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[synth-pop song plays]
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? I was crying at a party, which is... ?
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[knock on door]
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[woman] Girls, are you awake?
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-It's almost midday.
-[door opens]
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You know Granny would have a heart attack
if she knew
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I was letting your girlfriend sleep over.
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Granny would have a heart attack
if she knew I was a lesbian.
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That may be true,
but it's about the principle.
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No sleepovers tonight.
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[door closes]
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I should probably go.
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[Tara] But I don't want you to.
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I'll be fine.
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? She said, "Open up your mind" ?
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? Baby, in this life ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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? So I was heading back home ?
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? Feeling a little less alone ?
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? I was sitting on the train ?
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? Mulling it over in my brain ?
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? That's when I saw somebody crying ?
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? Out beyond my silver lining ?
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? I said, "Why are you upset?" ?
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? She said, "Well, nothing makes sense" ?
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? I said, "Hey, don't be so defeated" ?
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? She said, "Well, don't be so naive" ?
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? "It's been proven
Space is exponential" ?
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? "So this is all inconsequential" ?
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? I said, "If it's inconsequential" ?
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? "Then there's infinite potential"?
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? She said
"But what's the real purpose" ?
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? "It's all just
Still completely worthless ?
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? I said, "Open up your..." ?
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-You're in a good mood.
-Yeah.
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Anything I should know about?
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Maybe.
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Maybe me and Elle...
decided to get together.
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Oh! Oh! [laughs]
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I knew it would work out!
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Oh, and Elle is the most special girl.
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The perfect girl for my perfect boy!
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Oh, I have to call Po Po
to tell her the news,
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and then I have to call Auntie Li
and Auntie Tsang!
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Mum, we're not... We haven't talked about
actually being boyfriend and girlfriend.
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Oh, we've all been waiting for this day!
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? Don't you think? ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? We can be anything ?
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? That's awesome, don't you think??
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{\an8}? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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{\an8}? That's awesome, don't you think? ?
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-Your dad's coming for dinner next week.
-Dad's coming to visit? Sick.
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-Can we invite Charlie over?
-That's a lovely idea.
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What? You're joking.
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We can invite his parents and sister,
make a proper dinner party out of it.
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How come Nick gets to invite someone
and I don't?
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Do you have a girlfriend
you'd like to invite, David?
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-[game music plays]
-[Toad]{\an8}Woo-hoo!
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You should've come. It was really fun.
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My summer is for sleeping,
not visiting old museums.
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-[Charlie] Yes!
-[Tori] No! [grunts]
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Get off it! Stop it!
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{\an8}[Charlie] We've been invited to Nick's
for a dinner party.
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[sarcastically] Wow. Mum will love that.
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What d'you mean?
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She's not exactly
Nick's biggest fan, is she?
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Well, maybe this will help her
see how great he is.
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[phone chimes]
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{\an8}[phone chimes]
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[video game music resumes]
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[happy music plays]
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[wistful music plays]
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[Tao] Year 11 Prom's coming up.
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[kids chatting]
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-[Tao] How are you feeling about it?
-Good.
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-Just, like, maybe a gray?
-Okay.
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Guys! Um, I'm gonna
catch up with you in a bit.
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-I said I'd meet up with James.
-Oh my God, they're gonna kiss!
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-Good luck!
-Have fun.
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[Darcy laughs]
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-Bye!
-Bye.
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[exhales]
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[Tara] With this?
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[gasps] For prom!
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-No.
-Yes!
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I don't know. Maybe?
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Try it on. Look,
the lining matches my dress. It's perfect.
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Okay.
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-Yes! Go!
-All right. Okay!
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[phone chimes]
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I think I'm gonna go to prom.
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-Yeah?
-[Nick] Yeah.
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Um...
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Would you like to, like, um,
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be my prom date?
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Really?
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-I don't know. Maybe it's stupid.
-No.
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No, it's not.
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We might get a lot of attention.
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-And I don't wanna wear matching suits.
-Oh, me neither.
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[both chuckle]
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Good.
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Good.
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[gasps]
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-This one's pretty.
-[Elle] Mm.
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I don't think it's the one.
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What's the deal
with this exhibition thing anyway?
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They like your art enough to exhibit it
but still can't tell you if you've got in?
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You got in, didn't you?
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-[squeals]
-Sh!
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Don't tell the others.
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[Nick] Oh no, there's a bit missing.
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[Elle] I don't know how Tao will take it.
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I just haven't decided yet.
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Okay.
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Ta-da!
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Oh my God! You look amazing.
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I don't know if I can afford it.
I haven't got much left after Paris, but...
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-[Tara] I've got some change.
-Oh my God.
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-You look amazing.
-[Darcy] Like it?
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-Seven?
-I've got some.
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[Darcy] No, guys...
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-Oh, wait.
-[Tara] I've got seven.
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[Nick] I've got �6.50.
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There we go.
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-That's enough.
-Take it.
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Thank you.
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Hey. Sorry. Some man just bought, like,
15 of those Penguin cloth-bound classics.
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-[both chuckle]
-Wow. That's, like, life goals.
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[both giggle]
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So I'm guessing
you don't feel the same about me then?
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I don't know how I'm supposed to feel
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when I have a crush on someone.
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I read all these books
where people fall in love,
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and I still have absolutely no idea.
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I thought that I might
feel that way about you.
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But then we kissed, and
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I just knew that I didn't.
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I think there might be
something wrong with me.
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There's nothing wrong with you.
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You probably just haven't found
the right person yet.
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Yeah.
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[Tara] If we don't get "best dressed"...
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[Darcy] Are we going for that?
Is that real?
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They wanted to wrap it.
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-Did something happen?
-Something definitely happened.
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-Did you kiss?
-Can you guys just shut up?!
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I get that you don't think
my life is interesting
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unless I have some kind of romantic drama,
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but I'm sorry to break it to you.
I don't like him back!
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Okay? You can all carry on
with your day now.
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-Isaac...
-No, I'm sorry. I'm fine. I just...
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I don't wanna talk about it.
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[pop music plays]
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-Tao!
-[Tara] Hey, how are you?
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-Hey.
-Hello.
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Oh, wow!
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-[Isaac] Oh my God!
-Superstar!
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[all] Aww!
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[Darcy] You look gorgeous.
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-[Elle] How are you?
-Good.
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-How areyou?
-[Elle] Nervous.
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Don't be nervous.
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It's gonna be great.
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? You're the brass ring ?
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? Or is this limelight blinding? ?
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? I can't see a thing... ?
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Whoa!
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[Nick] Elle, this place is amazing.
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Wow.
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Hey, Elle! Elle, I love your piece.
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-I'm so excited for it to be revealed.
-Thank you!
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And I can't wait to see what art you make
when you start with us in September.
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-You got in?
-Yeah.
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-[Charlie] Elle!
-[Darcy] Oh my God!
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-[Charlie] I'm so proud of you.
-That's so exciting.
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-[Naomi] Elle.
-Hey.
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How are you?
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? Cry ?
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? Better run, run, run
'Cause you're falling apart ?
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? Cry ?
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[pop music plays in background]
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? I don't care what you're sayin' ?
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? I don't wanna participate
In your game of manipulation ?
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? And no, I don't want your sympathy
All this love is... ?
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That's my one.
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Really?
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I love it.
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Thanks.
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What's it about?
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Basically about my experience
being aromantic and asexual.
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Like, being in a world where romance
and sex are prized above everything else
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when you don't feel
those forms of attraction.
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Growing up feeling
that something about you is different,
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but you don't have the words
to describe what that is.
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But then,
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freedom.
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The euphoria of freeing yourself
from those pressures and expectations.
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? Crush culture makes me
Wanna spill my guts out ?
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? I know what you're doin' ?
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? Tryin' to get me to pursue ya ?
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? Crush culture makes me... ?
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-[Felix] Can we just have a peek?
-[Elle] No.
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All will be revealed.
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[phone beeps]
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She's so moody.
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I already told her I'd leave early.
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Literally nothing I ever do
is good enough.
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-[Tara] Hey, Sahar.
-You okay?
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-[Tara] Yeah. You look cool.
-Sahar! I didn't know you were coming.
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Yeah, Elle's my friend.
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So you guys can't tease me
about being the token ally anymore
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now that Sahar's here.
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I don't know what you're talking about.
I'm bisexual.
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So... [chuckles]
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-[Imogen] Sahar, I didn't know...
-Interesting.
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I should probably leave.
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But you'll miss Elle's painting.
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If I leave it any longer,
it'll make her more angry.
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Okay.
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Well, are you still coming
to prom tomorrow?
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Of course. We've got our matching outfits.
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We're gonna slow dance
to some cheesy song.
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Yeah? I'm gonna hold you to that.
[chuckles]
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? Crush culture makes me
Wanna spill my guts out ?
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? Spill my guts out ?
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? Spill my guts out ?
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Thank you, thank you,
thank you, everybody,
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for coming along tonight to celebrate
the incredible queer and trans artists
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we have here at the Lambert School!
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[cheering and applause]
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It's my great pleasure
to introduce Elle Argent,
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who will be joining us in September
for her sixth-form studies.
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Now, before the big reveal,
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Elle, would you like to say a few words
about your piece?
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-Okay.
-[principal chuckles]
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[cheering and applause]
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So, there have been a lot of changes
in my life over the last couple of years,
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but, with this piece,
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I guess I wanted to capture a place
that holds a lot of happy memories.
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Even in the darker times.
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Somewhere I always felt... safe.
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[principal] Oh, that was beautiful.
Let's have a look. One, two, three!
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00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:35,840
-Oh my God.
-Wow.
253
00:14:35,920 --> 00:14:38,750
-[onlooker 1] It's beautiful!
-[onlooker 2] Oh my God!
254
00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:44,050
Congratulations!
255
00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:45,720
-Come here, you.
-Oh my God!
256
00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:47,800
[peaceful music plays]
257
00:14:59,800 --> 00:15:03,320
-I'm glad you liked it.
-I really liked it. It was amazing.
258
00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:05,010
As usual.
259
00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:10,150
I know you're probably annoyed
that I didn't tell you I got in.
260
00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:16,440
I'm not annoyed.
261
00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:19,210
Really?
262
00:15:19,760 --> 00:15:22,520
Please don't base your decisions
on how I feel.
263
00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:26,800
All I care about is you being happy, and
264
00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:30,760
wherever you are,
I'll still want to be with you.
265
00:15:33,240 --> 00:15:34,290
Okay.
266
00:15:35,520 --> 00:15:37,720
But I also still haven't decided yet.
267
00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:39,840
I may still stay at Higgs.
268
00:15:39,841 --> 00:15:41,439
[pop music plays in background]
269
00:15:41,440 --> 00:15:43,520
? I still find you ?
270
00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:45,280
? In my skin ?
271
00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:47,880
? Can you feel me in your skin? ?
272
00:15:49,080 --> 00:15:52,040
? I still find you, I... ?
273
00:15:52,041 --> 00:15:54,399
-Every single piece there was amazing.
-Agreed.
274
00:15:54,400 --> 00:15:56,919
But, yeah, Elle's is,
like, in a different league.
275
00:15:56,920 --> 00:15:58,479
-[Charlie] It was.
-[Nick] Ridiculous.
276
00:15:58,480 --> 00:15:59,530
Hey.
277
00:16:02,240 --> 00:16:03,760
What are you doing here?
278
00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:06,880
-I n... I need to talk to you.
-There's nothing to talk about.
279
00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:09,080
I just want to apologize.
280
00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:11,610
Properly.
281
00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:15,160
Please, just hear me out.
282
00:16:15,251 --> 00:16:19,599
I'm not going back to Truham
for sixth form,
283
00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:23,040
so if you really hate me after this,
you'll never see me again.
284
00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:32,330
Go on then.
285
00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:38,320
I'm a messed-up person, Charlie.
286
00:16:40,760 --> 00:16:41,840
I liked you.
287
00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:44,320
You know that, don't you?
288
00:16:46,080 --> 00:16:50,240
I know I was a piece of shit,
but I really liked you.
289
00:16:50,320 --> 00:16:51,760
If I'd just had more time...
290
00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:55,760
I want to be like you two, but...
291
00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:00,440
my parents would never accept
who I really am.
292
00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:03,880
I'm sorry, for everything.
293
00:17:06,120 --> 00:17:07,170
I just
294
00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:08,880
wanted something good.
295
00:17:13,320 --> 00:17:15,040
You were something good.
296
00:17:22,440 --> 00:17:24,730
Do you remember
the first time you kissed me?
297
00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:29,360
You didn't even ask.
298
00:17:29,361 --> 00:17:33,039
You didn't pause
to wonder whether it was what I wanted,
299
00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:35,039
and I went along with it
because I had a crush,
300
00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:36,640
and I didn't know any better.
301
00:17:37,160 --> 00:17:39,880
I didn't realize
that you had all the control.
302
00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:44,800
When I eventually did realize, I thought...
303
00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:48,640
"This must be what I deserve."
304
00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:53,960
Someone taking whatever he wants from me
whenever he wants.
305
00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:57,480
Treating me like I'm nothing
the rest of the time.
306
00:17:57,481 --> 00:17:59,479
Now, whenever anything good
happens in my life,
307
00:17:59,480 --> 00:18:02,610
there's a voice in the back of my mind
telling me I'm worthless
308
00:18:02,680 --> 00:18:04,040
and that I don't deserve it.
309
00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:10,090
And now you want me to forgive you
so you can feel better about yourself?
310
00:18:10,091 --> 00:18:14,079
I'm glad you realize
what you did was wrong,
311
00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:16,840
but you don't get to ambush me
into forgiving you.
312
00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:20,720
"Sorry" doesn't make up
for everything you did to me.
313
00:18:23,080 --> 00:18:27,080
I really hope you become a better person
so you don't hurt anyone else.
314
00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:30,840
But I don't wanna be there
to see that happen.
315
00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,960
I don't wanna see you ever again.
316
00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:37,600
[pensive music plays]
317
00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:47,000
[water rushes]
318
00:18:51,600 --> 00:18:53,600
[seagulls caw]
319
00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:03,540
[St�phane] Come on! Come on! Come on! Yes!
320
00:19:03,541 --> 00:19:05,839
[St�phane speaking French]
321
00:19:05,840 --> 00:19:07,359
[in English] Go on! [speaks French]
322
00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:08,920
What are you doing?
323
00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:11,440
[St�phane continues shouting]
324
00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:15,159
[in English] Do we need to pretend
to be platonic BFFs in front of your dad?
325
00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:16,210
I mean...
326
00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:20,530
Yeah, maybe just for now,
but I'm gonna tell him about us tonight.
327
00:19:25,600 --> 00:19:26,740
[Charlie] You can do it.
328
00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:29,040
I'm here for you...
329
00:19:29,041 --> 00:19:30,079
[deep voice] ...mate.
330
00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:32,479
-[St�phane] Come on!
-You did not just call me "mate."
331
00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:33,560
Pal.
332
00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:34,920
Bro.
333
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:37,200
-Supportive straight friend?
-Charlie!
334
00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:40,840
[TV playing]
335
00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:43,600
-Dad, we're home.
-[St�phane] Ah, Nick! [chuckles]
336
00:19:46,040 --> 00:19:47,760
[in French] And your friend, um...
337
00:19:47,761 --> 00:19:50,439
-Charlie.
-[St�phane in English] Yeah, Charlie.
338
00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:51,760
Good to see you again.
339
00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:56,080
You guys should come and join us.
Look, it's Toulouse and Montpellier.
340
00:19:57,400 --> 00:19:58,800
Look at that. Look at that.
341
00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,840
Right, let's go. See, I told you.
342
00:20:01,841 --> 00:20:02,839
-Come on.
-I told you.
343
00:20:02,840 --> 00:20:05,320
-Come on, come on! Whoa!
-[David] Oi!
344
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:06,480
[St�phane chuckles]
345
00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:10,560
-[Charlie] Shall I lay the table, Sarah?
-Oh, you are a good boy.
346
00:20:10,561 --> 00:20:12,639
-[David] Oh!
-[St�phane] Oh, ay-ay-ay.
347
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:15,360
-How's it been since he got here?
-It's been fine.
348
00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:18,480
-It's been fine.
-[St�phane] Ahh! Yeah!
349
00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:21,480
He doesn't have to know, sweetheart.
350
00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:25,240
He's got no right to know.
You don't owe him a thing.
351
00:20:25,241 --> 00:20:26,839
-[David] Oh!
-[St�phane] Oh, ay-ay-ay.
352
00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:27,890
[David] No, no, no.
353
00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:30,360
I'm not doing it for him.
I'm doing it for me.
354
00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:34,000
-[doorbell rings]
-[St�phane] Wah!
355
00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:38,330
-Hi! Hello. Thank you for coming.
-[Charlie's dad] Hi.
356
00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:41,680
I grew up
in the south of France. Near Narbonne.
357
00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:43,480
Ah, yeah, yeah. Very near Spain.
358
00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:45,840
My father's from the south of Spain.
Almer�a.
359
00:20:45,841 --> 00:20:46,919
[St�phane] Oh yeah.
360
00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:49,479
-But your surname, it's so English.
-[Charlie's dad] Yeah, well...
361
00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:53,240
Um... He always said that we had a rather
complicated family tree. [chuckles]
362
00:20:53,241 --> 00:20:55,959
-[Charlie's mom] It's a long story.
-[Charlie's dad] Yeah.
363
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:59,000
-Do you visit often, St�phane?
-As much as I can.
364
00:20:59,840 --> 00:21:01,680
My job, it keeps me very busy.
365
00:21:02,680 --> 00:21:04,200
I'm in property development.
366
00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:07,760
You should see
some of the places Dad renovates. Insane.
367
00:21:07,761 --> 00:21:09,719
[St�phane] Work isn't everything,
you know?
368
00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:11,039
Although the pay does help.
369
00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:12,090
[chuckles lightly]
370
00:21:12,091 --> 00:21:14,559
Dad, has Nick told you how he met Charlie?
371
00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:15,840
[St�phane] No, he hasn't.
372
00:21:20,600 --> 00:21:25,160
Um... We got sat together in school,
and then Charlie joined the rugby team.
373
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,880
Oh. You play rugby, Charlie?
374
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,880
[scoffs] I'm not very good.
375
00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,010
[Charlie's mom] Mm.
376
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,760
And Nick was obsessed
with getting Charlie to join.
377
00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:34,360
Wonder why.
378
00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:40,320
-What is your problem?
-I played rugby when I was in university.
379
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:43,080
It's a very attractive sport to women.
380
00:21:44,120 --> 00:21:46,410
Have neither of you boys
found girlfriends?
381
00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:52,520
No. I guess not.
382
00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:55,440
[St�phane] Ah, well, there's still time.
383
00:21:55,441 --> 00:21:59,399
[David] I'm not sure Nick's too interested
in looking for girlfriends, really.
384
00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:00,450
Don't you dare.
385
00:22:00,451 --> 00:22:04,199
David, be respectful,
please, at the table. We have guests.
386
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:07,120
-Why do you always do this?
-I'm just trying to help.
387
00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:08,250
[cutlery clatters]
388
00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:10,520
Sorry. This is ridiculous.
389
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:14,370
Dad,
390
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:17,680
Charlie's my boyfriend.
391
00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:20,160
Surprise.
392
00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:21,520
I'm bi, he's gay,
393
00:22:21,521 --> 00:22:24,759
and I was actually really stressed out
about how I was gonna tell you,
394
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:25,920
but you know what?
395
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:29,110
I don't care
what you think about it anymore.
396
00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:32,630
'Cause you don't care to even see us
more than two times a year.
397
00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:37,070
And, you know, every time I do see you,
I always think, "This is it."
398
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:41,290
"This is the time when you might actually
take an interest in my life," but...
399
00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:43,760
you never do.
400
00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:47,730
So if you don't care, then...
[chuckles softly]
401
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:49,640
...then I don't care either.
402
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:55,270
And I don't know why
you're acting like you are ten years old,
403
00:22:55,271 --> 00:23:00,199
but your bullying just doesn't affect me
anymore because, quite simply,
404
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:01,680
I do not care.
405
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,960
I like who I am. I like my life.
406
00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:11,510
-Maybe stay with Dad next time.
-[chair scrapes]
407
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:12,850
Sorry, Mum.
408
00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:14,800
[David scoffs]
409
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,680
Just gonna let him speak to us like that?
410
00:23:17,681 --> 00:23:19,679
Oh, David, be quiet.
We've heard quite enough.
411
00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:21,240
It's Nick that's making a scene.
412
00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:23,480
He's always causing a fuss.
413
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:26,280
Dad agrees.
414
00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:30,270
You have not grown up into the man
I had hoped you would be, David.
415
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:34,680
As if you have any right to say that.
You barely see your children.
416
00:23:34,681 --> 00:23:38,559
-[St�phane] I can't say something?
-No, you can't say anything.
417
00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,919
You haven't earned that right.
You haven't been a parent.
418
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,759
-[St�phane] We're not going...
-Are you okay?
419
00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:45,770
[Sarah] We're going through this
because you never hear it.
420
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:47,200
I actually think I am.
421
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:51,230
I didn't mean for it
to happen that way, but, um...
422
00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:54,000
it felt good to say it.
423
00:23:55,720 --> 00:23:57,200
Do you want a hug anyway?
424
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:08,520
Well, that went well.
425
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,510
-Sorry.
-No, I'm pleased you said what you said.
426
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:16,400
Especially to your dad.
He needed to hear it.
427
00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:19,160
He's not a very good dad, is he?
428
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:21,640
No, he's not.
429
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:25,290
Wh...
430
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:27,160
Why doesn't he care?
431
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,080
I wish I understood, but I don't.
432
00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:35,240
I think it's a very sad way to exist.
433
00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:39,040
[hopeful music plays]
434
00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:43,890
[Nick sighs]
435
00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:49,360
[Nick] Leaving then?
436
00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:52,490
Yeah.
437
00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:56,850
Nick, uh...
438
00:24:57,920 --> 00:24:59,200
I'm sorry.
439
00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:01,480
I... I... I want to be better.
440
00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:06,280
Well... show it then.
441
00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:08,040
Don't just say it.
442
00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:10,450
[David] Dad.
443
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:13,360
-You... You're going?
-[St�phane] Yeah.
444
00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:16,520
Got to head into London
before it gets too late.
445
00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:20,080
But call me
when you get back to Edinburgh, huh?
446
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:22,610
Glasgow.
447
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,000
Oh, yeah, Glasgow. Yeah. [chuckles]
448
00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,600
It was nice to meet your... boyfriend.
449
00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:44,000
Well, I... I... I don't really
understand these things, but
450
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,320
he seems like a very nice young man.
451
00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:51,010
He is.
452
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:57,330
Bye, Dad.
453
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:00,120
Yeah. Well...
454
00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:02,330
[grunts]
455
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:20,400
[David] It's so cringe. He's made
such a big deal out of telling our dad.
456
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:21,920
[mischievous music plays]
457
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:23,800
[David] Such an attention seeker.
458
00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:28,120
Ah, probably his drama-queen
boyfriend's influence.
459
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:32,360
Yeah. Mate, well, exactly. That's it.
460
00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:37,080
You are a pathetic little man.
461
00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:40,360
Talk about my brother like that again,
462
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:42,200
and I'll end you.
463
00:26:49,391 --> 00:26:56,119
-Really sorry about all the drama.
-We are used to drama in our house.
464
00:26:56,120 --> 00:26:57,039
Yeah.
465
00:26:57,040 --> 00:26:59,519
It takes a lot
for Nick to stand up to David like that.
466
00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,319
He must care for Charlie very deeply.
467
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:03,640
-[Tori] You okay?
-[Nick] Yeah, yeah. Fine.
468
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:09,320
He's a nice boy. When he's not
distracting you from your coursework.
469
00:27:09,321 --> 00:27:12,559
And maybe we could
have him and Sarah 'round in a few weeks?
470
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:13,999
[Tori] Your brother's a prick.
471
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:15,360
-Yeah.
-Okay.
472
00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:20,320
[Sarah] Thanks for coming.
Thank you for coming. I'm sorry.
473
00:27:20,321 --> 00:27:22,519
-[Charlie's mom] Thank you, Sarah.
-[Sarah] Bye-bye.
474
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,120
[Nick] Just gonna say goodbye.
475
00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:28,560
So, prom tomorrow?
476
00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:31,160
Yeah. We're still going together?
477
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:32,730
Yeah.
478
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,000
Like,togethertogether?
479
00:27:35,720 --> 00:27:37,160
Yeah. Don't you want to?
480
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:39,240
[car engine starts]
481
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:45,800
-Bye.
-Bye.
482
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:47,840
[mellow music plays]
483
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,160
Charlie didn't eat very much.
484
00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:30,320
? Spoke out the things
That you've worked out to be wrong ?
485
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:36,440
? You got two hands to take all you can ?
486
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:39,280
{\an8}? But don't take too long... ?
487
00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:42,520
-[muffled] Darcy, I...
-? To be happy... ?
488
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,160
-Turn around.
-I like it.
489
00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:45,760
Oh, darling.
490
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:47,400
? Somehow... ?
491
00:28:47,401 --> 00:28:49,879
-You can't wear that.
-I want to wear this. I'm wearing it!
492
00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,360
? Are you happy now? ?
493
00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:54,800
Take that off this instant!
494
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:56,760
-No.
-I have had enough!
495
00:28:56,761 --> 00:28:59,159
They will not laugh.
My friends are supportive.
496
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:00,320
My friends like me.
497
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:03,880
-? Figured out I'm good... ?
-[argument fades out]
498
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:07,200
? Turn me down like I knew I should ?
499
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:09,280
? Punch drunk, dumbstruck ?
500
00:29:09,360 --> 00:29:11,880
? Pot luck, happy, happy ?
501
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:13,400
[indistinct]
502
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:18,040
? But don't chicken out ?
503
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:20,480
? It's all good ?
504
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:24,000
? You're allowed to be what you could ?
505
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,920
? Punch drunk, dumbstruck ?
506
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,240
? Pot luck, happy, happy ?
507
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:33,600
? Punch drunk, dumbstruck ?
508
00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,760
? Pot luck, happy, happy ?
509
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,240
? Punch drunk, dumbstruck ?
510
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,400
? Pot luck, happy, happy ?
511
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:51,440
? Figured out I'm good ?
512
00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:54,560
? Turn me down like I knew I should ?
513
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:59,480
? Happy now ?
514
00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:04,960
? Don't chicken out ?
515
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:07,280
? It's all good ?
516
00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:10,200
? You're allowed to be what you could ?
517
00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:15,080
? Happy now ?
518
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:22,280
? Happy now ?
519
00:30:22,330 --> 00:30:26,880
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