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You sure,
this is the one you want?
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The box?
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We can get her into
something nice, you know.
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We have ceramic urns,
porcelain, silver...
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Nah. She's good.
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As you wish.
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My condolences.
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Thanks.
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See you later.
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Hope not.
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Is some part of you
still lingering about us?
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Or have you moved
onto what's next?
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- Were you dancing?
- No
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- No?
- Mm-mm.
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Do you want them?
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Oh, they closed up years ago.
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I have to tell you something.
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What?
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- I was dancing
- No!
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I just didn't want you to
think I don't care.
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I know. I know.
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Cause I do.
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I know.
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You're such a bad liar.
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Do you want to say something?
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Um... sure.
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Thank you for giving me life...
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and the house.
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I can't believe
they make these things
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out of plastic.
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What, she's fish food,
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this thing's going
to last forever.
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Oh my god, is this it?
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This is beautiful.
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Let's get this shit over with.
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Hey,
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do you see the resemblance?
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Anya.
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Is that her?
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Uh, yeah sure.
I mean I guess.
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I don't know.
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Ooh!
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How can a person
have so much shit?
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Emmett!
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It's not shit.
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It's her life.
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What are you doing?
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Come on.
You don't even wear makeup.
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What, are you gonna keep it?
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I just had no idea
this place was so magical.
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We could do anything, like...
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we could start
a writer's retreat,
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or I don't know, if we come up
on weekends, or start a camp.
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- No. What are you, nuts?
- I was just thinking out loud.
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Can I ask you a question?
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Yeah.
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She never reached out to you,
not even once?
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Why do you think
she left you her home?
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Babe.
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Babe.
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Do you know what
that sound is?
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Mm-mm.
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I don't know what
that sound is...
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I think it means you're
in your fertility window.
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- Mm...
- Yeah. Yeah, I'm pretty sure...
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- Technically, yes.
- No, no, it's not technically.
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That is science.
That is proven...
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There's an app for that.
There's an app for that.
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I don't wanna do it
on your mother's bed.
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Why? Come on, we can...
We can-- We can do it.
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I mean, it'll just be
a little weird.
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- Fun weird?
- It could be fun weird.
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There's only one way to know
if something's fun weird.
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No. It's now fun weird.
It's real weird.
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No. It's what?
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Did you hear that?
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There's nothing here.
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Is that where she...?
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I got it. I got it.
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It's nothing.
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What? What?
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Baby, you shouldn't
be doing that. Babe.
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No, it's fine.
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It's fine.
Really, it's not a big deal.
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I think you got it.
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Mm-mm.
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You're not funny.
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Look at that.
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That's in good shape.
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That just needs
a little bit of love.
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Oh!
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Don't. Is it bleeding?
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Shit.
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Don't do that.Stand up straight.
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Come on, smile. Smile.
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Do you love your mommy?Do you love your mommy?
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What are you doing?
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Sweetheart, stop that.
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Stop it.
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It's my birthday, Mommy...
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It's when
you were just a baby.
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Don't! Emmett.
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Let me just... Oh my god.
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We're going to get that cut.
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Smile!
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If you're not
going to talk to me,
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we need to do chair reversal.
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No, the realtor's
coming in two days.
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I don't care about
selling this house!
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We need to do chair reversal.
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No.
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No, no, fuck that.
No, I'm not doing that.
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Emmett,
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will you please
tell me your problem?
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I'm avoidant.
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Emmett,
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will you please
tell me your problem?
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I'm Emmett.
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And my problem is, is that...
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I have a really
deep well of trauma
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because my mother abandoned me
at a really critical age,
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and now she's passed away,
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and I'm doing everything
I can not to deal with it.
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So if you're already
going to therapy
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because I insisted and you're
saying that it's helping,
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and you've had
a really good attitude about it,
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even though our insurance
doesn't cover it.
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Why do you think
I feel the need
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to keep pushing you?
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I think unconsciously that,
um...
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I'm trying to make up for
a childhood I never had
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by having a child of my own.
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I can't do that.
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I can't do that because
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I shouldn't want
a family to fix a problem
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that I refuse to deal with.
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Fuck this.
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Emmett!
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Emmett.
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So you don't want to have
a baby with me?
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You know how badly
I want a family.
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That's not what I'm saying.
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I need you to let go
and open up.
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Have you ever
thought that maybe
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a little repression
is a good thing?
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Come on.
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Come on.
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They'll still be there
when you get back.
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Come on.
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00:14:57,665 --> 00:14:59,400
Isn't this is about trust?
Come on.
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- I'm not repressing anything.
- No?
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Mm-mm.
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Then how come you never
learned how to swim?
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You'd have to ask my mother.
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Come on.
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- You alright?
- Yeah.
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00:16:04,198 --> 00:16:05,330
- You alright?
- Mm-hmm.
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OK.
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Hey, you're OK.
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- Hey, I got you.
- OK.
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I got you. OK?
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I got you.
You can trust me.
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When we got here, I didn't...
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I didn't recognize the house.
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I didn't recognize the kitchen.
I didn't recognize the table.
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When I went to the bathroom,
I saw this...
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this syringe.
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So I ran upstairs to my room.
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Are you listening?
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Hmm.
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I ran upstairs to my room.
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And it doesn't look the same,
you know?
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But I started to remember,
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I started to remember
things like my bed,
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you know,
with the sports sheets.
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I remembered
the John Starks poster
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I had hung up on the wall.
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This is me opening up.
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You have to try this.
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OK...
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OK.
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OK. OK. OK.
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OK.
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I dreamed a dream...
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Hey, careful.
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Careful, careful.
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Hey, be careful.
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All right.
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All right. Stop.
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Stop.
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Hey, goddamn you.
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Hey.
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You alright?
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I need to be in water.
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Come here.
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You're gonna let go.
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Babe?
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Anya.
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Have you repressed your pain?
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Anya,
I really don't want to do this.
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Are you angry?
202
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No.
203
00:22:31,619 --> 00:22:33,686
- Are you angry
with your girlfriend?
- No.
204
00:22:33,688 --> 00:22:36,724
- Do you hate your girlfriend?
- No, of course not.
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Do you hate your mother?
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No.
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Do you miss your mother?
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No.
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Do you miss your mother?
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No.
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Do you ever wonder
why she abandoned you?
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- No.
- Do you ever wonder why?
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No.
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Why do you want to
have a child?
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Because I love you.
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Why do you want to have
a child?
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What do you what do you want?
Fucking human nature?
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Anya, I don't know.
219
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- Because your mother
abandoned you
- No.
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Do you ever wonder why
she abandoned you?
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No.
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- Why?
- I don't give a shit.
223
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Do you want to know why
she abandoned you?
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I want to stop
playing this game.
225
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Do you want to know
why I abandoned you?
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I don't like this.
227
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- You blame yourself.
- Stop it.
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- Do you want to know
why I abandoned you?
- I said fucking stop it, Anya!
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What the fuck?
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Anya!
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Anya!
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Oh, shit, babe.
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Babe. Babe. Babe.
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Did I hurt you?
I didn't mean to hurt you.
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- Did I hurt you?
- No.
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Do you love your mommy?
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What are you doing?
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There he is.
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There he is.
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Oh, look at you,what's happening here?
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Come on, come on. Chin up.
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Emmett.
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I'm gonna go drop
some stuff off
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at a thrift store.
245
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Then I'm gonna go pick up
like a bagel or something
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on the way back, I'm starving.
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Do you want anything?
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00:26:15,943 --> 00:26:18,312
I'm sorry things
got heated last night.
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Fuck, Anya.
250
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Hey, Anya, baby,
I need those keys.
251
00:26:43,037 --> 00:26:45,404
Realtor is coming tomorrow,
we've barely done anything,
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I need the keys, Anya.
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Anya!
254
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Yes?
255
00:27:15,736 --> 00:27:18,005
It's... it's Bill.
256
00:27:18,639 --> 00:27:20,241
From up the street.
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OK.
Can I help you with something?
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I was driving to town
259
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and I saw the car parked here,
and I thought,
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somebody is breaking in, maybe.
261
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No,
that's, that's my car, my house.
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I'm sorry.
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No, it's OK.
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Oh hey, if you need anything,
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um, you know,
it's the yellow house,
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top of the hill.
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You can't miss it.
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So your foot healed fine, huh?
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My foot?
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Yeah.
I never worry about working out.
271
00:27:53,608 --> 00:27:54,706
Never have.
272
00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:56,708
I've got the farm
to keep me busy.
273
00:27:56,710 --> 00:27:58,377
I sleep good.
I can tell you that.
274
00:27:58,379 --> 00:28:00,012
Yeah, no, I work.
275
00:28:00,014 --> 00:28:02,047
You know,
I'm on my feet all day, too.
276
00:28:02,049 --> 00:28:03,448
If I don't go for
a run in the morning,
277
00:28:03,450 --> 00:28:04,517
I lose my shit.
278
00:28:04,519 --> 00:28:06,387
Wonder who you got that from?
279
00:28:07,154 --> 00:28:08,720
You probably don't want to
talk about your mom.
280
00:28:08,722 --> 00:28:10,389
It's fine.
281
00:28:10,391 --> 00:28:14,826
My fiancee says I need to be
more open about these things.
282
00:28:14,828 --> 00:28:17,097
She says I'm avoidant.
283
00:28:17,932 --> 00:28:19,998
"Maladaptive coping"
she calls it.
284
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:22,036
"Maladaptive."
Whatever the hell that is.
285
00:28:23,204 --> 00:28:25,437
You know, look,
I got nothing to hide.
286
00:28:25,439 --> 00:28:28,173
I'm really grateful to Tracy
for leaving us the house.
287
00:28:28,175 --> 00:28:30,442
Whatever we can get
for it is going to be huge.
288
00:28:30,444 --> 00:28:31,710
You're just going to flip it?
289
00:28:31,712 --> 00:28:33,147
Yeah.
290
00:28:34,315 --> 00:28:36,616
You know, Anya and me,
we're trying to start a family.
291
00:28:36,618 --> 00:28:39,184
So...
292
00:28:39,186 --> 00:28:40,953
Is that her?
293
00:28:40,955 --> 00:28:43,488
She got you on that short leash?
294
00:28:43,490 --> 00:28:46,093
No, no, that's...
295
00:28:48,729 --> 00:28:52,433
It's our ovulation app.
296
00:28:53,568 --> 00:28:55,400
Keep that thing
away from your junk,
297
00:28:55,402 --> 00:28:56,868
I'll tell you that.
298
00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:59,137
I'm probably twice
as fertile as you are.
299
00:28:59,139 --> 00:29:01,406
No offense,
I don't carry one around.
300
00:29:01,408 --> 00:29:03,008
Some day
it's going to come out
301
00:29:03,010 --> 00:29:06,345
just how much
radiation the GPS app
302
00:29:06,347 --> 00:29:07,779
in that thing gives off.
303
00:29:07,781 --> 00:29:08,947
It'll fry your nuts.
304
00:29:08,949 --> 00:29:10,918
I mean really,
they'll drop the fuck off.
305
00:29:13,787 --> 00:29:15,254
You're sure you're OK
to get back?
306
00:29:15,256 --> 00:29:17,823
Yeah. I got the GPS.
307
00:29:17,825 --> 00:29:19,726
- I told you.
- Yeah. Yeah.
308
00:29:19,728 --> 00:29:20,993
- It'll fry your nuts.
- Yeah, right.
309
00:29:20,995 --> 00:29:22,662
I appreciate it, though.
Thanks.
310
00:29:22,664 --> 00:29:23,998
OK.
311
00:29:24,965 --> 00:29:28,100
Hey, Tracy, knitted those.
312
00:29:28,102 --> 00:29:29,870
Are you going to
give those away?
313
00:29:32,139 --> 00:29:34,475
- You want them?
- Oh, thanks, yeah. Yeah.
314
00:29:35,644 --> 00:29:36,709
Great.
315
00:29:36,711 --> 00:29:38,345
- Thanks again
- You bet.
316
00:30:38,807 --> 00:30:40,407
Hey, is something burning?
317
00:30:51,118 --> 00:30:52,853
Anya.
318
00:31:14,341 --> 00:31:15,577
What are you doing?
319
00:31:20,548 --> 00:31:22,383
Anya, are you smoking?
320
00:31:29,890 --> 00:31:31,760
Babe, wait a minute.
321
00:31:32,092 --> 00:31:34,025
Wait, wait, wait...
322
00:31:34,027 --> 00:31:35,927
Stop. Stop.
Why are you smoking?
323
00:31:35,929 --> 00:31:37,963
- Emmett, enough.
- Stop. Why are you smoking?
324
00:31:37,965 --> 00:31:39,866
Will you get out of my way?
It is going to burn.
325
00:31:39,868 --> 00:31:41,235
Anya.
What is happening?
326
00:31:42,403 --> 00:31:43,937
Jesus, Emmett!
327
00:31:51,679 --> 00:31:53,615
Do you not like
pizza anymore?
328
00:32:06,895 --> 00:32:08,596
The fuck are we doing?
329
00:32:10,197 --> 00:32:13,233
Hmm.
You have terrible posture.
330
00:32:20,675 --> 00:32:22,376
Come here.
331
00:32:28,182 --> 00:32:29,684
Stop.
332
00:32:29,884 --> 00:32:34,087
Hey, I'm sorry I got mad.
333
00:32:35,422 --> 00:32:38,292
I want us to have
a nice time together.
334
00:32:39,794 --> 00:32:43,696
I'm so happy you've come home,
my little wild-thing.
335
00:32:43,698 --> 00:32:45,232
What?
336
00:32:49,369 --> 00:32:50,605
Wait.
337
00:32:53,073 --> 00:32:54,676
Your plate.
338
00:33:30,244 --> 00:33:32,712
Do you need something?
339
00:33:32,714 --> 00:33:34,749
You made your point, OK?
340
00:33:36,885 --> 00:33:38,818
It's weird
that I don't remember.
341
00:33:38,820 --> 00:33:40,555
You don't remember who?
342
00:33:42,657 --> 00:33:44,224
Me?
343
00:33:47,427 --> 00:33:48,995
Wait, wait, wait.
344
00:33:48,997 --> 00:33:50,997
- Anya!
- Look at me.
345
00:33:50,999 --> 00:33:52,800
What do you mean?
346
00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:55,503
Of course you remember me.
347
00:33:57,539 --> 00:33:59,005
If I really meant
nothing to you,
348
00:33:59,007 --> 00:34:00,808
you wouldn't be so reactive.
349
00:34:02,342 --> 00:34:04,244
You need to work on your anger.
350
00:34:05,847 --> 00:34:07,682
It isn't healthy.
351
00:34:21,061 --> 00:34:22,630
Alright.
352
00:34:29,069 --> 00:34:31,739
I know I need to work on myself.
353
00:34:34,107 --> 00:34:35,743
You're right.
354
00:34:38,478 --> 00:34:40,480
And I'm trying.
355
00:34:44,018 --> 00:34:46,253
I'm trying.
356
00:34:48,288 --> 00:34:50,923
And I will do
whatever I need to do
357
00:34:50,925 --> 00:34:53,460
to be the partner
that you deserve.
358
00:34:59,466 --> 00:35:01,134
Alright?
359
00:35:18,953 --> 00:35:20,688
What the hell.
360
00:35:21,355 --> 00:35:23,057
Raj, what's up, man?
361
00:35:23,490 --> 00:35:25,992
Uh, I'm alright.
How are you?
362
00:35:25,994 --> 00:35:27,760
You good? Good? Good?
363
00:35:27,762 --> 00:35:29,862
Yeah, um...
364
00:35:29,864 --> 00:35:31,329
You ever trip with somebody
365
00:35:31,331 --> 00:35:33,768
and they, they start acting
like another person?
366
00:35:34,669 --> 00:35:36,871
What about like,
all the way into the next day?
367
00:35:38,171 --> 00:35:40,140
Yeah. Mm-hmm.
368
00:36:47,875 --> 00:36:49,544
- Goodnight, Emmett.
369
00:38:00,815 --> 00:38:02,617
Yoo-hoo.
370
00:38:11,893 --> 00:38:13,628
Good morning, Emmy.
371
00:38:14,829 --> 00:38:17,031
Since when do you
know how to fry an egg?
372
00:38:20,467 --> 00:38:22,503
Do you prefer them scrambled?
373
00:38:23,237 --> 00:38:25,640
No, thank you.
374
00:39:03,945 --> 00:39:06,377
I crave his forgiveness.
375
00:39:06,379 --> 00:39:08,082
Deep and primal.
376
00:39:09,851 --> 00:39:13,386
And yet his return is stenchedwith this dread of burden.
377
00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:16,524
He's as needy as ever.
378
00:39:18,893 --> 00:39:21,160
I thought I could bewhat I never was.
379
00:39:21,162 --> 00:39:23,664
As if I'm not who I am.
380
00:39:25,498 --> 00:39:28,102
Why was my heart cursedto be his forever?
381
00:39:31,138 --> 00:39:32,271
Emmett, knock!
382
00:39:32,273 --> 00:39:34,809
"Why was my heart cursed
to be his forever?"
383
00:39:36,177 --> 00:39:38,443
How dare you read that?
384
00:39:38,445 --> 00:39:40,047
Give it to me.
385
00:39:43,050 --> 00:39:44,518
What are you doing?
386
00:39:44,986 --> 00:39:46,986
Going into town to pick up
a rotisserie chicken.
387
00:39:46,988 --> 00:39:49,422
Since you find my
cooking so offensive.
388
00:39:50,591 --> 00:39:52,024
Well you look like
you're going to the opera.
389
00:39:52,026 --> 00:39:53,993
In this town?
390
00:39:53,995 --> 00:39:55,995
When pigs fly out of my ass.
391
00:39:55,997 --> 00:39:57,698
Give me my journal.
392
00:39:58,633 --> 00:39:59,934
Now.
393
00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:09,174
Hmm. Stop staring.
394
00:40:09,176 --> 00:40:10,945
Get out.
395
00:41:28,889 --> 00:41:30,191
Emmett.
396
00:41:31,692 --> 00:41:33,959
Is now a bad time?
397
00:41:33,961 --> 00:41:35,527
No, oh.
398
00:41:35,529 --> 00:41:38,866
Um, no, no, no, sorry, sorry.
Now's perfect.
399
00:41:44,438 --> 00:41:47,306
Such a unique property.
400
00:41:47,308 --> 00:41:49,641
Love the exposed beams.
401
00:41:49,643 --> 00:41:51,543
So you think
it's worth something?
402
00:41:51,545 --> 00:41:53,645
Yes,
but keep the windows open,
403
00:41:53,647 --> 00:41:55,247
we need to clear that smell.
404
00:41:55,249 --> 00:41:58,484
Smoking is a real deal breaker
for a lot of people,
405
00:41:58,486 --> 00:42:00,686
especially these young couples.
406
00:42:00,688 --> 00:42:03,155
And that's all that seems
to be buying these days.
407
00:42:03,157 --> 00:42:04,390
Folks leaving the city
408
00:42:04,392 --> 00:42:08,027
looking to spread out
and reproduce.
409
00:42:08,029 --> 00:42:10,531
Is that your wife?
410
00:42:11,832 --> 00:42:16,268
No, no, no, no.
That's my mom.
411
00:42:16,270 --> 00:42:18,337
How sweet of you to have this.
412
00:42:18,339 --> 00:42:19,707
That's not mine
413
00:42:21,876 --> 00:42:23,409
I didn't want to say anything,
414
00:42:23,411 --> 00:42:28,716
but this place
seems really off the grid.
415
00:42:30,284 --> 00:42:32,084
You know, I would love to spend
416
00:42:32,086 --> 00:42:35,187
a little extra
and freshen things up.
417
00:42:35,189 --> 00:42:37,089
Get rid of these antique chairs.
418
00:42:37,091 --> 00:42:38,490
Rip out all of this junk.
419
00:42:38,492 --> 00:42:40,561
Oh!
420
00:42:41,595 --> 00:42:43,662
My goodness. You startled me.
421
00:42:43,664 --> 00:42:45,800
Hmm. You are...?
422
00:42:48,269 --> 00:42:50,137
The listing agent.
423
00:42:51,405 --> 00:42:54,108
Anya. Anya.
424
00:42:56,677 --> 00:42:58,177
- Get out.
- No
425
00:42:58,179 --> 00:42:59,645
- Is there a problem?
- There's no problem.
426
00:42:59,647 --> 00:43:00,779
You don't have to go anywhere.
There's no problem.
427
00:43:00,781 --> 00:43:03,215
- It's not his house.
- It is my house.
428
00:43:03,217 --> 00:43:04,517
It's my house.
429
00:43:04,519 --> 00:43:06,553
It's my house.
OK, my house.
430
00:43:06,555 --> 00:43:09,021
My mom left it
to me in her will.
431
00:43:09,023 --> 00:43:10,224
OK?
432
00:43:10,658 --> 00:43:13,459
- My condolences.
- It's fine.
433
00:43:13,461 --> 00:43:14,726
I'll come back tomorrow morning.
434
00:43:14,728 --> 00:43:16,297
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
435
00:43:20,101 --> 00:43:21,635
Listen--
436
00:43:23,237 --> 00:43:24,369
Unbelievable.
437
00:43:24,371 --> 00:43:27,039
Even for you, Anya,
this is fucking unbelievable.
438
00:43:27,041 --> 00:43:28,273
Goddamn it.
439
00:43:28,275 --> 00:43:30,209
No. No, you're wrinkling them.
440
00:43:30,211 --> 00:43:32,044
What are you talking about,
wrinkling them?
441
00:43:32,046 --> 00:43:34,012
Wrinkling them?
You've never...
442
00:43:34,014 --> 00:43:36,248
Stop! Eh! Stop.
443
00:43:36,250 --> 00:43:37,550
Stop.
444
00:43:37,552 --> 00:43:38,986
This is how you pack.
445
00:43:40,121 --> 00:43:41,588
Baby,
you've never folded anything
446
00:43:41,590 --> 00:43:43,722
in your entire life.
447
00:43:43,724 --> 00:43:45,757
And all of a sudden you tidy.
448
00:43:45,759 --> 00:43:47,459
No, you stop! You tidy.
449
00:43:47,461 --> 00:43:49,596
You make the bed,
you make me eggs.
450
00:43:49,598 --> 00:43:51,866
You make me fucking bacon! Stop!
451
00:43:57,905 --> 00:43:59,773
I'm taking you to your mother's.
452
00:44:11,252 --> 00:44:13,087
I'm not going anywhere.
453
00:44:17,725 --> 00:44:20,127
This is my house.
454
00:45:06,907 --> 00:45:08,340
You took mushrooms
when you were pregnant?
455
00:45:08,342 --> 00:45:09,775
I didn't.
456
00:45:09,777 --> 00:45:11,176
You wanna fuck with me,
457
00:45:11,178 --> 00:45:12,679
That's fine,
but I'm not going to let you
458
00:45:12,681 --> 00:45:13,912
fuck with our baby.
459
00:45:13,914 --> 00:45:15,480
What is this, Emmett?
Is this some kind of game?
460
00:45:15,482 --> 00:45:16,281
That's enough.
461
00:45:16,283 --> 00:45:19,552
Are you kidding me?
Give me this shit.
462
00:45:19,554 --> 00:45:21,119
Why are you torturing me?
463
00:45:21,121 --> 00:45:23,355
Is this some shit you
and your mom came up with?
464
00:45:23,357 --> 00:45:26,725
Some kind of bullshit, twisted
cognitive behavioral therapy.
465
00:45:26,727 --> 00:45:29,328
Do you not know how
a woman's body works?
466
00:45:29,330 --> 00:45:30,831
I can't have a baby.
467
00:45:31,832 --> 00:45:33,131
I can't have a baby!
468
00:45:33,133 --> 00:45:34,933
Oh, fuck.
469
00:45:34,935 --> 00:45:36,770
Oh my god, Emmett!
470
00:45:40,241 --> 00:45:40,975
Look.
471
00:45:42,876 --> 00:45:44,343
You can't even look at it,
can you?
472
00:45:44,345 --> 00:45:47,412
There's only so much
pretending you can do, Anya.
473
00:45:47,414 --> 00:45:48,782
Huh?
474
00:45:51,252 --> 00:45:52,353
God.
475
00:46:30,157 --> 00:46:31,158
Every morning.
476
00:46:32,192 --> 00:46:34,793
Any time she was
stressed, really.
477
00:46:34,795 --> 00:46:36,564
Body therapy, she called it.
478
00:46:37,331 --> 00:46:40,034
And then there were
her evening swims.
479
00:46:41,869 --> 00:46:45,005
But is that all you came here
to ask me about, yoga?
480
00:46:47,308 --> 00:46:51,176
Oh, don't worry,
I'm not your father.
481
00:46:51,178 --> 00:46:56,014
No, I was just a hired hand.
She paid me when she could.
482
00:46:56,016 --> 00:47:01,754
No, your father was
a guy who drove a motorcycle,
483
00:47:01,756 --> 00:47:06,793
lived in
a artist's loft in Soho.
484
00:47:06,795 --> 00:47:08,026
That's all I know about him.
485
00:47:08,028 --> 00:47:10,064
Honestly, I don't think
she knew much more.
486
00:47:10,665 --> 00:47:12,534
- Why did she--
- What, have you?
487
00:47:17,471 --> 00:47:19,572
Try to forgive her, son.
488
00:47:19,574 --> 00:47:21,108
She tried.
489
00:47:22,711 --> 00:47:23,942
Believe me,
490
00:47:23,944 --> 00:47:27,348
she never got over losing
her little wild thing.
491
00:47:32,754 --> 00:47:34,088
Emmy.
492
00:47:37,925 --> 00:47:39,360
So, where are they?
493
00:47:40,494 --> 00:47:41,860
Hmm?
494
00:47:41,862 --> 00:47:43,261
That's how you're doing it,
right?
495
00:47:43,263 --> 00:47:44,865
Doing what?
496
00:47:45,265 --> 00:47:46,733
Her journals.
497
00:47:46,735 --> 00:47:48,433
This is what
you're looking for.
498
00:47:48,435 --> 00:47:50,104
I found it on my dresser.
499
00:47:51,438 --> 00:47:54,172
"Is there some part of you
still lingering about us,
500
00:47:54,174 --> 00:47:56,108
"like some drunken
reveler clinging to
501
00:47:56,110 --> 00:47:58,778
the end of her night?"
502
00:47:58,780 --> 00:48:01,081
It's trying very hard, but....
503
00:48:02,784 --> 00:48:05,016
What?
504
00:48:05,018 --> 00:48:07,486
It's just funny, Anya
505
00:48:07,488 --> 00:48:09,390
Who is Anya?
506
00:48:12,359 --> 00:48:13,927
Well.
507
00:48:15,028 --> 00:48:18,598
In theory, she's my fiancee.
508
00:48:18,600 --> 00:48:20,000
Oh,
509
00:48:22,537 --> 00:48:24,403
so it's serious?
510
00:48:24,405 --> 00:48:26,271
She's pregnant.
511
00:48:26,273 --> 00:48:27,874
This is juicy.
512
00:48:27,876 --> 00:48:29,007
Tell me everything.
513
00:48:29,009 --> 00:48:31,945
Wait, let's grease the wheels.
514
00:48:34,883 --> 00:48:41,255
So, things are complicated.
515
00:48:41,890 --> 00:48:43,457
You can say that.
516
00:48:44,458 --> 00:48:45,892
Yeah.
517
00:48:45,894 --> 00:48:48,262
You could also say she's a...
518
00:48:49,664 --> 00:48:51,798
a master head-fucker.
519
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:52,931
Emmett!
520
00:48:52,933 --> 00:48:55,200
Now who taught you
to be such a chauvinist?
521
00:48:55,202 --> 00:48:57,135
Mm-mm.
It certainly wasn't me.
522
00:48:57,137 --> 00:48:58,838
She thinks I'm all fucked up
523
00:48:58,840 --> 00:49:01,175
because I had such
a shitty childhood.
524
00:49:03,177 --> 00:49:05,580
Her mother never even
taught her how to swim.
525
00:49:07,181 --> 00:49:08,915
Hmm.
526
00:49:08,917 --> 00:49:10,618
How is that even possible?
527
00:49:14,154 --> 00:49:18,591
Well her mother is this
fancy psychoanalyst,
528
00:49:18,593 --> 00:49:22,027
which makes Anya think
that she has the qualifications
529
00:49:22,029 --> 00:49:25,430
to do some kind of quack therapy
530
00:49:25,432 --> 00:49:30,001
to get people to
talk about their, you know,
531
00:49:30,003 --> 00:49:33,004
like deep, dark shit.
532
00:49:33,006 --> 00:49:35,142
But really, she's...
533
00:49:37,779 --> 00:49:39,614
just a poet.
534
00:49:43,618 --> 00:49:48,188
Actually, she's never even made
a dime writing poetry,
535
00:49:50,457 --> 00:49:55,329
she's really just
a frustrated copywriter.
536
00:50:14,047 --> 00:50:16,147
Is it so bad that
the mother of your child
537
00:50:16,149 --> 00:50:18,051
wants you to open up?
538
00:50:19,486 --> 00:50:21,152
She thinks I only
want to have a child
539
00:50:21,154 --> 00:50:23,290
because my mother abandoned me.
540
00:50:27,294 --> 00:50:28,696
Hmm.
541
00:50:31,331 --> 00:50:33,267
Is that what
you think happened?
542
00:50:55,723 --> 00:50:57,491
It starts with your back.
543
00:51:29,824 --> 00:51:32,760
Well, you are really just...
544
00:51:39,466 --> 00:51:41,468
You're not what I expected.
545
00:51:47,240 --> 00:51:49,075
If this Anya of yours,
546
00:51:49,077 --> 00:51:51,779
is all the things you say,
547
00:51:58,118 --> 00:51:59,821
why not just walk away?
548
00:52:03,758 --> 00:52:05,827
I guess maybe because
549
00:52:09,296 --> 00:52:11,931
she's the only woman
that ever loved me?
550
00:52:11,933 --> 00:52:13,467
Hmm.
551
00:52:21,375 --> 00:52:23,443
You want to know
about your mother?
552
00:52:47,135 --> 00:52:48,936
Did you want me?
553
00:52:57,277 --> 00:52:59,747
It was more of
a need than a want.
554
00:53:02,750 --> 00:53:04,919
I don't even know
where the need came from.
555
00:53:10,792 --> 00:53:12,927
I tried.
556
00:53:15,429 --> 00:53:16,764
Emmy.
557
00:53:18,766 --> 00:53:21,201
I really, really tried.
558
00:53:31,079 --> 00:53:32,847
OK.
559
00:53:44,291 --> 00:53:46,058
Do you love your mommy?
560
00:53:46,060 --> 00:53:47,827
Do you love your mommy?
561
00:53:47,829 --> 00:53:49,296
What are you doing?
562
00:53:50,263 --> 00:53:52,965
Sweetheart, stop that.Stop it.
563
00:53:52,967 --> 00:53:57,368
Say, "It's my birthday, Mommyand I love you."
564
00:53:57,370 --> 00:54:00,271
Hold on one second.Hold still.
565
00:54:00,273 --> 00:54:02,975
Do you love me?Say, "I love you, Mommy."
566
00:54:02,977 --> 00:54:05,913
Sweetheart, don't do that to me.
567
00:54:44,085 --> 00:54:45,653
Honey?
568
00:54:46,687 --> 00:54:50,357
Hey, you're having
a nightmare, OK?
569
00:55:28,729 --> 00:55:29,997
Anya!
570
00:55:38,973 --> 00:55:40,708
No, no, no. Shit!
571
00:55:42,210 --> 00:55:43,711
Anya!
572
00:56:09,369 --> 00:56:11,839
Emmett.
What are you doing?
573
00:56:33,094 --> 00:56:34,662
You can't swim.
574
00:56:43,104 --> 00:56:45,438
You can't swim.
575
00:56:54,548 --> 00:56:56,416
Please don't leave me.
576
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:02,955
Please don't leave me.
577
00:57:02,957 --> 00:57:04,592
Please.
578
00:57:05,526 --> 00:57:07,561
Please don't leave me.
579
00:57:10,698 --> 00:57:12,499
Please.
580
00:57:15,202 --> 00:57:17,071
Please.
581
00:58:48,396 --> 00:58:50,164
How are you feeling?
582
00:58:51,332 --> 00:58:52,967
Hungry.
583
00:58:54,969 --> 00:58:58,239
I feel like I slept
with my head underwater.
584
00:58:59,874 --> 00:59:01,909
Wanna go into town
and find something to eat?
585
00:59:04,078 --> 00:59:06,247
Can't you like make me eggs
or something?
586
00:59:07,648 --> 00:59:09,150
You want me to make you eggs?
587
00:59:13,421 --> 00:59:15,089
What is it?
588
00:59:16,957 --> 00:59:18,325
Emmett.
589
00:59:23,097 --> 00:59:25,064
Where are you going?
590
00:59:25,066 --> 00:59:26,734
For a run.
591
01:01:44,038 --> 01:01:45,306
Talk to me.
592
01:01:55,783 --> 01:01:58,419
Will you please tell me
what happened last night?
593
01:02:03,692 --> 01:02:05,726
That was three nights ago.
594
01:02:51,205 --> 01:02:52,840
Hey.
595
01:02:59,614 --> 01:03:01,382
Don't shut me out.
596
01:03:26,173 --> 01:03:28,108
I don't want to push you away.
597
01:03:35,082 --> 01:03:37,217
I want to be close to you.
598
01:03:42,389 --> 01:03:44,124
Just... stop.
599
01:04:10,851 --> 01:04:13,118
- What are you doing?
- But--
600
01:04:13,120 --> 01:04:14,587
We haven't gone
through that yet.
601
01:04:14,589 --> 01:04:16,490
I thought you wanted to
throw everything out.
602
01:04:21,128 --> 01:04:23,130
OK, don't talk to me.
603
01:05:05,973 --> 01:05:07,740
Do you love your mommy?
604
01:05:07,742 --> 01:05:09,243
What are you doing?
605
01:05:10,144 --> 01:05:11,711
Sweetheart, stop that.
606
01:05:11,713 --> 01:05:13,078
Stop it.
607
01:05:13,080 --> 01:05:16,883
Say, "It's my birthday, Mommyand I love you."
608
01:05:16,885 --> 01:05:19,619
Hold on one second.Just hold still.
609
01:05:19,621 --> 01:05:22,320
Do you love me?Say, "I love you, Mommy."
610
01:05:22,322 --> 01:05:25,390
"I love--"Sweetheart, don't lament--
611
01:05:25,392 --> 01:05:27,494
Let me just--Oh, my goodness.
612
01:05:28,395 --> 01:05:31,831
We're going to get that cut.Smile.
613
01:05:31,833 --> 01:05:34,032
It's your birthday.
614
01:05:34,034 --> 01:05:36,638
It's your...Oh, my goodness.
615
01:06:36,598 --> 01:06:38,432
I got you an apology bagel.
616
01:06:44,572 --> 01:06:46,240
Are you OK?
617
01:07:14,268 --> 01:07:15,469
Alright.
618
01:07:16,871 --> 01:07:18,372
It starts with the back.
619
01:07:20,374 --> 01:07:21,941
What does?
620
01:07:21,943 --> 01:07:24,077
Just... just try.
621
01:07:37,859 --> 01:07:39,827
Sorry, it's like...
622
01:07:43,531 --> 01:07:44,732
OK.
623
01:07:58,211 --> 01:07:59,747
What's wrong with the bagel?
624
01:08:00,014 --> 01:08:01,716
It's not the same.
625
01:08:04,451 --> 01:08:05,720
As what?
626
01:08:15,797 --> 01:08:17,632
Damn it, Emmett.
Will you just--
627
01:08:36,050 --> 01:08:37,484
Emmett.
628
01:08:52,934 --> 01:08:55,402
Emmett, will you
tell me your problem?
629
01:08:59,040 --> 01:09:01,542
My problem is
I'm not sure what's real.
630
01:09:16,958 --> 01:09:18,325
Emmett.
631
01:09:20,828 --> 01:09:22,496
What's your problem?
632
01:09:23,865 --> 01:09:27,700
I'm Emmett
and my problem is,
633
01:09:27,702 --> 01:09:31,436
is that my girlfriend
and I took mushrooms
634
01:09:31,438 --> 01:09:36,374
and I seem to be
really upset right now
635
01:09:36,376 --> 01:09:38,010
about something she did,
636
01:09:38,012 --> 01:09:41,214
but I'm not going to
say what it is.
637
01:09:44,118 --> 01:09:45,853
What do you think she did?
638
01:09:50,457 --> 01:09:52,359
I think she was
playing a game.
639
01:09:55,797 --> 01:09:58,666
I guess it's kind of like a game
of playing right now, but...
640
01:10:00,168 --> 01:10:02,770
No, in that game, she...
641
01:10:07,909 --> 01:10:09,744
pretended to be his mother?
642
01:10:23,524 --> 01:10:24,726
Emm.
643
01:10:27,427 --> 01:10:29,329
- Emm.
- Your turn.
644
01:10:36,537 --> 01:10:37,839
OK.
645
01:10:39,941 --> 01:10:41,374
Hmm.
646
01:10:44,779 --> 01:10:46,379
I'm Anya.
647
01:10:48,783 --> 01:10:51,617
My problem is,
is that I I've been trying
648
01:10:51,619 --> 01:10:53,753
to tell you something
for a while now
649
01:10:53,755 --> 01:10:55,890
and I have been
too scared to do it.
650
01:10:59,727 --> 01:11:02,329
I really wanted to
have your child.
651
01:11:11,471 --> 01:11:13,674
My problem is that I can't.
652
01:11:34,996 --> 01:11:37,530
My name is Anya.
653
01:11:37,532 --> 01:11:41,267
And I want to have a family
but I don't think I can.
654
01:11:41,269 --> 01:11:43,135
What do you mean?
655
01:11:43,137 --> 01:11:44,435
What do you mean?
You don't think you can?
656
01:11:44,437 --> 01:11:47,438
Because all I care about
is writing poetry.
657
01:11:47,440 --> 01:11:49,875
And going to gallery openings
and impressing my friends,
658
01:11:49,877 --> 01:11:52,077
and basically maintaining
this image of myself
659
01:11:52,079 --> 01:11:56,515
that is like the opposite
of holding a baby in my arms,
660
01:11:56,517 --> 01:11:59,854
and being covered
in all that weird puke.
661
01:12:00,688 --> 01:12:02,822
My mother is this
really cold intellectual type,
662
01:12:02,824 --> 01:12:05,456
and I never really
got me love from her
663
01:12:05,458 --> 01:12:07,293
unless I did
something exceptional.
664
01:12:07,295 --> 01:12:08,426
And you see,
when I was like a kid,
665
01:12:08,428 --> 01:12:11,030
I was like, really gifted.
666
01:12:11,032 --> 01:12:13,232
And so I got a lot of love
from her because of that.
667
01:12:13,234 --> 01:12:14,233
But now that
I'm not seen as like,
668
01:12:14,235 --> 01:12:17,036
the most amazing poet or like,
even like adult, you know,
669
01:12:17,038 --> 01:12:18,838
my mom seems to have, you know,
670
01:12:18,840 --> 01:12:21,240
like, like,
disappeared from my life.
671
01:12:21,242 --> 01:12:22,808
But I think it's like
in a meaningful way.
672
01:12:22,810 --> 01:12:25,376
But also, she may think
that I'm just mediocre
673
01:12:25,378 --> 01:12:29,449
and I'm, like,
kind of broken because of that.
674
01:12:31,351 --> 01:12:32,918
And I'm just,
I'm just so worried
675
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:34,987
that I'm not capable
of giving the kind of love
676
01:12:34,989 --> 01:12:37,857
that a child or maybe even
a husband would deserve,
677
01:12:37,859 --> 01:12:39,592
because I can't
think of anything
678
01:12:39,594 --> 01:12:41,392
beyond my own fucking neuroses.
679
01:12:41,394 --> 01:12:42,628
Which is why
a couple of months ago,
680
01:12:42,630 --> 01:12:43,896
I pulled out all my eyebrows
681
01:12:43,898 --> 01:12:46,433
and I looked like
a fucking mannequin.
682
01:12:58,512 --> 01:12:59,981
Did you look at it?
683
01:13:07,588 --> 01:13:09,657
There's no child in here.
684
01:13:11,292 --> 01:13:12,992
They never could be
a baby in here
685
01:13:12,994 --> 01:13:14,929
because I can't have a baby.
686
01:13:19,233 --> 01:13:22,603
Why aren't you saying anything?
I can't have a baby!
687
01:13:24,739 --> 01:13:27,008
I mean, this is what
you said last night.
688
01:13:31,145 --> 01:13:32,847
I need to
get out of these clothes.
689
01:13:37,919 --> 01:13:41,320
"If my body gave me
this need to have a child,
690
01:13:41,322 --> 01:13:43,022
why can't it make me love him?"
691
01:13:43,024 --> 01:13:45,291
- You think I wrote that?
- I don't know, did you?
692
01:13:45,293 --> 01:13:46,759
That would
actually be impossible
693
01:13:46,761 --> 01:13:47,793
because I would never do that.
694
01:13:47,795 --> 01:13:48,961
But you did do that to me,
Anya.
695
01:13:48,963 --> 01:13:51,363
Oh, OK.
I'm gonna show you right now.
696
01:13:51,365 --> 01:13:52,867
Hmm.
697
01:13:53,701 --> 01:13:55,834
No. Look, look, look.
Is it the same handwriting?
698
01:13:55,836 --> 01:13:57,972
Great, so you admitted
you're pretending.
699
01:13:58,606 --> 01:14:00,973
I don't think so.
No, I don't know.
700
01:14:00,975 --> 01:14:02,541
You don't think so
or you don't know?
701
01:14:02,543 --> 01:14:03,742
I just told you
I can't have a baby.
702
01:14:03,744 --> 01:14:05,144
How do I know you're
not fucking with me?
703
01:14:05,146 --> 01:14:06,845
About what?
No, of course not.
704
01:14:06,847 --> 01:14:08,614
You just said
you were pretending, Anya.
705
01:14:08,616 --> 01:14:12,117
- Not about that.
- About fucking what?
706
01:14:12,119 --> 01:14:13,686
About everything?
707
01:14:13,688 --> 01:14:15,287
I just told you
I can't have a baby.
708
01:14:15,289 --> 01:14:17,488
What else do you
want me to tell you?
709
01:14:17,490 --> 01:14:19,325
You know what?
I want the fucking truth.
710
01:14:19,327 --> 01:14:20,795
That's what I want.
711
01:14:21,028 --> 01:14:22,962
I want the fucking truth.
That's what I fucking want.
712
01:14:22,964 --> 01:14:24,563
- No, you're not
going to do that.
- I swear to God.
713
01:14:24,565 --> 01:14:27,099
I swear to God.
I swear to fucking God, Anya.
714
01:14:27,101 --> 01:14:27,866
I don't know.
715
01:14:27,868 --> 01:14:28,968
- You made it up.
- I don't know.
716
01:14:28,970 --> 01:14:30,903
- I don't know.
- That's not a fucking answer.
717
01:14:30,905 --> 01:14:31,772
- It's not an answer, Anya.
- I don't know what I did!
718
01:14:34,976 --> 01:14:36,375
Emmett.
719
01:14:36,377 --> 01:14:38,510
Emmett, that is
my only notebook.
720
01:14:38,512 --> 01:14:40,480
That is two years of my life.
721
01:14:43,317 --> 01:14:47,286
Emmett, that is my only copy
I will do anything you ask me.
722
01:14:47,288 --> 01:14:48,554
Just don't do this.
723
01:14:48,556 --> 01:14:51,058
Emmett.
Emmett, you wouldn't do this!
724
01:14:52,259 --> 01:14:53,794
Emmett--
725
01:14:58,498 --> 01:15:00,267
Of course your mother
abandoned you.
726
01:15:01,501 --> 01:15:03,104
Of course she fucking did!
727
01:15:27,461 --> 01:15:29,597
Emmett! Emmett!
728
01:16:38,999 --> 01:16:40,301
Emmett?
729
01:17:16,303 --> 01:17:18,038
Fuck this.
730
01:17:39,460 --> 01:17:41,996
Emmett, where are my keys?
731
01:18:06,187 --> 01:18:07,855
Anya?
732
01:18:18,499 --> 01:18:20,000
Emmett.
733
01:18:43,057 --> 01:18:44,291
Emmett.
734
01:19:29,937 --> 01:19:31,438
What are you doing?
735
01:20:34,468 --> 01:20:35,969
Anya?
736
01:20:37,338 --> 01:20:38,538
Who are you?
737
01:20:38,540 --> 01:20:39,607
I'm Bill, your neighbor.
738
01:20:40,974 --> 01:20:43,444
I found him passed out
by the side of the road.
739
01:20:44,713 --> 01:20:46,246
Let's get him inside.
740
01:20:48,750 --> 01:20:50,351
There you go.
741
01:21:36,096 --> 01:21:38,065
You were on your way out?
742
01:21:40,769 --> 01:21:42,436
Are you going to
take him with you?
743
01:21:45,372 --> 01:21:47,675
Aren't you trying to
start a family?
744
01:21:52,614 --> 01:21:54,148
Is that what he told you?
745
01:22:07,928 --> 01:22:09,664
Forgive me.
746
01:22:12,299 --> 01:22:15,035
I haven't been here
since the day I found her.
747
01:22:27,948 --> 01:22:30,048
Tracy once told me that
748
01:22:30,050 --> 01:22:32,885
she was going to
be reincarnated as a bug,
749
01:22:32,887 --> 01:22:35,489
because of all the
terrible things she did.
750
01:22:37,357 --> 01:22:40,027
Still can't bring myself
to kill one.
751
01:22:43,798 --> 01:22:46,734
We tried it once.
Me and her.
752
01:22:51,071 --> 01:22:52,941
I could never get over her.
753
01:22:53,775 --> 01:22:56,744
Hard as I try, I just can't
accept the fact that...
754
01:23:00,481 --> 01:23:02,015
it's all gone.
755
01:23:06,654 --> 01:23:08,288
She's still here.
756
01:23:11,091 --> 01:23:12,625
- Jeez!
- Are you OK?
757
01:23:12,627 --> 01:23:14,428
I'm fine, I'm fine.
758
01:23:21,502 --> 01:23:23,237
What happened?
759
01:23:26,406 --> 01:23:28,576
Emmett was a difficult child.
760
01:23:29,511 --> 01:23:31,544
A wild child.
761
01:23:31,546 --> 01:23:33,247
Hard to discipline.
762
01:23:35,750 --> 01:23:37,284
The syringe?
763
01:23:39,019 --> 01:23:43,188
He showed up at my house,
filthy, scared.
764
01:23:43,190 --> 01:23:45,992
His foot was broken.
I took him to the hospital
765
01:23:45,994 --> 01:23:48,161
and that's the last night
she saw him.
766
01:24:01,108 --> 01:24:04,378
What he needs,
you could never give him.
767
01:24:08,750 --> 01:24:10,552
He needs her.
768
01:24:17,992 --> 01:24:20,127
What does she need?
769
01:24:23,096 --> 01:24:25,065
I wish I knew.
770
01:24:32,105 --> 01:24:33,608
Thanks.
771
01:24:35,843 --> 01:24:37,545
For what?
772
01:24:43,017 --> 01:24:45,385
For letting me say goodbye.
773
01:26:34,461 --> 01:26:36,430
What are you doing here?Get out.
774
01:27:03,558 --> 01:27:04,959
Do it.
775
01:27:07,128 --> 01:27:08,796
Do it.
776
01:27:19,974 --> 01:27:21,341
Do it.
777
01:28:44,225 --> 01:28:46,258
You were right.
778
01:28:46,260 --> 01:28:47,895
About everything.
779
01:28:53,167 --> 01:28:55,435
I'm sorry about last night.
780
01:28:58,438 --> 01:29:00,675
I really do feel
a lot better now.
781
01:29:04,512 --> 01:29:06,344
I just hope
it's one of those things
782
01:29:06,346 --> 01:29:09,815
where you can see,
you know, like,
783
01:29:09,817 --> 01:29:14,987
deep down inside,
even, even my darkest,
784
01:29:14,989 --> 01:29:17,890
nastiest self and maybe I'm...
785
01:29:17,892 --> 01:29:19,527
not all bad.
786
01:29:29,904 --> 01:29:33,007
I guess you didn't look too
closely at which book I burned.
787
01:29:37,410 --> 01:29:39,410
You know, maybe before
you make any big decisions
788
01:29:39,412 --> 01:29:42,214
we can spend the day together.
789
01:29:42,216 --> 01:29:44,185
Get out of this house.
790
01:29:44,919 --> 01:29:47,822
Enjoy the country before we
have to go back to the city.
791
01:29:52,425 --> 01:29:56,030
Now that I'm no longer avoidant.
792
01:30:07,407 --> 01:30:09,143
You wanna talk about
how you're feeling?
793
01:30:15,549 --> 01:30:17,249
I'm Anya and my problem is--
794
01:30:17,251 --> 01:30:19,620
No, don't! Don't. Don't.
795
01:30:21,722 --> 01:30:23,490
It's fine.
We're not going to tip.
796
01:30:30,531 --> 01:30:32,934
I was relieved
you burned my book.
797
01:30:34,735 --> 01:30:36,235
I've been
telling people for years
798
01:30:36,237 --> 01:30:37,805
that it's been coming.
799
01:30:39,941 --> 01:30:41,709
I was so nervous
800
01:30:42,176 --> 01:30:44,745
about what everyone would think
when they actually read it.
801
01:30:45,279 --> 01:30:47,212
Am I a hack?
Am I too shallow?
802
01:30:47,214 --> 01:30:48,647
Or is it too weird
or pretentious?
803
01:30:48,649 --> 01:30:51,218
Or am I just pretending to
be something that I'm not?
804
01:30:54,221 --> 01:30:57,623
I think I wanted
a child just because
805
01:30:57,625 --> 01:30:59,124
you know, what I was doing
my entire life
806
01:30:59,126 --> 01:31:00,659
I wasn't even good at.
807
01:31:00,661 --> 01:31:02,227
It's because I was mediocre.
808
01:31:02,229 --> 01:31:05,733
I needed something to
feel like my life has meaning.
809
01:31:13,741 --> 01:31:16,308
When I was young, I spent hours
810
01:31:16,310 --> 01:31:18,312
and hours outside,
811
01:31:19,013 --> 01:31:22,514
I'd come home and she would be
writing or dancing
812
01:31:22,516 --> 01:31:24,785
and she would say
things to me like, "Not now."
813
01:31:26,520 --> 01:31:28,087
You know, "Go away. Not now."
814
01:31:28,089 --> 01:31:30,022
"Can't you see,
I'm in the middle of something?"
815
01:31:30,024 --> 01:31:32,224
I was hungry, you know,
816
01:31:32,226 --> 01:31:34,960
or cold or tired or--
817
01:31:34,962 --> 01:31:36,662
- You were needy.
- Exactly. I was needy.
818
01:31:36,664 --> 01:31:38,733
I needed my fucking mom.
819
01:31:40,568 --> 01:31:43,035
I mean, if my existence
820
01:31:43,037 --> 01:31:44,937
was just going to
be some constant reminder
821
01:31:44,939 --> 01:31:46,405
of a life
that she left behind,
822
01:31:46,407 --> 01:31:48,640
why put us both through that?
823
01:31:48,642 --> 01:31:50,578
She tried to make it work.
824
01:31:52,580 --> 01:31:54,113
She really tried.
825
01:31:54,115 --> 01:31:56,115
She fucking abandoned me.
826
01:31:56,117 --> 01:31:58,384
No, she did.
827
01:31:58,386 --> 01:32:00,087
They took you from her.
828
01:32:03,491 --> 01:32:05,593
I found the records
in the basement.
829
01:32:15,102 --> 01:32:16,704
How did you do it?
830
01:32:21,542 --> 01:32:24,011
You talked like her.
You moved like her.
831
01:32:25,079 --> 01:32:27,446
You danced. You cooked.
832
01:32:27,448 --> 01:32:28,781
You cleaned.
833
01:32:28,783 --> 01:32:30,718
You changed your handwriting.
834
01:32:37,425 --> 01:32:38,926
How?
835
01:32:59,213 --> 01:33:01,115
Are you my mother?
836
01:33:04,919 --> 01:33:06,754
No.
837
01:33:07,421 --> 01:33:09,288
Are you sure?
838
01:33:09,290 --> 01:33:10,825
Yes.
839
01:33:14,228 --> 01:33:15,930
Are you Anya?
840
01:33:19,100 --> 01:33:20,734
Yes.
841
01:33:21,635 --> 01:33:23,104
Are you sure?
842
01:33:25,139 --> 01:33:27,041
Yes. Yes.
843
01:33:31,946 --> 01:33:33,380
But.
844
01:33:34,381 --> 01:33:35,883
What?
845
01:33:38,352 --> 01:33:40,621
But Anya can't swim.
846
01:34:35,476 --> 01:34:36,977
Anya?
847
01:36:11,573 --> 01:36:13,874
Hi. I'm Anya.
848
01:36:17,612 --> 01:36:19,313
My problem is
849
01:36:22,584 --> 01:36:24,218
I need a child.
850
01:36:43,904 --> 01:36:45,873
My name's Emmett
851
01:36:48,643 --> 01:36:50,578
and my problem is
852
01:36:55,316 --> 01:36:57,051
I need a mother.
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