All language subtitles for 32[EN]Twilight.S01E32.x264.540p

♪Trapped in primal shackles♪

♪Waiting for you to land♪

♪Seeing you like seeing another me♪

♪Encountered and missed,
sealing all memories♪

♪My heart has been crushed♪

♪Never healed♪

♪The me in your eyes♪

♪Stubborn and fragile,
most afraid of being neglected♪

♪Arrogant is who I am♪

♪A shell that locks my heart♪

♪An unfinished suspense novel♪

♪Waiting for you to hold my hand♪

♪Accompany me in continuing to write♪

♪Writing until the moment of the ending♪

♪You are the protagonist,
and I am too, I am♪

♪Souls with the same color♪

♪You are the light within me♪

♪In the mundane life♪

♪Tasting thrilling moments♪

♪Finally, light shines upon me♪

♪In the dark corners♪

♪Accompany me
in breaking free from shackles♪

=Twilight=

=Episode 32=

Liu Xia.

Mr. Yang.

Liu Xia.

Here you go.

Mr. Yang, this...

I want to

tell you some good news.

Borman has successfully secured financing.

My efforts

are gradually paying off.

I'm just missing one person.

In my life plan,

you have always been there.

Your dreams and your ambitions...

No one understands them better than me.

Borman used to be weak,

but now it's different.

As long as you're willing to come back,

you can do anything.

I am serious.

Mr. Yang.

No, but...

You didn't

get my consent.

And you just

put me in your life plan.

Don't you think

that's ridiculous?

I'm sorry.

Who is it?

Why is it you?

What's up?

How did you get in?

I walked in.

What's wrong?

It's nothing.

I'm just not used to it.

What if I'm

changing clothes inside?

Why don't you try changing?

What about you?

I'm already your girlfriend.

Do I still need to knock when I come in?

Seriously?

No, of course not.

I'm just used to it now.

What are you daydreaming about?

You didn't even hear me when I came in.

Look at this.

(Literary Director Contract)
I really don't know

(Literary Director Contract)
what Jia Zhen discussed with Mr. Cao.

I think this position

should belong to my brother.

He's in this state where

he's very emotional.

He's not answering calls

or replying to messages.

Every day, I have to guess

what he's thinking.

It's really annoying.

This position is a managerial position,
you know.

Mr. Qi.

Regarding your brother's matter,

if he doesn't want to talk to you,

you should take the initiative
to talk to him.

If that doesn't work,

bring him here.

I'll talk to him.

Didn't we agree to apply for the card?

No wonder people say

behind a successful man,

there's always a woman...

Who likes watching him change clothes.

What?

No fun.

I'm going to take a shower.

What does that mean?

Mr. Yang.

You didn't

get my consent.

And you just

put me in your life plan.

Don't you think

that's ridiculous?

Welcome, everyone,

to Borman.

Great, great!

(Borman Counseling Center)

Wishing you a prosperous opening.

Wishing you a prosperous opening.

Mr. Jia.

I have to tell you,

you're always

calling him Mr. Qi.

Sometimes it's really excessive,

making it difficult for him to handle.

You have a bit of a literary air.

Indeed, it's a bit too much.

Too much?

Yes.

Let me be honest with you,

bro.

I've long accepted it.

That Mr. Cao

and his sister

are making me a bit annoyed.

To put it bluntly,

if Qi Lianshan is on the right path,

it's a good thing for me.

Of course.

Just think,

he's someone I brought up.

If I can bring up one Qi Lianshan,

I can bring up

a second Qi Lianshan.

He exists because of me.

That's absolutely right.

If that's really what you think,

then let's discuss

the next project.

You finished it?

Yes, I did.

How is this wine?

When you get used to it,

it goes down pretty smoothly, right?

It's okay for 400 yuan.

Here.

Miss Wan.

Do you also think

that cognitive therapy can be used

in the case of Bai Muchen?

Tell me your thoughts.

Bai Muchen grew up in

a rather special family environment.

During his growth process,

his parents were severely absent,

which caused him

some degree of

childhood trauma and
psychological wounds.

But this psychological trauma

can be resolved

if appropriately addressed

at the right time.

But his grandfather,

out of guilt and compensation,

overindulged him excessively,

thus missing

the optimal time for an intervention.

Over the years,

Bai Muchen gradually formed

an incorrect understanding of himself.

On one hand,

he believes that he

suffers from mental illness,

while on the other hand,

he uses this mental illness

to be at odds with everyone,

to be at odds with the world,

even to be at odds with emotions.

He will blame people around him

and even avoid himself.

Over time,

this has formed a

self-defense mechanism in him.

If you can find this defense mechanism

and guide him correctly,

you might be able to

achieve your goal.

From your analysis just now,

it's clear that

you've done your research.

You came to me

just seeking

psychological support.

Isn't that right?

As expected,

I can't hide anything from you.

Since you've made up your mind,

go ahead boldly.

But I must remind you

that this cognitive therapy

is different from regular counseling.

You must confront the issues directly.

In plain terms,

it means uncovering someone's scars.

This requires
strong psychological resilience.

Are you ready?

Anyway, I just have to
put on a serious face,

and be more serious.

I will do my best.

How about these flowers?

I arranged them.

These flowers...

Do they look good?

Looks fine.

Put them there.

I'll do it.

Miss Liu.

Hello, Miss Liu.

Hello.

De.

I have something to do.

I'll go busy myself.

Please have a seat, Miss Liu.

I came today

to talk to you

as a friend

and I won't come again

for counseling.

What's wrong?

Did I do something wrong?

Your grandfather came to me

hoping that I could be

your family's psychological counselor,

but I declined.

He's causing trouble again.

Bai Muchen,

I want to ask you a question.

How old is your grandfather?

He's seventy-two years old.

He's a man past his seventies

who has done everything he can

for you.

What about you?

You have attended a famous school,

and you received a good education.

Let me ask you this.

How are you this arrogant?

You're a grown man.

There are some problems

you have to solve yourself.

Apart from blaming others,

blaming your parents,

blaming your grandfather,

blaming the people around you,

what else can you do?

Have you done anything
for your grandfather,

or for this family?

Nothing.

He should have
retired and enjoyed his life,

but for your sake,

he's still struggling and supporting

this Bai family.

And what about you?

At your age, you should be taking on

all the responsibilities,

but you only hide inside

that stuffed toy,

constantly running away.

You're not a child anymore.

Are you going to leave me too?

I unintentionally became

a somewhat important figure

in your life.

I feel honored,

but in your life,

there are more important people

than me.

Your grandfather,

your mother,

and Li Bande.

They all care about you.

What you need to do now

is to learn

how to get along with them,

how to take up the responsibility

you should bear.

Until you achieve these,

I don't have much

to say to you.

I hope that when we next meet,

I won't have to counsel you anymore.

Take care.

Still waiting here?

I've been waiting for the results.

How is it going?

I have some discoveries.

The camera at the crime scene

where Zhou Tiejun was killed,

has been tampered with.

We extracted some fabric remnants

from the camera.

What is this?

Skin?

Pigskin.

Some thread-like fibers

are still attached to it.

Based on the appearance and material,

we believe

it resembles a fabric

on some type of glove.

Gloves?

It's worth mentioning that

there are knit gloves

and rubber gloves as well.

Compared to leather gloves,

they are more flexible and convenient.

So it's rare for someone

to commit a crime using leather gloves.

Master.

Why do you always

wear gloves?

Even when eating,
you never take them off.

I'm used to it.

It's troublesome to take them off.

When we were in school,

our teacher told us

the significance
of our forensic science

lies in

providing evidence

when you suspect something.

And pointing the way

when you lose direction.

This direction...

You might not have thought of it,

or maybe you didn't dare to think of it,

but it's highly possible

that it's the truth.

Thank you.

(Forensic Science)

In the past month,

there have been
a total of three murder cases.

I saw two shadows.

At that time, the victim

was already lying on the ground.

I'm begging you.

Please spare me.

If you owe a debt, you must repay it.

Spare you?

I'm begging you.

Please spare me.

If you owe a debt, you must repay it.

Spare you?

This is what you owe me.

I'm begging you.

Don't push me anymore.

Don't push me anymore.

This is what you owe me.

Master.

Master.

Who were you arguing with?

Nobody.

Really?

I clearly heard two people

arguing here just now.

Really?

You got it wrong.

I'm begging you.

Please spare me.

If you owe a debt, you must repay it.

Spare you?

I don't know if it's just me

or something, but

I think those

two guys sound alike.

What's wrong?

It's nothing.

Here.

Sign it quickly.

Stop dawdling.

So that Mr. Cao will stop

pushing me.

Bro.

I think you should be

the literary director.

You are better than me

at management.

You know me.

I prefer writing scripts at home.

What I hate the most

is this nine-to-five routine.

Shanshan.

Mr. Cao wants to
give you an opportunity.

He appreciates you.

You should seize this opportunity

and challenge yourself.

Also, this literary director position

is the same no matter
which one of us takes it.

There's nothing to fight over.

"Chasing the Wind" is doing so well,

and achieving great success.

You're on a roll.

Strike while the iron is hot.

In our industry, we aim high, not low.

Don't drag it out.

No, if that's the case,

we three will have to split up, right?

How could we split up?

We're just on different floors,
that's all.

And there's still the studio here.

We can come here to hang out.

Right?

Look,

when you stand at a higher place,

the scenery you see is different.

You know?

Now you're carrying

the sense of mission of the three of us

and moving forward.

Hurry, hurry, sign it.

Don't hesitate. Quick.

Sign it.

(Qi Lianshan)

Okay, okay.

Come, there's one more.

Sign that one too.

Yuan Yuan,

pass these two contracts

to Huan Hui.

Hand them over later.

Hurry up.

(Qi Lianshan)

Alright.

Okay.

Now that's settled.

No more troubles.

Apart from blaming others,

blaming your parents,

blaming your grandfather,

blaming the people around you,

what else can you do?

Have you done anything

for your grandfather or this family?

No.

What you need to do now

is to learn

how to get along with them,

how to take up

the responsibility you should bear.

Until you achieve these,

I don't have much

to say to you.

Muchen.

Chenchen.

I want to talk to you.

There's nothing to talk about.

Why are you dressed like this?

Don't go.

Don't go.

I have something to tell you.

If I don't say it now,

there won't be
another chance in the future.

I won't be able to say it again.

When I was young,

I devoted myself entirely to my career.

The Bai family

and family matters...

I left them all behind.

I had only

one thing in mind.

To make my career bigger.

Even bigger.

When I earned some money,

I wanted to earn even more.

When I did that,

I felt like there was

more and more money waiting ahead.

Accidentally,

that's how my whole life passed by.

In the end,

what did I get?

I lost my wife.

My son lives abroad.

He doesn't recognize me as his father.

I only have my grandson,

but he's living like this.

People reaching seventy are rare.

Now I understand,

in my whole life,

I only had money, not a family.

Grandpa.

Get up.

I'm old.

Now I realize it's too late.

It's too late now.

I have only one wish.

I hope you live well.

I'm willing to have nothing

as long as my grandson

has a healthy smile again.

Grandpa, I'm sorry.

Many times, after

identifying defense mechanisms

and making them conscious of it,

the weaknesses of the patients

still exist

and cannot be filled or resolved.

Superficial solutions may arise

without addressing the root causes.

Throughout all this time,

your patient

has been soothing himself

through blaming others

and escaping from himself.

Inner void and holes

maybe wrong,

but they are still useful.

But if this mechanism is shattered,

it means

bidding farewell

to such behavioral patterns.

Once the self-defense mechanisms

are removed,

what will he use to compensate

for the inner void that exists?

I have thought about these questions.

I believe what I can do

is to correct

his erroneous beliefs

and guide him

to fight against

these unhealthy notions,

then resolve and eliminate them.

As for how to fill

his inner void,

I think

the solution lies with

his grandfather.

Please, get up.

So they signed the contract for you

without your consent.

Yeah.

Since they have

already agreed,

what are you worried about then?

The main concern is that
in recent years,

my brother hasn't written any scripts.

All the scripts

were written by me.

Do you want to go to Huan Hui?

I feel like it doesn't matter
where I go,

as long as I can

be with my brother

and Yuan Yuan.

Have you ever thought about

what if

you and they

have different paths in mind?

Just like how

I left Borman.

I have always treated them

not only as work partners,

but also

as family.

But you're right,

let things progress first.

Whenever my brother needs me,

I can go back anytime.

By the way,

starting tomorrow,

should I address you as Mr. Qi?

Mr. Qi.

Mr. Qi.

Stop messing around.

But,

I feel like

there's another

important thing

I need to tell you.

If I start working,

well,

I won't be able to

spend as much time with you at home.

Isn't that good?

You won't be sticking to me
at home every day.

But I'll still message you,

and you have to reply quickly.

Of course.

That's better.

Look,

this is what happens

if you don't reply quickly to messages.

I definitely won't be like him.

But sometimes,

I might be in a meeting

and unable to check my phone,

so I can't guarantee an immediate reply.

Who knows if you're in a meeting

or with some other girls?

No,

I mean it.

Or you can
install a surveillance camera.

Fine.

I was just kidding.

You can just focus on your work.

Just because of one murderer,

you torture me every day,

what good does Liu Xia have?

Wait, wait a minute.

I saw it with my own eyes,

Liu Xia killed her mother.

Otherwise, why do you think

I've been asking her
for money all this time?

Why didn't she call the police?

You all thought she was a good person,

but in reality, she is

a complete beast.

Mom.

I have completed
the onboarding procedures.

Thank you, Mr. Yang,
for giving me the opportunity.

How much do you know about

Liu Xia's family situation?

About her mother?

She

never mentioned her family.

Not mentioning it

doesn't mean nobody knows.

Help me investigate.

Okay, I'll give it a try.

Don't be so vague.

I want to know everything about her.

Alright.

(I saw it with my own eyes,)

(Liu Xia killed her mother.)

(Otherwise, why do you think)

(I've been asking her
for money all this time?)

(Why didn't she call the police?)

(You all thought she was a good person,)

(but in reality, she is)

(a complete beast.)

After her mother's passing,

she has been unable to move on.

Her academic performance
in college was excellent,

but she could only
take a leave of absence.

Recently, her symptoms

seem to have worsened.

I took her to the hospital

several times,

and the doctors all said

there is no particular effective method.

She has to

rely on herself

to gradually overcome it step by step.

Mr. Yang.

Please find a solution

for our Xiaohua.

Please save her.

Sir, calm down.

Calm down, please have a seat.

PTSD,

or post-traumatic stress disorder.

At Borman,

we have encountered many cases
like this.

We have also helped many patients.

So you have to have confidence

in yourself

and in us.

I have reviewed the information.

You have previously

consulted with other counselors, right?

Yes.

But it didn't have much effect.

Yes,

this is

what I want to tell you.

PTSD

is not a terminal illness,

but the treatment process

is very time-consuming.

It requires cooperation and effort

of the patient and the counselor.

If the time is short,

there won't be much therapeutic effect.

Then,

how long does it usually take?

At least one to two years,

sometimes two to three years,

or even longer.

But...

In Xiaohua's current condition,

she would need two to three sessions
per week at least.

In that case,

we have a package here.

One year with three months
free of charge.

It's very cost-effective.

How much would that cost?

140,000 yuan.

Is it that expensive?

Please calculate.

Two to three sessions per week,

12 sessions per month,

144 sessions per year.

Actually, each counseling session

is less than 1,000 yuan.

(Borman Counseling Center)

Wait a moment,

Xiaohua's father.

(Liu Xia)

(Liu Xia)
You can try this place.

She should be able to help you.

Thank you.

Did Liu Xia

handle cases of PTSD

at the center before?

She handled two cases.

One was a car accident victim,

and the other seemed to be

a victim of a robbery.

Both of them had

varying degrees of psychological trauma,

but they were mild cases,

so they recovered

in less than six months.

I remember there was someone named

Chen Xiaohua who also had

PTSD, right?

Yes.

She came to the center before

and did a psychological assessment report

and some self-tests.

Where are the materials?

They are in the document room.

Get them for me.

Coming.

Hey.

Who are you looking for?

I'm looking for Liu Xia.

Miss Liu.

Please come in.

Xiaohua.

Have you received
psychological counseling before?

I tried a few times,

but those counselors

couldn't help me.

Can you tell me about

your previous

counseling experiences?

Why couldn't they help you?

You don't need to feel burdened.

I just need to understand

your general information.

If you have any concerns

in your mind,

you can also tell me.

I will definitely help you.

Can I tell you a secret?

Of course.

As a psychological counselor,

I will definitely

protect your privacy.

Our conversation

will not be known to anyone else.

You can trust me on this.

I was the one who
caused my mother's death.

Hello?

(Hello? Xiaohua?)

(Are you coming out tonight?)

(I have a performance tonight.)

I can't.

My mom is at home.

(Just say you have evening self-study.)

(I won't bother you anymore.)

(We're waiting for you.)

(You must come, okay?)

Hello? Hello?

Xiaohua.

Where are you going?

I enrolled in a tutoring class.

Xiaohua.

You have exams coming up soon.

Stay at home and study well.

Don't go out to play.

I already said

I'm going to the tutoring class.

Xiaohua.

Are you done yet?

I already said

I'm going to the tutoring class.

Can't you understand?

Well,

you're free to stay at home

if you want.

I'm not sick.

I just want to
go out for some fresh air.

Unbelievable.

Xiaohua.

I'm not feeling well.

Can you stay at home and accompany me?

Xiaohua.

If I hadn't left back then,

my mom wouldn't have died.

I was the one who
caused my mother's death.

I'm sorry, Miss Liu.

I'm going home now.

Xiaohua.

♪Sleeping peacefully behind you♪

♪Dreaming a dream about you♪

♪Returning with you to a very,
very young time♪

♪The rain outside
has been falling for a long time♪

♪You have accompanied me for a long time♪

♪Continuing on♪

♪The evening glow covering your forehead♪

♪Our tightly held hands♪

♪Have withstood countless cold currents♪

♪It is you who have given me♪

♪The entire universe of tenderness♪

♪You are always by my side♪

♪Like stars lying on the moon's chest♪

♪We keep walking♪

♪Just like this, keep walking♪

♪Behind us♪

♪You've been following all along♪

♪Protecting this lifetime♪

♪With your strong and solid chest♪

♪You often caress my forehead gently♪

♪Saying you will accompany me
for a long time♪

♪Until the end of the world♪

♪Embracing each other
at the edge of the sea♪

♪Waiting together♪

♪Embracing you tightly♪

♪Believing in our love♪

♪Will last for a very, very long time♪

♪Still remember the moment we met♪

♪The smile that unintentionally appeared♪

♪Had long been in my heart♪

♪Hidden for a long, long time♪