All language subtitles for [English] A Life Time Love ep 41

He has been living for the others.

Sometimes I even thought of

he would have been happier

if he wasn't born in a royal family.

Eldest brother has done so much for us,

but we can't do anything for him.

Says who?

Yu Chen could survive

thanks to you and Sheng Lun.

You have been doing great.

I will help eldest brother to recover.

Once he is recovered,

if the world is back to peace,

I might suggest to His Majesty

let him and be just like you,

going out freely, relaxing and

traveling around for a while.

It can be seen as
sort of compensation for him.

If eldest brother knows,

he will be very happy,

Ah Mo, what is it?

Nothing.

Here.

Sheng Lun,

Ah Mo has been spoiled all the time,

didn't she trouble you?

Mother.

How could she?

Ah Mo did Ling Yun a great favor.

If she wasn't here,

I'm afraid my status

will still be an uncertainty.

Ah Mo,

we've been through all this,

and I'm no longer a child.

Time flies quickly.

When we were kids,

you and Zhi Ruo always prank each other.

Yu Chen always disciplined you back then

and now you were grown up all at once.

Once Yu Chen has recoverd,

we can have meals together,

and I'll listen to you

telling stories of Yu Chen's childhood.

Sure.

What is on you mind?

I just think of

when we were little,

Eldest brother would
look at the stars with us.

There will be

no longer any occasions like that.

Ah Mo,

Eldest brother's gone,

but you still have me

and Mother.

So you must be strong.

Oh, by the way,

did Mother suspect anything?

It seems she didn't.

She is probably sleeping.

Good.

She will be devastated if she knows.

She is aged,

She can't stand up to it.

I know.

Ah Mo,

don't blame yourself too much.

It has nothing to do with you.

Doesn't it?

I concocted the poison.

It was me who killed him.

It was handed to him by me,

and Ji Yi.

We did.

It's us who kill eldest brother.

What worries about me is that

if his death is discovered by the court,

the reputation of Chao Yun Hall
might plummet soon.

You and Mother will be implicated.

Don't worry.

This will never spread.

But since he can't show himself,

there must be some rumors.

We can worry about that later.

After all, his power is still here.

People like Ye Bing and Hai Xiong

will defend to death the Chao Yun Hall.

Not to mention we still have our father.

If anyone dare to mess with us,

he won't just sit on your hands.

Ah Mo,

stop thinking that much,

and don't blame youself too much.

Things will just happen

unpredictablely.

Sheng Lun,

we're leaving.

I will leave Yu Chen to you.

Queen do not worry,

Yu Chen and I are like brothers.

I will do everything to cure him.

It ha been hard on him over these years.

When he recovers,

please let him remain here for longer.

So he can rest.

Yes.

Queen, it is growing late,

we should make our way back.

Then we shall leave.

Without the Queen's orders,

no-one can enter.

What thing are you?

What right do you have
to speak to our Consort?

I do not intend ill by coming here.

Do not misunderstand.

I heard the Eldest Prince
is seriously injured

and the Queen far away
in the Tang Gu.

What if Chao Yun Hall becomes abandoned?

I think the Queen will not
be happy if she sees it.

So I specially hurried here to see

if there's anything I can do to help.

Although the Queen and I
have differing surnames,

but we are both consorts
of the Xuan Yang King.

We are sisters after all

when the elder sister has a difficulty,
as her younger sister, I

should do everything to help, no?

Look!

Look at what poverty
the Queen's quarters are!

This curtain is so thing.

How can it protect the Queen
from wind and rain?

Someone! Pull it off!

-Yes!
-Yes!

Replace it for the Queen
with something new.

No! Don't!

Don't!

Don't!

Don't!

What is this?

It brings misfortune if it's placed here.

Do not touch it!

Are you speaking to me?

Eldest Prince has ordered

that no-one can touch this lacquered box!

Really?

What are you doing?

Zi Zhu!

What's going on?

My hand just slipped.

But it's alright,

it's not worth anything at all.

I'll just replace it with something new.

2nd Mother, be careful!

That is my elder brother's skeleton.

I didn't know...

So Queen do not blame me for it.

I'm sorry.

Zi Zhu,

is Chao Yun Hall a place
anyone can come in?

How did you guard this place?

In the future if there are
some strange people

who wish to enter
Chao Yun Hall without permission,

kick them out immediately!

Do you hear me?

Yes!

I just found out today

that the Eldest Prince
was seriously injured,

and the Queen hurried
over to the Tang Gu.

I was worried you would be in a rush

and accideentally

leave this Chao Yun Hall abandoned,

so I specially came here
to tidy it up for you.

Then I must thank you
for your good intentions.

But as Mother has returned

then we do not need
an outsider to tidy it.

Please go back, consort.

Alright.

I will leave now.

But...

I do not know if I should say this or not.

As you do not know, then you
do not need to say it.

I think it's better to say it.

Just take it as a reminder
from your younger sister.

In the future,

something like this, do not
place it within your room.

It brings bad luck.

Mother,

ignore her.

So pitiful.

A tall, fierce and lively man

yet only a few bones remain of him.

Indeed.

You must understand that feeling well.

After all, 3rd brother
was burned to death.

It's a shame,

not even a single bone was left.

But you are right,

it's better nothing left,

in case it brings

bad luck.

You!

Queen,

I will remember this.

But I would like to remind you
about one more thing.

This is only the start.

The show gets interesting later.

Watch out.

Ah Mo,

just call them off.

Let's have a talk.

Zi Zhu, you stay here.

Yes.

Ah Mo,

how do you know about your 2nd brother?

Only a little,

not much of it.

Mother,

you are tired,

we can talk about it another day.

It's okay.

If not today,

then I don't when to bring this up.

You know Mu Qing has been a noble family.

Even King Fu Yi treats Mu Qings

with such courtesy.

I was always good at managing insects.

and weavering dreamy brocade

using my delicated silk.

I had made my name at the time,

and everyone came to propose marriage.

But I had my nose up in the air,

and despised everyone.

So I sneeked out,

to have fun with two of my friends.

We were bound by oath,

drinking, fighting

and being chivalrous.

Until one day,

I met you father.

After that,

I left the two friends of mine,

and found your father,

then we got married.

At that time, your father

was still a chief of a small tribe.

I thought I could live my life peacefully,

but it turned out

your father had led the weak Xuan Yang

to conquer such massive territory

and became the King of Xuan Yang.

Therefore Xuan Yang became a royal tribe,

and I became the Queen of Xuan Yang.

I should be happy for your father,

but I forgot something else.

Greetings to Your Majesty.

Who is this?

She is Chan Le,

daughter of Fong Lei chief,

and my future Princess Consort.

You are sisters from now on.

Liao Ruo,

take good care of her.

Greetings to sister.

It's a pleasure to meet you.

Haven't you ever said that

you will always, and only love me?

I am the Xuan Yang King now,

not the chief of a small tribe anymore.

Whether it is for our safety,

or communitcations of other tribes,

it's necessary to have

concubines and deliever babies.

Liao Ruo,

it must be tough for you.

Mother,

you are tired,

you should sleep now.

Two years later,

Xuan Yang Hui, the 3rd Prince
of Xuan Yang, was born.

Your father was happier than ever.

The tribe celebrated entirely.

But back then,

I couldn't see it through,

and I couldn't understand
what mattered the most.

which disturbed my pregnancy, and

caused Zhi Ruo to be born prematurely

Zhi Ruo was physically vulnerable,

and lacking spiritual power.

I'm really sorry, my son.

Mother.

It was not your fault.

Stop blaming yourself.

I just couldn't let it go.

I held grudges.

And I feared.

So I encouraged Chang Zhou
to please you father more.

Actually Chang Zhou knew better than me.

He often advised me that

I could fight for anything

but the heart of a man.

Even I finally got it,

it would be not worth the loss,

which I couldn't figure out myself.

After that,

Xuan Yang fought a war
with Dian tribe at the southeast.

Your father intended to send Yu Chen out.

But Chang Zhou knew
Yu Chen hated this kind of things,

so he volunteered.

Your father wanted
to train Xuan Yang Hui

so he let him went with Chang Zhou.

Chang Zhou won overall in the end,

and the King of Dian was defeated.

But the King refused to surrender
and started a riot.

Dian is full of volcanoes.

Xuan Yang Hui said Chang Zhou
fell into one of them

by accident during the combat.

Yu Chen didn't believe that,

and he found the body of Chang Zhou.

He said it was Xuan Yang Hui
who kill Chang Zhou

so he requested an investigation.

But what could your father do?

Both are his precious sons.

In fear of infighting,

he sent heavy armored guard
to protect Jhih Yueh Palace,

and kept Yu Chen from
approaching Xuan Yang Hui.

But Yu Chen broke into Jhih Yueh Palace,

and almost killed Xuan Yang Hui.

Under the pressure from
Fong Lei and Chan Le tribe,

your father locked Yu Chen in drift sand
without any water

for half a year

until Yu Chen adimitted his fault.

When Yu Chen was released,
he was reduced to a skeleton

and unrecongnizable.

Eldest brother changed alot
after being released,

and stopped wandering around.

He chose to go back to Xuan Yang,

and be a decent Xuan Yang Yu Chen.

Then his fame spreaded out,

he was regarded with Ling Yun Sheng Lun
as the Two Heroes.

So did 3rd brother kill 2nd brother?

I bet it was very likely to be him.

No wonder after 3rd brother's death,

Chan Le always suspected eldest brother.

Maybe she had been the bad guy
for too long,

so she thought everyone did the same.

After Chang Zhou's death,

I started to know what mattered the most.

Ever since then,

I found nothing interesting

whether your father's concubines

and the business within the palace.

I just wanted to be a good mother,

and took good care of you.

But Chang Zhou...

would not be alive anymore.

Mother,

you are really tired.

Let's not disturb Mother.

We should leave.

I'll take care of her.

You can go back and rest.

I'll stay too.

Let's go.

I've already reported it to Father.

I begged Father to allow me
to take Mother to rest in Se He.

If Chan Le wants Chao Yun Hall

then let's give it to her.

That way Mother can be at ease.

It's no use.

What is the use of hiding in Se He?

Does Se He not belong to Father also?

If that Chan Le

wishes to oppose Mother,

even if we hide in the corners
of the world, it'll be of no use.

Say that Chan Le,

why does she hate Mother so much?

Jealousy can drive a woman mad.

That Chan Le is driven mad
with her desire to be Queen.

Besides,

she believes eldest brother
caused 3rd brother's death.

How could eldest brother
cause 3rd brother's death?

Everyone knows
he was killed by Tong Zheng.

Yes, everyone knows

but even if everyone tells her that

3rd brother did not die
because of eldest brother

she will still hate us

because that is the truth she believes.

no-one can change it.

Must there be a victor between us and

the people in Jhih Yueh Hall?

Must we fight to the death?

4th brother,

you must be careful of Ji Yi.

He will attack you sooner or later.

Do not let your kindess harm yourself.

You are Mother's only support now.

Do not worry, Ah Mo.

I know what is important.

I am still worried about Mother.

4th sister-in-law must be tired now.

I will go and look.

Very well. Go.

Do not be too weary. Look after yourself.

Go back and have some rest.

I will keep her company.

Call us if you need anything.

Let's go.

How long have you been
with eldest brother?

I do not know.

How can you not know?

One time, I saw a woman

follow her husband in death.

I did not understand.

Sheng Lun said I am a piece of wood
with a broken heart.

How can I possibly understand
what immense sadness is?

So I would keep asking.

In the end, I knew.

I am Zi Zhu who transformed from a tree.

I only lived

because of a joke he
and His Highness made.

His Highness would
embrace me day and night

and I, using
His Highness' spiritual powers

managed to gain a consciousness.

And even take a human form.

So was I not by His Highness' side

before I even knew?

Then have you ever met
2nd brother Chang Zhou?

No.

But when Chang Zhou died,

I was already in the Eldest Prince's arms.

I could constantly feel

his sadness and pain.

I wanted to care for him so much.

But I could not move at all.

I could not even speak.

But I did not think

that in desperation I managed
to grow hands and feet.

I could still remember

when I slowly walked towards His Highness

he jumped in surprise.

Then from then onwards,
you were by his side?

Although I can talk and walk now,

but I am so stupid!

His Highness was very annoyed.

He said he would send me away many times.

Zi Zhu,

can you be a little more quiet?

What's so special about it?

To me, it is!

Old stuff to you,

but new and fun to me!

Pour some wine for me.

Alright. I'll pour it. I'll pour it.

Look at you.

Do you know Sheng Lun gave me this flagon?

It's one of a kind.

If I knew you would only create trouble,

I would have sent you away long ago.

No! No!

You can't send me away!

What if you're very sad,

what if‥

What if what?

What if you do what that woman did
and killed youself?

I'm worried you'll
follow someone to death!

So with that being said,
I can't send you away?

Idiotic chicken.

In the end, I knew that

how could His Highness be like that girl?

You... are really like a piece of wood.

Ever since then,

I've been beside His Highness.

But this time, I didn't know

when he is coming back.

Do you miss him?

Don't worry, he will be back soon.

Things I ordered you to do, how did it go?

I had misconduct.

Please punish me, sir.

It's fine.

It's inevitable to have troubles,

but you can tell me what happened.

Yes.

I had rearranged most of the mid level

commanders already

But that Kun Bu suddenly appeared.

And he returned them to their

original posts.

I tried to question him

but he was firm about it.

On Xing Mang's side,

I also visited him according to our plan

but he was not particularly
friendly or cold.

I do not know what he is thinking.

Just them? What about the others?

The others are willing to follow you.

Very good.

You do not need to worry.

Just go ahead with what you wish to do.

Xing Mang is a fence sitter.

Right now, we do not have
that much authority,

he doesn't wish to upset me,

so he is not too warm or cold.

When I am stronger,

I believe he will come and find me again.

What's important now is to find Chi Yun.

Do we have news of him?

Not right now.

Continue.

We must find him.

As long as we can force him to leave,

Ye Feng and the others will not be
anything to worry about.

Understand.

What are you doing? Creeping around?

Lie Yang, there's something
I need your help with.

Help me find Chi Yun.

He is fighting with His Highness,

and seems to be taken by Xiao Yao.

I wonder if he is dead.

I know him well.

He won't die easily.

He might be somewhere healing himself.

Anyway, you must help me find him.

Alright,

I'll go to find him now.

Lie Yang,

not now.

Wait until it's dark.

You cannot let anyone find out.

Understand?

Father,

Tong Zheng is roping ministers everywhere,

now more than half of them
collude with him.

When Hao Xu is still alive,

although he is undisciplined,

but not that horrible after all.

Now he is getting his hands on
the affairs of state.

I've tried to do something,

but Chi Yun disappered.

Now Tong Zheng holds the military power.

The war between Xuna Yang
and Xuan Mu is over yet.

If I deal with him now,

it might be not worth the loss,

and lead to the lack of morale.

But I can't just stand on my hands.

Father,

what should I do?

Here you are.

Your Highness.

May I ask what is it, Your Highness?

Did you hear

what I've just said?

Yes, I did.

What's your opinion?

Tong Zheng indeed went too far,

but, as what you said,

the war isn't over yet.

Tong Zheng stays untouchable,

and has too many comfidants.

If Tong Zheng is down,

then the morale might be disturbed.

But we can't let him

keep expanding his power.

Your Highness.

This can't be rushed,

and shouldn't be decided
until the war is over.

I give you my word.

No matter when,

I will be always on your side.

Greetings Your Majesty.

Rise.

Open the door.

You must be so happy hiding here.

Even if the world outside has changed

it has nothing to do with you.

Do you even know

what happen out there?

In Xuan Yang and Xuan Mu's battle

Hao Xu was killed.

Hao Xu?

He's dead?

Hao Xu's life and death,

what has it got to do with

the you now?

Yun Sang...

How is Yung Sang?

How else can she be?

She's alone in Xuan Mu.
Struggling on her own.

Stop thinking. It has nothing
to do with you anyway.

You just remain here.

Just be the drunken ghost of Ling Yun.

Father.

You may rise.

Where's the Queen?

She is a little bit tired,

and has rested inside.

Take me to the Queen.

Yes.

Mother.

Father is here to see you.

You're here.

Liao Ruo,

I'm sorry.

I heard Chan Le
caused trouble here for you.

I apologize to you on her behalf.

Never mind.

My history with her, has not been
in these last two days.

I know.

You have never forgotten about
Chang Zhou's death.

But Chang Zhou was killed
because of Hui'er.

I don't want to listen to that.

As for who caused Chang Zhou's death,

I do not want to know the truth
about it anymore.

I just want to protect
those who are alive.

Over these years, it's been hard on you.

There are some things
that you do not have to say.

You only need to promise me,

protect Ah Mo and Zhi Ruo well.

I promise you.

Come in.

Have a sit.

I've waited for you for a long time.

Sorry.

Never say sorry.

I've told you

we didn't owe anything to anyone.

I'm very contented

to see you here.

What are you going to do?

I'm the Princess Consort,

so I will be wherever

the Xuan Mu tribes is.

Leave with me.

I'm not being Jin Shi,

and you are not being Yun Sang.

We do not need our status,

we do not need anything.

Just be ourselves.

The world is so big,

there must be a place that belongs to us.

After I heard Yuan Han's death
outside the city,

I thought the man
who designed the Ridge Lodgings

would know what I am truly like.

He will do everything to find me.

So I had been waiting day and night,

and waiting for one day

he will come and hold my hand, saying,

"Are you willing to

give up everything for me
and come with me?"

Back then, I would say it
without thinking,

"Yes, I am."

I am willing to give up

everything I have of Xuan Mu

and take the blame from my people

just to be with him.

But I waited and waited.

I waited day and night.

But...

he never came to find me.