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Thanks! You're a great help.

No, thank you too, for charging us discounted rates.

Thank you too, Aoba. Quickly go home after this, okay?

Okay.

Mr. Koga hasn't aged at all.

How old is he?

He was maybe around 38

when we were in Year 3 of high school,

so... 46?

Really? He doesn't look like it.

He's still cute.

In Year 3,

Year 3?

Yeah, in Year 3,

he lent the entire Spitz album series to Sou.

Me too.

Right? I knew about it.

The memo...

Was it memo? Or letter?

Well, the one with the panda... around this size.

The one that's sandwiched between the lyric cards?

That one.

What about it?

When I asked him to lend them to me,

he said he had lent it to someone else,
and told me to wait.

I'm the "someone else"?

You're the "someone else".

And then, after this "someone else"
returned him the CDs,

it seems like he lent them to me in that same state.

I see.

When I was flipping through the cards,

I found a memo paper

that seemed like yours, with your handwriting on it.

The one with the lazy panda picture.

That's mine, that's mine.

The one with the lazy panda picture.

Gosh...

Wait, you read it?

"Sakura, I'm happy that we have the same" "music interests!"
- Stop it!

That was a great replay of your voice.

So, did you put it back? Among the lyric cards?

Nope. I threw it away.

Sorry. There's a part of me that's like that.

Selfishly reading the letter that someone wrote to another.

Sorry.

I'm glad.

I'm glad that gross letter
didn't get read by anyone else.

At that time, I also had a crush on you.

Way before Sou.

You often called out to me,
shouting my name, "Togawa, Togawa".

But everything that you talked to me about, was all Sou.

Hey.

Even if it wasn't about Sou,

it'll be things like, "I heard that..."

"'X' student from 'X' class has a crush on you".

I thought, "Well, I don't need to know such info."

"The one I like is Tsumugi from Class 2."

That was all in the past.

Let's talk about now.

Rather than "now", moving forward, I mean.

Even when we started dating, now that I think about it,

I felt I was taking advantage of your weakness.

You, too,

probably thought that

any guy would be fine

as long as he is kind to you.

Minato...

I really don't want to break up.

These three years,

I've always been thinking about it.

"What if..."

"Tsumugi and Sou see each other again right now?"

I've always been thinking about that.

And I think you probably thought about it too.

Honestly,

I had been uneasy all this while.

Let's break up.

No need to force yourself.

I can't do this anymore.

I can't do this.

If we continue to be together at this rate,

it's going to be impossible.

I won't be able to be kind to you.

To you, and to Sou.

Let's break up.

I don't want to be hated.

By you, or by Sou.

[silent - Episode 5]

Hey, Minato, morning.

Yeah.

Okay if I go over to your place today?

I said already...

I think I've quite a bit of belongings
left at your place.

Can I go retrieve them?

My favorite pajamas are over there.

I want to wear them today.

It may be better to have a luggage with wheels.

I'll bring a roller suitcase.

I certainly need it.

So, can you call me once you're done with work?

Yup, okay.

Okay, see you.

[What did you talk to Aoba about?]

[I've broken up with her. Don't worry.]

Who was that?

A friend?

That was Sou's ex-girlfriend's little brother.

Don't say anything that's unnecessary.

He made it seem like it's Sou's fault.

That's the feeling I get.
Though it's no fault of anyone.

The most troublesome kind
is when it's the fault of no one.

That's what it is.

If the both of them broke up

because of you,

then, what?

[then, what?]

You can't accept that?

But then, Sakura,

didn't you dump the same girl?

In a more cruel way.

Even then, by not accepting it,

that'll be kind of uncool of you.

Sakura is uncool.

[I'm being serious about it here.]

I'm also being quite serious when I'm saying this.

To Togawa,

and also to Aoba,

they have their own opinions,

and relationship with each other.

And that's...

These past, what, eight years?

To you, who didn't get to see the two of them at all,

there's no way you can understand.

Huh? Were you the one who bought this?

Or me?

That should be yours.

The hard kind.

I'll bring it back then.

Who was the one?

About what?

Who was the one who confessed to the other,
and we started dating?

Neither of us...have confessed to each other.

Neither of us have confessed to each other, huh?

Yeah.

The next day after the class reunion,

I called you, and told you that I quit my job.

Then you invited me out for hamburg.

You were the one who invited me.

What? You're kidding.

It's true. You said, "I can't finish it all".

Oh, I probably said that.

You did.

After that, we ended up meeting each other once a week.

And then after 'n' times of meeting up,

you invited me over to your place.

No, you're wrong. Wait.

What happened to your memory?

You said you wanted to come over, and wouldn't listen.

I even strongly turned you down.

Nah, you're lying.

I'm not that shameless.

You said the last train had left. At 10pm.

At 10pm.

Ah...

The last train for Tokyo that time was at 9pm.

I guess it was.

You're right.

I'm recalling a lot of memories.

You need not recall them.

I was wondering whether you really didn't like it,

and was a little shocked.

I thought, "See me as a woman!"

And, "Be conscious of me!"

I was shocked, but I was happy.

I thought, "Ah, that's right."

"Togawa is this kind of guy."

Yeah. And it was then.

It was that time.

That you fell in love with me?

Yeah.

You're lying.

I'm sorry.

When you fall in love with someone

who loves you,

it can't be a one-sided love, right?

Yeah, it can't. A one-sided love.

A one-sided love.

What a shame.

Having a one-sided love is fun.

Well, you won't understand anyway.

Huh?

Right now...

I mean, right now.

It's a one-sided love. See?

Was it fun?

It's not fun at all.

It feels like despair.

Even if we look at each other, it's despair.

Is that so?

So, what do we do?

- Do what?
- Are we breaking up?

Yes, we are.

- You serious?
- I'm serious.

Does this mean we've already broken up?

Right now, as we speak.

Yes, we've broken up.

Oh, we've broken up?

I see. I thought you were going along
with me out of courtesy.

We're breaking up out of courtesy.

My, my.

You said it just now, didn't you? The one-sided love.

That's right. I said it.

I did, I did.

It really is one-sided love.

I guess this is about all I have.

Huh?

Huh? You're leaving, right?

Yeah.

Oh, to the door, right?

- Thanks.
- It's alright. I'll carry it to your apartment.

It's heavy anyway.

You'll be more cool

if you treat a girl less kindly.

That's why I've always been somewhat uncool.

Somewhat.

Be careful when it comes to the next person.

I guess I'll let you help me carry it, after all.

It's heavy.

Shall we practice a little?

Say it one more time.

Help me carry this to my apartment.

What? No way.

It's too troublesome.

Why are you still here?

Hurry up and leave!

Wait a minute. It's too funny.

What do you mean by funny?

It doesn't suit you. Definitely not.

You're uncool that way too.

Then I'm uncool whatever I do, aren't I?

Can you carry it all by yourself?

Yeah. I can carry it.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

What's wrong?

I'm feeling a little lost.

Lost?

A one-sided love...

How do you gesture "one-sided love" in sign language?

"One-sided love".

How cruel.

One plunges down without reaching the other.

What is it about one-sided love?

It's nothing really important.

My love became one-sided, that's all.

Let's begin the lesson.

With Minato?

Yes, Minato...

I did mention his name to you previously?

Well...

Oh, did I unconsciously blurt out his name?

It's a bad habit of mine.

Mako-- ... My friend often chides me about it.

Like, "You unconsciously said Minato's name again".

Ah, yes. That's right.

Unconsciously Minato.

You really love him, do you?

For Minato...

the way he speaks is as if
you don't seem to love him that much.

If you can unconsciously blurt out his name,

that shows you really love him.

Erm...No, it's not that.

Well, I mean...

I can...talk to him normally with my voice, right?

With Minato.

Guess I didn't get through.

You needed to tell me something?

I've come to give you a presentation.

What do you mean?

A presentation of an adorable Tsumugi

who's madly in love, in the eyes of a third party.

The other party is someone else.

First off,

it's Tsumugi when she was dating Sakura.

The Tsumugi at that time...

well, she was young then, too,

but she was, like, giggly, and sparkling.

Yeah.

I also saw that.

Yup, you did.

But then, the Tsumugi who'd been with you for three years, was serefne.

Rather than sparkling, she was...

she was... glowing?

Something like that, and calm. She looked happy.

Even when I chat with her,

when she was dating Sakura,

she was like, "Listen. About Sakura...",
that kind of tone.

But when she was dating you,

she wasn't like that.

She didn't ask me to hear her talk about you at all.

What? Nothing at all?

But then...as if she was mumbling to herself,

that's when it came out of the blue.

When Tsumugi and I go out to eat,

and the food is delicious,

she'll say, "I wish Minato could eat this".

When we go buy clothes together,

and I'll comment accordingly, "This one looks good".

"Minato will like this kind of style."

That's what she'll say.

It's that kind of feeling.

Tsumugi...loves you.

I get that kind of feeling from her.

That feeling of wanting to tell you what made her happy.

That feeling of unconsciously setting you as her point of reference.

Though I think it's amazing for a guy to make a girl sparkle,

but...to make her glow...

requires a certain level of talent.

That's why...I...

From the eyes of a third party like me,

the Tsumugi these three years

had been contented and happy.

Togawa, you're pretty good when you put your mind to it!

[I need to speak to you.]

[Tsumugi Aoba]

Is something up with Sou lately?

Moe seemed concerned.

Ah, Moe, huh?

She accidentally told Sou's high school friend about it. His hearing loss.

- I see.
- I don't know whether that girl has a loose tongue,
or she's simply careless.

And she also says unnecessary stuff to Sou.

Is it Moe's fault that Sou's relationship with people isn't good?

What? Is there something wrong?

Sorry.

It was you who wanted to know what Sou truly thinks.

Sorry...that we're the only ones talking.

What's wrong?

[You didn't reply to my message.]

Sorry. I forgot about it.

[Minato...]

What about Minato?

You wanted to say you're sorry, right?

We didn't have a fight.

We actually we broke up peacefully, and harmoniously.

I'm totally fine.

[Can we go somewhere and slowly chat?]

I have to work right now.

If there's anything, send me a text message.

[Do you have some time after your work?]

Like I said, just send me a text message.

I'll reply you during my break time.

[I want to talk to you face to face.]

[I want to talk to you face to face.]

[That's why I came.]

Right now,

when I see your face,

it's painful for me to talk.

[I'll be waiting for you at that cafe tomorrow.
When you're ready to talk, just come over.]

- What are you making?
- Hamburg.

How many portions are there?

It's for the two of us. We'll leave the rest for tomorrow.

Shall we invite Minato over?

The two of us will eat it, and we'll leave the rest for tomorrow.

Alright, you can start shaping it.

Like, cat shapes or something.

I'm good. I'll leave it to your creativity.

What? You just want me to complain, don't you?

[Minato Togawa]

Is that my call? From who?

It's Minato.

Oh, answer it.

I can't step away now. Tell him that I'll call back.

[Minato Togawa]
Huh?

Wait--

Hello?

Yoohoo.

What was that about?

Are you free to talk now?

Erm... I can't.

You can't?

I'm kneading right now.

Huh? Kneading what?

I'm using minced meat to... well... I've squished it into a ball,

and I'm now making cat shapes out of it.

A hamburg? You're making it?

Yup, I'm making it.

Ah...

In that case, listen to me while you're at it.

What? Erm... okay.

You left something at my place.

A hair accessory.

Oh, is it black and large?

No, it's fluffy and small.

You often use this to hold up your fringe.

Oh, that one.

It's alright. Just throw it away.

I see. Got it.

Sorry that you had to call.

It's okay. If you see any more
of my stuff, just throw it away.

Well, but...

if it's something important,
or something that was a gift,

I'll feel bad to throw it.

I got that hairpin from the 100-yen shop.

I see. I'll throw it away then.

So, it's just about that. Bye.

Wait.

Yup?

I'm sleeping and eating well.

[Minato Togawa]

Okay.

I unwittingly fall back to sleep, nd I eat supper too.

I'm doing well.

Okay. So, you're now making hamburg, right?

Yup. I have too much energy.

Hmm. Glad to hear that.

What about you?

I'm also fine.

Okay. That's good.

I'll end the call then.

Say, Minato...

Yeah?

You think that you're a boring guy, right?

Yup.

It's true that you're not interesting.

Okay.

The music I like, and the movies I like...

you say nothing about them except, "they're good".

It's like, there's no purpose in telling me.

I don't know what exactly are the things you like.

When I ask you, "Where shall we go?",
"What shall we eat?",

everything was just "Anything".

You said, "As long as you like it, Tsumugi".

You also don't give me surprises.

Yup.

"It's fun being with this person."

"He makes things exciting and enjoyable."

Such things totally don't exist.

[Minato Togawa]

Yup.

Instead of being my boyfriend,

you were like my little brother.

It felt a little like I have a second little brother.

Yup.

When I'm with you, Minato,

rather than being a little brother,

you're not my little brother.

You're not that.

You're like family.

You're like family,

and when I was with you I never felt nervous.

If anything, I felt secure.

Yup.

I didn't need to try and be girly,

or force myself to your pace.

There was none of that, ever.

Yup.

And all that...

made me feel comfortable.

Yup.

It really felt comfortable.

After all, I was always spacing out when by your side, Minato.

I think I was... sort of glowing.

Does that make any sense?

I loved you.

Togawa,

I really loved you.

These past three years... I've always...

loved you most.

I see. Is that so.

I bet you never knew.

Yup, I didn't.

Well, it's all past-tense though.

We're no longer one-sidedly, nor mutually in love.

To tell you the truth,

I knew this fluffy thing

was from the 100-yen store,

and that you'd say I could toss it out.

Yup.

I knew you knew.

I just wanted to talk a bit. Sorry.

Yup. It's okay, I forgive you.

I considered heading over and delivering it myself,

but I'm glad I opted for a call.

If I saw your face, I'd be crying.

What? Why? That makes no sense.

Don't you need to fry those burgers?

You're right. I need to fry them up.

Yikes, they're getting dried out.

I'll end the call with good news.

Oho? Do tell.

Sou...

Yeah?

Actually...

Yeah?

[Minato Togawa]

loves ponytails.

That's so pointless.

Men get access to these sorts of information.

Yeah, pointless information.

Good luck.

With what?

See you.

Yup.

See you later.

I'll be ending the call.

Yeah,

as will I.

Hikaru,

could you end the call? My hands are...

Didn't Minato hang up?

Minato never does,

he always waits for the other person.

How very like him.

Kind 'til the very end.

He can hear you! Hurry and end the call.

Okay, okay.

Our eyes met as soon as I woke up.

What a surprise.

I was also surprised when I woke up.

Why?

Because a certain Aoba was sleeping beside me.

What a surprise.

"Aoba"?

I mean, "Tsumugi".

Wait...

do you not remember yesterday?

No, I do.

And you still hesitate?

I always thought

I wasn't the one

here.

Togawa,

since when did you like me?

Let's see. "Togawa" has liked you since...

Wait. No, I take it back.

I take it all back.

You take it back?

Minato.

Yeah. Minato.

You can call me whatever,

I don't mind.

No, it's okay.

I'll do my best.

I'll do my best with "Minato".

No need to force yourself.

I'll do my best, because I want to be called "Tsumugi".

Then I'll do my best with "Tsumugi".

Okay.

Let's both do our best.

Your bangs are all messed up.

What?

That's a cute clip.

Thank the 100-yen store.

- A bear?
- A panda.

They have the same silhouette.

Mom's burgers are always animal shaped

because Dad complimented her for it once.

Seriously?

He said, "today's hamburgers look cute".

Dad said the word, and that's it?

Yup.

I remember it clear as day,

even though I was a preschooler.

Wow, what a simple reason.

The word "cute" from someone you love

is a force to be reckoned with.

A mere hair clip from middle school,
becomes something you can't toss out.

I see.

Make sure you occasionally visit home, okay?

Go talk to Mom for a change.

Yeah yeah.

Don't forget to tell Dad

that your marriage only got further away.

Yeah yeah.

Looks like the two of us can finish this off.

Agreed.

Let's eat. I'm starving.

Me too.

I'm starving.

No, no.

[I thought you wouldn't come.]

You asked me to.

[But maybe you didn't want to see my face.]

Don't worry,

now I can.

[I thought it was my fault you two broke up.]

[I thought it would've been better
if we never reunited.]

[I'm sorry.]

That's not why we...

[But the fact that you talk to me in sign...]

[and that I could play soccer
with Minato and co. again...]

[made me really happy.]

[Though I feel terrible about
what happened between you two, ]

[I'm truly glad we all reunited.]

Yeah.

[From now on, I'll put my thoughts
over these past 8 years, ]

[and everything I want to tell you, into proper words.]

[If you're going to face me earnestly,
then I want to be open.]

Alright.

I understand.

I'll do the same.

For the time being,

can I say what I'm thinking right now?

I'm really

hungry.

I want to eat lots.

Let's go grab a meal somewhere.

[Any cuisine preference?]

Anything's fine.

[Alright.]

[I'll find us a store. Give me a second.]

I changed my mind, not "anything".

Anything but hamburgers, please.

Someone called you, right?

What sort of person are they?

[They're someone very important to me.]

Are you two really friends?

-The fact that I couldn't put it into words, was agony.
- [She's no telepath, she can't hear your feelings, Sou.]

What sort of person are they?

They give me all the words I want to hear.