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♪ I get my way at the end of the day ♪
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♪ Look at me now ♪
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♪ Hey ♪
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♪ Here it comes, baby ♪
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♪ I'm a troublemaker ♪
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Every time you go on a date with
me, you talk to me about my boobs.
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Smaller boobs are normally my thing.
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So you're saying you're curious.
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[LAUGHS]
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Just two days ago, I was in
a very committed relationship,
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and now I am very much dating.
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I still feel good
about wanting marriage,
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but I definitely haven't been
thinking about the ultimatum as much.
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Like, I'm starting to
think more about my dates
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than I am about the fact
that I asked Rae to marry me.
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I think I feel a little overwhelmed.
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Like, "Your ex-girlfriend
that you've been with
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for three years is over here,
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and all these new ladies are over here."
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And my ex is my competition,
which is very weird.
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So you were issued the ultimatum?
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Yes. It's weird because you gave
an ultimatum and I got an ultimatum.
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- We're so far apart.
- We are on the same page. Kind of.
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And so together with it.
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We know the three options
that you leave with are
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marriage to the person you came with,
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break up, or fall in
love with someone new.
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At the end of this week,
I'll be making a choice.
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Not just a trial marriage
wife, but a life partner.
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Just let that one sink in for a second,
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because that is where I'm at right now.
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I'd been with Xander for
four years. I lost a spark.
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As much as I loved her, she was
more my best friend, my roommate
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versus, like, this
thrilling relationship.
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If your ex came up to you
right now, and proposed to you,
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do you have any idea what you'd do?
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I would say no.
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I would not be comfortable
marrying her right now.
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No, because I'm connecting with you.
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- And with some other people. No big deal.
- It's weird.
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My ex-girlfriend?
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[SHOCKED STINGER]
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I feel like I can see the
devil in your face right now.
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- What?
- And I... We... I could be totally wrong.
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But I don't think my ex is going through
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what I am going through currently.
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That's funny because I feel like
you know how I feel about you.
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I didn't think I was
gonna connect with anyone.
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I feel so confused about the
potential of developing, like,
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an actual... some form of
a relationship with you.
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Then we're both going to go
move back in with our exes.
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And then it's like, "What
the fuck just happened?"
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- Our lives are gonna blow up?
- Yeah. Absolutely.
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You're gonna be my atomic bomb?
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Duh.
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- Um...
- [LAUGHS]
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If anybody's gonna fuck this shit
up, I feel like it's the two of us.
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[GUFFAWS] I thought you were
stopping at "fuck." I was like, "Ah!"
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Yeah...
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You want to sit on my face?
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I didn't say it. You did.
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♪ I'm laughing at you, baby ♪
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Give me a hug and say goodbye.
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[LEXI] I am more confused
since I gave the ultimatum.
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I was ready to get down on one knee,
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would've done it on the last night,
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and now I'm like,
"What's happening to me?"
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Vanessa is bull in a china shop.
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She's wildly inappropriate
and slightly offensive,
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but it's fun and it's flirty.
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Like, there's obviously
an attraction there,
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but she probably could kill
me in my sleep, so... [LAUGHS]
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- All right. This is very nice.
- This is nice.
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It's that, like, lovely little
campfire mood that I like.
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Mal is, like, wholesome,
love, a warm cup of tea.
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I'm trying to find a wife,
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a person I want to spend my life with.
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I'm not sure if I need something
more challenging or more uncomfortable
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for that trial marriage.
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- I've dated quite a bit. I'm sure you...
- Yeah.
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I could... We could physically
do all the things. That's fine.
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We'd figure our bodies out. No problems.
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Easy. We're both
assertive. It'd be great.
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But my parents are best friends.
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My father's always been like,
"You have to be friends first."
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I have to be emotionally in-line
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before I can even explore anything
physically romantic, if you will.
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The person you're with
should be your best friend.
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I feel like we're... building
the bricks really well.
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- Yeah, I do feel that with you.
- Yeah.
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But...
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have you ever dated
anybody that looks like me?
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Like a Black person?
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No, I haven't.
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The first thing that I noticed was
that you were more masc presenting.
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Yeah.
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It didn't occur to me
that I also had not been
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with somebody who's Black.
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I was more, "Oh my God, I
just have never found myself
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attracted to someone who's masc first."
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That was the first thing I thought of.
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Dating Rae, who's Chinese, was
really the first experience I'd had
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outside of dating a white person.
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I will not lie. That
was a learning curve.
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And I don't want to say that
I know enough or anything.
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I'm not afraid of the learning in that.
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I don't want to avoid that.
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That's enough for me.
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Your race doesn't matter to
me. I've dated across the board.
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- I'm good with that.
- I like that.
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- Um, but...
- Have you dated Jewish before?
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I have not.
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Ah! [LAUGHS] So I do
bring something different.
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I can show you how to
make matzo ball soup.
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I actually can't. I would need my mom,
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but she could teach you how
to make good matzo ball soup.
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Yes, yes, yes!
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You and I have built our
connection genuinely off of honesty.
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Yeah.
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I felt, coming into this experience,
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I didn't know if the person I
was with would say yes to me.
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And that lack of assurance,
the lack of safety
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in terms of, like, not knowing
when we could take a next step...
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If we were together,
you would always show up.
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I just know that about you.
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Nothing against my ex, but I had that,
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"I don't know. What if she
just walks away one day?"
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You issued the ultimatum,
but maybe that changes.
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Maybe you do just want to date
somebody for a little while
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that shows up for you consistently.
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You're trying to convince me to date you
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and not get engaged at the end.
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Absolutely not. I think...
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Like, let's just...
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- If I could do it today...
- Yeah.
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- Right now, I'd be, "Let's just do it."
- Yeah?
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I got issued the ultimatum.
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Mm-hmm.
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Which is wild, that
I'm showing up so sure.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Like, I'm like, "Oh yeah, I know."
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- Right?
- Easy, no question, I know.
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I'm gonna have to deal with
maybe you snore at night.
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I don't snore.
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- Perfect. Even better.
- I don't snore.
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Maybe you eat really sloppy or loud.
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- No. I don't do that either.
- See?
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I don't know if I pick Mal over
Vanessa or Vanessa over Mal.
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I just, like, can see so clearly
that one is, like, just cozy and easy.
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The other one is way over here
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in, like, the lightning
and the thunderstorms.
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I know a choice is coming up.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
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It's weird to be hearing from
somebody that I trust saying that...
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- They're sure?
- They're sure, and they're in.
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Yeah. I know what I
want. I know what I need.
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With you, I've been very sure.
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Yeah.
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[SULTRY DANCE-POP MUSIC PLAYING]
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My favorite thing I love
cooking is Thai food.
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I love cooking Thai food.
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Okay. Do you enjoy
cooking with your partner
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or do you normally cook for?
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So I kind of want my partner
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to get the fuck out
of the way when I cook.
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[LAUGHS] Okay, that's fair.
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- Because, I'm sorry, I'm running the show.
- Yeah.
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I'll prep everything. I'll get
veggies and... [IMITATES CHOPPING]
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Maybe I'll be like, "Can you
cut the carrot?" or something.
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I don't know. But don't
get in my 'bow room.
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I don't really mind if my partner
likes to just do their own thing.
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What actually makes you mad?
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What does make me mad...
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'Cause you seem so nice.
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I like to say I'm very low-maintenance.
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My last relationship,
I felt there was a lot
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of passive-aggressiveness, and...
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- You were passive-aggressive?
- No.
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- They were. Yeah.
- [SAM] Oh. Got it. Got it.
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Like, how do you solve anything
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when you're taking the steps to ask
what's wrong and you get nothing?
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They're like, "I'm good."
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Then you're like, "I
can't read your mind."
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Until the next blow-up.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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It's been hard, you know?
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And I just don't... I just...
Sometimes I feel like I don't...
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I'm here, tearing up.
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Sometimes I feel like I don't...
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I try... I try my best, and
I feel like I'm not understood.
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Damn, I'm crying like a bitch.
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- I hate that. Ugh.
- No, but it's fine. Like...
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For me that relates to healthy
communication with my partner.
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If we were in this marriage together,
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you can feel like I would support you.
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There's obviously... There's...
There's a spark there, right? Um...
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I'm open to take it a step further.
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[TIFF] Two days ago,
Mildred gave me an ultimatum.
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And, from what I'm hearing,
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Sam can bring something to the table
that actually Mildred could not.
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And that is Sam's communication.
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There's this sweetness to it. I
was not expecting that, actually.
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♪ Put a little love, put a little love ♪
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♪ Little love ♪
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♪ On, on ♪
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♪ Put a little love, put a little love ♪
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♪ Little love, baby ♪
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♪ On ♪
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[MILDRED] My dream is, in five years,
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I see myself... married,
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in a home with my family.
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Just my partner, my son, all my animals.
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- You mention marriage...
- Yeah.
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I do want to get married.
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- Wow! Oh my God, Aussie.
- I discovered...
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- Every time I talk to you...
- I know. It's like...
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- Tell me.
- I surprise myself.
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I do want, you know,
long-term commitment
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and a, you know, happy home,
and creating a life together,
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celebrating love,
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celebrating each other
for the rest of our lives.
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- Oh!
- [AUSSIE CHUCKLES]
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Hold on. I gotta be like, "Yay."
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- Yay...
- Aussie.
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- Yay.
- You've come a long ways.
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I know, in two days.
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- You look so much happier now.
- Thank you for saying that.
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I... I do feel a lot more myself.
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I also think part of my
journey is speaking my truth.
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It's kind of scary.
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It's almost like first
when you come out.
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That's one thing when you're
like, "Oh, I am gay." You know?
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Or... [INHALES DEEPLY]
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I like the same sex. Um...
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And now it's like another
discovery of, like,
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"Okay. Do I identify as male, female?"
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You know, "What does that
look like? Am I trans?"
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It's scary, but at the
same time, I'm excited.
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I think I'm at the precipice of
discovering what my calling is,
239
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why I was born at this time.
240
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I didn't have representation growing up.
241
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- Right.
- You know?
242
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That's something that
I'm passionate about,
243
00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:26,000
is to help the kids.
244
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I want to be part of your journey.
245
00:10:27,835 --> 00:10:31,631
I think that discovering yourself
and just finding who you are...
246
00:10:31,714 --> 00:10:33,466
Like, I think it's so beautiful.
247
00:10:33,549 --> 00:10:35,259
- Yeah.
- I feel comfortable talking to you.
248
00:10:35,343 --> 00:10:38,679
You make me laugh and we just have
this little cute chemistry going on.
249
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I do also feel safe talking to you.
250
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[GENTLE, SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
251
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And I'm there 100% to support you.
252
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- Yes.
- You deserve to be happy.
253
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We all deserve to be happy.
254
00:10:49,023 --> 00:10:51,025
I want marriage. You want marriage.
255
00:10:51,108 --> 00:10:52,568
I discovered I want marriage.
256
00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:54,362
You did.
257
00:10:54,862 --> 00:10:56,290
It must be our talks,
258
00:10:56,291 --> 00:10:59,700
'cause I've been
just getting a bit clearer every day.e
259
00:11:01,077 --> 00:11:02,870
[SOULFUL MUSIC CONTINUING]
260
00:11:02,953 --> 00:11:05,706
What does falling in
love feel like for you?
261
00:11:06,874 --> 00:11:07,874
[MILDRED EXHALES]
262
00:11:09,168 --> 00:11:14,173
I think falling in love for
me is, like... realizing that
263
00:11:14,757 --> 00:11:17,593
the person I'm with, that I
can't breathe without them.
264
00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:21,138
Knowing that no one's perfect
and loving them unconditionally.
265
00:11:21,222 --> 00:11:23,474
Yeah, perfectly imperfect.
266
00:11:24,642 --> 00:11:26,519
It's making me emotional because...
267
00:11:26,602 --> 00:11:30,564
Just to sit in a date with somebody
and see that it can happen so fast.
268
00:11:30,648 --> 00:11:35,486
I just don't understand how
it just has taken this long
269
00:11:35,569 --> 00:11:39,407
for Tiff not to connect with me.
270
00:11:40,658 --> 00:11:42,326
I'm just feeling really confused.
271
00:11:42,410 --> 00:11:43,703
♪ Held my breath ♪
272
00:11:45,162 --> 00:11:47,039
♪ From the second we met ♪
273
00:11:47,123 --> 00:11:49,834
♪ I've been hanging in the clouds ♪
274
00:11:49,917 --> 00:11:51,210
♪ Don't bring me down ♪
275
00:11:51,293 --> 00:11:52,586
♪ And hold my ♪
276
00:11:53,087 --> 00:11:54,088
♪ Hold my breath ♪
277
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[VANESSA] I love single Vanessa.
278
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I think single Vanessa's very fun.
279
00:12:01,387 --> 00:12:04,807
It's exciting to date, to be
looking at someone else and thinking,
280
00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:06,475
"Oh, what are you thinking of me now?"
281
00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:09,019
- You have blankets?
- [RAE] I do have blankets.
282
00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:12,481
[VANESSA] Typically, I'm someone
who wants to keep my options open,
283
00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:14,483
but I'm getting much closer
284
00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:17,903
to narrowing it down to
just my two favorite people.
285
00:12:17,987 --> 00:12:22,366
Definitely Lexi, but I'm also
really into her ex-girlfriend, Rae.
286
00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:23,826
[MISCHIEVOUS MUSIC PLAYING]
287
00:12:24,869 --> 00:12:25,869
It's a shitshow.
288
00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:28,914
It's a shitshow.
289
00:12:31,876 --> 00:12:34,462
Okay, I have a question
that I want to ask you.
290
00:12:34,545 --> 00:12:37,089
- Okay.
- And I really look forward to your answer.
291
00:12:37,173 --> 00:12:39,675
What are three things that
you love about yourself?
292
00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,178
Um...
293
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[WRY CHUCKLE]
294
00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:46,182
I don't know. I...
295
00:12:46,265 --> 00:12:48,400
If you can't name three things,
296
00:12:48,401 --> 00:12:50,519
I can name three
things I love about you.
297
00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:51,771
I don't want that.
298
00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:53,856
Then you better name things
you love about yourself.
299
00:12:53,939 --> 00:12:55,357
Okay. Um...
300
00:12:57,234 --> 00:13:00,070
I love that when you're nervous,
you start shaking your... your foot.
301
00:13:00,154 --> 00:13:01,155
[RAE CHUCKLES]
302
00:13:01,864 --> 00:13:03,449
Um...
303
00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:08,829
I think I really, really care
about the people that I'm close to.
304
00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:12,166
And I think that's why it takes
me a long time to get there.
305
00:13:12,249 --> 00:13:15,252
If you are in my life,
like, I love you...
306
00:13:15,336 --> 00:13:17,004
- You put effort in.
- ... and I worry about you.
307
00:13:17,087 --> 00:13:20,674
Yeah. So I think that's
something I like about myself.
308
00:13:20,758 --> 00:13:22,176
I like that I'm athletic.
309
00:13:22,885 --> 00:13:25,179
It makes, uh, doing things fun.
310
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I don't have a third one. Give me one.
311
00:13:30,184 --> 00:13:32,561
I love how I can't figure you out.
312
00:13:32,645 --> 00:13:35,898
I feel like I know people
pretty easily pretty quickly.
313
00:13:35,981 --> 00:13:38,192
I think I'm a pretty
good judge of character,
314
00:13:38,275 --> 00:13:40,277
and I don't understand you at all.
315
00:13:40,361 --> 00:13:42,238
I'm giving you a second one.
316
00:13:42,321 --> 00:13:43,321
Thank you.
317
00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:45,115
[VANESSA] I like that.
318
00:13:45,616 --> 00:13:48,661
I like that you're unpredictable
to me, and I... Ooh.
319
00:13:48,744 --> 00:13:51,080
I'm... I don't know. I'm
just so lost with you.
320
00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:54,875
You are so not someone that I
feel like I understand easily.
321
00:13:56,126 --> 00:13:58,087
Why do you need to understand someone?
322
00:13:59,380 --> 00:14:01,340
- Isn't there a good nervousness?
- Yes.
323
00:14:01,423 --> 00:14:04,385
- That's what I love about you.
- I don't like being nervous, but...
324
00:14:04,468 --> 00:14:06,720
That's my number three thing about you.
325
00:14:06,804 --> 00:14:08,430
And I don't get that a lot.
326
00:14:09,723 --> 00:14:10,723
Okay.
327
00:14:11,141 --> 00:14:14,228
- I'm not gonna respond to that.
- I didn't think you would.
328
00:14:16,689 --> 00:14:19,483
You're beautiful. That's what
I was thinking, looking at you.
329
00:14:19,567 --> 00:14:22,361
[SULTRY MUSIC PULSATES]
330
00:14:22,444 --> 00:14:24,446
You don't take compliments well either?
331
00:14:24,530 --> 00:14:26,198
- Nope.
- Yeah. Okay.
332
00:14:26,782 --> 00:14:28,325
[VANESSA] I was given an ultimatum.
333
00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:31,954
And I was given that ultimatum
334
00:14:32,037 --> 00:14:35,416
'cause I didn't know if I
ever wanted to get married.
335
00:14:35,499 --> 00:14:38,168
Right now, I'm dating Lexi and Rae.
336
00:14:38,752 --> 00:14:40,588
They came in here as a couple,
337
00:14:40,671 --> 00:14:44,258
and it's very... strange.
338
00:14:44,341 --> 00:14:47,261
They both know that I'm going
on dates with each other,
339
00:14:47,344 --> 00:14:51,682
and I... I feel kind of weird
about feeling like a homewrecker.
340
00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:54,476
Where they feel one of them
got chosen over the other.
341
00:14:55,144 --> 00:14:57,104
But, at the end of this week,
342
00:14:57,187 --> 00:15:00,441
I'm going to have to make
a really important choice
343
00:15:00,524 --> 00:15:04,069
about who I see as someone
I could potentially marry.
344
00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:06,614
And a choice does need to be made.
345
00:15:06,697 --> 00:15:10,492
♪ I'm just so good at being bad ♪
346
00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:14,538
♪ Everything you wish you had ♪
347
00:15:14,622 --> 00:15:16,930
We've had long-term relationships,
348
00:15:16,931 --> 00:15:18,918
and I think we both want to get married,
349
00:15:19,001 --> 00:15:20,502
since we gave the ultimatum.
350
00:15:20,503 --> 00:15:21,503
Yeah.
351
00:15:21,503 --> 00:15:23,714
I want to know a bit
more about children.
352
00:15:23,715 --> 00:15:24,715
Oh yeah.
353
00:15:24,715 --> 00:15:26,717
You've mentioned you
would carry a child.
354
00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,594
- I want to, if I can. Absolutely.
- Same.
355
00:15:28,677 --> 00:15:31,931
I don't know 100% if I can,
but if I can then I do want to.
356
00:15:32,014 --> 00:15:34,433
Long-term-wise, how
would that look for you?
357
00:15:34,516 --> 00:15:36,440
If we were married, would your child
358
00:15:36,441 --> 00:15:38,312
be your child and mine would be mine,
359
00:15:38,395 --> 00:15:40,230
or would it be our children?
360
00:15:40,731 --> 00:15:42,650
Definitely ours. I think it's weird.
361
00:15:42,733 --> 00:15:45,361
I can adopt and still be
like, "That's our kid."
362
00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:47,696
It's just like, family
is what you make of it.
363
00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:49,016
So, no, it wouldn't be,
364
00:15:49,017 --> 00:15:52,451
"This is my kid because
I technically birthed it."
365
00:15:52,534 --> 00:15:54,787
That's so weird. You're
in this journey together.
366
00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:57,581
I'm sorry if someone's said
something opposite. That sucks.
367
00:15:57,665 --> 00:15:59,792
That's not a cool place to be at.
368
00:15:59,875 --> 00:16:00,918
Mm-hmm.
369
00:16:01,418 --> 00:16:05,422
My ex would have her own kids,
and then I would have my own kids.
370
00:16:05,506 --> 00:16:06,840
[EMOTIONAL MUSIC PLAYING]
371
00:16:06,924 --> 00:16:07,967
It's so strange.
372
00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:09,802
Yeah, I think so too.
373
00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:13,240
I feel like one of the reasons
374
00:16:13,241 --> 00:16:14,807
why I want to get
married in the first place
375
00:16:14,890 --> 00:16:16,433
is to have one unit, one family.
376
00:16:16,434 --> 00:16:17,434
Yeah.
377
00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:20,729
I want our kid to feel
loved by both of us evenly.
378
00:16:20,813 --> 00:16:23,440
Doesn't matter who's gonna
pick who up from school.
379
00:16:23,524 --> 00:16:27,695
They're gonna feel loved and
supported and, like, yeah.
380
00:16:27,778 --> 00:16:29,780
Totally, in totality, absolutely.
381
00:16:29,863 --> 00:16:33,033
- You are such a lover. Is that true?
- Yeah. Yeah.
382
00:16:33,117 --> 00:16:35,160
- You're very much a...
- I am like a lover.
383
00:16:35,244 --> 00:16:38,414
I am gonna be there for
my partner, no matter what.
384
00:16:38,497 --> 00:16:41,959
I love doing romantic
gestures and things like that.
385
00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:45,379
Most of the time, I'm pretty ready.
386
00:16:46,130 --> 00:16:47,506
- Yeah, and...
- Like ready to...
387
00:16:47,589 --> 00:16:48,590
Yeah.
388
00:16:49,341 --> 00:16:50,968
I'm a pretty sexual person.
389
00:16:51,051 --> 00:16:53,220
Sometimes, it's like, just
lay me down, shut me up, and...
390
00:16:53,303 --> 00:16:56,473
I am a fucking angel after sex.
391
00:16:56,557 --> 00:16:58,475
I'm like, "Why aren't we
doing this more often?"
392
00:16:59,768 --> 00:17:02,229
With my ex, there was not enough sex.
393
00:17:02,312 --> 00:17:04,857
Once a week is just
perfect maintenance for me.
394
00:17:04,940 --> 00:17:07,234
Twice a week would probably
make me a nicer person.
395
00:17:07,317 --> 00:17:10,154
But it's not just having sex.
It goes back to the commitment.
396
00:17:10,738 --> 00:17:14,700
With Xander, not only does she want
to be married and have children,
397
00:17:14,783 --> 00:17:17,077
but vibe-wise, she feels really sensual.
398
00:17:17,161 --> 00:17:19,788
So that's why I think maybe
it's worth exploring it.
399
00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:22,541
[BRIGHT, HOPEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
400
00:17:22,624 --> 00:17:23,625
[THUNDER RUMBLING]
401
00:17:23,709 --> 00:17:27,671
Yeah. Thunderstorm
time is very sexy to me.
402
00:17:27,755 --> 00:17:30,799
Yeah, there's a lot of
emotion and senses to it.
403
00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:34,470
And electricity literally is what I
feel. I feel this turmoil, kind of.
404
00:17:34,553 --> 00:17:35,763
Yeah.
405
00:17:35,846 --> 00:17:38,515
I wish I could dance 'cause then
we could go dance in the rain.
406
00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:41,602
- You don't dance?
- I can't dance. Can you?
407
00:17:41,685 --> 00:17:42,936
- I've lost it.
- Yes.
408
00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:45,898
And I'm trying to get
it back. I have it in me.
409
00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:49,068
You sometimes initiate,
you sometimes don't.
410
00:17:49,151 --> 00:17:50,151
Yeah. It's like...
411
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:52,946
There's nothing that's
off-boundaries for me.
412
00:17:53,030 --> 00:17:56,700
I think it would be good for you
to, like, pace me a little bit.
413
00:17:56,784 --> 00:17:59,411
- Because I do think it's fun...
- You'd go right at it?
414
00:17:59,495 --> 00:18:01,705
- No, not right at it.
- But kind of?
415
00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:05,459
I think that I would definitely,
like, pass a little move.
416
00:18:06,293 --> 00:18:07,293
Like what?
417
00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:08,378
Like this.
418
00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:10,214
[INTRIGUINGLY] Oh, okay.
419
00:18:10,297 --> 00:18:12,382
I would definitely want to be closer.
420
00:18:12,466 --> 00:18:14,301
And I hope you're okay with this.
421
00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:17,888
♪ Nothing's in-between ♪
♪ Nothing's in-between us ♪
422
00:18:17,971 --> 00:18:20,641
I feel this connection with
you, and it feels really good.
423
00:18:20,642 --> 00:18:21,642
Yeah.
424
00:18:21,642 --> 00:18:23,310
I don't know how to describe it,
425
00:18:23,393 --> 00:18:27,022
but it's like I'm trying to keep
myself from smiling, honestly.
426
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:31,401
♪ Ooh, give it up ♪
427
00:18:31,485 --> 00:18:33,195
♪ I think it's gonna be... ♪
428
00:18:33,278 --> 00:18:35,239
I think that we were meant to be here.
429
00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:38,826
♪ Nothing's in-between ♪
♪ Nothing's in-between us ♪
430
00:18:38,909 --> 00:18:42,746
♪ Nothing's in-between ♪
♪ Nothing's in-between us ♪
431
00:18:44,373 --> 00:18:46,708
I want to show you
one of my secret skills
432
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,002
that's probably gonna
be very underwhelming.
433
00:18:49,086 --> 00:18:50,086
Oh no.
434
00:18:51,505 --> 00:18:54,925
So I can't break-dance, but I can
look like I'm about to break-dance.
435
00:18:54,926 --> 00:18:55,968
You ready?
436
00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:57,052
[AWKWARD BEAT PLAYS]
437
00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:58,136
Oh wow.
438
00:18:58,178 --> 00:18:59,178
[DRUMROLL]
439
00:18:59,179 --> 00:19:01,098
That was equally impressive.
440
00:19:01,181 --> 00:19:04,643
It's night four, and I don't
have a lot of time left to date.
441
00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:07,229
I can see myself with Mal and Vanessa.
442
00:19:07,312 --> 00:19:09,481
I can see it in the way Mal looks at me.
443
00:19:09,565 --> 00:19:14,236
She, like, has no problem
telling me how sure she is of me.
444
00:19:14,319 --> 00:19:16,572
- [GIGGLING]
- I don't have anything to follow that up.
445
00:19:16,655 --> 00:19:18,282
- I'm sorry.
- Come on. You gotta.
446
00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:23,328
When it comes to my dates with
Vanessa, we have a really good banter.
447
00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:25,122
There's an attraction there.
448
00:19:25,873 --> 00:19:27,374
I don't have the props for it,
449
00:19:27,457 --> 00:19:31,545
but I can tie a cherry stem
into a knot with my tongue.
450
00:19:32,504 --> 00:19:33,505
Oh my God.
451
00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:36,925
[LEXI] But Vanessa
makes me uncomfortable.
452
00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:39,303
I want to get married.
I came to get married.
453
00:19:39,386 --> 00:19:41,601
And I just don't know if she's ready
454
00:19:41,602 --> 00:19:43,974
to get married or if
she even wants that.
455
00:19:44,057 --> 00:19:45,840
She talks about kids and the motions,
456
00:19:45,841 --> 00:19:48,395
but not about the marriage part of it.
457
00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,231
There's something about her
I can't seem to figure out.
458
00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:53,233
I am damn confused.
459
00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:55,194
I do not know who to pick.
460
00:19:55,277 --> 00:19:58,688
And for somebody that
likes control and answers,
461
00:19:58,689 --> 00:20:00,824
that's extremely unnerving.
462
00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:04,536
What do you think our relationship
would look like in five years?
463
00:20:04,620 --> 00:20:07,414
We would be having fun. We
wouldn't be buying a house yet.
464
00:20:07,497 --> 00:20:10,959
Maybe I would to invest, but
we wouldn't be doing that shit.
465
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:13,420
- You're such an adult, it's disgusting.
- You know?
466
00:20:13,503 --> 00:20:15,631
We would be somewhere
doing something crazy.
467
00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:17,299
I'd be working from wherever.
468
00:20:17,382 --> 00:20:18,759
Can you work from anywhere?
469
00:20:18,842 --> 00:20:20,344
Yeah. Anywhere.
470
00:20:20,928 --> 00:20:23,305
I don't know where that'd
be. I like that with you.
471
00:20:23,388 --> 00:20:25,307
Obviously, I am attracted to you.
472
00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:27,726
I feel like I'm growing to trust you.
473
00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:31,021
Um, I don't know... Yeah, I'm
gonna drink about it, but...
474
00:20:31,022 --> 00:20:32,022
- Um...
- [LAUGHS]
475
00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:35,317
I... I could imagine,
like, growing closer to you,
476
00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:37,653
and that's obviously very scary for me.
477
00:20:37,736 --> 00:20:40,697
Being aware of that while,
like, having an ex here.
478
00:20:40,781 --> 00:20:43,116
That you want to marry. [LAUGHS]
479
00:20:43,825 --> 00:20:47,746
That I came here with the
intention of marrying. Um...
480
00:20:47,829 --> 00:20:49,831
- Which is a mindfuck.
- Whoo!
481
00:20:49,915 --> 00:20:53,126
I don't want to leave here
wishing I did anything differently.
482
00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:56,296
Obviously there's a part of that
where this is a two-person decision.
483
00:20:56,880 --> 00:21:00,550
At the end of our date here, how
do you feel about marrying me?
484
00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:03,345
- How do I feel about marrying you?
- Yeah.
485
00:21:03,428 --> 00:21:04,471
I think it'd be fun.
486
00:21:05,180 --> 00:21:07,432
What do you think
marrying me would be like?
487
00:21:08,183 --> 00:21:09,977
It's hard for me to
imagine marrying anyone.
488
00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:14,398
I think that today I'm realizing, like,
489
00:21:14,481 --> 00:21:16,942
I don't want to grow
closer to someone else.
490
00:21:17,025 --> 00:21:19,695
Like, I don't feel like
I'm at that point at all.
491
00:21:19,778 --> 00:21:21,238
I'm so not ready for that.
492
00:21:21,321 --> 00:21:23,156
You have so much stability in your life
493
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,702
I feel like I've never had, I
don't have any desire to have.
494
00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:29,162
Do you wanna be with
somebody who has stability?
495
00:21:29,246 --> 00:21:30,455
[JITTERY MUSIC PLAYING]
496
00:21:30,539 --> 00:21:32,040
Um...
497
00:21:32,124 --> 00:21:35,294
I'm up for a trial marriage,
and I want to see what it's like
498
00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:37,629
to live with someone who
I've never lived with before.
499
00:21:37,713 --> 00:21:40,132
Like, I'm... I'm excited
about that, but...
500
00:21:40,215 --> 00:21:41,215
[LEXI] Mm-hmm.
501
00:21:41,216 --> 00:21:42,467
... I think for me, I can't...
502
00:21:43,593 --> 00:21:46,847
I can't go into it thinking I'm
gonna go get fucking married.
503
00:21:46,930 --> 00:21:48,015
Yeah, right.
504
00:21:48,098 --> 00:21:52,477
My ex, she was the closest to
marriage I feel like I could get.
505
00:21:52,561 --> 00:21:55,814
But I feel like when I get bored,
I'm like, "Okay, I'm bored."
506
00:21:55,897 --> 00:21:57,190
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
507
00:21:58,191 --> 00:22:00,360
Do you feel like there
was an actual chance
508
00:22:00,444 --> 00:22:02,112
that Xander could find someone else?
509
00:22:03,530 --> 00:22:05,032
Uh, no.
510
00:22:05,115 --> 00:22:06,241
I'm beautiful.
511
00:22:06,825 --> 00:22:08,201
[VANESSA LAUGHS BREATHILY]
512
00:22:08,202 --> 00:22:09,202
Right?
513
00:22:09,202 --> 00:22:10,454
You said it, not me.
514
00:22:10,537 --> 00:22:13,040
Xander has been saying
she might be asexual,
515
00:22:13,123 --> 00:22:16,168
and that I'm the only one
she could have feelings for.
516
00:22:16,251 --> 00:22:18,253
She would be asexual if not for me.
517
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,172
[SHOCKED STINGER]
518
00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:25,093
What exactly did you think you
were gonna get out of this process
519
00:22:25,177 --> 00:22:28,764
if there was no chance for
Xander to be with other people,
520
00:22:28,847 --> 00:22:32,434
and you're sitting over here and,
"I don't want to get married"?
521
00:22:32,517 --> 00:22:34,394
What the fuck did you come here for?
522
00:22:34,478 --> 00:22:37,689
Well, I think I don't understand.
Why is that upsetting you?
523
00:22:37,773 --> 00:22:40,817
The experience was
ten people coming here
524
00:22:41,443 --> 00:22:44,225
open and ready to accept
525
00:22:44,226 --> 00:22:47,443
not just the possibility
of a marriage proposal
526
00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:49,910
and what that commitment might mean
527
00:22:49,993 --> 00:22:51,578
but also to the possibility
528
00:22:51,661 --> 00:22:55,332
of meeting other people here who
you could find something with.
529
00:22:56,249 --> 00:22:59,711
You were legitimately the person
I was strongly considering,
530
00:22:59,795 --> 00:23:02,547
but that growth that I thought
I was going to be able to have
531
00:23:02,631 --> 00:23:03,924
in three weeks with you
532
00:23:04,007 --> 00:23:05,759
doesn't seem humanly possible.
533
00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:12,015
Your brain, your heart, your mind
seem very shut off to this process.
534
00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:13,141
And why is that?
535
00:23:13,809 --> 00:23:15,268
You're not risking anything.
536
00:23:16,853 --> 00:23:18,021
I don't know, Lex...
537
00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:20,565
You don't think she could
be attracted to anyone else.
538
00:23:21,316 --> 00:23:23,527
I just can't see how it's genuine.
539
00:23:23,610 --> 00:23:25,300
There's a part of me that's like,
540
00:23:25,301 --> 00:23:27,030
somebody should tell
you where the door is.
541
00:23:27,114 --> 00:23:28,824
This... This isn't for you.
542
00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:30,409
[INTENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
543
00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:32,119
[LEXI] Trust, completely broken.
544
00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:35,122
Faith, misplaced as hell. I
thought I was attracted to her,
545
00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:36,540
thought there was something there.
546
00:23:36,623 --> 00:23:38,083
I wanted to explore that and risk it.
547
00:23:38,166 --> 00:23:41,336
But, like, it's a lie world
and Vanessa's a fake person.
548
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:44,673
I don't know what else to tell
you. I'm like, "She's fake."
549
00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:46,883
I don't want to say her
name. She's like Voldemort.
550
00:23:47,551 --> 00:23:51,930
If you do get rejected by me, and
please know that, if it is, it's...
551
00:23:52,013 --> 00:23:53,390
So you can go live with my ex?
552
00:23:54,683 --> 00:23:57,102
♪ Cold heart with a smile ♪
553
00:23:57,185 --> 00:23:59,938
♪ I'm free, extra wild ♪
554
00:24:00,021 --> 00:24:01,731
This was a terrible end to a date.
555
00:24:01,815 --> 00:24:04,609
- Objectively this wasn't fun.
- I'm confused how it got that way.
556
00:24:04,693 --> 00:24:06,987
- I think we pack it up.
- Yeah.
557
00:24:07,070 --> 00:24:09,156
I'll never have to look
that girl in the face
558
00:24:09,239 --> 00:24:10,907
but somebody else will for three weeks.
559
00:24:10,991 --> 00:24:14,453
Likely my ex-girlfriend,
and I'm angry about that.
560
00:24:14,536 --> 00:24:16,413
♪ I'm a little bit dangerous ♪
561
00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:20,500
I wish Rae would know that this
girl is not here for the right stuff.
562
00:24:22,085 --> 00:24:23,170
I don't wanna see her again.
563
00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:26,590
♪ I'm a little bit dangerous ♪
564
00:24:26,673 --> 00:24:28,258
[ENERGETIC, UPBEAT POP PLAYING]
565
00:24:30,093 --> 00:24:31,761
♪ We've been calling out for answers ♪
566
00:24:31,845 --> 00:24:33,847
♪ Now we finally know ♪
567
00:24:33,930 --> 00:24:36,600
♪ It's love makes the world go 'round ♪
568
00:24:37,184 --> 00:24:40,270
- Here's to laughter and happiness.
- [XANDER] Cheers, honestly.
569
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:41,813
- Cheers!
- [SAM] New beginnings.
570
00:24:41,897 --> 00:24:43,398
Got me, okay?
571
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:45,901
Girl, I love these
diamonds you got over here.
572
00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:47,068
♪ Diamonds on my neck ♪
573
00:24:47,069 --> 00:24:48,069
Hey!
574
00:24:48,069 --> 00:24:50,489
- That's some Beyoncé shit, right there.
- Okay!
575
00:24:50,572 --> 00:24:52,449
[TIFF] But you wouldn't fuck Beyoncé.
576
00:24:53,116 --> 00:24:55,619
- Oh my God! Did you guys talk about that?
- Yes.
577
00:24:55,702 --> 00:25:00,040
So I was saying, "Do you think
Beyoncé would be good in bed?"
578
00:25:00,123 --> 00:25:02,334
Versus Rihanna? Do you think Beyoncé...
579
00:25:02,417 --> 00:25:04,711
Okay, bitch. When you
puttin' it like that...
580
00:25:04,794 --> 00:25:06,463
- Puttin' it like that.
- Right?
581
00:25:06,546 --> 00:25:09,132
I'm like, Beyoncé's not...
I think she'd be great.
582
00:25:09,216 --> 00:25:11,384
She'd be like, "One,
two, three, four, pop."
583
00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:13,762
Like, she knows what to do.
584
00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:15,639
But I don't think she would be...
585
00:25:15,722 --> 00:25:17,599
- Yeah.
- Whereas Rihanna would be like...
586
00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:18,600
Fuck yeah.
587
00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,603
Hold on, let me mindfuck
you. What would Cardi be like?
588
00:25:22,103 --> 00:25:23,563
I... That's another one.
589
00:25:23,647 --> 00:25:25,357
[ALL LAUGHING]
590
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,150
That's not tequila, is it?
591
00:25:27,901 --> 00:25:29,778
- Oh, can we do tequila?
- [AUSSIE] Yes.
592
00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:31,904
Oh, it's so rough.
593
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,657
Smells like Lexi to me.
594
00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:35,408
[VANESSA] Hmm.
595
00:25:35,492 --> 00:25:36,493
You should tell her.
596
00:25:36,993 --> 00:25:39,746
Yeah, tequila will never
not remind me of Lexi.
597
00:25:39,829 --> 00:25:41,540
[AUSSIE] You're my ex. I forgot.
598
00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:43,708
Yeah, I'm not holding your hand.
599
00:25:43,792 --> 00:25:46,461
I'm just gonna order my
drink. You can order your own.
600
00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:48,255
Excuse you.
601
00:25:48,338 --> 00:25:49,881
[LAUGHING]
602
00:25:49,965 --> 00:25:51,341
I'm joking. I'm joking.
603
00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:54,636
A couple of days ago, I
was given the ultimatum,
604
00:25:54,719 --> 00:25:58,890
and now I feel like
I'm ready to grasp it.
605
00:25:59,599 --> 00:26:03,853
This whole week of dating
has helped me discover myself.
606
00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:07,357
I didn't even know that it was
possible for me to feel this way, but...
607
00:26:08,316 --> 00:26:11,653
Oh, I'm just... ah, emotional.
608
00:26:11,736 --> 00:26:13,363
[EXCITED LAUGHING, WHOOPING]
609
00:26:14,806 --> 00:26:15,865
Yeah.
610
00:26:15,865 --> 00:26:17,993
I don't think gin and tonics is tonight.
611
00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:19,995
I think it's when we live together.
612
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:22,122
When you guys live together?!
613
00:26:22,205 --> 00:26:24,249
- Not if, but when.
- You're expecting to live together?
614
00:26:24,332 --> 00:26:29,045
Yeah, I think it's when we live
together is the gin and tonic time.
615
00:26:29,129 --> 00:26:30,297
[RAE] Yeah, exactly.
616
00:26:31,172 --> 00:26:32,299
Okay.
617
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:33,800
- [LEXI] Hello.
- [RAE] Hello?
618
00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:35,927
- [LEXI] We can talk. It's okay.
- We can.
619
00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:41,015
Yeah.
620
00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:44,436
- How you feeling?
- Uh...
621
00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:47,105
- I have feelings.
- Feelings?
622
00:26:47,188 --> 00:26:48,648
I do... I wanna talk to you.
623
00:26:48,732 --> 00:26:50,609
I do too. Let's go. Come on.
624
00:26:51,651 --> 00:26:52,651
[HEAVY SIGH]
625
00:26:52,652 --> 00:26:53,652
Okay.
626
00:26:54,946 --> 00:26:56,156
Talk to me.
627
00:26:56,239 --> 00:26:57,991
Um, coming into this,
628
00:26:58,074 --> 00:27:00,535
I think we both talked very openly about
629
00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:03,997
if you did have an
attraction to someone...
630
00:27:04,664 --> 00:27:05,707
So you have that.
631
00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,125
I do have that.
632
00:27:07,208 --> 00:27:10,086
I think I have a physical
attraction to Vanessa.
633
00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:11,838
- Right.
- Three weeks would be fun.
634
00:27:12,797 --> 00:27:15,842
- I'm a little stressed about that.
- Mm-hmm.
635
00:27:17,052 --> 00:27:21,514
I think Vanessa is like a song
and dance in this experience.
636
00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:26,227
I'm also strongly concerned about,
like, motives for being here.
637
00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:29,939
I think I've been stressed
because my gut's been saying, like,
638
00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:33,026
something's gonna blow our shit up.
639
00:27:33,693 --> 00:27:35,528
And this feels like it.
640
00:27:35,612 --> 00:27:36,613
[SHAKILY] Um...
641
00:27:37,572 --> 00:27:41,326
If I can say that at this point I've
gained anything from this process,
642
00:27:41,409 --> 00:27:46,665
it's that I know so definitively
the things that I deserve in this.
643
00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:49,417
Like, very surely.
644
00:27:49,501 --> 00:27:51,509
I'm not gonna hold
anything against you, like,
645
00:27:51,510 --> 00:27:53,546
in the past from our relationship.
646
00:27:53,630 --> 00:27:56,883
But I know what I need by the
end of this, like, thoroughly.
647
00:27:57,384 --> 00:27:58,385
I know what I need.
648
00:27:58,468 --> 00:28:00,136
[DRAMATIC, RESOLUTE MUSIC PLAYS]
649
00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:02,305
And listening to people who value
650
00:28:02,389 --> 00:28:07,060
the love I bring and the maturity I
bring and the, like, goodness I bring...
651
00:28:07,811 --> 00:28:11,750
You know, those are things that I needed
652
00:28:11,751 --> 00:28:13,811
to remind myself of in this process.
653
00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:17,946
That, like, I am good. I
do bring a lot to the table.
654
00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:22,242
I help people realize why marriage
is something they can be ready for,
655
00:28:22,325 --> 00:28:24,244
whether with me or with someone else.
656
00:28:24,327 --> 00:28:29,416
But your time here seems to
have encompassed a good bit of...
657
00:28:29,916 --> 00:28:33,253
Like, "Do I want to just
fuck around with someone,
658
00:28:33,336 --> 00:28:34,879
and that could be fun."
659
00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:37,757
I get it. Vanessa is
attractive. She's fun.
660
00:28:37,841 --> 00:28:40,760
She's like all of the fun
parts of me, but she's not me.
661
00:28:40,844 --> 00:28:43,763
And I feel like, "Should
I have brought Rae here?"
662
00:28:44,931 --> 00:28:46,683
And that fucking sucks.
663
00:28:48,017 --> 00:28:49,936
You gave me one week to figure it out.
664
00:28:50,019 --> 00:28:51,938
You're giving me a second ultimatum.
665
00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:53,231
I'm not asking you that.
666
00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:56,276
I'm asking if you feel like
you're doing any work towards that.
667
00:28:56,359 --> 00:28:58,051
I'm having interesting conversations,
668
00:28:58,052 --> 00:28:59,988
literally with the same people you are.
669
00:29:00,071 --> 00:29:03,116
I just... I'm thinking
like, "Do I deserve you?"
670
00:29:03,199 --> 00:29:06,327
And sometimes I feel like I
don't because you're like this...
671
00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:08,037
Imagine, like, a glass this big.
672
00:29:08,121 --> 00:29:10,415
Yours is full. You have
this capacity in you.
673
00:29:10,498 --> 00:29:13,460
You're this type of
person, and, like, I'm this.
674
00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:17,839
And, like, I'm scared that
I'll never fill... like, that.
675
00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:19,758
[EMOTIONALLY] I'll
never fill what you need.
676
00:29:19,841 --> 00:29:23,636
Without feeling like you can
definitively say that it's me,
677
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:25,805
like, that part will always be empty.
678
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:30,310
[RAE] I didn't expect her
to find so much validation.
679
00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,520
And maybe Lexi needs a different person.
680
00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:35,440
[VOICE BREAKING] But I want
Lexi to know that I love her.
681
00:29:35,523 --> 00:29:40,111
I have been envisioning a future
with her for, like, three years now.
682
00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:43,114
I'm trying to get there.
I don't know if I will.
683
00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:46,034
And I really wouldn't be doing
this if it wasn't for her,
684
00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:49,204
'cause this is, like, super
out of my comfort zone.
685
00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:51,080
And, like, this is hard.
686
00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:55,960
Wait, am I at the table with the
ones that were given the ultimatum?
687
00:29:56,044 --> 00:29:57,545
- Oh no, I can't.
- [AUSSIE] You are!
688
00:29:57,629 --> 00:30:00,590
This is a set-up. This
is a set-up. I'm out.
689
00:30:00,673 --> 00:30:02,592
Did we naturally
gravitate to this table?
690
00:30:02,675 --> 00:30:04,177
[MILDRED] You guys are the receivers.
691
00:30:04,260 --> 00:30:06,221
[MAL] We're the bottoms
of the ultimatum.
692
00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:08,056
If that was your thing.
693
00:30:08,139 --> 00:30:11,017
Bottoms. But either way it's
very submissive-sounding.
694
00:30:11,100 --> 00:30:13,520
- [MAL] It is.
- I am not a bottom.
695
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:14,854
[MILDRED] Okay, so...
696
00:30:14,938 --> 00:30:17,065
[MAL] Depending on the
situation. I don't know.
697
00:30:17,148 --> 00:30:19,359
Okay. We can get into that more...
698
00:30:19,442 --> 00:30:20,735
[OVERLAPPING LAUGHTER]
699
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,488
- We should've been on it day three.
- We should, yeah.
700
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,365
Who have your dates been with?
701
00:30:25,448 --> 00:30:27,367
Tiff and Xander.
702
00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:29,077
Xander was very... Just...
703
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,538
I was, "I didn't think this
would happen, but okay."
704
00:30:32,121 --> 00:30:33,121
Hi.
705
00:30:33,540 --> 00:30:34,707
You can take my spot.
706
00:30:34,791 --> 00:30:37,252
- What?!
- And I'm gonna go over there.
707
00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:38,586
- Oh.
- Yeah.
708
00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:39,796
[MAL] Peace.
709
00:30:39,879 --> 00:30:41,589
- [YOLY] Bye, Sam. I love her.
- Bye.
710
00:30:42,090 --> 00:30:43,090
[YOLY] Hi.
711
00:30:43,591 --> 00:30:44,592
[MAL] Hi.
712
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:47,470
So I'll be very transparent with you.
713
00:30:47,554 --> 00:30:49,097
This experience...
714
00:30:50,598 --> 00:30:52,141
Fucking crazy, right?
715
00:30:52,225 --> 00:30:55,061
- Nuts. This shit is crazy.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
716
00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:57,897
But I have had really awesome dates.
717
00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:00,441
- And...
- Do you wanna tell me who?
718
00:31:00,942 --> 00:31:03,653
Yeah, if you're okay with
it, I'm fine with that.
719
00:31:05,238 --> 00:31:06,948
Um, Lexi.
720
00:31:09,409 --> 00:31:11,494
[EMOTIONAL MUSIC PLAYING]
721
00:31:14,205 --> 00:31:15,665
I did feel a little bit of a way
722
00:31:15,748 --> 00:31:19,085
when I unfortunately saw you and
Xander on a date. And it was like...
723
00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:25,008
I feel like Xander was, like, my
direct insecurity of what your type is
724
00:31:25,091 --> 00:31:26,885
- and what your type has been...
- Mm-hmm.
725
00:31:26,968 --> 00:31:29,304
... with dating white women in the past.
726
00:31:29,387 --> 00:31:30,387
Yep.
727
00:31:30,847 --> 00:31:32,510
And I'm... You have my blessings, right?
728
00:31:32,511 --> 00:31:36,811
To explore whatever you want to explore.
729
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,392
But, of course, my ego,
730
00:31:38,393 --> 00:31:40,732
like my own self, my own
ego, my own insecurities,
731
00:31:40,815 --> 00:31:41,900
and I'm like...
732
00:31:43,151 --> 00:31:47,322
It feels very like, "Yep. Of course."
733
00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:51,117
I'm not asking for reassurance.
That's not what I'm asking for.
734
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,202
There's nothing you can do about that.
735
00:31:53,286 --> 00:31:54,746
Let's join some people.
736
00:31:54,829 --> 00:31:55,829
Why?
737
00:31:55,830 --> 00:31:56,915
'Cause I wanna.
738
00:32:01,044 --> 00:32:02,462
How are you?
739
00:32:03,863 --> 00:32:04,881
You okay?
740
00:32:04,881 --> 00:32:06,215
Like in-between. Or...
741
00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:07,967
Do you want me here?
I feel like you don't...
742
00:32:08,051 --> 00:32:10,011
Yeah, of course I... Of
course I want you here.
743
00:32:10,094 --> 00:32:11,094
Okay.
744
00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:14,140
I've been thinking a lot about just us,
745
00:32:14,223 --> 00:32:18,311
and how we've been navigating our
relationship for the past two years.
746
00:32:18,312 --> 00:32:19,312
Mm-hmm.
747
00:32:19,312 --> 00:32:22,065
And this experience has,
like, really changed me.
748
00:32:24,150 --> 00:32:25,150
I'm in shock.
749
00:32:25,693 --> 00:32:26,998
There's so much I need to learn,
750
00:32:26,999 --> 00:32:29,530
and there's people
here I can learn from.
751
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:32,950
Come here.
752
00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:35,495
[INTRIGUING MUSIC PLAYING]
753
00:32:40,541 --> 00:32:41,668
I just, like...
754
00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:45,088
I realized so much. You know, like...
755
00:32:45,171 --> 00:32:49,258
This experience has made me,
like, realize we're not connected,
756
00:32:49,342 --> 00:32:51,010
and how apart we actually are.
757
00:32:54,472 --> 00:32:56,140
Sometimes I'm in my
room and I think of you,
758
00:32:56,224 --> 00:32:58,851
and I'm... I'm not wondering
if you're thinking of me.
759
00:32:58,935 --> 00:33:00,561
I've been going on these dates.
760
00:33:00,645 --> 00:33:03,272
And I don't feel nervous.
I just feel hopeful.
761
00:33:04,732 --> 00:33:07,110
[DRAMATIC MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
762
00:33:07,193 --> 00:33:08,193
[MILDRED SIGHS]
763
00:33:13,366 --> 00:33:15,326
- Oh no.
- I know, I know.
764
00:33:17,578 --> 00:33:20,957
I understand that Mildred is
taking this very seriously,
765
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:24,335
and that she has a right to
connect with whoever she wants.
766
00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:26,045
But... fuck.
767
00:33:26,129 --> 00:33:29,465
She's slipping out of my fingertips,
768
00:33:30,091 --> 00:33:31,968
and... [EXHALES HEAVILY]
769
00:33:32,051 --> 00:33:34,137
... I'm not ready to lose her.
770
00:33:35,471 --> 00:33:37,515
I've been wanting to connect with you.
771
00:33:38,641 --> 00:33:41,811
It's really hard for me because
I've been connecting with everyone.
772
00:33:41,894 --> 00:33:46,399
And that's why I'm crying,
because I feel like it's scary.
773
00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:47,775
Let me ask you something.
774
00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:50,361
Do you feel like we're connecting now?
775
00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:53,322
[GENTLE POP MUSIC PLAYING]
776
00:33:53,406 --> 00:33:55,408
♪ I don't want to love you ♪
777
00:33:55,491 --> 00:33:57,869
♪ I don't want to hold you ♪
778
00:33:57,952 --> 00:34:01,080
♪ I don't want to show you how ♪
779
00:34:02,540 --> 00:34:04,250
It's really hard for me to say,
780
00:34:04,333 --> 00:34:05,918
but the kisses...
781
00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,171
Tiff is trying to force
connecting with me,
782
00:34:08,254 --> 00:34:10,465
but this happens all the time.
783
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:12,717
We have sex, and it's good,
784
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:15,386
and then ignore all of our problems.
785
00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:18,723
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to feel.
786
00:34:18,806 --> 00:34:20,016
I'm not doing this anymore.
787
00:34:21,517 --> 00:34:22,560
Mm-hmm.
788
00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:25,313
- One thing I wanted to talk about quickly.
- Oh yeah.
789
00:34:25,396 --> 00:34:28,566
Um... so I'm in a very
interesting predicament.
790
00:34:28,649 --> 00:34:32,820
Um, it seems as though Rae is,
like, interested in someone here.
791
00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:34,155
[WHISPERS] Vanessa?
792
00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:36,157
Yeah. Um, and it's not good.
793
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:37,450
I feel sick to my stomach,
794
00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:39,952
and I have been referring
to her as an atomic bomb.
795
00:34:40,036 --> 00:34:42,288
[VANESSA] No one knows that
I'm an Instagram influencer.
796
00:34:42,371 --> 00:34:44,373
I, like, get paid to do content.
797
00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:46,125
[AUSSIE] Are you serious?!
798
00:34:46,209 --> 00:34:48,377
I'm like an Instagram poet, basically.
799
00:34:48,378 --> 00:34:49,378
Okay.
800
00:34:49,378 --> 00:34:50,463
[LEXI] I don't trust her.
801
00:34:50,546 --> 00:34:51,798
She is a fake person.
802
00:34:51,881 --> 00:34:53,341
[WHISPERS] One thousand percent.
803
00:34:54,550 --> 00:34:55,802
I don't know. I honestly...
804
00:34:55,885 --> 00:34:58,930
A big part of me thinks that
somebody feels like they have
805
00:34:59,013 --> 00:35:01,307
more leverage than they
deserve in the situation.
806
00:35:01,390 --> 00:35:05,394
And I don't like that that person
has that much power in their hands.
807
00:35:05,478 --> 00:35:07,480
I think Vanessa is...
808
00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:10,399
I'm just like, "Why are
you here and what's up?"
809
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:11,400
[LEXI] I agree.
810
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:13,377
I realized I was not the
biggest fan of Vanessa
811
00:35:13,378 --> 00:35:16,739
right when I met her, day one.
812
00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:20,118
Like, Vanessa starts hitting
on my ex in front of me.
813
00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:22,662
So I was like, "All
right. You're that girl."
814
00:35:22,745 --> 00:35:26,165
I don't fully trust
her or her intentions.
815
00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:31,337
She just seems to be into herself
and making everything about herself.
816
00:35:31,420 --> 00:35:33,089
It's as simple as that.
817
00:35:33,172 --> 00:35:35,883
If that's where her mindset is at...
818
00:35:35,967 --> 00:35:37,301
[LEXI] That scares me.
819
00:35:37,385 --> 00:35:38,594
[YOLY] She's like a narcissist.
820
00:35:38,678 --> 00:35:41,889
The dates with Xander felt
a lot more, like, honest.
821
00:35:41,973 --> 00:35:44,934
It, like, threw me for a
loop, and I was like, "Okay."
822
00:35:45,017 --> 00:35:47,478
[LEXI] Do you feel more
secure about why Xander's here?
823
00:35:47,562 --> 00:35:48,896
Obviously, they're a couple.
824
00:35:50,565 --> 00:35:51,983
- Sorry if I...
- Yeah.
825
00:35:52,066 --> 00:35:53,568
I really hope so.
826
00:35:53,651 --> 00:35:57,155
I would love a rundown.
How are you doing?
827
00:35:57,238 --> 00:35:58,656
Who are you connecting with?
828
00:35:58,739 --> 00:36:01,075
I don't know who you've
been on dates with.
829
00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:04,579
I think you're gonna be pretty
surprised, but, like, it's Yoly.
830
00:36:04,662 --> 00:36:06,080
[TENSE, FRAUGHT MUSIC PLAYS]
831
00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:08,291
[VANESSA GAGGING] Um...
832
00:36:09,417 --> 00:36:10,793
- Really?
- Yeah.
833
00:36:11,419 --> 00:36:13,337
So, like, I think...
834
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:16,674
Yeah, please explain that.
835
00:36:16,757 --> 00:36:19,010
Yeah, so I think that...
836
00:36:20,303 --> 00:36:22,013
I'm definitely getting confused.
837
00:36:22,096 --> 00:36:25,391
I think Yoly is a lot
similar to you, to be honest.
838
00:36:25,474 --> 00:36:29,604
I don't know that you guys are
gonna be friends in this experience,
839
00:36:29,687 --> 00:36:31,397
but I think you guys are pretty similar.
840
00:36:33,482 --> 00:36:34,817
Yeah. How... Are you okay?
841
00:36:34,901 --> 00:36:36,777
Yeah, she's just not very nice to me.
842
00:36:40,323 --> 00:36:42,033
- I feel like a fucking idiot.
- Why?
843
00:36:42,116 --> 00:36:43,326
You should not.
844
00:36:43,826 --> 00:36:44,827
[VANESSA SCOFFS]
845
00:36:45,411 --> 00:36:46,662
I don't want you to.
846
00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:49,498
I think I want to walk
away, if that's okay.
847
00:36:52,126 --> 00:36:53,419
I don't want you to do that.
848
00:36:56,964 --> 00:36:59,967
- I really...
- I think maybe we shouldn't have talked.
849
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:07,975
I really don't want to talk
to you if you went with her.
850
00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:14,190
I don't know if that's fair for me.
851
00:37:20,529 --> 00:37:23,699
It's just... You know she has
not been nice to me, and you're...
852
00:37:23,783 --> 00:37:26,118
The only time I witnessed it
was at the last cocktail party,
853
00:37:26,202 --> 00:37:28,955
which was, like, so brief
for me. Like, I don't...
854
00:37:29,705 --> 00:37:31,207
Yeah, but you noticed it.
855
00:37:34,335 --> 00:37:35,335
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
856
00:37:35,795 --> 00:37:37,546
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
857
00:37:38,573 --> 00:37:39,590
Whatever.
858
00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:41,133
- Baby...
- No.
859
00:37:41,968 --> 00:37:43,970
[TENSE MUSIC CONTINUING]
860
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:48,557
[XANDER] I hate that...
861
00:37:49,183 --> 00:37:54,272
I really wanted to see so
much progress with Vanessa,
862
00:37:55,940 --> 00:37:57,650
and I don't feel like
I'm receiving that.
863
00:37:57,733 --> 00:38:03,733
I feel like I'm still receiving
what I would see as selfish,
864
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:09,704
with her saying I shouldn't
be with someone because of her
865
00:38:09,787 --> 00:38:10,955
or because of this.
866
00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,874
It's not the fact that she's
even thinking about, like,
867
00:38:13,958 --> 00:38:15,250
"Maybe you should be with this person.
868
00:38:15,251 --> 00:38:18,254
She wants to get
married or to have kids."
869
00:38:18,337 --> 00:38:20,172
And she wants things that I want.
870
00:38:20,781 --> 00:38:21,799
It's not that.
871
00:38:21,799 --> 00:38:24,302
It's the fact that she's thinking
I shouldn't be with that person
872
00:38:24,385 --> 00:38:27,763
because that's not someone
that she gets along with.
873
00:38:27,847 --> 00:38:29,432
And I don't... I don't want that.
874
00:38:29,515 --> 00:38:35,515
I want her to let me experience
this experience for why I'm here.
875
00:38:35,604 --> 00:38:37,732
♪ It's getting down to the wire ♪
876
00:38:38,649 --> 00:38:41,152
♪ I'm jumping through the flames ♪
877
00:38:41,652 --> 00:38:44,447
♪ No time to hesitate ♪
878
00:38:44,530 --> 00:38:47,867
[VANESSA, WEEPILY] Xander came
into this telling me I was the one.
879
00:38:47,950 --> 00:38:49,577
I think tonight was the moment
880
00:38:49,660 --> 00:38:52,455
that I realized that I'm
not the one for Xander.
881
00:38:52,538 --> 00:38:55,207
I'm... Fuck! I cannot stop crying.
882
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:01,088
It's just so hard to think about.
883
00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:06,927
I just... I'm so... pathetic.
884
00:39:09,805 --> 00:39:11,557
I just want to be alone.
885
00:39:13,142 --> 00:39:16,896
I was having a really hard time
tonight, and I'm not even drunk.
886
00:39:16,979 --> 00:39:20,649
I wish I could be like, "I'm
just a drunk mess," but I'm not.
887
00:39:20,733 --> 00:39:22,568
I'm just a fucking mess.
888
00:39:24,153 --> 00:39:27,114
I was given an ultimatum
a week ago, and...
889
00:39:28,532 --> 00:39:29,909
as of tonight, I'm...
890
00:39:33,412 --> 00:39:34,997
I'm sure it's a no.
891
00:39:36,707 --> 00:39:38,834
♪ It's getting down to the wire ♪
892
00:39:39,335 --> 00:39:41,754
♪ I'm jumping through the flames ♪
893
00:39:42,254 --> 00:39:44,965
♪ No time to hesitate ♪
894
00:39:45,049 --> 00:39:47,968
♪ Guess I always loved the chase ♪
895
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,847
♪ Coming on like a hurricane ♪
896
00:39:51,931 --> 00:39:52,932
[SONG TRAILS OFF]
897
00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:02,942
♪ This is what we came for ♪
898
00:40:03,025 --> 00:40:04,944
[TENSE, MOODY POP SONG PLAYING]
899
00:40:05,027 --> 00:40:07,363
♪ The start of something new ♪
900
00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:11,992
Everything's at stake when
it comes to the choice.
901
00:40:12,076 --> 00:40:14,745
I gave Rae an ultimatum
because I want a life partner.
902
00:40:14,829 --> 00:40:16,414
I want someone to commit to.
903
00:40:16,497 --> 00:40:19,291
So part of what I'm
looking for in a trial wife
904
00:40:19,375 --> 00:40:21,460
is somebody that's
going to commit to me.
905
00:40:21,544 --> 00:40:23,587
Not just for this three weeks,
906
00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:26,507
but as if it was the first
day of the rest of our lives.
907
00:40:27,091 --> 00:40:29,135
♪ This is our world ♪
908
00:40:29,718 --> 00:40:31,679
♪ This is our time ♪
909
00:40:31,762 --> 00:40:34,348
I'm ready to discover.
I'm ready to get answers.
910
00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:36,517
Yes, I'm missing my ex,
911
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:40,938
but I gave Tiff the ultimatum
because I don't want to wait anymore.
912
00:40:41,021 --> 00:40:42,356
No matter what outcome,
913
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:45,364
we're both gonna be
able to gain the clarity
914
00:40:45,365 --> 00:40:47,194
that we've been searching for.
915
00:40:47,278 --> 00:40:49,363
♪ We have arrived ♪
916
00:40:52,199 --> 00:40:53,659
♪ We have arrived ♪
917
00:40:53,742 --> 00:40:55,744
[DRAMATIC MUSIC SWELLS]
918
00:40:57,955 --> 00:41:00,958
It is a lesbian urban legend
919
00:41:01,041 --> 00:41:03,961
that we move in with a
new person right away.
920
00:41:04,044 --> 00:41:07,256
Even in my most U-Haul-est moment,
I have not moved in with somebody
921
00:41:07,339 --> 00:41:10,843
after only a week of
being single, ever at all.
922
00:41:10,926 --> 00:41:14,472
But this experience is a wake-up call.
923
00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:18,893
There's a bunch of other people out
in the world who want what I want.
924
00:41:18,976 --> 00:41:22,271
So, even though I gave Mal an ultimatum,
925
00:41:22,354 --> 00:41:25,774
now I'm just like, "But what
if?" and it's just overwhelming.
926
00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:30,196
I have never told Yoly that
I didn't want to marry her.
927
00:41:30,279 --> 00:41:32,031
I just told her not right now.
928
00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:35,117
Walking into the choice,
I can definitely see Yoly
929
00:41:35,201 --> 00:41:37,328
falling for somebody
and fully leaning in.
930
00:41:38,245 --> 00:41:40,247
But I don't think Yoly understands
931
00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:43,250
the severity of the ultimatum
she has placed on me,
932
00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:45,336
how that might backfire on her.
933
00:41:45,419 --> 00:41:48,214
Because I know who I want to
choose to be my trial wife.
934
00:41:48,297 --> 00:41:51,884
I'm not thinking about anybody else.
935
00:41:51,967 --> 00:41:54,595
- Unfortunately, you're not next to me.
- I know.
936
00:41:54,678 --> 00:41:56,472
I have no doubt at all.
937
00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:05,314
Going into the choice, Xander is
connecting with someone else here
938
00:42:05,397 --> 00:42:07,858
on more than a friendship level,
939
00:42:09,068 --> 00:42:11,570
and it breaks my heart
to think about that.
940
00:42:12,363 --> 00:42:17,493
But I'm not ready to say that I
would marry her just to not lose her.
941
00:42:17,576 --> 00:42:20,329
Knowing that tonight
I'm going to be choosing
942
00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:23,082
someone to be my trial
marriage partner...
943
00:42:23,165 --> 00:42:26,835
I miss those butterflies and
that new relationship excitement.
944
00:42:26,919 --> 00:42:29,588
Someone here could be a good fit for me.
945
00:42:29,672 --> 00:42:31,590
And that's something
that I should pursue.
946
00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:33,676
♪ We have arrived ♪
947
00:42:36,762 --> 00:42:37,972
♪ We have arrived ♪
948
00:42:40,641 --> 00:42:42,643
[SMOOTH, GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING]
949
00:42:44,770 --> 00:42:46,063
Whoo!
950
00:42:46,939 --> 00:42:49,650
- [JOANNA] Hello, everyone.
- [CONTESTANTS] Hello.
951
00:42:49,733 --> 00:42:54,238
From what I hear, it has been an
incredibly emotional and intense week.
952
00:42:54,822 --> 00:42:56,031
- Absolutely.
- Yes.
953
00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:57,658
I can see it on your faces.
954
00:42:57,741 --> 00:42:59,285
- Whoo.
- In the best way.
955
00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:00,619
[VANESSA] Thank you.
956
00:43:00,703 --> 00:43:03,664
The idea of marriage was actually
957
00:43:03,747 --> 00:43:08,210
something I never actually deeply,
really thought of, to be honest.
958
00:43:08,211 --> 00:43:09,211
It's crazy.
959
00:43:09,211 --> 00:43:13,173
Because it was never a possibility
for me because it wasn't legal.
960
00:43:13,174 --> 00:43:14,174
It wasn't a thing.
961
00:43:14,174 --> 00:43:16,927
- Yeah.
- I also learned what a power bottom was.
962
00:43:17,011 --> 00:43:19,221
- I don't know if you know...
- I know what a power bottom is.
963
00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:20,305
You do?!
964
00:43:20,347 --> 00:43:21,347
Of course.
965
00:43:21,348 --> 00:43:22,391
What is a power bottom?
966
00:43:22,474 --> 00:43:24,810
Mildred, you're a power
bottom. I'm letting you know.
967
00:43:24,811 --> 00:43:25,811
What?!
968
00:43:25,811 --> 00:43:27,479
You're on the bottom
but calling the shots,
969
00:43:27,563 --> 00:43:28,897
so you're still giving it.
970
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,941
- Whip that shit.
- [AUSSIE] Yeah.
971
00:43:31,025 --> 00:43:32,025
[MILDRED] Okay.
972
00:43:34,194 --> 00:43:35,194
All right.
973
00:43:36,238 --> 00:43:37,238
[JOANNA] Okay.
974
00:43:37,948 --> 00:43:40,326
You arrived here as five couples.
975
00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:44,288
One of you was ready to get
married, and the other was not.
976
00:43:44,872 --> 00:43:47,583
You're here to answer
one simple question.
977
00:43:47,666 --> 00:43:49,543
Did you come here with the person
978
00:43:49,627 --> 00:43:52,129
that you're gonna spend
the rest of your life with?
979
00:43:52,212 --> 00:43:56,216
Or will you find someone
else who's a better fit?
980
00:43:57,217 --> 00:43:59,261
You're about to pick your new partner.
981
00:44:01,180 --> 00:44:04,183
If you choose someone
who also chooses you,
982
00:44:04,266 --> 00:44:08,020
you will move in together as a
new couple in a trial marriage.
983
00:44:08,103 --> 00:44:09,855
[TENSE, EXCITING MUSIC PLAYING]
984
00:44:09,938 --> 00:44:12,024
So I just want to say, before we begin,
985
00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:16,987
pick someone who challenges you,
and don't make the safe choice.
986
00:44:19,490 --> 00:44:21,367
So, Xander, tell us a little bit about
987
00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:24,036
the people that you've
spent time with this week.
988
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:28,791
I feel like I initially
was attracted to Rae
989
00:44:28,874 --> 00:44:32,044
because I've dated someone like Rae.
990
00:44:32,127 --> 00:44:34,630
And, you know, she was fun, and...
991
00:44:34,713 --> 00:44:35,964
Who was that?
992
00:44:36,048 --> 00:44:37,466
[CURIOUS MUSIC PLAYING]
993
00:44:39,593 --> 00:44:40,593
- What?
- Who is this?
994
00:44:40,594 --> 00:44:41,970
It's a Bumble person.
995
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:43,681
Never knew about this.
996
00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:46,600
We've been together four years.
Never heard about this human.
997
00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:47,685
About what?
998
00:44:47,768 --> 00:44:50,688
- I've never heard about this ex.
- It wasn't an ex, really.
999
00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:55,317
- It was more like a... in-between stage.
- It's very interesting. Very interesting.
1000
00:44:58,487 --> 00:45:02,741
I feel like I knew most of
Xander's ex love life. And this...
1001
00:45:03,659 --> 00:45:05,080
I will clarify that it was
1002
00:45:05,081 --> 00:45:08,038
an in-between stage of
a Bumble, Tinder person.
1003
00:45:08,122 --> 00:45:09,790
Is this, like, tractor girl?
1004
00:45:09,791 --> 00:45:11,625
- Okay.
- No.
1005
00:45:11,625 --> 00:45:14,378
- We're gonna go back to you, Xander.
- [XANDER] Okay, great.
1006
00:45:16,255 --> 00:45:17,255
[MOUTHING] Fuck off.
1007
00:45:18,298 --> 00:45:19,383
Fuck off.
1008
00:45:20,342 --> 00:45:22,970
Um, can we ask you about Yoly?
1009
00:45:23,971 --> 00:45:27,725
Yoly, I appreciate
your openness with me.
1010
00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:31,812
I think that you have a very
positive outlook on a lot of things.
1011
00:45:32,312 --> 00:45:35,190
I believe that you're
gonna make a good wife
1012
00:45:35,274 --> 00:45:36,817
because you know what you want.
1013
00:45:36,900 --> 00:45:40,529
And I think you're not someone
that is selfish, by any means.
1014
00:45:40,612 --> 00:45:43,699
You're gonna think about others,
and it's a great aspect to have.
1015
00:45:44,199 --> 00:45:45,659
[MOUTHING] I don't know about that.
1016
00:45:46,452 --> 00:45:47,453
[CHUCKLES]
1017
00:45:48,746 --> 00:45:51,123
- There's no right answer here.
- Okay, cool.
1018
00:45:54,793 --> 00:45:57,463
Xander, are you ready
to make your choice?
1019
00:45:57,546 --> 00:45:58,546
I am.
1020
00:45:59,631 --> 00:46:01,633
[EMOTIONAL MUSIC SWELLS]
1021
00:46:05,387 --> 00:46:06,847
My heart is pounding.
1022
00:46:10,309 --> 00:46:11,727
I choose Yoly
1023
00:46:11,810 --> 00:46:15,439
because I think that you and I
had the deepest conversations.
1024
00:46:15,522 --> 00:46:18,066
I think that we can
teach each other a lot.
1025
00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:22,351
And I think that we can figure
some things out together,
1026
00:46:22,352 --> 00:46:23,489
and it'd be great.
1027
00:46:25,824 --> 00:46:27,326
Thank you. You're...
1028
00:46:27,409 --> 00:46:28,869
[TIFF IMITATING GLASS CLINKING]
1029
00:46:28,952 --> 00:46:30,120
That was deep.
1030
00:46:30,204 --> 00:46:32,831
Xander, you have a huge heart.
1031
00:46:32,915 --> 00:46:36,543
And you're so kind
and so willing to give.
1032
00:46:36,627 --> 00:46:38,104
I've shared with you
1033
00:46:38,105 --> 00:46:40,672
that I get very protective
of people with big hearts.
1034
00:46:40,756 --> 00:46:44,760
Um, just because I can
see people in the world
1035
00:46:44,843 --> 00:46:47,429
taking advantage of it or
seeing it as a weakness even,
1036
00:46:47,513 --> 00:46:49,973
and I get very protective
of stuff like that.
1037
00:46:50,057 --> 00:46:51,308
Appreciate that.
1038
00:46:51,391 --> 00:46:52,601
I love that.
1039
00:46:53,101 --> 00:46:54,102
Yoly.
1040
00:46:55,395 --> 00:46:57,189
Are you ready to make your choice?
1041
00:46:57,689 --> 00:46:58,816
Yes, I am.
1042
00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:00,734
[BRIGHT, HOPEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
1043
00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:06,240
Um, I choose Xander.
1044
00:47:07,324 --> 00:47:10,452
Through our conversations,
I've been really surprised
1045
00:47:10,536 --> 00:47:15,249
to learn how much, like,
similarities and common goals we have,
1046
00:47:15,332 --> 00:47:19,253
as far as marriage and family and
what married life would look like.
1047
00:47:19,336 --> 00:47:23,674
So I'd be really excited
to explore that with you.
1048
00:47:25,826 --> 00:47:26,844
[JOANNA] Thank you.
1049
00:47:26,844 --> 00:47:28,762
Okay, Rae, we're headed your way.
1050
00:47:28,846 --> 00:47:30,514
[LAUGHTER]
1051
00:47:30,597 --> 00:47:32,808
Um, I think Vanessa and I had
1052
00:47:32,891 --> 00:47:36,645
a very, like, physical
interest in each other.
1053
00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:41,066
But she has this, like, very
free spirit nature to her
1054
00:47:41,149 --> 00:47:43,110
that, like, I don't really understand,
1055
00:47:43,193 --> 00:47:45,112
because I'm a stability kind of woman.
1056
00:47:45,988 --> 00:47:49,074
And looking towards the future,
I think she'd be a good wife.
1057
00:47:49,950 --> 00:47:50,950
My love.
1058
00:47:51,577 --> 00:47:53,954
We had a great time, and
you calm me down a lot.
1059
00:47:54,037 --> 00:47:56,039
And you've paid attention to me enough.
1060
00:47:56,123 --> 00:47:59,126
I really appreciate that,
and I think you're wonderful.
1061
00:48:02,004 --> 00:48:05,048
And, Mal, oh my gosh, you've been
in my top three this whole time.
1062
00:48:05,132 --> 00:48:07,384
I'm really sad we have
not had more time together.
1063
00:48:07,467 --> 00:48:11,096
Um, you are enigmatic.
1064
00:48:11,179 --> 00:48:12,306
I believe that's a word?
1065
00:48:12,389 --> 00:48:13,640
- I hope...
- I love that word.
1066
00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:16,351
Yeah. Okay, good. So it
is a word. You can confirm.
1067
00:48:16,435 --> 00:48:18,437
Yeah, that's definitely you. Um...
1068
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:22,190
You... We just had a connection
from the instant we met,
1069
00:48:22,274 --> 00:48:24,526
and I think you're a wonderful human.
1070
00:48:25,903 --> 00:48:27,988
I only had one interaction with you.
1071
00:48:28,071 --> 00:48:29,740
- I know.
- Right.
1072
00:48:29,823 --> 00:48:31,450
I made a very quick decision.
1073
00:48:31,950 --> 00:48:36,371
Um, just for reasons that I value
that are just different, you know?
1074
00:48:36,372 --> 00:48:37,372
Sure.
1075
00:48:37,372 --> 00:48:39,333
I haven't always known
what a "hell yes" is,
1076
00:48:39,416 --> 00:48:43,545
but I have known... things
that are a no for me.
1077
00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:47,174
I think those things scare me, and
sometimes I lean in to those things.
1078
00:48:48,175 --> 00:48:49,718
- In the next life.
- Yeah.
1079
00:48:51,261 --> 00:48:55,057
Um, Lexi. You were probably
born to be someone's wife.
1080
00:48:55,140 --> 00:48:56,934
You're, in a way, a trophy wife,
1081
00:48:57,017 --> 00:49:00,687
but also like the person...
the breadwinner as well.
1082
00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:03,357
I don't know how that
really happens, but you are.
1083
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:05,359
We... We noticed immediately
1084
00:49:05,442 --> 00:49:08,820
that we are pretty much equals
in terms of our personalities.
1085
00:49:09,321 --> 00:49:11,740
But you are... You're marriage-driven.
1086
00:49:11,823 --> 00:49:14,201
You're so young, and you're so driven.
1087
00:49:14,284 --> 00:49:16,870
It bewilders me because
this is not who I am at all.
1088
00:49:16,954 --> 00:49:18,455
I'm six years older than you,
1089
00:49:18,538 --> 00:49:21,291
and I have none of the
motivation that you do.
1090
00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:25,712
And I look forward to
whatever your experience is,
1091
00:49:25,796 --> 00:49:27,547
and we'll chat about it.
1092
00:49:27,631 --> 00:49:28,631
Mm-hmm.
1093
00:49:30,008 --> 00:49:32,594
So we came into this process, right?
1094
00:49:32,678 --> 00:49:36,223
And you made me uncomfortable.
You're the loudest person in the room.
1095
00:49:36,306 --> 00:49:38,517
I'm sometimes the loudest
person in the room.
1096
00:49:39,434 --> 00:49:40,978
And we bounced off of that.
1097
00:49:41,061 --> 00:49:43,897
And then things really changed for me.
1098
00:49:43,981 --> 00:49:47,484
Part of me feels that
the second you found out
1099
00:49:47,567 --> 00:49:50,612
that Xander was really
leaning in to this process,
1100
00:49:51,279 --> 00:49:53,865
that that just soiled your experience.
1101
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:57,369
I felt it on our date.
I felt the general shift.
1102
00:49:57,452 --> 00:49:59,287
And my concern for myself
1103
00:49:59,371 --> 00:50:02,958
is that you going into this
next process of this experience,
1104
00:50:03,458 --> 00:50:08,046
you only, at a maximum, saw it
as a three-week, 21-day thing.
1105
00:50:09,339 --> 00:50:12,426
You're not gonna be able to give
anything to anyone in this process.
1106
00:50:12,509 --> 00:50:15,762
And beyond that, to be
completely candid with you,
1107
00:50:15,846 --> 00:50:17,055
um, I felt gaslit.
1108
00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:20,767
And because you went on a
date with my ex-girlfriend,
1109
00:50:20,851 --> 00:50:23,395
regardless of the fact that
we're calling each other exes,
1110
00:50:24,187 --> 00:50:28,942
my fear is that you have
a power in your hands
1111
00:50:29,026 --> 00:50:31,778
to blow up a portion of my life,
1112
00:50:32,446 --> 00:50:34,322
because you don't have anything to lose.
1113
00:50:34,406 --> 00:50:37,367
Because I thoroughly feel the
world just saw you for who you are.
1114
00:50:38,076 --> 00:50:40,412
I have concerns for
my ex in this process.
1115
00:50:40,495 --> 00:50:42,831
I don't think you're here
for the right reasons.
1116
00:50:42,914 --> 00:50:44,624
What do you think I'm here for?
1117
00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:47,335
I think genuinely that
you came into this process
1118
00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:51,840
thinking that there was
about a 0.001% chance
1119
00:50:51,923 --> 00:50:55,052
that Xander would have any sort
of connections with other people.
1120
00:50:55,135 --> 00:50:57,471
Because a part of it is
supposed to be the potential
1121
00:50:57,554 --> 00:50:59,473
that we romantically
connect with someone.
1122
00:51:01,767 --> 00:51:02,768
[EXHALES SILENTLY]
1123
00:51:03,977 --> 00:51:05,729
And I want to add to that, Lexi.
1124
00:51:05,812 --> 00:51:07,240
You've been telling Xander to fuck off,
1125
00:51:07,241 --> 00:51:09,524
and it's hurting all of us but you.
1126
00:51:10,108 --> 00:51:11,443
That should say so much.
1127
00:51:11,526 --> 00:51:13,236
- It's hurting who?
- [MILDRED] Everyone.
1128
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:15,989
Everyone sitting at this
table except for you.
1129
00:51:20,660 --> 00:51:26,458
I don't really want everyone to
antagonize Vanessa because she's...
1130
00:51:27,084 --> 00:51:30,087
We understand, that's the person
you've been with for four years.
1131
00:51:30,170 --> 00:51:31,580
No, it doesn't matter if
that's the person I've been with
1132
00:51:31,581 --> 00:51:34,716
for 4 years or 10 years,
1133
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:39,096
but she's someone that no one
else understands except for me.
1134
00:51:39,179 --> 00:51:40,555
And that's why I love her.
1135
00:51:42,140 --> 00:51:44,601
And I don't need you
guys to understand that.
1136
00:51:44,684 --> 00:51:46,728
I wish I could divide
this whole situation,
1137
00:51:46,812 --> 00:51:51,233
but I cannot feel like
you guys are protecting me.
1138
00:51:51,316 --> 00:51:53,318
We do care about you,
but, at the same time,
1139
00:51:53,401 --> 00:51:56,113
we are looking out for everyone
sitting in this experience.
1140
00:51:56,196 --> 00:51:57,788
Because we're all in this together.
1141
00:51:57,789 --> 00:52:01,034
It's not just about Vanessa and Xander.
1142
00:52:01,118 --> 00:52:03,203
It's about the rest of
the people sitting here.
1143
00:52:03,286 --> 00:52:05,580
I think Lexi's also protecting her ex.
1144
00:52:05,664 --> 00:52:11,169
But how do you know that her and
Rae would not be able to figure out
1145
00:52:11,253 --> 00:52:16,758
something together that could make
our partners want to be with us?
1146
00:52:16,842 --> 00:52:18,426
We gave the ultimatum.
1147
00:52:18,510 --> 00:52:20,220
- I'm not trying to...
- No, that's fair.
1148
00:52:20,303 --> 00:52:21,763
I'll interject on that.
1149
00:52:21,847 --> 00:52:24,808
So I don't know what you want
out of this. Which is fine.
1150
00:52:24,891 --> 00:52:27,686
You don't have to know what you
want 'cause, like, sometimes I don't.
1151
00:52:27,687 --> 00:52:28,687
[VANESSA] Yeah.
1152
00:52:28,687 --> 00:52:30,856
One of the things we
were talking about earlier
1153
00:52:30,939 --> 00:52:34,317
was how there is someone who
comes in here with an ultimatum,
1154
00:52:34,401 --> 00:52:37,362
and now they're like, "Well, I
have feelings for someone else."
1155
00:52:37,445 --> 00:52:39,656
And you hearing that, you're like,
1156
00:52:40,699 --> 00:52:43,827
"Wait, you came in
here with an ultimatum."
1157
00:52:43,910 --> 00:52:45,954
"You knew what you
wanted. And now you don't?"
1158
00:52:46,037 --> 00:52:49,374
"And now you expect me
to know what I want?"
1159
00:52:49,875 --> 00:52:51,877
"But you were the one
with the ultimatum."
1160
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:54,754
I do trust you. I hope
that you know that. I do.
1161
00:52:54,838 --> 00:52:57,924
- I know you do.
- You're not the person I don't trust.
1162
00:52:58,008 --> 00:53:00,677
If it does get to the point where
you do spend time with my ex,
1163
00:53:00,760 --> 00:53:03,263
I hope that you get what
you need to out of it.
1164
00:53:03,346 --> 00:53:05,432
I hope she gets what
she needs out of it.
1165
00:53:05,445 --> 00:53:06,472
Because I think she is...
1166
00:53:06,473 --> 00:53:09,311
She and I have a lot to
learn in this process,
1167
00:53:09,394 --> 00:53:11,396
things that we both came here to do.
1168
00:53:11,479 --> 00:53:15,525
Our last date really just laid it
all out for me about who you are.
1169
00:53:15,609 --> 00:53:17,527
I'm happy my gut speaks so loud.
1170
00:53:17,611 --> 00:53:19,446
I'll remember to listen to that more.
1171
00:53:19,529 --> 00:53:22,741
Because of that discomfort, I had
to go on that last date with you,
1172
00:53:22,824 --> 00:53:24,951
and I'm so freaking thankful I did.
1173
00:53:25,660 --> 00:53:28,705
[DRAMATIC, CONFRONTATIONAL
MUSIC PLAYING]
1174
00:53:29,539 --> 00:53:30,999
[LEXI] I don't trust Vanessa.
1175
00:53:31,082 --> 00:53:33,251
Rae knows that. It's not
just a jealousy thing.
1176
00:53:33,335 --> 00:53:35,170
I don't think she's here
for the right reasons.
1177
00:53:35,253 --> 00:53:37,005
I love the hell out of Rae.
1178
00:53:37,088 --> 00:53:38,460
When I think about her sleeping in bed
1179
00:53:38,461 --> 00:53:41,343
with someone who really is only here
1180
00:53:41,426 --> 00:53:42,928
because she wants to be famous,
1181
00:53:43,011 --> 00:53:44,888
my gut check is to protect her.
1182
00:53:44,971 --> 00:53:48,225
But I can't really say,
"Rae, don't choose Vanessa."
1183
00:53:48,308 --> 00:53:51,728
And if they choose each
other, it's fucking terrifying.
1184
00:53:55,857 --> 00:53:56,857
[RAE] So,
1185
00:53:57,359 --> 00:53:58,985
I am ready to make my choice.
1186
00:53:59,569 --> 00:54:01,154
♪ Hold your breath ♪
1187
00:54:01,238 --> 00:54:03,281
["HOLD YOUR BREATH" BY ASTYRIA PLAYING]
1188
00:54:03,365 --> 00:54:04,991
♪ Hold your breath ♪
1189
00:54:06,034 --> 00:54:09,579
♪ We're not turning back ♪
1190
00:54:09,663 --> 00:54:12,165
[DRAMATIC, OVERWHELMING MUSIC PLAYING]
1191
00:54:14,876 --> 00:54:16,962
♪ Hold your breath ♪
1192
00:54:18,546 --> 00:54:20,674
♪ Hold your breath ♪
1193
00:54:21,466 --> 00:54:23,343
Okay, Rae. Who do you choose?
1194
00:54:25,136 --> 00:54:28,056
♪ We're not turning back ♪
1195
00:54:28,999 --> 00:54:30,016
[DANCE-POP PLAYING]
1196
00:54:30,016 --> 00:54:33,019
♪ I'm breaking all the rules ♪
1197
00:54:33,103 --> 00:54:35,188
♪ I'm playing it so cool ♪
1198
00:54:35,272 --> 00:54:38,692
♪ I'm playing it so cool, baby ♪
1199
00:54:38,775 --> 00:54:41,695
♪ I'm breaking all the rules ♪
1200
00:54:41,778 --> 00:54:43,780
♪ I'm playing it so cool ♪
1201
00:54:43,863 --> 00:54:47,575
♪ I'm playing it so cool, baby ♪
1202
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♪ 'Cause I'm never gonna ever stop ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna shake it up ♪
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♪ Always gonna shake it up ♪
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