00:37:42,039 --> 00:37:47,039
But with God, I'm not alone,
that's the difference.
592
00:37:49,428 --> 00:37:50,457
Hey, you two.
593
00:37:50,457 --> 00:37:52,440
Listen, thanks for sticking
around for my one year.
594
00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,650
You know I wouldn't miss
it, but we do have to go,
595
00:37:55,650 --> 00:37:57,720
so I just wanna say congratulations
596
00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,510
and sorry about your dad.
Thanks.
597
00:38:00,510 --> 00:38:03,526
Hey, listen, if you, ah, if
you wanna take in a meeting
598
00:38:03,526 --> 00:38:06,390
or like, like dinner or something?
599
00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:09,630
Yeah, I'll text you
tomorrow, that was good.
600
00:38:09,630 --> 00:38:12,102
- Yeah.
- Good seeing you, Brent.
601
00:38:12,102 --> 00:38:13,241
Bye, Brent.
602
00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:16,830
Did you just ask him out?
603
00:38:16,830 --> 00:38:17,663
Sort of.
604
00:38:17,663 --> 00:38:18,496
Not really.
605
00:38:18,496 --> 00:38:20,493
Mm-hm, yeah, it sounds about right.
606
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:24,855
- GJ.
- Yeah.
607
00:38:24,855 --> 00:38:27,757
You think I like, I'm
gonna like hold you back
608
00:38:27,757 --> 00:38:29,490
from like meeting people or something?
609
00:38:29,490 --> 00:38:31,867
- What?
- I don't know.
610
00:38:31,867 --> 00:38:33,475
Where did that come from?
611
00:38:33,475 --> 00:38:35,470
I just don't wanna hold you back.
612
00:38:35,470 --> 00:38:37,143
Can I talk to Alex for a sec?
613
00:38:39,228 --> 00:38:41,220
Hello.
614
00:38:41,220 --> 00:38:44,340
Ah, Gracie, why don't
you help me clean up?
615
00:38:44,340 --> 00:38:45,173
Sure,
616
00:38:46,350 --> 00:38:48,990
sure and we will finish this later.
617
00:38:48,990 --> 00:38:49,823
Okay.
618
00:38:55,910 --> 00:38:58,595
Isn't that the
guy you told me about?
619
00:38:58,595 --> 00:39:00,843
Brent, yeah.
620
00:39:00,843 --> 00:39:02,850
You just stood here and watched.
621
00:39:02,850 --> 00:39:04,620
What am I supposed to do?
622
00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:05,850
Tell him not to leave.
623
00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:07,285
- Then what?
- Anything.
624
00:39:07,285 --> 00:39:09,360
Tell him you wanna wrestle
for top, I don't care.
625
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,790
Come on, if I said that,
he would laugh in my face.
626
00:39:11,790 --> 00:39:13,027
Why do you think that?
627
00:39:13,027 --> 00:39:14,273
Because I'm not you.
628
00:39:14,273 --> 00:39:17,430
I don't look like you, I
don't talk like you, come on.
629
00:39:17,430 --> 00:39:18,263
Why do you care?
630
00:39:18,263 --> 00:39:20,523
Alex, you take your shot.
631
00:39:21,644 --> 00:39:24,393
You don't let anyone steal
that shot away from you.
632
00:39:26,316 --> 00:39:28,623
That's the main difference
between you and me,
633
00:39:30,363 --> 00:39:32,113
I'm not afraid.
634
00:39:35,655 --> 00:39:39,048
I don't wanna be afraid anymore.
635
00:39:39,048 --> 00:39:41,963
You act strong, you feel strong.
636
00:39:41,963 --> 00:39:44,200
You act weak, you feel weak.
637
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:45,782
Shane, this looks heavy.
638
00:39:45,782 --> 00:39:47,613
This isn't about lifting weights.
639
00:39:48,676 --> 00:39:50,700
This is about whether or
not you have the strength
640
00:39:50,700 --> 00:39:52,350
to step out of your comfort zone.
641
00:39:53,479 --> 00:39:56,142
You've been comfortable
for too long, Alex.
642
00:39:56,142 --> 00:39:58,143
How do you know me so well?
643
00:40:00,897 --> 00:40:02,972
I used to be you.
644
00:40:02,972 --> 00:40:04,899
Now let's do this.
645
00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:15,273
- Here?
- Yep, there.
646
00:40:22,260 --> 00:40:24,967
Argh!
647
00:40:24,967 --> 00:40:25,906
Fuck!
Push.
648
00:40:25,906 --> 00:40:26,910
I am!
649
00:40:26,910 --> 00:40:29,070
- I'm not helping you.
- I know.
650
00:40:29,070 --> 00:40:30,570
Get angry.
651
00:40:30,570 --> 00:40:31,740
Trying.
652
00:40:31,740 --> 00:40:32,906
Push it.
653
00:40:32,906 --> 00:40:34,260
Come on, Alex.
654
00:40:34,260 --> 00:40:36,000
Alex, think of a time you were so angry,
655
00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,800
you wanted to put your
fist through a wall,
656
00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:39,000
tap into that right now.
657
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,183
- Ah, motherfuck, argh!
- Push!
658
00:40:42,055 --> 00:40:43,890
Ah!
659
00:40:43,890 --> 00:40:44,723
Fuck!
660
00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:47,813
Shit.
661
00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:52,072
Good job, you did good.
662
00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,675
Sorry, it's my boss,
663
00:40:57,675 --> 00:40:59,730
probably gonna tell me off for some shit.
664
00:40:59,730 --> 00:41:01,170
Quit.
665
00:41:01,170 --> 00:41:02,003
What?
666
00:41:02,003 --> 00:41:04,410
People like your boss get away with it,
667
00:41:04,410 --> 00:41:06,360
because people like you put up with it.
668
00:41:08,310 --> 00:41:09,143
Hey, Jack.
669
00:41:09,143 --> 00:41:10,770
Hey, Alex, glad I got you.
670
00:41:10,770 --> 00:41:13,260
You're working Sunday, starting next week
671
00:41:13,260 --> 00:41:16,186
and it's a busy day, so no fuck ups.
672
00:41:20,342 --> 00:41:22,380
Jack, you can't talk
to me like that, man.
673
00:41:22,380 --> 00:41:24,843
Stop fucking up and I won't.
674
00:41:26,880 --> 00:41:28,650
Yo, I quit, how about that?
675
00:41:28,650 --> 00:41:29,860
You're making
a big mistake, Alex.
676
00:41:29,860 --> 00:41:32,131
Yeah, go fuck yourself, jag off.
677
00:41:36,571 --> 00:41:37,833
Feels good, doesn't it?
678
00:41:41,652 --> 00:41:43,114
Yeah.
679
00:41:52,220 --> 00:41:54,033
Do you have that guy's number?
680
00:41:55,182 --> 00:41:56,015
Who, Brent?
681
00:41:56,015 --> 00:41:57,810
I don't know, the guy
that you were talking to
682
00:41:57,810 --> 00:41:59,973
at your party.
Brent, yeah.
683
00:41:59,973 --> 00:42:02,902
I want you to invite him
to one of your meetings,
684
00:42:02,902 --> 00:42:06,725
then when you see him, you
tell him you're taking him out.
685
00:42:06,725 --> 00:42:08,975
You don't ask him over
the phone, you got it?
686
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,000
Yeah.
687
00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:12,833
Good.
688
00:42:17,580 --> 00:42:22,020
Tell me, Alex, how did
you choose your sponsor?
689
00:42:22,020 --> 00:42:22,853
Veronica?
690
00:42:23,700 --> 00:42:26,380
She was a, a speaker at
one of my first meetings.
691
00:42:26,380 --> 00:42:30,033
I don't know, I just, I liked
her, she was kind to me.
692
00:42:31,110 --> 00:42:31,943
Why?
693
00:42:31,943 --> 00:42:33,633
Because she's not like you.
694
00:42:34,938 --> 00:42:39,330
You were abused and you
couldn't deal with your anger
695
00:42:39,330 --> 00:42:41,253
because of that, so you drank.
696
00:42:42,990 --> 00:42:44,820
Yeah, I guess.
697
00:42:44,820 --> 00:42:49,530
And sex sucks, because you're
afraid of men thanks to Dad,
698
00:42:49,530 --> 00:42:50,969
am I right?
699
00:42:50,969 --> 00:42:53,573
What does this have to do with Ronnie?
700
00:42:53,573 --> 00:42:55,743
She enables your fear of men.
701
00:42:58,384 --> 00:43:00,843
She's a good sponsor, okay.
702
00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:06,143
Maybe.
703
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,583
Look, Gracie's gonna be here
soon, so I gotta get dressed.
704
00:43:11,583 --> 00:43:12,963
Thanks for the shake.
705
00:43:21,780 --> 00:43:22,613
I'll get it.
706
00:43:36,810 --> 00:43:38,611
Can I help you?
707
00:43:38,611 --> 00:43:41,250
Detective Cole, Slowsburgh County,
708
00:43:41,250 --> 00:43:42,723
looking for Alex Romero.
709
00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,352
Alex isn't here right now.
710
00:43:45,352 --> 00:43:47,320
Anything that I can help you with?
711
00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,380
You live here?
712
00:43:49,380 --> 00:43:53,147
Yeah, I'm his new roommate,
I just moved in recently.
713
00:43:53,147 --> 00:43:55,260
Just had some questions to ask
714
00:43:55,260 --> 00:43:57,600
about the murder of his father.
715
00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:58,433
Murder?
716
00:44:00,240 --> 00:44:01,278
Here?
717
00:44:01,278 --> 00:44:02,193
Yeah.
718
00:44:03,690 --> 00:44:04,523
Wow.
719
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,196
I, I had no idea.
720
00:44:07,196 --> 00:44:09,780
Do you know when Alex will be back?
721
00:44:09,780 --> 00:44:12,543
Sorry, I, I don't,
he left with a friend.
722
00:44:13,654 --> 00:44:16,140
Okay, well, just tell
him that I was here.
723
00:44:16,140 --> 00:44:17,160
He has my number.
724
00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:18,000
Of course, yeah.
725
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:21,273
I hope I didn't give
you any cause for concern.
726
00:44:22,710 --> 00:44:26,943
I'm not worried, but I'll
keep my eyes open for you.
727
00:44:28,860 --> 00:44:30,447
Sure, right.
728
00:44:30,447 --> 00:44:31,443
Appreciate it.
729
00:44:41,404 --> 00:44:42,433
Who was it?
730
00:44:43,904 --> 00:44:47,010
I was reading that recovery
book you all subscribe to.
731
00:44:47,010 --> 00:44:50,272
Ah, big book.
732
00:44:50,272 --> 00:44:52,313
Who was at the door?
733
00:44:52,313 --> 00:44:54,363
It says a lot about being honest,
734
00:44:55,830 --> 00:44:58,713
rigorously honest, I think it says.
735
00:44:59,910 --> 00:45:01,743
Yeah, so?
736
00:45:03,086 --> 00:45:04,803
So get honest with me, Alex,
737
00:45:06,690 --> 00:45:07,523
right now.
738
00:45:10,110 --> 00:45:11,913
Or should I ask Detective Cole?
739
00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:15,623
Shane.
740
00:45:16,831 --> 00:45:19,953
I'm, I'm sorry, I should've told you.
741
00:45:21,086 --> 00:45:23,730
And Veronica knew about this?
742
00:45:23,730 --> 00:45:24,563
Yeah.
743
00:45:26,383 --> 00:45:27,828
- And Gracie?
- Yeah.
744
00:45:27,828 --> 00:45:30,060
Look, they wanted me
to tell you the truth,
745
00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:33,003
but I, I didn't wanna lose you.
746
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:40,593
Come on, don't do this,
Shane, say something.
747
00:45:43,020 --> 00:45:43,983
Do something.
748
00:45:45,780 --> 00:45:47,079
Hit me.
749
00:45:47,079 --> 00:45:50,603
Come on, hit me, I deserve
it, hit me, go ahead.
750
00:45:58,468 --> 00:46:00,753
I'm the only honest person in your life.
751
00:46:21,371 --> 00:46:23,340
I hate to say I told you so,
752
00:46:23,340 --> 00:46:24,930
but you should have told him.
753
00:46:24,930 --> 00:46:27,540
I get it, now what's the
deal with tomorrow night again?
754
00:46:27,540 --> 00:46:28,980
The gallery closes at eight,
755
00:46:28,980 --> 00:46:31,680
we reopen for the show at
nine and it's over at 10,
756
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,600
so you don't have to worry
about it being all night.
757
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,264
Who said I was worried?
758
00:46:35,264 --> 00:46:36,303
Huh?
759
00:46:37,208 --> 00:46:38,940
My boss's husband is coming
760
00:46:38,940 --> 00:46:40,950
and I want you to make a good impression.
761
00:46:40,950 --> 00:46:42,293
Should I get a tux?
762
00:46:42,293 --> 00:46:46,287
No, I know
you've got something in here.
763
00:46:50,370 --> 00:46:52,440
Yeah, yeah, a button down and jeans,
764
00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:55,107
that look like you didn't
run over them is enough.
765
00:46:55,107 --> 00:46:57,156
You really need a music manager, Alex.
766
00:46:57,156 --> 00:46:58,677
You're too good to me.
767
00:46:58,677 --> 00:47:01,470
But I know, but I
want this for you, okay.
768
00:47:01,470 --> 00:47:03,063
So this,
769
00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:07,290
these and this,
770
00:47:07,290 --> 00:47:09,783
only, nothing else, okay, I gotta go.
771
00:47:10,944 --> 00:47:12,063
Give me a kiss.
772
00:47:13,554 --> 00:47:14,954
- Love you.
- Love you too.
773
00:47:19,483 --> 00:47:20,483
Hi, Shane.
774
00:47:24,488 --> 00:47:25,405
Bye, Shane.
775
00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,133
What?
776
00:47:31,133 --> 00:47:33,727
She's picking out your clothes now?
777
00:47:33,727 --> 00:47:35,809
What, is she gonna dress you too?
778
00:47:35,809 --> 00:47:37,859
Do we have to do this right now, Shane?
779
00:47:39,071 --> 00:47:41,002
Look, Shane, I'm sorry that I lied to you.
780
00:47:43,903 --> 00:47:44,736
Stop.
781
00:47:44,736 --> 00:47:47,268
Do
something about it, Alex.
782
00:47:47,268 --> 00:47:48,922
Come on, Alex.
783
00:47:48,922 --> 00:47:50,233
Fight me.
784
00:47:50,233 --> 00:47:53,142
I don't feel like-
785
00:47:53,142 --> 00:47:54,273
What if I do?
786
00:47:55,285 --> 00:47:57,333
What if I was the guy who broke in here?
787
00:47:58,656 --> 00:48:00,543
What if I was gonna hurt you?
788
00:48:02,841 --> 00:48:05,260
Would you whine like a little bitch?
789
00:48:05,260 --> 00:48:07,299
Think that would help?
790
00:48:07,299 --> 00:48:09,063
Why you doing this?
791
00:48:10,902 --> 00:48:13,323
Because the world isn't nice, Alex.
792
00:48:15,868 --> 00:48:17,583
You wanted honesty, right?
793
00:48:19,650 --> 00:48:20,883
Courage to change.
794
00:48:33,626 --> 00:48:36,870
The courage to
change the things we can
795
00:48:36,870 --> 00:48:39,190
and the wisdom to know the difference.
796
00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:41,261
Thank you all, have a good night.
797
00:48:41,261 --> 00:48:43,261
- Goodnight.
- Thank you.
798
00:48:44,371 --> 00:48:46,554
Thank you, drive safe please.
799
00:48:46,554 --> 00:48:48,054
Have a good night.
800
00:48:48,930 --> 00:48:49,843
- Hey.
- Oh, hi, what's up?
801
00:48:49,843 --> 00:48:51,343
What's going on?
802
00:48:51,343 --> 00:48:53,610
Feel like grabbing dinner?
803
00:48:53,610 --> 00:48:55,983
- Ah, right now?
- Sure, why not?
804
00:48:57,150 --> 00:48:59,130
Yeah, sure, let's do it.
805
00:48:59,130 --> 00:49:00,081
I'll drive.
806
00:49:19,830 --> 00:49:21,600
Hi, Peter?
807
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:23,103
Yeah, Dale?
808
00:49:40,950 --> 00:49:41,783
Wow.
809
00:49:43,195 --> 00:49:44,743
Um, you look great.
810
00:49:46,170 --> 00:49:47,100
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
811
00:49:47,100 --> 00:49:51,060
Um, I-I, I was a little afraid, you know,
812
00:49:51,060 --> 00:49:52,600
faceless pic and all.
813
00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:56,679
The internet and faces
these days, you get it.
814
00:49:56,679 --> 00:49:58,980
Oh, do you want a drink?
815
00:49:58,980 --> 00:49:59,813
No, thanks.
816
00:49:59,813 --> 00:50:02,250
You mind if I have one?
817
00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:03,100
Yeah, go ahead.
818
00:50:05,952 --> 00:50:07,296
First time jitters?
819
00:50:09,540 --> 00:50:11,343
Yeah, is it that obvious?
820
00:50:12,196 --> 00:50:13,593
Don't worry about it.
821
00:50:14,850 --> 00:50:18,090
Thanks.
822
00:50:18,090 --> 00:50:21,750
I just um, wasn't too
sure how this all works.
823
00:50:21,750 --> 00:50:23,057
Do we, um?
824
00:50:23,057 --> 00:50:26,376
We can just talk, while
you have your drink,
825
00:50:26,376 --> 00:50:28,868
give you a chance to relax.
826
00:50:28,868 --> 00:50:30,483
Sounds good to me.
827
00:50:41,878 --> 00:50:43,350
Nice fire you have going here.
828
00:50:43,350 --> 00:50:44,183
Hm.
829
00:50:52,763 --> 00:50:54,723
So what do we talk about?
830
00:50:56,907 --> 00:50:58,743
Tell me about yourself.
831
00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:01,383
Ah, like what?
832
00:51:03,300 --> 00:51:04,923
Well, you like Shakespeare?
833
00:51:06,420 --> 00:51:09,693
Um, yeah,
834
00:51:11,064 --> 00:51:13,113
"The Tempest" is a favorite.
835
00:51:14,587 --> 00:51:15,537
"Tempest?"
836
00:51:16,542 --> 00:51:18,543
What made you find me?
837
00:51:21,090 --> 00:51:21,933
Well, um,
838
00:51:25,350 --> 00:51:29,913
I haven't been with anyone in a while.
839
00:51:37,290 --> 00:51:38,610
Must be difficult to meet people,
840
00:51:38,610 --> 00:51:40,460
when you're on the Sex Offender List.
841
00:51:45,797 --> 00:51:47,612
You know about that?
842
00:51:47,612 --> 00:51:50,412
I check every address I go to.
843
00:51:50,412 --> 00:51:52,554
I should, shouldn't I?
844
00:51:52,554 --> 00:51:54,033
Oh, absolutely.
845
00:51:55,170 --> 00:51:56,539
Yeah.
846
00:51:56,539 --> 00:52:00,843
I did some digging online, I
couldn't believe what I found.
847
00:52:02,887 --> 00:52:04,833
That was a long time ago.
848
00:52:05,681 --> 00:52:07,443
Johnny Owens was a minor.
849
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:15,483
I, I, I swear, I thought he was 18.
850
00:52:16,486 --> 00:52:17,883
How'd you do it?
851
00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:22,293
How'd you lure him in?
852
00:52:23,356 --> 00:52:27,693
Did you build a little
fire, offer him a drink?
853
00:52:30,300 --> 00:52:32,878
Listen, that's not who I am anymore.
854
00:52:32,878 --> 00:52:34,383
I've recovered from that.
855
00:52:35,356 --> 00:52:38,145
Do you think Johnny recovered?
856
00:52:38,145 --> 00:52:41,193
Listen, if you don't mind,
I'd rather not talk about this.
857
00:52:42,243 --> 00:52:45,003
You're right, it's cool.
858
00:52:51,048 --> 00:52:52,650
I don't mind.
859
00:52:52,650 --> 00:52:53,483
Good.
860
00:52:55,138 --> 00:52:56,763
The thing is, Dale,
861
00:52:58,703 --> 00:53:00,835
Johnny minds.
862
00:53:00,835 --> 00:53:02,970
Oh!
863
00:53:02,970 --> 00:53:05,605
Oh, oh.
Johnny minds a lot, Dale!
864
00:53:05,605 --> 00:53:10,605
Oh, my God.
865
00:53:13,804 --> 00:53:15,310
Ah, ow!
866
00:53:15,310 --> 00:53:18,540
Look, oh God, I know it was
wrong, I know it was wrong.
867
00:53:18,540 --> 00:53:21,651
I was sick, I needed
help, I was abused too.
868
00:53:21,651 --> 00:53:23,823
Then you should've known better.
869
00:53:24,658 --> 00:53:27,240
What do you see when you
look in the mirror, Dale?
870
00:53:27,240 --> 00:53:29,657
I don't know, please, please, please,
871
00:53:29,657 --> 00:53:31,950
I'll do anything you want, please.
872
00:53:31,950 --> 00:53:33,720
If it's money, I have money, please.
873
00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:34,553
Money?
874
00:53:40,477 --> 00:53:42,217
Don't, please.
875
00:53:48,927 --> 00:53:51,047
"He that dies pays all debts."
876
00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:34,936
I hated my first year,
877
00:55:34,936 --> 00:55:39,506
the sponsor said no dating, that sucked.
878
00:55:39,506 --> 00:55:41,891
Mine said the same thing, but you know,
879
00:55:41,891 --> 00:55:43,367
it's all right now.
880
00:55:43,367 --> 00:55:44,200
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
881
00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:46,733
Well, now that you're past a year sober,
882
00:55:46,733 --> 00:55:48,840
got your eyes on anybody
you wanna ask out?
883
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:49,673
Sure.
884
00:55:50,561 --> 00:55:53,155
We're here, aren't we?
885
00:55:53,155 --> 00:55:54,264
You mean me?
886
00:55:54,264 --> 00:55:57,018
Yeah, I mean you, I'm looking at you.
887
00:55:57,018 --> 00:55:59,959
What, didn't you know this was a date?
888
00:55:59,959 --> 00:56:01,653
I mean, I thought you were into me,
889
00:56:01,653 --> 00:56:03,120
but I didn't think it
was like a date date.
890
00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:05,276
You thought I was
into you, but you just,
891
00:56:05,276 --> 00:56:06,960
you decided to come for the attention?
892
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:09,186
Ah, I don't know about that.
893
00:56:09,186 --> 00:56:11,673
We're guys, we flirt, that's what we do.
894
00:56:12,898 --> 00:56:15,153
Brent, you're totally leading me on.
895
00:56:16,350 --> 00:56:19,290
No, I'm being nice to you
'cause you're a newcomer.
896
00:56:19,290 --> 00:56:21,420
Bullshit, bullshit!
897
00:56:21,420 --> 00:56:24,090
No, no, come on, you
fucking owe me this date.
898
00:56:24,090 --> 00:56:26,537
Ooh, no, I don't owe you this date.
899
00:56:26,537 --> 00:56:29,730
I don't owe you anything, no one does.
900
00:56:29,730 --> 00:56:32,763
Okay, oh what, we're
gonna go there with it?
901
00:56:32,763 --> 00:56:33,857
What an asshole!
902
00:56:33,857 --> 00:56:35,670
Okay, let's just dial it back.
903
00:56:35,670 --> 00:56:36,843
Oh, fuck you.
904
00:56:38,217 --> 00:56:40,179
No, yeah, yeah, fuck you!
905
00:57:14,580 --> 00:57:15,413
Oh.
906
00:57:17,220 --> 00:57:18,207
Who's she?
907
00:57:18,207 --> 00:57:19,743
Who are you?
908
00:57:21,390 --> 00:57:23,553
Alex, this is Kirsty.
909
00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:27,113
Hi.
910
00:57:31,200 --> 00:57:32,103
You okay?
911
00:57:33,270 --> 00:57:34,524
I'm fine.
912
00:57:34,524 --> 00:57:36,238
Don't look it.
913
00:57:36,238 --> 00:57:38,072
Don't worry about it.
914
00:57:38,072 --> 00:57:40,263
Is this about that guy?
915
00:57:41,910 --> 00:57:42,743
Yeah.
916
00:57:44,050 --> 00:57:45,835
Did he dump you?
917
00:57:45,835 --> 00:57:47,403
Something like that.
918
00:57:48,838 --> 00:57:51,085
Remember, it's not about him,
919
00:57:51,085 --> 00:57:53,784
it was about you taking your shot.
920
00:57:53,784 --> 00:57:54,933
Now move on.
921
00:57:55,901 --> 00:57:57,423
It's not that easy.
922
00:57:58,345 --> 00:58:00,538
Don't worry, baby,
923
00:58:00,538 --> 00:58:03,625
somebody's gonna love
that sweet face of yours.
924
00:58:08,116 --> 00:58:09,933
Now if you'll excuse me.
925
00:58:12,821 --> 00:58:14,670
Don't leave me waiting too long.
926
00:58:14,670 --> 00:58:15,630
All right.
927
00:58:20,668 --> 00:58:22,353
Is she one of your clients?
928
00:58:24,485 --> 00:58:26,193
Why would you think that?
929
00:58:27,437 --> 00:58:30,538
- I just thought that you-
- You just thought that?
930
00:58:33,255 --> 00:58:35,480
You have your little girlfriend.
931
00:59:34,910 --> 00:59:36,523
- Hey.
- Hey.
932
00:59:36,523 --> 00:59:38,574
I didn't expect to see you back here.
933
00:59:38,574 --> 00:59:39,993
What's up, Randy?
934
00:59:41,130 --> 00:59:41,963
What's up?
935
00:59:55,639 --> 00:59:57,213
Any word yet?
936
00:59:58,807 --> 01:00:02,282
No, just starting to
get a little worried.
937
01:00:02,282 --> 01:00:04,832
Well, he could still show
up, the night is young.
938
01:00:09,369 --> 01:00:14,190
Meanwhile, you are so
unbelievably talented.
939
01:00:14,190 --> 01:00:15,483
Thanks, Freddy.
940
01:00:18,472 --> 01:00:21,276
You know, we do tend to
always think the worst.
941
01:00:21,276 --> 01:00:23,130
I'm sure there's just some dumb reason,
942
01:00:23,130 --> 01:00:24,570
that he is not here yet.
943
01:00:24,570 --> 01:00:26,493
Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of.
944
01:00:29,245 --> 01:00:30,078
Is this okay?
945
01:00:30,078 --> 01:00:32,070
Yeah, let's fucking do it.
946
01:00:32,070 --> 01:00:32,903
Damn!
947
01:00:37,897 --> 01:00:38,730
Damn!
948
01:00:38,730 --> 01:00:39,600
I take it it'll be a rough one?
949
01:00:39,600 --> 01:00:42,848
Yeah, what you don't know about me.
950
01:00:42,848 --> 01:00:44,848
- Like what?
- Like this.
951
01:00:51,754 --> 01:00:52,587
Damn.
952
01:00:52,587 --> 01:00:54,670
- You ready for some more?
- Yeah.
953
01:00:54,670 --> 01:00:55,670
- Yeah?
- Oh.
954
01:01:08,486 --> 01:01:10,995
What the fuck are you doing?
955
01:01:10,995 --> 01:01:12,553
- Relax.
- What the fuck are you doing?
956
01:01:12,553 --> 01:01:14,373
- Come on, it's fine.
- No!
957
01:01:18,060 --> 01:01:19,740
I want you to go.
Randy, I'm sorry,
958
01:01:19,740 --> 01:01:21,090
I thought you liked it, man, it's cool,
959
01:01:21,090 --> 01:01:23,100
we could, we could do-
No, no, no, no, no, no.
960
01:01:23,100 --> 01:01:23,970
Randy.
961
01:01:23,970 --> 01:01:25,320
I don't know what you think this is.
962
01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:28,379
- Yo, don't be like that.
- I'm not into that.
963
01:01:28,379 --> 01:01:31,196
I-I'm sorry, I was just
trying to impress you.
964
01:01:31,196 --> 01:01:32,906
Don't be like that.
Just get out, man.
965
01:01:32,906 --> 01:01:35,990
Come on, we could try
again, Randy, don't be like...
966
01:01:47,468 --> 01:01:52,468
♪ I thought that's what
you wanted all the time ♪
967
01:02:00,397 --> 01:02:05,397
Alex, Alex,
hey, you forgot your keys.
968
01:02:05,615 --> 01:02:07,868
Look, Randy, I'm so sorry.
969
01:02:07,868 --> 01:02:09,540
I'm, I would never hurt you, man,
970
01:02:09,540 --> 01:02:11,670
I just, I wanted you to like me.
971
01:02:11,670 --> 01:02:15,931
Look, some people are what, into that.
972
01:02:15,931 --> 01:02:17,700
It's just not my thing, okay.
973
01:02:17,700 --> 01:02:19,170
I get it, I get it.
974
01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:20,809
Let me just try again, I'll be gentle.
975
01:02:20,809 --> 01:02:21,870
I don't know.
976
01:02:21,870 --> 01:02:23,943
Please, please, look, I'll be gentle.
977
01:02:46,528 --> 01:02:48,905
Look at the fairy boys.
978
01:02:48,905 --> 01:02:51,654
- Come on, man.
- What did you just say?
979
01:02:51,654 --> 01:02:54,183
I think you heard me, faggot.
980
01:02:54,183 --> 01:02:55,980
You can't talk to us like that.
981
01:02:55,980 --> 01:02:56,813
- Yeah?
- Alex.
982
01:02:56,813 --> 01:02:57,646
Step back, Randy.
983
01:02:57,646 --> 01:03:00,360
Yeah, well, at least I'm
not some fucking closet fuck
984
01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:01,193
getting your rocks up-
985
01:03:01,193 --> 01:03:02,026
You trying to start something?
986
01:03:02,026 --> 01:03:03,900
Maybe I am, but how
about you blow me first?
987
01:03:03,900 --> 01:03:04,733
- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.
988
01:03:04,733 --> 01:03:08,175
Yeah?
989
01:03:09,690 --> 01:03:10,950
- Come on.
- Fucking bitch.
990
01:03:10,950 --> 01:03:12,517
Come on.
991
01:03:17,370 --> 01:03:19,630
Yeah, yeah, how'd you like that?
992
01:03:19,630 --> 01:03:20,715
Huh?
993
01:03:20,715 --> 01:03:23,238
Oh!
994
01:03:23,238 --> 01:03:25,376
You wanna punch me?
995
01:03:25,376 --> 01:03:27,060
Uh!
996
01:03:27,060 --> 01:03:27,991
Huh?
997
01:03:27,991 --> 01:03:29,434
Uh!
998
01:03:29,434 --> 01:03:30,463
Fuck you!
999
01:03:37,788 --> 01:03:39,930
Yeah, they're over here
in the, in the alley,
1000
01:03:39,930 --> 01:03:41,520
my, my friend.
1001
01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:43,535
Alex, come on.
1002
01:03:58,550 --> 01:04:00,494
Oh, there he is.
1003
01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,113
It hurts so much.
1004
01:04:05,135 --> 01:04:06,780
You're gonna be okay.
1005
01:04:06,780 --> 01:04:07,613
Hm.
1006
01:04:09,090 --> 01:04:10,440
Okay.
1007
01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:11,343
So you drank?
1008
01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:15,000
I can't do this with you right now, GJ.
1009
01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:16,791
I thought you were done.
1010
01:04:16,791 --> 01:04:18,208
Yeah, so did I.
1011
01:04:21,057 --> 01:04:23,010
Did they find the guy?
1012
01:04:23,010 --> 01:04:25,653
No, not yet anyway.
1013
01:04:27,210 --> 01:04:29,190
So what happened?
1014
01:04:29,190 --> 01:04:32,130
This asshole called me a faggot.
1015
01:04:32,130 --> 01:04:33,993
And you fought him?
1016
01:04:35,340 --> 01:04:36,960
What was I supposed to do?
1017
01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:38,845
Walk away, let it go.
1018
01:04:38,845 --> 01:04:41,141
I'm tired of being
pushed around, Gracie.
1019
01:04:41,141 --> 01:04:43,983
You could have been killed, Alex!
1020
01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:48,900
You have every right to
stand up for yourself, baby,
1021
01:04:48,900 --> 01:04:50,502
but you have to pick your battles.
1022
01:04:50,502 --> 01:04:53,017
You know this started
when Shane moved in?
1023
01:04:53,017 --> 01:04:54,637
You should have listened to me.
1024
01:04:54,637 --> 01:04:57,750
Well, I'm a little more
concerned with being the victim
1025
01:04:57,750 --> 01:05:00,000
of a hate crime right now,
if that's okay with you.
1026
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:02,408
No, actually it's not
okay, it's not okay at all,
1027
01:05:02,408 --> 01:05:04,560
because there shouldn't
have been a hate crime.
1028
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:06,060
You weren't supposed to be drunk,
1029
01:05:06,060 --> 01:05:07,620
you weren't supposed to be hooking up
1030
01:05:07,620 --> 01:05:09,030
and you for damn sure
weren't supposed to be
1031
01:05:09,030 --> 01:05:11,833
starting a fight with
some homophobic jackass!
1032
01:05:11,833 --> 01:05:14,294
You were supposed to
be with me at my show,
1033
01:05:14,294 --> 01:05:16,285
because it was my night!
1034
01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:20,220
Yeah, after I talked you
up to my boss's husband,
1035
01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:22,320
told him all about my
talented best friend,
1036
01:05:22,320 --> 01:05:24,420
who didn't even bother to fucking show up!
1037
01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,193
Shit, Gracie, I'm,
1038
01:05:28,527 --> 01:05:29,397
I'm sorry.
1039
01:05:29,397 --> 01:05:32,700
I'm so done with you,
Alex, I have one life
1040
01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:35,463
and I am done trying
to help you fix yours!
1041
01:05:36,570 --> 01:05:38,486
Good luck, Veronica, you're a saint.
1042
01:05:38,486 --> 01:05:39,319
Gracie.
1043
01:05:47,700 --> 01:05:49,443
So I guess you hate me now too?
1044
01:05:50,820 --> 01:05:51,873
No, honey,
1045
01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:55,713
I love you and I'm your sponsor,
1046
01:05:57,570 --> 01:05:59,073
but I can't run your life.
1047
01:06:00,060 --> 01:06:04,042
I'm just here to try
to help you stay sober.
1048
01:06:04,042 --> 01:06:05,403
Do you want that?
1049
01:06:07,271 --> 01:06:08,580
I really don't know.
1050
01:06:08,580 --> 01:06:12,400
Well, you think about it and let me know
1051
01:06:13,716 --> 01:06:15,753
and I urge you to ask yourself,
1052
01:06:17,082 --> 01:06:20,043
do you want the rest of
your life to look like this?
1053
01:06:29,557 --> 01:06:33,047
Here you go, slowly.
Mm-hm, mm-hm, okay.
1054
01:06:33,047 --> 01:06:34,590
Do you need anything?
1055
01:06:34,590 --> 01:06:36,420
No, they said the
pillow, I should be okay,
1056
01:06:36,420 --> 01:06:37,470
I just, I don't know.
1057
01:06:39,496 --> 01:06:41,400
Do you want me to stay?
1058
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,640
No, it's fine, Ronnie,
you've done enough really.
1059
01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:45,646
Okay.
1060
01:06:45,646 --> 01:06:46,923
What happened to you?
1061
01:06:48,360 --> 01:06:49,863
He was gay bashed.
1062
01:06:55,870 --> 01:06:57,678
Did you put up a good fight?
1063
01:06:57,678 --> 01:06:59,643
He cracked his ribs, you know.
1064
01:07:02,010 --> 01:07:02,843
Here,
1065
01:07:05,820 --> 01:07:06,683
for next time.
1066
01:07:08,934 --> 01:07:11,013
I believe in protecting myself.
1067
01:07:13,140 --> 01:07:15,180
What you do is none of my business.
1068
01:07:15,180 --> 01:07:17,220
Just like it was none of your business,
1069
01:07:17,220 --> 01:07:20,670
when I moved into a house
where his father was murdered?
1070
01:07:20,670 --> 01:07:22,073
Alex told me you knew.
1071
01:07:22,073 --> 01:07:25,475
That was Alex's business
to disclose if he wanted to,
1072
01:07:25,475 --> 01:07:28,260
there was no law that said he had to.
1073
01:07:28,260 --> 01:07:30,613
Hm, I see how it works.
1074
01:07:30,613 --> 01:07:31,923
I don't think you do.
1075
01:07:35,760 --> 01:07:38,013
Honey, I'm gonna come
back and check on you.
1076
01:07:49,622 --> 01:07:50,455
Bye.
1077
01:07:57,047 --> 01:07:58,147
She's wrong, you know.
1078
01:07:58,147 --> 01:08:00,033
Would you get off of her?
1079
01:08:00,989 --> 01:08:02,820
She helps a lot of people.
1080
01:08:02,820 --> 01:08:04,120
I never said she didn't.
1081
01:08:05,099 --> 01:08:07,193
I shouldn't have pushed that guy.
1082
01:08:07,193 --> 01:08:09,720
If you don't stand up
for yourself, who will?
1083
01:08:09,720 --> 01:08:11,333
It was stupid, it was stupid.
1084
01:08:11,333 --> 01:08:13,230
Why are you so afraid to fight back?
1085
01:08:13,230 --> 01:08:14,433
Look at me.
1086
01:08:18,664 --> 01:08:21,123
You're stronger than
you think you are, Alex.
1087
01:08:29,667 --> 01:08:31,263
I wanna show you something.
1088
01:08:47,623 --> 01:08:48,960
Peter?
1089
01:08:48,960 --> 01:08:50,250
Yeah.
1090
01:08:50,250 --> 01:08:51,437
Grant?
1091
01:08:51,437 --> 01:08:53,133
Yeah, that's me.
1092
01:08:54,390 --> 01:08:55,560
Who are you?
1093
01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:56,766
A friend.
1094
01:08:56,766 --> 01:09:00,333
I don't go alone these
days, you understand?
1095
01:09:01,971 --> 01:09:03,971
Yeah, sure.
1096
01:09:03,971 --> 01:09:05,730
Can we come in?
1097
01:09:05,730 --> 01:09:07,740
Oh, yeah.
1098
01:09:07,740 --> 01:09:08,573
Thanks.
1099
01:09:11,036 --> 01:09:13,413
Ah, this is a nice place you have.
1100
01:09:14,580 --> 01:09:15,413
You live alone?
1101
01:09:16,530 --> 01:09:17,820
Yeah, just me.
1102
01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:21,000
Do you guys want a drink or something?
1103
01:09:21,000 --> 01:09:22,323
No, thanks.
1104
01:09:24,684 --> 01:09:26,340
Okay, what do we do now?
1105
01:09:26,340 --> 01:09:27,608
We could go to the bedroom,
1106
01:09:27,608 --> 01:09:29,658
if your friend doesn't mind staying here.
1107
01:09:31,230 --> 01:09:32,160
Yeah, in a minute.
1108
01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:34,773
I have a few more questions,
if you don't mind.
1109
01:09:36,990 --> 01:09:38,313
Okay, sure.
1110
01:09:39,810 --> 01:09:41,760
Can you tell me about Rachel Monahan?
1111
01:09:43,623 --> 01:09:46,643
Why do you wanna know about her?
1112
01:09:46,643 --> 01:09:48,745
I think you know why.
1113
01:09:50,641 --> 01:09:52,827
Okay, you know what, you two
are starting to freak me out
1114
01:09:52,827 --> 01:09:55,856
and I think you should go.
You're freaked out?
1115
01:09:55,856 --> 01:09:59,905
That's interesting, you
molested Rachel, a teenager,
1116
01:09:59,905 --> 01:10:01,590
you think Rachel was freaked out?
1117
01:10:01,590 --> 01:10:03,210
- Who the fuck are you?
- Who the fuck are you
1118
01:10:03,210 --> 01:10:04,093
to do that to a kid?
1119
01:10:04,093 --> 01:10:05,760
Did you do that to your
own fucking daughter,
1120
01:10:05,760 --> 01:10:07,140
you punk bitch?
Okay, get out!
1121
01:10:07,140 --> 01:10:08,461
I'm gonna call the cops!
Shut the fuck up!
1122
01:10:10,620 --> 01:10:12,456
Holy shit!
1123
01:10:15,240 --> 01:10:17,730
Come on!
1124
01:10:17,730 --> 01:10:19,271
Oh.
1125
01:10:19,271 --> 01:10:21,551
This is your chance.
1126
01:10:22,770 --> 01:10:23,720
You wanna kill him?
1127
01:10:25,477 --> 01:10:26,900
Shane, I can't.
1128
01:10:26,900 --> 01:10:28,950
If you don't do this,
he gets away with it.
1129
01:10:28,950 --> 01:10:30,927
I'm not killing anybody.
1130
01:10:42,048 --> 01:10:44,253
You have a choice here, Alex,
1131
01:10:45,385 --> 01:10:48,077
you can crawl back to
that safe, little cave
1132
01:10:48,077 --> 01:10:49,600
and drink your life away
1133
01:10:50,639 --> 01:10:53,403
or you can give this sick
fuck what he deserves.
1134
01:11:06,410 --> 01:11:08,371
Fuck!
1135
01:11:14,237 --> 01:11:18,510
No, no!
1136
01:11:18,510 --> 01:11:19,343
Stop.
1137
01:11:21,677 --> 01:11:24,930
Look at yourself, Grant, you did this,
1138
01:11:24,930 --> 01:11:26,469
you brought this on.
1139
01:11:27,302 --> 01:11:29,110
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
1140
01:11:29,110 --> 01:11:30,930
Think hard about what he did, Alex.
1141
01:11:30,930 --> 01:11:31,763
Shane.
1142
01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:34,050
No, no, please don't.
1143
01:11:34,050 --> 01:11:35,570
- Should I do it?
- No!
1144
01:11:35,570 --> 01:11:37,370
No, stop, stop, don't, please.
1145
01:11:52,761 --> 01:11:54,423
One less monster.
1146
01:11:55,860 --> 01:11:56,693
Shit.
1147
01:11:58,230 --> 01:11:59,553
You had no right.
1148
01:12:03,788 --> 01:12:07,140
He's nothing but a
fucking schoolyard-stalking
1149
01:12:07,140 --> 01:12:10,413
child molester, do you really
think he deserved to live?
1150
01:12:12,554 --> 01:12:13,387
Do you?
1151
01:12:17,996 --> 01:12:19,383
That's what I thought.
1152
01:12:37,024 --> 01:12:38,820
I don't think I need to tell you this,
1153
01:12:38,820 --> 01:12:40,710
but this isn't something you
run and tell your sponsor
1154
01:12:40,710 --> 01:12:42,417
or little girlfriend about.
Yeah, why not?
1155
01:12:42,417 --> 01:12:44,880
- Are you fucking serious?
- Are you fucking serious?
1156
01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:47,673
I didn't fucking do
this, I didn't want this!
1157
01:12:52,594 --> 01:12:54,449
Give me your shirt.
1158
01:12:54,449 --> 01:12:56,223
- What?
- There's blood on it.
1159
01:13:04,316 --> 01:13:07,543
Does anything you fucking
listen to have lyrics?
1160
01:13:54,107 --> 01:13:56,043
How's that working out for you?
1161
01:14:00,507 --> 01:14:04,743
What you did tonight,
have you done it before?
1162
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:16,923
People pay for my company,
I look up their address.
1163
01:14:18,678 --> 01:14:22,233
If they're not on a list,
then everyone has a good time,
1164
01:14:23,340 --> 01:14:28,002
but if they are, yes,
I do the right thing.
1165
01:14:28,002 --> 01:14:29,310
Kill people?
1166
01:14:29,310 --> 01:14:30,783
That deserve to die.
1167
01:14:32,467 --> 01:14:33,483
You're not God.
1168
01:14:39,930 --> 01:14:40,773
Alex.
1169
01:14:43,410 --> 01:14:44,943
I'm doing God's work.
1170
01:14:46,272 --> 01:14:48,273
What the fuck happened to you?
1171
01:14:49,328 --> 01:14:50,883
That doesn't matter,
1172
01:14:53,010 --> 01:14:54,208
all that is in the past.
1173
01:14:54,208 --> 01:14:57,586
What matters now is we set things right.
1174
01:14:57,586 --> 01:14:59,575
They deserve a second chance.
1175
01:14:59,575 --> 01:15:01,263
Do you really believe that?
1176
01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:09,273
Some people, after they're
abused, they commit suicide.
1177
01:15:12,403 --> 01:15:14,343
Did they get a second chance?
1178
01:15:17,378 --> 01:15:19,117
I want you out.
1179
01:15:21,900 --> 01:15:23,403
I'm calling the cops.
1180
01:15:25,007 --> 01:15:26,873
Calling the cops, yeah.
1181
01:15:30,633 --> 01:15:34,113
It's okay, call the cops then,
1182
01:15:35,482 --> 01:15:37,380
you were there too.
1183
01:15:37,380 --> 01:15:38,490
So what?
1184
01:15:38,490 --> 01:15:42,063
In fact, you're the one that killed him.
1185
01:15:43,170 --> 01:15:47,373
I tried to stop you, I have
your shirt with his blood on it.
1186
01:15:49,440 --> 01:15:50,850
Fuck you.
1187
01:15:50,850 --> 01:15:52,583
No, fuck you, Alex!
1188
01:15:57,752 --> 01:15:58,585
Fuck you.
1189
01:16:22,415 --> 01:16:23,851
Fuck.
1190
01:16:38,628 --> 01:16:39,461
Gracie.
1191
01:16:41,598 --> 01:16:42,431
Gracie
1192
01:16:45,047 --> 01:16:45,880
I'm sorry.
1193
01:16:48,417 --> 01:16:49,584
I'm fucked up,
1194
01:16:51,734 --> 01:16:52,984
but I love you.
1195
01:16:56,718 --> 01:16:58,718
I'd do anything for you.
1196
01:17:05,103 --> 01:17:07,203
I told you to get the fuck out.
1197
01:17:10,373 --> 01:17:11,823
Tell me one thing.
1198
01:17:17,203 --> 01:17:19,353
What were you gonna say to your dad?
1199
01:17:20,309 --> 01:17:22,383
I don't have to tell you shit.
1200
01:17:30,257 --> 01:17:31,423
Yeah, you do.
1201
01:17:34,769 --> 01:17:36,602
I was, I don't know,
1202
01:17:37,873 --> 01:17:40,640
just gonna see if he'd changed.
1203
01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:42,903
Maybe give him a second
chance, I don't know.
1204
01:17:43,770 --> 01:17:44,973
And then what?
1205
01:17:48,404 --> 01:17:50,313
Pretend nothing ever happened?
1206
01:17:55,039 --> 01:17:57,033
You gonna drink some more?
1207
01:17:59,175 --> 01:18:01,113
Maybe try to kill yourself again.
1208
01:18:02,875 --> 01:18:04,533
You're fucking crazy.
1209
01:18:08,054 --> 01:18:09,723
You try to kill yourself.
1210
01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:13,803
I kill monsters.
1211
01:18:17,727 --> 01:18:19,473
Who's the crazy one here?
1212
01:18:27,060 --> 01:18:28,424
Bye.
1213
01:19:04,842 --> 01:19:08,711
There are a
lot of really sick people
1214
01:19:08,711 --> 01:19:09,746
in this world.
1215
01:19:09,746 --> 01:19:14,746
If you can think
of him as sick instead of bad,
1216
01:19:15,900 --> 01:19:19,830
the shift in your perception
might be the miracle you need.
1217
01:19:28,706 --> 01:19:30,456
I forgive you, Dad.
1218
01:19:37,184 --> 01:19:38,351
I forgive you.
1219
01:19:41,862 --> 01:19:45,210
There's more than 300
murders a year in New York
1220
01:19:45,210 --> 01:19:47,179
and almost 10,000 unsolved murders.
1221
01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:52,140
What, what are the odds
of, of, of us catching him?
1222
01:19:52,140 --> 01:19:56,490
This guy knows what he's
doing, he doesn't leave a trail,
1223
01:19:56,490 --> 01:19:58,773
but I won't stop until we find him.
1224
01:20:01,077 --> 01:20:05,073
I should've just called you sooner.
1225
01:20:06,450 --> 01:20:07,590
Stupid.
1226
01:20:07,590 --> 01:20:11,913
Some people never report
a crime, it takes courage.
1227
01:20:16,813 --> 01:20:17,646
Thanks.
1228
01:20:46,230 --> 01:20:47,063
Gracie.
1229
01:20:47,063 --> 01:20:48,180
I have nothing to say to you, Alex.
1230
01:20:48,180 --> 01:20:50,430
Let me just explain
to you, I know it's different,
1231
01:20:50,430 --> 01:20:51,510
it's different.
I don't care.
1232
01:20:51,510 --> 01:20:52,980
You were right about Shane, okay.
1233
01:20:52,980 --> 01:20:55,530
I don't care, it's
always the same with you.
1234
01:20:55,530 --> 01:20:57,537
No, I know, but
he's dangerous, Gracie.
1235
01:20:57,537 --> 01:20:58,583
Goodbye, Alex.
1236
01:21:04,920 --> 01:21:06,603
God, I'm having a bad day here.
1237
01:21:19,905 --> 01:21:23,406
Oh.
1238
01:21:32,730 --> 01:21:34,143
Gracie won't speak to me.
1239
01:21:35,010 --> 01:21:37,410
No how are you
1240
01:21:37,410 --> 01:21:41,220
or I'm sorry for dropping
by without calling?
1241
01:21:41,220 --> 01:21:43,200
I did call, you didn't
answer, I'm sorry,
1242
01:21:43,200 --> 01:21:44,490
but Gracie won't see me.
1243
01:21:44,490 --> 01:21:48,630
Alex, you relapsed, you missed her show.
1244
01:21:48,630 --> 01:21:51,420
You do nothing but think about yourself,
1245
01:21:51,420 --> 01:21:52,863
including right now.
1246
01:21:56,130 --> 01:21:58,713
Honey, I am beat,
1247
01:21:59,670 --> 01:22:01,323
do you want anything else?
1248
01:22:02,370 --> 01:22:04,500
I need to know how I can
get Gracie to forgive me,
1249
01:22:04,500 --> 01:22:06,698
Ronnie, please.
Stop saying I'm sorry,
1250
01:22:06,698 --> 01:22:08,850
it's just words.
1251
01:22:08,850 --> 01:22:13,050
Show up, be the friend she's been to you.
1252
01:22:13,050 --> 01:22:17,040
You do anything you
want, no matter the cost.
1253
01:22:17,040 --> 01:22:18,813
It's time to grow up, Alex.
1254
01:22:21,630 --> 01:22:23,264
Thanks.
1255
01:22:23,264 --> 01:22:24,903
I'm sorry I bothered you.
1256
01:22:26,610 --> 01:22:28,219
Alex.
1257
01:22:30,000 --> 01:22:34,593
When I lost Ethan, I
woke up and I got sober,
1258
01:22:35,760 --> 01:22:38,553
but being sober is only the beginning.
1259
01:22:39,930 --> 01:22:43,170
You've got to show Gracie real change,
1260
01:22:43,170 --> 01:22:45,303
before she can trust you again.
1261
01:22:46,693 --> 01:22:49,450
You have a chance that I didn't have
1262
01:22:50,940 --> 01:22:55,773
and with time and with
patience, you can fix this,
1263
01:22:56,670 --> 01:22:58,203
I know you can.
1264
01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:01,683
Goodnight, Ronnie.
1265
01:23:19,320 --> 01:23:20,153
GJ.
1266
01:23:20,153 --> 01:23:21,693
No, but she's here.
1267
01:23:22,959 --> 01:23:24,718
- I'm calling the cops.
- You don't wanna do that,
1268
01:23:24,718 --> 01:23:27,210
not if you wanna see your
little girlfriend alive.
1269
01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:30,219
Leave her alone, you fuck,
this is between you and me!
1270
01:23:30,219 --> 01:23:31,830
I want you to
come to the garage, Alex,
1271
01:23:31,830 --> 01:23:33,550
she's running out time.
Gracie!
1272
01:23:38,254 --> 01:23:39,087
Gracie!
1273
01:23:40,033 --> 01:23:41,537
- Alex!
- Gracie!
1274
01:23:41,537 --> 01:23:42,486
Uh!
1275
01:23:42,486 --> 01:23:43,770
I said I'd make a
fighter out of you, Alex.
1276
01:23:43,770 --> 01:23:46,072
The only way to do that is to
get rid of your little crutch.
1277
01:23:46,072 --> 01:23:48,690
You're gonna have to
fight harder than that.
1278
01:23:48,690 --> 01:23:50,464
You really wanna let her die?
1279
01:23:53,253 --> 01:23:56,135
You said you'd do anything
for Gracie, prove it!
1280
01:23:56,135 --> 01:23:58,051
Uh!
1281
01:24:05,210 --> 01:24:07,680
Do you really wanna know
what happened to me, Alex?
1282
01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:09,270
I went away to Little League camp.
1283
01:24:09,270 --> 01:24:12,723
Your dad, that sick fuck, he was my coach!
1284
01:24:12,723 --> 01:24:15,788
You know what he did
to me, don't you, Alex?
1285
01:24:15,788 --> 01:24:19,050
I can't count how many years
I walked around ashamed,
1286
01:24:19,050 --> 01:24:21,810
a loser, weak!
1287
01:24:21,810 --> 01:24:25,342
But then I found a way
out, I became a fighter
1288
01:24:25,342 --> 01:24:27,540
and every time I kill
one of those monsters,
1289
01:24:27,540 --> 01:24:29,473
I see your dad's face!
1290
01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:33,926
Gracie!
1291
01:24:33,926 --> 01:24:35,923
How are the ribs, Alex?
1292
01:24:35,923 --> 01:24:37,108
No, argh!
1293
01:24:40,647 --> 01:24:43,180
I did the world a
favor killing your father
1294
01:24:45,873 --> 01:24:47,443
and I tried to help you,
1295
01:24:47,443 --> 01:24:50,613
because I know what it
feels like to be afraid.
1296
01:24:53,070 --> 01:24:55,983
I tried to help you become
somebody that fights back.
1297
01:24:59,354 --> 01:25:01,811
You really think he's
gonna save you, Gracie?
1298
01:25:01,811 --> 01:25:03,420
He's done nothing but let you down,
1299
01:25:03,420 --> 01:25:05,529
why should today be any different?
1300
01:25:11,478 --> 01:25:13,833
Hope this is your best shot, Alex.
1301
01:25:17,845 --> 01:25:19,433
- Uh!
- What are you gonna do now,
1302
01:25:19,433 --> 01:25:21,940
give me a second chance?
1303
01:25:21,940 --> 01:25:23,901
I learned a lot from you, Shane.
1304
01:25:27,840 --> 01:25:29,433
Like always carry a knife.
1305
01:25:40,599 --> 01:25:41,432
Gracie.
1306
01:25:58,810 --> 01:26:01,060
Gracie, Gracie, Gracie!
1307
01:26:07,100 --> 01:26:08,550
Come on, Gracie.
1308
01:26:08,550 --> 01:26:13,550
Come on, Gracie, Gracie, Gracie, please.
1309
01:26:13,849 --> 01:26:15,766
Gracie, Gracie, Gracie.
1310
01:26:18,453 --> 01:26:19,958
Come on, Gracie!
1311
01:26:24,451 --> 01:26:26,618
Come on, come on, come on!
1312
01:26:28,014 --> 01:26:28,847
Come on!
1313
01:26:30,088 --> 01:26:32,471
Gracie!
1314
01:26:32,471 --> 01:26:34,595
Argh!
1315
01:26:36,316 --> 01:26:37,952
You're good.
1316
01:26:37,952 --> 01:26:39,053
No, it's me, it's me!
1317
01:26:40,151 --> 01:26:43,347
It's me, it's Alex, Alex,
it's Alex, it's Alex.
1318
01:26:47,610 --> 01:26:48,942
Breathe.
1319
01:26:56,580 --> 01:26:58,177
That's good, that's good.
1320
01:27:07,261 --> 01:27:12,261
Come on.
1321
01:27:26,210 --> 01:27:28,470
Oh, my God, baby, are you okay?
1322
01:27:30,834 --> 01:27:31,667
Oh.
1323
01:27:33,625 --> 01:27:34,792
Oh, it's okay.
1324
01:27:36,504 --> 01:27:37,337
It's okay.
1325
01:27:44,629 --> 01:27:49,446
"Dear Alex,
I wish you only love.
1326
01:27:49,446 --> 01:27:51,654
I hope you figure it all out,
1327
01:27:51,654 --> 01:27:54,003
I hope you go after your dreams,
1328
01:27:54,900 --> 01:27:57,393
but I need to focus on me for a while.
1329
01:27:58,470 --> 01:27:59,850
You know I care about you,
1330
01:27:59,850 --> 01:28:02,853
I just can't be with you right now.
1331
01:28:03,719 --> 01:28:06,393
You have to take these
first steps on your own.
1332
01:28:08,010 --> 01:28:10,437
Love Gracie Jean."
1333
01:28:18,300 --> 01:28:19,133
Hey, guys.
1334
01:28:20,072 --> 01:28:24,467
I wrote this song, um,
I hope you guys like it.
1335
01:28:33,684 --> 01:28:38,684
♪ Now we're apart, seems like years ♪
1336
01:28:40,454 --> 01:28:45,454
♪ It's only been a couple of days ♪
1337
01:28:47,464 --> 01:28:52,464
♪ I broke your heart, caused your tears ♪
1338
01:28:54,199 --> 01:28:59,199
♪ Said I'd never change my ways ♪
1339
01:29:01,592 --> 01:29:06,592
♪ I never meant to hurt you ♪
1340
01:29:07,361 --> 01:29:12,361
♪ Even now, I won't desert you ♪
1341
01:29:14,222 --> 01:29:19,222
♪ If you need a friend to hold you again ♪
1342
01:29:21,090 --> 01:29:25,340
♪ I will hold you ♪
1343
01:29:25,340 --> 01:29:28,056
♪ I am still here ♪
1344
01:29:28,056 --> 01:29:33,056
♪ Whatever I do, I will love you ♪
1345
01:29:34,428 --> 01:29:38,709
♪ And if you miss me ♪
1346
01:29:38,709 --> 01:29:41,098
♪ I'm still here ♪
1347
01:29:52,283 --> 01:29:53,476
Who are you?
1348
01:29:53,476 --> 01:29:57,134
Hello, Henry,
I'm here with Kirsty.
1349
01:29:57,134 --> 01:29:58,476
Where is she?
1350
01:29:58,476 --> 01:30:01,740
She's in the car, I
typically come up ahead of her
1351
01:30:01,740 --> 01:30:03,963
just to make sure everything's safe.
1352
01:30:05,375 --> 01:30:06,843
You know how it is.
1353
01:30:07,710 --> 01:30:09,730
Okay, so could she come up?
1354
01:30:10,867 --> 01:30:15,112
It depends, Henry,
are you gonna drug her,
1355
01:30:15,112 --> 01:30:18,017
like you drugged Julie Erickson?
1356
01:30:18,017 --> 01:30:22,934
♪ When this crazy world
got out of control ♪
1357
01:30:31,156 --> 01:30:35,406
♪ You were the one to lift my soul ♪
1358
01:30:40,893 --> 01:30:42,364
♪ Yeah ♪
1359
01:30:42,364 --> 01:30:47,318
♪ Someone who knows you ♪
1360
01:30:47,318 --> 01:30:49,779
♪ I am still here ♪
1361
01:30:49,779 --> 01:30:53,288
♪ Darling, whatever you do ♪
1362
01:30:53,288 --> 01:30:57,081
♪ I will always love you ♪
1363
01:30:57,081 --> 01:31:02,081
♪ And I miss you ♪
1364
01:31:02,461 --> 01:31:05,294
♪ I am still here ♪
1365
01:31:12,071 --> 01:31:14,329
What do you see?
1366
01:31:19,420 --> 01:31:23,011
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1367
01:31:23,011 --> 01:31:26,352
♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪
1368
01:31:26,352 --> 01:31:29,119
♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪
1369
01:31:29,119 --> 01:31:33,098
♪ 'Cause there's a
spirit, can you hear it ♪
1370
01:31:33,098 --> 01:31:35,818
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1371
01:31:35,818 --> 01:31:39,264
♪ You've been asleep,
now it's time to atone ♪
1372
01:31:39,264 --> 01:31:42,822
♪ Who are you when you're alone ♪
1373
01:31:42,822 --> 01:31:46,245
♪ Reality lost in a crisis ♪
1374
01:31:46,245 --> 01:31:49,424
♪ I dug any deeper in your pockets ♪
1375
01:31:49,424 --> 01:31:53,162
♪ And fought in your heart and
took a piece of your soul ♪
1376
01:31:53,162 --> 01:31:56,464
♪ Sold the remains for foolish gold ♪
1377
01:31:56,464 --> 01:31:59,539
♪ You bet it all, 'cause you lost it ♪
1378
01:31:59,539 --> 01:32:02,143
♪ And now put the nail in your coffin ♪
1379
01:32:02,143 --> 01:32:07,143
♪ When will we learn that
change comes from within ♪
1380
01:32:07,437 --> 01:32:11,083
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1381
01:32:11,083 --> 01:32:14,429
♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪
1382
01:32:14,429 --> 01:32:17,017
♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪
1383
01:32:17,017 --> 01:32:21,154
♪ 'Cause there's a
spirit, can you hear it ♪
1384
01:32:21,154 --> 01:32:24,777
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1385
01:32:24,777 --> 01:32:28,111
♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪
1386
01:32:28,111 --> 01:32:30,815
♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪
1387
01:32:30,815 --> 01:32:34,865
♪ 'Cause there's a
spirit, can you hear it ♪
1388
01:32:34,865 --> 01:32:39,284
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1389
01:32:39,284 --> 01:32:42,926
♪ Why do we sink, the water is low ♪
1390
01:32:42,926 --> 01:32:46,249
♪ Down in a pool of our own shadow ♪
1391
01:32:46,249 --> 01:32:50,609
♪ Stuck with ourselves, caught in there ♪
1392
01:32:50,609 --> 01:32:52,716
♪ You know it's better with you ♪
1393
01:32:52,716 --> 01:32:54,506
♪ And I see that, let's do it ♪
1394
01:32:54,506 --> 01:32:58,077
♪ Not back in the suicide,
missing the love ♪
1395
01:32:58,077 --> 01:33:01,603
♪ Been only hypnotized,
stumbling to decide ♪
1396
01:33:01,603 --> 01:33:05,419
♪ Know that enough is enough is enough ♪
1397
01:33:05,419 --> 01:33:10,419
♪ When will we learn that
change comes from within ♪
1398
01:33:10,957 --> 01:33:14,397
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1399
01:33:14,397 --> 01:33:17,693
♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪
1400
01:33:17,693 --> 01:33:20,512
♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪
1401
01:33:20,512 --> 01:33:24,587
♪ 'Cause there's a
spirit, can you hear it ♪
1402
01:33:24,587 --> 01:33:28,173
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
1403
01:33:28,173 --> 01:33:31,453
♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪
1404
01:33:31,453 --> 01:33:34,228
♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪
1405
01:33:34,228 --> 01:33:38,308
♪ 'Cause there's a
spirit, can you hear it ♪
1406
01:33:38,308 --> 01:33:42,558
♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪
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