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Fay.
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Hello.
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Fay, Dad left us a house.
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He left us his house.
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You've spoken to Dad?
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No.
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No.
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Fay, he's gone,
you know that.
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Dad's
gone.
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Where are we going?
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I thought we could go for a
walk by the seaside maybe,
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with a friend.
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Maybe just say hi and
then we can get going.
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- Hi.
- Who is he?
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This is... this is Gary.
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Gary, Fay.
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I want to stay here.
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But Fay, you love the beach.
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That's what mom said.
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You used to love it.
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Remember?
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Maybe in the summer.
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The beach.
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Well, is it okay,
if we stay here?
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Even just five minutes
will be great, it's so cold.
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Yeah.
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I just want to spend
some time with you.
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Okay, yes.
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This is my kind of place.
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I'd love to come here
and get away from it all.
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What would you be
trying to get away from?
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Nothing in particular.
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It's just nice to go
somewhere new.
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Yeah.
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Somewhere fresh.
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I'd still like to go to
the beach sometime.
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To be beside the seaside.
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The sea makes it look like
the Earth's been cut open.
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It's like an enormous
wound that won't heal.
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Where's the toilet?
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It's just upstairs.
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Do you mind if I just use it?
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Yeah, okay.
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Okay, cool.
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Thanks. Won't be long.
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Are you cold?
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No, I'm fine.
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So, you're Alice's
famous big sister?
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What?
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Alice, she's told me
about you before.
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What did she tell you?
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Nothing.
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Nothing, really.
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Yes, she did.
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Of course, she did.
What did she say?
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She said you're
an amazing dancer.
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I'm not a dancer.
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Why would
she say you were?
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They wanted me
to be a dancer.
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Didn't like the way I moved.
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So not a dancer then?
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Alice doesn't know me.
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Your mom was
a dancer, wasn't she?
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No, my mom wasn't.
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That's Alice's
mom, not my mom.
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I was always
told that love was wise,
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and hatred was foolish.
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What did Alice
tell you about me?
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Nothing.
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Okay.
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You shouldn't believe everything
my sister tells you about me.
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Not everything she
says is going to be right.
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I won't believe what
she tells me about you
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if you promise not to believe
everything she says about me.
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She hasn't told me
anything about you.
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Well, if she does.
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Well, it looks like I've
got to get to know you
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my own way, then.
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I guess so.
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Okay, first love?
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What?
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Who was
your first love?
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My dad.
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My first love was my dad.
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It was always my dad.
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Okay, that makes sense.
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Tell me about him, then.
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My dad?
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My dad made me
feel safe, fearless.
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He kept me from harm.
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Are you close
with your family?
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Close enough.
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My dad used to say,
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"The one thing you'll
always have is family."
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You can lose everything
else in the world,
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but you'll always
have family.
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Which means you'll
always have love,
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which means you'll
always be warm.
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Not cold.
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Warm.
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Love is important.
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It is.
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It is important.
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All three of us.
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He's gone.
Dad left us the house.
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You know that?
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What are you doing?
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Sorry.
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Sorry, I...
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What are you doing with that?
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Uh...
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- Alice!
- It's dad, isn't it?
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Yeah.
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Are you okay?
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I'm fine.
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What was that song that
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you said dad used
to sing to you?
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Can't remember.
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You can.
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You can't of forgotten that.
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I know the song,
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I just don't know
what it's called.
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Will you
sing me a bit?
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No.
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Please?
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I thought you didn't want
to talk about dad anymore.
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I don't really care
what we talk about,
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as long as you know,
as long as we're talking.
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Sing for me?
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Here.
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Don't open it yet.
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Just wait till I'm gone.
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Have you thought
any more about the house?
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What house?
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Dad had a house.
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It went to
her and now it's ours.
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I was hoping we
could go together,
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maybe all three of us.
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She doesn't deserve
a single thing of him.
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She does.
Fay she's got it.
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She's got the keys to the
house and if you want them,
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you're going to have to
go see her to get them.
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Alice and her mum
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are trying to convince me
I can't take care of myself.
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Why is that?
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They think that because
they can't understand
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their own actions,
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or they don't
understand what being...
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I think I understand.
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Gary said that you
might be seeing him.
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I'm seeing him soon.
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You like him, I can tell.
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He's fun, but nothing
more than that.
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Is he helping to
make you feel better?
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I feel better by myself.
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Okay, that's good.
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You don't like talking to me
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about what's going
on with you, do you?
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Not everything needs
to be talked about
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and explained.
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Is it true that when
you were little,
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you never spoke
until dad left?
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Didn't need to
speak till dad left.
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Why not?
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Didn't need words.
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Fay...
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we worry so much about
you.
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Both of us do.
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Have you thought any
more about the house?
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Have you forgotten?
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We're not going unless
you come with us.
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It's okay.
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It's okay.
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It's okay.
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It's just us?
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Yeah.
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It's just us.
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You ever been with her?
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With Alice?
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With Alice.
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Would it bother you if I had?
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Don't know.
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Won't know till you tell me.
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Does it bother you
to tell me the truth?
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No.
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The truth doesn't bother me.
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What's Alice like?
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What do you mean?
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What's she like?
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Tell me a story.
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What kind of story?
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A story without words.
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I don't want to get
that on your teeth.
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Go like that.
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I think that's okay.
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Hang on.
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You've grown up so much.
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That's nice.
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Will you sing me dad's song?
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No.
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Just tell me the first line.
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Why?
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I want a bit of him too.
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I want to share.
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Thank you.
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We should get ready.
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Fay, could you just
tighten these for me?
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Just a bit tighter.
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- Like that?
- Yeah.
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What are you doing?
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Nothing.
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You look really pretty.
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Thanks.
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Do you want to
put yours on too?
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Yeah, okay.
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All those hills
feel like dad.
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Will it be able
to get to us here?
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Should we walk
down and meet it?
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Come on.
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Let's go.
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Wait.
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No, we're not going tonight.
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Alice.
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No.
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Fay.
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Alice, come on.
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No.
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Don't.
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No.
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Just...
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I don't.
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Just...
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Did you
make it disappear?
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Didn't know you smoked.
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Don't really.
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Except when I drink.
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I can put it out.
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Sorry.
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00:30:09,794 --> 00:30:10,835
It's okay.
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I used to love
watching you dance.
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Mom always wanted
to dance with you more.
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She loved the way
you're able to dance.
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How are things with Gary?
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I've asked him to
move in with me.
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Really?
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Yeah.
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It's quite soon.
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Is it?
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Yeah.
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Do you think I'm making
the right decision?
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- No.
- Why not?
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It's just...
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I just think it's a bit soon.
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Well, the cat's gone.
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Where did the cat go?
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I don't know.
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Did you make it disappear?
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00:32:06,002 --> 00:32:07,377
What did you say?
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00:32:09,085 --> 00:32:11,210
You should bring him
around to meet mom.
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The cat?
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Gary.
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I'm not going
to do that, Alice.
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I wouldn't have brought
the fucking cat either.
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You really need
to go and see her.
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She really wants to see you.
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00:32:28,919 --> 00:32:30,833
She needs to see you.
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00:32:30,835 --> 00:32:32,252
You don't know
who she really is.
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Do you think it was
really mom who did those things?
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Do you think I
wanted it to happen?
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It was dad who left.
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He didn't leave.
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Mom told me
everything about him.
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He was a violent man.
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He left us.
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Mom said both you and
him share wild bones.
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This is our first
night together,
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just you and me.
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We should make it special.
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Okay.
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We should tell each
other something
281
00:33:44,002 --> 00:33:46,044
we've never told
anybody else before,
282
00:33:48,669 --> 00:33:52,169
secrets that can be
shared just between us.
283
00:33:54,877 --> 00:33:56,417
It means you're
locked together
284
00:33:56,419 --> 00:33:58,419
by something only
the both of you know.
285
00:34:00,169 --> 00:34:01,335
That's something
that's forever.
286
00:34:05,377 --> 00:34:05,752
Okay.
287
00:34:09,710 --> 00:34:10,502
You don't agree?
288
00:34:13,710 --> 00:34:18,375
Secrets are things that just
come out and change the way
289
00:34:18,377 --> 00:34:20,544
someone looks at you,
290
00:34:22,002 --> 00:34:23,542
changes the way
people talk to you.
291
00:34:23,544 --> 00:34:24,917
You're treated different
when someone knows
292
00:34:24,919 --> 00:34:26,294
who you really are.
293
00:34:29,877 --> 00:34:32,252
Every time we see each
other, I look at you
differently.
294
00:34:33,794 --> 00:34:35,794
But that's only because I
feel closer to you each time.
295
00:34:38,419 --> 00:34:40,544
I just want to be as
close to you as I can be.
296
00:34:41,710 --> 00:34:42,669
I just want to be closer.
297
00:34:45,294 --> 00:34:46,752
Tell me your secret.
298
00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:49,583
Why don't you tell a secret?
299
00:34:49,585 --> 00:34:51,208
Then I'll know how
much you trust me
300
00:34:51,210 --> 00:34:52,585
and what sort of
secret I should tell you.
301
00:35:01,335 --> 00:35:02,460
You want a secret?
302
00:35:04,085 --> 00:35:05,210
I want your secret.
303
00:35:23,460 --> 00:35:26,125
Alice's mom used to bend
my bones out of shape
304
00:35:26,127 --> 00:35:27,500
and twist my arms and legs
305
00:35:27,502 --> 00:35:30,417
till they were
close to snapping.
306
00:35:30,419 --> 00:35:32,583
She used to stub her
cigarettes out on my arm
307
00:35:32,585 --> 00:35:36,669
and she's the reason my dad
was taken and is still missing.
308
00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:51,294
You shouldn't say
those kind of things.
309
00:36:00,877 --> 00:36:01,794
It's not fair on me.
310
00:36:49,835 --> 00:36:50,710
Are you okay?
311
00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:53,627
I'm fine.
312
00:36:58,419 --> 00:37:01,710
I'm sorry
about earlier.
313
00:37:05,044 --> 00:37:06,292
I think...
314
00:37:06,294 --> 00:37:07,210
Fay.
315
00:37:10,919 --> 00:37:12,292
How could you possibly
316
00:37:12,294 --> 00:37:13,875
know someone who's
been dead that long?
317
00:37:13,877 --> 00:37:16,544
Mom said both you and
him share wild bones.
318
00:37:19,044 --> 00:37:19,627
Fay.
319
00:37:21,335 --> 00:37:24,794
Mom said both you and
him share wild bones.
320
00:37:26,210 --> 00:37:27,208
Why are you doing this?
321
00:37:27,210 --> 00:37:29,252
Why are you doing this?
322
00:37:30,877 --> 00:37:33,167
Mom said both
you and him share wild...
323
00:37:33,169 --> 00:37:38,417
For fuck sake, will you
please fucking say something.
324
00:37:38,419 --> 00:37:40,919
All I ever
did was try to help you.
325
00:37:41,877 --> 00:37:43,042
All I ever did.
326
00:37:43,044 --> 00:37:45,583
I fucking saved you
from that monster.
327
00:37:45,585 --> 00:37:47,875
All you've done
is try to punish me.
328
00:37:47,877 --> 00:37:49,002
You're absolutely
nothing.
329
00:37:50,210 --> 00:37:51,500
What's wrong with you?
330
00:37:51,502 --> 00:37:55,750
You fucking dark evil
fucking piece of shit.
331
00:37:55,752 --> 00:37:57,792
I've fucking tried to
do everything with you.
332
00:37:57,794 --> 00:37:59,625
I cannot fucking
do anything else.
333
00:37:59,627 --> 00:38:02,208
I don't know what the
fuck is wrong with you.
334
00:39:21,669 --> 00:39:22,669
Fay.
335
00:40:18,252 --> 00:40:20,542
Okay, I'm going to let go.
336
00:40:20,544 --> 00:40:22,167
I'm going to let go.
337
00:40:22,169 --> 00:40:24,000
I'm going to let go, okay?
338
00:40:24,835 --> 00:40:26,710
If you promise me not to run.
339
00:40:27,710 --> 00:40:29,002
Okay, do you promise?
340
00:40:31,585 --> 00:40:33,585
We're going to look
after each other, okay?
341
00:40:35,752 --> 00:40:37,292
We've got to look
after each other.
342
00:40:48,294 --> 00:40:49,044
Okay?
343
00:40:57,419 --> 00:41:00,167
It's me.
344
00:41:03,794 --> 00:41:04,669
Okay.
345
00:41:09,419 --> 00:41:10,460
Okay.
346
00:41:34,210 --> 00:41:35,002
Okay.
347
00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:47,461
I need to clean up.
348
00:41:51,378 --> 00:41:52,170
I'll take care of it.
349
00:41:53,420 --> 00:41:54,670
No, I've got it.
350
00:42:04,378 --> 00:42:05,128
Are you sure?
351
00:42:06,253 --> 00:42:07,001
Yeah.
352
00:42:07,003 --> 00:42:07,628
Yeah.
353
00:43:34,461 --> 00:43:35,253
What are you looking for?
354
00:43:37,461 --> 00:43:38,253
A razor.
355
00:43:41,878 --> 00:43:42,961
I'm looking for my razor.
356
00:43:44,961 --> 00:43:46,211
Has it ever been in
that drawer before?
357
00:43:47,503 --> 00:43:49,168
Yeah.
358
00:43:49,170 --> 00:43:51,045
Well, yeah, that's
where I thought I left it.
359
00:43:52,586 --> 00:43:53,336
It just disappeared.
360
00:44:00,670 --> 00:44:01,709
You okay?
361
00:44:01,711 --> 00:44:02,211
Yeah.
362
00:44:04,961 --> 00:44:06,961
I'll miss
you while I'm gone.
363
00:44:08,628 --> 00:44:09,626
I'll miss you, too.
364
00:47:02,128 --> 00:47:03,461
How have you been?
365
00:47:06,836 --> 00:47:07,461
Me?
366
00:47:09,961 --> 00:47:11,461
Yeah, how
are things with you?
367
00:47:13,461 --> 00:47:14,503
Hanging on, you know?
368
00:47:17,295 --> 00:47:21,084
It's just me and mom
in that house now,
369
00:47:21,086 --> 00:47:24,795
so just rattling
around, you know?
370
00:47:26,545 --> 00:47:27,503
You should move out.
371
00:47:30,003 --> 00:47:31,253
I can't leave her there.
372
00:47:31,836 --> 00:47:32,545
You should.
373
00:47:36,670 --> 00:47:39,503
But why would I want
to leave her there?
374
00:47:42,836 --> 00:47:44,126
Doesn't she hurt you?
375
00:48:00,961 --> 00:48:02,834
We'll wash that
out now, I think.
376
00:48:02,836 --> 00:48:04,334
Come here.
377
00:48:04,336 --> 00:48:04,876
Head down.
378
00:49:46,295 --> 00:49:51,961
♪ A gypsy that lived
on a house by the sea ♪
379
00:49:56,878 --> 00:50:02,626
♪ A gypsy that lived
on a house by the sea ♪
380
00:50:02,628 --> 00:50:07,751
♪ He had daughters,
one, two, three ♪
381
00:50:07,753 --> 00:50:15,961
♪ My love is just for you
if yours is just for me ♪
382
00:50:17,711 --> 00:50:22,501
♪ His daughters, they
walked by the oceans brim ♪
383
00:50:22,503 --> 00:50:26,501
♪ Love balanced to me ♪
384
00:50:26,503 --> 00:50:31,626
♪ His daughters, they
walked by the oceans brim ♪
385
00:50:31,628 --> 00:50:36,378
♪ The oldest pushed,
the youngest in ♪
386
00:50:38,670 --> 00:50:45,711
♪ My love is just for you
if yours is just for me ♪
387
00:50:47,586 --> 00:50:53,003
♪ Oh sister, oh sister,
please lend me your hand ♪
388
00:50:57,170 --> 00:51:02,376
♪ Oh sister, oh sister,
please lend me your hand ♪
389
00:51:02,378 --> 00:51:08,211
♪ And I will give you
house and health ♪
390
00:51:10,045 --> 00:51:16,795
♪ My love is just for you
if yours is just for me ♪
391
00:51:18,628 --> 00:51:22,795
♪ I'll give you need
for hand not love ♪
392
00:51:24,461 --> 00:51:28,501
♪ Love balanced to me ♪
393
00:51:28,503 --> 00:51:33,709
♪ I'll give you need
for hand not love ♪
394
00:51:33,711 --> 00:51:38,336
♪ Until you give me
back my first half ♪
395
00:51:42,128 --> 00:51:49,295
♪ My love is just for you
if yours is just for me ♪
396
00:52:15,670 --> 00:52:18,170
I wanted you to know
him like I know him.
397
00:52:24,836 --> 00:52:29,670
Fay, I need to
talk to you about Gary.
398
00:52:36,836 --> 00:52:38,586
He's not an honest man.
399
00:53:04,295 --> 00:53:06,126
How was your trip?
400
00:53:06,128 --> 00:53:06,878
Yeah, fine.
401
00:53:08,420 --> 00:53:09,336
It was really boring.
402
00:53:10,336 --> 00:53:11,378
Where were you?
403
00:53:12,711 --> 00:53:13,378
Wisbech.
404
00:53:15,045 --> 00:53:17,170
Yeah, two days in Wisbech.
405
00:53:24,170 --> 00:53:25,378
Is everything all right?
406
00:53:27,711 --> 00:53:28,378
I'm fine.
407
00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:32,545
Not hungry?
408
00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:37,170
I'm only peckish.
409
00:53:38,836 --> 00:53:39,793
You should eat then.
410
00:53:56,670 --> 00:53:58,878
One of the last things
my dad said to me.
411
00:54:02,378 --> 00:54:05,209
He told me at some
point when I was older,
412
00:54:05,211 --> 00:54:06,545
I'd find myself alone.
413
00:54:10,378 --> 00:54:13,334
He told me
414
00:54:13,336 --> 00:54:17,795
the only person I'd ever really
be able to rely on is myself.
415
00:54:21,170 --> 00:54:22,420
And he told me to promise him
416
00:54:24,920 --> 00:54:27,295
that I'd do everything I
can to do the right thing.
417
00:54:30,753 --> 00:54:33,003
He told me behind
doors are secrets,
418
00:54:34,920 --> 00:54:36,920
and underneath
the skin is the truth.
419
00:54:38,253 --> 00:54:41,418
No protection, just truth.
420
00:54:41,420 --> 00:54:44,251
It's all skin is,
421
00:54:44,253 --> 00:54:46,795
the thing stopping us seeing
what's inside of each other.
422
00:54:59,170 --> 00:55:00,586
Your dad sounds
like a wise man.
423
00:55:04,420 --> 00:55:05,628
Do you love me?
424
00:55:08,045 --> 00:55:08,670
I love you.
425
00:55:11,128 --> 00:55:11,836
Do you?
426
00:55:15,295 --> 00:55:17,711
I'm tired, Fay.
427
00:55:27,170 --> 00:55:27,920
That was really nice.
428
00:55:29,545 --> 00:55:30,461
I'll let you finish.
429
00:55:45,836 --> 00:55:46,876
My fucking tongue!
430
00:55:55,045 --> 00:55:55,836
Stop, please, stop.
431
00:55:56,920 --> 00:55:58,043
I'm sorry.
432
00:55:58,045 --> 00:55:59,501
What are you sorry for?
433
00:55:59,503 --> 00:56:01,045
Who I am, my family.
434
00:56:02,961 --> 00:56:03,670
Your family?
435
00:56:04,503 --> 00:56:05,336
My daughter.
436
00:56:10,461 --> 00:56:11,586
Let me tell you.
437
00:56:16,045 --> 00:56:16,878
You're nothing.
438
00:56:23,961 --> 00:56:25,045
You can help me.
439
00:56:27,711 --> 00:56:29,086
I need you to help me.
440
00:56:43,211 --> 00:56:44,545
I was going to
tell you Fay...
441
00:56:52,045 --> 00:56:53,543
I was going to tell you...
442
00:56:53,545 --> 00:56:55,168
When I come back,
443
00:56:55,170 --> 00:56:56,545
you better not be here.
444
00:56:59,211 --> 00:57:01,334
If you are I'll fucking
turn you inside out
445
00:57:01,336 --> 00:57:02,920
and show everyone
what you are.
446
01:00:38,296 --> 01:00:40,085
Shh, please.
447
01:00:42,087 --> 01:00:43,752
No, no, I don't
know where I am.
448
01:00:43,754 --> 01:00:46,210
And everything just
feels really dangerous
449
01:00:46,212 --> 01:00:50,460
and it just grabs at the core of
me and throws me into space
450
01:00:50,462 --> 01:00:54,335
and around the room and
it hurls me into the concrete
451
01:00:54,337 --> 01:00:55,752
and into the floor
452
01:00:55,754 --> 01:00:56,919
and into the wall
453
01:00:56,921 --> 01:01:02,377
and I don't where I
am and it is constant,
454
01:01:02,379 --> 01:01:05,502
and it comes in these
huge fucking waves,
455
01:01:05,504 --> 01:01:08,129
these giant fucking waves.
456
01:01:09,504 --> 01:01:10,794
It never ends.
457
01:01:10,796 --> 01:01:14,419
It's a constant fight
and it never ends.
458
01:01:25,004 --> 01:01:28,004
Fay, you've got
to leave this place.
459
01:01:30,171 --> 01:01:32,919
There's nowhere
else for you to go.
460
01:02:03,087 --> 01:02:07,210
She knows I've got someone here,
but she doesn't know it's you.
461
01:02:07,212 --> 01:02:08,585
She knows.
462
01:02:08,587 --> 01:02:11,377
And I know, you're hurting
463
01:02:11,379 --> 01:02:15,669
because of Gary
and everything, but...
464
01:02:15,671 --> 01:02:18,210
Gary is nothing.
465
01:02:18,212 --> 01:02:21,962
It's dad, and it's her, and
it's the things she's done.
466
01:02:24,879 --> 01:02:26,296
All I've known is Mom.
467
01:02:32,046 --> 01:02:34,919
She loved me and
she stuck around.
468
01:02:34,921 --> 01:02:36,754
She's here for both of us.
469
01:02:41,879 --> 01:02:43,046
Do you know what she did?
470
01:02:44,546 --> 01:02:47,794
First we were at the
beach, that's why you think
471
01:02:47,796 --> 01:02:48,919
I love the beach,
472
01:02:48,921 --> 01:02:50,962
because that's where we
were, when he was gone.
473
01:02:52,421 --> 01:02:55,921
We're there together.
Then we weren't.
474
01:02:57,962 --> 01:03:00,962
Why were
you at the beach?
475
01:03:08,087 --> 01:03:09,796
Because he saw her.
476
01:03:13,087 --> 01:03:15,504
She was hurting me and
he saw her, and he hurt her.
477
01:03:21,921 --> 01:03:23,212
He took me away,
478
01:03:24,504 --> 01:03:27,129
and told me he was going
to make everything better.
479
01:03:32,879 --> 01:03:35,254
Then I turned around
and he was gone.
480
01:03:41,421 --> 01:03:47,296
- You went back home?
- I went back, I went upstairs,
481
01:03:50,546 --> 01:03:52,837
and held onto his things.
482
01:03:54,296 --> 01:03:57,921
I just breathed them
in because I knew.
483
01:03:59,879 --> 01:04:03,169
A part of me knew
he was slipping away,
484
01:04:03,171 --> 01:04:10,044
and she called me outside and
she made me throw everything
485
01:04:10,046 --> 01:04:12,337
he owned into the
fire and watch it burn.
486
01:04:19,296 --> 01:04:24,377
- Why?
- Because then she had me.
487
01:04:24,379 --> 01:04:26,546
It's all she's ever
wanted, control.
488
01:06:47,212 --> 01:06:49,129
Take your coat off.
489
01:07:05,837 --> 01:07:07,379
I've
been waiting for you.
490
01:07:08,921 --> 01:07:10,004
What for?
491
01:07:14,296 --> 01:07:16,504
Sunday
lunch, Christmas.
492
01:07:20,879 --> 01:07:24,504
I'm playing with you, love.
I'm pulling your fucking arm.
493
01:07:30,546 --> 01:07:32,504
Did you hear about
Davina's Nathan?
494
01:07:36,296 --> 01:07:38,337
Davina's Nathan, that boy.
495
01:07:42,004 --> 01:07:43,504
Of course you don't remember.
496
01:07:49,546 --> 01:07:52,087
He's not been seen
for six months now.
497
01:07:55,379 --> 01:07:57,421
He's another one
they reckon is sleeping.
498
01:08:02,046 --> 01:08:05,544
That's what we used to say
about about your Da' wasn't it?
499
01:08:05,546 --> 01:08:10,129
We used to joke about it.
Him shutting his eyes, sleeping.
500
01:08:15,462 --> 01:08:18,587
He's taken you to
some lonely places Fay.
501
01:08:23,379 --> 01:08:25,587
A long list of lonely places.
502
01:08:30,462 --> 01:08:33,087
Forever leading you
to that lonely spot.
503
01:08:38,171 --> 01:08:39,712
I take it that's
why you're here.
504
01:08:41,879 --> 01:08:42,629
What?
505
01:08:44,087 --> 01:08:45,087
The house.
506
01:08:48,337 --> 01:08:49,837
Dad didn't have a house.
507
01:08:50,796 --> 01:08:52,171
Of course he did.
508
01:08:55,712 --> 01:08:57,254
It was your father's.
509
01:09:00,046 --> 01:09:03,377
And I thought it was time to
make you go there and see
510
01:09:03,379 --> 01:09:06,460
who he really was.
511
01:09:06,462 --> 01:09:10,044
- I know who he really was.
- No, you don't.
512
01:09:10,046 --> 01:09:11,669
- Yeah, I do.
- No.
513
01:09:50,754 --> 01:09:52,421
Do you want one?
514
01:09:55,337 --> 01:09:58,335
You were always
nicking my fags.
515
01:09:58,337 --> 01:09:59,671
No, I weren't.
516
01:10:08,004 --> 01:10:10,546
I know you.
517
01:10:11,796 --> 01:10:13,212
I know you.
518
01:10:17,171 --> 01:10:20,335
I know what simmers
inside,
519
01:10:20,337 --> 01:10:24,919
and I know what's in
your body and in your guts.
520
01:10:24,921 --> 01:10:28,337
Your Da' always told you
there was a light in there.
521
01:10:29,712 --> 01:10:30,546
There was shit.
522
01:10:32,546 --> 01:10:36,421
You and him were
a right pair of cunts.
523
01:10:38,046 --> 01:10:40,837
There's always fucking
pain wherever you are.
524
01:10:41,754 --> 01:10:43,710
You were pain.
525
01:10:43,712 --> 01:10:48,627
All I ever did, was
try to help you.
526
01:10:48,629 --> 01:10:50,835
I wanted to make
you a better person.
527
01:10:50,837 --> 01:10:54,712
I wanted you to
be better, not this.
528
01:10:57,379 --> 01:10:59,169
You used to burn me.
529
01:10:59,171 --> 01:11:00,629
Oh, shut up, Fay.
530
01:11:10,254 --> 01:11:11,754
What are wild bones?
531
01:11:12,629 --> 01:11:13,254
Tell me.
532
01:11:17,004 --> 01:11:22,337
Wild bones belong to people
who aren't people at all.
533
01:11:23,837 --> 01:11:28,004
They're people who are
animals wearing human skin.
534
01:11:31,421 --> 01:11:32,754
That doesn't
mean anything.
535
01:11:33,546 --> 01:11:35,462
It means everything.
536
01:11:37,087 --> 01:11:39,210
You're not made up
like the rest of us, you,
537
01:11:39,212 --> 01:11:42,085
or you're Da'. You're dirty,
538
01:11:42,087 --> 01:11:44,627
you're filthy pigs.
539
01:11:44,629 --> 01:11:47,919
You're animals,
you're not human.
540
01:11:47,921 --> 01:11:50,960
And just you think about that,
you think about what that means,
541
01:11:50,962 --> 01:11:54,127
because being
human is everything.
542
01:11:54,129 --> 01:11:56,544
It's what gives us more to
live for than just surviving
543
01:11:56,546 --> 01:11:57,752
and dying, but
those two things,
544
01:11:57,754 --> 01:12:01,794
they are constantly swirling
around you and your Da'.
545
01:12:01,796 --> 01:12:04,462
You're a typhoon
of fucking misery.
546
01:12:06,879 --> 01:12:10,877
Being human means seeing
what's really there in front
547
01:12:10,879 --> 01:12:16,002
of you and living
with that and working
548
01:12:16,004 --> 01:12:17,296
to make things better.
549
01:12:24,504 --> 01:12:26,460
Oh, he fucking had you.
550
01:12:26,462 --> 01:12:27,544
He fucking had you.
551
01:12:27,546 --> 01:12:29,460
He fucking had
you, he fucking had...
552
01:24:42,130 --> 01:24:45,338
♪ My love is just for you ♪
553
01:24:54,380 --> 01:24:57,797
♪ If yours is just for me ♪
554
01:25:09,713 --> 01:25:11,838
Fay?
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