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I've a I ways been the kind t o c o ntemp I ate? 14 00:01:40,976 --> 00:01:47,650 ? But y o u I ike the kind that d o n't hesitate? 15 00:01:49,485 --> 00:01:53,656 ? S o excuse me whi I e I fa II f o r y o u? 16 00:01:55,324 --> 00:01:59,286 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 17 00:01:59,370 --> 00:02:04,083 ? Excuse me whi I e I fa II f o r y o u? 18 00:02:04,166 --> 00:02:05,626 [ Man #2 ] Quiet, please! 19 00:02:05,709 --> 00:02:11,632 ? Th o ught ab o ut it Io ng and hard t o day? 20 00:02:11,715 --> 00:02:14,844 [ Mouthing Words ] 21 00:02:14,927 --> 00:02:20,683 ? I rea I i z ed I'm standing in o ur way? 22 00:02:20,766 --> 00:02:23,060 ? H ey, hey? 23 00:02:24,687 --> 00:02:26,147 [ Clears Throat ] 24 00:02:26,230 --> 00:02:28,023 ? Ask me n o w? 25 00:02:30,151 --> 00:02:31,861 ? And I w o n't? 26 00:02:31,944 --> 00:02:33,445 Excuse mej 27 00:02:33,529 --> 00:02:37,032 ? H esitate? 28 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:42,705 You know, if you haven't learned your lines by now, 29 00:02:42,788 --> 00:02:44,456 probably too latej 30 00:02:44,540 --> 00:02:46,500 Thanksj Real encouragingj 31 00:02:46,584 --> 00:02:48,419 Nice outfitj 32 00:02:49,128 --> 00:02:51,589 So, you nervous? Yesj 33 00:02:51,672 --> 00:02:53,757 [ Chuckles ] 34 00:02:53,841 --> 00:02:58,095 ? ã So where are you sitting - Front row, center balcony, with Alannaj 35 00:02:59,722 --> 00:03:01,515 Ohj I didn't know she was comingj 36 00:03:01,599 --> 00:03:04,101 Yeahj You kidding? We wouldn't miss itj 37 00:03:04,185 --> 00:03:06,187 [ Man ] Got your ticketsj Got your ticketsj 38 00:03:06,270 --> 00:03:08,898 Got your programsj Programs, five dollarsj 39 00:03:08,981 --> 00:03:10,733 Heyj Heyj 40 00:03:10,816 --> 00:03:12,860 Oh, hey, sweetiej Heyj Mmmj 41 00:03:12,943 --> 00:03:15,362 I'm sorry I'm latej I got your textj Yeah? 42 00:03:15,446 --> 00:03:18,449 But I had to do a total knee replacement at 4:00j Took three hoursj Can you fix this? 43 00:03:18,532 --> 00:03:20,659 They need to quit treating you like a residentj 44 00:03:20,743 --> 00:03:22,703 I think they think I am a residentj You have the tickets? 45 00:03:22,786 --> 00:03:24,622 ã I don'tj I thought you didj ã Hey sir and madamj , 46 00:03:24,705 --> 00:03:26,540 May I please see your tickets real quick? 47 00:03:26,624 --> 00:03:30,461 Let's check 'em out, make sure these babies are legitj 48 00:03:30,544 --> 00:03:33,547 Ohj Uhãohj You guys are bronze packagej Problem? 49 00:03:33,631 --> 00:03:37,635 Um, minorj I can bump you guys up to platinum packagej 50 00:03:37,718 --> 00:03:39,511 It's a small fee, $22j 51 00:03:39,595 --> 00:03:42,306 Basically, it's better AjCj in the building, better seatsj 52 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:45,726 And the proceeds go to a charity, a really cool onej You're Trumanj 53 00:03:45,809 --> 00:03:49,063 ? ã I'm- My German - Our daughter's in the playj It starts nowj We gotta goj 54 00:03:49,146 --> 00:03:50,940 Yes, I am Trumanj She's told us all about youj 55 00:03:52,149 --> 00:03:54,860 All rightj Thanks for buying the platinum package! 56 00:03:54,944 --> 00:03:56,570 [ Chattering ] Excuse mej Heyj 57 00:03:56,654 --> 00:03:58,155 Heyj [ Kisses ] 58 00:03:58,239 --> 00:03:59,740 How are you? I'm goodj 59 00:03:59,823 --> 00:04:01,575 Get a program? No, I didn'tj 60 00:04:01,659 --> 00:04:03,118 I'll just look off yoursj 61 00:04:03,202 --> 00:04:05,371 So that took a whilej 62 00:04:06,830 --> 00:04:09,083 Uh, yeahj I went to see a friendj 63 00:04:13,504 --> 00:04:15,339 How is she? 64 00:04:17,174 --> 00:04:18,676 She's nervousj 65 00:04:20,469 --> 00:04:22,972 Well, I guess I would be tooj 66 00:04:23,055 --> 00:04:25,140 [ Man ] Thank you for joining us tonight- 67 00:04:25,224 --> 00:04:27,309 Excuse usj for our productionj 68 00:04:27,393 --> 00:04:31,814 A special welcome to our alumni and guestsj Good to have youj 69 00:04:31,897 --> 00:04:34,483 We are proud of our spring production- 70 00:04:34,566 --> 00:04:37,319 one of our enduring traditions here at the universityj 71 00:04:37,403 --> 00:04:40,739 This year, we are featuring some fresh new facesj 72 00:04:40,823 --> 00:04:43,951 So join me as we welcome to the stage our cast, 73 00:04:44,034 --> 00:04:48,330 as they perform an original play written by yours trulyj 74 00:04:48,414 --> 00:04:49,581 [ Applause ] 75 00:04:49,665 --> 00:04:54,545 Thank youj Thank youj Thank youj Thank youj 76 00:04:55,879 --> 00:05:00,050 So without further ado, I present to you A nnabe Il a ó 77 00:05:09,935 --> 00:05:12,062 Whoo-whoo! 78 00:05:20,070 --> 00:05:21,488 [ Whistling ] 79 00:05:28,245 --> 00:05:32,833 ? ã Annabella ,? ã Is that you Desmond 80 00:05:32,916 --> 00:05:34,960 Hello, Annabellaj 81 00:05:35,044 --> 00:05:37,963 You can dispense with the pleasantries, Desmondj 82 00:05:38,047 --> 00:05:39,506 It's a bit trifle, don't you think? 83 00:05:39,590 --> 00:05:43,469 If you'd just let me explain, I'm confident we would agreej 84 00:05:43,552 --> 00:05:48,932 You need to know that my family has, well, certain standards for mej 85 00:05:49,016 --> 00:05:51,435 Standards which I do not meet? 86 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:55,272 [ Labored Breathing ] Admit it, Desmondj Pleasej 87 00:05:56,565 --> 00:05:58,400 [ Gasping ] 88 00:06:02,321 --> 00:06:05,991 ã "I've realized"- ã I've- 89 00:06:06,075 --> 00:06:12,164 I've realized thatjjj I have certain standards that you do not meetj 90 00:06:12,247 --> 00:06:14,666 That's not rightj It's time I set sail on my ownj 91 00:06:14,750 --> 00:06:20,631 It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of but thought impossiblej 92 00:06:23,467 --> 00:06:25,636 [Heartbeat] 93 00:06:32,351 --> 00:06:33,852 [ Muffled ] Get it together, Hannahj 94 00:06:37,022 --> 00:06:38,607 I'm leaving, Desmondj 95 00:06:39,316 --> 00:06:40,609 Leaving? 96 00:06:40,692 --> 00:06:43,529 Where, Annabella? 97 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:46,824 [ Labored Breathing ] I'm- 98 00:06:46,907 --> 00:06:48,534 [ Groans ] 99 00:06:48,617 --> 00:06:50,077 [ Whispers ] I want- 100 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,538 [ Wheezing ] Hannah! 101 00:06:54,832 --> 00:06:56,500 Excuse mej 102 00:06:57,543 --> 00:06:59,002 ã [ Father ] Hannah? ã [ Coughing ] 103 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,880 ã [ Wheezing ] ? ã Hannah 104 00:07:01,964 --> 00:07:05,467 ã Hannah! ã [ Gasps ] 105 00:07:05,551 --> 00:07:07,845 [ Voice Muffled, Echoing ] 106 00:07:14,059 --> 00:07:15,811 Get her inhalerj It's in the brown bag! 107 00:07:15,894 --> 00:07:17,855 ã Get her inhaler now! , ã We need Hannah's bag! 108 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:20,732 Hannahj No, noj Hannahj Noj 109 00:07:20,816 --> 00:07:23,694 Listen to mej Hannahj Hannah! 110 00:07:30,409 --> 00:07:33,537 [ No Audible Dialogue ] 111 00:07:42,463 --> 00:07:46,091 [ Siren Wailing, Distant ] 112 00:08:15,412 --> 00:08:18,081 [ W o man O n P j A ó, I ndistinct] 113 00:08:20,959 --> 00:08:24,087 Um, Drj Jacob Lawsonj Is he in surgery? 114 00:08:25,297 --> 00:08:26,757 [ Typing ] 115 00:08:29,384 --> 00:08:30,552 Thanksj 116 00:08:43,315 --> 00:08:47,819 Yeahj But what I'd like to do is maybe a few more testsj 117 00:08:47,903 --> 00:08:50,572 Just to make surej Surej 118 00:08:50,656 --> 00:08:52,616 [ Indistinct ] 119 00:08:55,077 --> 00:08:56,578 Hi, sweetiej 120 00:08:57,704 --> 00:09:00,123 I was looking for youj They said you'd be herej 121 00:09:00,207 --> 00:09:04,086 What was that about? Does he- Does he know what happened? 122 00:09:05,754 --> 00:09:07,339 Uh- [ Chuckles ] 123 00:09:07,422 --> 00:09:11,260 No, no, noj The full test results won't be in for another couple daysj 124 00:09:11,343 --> 00:09:16,181 But your PjEjFj levels were fine when you stayed here overnightj 125 00:09:16,265 --> 00:09:20,018 So Drj Stewart thinks it's good for us all to go homej 126 00:09:20,102 --> 00:09:22,229 Is that not what you think? 127 00:09:22,312 --> 00:09:25,649 Yeahj N-No, I doj I agreej 128 00:09:25,732 --> 00:09:27,234 I- I agree with Drj Stewartj 129 00:09:27,317 --> 00:09:30,070 He's a specialistj We need to do what he saysj 130 00:09:30,153 --> 00:09:33,365 All rightj Well, I'm gonna go get changed, I guessj 131 00:09:33,448 --> 00:09:34,825 Okayj 132 00:09:54,136 --> 00:09:58,181 [ Bell Chiming ] 133 00:10:16,199 --> 00:10:19,077 I fy o u w o u I djust I et me exp I ain, I'm c o nfident we w o u I d agree ó 134 00:10:19,161 --> 00:10:20,787 You need to know that my family- 135 00:10:20,871 --> 00:10:24,207 they, well, have certain standards for mej 136 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:26,668 [ Woman ] Standards which I do not meet? 137 00:10:26,752 --> 00:10:29,296 Admit it, Desmondj Pleasej 138 00:10:29,379 --> 00:10:33,258 It's time I discovered the life I've always dreamed of but thought impossiblej 139 00:10:33,342 --> 00:10:35,218 [ Phone Ringing ] 140 00:10:37,387 --> 00:10:39,222 [ Keys Jingling ] 141 00:10:39,973 --> 00:10:41,391 Predictions? 142 00:10:48,482 --> 00:10:50,942 Is there something you're not telling me, Dad? 143 00:10:52,402 --> 00:10:54,655 I was thinking about asking you the same thingj 144 00:10:54,738 --> 00:10:56,490 [ Door Opens, Closes ] 145 00:10:56,573 --> 00:10:58,450 Jacob? Hij 146 00:10:58,533 --> 00:11:01,578 Hey, Grace, Hannahj 147 00:11:01,662 --> 00:11:02,788 [ Softly ] Hij 148 00:11:05,123 --> 00:11:07,834 It's good to see you all againj 149 00:11:07,918 --> 00:11:10,921 Although I wish it was under better circumstancesj 150 00:11:14,466 --> 00:11:17,719 So how have you felt this week? Any new symptoms or problems? 151 00:11:17,803 --> 00:11:20,597 Noj I feel finej 152 00:11:23,767 --> 00:11:28,855 Well, I've looked at your EjEjGj and MjRjlj, 153 00:11:28,939 --> 00:11:33,902 and it looks as though we need to reconsider our current management of the epilepsyj 154 00:11:35,529 --> 00:11:40,367 Stress, sleep deprivation and alcohol can increase your risk of seizuresj 155 00:11:42,828 --> 00:11:45,372 Since you haven't had a seizure since childhood, I just have to ask- 156 00:11:45,455 --> 00:11:51,044 LãLãLookj I don't do drugsj I don't drinkj I don't smokej I haven't- 157 00:11:52,129 --> 00:11:54,631 If that's what you meanj 158 00:11:56,675 --> 00:11:58,176 Ohj I seej 159 00:12:00,721 --> 00:12:05,517 BjPjDj, acute asthma, seizures, multiple hip surgeries- 160 00:12:06,727 --> 00:12:09,229 most when you were too young to rememberj 161 00:12:09,312 --> 00:12:11,648 I remember somej 162 00:12:12,858 --> 00:12:14,693 [ Clears Throat ] 163 00:12:14,776 --> 00:12:18,363 Hannah, I believe that everything you've suffered fromjjj 164 00:12:18,447 --> 00:12:20,532 is relatedj 165 00:12:21,867 --> 00:12:23,493 Why am I sick? 166 00:12:27,122 --> 00:12:31,710 You were born very prematurelyj Twenty-four weeksj 167 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:36,757 Premature birth or low birth weightjjj 168 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:40,469 and a traumatic delivery can be associated with this conditionj 169 00:12:40,552 --> 00:12:44,681 I was premature, and that's why I'm sickj 170 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:48,477 Hannah, we're concerned about youjjj 171 00:12:48,560 --> 00:12:52,856 because of the physical and emotional symptoms that you're havingj 172 00:12:52,939 --> 00:12:57,027 What do you- What do you mean, um, emotional? 173 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:10,707 Your father eãmailed me thisj 174 00:13:20,342 --> 00:13:22,594 "I feel dead insidej 175 00:13:22,677 --> 00:13:26,973 Noj Something worse than deathj 176 00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:32,979 I am still a child, a child trying to find a place in this worldj 177 00:13:33,063 --> 00:13:37,943 I have so many unanswered questions, questions I feel but can't even begin to speakjjj 178 00:13:38,026 --> 00:13:40,570 because there are no words to express themj 179 00:13:42,113 --> 00:13:44,241 Something is missingj 180 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:45,951 Why, God, do I feel- 181 00:13:48,912 --> 00:13:50,997 do I feel unwanted? 182 00:13:51,081 --> 00:13:53,667 Why do I fee I I have n o right t o e x ist? 183 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:57,587 Why do I spend more time wanting to end my life than live it?" 184 00:13:58,755 --> 00:14:01,174 You- You read my journal? 185 00:14:04,970 --> 00:14:08,515 Hannah, I believe that what you're feeling is normal, 186 00:14:08,598 --> 00:14:10,100 and is even expectedj 187 00:14:10,183 --> 00:14:12,394 What is- What is this about? 188 00:14:15,063 --> 00:14:17,065 What? What? 189 00:14:20,110 --> 00:14:23,530 Hannah, we're not your biological parentsj 190 00:14:27,158 --> 00:14:30,829 Hang onj That's, uh- That's not how I wanted to tell youj 191 00:14:31,955 --> 00:14:34,624 Why didn't you tell me I was adopted? 192 00:14:41,172 --> 00:14:43,133 [ Clears Throat ] Okayj Um- 193 00:14:44,968 --> 00:14:49,139 Hannah, you were born premature because you are the survivor of a failed abortionj 194 00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:53,476 [ Mouths Words ] 195 00:14:54,769 --> 00:14:58,857 Your physical and I believe your emotional symptomsjjj 196 00:14:58,940 --> 00:15:02,402 can be traced to this, as they have in other casesj 197 00:15:02,485 --> 00:15:06,031 I-I-I can only speak to your physical symptomsj 198 00:15:06,114 --> 00:15:12,829 But I'm suggesting that you begin treatment for your psychological symptoms as wellj 199 00:15:12,913 --> 00:15:15,081 lmmediatelyj 200 00:15:15,165 --> 00:15:20,754 Now, I'm prescribing a new medication to help control your seizures, 201 00:15:20,837 --> 00:15:24,215 and you have to continue to take your current medicationj 202 00:15:24,299 --> 00:15:26,801 ã Hannahj ã Don't- 203 00:15:26,885 --> 00:15:28,845 I have to goj 204 00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:32,015 ã Heyj I don't think that's a good ideaj ã Don't touch mej 205 00:15:43,944 --> 00:15:45,737 [ Rock Splashes ] 206 00:15:50,825 --> 00:15:54,287 [ Beeping ] 207 00:15:54,371 --> 00:15:56,873 [Line R inging] 208 00:15:59,167 --> 00:16:01,586 [Ma n] H ello? [Chattering] 209 00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:03,463 Hij Hey ó I can't hear y o u ó 210 00:16:03,546 --> 00:16:05,590 [Man #2 ] I have set y o ur ir o n o n fire ó 211 00:16:05,674 --> 00:16:07,175 [Man # 1 ] Can I ca II y o u back? 212 00:16:09,010 --> 00:16:10,971 Jason, the iron's on firej No, it's too- 213 00:16:11,054 --> 00:16:13,640 It's in my handj It's really loud in herej I'm sorryj 214 00:16:13,723 --> 00:16:16,142 Can I call you back? The iron's on firej 215 00:16:16,226 --> 00:16:18,812 [ Scoffs ] Surej That's finej Whateverj 216 00:16:18,895 --> 00:16:20,397 Call me backj 217 00:16:23,566 --> 00:16:24,734 Byej 218 00:16:27,904 --> 00:16:29,406 [ Sighs ] 219 00:16:33,702 --> 00:16:35,328 [ Rock Splashes ] 220 00:16:38,415 --> 00:16:40,000 [ Rock Splashes ] 221 00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:49,926 ã We didn't even talk about it before you sent the e-mailj ? ã What am I supposed to do 222 00:16:50,010 --> 00:16:54,014 I find out my daughter is contemplating suicidej Am I supposed to do nothing? 223 00:16:54,097 --> 00:16:56,683 ã I don't think soj ã It's not like thatj 224 00:16:56,766 --> 00:17:00,145 Hannah, sweetheartj Please sit downj Uh- 225 00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:03,314 We need to talk to youj You've had 19 years to talk to mej 226 00:17:03,398 --> 00:17:06,401 I can understand why you would feel that way, 227 00:17:06,484 --> 00:17:09,070 but, please, I would like to talk to you now, so sit- 228 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:12,157 I don't want to sit downj I don't want to talk about itj 229 00:17:12,240 --> 00:17:15,285 ? ã Then what do you want ã I want to see my birth certificatej 230 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:19,330 Why? Because I want to know who I amj I- 231 00:17:19,414 --> 00:17:21,666 This is who you are, Hannahj 232 00:17:21,750 --> 00:17:26,838 Okayj Well, I wanna know who my birth mother isj I wanna know how I can find herj 233 00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:29,049 ã I can't do thatj ? ã Why 234 00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:34,345 Because I can'tj I can't- [ Sighs ] 235 00:17:34,429 --> 00:17:37,140 All rightj I can't do that because I have no idea who your birth mother isj 236 00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:40,477 ã I have no idea where she is, when she- ã Herej 237 00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:42,103 It's your birth certificatej 238 00:17:43,897 --> 00:17:45,523 Thank youj 239 00:17:52,781 --> 00:17:54,866 [ Footsteps Depart ] 240 00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:58,244 [ Door Closes ] [ Sighs ] 241 00:17:58,328 --> 00:18:01,081 [ Vehicle Approaches ] 242 00:18:02,957 --> 00:18:05,085 [ Engine Off] [ Door Opens ] 243 00:18:05,168 --> 00:18:07,837 WhãWh- Who's there? 244 00:18:09,506 --> 00:18:10,507 Hello? 245 00:18:13,218 --> 00:18:16,262 It's mej You can put down the pepper sprayj 246 00:18:16,346 --> 00:18:17,847 Greatj 247 00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:22,102 How did you know I was here? 248 00:18:22,185 --> 00:18:23,770 You are way too predictablej 249 00:18:23,853 --> 00:18:25,814 I am notj "I am notj" 250 00:18:26,523 --> 00:18:27,941 [ Sighs ] 251 00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:31,820 Can I come in? Noj I'm mad at youj 252 00:18:40,370 --> 00:18:44,541 What are you doing? I am taking off my shoesj 253 00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:46,209 Why are you taking off your shoes? 254 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:49,921 Becausejjj I'm sorryj 255 00:18:50,004 --> 00:18:52,465 And I don't like when people are mad at mej 256 00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:53,883 Especially youj 257 00:18:57,387 --> 00:18:59,222 So you doing all right? 258 00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:02,225 Noj 259 00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:05,395 You want to talk about it? 260 00:19:05,937 --> 00:19:08,356 Mmm- Noj 261 00:19:22,745 --> 00:19:24,914 My wholejjj life is a liej 262 00:19:26,624 --> 00:19:29,127 Why do you say that? 263 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:30,920 The hip surgeries, 264 00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:37,510 the nightmares, thejjj asthma, 265 00:19:38,219 --> 00:19:39,762 the seizures- 266 00:19:41,598 --> 00:19:43,308 All of it's connectedj 267 00:19:45,935 --> 00:19:49,814 My parents aren't my parentsj 268 00:19:52,650 --> 00:19:54,485 They adopted mej 269 00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:00,408 Andjjj 270 00:20:03,244 --> 00:20:06,247 they adopted me because my birth mother tried to abort mej 271 00:20:13,087 --> 00:20:15,131 I guess I wasn't supposed to survivej 272 00:20:17,175 --> 00:20:18,718 And I barely didj 273 00:20:19,969 --> 00:20:22,889 All I know- Well, all they will let me knowjjj 274 00:20:22,972 --> 00:20:26,017 is that I was born in a hospital in Mobile, Alabama, 275 00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:29,729 which is 12 hours awayj 276 00:20:29,812 --> 00:20:33,650 And I don't know how I would get therej 277 00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:37,153 Or if I did go, what I would doj 278 00:20:40,031 --> 00:20:42,700 I just- I want answersj 279 00:20:42,784 --> 00:20:45,078 I want answers to all these questionsj 280 00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:49,999 I want to be able to get on with my lifej You know? 281 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:58,174 Because right now, I just feel stuckj 282 00:21:03,304 --> 00:21:05,640 Like there's- Like there's no way outj 283 00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:11,437 ?? [R o ck Ba II ad, Faint] 284 00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:13,773 I'm stuck in this place that I hatej 285 00:21:19,362 --> 00:21:21,572 ?? [M an S ingi n g, I ndistinct] [ Mutters, Chuckles ] 286 00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:26,619 Told you I didn't want to talk about itj 287 00:21:28,913 --> 00:21:31,374 Wowj Hannah, I- 288 00:21:32,709 --> 00:21:34,127 I'm sorryj 289 00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:40,675 I don't know what else to sayj Uh- 290 00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:46,806 I imagine things are pretty terrible right nowj 291 00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:51,477 But they'll get betterj 292 00:21:51,561 --> 00:21:54,022 ?? [ C o ntinues] 293 00:21:54,105 --> 00:21:56,774 That's reallyjjj optimisticj 294 00:21:58,776 --> 00:22:03,823 Lookj Things are gonna work outj Okay? I promisej 295 00:22:04,866 --> 00:22:06,492 You'll know what to doj 296 00:22:09,454 --> 00:22:11,331 What makes you so sure? 297 00:22:12,749 --> 00:22:14,250 I know youj 298 00:22:17,211 --> 00:22:18,796 I don't even know mej 299 00:22:21,758 --> 00:22:24,552 [ Cell Phone Ringing ] 300 00:22:24,635 --> 00:22:28,014 Who's that? Alannaj 301 00:22:28,097 --> 00:22:32,018 I'll just call her backj No, no, noj You can answer itj 302 00:22:32,101 --> 00:22:34,187 Are you sure? Yeahj I mean, you shouldj 303 00:22:35,438 --> 00:22:36,981 [ Ringing Continues ] 304 00:22:38,149 --> 00:22:39,192 Hello? 305 00:22:40,526 --> 00:22:41,611 Heyj 306 00:22:42,987 --> 00:22:47,492 No, noj Just hanging outj What's up? 307 00:22:47,575 --> 00:22:50,119 Um- Yeahj Yeah, surej [ lnhaler Rattling ] 308 00:22:50,203 --> 00:22:52,330 I guess you can comej 309 00:22:52,413 --> 00:22:55,375 Look, can I- Actually, can I call you back? 310 00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,168 Yeahj No, I promisej 311 00:22:58,002 --> 00:23:00,505 All rightj Thanksj See youj 312 00:23:00,588 --> 00:23:02,465 ?? [ C o ntinues] 313 00:23:02,548 --> 00:23:06,803 I am officially the worst at planning road tripsj 314 00:23:08,054 --> 00:23:09,555 Three days before we leave, 315 00:23:09,639 --> 00:23:12,392 and we have no idea where we're goingj 316 00:23:12,475 --> 00:23:13,643 Awesomej 317 00:23:15,478 --> 00:23:17,605 Lookj 318 00:23:17,688 --> 00:23:19,899 Get in my carj I'll take you homej 319 00:23:22,527 --> 00:23:24,904 We both have exams tomorrowj 320 00:23:24,987 --> 00:23:27,323 That's the last thing on my mind right now, Jasonj 321 00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:29,534 I know, but we need to s- 322 00:23:29,617 --> 00:23:31,661 I need to studyj 323 00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,665 [ Sighs ] Come onj 324 00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:39,210 Just agree reluctantlyj Please? 325 00:23:40,503 --> 00:23:42,964 ?? [ Gr o ws L o u d er] 326 00:23:43,047 --> 00:23:45,091 Okay, you stalkerj 327 00:23:46,342 --> 00:23:52,640 ? Wh o a, I'll make it with o ut y o u? 328 00:23:53,683 --> 00:23:56,352 ? I n my I ife? 329 00:23:56,436 --> 00:24:00,356 ? I'll make it with o ut y o u? 330 00:24:01,983 --> 00:24:06,362 ? And th o ugh my b od y's I aying here? 331 00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:12,368 ? I t's m y mo uth that must be I ying n o w?? 332 00:24:15,037 --> 00:24:16,038 Beholdj 333 00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:18,458 Wowj 334 00:24:19,709 --> 00:24:22,545 What a piece of junkj It's vintage classicj 335 00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:25,131 [ Jason ] It's vintage junkj Look at itj 336 00:24:25,214 --> 00:24:28,050 ã It's deadj ã It's not deadj 337 00:24:28,134 --> 00:24:30,261 This is your cousin's? Yesj 338 00:24:31,637 --> 00:24:33,347 What does he look like? 339 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,727 Not nearly as good as the vanj 340 00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:42,356 [ Jason ] By the way, I think I know where we're goingj 341 00:24:56,454 --> 00:24:58,623 [ Clears Throat ] 342 00:24:58,706 --> 00:25:00,833 You have a wild side, Hannahj 343 00:25:00,917 --> 00:25:02,376 What? 344 00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:05,796 I know you got one deep down in there somewherej I mean- 345 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,882 Don't you ever wanna just go crazy? 346 00:25:07,965 --> 00:25:10,635 [ Patrons ] Shh! No, I don'tj 347 00:25:11,761 --> 00:25:13,721 I need you to have a wild side, Hannahj 348 00:25:13,804 --> 00:25:16,182 Can I hear you say Mardi Gras? 349 00:25:16,265 --> 00:25:17,850 [ Patrons ] Shh! Shh! No, you can'tj 350 00:25:17,934 --> 00:25:20,186 And are you even aware that you're in a library right now? 351 00:25:20,269 --> 00:25:23,481 So, did Truman tell you? Tell me what? 352 00:25:23,564 --> 00:25:27,860 Well, spring breakj We finally decided on New Orleansj 353 00:25:28,611 --> 00:25:30,112 And we want you to comej 354 00:25:30,196 --> 00:25:32,782 Come on, Hannahj NOLAj Mardi Gras! 355 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:34,242 [ Patrons ] Shh! 356 00:25:34,325 --> 00:25:38,538 You know, uh, Mardi Gras didn't actually start in New Orleans? 357 00:25:38,621 --> 00:25:42,250 Yeah, it began in Mobile, Alabamaj 358 00:25:42,333 --> 00:25:44,418 Which is on our way, so I figured, you know, 359 00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:47,547 if we got some time, we can swing by there and check it outj 360 00:25:47,630 --> 00:25:49,632 It's a pretty cool placej 361 00:25:49,715 --> 00:25:51,676 Yeahj Thank you for the history lessonj 362 00:25:51,759 --> 00:25:56,597 I'm just saying, I don't want anyone to feel like they're stuck on this tripj 363 00:25:56,681 --> 00:26:01,352 You know? Like, if someone wants to go somewhere, they should goj 364 00:26:01,435 --> 00:26:03,688 I was doing just fine before you came over herej 365 00:26:03,771 --> 00:26:06,065 Do you think I'm ready for a trip like that? 366 00:26:07,024 --> 00:26:08,526 I think it's now or neverj 367 00:26:08,609 --> 00:26:10,361 ã It's now or never! - [ Patrons ] Shh! 368 00:26:10,444 --> 00:26:12,405 ã Come on! - [ Hannah ] Can't believe thisj 369 00:26:12,488 --> 00:26:14,824 Who's that? Sir, this is a libraryj 370 00:26:20,871 --> 00:26:23,708 [ Door Alarm Chiming ] 371 00:26:23,791 --> 00:26:25,501 Jasonj Hey, Mrj Lawsonj 372 00:26:25,585 --> 00:26:28,588 How are you? I'm finej Thanks for getting back to mej 373 00:26:28,671 --> 00:26:31,507 Yeahj Let me guessj You're Truman, right? 374 00:26:31,591 --> 00:26:33,634 Yupj Yeahj 375 00:26:33,718 --> 00:26:36,554 This the charity you were telling me about? 376 00:26:36,637 --> 00:26:39,849 What is going on? I thought I fixed thatj 377 00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:45,438 [ Clears Throat ] This is the classic upon which we'll be taking our voyagej 378 00:26:45,521 --> 00:26:48,608 Our Mi Il ennium Fa I c o n, if you willj 379 00:26:48,691 --> 00:26:51,652 [ Man ] Her name is Evelynj Hey, who's the old dude, man? 380 00:26:51,736 --> 00:26:54,488 [ Truman ] Remember Hannah? Yeahj The spaz? 381 00:26:54,572 --> 00:26:59,118 ã Yeahj This is her dadj ã Ohj Hey dudej , 382 00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:02,455 ? ã Who are you ã Bmacj His cousinj 383 00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:06,250 And, uh, you know, I'm driving them to their thing, 384 00:27:06,334 --> 00:27:07,835 'cause this is my baby, you know? 385 00:27:07,918 --> 00:27:10,838 [ Jacob ] I'm sorryj What did you say your name was again? Bmacj 386 00:27:10,921 --> 00:27:14,300 No, your namej Your real namej Your actual namej 387 00:27:14,383 --> 00:27:17,094 I-I go by Bmacj Seriously, why- 388 00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:20,181 Truman, I came here to talk to Jasonj You mind? A little privacy, please? 389 00:27:20,264 --> 00:27:23,893 Absolutelyj You- You should do thatj 390 00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:27,813 ã Whatever manj , - I'm sorryj What can I do for you? 391 00:27:27,897 --> 00:27:31,025 Hannah's sickj You know thatj So why did you invite her? 392 00:27:31,108 --> 00:27:32,610 [ Clears Throat ] Uh- 393 00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:34,362 Dudej What's that guy's problem, man? 394 00:27:34,445 --> 00:27:37,031 It's your beardj You look like the Unabomberj Whatever, manj 395 00:27:37,114 --> 00:27:40,284 I don't knowj I figured she might have some funj 396 00:27:40,368 --> 00:27:43,079 Funj Yeahj 397 00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:44,872 Honestly, I was just trying to helpj 398 00:27:44,955 --> 00:27:47,333 You're not helping, Jasonj You're not helping at allj 399 00:27:47,416 --> 00:27:50,252 In fact, you've made my position very uncomfortablej 400 00:27:52,046 --> 00:27:53,547 I'm sorryj 401 00:27:54,590 --> 00:27:55,716 [ Sighs ] 402 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:58,928 Look, Hannah's not listening to me right now, and I- 403 00:27:59,011 --> 00:28:01,180 Look, Mrj Lawsonj I can't get in the middle of thisj 404 00:28:01,263 --> 00:28:03,099 You're in the middle of this, Jason, like it or notj 405 00:28:03,182 --> 00:28:04,975 You are smackãdab in the middle of this thingj 406 00:28:05,059 --> 00:28:08,688 And I got stuff going on at my house you have no idea aboutj 407 00:28:08,771 --> 00:28:13,943 So I would appreciate it if you would just take my side on this thing, okay? 408 00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:19,407 Hmm? 409 00:28:19,490 --> 00:28:20,991 [ Sighs ] Finej 410 00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:24,453 Yeahj 411 00:28:28,457 --> 00:28:30,751 I wouldn't go 10 feet in that thing if I were youj 412 00:28:30,835 --> 00:28:33,295 ã [ Object Clatters ] ã She can hear you! 413 00:28:36,674 --> 00:28:40,928 I didn't know that- that sticks and stones could break your beardj 414 00:28:41,011 --> 00:28:43,806 [ Object Clatters ] [ Truck Departs ] 415 00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:47,393 [ Alarm Clock Beeping ] [Ma n O n Rad i o] Here o n the Jo n Wa I d e n sh o w, 416 00:28:47,476 --> 00:28:49,353 R ev o cati o n R adi o, y o ur true- 417 00:28:49,437 --> 00:28:51,522 [C o ntinues, I ndistinct] 418 00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:57,069 [ Groans ] The sun is up, and you're still here? 419 00:28:57,153 --> 00:28:59,613 [ Clicks Tongue ] Yupj 420 00:28:59,697 --> 00:29:01,407 Gotta go to the clinic todayj 421 00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:05,327 Although- Wish I was going in scrubsj 422 00:29:07,288 --> 00:29:09,540 Had a really good talk with Hannahj 423 00:29:09,623 --> 00:29:12,251 ? ã About ã About the tripj 424 00:29:12,334 --> 00:29:13,794 Told her I didn't think she should go, 425 00:29:13,878 --> 00:29:16,297 be better if she stayed herej 426 00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:20,926 I don't necessarily think she agreed with me, but I do think she understoodj 427 00:29:21,010 --> 00:29:24,180 So, she's not going? 428 00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:27,892 [ Clicks Tongue ] I told her that we trusted her to make the right decisionj 429 00:29:27,975 --> 00:29:30,227 So I think we're goodj 430 00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:33,939 Okayj I'm gonna get some coffeej You want some coffee? 431 00:29:34,023 --> 00:29:35,357 Surej 432 00:29:45,326 --> 00:29:46,827 [ Cabinet Door Closes ] 433 00:29:46,911 --> 00:29:49,955 ?? [P o p] ?? [M an Vo ca I i z ing] 434 00:29:58,881 --> 00:30:01,550 ?? [ C o ntinues] 435 00:30:13,354 --> 00:30:17,274 ? I t's Io ve? 436 00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:19,902 ?? [ C o nti n ues, I ndisti n ct] [ Laughing ] 437 00:30:19,985 --> 00:30:23,697 [ All Chattering ] 438 00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,703 No, no, noj Don't put in your headphones, Diegoj 439 00:30:29,787 --> 00:30:33,249 Attention, vanj Diego doesn't want to talk about our problemj 440 00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:34,959 This is really a surprisej 441 00:30:35,042 --> 00:30:37,169 [ Bmac ] Everyone wishes they had headphones at this pointj 442 00:30:37,253 --> 00:30:39,171 [ Truman ] Fat Man's burgers are the best- 443 00:30:39,255 --> 00:30:41,465 You do not know what you're talking about when it comes to burgers- 444 00:30:41,549 --> 00:30:45,135 That is actually meat fillers, which are little yellow pellets that come in a cardboard boxj 445 00:30:45,219 --> 00:30:50,057 Like, seriouslyj When you cook a burger, all the bad stuff drains down into the grillj 446 00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:51,809 [ Hannah ] It's in your bodyj It's inside- 447 00:30:51,892 --> 00:30:54,687 [ Bmac ] We're not listening to youj You're making me really angry- 448 00:30:54,770 --> 00:30:57,314 ?? [ C o ntinues, L o ud] 449 00:30:57,398 --> 00:31:00,484 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing C o ntinues] 450 00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:08,784 ? I t's Io ve?? ?? [Ends] 451 00:31:14,415 --> 00:31:18,043 ?? [ Acoustic Guitar ] ? That's the meaning of life ? 452 00:31:18,127 --> 00:31:21,422 ? That's the meaning of love ? 453 00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:24,967 ? And that's the meaning of everything ? 454 00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:31,307 ? And that's all you need to know about everything ?? 455 00:31:31,390 --> 00:31:34,435 Yeahj Wowj You're really goodj 456 00:31:34,518 --> 00:31:39,231 Thanksj That actually was supposed to be a jingle for a barbecue company, 457 00:31:39,315 --> 00:31:41,567 but they thought it was too deepj 458 00:31:41,650 --> 00:31:44,320 [ Woman ] You know, you should go on one of those reality showsj 459 00:31:44,403 --> 00:31:47,531 [ Bmac ] I don't think soj Those things are rigged, I thinkj 460 00:31:47,615 --> 00:31:51,827 You know, sometimes I write songs based on dreams I imagine other people havej 461 00:31:51,911 --> 00:31:56,040 ã [ Siren Whoops ] - Tow truck! [ Grunts ] 462 00:32:02,796 --> 00:32:04,924 [C hatter O n P oI ice Ra di o] Are you with the tow truck? 463 00:32:05,007 --> 00:32:06,717 Sir, step away from the vehiclej 464 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:10,054 ã [Radi o: Feedback] ? ã You been drinking 465 00:32:10,137 --> 00:32:13,724 Noj Of course notj Why does everybody always think I've been drinking? 466 00:32:13,807 --> 00:32:17,061 ã Explain this to mej ã Ohj When- 467 00:32:17,144 --> 00:32:19,063 Nobody ever tells you you can't drive on the beach, manj 468 00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:21,106 They do it on TV all the timej Also, running- 469 00:32:21,190 --> 00:32:24,568 Curly Top, do you see any hotels on this beach? Yesj Noj 470 00:32:24,652 --> 00:32:27,529 ? ã Any restaurants or bars - Is this a trick question? Noj 471 00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:29,281 Yeahj It's because it's a land preservej 472 00:32:29,365 --> 00:32:31,533 For what? Set aside for endangered turtle eggsj 473 00:32:31,617 --> 00:32:35,788 Turtle eggs? Dude, seriously? Am I being punked? Like, what's- 474 00:32:35,871 --> 00:32:38,624 ã [R adi o Chatter C o ntinues] ã No that's- Noj , 475 00:32:38,707 --> 00:32:41,293 ã $5 000 ,? - He's the owner and the driverj 476 00:32:41,377 --> 00:32:45,130 NãNo! Truman! You're the one who told me to drive here! 477 00:32:45,214 --> 00:32:46,924 I don't even know your real namej What is- Bro- 478 00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:49,718 Okayj Listenj I don't have time for thisj I need to impound this carj 479 00:32:49,802 --> 00:32:54,431 I'm gonna ask all of you to please pick up your belongings and make your way to the curbj 480 00:32:54,515 --> 00:32:57,142 ã I'm gonna also need your namesj ? ã Our- Our real names 481 00:32:57,226 --> 00:33:00,437 ? ã Excuse me - Sir, can I just say something? 482 00:33:02,147 --> 00:33:04,566 This is my first trip like this, okay? 483 00:33:04,650 --> 00:33:06,777 I've never done anything like this beforej 484 00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:10,823 And the only reason that I came is because I'm trying to get to Mobile, Alabama, because- 485 00:33:10,906 --> 00:33:12,491 Okay, listen, ma'amj I don't have time for thisj 486 00:33:12,574 --> 00:33:15,995 I'm gonna have to ask all of you to make your way down- Noj Just listenj 487 00:33:16,078 --> 00:33:19,206 I promisej I have a really good excusej 488 00:33:19,289 --> 00:33:22,126 See, I'm trying to get to Mobile becausejjj 489 00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:24,169 I just found out I'm adoptedj 490 00:33:24,253 --> 00:33:27,172 Like, last weekj 491 00:33:27,256 --> 00:33:31,176 And this is my only chance to find out who I really amj 492 00:33:31,260 --> 00:33:33,429 I mean, to find my mother and- 493 00:33:33,512 --> 00:33:36,849 Well, I think she lives therej At least I hopej 494 00:33:36,932 --> 00:33:39,226 And we probably deserve everything that you're trying to say, 495 00:33:39,309 --> 00:33:41,145 but, really, I- 496 00:33:42,021 --> 00:33:43,105 [ Sighs ] 497 00:33:43,188 --> 00:33:47,401 I've gotjjj $93j50- No, $93j40j This'll help- 498 00:33:47,484 --> 00:33:49,486 Ma'am, I'm not gonna take your moneyj Just take itj 499 00:33:49,570 --> 00:33:51,071 I'm not gonna take your moneyj 500 00:33:53,866 --> 00:33:56,201 Seriouslyj That was in- I thought- Comple- 501 00:33:56,285 --> 00:33:58,203 Hey, uh- Thanks so much for letting us off the hook- 502 00:33:58,287 --> 00:33:59,788 Don't talk to mej 503 00:34:00,622 --> 00:34:02,750 Take care of this? Yeahj 504 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:05,419 Let's push it, y'allj Come onj Push, push, push! 505 00:34:05,502 --> 00:34:09,715 Come on, Evelynj You can do it, Evelynj I know it's painful! 506 00:34:09,798 --> 00:34:11,300 [ Jason ] Truman's not doing anythingj 507 00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:14,053 I'm- I'm hurt- [ Hannah ] Truman, I've been doing all of thisj 508 00:34:14,136 --> 00:34:16,221 in my legs right nowj 509 00:34:17,598 --> 00:34:19,099 You did itj 510 00:34:20,309 --> 00:34:22,394 ?? [Ro ck] 511 00:34:22,478 --> 00:34:25,439 [Man] ? The Io ve? 512 00:34:27,066 --> 00:34:31,278 ? Thaty o u've trie d t o find a way? 513 00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:40,329 Hey, Hannahj 514 00:34:40,412 --> 00:34:42,039 [ Car Horn Honks ] 515 00:34:42,122 --> 00:34:44,416 Hey, I think- I just wanted you to know, 516 00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:47,211 I think it's really brave what you're doing, you know? 517 00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:51,381 Like the whole, you know, thing with your mom and- 518 00:34:51,465 --> 00:34:54,093 I just hope you find, you know, whatever it is that you're looking for, 519 00:34:54,176 --> 00:34:56,261 'cause, you know, it's importantj 520 00:34:58,472 --> 00:35:00,599 So I really shouldn't eat burgers? 521 00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:04,228 I guess it's just so hard for me to think about eating healthy foodj 522 00:35:04,311 --> 00:35:07,147 I mean, like- just weirds me outj 523 00:35:07,231 --> 00:35:08,857 Like, and tofu? What's that stuff? 524 00:35:08,941 --> 00:35:11,401 Who came up with the idea to take a beanjjj 525 00:35:11,485 --> 00:35:15,239 and turn it into a sandwich that tastes like a hamburger remotely? 526 00:35:15,322 --> 00:35:19,993 I mean, vegans always try to tell you that, like, tofu tastes like real beefj 527 00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:21,745 That is untruej 528 00:35:21,829 --> 00:35:24,289 ? Wi II make us o ne? 529 00:35:24,373 --> 00:35:27,876 ? Wi II make us o ne? 530 00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:29,461 ?? [Fades] 531 00:35:29,545 --> 00:35:31,630 [ Truman ] Jojoj You ever know a guy named Jojo? 532 00:35:31,713 --> 00:35:33,674 I've never even heard of a guy named Jojoj 533 00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:40,055 [ Sighs ] This is literally the worst hotel I've ever seenj 534 00:35:43,016 --> 00:35:45,144 It looked better on the lnternetj 535 00:35:45,227 --> 00:35:48,522 Where, at NormanBatesHoteljcom? 536 00:35:49,523 --> 00:35:51,400 HotelMonkeyjbizj 537 00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:54,444 I'm sleeping in the carj 538 00:36:05,539 --> 00:36:08,458 Hannah, you will be rooming with Alannaj 539 00:36:08,542 --> 00:36:12,504 ? ã Is there another option - Noj Danielle paid double for her own roomj 540 00:36:12,588 --> 00:36:15,591 I'm sleeping here in the van, so you can have my roomj 541 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:18,385 No, that won't work, because you're staying with mej 542 00:36:18,468 --> 00:36:22,097 And neither Hannah nor Alanna would- would stay with mej Would you? 543 00:36:23,098 --> 00:36:24,600 Get away from me, Trumanj 544 00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:30,230 [ Door Slams ] Respect Evelyn! 545 00:36:32,399 --> 00:36:35,485 [ Pills Rattling ] 546 00:36:52,127 --> 00:36:54,338 That's a lot of pillsj 547 00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:57,758 Yeahj [ Chuckles ] It's ridiculous, huh? 548 00:36:58,842 --> 00:37:00,636 [ Scoffs ] 549 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,346 You know what I think? 550 00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:04,806 I think you just like to use this stuffj 551 00:37:04,890 --> 00:37:08,060 That way people have to be nice to you, you know? 552 00:37:08,143 --> 00:37:11,772 Like, "Poor little Hannahj So woundedj" 553 00:37:11,855 --> 00:37:13,649 I'm sorryj I didn't mean- 554 00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:18,654 Okayj You never mean to do anything, but that's the pointj You still doj 555 00:37:18,737 --> 00:37:20,906 Why did you even come on this trip anyway? 556 00:37:21,823 --> 00:37:24,076 Jason invited mej 557 00:37:24,159 --> 00:37:25,953 We didn't want you toj 558 00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:31,250 He's justjjj too nice to say itj 559 00:37:48,392 --> 00:37:53,438 Um- I usually get up early, but I can set an alarm if you wantj 560 00:37:53,522 --> 00:37:57,025 Hannah, just go to sleepj What is wrong with you? 561 00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:03,740 [ Sighs ] 562 00:38:03,824 --> 00:38:05,826 [ Bmac Snoring ] 563 00:38:08,829 --> 00:38:10,539 [ Hannah M uttering ] [ Door Rattling ] 564 00:38:10,622 --> 00:38:12,708 [ Grunts, Sputters ] 565 00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:15,502 What's going on? It's just mej 566 00:38:15,585 --> 00:38:17,713 What are you doing? 567 00:38:17,796 --> 00:38:20,132 Getting some stuffj Go back to sleepj 568 00:38:20,215 --> 00:38:21,842 [ Door Closes ] 569 00:38:26,179 --> 00:38:28,807 Hannah! Hannahj What's going on? 570 00:38:28,890 --> 00:38:30,809 I'm leavingj 571 00:38:30,892 --> 00:38:34,604 ã It's the middle of the nightj Can we talk about this? ã I don't wanna talk about itj 572 00:38:34,688 --> 00:38:38,233 I'm- I'm leaving, and you're staying here with yourjjj girlfriend! 573 00:38:38,317 --> 00:38:42,321 I realize that I'm a problem, and that I never should have come here, 574 00:38:42,404 --> 00:38:46,408 so you can just go to New Orleans with everybody else in your possejjj 575 00:38:46,491 --> 00:38:48,118 and just have fun or whateverj 576 00:38:48,201 --> 00:38:49,661 I don't even care anymorej 577 00:38:49,745 --> 00:38:52,622 You're not making sensej What is wrong? 578 00:38:52,706 --> 00:38:54,458 Apparently I'm what's wrongj 579 00:38:54,541 --> 00:38:58,128 Lookj I'm leavingj Don't follow mej 580 00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:08,388 Dudej Her dad's gonna kill you, manj 581 00:39:08,472 --> 00:39:09,973 He's scary, manj 582 00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:15,771 ?? [Ba Il ad] 583 00:39:22,152 --> 00:39:26,114 [Man] ? H ave a seat up o n this branch o fmine? 584 00:39:26,198 --> 00:39:28,075 ? I t's been a whi I e, h o ney? 585 00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:31,244 ? I think I fee I fine? 586 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,373 [ Sighs ] 587 00:39:39,294 --> 00:39:43,757 ? I see the q uesti o n mark at o p y o ur spine? 588 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,342 ? I've g o t a I adder, h o ney? 589 00:39:45,425 --> 00:39:47,135 ? W o n't y o u I et me c I imb? ?? [Fades] 590 00:39:47,219 --> 00:39:48,804 Sorry it took me so longj 591 00:39:48,887 --> 00:39:54,142 The only rental place that was open was by the airport, so- took a whilej 592 00:39:54,226 --> 00:39:56,144 I don't need your charity, Jasonj 593 00:39:56,228 --> 00:39:58,146 Yeah, you doj 594 00:39:58,230 --> 00:40:01,316 What? So we're just gonna go to M obile together or what? 595 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:02,984 Beats walkingj 596 00:40:03,068 --> 00:40:04,945 What would Alanna think? 597 00:40:05,028 --> 00:40:06,738 Doesn't matter what she thinksj 598 00:40:06,822 --> 00:40:10,158 This was my decisionj All right? She knows thatj 599 00:40:10,242 --> 00:40:12,577 Now get inj I don't have time for thisj 600 00:40:12,661 --> 00:40:17,541 ? ã Why do you care ,? ã I care about you all right 601 00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:21,420 Noj I'm not the kind of girl who just gets in a car with anybodyj 602 00:40:21,503 --> 00:40:24,381 Rightj But you will hitchhike by yourself- 603 00:40:24,464 --> 00:40:26,091 I wasn't hitchhikingj I was walkingj 604 00:40:26,174 --> 00:40:28,427 Okayj No, that's equally smartj 605 00:40:28,510 --> 00:40:29,970 I would've been finej Mmãhmmj 606 00:40:30,053 --> 00:40:32,347 ?? [R o c k] [Man] ? B ut we a lIIo st track? 607 00:40:32,431 --> 00:40:36,351 ? Soo n as we g o t c o ntr ol? 608 00:40:38,979 --> 00:40:42,357 ? So sh o w me the way? 609 00:40:43,525 --> 00:40:47,195 ? I wanna be I ike that? 610 00:40:47,946 --> 00:40:49,823 ? Yeah? 611 00:40:49,906 --> 00:40:54,286 ? And I wanna hear y o u ca Il my name? 612 00:40:54,369 --> 00:40:58,457 ? And n o t loo k back? 613 00:41:00,041 --> 00:41:03,086 ? 'Cause a Il the faint I ights? 614 00:41:04,588 --> 00:41:08,258 ? They I eft me stranded and Io st? 615 00:41:10,677 --> 00:41:14,306 ? Reaching thr o ugh empty p o ckets? 616 00:41:14,389 --> 00:41:18,643 ? Trying t o pay my c o st? 617 00:41:20,604 --> 00:41:22,814 ? I put up a fight? ?? [Fades] 618 00:41:22,898 --> 00:41:26,151 You remember when we were nine, I think? 619 00:41:26,234 --> 00:41:28,403 When you were nine, I was eight and a halfj 620 00:41:29,571 --> 00:41:32,866 Yesj Thank you for that unnecessary correctionj 621 00:41:32,949 --> 00:41:35,202 I was nine, you were eight and a halfj 622 00:41:35,285 --> 00:41:39,206 And we would go with the Thompson kids, remember, and we would- 623 00:41:39,289 --> 00:41:42,292 Race to the water? Yeahj 624 00:41:42,375 --> 00:41:44,419 This all just reminded me of itj 625 00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:47,088 ? A II the faint I ights? 626 00:41:48,924 --> 00:41:51,968 ã? They I eft me stranded and Io st? ã [ Laughs ] 627 00:41:55,013 --> 00:41:58,517 ? Reaching thr o ugh empty p o ckets? 628 00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:02,896 ? Trying t o pay my c o st? 629 00:42:03,980 --> 00:42:05,023 ? O h? 630 00:42:05,106 --> 00:42:08,777 ? lp ut u p a fight? [ Hannah Squeals ] 631 00:42:08,860 --> 00:42:12,948 ? O h, n o But n o w it's taking its t oll? 632 00:42:13,031 --> 00:42:14,741 [ Laughing ] 633 00:42:14,824 --> 00:42:16,034 ? O h? 634 00:42:16,117 --> 00:42:20,705 ? I'm waiting f o r s o mething t o set fire? 635 00:42:20,789 --> 00:42:23,124 [ Laughing ] ? W ake u p my s o u I?? 636 00:42:23,208 --> 00:42:25,293 ?? [Ends] 637 00:42:28,755 --> 00:42:30,257 Heyj Hij 638 00:42:30,340 --> 00:42:33,843 I have $90 and change, or something like thatj 639 00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:37,222 And- [ Chuckles ] a phone that doesn't work because the ocean broke itj 640 00:42:37,305 --> 00:42:39,724 ? ã The ocean broke it ã Shhj 641 00:42:40,976 --> 00:42:44,771 Do you have a towel? The cheapest we have is 110j 642 00:42:44,854 --> 00:42:48,567 Unless, uh, you are Triple "Aj" 643 00:42:48,650 --> 00:42:51,570 ã Oh yeahj We arej , We have all three A'sj ã Yeahj 644 00:42:51,653 --> 00:42:54,030 [ Jason ] But we need separate rooms, reallyj 645 00:42:54,114 --> 00:42:57,325 [ Hannah ] Yes, because we're not togetherj 646 00:42:57,409 --> 00:42:58,952 Like thatj Noj 647 00:42:59,035 --> 00:43:00,870 [ Typing ] 648 00:43:01,663 --> 00:43:03,331 Triple "A" is 99j 649 00:43:03,415 --> 00:43:07,252 Mmmj Only one room available at that ratej 650 00:43:07,335 --> 00:43:11,298 The only other room I have is, uh, the luxury suitej 651 00:43:11,381 --> 00:43:13,258 299j 652 00:43:13,341 --> 00:43:15,302 Uh- That- That sounds greatj 653 00:43:15,385 --> 00:43:19,848 ã Uh we just need , the regular room, thoughj ã The very regular roomj 654 00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:23,810 [ Jason ] Standardj Mm-hmmj This- 655 00:43:23,893 --> 00:43:26,271 ã Maybe next timej ã Yeahj 656 00:43:26,354 --> 00:43:29,274 [ Chattering, Chuckling ] 657 00:43:30,692 --> 00:43:32,193 I'm freezingj 658 00:43:33,361 --> 00:43:34,821 This is awkwardj 659 00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:39,075 Yeahj Definitely only one bedj 660 00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,037 Yeahj 661 00:43:54,174 --> 00:43:55,675 [ Whispers ] Are you asleep? 662 00:43:57,010 --> 00:43:59,679 I literally just laid downj Oh, yeahj 663 00:43:59,763 --> 00:44:01,056 Sorryj 664 00:44:04,976 --> 00:44:06,478 Are you okay down there? 665 00:44:07,896 --> 00:44:10,065 Well, you know, I usually preferjjj 666 00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:13,109 the kingãsize floor , but this is all they had, sojjj 667 00:44:13,193 --> 00:44:15,570 I'll make doj 668 00:44:15,654 --> 00:44:17,280 That's funnyj You're funnyj 669 00:44:20,283 --> 00:44:22,744 Do you think I'm being weird about all this? 670 00:44:22,827 --> 00:44:24,871 Why are we whispering? 671 00:44:24,954 --> 00:44:29,250 I don't knowj I mean, you're, like, the popular college guyj 672 00:44:29,334 --> 00:44:35,090 Girls- They find you attractive and enjoy your companyj 673 00:44:36,341 --> 00:44:39,260 Would you think it was weird if I saidjjj 674 00:44:39,344 --> 00:44:42,472 I'd never been with anybody before? 675 00:44:42,555 --> 00:44:45,225 Ph- Physically speaking? 676 00:44:46,768 --> 00:44:49,354 Which is purely a hypothetical statement, of coursej 677 00:44:49,437 --> 00:44:52,273 Um- Oh, that- Sorryj 678 00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:54,859 I didn't- [ Chuckles ] I didn't mean to get into thatj 679 00:45:00,532 --> 00:45:02,242 ã Good nightj ã Good nightj 680 00:45:06,746 --> 00:45:08,873 I can feel you down there, judging mej 681 00:45:08,957 --> 00:45:10,625 Like you think this is totally ridiculousj 682 00:45:10,709 --> 00:45:13,044 Like I'm some sort of Christian homeschooling freakj 683 00:45:13,128 --> 00:45:15,338 ã I'm a Chr- ã You thought itj 684 00:45:15,422 --> 00:45:17,173 ? ã I did ã I thought soj 685 00:45:17,257 --> 00:45:18,717 Noj That was a questionj 686 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:21,052 Lookj Here's the thingj 687 00:45:21,136 --> 00:45:23,263 What's so wrong with not having a wild side? 688 00:45:23,346 --> 00:45:25,140 I mean, I'm glad about the factjjj 689 00:45:25,223 --> 00:45:28,059 that I haven't done thesejjj things with- 690 00:45:29,436 --> 00:45:31,396 And- And- 691 00:45:31,479 --> 00:45:33,440 I- I have a wild sidej 692 00:45:33,523 --> 00:45:35,024 You've seen me play Scrabblej 693 00:45:35,108 --> 00:45:36,985 I'm wildj 694 00:45:44,284 --> 00:45:45,744 What are you thinking? 695 00:45:45,827 --> 00:45:48,121 [ Scoffs ] I, uh- I think- 696 00:45:48,204 --> 00:45:50,623 You know what? [ Sighs ] 697 00:45:50,707 --> 00:45:53,960 I can't do thisj No matter what the circumstancesj 698 00:45:54,043 --> 00:45:56,087 Hannah, where are you going? 699 00:45:56,171 --> 00:45:58,047 Stop judging mej 700 00:45:59,132 --> 00:46:00,675 [ Lamp Crashes ] 701 00:46:08,516 --> 00:46:10,185 Wowj 702 00:46:10,268 --> 00:46:13,646 [Man] ? D o n't want t o s o und ridicu Io us? 703 00:46:13,730 --> 00:46:17,025 ? B ut I think y o u kn o w I'm sick o f this? 704 00:46:17,108 --> 00:46:20,820 ? And I kinda think that we can bend, d o y o u?? 705 00:46:20,904 --> 00:46:22,697 ? I'll try t o be a better friend t o y o u? 706 00:46:22,781 --> 00:46:24,449 Go awayj 707 00:46:26,201 --> 00:46:27,911 Hello? 708 00:46:27,994 --> 00:46:31,706 You're not a freak, Hannahj 709 00:46:31,790 --> 00:46:33,625 ? That I was onl y loo king o ut f o r me? 710 00:46:33,708 --> 00:46:36,294 ? I nstead o fgetting y o u the he lp y ou ne e d? [ Sighs ] 711 00:46:36,377 --> 00:46:39,047 Wellj Good nightj 712 00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:43,009 ? Wh o d o y o u think y o u are?? 713 00:46:43,092 --> 00:46:46,304 ? Wh o d o I think I am?? 714 00:46:46,387 --> 00:46:50,517 ? Bare I y I istening? 715 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:54,312 ? T o my oI dest? 716 00:46:54,395 --> 00:46:57,941 ? M y ol dest friend? 717 00:46:58,024 --> 00:47:00,568 [ Phone Ringing ] 718 00:47:05,824 --> 00:47:07,575 ?? [Fades] [ Sighs ] 719 00:47:12,997 --> 00:47:14,833 Was there a problem with the room? 720 00:47:14,916 --> 00:47:16,417 Noj [ Clears Throat ] 721 00:47:16,501 --> 00:47:18,753 Noj No, the room was finej 722 00:47:19,921 --> 00:47:21,840 Because there's no refund, 723 00:47:21,923 --> 00:47:24,926 no matter where you, uh, sleepj 724 00:47:50,076 --> 00:47:51,703 Hannah, I'm- 725 00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:53,454 I'm sorryj 726 00:48:06,467 --> 00:48:08,011 [ Rattling Door] 727 00:48:13,850 --> 00:48:15,351 Mmmj 728 00:48:15,435 --> 00:48:18,313 I do have a wild sidej 729 00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:19,898 Can't believe you just broke inj 730 00:48:19,981 --> 00:48:21,858 I didn't break inj The door was openj 731 00:48:21,941 --> 00:48:24,777 It was the back door, and you pried it openj 732 00:48:24,861 --> 00:48:28,448 [ Scoffs ] I used to wander in the old OjRj at my dad's hospitalj 733 00:48:28,531 --> 00:48:32,076 Cool thing is, all the files and all the equipment are still therej 734 00:48:33,953 --> 00:48:36,331 [ Door Closes ] [ Jacob ] Hello?j 735 00:48:36,414 --> 00:48:38,708 [ Sighs ] I'm homej 736 00:48:38,791 --> 00:48:42,128 [ Keys Clatter ] [ Sighs ] 737 00:48:42,211 --> 00:48:44,672 Oh, scrubsj You got your wishj 738 00:48:44,756 --> 00:48:45,882 Yeahj 739 00:48:47,842 --> 00:48:51,638 [ Sighs ] You talk to Hannah today? 740 00:48:51,721 --> 00:48:53,973 I tried to call her a couple of timesj 741 00:48:54,057 --> 00:48:55,558 Cell phone not working? 742 00:48:56,684 --> 00:48:58,686 I don't think that girl is ever gonna grow upj 743 00:49:01,356 --> 00:49:03,483 I remember the first time I held her in my armsj 744 00:49:03,566 --> 00:49:09,072 I couldn't believe something so small could have such a power over mej 745 00:49:10,490 --> 00:49:12,200 And I did see him smilej 746 00:49:16,704 --> 00:49:18,289 Wonder if she's ever gonna be able tojjj 747 00:49:19,874 --> 00:49:21,960 see things from our perspective? 748 00:49:27,256 --> 00:49:29,050 I think we should tell herj 749 00:49:32,136 --> 00:49:33,930 Tell her what? 750 00:49:35,807 --> 00:49:36,849 Everythingj 751 00:49:36,933 --> 00:49:38,726 Ohj 752 00:49:38,810 --> 00:49:40,353 Noj She couldn't handle itj 753 00:49:40,436 --> 00:49:43,690 [ Chuckling ] 754 00:49:44,732 --> 00:49:46,776 I think she couldj 755 00:49:46,859 --> 00:49:49,278 No, she couldn'tj Trust mej 756 00:49:50,571 --> 00:49:52,657 And I think we need to trust our daughterj 757 00:49:52,740 --> 00:49:54,242 ã [ Man ] All rightj Turnj ã [ Shutter Clicking ] 758 00:49:54,325 --> 00:49:56,536 ã No lightj We can't see youj ã [ Cries ] 759 00:49:56,619 --> 00:49:57,912 [ Sighs ] [ Whistle Blows ] 760 00:50:02,458 --> 00:50:03,960 [ Door Closes ] 761 00:50:08,756 --> 00:50:10,341 [ Sighs ] 762 00:50:12,093 --> 00:50:13,928 [ Typing ] 763 00:50:17,473 --> 00:50:19,851 Breaking and enteringj Do you, uh- 764 00:50:19,934 --> 00:50:22,145 [ Finger Tapping ] Do you understand the consequences? 765 00:50:24,564 --> 00:50:26,065 You do? 766 00:50:28,860 --> 00:50:31,362 Yeah, noj Not reallyj 767 00:50:31,446 --> 00:50:33,281 All rightj Lookj Why were you there? 768 00:50:34,949 --> 00:50:37,577 Alanna, don't freak outj 769 00:50:37,660 --> 00:50:40,788 [ Sighs ] Something happened, and- 770 00:50:40,872 --> 00:50:44,250 Long story short, me and Hannah are in jailj 771 00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,127 Yeahj It's not like we planned itj 772 00:50:46,210 --> 00:50:48,796 Y o u g o t y o urse I f int o this ó Gety ou rse I f o ut É 773 00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:50,882 Alanna, pl- [ Dial Tone ] 774 00:50:57,805 --> 00:51:01,434 We'd gone so far, and the hospital was all I hadj 775 00:51:01,517 --> 00:51:03,978 It's the only place that I had leftj 776 00:51:04,979 --> 00:51:06,939 It was a dead endj 777 00:51:07,023 --> 00:51:08,691 [ Scoffs ] 778 00:51:08,775 --> 00:51:11,277 You know, if you're gonnajjj put me in jail, 779 00:51:11,360 --> 00:51:13,654 please just get it over withj 780 00:51:13,738 --> 00:51:17,492 'Cause- [ Sighs ] my dad's gonna kill mej 781 00:51:18,826 --> 00:51:20,411 Owens Free Clinicj 782 00:51:20,495 --> 00:51:22,455 My dad's gonna kill mej 783 00:51:24,165 --> 00:51:26,167 He's gonna kill you tooj 784 00:51:27,418 --> 00:51:28,753 [ Chuckling ] 785 00:51:29,587 --> 00:51:31,756 This, uh- 786 00:51:33,883 --> 00:51:35,384 What are the odds? 787 00:51:41,516 --> 00:51:43,559 I had some dealings with this clinicj 788 00:51:43,643 --> 00:51:47,563 Um, there were some bomb threats, death threats and whatnotj 789 00:51:47,647 --> 00:51:49,190 I dealt with a doctor and two nurses, 790 00:51:49,273 --> 00:51:51,943 and the reason I recall this is becausejjj 791 00:51:52,026 --> 00:51:54,237 one of the nurses was just, well- 792 00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:57,323 She was very kind to mej Um- 793 00:51:59,283 --> 00:52:02,203 Here you goj This is one of her statementsj 794 00:52:13,714 --> 00:52:16,425 The signatures are the samej M mãhmmj 795 00:52:16,509 --> 00:52:18,553 Why would she sign my birth certificate? 796 00:52:19,428 --> 00:52:21,639 Um- No ideaj 797 00:52:24,517 --> 00:52:26,644 Her name is M aryj 798 00:52:26,727 --> 00:52:28,521 Mary Rutledgej 799 00:52:29,397 --> 00:52:31,149 [ Typing ] 800 00:52:34,068 --> 00:52:36,529 Um, phone is unlistedj 801 00:52:36,612 --> 00:52:39,282 There's just an address, and- 802 00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:45,872 It hasn't been verified in quite a whilej 803 00:52:45,955 --> 00:52:48,082 [ Muttering ] 804 00:52:51,752 --> 00:52:53,588 [ Paper Shuffling ] Good luckj 805 00:52:54,589 --> 00:52:56,507 Waitj What about all the- 806 00:52:56,591 --> 00:52:58,426 Don't worry about itj Um- 807 00:52:58,509 --> 00:53:02,221 Look, I'm- I'm very sorry for this misunderstanding, all right? 808 00:53:02,305 --> 00:53:06,601 I hope you won't think badly of our city and you'll come back againj 809 00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:09,770 So, we're free to go? 810 00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,147 Yeahj 811 00:53:13,191 --> 00:53:14,567 [ Chuckles ] 812 00:53:17,528 --> 00:53:20,531 Jackie out there will, uh, get your stuff and check you outj 813 00:53:23,284 --> 00:53:26,287 Ohj You know what? Wait a minutej 814 00:53:26,370 --> 00:53:30,750 What will you say? I-I mean, if you find your mother, what will you say? 815 00:53:30,833 --> 00:53:33,002 I'm just- I'm just curiousj 816 00:53:35,129 --> 00:53:37,465 I don't knowj 817 00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:39,634 Well- 818 00:53:39,717 --> 00:53:42,136 My wife has this thing she saysj 819 00:53:43,221 --> 00:53:45,890 "To be human is to be beautifully flawedj" 820 00:53:45,973 --> 00:53:48,809 And- Well, she's- 821 00:53:48,893 --> 00:53:50,478 She's five months pregnant with our fourth, 822 00:53:50,561 --> 00:53:55,816 so I think I understand what you're going through and how hard it must bej 823 00:53:55,900 --> 00:53:59,528 So- You know, life isn't always black and whitej 824 00:54:00,529 --> 00:54:04,450 So, hate the crime, not the criminalj 825 00:54:07,620 --> 00:54:10,456 All rightj Good luckj [ Hannah ] Thank youj 826 00:54:23,594 --> 00:54:26,097 Do you want me to go with you? 827 00:54:44,198 --> 00:54:46,200 [ Knocking ] 828 00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:52,748 Yesj Can I help you? 829 00:54:52,832 --> 00:54:56,043 Are you M ary? Yesj 830 00:54:57,253 --> 00:55:00,214 I don't know how else to- 831 00:55:01,048 --> 00:55:02,633 Why did you sign this? 832 00:55:12,393 --> 00:55:15,104 [ Exhales ] How did you find me? 833 00:55:16,397 --> 00:55:19,650 A police officer recognized your signaturej 834 00:55:19,734 --> 00:55:22,153 Ohj 835 00:55:22,236 --> 00:55:24,238 Sergeant Doddj 836 00:55:26,699 --> 00:55:28,492 You do favor herj 837 00:55:28,576 --> 00:55:31,037 She was a pretty girlj 838 00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:32,830 Barely 18j 839 00:55:33,873 --> 00:55:36,876 I wasn't much older, butjjj 840 00:55:36,959 --> 00:55:38,878 I was ol der ó 841 00:55:38,961 --> 00:55:40,880 You know, the girls that came there, 842 00:55:40,963 --> 00:55:43,507 they really knew what they wanted, you knowj 843 00:55:43,591 --> 00:55:45,468 They were sure of itj 844 00:55:45,551 --> 00:55:48,095 But your mother, 845 00:55:48,179 --> 00:55:50,556 she was conflictedj 846 00:55:50,639 --> 00:55:54,185 I'm the one that took her in the back and prepped her for the procedurej 847 00:55:54,268 --> 00:55:56,479 The abortion? 848 00:55:56,562 --> 00:55:58,773 Yesj The abortionj 849 00:56:01,442 --> 00:56:05,404 She tried to convince me that she was making the right decisionj 850 00:56:07,031 --> 00:56:10,076 But, you know, she was really trying to convince herselfj 851 00:56:11,202 --> 00:56:14,038 She told me she didn't even know the fellaj 852 00:56:14,121 --> 00:56:16,374 Didn't know his namej 853 00:56:16,457 --> 00:56:18,918 Met him at a bar andjjj 854 00:56:19,001 --> 00:56:22,338 had a night together, and then he was gonej 855 00:56:25,758 --> 00:56:27,301 I listenedj 856 00:56:28,761 --> 00:56:31,472 Listened to her like I did a hundred girls before herj 857 00:56:33,224 --> 00:56:36,811 Noddedj Told her I understoodj 858 00:56:40,147 --> 00:56:43,776 For some of those girls, I was their only friendj 859 00:56:46,195 --> 00:56:48,739 Halfway through- 860 00:56:48,823 --> 00:56:51,409 Well, something must have gone wrongj 861 00:56:52,827 --> 00:56:55,246 I wish I knew whatj 862 00:56:55,329 --> 00:56:57,456 Butjjj 863 00:56:57,540 --> 00:57:00,418 when I went to see your mother, 864 00:57:00,501 --> 00:57:02,378 she was just awakening, 865 00:57:02,461 --> 00:57:06,924 and the doctor was telling her that it had been a failed attemptj 866 00:57:07,007 --> 00:57:09,176 Is thatjjj normal? 867 00:57:10,344 --> 00:57:12,221 For himj 868 00:57:13,097 --> 00:57:14,598 [ Sighs ] 869 00:57:16,434 --> 00:57:20,604 There were things that happened therej 870 00:57:20,688 --> 00:57:22,731 Terrible thingsj 871 00:57:22,815 --> 00:57:24,817 Things they had me doj 872 00:57:28,279 --> 00:57:33,200 When you hear something enough times, 873 00:57:34,910 --> 00:57:37,204 somehow you start to believe itj 874 00:57:38,747 --> 00:57:42,042 It was tissuej That's what they told usj 875 00:57:42,126 --> 00:57:45,171 It was tissue that couldn't survivej 876 00:57:45,254 --> 00:57:47,131 Nonviable tissuej 877 00:57:53,804 --> 00:57:55,723 Your motherjjj 878 00:57:55,806 --> 00:57:57,725 came back the next dayj 879 00:57:57,808 --> 00:58:00,227 She said she wanted to finish the procedure, 880 00:58:00,311 --> 00:58:03,397 that she had to go to school, she had to have a career, 881 00:58:03,481 --> 00:58:05,900 and she knew she couldn't do that with the baby, 882 00:58:05,983 --> 00:58:08,235 so this was the only wayj 883 00:58:08,319 --> 00:58:11,238 I took one look at her, and I knew she was in laborjjj 884 00:58:11,322 --> 00:58:14,366 and too young and naive to know itj 885 00:58:15,576 --> 00:58:17,411 I had two choicesj 886 00:58:18,746 --> 00:58:20,873 I chose to take her to the hospitalj 887 00:58:22,374 --> 00:58:25,002 When we got there, she was ready to deliverj 888 00:58:25,085 --> 00:58:27,838 She begged me to stayj 889 00:58:27,922 --> 00:58:30,174 I was really the only one she had, 890 00:58:30,257 --> 00:58:31,800 so I didj 891 00:58:33,093 --> 00:58:36,013 Your brother came firstj I'll always- 892 00:58:36,096 --> 00:58:37,723 Brother? 893 00:58:37,806 --> 00:58:41,435 I'm sorryj What are you talking about? 894 00:58:45,564 --> 00:58:49,568 Hannah, your mother was carrying twinsj 895 00:58:49,652 --> 00:58:52,613 And your brother came firstj 896 00:58:52,696 --> 00:58:55,533 And I'll always remember himj 897 00:58:55,616 --> 00:58:58,035 He was so teenyj 898 00:58:58,118 --> 00:59:00,412 He was less than a poundj 899 00:59:02,498 --> 00:59:04,208 And he wasjjj 900 00:59:04,291 --> 00:59:05,626 damagedj 901 00:59:06,961 --> 00:59:09,838 His arm was missingj Completely gonej 902 00:59:12,258 --> 00:59:15,261 Torn off during the failed attemptj 903 00:59:18,389 --> 00:59:20,516 And he was just- 904 00:59:25,312 --> 00:59:27,773 I saw him shakin' therej 905 00:59:31,318 --> 00:59:33,320 I saw the painj 906 00:59:37,241 --> 00:59:39,451 And I didn't see no tissuej 907 00:59:41,912 --> 00:59:44,832 I just saw the face of a childj 908 00:59:49,712 --> 00:59:52,673 But y o u were the big surprisej 909 00:59:53,882 --> 00:59:56,927 Nobody knew about youj Not even your motherj 910 00:59:57,011 --> 00:59:59,471 And you came out- 911 00:59:59,555 --> 01:00:01,056 Big eyesj 912 01:00:02,850 --> 01:00:05,477 Just beautifulj 913 01:00:21,035 --> 01:00:24,288 I never went back to that clinicj 914 01:00:28,375 --> 01:00:30,878 And I never nursed againj 915 01:00:30,961 --> 01:00:33,005 Was this mine? 916 01:00:33,088 --> 01:00:34,506 Your mother'sj 917 01:00:34,590 --> 01:00:38,135 She gave it to me when she left the hospitalj 918 01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:40,304 Then she just leftj 919 01:00:40,387 --> 01:00:42,806 They looked for her, but she had changed her namejjj 920 01:00:42,890 --> 01:00:44,391 and she was long gonej 921 01:00:46,602 --> 01:00:49,438 My brother- How long did- 922 01:00:49,521 --> 01:00:51,440 How long before, you know, he- 923 01:00:51,523 --> 01:00:54,610 Hannah, your parents adopted both of youj 924 01:00:55,569 --> 01:00:57,655 I-I would come by now and thenjjj 925 01:00:57,738 --> 01:01:00,074 and see you in the NjljCjUj 926 01:01:00,157 --> 01:01:02,493 They were always therej 927 01:01:02,576 --> 01:01:04,662 They sat right by the incubatorsjjj 928 01:01:04,745 --> 01:01:08,707 and would read passages of the Biblej 929 01:01:10,918 --> 01:01:13,420 They were praying peoplej I rememberj 930 01:01:14,421 --> 01:01:16,423 And he fought hardj 931 01:01:18,050 --> 01:01:20,010 He never did leave the hospitalj 932 01:01:20,094 --> 01:01:23,847 He died four months after y'all were bornj 933 01:01:33,273 --> 01:01:35,943 I know where your birth mother isj 934 01:01:37,736 --> 01:01:40,406 I saw her not long agoj 935 01:01:41,824 --> 01:01:43,534 And she did get that educationj 936 01:01:43,617 --> 01:01:45,911 And she does have that careerj 937 01:01:45,994 --> 01:01:48,539 HãHer name is uh ,, Cindy Hastings nowj 938 01:01:48,622 --> 01:01:50,791 She works at a law firm in townj 939 01:01:52,626 --> 01:01:55,129 Finally home, after all that runningj 940 01:02:00,300 --> 01:02:03,470 I've needed to have my sayj 941 01:02:04,304 --> 01:02:06,306 Thank youj 942 01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:16,525 [ Sniffling, Sobbing ] 943 01:02:32,750 --> 01:02:35,502 [ Sobbing Continues ] 944 01:02:46,054 --> 01:02:47,890 [ Paper Ripping ] 945 01:02:59,359 --> 01:03:03,030 [ Sobbing Continues ] 946 01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:53,831 Hij 947 01:03:53,914 --> 01:03:56,792 Heyj You gonna go see her? 948 01:03:57,751 --> 01:03:59,253 Yeahj I have toj 949 01:04:00,337 --> 01:04:01,964 You know, I'm s- 950 01:04:02,047 --> 01:04:06,093 I'm starting to thinkjjj that I shouldn't have found out about all of thisj 951 01:04:11,723 --> 01:04:16,270 Becausejjj deep down, 952 01:04:17,271 --> 01:04:20,023 there's always just been thisjjj 953 01:04:20,107 --> 01:04:21,859 feeling- 954 01:04:21,942 --> 01:04:24,862 Nothing that's happened is your faultj 955 01:04:31,910 --> 01:04:34,329 [ Sobbing ] 956 01:04:52,264 --> 01:04:54,057 [ Knocking ] 957 01:04:54,141 --> 01:04:55,726 Come inj 958 01:04:55,809 --> 01:04:57,769 [ Door Opens ] 959 01:05:01,148 --> 01:05:02,608 Heyj 960 01:05:05,986 --> 01:05:07,821 Gonna be okay? 961 01:05:09,740 --> 01:05:15,329 All rightj Well, we gotta go sleep in the ice machine or somethingj 962 01:05:15,412 --> 01:05:17,873 How are you paying for this? 963 01:05:17,956 --> 01:05:20,959 I saved a few bucks for this tripj 964 01:05:21,043 --> 01:05:23,962 Don't worryj I'll bill you laterj 965 01:05:29,927 --> 01:05:31,345 Hey, Jason? 966 01:05:36,433 --> 01:05:41,021 You know what the last thing was that I remember before I blacked out? 967 01:05:43,106 --> 01:05:45,776 The last thing that went through my mind? 968 01:05:47,694 --> 01:05:49,363 Fallingj 969 01:05:50,822 --> 01:05:54,117 [ Sighs ] Falling into perfect blue water, 970 01:05:56,495 --> 01:05:58,497 holding your handj 971 01:06:00,707 --> 01:06:03,835 Why have you always been there for me? 972 01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,715 Good nightj 973 01:06:08,799 --> 01:06:10,425 Good nightj 974 01:06:11,051 --> 01:06:12,761 [ Door Opens ] 975 01:06:14,930 --> 01:06:16,556 [ Door Closes ] 976 01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,643 [ W o man] ? llo ve y o u m o re than w o rds c o u I d say? 977 01:06:19,726 --> 01:06:24,022 ? When y o u're s I ee p ing, I'm awake? 978 01:06:24,106 --> 01:06:27,693 ? Tears o n my pi llo wcase? 979 01:06:28,860 --> 01:06:33,365 ? O n I y o ne thing matters in this I ife? 980 01:06:33,448 --> 01:06:36,660 ? Wi II y o u make it t o the o ther si d e?? 981 01:06:36,743 --> 01:06:40,247 ? And do y o u be I ieve in bridges?? 982 01:06:42,916 --> 01:06:46,920 ? We II, I kn o w where y o u are? 983 01:06:49,423 --> 01:06:55,762 ? And I see where y o u're c o ming fr om? 984 01:06:55,846 --> 01:06:58,473 ? 'Ca u se I've been there myse I f? 985 01:06:58,557 --> 01:07:03,937 ? Put my faith in a man ã made G o d? 986 01:07:05,605 --> 01:07:10,277 ? I kn o w where y o u are?? 987 01:07:11,778 --> 01:07:13,780 ?? [Fades] 988 01:07:17,743 --> 01:07:19,453 Can I help you? 989 01:07:19,536 --> 01:07:21,455 I'm here to see Cindy Hastingsj 990 01:07:21,538 --> 01:07:24,541 Oh, she's out at the momentj Would you like to wait? 991 01:07:26,293 --> 01:07:28,295 Do you have a restroom I could use? 992 01:07:28,378 --> 01:07:29,921 Thanksj [ Phone Rings ] 993 01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:34,885 Cornwell and Hastings, attorney at lawj How may I help you? 994 01:07:34,968 --> 01:07:39,097 Uh, yeahj She's really booked up for the day thoughj 995 01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:40,974 Mondayj Mmãhmmj 996 01:08:30,565 --> 01:08:32,025 Hij 997 01:08:32,109 --> 01:08:34,111 Can I help you? 998 01:08:36,655 --> 01:08:38,573 I, uh- I'm sorryj 999 01:08:38,657 --> 01:08:41,409 Um, Stacy didn't tell me that I had another appointmentj 1000 01:08:41,493 --> 01:08:44,704 I'm sorry that I'm just, like, in your office like thisj 1001 01:08:44,788 --> 01:08:49,626 Um- lãl'm Hannahj I'm- I'm Hannah Lawsonj 1002 01:08:49,709 --> 01:08:52,045 Are you, uh, one of the new interns? 1003 01:08:52,129 --> 01:08:55,924 You know, I would love to talk, but I have a lunch appointmentj 1004 01:08:56,883 --> 01:08:58,802 I was- 1005 01:08:58,885 --> 01:09:03,181 I was born October 7, 1991, 1006 01:09:04,724 --> 01:09:07,102 at Mobile General Hospitalj 1007 01:09:09,855 --> 01:09:11,773 I ca- I guess I came herejjj 1008 01:09:11,857 --> 01:09:15,735 because I hoped that that, um- that meant something to youj 1009 01:09:28,373 --> 01:09:29,958 Um- 1010 01:09:31,084 --> 01:09:33,086 Uh, Stacy, uh, could you, uh, 1011 01:09:33,170 --> 01:09:36,631 please cancel my lunch and hold all my callsj 1012 01:09:42,304 --> 01:09:44,472 I didn't know what you wantedj 1013 01:09:45,807 --> 01:09:47,809 Hey, honeyj You ready? 1014 01:09:47,893 --> 01:09:50,353 Uh, we gotta goj Lily's waiting for us in the lobbyj 1015 01:09:50,437 --> 01:09:53,231 ã [ Cindy Clears Throat ] ã Ohj I'm sorryj 1016 01:09:53,315 --> 01:09:55,025 Uh, who's this? 1017 01:09:55,108 --> 01:09:57,068 I, um- 1018 01:10:04,951 --> 01:10:06,620 I have- I have no ideaj 1019 01:10:08,413 --> 01:10:10,332 I don't knowj 1020 01:10:11,208 --> 01:10:12,876 I'm Hannahj 1021 01:10:14,127 --> 01:10:16,421 Hi, Hannahj 1022 01:10:16,504 --> 01:10:21,009 I don't know where you got your information from, but it's not correctj 1023 01:10:21,092 --> 01:10:23,845 I-I don't know what you're referring toj 1024 01:10:23,929 --> 01:10:27,265 I can't take any more cases right now, but, um, 1025 01:10:27,349 --> 01:10:30,977 Raymond, uh- Raymond down the hallway, perhaps he can- 1026 01:10:31,061 --> 01:10:33,647 he can help you with your civil disputej 1027 01:10:33,730 --> 01:10:35,774 I'm sorryj 1028 01:11:34,416 --> 01:11:36,918 Hannah! Hey! 1029 01:11:38,336 --> 01:11:40,964 Look, I'm really sorryj 1030 01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:43,383 Yeah, she just- She didn't even say anythingj Noj 1031 01:11:46,553 --> 01:11:48,221 It wasn't mej I swearj 1032 01:11:48,305 --> 01:11:50,974 ? ã Are you following me now - Get in the car, Hannahj I'm taking you homej 1033 01:11:51,057 --> 01:11:54,394 No! I'm not going anywhere with youj How do you even know where we are? 1034 01:11:54,477 --> 01:11:57,772 His girlfriend called me to tell me where you werej She also told me you had been arrestedj 1035 01:11:57,856 --> 01:12:00,317 I can't believe that you would lie to mej 1036 01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:02,485 You can't believe I would lie to y o u ó 1037 01:12:02,569 --> 01:12:05,822 ã Get in the carj We're going home nowj ã Noj 1038 01:12:05,905 --> 01:12:08,241 ã Get in the car nowj , ã Fine! 1039 01:12:08,325 --> 01:12:09,784 Finej 1040 01:12:11,077 --> 01:12:12,662 Mrj Lawson- 1041 01:12:12,746 --> 01:12:15,332 Stay out of this, Jasonj Mrj Lawson, I- 1042 01:12:15,415 --> 01:12:17,208 I said, stay out of it! 1043 01:12:17,292 --> 01:12:19,586 I know how you must feel about thisj 1044 01:12:19,669 --> 01:12:21,421 You have no idea how I must feel about this, 1045 01:12:21,504 --> 01:12:23,506 and you can't know until you have a daughter of your ownj 1046 01:12:23,590 --> 01:12:25,967 So stay out of it! 1047 01:12:26,051 --> 01:12:28,511 She's n o t your daughterj 1048 01:12:28,595 --> 01:12:32,349 And she has every right to find out who she isj 1049 01:12:37,228 --> 01:12:39,814 I'm gonna make this very simplej 1050 01:12:39,898 --> 01:12:41,441 You stay away from my daughterj 1051 01:12:41,524 --> 01:12:45,070 You don't call herj You make no contact whatsoeverj Do you understand me? 1052 01:12:45,153 --> 01:12:47,072 You lied to me, Jasonj 1053 01:12:47,155 --> 01:12:49,824 I expected much more from youj 1054 01:12:49,908 --> 01:12:51,951 Look at mej 1055 01:13:01,628 --> 01:13:04,297 [ Engine Starts ] 1056 01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:13,139 We gonna talk about this, or what? 1057 01:13:17,435 --> 01:13:20,939 Until we get this whole thing straightened out, I don't think you should go back to schoolj 1058 01:13:21,022 --> 01:13:25,443 I see no reason in the world why I should continue funding this sort of behaviorj 1059 01:13:26,986 --> 01:13:28,488 What happened down there anyway? 1060 01:13:28,571 --> 01:13:30,281 Why do you care? 1061 01:13:31,449 --> 01:13:34,285 Why do I care? I care because I'm your fatherj 1062 01:13:34,369 --> 01:13:37,622 I love youj If you loved me, you would have told mej 1063 01:13:46,756 --> 01:13:50,135 [ W o man O n P j A j System, I ndistinct] 1064 01:13:52,846 --> 01:13:55,390 You wanna know the truth? I'll tell you the truthj 1065 01:13:55,473 --> 01:13:56,933 It was three month- 1066 01:13:57,016 --> 01:14:00,019 Three months after we adopted you, we find out that the m- 1067 01:14:00,103 --> 01:14:02,730 the medical bills are not gonna be covered by the insurancej 1068 01:14:02,814 --> 01:14:05,191 We lose everything- the housej We have to file for bankruptcyj 1069 01:14:05,275 --> 01:14:08,862 I am one year- one year away from finishing med schoolj 1070 01:14:08,945 --> 01:14:11,865 So tell me something, Hannahj How does that make me the bad guy? 1071 01:14:11,948 --> 01:14:14,534 I'm sorry I was such a burden! 1072 01:14:14,617 --> 01:14:16,536 ThãThat is not what I saidj 1073 01:14:16,619 --> 01:14:18,705 It's what you meantj 1074 01:14:18,788 --> 01:14:20,331 Hannah, stopj 1075 01:14:20,415 --> 01:14:22,041 Stop! [ Luggage Thuds ] 1076 01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:24,210 What was his name? 1077 01:14:24,294 --> 01:14:25,628 What was wh o se name? 1078 01:14:25,712 --> 01:14:27,380 M y brotherj 1079 01:14:30,049 --> 01:14:32,635 I- I found- 1080 01:14:32,719 --> 01:14:34,345 I found my momj 1081 01:14:39,017 --> 01:14:42,854 [ Voice Breaking ] Sweetheart, I always meant to tell you about thatj 1082 01:14:42,937 --> 01:14:44,481 Greatj 1083 01:14:47,108 --> 01:14:49,068 Jonathanj 1084 01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:54,073 Your brother's name was Jonathanj 1085 01:15:10,465 --> 01:15:13,384 [ Car Horn Honking ] 1086 01:15:16,679 --> 01:15:18,640 Hey, guysj 1087 01:15:18,723 --> 01:15:21,142 Oh, lookj The prodigal returnsj 1088 01:15:21,226 --> 01:15:22,602 Heyj 1089 01:15:22,685 --> 01:15:25,563 Where's Alanna? Good to see you too, buddyj 1090 01:15:25,647 --> 01:15:28,358 You know, if you had been here, 1091 01:15:28,441 --> 01:15:32,695 maybe I wouldn't have had the audacity to drink somethin' called ajjj 1092 01:15:32,779 --> 01:15:34,906 hand grenadej 1093 01:15:34,989 --> 01:15:36,908 That would have been a good thing, 1094 01:15:36,991 --> 01:15:40,954 'cause about three sips in, you don't know who you are anymorej 1095 01:15:42,288 --> 01:15:44,874 Now, when I say I have no recollection of those events, 1096 01:15:44,958 --> 01:15:47,293 I mean I don't rememberjjj 1097 01:15:47,377 --> 01:15:49,295 anythingj 1098 01:15:49,379 --> 01:15:51,631 Nothingj 1099 01:15:52,882 --> 01:15:54,384 Not the argumentj 1100 01:15:54,467 --> 01:15:56,177 Not the fightj 1101 01:15:56,261 --> 01:15:59,138 Not this guyj This little shinerj 1102 01:16:01,599 --> 01:16:03,726 Oh, and lookj It comes with a court datej 1103 01:16:03,810 --> 01:16:06,604 Fau x frais j Disorderly conductj 1104 01:16:09,357 --> 01:16:12,610 I have a criminal record, Jasonj 1105 01:16:13,695 --> 01:16:15,738 I'd like to go homej 1106 01:16:15,822 --> 01:16:19,951 Oh, I got your luggagej It's in my roomj 1107 01:16:20,034 --> 01:16:21,619 Thanks, buddyj 1108 01:16:24,998 --> 01:16:26,833 I wanted to say thatjjj 1109 01:16:27,959 --> 01:16:29,877 I went too far andjjj 1110 01:16:29,961 --> 01:16:32,005 I'm sorryj 1111 01:16:35,174 --> 01:16:37,260 Where are you going? Homej 1112 01:16:37,343 --> 01:16:39,345 We're going home tomorrowj 1113 01:16:48,563 --> 01:16:50,565 I'm going home tonightj 1114 01:16:52,025 --> 01:16:55,028 [Man] ? This isn't easy? 1115 01:16:55,111 --> 01:16:58,072 ? This isn't c I ear? 1116 01:16:58,156 --> 01:17:01,534 ? And y o u d o n 't need J esus? 1117 01:17:01,618 --> 01:17:03,870 ? Ti Il y ou're here? 1118 01:17:05,371 --> 01:17:09,792 ? Then c o nfusi o n and the d o ubts y o u have? 1119 01:17:09,876 --> 01:17:12,003 ? Up and wa I k away? 1120 01:17:12,086 --> 01:17:14,172 ? They wa I k away? 1121 01:17:17,050 --> 01:17:19,594 ?? [ Co nti n u e s] [Jaso n] Dr ó Laws o n j I t's J as o n ó 1122 01:17:19,677 --> 01:17:23,640 I, uh- I-I wanted to say thatjjj 1123 01:17:23,723 --> 01:17:25,975 I was wr o ng ó 1124 01:17:26,059 --> 01:17:30,104 [ CI ears Thr o at] And I w o n't be seeing Hannah anym o re ó 1125 01:17:31,397 --> 01:17:32,732 I'm s o rry ó 1126 01:17:32,815 --> 01:17:38,112 ? W hen a heart breaks?? 1127 01:17:40,073 --> 01:17:41,574 [ Knocking ] 1128 01:17:45,953 --> 01:17:48,122 Heyj Can I come in? 1129 01:17:48,206 --> 01:17:49,707 Yeah, surej 1130 01:17:52,710 --> 01:17:54,921 What's all this? 1131 01:17:55,004 --> 01:17:57,048 It's financial aid stuffj 1132 01:17:58,216 --> 01:18:02,220 Honey, he'sjjj not gonna take you out of schoolj 1133 01:18:02,303 --> 01:18:03,805 He's just upsetj 1134 01:18:07,850 --> 01:18:10,103 I want to try to explainj 1135 01:18:16,984 --> 01:18:19,028 This is you? 1136 01:18:19,112 --> 01:18:21,030 Yesj 1137 01:18:21,114 --> 01:18:24,117 You look so pretty in this picturej 1138 01:18:26,035 --> 01:18:28,037 You look pregnantj 1139 01:18:28,121 --> 01:18:29,414 I wasj 1140 01:18:29,497 --> 01:18:32,250 Twenty weeks in that picturej 1141 01:18:32,333 --> 01:18:34,085 Twinsj 1142 01:18:35,044 --> 01:18:37,046 You were pregnant with twins? 1143 01:18:39,590 --> 01:18:41,134 What happened? 1144 01:18:45,054 --> 01:18:46,639 We, uh- 1145 01:18:48,808 --> 01:18:50,643 We lost themj 1146 01:18:53,271 --> 01:18:58,151 I started volunteering at this pregnancy crisis centerj 1147 01:19:00,611 --> 01:19:03,406 There was this beautiful cathedraljjj 1148 01:19:03,489 --> 01:19:05,491 around the corner, 1149 01:19:06,743 --> 01:19:08,870 and I would go there to pray at lunchj 1150 01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:12,123 And I'll never forgetj 1151 01:19:12,206 --> 01:19:14,709 October 17j 1152 01:19:14,792 --> 01:19:16,919 I went back to workjjj 1153 01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:22,717 and I saw a bulletin, and it said, 1154 01:19:22,800 --> 01:19:29,474 "Twinsj Abandonedj Twentyãfour weeksj" 1155 01:19:33,144 --> 01:19:35,354 And we knewj 1156 01:19:35,438 --> 01:19:37,899 You and your brotherjjj 1157 01:19:37,982 --> 01:19:40,026 would have been the same agej 1158 01:19:40,860 --> 01:19:42,653 Hannahj [ Sniffling ] 1159 01:19:42,737 --> 01:19:45,656 You are our miraclej 1160 01:19:47,325 --> 01:19:51,120 That's why it's so hard to let you go, honeyj 1161 01:19:53,456 --> 01:19:55,458 You mean so much to usj 1162 01:19:56,584 --> 01:19:58,586 I knowj 1163 01:20:01,672 --> 01:20:05,176 ?? [ G uitar] [H a nn a h] Which c athedr al? 1164 01:20:05,259 --> 01:20:06,844 [ Grace] O h É 1165 01:20:06,928 --> 01:20:08,471 I t was beautifu ló 1166 01:20:09,931 --> 01:20:13,726 [ W o man] ? W e II, I guess I c o u I d have stayed ash o re? 1167 01:20:14,811 --> 01:20:17,563 ? Didn't have t o g o? 1168 01:20:21,984 --> 01:20:26,072 ? They say s o metimes t o find y o urse I f? 1169 01:20:27,073 --> 01:20:29,909 ? Y o u g o tta I etg o? 1170 01:20:34,247 --> 01:20:38,668 ? And the water's c old ar ou nd me n o w? 1171 01:20:39,752 --> 01:20:41,796 ? So far? 1172 01:20:41,879 --> 01:20:43,548 ? B e Io w? 1173 01:20:45,967 --> 01:20:51,097 ? And I hear a v o ice beside me n o w? 1174 01:20:51,180 --> 01:20:53,432 ? J ust try t o I et it g o? 1175 01:20:57,937 --> 01:21:01,983 ? And l'mjust here? 1176 01:21:03,693 --> 01:21:07,738 ? O n the o cean f loo r? 1177 01:21:10,283 --> 01:21:14,745 ? But the w o r I d's n o t? 1178 01:21:15,746 --> 01:21:19,083 ? Mo ving any mo re? 1179 01:21:22,461 --> 01:21:26,090 ? I n the quiet? 1180 01:21:27,758 --> 01:21:30,261 ? S o mething has? 1181 01:21:30,887 --> 01:21:32,555 ? Changed? 1182 01:21:34,348 --> 01:21:38,561 ? I can hear a th o ught? 1183 01:21:40,354 --> 01:21:43,149 ? Ca II my name?? 1184 01:21:44,275 --> 01:21:46,444 Excuse mej 1185 01:21:47,612 --> 01:21:49,071 I'm sorry, 1186 01:21:49,155 --> 01:21:51,324 but we need to close for the eveningj 1187 01:21:52,158 --> 01:21:54,118 Oh, uh- I didn't knowj 1188 01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:56,162 I'm- I've never been here beforej 1189 01:21:57,163 --> 01:21:59,290 I'm Hannahj 1190 01:21:59,373 --> 01:22:01,459 Um- Helloj 1191 01:22:02,793 --> 01:22:04,503 Um- 1192 01:22:05,546 --> 01:22:07,048 We have services daily, 1193 01:22:07,131 --> 01:22:08,841 if you'd like to come backj 1194 01:22:09,967 --> 01:22:12,261 I'm actually a- I'm Baptistj 1195 01:22:13,429 --> 01:22:15,598 I guess you should know thatj 1196 01:22:15,681 --> 01:22:17,850 [ Chuckling ] 1197 01:22:22,521 --> 01:22:24,023 Andjjj 1198 01:22:26,817 --> 01:22:28,819 why did you come? 1199 01:22:30,071 --> 01:22:32,365 I don't know, reallyj 1200 01:22:33,950 --> 01:22:37,244 I guess I'm trying to figure out how to let go ofjjj 1201 01:22:37,328 --> 01:22:38,913 thingsj 1202 01:22:39,580 --> 01:22:41,207 "Things"? 1203 01:22:42,208 --> 01:22:43,834 Can't figure outjjj 1204 01:22:43,918 --> 01:22:45,795 how to let gojjj 1205 01:22:45,878 --> 01:22:49,632 of the fact that I feel hatred for myselfjjj 1206 01:22:49,715 --> 01:22:51,509 and othersj 1207 01:22:53,761 --> 01:22:55,638 Therej I said itj 1208 01:22:57,348 --> 01:23:00,309 What is it that you want to say? 1209 01:23:00,393 --> 01:23:02,853 Just- [ Exhales ] 1210 01:23:02,937 --> 01:23:04,689 say what you feelj 1211 01:23:07,608 --> 01:23:11,445 Well, three weeks ago I found out that my entire life is a liej 1212 01:23:12,571 --> 01:23:14,782 So I went on a tripj 1213 01:23:15,992 --> 01:23:17,910 I thought if I went, that ljjj 1214 01:23:17,994 --> 01:23:19,996 would get all these answers, 1215 01:23:20,079 --> 01:23:23,082 and somehow when I got back, I would feel differentj 1216 01:23:24,250 --> 01:23:25,793 But I don'tj 1217 01:23:29,171 --> 01:23:32,425 My parents aren't really my parentsj 1218 01:23:34,385 --> 01:23:36,303 [ Sighs ] 1219 01:23:36,387 --> 01:23:39,140 And my real parentsjjj 1220 01:23:39,223 --> 01:23:41,017 tried to abort mej 1221 01:23:44,145 --> 01:23:46,564 And I have a brotherj 1222 01:23:46,647 --> 01:23:48,941 Well, I had a brotherj 1223 01:23:49,025 --> 01:23:52,528 He died shortly after the, um- 1224 01:23:55,948 --> 01:23:59,452 I'm angry at my parents for not telling me soonerjjj 1225 01:23:59,535 --> 01:24:02,788 and making me think that I was just like everybody elsej 1226 01:24:07,418 --> 01:24:09,879 I'm angry at my real momjjj 1227 01:24:11,005 --> 01:24:13,591 for- for not wanting mej 1228 01:24:14,759 --> 01:24:17,762 Why didn't she want me? What's so wrong with me? 1229 01:24:21,807 --> 01:24:23,559 I found herj 1230 01:24:26,562 --> 01:24:28,564 And she still doesn't want mej 1231 01:24:32,735 --> 01:24:35,237 And I feel guiltyj 1232 01:24:39,116 --> 01:24:41,494 Part of me feels like- 1233 01:24:41,577 --> 01:24:43,329 [ Sighs ] 1234 01:24:45,331 --> 01:24:47,958 he should be alivejjj 1235 01:24:48,042 --> 01:24:49,919 and I shouldn'tj 1236 01:24:56,342 --> 01:24:59,345 I wonder if he would have been a better person than me, 1237 01:25:00,846 --> 01:25:03,307 what he would have been likej 1238 01:25:06,477 --> 01:25:09,146 I just- I- 1239 01:25:09,230 --> 01:25:10,940 I just hate myselfjjj 1240 01:25:11,023 --> 01:25:12,691 for feeling this wayj 1241 01:25:16,320 --> 01:25:17,905 [ Exhales ] 1242 01:25:17,988 --> 01:25:19,990 I seej 1243 01:25:25,162 --> 01:25:27,414 [ Exhales ] 1244 01:25:27,498 --> 01:25:30,668 This, uh, cathedraljjj 1245 01:25:32,378 --> 01:25:34,713 was built in 1893j 1246 01:25:37,174 --> 01:25:39,301 Named for Saint Paul the Apostlej 1247 01:25:39,385 --> 01:25:41,178 It's- [ Chuckles ] 1248 01:25:42,638 --> 01:25:44,306 magnificentj 1249 01:25:48,352 --> 01:25:52,439 He wrote a letter to the church at Colossae and said, 1250 01:25:54,483 --> 01:25:58,696 "Because we have been forgiven by God, 1251 01:25:58,779 --> 01:26:01,323 we should forgive each otherj" 1252 01:26:06,245 --> 01:26:08,414 In Christ, you are forgivenj 1253 01:26:09,707 --> 01:26:11,876 And because you are forgiven, 1254 01:26:11,959 --> 01:26:14,837 you have the power to forgivej 1255 01:26:16,088 --> 01:26:18,257 To choose to forgivej 1256 01:26:20,759 --> 01:26:22,303 Let it goj 1257 01:26:23,470 --> 01:26:25,681 Hatred is ajjj 1258 01:26:25,764 --> 01:26:27,975 burdenjjj 1259 01:26:28,058 --> 01:26:30,102 you no longer need to carryj 1260 01:26:32,396 --> 01:26:34,398 Only in forgivenessjjj 1261 01:26:35,191 --> 01:26:37,318 can you be free, Hannahj 1262 01:26:38,819 --> 01:26:40,738 A forgiveness that isjjj 1263 01:26:40,821 --> 01:26:42,823 well beyond your graspjjj 1264 01:26:42,907 --> 01:26:44,450 or minej 1265 01:26:44,533 --> 01:26:46,035 [ Chuckles ] 1266 01:26:47,036 --> 01:26:49,538 A forgiveness that you- 1267 01:26:49,622 --> 01:26:51,957 you can't find on a tripjjj 1268 01:26:53,334 --> 01:26:57,379 or even in this cathedralj 1269 01:27:01,050 --> 01:27:04,637 "But if the Son shall set you free, 1270 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:08,349 you will be free indeedj" 1271 01:27:19,652 --> 01:27:21,570 Well- [ Laughs ] 1272 01:27:21,654 --> 01:27:24,198 I guess you'd better close up then, huh? 1273 01:27:38,170 --> 01:27:40,172 What was your brother's name? 1274 01:27:41,674 --> 01:27:44,301 His name was Jonathanj 1275 01:27:45,844 --> 01:27:49,014 Jonathan wants you to live your life, Hannahj 1276 01:27:50,182 --> 01:27:52,184 Live it to the fullj 1277 01:28:31,515 --> 01:28:33,517 [ Knocking ] 1278 01:28:36,228 --> 01:28:37,896 Come inj 1279 01:28:41,191 --> 01:28:43,193 [ Sighs ] Um- 1280 01:28:45,112 --> 01:28:48,198 I've been giving this a lot of thought, 1281 01:28:48,282 --> 01:28:50,868 and I wanted to tell you that ljjj 1282 01:28:52,536 --> 01:28:54,079 am sorryj 1283 01:28:55,331 --> 01:28:57,166 I'm sorry that ljjj 1284 01:28:57,249 --> 01:28:59,168 overreactedj 1285 01:28:59,251 --> 01:29:01,462 So you're still enrolled in schoolj 1286 01:29:02,421 --> 01:29:03,756 Thanks, Dadj 1287 01:29:04,798 --> 01:29:07,301 And I think you should probably packj 1288 01:29:07,384 --> 01:29:08,927 What for? 1289 01:29:16,560 --> 01:29:18,228 What's this? 1290 01:29:20,939 --> 01:29:23,442 I know that you need to finish thisj 1291 01:29:25,652 --> 01:29:27,279 But, with your permission, 1292 01:29:28,447 --> 01:29:30,449 I'd like to be there when you doj 1293 01:29:31,784 --> 01:29:33,285 Uh- 1294 01:29:37,623 --> 01:29:41,460 But there is this one place I would like to take youjjj 1295 01:29:42,711 --> 01:29:45,714 on the way, if it's okay with youj 1296 01:29:47,633 --> 01:29:49,426 Surej 1297 01:30:17,329 --> 01:30:20,499 The doctor said there wasn't much brain activity, butjjj 1298 01:30:22,751 --> 01:30:24,503 I saw him smilej 1299 01:30:25,712 --> 01:30:28,382 We truly believed that God would heal himj 1300 01:30:29,842 --> 01:30:32,886 We were just so young, we didn't know what to tell ourselves, 1301 01:30:32,970 --> 01:30:34,972 so naturally we never told youj 1302 01:30:37,349 --> 01:30:40,185 Days became years, years became decades, 1303 01:30:41,186 --> 01:30:43,188 and you still didn't knowj 1304 01:30:44,440 --> 01:30:47,151 After he died, I just remember holding youj 1305 01:30:47,234 --> 01:30:50,737 I would hold you for hoursj I would not let you out of my sightj 1306 01:30:52,364 --> 01:30:56,368 'Cause I was afraid that if I lost you too- 1307 01:30:59,163 --> 01:31:02,291 So I would just hold you because I couldn't let goj 1308 01:31:04,126 --> 01:31:06,628 And, sweetheart, I still haven'tj 1309 01:31:06,712 --> 01:31:10,215 [ Sniffling ] And I'm sorry, Hannahj I'm sorry for the journalj 1310 01:31:10,299 --> 01:31:14,761 I'm sorry for keeping so much from you, for how controlling I've beenj 1311 01:31:14,845 --> 01:31:17,764 But, sweetheart, it's not because I don't trust youj 1312 01:31:17,848 --> 01:31:21,435 It's because I'm trying, honestly, to learn how to trust God againj 1313 01:31:23,395 --> 01:31:25,397 So please, 1314 01:31:25,481 --> 01:31:27,691 don't, uh- 1315 01:31:27,774 --> 01:31:29,401 Dadj 1316 01:31:30,736 --> 01:31:32,362 Yeah? 1317 01:31:34,948 --> 01:31:36,450 I- 1318 01:31:37,451 --> 01:31:39,369 I love youj 1319 01:31:39,453 --> 01:31:41,079 And it's okayj 1320 01:31:44,458 --> 01:31:45,751 Yeah? 1321 01:31:51,757 --> 01:31:54,009 Thank you for bringing me herej 1322 01:32:22,621 --> 01:32:24,581 Sure this is how you wanna do it? 1323 01:32:26,667 --> 01:32:28,293 [ Mouths Word ] 1324 01:33:31,732 --> 01:33:33,900 S- [ Intercom Beeps ] 1325 01:33:33,984 --> 01:33:35,360 Stacy, can- 1326 01:33:44,703 --> 01:33:46,288 [ Sniffles ] 1327 01:34:09,227 --> 01:34:12,230 [ Sobbing ] 1328 01:35:09,079 --> 01:35:12,290 [Ph o ne R inging] 1329 01:35:14,042 --> 01:35:15,460 [ Beep ] Hello? 1330 01:35:15,544 --> 01:35:18,046 J as o n ó I t's D r É Laws o n ó 1331 01:35:19,631 --> 01:35:23,343 Listen, I wanted t o say that I assumed the w o r s t ab o ut y ouj 1332 01:35:23,427 --> 01:35:25,929 But Hannah talked to mej 1333 01:35:26,012 --> 01:35:29,224 She told me how you treated her with respect, 1334 01:35:29,307 --> 01:35:31,685 h o w much y o u cared, 1335 01:35:31,768 --> 01:35:34,813 and I think you should call herj 1336 01:35:34,896 --> 01:35:36,398 I, uh- 1337 01:35:36,481 --> 01:35:39,818 List e n, I'm n o t saying that I think y o u have to ca II her j 1338 01:35:39,901 --> 01:35:42,154 But I just think that you shouldj 1339 01:35:42,237 --> 01:35:43,864 I'm not trying to pryj 1340 01:35:43,947 --> 01:35:48,452 I just want to know what your intentions are about my daughterj 1341 01:35:49,411 --> 01:35:51,705 I love herj 1342 01:35:51,788 --> 01:35:53,415 You need to call herj 1343 01:35:53,498 --> 01:35:55,584 Yeahj [ Chuckles ] Okayj Yeahj 1344 01:35:55,667 --> 01:35:57,169 I-I definitely willj 1345 01:35:57,252 --> 01:35:58,754 Thanksj 1346 01:36:00,797 --> 01:36:02,299 Ah, this stupid- 1347 01:36:02,382 --> 01:36:04,217 Hi, babyj Hij 1348 01:36:05,552 --> 01:36:08,054 ?? [Pian o, Man Singing] 1349 01:36:08,138 --> 01:36:09,806 [ Chuckles ] 1350 01:36:09,890 --> 01:36:11,600 [ Phone Ringing ] 1351 01:36:11,683 --> 01:36:13,185 Ohj 1352 01:36:17,981 --> 01:36:19,483 [ Hannah ] Hello? 1353 01:36:21,443 --> 01:36:23,445 What? A date? 1354 01:36:24,362 --> 01:36:25,864 Like, me and you? 1355 01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:27,949 [ Luggage Tumbling Down Stairs ] 1356 01:36:30,619 --> 01:36:32,954 What about my dad? 1357 01:36:34,372 --> 01:36:37,834 Yeahj I mean, I doj I meanjjj I willj 1358 01:36:37,918 --> 01:36:39,586 ?? [ C o nti n ues] Are you sure? 1359 01:36:39,669 --> 01:36:41,296 ? I wish y o u might? 1360 01:36:41,379 --> 01:36:42,798 Byej 1361 01:36:42,881 --> 01:36:44,299 ? O h ão hh? 1362 01:36:44,382 --> 01:36:46,676 ? I f everything? 1363 01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,512 ? Y o u said t o me? [ Squealing ] 1364 01:36:48,595 --> 01:36:50,305 ? H as been tr u e? 1365 01:36:50,388 --> 01:36:51,765 ? Mm ã mmm? 1366 01:36:51,848 --> 01:36:56,102 ? Then a II my stars are I eading? 1367 01:36:56,186 --> 01:36:58,313 ? Me t o y o u? 1368 01:36:58,396 --> 01:37:01,233 ? Oo h ãoo h oo h ãoo h ãoo h?? , 1369 01:37:01,316 --> 01:37:03,151 ?? [ Co nti n u e s, Fades] [ Hannah ] This is stupidj 1370 01:37:03,235 --> 01:37:06,154 Yo u're stupidj You wanna ruin the surprise? Yes! 1371 01:37:06,238 --> 01:37:09,950 I dressed for dinnerj Five times, actuallyj Five times? 1372 01:37:10,033 --> 01:37:14,037 I don't go on a lot of dates, obviouslyj 1373 01:37:14,120 --> 01:37:15,247 Yeahj 1374 01:37:15,330 --> 01:37:17,415 Whoa! I'm goodj Okayj Are you sure? 1375 01:37:17,499 --> 01:37:20,252 My dad is scaryj Yeah, I know thatj 1376 01:37:20,335 --> 01:37:23,463 Okay, ready? Three, two, onej Open 'emj 1377 01:37:23,547 --> 01:37:26,049 ? Ahhh ? 1378 01:37:29,302 --> 01:37:31,096 I thought you should finishj 1379 01:37:31,179 --> 01:37:33,265 Finish what? Your playj 1380 01:37:33,348 --> 01:37:35,058 What do you think? 1381 01:37:35,141 --> 01:37:37,269 I think we need actorsj 1382 01:37:37,352 --> 01:37:39,813 Don't worryj I was in a play oncej 1383 01:37:39,896 --> 01:37:41,398 Kindergartenj Okayj 1384 01:37:41,481 --> 01:37:43,066 I was Sheep #5j 1385 01:37:44,776 --> 01:37:48,071 Helo, Desmondj You can dispense with the pleasantriesj 1386 01:37:48,154 --> 01:37:50,240 A bit trifle, don't you think? 1387 01:37:51,908 --> 01:37:54,077 I think- [ Laughs ] 1388 01:37:54,160 --> 01:37:57,080 They ex- They have high exp- They have expec- Standards for mej 1389 01:37:57,163 --> 01:37:58,498 Standards for mej 1390 01:37:58,582 --> 01:38:01,042 I'm pretty terrible, aren't I? Yesj 1391 01:38:01,126 --> 01:38:04,796 Yeahj Well, look, when I was Sheep #5, I didn't have linesj 1392 01:38:04,880 --> 01:38:08,008 I just- I wore a sweaty wool suitj 1393 01:38:08,091 --> 01:38:11,386 I did not just say thatj That is ridiculousj 1394 01:38:11,469 --> 01:38:13,972 Um- I don't suppose you're talking to- 1395 01:38:14,055 --> 01:38:15,849 [ Laughing ] 1396 01:38:15,932 --> 01:38:17,893 [Man] ? L o ve as an anch o r? 1397 01:38:17,976 --> 01:38:20,729 [ No Audible Dialogue ] ? There's n o thing t o d o? 1398 01:38:20,812 --> 01:38:22,022 ? B ut give in? 1399 01:38:22,105 --> 01:38:24,316 ? Give in? 1400 01:38:24,399 --> 01:38:27,527 ? M irr o r I ess eyes? 1401 01:38:27,611 --> 01:38:31,281 ? Give o ffa ref I ecti o n? 1402 01:38:31,364 --> 01:38:33,408 ? The m oo n I ight is fair? 1403 01:38:33,491 --> 01:38:37,704 ? As we rise again? 1404 01:38:37,787 --> 01:38:39,497 ? O h? 1405 01:38:39,581 --> 01:38:42,834 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1406 01:38:42,918 --> 01:38:46,087 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1407 01:38:46,171 --> 01:38:49,424 ? Fr o m the Io ve we've I eft? 1408 01:38:49,507 --> 01:38:51,968 ? B ehind?? 1409 01:38:52,052 --> 01:38:53,094 ? O h? 1410 01:38:53,178 --> 01:38:56,348 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1411 01:38:56,431 --> 01:38:59,392 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1412 01:38:59,476 --> 01:39:00,977 ? Fr om the Io ve? 1413 01:39:01,061 --> 01:39:06,024 ? We'll never find? 1414 01:39:32,926 --> 01:39:36,221 ? We're giving int o? 1415 01:39:36,304 --> 01:39:39,599 ? The sweet desperati o n? 1416 01:39:39,683 --> 01:39:43,186 ? When a II this is thr o ugh? 1417 01:39:43,269 --> 01:39:46,731 ? We 'Il give in Give in? 1418 01:39:46,815 --> 01:39:50,026 ? Channe I s o fgrace? 1419 01:39:50,110 --> 01:39:53,363 ? Give o ff the ar o ma? 1420 01:39:53,446 --> 01:39:55,824 ? O f Io ve mi x ed with pain? 1421 01:39:55,907 --> 01:39:59,869 ? And h o pe raise d again? 1422 01:39:59,953 --> 01:40:01,746 ? O h? 1423 01:40:01,830 --> 01:40:04,708 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1424 01:40:04,791 --> 01:40:08,461 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1425 01:40:08,545 --> 01:40:10,005 ? Fr om the Io ve? 1426 01:40:10,088 --> 01:40:13,675 ? We've I eft behind?? 1427 01:40:13,758 --> 01:40:15,343 ? O h? 1428 01:40:15,427 --> 01:40:18,972 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1429 01:40:19,055 --> 01:40:22,183 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1430 01:40:22,267 --> 01:40:23,727 ? Fr om the Io ve? 1431 01:40:23,810 --> 01:40:30,275 ? We'll never find?? 1432 01:40:49,627 --> 01:40:52,380 Okay, I think this is the last of itj 1433 01:40:53,381 --> 01:40:55,550 Call usj All right? 1434 01:40:55,633 --> 01:40:57,552 Let us know who your roommate isj 1435 01:40:57,635 --> 01:41:00,555 ã Try not to pick anybody too weirdj ã I'll be fine Dadj , 1436 01:41:00,638 --> 01:41:02,140 I promisej [ Laughing ] Okayj 1437 01:41:02,223 --> 01:41:04,476 I've gotta goj 1438 01:41:06,436 --> 01:41:08,063 Bye, Dadj Heyj 1439 01:41:08,146 --> 01:41:10,398 Mmmj Bye, sweetiej 1440 01:41:10,482 --> 01:41:12,275 M rj Lawsonj 1441 01:41:13,276 --> 01:41:15,904 ? Give o ff the ar o ma? 1442 01:41:15,987 --> 01:41:18,907 ? O f Io ve mi x ed with pain? 1443 01:41:18,990 --> 01:41:22,952 ? And h o pe raise d again? 1444 01:41:23,036 --> 01:41:24,871 ? O h? 1445 01:41:24,954 --> 01:41:27,999 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1446 01:41:28,083 --> 01:41:32,087 ? Can we m o ve o n? 1447 01:41:32,170 --> 01:41:33,421 ? Fr om the Io ve? 1448 01:41:33,505 --> 01:41:36,925 ? We've I eft behind?? 1449 01:41:37,008 --> 01:41:39,135 ?? [Fades] 1450 01:41:39,219 --> 01:41:41,262 Thank youj 1451 01:41:41,346 --> 01:41:43,098 For what? 1452 01:41:43,181 --> 01:41:46,142 For wanting mej 1453 01:41:46,226 --> 01:41:49,687 ? Fr o m the Io ve we 'II never find?? 1454 01:41:49,771 --> 01:41:51,606 [ Gasps ] Gotta goj 1455 01:41:51,689 --> 01:41:53,066 You gotta goj 1456 01:42:10,625 --> 01:42:12,877 I love you, babyj 1457 01:42:18,299 --> 01:42:21,386 ? The w o r I d is br o ken? 1458 01:42:21,469 --> 01:42:24,806 ? I nt o many pieces? 1459 01:42:24,889 --> 01:42:27,058 ? But the br o kenness? 1460 01:42:27,142 --> 01:42:28,476 ? I s beautifu I? 1461 01:42:28,560 --> 01:42:30,395 ? I s beautifu I? 1462 01:42:31,855 --> 01:42:35,358 ? My heart is br o ken? 1463 01:42:35,441 --> 01:42:38,570 ? By beauty's mysteries? 1464 01:42:38,653 --> 01:42:40,947 ? But the br o kenness? 1465 01:42:41,030 --> 01:42:42,407 ? I s beautifu I? 1466 01:42:42,490 --> 01:42:44,993 ? I s beautifu I?? 1467 01:42:46,536 --> 01:42:49,873 Um, well, initially, Jon called mej 1468 01:42:49,956 --> 01:42:54,419 He said, "We think that you would play the birth mother in this filmj" 1469 01:42:54,502 --> 01:42:57,505 Jon eãmailed me the script , 1470 01:42:57,589 --> 01:42:59,424 and of course I was so excited, 1471 01:42:59,507 --> 01:43:02,135 I think I sat down that very nightj 1472 01:43:02,218 --> 01:43:04,220 I got to the point of the birth mother, 1473 01:43:04,304 --> 01:43:08,016 and, um, I was- I was so overwhelmedj 1474 01:43:08,099 --> 01:43:10,101 I started crying over it becausejjj 1475 01:43:10,185 --> 01:43:13,396 the story actually had been truly written for mej 1476 01:43:13,479 --> 01:43:17,483 And Jon and Andy didn't even know my backstory at allj 1477 01:43:19,194 --> 01:43:21,237 And she read itjjj 1478 01:43:21,321 --> 01:43:26,034 and literally called me back, just weeping about the script and said, 1479 01:43:26,117 --> 01:43:27,577 "How did you know?" 1480 01:43:27,660 --> 01:43:30,038 And we said, "What are you talking about?" 1481 01:43:30,121 --> 01:43:34,542 And she said, um, "Twenty years ago I was working in a law firm"- 1482 01:43:34,626 --> 01:43:37,045 Which is very similar to the storyj 1483 01:43:37,128 --> 01:43:40,632 She said she was in a relationship, she found out she was pregnantjjj 1484 01:43:40,715 --> 01:43:42,884 and she decided to have an abortionj 1485 01:43:42,967 --> 01:43:46,512 [ Rigby ] It was easier to get rid of the child, 1486 01:43:46,596 --> 01:43:48,890 to not be questioned again, 1487 01:43:48,973 --> 01:43:51,893 rather than to have a childjjj 1488 01:43:51,976 --> 01:43:55,313 and be looked upon at that time like another failurej 1489 01:43:58,316 --> 01:43:59,984 Um- 1490 01:44:02,320 --> 01:44:04,989 [ Chuckles ] Andjjj 1491 01:44:07,367 --> 01:44:10,036 so many times, 1492 01:44:10,119 --> 01:44:14,415 uh, I think especially as young women, 1493 01:44:14,499 --> 01:44:17,961 we carry that, um- 1494 01:44:18,044 --> 01:44:21,089 that burden that we're gonna look like a failure, 1495 01:44:21,172 --> 01:44:23,091 that- that it's shamefulj 1496 01:44:23,174 --> 01:44:27,428 And, um, you know, you can hide a secret for a long timejjj 1497 01:44:27,512 --> 01:44:28,930 of abortionjjj 1498 01:44:29,013 --> 01:44:31,099 unless you verbally speak about itj 1499 01:44:31,182 --> 01:44:32,767 "Nobody knowsj 1500 01:44:32,850 --> 01:44:36,312 Nobody knows except my husband, my therapist and some people like thatj" 1501 01:44:36,396 --> 01:44:38,314 And we were blown away by thatj 1502 01:44:38,398 --> 01:44:41,651 And she said, "I feel like this is God telling me it's time for me to share my storyj" 1503 01:44:41,734 --> 01:44:46,823 I just remember hearing Jon on the other line going, "Wowj Like, wowj" 1504 01:44:46,906 --> 01:44:51,327 From the post-abortive mother, it was very important to be very sensitive to thatjjj 1505 01:44:51,411 --> 01:44:53,955 and for this to be a healing movie for themj 1506 01:44:54,038 --> 01:44:58,751 And so having Shari's voice and having her play the role was just phenomenaljjj 1507 01:44:58,835 --> 01:45:03,339 to make sure that that came across very authentic and very sensitivej 1508 01:45:03,423 --> 01:45:06,301 [ Jon Erwin ] Uh, I think- I think as we went forward, 1509 01:45:06,384 --> 01:45:08,469 uh, and filmed her scene, 1510 01:45:08,553 --> 01:45:10,138 she wasn't actingj 1511 01:45:10,221 --> 01:45:12,307 I mean, it was as real as you could getj 1512 01:45:12,390 --> 01:45:15,435 It was one of the more moving things I've ever seenj 1513 01:45:15,518 --> 01:45:19,981 [ Rigby ] We went into it, and I remember the cameras rolling and- 1514 01:45:20,064 --> 01:45:24,861 I just- Right as I walked into the room, I just knew that- 1515 01:45:26,112 --> 01:45:29,157 I just knew that the Lord was with mejjj 1516 01:45:31,075 --> 01:45:32,994 and that it was justjjj 1517 01:45:33,077 --> 01:45:34,996 complete healingj 1518 01:45:35,079 --> 01:45:39,792 And the moment that I slide down that door and that I'm cryingjjj 1519 01:45:39,876 --> 01:45:41,961 and I'm feeling that- 1520 01:45:42,045 --> 01:45:43,755 That wasn't actingj 1521 01:45:43,838 --> 01:45:46,090 That was my moment with God, 1522 01:45:46,174 --> 01:45:48,009 and him with me, 1523 01:45:48,092 --> 01:45:51,596 to say, "It's okay, it's over, 1524 01:45:51,679 --> 01:45:53,681 and you've been forgivenj" 1525 01:45:53,765 --> 01:45:55,767 [Man] ? We have it a Il? 1526 01:45:55,850 --> 01:45:58,853 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1527 01:46:01,022 --> 01:46:04,692 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1528 01:46:04,776 --> 01:46:07,779 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1529 01:46:09,447 --> 01:46:11,991 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1530 01:46:12,075 --> 01:46:15,078 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1531 01:46:18,956 --> 01:46:21,292 ? Livin' and d yin'? 1532 01:46:21,376 --> 01:46:23,378 ? Laughin' and cryin'? 1533 01:46:23,461 --> 01:46:25,671 ? We have the wh ol e w o r I d? 1534 01:46:25,755 --> 01:46:27,382 ? O r have n o thin'? 1535 01:46:27,465 --> 01:46:29,759 ? I kn o w there are hard times? 1536 01:46:29,842 --> 01:46:31,761 ? But we make it? 1537 01:46:31,844 --> 01:46:34,055 ? With every sunrise? 1538 01:46:34,138 --> 01:46:36,057 ? C o mes a new I ife? 1539 01:46:36,140 --> 01:46:38,017 ? These are the things? 1540 01:46:38,101 --> 01:46:40,061 ? That make us fee II ike? 1541 01:46:40,144 --> 01:46:42,146 ? We have it a Il? 1542 01:46:42,230 --> 01:46:44,273 ? We have it a Il? 1543 01:46:44,357 --> 01:46:46,484 ? These are the times? 1544 01:46:46,567 --> 01:46:48,403 ? That m ake us rea I i z e? 1545 01:46:48,486 --> 01:46:50,613 ? We have it a Il? 1546 01:46:50,696 --> 01:46:52,573 ? We have it a Il? 1547 01:46:52,657 --> 01:46:53,950 ? We have it a Il? 1548 01:46:54,033 --> 01:46:57,036 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1549 01:47:00,289 --> 01:47:02,542 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1550 01:47:02,625 --> 01:47:05,628 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1551 01:47:09,006 --> 01:47:11,092 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1552 01:47:11,175 --> 01:47:14,220 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1553 01:47:17,390 --> 01:47:19,517 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1554 01:47:19,600 --> 01:47:22,603 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1555 01:47:27,859 --> 01:47:29,569 ? A father's Io ve? 1556 01:47:29,652 --> 01:47:32,155 ? A wedding dance? 1557 01:47:32,238 --> 01:47:33,906 ? New year's dreams? 1558 01:47:33,990 --> 01:47:36,117 ? A t o ast with friends? 1559 01:47:36,200 --> 01:47:40,455 ? A s oI dier c o min' h o me fr o m war? 1560 01:47:40,538 --> 01:47:44,792 ? A faith, a h o pe f o r s o much m o re? 1561 01:47:44,876 --> 01:47:46,711 ? A brand ã new I ife? 1562 01:47:46,794 --> 01:47:49,130 ? A m o ther's prayer? 1563 01:47:49,213 --> 01:47:51,007 ? Sh oo ting stars? 1564 01:47:51,090 --> 01:47:53,259 ? O cean air? 1565 01:47:53,342 --> 01:47:55,094 ? A Io ver's kiss? 1566 01:47:55,178 --> 01:47:57,680 ? And hard g oo d ã byes? 1567 01:47:57,763 --> 01:47:59,474 ? Firew o rks? 1568 01:47:59,557 --> 01:48:02,143 ? And Christmas I ights? 1569 01:48:02,226 --> 01:48:04,979 ? These are the things? 1570 01:48:05,062 --> 01:48:07,732 ? That make us fee I? 1571 01:48:07,815 --> 01:48:10,318 ? A I ive? 1572 01:48:10,401 --> 01:48:13,404 ? These are the times? 1573 01:48:13,488 --> 01:48:18,826 ? That m ake us rea I i z e? 1574 01:48:18,910 --> 01:48:23,539 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1575 01:48:23,623 --> 01:48:26,626 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1576 01:48:29,587 --> 01:48:31,672 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1577 01:48:31,756 --> 01:48:34,759 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] 1578 01:48:38,095 --> 01:48:40,181 ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1579 01:48:40,264 --> 01:48:43,184 ?? [ Vo ca I i z ing] ? These are the days? 1580 01:48:43,267 --> 01:48:45,937 ? That make us fee I? 1581 01:48:46,020 --> 01:48:48,272 ? A I ive? ? Life is bea u tifu I? 1582 01:48:48,356 --> 01:48:49,357 English ã US ã PSDH 114346

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