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[ Birds Chirping ]
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?? [S Io w R o ck]
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[Man]? The human heart isa scary part in fact?
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? 'Cause I c o u I d break y o uand y o u c o u I d break me back?
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?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
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? Th o ugh my headsaysjust f o rget it?
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? Y o u'll get hurtand y o u'll regret it?
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? Ask me n o wand I w o n't hesitate?
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? 'Cause I'm fearfu Io f heightsand y o u take me higher?
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? What came with y o uwas a view t o admire?
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? I've a I ways beenthe kind t o c o ntemp I ate?
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? But y o u I ike the kindthat d o n't hesitate?
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? S o excuse mewhi I e I fa II f o r y o u?
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?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
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? Excuse mewhi I e I fa II f o r y o u?
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[ Man #2 ]
Quiet, please!
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? Th o ught ab o ut it
Io ng and hard t o day?
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[ Mouthing Words ]
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? I rea I i z ed
I'm standing in o ur way?
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? H ey, hey?
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[ Clears Throat ]
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? Ask me n o w?
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? And I w o n't?
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Excuse mej
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? H esitate?
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You know, if you haven't
learned your lines by now,
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probably too latej
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Thanksj
Real encouragingj
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Nice outfitj
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So, you nervous?
Yesj
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[ Chuckles ]
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?
ã So where are you sitting
- Front row, center balcony,
with Alannaj
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Ohj I didn't know
she was comingj
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Yeahj You kidding?
We wouldn't miss itj
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[ Man ]
Got your ticketsj
Got your ticketsj
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Got your programsj
Programs, five dollarsj
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Heyj Heyj
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Oh, hey, sweetiej
Heyj Mmmj
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I'm sorry I'm latej
I got your textj
Yeah?
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But I had to do a total
knee replacement at 4:00j
Took three hoursj Can you fix this?
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They need to quit
treating you like a residentj
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I think they think
I am a residentj
You have the tickets?
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ã I don'tj I thought you didj
ã Hey sir and madamj
,
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May I please see
your tickets real quick?
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Let's check 'em out,
make sure these babies
are legitj
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Ohj Uhãohj
You guys are bronze packagej
Problem?
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Um, minorj
I can bump you guys up
to platinum packagej
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It's a small fee, $22j
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Basically, it's better AjCj
in the building, better seatsj
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And the proceeds go to
a charity, a really cool onej
You're Trumanj
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?
ã I'm- My German
- Our daughter's in the playj
It starts nowj We gotta goj
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Yes, I am Trumanj
She's told us
all about youj
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All rightj Thanks for buying
the platinum package!
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[ Chattering ]
Excuse mej Heyj
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Heyj
[ Kisses ]
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How are you?
I'm goodj
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Get a program?
No, I didn'tj
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I'll just
look off yoursj
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So that took a whilej
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Uh, yeahj
I went to see a friendj
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How is she?
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She's nervousj
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Well, I guess
I would be tooj
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[ Man ]
Thank you
for joining us tonight-
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Excuse usj
for our productionj
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A special welcome
to our alumni and guestsj
Good to have youj
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We are proud of
our spring production-
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one of our enduring traditions
here at the universityj
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This year, we are featuring
some fresh new facesj
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So join me as we
welcome to the stage our cast,
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as they perform
an original play
written by yours trulyj
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[ Applause ]
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Thank youj Thank youj
Thank youj Thank youj
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So without further ado,
I present to you A nnabe Il a ó
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Whoo-whoo!
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[ Whistling ]
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?
ã Annabella
,?
ã Is that you Desmond
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Hello, Annabellaj
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You can dispense
with the pleasantries,
Desmondj
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It's a bit trifle,
don't you think?
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If you'd just let me explain,
I'm confident we would agreej
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You need to know
that my family has, well,
certain standards for mej
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Standards
which I do not meet?
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[ Labored Breathing ]
Admit it, Desmondj Pleasej
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[ Gasping ]
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ã "I've realized"-
ã I've-
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I've realized thatjjj
I have certain standards
that you do not meetj
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That's not rightj
It's time I set sail
on my ownj
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It's time I discovered
the life I've always dreamed of
but thought impossiblej
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[Heartbeat]
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[ Muffled ]
Get it together, Hannahj
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I'm leaving, Desmondj
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Leaving?
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Where, Annabella?
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[ Labored Breathing ]
I'm-
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[ Groans ]
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[ Whispers ]
I want-
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[ Wheezing ]
Hannah!
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Excuse mej
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ã [ Father ]
Hannah?
ã [ Coughing ]
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ã [ Wheezing ]
?
ã Hannah
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ã Hannah!
ã [ Gasps ]
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[ Voice Muffled, Echoing ]
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Get her inhalerj
It's in the brown bag!
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ã Get her inhaler now!
,
ã We need Hannah's bag!
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Hannahj No, noj
Hannahj Noj
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Listen to mej
Hannahj Hannah!
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[ No Audible Dialogue ]
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[ Siren Wailing, Distant ]
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[ W o man O n P j A ó, I ndistinct]
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Um, Drj Jacob Lawsonj
Is he in surgery?
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[ Typing ]
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Thanksj
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Yeahj But what
I'd like to do is maybe
a few more testsj
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Just to make surej
Surej
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[ Indistinct ]
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Hi, sweetiej
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I was looking for youj
They said you'd be herej
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What was that about?
Does he-
Does he know what happened?
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Uh-
[ Chuckles ]
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No, no, noj The full
test results won't be in
for another couple daysj
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But your PjEjFj levels
were fine when you
stayed here overnightj
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So Drj Stewart thinks
it's good for us all
to go homej
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Is that not what you think?
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Yeahj N-No, I doj
I agreej
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I- I agree
with Drj Stewartj
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He's a specialistj
We need to do what he saysj
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All rightj Well, I'm gonna
go get changed, I guessj
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Okayj
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[ Bell Chiming ]
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I fy o u w o u I djust
I et me exp I ain, I'm
c o nfident we w o u I d agree ó
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You need to know
that my family-
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they, well,
have certain standards
for mej
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[ Woman ]
Standards
which I do not meet?
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Admit it, Desmondj Pleasej
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It's time I discovered the life
I've always dreamed of
but thought impossiblej
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[ Phone Ringing ]
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[ Keys Jingling ]
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Predictions?
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Is there something
you're not telling me, Dad?
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I was thinking about
asking you the same thingj
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[ Door Opens, Closes ]
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Jacob?
Hij
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Hey, Grace, Hannahj
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[ Softly ]
Hij
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It's good to see
you all againj
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Although I wish it was
under better circumstancesj
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So how have you felt this week?
Any new symptoms or problems?
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Noj I feel finej
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Well, I've looked
at your EjEjGj and MjRjlj,
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and it looks as though we need
to reconsider our current
management of the epilepsyj
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Stress, sleep deprivation
and alcohol can increase
your risk of seizuresj
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Since you haven't had
a seizure since childhood,
I just have to ask-
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LãLãLookj I don't do drugsj
I don't drinkj
I don't smokej I haven't-
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If that's what you meanj
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Ohj I seej
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BjPjDj, acute asthma,
seizures,
multiple hip surgeries-
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most when you were
too young to rememberj
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I remember somej
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[ Clears Throat ]
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Hannah, I believe
that everything
you've suffered fromjjj
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is relatedj
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Why am I sick?
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You were born
very prematurelyj
Twenty-four weeksj
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Premature birth
or low birth weightjjj
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and a traumatic delivery
can be associated
with this conditionj
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I was premature,
and that's why I'm sickj
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Hannah, we're concerned
about youjjj
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because of the physical
and emotional symptoms
that you're havingj
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What do you-
What do you mean, um,
emotional?
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Your father
eãmailed me thisj
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"I feel dead insidej
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Noj Something worse
than deathj
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I am still a child,
a child trying to find
a place in this worldj
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I have so many unanswered
questions, questions I feel
but can't even begin to speakjjj
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because there are
no words to express themj
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Something is missingj
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Why, God, do I feel-
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do I feel unwanted?
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Why do I fee I I haven o right t o e x ist?
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Why do I spend more time
wanting to end my life
than live it?"
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You- You read my journal?
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Hannah, I believe
that what you're feeling
is normal,
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and is even expectedj
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What is-
What is this about?
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What? What?
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Hannah, we're not
your biological parentsj
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Hang onj That's, uh-
That's not how
I wanted to tell youj
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Why didn't you tell me
I was adopted?
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[ Clears Throat ]
Okayj Um-
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Hannah, you were born premature
because you are the survivor
of a failed abortionj
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[ Mouths Words ]
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Your physical and I believe
your emotional symptomsjjj
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can be traced to this,
as they have in other casesj
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I-I-I can only speak
to your physical symptomsj
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But I'm suggesting that you
begin treatment for your
psychological symptoms as wellj
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lmmediatelyj
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Now, I'm prescribing
a new medication
to help control your seizures,
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and you have to continue
to take your current medicationj
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ã Hannahj
ã Don't-
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I have to goj
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ã Heyj I don't think
that's a good ideaj
ã Don't touch mej
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[ Rock Splashes ]
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[ Beeping ]
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[Line R inging]
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[Ma n]H ello?[Chattering]
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Hij
Hey ó I can't hear y o u ó
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[Man #2 ]
I have set y o ur ir o n
o n fire ó
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[Man # 1 ]Can I ca II y o u back?
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Jason, the iron's on firej
No, it's too-
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It's in my handj
It's really loud in herej
I'm sorryj
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Can I call you back?
The iron's on firej
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[ Scoffs ]
Surej That's finej Whateverj
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Call me backj
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Byej
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[ Sighs ]
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[ Rock Splashes ]
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[ Rock Splashes ]
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ã We didn't even talk about it
before you sent the e-mailj
?
ã What am I supposed to do
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I find out my daughter
is contemplating suicidej
Am I supposed to do nothing?
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ã I don't think soj
ã It's not like thatj
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Hannah, sweetheartj
Please sit downj Uh-
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We need to talk to youj
You've had 19 years
to talk to mej
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I can understand
why you would feel that way,
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but, please, I would like
to talk to you now, so sit-
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I don't want to sit downj
I don't want to talk about itj
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?
ã Then what do you want
ã I want to see my birth certificatej
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Why?
Because I want to know
who I amj I-
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This is who
you are, Hannahj
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Okayj Well, I wanna know
who my birth mother isj
I wanna know how I can find herj
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ã I can't do thatj
?
ã Why
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Because I can'tj
I can't-
[ Sighs ]
235
00:17:34,429 --> 00:17:37,140
All rightj I can't do that
because I have no idea
who your birth mother isj
236
00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:40,477
ã I have no idea
where she is, when she-
ã Herej
237
00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:42,103
It's your birth certificatej
238
00:17:43,897 --> 00:17:45,523
Thank youj
239
00:17:52,781 --> 00:17:54,866
[ Footsteps Depart ]
240
00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:58,244
[ Door Closes ]
[ Sighs ]
241
00:17:58,328 --> 00:18:01,081
[ Vehicle Approaches ]
242
00:18:02,957 --> 00:18:05,085
[ Engine Off]
[ Door Opens ]
243
00:18:05,168 --> 00:18:07,837
WhãWh-
Who's there?
244
00:18:09,506 --> 00:18:10,507
Hello?
245
00:18:13,218 --> 00:18:16,262
It's mej
You can put down
the pepper sprayj
246
00:18:16,346 --> 00:18:17,847
Greatj
247
00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:22,102
How did you know
I was here?
248
00:18:22,185 --> 00:18:23,770
You are
way too predictablej
249
00:18:23,853 --> 00:18:25,814
I am notj
"I am notj"
250
00:18:26,523 --> 00:18:27,941
[ Sighs ]
251
00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:31,820
Can I come in?
Noj I'm mad at youj
252
00:18:40,370 --> 00:18:44,541
What are you doing?
I am taking off my shoesj
253
00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:46,209
Why are you
taking off your shoes?
254
00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:49,921
Becausejjj I'm sorryj
255
00:18:50,004 --> 00:18:52,465
And I don't like
when people are mad at mej
256
00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:53,883
Especially youj
257
00:18:57,387 --> 00:18:59,222
So you doing all right?
258
00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:02,225
Noj
259
00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:05,395
You want to
talk about it?
260
00:19:05,937 --> 00:19:08,356
Mmm- Noj
261
00:19:22,745 --> 00:19:24,914
My wholejjj life
is a liej
262
00:19:26,624 --> 00:19:29,127
Why do you say that?
263
00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:30,920
The hip surgeries,
264
00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:37,510
the nightmares,
thejjj asthma,
265
00:19:38,219 --> 00:19:39,762
the seizures-
266
00:19:41,598 --> 00:19:43,308
All of it's connectedj
267
00:19:45,935 --> 00:19:49,814
My parents
aren't my parentsj
268
00:19:52,650 --> 00:19:54,485
They adopted mej
269
00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:00,408
Andjjj
270
00:20:03,244 --> 00:20:06,247
they adopted me
because my birth mother
tried to abort mej
271
00:20:13,087 --> 00:20:15,131
I guess I wasn't
supposed to survivej
272
00:20:17,175 --> 00:20:18,718
And I barely didj
273
00:20:19,969 --> 00:20:22,889
All I know-
Well, all they will
let me knowjjj
274
00:20:22,972 --> 00:20:26,017
is that I was born
in a hospital
in Mobile, Alabama,
275
00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:29,729
which is 12 hours awayj
276
00:20:29,812 --> 00:20:33,650
And I don't know
how I would get therej
277
00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:37,153
Or if I did go,
what I would doj
278
00:20:40,031 --> 00:20:42,700
I just-
I want answersj
279
00:20:42,784 --> 00:20:45,078
I want answers
to all these questionsj
280
00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:49,999
I want to be able
to get on with my lifej
You know?
281
00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:58,174
Because right now,
I just feel stuckj
282
00:21:03,304 --> 00:21:05,640
Like there's-
Like there's no way outj
283
00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:11,437
?? [R o ck Ba II ad, Faint]
284
00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:13,773
I'm stuck in this place
that I hatej
285
00:21:19,362 --> 00:21:21,572
?? [M an S ingi n g, I ndistinct]
[ Mutters, Chuckles ]
286
00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:26,619
Told you
I didn't want to
talk about itj
287
00:21:28,913 --> 00:21:31,374
Wowj Hannah, I-
288
00:21:32,709 --> 00:21:34,127
I'm sorryj
289
00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:40,675
I don't know
what else to sayj Uh-
290
00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:46,806
I imagine things
are pretty terrible
right nowj
291
00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:51,477
But they'll get betterj
292
00:21:51,561 --> 00:21:54,022
?? [ C o ntinues]
293
00:21:54,105 --> 00:21:56,774
That's reallyjjj optimisticj
294
00:21:58,776 --> 00:22:03,823
Lookj Things are
gonna work outj
Okay? I promisej
295
00:22:04,866 --> 00:22:06,492
You'll know what to doj
296
00:22:09,454 --> 00:22:11,331
What makes you
so sure?
297
00:22:12,749 --> 00:22:14,250
I know youj
298
00:22:17,211 --> 00:22:18,796
I don't even
know mej
299
00:22:21,758 --> 00:22:24,552
[ Cell Phone Ringing ]
300
00:22:24,635 --> 00:22:28,014
Who's that?
Alannaj
301
00:22:28,097 --> 00:22:32,018
I'll just call her backj
No, no, noj
You can answer itj
302
00:22:32,101 --> 00:22:34,187
Are you sure?
Yeahj I mean,
you shouldj
303
00:22:35,438 --> 00:22:36,981
[ Ringing Continues ]
304
00:22:38,149 --> 00:22:39,192
Hello?
305
00:22:40,526 --> 00:22:41,611
Heyj
306
00:22:42,987 --> 00:22:47,492
No, noj
Just hanging outj
What's up?
307
00:22:47,575 --> 00:22:50,119
Um- Yeahj
Yeah, surej
[ lnhaler Rattling ]
308
00:22:50,203 --> 00:22:52,330
I guess you can comej
309
00:22:52,413 --> 00:22:55,375
Look, can I-
Actually,
can I call you back?
310
00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,168
Yeahj
No, I promisej
311
00:22:58,002 --> 00:23:00,505
All rightj
Thanksj See youj
312
00:23:00,588 --> 00:23:02,465
?? [ C o ntinues]
313
00:23:02,548 --> 00:23:06,803
I am officially the worst
at planning road tripsj
314
00:23:08,054 --> 00:23:09,555
Three days
before we leave,
315
00:23:09,639 --> 00:23:12,392
and we have
no idea where we're goingj
316
00:23:12,475 --> 00:23:13,643
Awesomej
317
00:23:15,478 --> 00:23:17,605
Lookj
318
00:23:17,688 --> 00:23:19,899
Get in my carj
I'll take you homej
319
00:23:22,527 --> 00:23:24,904
We both have
exams tomorrowj
320
00:23:24,987 --> 00:23:27,323
That's the last thing
on my mind right now,
Jasonj
321
00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:29,534
I know, but we need to s-
322
00:23:29,617 --> 00:23:31,661
I need to studyj
323
00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,665
[ Sighs ]
Come onj
324
00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:39,210
Just agree reluctantlyj
Please?
325
00:23:40,503 --> 00:23:42,964
?? [ Gr o ws L o u d er]
326
00:23:43,047 --> 00:23:45,091
Okay, you stalkerj
327
00:23:46,342 --> 00:23:52,640
? Wh o a, I'll make itwith o ut y o u?
328
00:23:53,683 --> 00:23:56,352
? I n my I ife?
329
00:23:56,436 --> 00:24:00,356
? I'll make itwith o ut y o u?
330
00:24:01,983 --> 00:24:06,362
? And th o ugh my b od y's
I aying here?
331
00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:12,368
? I t's m y mo uththat must be I ying n o w??
332
00:24:15,037 --> 00:24:16,038
Beholdj
333
00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:18,458
Wowj
334
00:24:19,709 --> 00:24:22,545
What a piece of junkj
It's vintage classicj
335
00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:25,131
[ Jason ]
It's vintage junkj
Look at itj
336
00:24:25,214 --> 00:24:28,050
ã It's deadj
ã It's not deadj
337
00:24:28,134 --> 00:24:30,261
This is your cousin's?
Yesj
338
00:24:31,637 --> 00:24:33,347
What does he look like?
339
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,727
Not nearly
as good as the vanj
340
00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:42,356
[ Jason ]
By the way, I think I know
where we're goingj
341
00:24:56,454 --> 00:24:58,623
[ Clears Throat ]
342
00:24:58,706 --> 00:25:00,833
You have
a wild side, Hannahj
343
00:25:00,917 --> 00:25:02,376
What?
344
00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:05,796
I know you got one
deep down in there
somewherej I mean-
345
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,882
Don't you ever wanna
just go crazy?
346
00:25:07,965 --> 00:25:10,635
[ Patrons ]
Shh!
No, I don'tj
347
00:25:11,761 --> 00:25:13,721
I need you
to have a wild side,
Hannahj
348
00:25:13,804 --> 00:25:16,182
Can I hear you say
Mardi Gras?
349
00:25:16,265 --> 00:25:17,850
[ Patrons ]
Shh!
Shh! No, you can'tj
350
00:25:17,934 --> 00:25:20,186
And are you even aware
that you're in a library
right now?
351
00:25:20,269 --> 00:25:23,481
So, did Truman
tell you?
Tell me what?
352
00:25:23,564 --> 00:25:27,860
Well, spring breakj
We finally decided
on New Orleansj
353
00:25:28,611 --> 00:25:30,112
And we want you
to comej
354
00:25:30,196 --> 00:25:32,782
Come on, Hannahj
NOLAj Mardi Gras!
355
00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:34,242
[ Patrons ]
Shh!
356
00:25:34,325 --> 00:25:38,538
You know, uh, Mardi Gras
didn't actually start
in New Orleans?
357
00:25:38,621 --> 00:25:42,250
Yeah, it began
in Mobile, Alabamaj
358
00:25:42,333 --> 00:25:44,418
Which is on our way,
so I figured, you know,
359
00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:47,547
if we got some time,
we can swing by there
and check it outj
360
00:25:47,630 --> 00:25:49,632
It's a pretty cool placej
361
00:25:49,715 --> 00:25:51,676
Yeahj Thank you
for the history lessonj
362
00:25:51,759 --> 00:25:56,597
I'm just saying, I don't want
anyone to feel like
they're stuck on this tripj
363
00:25:56,681 --> 00:26:01,352
You know? Like, if someone
wants to go somewhere,
they should goj
364
00:26:01,435 --> 00:26:03,688
I was doing just fine
before you came over herej
365
00:26:03,771 --> 00:26:06,065
Do you think I'm ready
for a trip like that?
366
00:26:07,024 --> 00:26:08,526
I think
it's now or neverj
367
00:26:08,609 --> 00:26:10,361
ã It's now or never!
- [ Patrons ]
Shh!
368
00:26:10,444 --> 00:26:12,405
ã Come on!
- [ Hannah ]
Can't believe thisj
369
00:26:12,488 --> 00:26:14,824
Who's that?
Sir, this is a libraryj
370
00:26:20,871 --> 00:26:23,708
[ Door Alarm Chiming ]
371
00:26:23,791 --> 00:26:25,501
Jasonj
Hey, Mrj Lawsonj
372
00:26:25,585 --> 00:26:28,588
How are you?
I'm finej Thanks for
getting back to mej
373
00:26:28,671 --> 00:26:31,507
Yeahj
Let me guessj
You're Truman, right?
374
00:26:31,591 --> 00:26:33,634
Yupj Yeahj
375
00:26:33,718 --> 00:26:36,554
This the charity
you were telling me about?
376
00:26:36,637 --> 00:26:39,849
What is going on?
I thought I fixed thatj
377
00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:45,438
[ Clears Throat ]
This is the classic upon which
we'll be taking our voyagej
378
00:26:45,521 --> 00:26:48,608
Our Mi Il ennium Fa I c o n,
if you willj
379
00:26:48,691 --> 00:26:51,652
[ Man ]
Her name is Evelynj
Hey, who's the old dude, man?
380
00:26:51,736 --> 00:26:54,488
[ Truman ]
Remember Hannah?
Yeahj The spaz?
381
00:26:54,572 --> 00:26:59,118
ã Yeahj
This is her dadj
ã Ohj Hey dudej
,
382
00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:02,455
?
ã Who are you
ã Bmacj His cousinj
383
00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:06,250
And, uh, you know,
I'm driving them
to their thing,
384
00:27:06,334 --> 00:27:07,835
'cause this is my baby,
you know?
385
00:27:07,918 --> 00:27:10,838
[ Jacob ] I'm sorryj What did
you say your name was again?
Bmacj
386
00:27:10,921 --> 00:27:14,300
No, your namej
Your real namej
Your actual namej
387
00:27:14,383 --> 00:27:17,094
I-I go by Bmacj
Seriously, why-
388
00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:20,181
Truman, I came here
to talk to Jasonj You mind?
A little privacy, please?
389
00:27:20,264 --> 00:27:23,893
Absolutelyj You-
You should do thatj
390
00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:27,813
ã Whatever manj
,
- I'm sorryj
What can I do for you?
391
00:27:27,897 --> 00:27:31,025
Hannah's sickj You know thatj
So why did you invite her?
392
00:27:31,108 --> 00:27:32,610
[ Clears Throat ]
Uh-
393
00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:34,362
Dudej What's that guy's
problem, man?
394
00:27:34,445 --> 00:27:37,031
It's your beardj
You look like the Unabomberj
Whatever, manj
395
00:27:37,114 --> 00:27:40,284
I don't knowj
I figured she might
have some funj
396
00:27:40,368 --> 00:27:43,079
Funj
Yeahj
397
00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:44,872
Honestly, I was just
trying to helpj
398
00:27:44,955 --> 00:27:47,333
You're not helping, Jasonj
You're not helping at allj
399
00:27:47,416 --> 00:27:50,252
In fact, you've made
my position very uncomfortablej
400
00:27:52,046 --> 00:27:53,547
I'm sorryj
401
00:27:54,590 --> 00:27:55,716
[ Sighs ]
402
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:58,928
Look, Hannah's not listening
to me right now, and I-
403
00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:01,180
Look, Mrj Lawsonj
I can't get
in the middle of thisj
404
00:28:01,263 --> 00:28:03,099
You're in the middle of this,
Jason, like it or notj
405
00:28:03,182 --> 00:28:04,975
You are smackãdab
in the middle of this thingj
406
00:28:05,059 --> 00:28:08,688
And I got stuff
going on at my house
you have no idea aboutj
407
00:28:08,771 --> 00:28:13,943
So I would appreciate it
if you would just take
my side on this thing, okay?
408
00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:19,407
Hmm?
409
00:28:19,490 --> 00:28:20,991
[ Sighs ]
Finej
410
00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:24,453
Yeahj
411
00:28:28,457 --> 00:28:30,751
I wouldn't go 10 feet
in that thing if I were youj
412
00:28:30,835 --> 00:28:33,295
ã [ Object Clatters ]
ã She can hear you!
413
00:28:36,674 --> 00:28:40,928
I didn't know that-
that sticks and stones
could break your beardj
414
00:28:41,011 --> 00:28:43,806
[ Object Clatters ]
[ Truck Departs ]
415
00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:47,393
[ Alarm Clock Beeping ]
[Ma n O n Rad i o]Here o n the Jo n Wa I d e n sh o w,
416
00:28:47,476 --> 00:28:49,353
R ev o cati o n R adi o,
y o ur true-
417
00:28:49,437 --> 00:28:51,522
[C o ntinues, I ndistinct]
418
00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:57,069
[ Groans ]
The sun is up,
and you're still here?
419
00:28:57,153 --> 00:28:59,613
[ Clicks Tongue ]
Yupj
420
00:28:59,697 --> 00:29:01,407
Gotta go
to the clinic todayj
421
00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:05,327
Although-
Wish I was going in scrubsj
422
00:29:07,288 --> 00:29:09,540
Had a really good
talk with Hannahj
423
00:29:09,623 --> 00:29:12,251
?
ã About
ã About the tripj
424
00:29:12,334 --> 00:29:13,794
Told her I didn't think
she should go,
425
00:29:13,878 --> 00:29:16,297
be better
if she stayed herej
426
00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:20,926
I don't necessarily think
she agreed with me,
but I do think she understoodj
427
00:29:21,010 --> 00:29:24,180
So, she's not going?
428
00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:27,892
[ Clicks Tongue ]
I told her that we trusted her
to make the right decisionj
429
00:29:27,975 --> 00:29:30,227
So I think we're goodj
430
00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:33,939
Okayj
I'm gonna get some coffeej
You want some coffee?
431
00:29:34,023 --> 00:29:35,357
Surej
432
00:29:45,326 --> 00:29:46,827
[ Cabinet Door Closes ]
433
00:29:46,911 --> 00:29:49,955
?? [P o p]?? [M an Vo ca I i z ing]
434
00:29:58,881 --> 00:30:01,550
?? [ C o ntinues]
435
00:30:13,354 --> 00:30:17,274
? I t's Io ve?
436
00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:19,902
?? [ C o nti n ues, I ndisti n ct]
[ Laughing ]
437
00:30:19,985 --> 00:30:23,697
[ All Chattering ]
438
00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,703
No, no, noj Don't put in
your headphones, Diegoj
439
00:30:29,787 --> 00:30:33,249
Attention, vanj
Diego doesn't want to talk
about our problemj
440
00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:34,959
This is really a surprisej
441
00:30:35,042 --> 00:30:37,169
[ Bmac ] Everyone wishes
they had headphones
at this pointj
442
00:30:37,253 --> 00:30:39,171
[ Truman ]
Fat Man's burgers are the best-
443
00:30:39,255 --> 00:30:41,465
You do not know
what you're talking about
when it comes to burgers-
444
00:30:41,549 --> 00:30:45,135
That is actually meat fillers,
which are little yellow pellets
that come in a cardboard boxj
445
00:30:45,219 --> 00:30:50,057
Like, seriouslyj When you cook
a burger, all the bad stuff
drains down into the grillj
446
00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:51,809
[ Hannah ]
It's in your bodyj It's inside-
447
00:30:51,892 --> 00:30:54,687
[ Bmac ]
We're not listening to youj
You're making me really angry-
448
00:30:54,770 --> 00:30:57,314
?? [ C o ntinues, L o ud]
449
00:30:57,398 --> 00:31:00,484
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing C o ntinues]
450
00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:08,784
? I t's Io ve???? [Ends]
451
00:31:14,415 --> 00:31:18,043
?? [ Acoustic Guitar ]
? That's the meaning of life ?
452
00:31:18,127 --> 00:31:21,422
? That's the meaning of love ?
453
00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:24,967
? And that's the meaning
of everything ?
454
00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:31,307
? And that's all you need
to know about everything ??
455
00:31:31,390 --> 00:31:34,435
Yeahj
Wowj You're really goodj
456
00:31:34,518 --> 00:31:39,231
Thanksj That actually
was supposed to be a jingle
for a barbecue company,
457
00:31:39,315 --> 00:31:41,567
but they thought
it was too deepj
458
00:31:41,650 --> 00:31:44,320
[ Woman ]
You know, you should go
on one of those reality showsj
459
00:31:44,403 --> 00:31:47,531
[ Bmac ]
I don't think soj Those things
are rigged, I thinkj
460
00:31:47,615 --> 00:31:51,827
You know, sometimes
I write songs based on dreams
I imagine other people havej
461
00:31:51,911 --> 00:31:56,040
ã [ Siren Whoops ]
- Tow truck!
[ Grunts ]
462
00:32:02,796 --> 00:32:04,924
[C hatter O nP oI ice Ra di o]
Are you with the tow truck?
463
00:32:05,007 --> 00:32:06,717
Sir, step away
from the vehiclej
464
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:10,054
ã [Radi o: Feedback]
?
ã You been drinking
465
00:32:10,137 --> 00:32:13,724
Noj Of course notj
Why does everybody always
think I've been drinking?
466
00:32:13,807 --> 00:32:17,061
ã Explain this to mej
ã Ohj When-
467
00:32:17,144 --> 00:32:19,063
Nobody ever tells you
you can't drive
on the beach, manj
468
00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:21,106
They do it on TV
all the timej
Also, running-
469
00:32:21,190 --> 00:32:24,568
Curly Top, do you see
any hotels on this beach?
Yesj Noj
470
00:32:24,652 --> 00:32:27,529
?
ã Any restaurants or bars
- Is this a trick question?
Noj
471
00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:29,281
Yeahj It's because
it's a land preservej
472
00:32:29,365 --> 00:32:31,533
For what?
Set aside for
endangered turtle eggsj
473
00:32:31,617 --> 00:32:35,788
Turtle eggs? Dude, seriously?
Am I being punked?
Like, what's-
474
00:32:35,871 --> 00:32:38,624
ã [R adi o Chatter C o ntinues]
ã No that's- Noj
,
475
00:32:38,707 --> 00:32:41,293
ã $5 000
,?
- He's the owner
and the driverj
476
00:32:41,377 --> 00:32:45,130
NãNo! Truman!
You're the one who told me
to drive here!
477
00:32:45,214 --> 00:32:46,924
I don't even know
your real namej
What is- Bro-
478
00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:49,718
Okayj Listenj
I don't have time for thisj
I need to impound this carj
479
00:32:49,802 --> 00:32:54,431
I'm gonna ask all of you to
please pick up your belongings
and make your way to the curbj
480
00:32:54,515 --> 00:32:57,142
ã I'm gonna also
need your namesj
?
ã Our- Our real names
481
00:32:57,226 --> 00:33:00,437
?
ã Excuse me
- Sir, can I just
say something?
482
00:33:02,147 --> 00:33:04,566
This is my first trip
like this, okay?
483
00:33:04,650 --> 00:33:06,777
I've never done anything
like this beforej
484
00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:10,823
And the only reason that I came
is because I'm trying to get
to Mobile, Alabama, because-
485
00:33:10,906 --> 00:33:12,491
Okay, listen, ma'amj
I don't have time for thisj
486
00:33:12,574 --> 00:33:15,995
I'm gonna have to ask all of you
to make your way down-
Noj Just listenj
487
00:33:16,078 --> 00:33:19,206
I promisej I have
a really good excusej
488
00:33:19,289 --> 00:33:22,126
See, I'm trying
to get to Mobile becausejjj
489
00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:24,169
I just found out I'm adoptedj
490
00:33:24,253 --> 00:33:27,172
Like, last weekj
491
00:33:27,256 --> 00:33:31,176
And this is my only chance
to find out who I really amj
492
00:33:31,260 --> 00:33:33,429
I mean, to find my mother and-
493
00:33:33,512 --> 00:33:36,849
Well, I think she lives therej
At least I hopej
494
00:33:36,932 --> 00:33:39,226
And we probably deserve
everything that
you're trying to say,
495
00:33:39,309 --> 00:33:41,145
but, really, I-
496
00:33:42,021 --> 00:33:43,105
[ Sighs ]
497
00:33:43,188 --> 00:33:47,401
I've gotjjj $93j50-
No, $93j40j This'll help-
498
00:33:47,484 --> 00:33:49,486
Ma'am, I'm not
gonna take your moneyj
Just take itj
499
00:33:49,570 --> 00:33:51,071
I'm not gonna
take your moneyj
500
00:33:53,866 --> 00:33:56,201
Seriouslyj That was in-
I thought- Comple-
501
00:33:56,285 --> 00:33:58,203
Hey, uh- Thanks so much
for letting us off the hook-
502
00:33:58,287 --> 00:33:59,788
Don't talk to mej
503
00:34:00,622 --> 00:34:02,750
Take care of this?
Yeahj
504
00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:05,419
Let's push it, y'allj
Come onj Push, push, push!
505
00:34:05,502 --> 00:34:09,715
Come on, Evelynj
You can do it, Evelynj
I know it's painful!
506
00:34:09,798 --> 00:34:11,300
[ Jason ]
Truman's not
doing anythingj
507
00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:14,053
I'm- I'm hurt-
[ Hannah ] Truman, I've
been doing all of thisj
508
00:34:14,136 --> 00:34:16,221
in my legs
right nowj
509
00:34:17,598 --> 00:34:19,099
You did itj
510
00:34:20,309 --> 00:34:22,394
?? [Ro ck]
511
00:34:22,478 --> 00:34:25,439
[Man]? The Io ve?
512
00:34:27,066 --> 00:34:31,278
? Thaty o u've trie d
t o find a way?
513
00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:40,329
Hey, Hannahj
514
00:34:40,412 --> 00:34:42,039
[ Car Horn Honks ]
515
00:34:42,122 --> 00:34:44,416
Hey, I think-
I just wanted you to know,
516
00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:47,211
I think it's really brave
what you're doing, you know?
517
00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:51,381
Like the whole, you know,
thing with your mom and-
518
00:34:51,465 --> 00:34:54,093
I just hope you find,
you know, whatever it is
that you're looking for,
519
00:34:54,176 --> 00:34:56,261
'cause, you know,
it's importantj
520
00:34:58,472 --> 00:35:00,599
So I really
shouldn't eat burgers?
521
00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:04,228
I guess it's just so hard for me
to think about
eating healthy foodj
522
00:35:04,311 --> 00:35:07,147
I mean, like-
just weirds me outj
523
00:35:07,231 --> 00:35:08,857
Like, and tofu?
What's that stuff?
524
00:35:08,941 --> 00:35:11,401
Who came up with the idea
to take a beanjjj
525
00:35:11,485 --> 00:35:15,239
and turn it into a sandwich
that tastes like
a hamburger remotely?
526
00:35:15,322 --> 00:35:19,993
I mean, vegans always try
to tell you that, like,
tofu tastes like real beefj
527
00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:21,745
That is untruej
528
00:35:21,829 --> 00:35:24,289
? Wi II make us o ne?
529
00:35:24,373 --> 00:35:27,876
? Wi II
make us o ne?
530
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:29,461
?? [Fades]
531
00:35:29,545 --> 00:35:31,630
[ Truman ]
Jojoj You ever know
a guy named Jojo?
532
00:35:31,713 --> 00:35:33,674
I've never even heard
of a guy named Jojoj
533
00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:40,055
[ Sighs ]
This is literally
the worst hotel I've ever seenj
534
00:35:43,016 --> 00:35:45,144
It looked better
on the lnternetj
535
00:35:45,227 --> 00:35:48,522
Where, at
NormanBatesHoteljcom?
536
00:35:49,523 --> 00:35:51,400
HotelMonkeyjbizj
537
00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:54,444
I'm sleeping in the carj
538
00:36:05,539 --> 00:36:08,458
Hannah, you will be
rooming with Alannaj
539
00:36:08,542 --> 00:36:12,504
?
ã Is there another option
- Noj Danielle paid double
for her own roomj
540
00:36:12,588 --> 00:36:15,591
I'm sleeping here in the van,
so you can have my roomj
541
00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:18,385
No, that won't work,
because you're staying with mej
542
00:36:18,468 --> 00:36:22,097
And neither Hannah nor Alanna
would- would stay with mej
Would you?
543
00:36:23,098 --> 00:36:24,600
Get away from me,
Trumanj
544
00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:30,230
[ Door Slams ]
Respect Evelyn!
545
00:36:32,399 --> 00:36:35,485
[ Pills Rattling ]
546
00:36:52,127 --> 00:36:54,338
That's a lot
of pillsj
547
00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:57,758
Yeahj
[ Chuckles ]
It's ridiculous, huh?
548
00:36:58,842 --> 00:37:00,636
[ Scoffs ]
549
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,346
You know what I think?
550
00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:04,806
I think you just
like to use this stuffj
551
00:37:04,890 --> 00:37:08,060
That way people
have to be nice to you,
you know?
552
00:37:08,143 --> 00:37:11,772
Like, "Poor little Hannahj
So woundedj"
553
00:37:11,855 --> 00:37:13,649
I'm sorryj
I didn't mean-
554
00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:18,654
Okayj You never mean to do anything,
but that's the pointj You still doj
555
00:37:18,737 --> 00:37:20,906
Why did you even
come on this trip anyway?
556
00:37:21,823 --> 00:37:24,076
Jason invited mej
557
00:37:24,159 --> 00:37:25,953
We didn't want you toj
558
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:31,250
He's justjjj
too nice to say itj
559
00:37:48,392 --> 00:37:53,438
Um- I usually get up early,
but I can set an alarm
if you wantj
560
00:37:53,522 --> 00:37:57,025
Hannah, just go to sleepj
What is wrong with you?
561
00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:03,740
[ Sighs ]
562
00:38:03,824 --> 00:38:05,826
[ Bmac Snoring ]
563
00:38:08,829 --> 00:38:10,539
[ Hannah M uttering ]
[ Door Rattling ]
564
00:38:10,622 --> 00:38:12,708
[ Grunts, Sputters ]
565
00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:15,502
What's going on?
It's just mej
566
00:38:15,585 --> 00:38:17,713
What are you doing?
567
00:38:17,796 --> 00:38:20,132
Getting some stuffj
Go back to sleepj
568
00:38:20,215 --> 00:38:21,842
[ Door Closes ]
569
00:38:26,179 --> 00:38:28,807
Hannah! Hannahj
What's going on?
570
00:38:28,890 --> 00:38:30,809
I'm leavingj
571
00:38:30,892 --> 00:38:34,604
ã It's the middle of the nightj
Can we talk about this?
ã I don't wanna talk about itj
572
00:38:34,688 --> 00:38:38,233
I'm- I'm leaving,
and you're staying here
with yourjjj girlfriend!
573
00:38:38,317 --> 00:38:42,321
I realize that I'm a problem,
and that I never
should have come here,
574
00:38:42,404 --> 00:38:46,408
so you can just go to
New Orleans with everybody else
in your possejjj
575
00:38:46,491 --> 00:38:48,118
and just have fun or whateverj
576
00:38:48,201 --> 00:38:49,661
I don't even
care anymorej
577
00:38:49,745 --> 00:38:52,622
You're not making sensej
What is wrong?
578
00:38:52,706 --> 00:38:54,458
Apparently I'm what's wrongj
579
00:38:54,541 --> 00:38:58,128
Lookj I'm leavingj
Don't follow mej
580
00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:08,388
Dudej Her dad's
gonna kill you, manj
581
00:39:08,472 --> 00:39:09,973
He's scary, manj
582
00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:15,771
?? [Ba Il ad]
583
00:39:22,152 --> 00:39:26,114
[Man]
? H ave a seatup o n this branch o fmine?
584
00:39:26,198 --> 00:39:28,075
? I t's been a whi I e, h o ney?
585
00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:31,244
? I think I fee I fine?
586
00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,373
[ Sighs ]
587
00:39:39,294 --> 00:39:43,757
? I see the q uesti o n markat o p y o ur spine?
588
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,342
? I've g o t a I adder, h o ney?
589
00:39:45,425 --> 00:39:47,135
? W o n't y o u I et me c I imb??? [Fades]
590
00:39:47,219 --> 00:39:48,804
Sorry it took me so longj
591
00:39:48,887 --> 00:39:54,142
The only rental place
that was open was by
the airport, so- took a whilej
592
00:39:54,226 --> 00:39:56,144
I don't need
your charity, Jasonj
593
00:39:56,228 --> 00:39:58,146
Yeah, you doj
594
00:39:58,230 --> 00:40:01,316
What? So we're just gonna
go to M obile together or what?
595
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:02,984
Beats walkingj
596
00:40:03,068 --> 00:40:04,945
What would
Alanna think?
597
00:40:05,028 --> 00:40:06,738
Doesn't matter
what she thinksj
598
00:40:06,822 --> 00:40:10,158
This was my decisionj
All right? She knows thatj
599
00:40:10,242 --> 00:40:12,577
Now get inj
I don't have time for thisj
600
00:40:12,661 --> 00:40:17,541
?
ã Why do you care
,?
ã I care about you all right
601
00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:21,420
Noj I'm not the kind of girl
who just gets in a car
with anybodyj
602
00:40:21,503 --> 00:40:24,381
Rightj But you will
hitchhike by yourself-
603
00:40:24,464 --> 00:40:26,091
I wasn't hitchhikingj
I was walkingj
604
00:40:26,174 --> 00:40:28,427
Okayj No, that's
equally smartj
605
00:40:28,510 --> 00:40:29,970
I would've been finej
Mmãhmmj
606
00:40:30,053 --> 00:40:32,347
?? [R o c k][Man]
? B ut we a lIIo st track?
607
00:40:32,431 --> 00:40:36,351
? Soo n as we g o t c o ntr ol?
608
00:40:38,979 --> 00:40:42,357
? So sh o w me the way?
609
00:40:43,525 --> 00:40:47,195
? I wanna be I ike that?
610
00:40:47,946 --> 00:40:49,823
? Yeah?
611
00:40:49,906 --> 00:40:54,286
? And I wanna hear y o uca Il my name?
612
00:40:54,369 --> 00:40:58,457
? And n o t loo k back?
613
00:41:00,041 --> 00:41:03,086
? 'Cause a Il the faint I ights?
614
00:41:04,588 --> 00:41:08,258
? They I eft mestranded and Io st?
615
00:41:10,677 --> 00:41:14,306
? Reaching thr o ughempty p o ckets?
616
00:41:14,389 --> 00:41:18,643
? Trying t o pay my c o st?
617
00:41:20,604 --> 00:41:22,814
? I put up a fight??? [Fades]
618
00:41:22,898 --> 00:41:26,151
You remember
when we were nine, I think?
619
00:41:26,234 --> 00:41:28,403
When you were nine,
I was eight and a halfj
620
00:41:29,571 --> 00:41:32,866
Yesj Thank you for that
unnecessary correctionj
621
00:41:32,949 --> 00:41:35,202
I was nine,
you were eight and a halfj
622
00:41:35,285 --> 00:41:39,206
And we would go
with the Thompson kids,
remember, and we would-
623
00:41:39,289 --> 00:41:42,292
Race to the water?
Yeahj
624
00:41:42,375 --> 00:41:44,419
This all just
reminded me of itj
625
00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:47,088
? A II the faint I ights?
626
00:41:48,924 --> 00:41:51,968
ã? They I eft mestranded and Io st?
ã [ Laughs ]
627
00:41:55,013 --> 00:41:58,517
? Reaching thr o ughempty p o ckets?
628
00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:02,896
? Trying t o pay my c o st?
629
00:42:03,980 --> 00:42:05,023
? O h?
630
00:42:05,106 --> 00:42:08,777
? lp ut u p a fight?
[ Hannah Squeals ]
631
00:42:08,860 --> 00:42:12,948
? O h, n o
But n o w it's taking its t oll?
632
00:42:13,031 --> 00:42:14,741
[ Laughing ]
633
00:42:14,824 --> 00:42:16,034
? O h?
634
00:42:16,117 --> 00:42:20,705
? I'm waitingf o r s o mething t o set fire?
635
00:42:20,789 --> 00:42:23,124
[ Laughing ]
? W ake u p my s o u I??
636
00:42:23,208 --> 00:42:25,293
?? [Ends]
637
00:42:28,755 --> 00:42:30,257
Heyj
Hij
638
00:42:30,340 --> 00:42:33,843
I have $90 and change,
or something like thatj
639
00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:37,222
And- [ Chuckles ]
a phone that doesn't work
because the ocean broke itj
640
00:42:37,305 --> 00:42:39,724
?
ã The ocean broke it
ã Shhj
641
00:42:40,976 --> 00:42:44,771
Do you have a towel?
The cheapest we have
is 110j
642
00:42:44,854 --> 00:42:48,567
Unless, uh,
you are Triple "Aj"
643
00:42:48,650 --> 00:42:51,570
ã Oh yeahj We arej
,
We have all three A'sj
ã Yeahj
644
00:42:51,653 --> 00:42:54,030
[ Jason ]
But we need
separate rooms, reallyj
645
00:42:54,114 --> 00:42:57,325
[ Hannah ]
Yes, because
we're not togetherj
646
00:42:57,409 --> 00:42:58,952
Like thatj
Noj
647
00:42:59,035 --> 00:43:00,870
[ Typing ]
648
00:43:01,663 --> 00:43:03,331
Triple "A" is 99j
649
00:43:03,415 --> 00:43:07,252
Mmmj Only one room
available at that ratej
650
00:43:07,335 --> 00:43:11,298
The only other room
I have is, uh,
the luxury suitej
651
00:43:11,381 --> 00:43:13,258
299j
652
00:43:13,341 --> 00:43:15,302
Uh- That-
That sounds greatj
653
00:43:15,385 --> 00:43:19,848
ã Uh we just need
,
the regular room, thoughj
ã The very regular roomj
654
00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:23,810
[ Jason ]
Standardj
Mm-hmmj This-
655
00:43:23,893 --> 00:43:26,271
ã Maybe next timej
ã Yeahj
656
00:43:26,354 --> 00:43:29,274
[ Chattering,
Chuckling ]
657
00:43:30,692 --> 00:43:32,193
I'm freezingj
658
00:43:33,361 --> 00:43:34,821
This is awkwardj
659
00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:39,075
Yeahj Definitely
only one bedj
660
00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,037
Yeahj
661
00:43:54,174 --> 00:43:55,675
[ Whispers ]
Are you asleep?
662
00:43:57,010 --> 00:43:59,679
I literally
just laid downj
Oh, yeahj
663
00:43:59,763 --> 00:44:01,056
Sorryj
664
00:44:04,976 --> 00:44:06,478
Are you okay
down there?
665
00:44:07,896 --> 00:44:10,065
Well, you know,
I usually preferjjj
666
00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:13,109
the kingãsize floor
,
but this is all they had, sojjj
667
00:44:13,193 --> 00:44:15,570
I'll make doj
668
00:44:15,654 --> 00:44:17,280
That's funnyj
You're funnyj
669
00:44:20,283 --> 00:44:22,744
Do you think
I'm being weird
about all this?
670
00:44:22,827 --> 00:44:24,871
Why are we whispering?
671
00:44:24,954 --> 00:44:29,250
I don't knowj
I mean, you're, like,
the popular college guyj
672
00:44:29,334 --> 00:44:35,090
Girls- They find you attractive
and enjoy your companyj
673
00:44:36,341 --> 00:44:39,260
Would you think
it was weird if I saidjjj
674
00:44:39,344 --> 00:44:42,472
I'd never been
with anybody before?
675
00:44:42,555 --> 00:44:45,225
Ph- Physically speaking?
676
00:44:46,768 --> 00:44:49,354
Which is purely
a hypothetical statement,
of coursej
677
00:44:49,437 --> 00:44:52,273
Um-
Oh, that-
Sorryj
678
00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:54,859
I didn't-
[ Chuckles ]
I didn't mean to get into thatj
679
00:45:00,532 --> 00:45:02,242
ã Good nightj
ã Good nightj
680
00:45:06,746 --> 00:45:08,873
I can feel you down there,
judging mej
681
00:45:08,957 --> 00:45:10,625
Like you think this is
totally ridiculousj
682
00:45:10,709 --> 00:45:13,044
Like I'm some sort of
Christian homeschooling freakj
683
00:45:13,128 --> 00:45:15,338
ã I'm a Chr-
ã You thought itj
684
00:45:15,422 --> 00:45:17,173
?
ã I did
ã I thought soj
685
00:45:17,257 --> 00:45:18,717
Noj That was a questionj
686
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:21,052
Lookj Here's the thingj
687
00:45:21,136 --> 00:45:23,263
What's so wrong
with not having a wild side?
688
00:45:23,346 --> 00:45:25,140
I mean, I'm glad
about the factjjj
689
00:45:25,223 --> 00:45:28,059
that I haven't done thesejjj
things with-
690
00:45:29,436 --> 00:45:31,396
And- And-
691
00:45:31,479 --> 00:45:33,440
I- I have a wild sidej
692
00:45:33,523 --> 00:45:35,024
You've seen me
play Scrabblej
693
00:45:35,108 --> 00:45:36,985
I'm wildj
694
00:45:44,284 --> 00:45:45,744
What are you thinking?
695
00:45:45,827 --> 00:45:48,121
[ Scoffs ]
I, uh- I think-
696
00:45:48,204 --> 00:45:50,623
You know what?
[ Sighs ]
697
00:45:50,707 --> 00:45:53,960
I can't do thisj
No matter
what the circumstancesj
698
00:45:54,043 --> 00:45:56,087
Hannah,
where are you going?
699
00:45:56,171 --> 00:45:58,047
Stop judging mej
700
00:45:59,132 --> 00:46:00,675
[ Lamp Crashes ]
701
00:46:08,516 --> 00:46:10,185
Wowj
702
00:46:10,268 --> 00:46:13,646
[Man]? D o n't wantt o s o und ridicu Io us?
703
00:46:13,730 --> 00:46:17,025
? B ut I think y o u kn o w
I'm sick o f this?
704
00:46:17,108 --> 00:46:20,820
? And I kinda thinkthat we can bend, d o y o u??
705
00:46:20,904 --> 00:46:22,697
? I'll try t o bea better friend t o y o u?
706
00:46:22,781 --> 00:46:24,449
Go awayj
707
00:46:26,201 --> 00:46:27,911
Hello?
708
00:46:27,994 --> 00:46:31,706
You're not a freak,
Hannahj
709
00:46:31,790 --> 00:46:33,625
? That I was
onl y loo king o ut f o r me?
710
00:46:33,708 --> 00:46:36,294
? I nstead o fgetting y o uthe he lp y ou ne e d?
[ Sighs ]
711
00:46:36,377 --> 00:46:39,047
Wellj Good nightj
712
00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:43,009
? Wh o d o y o u think y o u are??
713
00:46:43,092 --> 00:46:46,304
? Wh o d o I think I am??
714
00:46:46,387 --> 00:46:50,517
? Bare I y I istening?
715
00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:54,312
? T o my oI dest?
716
00:46:54,395 --> 00:46:57,941
? M y ol dest friend?
717
00:46:58,024 --> 00:47:00,568
[ Phone Ringing ]
718
00:47:05,824 --> 00:47:07,575
?? [Fades]
[ Sighs ]
719
00:47:12,997 --> 00:47:14,833
Was there a problem
with the room?
720
00:47:14,916 --> 00:47:16,417
Noj
[ Clears Throat ]
721
00:47:16,501 --> 00:47:18,753
Noj No, the room was finej
722
00:47:19,921 --> 00:47:21,840
Because
there's no refund,
723
00:47:21,923 --> 00:47:24,926
no matter where
you, uh, sleepj
724
00:47:50,076 --> 00:47:51,703
Hannah, I'm-
725
00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:53,454
I'm sorryj
726
00:48:06,467 --> 00:48:08,011
[ Rattling Door]
727
00:48:13,850 --> 00:48:15,351
Mmmj
728
00:48:15,435 --> 00:48:18,313
I do have a wild sidej
729
00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:19,898
Can't believe
you just broke inj
730
00:48:19,981 --> 00:48:21,858
I didn't break inj
The door was openj
731
00:48:21,941 --> 00:48:24,777
It was the back door,
and you pried it openj
732
00:48:24,861 --> 00:48:28,448
[ Scoffs ]
I used to wander in the old
OjRj at my dad's hospitalj
733
00:48:28,531 --> 00:48:32,076
Cool thing is, all the files
and all the equipment
are still therej
734
00:48:33,953 --> 00:48:36,331
[ Door Closes ]
[ Jacob ]
Hello?j
735
00:48:36,414 --> 00:48:38,708
[ Sighs ]
I'm homej
736
00:48:38,791 --> 00:48:42,128
[ Keys Clatter ]
[ Sighs ]
737
00:48:42,211 --> 00:48:44,672
Oh, scrubsj
You got your wishj
738
00:48:44,756 --> 00:48:45,882
Yeahj
739
00:48:47,842 --> 00:48:51,638
[ Sighs ]
You talk to Hannah today?
740
00:48:51,721 --> 00:48:53,973
I tried to call her
a couple of timesj
741
00:48:54,057 --> 00:48:55,558
Cell phone not working?
742
00:48:56,684 --> 00:48:58,686
I don't think that girl
is ever gonna grow upj
743
00:49:01,356 --> 00:49:03,483
I remember the first time
I held her in my armsj
744
00:49:03,566 --> 00:49:09,072
I couldn't believe
something so small could
have such a power over mej
745
00:49:10,490 --> 00:49:12,200
And I did see him smilej
746
00:49:16,704 --> 00:49:18,289
Wonder if she's ever
gonna be able tojjj
747
00:49:19,874 --> 00:49:21,960
see things
from our perspective?
748
00:49:27,256 --> 00:49:29,050
I think
we should tell herj
749
00:49:32,136 --> 00:49:33,930
Tell her what?
750
00:49:35,807 --> 00:49:36,849
Everythingj
751
00:49:36,933 --> 00:49:38,726
Ohj
752
00:49:38,810 --> 00:49:40,353
Noj She couldn't handle itj
753
00:49:40,436 --> 00:49:43,690
[ Chuckling ]
754
00:49:44,732 --> 00:49:46,776
I think she couldj
755
00:49:46,859 --> 00:49:49,278
No, she couldn'tj
Trust mej
756
00:49:50,571 --> 00:49:52,657
And I think we need
to trust our daughterj
757
00:49:52,740 --> 00:49:54,242
ã [ Man ]
All rightj Turnj
ã [ Shutter Clicking ]
758
00:49:54,325 --> 00:49:56,536
ã No lightj We can't see youj
ã [ Cries ]
759
00:49:56,619 --> 00:49:57,912
[ Sighs ]
[ Whistle Blows ]
760
00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:03,960
[ Door Closes ]
761
00:50:08,756 --> 00:50:10,341
[ Sighs ]
762
00:50:12,093 --> 00:50:13,928
[ Typing ]
763
00:50:17,473 --> 00:50:19,851
Breaking and enteringj
Do you, uh-
764
00:50:19,934 --> 00:50:22,145
[ Finger Tapping ]
Do you understand
the consequences?
765
00:50:24,564 --> 00:50:26,065
You do?
766
00:50:28,860 --> 00:50:31,362
Yeah, noj Not reallyj
767
00:50:31,446 --> 00:50:33,281
All rightj Lookj
Why were you there?
768
00:50:34,949 --> 00:50:37,577
Alanna, don't freak outj
769
00:50:37,660 --> 00:50:40,788
[ Sighs ]
Something happened, and-
770
00:50:40,872 --> 00:50:44,250
Long story short,
me and Hannah are in jailj
771
00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,127
Yeahj It's not like
we planned itj
772
00:50:46,210 --> 00:50:48,796
Y o u g o t y o urse I f int o this ó
Gety ou rse I f o ut É
773
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:50,882
Alanna, pl-
[ Dial Tone ]
774
00:50:57,805 --> 00:51:01,434
We'd gone so far,
and the hospital was all I hadj
775
00:51:01,517 --> 00:51:03,978
It's the only place
that I had leftj
776
00:51:04,979 --> 00:51:06,939
It was a dead endj
777
00:51:07,023 --> 00:51:08,691
[ Scoffs ]
778
00:51:08,775 --> 00:51:11,277
You know, if you're gonnajjj
put me in jail,
779
00:51:11,360 --> 00:51:13,654
please just get it over withj
780
00:51:13,738 --> 00:51:17,492
'Cause- [ Sighs ]
my dad's gonna kill mej
781
00:51:18,826 --> 00:51:20,411
Owens Free Clinicj
782
00:51:20,495 --> 00:51:22,455
My dad's gonna kill mej
783
00:51:24,165 --> 00:51:26,167
He's gonna kill you tooj
784
00:51:27,418 --> 00:51:28,753
[ Chuckling ]
785
00:51:29,587 --> 00:51:31,756
This, uh-
786
00:51:33,883 --> 00:51:35,384
What are the odds?
787
00:51:41,516 --> 00:51:43,559
I had some dealings
with this clinicj
788
00:51:43,643 --> 00:51:47,563
Um, there were some
bomb threats,
death threats and whatnotj
789
00:51:47,647 --> 00:51:49,190
I dealt with a doctor
and two nurses,
790
00:51:49,273 --> 00:51:51,943
and the reason I recall this
is becausejjj
791
00:51:52,026 --> 00:51:54,237
one of the nurses
was just, well-
792
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:57,323
She was very kind to mej
Um-
793
00:51:59,283 --> 00:52:02,203
Here you goj
This is one of her statementsj
794
00:52:13,714 --> 00:52:16,425
The signatures are the samej
M mãhmmj
795
00:52:16,509 --> 00:52:18,553
Why would she sign
my birth certificate?
796
00:52:19,428 --> 00:52:21,639
Um- No ideaj
797
00:52:24,517 --> 00:52:26,644
Her name is M aryj
798
00:52:26,727 --> 00:52:28,521
Mary Rutledgej
799
00:52:29,397 --> 00:52:31,149
[ Typing ]
800
00:52:34,068 --> 00:52:36,529
Um, phone is unlistedj
801
00:52:36,612 --> 00:52:39,282
There's just an address, and-
802
00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:45,872
It hasn't been verified
in quite a whilej
803
00:52:45,955 --> 00:52:48,082
[ Muttering ]
804
00:52:51,752 --> 00:52:53,588
[ Paper Shuffling ]
Good luckj
805
00:52:54,589 --> 00:52:56,507
Waitj What about
all the-
806
00:52:56,591 --> 00:52:58,426
Don't worry
about itj Um-
807
00:52:58,509 --> 00:53:02,221
Look, I'm- I'm very sorry
for this misunderstanding,
all right?
808
00:53:02,305 --> 00:53:06,601
I hope you won't
think badly of our city
and you'll come back againj
809
00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:09,770
So, we're free to go?
810
00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,147
Yeahj
811
00:53:13,191 --> 00:53:14,567
[ Chuckles ]
812
00:53:17,528 --> 00:53:20,531
Jackie out there will,
uh, get your stuff
and check you outj
813
00:53:23,284 --> 00:53:26,287
Ohj You know what?
Wait a minutej
814
00:53:26,370 --> 00:53:30,750
What will you say?
I-I mean, if you find your mother,
what will you say?
815
00:53:30,833 --> 00:53:33,002
I'm just-
I'm just curiousj
816
00:53:35,129 --> 00:53:37,465
I don't knowj
817
00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:39,634
Well-
818
00:53:39,717 --> 00:53:42,136
My wife
has this thing she saysj
819
00:53:43,221 --> 00:53:45,890
"To be human
is to be beautifully flawedj"
820
00:53:45,973 --> 00:53:48,809
And- Well, she's-
821
00:53:48,893 --> 00:53:50,478
She's five months pregnant
with our fourth,
822
00:53:50,561 --> 00:53:55,816
so I think I understand
what you're going through
and how hard it must bej
823
00:53:55,900 --> 00:53:59,528
So- You know, life
isn't always black and whitej
824
00:54:00,529 --> 00:54:04,450
So, hate the crime,
not the criminalj
825
00:54:07,620 --> 00:54:10,456
All rightj Good luckj
[ Hannah ]
Thank youj
826
00:54:23,594 --> 00:54:26,097
Do you want me
to go with you?
827
00:54:44,198 --> 00:54:46,200
[ Knocking ]
828
00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:52,748
Yesj
Can I help you?
829
00:54:52,832 --> 00:54:56,043
Are you M ary?
Yesj
830
00:54:57,253 --> 00:55:00,214
I don't know how else to-
831
00:55:01,048 --> 00:55:02,633
Why did you sign this?
832
00:55:12,393 --> 00:55:15,104
[ Exhales ]
How did you find me?
833
00:55:16,397 --> 00:55:19,650
A police officer
recognized your signaturej
834
00:55:19,734 --> 00:55:22,153
Ohj
835
00:55:22,236 --> 00:55:24,238
Sergeant Doddj
836
00:55:26,699 --> 00:55:28,492
You do favor herj
837
00:55:28,576 --> 00:55:31,037
She was
a pretty girlj
838
00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:32,830
Barely 18j
839
00:55:33,873 --> 00:55:36,876
I wasn't much older,
butjjj
840
00:55:36,959 --> 00:55:38,878
I was ol der ó
841
00:55:38,961 --> 00:55:40,880
You know, the girls
that came there,
842
00:55:40,963 --> 00:55:43,507
they really knew
what they wanted,
you knowj
843
00:55:43,591 --> 00:55:45,468
They were sure of itj
844
00:55:45,551 --> 00:55:48,095
But your mother,
845
00:55:48,179 --> 00:55:50,556
she was conflictedj
846
00:55:50,639 --> 00:55:54,185
I'm the one that took her
in the back and prepped her
for the procedurej
847
00:55:54,268 --> 00:55:56,479
The abortion?
848
00:55:56,562 --> 00:55:58,773
Yesj
The abortionj
849
00:56:01,442 --> 00:56:05,404
She tried to convince me
that she was making
the right decisionj
850
00:56:07,031 --> 00:56:10,076
But, you know,
she was really trying to
convince herselfj
851
00:56:11,202 --> 00:56:14,038
She told me
she didn't even know
the fellaj
852
00:56:14,121 --> 00:56:16,374
Didn't know
his namej
853
00:56:16,457 --> 00:56:18,918
Met him at a bar
andjjj
854
00:56:19,001 --> 00:56:22,338
had a night together,
and then he was gonej
855
00:56:25,758 --> 00:56:27,301
I listenedj
856
00:56:28,761 --> 00:56:31,472
Listened to her like I did
a hundred girls before herj
857
00:56:33,224 --> 00:56:36,811
Noddedj
Told her I understoodj
858
00:56:40,147 --> 00:56:43,776
For some of those girls,
I was their only friendj
859
00:56:46,195 --> 00:56:48,739
Halfway through-
860
00:56:48,823 --> 00:56:51,409
Well, something
must have gone wrongj
861
00:56:52,827 --> 00:56:55,246
I wish I knew whatj
862
00:56:55,329 --> 00:56:57,456
Butjjj
863
00:56:57,540 --> 00:57:00,418
when I went
to see your mother,
864
00:57:00,501 --> 00:57:02,378
she was just awakening,
865
00:57:02,461 --> 00:57:06,924
and the doctor
was telling her that it
had been a failed attemptj
866
00:57:07,007 --> 00:57:09,176
Is thatjjj normal?
867
00:57:10,344 --> 00:57:12,221
For himj
868
00:57:13,097 --> 00:57:14,598
[ Sighs ]
869
00:57:16,434 --> 00:57:20,604
There were things
that happened therej
870
00:57:20,688 --> 00:57:22,731
Terrible thingsj
871
00:57:22,815 --> 00:57:24,817
Things they had me doj
872
00:57:28,279 --> 00:57:33,200
When you hear something
enough times,
873
00:57:34,910 --> 00:57:37,204
somehow you start
to believe itj
874
00:57:38,747 --> 00:57:42,042
It was tissuej
That's what they told usj
875
00:57:42,126 --> 00:57:45,171
It was tissue
that couldn't survivej
876
00:57:45,254 --> 00:57:47,131
Nonviable tissuej
877
00:57:53,804 --> 00:57:55,723
Your motherjjj
878
00:57:55,806 --> 00:57:57,725
came back
the next dayj
879
00:57:57,808 --> 00:58:00,227
She said she wanted
to finish the procedure,
880
00:58:00,311 --> 00:58:03,397
that she had to go to school,
she had to have a career,
881
00:58:03,481 --> 00:58:05,900
and she knew she couldn't
do that with the baby,
882
00:58:05,983 --> 00:58:08,235
so this was the only wayj
883
00:58:08,319 --> 00:58:11,238
I took one look at her,
and I knew she was in laborjjj
884
00:58:11,322 --> 00:58:14,366
and too young and naive
to know itj
885
00:58:15,576 --> 00:58:17,411
I had two choicesj
886
00:58:18,746 --> 00:58:20,873
I chose to take her
to the hospitalj
887
00:58:22,374 --> 00:58:25,002
When we got there,
she was ready to deliverj
888
00:58:25,085 --> 00:58:27,838
She begged me to stayj
889
00:58:27,922 --> 00:58:30,174
I was really
the only one she had,
890
00:58:30,257 --> 00:58:31,800
so I didj
891
00:58:33,093 --> 00:58:36,013
Your brother came firstj
I'll always-
892
00:58:36,096 --> 00:58:37,723
Brother?
893
00:58:37,806 --> 00:58:41,435
I'm sorryj
What are you talking about?
894
00:58:45,564 --> 00:58:49,568
Hannah, your mother
was carrying twinsj
895
00:58:49,652 --> 00:58:52,613
And your brother
came firstj
896
00:58:52,696 --> 00:58:55,533
And I'll always
remember himj
897
00:58:55,616 --> 00:58:58,035
He was so teenyj
898
00:58:58,118 --> 00:59:00,412
He was less than a poundj
899
00:59:02,498 --> 00:59:04,208
And he wasjjj
900
00:59:04,291 --> 00:59:05,626
damagedj
901
00:59:06,961 --> 00:59:09,838
His arm was missingj
Completely gonej
902
00:59:12,258 --> 00:59:15,261
Torn off during
the failed attemptj
903
00:59:18,389 --> 00:59:20,516
And he was just-
904
00:59:25,312 --> 00:59:27,773
I saw him
shakin' therej
905
00:59:31,318 --> 00:59:33,320
I saw the painj
906
00:59:37,241 --> 00:59:39,451
And I didn't see
no tissuej
907
00:59:41,912 --> 00:59:44,832
I just saw the face
of a childj
908
00:59:49,712 --> 00:59:52,673
But y o u
were the big surprisej
909
00:59:53,882 --> 00:59:56,927
Nobody knew about youj
Not even your motherj
910
00:59:57,011 --> 00:59:59,471
And you came out-
911
00:59:59,555 --> 01:00:01,056
Big eyesj
912
01:00:02,850 --> 01:00:05,477
Just beautifulj
913
01:00:21,035 --> 01:00:24,288
I never went back
to that clinicj
914
01:00:28,375 --> 01:00:30,878
And I never
nursed againj
915
01:00:30,961 --> 01:00:33,005
Was this mine?
916
01:00:33,088 --> 01:00:34,506
Your mother'sj
917
01:00:34,590 --> 01:00:38,135
She gave it to me
when she left the hospitalj
918
01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:40,304
Then she just leftj
919
01:00:40,387 --> 01:00:42,806
They looked for her,
but she had
changed her namejjj
920
01:00:42,890 --> 01:00:44,391
and she was long gonej
921
01:00:46,602 --> 01:00:49,438
My brother-
How long did-
922
01:00:49,521 --> 01:00:51,440
How long before,
you know, he-
923
01:00:51,523 --> 01:00:54,610
Hannah, your parents
adopted both of youj
924
01:00:55,569 --> 01:00:57,655
I-I would come by
now and thenjjj
925
01:00:57,738 --> 01:01:00,074
and see you
in the NjljCjUj
926
01:01:00,157 --> 01:01:02,493
They were always therej
927
01:01:02,576 --> 01:01:04,662
They sat right by
the incubatorsjjj
928
01:01:04,745 --> 01:01:08,707
and would read
passages of the Biblej
929
01:01:10,918 --> 01:01:13,420
They were praying peoplej
I rememberj
930
01:01:14,421 --> 01:01:16,423
And he fought hardj
931
01:01:18,050 --> 01:01:20,010
He never did
leave the hospitalj
932
01:01:20,094 --> 01:01:23,847
He died four months
after y'all were bornj
933
01:01:33,273 --> 01:01:35,943
I know where
your birth mother isj
934
01:01:37,736 --> 01:01:40,406
I saw her
not long agoj
935
01:01:41,824 --> 01:01:43,534
And she did
get that educationj
936
01:01:43,617 --> 01:01:45,911
And she does
have that careerj
937
01:01:45,994 --> 01:01:48,539
HãHer name is uh
,,
Cindy Hastings nowj
938
01:01:48,622 --> 01:01:50,791
She works at a law firm
in townj
939
01:01:52,626 --> 01:01:55,129
Finally home,
after all that runningj
940
01:02:00,300 --> 01:02:03,470
I've needed
to have my sayj
941
01:02:04,304 --> 01:02:06,306
Thank youj
942
01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:16,525
[ Sniffling, Sobbing ]
943
01:02:32,750 --> 01:02:35,502
[ Sobbing Continues ]
944
01:02:46,054 --> 01:02:47,890
[ Paper Ripping ]
945
01:02:59,359 --> 01:03:03,030
[ Sobbing Continues ]
946
01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:53,831
Hij
947
01:03:53,914 --> 01:03:56,792
Heyj
You gonna
go see her?
948
01:03:57,751 --> 01:03:59,253
Yeahj I have toj
949
01:04:00,337 --> 01:04:01,964
You know, I'm s-
950
01:04:02,047 --> 01:04:06,093
I'm starting to thinkjjj
that I shouldn't have
found out about all of thisj
951
01:04:11,723 --> 01:04:16,270
Becausejjj deep down,
952
01:04:17,271 --> 01:04:20,023
there's always
just been thisjjj
953
01:04:20,107 --> 01:04:21,859
feeling-
954
01:04:21,942 --> 01:04:24,862
Nothing that's happened
is your faultj
955
01:04:31,910 --> 01:04:34,329
[ Sobbing ]
956
01:04:52,264 --> 01:04:54,057
[ Knocking ]
957
01:04:54,141 --> 01:04:55,726
Come inj
958
01:04:55,809 --> 01:04:57,769
[ Door Opens ]
959
01:05:01,148 --> 01:05:02,608
Heyj
960
01:05:05,986 --> 01:05:07,821
Gonna be okay?
961
01:05:09,740 --> 01:05:15,329
All rightj Well, we gotta go
sleep in the ice machine
or somethingj
962
01:05:15,412 --> 01:05:17,873
How are you paying
for this?
963
01:05:17,956 --> 01:05:20,959
I saved a few bucks
for this tripj
964
01:05:21,043 --> 01:05:23,962
Don't worryj
I'll bill you laterj
965
01:05:29,927 --> 01:05:31,345
Hey, Jason?
966
01:05:36,433 --> 01:05:41,021
You know what the last thing
was that I remember
before I blacked out?
967
01:05:43,106 --> 01:05:45,776
The last thing
that went through my mind?
968
01:05:47,694 --> 01:05:49,363
Fallingj
969
01:05:50,822 --> 01:05:54,117
[ Sighs ]
Falling into perfect blue water,
970
01:05:56,495 --> 01:05:58,497
holding your handj
971
01:06:00,707 --> 01:06:03,835
Why have you always
been there for me?
972
01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,715
Good nightj
973
01:06:08,799 --> 01:06:10,425
Good nightj
974
01:06:11,051 --> 01:06:12,761
[ Door Opens ]
975
01:06:14,930 --> 01:06:16,556
[ Door Closes ]
976
01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,643
[ W o man]
? llo ve y o u m o rethan w o rds c o u I d say?
977
01:06:19,726 --> 01:06:24,022
? When y o u're s I ee p ing,
I'm awake?
978
01:06:24,106 --> 01:06:27,693
? Tears o n my pi llo wcase?
979
01:06:28,860 --> 01:06:33,365
? O n I y o ne thing mattersin this I ife?
980
01:06:33,448 --> 01:06:36,660
? Wi II y o u make itt o the o ther si d e??
981
01:06:36,743 --> 01:06:40,247
? And do y o u be I ievein bridges??
982
01:06:42,916 --> 01:06:46,920
? We II, I kn o wwhere y o u are?
983
01:06:49,423 --> 01:06:55,762
? And I seewhere y o u're c o ming fr om?
984
01:06:55,846 --> 01:06:58,473
? 'Ca u se I've been theremyse I f?
985
01:06:58,557 --> 01:07:03,937
? Put my faithin a man ã made G o d?
986
01:07:05,605 --> 01:07:10,277
? I kn o w where y o u are??
987
01:07:11,778 --> 01:07:13,780
?? [Fades]
988
01:07:17,743 --> 01:07:19,453
Can I help you?
989
01:07:19,536 --> 01:07:21,455
I'm here to see
Cindy Hastingsj
990
01:07:21,538 --> 01:07:24,541
Oh, she's out
at the momentj
Would you like to wait?
991
01:07:26,293 --> 01:07:28,295
Do you have a restroom
I could use?
992
01:07:28,378 --> 01:07:29,921
Thanksj
[ Phone Rings ]
993
01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:34,885
Cornwell and Hastings,
attorney at lawj
How may I help you?
994
01:07:34,968 --> 01:07:39,097
Uh, yeahj
She's really booked up
for the day thoughj
995
01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:40,974
Mondayj
Mmãhmmj
996
01:08:30,565 --> 01:08:32,025
Hij
997
01:08:32,109 --> 01:08:34,111
Can I help you?
998
01:08:36,655 --> 01:08:38,573
I, uh- I'm sorryj
999
01:08:38,657 --> 01:08:41,409
Um, Stacy didn't tell me
that I had another appointmentj
1000
01:08:41,493 --> 01:08:44,704
I'm sorry that I'm just,
like, in your office like thisj
1001
01:08:44,788 --> 01:08:49,626
Um- lãl'm Hannahj
I'm- I'm Hannah Lawsonj
1002
01:08:49,709 --> 01:08:52,045
Are you, uh,
one of the new interns?
1003
01:08:52,129 --> 01:08:55,924
You know, I would love
to talk, but I have
a lunch appointmentj
1004
01:08:56,883 --> 01:08:58,802
I was-
1005
01:08:58,885 --> 01:09:03,181
I was born October 7, 1991,
1006
01:09:04,724 --> 01:09:07,102
at Mobile General Hospitalj
1007
01:09:09,855 --> 01:09:11,773
I ca- I guess
I came herejjj
1008
01:09:11,857 --> 01:09:15,735
because I hoped that that, um-
that meant something to youj
1009
01:09:28,373 --> 01:09:29,958
Um-
1010
01:09:31,084 --> 01:09:33,086
Uh, Stacy, uh,
could you, uh,
1011
01:09:33,170 --> 01:09:36,631
please cancel my lunch
and hold all my callsj
1012
01:09:42,304 --> 01:09:44,472
I didn't know
what you wantedj
1013
01:09:45,807 --> 01:09:47,809
Hey, honeyj You ready?
1014
01:09:47,893 --> 01:09:50,353
Uh, we gotta goj
Lily's waiting for us
in the lobbyj
1015
01:09:50,437 --> 01:09:53,231
ã [ Cindy Clears Throat ]
ã Ohj I'm sorryj
1016
01:09:53,315 --> 01:09:55,025
Uh, who's this?
1017
01:09:55,108 --> 01:09:57,068
I, um-
1018
01:10:04,951 --> 01:10:06,620
I have-
I have no ideaj
1019
01:10:08,413 --> 01:10:10,332
I don't knowj
1020
01:10:11,208 --> 01:10:12,876
I'm Hannahj
1021
01:10:14,127 --> 01:10:16,421
Hi, Hannahj
1022
01:10:16,504 --> 01:10:21,009
I don't know where you
got your information from,
but it's not correctj
1023
01:10:21,092 --> 01:10:23,845
I-I don't know what
you're referring toj
1024
01:10:23,929 --> 01:10:27,265
I can't take
any more cases
right now, but, um,
1025
01:10:27,349 --> 01:10:30,977
Raymond, uh-
Raymond down the hallway,
perhaps he can-
1026
01:10:31,061 --> 01:10:33,647
he can help you
with your civil disputej
1027
01:10:33,730 --> 01:10:35,774
I'm sorryj
1028
01:11:34,416 --> 01:11:36,918
Hannah! Hey!
1029
01:11:38,336 --> 01:11:40,964
Look, I'm really sorryj
1030
01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:43,383
Yeah, she just- She
didn't even say anythingj
Noj
1031
01:11:46,553 --> 01:11:48,221
It wasn't mej
I swearj
1032
01:11:48,305 --> 01:11:50,974
?
ã Are you following me now
- Get in the car, Hannahj
I'm taking you homej
1033
01:11:51,057 --> 01:11:54,394
No! I'm not going anywhere
with youj How do you
even know where we are?
1034
01:11:54,477 --> 01:11:57,772
His girlfriend called me to
tell me where you werej She also
told me you had been arrestedj
1035
01:11:57,856 --> 01:12:00,317
I can't believe
that you would lie to mej
1036
01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:02,485
You can't believe
I would lie to y o u ó
1037
01:12:02,569 --> 01:12:05,822
ã Get in the carj
We're going home nowj
ã Noj
1038
01:12:05,905 --> 01:12:08,241
ã Get in the car nowj
,
ã Fine!
1039
01:12:08,325 --> 01:12:09,784
Finej
1040
01:12:11,077 --> 01:12:12,662
Mrj Lawson-
1041
01:12:12,746 --> 01:12:15,332
Stay out of this,
Jasonj
Mrj Lawson, I-
1042
01:12:15,415 --> 01:12:17,208
I said, stay out of it!
1043
01:12:17,292 --> 01:12:19,586
I know how
you must feel about thisj
1044
01:12:19,669 --> 01:12:21,421
You have no idea
how I must feel about this,
1045
01:12:21,504 --> 01:12:23,506
and you can't know until
you have a daughter of your ownj
1046
01:12:23,590 --> 01:12:25,967
So stay out of it!
1047
01:12:26,051 --> 01:12:28,511
She's n o t
your daughterj
1048
01:12:28,595 --> 01:12:32,349
And she has every right
to find out who she isj
1049
01:12:37,228 --> 01:12:39,814
I'm gonna make this
very simplej
1050
01:12:39,898 --> 01:12:41,441
You stay away
from my daughterj
1051
01:12:41,524 --> 01:12:45,070
You don't call herj You make
no contact whatsoeverj
Do you understand me?
1052
01:12:45,153 --> 01:12:47,072
You lied to me, Jasonj
1053
01:12:47,155 --> 01:12:49,824
I expected much more
from youj
1054
01:12:49,908 --> 01:12:51,951
Look at mej
1055
01:13:01,628 --> 01:13:04,297
[ Engine Starts ]
1056
01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:13,139
We gonna talk about this,
or what?
1057
01:13:17,435 --> 01:13:20,939
Until we get this whole thing
straightened out, I don't think
you should go back to schoolj
1058
01:13:21,022 --> 01:13:25,443
I see no reason in the world
why I should continue funding
this sort of behaviorj
1059
01:13:26,986 --> 01:13:28,488
What happened down there
anyway?
1060
01:13:28,571 --> 01:13:30,281
Why do you care?
1061
01:13:31,449 --> 01:13:34,285
Why do I care?
I care because
I'm your fatherj
1062
01:13:34,369 --> 01:13:37,622
I love youj
If you loved me,
you would have told mej
1063
01:13:46,756 --> 01:13:50,135
[ W o man O n P j A j System,
I ndistinct]
1064
01:13:52,846 --> 01:13:55,390
You wanna know the truth?
I'll tell you the truthj
1065
01:13:55,473 --> 01:13:56,933
It was three month-
1066
01:13:57,016 --> 01:14:00,019
Three months
after we adopted you,
we find out that the m-
1067
01:14:00,103 --> 01:14:02,730
the medical bills
are not gonna be covered
by the insurancej
1068
01:14:02,814 --> 01:14:05,191
We lose everything- the housej
We have to file for bankruptcyj
1069
01:14:05,275 --> 01:14:08,862
I am one year- one year away
from finishing med schoolj
1070
01:14:08,945 --> 01:14:11,865
So tell me something, Hannahj
How does that make me
the bad guy?
1071
01:14:11,948 --> 01:14:14,534
I'm sorry
I was such a burden!
1072
01:14:14,617 --> 01:14:16,536
ThãThat is not
what I saidj
1073
01:14:16,619 --> 01:14:18,705
It's what you meantj
1074
01:14:18,788 --> 01:14:20,331
Hannah, stopj
1075
01:14:20,415 --> 01:14:22,041
Stop!
[ Luggage Thuds ]
1076
01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:24,210
What was his name?
1077
01:14:24,294 --> 01:14:25,628
What was wh o se name?
1078
01:14:25,712 --> 01:14:27,380
M y brotherj
1079
01:14:30,049 --> 01:14:32,635
I- I found-
1080
01:14:32,719 --> 01:14:34,345
I found my momj
1081
01:14:39,017 --> 01:14:42,854
[ Voice Breaking ]
Sweetheart, I always meant
to tell you about thatj
1082
01:14:42,937 --> 01:14:44,481
Greatj
1083
01:14:47,108 --> 01:14:49,068
Jonathanj
1084
01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:54,073
Your brother's name
was Jonathanj
1085
01:15:10,465 --> 01:15:13,384
[ Car Horn Honking ]
1086
01:15:16,679 --> 01:15:18,640
Hey, guysj
1087
01:15:18,723 --> 01:15:21,142
Oh, lookj
The prodigal returnsj
1088
01:15:21,226 --> 01:15:22,602
Heyj
1089
01:15:22,685 --> 01:15:25,563
Where's Alanna?
Good to see you too,
buddyj
1090
01:15:25,647 --> 01:15:28,358
You know, if you
had been here,
1091
01:15:28,441 --> 01:15:32,695
maybe I wouldn't
have had the audacity
to drink somethin' called ajjj
1092
01:15:32,779 --> 01:15:34,906
hand grenadej
1093
01:15:34,989 --> 01:15:36,908
That would have been
a good thing,
1094
01:15:36,991 --> 01:15:40,954
'cause about three sips in,
you don't know
who you are anymorej
1095
01:15:42,288 --> 01:15:44,874
Now, when I say
I have no recollection
of those events,
1096
01:15:44,958 --> 01:15:47,293
I mean I don't rememberjjj
1097
01:15:47,377 --> 01:15:49,295
anythingj
1098
01:15:49,379 --> 01:15:51,631
Nothingj
1099
01:15:52,882 --> 01:15:54,384
Not the argumentj
1100
01:15:54,467 --> 01:15:56,177
Not the fightj
1101
01:15:56,261 --> 01:15:59,138
Not this guyj
This little shinerj
1102
01:16:01,599 --> 01:16:03,726
Oh, and lookj
It comes with a court datej
1103
01:16:03,810 --> 01:16:06,604
Fau x frais j
Disorderly conductj
1104
01:16:09,357 --> 01:16:12,610
I have a criminal record,
Jasonj
1105
01:16:13,695 --> 01:16:15,738
I'd like to go homej
1106
01:16:15,822 --> 01:16:19,951
Oh, I got your luggagej
It's in my roomj
1107
01:16:20,034 --> 01:16:21,619
Thanks, buddyj
1108
01:16:24,998 --> 01:16:26,833
I wanted to say thatjjj
1109
01:16:27,959 --> 01:16:29,877
I went too far andjjj
1110
01:16:29,961 --> 01:16:32,005
I'm sorryj
1111
01:16:35,174 --> 01:16:37,260
Where are you going?
Homej
1112
01:16:37,343 --> 01:16:39,345
We're going home
tomorrowj
1113
01:16:48,563 --> 01:16:50,565
I'm going home tonightj
1114
01:16:52,025 --> 01:16:55,028
[Man]? This isn't easy?
1115
01:16:55,111 --> 01:16:58,072
? This isn't c I ear?
1116
01:16:58,156 --> 01:17:01,534
? And y o u d o n 'tneed J esus?
1117
01:17:01,618 --> 01:17:03,870
? Ti Il y ou're here?
1118
01:17:05,371 --> 01:17:09,792
? Then c o nfusi o nand the d o ubts y o u have?
1119
01:17:09,876 --> 01:17:12,003
? Up and wa I k away?
1120
01:17:12,086 --> 01:17:14,172
? They wa I k away?
1121
01:17:17,050 --> 01:17:19,594
?? [ Co nti n u e s][Jaso n]Dr ó Laws o n j I t's J as o n ó
1122
01:17:19,677 --> 01:17:23,640
I, uh-
I-I wanted to say thatjjj
1123
01:17:23,723 --> 01:17:25,975
I was wr o ng ó
1124
01:17:26,059 --> 01:17:30,104
[ CI ears Thr o at]And I w o n't beseeing Hannah anym o re ó
1125
01:17:31,397 --> 01:17:32,732
I'm s o rry ó
1126
01:17:32,815 --> 01:17:38,112
? W hen a heart breaks??
1127
01:17:40,073 --> 01:17:41,574
[ Knocking ]
1128
01:17:45,953 --> 01:17:48,122
Heyj
Can I come in?
1129
01:17:48,206 --> 01:17:49,707
Yeah, surej
1130
01:17:52,710 --> 01:17:54,921
What's all this?
1131
01:17:55,004 --> 01:17:57,048
It's financial aid stuffj
1132
01:17:58,216 --> 01:18:02,220
Honey, he'sjjj not gonna
take you out of schoolj
1133
01:18:02,303 --> 01:18:03,805
He's just upsetj
1134
01:18:07,850 --> 01:18:10,103
I want to try
to explainj
1135
01:18:16,984 --> 01:18:19,028
This is you?
1136
01:18:19,112 --> 01:18:21,030
Yesj
1137
01:18:21,114 --> 01:18:24,117
You look so pretty
in this picturej
1138
01:18:26,035 --> 01:18:28,037
You look pregnantj
1139
01:18:28,121 --> 01:18:29,414
I wasj
1140
01:18:29,497 --> 01:18:32,250
Twenty weeks
in that picturej
1141
01:18:32,333 --> 01:18:34,085
Twinsj
1142
01:18:35,044 --> 01:18:37,046
You were pregnant with twins?
1143
01:18:39,590 --> 01:18:41,134
What happened?
1144
01:18:45,054 --> 01:18:46,639
We, uh-
1145
01:18:48,808 --> 01:18:50,643
We lost themj
1146
01:18:53,271 --> 01:18:58,151
I started volunteering
at this pregnancy crisis centerj
1147
01:19:00,611 --> 01:19:03,406
There was this
beautiful cathedraljjj
1148
01:19:03,489 --> 01:19:05,491
around the corner,
1149
01:19:06,743 --> 01:19:08,870
and I would go there
to pray at lunchj
1150
01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:12,123
And I'll never forgetj
1151
01:19:12,206 --> 01:19:14,709
October 17j
1152
01:19:14,792 --> 01:19:16,919
I went back to workjjj
1153
01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:22,717
and I saw a bulletin,
and it said,
1154
01:19:22,800 --> 01:19:29,474
"Twinsj Abandonedj
Twentyãfour weeksj"
1155
01:19:33,144 --> 01:19:35,354
And we knewj
1156
01:19:35,438 --> 01:19:37,899
You and your brotherjjj
1157
01:19:37,982 --> 01:19:40,026
would have been
the same agej
1158
01:19:40,860 --> 01:19:42,653
Hannahj
[ Sniffling ]
1159
01:19:42,737 --> 01:19:45,656
You are our miraclej
1160
01:19:47,325 --> 01:19:51,120
That's why it's so hard
to let you go, honeyj
1161
01:19:53,456 --> 01:19:55,458
You mean so much
to usj
1162
01:19:56,584 --> 01:19:58,586
I knowj
1163
01:20:01,672 --> 01:20:05,176
?? [ G uitar][H a nn a h]Which c athedr al?
1164
01:20:05,259 --> 01:20:06,844
[ Grace]
O h É
1165
01:20:06,928 --> 01:20:08,471
I t was beautifu ló
1166
01:20:09,931 --> 01:20:13,726
[ W o man]
? W e II, I guess I c o u I dhave stayed ash o re?
1167
01:20:14,811 --> 01:20:17,563
? Didn't have t o g o?
1168
01:20:21,984 --> 01:20:26,072
? They say s o metimest o find y o urse I f?
1169
01:20:27,073 --> 01:20:29,909
? Y o u g o tta I etg o?
1170
01:20:34,247 --> 01:20:38,668
? And the water's c old
ar ou nd me n o w?
1171
01:20:39,752 --> 01:20:41,796
? So far?
1172
01:20:41,879 --> 01:20:43,548
? B e Io w?
1173
01:20:45,967 --> 01:20:51,097
? And I hear a v o icebeside me n o w?
1174
01:20:51,180 --> 01:20:53,432
? J ust try t o I et it g o?
1175
01:20:57,937 --> 01:21:01,983
? And l'mjust here?
1176
01:21:03,693 --> 01:21:07,738
? O n the o cean f loo r?
1177
01:21:10,283 --> 01:21:14,745
? But the w o r I d's n o t?
1178
01:21:15,746 --> 01:21:19,083
? Mo ving any mo re?
1179
01:21:22,461 --> 01:21:26,090
? I n the quiet?
1180
01:21:27,758 --> 01:21:30,261
? S o mething has?
1181
01:21:30,887 --> 01:21:32,555
? Changed?
1182
01:21:34,348 --> 01:21:38,561
? I can hear a th o ught?
1183
01:21:40,354 --> 01:21:43,149
? Ca II my name??
1184
01:21:44,275 --> 01:21:46,444
Excuse mej
1185
01:21:47,612 --> 01:21:49,071
I'm sorry,
1186
01:21:49,155 --> 01:21:51,324
but we need to close
for the eveningj
1187
01:21:52,158 --> 01:21:54,118
Oh, uh-
I didn't knowj
1188
01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:56,162
I'm- I've never
been here beforej
1189
01:21:57,163 --> 01:21:59,290
I'm Hannahj
1190
01:21:59,373 --> 01:22:01,459
Um- Helloj
1191
01:22:02,793 --> 01:22:04,503
Um-
1192
01:22:05,546 --> 01:22:07,048
We have services daily,
1193
01:22:07,131 --> 01:22:08,841
if you'd like
to come backj
1194
01:22:09,967 --> 01:22:12,261
I'm actually a-
I'm Baptistj
1195
01:22:13,429 --> 01:22:15,598
I guess
you should know thatj
1196
01:22:15,681 --> 01:22:17,850
[ Chuckling ]
1197
01:22:22,521 --> 01:22:24,023
Andjjj
1198
01:22:26,817 --> 01:22:28,819
why did you come?
1199
01:22:30,071 --> 01:22:32,365
I don't know, reallyj
1200
01:22:33,950 --> 01:22:37,244
I guess I'm trying to
figure out how to let go ofjjj
1201
01:22:37,328 --> 01:22:38,913
thingsj
1202
01:22:39,580 --> 01:22:41,207
"Things"?
1203
01:22:42,208 --> 01:22:43,834
Can't figure outjjj
1204
01:22:43,918 --> 01:22:45,795
how to let gojjj
1205
01:22:45,878 --> 01:22:49,632
of the fact that
I feel hatred for myselfjjj
1206
01:22:49,715 --> 01:22:51,509
and othersj
1207
01:22:53,761 --> 01:22:55,638
Therej I said itj
1208
01:22:57,348 --> 01:23:00,309
What is it
that you want to say?
1209
01:23:00,393 --> 01:23:02,853
Just-
[ Exhales ]
1210
01:23:02,937 --> 01:23:04,689
say what you feelj
1211
01:23:07,608 --> 01:23:11,445
Well, three weeks ago
I found out that
my entire life is a liej
1212
01:23:12,571 --> 01:23:14,782
So I went on a tripj
1213
01:23:15,992 --> 01:23:17,910
I thought if I went,
that ljjj
1214
01:23:17,994 --> 01:23:19,996
would get
all these answers,
1215
01:23:20,079 --> 01:23:23,082
and somehow when I got back,
I would feel differentj
1216
01:23:24,250 --> 01:23:25,793
But I don'tj
1217
01:23:29,171 --> 01:23:32,425
My parents
aren't really my parentsj
1218
01:23:34,385 --> 01:23:36,303
[ Sighs ]
1219
01:23:36,387 --> 01:23:39,140
And my real parentsjjj
1220
01:23:39,223 --> 01:23:41,017
tried to abort mej
1221
01:23:44,145 --> 01:23:46,564
And I have a brotherj
1222
01:23:46,647 --> 01:23:48,941
Well, I had a brotherj
1223
01:23:49,025 --> 01:23:52,528
He died shortly after
the, um-
1224
01:23:55,948 --> 01:23:59,452
I'm angry at my parents
for not telling me soonerjjj
1225
01:23:59,535 --> 01:24:02,788
and making me think
that I was just like
everybody elsej
1226
01:24:07,418 --> 01:24:09,879
I'm angry at my real momjjj
1227
01:24:11,005 --> 01:24:13,591
for- for not wanting mej
1228
01:24:14,759 --> 01:24:17,762
Why didn't she want me?
What's so wrong with me?
1229
01:24:21,807 --> 01:24:23,559
I found herj
1230
01:24:26,562 --> 01:24:28,564
And she still
doesn't want mej
1231
01:24:32,735 --> 01:24:35,237
And I feel guiltyj
1232
01:24:39,116 --> 01:24:41,494
Part of me feels like-
1233
01:24:41,577 --> 01:24:43,329
[ Sighs ]
1234
01:24:45,331 --> 01:24:47,958
he should be alivejjj
1235
01:24:48,042 --> 01:24:49,919
and I shouldn'tj
1236
01:24:56,342 --> 01:24:59,345
I wonder if he would have
been a better person than me,
1237
01:25:00,846 --> 01:25:03,307
what he would have been likej
1238
01:25:06,477 --> 01:25:09,146
I just- I-
1239
01:25:09,230 --> 01:25:10,940
I just hate myselfjjj
1240
01:25:11,023 --> 01:25:12,691
for feeling this wayj
1241
01:25:16,320 --> 01:25:17,905
[ Exhales ]
1242
01:25:17,988 --> 01:25:19,990
I seej
1243
01:25:25,162 --> 01:25:27,414
[ Exhales ]
1244
01:25:27,498 --> 01:25:30,668
This, uh, cathedraljjj
1245
01:25:32,378 --> 01:25:34,713
was built in 1893j
1246
01:25:37,174 --> 01:25:39,301
Named for Saint Paul
the Apostlej
1247
01:25:39,385 --> 01:25:41,178
It's-
[ Chuckles ]
1248
01:25:42,638 --> 01:25:44,306
magnificentj
1249
01:25:48,352 --> 01:25:52,439
He wrote a letter
to the church
at Colossae and said,
1250
01:25:54,483 --> 01:25:58,696
"Because we have been
forgiven by God,
1251
01:25:58,779 --> 01:26:01,323
we should forgive
each otherj"
1252
01:26:06,245 --> 01:26:08,414
In Christ,
you are forgivenj
1253
01:26:09,707 --> 01:26:11,876
And because
you are forgiven,
1254
01:26:11,959 --> 01:26:14,837
you have the power
to forgivej
1255
01:26:16,088 --> 01:26:18,257
To choose to forgivej
1256
01:26:20,759 --> 01:26:22,303
Let it goj
1257
01:26:23,470 --> 01:26:25,681
Hatred is ajjj
1258
01:26:25,764 --> 01:26:27,975
burdenjjj
1259
01:26:28,058 --> 01:26:30,102
you no longer
need to carryj
1260
01:26:32,396 --> 01:26:34,398
Only in forgivenessjjj
1261
01:26:35,191 --> 01:26:37,318
can you be free,
Hannahj
1262
01:26:38,819 --> 01:26:40,738
A forgiveness
that isjjj
1263
01:26:40,821 --> 01:26:42,823
well beyond
your graspjjj
1264
01:26:42,907 --> 01:26:44,450
or minej
1265
01:26:44,533 --> 01:26:46,035
[ Chuckles ]
1266
01:26:47,036 --> 01:26:49,538
A forgiveness
that you-
1267
01:26:49,622 --> 01:26:51,957
you can't find
on a tripjjj
1268
01:26:53,334 --> 01:26:57,379
or even
in this cathedralj
1269
01:27:01,050 --> 01:27:04,637
"But if the Son
shall set you free,
1270
01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:08,349
you will be free
indeedj"
1271
01:27:19,652 --> 01:27:21,570
Well-
[ Laughs ]
1272
01:27:21,654 --> 01:27:24,198
I guess you'd better
close up then, huh?
1273
01:27:38,170 --> 01:27:40,172
What was
your brother's name?
1274
01:27:41,674 --> 01:27:44,301
His name was Jonathanj
1275
01:27:45,844 --> 01:27:49,014
Jonathan wants you
to live your life, Hannahj
1276
01:27:50,182 --> 01:27:52,184
Live it to the fullj
1277
01:28:31,515 --> 01:28:33,517
[ Knocking ]
1278
01:28:36,228 --> 01:28:37,896
Come inj
1279
01:28:41,191 --> 01:28:43,193
[ Sighs ]
Um-
1280
01:28:45,112 --> 01:28:48,198
I've been giving this
a lot of thought,
1281
01:28:48,282 --> 01:28:50,868
and I wanted to tell you
that ljjj
1282
01:28:52,536 --> 01:28:54,079
am sorryj
1283
01:28:55,331 --> 01:28:57,166
I'm sorry that ljjj
1284
01:28:57,249 --> 01:28:59,168
overreactedj
1285
01:28:59,251 --> 01:29:01,462
So you're still
enrolled in schoolj
1286
01:29:02,421 --> 01:29:03,756
Thanks, Dadj
1287
01:29:04,798 --> 01:29:07,301
And I think you should
probably packj
1288
01:29:07,384 --> 01:29:08,927
What for?
1289
01:29:16,560 --> 01:29:18,228
What's this?
1290
01:29:20,939 --> 01:29:23,442
I know that you
need to finish thisj
1291
01:29:25,652 --> 01:29:27,279
But, with your permission,
1292
01:29:28,447 --> 01:29:30,449
I'd like to be there
when you doj
1293
01:29:31,784 --> 01:29:33,285
Uh-
1294
01:29:37,623 --> 01:29:41,460
But there is this one place
I would like to take youjjj
1295
01:29:42,711 --> 01:29:45,714
on the way,
if it's okay with youj
1296
01:29:47,633 --> 01:29:49,426
Surej
1297
01:30:17,329 --> 01:30:20,499
The doctor said there wasn't
much brain activity, butjjj
1298
01:30:22,751 --> 01:30:24,503
I saw him smilej
1299
01:30:25,712 --> 01:30:28,382
We truly believed
that God would heal himj
1300
01:30:29,842 --> 01:30:32,886
We were just so young,
we didn't know
what to tell ourselves,
1301
01:30:32,970 --> 01:30:34,972
so naturally
we never told youj
1302
01:30:37,349 --> 01:30:40,185
Days became years,
years became decades,
1303
01:30:41,186 --> 01:30:43,188
and you still didn't knowj
1304
01:30:44,440 --> 01:30:47,151
After he died,
I just remember holding youj
1305
01:30:47,234 --> 01:30:50,737
I would hold you for hoursj
I would not let you
out of my sightj
1306
01:30:52,364 --> 01:30:56,368
'Cause I was afraid
that if I lost you too-
1307
01:30:59,163 --> 01:31:02,291
So I would just hold you
because I couldn't let goj
1308
01:31:04,126 --> 01:31:06,628
And, sweetheart,
I still haven'tj
1309
01:31:06,712 --> 01:31:10,215
[ Sniffling ]
And I'm sorry, Hannahj
I'm sorry for the journalj
1310
01:31:10,299 --> 01:31:14,761
I'm sorry for keeping
so much from you,
for how controlling I've beenj
1311
01:31:14,845 --> 01:31:17,764
But, sweetheart,
it's not because
I don't trust youj
1312
01:31:17,848 --> 01:31:21,435
It's because I'm trying,
honestly, to learn
how to trust God againj
1313
01:31:23,395 --> 01:31:25,397
So please,
1314
01:31:25,481 --> 01:31:27,691
don't, uh-
1315
01:31:27,774 --> 01:31:29,401
Dadj
1316
01:31:30,736 --> 01:31:32,362
Yeah?
1317
01:31:34,948 --> 01:31:36,450
I-
1318
01:31:37,451 --> 01:31:39,369
I love youj
1319
01:31:39,453 --> 01:31:41,079
And it's okayj
1320
01:31:44,458 --> 01:31:45,751
Yeah?
1321
01:31:51,757 --> 01:31:54,009
Thank you
for bringing me herej
1322
01:32:22,621 --> 01:32:24,581
Sure this is
how you wanna do it?
1323
01:32:26,667 --> 01:32:28,293
[ Mouths Word ]
1324
01:33:31,732 --> 01:33:33,900
S-
[ Intercom Beeps ]
1325
01:33:33,984 --> 01:33:35,360
Stacy, can-
1326
01:33:44,703 --> 01:33:46,288
[ Sniffles ]
1327
01:34:09,227 --> 01:34:12,230
[ Sobbing ]
1328
01:35:09,079 --> 01:35:12,290
[Ph o ne R inging]
1329
01:35:14,042 --> 01:35:15,460
[ Beep ]
Hello?
1330
01:35:15,544 --> 01:35:18,046
J as o n ó
I t's D r É Laws o n ó
1331
01:35:19,631 --> 01:35:23,343
Listen, I wanted t o saythat I assumed the w o r s tab o ut y ouj
1332
01:35:23,427 --> 01:35:25,929
But Hannah talked to mej
1333
01:35:26,012 --> 01:35:29,224
She told me how
you treated her with respect,
1334
01:35:29,307 --> 01:35:31,685
h o w much y o u cared,
1335
01:35:31,768 --> 01:35:34,813
and I think
you should call herj
1336
01:35:34,896 --> 01:35:36,398
I, uh-
1337
01:35:36,481 --> 01:35:39,818
List e n, I'm n o t sayingthat I think y o u
have to ca II her j
1338
01:35:39,901 --> 01:35:42,154
But I just think
that you shouldj
1339
01:35:42,237 --> 01:35:43,864
I'm not trying to pryj
1340
01:35:43,947 --> 01:35:48,452
I just want to know
what your intentions are
about my daughterj
1341
01:35:49,411 --> 01:35:51,705
I love herj
1342
01:35:51,788 --> 01:35:53,415
You need to call herj
1343
01:35:53,498 --> 01:35:55,584
Yeahj
[ Chuckles ]
Okayj Yeahj
1344
01:35:55,667 --> 01:35:57,169
I-I definitely willj
1345
01:35:57,252 --> 01:35:58,754
Thanksj
1346
01:36:00,797 --> 01:36:02,299
Ah, this stupid-
1347
01:36:02,382 --> 01:36:04,217
Hi, babyj
Hij
1348
01:36:05,552 --> 01:36:08,054
?? [Pian o,
Man Singing]
1349
01:36:08,138 --> 01:36:09,806
[ Chuckles ]
1350
01:36:09,890 --> 01:36:11,600
[ Phone Ringing ]
1351
01:36:11,683 --> 01:36:13,185
Ohj
1352
01:36:17,981 --> 01:36:19,483
[ Hannah ]
Hello?
1353
01:36:21,443 --> 01:36:23,445
What? A date?
1354
01:36:24,362 --> 01:36:25,864
Like, me and you?
1355
01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:27,949
[ Luggage Tumbling
Down Stairs ]
1356
01:36:30,619 --> 01:36:32,954
What about my dad?
1357
01:36:34,372 --> 01:36:37,834
Yeahj I mean, I doj
I meanjjj I willj
1358
01:36:37,918 --> 01:36:39,586
?? [ C o nti n ues]
Are you sure?
1359
01:36:39,669 --> 01:36:41,296
? I wish y o u might?
1360
01:36:41,379 --> 01:36:42,798
Byej
1361
01:36:42,881 --> 01:36:44,299
? O h ão hh?
1362
01:36:44,382 --> 01:36:46,676
? I f everything?
1363
01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,512
? Y o u said t o me?
[ Squealing ]
1364
01:36:48,595 --> 01:36:50,305
? H as been tr u e?
1365
01:36:50,388 --> 01:36:51,765
? Mm ã mmm?
1366
01:36:51,848 --> 01:36:56,102
? Then a II my starsare I eading?
1367
01:36:56,186 --> 01:36:58,313
? Me t o y o u?
1368
01:36:58,396 --> 01:37:01,233
? Oo h ãoo h oo h ãoo h ãoo h??
,
1369
01:37:01,316 --> 01:37:03,151
?? [ Co nti n u e s, Fades]
[ Hannah ]
This is stupidj
1370
01:37:03,235 --> 01:37:06,154
Yo u're stupidj You wanna
ruin the surprise?
Yes!
1371
01:37:06,238 --> 01:37:09,950
I dressed for dinnerj
Five times, actuallyj
Five times?
1372
01:37:10,033 --> 01:37:14,037
I don't go
on a lot of dates,
obviouslyj
1373
01:37:14,120 --> 01:37:15,247
Yeahj
1374
01:37:15,330 --> 01:37:17,415
Whoa!
I'm goodj
Okayj Are you sure?
1375
01:37:17,499 --> 01:37:20,252
My dad is scaryj
Yeah, I know thatj
1376
01:37:20,335 --> 01:37:23,463
Okay, ready?
Three, two, onej
Open 'emj
1377
01:37:23,547 --> 01:37:26,049
? Ahhh ?
1378
01:37:29,302 --> 01:37:31,096
I thought
you should finishj
1379
01:37:31,179 --> 01:37:33,265
Finish what?
Your playj
1380
01:37:33,348 --> 01:37:35,058
What do you think?
1381
01:37:35,141 --> 01:37:37,269
I think we need actorsj
1382
01:37:37,352 --> 01:37:39,813
Don't worryj
I was in a play oncej
1383
01:37:39,896 --> 01:37:41,398
Kindergartenj
Okayj
1384
01:37:41,481 --> 01:37:43,066
I was Sheep #5j
1385
01:37:44,776 --> 01:37:48,071
Helo, Desmondj
You can dispense
with the pleasantriesj
1386
01:37:48,154 --> 01:37:50,240
A bit trifle,
don't you think?
1387
01:37:51,908 --> 01:37:54,077
I think-
[ Laughs ]
1388
01:37:54,160 --> 01:37:57,080
They ex- They have
high exp- They have expec-
Standards for mej
1389
01:37:57,163 --> 01:37:58,498
Standards for mej
1390
01:37:58,582 --> 01:38:01,042
I'm pretty terrible,
aren't I?
Yesj
1391
01:38:01,126 --> 01:38:04,796
Yeahj Well, look,
when I was Sheep #5,
I didn't have linesj
1392
01:38:04,880 --> 01:38:08,008
I just- I wore
a sweaty wool suitj
1393
01:38:08,091 --> 01:38:11,386
I did not just say thatj
That is ridiculousj
1394
01:38:11,469 --> 01:38:13,972
Um-
I don't suppose
you're talking to-
1395
01:38:14,055 --> 01:38:15,849
[ Laughing ]
1396
01:38:15,932 --> 01:38:17,893
[Man]? L o ve as an anch o r?
1397
01:38:17,976 --> 01:38:20,729
[ No Audible Dialogue ]
? There's n o thing t o d o?
1398
01:38:20,812 --> 01:38:22,022
? B ut give in?
1399
01:38:22,105 --> 01:38:24,316
? Give in?
1400
01:38:24,399 --> 01:38:27,527
? M irr o r I ess eyes?
1401
01:38:27,611 --> 01:38:31,281
? Give o ffa ref I ecti o n?
1402
01:38:31,364 --> 01:38:33,408
? The m oo n I ight is fair?
1403
01:38:33,491 --> 01:38:37,704
? As we rise again?
1404
01:38:37,787 --> 01:38:39,497
? O h?
1405
01:38:39,581 --> 01:38:42,834
? Can we m o ve o n?
1406
01:38:42,918 --> 01:38:46,087
? Can we m o ve o n?
1407
01:38:46,171 --> 01:38:49,424
? Fr o m the Io ve we've I eft?
1408
01:38:49,507 --> 01:38:51,968
? B ehind??
1409
01:38:52,052 --> 01:38:53,094
? O h?
1410
01:38:53,178 --> 01:38:56,348
? Can we m o ve o n?
1411
01:38:56,431 --> 01:38:59,392
? Can we m o ve o n?
1412
01:38:59,476 --> 01:39:00,977
? Fr om the Io ve?
1413
01:39:01,061 --> 01:39:06,024
? We'll never find?
1414
01:39:32,926 --> 01:39:36,221
? We're giving int o?
1415
01:39:36,304 --> 01:39:39,599
? The sweet desperati o n?
1416
01:39:39,683 --> 01:39:43,186
? When a II this is thr o ugh?
1417
01:39:43,269 --> 01:39:46,731
? We 'Il give inGive in?
1418
01:39:46,815 --> 01:39:50,026
? Channe I s o fgrace?
1419
01:39:50,110 --> 01:39:53,363
? Give o ff the ar o ma?
1420
01:39:53,446 --> 01:39:55,824
? O f Io ve mi x ed with pain?
1421
01:39:55,907 --> 01:39:59,869
? And h o pe raise d again?
1422
01:39:59,953 --> 01:40:01,746
? O h?
1423
01:40:01,830 --> 01:40:04,708
? Can we m o ve o n?
1424
01:40:04,791 --> 01:40:08,461
? Can we m o ve o n?
1425
01:40:08,545 --> 01:40:10,005
? Fr om the Io ve?
1426
01:40:10,088 --> 01:40:13,675
? We've I eft behind??
1427
01:40:13,758 --> 01:40:15,343
? O h?
1428
01:40:15,427 --> 01:40:18,972
? Can we m o ve o n?
1429
01:40:19,055 --> 01:40:22,183
? Can we m o ve o n?
1430
01:40:22,267 --> 01:40:23,727
? Fr om the Io ve?
1431
01:40:23,810 --> 01:40:30,275
? We'll never find??
1432
01:40:49,627 --> 01:40:52,380
Okay, I think
this is the last of itj
1433
01:40:53,381 --> 01:40:55,550
Call usj
All right?
1434
01:40:55,633 --> 01:40:57,552
Let us know
who your roommate isj
1435
01:40:57,635 --> 01:41:00,555
ã Try not to pick anybody too weirdj
ã I'll be fine Dadj
,
1436
01:41:00,638 --> 01:41:02,140
I promisej
[ Laughing ]
Okayj
1437
01:41:02,223 --> 01:41:04,476
I've gotta goj
1438
01:41:06,436 --> 01:41:08,063
Bye, Dadj
Heyj
1439
01:41:08,146 --> 01:41:10,398
Mmmj
Bye, sweetiej
1440
01:41:10,482 --> 01:41:12,275
M rj Lawsonj
1441
01:41:13,276 --> 01:41:15,904
? Give o ff the ar o ma?
1442
01:41:15,987 --> 01:41:18,907
? O f Io ve mi x ed with pain?
1443
01:41:18,990 --> 01:41:22,952
? And h o pe raise d again?
1444
01:41:23,036 --> 01:41:24,871
? O h?
1445
01:41:24,954 --> 01:41:27,999
? Can we m o ve o n?
1446
01:41:28,083 --> 01:41:32,087
? Can we m o ve o n?
1447
01:41:32,170 --> 01:41:33,421
? Fr om the Io ve?
1448
01:41:33,505 --> 01:41:36,925
? We've I eft behind??
1449
01:41:37,008 --> 01:41:39,135
?? [Fades]
1450
01:41:39,219 --> 01:41:41,262
Thank youj
1451
01:41:41,346 --> 01:41:43,098
For what?
1452
01:41:43,181 --> 01:41:46,142
For wanting mej
1453
01:41:46,226 --> 01:41:49,687
? Fr o m the Io vewe 'II never find??
1454
01:41:49,771 --> 01:41:51,606
[ Gasps ]
Gotta goj
1455
01:41:51,689 --> 01:41:53,066
You gotta goj
1456
01:42:10,625 --> 01:42:12,877
I love you, babyj
1457
01:42:18,299 --> 01:42:21,386
? The w o r I d is br o ken?
1458
01:42:21,469 --> 01:42:24,806
? I nt o many pieces?
1459
01:42:24,889 --> 01:42:27,058
? But the br o kenness?
1460
01:42:27,142 --> 01:42:28,476
? I s beautifu I?
1461
01:42:28,560 --> 01:42:30,395
? I s beautifu I?
1462
01:42:31,855 --> 01:42:35,358
? My heart is br o ken?
1463
01:42:35,441 --> 01:42:38,570
? By beauty's mysteries?
1464
01:42:38,653 --> 01:42:40,947
? But the br o kenness?
1465
01:42:41,030 --> 01:42:42,407
? I s beautifu I?
1466
01:42:42,490 --> 01:42:44,993
? I s beautifu I??
1467
01:42:46,536 --> 01:42:49,873
Um, well, initially,
Jon called mej
1468
01:42:49,956 --> 01:42:54,419
He said, "We think that you
would play the birth mother
in this filmj"
1469
01:42:54,502 --> 01:42:57,505
Jon eãmailed me the script
,
1470
01:42:57,589 --> 01:42:59,424
and of course I was so excited,
1471
01:42:59,507 --> 01:43:02,135
I think I sat down
that very nightj
1472
01:43:02,218 --> 01:43:04,220
I got to the point
of the birth mother,
1473
01:43:04,304 --> 01:43:08,016
and, um, I was-
I was so overwhelmedj
1474
01:43:08,099 --> 01:43:10,101
I started crying over it becausejjj
1475
01:43:10,185 --> 01:43:13,396
the story actually had been
truly written for mej
1476
01:43:13,479 --> 01:43:17,483
And Jon and Andy didn't even
know my backstory at allj
1477
01:43:19,194 --> 01:43:21,237
And she read itjjj
1478
01:43:21,321 --> 01:43:26,034
and literally called me back,
just weeping about the script
and said,
1479
01:43:26,117 --> 01:43:27,577
"How did you know?"
1480
01:43:27,660 --> 01:43:30,038
And we said,
"What are you talking about?"
1481
01:43:30,121 --> 01:43:34,542
And she said, um,
"Twenty years ago
I was working in a law firm"-
1482
01:43:34,626 --> 01:43:37,045
Which is very similar
to the storyj
1483
01:43:37,128 --> 01:43:40,632
She said she was in a relationship,
she found out she was pregnantjjj
1484
01:43:40,715 --> 01:43:42,884
and she decided
to have an abortionj
1485
01:43:42,967 --> 01:43:46,512
[ Rigby ]
It was easier
to get rid of the child,
1486
01:43:46,596 --> 01:43:48,890
to not be questioned again,
1487
01:43:48,973 --> 01:43:51,893
rather than
to have a childjjj
1488
01:43:51,976 --> 01:43:55,313
and be looked upon at that time
like another failurej
1489
01:43:58,316 --> 01:43:59,984
Um-
1490
01:44:02,320 --> 01:44:04,989
[ Chuckles ]
Andjjj
1491
01:44:07,367 --> 01:44:10,036
so many times,
1492
01:44:10,119 --> 01:44:14,415
uh, I think especially
as young women,
1493
01:44:14,499 --> 01:44:17,961
we carry that, um-
1494
01:44:18,044 --> 01:44:21,089
that burden that we're gonna
look like a failure,
1495
01:44:21,172 --> 01:44:23,091
that-
that it's shamefulj
1496
01:44:23,174 --> 01:44:27,428
And, um, you know,
you can hide a secret
for a long timejjj
1497
01:44:27,512 --> 01:44:28,930
of abortionjjj
1498
01:44:29,013 --> 01:44:31,099
unless you
verbally speak about itj
1499
01:44:31,182 --> 01:44:32,767
"Nobody knowsj
1500
01:44:32,850 --> 01:44:36,312
Nobody knows except
my husband, my therapist
and some people like thatj"
1501
01:44:36,396 --> 01:44:38,314
And we were blown away
by thatj
1502
01:44:38,398 --> 01:44:41,651
And she said, "I feel like
this is God telling me it's time
for me to share my storyj"
1503
01:44:41,734 --> 01:44:46,823
I just remember hearing Jon
on the other line going,
"Wowj Like, wowj"
1504
01:44:46,906 --> 01:44:51,327
From the post-abortive mother,
it was very important
to be very sensitive to thatjjj
1505
01:44:51,411 --> 01:44:53,955
and for this to be
a healing movie for themj
1506
01:44:54,038 --> 01:44:58,751
And so having Shari's voice
and having her play the role
was just phenomenaljjj
1507
01:44:58,835 --> 01:45:03,339
to make sure that that
came across very authentic
and very sensitivej
1508
01:45:03,423 --> 01:45:06,301
[ Jon Erwin ]
Uh, I think- I think
as we went forward,
1509
01:45:06,384 --> 01:45:08,469
uh, and filmed her scene,
1510
01:45:08,553 --> 01:45:10,138
she wasn't actingj
1511
01:45:10,221 --> 01:45:12,307
I mean, it was as real
as you could getj
1512
01:45:12,390 --> 01:45:15,435
It was one of the more
moving things I've ever seenj
1513
01:45:15,518 --> 01:45:19,981
[ Rigby ] We went into it, and I
remember the cameras rolling and-
1514
01:45:20,064 --> 01:45:24,861
I just- Right as I walked into
the room, I just knew that-
1515
01:45:26,112 --> 01:45:29,157
I just knew
that the Lord was with mejjj
1516
01:45:31,075 --> 01:45:32,994
and that it was justjjj
1517
01:45:33,077 --> 01:45:34,996
complete healingj
1518
01:45:35,079 --> 01:45:39,792
And the moment
that I slide down that door
and that I'm cryingjjj
1519
01:45:39,876 --> 01:45:41,961
and I'm feeling that-
1520
01:45:42,045 --> 01:45:43,755
That wasn't actingj
1521
01:45:43,838 --> 01:45:46,090
That was my moment
with God,
1522
01:45:46,174 --> 01:45:48,009
and him with me,
1523
01:45:48,092 --> 01:45:51,596
to say, "It's okay, it's over,
1524
01:45:51,679 --> 01:45:53,681
and you've been forgivenj"
1525
01:45:53,765 --> 01:45:55,767
[Man]? We have it a Il?
1526
01:45:55,850 --> 01:45:58,853
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1527
01:46:01,022 --> 01:46:04,692
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1528
01:46:04,776 --> 01:46:07,779
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1529
01:46:09,447 --> 01:46:11,991
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1530
01:46:12,075 --> 01:46:15,078
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1531
01:46:18,956 --> 01:46:21,292
? Livin' and d yin'?
1532
01:46:21,376 --> 01:46:23,378
? Laughin' and cryin'?
1533
01:46:23,461 --> 01:46:25,671
? We have the wh ol e w o r I d?
1534
01:46:25,755 --> 01:46:27,382
? O r have n o thin'?
1535
01:46:27,465 --> 01:46:29,759
? I kn o w there arehard times?
1536
01:46:29,842 --> 01:46:31,761
? But we make it?
1537
01:46:31,844 --> 01:46:34,055
? With every sunrise?
1538
01:46:34,138 --> 01:46:36,057
? C o mes a new I ife?
1539
01:46:36,140 --> 01:46:38,017
? These are the things?
1540
01:46:38,101 --> 01:46:40,061
? That make us fee II ike?
1541
01:46:40,144 --> 01:46:42,146
? We have it a Il?
1542
01:46:42,230 --> 01:46:44,273
? We have it a Il?
1543
01:46:44,357 --> 01:46:46,484
? These are the times?
1544
01:46:46,567 --> 01:46:48,403
? That m ake us rea I i z e?
1545
01:46:48,486 --> 01:46:50,613
? We have it a Il?
1546
01:46:50,696 --> 01:46:52,573
? We have it a Il?
1547
01:46:52,657 --> 01:46:53,950
? We have it a Il?
1548
01:46:54,033 --> 01:46:57,036
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1549
01:47:00,289 --> 01:47:02,542
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1550
01:47:02,625 --> 01:47:05,628
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1551
01:47:09,006 --> 01:47:11,092
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1552
01:47:11,175 --> 01:47:14,220
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1553
01:47:17,390 --> 01:47:19,517
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1554
01:47:19,600 --> 01:47:22,603
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1555
01:47:27,859 --> 01:47:29,569
? A father's Io ve?
1556
01:47:29,652 --> 01:47:32,155
? A wedding dance?
1557
01:47:32,238 --> 01:47:33,906
? New year's dreams?
1558
01:47:33,990 --> 01:47:36,117
? A t o ast with friends?
1559
01:47:36,200 --> 01:47:40,455
? A s oI dierc o min' h o me fr o m war?
1560
01:47:40,538 --> 01:47:44,792
? A faith, a h o pef o r s o much m o re?
1561
01:47:44,876 --> 01:47:46,711
? A brand ã new I ife?
1562
01:47:46,794 --> 01:47:49,130
? A m o ther's prayer?
1563
01:47:49,213 --> 01:47:51,007
? Sh oo ting stars?
1564
01:47:51,090 --> 01:47:53,259
? O cean air?
1565
01:47:53,342 --> 01:47:55,094
? A Io ver's kiss?
1566
01:47:55,178 --> 01:47:57,680
? And hard g oo d ã byes?
1567
01:47:57,763 --> 01:47:59,474
? Firew o rks?
1568
01:47:59,557 --> 01:48:02,143
? And Christmas I ights?
1569
01:48:02,226 --> 01:48:04,979
? These are the things?
1570
01:48:05,062 --> 01:48:07,732
? That make us fee I?
1571
01:48:07,815 --> 01:48:10,318
? A I ive?
1572
01:48:10,401 --> 01:48:13,404
? These are the times?
1573
01:48:13,488 --> 01:48:18,826
? That m ake us rea I i z e?
1574
01:48:18,910 --> 01:48:23,539
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1575
01:48:23,623 --> 01:48:26,626
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1576
01:48:29,587 --> 01:48:31,672
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1577
01:48:31,756 --> 01:48:34,759
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]
1578
01:48:38,095 --> 01:48:40,181
? Life is bea u tifu I?
1579
01:48:40,264 --> 01:48:43,184
?? [ Vo ca I i z ing]? These are the days?
1580
01:48:43,267 --> 01:48:45,937
? That make us fee I?
1581
01:48:46,020 --> 01:48:48,272
? A I ive?? Life is bea u tifu I?
1582
01:48:48,356 --> 01:48:49,357
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