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The Summer I Turned Pretty...

I've decided to pull
out of the sale.

Stanford is your dream school.

I'm not gonna let you
stay at Brown

because you're trying
to do right by me.

They'll probably pull
my acceptance

for missing my final tomorrow.

Then you won't miss it.

- I can show you around Finch.
- Yeah.

I should've told you how I felt.

Or how I've been feeling.

If you love her, man,
tell her how you feel.

There will always be something
between you and Conrad.

I don't think I can take it

if you change your mind
like last time.

I want you.

Oh.

- Hey, man. How'd the final go?
- Yo.

You ready to visit me
in California?

Hell yeah!

Congratulations, Connie.

It was the flashcards,
wasn't it? Yeah.

Yeah, yes, it was the flashcards.

You can thank me later.

So you, uh...

you still feeling confident
about the, uh...

...you know, the plan?

Plan Belly?

Do not remind me
who this is about.

But as an abstract concept,

- shoot your shot, man.
- Thank you.

All right, I gotta dip. Bye.

- Conrad...
- No.

Please don't stop,

I'm clearly the one
who is interrupting you.

Conrad, come on, man.

Will you go after him?

Please.

Yeah.

Conrad...

- Come on. Conrad!
- Leave it, Belly,

- I don't want to talk to you right now.
- Come on.

Please don't shut me out
again, okay?

The three of us have
done that to each other

too many times this year,
and all it's done

is make things worse.

Okay, if you want to talk,
let's talk.

I'm really sorry you saw that.

It was so messed up.

Last night, I tried to talk
to you about all of this,

- about how I've been feeling, and...
- Okay.

Got it.

So you want to be
with Jeremiah now.

Conrad...

Or are you just doing this
to get my attention?

Are you serious?

You really think

I would do that
just to try and get you back?

The answer's no.

This is not about you.

Then go!

Go.

Stop chasing after me
and go be with Jere.

He's the one that wants you.

I don't.

Not anymore.

How is it possible
you leave for college

in two months?

Oh, God, please don't remind me.

I'm already so behind
on my summer study list.

It's one week into summer.

You know you gotta keep
your eye on the ball, Mom.

High school was a cakewalk
compared to Princeton.

Plus, I've just spent
the last week

just screwing around,
so I gotta really, you know...

Well, screwing around is exactly
what you should be doing.

Getting drunk
and lying to your mom

and hanging out
with your girlfriend

and driving to the beach...

Who are you, and what have you
done with my mom?

I'm channeling my inner Susannah.

Who said I had a girlfriend,
anyway? That's... You...

- You...
- Steven, please.

You let Taylor drive
your car home.

And you've been texting her

- practically the whole ride.
- I...

- You're not slick.
- Uh, okay, fine, then.

What about you and Cleveland, huh?

You seem a lot more, uh,
chill since New York.

Were there any shenanigans?

- Do you really want to know?
- No, no. No.

I don't even know
why I asked. No!

But you have ignored, like,

three of his calls,
just so you know.

He's trying to get me
to go to this

literary meet-up thing
in Fishtown.

That sounds cool.

It's a bunch of writers
from Brooklyn

who all moved down
for cheaper rents.

We have nothing in common.

Mom, those are your people.

I'm a mid-list author
who lives in the suburbs.

I can already see
their eyes rolling.

Okay, look, Mom,
you always tell us to...

I don't know, you know,

do things that make us
uncomfortable

in order for us to grow,
whatever that means.

I don't know, maybe you should
take your own advice.

Okay.

Is he coming?

Well, he can't go anywhere
without his car,

and they have to be moved out
of their dorms tonight, so...

...he'll come back.

- I'm sure of it.
- I don't know.

I mean...

He made it pretty clear that
he wanted nothing to do with us.

With me, mainly.

What did he say to you, Bells?

He thinks that, um...

He accused me of kissing you
to make him jealous.

Oh.

Hey, maybe we should just go.

Let's just wait.

Okay.

Conrad, you're back.

Conrad... you're back.

Mm-hmm.

Dude, what?
What's wrong, my guy?

I just saw my brother
kissing my...

Belly.

Yo.

Dude, I...

I knew there was a vibe
between those two.

I'm not gonna lie,
it's those eyes. Like,

girls can't resist that shit.

Your brother is too good-looking.

Like, I mean, not to say
that you're not, but...

I mean, have you seen
your brother's eyes?

Of course you've seen
your brother's eyes, but, like,

those ocean eyes, man?

Dude, people write...
Billie Eilish wrote a song

about that, dude.

Like, it's the reason
why you can't stop staring.

Trusk, could you...

Yeah, you're right, that's not
what you want to hear.

- I'm sorry.
- Hey, I'm gonna go.

Um, just keep
whatever you want, all right?

It's been an hour, Jere.
I don't think he's coming.

He'll be here eventually.

We have his car and his keys.

I didn't kiss you
to get back at him.

You do know that, right?

Mm.

Excuse me.

So you guys ready to go or not?

Didn't know if you were coming.

I promised Laurel
I'd get Belly home.

- Uh, here, you can drive.
- No.

No, I don't think I trust myself

behind the wheel right now.

I didn't get much sleep
last night. Relax.

Belly, you're gonna throw up
if you keep reading that.

She's okay.

Well, I don't know
if you knew this, but, um,

Belly gets motion sickness
when she reads in cars.

- Did you know that?
- I did...

- Oh, okay.
- ...actually, yeah.

But Belly took Dramamine earlier

so that she could quiz you

- for your test.
- Oh.

My sweatshirt looks
really good on you, Bells.

You can have it back.

- I got one earlier at Finch.
- Keep it.

Cool, just...

So you guys went to Finch, huh?

That sounds like a nice
little romantic excursion.

I just took her out
to check out the school.

Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

I was gonna get you
a Stanford one,

'cause I, you know.
But, uh...

Finch is fun.

So tell me, how long has
this thing been going on?

All week?

- No.
- No. Okay.

Oh, my God, so that was
your first kiss.

No, no, no, no.

'Cause, Bells, what did you say
to me last summer on the beach?

You said it was "a few times."

"Few" usually means, what, three?

Four?

How many times was it
last summer, guys?

Aw, come on.

Hmm.

Discretion. I like that.

That looks good on you, Jere,
'cause that's a new thing.

- That's a very new thing.
- Yeah. Yeah, I guess so.

Yeah.

I mean, 'cause normally
you can't shut the fuck up

about how many people
you hook up with.

Because last year,
I remember, it was seven.

And that's not even
including Belly.

- Shut up!
- Yeah, don't be a dick.

I just have one more question.
I'm sorry, guys.

Belly, which one of us
is a better kisser, me or him?

Leave her alone, Conrad.

The world may never know.

Uh, hi.

- Ladies.
- Hey.

Um... I'm so sorry.
Can I grab this from you?

I, uh, didn't know
this was a group date.

I never said this was a date.

Cool.

Cool, cool, cool, cool.

Those are pretty flowers, Steven.

Thank you.
Yes, yes, flowers, yes.

Um, roses for my bitch.

Did you just call Taylor
your bitch?

- What the hell, Steven?
- No, no, no, it's...

It's an inside joke.

Just forget it.

It's "bad bitch," dummy.

Yes, bad. That's...

That's what I meant.
That is what I meant.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Thank you.

So how's my car?

Stop. Are you serious
right now?

No, I'm just kidding.

- No, I'm just kidding
- You...

Zero dents, scratches,
moving violations.

Like, no, it's totally fine.

I'm just gonna get it washed
in the morning, and then,

then it's all yours.

Thank you for letting me use it.

Anytime.

That's nice.

So, Steven, have you heard, um,

Milo's new stuff?

You're kind of famous now.

- What?
- Uh...

- What?
- Okay. Oh, my God. Um...

Milo came home from
the party in Cousins...

Yeah.

Um, and he...

he wrote an entire
diss album about you.

It's pretty brutal.

How's your jaw, by the way?

- What?
- I mean, it sounds like he hit you pretty hard.

That's... No.
No, no, no, no, no.

That's bullshit, all right?

Just FYI, by the way,
I'm the one who

landed the takedown blow.

Not according to track three.

Okay, can we just, like,
not talk about

Milo's dumb ass right now,
please? And thank you?

Okay.

So where's Belly?

She's still going
to volleyball camp, right?

She better.

- Uh...
- She just had to make

a quick stop in, uh, Providence.

Yeah. I mean, she'll be back
later tonight, so...

Cool.

Speaking of, I heard things are
finally happening.

Oh, no, I know.

I'm getting, like,
constant update.

- Really?
- Yes.

I don't know, I just...
I hope it all works out.

You know? She so clearly
belongs with him.

Oh, yeah. I mean,

- Conrad's her soulmate.
- Jere's the best.

- Wait, what?
- Hmm?

Fuck, it just added another
half hour to our ETA.

Oh, my God, seriously?

Maybe we should get off and
take a back road or something?

Back roads will be worse.

Once the storm band passes by,

the roads will start to clear up.

And, plus, I'm having so much fun.

I don't know about you guys.

What do you want to do, Belly?

Yeah.

What do you want, Bells?

Actually, I'm starving
and I have to pee,

and I'd rather not drown
in this car.

I changed my vote.

Hangry Belly is a natural disaster

that I think
we might want to avoid.

Okay, great, right.
I'll, uh, get off, I guess.

Ooh!

Oh, my God.

Fuck.

Great.

Don't waste your money, buddy.
She likes these better.

They're practically the same.

Not to Belly. She thinks
Swedish Fish taste like candles.

- She likes sour.
- Why do you even care?

I don't.

That's bullshit.

You still want these?

- Ye-Yes, yes.
- Okay.

I tried to warn him.

Why are you acting like this?

Relax, you big fucking baby.

I'm just messing with you.

Nineteen seventeen.

Here. Just keep,
keep the change.

Do you still like her?

Because I do.

All right? I like her
and I never stopped.

You boys hear they're
shutting down the highway?

There's a motel down the road
if you need a place to bunk up.

Thanks.

Oh, my God.

What'd you get?

Ooh, Sour Patch.
My favorite.

Oh, I could, uh...

I could eat
the Swedish Fish after.

No, no, it's-it's okay.
I got 'em for me.

Okay.

- Is everything okay?
- No.

Uh, the highway's shutting down.

The guy inside told us.

Um, he said there was
a motel nearby

if we wanted to stay there,

instead of here.

Whatever.

Fine by me.

- Want to go?
- All right.

- Kind of right now?
- Yeah.

- Bye.
- Bye.

- We'll see you tomorrow, right?
- Bye, guys.

- Get home safe.
- See you.

Should we go, too?

We could stay.

Get some frozen custard.

Hmm. Okay.

As long as you stop
giving me these, like,

- weird, silent, judging glances, Steven.
- What?

You know what I'm talking about.

Come on, it's not my fault
that you're

backing the wrong horse here.

Are you seriously Team Jeremiah?

It's Team Jellyfish.

And yeah.

Jellyfish, yeah.
That's ridiculous.

It's not ridiculous.

How can you seriously
be rooting for Conrad?

You know he completely broke
your sister's heart this year.

What Conrad pulled at prom
was low, all right? I agree.

But his mom was dying, Taylor.

Come on, he was going through it.

So was Jeremiah.

Isn't he supposed to be
your best friend?

How can you root against him?

Conrad's my best friend, too.

Belly isn't the only one
that he pushed away this year.

Remember that.

Okay, yeah.

He can definitely
wall himself off.

All right? But trust me,
he's working on it.

And sure, Jere's... easier.

Yeah, but that's the whole thing.

You know,
he doesn't challenge Belly.

Not the same way Conrad does.

She is deeper than a lot
of people give her credit for.

She deserves someone
who sees all the amazing,

complex things
that she has to offer.

You think that's Conrad?

I know it's not Jeremiah.

Okay, well, it's Belly's choice.

Yeah, that it is.

This isn't really how
I pictured our first date,

just, like,
fighting the whole time.

I thought this wasn't a date.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Come on, Taylor, bickering is
what we do, it's fun.

Not always.

He's paying.

Don't know what to say.

It's just the one room.
If you don't want it,

I have a trucker on hold
that does.

No, no, no, no.
Uh, we will take it.

Thank you.

You guys go ahead, I'll catch up.

What are you gonna do?

Just gonna make some calls.

Didn't get a chance to say
goodbye to anybody, so...

Okay.

One bed.

This day just keeps getting
better and better.

You're being really quiet.

There's a lot to think about.

Nothing's changed for me.

Everything's changed, Bells.

He's still in love with you.

- You have to see that.
- No.

That's not true, trust me.

Conrad has made that very clear.

Yeah, I'm sure he did.

But he didn't mean it.

It's over for both of us.

I mean, when we kissed earlier,
I-I... I meant it.

That was real for me.

It's real for me, too.

But what happens if... no, when...

Conrad finally admits
how he feels about you?

It won't change anything.

I want to believe
it'll be different this time.

I feel like I'm just waiting
for the other shoe to drop.

All right, you-you...

you and Con need to have
a real conversation.

Then, if you

still feel the same way
about me after, then...

then I'm yours.

Then you're mine?

I'm yours.

Okay.

Yeah, I'll, uh...

I'll talk to him in the morning
once he's chilled out.

And you'll see I'm right.

Okay, but right now
I am cold and tired.

I need to go take a shower.

So...

- Okay?
- Okay.

We need to talk.

I'm too tired to talk.

That's too fucking bad.

I know what you're doing.

You're acting like a dick
so that no one can see

how badly you're hurting.

You still love her, Con.

Admit it.

Yeah.

I do.

Then you need to tell her.

Why?

She chose you.

Doesn't feel like it.

Not when she doesn't know
she still has a chance with you.

No, she doesn't care anymore.
She's done with me.

Maybe.

Maybe not.

She deserves to know how you feel.

If she...

if she picks you,

then...

...I'll let her go.

You know, if it was
anyone else in the world,

I'd fight like hell, but I...

If you're what she needs...

If you're what she needs, then
I won't get in the way again.

I just won't.

'Cause I just want her
to be happy.

I j... I just...
I want her to be happy,

and I want you,
I want you to be happy, too.

Me, too.

So you gonna tell her?

Look, if you're not gonna
do it for yourself...

...or for her,
then just please do it for me.

Okay.

Hey, Mom.

Hey, Bean.
I got your text.

That storm sounds

pretty bad.
You guys safe?

We found a motel.

Four words every mother
wants to hear.

I'm joking.
You're with the boys.

I'm sure everything's fine.

Mm-hmm.

Or not?

It's just been a weird day.

Want to talk about it?

Do you remember...

last year, when we talked about...

you and Dad?

About being in love?

Mm-hmm.

I was just wondering, um...

What did it feel like
when you weren't

in love with him anymore?

Like, how'd you know?

Well, part of me will
always love your dad, but...

it's different now.

I think love has
different seasons,

depending on
where you are in your life.

You're talking like a writer, Mom.

What does that even mean?

It means you should ask yourself,

is what you're feeling

remembering what you had together,

or looking forward
to what you could have?

What if you don't know?

I guess...

don't beat yourself up about it.

You're still young.

You know what, I want you
to have lots of lovers

before you settle
on one person, Bean.

Ugh. Mom, that is gross.

Please don't say "lovers."

Okay.

I should go or I'll be late.

- You have plans?
- Don't sound so surprised.

It's just a thing
with some other writers.

I'm sure it'll be awful.

Be safe, baby.

I love you, Mom.

Love you, too.

Laurel?

Sandra. Cleveland told me
to keep an eye out for you.

How did you know it was me?

Oh, God, he described me,
didn't he?

"Look for the middle-aged
suburban mom in Ann Taylor."

I'm mortified.

Oh, no. I have read
everything you've written.

I'm intimidated as fuck
by you, just FYI.

Well, I don't hate that.

What can I get you ladies?

Uh, tequila.

On the rocks.

Oh. We'll be good friends.

Uh, fair warning,
we have no idea how long

those have been
in the vending machine, so...

Yeah, all right, I'm good.

What side do you want?

Uh, I'll take this side.
Thanks.

Oh, you guys should sleep
in the bed.

There's two of you.
I can sleep on the floor.

No, take it.

Ladies first.

Yeah... normally, I'd argue,
on principle,

'cause what does me being a girl

have to do with
not sleeping on the floor?

But I definitely saw
a roach earlier,

so have at it, boys.

Mmm.

Night, Bells.

Good night.

Anyone else have something
they would like to share?

What about you, newbie?

Oh, no, I'm actually not working
on anything new right now.

You could do something
from the book.

I brought my copy.

- Come on.
- Read something.

Oh, God.
You're really gonna make me

do this, aren't you?

Yes.

Because if I know anything
after reading the book,

it's that Susannah loved being
the center of attention.

Beck really did love that.

Beck is...

was my best friend.

It's so weird using
the past tense.

She died about a month ago.

The memoir is really about

our friendship.

I always said she was
my real soulmate.

"It was late,
maybe 2:00 in the morning,

when I went into labor,

three weeks before my due date.

John was in San Francisco
for a conference.

I told her the baby was
coming early,

and I was all alone,
and just like that,

she was driving down from Boston
to be with me.

My daughter,
Isabel Susannah Conklin,

was born the next afternoon.

Beck held my hand the whole time,

and when they handed her to me,

she said, 'There she is,

our special girl.'"

Belly?

I didn't mean it.

What I said earlier,
I didn't mean it.

I still want you.

Of course I do.

Conrad...

You don't have to say anything.

Not right now.

I just wanted you to know that.

When Susannah got sick again,

no one told me right away.

Not Conrad or my mother
or Susannah herself.

I'm gonna go ahead
and warn you that

she doesn't look good.

She's tired.
She's very tired.

But she's excited to see you.

I'm excited to see her, too.

I tried to get out
of visiting her that last time.

I hated myself for being afraid,

but I wasn't like my mother,

as strong and durable as steel.

Seeing Susannah like that
was gonna make it real.

My favorite girl is here.

Oh, you look...

- You look so pretty.
- Let me take this.

Oh. No, I-I wanted...

- I wanted to finish some...
- Uh... Oh.

Here.

I can help you with this.

I'll take it.

You just stay here with Belly.

You're going?

I have some things to do.

It's fine.

I'll get you some Pedialyte.

If you're worried
about running into Conrad...

...don't be, sweetie. He, uh...

He's not here today.

Did he tell you?

Please.

That boy doesn't tell me anything.

Your mom mentioned that, um...

...prom didn't go
as we'd hoped.

We don't have to talk about it.
It's not important.

It is important.

It's the most important.

'Cause you're important.

You're my treasure.

He broke up with me.

Don't hate Conrad.

I don't.

He's having a...

He's having a really hard time
with all this.

Please don't let him
push you away.

He needs you.

He loves you, you know.

No, he doesn't.

He does.

Do you love him?

Will you do something for me?

Look after him.

Will you do that?

You won't need me
to look after him.

You'll be here to do it.

Come here, honey.

Come lie down.

You're my special girl, Belly.

Mom?

Jeremiah.

I'll come back later.

I'm so sorry, Belly.

Why?

I'm the one who messed it all up.

No.

It won't always feel this way.

You'll come back together.
I promise.

Me and Jere? Or me and Conrad?

All of you.

To each other.

I love you, Belly.

I love you, too.

I'm not even skinny.

How can you...?

Hey, it's Jeremiah.
Leave a message.

Bells. Hey.

Hey.

I thought you left.

I just went to get breakfast.

I figured you'd be hungry, so...

Thanks.

Yep.

I wanted to talk to you.

Oh. Okay.

You were right, Jere.

- Conrad talked to me last night and...
- Hey, Bells,

before you say anything...

...just-just know there won't be
a repeat of last summer.

Okay? I-I want you to be happy.

All right? You and I are good.

We'll-we'll always be good.

Jeremiah, stop.

Hey. Look at me.

Look at me.

What am I thinking?

I don't know.

You know.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Can we talk?

Yeah. Yeah, actually, I, uh...

I wanted to talk to you, too.

Okay. Um...

So I'm gonna go first.

Um...

About last night.

Um...

I was pissed about you and Jere,

and, um...

I...

guess I was just trying
to screw that up.

Um, but I don't want to get
between you guys anymore, so...

I just want you to know
that, whatever I said,

I didn't mean it.

We're cool.

We're friends.

I can't even be mad at him,

because this is who he is.

This is who he's always been.

He never lied about that.

He gives and then he takes away.

So I release you, Conrad Fisher.

I evict you from my heart.

Yeah.

Friends.

Okay.

I was just about to head out.

Okay. Yeah.

You should take it.

It's still yours.

- No.
- I don't want to keep it anymore.

We've done this before.

It doesn't feel like last time.

Breakfast?

No, I was just about to...

head out, actually.

Front desk said
there's a bus at 8:30.

I'm gonna go back to Cousins.

A-Are you sure?
'Cause, you know,

I have to go back
and swap cars anyway...

You can just take my car.

I'll get your car back to Boston.

It's no biggie.

See you guys
at the Fourth of July?

Yeah, I'll be there.

Yeah. I, uh...

I wouldn't miss
Susannah's favorite holiday.

Make sure she gets
back safe, okay?

Bye.

Conrad.

Taylor.

What are you doing here?

- For Belly, for camp.
- Oh.

Just in case she shows up.

Cool.

That's it? Really?

You're not even gonna apologize
for-for bailing on me last night

and then ignoring my texts?

- No.
- Oh, cool.

Wow. Awesome.

- Thanks. That's...
- Wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait.

I'm-I'm sorry, okay?

- I just got freaked out. Like...
- Why?

'Cause I bought you roses?

You loved when Milo did
that romantic stuff.

That was Milo.

Did I, like, embarrass you
in front of Evelyn and them?

Yes.

Wow. Okay.

No, no, no, no.

- Not in the way that you think.
- Pfft. Then in what way?

Steven, I had a crush on you
for a really long time,

and I didn't tell anyone about it.

Like, I didn't even tell Belly.

It was just, like,
it was too embarrassing.

That's really fucking mean.

No, it was embarrassing because
of how much I liked you, Steven.

It-it, it was too much for me.

Even after we kissed at Belly's
birthday party last summer,

and you completely ditched me,
I was still just, like,

"Hey, I like you."

It was like...
I felt really stupid.

I've just...

I've always had the power,

like, in relationships,

because I care less
than the other person.

But with you, I just, I care
too much, and it's really scary.

You're going to college soon,

and I just, I don't want
to be hurt by you.

Taylor, that's not gonna happen.

It's not gonna happen.

If anything...

...you're gonna be the one
that's breaking my heart.

Not the other way around.

Staylor?

Yeah, 1,000 percent.

Thanks for driving me.

Literally anytime.

You have no idea how long
I wanted to do this.

I mean, seriously. Le...

How did you get Cheeto dust
in the air vents?

You're exaggerating.

No, I'm really not.

- Yes, you are
- I'm really not.

- And the steering wheel's sticky.
- Oh.

Well, that was blue raspberry
Icee that I spilled.

Are you...

You!

I told you I was gonna
get the car cleaned,

and then this total weirdo
showed up at my house

and professed his love for me.

And then we kind of made out,
and time got away from me, so...

- Deep like. Deep like.
- Sorry it's not perfect.

Uh, this total weirdo professed
"deep like."

Yeah, keep telling yourself that.

Oh, Belly's here.

Oh!

- Team Jellyfish.
- All right, all right,

- all right, all right.
- [Taylor laughing}

- Hi.
- Hi.

Ooh-kay, we appreciate
the enthusiasm,

but you're actually restricting
my oxygen flow.

- Just one more second.
- Okay.

- Hey, Jere.
- Hey, man.

I knew that you would show,

but I'm still so freaking
proud of you.

Thanks.

What do you say, Jere?

Want to get out of here,
go play some video games,

leave the girls to do their thing?

Uh, thanks, but, um,

I'm gonna stay and see Bells play.

You know, you can stay,
watch your girl in action.

Uh, I'm no one's girl but my own.

And we're just, like,
we're not really that couple.

- You know what I mean?
- No.

- We're not really like that.
- Absolutely not. - Yeah.

- Call me later.
- Mm-hmm.

All right, looking good, girls.

Good job.

All right.

All right, girls, come on...

let's remember why we're here.
Stay focused.

All right, let's lighten
the wrist up a little.

- Oh, my God, guys, Belly came.
- Guys, come on.

- Oh, Belly.
- Welcome back.

Killa B's back!

Conklin, I thought I made it clear

you weren't invited to this camp.

Coach, every single one of us

wants her here; she's one of us.

- Yeah.
- Coach Shaw, please just hear me out.

Um, I know I disappointed you
last season.

My commitment to the team
was, uh, nowhere near

where it should have been.

And I won't make excuses
for that; I-I let you down.

Well, I'm glad to see
you're finally

taking responsibility, but...

No, I know, I know, I should
have done it a lot sooner,

and, uh, I-I was just too ashamed.

You gave me a shot, and I blew it.

And I think I, uh,
I gave up on the team

because I gave up on myself.

But if you give me a chance,
I will do whatever I can

to prove that I can still

contribute something to this team.

Please, I will ride the bench,

I will carry equipment,

I'll refill everyone's Gatorade.

I will do anything.
I-I just...

I just really want another shot

to make things right.

Just... please give me
another chance.

Please.

- Come on, Coach.
- Coach Shaw.

- Come on, Coach.
- Please, Coach Shaw.

- Please, come on.
- All right,

but I'm gonna hold you
to it, okay?

Yes.

Go. Go ahead, warm up.
Go change.

- We'll see how this goes.
- Yes. Thank you.

- Yes. You won't regret it.
- Hey, Belly.

Enough, Belly.

- To the room. Go. Move it.
- Okay.

Thank you.

Girls, let's focus.

All right, guys.

- Good job.
- Good job.

When I used to picture forever,

it was always with the same boy.

In my dreams, my future was set.

A sure thing.

This isn't the way I pictured it.

Great hit, Belly.
Great hit.

but it's still mine.